#syd.says<3

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JUST WATCHED BLACK WIDOW AND CAN I JUST SAY THAT YELENA BELOVA IS SO—

LIKE I KNOW SHE CAN AND PROBABLY WOULD PUNCH ME ON THE SPOT AND KNOCK ME CLEAN OUT BUT DEAR GOD ID PROBABLY SAY THANK YOU WHEN I WOKE UP

#syd.says<3 #SHES SO HOT LIKE FOR WHAT?? #FLORENCE PUGH IS SO <3 #yelena my beloved #yelena belova #natasha and yelena #black widow #yelena #marvel #marvel mcu

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hi !!

here’s your little note from me today: i hope you’re are having a wonderful day and if not, i hope it gets better. i may not know you personally, but i love you. & i want you to remember that you are deserving and worthy of giving/receiving love, today, tomorrow, and every day after that. 

i hope you achieve all your dreams, you beautiful human <33

#I love you #HERES ALL MY LOVE #💖❤💕💖💘💝💟❣💕 #AND HERES A KISS #*gives you a forehead kiss bc you deserve it* #OK BYE <33 #love you #friendly reminder #lovely reminder #self care reminder #self care #positive thoughts #positivity #syd.says<3

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it’s a foggy autumn school morning and i’m in love

#syd.says<3 #everyone’s complaining abt it but i adore it #it’s so pretty and eerie and aidhauagdbs #foggyweather #foggy aesthetic #dark academic aesthetic #twilight??

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my history teacher called alexander the great a bisexual icon. i now have a new favorite teacher <3

#syd.says<3 #‘’oh and incase you were wondering #alexander the great was a definitely a bi icon’’ #thank u mr lewis for the iconic statement #i was doing my biology work until i heard that Kahsjs #alexander the great #history class #world history #high school

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tell me how the heck it’s possible for me to be touch starved but then someone hugs me and i freeze and stand like a fricken stick. but then i want someone to hug me so bad hoW DOES THATS WORK-

#not academia #touch starved #HOW DOES THIS WORK PLZ SOMEONE EXPLAIN #chaotic academia??? #yeah #chaotic academia #syd.says<3

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headcannon that remus lupin becomes an author instead of a professor and writes about a group of friends like he had with the marauders

bonus: it’s published on the anniversary of james & lily’s death afterwards and he dedicated it to them using only the nicknames that they truly understood the meaning of

#yeah <3 #syd.says<3 #just felt like crying on a saturday night at 12am #no but rly #and then harry gets the map in 3rd year and immediately recognizes them nicknames #and him and remus talk about it and reminisce and i just #why am i doing this to myself #remus lupin #remus john lupin #remus lupin headcanon #harry potter #harry potter headcanon #marauders #moony wormtail padfoot and prongs #author!remus & i’m here for it #headcanon #my headcanons #mine

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someone stop me from picking up a new book i’m already reading three and one is almost overdue at the library i’m-

#syd.says<3 #it’s between six of crows and the secret history #or rereading the raven cycle and annotating this time #I JUST NEED SOMETHING NEW #i haven’t finished the song of achilles because i don’t wanna leave those characters behind or see them die KABEIEWH #and then im reading girls of paper and fire and strange the dreamer #ok actually i think im gonna annotate the secret history?? im staring at it on my shelf rn and im very tempted #dark academia #chaotic academia #dark academia aesthetic #mine #books lol #books

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THERE WAS ACTUALLY A DEAD POET IN THE DEAD POETS SOCIETY WHAT THE FU-

#syd.says<3 #CALL ME A DUMBASS BUT I JUST REALIZED THIS #OMFG IM GONNA SOB #HOW DID I NOT REALIZE THIS BEFORE?? #THE PAIN I COULDVE SAVED MYSELF FROM?? #HOLY HECK #OK MOVING ON 😃🤟🏽 #dead poets society #dps #chaotic academia #todd anderson #neil perry #meeks and pitts #steven meeks #stephen meeks #deadpoet stuff #dark academia aesthetic #dark academia #dark academia text post

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new thing to live by: nobody knowing anything about me, i remain mysterious as i walk past. i say one latin word, leaving them questioning everything they’ve ever known, and then dip.

#syd.says<3 #I DONT EVEN KNOW LATIN- #but anyways #yeah i like being mysterious and people not knowing shit abt me #it’s fun #dark academia #chaotic academia #dark academia aesthetic #latin language #dark academic aesthetic #dark academia textpost #mysterious

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little things i want to start doing more:

look for four leaf clovers; they're so very hard to find but on the rare occasions i do find one, i feel as if i was meant to find it, like it was saved to for me

text ''i love you'' instead of ''ily'', ''love ya'', etc.; i feel extremely special when someone takes a few extra seconds to spell it out, so incase you haven't heard it today: i love you <3

draw smiley faces; :).

say ''this reminded me of you''; without feeling embarrassed

get up to watch the sunrise; you never know how many you'll get to see next

compliment someone beyond their appearance; i'm sure it would make them feel so much more beautiful than they already are

inquire someone about their music taste, and take the time to listen to their favorite songs/artists; i feel that music can tell so much about a person

sit in the sun patches on my carpet; i always feel like a fairy when doing this

press flowers; but don't forget to leave some for nature ;)

sit with an open window while it rains outside; i did this today and yesterday and felt the most content with life that i'd felt in a long time

be kinder to myself; i'm not truly a horrible as my mind tells me i am. neither are you, i promise <3

doodle on myself; i don't know i just find the idea that when we're bored we decide to make art on ourselves so adorable

remind someone how proud i am of them; speaking of which, i'm proud of you, love <3

ask someone if they want a hug; i can't count the amount of times i've wished someone said this to me

don't be afraid to facetime someone first; i facetime my friend for the first time in a while today, i felt euphoric after

#syd.says<3 #if you do any of these things you're so precious #and i love you #and i wish you were in my life #wholesome #might make this a series #because there are so many more things i wanted to include #positivity #positive thoughts #life is so beautiful #you just have to know where to look #lists

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currently reading sorcery of thorns by margaret rogerson and they’re realizing their love for eachother, slowly but surely, and I had to put the book down and squeal for a moment cause they’re JUST SO CUTE AND I 💗💕💖✨💗💓💞💕💖💝

#god this is making me realize how touch starved I am #i want a Nathaniel thorn 😩 #YES THATS HIS NAME AND I KNOW ITS SO HOT RIGHT #✨nathaniel thorn✨ #dark academia #chaotic academia #sorcery of thorns #elisabeth scrivener #nathaniel thorn #books and libraries #booklover #bookblr #syd.says<3

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i think we all just want to feel loved and safe and appreciated and thought of as beautiful or mysterious or just downright special. and i don’t know about you, but the thought of that gives me a lot of hope for a reason i can’t explain. 

#i dont know i just think it's beautiful #it reminds me that love it still out there for those who seek it #and the world isn't completely filled with monsters #and if you turn down the right corner #you'll find that special thing you've been searching for #and i find a certain beauty in that thought #mine #my writing #poetry #dark academia text post #dark academia aesthetic #dark academia #light academia #light academia aesthetic #love #beauty #the beauty of life is really something i'll never truly understand #syd.says<3

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my finals are in a week and god help my brain because it’s about to combust 😋

my teachers are reviewing the material and everything is going in one ear and out the other. i really wish i was joking <3

#and they keep trying to cram everything we’ve learned over the course of this year into ONE MF WEEK. #like WHAT?? 😃 #i’m literally gonna walk into the library in sweats and just wing it #that’s it. that’s my plan. #cause i keep zoning out in class and by the time i come back we’re on a new thing like OMFG #my brain just isn’t comprehending shiz rn #and my school is still trying to figure out how they’re doing finals #bc some of mine are online and some are in school #which i wish they would figure it out bc i’m stressed #but anyways other than that i’m on top of the world 🤩 #chaotic academia #syd.says<3 #finals suck #and i hope the burn in the fiery pits of hell #final season #finals week #studyblr #kinda?? idk #high school #school sucks #i’m so over finals and they haven’t even started wtf #mine

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you ever finished a book and just.

like what am i supposed to do now.

#can you tell i just finished a book and don’t know what to do with myself? #chaotic academia #books #books and libraries #literature aesthetics #a sorcery of thorns #syd.says<3

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i find myself appreciating my morning commute to school more often. putting in my headphones and listening to hozier as i watch the world wake up. the way the sun rises on the horizon, making the sky look pink and orange and blue. feeling the breeze come through windows, snuggling in my sweatshirt cause it’s cold but how could i close the windows when the air smells so fresh?

i find myself trying to look at the world as if i’m seeing it for the first time all the time. because if this was my first time seeing the world like this, i would find it so so gorgeously beautiful. just like i do now.

#syd.says<3 #i actually wrote this this morning but my school wifi is ass so you’re getting after school <3 #but yeah #my mornings have been very peaceful recently #much better than last week #which was my first week of school and it was hell :D #i feel like i haven’t been very active on tumblr IM SORRY #ever since i turned off notifs for all my socials (which i recommend!!) i haven’t been inclined to open the apps as much #but anyways here i am <3 #my writing #beauty #dark academia #positive thoughts #writing #dark academia?? #romanticizing life #romanticizing

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just realized that technically percy jackson is almost 30 and i don’t know how to feel—

#syd.says<3 #HE WAS BORN IN 1993 #HES LIKE #28??? I THINK?? #THATS SO WEIRD #I KEEP GORGETTING THAT WE ARENT THE SAME AGE #EVEN THOUGH IN MY MIND ALL MY FAVORITE CHARCTERS GROW WITH ME JSKSJS #HES A 90s KID AND I KEEP THINKING HE AT LEAST 2000s #OK ANYWAYS #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #heroes of olympus #heroes of olympus series #rick riordan #books #books and libraries #EDIT: HES A FUCKING MILLENIAL WHAT THE HELL