#this felt so chaotic to make but it was rlly fun to go through my spotify and actually check the artists i listen to

[thelilylav]

Y'know what? Fuck it (gives u guys a list of poc artists to listen to cause the white ppl on the music side of tumblr have been embarassing me)

List is under the cut, and warning bc I made it very long

Rock:

Los Abuelos De La Nada

Gesu No Kiwami Otobe

Chuck Berry

Ben E. King

Los Prisoneros

Ahmed Fakroun (ok this one's french art rock but in my book it still counts)

Burnout Syndromes (been fucking w them since I got into Haikyuu lmao)

Infinity Song (their hater song genuinely gets me every time LMAO)

People in the Box

N.E.R.D (my god if u don't know them.. idk dude my brother has been obsessed w them for forever so i just was not getting away regardless lol)

Punk/Punk Rock (& other punk subgenres):

Nova Twins (u must listen to them it's just the way it's gotta be guys)

Rina Sawayama (her hatred of Matty Healy is so attractive. i cannot believe i found her two years ago cause i still remember i would not shut up when i first heard her music it was so good)

BABYMETAL (the way their band name just straight up screams at people gets me every time lmaooo)

Indie:

The Younger Lovers

Mashrou Leila

Stella Jang

Shak SYrn (Jenni is on repeat in my room at any given moment)

Steve Lacy (if u listen to more than just Bad Habit u will find an actuall amazing discography)

Jenny Nuo (i have been OBSESSED w her music since like 2021 ish and it is a crime she hasn't blown up more imo)

Nujabes

Hemlocke Springs (oooo i hate that she does not get more love!!! synth pop and alt indie is such a fun niche like!!!)

Lyn Lapid (in my head she's huge but i have recently learned that artists i think r super popular may be unknown to an entire genre of ppl soo)

Megagonefree (found them on ig and omg!! PLS go check them out genuinely)

boa (i am once again shaming u if u don't know them)

Wallice

JAZZ (in all caps bc I fucking LOVE jazz no it's not dead go listen to jazz rn motherfuckers):

Idris Muhammad

Esperanza Spalding

Joanna Wang (ok she does pop and folk music too but idk she felt most appropriate here)

SAMARA JOY (put. some. respect. on. her. name. i would actually go to war for her i am not kidding. also this is in all caps bc MY MOM GOT TO SEE HER LIVE??? AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO SHE WAS PLS I WAS SO MAD OMGGG but i've been promised tickets next time so we're good)

Sade (my og one and only)

Funk:

Fadoul

George Clinton (i mean he's just a classic yknow)

Parliament (Give Up the Funk can make me dance like no other i swear)

Stevie Wonder (i mean.. like if we're on the topic of classics anyway then...)

Michael Jackson/The Jackson 5 (moreso his earlier stuff if my memory isn't lying to me.. look it's been a second since i listened to mj IM SORRY i am a busy person ok TT)

R&B:

Valerie June

Maxine Nightingale (if u don't listen to her... how do u have fun? actual question i put her on every time i need to feel happy atp)

Boney. M (technically they're reggae but they also count as R&B so idk.. i'm just putting them here if anyone wants me to move them later i will)

Amahla (Ca Suffit was so good and got me to check out the rest of her music, YOU SHOULD TOO!!)

Mary J Blige (not to judge but like... if u don't know THE queen then idk how to help you tbh)

SZA (wouldn't be a list without her in it tbh. i'm in love w her not even joking abt that)

Kali Uchis (to this day i cannot believe i saw her live i'm truly never getting a better moment than that omggg i have such a big crush on her anyway)

Aupinard (if ever u need to just vibe, this is the man u go to.)

Wejdene (TU PARLES AVEC UNE ANISSA MA MOI J'APPELLE WEJDENE- she's been my day 1 since i was like thirteen i can't even lie)

Annisse (just found out she only has like ~500 listeners on spotify??? apparently i'm one of them tho lmao so yeah go get that number up guys i love her too much for this disrespect)

Sister Sledge

Cheryl Lynn

Reggae:

Daddy Yankee (he's an honourable mention cause i couldn't not lmao)

Skindred (they're a reggae/metal fusion band and i will shut up abt them when i'm dead bc Nobody rewired my brain chemistry!!)

Manu Chao

Toquinho (i was so convinced this man was bossa nova but apparently he is reggae and i need to do some music theory review)

Folk:

Sushi Soucy (oh the things I Deserve to Bleed had me going thru in 2020/2021)

Miriam Makeba (Pata Pata should be enough to get anyone listening to her, just saying)

Lead Belly (do urself a favour and do some research on this man, i'm not kidding even if u don't like folk music u should know abt him- ESPECIALLY if u like Nirvana that'll make sense later trust)

Pop:

Corinne Bailey Rae (she has so much good music that gets ignored bc of Put Your Records On so.. yeah go listen to Black Rainbows she's only gotten better as time goes on lol)

Dru (he is for any person who likes ke$ha. i'm so serious he is early 2000s in a bottle and i love his music ur rlly missing out if u ignore him)

Monique Hasbun (found her recently! she's a Palestinian, Mexican and Salvadorian artist who plays around with Latin pop and does a lot of fusion music. she's dope go listen to her fr)

Mohammad Assaf (he made the Palestine song that's been going around ig a lot, but his other stuff is great as well. he's another Palestinian artist, so once again, go check him out!!)

Pinkpanthress (i LOVE her she's so much fun to just vibe to and idk how anyone couldn't have heard of her atp but then again this is the sight that didn't know who drake was so... sigh. go listen to her if u don't already!!)

Aliyah's Interlude (BROOO if u haven't heard of her actually go listen rn i'm so serious she is so good i can'ttttt ok bye)

Veondre (had a collab w Aliyah on It Girl and is gonna be releasing her own music very soon! she's trans too so go give her some love)

Shalco (wasn't sure whether to put him here or in hip hop, but his stuff is very very good either way)

Ado (she's j-pop but it's a form of pop so into the pop category she goes)

Moon (she's got two songs out rn, Moonlight and Seoul City Drift, and both r going on loop in my head at all times)

Jay Chou (call me a basic bitch idc he's good ok)

Atarashii Gakko! (i wouldn't say they're j-pop, but google did, so i'm just going w it lol)

flowerovlove (just trust me on this one)

El Tio Gamboin (Los Gatitos is such a cute song)

Grace Chang (see note for Jay Chou)

King Gnu (for all my j-pop lovers... come get ur man)

Salsa:

Lalo Rodriguez (included this genre specifically so i could mention him)

Adalberto Santiago

Roberto Roena (he's a classic i can't lie)

Hector Lavoe (i think he might be the most popular one in this genre lol)

City Pop (this is its own genre bc i literally did a presentation in high school abt it and i'll be damned if i don't flex my knowledge now):

Mariya Takeuchi

Miki Matsubara (my QUEEN my everything my-)

Anri

Taeko Onuki (one of my most listened to artists last yr for a Reason)

Kaoru Akimoto

Kingo Hamada

Jun Togawa

Bossa Nova:

Joao Gilberto (ooo he gets me every time i fucking love this man)

Elizeth Cardoso

Johnny Alf (forgot this man the first time around my bad BUT he's called the father of bossa nova for a reason so)

Hip Hop:

Flyana Boss (they're sooooo good i actually can't gush enough i have never felt so girlypop listening to music before go listen to them!! found the duo through ig so yeah if u want go follow them on there too to show support)

Lil Uzi Vert (for any emo lovers, go check out his song Werewolf with Bring Me the Horizon it is SO GOOD)

Samyra (she's slowly curing my body dysmorphia lol)

Yame (there's an accent on the e but idk how to do that on tumblr. anyway my ass loves french rap and before him i was stuck with klub des loosers so he saved my faith in the genre i can't even lie)

Lay Bankz (u cannot be chronically online and not have heard Ick yet, but i'm repping her regardless bc SHE'S SO GOOD)

A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie (HEAR ME OUT-)

Kaliii (Area Codes was one of my most listened to songs last year... as it should be tbh)

Miguel (he does R&B too i just first listened to him bc of his collab w J.Cole sooo)

Tyler the Creator (putting him on here just to brag abt getting to see him in concert lmao)

XXXTentacion (he has been mourned and talked abt an insane amount, but he deserves it i'm not even gonna joke on this one. his artistry is insane and he deserves some love if u haven't listened to him yet)

Kendrick Lamar (i mean i've been reblogging stuff abt him enough. Mr. Morale was actually the album that made me start Listening listening to him and i'm honestly glad it was bc that album is still my favourite to this day if i'm being totally honest)

Renaissauce (criminally and i do mean CRIMINALLY underrated)

#ok i'm stopping here bc i'm a little scared that tumblr is gonna crash on me soon #but u guys get the point #if anyone wants an extension of this list w more genres i would be happy to provide btw #this felt so chaotic to make but it was rlly fun to go through my spotify and actually check the artists i listen to #idk sometimes u just have to remind yourself that you do in fact have good music sometimes lol #music #kendrick lamar #tyler the creator #kali uchis #samara joy #music recs #was contractually obligated to make this after seeing how white some ppl's playlists r apparently #and like guys... you've got no excuse if my white ass can find time to appreciate music #plus these artists r all amazing on their own anyway so check them out regardless #also i'm so sorry to my moots for not shutting up abt music lately #apparently i had a lot of feelings abt it that i have not been getting of my chest so #i'll be back to posting the norm soon (although what even is the norm for me lol)

[goldenhypen]

; ⎯ may i have this dance?

synopsis. when a certain special song comes on, you and riki meet eyes across the large and crowded room, moments before he decides to ask you for a dance.

pairing. ni-ki x fem!reader ⋅ genres. fluff, classmates/friends to lovers, highschool dance!au ⋅ wc. 1.1k ⋅ warnings. none

prompts 1. holding their hands when they are shaking ; 14. singing and dancing to their favourite song ; 18. sharing a soft smile across a crowded room ⋅ requested by 3 lovely anons <3 ⋅ dark blood event

song rec. nan-nan — fujii kaze (recommended by the nishimura riki himself i’m actually being fr so go listen to it !!!)

a/n. so many ppl ik are graduating hs this year and so this is rlly giving ✧ prom ✧ ,,,,,, i miss my prom :’> even tho it was kinda sorta a big disaster ,, but uh ,,, that’s a story for another time :’>

the mildly chaotic atmosphere mixed with the heat emitting from hundreds of bodies filling the room, you swayed side to side, doing your best to mask the hidden gloom you were feeling inside.

you had come to your school dance with your friends, but being too immersed into the music and the energy of the night, they eventually found themselves drifting off to go dance with others they took interest in, leaving you all alone at the corner of the dance floor, moving around awkwardly to look like you were busy and enjoying your time, when really, you felt lonely and pathetic.

eventually, the upbeat, hype song ended, and on came one you immediately recognized to be by none other than fujii kaze, one of his pieces called nan-nan. you smiled at the memory it brought to you from a few months ago…

you were sitting in class beside one of your peers you wished you had the opportunity to grow closer with, nishimura riki. after knowing him for some time you found there was some unique charm to him, from the way his boxy smile would fill the room with a glowing aura, to the way he would make those around him laugh at his silly behaviour. there was just something so attractive about him, and one day you began to realize the way your heart would pound abnormally whenever he would do as little as say your name; or the way your stomach would flutter with butterflies whenever he would share a new favourite song of his with you, and how his eyes would light up whenever you expressed that you liked it.

you began to like this boy called riki ever since.

and so when nan-nan began playing, the instrumental in the intro leaving the speakers and filling the echoey room, you somehow found and locked eyes with riki, perhaps through some crazy coincidence or maybe by fate, and you smiled at him immediately before he returned it, as you were reminded of the time he happened to share that exact song with you in class just a few days ago.

he was dancing with his own friends and having a good time, but after meeting eyes with you, he immediately made his way over with that goofy, excited grin on his face. and your heart went wild.

he looked stunning in his white button-up, sleeves rolled up to highlight his forearms perfectly. it was a typical outfit for all the guys at this dance, really, but somehow, in your eyes, riki pulled it off infinitely better than any of the other hundred boys in the large room, dancing their worries away.

his hair was slicked back, exposing his forehead which you didn’t get to view every day, for most of the time it was hidden under his fallen bangs.

and why was he looking so stunningly tall today? there’s no way he could have grown so much in just one day…

and before you knew it, the boy with the growing grin was standing in front of you with a hand out, asking for your own.

you glanced down at the welcoming gesture and gulped before blinking and looking back into his eyes that searched your own.

“you looked a little bored dancing all the way over here, but the fun is in the middle. wanna join me?” he proposed, practically yelling to get his words in over the blasting music. “and plus, it’s our favourite song.”

‘our favourite song.’ just at the use of a simple three-word sentence, a heat stronger than the one already surrounding your body made its way up from your neck, all the way to your ears.

you nodded, accepting his invite and placing your hand in his before he smiled at you and led you to the middle of the dance floor.

he turned to face you, and you chuckled, voice wavering.

“your hand’s shaking,” he pointed out.

“a little sweaty too, i guess—sorry,” you blurted out.

“are you nervous?” he asked with utmost care in his voice, a contrast to the usual tease he was to those close to him.

you pressed your lips together before displaying a small smile and tilting your head side to side, a way of saying ‘kind of, maybe a little.’

understanding and giving you a look of empathy, he grabbed your other hand before bringing them to his shoulders.

“just follow me, okay?” he told you.

and you nodded, wrapping your arms around his neck as his met your waist.

you two then danced along to the music that made your hearts happy, and you found your nerves disappearing in an instant, forgetting any stresses that were previously on your mind as you enjoyed your time together in each other’s hold.

and whenever he wanted to change things up once in a while, being the dance talent he was, he would guide your body along with his in moves that were simpler to pull off than they looked (but maybe that was just because he was a natural when it came to this kind of thing), leading you to do turns here and there, or pulling your bodies apart and then meeting closer once again. anything he did with you on that dance floor made you two look amazing amidst enjoying your time with one another, and he just made the experience all the more worthwhile.

and whenever his moves would slow, he would take that time to dramatically sing his heart out, and you’d follow along playfully, making each other laugh.

once your favourite song ended and another immediately began to roll around, both your movements naturally slowed, and he pulled away slightly before speaking.

“thank you for the dance.”

“thank you,” you smiled softly.

he smirked, “your dancing’s not too bad.”

“i could say the same for you,” you followed with a chuckle.

“we should do this more often,” he suggested. “or maybe that’s just an excuse for me to show you more songs sometime, who knows?”

“you know, both don’t sound too bad to be honest,” you replied.

“yeah?”

“yeah.”

“cool,” he said, unable to hide his proud smile for just getting the girl he liked to do some of his favourite things with him in the future, in the form of which was already sounding like a potential date. “in the meantime, this song sounds a little too good to skip out on… care for another dance?”

he held out his hand to you for the second time that night, a smile painting his lips.

“i’d love to.”

a/n. so story time in regards to the prev a/n bc i have no love life <//33 ,,, basically at my prom one of the literal four things i remember from that night was how me and this old guy friend who i kinda liked at the time and i think he liked me too (but we drifted apart a couple years ago,, and to put this into perspective, this took place exactly one year ago) kept making eye contact throughout the whole night and created this super thick tension. ok the thing is :’> i hadn’t seen him for a whole year cuz he graduated the year before me, and we used to be pretty good friends but didn’t rlly keep in contact after not seeing each other for one whole year. and so we kept making eye contact, probably wanting to say hi, but it eventually came to the point where it would be awkward cuz it was so obvious we had both acknowledged each other’s presence for the past 30 mins !!! it was so awkward omg and jsnsjd wait hold on don’t even get me started on how we even ended up later then sitting at the same table but still not saying a word to each other djdndjd T-T and then by the time we all finally went our separate ways, i was left feeling a sense of emptiness and regret T-T ,,,,,, the tension y’all i cannot stress it enough !!!! ugh ihateitihateitihateit but anyway, switching topics while i try to erase this forbidden memory from my mind all over again,, about the drabble, i hope you guys enjoyed <3 if you did, letting me know through more than just likes (rbs, comments, asks, etc.) helps out a lot !! i rlly appreciate it, thanks for reading !!

event masterlist.

taglist 1 (taglist 2 open). @raimbows4u @sultrybaby @kpop-nct @ajayke-reads @enhacolor @enhasfever @nokacchan @yizhoutv @xiaoderrrr @soobin-chois @tyunni @shinsou-rii @liikno @softkpopplace @belle643 @nar-nia @pshchives @sunjakes @ethereal-engene @yeosayang @4ri-ki @sunoksunny @jaeyunjakesim @tnyhees @enaus @hoes4hoseok @palajae @clarakyunisageek @annoyingbitch83 @4vonly @wonswondrland @rcrystallocks @stepout-09-15 @zeraaax @enhasengene @ktttwwn @pistachiophobia @svnoofy @sweetjaemss @vatterie @mnsnts @chacottone @yeseoist @azurez @milisabunny @wonniestars @iamliacamila @rikislady @kazmura @nicholasluvbot

#enhypen #enhypen imagines #enhypen fluff #enhypen x reader #enhypen reactions #enhypen scenarios #enhypen oneshots #enhypen drabbles #enhypen niki #nishimura riki #niki #riki #niki fluff #niki imagines #niki x reader #niki reactions #niki scenarios #riki fluff #riki x reader #riki imagines

[1ns4n3j3st3rf0rlyf3]

lol i hate my last exes impact on me .

they fully fucked up my perception of reality with the sheer amount of neglect and lack of accountability and boundaries. i thought i wasn’t good at art. i thought i wasn’t a people person.

they r worded me and claimed to have dementia when i told them they did that multiple times.

it’s crazy how people with hard kinks don’t actually know how to check in.

i hated myself and i hated my life in ways my suicidal ass had never experienced before. i thought i deserved everything they put me through.

i have hard kinks. i love to be kinky it makes sex fun for me. what they did to me wasn’t cute. it wasn’t fun. it felt like genuinely hate fucking and punishment. i’m a conceptual girly and i love to get put in my place but when my place actually becomes a place where i feel subhuman (unsexy) and less than loved it’s not right.

i shouldn’t have done sex work while i was with them because when they told me they were jealous of the men that paid for my lesbian ass time and then they mimicked those men’s behavior without compensating me i hated them.

i became a house maid in a very unsexy way. i became a caretaker in the least sexy way. i became a degraded hole in the least sexy way. i lost what i felt was my control over my life. i let them hurt me until i self medicated and my environment became hellish and i started hurting everyone around me.

i figured that if i was hurting like that it’s only fair that the people around me hurt too. it didn’t help that i developed a chemical dependency on benzos to a point where i was going thru bar rage and withdrawals when i was on them or if i skipped em. i literally relapsed like i did when i was 13 and evil.

i relapsed to a point where my family said this is scary again. they were afraid for my life just like i was. but my family doesn’t know how to help me cope thru my fear, so i got delegated again to rehab. i never have known how to effectively deescalate myself alone. especially when i conceptually feel it’s me vs the world. i have never felt more alone than i do thinking about how bunny lowkey won.

they took my dog. they let me hate my life. they let me ruin most of my relationships that lasted over 5 years. the people i have left are my friends that have understood drug abuse and my friends with rlly impressive amounts of empathy. i realized while in treatment i didn’t rlly have deep friendships like i thought i did. my relationships centered convenience. i was so afraid and so used to being decentered i never actually filled my “people” in on the gravity of my lore. my friends didn’t know the people i loved that have killed themselves. they didn’t know my addict friends that ended up overdosing on fentanyl. they didn’t know about my friends in prison. they didn’t understand me and my pain or how to help me through it.

i was forced to reframe my understanding of love and friendship. i was forced to see my reality for what it was. i lived in familiar chaotic pain. i was cycling in a familiarity that hurt me everyday and i thought it was just a part of being me. i victim blamed myself while bunny victimized themself and refused to take accountability.

i have such bad ptsd around them i feel so ashamed and hurt that i feel like i never knew them. i feel like everything i knew about them that i loved was a front to make me their hole. before we got romantically involved i was in love with them and i wanted to have them in my life forever. now i feel sick to my stomach and physically in pain thinking about ever letting them touch me again. i thought they were someone who understood my pain and they constantly told me they saw it. i have so many fucking screenshots of them telling me sorry. i want to fucking throw up. i can never just remember them without crying.

fuck bunny. unfuck bunny. i hate them. i loved them. they ruined me. they forced me to see i deserve better. i’ll never repeat a cycle like that again.

i can’t believe they fessed up to the neglect then revoked all accountability once i had a ptsd episode and punched them in my own room after getting sexually assaulted for hopefully the last time. i don’t like them anymore.

those messages were before i punched them in a panic like get real dude i’m so mad.

i miss my dog. i miss feeling understood. i wish they understood me. i can’t get played again. i want to be known fully. i won’t hold back who i have always been.

#queer artist #chaotic good #eyestrain #third eye #artists on tumblr #i’m just a girl #trigger warning #original thots #bunnycore

[illicitlimerence-writes]

twin | l. norris

pairing: lando norris x russell!reader word count: 3.2k words request: yes/no by anons "bestie after peace you got me thinking. how would the imagine go if reader was george’s sister dating lando instead?" & "reader has had a bad week and lando's been away and reader starts doubting their worth. lando comes back and notices that you are down and you hesitantly tell him your feelings and quick reassurance going "there isn't really anyone else. you're it for me." and ends with some fluff.🤗" so sorry this took so long! hope you both like it! warnings: what is says up there! pretty angsty, pretty fluffy. a/n: NOT ME REALIZING I SCHEDULED THIS FOR 8PM INSTEAD OF AM. i'm thinking maybe the mick fic i promised might be turned into a series... idk yet, but i'm taking my time with it bc this is my new "pillow" .

my masterlist / this is sort of a part two to 'peace' (but not rlly just the concept)

growing up with george as your twin brother was quite fun. you’d have excuses to skip out of school every other day, which you loved. you got to travel with your whole family to new places, which you also loved.

but george had one rule. stay away from his friends. that, you didn’t love so much. you got to see them almost every weekend, at times when they’d all hang out together at your house you’d take the opportunity and stick to them. mostly because you wanted to look at him. lando.

no matter how many times george would tell you to leave them alone so they could do ‘boys’s stuff’, you’d just roll your eyes and sit between lando and alex, who told george it wasn’t a big deal. they actually enjoyed spending time with you.

“so, what i’m hearing is… your friends like me more than you,” you’d tease, smiling cheekily before throwing an arm around each boy’s shoulder, lando took the opportunity and leaned his head against yours, under the excuse of trying to piss off george, but in truth, he only wanted to be close to you at all times. george would just grunt and whine.

as time went on, you and lando kept getting closer. race weekends were the best for you, you felt conflicted, though, because you desperately wanted your brother to succeed, but at the same time you couldn’t help but celebrate your friends’s success. after george’s first year in f1, you noticed how being alone had really taken a toll on him. you were used to always being there for him, but your studies didn’t leave you as much free time as before. which was why you decided to do college online so you could join your twin brother.

you could see it in his eyes, his spark was back. you’d walk through the paddock with his arm over your shoulders protectively, telling everyone that if they messed with you, they’d have to go through him first.

following the f1 circus meant that you, obviously, had to spend time with the other drivers, which you weren’t complaining about at all. you liked most of them and enjoyed their company.

the first race of the 2020 season was a chaotic one, half the grid didn’t finish the race, and those who did were fighting fearlessly to defend their position, and attack when they tried to overtake. you knew it was hard for george to abandon the race, so you gave him alone time to process it.

meanwhile, you were watching the last minutes of the race, wanting to see who’d end up on the podium. you gasped when you noticed lando was in fourth place, and slowly catching up to the car in front. your heart stopped when he crossed the finish line, waiting to hear if he’d gotten a podium.

hearing his team radio brought tears to your eyes, he’d had a brilliant race, and he deserved that podium. you wanted nothing but to wrap your arms around him and tell him how proud you were of him. but, you had to look after your brother, at least make sure that he was alright and ready for his post-race interviews in the media pen.

“what were the results?” you heard behind you, seeing george walk to you.

“valtteri, charles, lando,” you smiled at him.

“lando got a podium?” he asked, eyes wide, “are you serious?”

“look for yourself,” you said, standing up and walking out of the williams hospitality. you heard the celebrations before you saw them, the whole mclaren garage was ecstatic about their result. “don’t worry, you’ll get your time to shine,” you told him, sliding an arm around his waist, squeezing his side.

“thanks, sis,” he kissed the top of your head. you were about to say something when the team’s pr manager stepped in front of you. “duty calls, see you in a bit?”

“sure, i’ll do some exploring around,” you smiled, slipping away from him.

a few hours later, you were getting ready to leave.

“i’ll get my bag and we’re good to go,” george said, ready to walk up the stairs again.

“i’ll be outside!” you told him.

you stepped outside of the motorhome, feeling a light breeze against your skin, blowing the hair away from your face.

“little rose,” you heard someone calling you by your nickname.

when you and george were young, he couldn’t pronounce your last name correctly, which ended up sounding like ‘rose-elle’. and, since you were the younger twin, people started calling you ‘little rose’.

“hey! congrats on the podium!” you grinned, throwing your arms around lando’s neck. “you were amazing!”

“you saw it?” he bit his lip, trying to prevent the inevitable grin that was taking over his face.

“of course i did! had to give georgie a bit of space, so i watched it. how do you feel?”

“it honestly doesn’t feel real. at all.” he confessed, you nodded, “like… i’ve been waiting for this moment so long, and now that it’s here, i…” he shook his head, “i don’t know,”

“maybe it’s the adrenaline,” you shrugged, “did you cry?” you smiled, your heart thumping as you watched his cheeks turning red.

“i did, yeah,”

“aww, lando!” you cocked your head to one side, taking a step close to him. “you deserve it,” you hugged him again, and this time, you felt his hands on both sides of your hips.

“take your hands off my sister, you already got your trophy,”

“george!” you grunted.

“sorry, lad,” lando chuckled, squeezing your side before letting go of you. you gasped, and he winked at you, making your heart flutter inside your chest.

-

that night, you tossed and turned in your hotel bed, something wasn’t letting you sleep. you checked your phone for the millionth time, before tossing it to the side and turning around. you closed your eyes, just as you were starting to drift off, your phone buzzed.

grunting, you picked it up, squinting at the bright light. you’d gotten a text from lando.

‘r u awake?’

you frowned, it was almost 2 am, why did he want to talk to you at 2 in the morning?

‘yeah, why?’

instead of a reply, you heard a knock on your door. you stood up, dragging your feet until you opened the door.

“lando, what are you doing here?” you asked, leaning against the door frame.

his hands were by his sides, fingers playing with each other as his eyes went wide.

“h-hi,” he breathed, “i didn’t wake you, did i?” he asked, and you shook your head slightly. “oh, okay,” he said.

“is something wrong… or-”

“no, no, i… i wanted to tell you something,” he said, eyes flicking down to your lips before returning to your eyes.

“what is it?” you crossed your arms over your chest.

“um, well… you know how i… i got my first podium today,” he started, you nodded, “and even though the celebration wasn’t as big or great as i’d hoped,” you chuckled, “i felt amazing, like there was nothing that could stop me.”

“that’s amazing,” you whispered, a small smile on your face.

“and i think it’s the adrenaline that’s still running in my veins but-”

“what?” you asked as he paused. he looked down, balling his hands into fists for a second, before stretching his fingers again.

“i realized, as i was standing there, with my team around me, that there was one person missing. you.”

your breath hitched, he’d taken one step close to you so you only had to extend your arm a little and you’d be touching him.

“what- what do you mean?”

“it means that when i get a podium, i’d like you to be there. i’d like to hold your hand, to make you laugh and share late night thoughts when we can’t fall asleep.”

he leaned in, closing the space between you.

“i’ve liked you for a long time now. i don’t know when you went from being my friend’s sister to you, but i-”

he stopped talking, his mouth too busy fighting against yours for dominance. it’s a messy kiss. your hands fly up to his hair, fingers gripping his curls as you bring him close to you.

that was the beginning of your relationship, a love confession at 2am. ever since then, your life became a mix of hiding from the public and your twin, and sneaking around as you try to spend as much time as you can with lando.

you had to be smart, you couldn’t walk hand in hand because then the media would blow up. plus, george was always there, like a shadow that you couldn’t shake away.

but now, after a year and a half, you felt ready to come clean about it.

“baby…” you whispered. you were in your apartment, about to fall asleep.

“hmm?” he hummed, hiding his face in your neck, you shivered at the feeling of his breath on your skin.

“i was thinking… maybe we should tell the world,”

“are you sure?” he asked, pressing a kiss to your neck.

“i mean… we’ve been together for a while now, and i love you completely. i think it’s time. but if you don’t want to, it’s fine, i just don’t know how long i can keep this from george,”

“yeah, i’m honestly surprised none of us has slipped yet,” he chuckled.

“i know,”

“we’ll talk about it in the morning, okay?” you nodded, feeling his arms tightening around you, bringing you closer to his chest. “now, let’s go to sleep,”

“sweet dreams,” you smiled.

-

as it turned out, next morning was a busy one for the both of you. so the subject completely slipped out of your minds. without noticing, weeks and weeks passed, and you were still a secret.

you looked out your window, seeing the gray sky. the clouds looked dark, and there was a certain smell in the air, rain.

you grabbed your phone, smiling at the lock screen, a photo of the beach, a silhouette in the distance. since you had to be careful about the relationship, you couldn’t use a photo of the two of you. so this was the next best thing. you felt a pang in your chest, as you realized how much you missed him. he’d been gone for a few weeks now, busy with the car launch and other pre-season responsibilities.

you took a seat on a chair on your balcony, breathing in the cold air, it felt like home. you opened tiktok, laughing as you scrolled through the funny videos. but one caught your attention.

‘lando norris’ secret girlfriend?’

the video went on to explain how some pictures of him and a mclaren worker showed the two of them laughing, her hand on his shoulder. then, a clip from one of the ‘unboxed’ series, where lando was showing her something on his phone. out of pure curiosity, you went to the comments.

‘god i hope not. she's too ugly for him.’

‘ew no’

‘wait, they’re so cute, omg’

‘honestly good for him. she’s cute’

you’d been advised, many times now, to not look at comments on social media. things could get pretty ugly, especially for girls that had some type of relation or link to the drivers.

it made you wonder, though, if this is how they talk about a girl who had nothing to do with lando… how would they react when they found out that he actually had a girlfriend… that you were his girlfriend?

your mood changed after that, and it seemed to affect the weather, since it started raining. the louder your thoughts got, the harder the rain kept falling. after a few minutes of sitting numbly outside, you walked to your bedroom.

maybe letting the world know about your relationship wasn’t such a good idea after all.

the sound of the rain hitting your roof lulled you to sleep.

the next day, you found yourself repeating the same routine. you sat by your window, opened your phone, and read nasty comments people (mostly girls) online made about someone they didn’t even know. you looked through the other girlfriends’ profiles, you wondered how they dealt with it.

another day went by, and you kept yourself away from social media as much as you could, it was weird how comments that weren’t even directed to you affected you so much.

as you sat down on your same spot, on your chair in your balcony, lando told you he was arriving in a few hours. you’d missed him so much, longed for his touch when you needed it the most. now you could finally feel his arms wrapped around you, you’d finally be able to hide your face in his chest or his neck.

hours later, you got a text.

‘i’m on my way!!!! xxxx’

you smiled at the text, standing up from your chair so you could change and look presentable for him. you didn’t want him to worry about you when he already had more important things in mind. you sat down in front of your vanity, grabbing some concealer and mascara to hide the bags under your eyes and highlight your lashes.

the secret knock that you and lando came up with at the beginning of your relationship was like music to your ears. you smiled and walked to the door so you could open it.

“baby!” lando smiles, arms wrapping around you immediately and bringing you close to his chest. “i missed you, little rose,” he whispered on your lips, his hands grabbing your face and bringing you close to him.

“i missed you too,” the smile on your lips didn’t reach your cheeks, and he noticed.

“what’s wrong?” he asked, leaning in and placing his forehead against yours.

“come in,” you whispered, knowing there was no way you could hide your insecurities from him.

“is everything okay? you… you look kind of sad,” he frowned.

“i’m okay, it’s just… i don’t know,” you looked down. lando held both of your hands, his fingers slipping between yours.

“wanna talk about it?” you didn’t answer, and lando took your silence as one. “come on,” he led you to your bedroom, “get in there, we’re sleeping through it,”

“but you just got back,”

“and you’re sad. we’re sleeping. come on,” he placed his hands on your shoulders and gently guided you to your side of the bed.

“okay,” you smiled.

his presence was not enough. your thoughts were loud, even with his comfortable warmth all around you, the nagging thoughts couldn’t let you sleep.

you slipped out of his hold, grabbing your phone from the nightstand and walking to the bathroom. you sat on the floor, your back against the cold wall as you opened social media. since your life was surrounded by f1, it wasn’t long until you found a post that caught your attention.

it was a picture of lando’s instagram, showing the people he followed.

‘lando norris just followed model jasmine byrd! do you think they’re dating?’

‘oh i hope so!’

‘she’s literally so perfect. otp’

you knew it wasn’t true. he was asleep in your bed. not hers. not anyone else’s.

then why were you crying?

you threw your phone to the side, pulling your knees up to your chest. maybe they were right. maybe you shouldn’t be with lando, he deserved someone perfect, gorgeous, someone who didn’t let silly comments get to her brain.

you weren’t enough for him.

the sound of your soft sobs woke him up. he was cold, missing your warmth. he didn’t have to search too long for you, a quick look around the room told him you were in the bathroom, the light peeking in though the slit under the door was enough of a clue for him.

he opened the door slowly, his heart breaking and beating hard at the same time as he saw you on the floor. in an instant, he was beside you, an arm around your shoulders as he grabbed your hand with the other.

“baby, what’s wrong? are you okay?” he whispered. his hand playing with your hair, something that always helped calm you down.

“no,” you said.

“do you want to talk about it? what happened?” you shook your head.

“i don’t want to talk, i…”

“then we’ll stay here in silence, i’m staying with you,”

“you don’t deserve this,” you said after a few minutes. your breathing was calmer, but there were tears still falling from your eyes.

“what? what do you mean, darling?” he pressed a soft kiss to your cheek, feeling you freeze under his touch.

“this. me. i’m not good enough for you,” you admitted, looking up from the floor. your heart ached as you watched his confused expression.

“of course you are! baby, there’s only you for me,” he kneeled next to you, pushing your hair away from your face. you shook your head, his hands still holding your face delicately. “where is this coming from?” he asked, and your eyes flickered to your phone, but quickly came back to his. he noticed, though, and he leaned in to grab your phone. “baby… you know i’m only yours.” he said, wrapping an arm around your waist, his free hand holding your face delicately.

“but you’re… so amazing and there’s so many girls out there who could-”

“no, stop that. i love you, there’s no one else for me. only you.” he said, looking straight into your eyes. “you’re it for me.”

you stayed quiet.

“i know people can be cruel sometimes, but just know that you’re the one thing in my mind, all day. every day. i don’t want a model, or an actress or anyone, only my little rose.”

“i’m sorry,”

“no,” he shook his head, bringing you closer to him by holding your waist and pulling you over his lap. “don’t apologize. we all have bad days, and i’m always going to be here to tell you how much you mean to me, okay?” he leaned in, brushing his lips against your cheek, making you giggle softly at the feeling.

“okay. thank you. i love you,” you smiled, leaning back a little so you could admire him fully. wild hair from the few hours of sleep he got, his slightly red eyes and pink lips that you adored.

“i love you too. now come on, it’s time to sleep,” he stood up with you still in his arms, making you yelp as you wrapped arms and legs around him.

your doorbell rang, and you groaned, trying to ignore it. you turned around burying your head in lando’s chest, closing your eyes and sighing in delight.

it rang again, and this time lando woke up, too.

“i can go get it,” he mumbled, placing a kiss to your forehead.

“no, stay here, they’ll go away eventually,”

“mhm, what time is it anyway?” he asked, lifting his head from its spot, looking around, “it’s 10am,”

“why do i feel so tired then? i feel like i need a nap from that nap,” you chuckled. “see? i told you they’d go awa-”

you were cut off by the bell, again.

“stay, i’ll be right back,” you let him go, stretching your limbs, back arching off the bed as you groaned.

lando was trying to be a nice boyfriend, he really was. letting you stay in bed while he took care of whoever was trying to reach you at that moment. but, he forgot about one tiny detail.

it was saturday. and saturdays were brunch days.

“i was wondering when you’d wak- lando!?”

brunch days with your twin.

“shit!”

#lando norris fanfic #lando norris #lando norris fluff #lando norris imagine #lando norris fic #lando norris fanfiction #lando norris angst #lando norris x female reader #lando norris x y/n #lando norris x you #lando norris x reader #lando norris x russell!reader #russell!reader #george russell imagines #george russell one shot #george russell fluff #george russell imagine #lando norris blurb #f1 imagine #f1 one shot #f1 x reader #f1 fic #f1 fanfic #f1 fanfiction #f1 fandom #f1 #f1 drivers x reader #f1 drivers #f1 drivers one shot #formula one

[rat-typewriter]

hello! just saw this rlly cute botw comic about a high school au and the shenanigans the cast get into and I thought it was adorable :) can we get some modern!Link x reader headcanons of them being in a school together? I feel like private fits canon more but public is funnier lol. Thank you!

A/N: Sorry this is so late again!!!! :') This is so cute!! I hope these are ok!! Also I just kinda pretended that Mipha and Sidon are close in age in this,, maybe they're only a year apart or smth?? idk

Warnings: None really! A very very brief mention of fire used in a science experiment

modern!Link x gn!reader

Link x Reader - Public School AU

Ok so you actually met Link through Zelda, because you guys all sat together in biology class

You had seen him around, but never had never really spoken to hi before and immediately you were like,,, ‘oh shoot,,,, he’s cute’

You were pretty shy and awkward to begin with, but you guys totally bonded over not knowing anything about biology

Whenever you guys actually have to do a practical experiment, you end up with Zelda doing all the work

not because you guys don't want to help, but more because you try to help and she's like

'link no don't put it directly in the fire-'

'y/n please no don't encourage him-'

in other words,,, Zelda basically has to babysit your chaotic asses

you end up hanging out loads outside of classes and therefore you witness a lot of random shit in the hallways

you also saw a guy set a bin on fire once and just kinda watched like '??? damn ok??'

You and Link have so many stupid inside jokes

like they literally have no meaning but you guys will literally die laughing at them

You are also the best friends that cannot even look at each other in classes because you will just break down from laughing

One time you had to give a presentation in biology about the reflex arc

and you actually made it to the second to last slide on your powerpoint

but then you made eye contact with Link and you nearly died trying not to laugh

Link and Zelda were basically exploding trying to not laugh too loudly

it was a nightmare

you guys also have a group chat with Revali, Mipha, Daruk, Urbosa and Sidon

The name probably changes weekly but at the moment it's 'eight bros, chilling in a hot tub,,, 5 ft apart'

((send help my humour is outdated))

anywAY

Your first date with link was wilD

in theory, it was a pretty basic plan,, yall were going to see a film and then get food afterwards

howeVER

you got to the cinema and they were having problems with their electricity that day so they were just giving refunds and sending everyone away

and Link got a bit shook because he was alreADY SUPER NERVOUS about going on a d a t e with you and he felt super bad that it was already going wrong

and you were like 'it's ok!! i don't mind; it's not your fault!!!'

but he was d e t e r m i n e d to make it up to you so he tells you that he knows somewhere that he thinks you'd like

so yall start this half-an-hour walk to the other side of town

and its still a bit awkward because you guys are being super blushy and nervous

and then about ten minutes in, its starts POURING with rain

within a minute you guys are soaked and you're running to try and find somewhere to shelter

You were both laughing hysterically and Link ended up grabbing your hand to drag you under a bus shelter

You didn't let go of his hand the whole time

Eventually the rain cleared up and you walked the rest of the way and this boy takes you to (get ready for this) buiLD A BEAR WORKSHOP

You guys nearly get turned away by the employee at the door because

a) you're soaking wet

b) you are not small children or parents

but you guys use your polite respectfulness to convince them that you won't be any trouble

yall make matching frog plushies and it's super cute

you guys have so much fun and you fell for him even more that day

((let's just say that you still have them both when you move in together as adults))

#botw #breath of the wild #loz #legend of zelda #legend of zelda breath of the wild #botw x reader #breath of the wild x reader #loz x reader #legend of zelda x reader #legend of zelda breath of the wild x reader #link #botw link #zelda #mipha #sidon #revali #link x reader #botw link x reader

[twonderland]

are the orders open? I would like to ask for a little imagines of the leaders of the houses reacting to discovering that daring is Crewel's niece

Ooooh shoot 😂 ♥️🖤🤍♥️🖤🤍

Dorm Leaders request

♥️ You have been partners for some time now, he likes your sense of style and thinks of you like someone elegant and with good taste, also really clever, something that captured his attention. You specially had ability for potion class , memorizing everything really fast and even sometimes exempting some tests for too many extra point you got in practices

♥️ You study together, some of the students in NRC think that you two are so powerful ! It’s even intimidating sometimes ...

♥️ Until one day in potion class Divus got to your place while you where mixing some herbs and weird stuff in the cauldron, it seemed to be that something was not right ...

“OMG (y/n) what did I taught you ? The fly wings go after the gnomes nails, not before !!! Bad puppie ! “

“UUGH UNCLE !! I know it, I just didn’t want it to have such a fluid consistency, I wanted to try - blah blah blah”

Meanwhile you two were discussing Riddle that was, as always, next to you was like “wait wHAT”

♥️ After that incident he was kinda nervous, -how should I approach her now ? How didn’t I noticed ???? OMG I ALWAS CASUAL AROUND HER MEANWHILE HER UNCLE WAS PRESENT- all this thoughts crossed his mind but didn’t say anything. You were no fool and noticed it, also proceed to clarify that yes you were his niece but there was no reason he should treat you differently, after that....he relaxed.... kind of 😂

♥️ Even if he knew that there shouldn’t be any difference in your relationship, he still gets kinda nervous around his teacher, not because you are in fact his niece, but because he wants to have a good impression with Divus

♥️ Fun fact : Divus already knew you two were dating but is pretty chill about it, actually really happy that his niece is dating someone so gentle and well mannered as Riddle ☺️

🦁 This one right here , he’s a person + lion = wich means he has some really acute senses such as smell and as weird as it sounds he kinda ... felt like your smell was kind of similar to Divus ...

🦁 This kept bugging his mind for some time now until he bluntly asked you “hey herbivore, if you have done something with that old bicolor man it’s better if you tell me now or else you are gonna face the consequences” ... to what you answered really confused that you didn’t have any idea of what was he talking about, and he also was being a jerk

🦁 “WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT??” “well I don’t now herbivore, maybe because hIS SCENT IS ALL OVER YOU !” “Ugh, Leona! How could you say that , he’s my UNCLE “

... 😳

Leona feels rlly stupid rn

🦁 Ashamed and confused, Leona couldn’t even process what was happening “u-uncle?”.

OK LET ME EXPLAIN, have you ever heard of how animals recognize their babies because they have a certain smell that makes them “part or the pack” ? Well, that’s what happened here 😂

🦁 Right after this happened everything made sense, your smell that was similar to Divus’s, your good fashion sense, etc. he apologized while holding you from behind, burying his face in the crook of your neck so you wouldn’t be able to notice the blush on his cheeks

🦁 Lets just say that the atmosphere of the next classes with Divus were strange, Leona is a confident young man, but this situation took him unprepared so he tries to avoid eye contact with his teacher, just give the big cat some days and he will come to his usual self 😂

🐙 He has knew it all this time 😂

🐙 no, but seriously, since the moment he met you Azul started to investigate your past, likes, abilities, after all you were the only girl in NRC and a possible client, he had the eel brothers on your back ...

🐙 The reason he has never come to talk or ask about it is because he doesn’t see the point in it, not to be rude, but he doesn’t care who your parents or relatives are, Azul likes you no matter what and if you are his profesor niece, then that’s no big deal

Until

“RAAAA LALA LA LAAAA RARA LALA LaaaAAAAA~ “ ヽ(´▽｀)/

“ASHEGRONTTO-SAN is it really necessary for you to sing throughout the WHOLE class ??? BAD PUPPIE , STAY STAY !!!!”

🐙 poor baby just wants to be good bf material and impress your uncle 🥺❤️

🐙 -is it possible to sign a contract with myself so I can become the perfect bf? - he thinks, while you are watching his serious face and somehow you feel like you know what’s he’s thinking “.....Azul, stop” 😐

🐙 You talk with him, making sure he understands that he’s in fact the perfect boyfriend. He feels more confident now that he knows he’s doing just great but that doesn’t stop him to win your uncle’s approval 😂 COME ON HE’S AZUL ! Actually, Divues comes to like him even more after he starts to doing favors such as helping him to care some papers, making sure the ingredients for the potions are in order, etc.

He’s as always really sly 😅

👑 OK

👑 Now , this is a power couple 😂

👑 SERIOUSLY like, imagine Divus’s niece walking through the corridor in high heels next to Vil FUCKING Schoenheit going to potion class just to excempt like a boss

👑 He ... suspected something when he saw you two interacting, Vil is someone really observant and actually noticed that you have some similar mannerisms to Divus Crewel, such as rising your voice when something is well done, specially potions, your fashion aesthetic, cof cof hair color cof cof Your way of speaking and laughing, your ability in potions in general, etc.

👑 The moment he asked was smooth yet he felt kinda nervous since the very thought of it was possible but nevertheless kinda awkward “darling ... is professor Divus .. a relative of yours ? “ you stoped for a sec, remembering that you never really told him about your blood relation with Divus but also noticing your bf amazing intuition

👑 “Y-yeah, he’s my uncle actually” “....I see” he’s a little bit silent, thinking about why wouldn’t you have told him earlier ? Maybe you still don’t trust him that much... he had a thousand thoughts but before he could get depressed about it you said “He’s my relative, but I never thought it was something really important to mention, after all I’m another student and I can assure you that he has never had preference for me just for being his niece !”

👑 He... actually didn’t thought about that last part, he knows you are someone brilliant and doesn’t need the help of preference of your professor even if he’s your uncle, watching the worry on your eyes he showed you a gentle smile and pated your head “ I could never think of you that way, you are perfect without any help”

👑 I think Vil would be one of the most chill bf if he knew Divus was your uncle, he gets nervous when your professor is present but is good hiding it, outside of that Vil doesn’t change his attitude towards you or Divus

☀️ This sunshine never noticed it 😂😂😂

☀️ One day he was doing schoolwork with Jamil and his friend told him “ Kalim, have you taught about what will you give to professor Divus for his birthday ? “Mm? Well... not actually, but I can think about something ! Help me Jamil ☺️” “ok, remember that making Divus happy will also make (y/n) happy” he’s not understanding what is his friend saying rn “umm... but why would that make (y/n) happy ? The present will be for the professor” “well I believe that seeing his bf giving a present to his uncle would be a good detail”

☀️ her what now?

☀️”W-WAIT A SECOND JAMIL WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!” “I said that it would be nice if you gave a present to- “ “NOT ABOUT THE PRESENT ! Is Divus (y/n)‘s uncle ?!” ...”I thought you already knew 🤨”

Devastated

☀️ Jamil has this info since the day you started dating Kalim, of course he had to knew who was romancing his master, looked for info and walla ! Look 👏🏻at 👏🏻that 👏🏻 you are Divus’s niece 😂

☀️ As I said before, it was Divus’s birthday, the day started quite normal, you two attended class when suddenly Kalim went as fast as he could to your place “(y/n) ! I WILL MAKE YOU HAPPYJUST WATCH !” You are like ...

“... uh hu .. what is happeni-“ but before you finished your sentence sunshine boy went as fast as wind again to Divus “PROFESSOR ! Happy Birthday ! I wish you have an amazing day and that this presents please you !” Confusion was clear on the teacher’s face, one second before he could even start to ask the young man what was he talking about a strong rumbling and also the sound of what it could be a stampede could be heard from the classroom

☀️ “THREE ELEPHANTS, FOURTEEN CAMELS AND SOME PEACOCKS !! Oh ! And some dancers !! The perfect present to enlighten a soul isn’t t it ? Gyahahaha ~ ! “

Meanwhile Divus had his mouth agape from the impression while he sees all his presents arriving from a window, you are in the back trying to understand the whole scenario

“KALIM WHAT IS THIS, WHAT IS HAPPENING ???!??”

☀️ long story short, the “presents” dissapeared , Divus was ... happy that his little pup thought about his birthday but was also really shocked, and well, you and your bf had to talk about this .... event. Kalim got the idea but sometimes still wants to impress your uncle

💀 Chill when he’s alone, anxiety attack when you are present 😂

💀 That was at least the first reactions he had when he met you, it’s just that your are so fancy and gorgeous... actually Idia sometimes finds himself wondering how could he get a bae that’s so WOW

💀 Idia being Idia wich means staying in his room 24/7 gave him LOTS of time to make theories about everything and anything, one of those was you. The investigation begun because he just wanted to know more about his gurl ☺️❤️ but ended pretty chaotic 😂

💀 Imagine walking throughout the corridor and when you walk pass Idia’s door you hear a what it seems to be a high pitch scream followed by other strange “human” noises

💀 YUP he discovered it 😂

💀 The next day he found out you approached him naturally, it was morning and just wanted to give your bf a nice and cute greeting ☺️💖 but when you are just some steps from him, Idia flinched... you thought it was normal since he is easily scared when he’s outside his room, but when it’s you he’s most likely to be relaxed 🤔

💀 It took him all day to ask you about your connection with Divus, it impressed you that he was actually pretty certain that you were his niece he had a whole document with photos and all that proved his point 😂

💀 Overall he listened to you carefully, Idia is a good boyfriend, let’s you speak and say everything you need to explain, you were astonished when he gave you a proud smile when you finished your story, telling you how amazing your bloodline is and that he is really lucky to have such a beautiful and brilliant girlfriend 🖤

🐉 Mal is also pretty chill about it, being the most relaxed out of all the dorm leaders

🐉 He himself has his family in NRC too, Lilia for example *you are my dad ! ~ Boogi Woogie Woggie* srry 😂

🐉 So he understands the feeling of having around relatives in school, Malleus gets interested in you even more after you bring Divus into the conversation, he admires all his professors since he a good boy ☺️💖

🐉 Also, being Divus’s niece means you have some similar traits to him which is true at some extent, he asks you about your likes for potions and Malleus listens carefully, with a tender smile on his face. He is fascinated by your aura and all the stories you narrate about Divus and you

🐉 Everything went smoothly until the next day after you have talked about your relation with Divus, you were reading a recipe to make a potion in classroom, waiting for Malleus to arrive. He was pretty puntual to all his classes, so it was kind of weird he took his time that day. The minutes passed and you began to worry about what could have happened to your bf, was he alright ? Where was he?

🐉 “Professor Divus” it was his voice, looking up from the book you saw him handling your uncle a giant green gem with a straight face

“I hope our relationship develops placidly and for the good of our beloved (y/n) we could get along well”

The entire class was like 👁 👄 👁

- What on earth just happened ?!- you thought, Divus was struggling to carry the beautiful gem, while Mall some seconds ago was holding it like it was a piece of paper. You didn’t want to embarrass or trouble your bf with more questions since all the class was watching him confused and amazed, making the atmosphere weirder than it already was

🐉 You waited until class was over to ask him what on earth happened, he told you about how dragons give a little piece of their treasures in a form of “alliance” with the beings that they think are trust worthy, and Divus being your relative... well, he wanted to get closer to him

🥺💖

🐉 You thank him and give him a bear hug, he couldn't be any more sweeter 💕

Thanks for your request

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#twisted wonderland #twst #leona kingscholar #azul ashengrotto #malleus draconia #riddle roseheart #vil schoenheit #idia shroud #kalim al asim #twst dorm leaders #twst requests #twst headcanon #twst headcanons #twst riddle #twst leona #twst malleus #twst idia #twst vil #twst vil schoenheit #twst azul #twst kalim

[ringmyheart]

Can I request Vin Jin boyfriend headcanons and some fluff? (You don't have to force yourself)

(This and the other vin jin rq were merged!)

Honestly the way I see it, it doesn’t matter if you’re a very calm person or outgoing person. No matter what this relationship is gonna end up being considerably chaotic

He ropes you into everything he does. Doesn’t matter if u r a design student or an architecture student or if ur on the opposite side of the school from him, u r practically in his class. Dating him is like signing a contract sealing away ur own life bc he makes it a point to be ALWAYS w u

In class he doesn’t gaf if the teacher has ur seat on the other end of class, he is somehow finding a way to sit next to u against ur will or not. And when the teacher moves u two away from eachother INTENTIONALLY bc of this, he is threatening whoever happened to sit next to u to trade seats w him. He will go as far as to dress up as them to make it look like they’re them to be next to u and he’s so dramatic ab it.... being away from u felt like u were star crossed lovers whom the world was fiercely against

And if UR against this cuz ur tired of getting in trouble in class, or if you reject any of his advances, he’s gonna be really, really, really offended. He will at first sputter and be kinda shy and embarrassed about it, before he goes “fine! Have fun on your own without me, the greatest thing in your fucking life!”

He move seats back and will glare at you periodically every five minutes to pavlov dog you so that every five minutes every day, even when he’s not there, you feel the burning stare of vin jin

If you’re his s/o, he’ll buy you a matching pair of sunglasses so ur the freshest looking couple around Seoul (they’re hideous and thick but he thinks u look fly)

The glasses don’t have nearly as many layers as his does for himself so u can see, and u wonder how he managed to make them just as bulky and if he did it on purpose to sabotage u. Like “did u make my glasses purposefully ugly so no one else will want me?”

U have to dodge a punch after saying anything like that ab his fashion decisions LMAOAO

He’s rlly proud of u two matching. With the glasses and anything in general. He’ll make you wear a jacket matching his, or the same shoes and he will stop people in the hall and be like “wait. Notice anything cool ab us today?? Cooler than normal??”

And when they don’t respond he boasts “that’s right!! Me and my other half r matching. Look at us and weep, losers.” He thinks u two look so good....... if ur enthusiastic ab wearing matching things too he is elated u have to pray that tomorrow he won’t show up w another “if lost return to Vin Jin” “I’m Vin Jin” pair of jackets or anything of the like bc it happens SO OFTEN

And on the topic of sharing when it’s cold he likes to share jackets and blankets w u. Ur desks r moved by eachother by vin jin himself and u two share one blanket over u and shiver bc he just likes it, sharing w u plus he’s slightly warmer. And yes if you guys had indivizual blankets you would be warmer, but u guys have to struggle together he doesn’t care what anyone says (yes even ur protests ur sharing that one blanket wether he has to wrap it around u himself and tear up the one u brought on ur own or what”

He is so blind in love that he cannot tell when u guys suck at stuff. Like if ur in the wrong he doesnt care ur RIGHT and he’s taking that to the grave. He can belittle u and call u out but if someone else says ur in the wrong it’s on sight

Will die protecting ur name even when ur the one who was genuinely wrong

He forces u to make a beat for him to rap to. He loves rapping and wants to enjoy it w u, so ur forcefed YouTube videos of how to beatbox so u can be his bgm and eventually u probably just start to enjoy it to

And u always start a beat and he starts busting out rhymes and it’s SO BAD. It doesn’t matter if ur good at beatboxing if vin Jin is on the track w u it’s gonna sound terrible he brings the quality down immensely but u two just cannot tell

Like after a two session ur like “omg... that was so good. We should go pro?” “Fuck yea we should we’re better than those posers” “we could rlly make it in the industry fr” no u absolutely could not

During the school festival, u sang with him and it was SO bad. Half the crowd is gonna have 2 be hospitalized but u two had FUN up on the stage

Like I said, he has absolute faith in u. All u do is right. If ur driving a car for the first time, he is going to be ur little hype man doesn’t matter if u suck. U hit a curb and he went “YES babe!! Ur killing it cant wait till u hit the road bby” Ur not allowed to touch a car for the next two years now bc he kept cheering u on when u we’re doing CLEARLY wrong things

On a plane u r looking for the bathroom like pensively and u see a handle and look back and r like “is this it???” And vin jin thinking u r all righteous will go “yea babe go for it” and u open it and u depressurizate the cabin immediately

Now both on like 5 no fly lists

He loves to do things with u, like I mentioned earlier, and things he wouldn’t do alone he’ll do w u. Like drawing alone?? Boring. Drawing w Y/N??!!! Who knows what could happen..... so much fun could ensue. Maybe he will draw u cutely. Maybe he will draw u so ugly u will be forced to engage in a fight.

He likes to play just dance w u and compete for the “greats/all star!” Little titles above, and it becomes like a Friday night ritual for u two to turn just dance on and just go at it. But sometimes he’ll get too intense and suddenly he’s actually fighting for the chance to beat u. Will trip u so u lose on purpose

He makes u listen to him sing and rap to u. And u try to leave and he hugs tightly and is like LISTEN IFS FOR U, DONT BE UNGRATEFUL and now u have to listen

He makes u a mixtape of songs he made himself and they are all considerably worse than “remember the times we had”. It’s uploaded on SoundCloud and all the comments r hate and u listen to it a lot bc u know he loves u sm he made u a mixtape ya ur gonna play that but everyone else hates it w a passion

Like the comments r like:

Daniel: well.... it’s definitely a song 😅 I’m glad you love (y/n) so much!

Duke: he’s not making it out the hood 😐

Zach: never let this man in a studio AGAIN

Mary: this should’ve stayed in the CD

(Y/N): love it! 😍

Zoe: kill your producer 💀

Mira: ...

He’s overprotective too

If someone looks at u for more than a second he’ll go “what?? U think she is hot, huh? I’ll kick ur ass fucking perv.... cmon babe let’s go”

Will throw his arm around u and streer u the opposite way of any potentially good looking ppl to keep ur eyes on him

Oh Daniel is coming?? What a coincidence u and vin Jin suddenly have to turn the corner to the other way of ur classroom for some reason

Eli is near?!!! Oh no u just got milk spilt in ur eye!! Oh no now he has to wipe ur eyes and u two have to leave the cafeteria whatever will he do

It’s not that he doesn’t have faith in u, he doesn’t have faith in other men. Like he thinks they r all competition, and doesn’t doubt ur loyalty rather doubts how good he can b for u

WILL beat someone up for u. If someone smokes while ur around suddenly his fists r swinging at them cuz even if u smoke or vape urself no one else can get that stuff in ur lungs but YOU or HIM!!

If ur crossing the street and a car almost hits u, it’s the cars fault and he’s kicking the license plate and cursing it out for almost touching u “stupid fucking piece of metal”

Is the type of boyfriend to call u when he knows ur in an Uber and be like “babe u got ur gun w u right?? Oh don’t forget ur BOMB and ur MACHETE!! Yeah just left the house I killed some ppl nbd haha anyways HRU what’s ur Uber driver like” so the driver of ur car won’t even think ab kidnapping u. He has got ur back even when u do not want it

He doesn’t want u to see his eyes, so he’ll tell you to look away so he can take his glasses off and look at u in full color in all ur glory but he never tells u WHY he’s telling u to look away u think it’s a weird thing of his, or he’s insecure ab his face which is partially true but really he’s taking his glasses off and just looking at u. Adoringly.....

He hates PDA. He loves PDA. Do u see his dilemma

Like he loves PDA but doesn’t want anyone seeing him vulnerable even u.... so he’ll hold ur hand and be like “EWWW WHAT R U DOING GET YR HAND OFF MINE”

If u take the lead THATS best bc he can blame it on u and it’s ur fault he HAS to lock fingers w u cuz u did it to him first and he has an excuse to touch u and v like u started this im just sending u ur own energy back 😤

The type to be just like blind, overwhelmed in love. Always thinks ab u, always wants to be w u, worries ab u a lot and frets over u without showing it.... he hates it and loves it to death. Despises it but wouldn’t give it up for anything in the world

Eats lunch w u in the cafeteria and if u sit w someone else u r the ultimate traitor and he will trash talk u to hide his hurt to Mary the entire lunchtime. Kinda possessive.... wants u to also only think about him

WOULDNT EVER fight u for real. Play fights occur VERY often, like pillow fights, tripping ur foot when u say a joke insulting him, grabbing ur collar but he would sooner die than lay a finger on u

Verbal fights happen a lot and if he ever like LOSES it he may lash out and almost hit u and follow thru. I don’t think he’d be able to catch himself that quickly, and if he ever did he’d regret it for the rest of his life. Literally until the day dies he will take it to his grave

He may not sputter out apologieswill just look at u incredulously and then at his hands because what had he done? What did he just do? To you???????? (Y/n))))?????? His (y/n)??? Light of his life?

Will apologize probably over text or through a note or call, and if u don’t respond he is consumed by regret and tries to find u instantly like runs back to ur place

If u forgive him he feels bad still, because does he deserve it? And he might just isolate himself for a bit bc he can’t face u and if it left a scar he is dead inside. It kills him, literally

I could go on w this but I’ll probably save it for another separate pair of hcs later 😭

If u guys ever break up he will fight for u again and won’t stop till ur back together like flowers in ur locker every day, chocolate give during lunch, etc. He wont ever give up hope that he can win u over again and be w u again. He would keep trying, when he wakes up his first thought is ur name in a cold panic bc he can’t rest easy till ur his again and he will try and show off and poorly serenade u and trash his price and be corny and cheesy to get u back

Will set up a performance w the school to let him rap w a mic during lunch for u and he’s saying bars like “(read in bad rapping voice w inconsistent beat) (y/n), love of my life, uh, without you I’d die, uh. Please won’t you take me back? Yuh, without you ima have a heart attack. (Wha!). (Y/n), love of my life, yeah, without you I’m in strife, yup! Please be mine again, (babe), I can never rest till then.”

If the embarrassment doesn’t make u take him back so he’ll pls stop, and when he stands up on the lunch tables to do a little performance doesn’t do it either, then the odd sincerity of his voice and pain in his look (even tho while rapping he sticks out his lower lip in a weird pout) definitely, hopefully will

U make everything worth it !! Truly the light of his life

I hope these were what u wanted, I just had fun w them and wrote stuff that came off the top of my head when I thought of VJ!! ❤️

[serowotonin]

˗ˏˋ 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗮𝘄 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘀 ˎˊ˗

𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿 ` sakusa kiyoomi ` 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁 ` 1.2k ` 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲 ` pure crack ` 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗮𝘁 ` hcs `

𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲 ` umm idk what this is.. lowkey based off real events? midnight ramblings? yeah that kind of thing i guess... also big thank you to @kaguol​  for giving this a read (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) `

it was sports day at your school and most of the events were over and done with but the teachers didnt allow anyone to leave yet cuz,,,, reasons✨

which is why some of the students kinda just flocked to the gym to chill and maybe play around

that was until somebody suggested they host an unofficial, volleyball game

the net was still up nobody bothered to put it down so yeaahhh

rules of the game were simple: there were none, except keep the ball in the air and get it over the net…however you can

at first only a few ppl played… the “energetic” and “athletic” ones and it still seemed like a typical volleyball game

then more ppl started joining

and it slowly started getting more chaotic

it got to the point where the entire gym was the court

there were ppl running around chasing the ball, others just hitting it as hard as they can in practically any direction, then there were those who just stood there cuz everyone else was standing there so why not ??

now sakusa didn’t want to be there

he was tired because his class had signed him up for ALL the running events

why? well cuz he was tHe OnLy AtHLeCtiC PeRsOn in his class

utter bullshit btw

he plays volleyball hes not a runner

but still ended up winning tons of races just cuz… it was him💅✨ no explanation needed

n e wayss he was tired and wanted nothing more than to go home and take a nice long shower

but ofc the students of itachiyama wouldn’t let him

some of them dragged him into the game early on

again, because he was aThLeTiC ~

but this time they actually got the sport right lolol

honestly he was lowkey annoyed at how un-volleyball the game started to become but continued playing it anyway

it was hilarious how the others tried to receive even his weakest, half-assed spikes

sakusa always made sure to aim his spikes directly at ppl’s arms tho

not out of consideration for their pride or anything no no 

it was cuz whenever the ball touched the ground the ENTIRE gym groaned rlly loud and there’d be ppl going “NOOOOOOOO” 

and that annoyed tf out of him so he was nice with his spikes

then there was you

you were outside with one of your friends when the whole volleyball thing started and only came to the gym cuz the rest of your friends were in there

so you walked in, scanned the crowd, immediately noticed your crush *cough*sakusa*cough* and then found your friends standing in a group on the other side of the gym

now here’s the thing

sakusa has a crush™️ on you too. took him a while to realize and accept it but he did and now he officially has a crush on you

he just hadn’t really gotten around to the idea of asking you out or anything

mainly cuz he just very recently realized his feelings aka last night he was thinking about all the events he had to do for sports day and he groaned cuz ppl made him do it but then he realized ppl wasn’t actually ppl it was just you

you were the one who smiled at him and said “why not sakkun,, it’d be fun” and like that he agreed. then he realized further he actually thought about you a lot. like earlier he was thinking about how’d you look tmr since u weren’t gonna be in normal school uniform and you’d have your hair all done. and then he realized he was looking forward to seeing you which led him to realize you were one of the few ppl he actually enjoyed being around. THEN he fucking finally realized “oh… i have a crush…. on y/n……. oh”

somewhat conflicted abt it for the entirety of the day,,, bois experiencing feels for u ofc its gonna take some time >.<

he didn’t get to talk to you all day though,,,,,, he was busy with his own events and you were elsewhere

either way,, when he saw you walking past in the gym he kind of lost focus

lost focus in that the ball was coming to him and he jumped to spike it but only had his eyes on you causing his aim to mess up and well,,

he hit his target

*your head*

and because he wasn’t focused, it wasn’t a “soft” spike like all the other ones hes been doing 

it was a full-blown sakusa kiyoomi spike

that hit your face

(;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)

sakusa just went: ᶠᵘᶜᵏ

you saw stars,,,,,,,, and fell on ur bum

like a split second later, you heard a calm voice asking if you were ok. you muttered out a yeah and felt arms helping you up

one of them was your friend you were pretty sure, but the other one’s hands were too big to be any of your friends’

“let’s get you to the nurse,” the calm voice said again. 

“mkay,, thats probably.. a smart choice.. yeah….” and, vision still blurry, you were guided to the nurse by your friend and someone whose identity you weren’t sure of yet

sakusa was still standing there

all that, the spike hitting you, you falling, your being escorted to the clinic,,,,, that happened in like 2 seconds

he didn’t even have time to say anything yet

to make matters worse, some random ass guy was the one who came and swept you out of the gym

sure your friend was with you but to sakusa,,, that guy sus af

after they left, the game continued and sakusa rlly didn’t feel like playing anymore

he wanted to make sure you were okay and wanted to apologize 

however,,,, the teachers came in shortly after and told them it was time for the closing ceremony

throughout the entire thing, his eyes flit through the crowds looking for you

he couldn’t find you tho>:((

big sad

after the ceremony was over,, he went to the clinic but you weren’t there

then he just kinda,,, /slump/

figured he’d just pull you aside tmr and apologize then

except,,, tmr came and he still hadnt found a good time to pull you aside for a proper apology?? 

you were just so… busy.?

finally,, at around lunch after you finished eating, you kinda just sat with your friends and were talking and stuff when sakusa decided now would be an appropriate time to apologize

he walked up to you and asked if you two could talk in private for a bit

your friends shot glances at each other. he saw,, but he didnt let it bother him

anyways,, he led you out into the hall and in the softest tone he could manage he says, “about yesterday… i’m really sorry, spiked the ball a bit too hard.. how are you feeling?”

you tell him ur fine,, just that it aches a bit but nothing serious

he nods and mutters another ‘sorry..’

then this happened:

“no it’s ok you don’t have to be so sorry. accidents happen.”

“it wasn’t an accident tho..? so im sorry, it wont happen again.”

“yeah ok,, wAIT WHAT?? wdym not an accident?!?? u spiked the ball into my face on purpose?!?!!?!?”

“WHAT NO- ofc not. i just,,, i kind of lost focus… on other things… at the time… and yeah”

“????”

*sighs* “i was focused on you when you walked past and didn’t consciously control my aim or whatever and ended up spiking it into your face”

“?!?!?!??…. why were you focused on me??”

“cuz i like you dummy” /it slipped he didnt mean to say this/

“oh.... wAIT WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?”

and that is the story of how sakusa confessed

𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲 ` honestly think it would be better as a fic but uh,,, my lazy ass cant be bothered to write fics rn so uh,, hope this was good for now? lol might mess around and write one later tho.. maybe `

#sakusa x reader #hq #www.pink-ink.com/writing #/hcs

[kingdom-of-kins]

I’ve been trying to figure out how to start this for a bit now and someone’s laughing at me for it like I’m writing to a pen pal or something. Thanks you guys (I think it’s Grian? Hard to tell sometimes but it felt like him at least)

I’ve been enjoying season nine so far, it’s certainly been the usual brand of chaotic haha. It’s been a whole lot of fun, I think this season might be the one I actually break away from my mains? I think I might watch Tango most this season, but we’ll see! I think Impulse had one of the most fun episodes to start with too. He’s already gotten a second episode out, along with a few others! The hermits can be absolutely insane sometimes. We’ll probably end up watching a handful this season.

As for other series, 100 hours was heaps of fun, even if Scar gave us heart attacks every half minute. Every time we watched him I was torn between actually watching and getting watercolors for the view it was just. Stunning dude. Especially at twilight.

The afterlife smp also looks pretty cool, though I haven’t seen a lot of it yet. There’s already some pretty builds and some fantastic vibes there as well. We’re looking forward to seeing where it goes.

We don’t have a ton of irl news, but I do have a kind of funny story? Ethos been up to his usual shenanigans, well, if anything more than usual. It’s all fun and games until it’s snowing inside, theres a bunch of ice he’s reflecting illusions off of, and you can no longer find the front door. He kept laughing (if you know what gekkering is just. It’s a good word for the noise) and then vanishing in the wake of his mischief. But the funniest thing happened when we actually managed to catch him. BDubs must’ve figured out something, because one of the times he darts away BDubs just yelled a-Ha!! And lunged at what looked like thin air to the rest of us. But suddenly there’s this snow white fox being held up under its arms like a long cat, with the most startled expression on its face! It only lasted a few seconds but oh man, was it glorious. He ended up making this wheezing noise and chattering at us as B refused to put him down, he just kept holding him like that. I don’t think either of them really knew what to do next. And something about that, and his face especially was just. Absolutely comical

This might’ve gotten away from me a bit, sorry it’s a bit long 😅. It’s kinda nice being able to chat, if you do end up making a side blog I wish you the best of luck and that you have fun with it and all your other stuff. Things sound a tad stressful, so I hope things work out well for you bossman. -🐉

oh my gosh i just saw this. this is kinda embarrassing sorry JHBSVHJ

it does feel kind of like pen pals in a way!! but its a positive feelin, cause thats kinda nostalgic to me :]

jeez, two episodes already?? i guess i /am/ going with impulse then. ive never rlly been a fan of waiting for uploads so ill try to stay one ep behind :] which is functionally the same im aware but it makes my brain happy so.

ohh that sounds rlly cool!! and well. it is hardcore. i think its hard not to have heart attacks every time something risky happens (and well.. its scar here) you paint? watercolor’s always fun, but ive never managed to really get the time for painting :]

yeah we’ll see where it goes! i havent decided if im going to watch it or just absorb content through my dash like usual but it seems cool none the less.

LMAOHJVHSV that sounds hysterical,,, and what a mess tbh.

dw abt it!! its nice to hear from you as well :] tyvm and i wish the best of luck to your endeavors as well!! im hoping things turn out sunshine

#☆always happy to help! | asks #☆chatting with the stars | responses #☆🐉 | iskall

[getofy]

matchup: #1 - hq boy w/ an extroverted fem reader!

—a/n: wow im genuinely so sorry for taking so long. literally school is ruining my life and i also um,, haven’t been doing the best this past month. i really hope this makes up for it !! it’s kinda long so my bad...also this is NOT proofread lol i apologize if it sucks aaaa.

DISCLAIMER: while this is a personalized matchup, they’re still headcanons, so basically anyone can enjoy them! :]

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hello @/meremoomoo ! you are so cute and tysm for being patient about ur request. i debated who you would go well with for a while, but in the end i came up with...

SUGAWARA KŌSHI!

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#SUGA: “YOU’RE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!”

#Y/N: “THANK YOU KŌSHI :].”

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☆ SUGA IS PERFECT FOR YOU, AND HERE IS WHY—

PERSONALITY TYPE:

suga has a personality type of INFJ, which compliments your ENFP personality type well.

“...you may benefit from perseverance in this relationship. your sensitive, sympathetic nature may at times overtake you, leading you to make decisions that feel right but are not really the wisest option. this person, whose approach seems so cold at times, can help you to tune into your powers of objective reasoning and ensure that you are not letting emotions rule your life.” —some website i found

while INFJs are not the most compatible with ESFPs, your other personality type, wonderful things can still come out of INFJ/ESFP dynamics! 

“your differences mean that you actually have a lot to offer one another. your counterpart may inspire you to slow down and think more deeply about the meaning of things, rather than just doing what feels right in the moment. in turn, you can help them to get out of their heads and enjoy life for what it is.” —some website i found

HOW YOU GUYS MET:

sugawara and you did not start off on the right foot at first...

the two of you were in the same class and sat very close to each other so he decided that he really wanted to get to know you.

he also just really likes becoming friends w/ people lol

since you were always laughing loudly with your friends during break time, he deduced that you had a good sense of humor.

he decided that jokes seemed like the right way to get to your heart win you over!

easy enough, right?

wrong.

apparently, he had caught you on a bad day because his attempts to be friendly were not received well. at all.

poor suga.

he does his best to be kind to everybody, but at the same time, he does love to poke fun at others. he probably took one of his jokes too far or something?

or maybe you really were just having a bad day?

who knows.

anyways, after that awkward encounter, he did his best to avoid you.

it’s not that he hated you, it’s just that he thought you hated him. it sort of bummed him out because you seemed cool, but he wanted to be respectful of your feelings!

*sorry it’s not enemies to lovers, but it’s close enough i hope ?

HOW HE DISCOVERED HE LIKED YOU:

the class had finished testing early, so the teacher decided to put on a movie.

AND FOR SOME UNKNOWN REASON THE MOVIE WAS OLD YELLER?!!?!?

(basically it’s just an incredibly depressing dog movie. like, if you’ve never seen it then just imagine the saddest movie you’ve ever seen 10x)

anyways, you ended up crying. very loudly.

sugawara was incredibly concerned for you, since you seemed to be genuinely distraught, but he didn’t say anything

eventually, the teacher caught on to your disarray and excused you from the room so you could go calm yourself down.

after some time, the teacher tells suga to go check up on you to make sure ur not dead or whatever lol (you were taking a while).

he was hesitant to do this since he knew you weren’t too fond of him, but suga decides to do it anyways since he didn’t want to be a disobedient student.

he finds you sitting on a bench with tears streaming down your face

and MAN!!

all at once, suga gets this overwhelming urge to make you feel better. but like, as in, he-never-wants-to-see-you-in-this-kind-of-state again-otherwise-he-might-breakdown kind of urse.

despite not being super close to you, he had gotten so used to your large smiles and extroverted demeanor, that watching you cry felt foreign to him.

he missed your smile.

he soon realizes that seeing you upset hurts him because he genuinely cares about your well-being.

so he decides to make it his personal mission to make you smile again.

suga takes the spot next to you voicelesslyand tries his best to talk you through your dismay.

you don’t seem to mind the company, and to his delight you don’t seem to hate him as much as he thought you did!!

suga is very grateful for this

anyways, he manages to cheer you up, and the tips of your lips turn up into a small grin—just like he wanted them to.

AND BOY OH BOY WHEN THEY DO!!

whew this man’s heart skips a BEAT baby and he is lowkey spiraling lol he’s so confused like why is this girl’s smile making me feel some type of way

he had been so focused on what you thought about him, but he had never once stopped to consider what he thought about you (until this very moment, of course).

turns out suga was incredibly fond of you

yeah, that’s how he knew.

suga brain go brr 4 pretti girl

HOW HE CONFESSES:

you two had been hanging out more frequently as of late

and getting to know you was only making suga‘s crush grow EXPONENTIALLY

after many nights spent in long contemplation, he came to the conclusion that it was time to ‘man-up’ and just rip off the band-aid that was being honest about his feelings.

he buys a single flower (tanaka’s advice) and waits by your locker

very very simple and sweet confession typa beat :(

literally SO nervous pls help . he’s scratching the back of his neck and holding the flower out to you with a slight twinge in his cheeks.

“y/n...i know you weren’t too fond of me at first, but i...i don’t know i think we’re great together! and now that we hang out and stuff i was thinking that maybe we could-“

yeah you cut the poor boy off and said yes to put him out of his misery.

literally verbally celebrates when you accept his flower. does a lil victory dance and everything.

ugh yall r so cute.

AFTER HE CONFESSES:

YOU GUYS GET TOGETHER INSTANTLY WOOOOOO

somehow the most wholesome and chaotic couple to ever exist???

you guys spend like every waking moment together it’s adorable

noya and tanaka would jokingly hit on you and suga would pretend to be actually jealous.

i hc him as being a somewhat possessive-y boyfriend so do w that what you will

total best friend kind of lover but he’s also a sweetheart and rlly romantic + respectful abt ur needs:(

y’all r super comfy w each other !!

WHAT HE LOVES ABOUT YOU:

sugawara is usually the kind of person that’s always there for other people so he appreciates the fact that you’re the same way! you guys bond over your shared therapist/mom-friend tendencies, and quickly become the support systems you so desperately needed prior to getting together.

he’s there to listen to you about your problems and vice versa.

he adores how you can meet and sometimes even exceed his energy. it’s a nice change of pace since he usually gets scolded by daichi. </3

thinks it’s cute how much you care for animals! you’ll often find him staring at you in wonder as you pet a random dog on the street lol.

MISC HEADCANONS:

will spend hours on end watching you play video games on FaceTime. after a while, he ended up buying his own console and now you guys play together!

he’s fairly competitive, and will whine whenever you destroy beat him in a game!

he’s so cute pls

one of his favorite things to do after a long day is sit and play slower paced games such as minecraft and animal crossing with you.

whether it’s about your fav historical monument or about a new show you saw, suga will listen to you talk for hours and never get bored. usually he’s always got something to add to the convo though. sometimes you guys get overly excited together and end up speaking over each other in the same way.!

is INCREDIBLE at getting you to calm down?? like, if you ever need to be put in your place, suga knows exactly what to say to do it. does this make sense? lol. you guys have big ying and yang energy sometimes i feel.

you’re his BIGGEST supporter. whenever he’s put into games, you’re always the LOUDEST one cheering him one.

it really touches him to know that you’ll always be there to root for him!! even mr.refreshing gets down sometimes, so it’s incredible to have someone as positive as you by his side constantly reassuring him.

he’s a big animal person as well so you guys like going to volunteer at shelters together!

this was actually your second date HAHA.

if a dog is within a 40 ft radius from y’all, it is almost guaranteed that you guys will sprint to go pet them.

since you’re both athletic, you guys help each other practice sports together! suga’ll throw u soft toss and help you run drills and hype u up before games. & you’ll help him work on his technique and such <33.

y’all totally gossip together wow. you said you were a bit on the meaner side of the spectrum and lowkey he doesn’t mind AT ALL. he lives for it HAHAHAHA.

he literally thinks you’re stunning so it upsets him whenever you get insecure, but he’s always got the right thing to say to cheer you up! genuinely just,,,, so good with his words. if you’re having a bad night, he’s ready to come to your rescue with a gentle smile and funny one-liner and maybe a documentary if you’re lucky enough.

in his eyes, everything about you is beautiful. your hair. your freckles. your body. your laugh. your smile. everything!! he’s going to do whatever it takes for you to love yourself in the same way he loves you.

this man so whipped smh 🙄🙄

tl;dr: suga thinks you hate him. you don’t. you start hanging out. he confesses to you by the lockers. you start dating. you are infinitely better at gaming than he is and will never let him forget it.

YOUR ANTHEMS (in no particular order):

darling by christian leave

pleasantries (with your lover) by mustard service

upside down by jack johnson

sunflower, vol.6 by harry styles

what do you like in me? by nasty cherry

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hii :-) ur writing is so cute!!! could i uhh get some super fluffy mayb a lil suggestive one shot or scenario about being quarantined with oikawa post-time skip? 🥺

quarantining

✩ oneshot ✩ for oikawa

❧ gn reader

✎ 2.2k words

a/n: gotchu! hopefully i didnt take too long ;(( i have trouble getting inspo, it usually will hit me all at once or neverr. hope you like cx

wishin i got some quality times during quarantine, y/n out here rlly living their best n domestic life smh

also, i hope this was fluffy! ik i made it a bit silly and playful so i hope thats ok! lmk if you would like me to attempt again and id be more than happy too cx

requests: open!

So far, it’s been a month into quarantine. Despite having lived with Oikawa’s needy self for the past two years, being stuck at home with him all the time definitely tested your patience, especially when he was bored, seeking attention, and missing volleyball.

“Oikawaaa, hold on, I’m almost done with work. Maybe talk to Iwa for a bit until I’m free,” you suggested as you typed away at your computer, not even sparing your whiny boyfriend a glance as he lamented about his boredom.

“Iwa’s already asleeeppp and there’s nothing to do hereeeee,” he complained. He pulled up a seat next to you and poked your cheek repeatedly. “Having a long distance best friend and an s/o who doesn’t care about you is harddd, why does life give me such a hard time?” he despaired, referring to his best friend who lived in another country, and you, his partner, who was trying to do work so you both could be financially stable in the middle of this pandemic.

You rolled your eyes in response and turned in your chair to face him, grabbing his cheeks in your hands and giving them a squeeze. “Boohoo, I think someone’s gotten a little too used to having fan girls entertain him all the time.” You gave his pouty lips a quick peck. “I’ll be done in 20 minutes, max. Go watch some tik toks or something.”

After you returned to doing your work, Oikawa settled for wrapping his arms   from behind you and resting his chin on top of your head. He hummed to himself some trendy tik tok song he discovered the other day as he played with your hair, and you found the vibrations from his throat and the soft tugs on your scalp strangely soothing.

As much as you rolled your eyes or scoffed at his antics, you loved when he would go out of his way to catch your eye. Oikawa knew what would get to you. He could make you smile, laugh, piss you off, or comfort you in an instant.

You felt your heart soften at a memory from not too long ago.

“Hmmmmm,” Oikawa thought aloud, stroking his chin with his thumb. “Put that one... here.”

“Yes ma’am,” you responded, placing a pillow in the gap between two other pillows. Then, you both took opposite ends of the same blanket, draping it over the array of pillows you arranged on the living room floor and thus completing your pillow fort.  

He eagerly slid inside the castle and patted the spot next to him. “y/nnnn, hurry up and lay here with me so we can watch our favorite show while we cuddle and I feed you~”

You couldn’t help but smile as you obliged, easing into the spot next to him. You both lay on your stomachs, supported by a single, long pillow stuffed underneath your chests. Oikawa hooked an arm around your waist, closing the gap between you two. His free hand reached for a bag of your favorite snacks. He opened it, picked up a piece, then held it up to your face.

Just as you were about to take a bite, your face contorted into an expression of shock and betrayal when you saw him quickly seize the piece into his own mouth. Looking at your gaping face, he raised a mischievous eyebrow. “Oh, you thought that was for you?”

And that was how he ended up face down and star fished on the floor, with you sitting cross-legged on his back and triumphantly munching on your snacks, surrounded by a chaotic mass of fluffy pillows and blankets.

“I win,” you giggle through your bites.

“No fair! That pillow to my face came outta nowhere!”

15 minutes passed by when you finally finished, closed your laptop, and hugged his arms. “Alright, I’m all yours now, what’s up?” you tilted your head back and glanced upwards to meet his gaze, the corners of your lips turning upwards in a small smile.

“Wellllll, I was thinking of sharing a nice dinner together, maybe a fragrant bath...” he trailed off, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.

“Pffft,” you spit out, shoving his face away playfully and getting up to your feet. “Only if your highness will make me dinner. I’m hungry after a long day’s work of breadwinning. What have you even been doing all day?”

“Uhhh...” Oikawa pursed his lip and looked at the ceiling in faux thought. Then his eyes landed back on you sheepishly, “Nothing.”

Laughing, you gave his cheek a soft pat and took his hand, leading him to the kitchen. “Of course, I expected nothing less of you, Lazykawa,” you jibed, well aware you were using one of Iwa’s classic nicknames on him.

“Fine, fine, I’ll get something ready for us. You just sit your pretty self at the table and watch.”

"I want a close up view, though,” you remarked, snaking your arms under his own from behind as he was investigating the fridge’s contents.

“Works for me,” he winked.

You clung onto him and followed his steps around the kitchen, taking in his refreshing scent and observing judging his meal preparation.

“Mm, yes, instant ramen, quite the challenge, Oikawa. What’s your strategy?”

“Divide and conquer. Watch and learn, y/n.”

He exaggerated his movements throughout the cooking process, which made clinging onto him a bit of a struggle, to say the least. He finally poured the cooked noodles and soup into a large bowl, adding in some boiled eggs, seaweed, and green onion for embellishment. “Voila!” he bragged, carrying the dish slowly to your small dining table as you continued to follow him. Oikawa set the bowl down, “Dig in, honey.”

Unlatching yourself from his back, you took a seat next to him and lay a head lazily on his shoulder. His heart fluttered at the sight of your cheek nestling comfortably into him, and he mentally kicked himself for letting your proximity make him experience those first date jitters all over again, even though it’s been four years since that time. He took in the details of your face, feeling his heartrate quicken when your eyes slowly flickered upwards at him from underneath your eyelashes. Your sweet lips parted slightly, looking like honey could drip from them at any moment. They were captivating, but tread the wrong way and he could be left stung. He wanted them to say his name, longingly--      

“Well, are we going to eat or just sit here and let the food get cold?”

“O-Oh, right,” he stuttered out, taking a pair of chopsticks and dipping them into the bowl. How had his mind strayed so easily? He might act like he could keep his cool all the time, but with you, that was a different story. Four years whipped by quickly, but the thought of you never failed to bring him a sense of comfort, anticipation, embarrassment, and intrigue all at once.

He picked up a few strands of noodles and blew on them gently. The steam from the bowl rose to warm both your cheeks, marking them with a dewy, rosy tinge. Oikawa brought the noodles up to your open mouth, which you received with such delight that he had to refrain from gushing over how cute it looked. He continued to feed both of you, listening as you talked about work, how your friends were in quarantine, and what you wanted to do when things got back to normal. Although he was attentive, making sure to acknowledge your words with some sort of response such as a nod or a reply, he could feel a knot in his stomach begin to tighten ever so slightly. When his mind wandered, he couldn’t help but think about what the future held for you both.

You were one of the most supportive people in his life. You decided to move here in order to stay close to him and support his career and passion for volleyball. You found yourself a job in order to help make a living and adjust to your new lifestyle. You put effort everyday into your relationship, making sure you looked after one another and communicated your needs. Your empathy and understanding were unmatched, and he couldn’t imagine what his life would have been like for the last two years if you never came along with him. Reaching back farther, he was almost positive the last four years of his life and all the good that’s come his way since then was thanks to you.  

“To be honest, that ramen hit the spot more than I expected it to,” you sighed with satisfaction. Then, you looked over at him and noticed the slight furrow of his brows. “Tooru...? Helloo?”

You waved a hand in his face and jolted him from his thoughts. He took your hands and looked into your eyes with a spark of determination. “Y/n.”

“Uhhh... Yes?” you asked, a bit confused.

Closing his eyes briefly and taking a deep breath, he proceeded. “The years we’ve been together have been among the best in my life. You’ve never failed to make me feel safe and happy, and I can’t imagine what my life would be like without you by my side. I need you to stay with me, to look after me while I also take care of you. I know we’ve only fantasized and shared jokes about the future, like when we tell our children stories, you’ll make fun of me and share with them some of the dumbest things I’ve ever done. When we get a pet dog (or cat, or any other pet you prefer), I’ll have to compete with it for your attention, and I’ll probably lose. When I’m old and my knee finally gives out on me, you’ll lug me around on your back. But I don’t want those things to remain little jokes; I want to experience all those moments with you, no matter how big or small. That said...”

Once Tooru realized what he was about to suggest, his cheeks flushed and he accidentally bit his tongue. “Ow, fuck!”

Startled and still caught off guard from his sweet words, your eyes widened as you choked out, “H-Huh?? What’s wrong, what happened?? Tooru?” You tried to convince yourself the heat you felt was due to the hot ramen and your concern for Oikawa.

I was just about to ask for your hand in marriage.

He held his hands in front of his face, waving them around in frantic dismissal. “N-Nothing, I just bit my tongue..!” Gotta think, gotta think of a cover...! What else could I even say that would make sense after having said all that..?!

He took in another deep breath and held up both your hands again, bringing them close to his mouth and giving them a kiss.  “When this is all over... W-Why don’t we take a trip somewhere? We’ll go anywhere you like! Just us two, going on adventures, having drinks, doing fun things.”

You sighed out in relief, releasing your pent-up anxiety. “T-That’s all?! I-I mean, ah yes, of course! That sounds amazing, I’ve always wanted to go to *insert place here lol* and this would be the perfect chance!”

You cupped his face gently and brought him in for a warm, soft kiss. His lips meshed with yours as his hand reached for your jaw. His thumb caressed over your right cheekbone, pulling you closer and giving you a sense of security.

Though, at the back of your mind, you had suspected, Was he about to propose? But then you thought, Nah, if he was considering it, I don’t think he’d do that right now, stuck at home during quarantine. Now, what if I proposed before he did.... Hm...

And his mind was filled with, Oh thank god I caught myself, I don’t know what I would’ve done, I don’t even have anything ready, I never thought about it as seriously as I did in that moment, what was I thinking, also ramen tastes kinda good on their mouth...

A few minutes passed when you broke apart. He spent a few seconds looking into your eyes, which glistened with passion and love. “You’re really sweet, Tooru, you know that?” you said with a smile. He smiled, giving you a kiss on your forehead before standing up abruptly, much to your dismay. But then he offered to wash the dishes, much to your content and appreciation.

He finished not too soon after, then walked into the living room to find you splayed out on the couch and browsing your phone.

“I made dinner like I promised, so into the bath we go!” he yelled, hooking his arms underneath your back and legs to lift your body. You yelped in surprise, dropping your phone on the sofa. You instinctively wrapped your arms around him, laughing as he rushed towards the bathroom.

“Fine, I’ll keep up my end of the deal,” you said, reaching for the bathroom door’s handle and turning it open. Once inside, he kicked it shut with his foot and set you down on the sink counter. He moved towards the tub to turn on the warm water, then came back to the counter and held up two bath bombs. “So, you want rose or lavender?”

But instead, you hooked onto him once more and pulled him into a needy kiss.

Someday soon, when this is over, you’ll be mine forever, y/n.

Despite having lived with Oikawa’s dorky self for the past two years, having to be stuck at home with him all the time had definitely its perks. There wasn’t anyone else you would’ve rather spent your time with, that’s for sure.

a/n: fihuofiejmcg i tried LOL, i hope you liked, honestly was just typing ad goign along till i got ideas! I wouldnt let myself sleep until i finished this sdfghjk anyways. we luv oikawa. also i hope that last thought of his dont sound creepy LMAO

ps i shoulda been filling out my job application but lmaoooo

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu reader insert #oikawa x reader #oikawa tooru #oikawa tooru x reader #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu oneshot #haikyu fluff #oikawa fluff

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OK HERE ARE MORE SLIDES HSHSGA

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/109uK-q-OktPBmv8JF-uDD9HJkq0fnmn6w3yRN8PnGVY/edit

kindly ignore the "people we know" section, i made this for a presentation party

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/16Lg7vWr0cCqq9xNzDlGtt1BV5dINGs0Wj8oFjeqL8qQ/edit

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/12ywRhPHnf4SqGfKkZfE6dDNQz5fDiC3KMXq_Dtjt8r4/edit

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1-ty_5cSKcJTQmzyX19y-BOBlkG369XVTQCgogQD3WZk/edit

onto your questions!

- i indeed to band!! i play clarinet, but we have a marching season coming up so i was at percussion rehearsal. i’m one of the new drum majors for my band (so i conduct the show/im 2nd in line to the director). i’m my free time i fuck around with the ukulele and guitar. im not great but it calms me down.

are you in band?? it's so much fun dbsbsbs!! when the event ends we have to keep in touch (even if it's just to share shitty pics of me in a uniform)

1) i read svt as seventeen! it's really funny though because i don't read skz as "stray kids", i read it as "skizz" fbsbsbshja

2) i'd rather never meet them and b able to consume their content!! i've made it this far already :))

what are your answers to those two??

some sleepover questions!!

1) do you have any movie or tv show recs?? i've been watching buzzfeed unsolved and criminal minds on repeat and it's getting to me 🙄🙄 i plan on watching vip, the one about the north korean officials son, and the wind rises

2) do you have any funny school trip/ band (if your in it) stories? i have quite a few band related ones if you wanna hear them

3) where do you live (this is not supposed to be creepy). i’m from new jersey!! (we might have talked about this but i have a brain the size of a pea

4) what grade are you going into/ are you currently in. i’m gonna b a junior and i am NOT ready for it 😩😩 it's so scary

girl i have no good sleepover questions 🙄🙄 all i do at sleepovers is reenact fanfiction, watch movies, and gossip 😩

if you want gossip from new jersey -> i got drum major over a guy who's harassed me, my sister, and at least 3 of my friends and i’m so happy!! it felt so good to finally have a win 🤤🤤

ooo i’ll check out the slides later!! (i’m babysitting rn lol)

omg i don’t do band and can’t play any instruments, but i’m so jealous of ppl who do!😫 like,, u can just make music! that’s so cool!! and yes we *absolutely* have to keep in touch after the event!! (i would love to see pictures of u in ur uniform alsnksjsks)

ok so i read “ess vee tee” and ya i’d also choose consume content and never meet them, i mean,,, i’m a fan of the content so it just wouldn’t work for me to not consume it anymore lol

ok so for ur questions:

1) ok first of all i love buzzfeed unsolved!! in honor of them ending the series ive been rewatching all of it too lol (i just got to the iconic goatman episode) but i’d recommend downton abbey (i’m only on season four but i’ve rlly been enjoying it) and i’m currently making my way through disney’s tv adaptation of this book series i rlly loved in like,, late middle school-ish? it’s called the mysterious benedict society and the way they’re making the tv show feels so much like the book i rlly love it

2)uhhh so i don’t have any band stories (obvs lol) but i did dye my hair for the first time (well the first time i permanently dyed it) at midnight in the girls locker room? so i go to a rlly small jewish day school, and on the first night of hanukkah they do this thing where all the girls in the high school get to sleep over and light the candles for the first night and then watch movies and wtv and sleep in the not heated gym (and then wake up to pray and go to classes because hanukkah started the day before winter break that year and so we had to actually go to classes the next day🙄) but i had brought hair dye with me so two friends and i (shoutout to @eb4 for being one of those friends and seeing the chaos firsthand shakhskahs) left during the movie (it was parent trap so i almost stayed lol) and went down to the girls locker room and busted out the hair dye! we had to dye it in the sink cuz the school showers r 🤢 and don’t have curtains and i was already in my pajamas. so then an hour later we washed off the dye in the sink and voila! it was box black hair dye and my natural hair is rlly dark brown so it wasn’t like i was dying my hair some crazy color like the blue i have now) i for sure have other stories if u wanna hear them and i’d love to hear some band stories!☺️

3)omg it’s not creepy dw 😂 and i live in massachusetts! also i didn’t know that u live in jersey!! (ok so these two kids who joined my grade this past year r from jersey and they’re so chaotic and i get very similar vibes from u and now i’m wondering if it’s just a jersey thing sksnsjs)

4)girl i’m gonna b a junior too!! and OMG TELL ME ABT IT IM ALREADY AT SCHOOL FOR NINE HOURS A DAY AND HAVE SO MUCH HW AND THIS YEAR IM TAKING AN AP AND SELF STUDYING FOR ANOTHER IM NOT BUILT FOR THIS SKANSNAJ😭😭

omg re-enacting fanfic sounds like such a fun thing to do at a sleepover!! i only have one friend who reads fanfic and we were in seperate fandoms before covid so no fanfic re-enactments for me😔 i’ll def b putting that in my back pocket for when sleepovers r finally a thing again sjhshaha

aaaa that’s so awesome for u!!! i’m not quite sure what that means but u won and that’s always an awesome feeling!!❤️

ok now for my questions:

1) do *u* have any band/school stories???

2) do u do any extracurriculars other than band?

3) ok i know u told me u have a sister but is she younger or older? (lemme predict real quick….💭💭ur the younger one!)

4) what’ve u been doing so far over the summer?

5) shaniac or boogara?? (or shitfish lol)

i hope u have a good night and am sending u tons and tons of love!!❤️❤️

#im sorry for the questions being so mediocre it’s currently 9:50 and im babysitting and exhausted ajbasjhaj #asked and answered #🐯 anon

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hey !! i just saw u hit 600—congratulations bubs !! ur works r so good u deserve it 🥺💘

for ur event, can i have #3 please?

im an ambivert (technically?¿) but i definitely have more introverted tendencies and prefer staying alone/with people im close to. i like staying indoors but i also love taking walks in parks/secluded areas !! im in love w/ nature and night is my fav time of the day, but im also really into just staying indoors and being with the person i love. im awkward, but once i let loose around people i trust, im really chaotic and all over the place bsndbdndv im also vv sarcastic and insulting people while hugging them is basically how i show affection HSJSGSJDB

my self-ship is shay x suna (no cute ship name unfortunately </3) and i feel like we'd be perfect for each other 🥺 my love languages r physical touch + quality time and i hc suna as a quality time type of guy <3 our relationship is really fun and chill (friends to lovers type beat). its filled with silly banter and "dumbass" and laughing when the other falls down. mignight drives js because, hitting up convenience stores at 2 am, and taking ugly pictures of each other and making fun of ourselves.

but it's also being comfortable in silence, cuddling while scrolling through our phones, softly stroking each other's hand absentmindedly, and tiny i love you's whispered sleepily. its him seeing my favorite snack and bringing some home without me asking, him picking up on my moods and being able to tell when i need space and when i need extra reassurance, me being able to tell when he needs to be held a little tighter, and knowing he's craving a certain food when his eyes linger a bit longer at it.

its him texting me updates of everything that happens in his day, and spamming me when i don't answer right away. its him being subtly pouty (its not subtle at all) when he goes too long without getting a kiss from me. its facetime calls barefaced and relaxed, not rlly caring abt how i look bc i know there's no need to (and as someone who overthinks 24/7, this is a huge thing for me).

its not needing to go to fancy restaurants for every date we have, because staying inside and watching a movie with pizza is just as good (if not better). its not having to worry or overthink about how i look or how im acting or if im being too mean or too awkward. its comfort and fun and trust and it's the type of relationship that i never want to let go of <3

i know you said to go all out but holy shit that is a lot NDGDNHDH (its actually my first time talking about my self ship hhh) i hope this is okay !! and once again congrats on 600 🥺🥺

EVENT #3

nｏｗ ｌｏａｄｉｎｇ . . .

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...how would suna pop the question?

at first suna tried to plan a fancy proposal, figuring this was a special moment for the two of you and you deserved the best he had to offer. he tried to plan out the flowers and the dinner reservations and the extravagant gesture, but it just didn’t feel right. the two of you didn’t have a relationship where you focused on things like that. fancy restaurants and huge diamond rings weren’t who you guys were. so, one night he decided to take you on a night drive. it was spontaneous to say the least, the two of you had just finished eating takeout and rewatching one of your favorite series when he grabbed your hand a little tighter then usual and dragged you to the car. he never mentioned where the two of you were going only putting on your favorite playlist and watched as you hummed along. once you guys reached your destination, you recognized it as the place where the two of you shared your first kiss. the memory made you smile, the two of you definitely weren’t the most experienced and it wasn’t super romantic but you loved each other and didn’t mind improving in that aspect (which you definitely did). curiosity filled your mind until you felt suna pull you into a warm hug, whispering about how much he loved and cared about you before getting on one knee and pulling out a ring. you couldn’t believe you eyes but that didn’t stop you from getting on your knees and pulling him into a hug, causing suna to feel like the luckiest man on this planet.

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nene’s 600 event: closed

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#nene’s 600 event ! #thank you so much love :’) #i hope you enjoy ! #ALSO YOUR SELF SHIP IS SO CUTE- #nene’s q!

[saltine-kakyoin]

OH SHIT!!!! my clown ass never saw that u rb'd those ask posts, i was Looking at my notifs to see if u would so i could send u some but SOMEHOW I MISSED IT??? clown hours.... ANyways for the emoji one have 🤗💙💘🍀😇 and 👍 (tried to not do repeats from your ask 2 me cause they all apply anyways but, Regardless) and for the questions post, maybe 5, 11, 12, 17, 20, 23 and 25? ;__;/ ily so much and i hope u have a rlly lovely night!!! and that this coming week is kinder 2 u!!!! 💖💖💖💖

ahhh, it’s no worries!!! idk about you but for me, tumblr has been having the Time of Its LIFE lately wrt notifications and most disconcertingly, unfollowing people! D: so i completely get it, it’s no worries!!! ;w;/ i already know for a Fact i’m going to write so so much, so i’m gonna put this under a readmore >w< ruth 🤝 sarah respectful lesbian moments

edit: so I finished writing it and it’s Insanely Long- just in case you don’t make it to the bottom, thank you mein broth-er!!!! ; O; i hope you have a wonderful night too!! writing all of this out made me reminisce on some really nice times, and I’m having an a1 night! ^^ ilysm! it’ll probably be daytime when you read this, so i hope you have a great day! <3

🤗 given the chance I would gladly hug you

on god!!!! ;___; i think i would frfr dissolve if a got a Ruth-Certified hug, things have been so overwhelming lately

💙 you are my closest friend

the feeling is mutual!! <3 we don’t always get to talk often, but fhdhshg when we do we talk about like All of the Madness in Sarah’s Mind^tm, and you are so patient + tolerant of my incoherent ramblings which is something i don’t think i’ve ever fully experienced? anyhow, after a year (more than a year?) of having these kinds of convos and going through the general madness of life together, I totally agree ;w;

💘 I love you so much

i love you too!!! so so much!!! 💃🕺 i don’t think words will ever be able to express how much i love and appreciate you! 💜💛

🍀 i’m lucky to have met you

i know we talk about this often, but seriously i feel the same way! it’s a little crazy that we met, technically, because Joseph Joestar tm deserved more than to be a cheater... there is something hilarious about this wild friendship rooting from him!! of all jojos!! 🤢 but i’m so grateful that we met, it’s been such a wonderful ride ;w; <3

😇 you’re a sweet cinnamon bun

🥺🥺🥺🥺 bro i- fhdhghdhgh thank you!!! ;o;

👍 you are fun to be around

ahhh, thank you!!! i am glad you feel this way bc whoo boy, i think some other people would look at the madness i tell you about and go 👁️👁️ that’s a no for me, luvs. remember last year when i was losing it tryna prepare for ren faire + i cut my palm on that one glass bottle? bc a- i barely do and b- i feel like that moment encapsulates the nicki minaj roman holiday-ness of my life XD i’m really grateful you’ve stuck around through it all 🤗💕💖

now buckle in bro!!!! the essays are incoming!!!

5. Name a movie that makes you genuinely laugh.

i swear on my life the Mortal Kombat movie from 1995 is a national treasure, it is SUCH a solid movie and has so many funny moments. Robin Shou makes such a 🥺🥺 Liu Kang, and jesus fuck he can be so savage when the script calls for it!! there’s one part where he takes Johnny Cage’s luggage and straight up fucking chucks it into the ocean + then bullies him about it later! honestly the Ballad of Johnny Cage and His Luggage is one of my favorite parts from the movie <3 if you haven’t seen it + you like cheesy, old school movies, i really recommend it!!!

11. Describe the memory of the last time you felt true happiness.

So I can’t remember the last time I did, bc my memory is horrifically terrible + probably getting worse as time goes on?? but i will tell you about one of the more recent times I remember! :D There is one crucial expository note for this memory- my brother-in-law makes THE best chili in the entire world. my brother and I were trying to recreate it because it’s such a simple but delicious + filling meal- I think this was our first time trying to create it? and it was SO chaotic, the tomato sauce and stuff kept popping and burning me and we weren’t 100% certain that we’d gathered the right ratios for the ingredients and it was just. madness lmao. Chance’s chili is one that you leave alone for multiple hours at a time (I think this is the case for all chili but i don’t cook often enough to know ;__;), and we were kinda 👀👀👀 because we weren’t sure it’d turn out right? But it did!!!! I vividly remember when it was finished and we taste-tested it + went oOOH FUCK! it wasn’t quite the same as chance’s but ohhh my god it was so good 🥰🥰🥰 but yeah!! we ate it all up and I think this was around the time I started my playthrough of Esteban for Dragon Age 2? which was one of my favorite playthroughs for the entire franchise... he’s just a simple ig beard model mage ;w; i wanted to show you what he looked like in this post but the formatting went wonky so ig i’ll just post him separately?? it’s 1000% in-character for him to infiltrate my jojo blog 😔

12. Name a song that makes you feel ethereal.

hm...I’d say it’s between Forget About or Feet of Clay! They’re both such light and tenderhearted songs, and when I listen to them I feel like I’m in an apartment kitchen slow-dancing with a love, and it’s so dark except for the slowly rising sun. I don’t know if that feeling could be described as ethereal? but it’s close enough for me

17. What is something you own that is important to you? What makes it so important?

I have a small collection of scripts from the shows I’ve been in, and two of the most important ones are from the plays my high school put on during my sophomore and junior years, The Nit-Wits and The Musical Comedy Murders of 1940, respectively! The Nit-Wits has a ton of sentimental value to me because it was the last show I genuinely acted in, and it was a show we had to pull together in 2 or 3 weeks!! We were originally going to do a murder mystery play for the fall, but none of the cast was feeling it and it just wasn’t going to come to life in time (honestly this speaks volumes for how much we weren’t vibing with it, because all of our shows came together at like.. the final dress rehearsals if not opening night lmao). I vividly remember we took a vote during rehearsals about whether or not to switch the show, and then we did and it was SO fun + chaotic!! My character was one of the only regular characters in the show, but I think everyone else had a lot of fun acting as actors who were hired to be maniacal, and that made acting off of them so fun! I remember there was also a night my friend Adonis almost tore the entire set down because he ran through a door and tripped over a set brace in his haste!! The Nit-Wits is hugely important because it was a really fresh acting experience for me, and again, my last time genuinely on the stage and not behind the scenes!

MCM is important to me because it was the first play I ever stage managed! I’d stage managed our musical the spring prior, but that was a huge undertaking and involved many different people and moving parts. Stage managing a play, at least at my high school, was a calmer and more intimate experience, and one I really enjoyed! Another huge reason I treasure MCM’s script is because it is one of the last shows I had with my friend I told you about- he was a senior. I have little notes and doodles from the cast and crew scattered throughout my book for this show, and I remember being so irritated by this because it meant I was losing space for stage directions, cues, and notes. Now, I’m super grateful to have these scribbles- it’s one of the only things I have left of him. 

On that note, relating to him, MCM is also the show which birthed my most horrific theater horror story!! During one of the performances, I guess he forgot his line?? idk. But he ended up jumping six pages ahead of where the current scene was (I knew this bc I was following along in my book backstage + was frantically trying to figure out where he’d gone), which threw the entire cast, who were all tragically onstage, way off-track. This resulted in the most frightening game of script ping-pong I’ve ever seen: he’d skipped six pages ahead, so Adonis ended up saying a line from two pages after the six-page skip, and somehow someone else went!! oh I have a response to that line! And then said something like 9 pages back! I think the lead actress tried to ground everyone back to the lines they were supposed to be saying, but she ended up just saying a lot of their lines? And one of those lines that was supposed to be said by someone else was supposed to cue a black-out that someone got murdered in, but my lighting techie was SO fucking lost (we were both huddled over the script next to the breaker trying to figure out WHERE the hell we were! i think i had a flashlight in my mouth so I could flip through the book with both hands and thus faster??), so ofc the lights stayed up! I remember getting through this scene being the most painstaking endeavor of my entire life, but thankfully intermission was right after it! We actually extended intermission because the cast needed a hot second to fuckign RESET for Act 2 bc sweet jesus that was so bizarre...Needless to say, after that show we never messed that scene up again + everyone who acted in the show became super anal about knowing their lines as the years went on. The Six Page Skip became a legendary part of our hs theater Canon (like biblical canon ;w; although I don’t think anyone’s talked about it since my class graduated) alongside the times one of our ensemble dudes had to break through the roof of the girl’s dressing room to retrieve the keys to the theater + i got stuck on stage!

20. What’s the sweetest thing someone has done for you?

I really had to wrack my brain to answer this one, as I’m generally not the person people do things for, you know? This answer goes wayyy back, to 8th grade :O but so! there is mild exposition for this- when I started middle school, I lived in North Carolina, but we moved to Florida right before 7th grade bc my grandma is ill. We lived with my uncle while we were looking for a house, so I went to the local middle school bc why wouldn’t I? but in November, we finally found a house + my mom was like....So... are you going to switch schools or...I’d struck up some really solid friendships in this time, so i was like Mom I’d Rather Die OAO. So, we struck up a deal that I’d get to stay at that school on a zone waiver + that she’d drive me to school everyday. Sometime closer to the end of eighth grade she was like, yeah so.. I can’t do this for high school, it’s too much gas- which was valid! I was really sad about it, but I sucked it up.

Anyhow, fast forward to the last day of eighth grade, which was perhaps the saddest day I’d lived up until that point, mostly bc I knew I was probably never going to see all my friends again. My best friend, who I was like hardcore v close to + the person I shared all my wacky AUs and OC’s and headcanons with, was waiting with me for my mom to come pick me up, and then!!! When my mom pulled into the school she suddenly whipped out this lengthy letter she’d written to me about how much she enjoyed my friendship and how grateful she was that we were able to have lunch together (lunch was.. tragically ;__; the only time we really saw each other that year), and that she would never forget me! And she’d drawn me a ton of fanart from all the things I was obsessed with back then!! it was so much so fast, but then my mom was yelling at me to get in the car and I had to go :(

We kept in touch through email freshman year + fake-dated bc a senior was stalking me? ;J; and then we went to Megacon together! but I became really heavily involved in choir and theater after that, and we just kind of drifted apart :( we do follow each other on ig tho! It’s insane to think about her and that letter because on GOD ruth, that was a thinly veiled love letter and I never like... wrote her anything back that was as worthy as what she wrote me. But, she’s doing really well in uni now, so I guess it’s all okay? idk! ; o ;

23. What’s your zodiac sign? Do you think you fit the general characteristics of that sign?

I’m a Cancer!! and also a metal dragon by the Chinese Zodiac, which I’ve always thought was pretty sick! :3 I am 10000% your stereotypical Cancer, super emotional and introspective + often prone to tears ;u; My mom always said that dragons are steadfast and loyal people, and I think this also applies to me, to a fault. I checked around some websites to see what characteristics were often applied to metal dragons specifically, and it seems they are pretty strong-willed, ambitious, and generous? I don’t know if you could call me strong-willed or ambitious, but it’s all good ig.

25. What’s a song that gives off good vibes anytime you listen to it?

Ohh man, I went in on this question for Shannon, but bc I was digging around my library for Jules, I actually found an old fave! This song is from one of my all-time favorite musicals, Once on This Island- it’s The Human Heart! This song is so sweet, and god between the writing for the orchestra + the writing for the ensemble, this song is a straight masterpiece <3 I love love love the line, “Through your love you’ll live forever”, and although I am Hardcore Terrified of getting a tattoo, I really want that line tattooed on my body. if you have time, I recommend giving Once on This Island a listen!! I’ve never heard a show that uses its instruments and singers the way OoTI does (and holy FUCK it is so breathtaking live!!! I got to see it on Broadway and bro.... 🥺🥺 it was transcendental..)

#me when i talk to jules- floods her w a wall of songs #me when i talk to ruth- floods her with a wall of incomprehensible thoughts #the lov is stored in the walls of text! ; O ; #thank you again ruth!!!! this was really fun to write out and i may have cried while writing a few bits but it's fiiiine #i loved writing this 🥰 #long post #like INCREDIBLY long post!!!! #sriracha ask game #fullmetal-the-last-alchemist

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a new type of dance part 2

continuation of my Anna and Katherine fic!! part one here. I rlly liked this one haha so hopefully this one goes okay too. this parts a little more angsty but I <3 the end ;)

for the first few weeks they were together, Anna and Katherine were blind to everything but each other. they had told the rest of the group right away, and everyone was supportive. Jane finally understood why Katherine was so receptive to Anna, and loved her for the support she showed. the morning after they told everyone, anne came downstairs and proclaimed “after a lot of thought, I’ve decided to give you two my blessing. congrats!!” Katherine and Anna made confused eye contact. “well thanks for that” Cleves said “but what makes you think we need it?”. anne laughed and said “don’t be silly. I'm Kat’s cousin, so only I'm allowed to give her permission to date. but don’t worry, you have my approval! just don’t hurt her or its-” anne made a slicing motion across her neck. Katherine and Cleves could barely keep from laughing, but they decided to let anne continue her charade. in the beginning, they could barely keep their hands off each other. whenever it seemed like the others were occupied (they usually weren’t, and always knew when the couple was sneaking off) they would go to Katherine’s room (her bed was much fluffier) and made out. Katherine still didn’t seem comfortable going any further than that, and Cleves was happy to accommodate. 

at first, Katherine’s anxiety and panic attacks didn’t bother Cleves. she knew that the younger girl had been through hell and back, and she would do anything to help. but the more they continued, the more they weighed on Cleves. every night on stage, she would violently flinch when the other girls touched her as part of the choreography. she hid it from everyone else but from Anna, there was no hiding. she noticed when Kat’s lips would tremble, when she would mysteriously disappear to the bathroom and return sniffling. it broke anna’s heart. she couldn’t help but feel guilty, like she had played some part in Katherine’s torture. the first three queens had been dead when Katherine took the throne, and Parr wasn’t yet in the picture. she alone had been witness to the abuse that she had experienced, to Henry’s jealousy, to the way he twisted the entire country’s opinion against her. and when it came down to it-when Katherine was actually being dragged by guards to her death-Anna simply sat in her castle. on her stupid throne that she had to brag about every single night. it killed Anna to sing about how much fun she had, only to be followed by Katherine’s heartbreaking tale. one night, as Anna tried to help Katherine calm down after another panic attack, Anna couldn't take it anymore. she texted Jane “Kat needs help, quick”. within seconds, she could hear Jane running up the stairs and she burst into the room. Katherine looked confused, but not upset to be embraced by Jane. they were growing closer and closer, and Jane was pleased that Anna had trusted her to help in this situation. as Jane rocked the younger girl, Anna quietly slipped out of the bed. she went back to her own room and locked the door. tears escaping her eyes, she knew what she had to do. as much as it broke her heart, she knew that she had to do whatever she could to help Katherine. after her previous failures, being selfish wasn’t an option. she had to break up with Katherine and let Jane take care of her. although Kat might be upset at first, once she wasn’t around Anna so much Kat would see what she really was. A selfish, weak, coward. she wasn’t there for Katherine when she needed it most, and Anna didn’t deserve her now. 

After 20 minutes or so, Anna had made up her mind. she would break up with Katherine in the morning. she had to warn Jane first, so that she could be there immediately after. as she walked out into the hallway to speak to Jane, lost in her own thoughts, Anna nearly knocked Boleyn over. her anger at Anna’s carelessness quickly turned to concern as Boleyn saw her puffy eyes. Boleyn hadn’t seen Cleves cry. ever. she immediately knew something was wrong. before Anna could say a word, Boleyn yanked her into her room. nearly tripping over dirty laundry, the pair sat on her bed. Boleyn awkwardly started “look, I'm not good at this. but I’d like you to tell me what’s wrong, if you’re up for it”. Cleves sniffled. she was embarrassed to be crying, especially in front of Boleyn. normally she would have stormed out, but she was too distraught to think clearly. she said “I just can’t see why Katherine would want to be with me. I’m basically the reason she got raped, then murdered. how dare I think I could be worthy of her?” she burst into tears, burying her face in one of Boleyn’s (many, many) pillows. bewildered, Anne awkwardly smoothed Cleves’s hair. she said “what are you on about?? how was that in any way your fault?” Cleves scoffed. “I sat there in Richmond, with my palace, while Katherine was abused. Henry and I were friends. I’m sure I could have stopped him”. Boleyn pulled Cleves into a sitting position, a little rougher than Cleves expected. looking directly into Anna’s broken eyes, she said “Anna. listen to me. you had nothing to do with that. Henry was a jealous, mean, awful man who hurt all of us in different ways. don’t you dare blame yourself for his actions. plus, I seem to remember giving you my blessing. that didn’t come lightly; I thought about it for a whole night. if I thought you were good enough for Kat, then you met some pretty high standards”. Cleves couldn’t help but chuckle at that. “how can I look her in the eyes, knowing that I could have done something while she was being hurt?” Boleyn thought for a minute, then said “by being there for her. always. she can’t be abandoned again. she trusts you and she loves you, and there's nothing you can do about that. you owe it to her to help her grow, help her heal.” Cleves was taken aback. she always forgot that beneath Anne’s chaotic and silly appearance, she had a sharp mind. she sighed, and hugged Anne. as they broke apart, Cleves was struck with an idea. she leapt up, and quickly left Boleyn's room. Boleyn smiled in a self-satisfied way, and muttered to herself “another happy customer”. 

Anna slipped back into Katherine’s room, and saw that Jane had calmed her down. the younger girl was now sleeping, and Anna didn’t want to disturb her, but needed to feel her warmth. She slowly, carefully, lowered herself into bed next to Katherine, gently putting her arm over the girl’s shoulder. though asleep, Kat grabbed hold of Anna’s hand and snuggled closer. Anna almost cried with relief. as she listened to Kat breathe, her mind was racing. the next morning, unaware that anything was amiss, the six queens continued their usual banter over breakfast. Boleyn couldn’t help but glance over at Anna, who only smiled back at her. As they cleaned up, Anna announced “I just want to run to the store and grab some more milk, we seem to be running out”. before anyone could react, she was gone. 

twenty minutes later, Anna returned. she wasn’t alone. she was accompanied by a little white Pomeranian that went by the name of “wolfie”. she picked the dog up, and softly walked into the apartment. absorbed in getting ready for that afternoon’s matinee, no one seemed to notice her furry companion. she almost sprinted up the stairs to Katherine’s room. entering quickly, she closed the door behind her. Katherine, without turning around said “sorry love, I don’t think we have any time now. I’ll have to wait until after the show to have a piece of you”. Anna blushed, but didn't say anything. bemused, Katherine turned around from her makeup. she gasped. crossing the room in a leap, she snatched Wolfie out of Anna’s arms. Cooing gently, she gushed “aren't you just the cutest wittle thing in the world. you are, aren’t you? oh you are just adorable”. Anna beamed. Katherine said “who’s dog is this? where did she come from?” Anna said “well...he’s yours. ours. if you want it, that is. I’ve just been thinking a lot about how I wasn't always there for you-you know, in the past” she cleared her throat awkwardly. “but I always will be now. and if I can’t be there, then wolfie will be. and when you snuggle her, you’ll know I’m there”. Katherine was stunned. she launched herself into Anna’s arms, and the trio fell back onto the fluffy, pink bed. Katherine alternated kissing Anna and Wolfie, and a warm feeling came over Anna. She was finally felt worthy of Katherine’s love.

#six #six the musical #six fanfic #six fanfiction #six the musical fanfiction #six the musical fanfic #Katherine howard #Anna of cleves #Jane seymour #anne boleyn #I KINDA FUCKS WITH THIS I WONT LIE

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James Potter Imagine 3 Part 2

PART 1

Request: Wait can there be a pt 2?? [To James Potter Imagine 3] But it’s when Sirius and the reader run away from their family????

@firefurr​ of course!! this is gonna be so cute I'm so exited!! thanks for requesting!!

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You looked through the tears in your eyes at the two burned spots on your family tree. Under what used to be two smiling faces was a scorched and barely readable ‘Y/n Black’ and ‘Sirius Black.’

Your twin brother was currently attempting to win a fight with your mother, the worst one yet, but it all sounded distant. 

“Don’t you ever come back!! You are no children of mine, you blood traitors!”

You heard your mother’s shrill voice filled with so much anger shout.

You remained still, shocked and terrified beyond anything you had ever experienced before. Your body wouldn't move if you wanted it to. 

You were pulled out of your daze when you felt some one frantically shaking your arm. You turned to Sirius, the world suddenly feeling and chaotic as it had before.

“Y/n, we’re leaving, come on!”

“M-my stuff..”

“We’re not getting anything! Come on!!”

He pulled you out of the door as your mother continued yelling at you and your brother and throwing things. You already had a cut on your forehead, but it was nothing compared to what a broken mirror had done to Sirius’s arm. The pain felt numb, after all, compared to the true fiery hurt of what your mother had said.

Sirius dragged you out the door, slamming it behind him. 

You began sobbing heavily once your mind refocused on the gravity of the situation. You were officially being disowned. You ripped your arm out of Sirius’s grip and began running towards the front door, Sirius wrapping his arms around you from behind to stop you.

“Mom!” you cried, “Dad!” you began sobbing harder, “Regulus....”

“Y/n....” Sirius was trying hard not to break down, “we have to go, okay?”

You let your body slowly fall to the ground until you were sitting in front of the steps to 12 Grimmauld Place with Sirius’s arms around you.

The rest of the night was a blur, you were both 16 and unable to apparate, so Sirius, with no money or anything else, was able to charm, sob-story, and puppy-dog-eye a way for both of you to get to the Potter’s household. 

Sirius knocked on the door, his eyes heavy and his other hand holding yours. You had run out of tears to cry. Your eyes were red and puffy and you felt empty inside, and like the world was about to fall apart, or just stop existing. 

Mrs. Potter answered the door at precisely 3:48 a.m. with tired eyes and a confused furrow of the brow.

“Y/n? Sirius? What on earth?”

“Hi Mrs. Potter,” your voice cracked and you sounded tired and broken, “m-my- our mother. Mother- she- she,” you began crying once again and Sirius had silent tears streaming down his face.

“Shh, shh,” Mrs. Potter ushered you both in, putting her arms around the two of you, “Don’t say a word more, come in and sit down.”

Sirius pulled his hand away from yours and sat across from you, the small coffee table in between the two of you. You looked up and saw your little brother again. The same Sirius you had seen a million times after Mother yelled at him or hurt him or abused him. You were always there to hold your brother and tell him it would be okay. But now... you were just a broken as he was, and you both knew nothing was okay.

You heard the muffled talking of Mr. and Mrs. Potter. Both sounding sympathetic and heartbroken, trying to figure out what happened. 

“Take Sirius up to James’s room,” you heard Mrs. Potter whisper to her husband, “I’ll get y/n set up in the guest room.”

“Mom? Dad?” You heard James’s voice call from up the stairwell and your heart skipped a beat. 

He stepped down the stairs wearing nothing but sweatpants and a confused expression. 

“Oh, James-” Mrs. Potter began.

“-Y/n?” James questioned, seeing you first as you stood up. He rushed over to you and engulfed you in a hug, you let out a breath you didn’t even know you were holding in and relaxed a little in his arms. After a moment he pulled away and and went to go hug Sirius. 

“What-”

“Not now,” Sirius said pleadingly.

James nodded, like he understood. 

“Bloody hell, your arm!” Sirius held up his forearm to reveal a deep, jagged cut you had forgotten about. 

“Oh, my!” Mrs. Potter gasped, rushing over to him to inspect the wound. 

“W-we have to go to St. Mungo’s!”

“Now, Euphemia-” 

Before Mr. Potter finished his sentence Mrs. Potter caught an unconscious Sirius in her arms.

You felt frozen in place one again, like the world had stopped. You watched as your other half and picked up by Mr. Potter.

Mrs. Potter went over to James and whispered in his ear as though you couldn’t hear, “Watch out for y/n, okay? We’ll be back soon enough, we have to get Sirius to St. Mungo’s as soon as possible.”

They were gone in a flash and you sat down. This can’t be real.

“Y/n,” James began, concerned, “What happened to your forehead?”

“Mother, s-she,” you began crying and James pulled you into a hug.

“No, no, shhh, you’ll be okay, come on.”

He led you to the bathroom and sat you up on the counter, wetting a washcloth and dabbing it onto the wound. He stood in between your legs, focused on putting the numerous band-aids on your forehead as you looked at the wall.

After he patched you up he pulled you down from the counter and led you up to his room.

“Sleep,” he said, and pulled back the covers for you.

You stayed with your eyes opened, staring at the ceiling, trying to comprehend what had happened today.

“Are you okay,” James whispered.

You sat up and shook your head, “No-no,” your voice cracked and you began crying all over again, “she told us to never come back, James, never.”

He pulled you close to him, letting you rest your head in the crook of his neck as he rubbed your back. 

“Darling, I’m so sorry.” 

“A-and she burned us off the family tree.”

He let you yell and rant about all the things your Mother did and said and let you cry and talk and worry until you fell asleep in his arms.

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The next day you didn’t wake up until about 1:00 p.m., James was already awake, and apparently had been for hours, and was playing with you hair, an arm still wrapped lovely around your waist. You took a deep breath and pushed yourself up with your arms and looked over at James. He smiled and kissed your nose, bringing you butterflies in your stomach and one moment of pure joy after last nights events. 

Mrs. Potter was still at St. Mungo’s with Sirius, who was apparently getting very flirty with the nurse, and Mr. Potter had come home that morning at about 6:00 a.m. and was pleased to see you sleeping soundly next to his lovesick son.

You and James ate ‘breakfast’ in bed and whispered quietly to each other, trying to forget about life for a while. You knew that you might never really heal, and making out with James Potter in his room after eating 20 chocolate frogs might not make all the pain go away, but it was sure worth a shot.

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holy shit so i rlly like the way this turned out thank u so much for requesting this it was so fun to write!! AH

#james potter #james imagine #james potter imagine #james potter x reader #marauders #marauders imagine #marauders era #maruaders era imagine #marauders x reader #james #james x reader #james x black!reader #hp #harry potter #hp imagines