#the poetic clown

[tethered-heartstrings]

"wishbone" by richard siken

#will graham #hannibal lecter #hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannibal nbc #hannibal edit #hannibaledit #hannigram #hannigram edit #hannigramedit #hannibal comparatives #hannibal comparisons #murder husbands #mizumono #the poetic clown #tried something new did it work?

[aimbutmiss]

I know Buggy canonically has blue eyes, but I always see him with sea green eyes in my head

Now imagine Shanks thinking of Buggy every time he looks at the sea (which is all the time because the man is a damn pirate, his life literally is the sea)

Not a single moment of his life has passed without longing for the clown, the lifestyle of his choice becoming his own punishment in a way

#he looks much prettier that way imo #also his eyes reflecting the sea... poetic #im just not a fan of matchy eyes and hair in anime #i cant be the only one who thinks it looks weird #maybe my obsession with sea green eyes is because i grew up on percy jackson #also of course i made it about shuggy #what else is a guy supposed to do #one piece #buggy the clown #shuggy #red haired shanks #my writing

[anyadarkseid]

MITO VS INSANITY

DPR IAN - So I Danced

directed and edited by DPR IAN

#the era of insanity begins #POETIC CINEMA #A FUCKING MASTERPIECE #DPR #DPR IAN #christian yu #dream perfect regime #kpop #khh #krnb #yu barom #c clown #c clown rome

[beanghostprincess]

Shuggy when shanks dies is the best. Shuggy when Buggy dies is the best. Why not both?

lovers of valdaro shuggy

Finally forever in each other arms for all eternity

Yes but imagine they're both injured and about to die BUT Shanks has, for some reason, the option to live and refuses to stand up and instead decides to stay with Buggy.

#i love codependency that man isn't living without his clown thank youu #they're so poetic fr #one piece #buggy the clown #red haired shanks #shuggy

[dazais-guardian-angel]

I'm finding it difficult to reconcile the fact that what I've always wanted and envisioned for Nikolai and his relationship with Fyodor based on fanworks and the very very little canon information we've had to go off of so far, will very likely be very different from what we actually get.

While I understand the appeal of Fyodor taking over Nikolai's body via his blood ability, and the inherent, romantic, ironic tragedy of that — for Nikolai, the person who yearned for freedom, to meet an end by having his soul eternally trapped in the body of the person he loved the most, while Fyodor lives on in his body, never truly knowing how much he was adored by him — I would just hate the idea of that happening now? It just feels far, far too soon for Nikolai to be dead, for his character to no longer have a role or a purpose; his mind and behavior is so utterly fascinating in all its bizarre contradictions, there's so much more to explore and discover with him, he's one of BSD's most complex characters, or at least he's set up to be, and I really hope Asagiri wouldn't throw him away this soon without doing anything more with him.

I never really thought that Nikolai would be the one to end Fyodor for good, way down the line (that can only ever be Dazai's job, to me, since he's his foil), but I always imagined he'd at least have some kind of role in attempting to kill him, since that's his ultimate wish. I imagined that it would be ugly, frenzied, unhinged, desperate, Nikolai finally being forced to acknowledge the horrible truth that's always been buried within his subconscious but he's never wanted to accept: that going against all human reason and killing someone he cares so deeply for will not, in fact, simply make those feelings go away, and will instead make them unable to ignore in his despair. The realization that he'll always be chained to human emotions, to love, no matter how much he thinks he can be free of them. And then, the ensuing breakdown from that. Yes, it's extremely fanficky lmao, but that kind of drama makes sense to me for him and them. It's interesting.

There was also the angst angle of Fyodor being immortal, and Nikolai's agenda perhaps stemming from wanting to save him from that, and being able to finally free him from it in the same way he himself wants to be freed. Killing being the ultimate expression of love, not too dissimilar to Mushitarou killing Yokomizo, both putting on an act of being hateful/vengeful/hostile towards the other in order to cope with the fact that deep down they can't bear the thought of them being gone.

But then we got Fyodor's "death" here, and Nikolai's reaction to it was so unbelievably underwhelming and calm that it made me question everything I thought I knew about Asagiri's writing skills him, and what the story is going for with him. And combined with this revelation now that Fyodor is (unsurprisingly!) immortal, but specifically in the way that he can be killed but supposedly resurrects endlessly (which I really like in of itself, don't get me wrong)... it makes me question what exactly Nikolai knows, or will know, and it somewhat destroys the potential angst we could get with them in the end, or at least drastically changes it.

If Nikolai already knows Fyodor can't be killed, that means we'll never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then has to face the fact that he did the deed and it didn't make him feel freed, and he instantly regrets it. It also means we'd never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then discovers he can't truly die, and the ensuing insanity that would occur from that. It also makes me even question the legitimacy of his reaction to Fyodor's "death" here... was it so damn apathetic and lukewarm because he already knows it wasn't permanent? I mean, I'd like an explanation for it feeling so ooc, it would make me feel better about that, but I can't deny that it would be disappointing to have yet another part of this arc that was just an act and not genuine feelings....

Now, that isn't to say that it's impossible to do anything interesting with Nikolai already knowing the truth. He could be wishing to try to attain free will through the illogical pursuit of an impossible task: in this case, killing Fyodor. There's a beautiful, tragic paradox in him wishing to attempt something to gain his freedom that he and we know is impossible, especially if subconsciously he takes solace in the fact that he'd be able to kill Fyodor without actually losing him for good. If Nikolai doesn't already know, assuming he's not dead he's likely going to find out the truth soon when he next sees Fyodor alive and kicking — I can't imagine a way he wouldn't find out. In that case, we wouldn't get the aforementioned scenario where he tries to kill him and discovers it's futile, which is the most juicy to me I won't lie, but I am still fascinated by the idea of how Nikolai will respond just seeing him suddenly alive again and having to process this after having just mourned him. It's interesting to imagine how he might respond to and treat Fyodor after at last knowing how it truly felt to lose him, and realizing how much he didn't want that, and then suddenly having him back. It might cause him to finally understand that his desire for freedom is unobtainable, and cause him to spiral, and fundamentally change their relationship going forward. An eventual tragic end for him such as Fyodor taking over his body would not feel out of place to me in that case, perhaps, but still not until we've had more time to see Nikolai reflect and see his possible change in perspectives.

I don't know, I'm just rambling at this point lmao. I know very well that so much of my expectations and desires for Nikolai and Fyolai are built up from fan content over the years just because there's been nothing else to work with, and that it's unfair to judge what Asagiri decides to do with him/them based on preconceived notions. Whatever he does could still be interesting in the end, even if it's not what I initially wanted or expected, and being open to being surprised is always a good thing. At the end of the day we still know barely anything about Nikolai, so it's not completely fair for me to judge something as ooc for a character we still know so little about.

But... it's because we know so little about him and have gotten so little of him, that at the very least, I'm gonna be really upset if he does die here from being possessed by Fyodor like people are worrying about. I really don't think he will, because I'm pretty confident the helicopter pilot is the one Fyodor swapped with/resurrected in the body of as per soup's theory, and again I'm not saying it wouldn't be fitting eventually... but I really don't want it to happen now. :/ I just think Nikolai still has so much potential as a character and so much more we need to see of him before his likely inevitable and tragic demise (however it happens), so whatever Asagiri decides to do with him I just really, really hope we don't lose him so prematurely; it would honestly be such a tremendous waste imo.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd 114 #is this meta? i don't know #more like just incoherent rambling lmao #i just don't want Nikolai to die man....... I really don't #i get that people are hyped up on the juicy tragedy of it all but plssssssss it's too soon for him to go #we need so much more of the enigmatic clown...... he's too interesting to lose just yet!!! #i'm sad at probably losing the outcomes i always hoped for him and fyolai but right now i just want More Of Him #he can't die so soon when he's barely even had pagetime #it COULD be fascinating to see Fyodor's reaction to taking over his body but....... i don't think he'd /have/ any right now #they need more time together before one of them dies #i always thought/hoped Fyodor would die first and Nikolai would be left alone to angst lmao but ugh........ #now it's really feeling like it'll be the opposite #which again doesn't HAVE to be a bad thing depending on how Asagiri executes it........ I just think this is way too soon for it to happen #i'm gonna be so mad if Nikolai just dies offscreen without us ever hearing from him again because Fyodor possessed his body #poetically cruel and tragic? yes. but also so anticlimactic at this moment in time #never getting to hear from him again......... #ugh i blame all the Fyolai fan creators; they've raised the bar too high 😭😭😭 #idk maybe i'm just talking out of my ass though. i probably am. i just feel conflicted about all this and need to see where it goes

[roxannepolice]

Look, bottom line is Saxteen/Old men tensimm appeal lies is the mutual healing of these two absolute messes. The Doctor lost as to their identity finding comfort in the person that this body admits they wouldn't know what they'd be without (or rather know exactly that they'd venture down the victorious route ages before). The Master bitter after the only person like themself tried to clockwork orange them into their nice copy in the name of vessel projection, dismissed an affliction that haunted them for millenia and then had the nerve to act like being kind will be important after death even while acting amnesiac of how he risked his life saving their ass. The comfort of being ultimately right about each other. The simple banter of turning to cheeky winks and purring on a phone.

And thumbing each other's crowsfeet, this cannot be understated.

#it's seriously ridiculous how much comfort this clown makeup gives me #amplified by the idea that social media may let bbc know there's good money here #come on let your greed win #just ranting poetically #doctor who #saxteen #old men tensimm #doctor x master #thoschei #fourteenth doctor #simm!master

[amethysts-angel214]

Some Edits I did, lol

Popee

Funny

#funny pets anime #funny pets #funny pets show #funny pets (anime) #funny #funny pets poetic and lunatic #popeetheperformer #popeetheclown #popee the ぱフォーマー #popee paraphone #popee the clown #popee the performer #ptp popee #popee #ptp #ポピーザぱフォーマー #ファニーペッツ #増田若子 #増田龍治 #masudaverse #wakako masuda #ryuji masuda #masudaverse edit #my edit #masudaverse screenshot #screenshot #freckles

[marysong23]

Apple cake! 🍎

@taylorswift @taylornation

#I’ve fallen down the rabbit hole #I’m so sorry #send help #clowning #poetry #poems and poetry #ttpd #the tortured poets department #tortured poets #poetic #taylor swift #taylurking #taylor nation #eras taylor swift #taylornation #the eras tour #ts1989 #1989 #reputation tv #reputation taylor’s version #reputation #swifties

[lorrainestea]

If I should honestly change titles of the episodes in s3:

Chapter one: The Trailer

Chapter two: The Damsel in Distress

Chapter three: The Coruscant Highground

Chapter four: Welcome to Jurassic Park

Chapter five: Pirates of the Caribbean

Chapter six: The Fever Dream

Chapter seven: No second spy

Chapter eight: The heck was that

#the mandalorian #the mandalorian season 3 #the mandalorian s3 #last chapter would also deserve more poetic tittle: All the clowns #sorry not sorry #this season was good for DinBo content #but I would love to see ended plot lines so it would make sense #din djarin #bo katan kryze #dinbo #grogu

[tethered-heartstrings]

"murmur" by cameron barnett

#abigail hobbs #will graham #hannibal #hannibal nbc #nbc hannibal #hannibal edit #hannibaledit #hannibal comparisons #hannibal comparatives #hannibal parallels #the poetic clown

[sheviolentlyher]

all politicians rn.

#god bless America #girly blog #clowns #diary #girl interrupted #fuck the system #tumblr diary #diaryposting #personal diary #poetic #writeblr

[chuchuscoolhat]

The the the joys of having an rp blog are sending asks with ur muses bothering someone else's

#;ooc #ooc #true serotonin indeed 🥃🚬 #sometimes one cannot write 59 paragraphs so i love clowning #also send help like what am i supposed to read that is in english that is poetic like- #all i read in English are historical facts and research not literature 😣 #and then all my physical books are in spanish #so some terms dont carry the same intensity and the other way around #anyways ;; c.huuya

[beanghostprincess]

Red lips and rosy cheeks (even if it's just in your wildest dreams) [Shuggy fanfic]

I wrote this thing:

But gonna put the plot here anyway:

Shanks doesn’t fight against this odd obsession. Could he call it a kink? Not really, right? It doesn’t have to be sexual. He pretty much thinks it’s not sexual. Has never been. A preference? It’s just a liking. Something he appreciates in somebody. An overwhelming sensation that takes over his body every time he finds someone putting on makeup.   It’s not the makeup itself. It’s not even the act of wearing it. It’s just the process of putting it on. He finds it rather comforting, but it’s not just that. It’s this deep, uncontrollable urge to do something with it. Whether it’s sex, physical affection, or just kind words. He feels the need to hold onto the feeling for a long while and express it in the loudest ways because he can’t keep it inside of his chest. Most of the time he holds back, of course, but fuck if he doesn’t want to scream into the void every time he watches somebody doing this.

#more like a plot it's just a part of the fic lmao #the title is from my fav taylor song bc i believe shuggy is 1989 #and also i was thinking about titles and couldn't think of one #this fic is shorter and simpler and not as poetic as my other fics so i apologize i do not have time to write lately #hope you all enjoy it though!!!!!! #one piece #shuggy #red haired shanks #buggy the clown #shuggy fanfic

[sugaroto]

Us waiting for season 2 of Maestro in Blue

#absjsjsj i just wanted to make a meme lol #also #i love that frame #like yeah sure i couldn't care less about Orestes' story line but there's something so poetic about Papakaliatis dressed up as a Clown #under the moonlight #maestro in blue #maestro #papakaliatis

[euesworld]

"I get so high on you that I never want to come down, I'm like a drunk clown that is always fooling around.."

I could take your laughter straight to the veins but that would be a little tame, inject your laugh straight into my brain - eUë

#high on you #drunk on you #come down #never want to come down #drunk clown #drunk on love #drunk #tears of a clown #clown #fooling around #laughter #junky #i love you #in my veins #your laugh #loving you #poem #poetry #poetic #poets on tumblr #poet #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #love quotes #love #love quote life quotes #love quote for her #quoteoftheday #romance

[nonbinarygamzee]

(said like a guy suffering from severe tooth pain) wgat about if a guy held his girls face so gentle while he tore the culmination of her rot out of her by the fang. what then.

#its clown town #sorry sorry. gotta get poetic maybe even romantic about the blood and the decay and the bitterness. my face hurts i dont even careeeee