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bratz-kitten · 3 years

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ASTRO OBSERVATIONS [part 5]

— people with jupiter in the 8th may experience an “abundance” of traumatic experiences throughout life, often relating to death; these are the people who truly feel like everyone they love ends up dying. at their worst, they can become desensitized to death— jupiter is ruled by sagittarius, a sign known for being in denial when in difficult situations in favor of optimism. these natives can pretend like nothing actually happened, or minimize the situation in their head so that they don’t have to face it.

— okay this might be a weird one... like, you know in asoiaf when arya was walking through the streets and was always like “i’m as quiet as a shadow”? that’s literally the energy of someone with planets in the 12th house/chart ruler in the 12th house. these people are so stealthy. they’re able to move so quietly and without anyone noticing, both literally and figuratively. on one hand, they’re very quiet about their plans and ambitions to the point where other people only find out when they’re achieving success over it; on the other hand, they just. don’t like making noise while walking idk bitch you’ll only see me coming when i’m right beside you, i even get paranoid that i’m breathing too loud and that other people will hear

— people with moon aspecting mars can be incredibly impulsive when they feel hurt or triggered. yall need to be careful with doing things in the heat of the moment that you know you’ll regret later... but in the moment, you feel so hurt that it clouds your rational side. please be more self-aware about this because you may make decisions that will directly affect you for the worse in the future

— people with leo mars ft. constantly asking you for pictures... about anything. they just wanna SEE LMFAO THEY DON’T CARE WHAT IT IS THEY’RE SEEING. you just got ready to go out? “send pics of your makeup and your full outfit”. you’re waiting in a long boring line to get the covid vaccine? “send pics of the line”. your mom baked cake? “send pics of the cake”. plus they send so many random pictures while texting, it’s their special love language

— having moon conjunct moon/venus in synastry feels insane. you tell them something you’ve been through, and they’re immediately like “that happened with me as well.” it doesn’t even have to be something grand, sometimes just very specific things you thought were particular about you. the amount of understanding that comes with this aspect in synastry can feel very new and intense especially if you’re used to seeing yourself as the “odd one out”, used to feeling isolated in your experiences

— people with pluto in the 1st house often feel the need to erase “traces” of their existence, for example deleting messages that they sent people, deleting all of their social media posts. they can feel anxious and paranoid about other people having access to their past self, even if the past self in question is from, like. a week ago

— people with chiron in the water houses (4th/8th/12th) might’ve suffered bullying to the point where they repress their memories. a lot of their memories of their school years may feel foggy if they were bullied in those years

— also. people with chiron in the 8th house may feel as though they’ve been punished for wanting to experience intimacy. it’s like, the people who were supposed to be the closest to them – for example, their sibling or something – were the ones who hurt them the most.

— people with mercury-neptune aspects and strong pisces/neptune energy in their birth chart might struggle with only remembering things when they’re right in front of them. you should keep things in your peripheral vision to remind you of reality, especially when it comes to feelings— so that you won’t start getting lost inside your own head. like... keep the letters your friends wrote you by your bedside table so you can read them every time your brain starts convincing you that you’re not loved. keep the gifts you’ve been sent on display in your bedroom wall, or sentimental material things that remind you of past happy experiences.

— earth placements and their thing for asmr... omfg. it’s like they’re always looking for things to up their sensory experience/sensitivity. like, earth signs are the ones most connected to worldly experiences so they feel so soothed with the whole asmr experience: just hearing someone gently whispering or tapping on/scratching things calms them down and helps them fall asleep. they love the tingles it’s heaven for them

— moon-saturn aspects might hold and caress themselves while they sleep because their parents never did. yes i woke up and chose violence <3 your secret is NOT safe with me 💋

— while we’re on the topic of sleeping, a majority of the pisces moons i know need to sleep while hugging something, at least a pillow. they can’t just not hug something while they sleep, it’s very instinctive for them. anyways if any pisces moon needs a pillow to hold, i volunteer as tribute 💋

— virgo placements feel sososo soothed by hearing their cats purr. thinking about how my virgo placement friends are always the ones who send me videos of them petting their cats... and then i get soothed by how soothed they feel. it’s a win win situation, if you have virgo placements it’s hereby your duty to send me a video of you petting your cat while they purr. right now. GO

— people with gemini in the 3rd house might have shaky movements of the hands when other people look at them doing things. very specific i know but the third house rules hands and gemini is a sign that has somewhat of an anxious, twitchy quality to it. on the other hand, people with capricorn in the 3rd house (scorpio risings, using whole signs) have the steadiest hands i’ve ever seen lol their movements ooze confidence, these bitches know how to make you feel as thought they know exactly what they’re doing

— people with venus in the 1st house ft. altering their pics with photoshop and hating posting selfies without filters because they never feel like their appearance is good enough. stop it. you don’t need to always look your best and especially not if your ‘best’ isn’t even what you actually look like. also... don’t even think about making self-deprecative jokes about your appearance. next time i find one of yall saying “ahaha im not bad for a 5 without talent” i’m squishing your head between 2 pieces of toast and calling you an idiot sandwich. you’re BEAUTIFUL

— having venus in the 3rd house in composite with someone? do you mean calling each other the absolute ugliest nicknames in the most endearing way?

— leo deals with themes of the ego, and it seems that leo placements often struggle with attracting narcissistic people into their life... leo suns/mercuries can be raised by loud, overbearing, narcissistic parents who see their kid as an extension of themselves and who teach the kid to always be very supportive and caring towards them or else they’ll deny them of words of affirmation-- either by insulting them to shatter their self-esteem or simply never complimenting the kid back. leo moons/mars/venus tend to attract narcissistic partners who only care about serving their own emotional needs and ignore the ones of their partner, and who feed off of their supportive and giving nature. which is why leo placements really need to watch out for being gullible, naïve and dismissing the red flags because my god, you be falling for some shady people.

— people with personal planets in the 12th house/chart ruler in the 12th house might feel like they can’t let go of their past life— they may dream of memories, people or places from another life. it’s like they can’t detach from it, and even if they can’t directly remember their past life, it’s like they feel it in their bones. also, they might’ve felt... estranged from their family ever since childhood; there may have been feelings of being unable to emotionally connect to their (often, distant) parents, and they might’ve even wondered if they were adopted because of how different they felt to the rest of the family.

— okay so, a thing that people with saturn in the 3rd house need to look out for is mentally checking out of conversations while they’re still happening. these people can detect when they’re being manipulated really fast and their way of dealing with it can be to immediately shut down, to grow cold and silent and not even bother answering when you’re expected to respond. and, like, that’s great when someone starts screaming at you or being insulting/trying to coerce you into shit, but take notice if you find yourself shutting your loved ones out as soon as they say anything that triggers you. don’t simply detach from them, communicate what’s wrong

— aries placements, ESPECIALLY aries suns and moons, value generosity so much and they get so turned off by stingy ppl who don’t share with others, especially when others need it. like.. if you’re hanging out in a group with them and someone asks for a bite of your food because they have no money and you say no... espect them to never respect you. ever.

— people with libra placements use soooo many adjectives to describe things. something can’t just be beautiful, it has to be DIVINE and CELESTIAL and INTOXICATING. they can be so expressive god it’s so fcking funny

— capricorn placements HATE asking others for advice because they think no one knows better than them (and they’re not wrong, lol). when they truly care for someone, they might ask the person for advice simply as a sign that they respect, trust and value their judgement. even if they don’t plan on taking it LMFAO

— people with mars in a water sign can have this terrible habit of expecting other people to guess what they want. and then they get passive agressive when you don’t instinctively feel what it is they want... and when you ask them “do you want this?”, they go like “FINALLY. i thought you’d never get there”. stop it. i know that you want people to understand you in a way that transcends words, but you can’t expect people to read your mind and then get disappointed when they don’t, thinking “oh if they loved me that much then they would’ve known that i really want chipotle for dinner :(” GIRL WHAT. COMMUNICATE YOUR NEEDS

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tteokggukk · 4 years

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welcome to my youtube channel → kth

✳ pairing: idol!taehyung x youtuber!reader

✳ genre: fluff, taehyung scenario, stranger to lovers, reader is an artist who posts art videos on youtube

✳ warnings: none!

✳ words: 2.9k

✳ a/n: hello, this is my second bts oneshot/scenario. i just like to write for fun but if you’d like to let me know if there’s anything i can improve on please do so! i’d love to know how to improve. anyways, i hope you enjoy!

"Hey guys, welcome to my YouTube Channel."

You spoke in front of the camera. Sets of acrylic paint were spread out across the table next to a stand that held an 18x24 inch canvas. You were in the middle of making your seventeenth video, a highly requested one at that, and deep down you were ecstatic to start working on the painting.

Never in your life did you think you would ever start a YouTube account. You always considered yourself a very shy and private person, not one to go out of their way and broadcast themselves all over the internet. Your best friends, however, were two very well-known YouTubers and always found a way to include you in their videos and live streams. Somehow people liked seeing more of you, and so you were convinced by your best friends and the audience to start your own YouTube channel.

But you weren't very accustomed to bringing a camera everywhere with you to document and share whatever was happening in your daily life, you found it too awkward and you were still camera-shy, so you decided to create content in a way that would still keep you comfortable while doing something you loved.

An art channel.

Your channel blew up pretty fast. Requests started pouring in here and there. You became known for your very calm demeanor and artistic skills, so you took this as an opportunity to sell your works online as a way to earn some extra money for your future. Occasionally, you'd do lives to talk to your fans and you were happy at the support they showed you, which only encouraged you to keep making videos.

"This was a highly requested video, and I honestly can't wait to get started," you told the camera, mentally telling yourself to insert the comments and messages you got in your DMs to paint this Adonis-like human being. The requests started coming in after you had an Instagram live where you did some quick sketches while playing some of your favorite songs in the back, and people noticed one of the songs you played was by him.

"You guys also asked if I could sell this painting, but because of the "high demand"," you spoke, adding air quotes, "I'd like to keep it up for auction so the proceeds could go to different fundraisers."

You started mixing different colors in your palette and showed everyone the picture for your reference.

"So, without further ado, today I will be painting Kim Taehyung."

"Hey guys, welcome to my YouTube Channel."

Taehyung watched as you spoke in the video, looking behind you to see a bunch of art materials. The title of the video was left ambiguously, only being named most requested video, leaving him no clue on what it was you were going to create this time.

He's been watching your videos for quite some time now, ever since your channel started rising. Art was one of his major interests and he absolutely adored the way you made your videos with the calming, ASMR-like sound of mixing paint and how you skillfully glided the brush across the canvas. On days when he found himself tired and in need of a quick way to relax, he'd subconsciously find himself binge watching videos on your channel— even repeating several videos since you were only starting. He found it fascinating, but also because he found you interesting.

Because of your channel, he even created an anonymous YouTube account just to leave nice comments on your videos along with a private Instagram account to be able to watch your lives.

Needless to say, he didn't miss that one live where you played the song Winter Bear. It made his whole night, making him sleep with a smile on his face.

"This was a highly requested video, and I honestly can't wait to get started."

He watched as a bunch of comments started appearing onscreen popping up one by one as they gradually got faster, eventually covering you. It took a moment before it sunk in that he was the highly requested person they wanted you to paint. He paused the video, wide-eyed, before shouting in excitement. Jimin had to come in and check what the whole commotion was about.

"Y/n's going to paint me!" Taehyung exclaimed, his mouth turning into his famous boxy smile.

"Ah, the YouTuber you really like?" Jimin smiles before sitting down next to Taehyung who continued playing the video, "I wanna see."

"You guys also asked if I could sell this painting, but because of the "high demand", I'd like to keep it up for auction so the proceeds could go to different fundraisers."

"Wow, she seems really kind," Jimin says, while Taehyung only nods, his eyes glued to the screen.

"So, without further ado, today I will be painting Kim Taehyung."

He felt his heart beat fast when you mentioned his name, and without realizing it his ears have gone all red.

On screen, you began sketching, "You guys have also been sending me a lot of questions lately, which is why I decided to tweet about doing a q&a."

"What questions did you ask?" Jimin asked Taehyung.

"I asked her if being an artist is something she'd like to pursue," Taehyung told him.

"Ooooh, trying to get to know her," Jimin teases, "Our little Taehyungie has a celebrity crush."

Taehyung rolls his eyes but breaks out into a grin anyway, "I just respect her artistry."

"Right, okay," Jimin snickers, obviously not buying it.

Taehyung knew he was telling the truth, though. It was impossible to have feelings for someone who you only knew through a screen. He found you attractive for sure, but he of all people would know that almost no one is completely one-hundred percent themselves on screen. Genuine as you may be, there are still things that are best kept to yourself. He couldn’t lie though, if given the chance to get to know you, he’d never pass up on that offer.

"Someone asked why I don't use that much ready-made paint," You spoke on screen, "It's ‘cause I learn a lot from mixing my own colors, and also I just really enjoy it."

The painting was beginning to come together halfway through the video and Taehyung's question finally made its way to you. "Kimyeontan95 asks, ‘is painting a career you want to pursue? I love your work, by the way’."

"That was basically I love you," Jimin holds back a laugh, earning him a light punch in the arm from Taehyung.

"Thank you so much, kimyeontan95, and no, painting is just a hobby of mine and a way to earn some future savings. I actually really want to be a novelist."

Taehyung smiled after hearing you answer his question. Later on, the video was over and his portrait was complete. He hurriedly redirected himself to the link that was provided for the auction.

Something in him wanted to have that painting no matter what, so he set himself as the highest bidder and eventually had it mailed to his home where he put your work up in his room to cherish.

A day after your video was posted, you woke up to a thousand notifications from your phone. Hundreds of people were mentioning you in tweets and you had numerous missed calls from your best friends and some texts telling you to check your online art shop. You groggily scroll through your feed, a bit confused as to what was happening.

I wanted to buy this painting and I had it in my list, but now it's unavailable!

Y'ALL WHAT RICH KID SET THE HIGHEST BID TO A MILLION DOLLARS IM CRYING

@yourtwittername are you planning to sell a new collection?

a million dollar bid wtf swownwowksodiowl

Someone just bought all of @yourtwitterusername's paintings. I'm crying in broke eye—

but like what if taehyung set that bid? @yourtwitterusername

What?

I just woke up and my mentions are pouring. What is going on? You tweeted.

Thousands of replies began coming in leaving you feeling overwhelmed and confused on where to start. Everyone was telling you to check your site, and so you did. You felt your heart almost stop beating when you saw that every single artwork you had up for sale were sold out. Nothing was left behind. You checked your emails, and the confirmations were there.

How could this have happened overnight?

ALL MY WORKS ARE SOLD OUT?!?!?!?? WHO COULDVE DONET THIS??? You tweeted, hands shaking.

You felt your heart race, a wide grin that could go even wider if possible was plastered on your face. You tried to stop yourself from screaming in excitement but couldn't so you ended up jumping up and down and doing happy dances before calming down to assess the situation. Finally, you sat down in front of your laptop to see where all your works were being shipped to.

Replies started coming in.

CONGRATS YOU FIGURED IT OUT

WILL U RESTOCK

AHSKWJOA CONGRATS BB

I'M SO HAPPY FOR U

BUT Y/N WHO BOUGHT THEM ALL

Checking your emails, you discover that your art works were all bought by one person. Anonymous. There was no name and someone requested to have their personal information redacted.

Anonymous? Surely this wasn't a joke?

The person kept their name anonymous. You tweeted and muted the notifications just to allow yourself to focus on finding out who it was that bought everything.

At the bottom of all the removed personal information, there was one username that you were sure you've heard or seen somewhere.

@ Kimyeontan95.

Underneath the username was a short but sincere message.

"Your videos have always helped me wind down after a long, busy day. I can't express how much you inspire me with your talent and how I wish someday you'd teach me to be half as good as you, as I'm not very gifted in the painting department. I admire how you put your gifts into good things, and I very much idolize you in one way or another. This is just a small way of showing my support for you, but also because all your works are amazing and I'd love to have a small room filled with my favorite art works. I look forward to reading works of yours soon, future novelist.”

Feeling the heat creeping up on your cheeks, you smiled to yourself. The letter was definitely heartfelt and you wanted so badly to thank the person who sent it.

Later that afternoon, you decided to go on live to personally thank the anonymous buyer for buying your works and for sending that wonderful note. You fixed yourself up a little bit and pressed live as thousands of your followers began to tune in.

"Hello, everyone," you greeted, smiling. Replies with greetings started coming in and you couldn't help but chuckle at the eager messages your followers were sending. They truly made you happy.

As expected, several questions began pouring in.

"Right, so, I wanted to do this live because of what happened. As you may have noticed, all my works were suddenly sold out which definitely took me by surprise," you started, "Unfortunately the buyer left everything anonymous. They only left what I assume is a username and a short letter, which I will keep to myself for personal reasons."

@follower1WHAT

@follower2 will you keep selling your works?

@follower3 THATS SUCH A SWEET GESTURE THO OMG/

@follower4 am I the only one who thinks a secret admirer bought it

@follower5 check my YouTube channel I made a theory on who bought her works

@follower6 i rlly think it's taehyung

@follower7 I’'m so proud of you :(((

"If the person who bought all of my paintings is watching this, I really want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. I appreciate the letter as well, you've honestly made me the happiest person on Earth," you smiled.

@follower8 AWWWWW

@follower9 ANON COME OUT

@follower10 i really wanna know what the letter says

@ Kimyeontan95 I'm glad :)

Your heart stopped at one of the replies. You took your phone immediately from its fixed position with wide eyes and began scrolling up fast because of the immediate replies coming in. Wasn't that the username?

@follower11 what's going on?

@follower12 y/n are you okay?

You could no longer find the reply so you set your phone down, fixing it back in place.

"For a second I thought the person who bought it was watching my live," you sighed and smiled nervously, "So anyways— I'd really love to express my gratitude so if they're watching, please contact me. I can't say thank you en—"

Suddenly the replies were frantic. People were sending keyboard smashes here and there. Only a few of them were actual coherent comments. "What is going on?" You asked as you began scrolling through.

@follower13 Y/N CHECK VLIVE

@follower14 TaEHYUNF IS ON LIVE

@follower15 I kNEW IT THOUGH???

@follower16 Y/N CHECK TAEHYUNGS LIVE

@follower5 Y'ALL I WAS RIGHT I SAID CHECK MY YT

Keeping your live on, you grabbed your laptop as fast as you could to check out the links being sent to your live. When it finally loaded, you could've sworn you'd have a heart attack.

"Oh, I think she's watching me," Taehyung grinned through his live, holding his phone in front of the camera. He quickly shows the viewers his phone screen, which showed your live of you watching him through your laptop. Your eyes widened and you looked back at your phone camera that was broadcasting your live, then back at his live.

Taehyung started giggling, "I guess we're just watching each other, huh?" He smiled. Behind him were packed and unpacked parcels of paintings you recognized were yours. If it was even possible, your eyes grew even wider at this, "Oh my god," you breathed out.

"I should probably introduce myself," Taehyung spoke, "Hello everyone, I'm Kim Taehyung. How are you all doing? Today I’m planning on redecorating my room after our practice. What are the packages behind me? Oh, these are paintings I recently bought."

"Are those my paintings?" You asked out loud, though you knew the answer.

"Are those my paintings?" Your voice echoed from Taehyung's broadcast as your live was streaming from his phone. He grinned sheepishly, "Yes, these are your works, I hope you don't mind."

"Not at all," You smiled, "You were the buyer?"

You mentally slapped yourself for asking such obvious questions, but you just couldn't believe everything that was happening now.

"Yes," he chuckles, "I really love your paintings." Suddenly the sound of Jimin’s voice echoed from behind and Taehyung quickly stood up to lock the door, knowing he’d get the teasing of a lifetime if Jimin came and saw him talking to you.

"Thank you so much, I—" Your voice began to crack and your eyes welled with tears that you tried to fight back, "I really appreciate it. And the letter, that was really sweet."

"No, thank you. Wait, don't cry—" Taehyung spoke nervously.

"I'm just so happy," You laughed while wiping the tears off.

The replies from both ends were coming in like crazy. On one hand, majority of everyone watching found the whole scenario cute and started pairing you two out of nowhere, though there were a few haters on the other. It didn't really bother you, you were just so happy someone you idolized noticed your work.

"I'm glad," he was watching you with a fond smile through his phone, then the sound of the Jin’s voice began coming from outside Taehyung’s room, "Sorry for this sudden grand reveal. I really can't stay on live for too long but I'd love to keep talking to you." He spoke.

"Oh no, that's okay," You spoke fast.

"Do you mind if I send you a message? Assuming you already know the username," he asks.

"No not at all, I'd love to keep talking as well," your heart was beating erratically now. You didn't have to see your face to know how red it was becoming.

"Alright, great. Um, before I end this vlive I just wanna say you're a great artist and to all my viewers watching this, please support y/n's artworks and her channel! If I see any negative comments, I'll be taking responsibility and I'll unfortunately have my agency involved in taking those out," he spoke in a commercial tone kind of voice, "And to y/n, I'll be keeping in touch.” The door from behind him suddenly bursts open and Jin, Jimin, and Jungkook rush inside.

“You were talking to her!” Jimin shouts excitedly.

“Finally!” Jungkook claps.

“Is that why you kept the door locked?” Jin teases.

“Bye, everyone!" Taehyung quickly waves goodbye to the camera and smiles before turning the broadcast off.

You sat there stunned, almost forgetting you were also on live. You turned to your phone which was still recording you, "That was unexpected."

Suddenly, a notification in your DMs popped up. "I'll go ahead and process everything that just happened now, bye guys! See you in my next video." You ended the live with a wave and smile.

You quickly went into your direct messages and found the same username, Kimyeontan95. You opened it and found a picture of Taehyung holding one of your paintings with a peace sign on his other hand, the other members behind him posing with your other works, making you laugh.

Your heart fluttered at the message below the picture.

I hope this isn't too sudden, but would you like to go out with me sometime?

a/n: hello! if you finished it, thank you so much for reading! i hope you liked it hehe. i think i’m gonna keep posting the stuff i write bc i have so many ideas for the other members as well. also this is fun hehe. if you wanna read my other work, let’s fall in love for the night, ← here’s a link! thanks again for reading and please look forward to my future writing/edits.

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barsformars · 3 years

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reaction: to their s/o being afraid of thunderstorms; ateez

req: hi! i absolutely love your writing, could i request an ateez reaction to s/o being scared of thunderstorms? thank you so much <3

a/n: thank you so much for requesting! this was kinda cute to write. also,, trying a different format here- not using gifs- lmk if y'all like it with gifs better? + first work im posting in this new year hehe hope y'all enjoy it <3

genre - fluff | pairing - ateez x reader | warnings - none

⭒❃.✮:▹ seonghwa

seonghwa had came home to you hidden under your covers as you watched the television on almost max volume, the curtains fully closed.

"love, isn't it a little too loud?" he had covered his own ears from how deafening it was and he had to pretty much yell for you to hear him. you paused the show when you took notice of him, quickly apologising as you tried to explain yourself when you saw another flash of lightning through the curtains. you slapped your two hands over your ears and squeezed your eyes shut, bracing yourself for the loud ripping sound from the sky.

seonghwa sat himself next to you and pulled you into his embrace, cupping your cheeks so that you would look at him. "love, do you trust me?" you nodded as you slowly opened your eyes.

seonghwa turned the television off and gently pried your hands away from your ears, letting your hands rest on the sides of his thighs. "let's be a little kinder to your ears, alright?" he leaned in closer and whispered into your ears. "do you want to tell me about your day or shall i go first?"

basically mars asmr but live, and when you do get surprised by the thunder, he would shush you affectionately and comfort you, continuing on about his day.

⭒❃.✮:▹ hongjoong

"can i hide in here for a little while?" you had peeked into his studio to see that he was just monitoring his past performances through fancams, surely you wouldn't be a distraction.

"from what?" he paused his video and whipped his head back to ask, confused. you were supposed to be at the dance studio, helping wooyoung and yunho check their choreography even if you weren't that experienced in dance.

"the thunderstorm, your studio is the only place where i can neither see nor hear anything so..." ah, he had no idea there was a thunderstorm outside. if he was he would have rushed over to you immediately, knowing just how afraid you can get.

"sure babe, make yourself comfortable." hongjoong would then turn on the ambience lighting to a dark blue and play some really soothing classical music, hoping that it would calm you down and take your mind away from the ongoing thunderstorm. when he sees that you were still a little frightened from earlier on, he drapes his warm jacket over you, "don't worry, you're safe here." he would also go to the kitchen to make a cup of warm tea for you to calm you down.

⭒❃.✮:▹ yunho

yunho loves thunderstorms, and he loves sitting by the window and staring out as the flashes of electricity branch out like veins in the sky, so full of life. that's what scares you the most, you know the extent of damage lightning can cause having lived in houses without good lightning protection systems.

"don't sit too near to the windows, you might get hurt!" you warned for the umpteenth time but your boyfriend refused to listen, saying that it would never happen.

"this apartment is safe, i promise," yunho reassured you, even gesturing for you to come join him over there. he wasn't going to force you if you still refused after the third time he asked but you decided to go. you've been trying to get over your fear of thunderstorms anyways.

he would wrap his arms around your waist and let you rest your head on his chest so that you could hear his calm steady heartbeats. the both of you sat at the windows watching the lightning and thunder with you burying your face into the crook of his neck often and him giving you long pats on your back to calm you down. you definitely did get less afraid of thunderstorms, though not much, but it's something.

"if the thunderstorm is ever mean to you, let me know. i'll personally throw hands at zeus."

⭒❃.✮:▹ yeosang

yeosang had fallen asleep on the couch when it started raining heavily along with non-stop thunder and lightning. you were extremely afraid but you had to close the windows yourself, you didn't want to wake yeosang up from his nap.

you were just about to close the one in the living room where yeosang was when the deafening sound of a thunder took you by surprise, causing you to shriek out loud in fear. being a light sleeper, yeosang jolted awake, surprised and worried. it absolutely broke his heart to see you crouched on the floor with your hands covering your ears, your shoulders shaking as you sobbed.

you felt so weak crying over a thunderstorm but yeosang made sure to let you know that there was nothing wrong with it. he gently guided you onto the couch where he would let you continue crying on his shoulder, his fingers intertwining with yours to let you know that he's there for you as he tries to help you control your breathing. "you're okay, you're okay. follow my breathing, love."

⭒❃.✮:▹ san

if you weren't afraid of thunderstorms, you probably wouldn't be sitting on yunho's gaming seat right now with san yelling at you over the headset to support him in the game. you weren't one to play games but as san says, "you won't be scared if you distract yourself"

it usually works, though the games do leave you feeling kind of nauseous from all the motion and lights, but today, the thunderstorm was simply on another level. the lightning had lit up the whole room with a bright white flash for a good three seconds before leaving you in a room that seemed much brighter a few moments ago.

san is not stupid, he knows playing games would not distract you this time round so he would quit the game and drag you onto the bed , letting you bury your face in his chest as he hums the tune of your favourite song.

when you told him that you were ashamed to be afraid of something many people aren't, he would shush you and say, "it's normal, everyone has their irrational fears. besides, that lightning really scared the life out of me too."

⭒❃.✮:▹ mingi

he knew about your fear of thunderstorms, and he always makes an effort to check the weather forecast on your behalf since he had googled it before and they said people who fear thunderstorms should try to refrain from doing so in case it makes them even more anxious. anyways, so he does it for you and prepares everything that you might need when it happens.

the both of you were in the car when the thunderstorm started, and being well prepared, he quickly handed you the small thin blanket and the bottle of water he kept at the backseats. there was no better place than under the sheets at home but this was better than nothing at all.

once the both of you got home, he would make sure to run a warm bath for you and might even accompany you in it. the fear had caused all your muscles to tense up and he made it a point to relieve all of them. in the meanwhile, he would comfort you by saying things like "im so proud of you." and "the next time a thunderstorm happens, remember how you are totally fine today, okay? think, thunderstorms are relatively harmless, you'll be fine this time too."

⭒❃.✮:▹ wooyoung

it was in the middle of the night when the thunderstorm started, the loud booming of the thunder startling you awake. you tried to go back to sleep, hoping that this moment would just pass and that you would wake up to a nice weather. but even with wooyoung by your side, you couldn't seem to be at ease enough to sleep.

"wooyoung, please wake up." that was your tenth attempt, unsurprisingly considering the fact that he sleeps like a dead log. thankfully he does, and very much apologetically when he notices the shitshow that was going on outside. even he was surprised he slept through the noise.

he would immediately drag himself out of bed to turn on the lights so that the lightning wouldn't seem as bad, also going out to the kitchen to pour you a glass of warm water. it always helped.

when the both of you were back in bed, wooyoung would rest against the headboard as you laid your head on his abdomen, him patting your shoulder affectionately until you fell asleep again.

"there's another thunderstorm going on inside your stomach," you joked with a faint smile as you snuggled closer into him.

"hey! if you're going to say that, go away."

⭒❃.✮:▹ jongho

the both of you were stranded outdoors as the thunderstorm has started unexpectedly while the two of you were taking a stroll in the park. the weather forecast did not foresee this. it was dangerous and very annoying to get soaked in rain, but everything was made worse because you were afraid of thunderstorms. you had no idea why, it was just the case.

"there's a shelter nearby, shall we make a dash for it?" jongho asked as the both of you sought temporary shelter from a tall tree.

"the lightning is a little crazy now though....." it was, but being under a huge tree on such a day wasn't the smartest idea at all, and it would be much better if you could go to a real shelter.

"you know i'm quite a lucky guy, right?" jongho would give you a piggyback as he ran, allowing you to close your eyes so that you wouldn't see the flashes of lightning. he would also tell you to put on earphones and play some soothing music. "it'll be over quick, just hang on in there for a little while."

#kwritersworldnet #kdiarynet #8makes1teamnet #ateez reaction #ateez scenarios #ateez writings #ateez imagines #ateez #ateez blurbs #ateez drabbles #ateez fluff #ateez ot8 #requested

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toukenramblings · 3 years

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University AU: Izuminokami Kanesada, Mutsunokami Yoshiyuki, Juzurmaru Tsunetsugu

Anon asked: do you have any high school (or uni, if you don't like the high school au) hcs fof izuminokami, mutsunokami, and juzumaru? thank you!!

Uni au it shall be~!

Warnings: Broke college kids. Short n sweeet.

Izuminokami Kanesada

The one fucker that turns in his work late and sleeps in class. Horikawa has to make sure this dumbass doesn’t end himself from eating too much cup ramen and cook for him. Izumin is a bit of a slacker with his work and stays up late playing games or just doing...whatever the hell he’s up to. Is he a player? Maybe? Why do you wanna know? There’s no doubt that he is a gorgeous man so he’ll have multitudes of admirers.

It’s not that Izuminokami isn’t smart or anything, he’s just pretty lazy. Sure he relies quite a bit on Horikawa already but in college Horikawa is more or less his tutor/mom all rolled into one.

Izuminokami cannot deny that he is a party animal. Most likely a frat boy. A respectful frat boy, hell no he’s not getting the more dumb shenanigans his frat bros are into. He resPECTS women and the queer community damn it. Can and will get into fist fights to protect them.

Yes he will walk someone home if they don’t feel safe.

Found sleeping on benches and in the library.

Is that one moron who doesn’t hurt because he forgot like my bro and i and Hori-mama has to remind him to PLEASE EAT FOOD I S2G.

Is a night owl, always out at clubs and shit. Yes he knows that he has to do schoolwork but like...pARTY. He still can’t drink to save his life though, ends up passed out pretty quickly if you don’t keep an eye on him. But his morals won’t go away, hell. Can and will still fight bastards while drunk off of his ass.

I think Izuminokami would be a literature major or a history major. He may not look like it, but he adores going on rants about the subjects he’s interested in. That or he’s super duper into the study of bugs. I’ve seen Izuminokami having a bit of a interest in beetles due to him being rather young amongst the swords, so I think he’ll be interested in that!

Super interested in martial arts and kendo, catch him in a competition and his admirers are cheering him on from the sidelines.

Actually now that I think about it, all of the Shinsengumi swords in the college AU have to make sure that Izuminokami is alive because this ho can’t take care of himself for shit. His room is always messy and sure he does clean up and stuff but dude, please take care of yourself. Horikawa is already at his limit.

Mutsunokami Yoshiyuki

Frat boy, party animal. He might be in the rival frat to Izuminokami’s but can actually handle alcohol. He doesn’t sleep around but like Izuminokami, will offer to walk people home sober or not. Can and will fight a ho to protect people. No one’s stopping his ass. Though he would prefer to talk it out, it don’t mean he won’t hesitate to sucker punch a ho. No homo? What’s that? Mutsunokami is physically affectionate with everyone of any identification.

Yes he volunteers at an animal shelter. Yes he feeds all of the stray animals around his dorm/apartment. Yes he tries to sneak them into his room. No he’s not hiding a puppy under his shirt what are you talking about?

Also the kind of man to fall asleep in class. He plays games yes but most of the time he stays up just to hang out with animals or just stargaze. He really likes the stars. Probably has a hobby in astronomy.

This dude has like idk five majors. He wants to major in languages, history, military history, man there’s so many things that Mucchan wants to do! He may get in a little bit over his head but he just want’s to learn everything! He is just oh so curious about the world!!! He has to see it!

Yes he will be the first student to sign up the minute he’s asked to travel abroad.

He’s also that person who throws a mini party to welcome new students into the dorm! He loves meeting new people and gets them gifts and all! It’s so sweet!!!

I feel like Mutsunokami’s dream job is a travel agent or just backpack around the world? His dream is to travel and see the world after all, but he’ll be just as happy to work in a museum! no im not crying at the thought of a museum date with mucchan i just.....wanna...hold.....hAND

Dude he’s the kind of student who is not really a kiss up to his professors but has a super good relationship with them. He gets into friendly debates with them about the subjects in class and he loves getting new perspective on things!

Is also still very much into photography, hell yeah he’ll be in a photography class. Maybe become a professional photographer in his spare time? As a part time job? Maybe!

Of course he volunteers to hang out with kids. He’s a pretty damn good baby sitter, that’s also a part time job. He’ll happily tutor peeps of all ages!

Juzumaru Tsunetsugu

OH this man turns in all of his work like a week early, is the model student, quiet as hell in class but dude he knows his worth. He sits so still and so quiet you almost don’t see him and you kinda think he’s probably dead. BUt then he notices you staring and smiles softly at you and you almost die because sHIT SHIT HE CAUGHT YOU STARING but also he’s so pretty how dare.

Juzu takes really good care of himself. He most likely volunteers at the library and helps old people walk across the street. Goes to sleep on time, wakes up at least three hours before class to prepare breakfast and meditate. Hell he’ll cook for his roommates too. No stopping him from doing that. He can kinda cook? It’s small and simple tho.

While Juzumaru might be a religion major, I think that he will be interested in history and math? If anything he may be a bit like Mucchan. He’ll want to learn everything and anything! Yes he will prefer his religion studies but hey, it doesn’t hurt to learn about everything and anything!

Like the others above, Juzumaru will also offer to walk people home. He doesn’t like fighting all that much so if he’s at a party (which is impossible) and sees someone spike a drink, he’ll be more so being the person who warns the drinker and pretends to be their friend/is their friend to take them out of the situation. This doesn’t mean he won’t defend himself or that person if they get into a scuffle.

No Juzumaru isn’t part of a frat and he mostly keeps to himself. He is probably found hanging with Yamabushi, Kousetsu, or just hiding by his lonesome in the library.

He also helps tutor other students. If anything I just think that he’s the best tutor. He’s so calming and sweet and patient, able to guide the hand of anyone he teaches. His voice is so soothing its some asmr quality shit im sorry i just love his voice and like you can fall asleep to that.

Juzumaru is also a kid who probably wants to go study abroad. For fun and for learning.

Is the mom friend, if you drag him to a party, you better expect him to watch over you and the rest of your friends like a hawk.

His handwriting is so pretty? How the hell he always does his papers by hand is beyond me but he can use computers his handwriting is just...so pretty????

His dream career? Librarian.

#touken ranbu #touken danshi #touken ranbu x reader #touken ranbu imagine #tkrb #tkrb x reader #tkrb imagine #izuminokami kanesada #izuminokami kanesada x reader #izuminokami kanesada imagine #mutsunokami yoshiyuki #mutsunokami yoshiyuki x reader #mutsunokami yoshiyuki imagine #juzumaru tsunetsugu #juzumaru tsunetsugu x reader #juzumaru tsunetsugu imagine #my writing #https://toukenramblings.tumblr.com/tagged/Chaotic%20Citadel%20Correspondences

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fairy-writes · 3 years

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Hiii can i have a jjk match up please. Im a 5ft3, brownskin, sagittarius, 18,she/her im bi but lean more towards men. Im ENTPA very bubbly happy confident & energetic. I often brighten up a room & have everybody laughing. Im goofy & have a funny laugh as ive been told. Im often very laid back but at times i can get aggitated quite easily & lash out without meaning to. Im actually really lucky too 🤸🏾‍♀️I love rollerskating & running. Iam known for being sassy & good at defending myself & those i care about. I DONT tolerate disrespect but can take a joke.iam VERY impulsive so i often make bad decisions and often act based on my emotions. I have a rbf so ppl are often intimidated by me at 1st. I often get stared at and approached in public because of my figure and hair so I hope he can handle with that lol. I often come across as blunt and brutally honest at times because i dont like to beat around the bush. I often wear out my big afro or i wear braids as a protective style. Iam very educated despite always messing around in school and get good grades. Iam very opinionated so will argue with my points for hours and 9/10 i would win. Iam very laid back and often tease my friends and iam quite childish and like messing about and i like playing lazer tag and games like that. I have very weird videos in my camera roll without context that I send to people to make them laugh. I think one of my best personality traits is that I send random voice notes of cupkakkes song deep throat or just 18+ asmrs for their reactions. thank youu ❤️❤️

I hope this is alright and that you like your matchup! Thank you for requesting!

I pair you with… Megumi Fushiguro!

So Megumi is quite a bit taller than you, standing at 5’9” and all. But that just means you can take advantage of his height!

He appreciates your happy-go-lucky attitude as he tends to be a bit on the pessimistic side. He also loves that you can make anyone and everyone laugh (including him). He also loves your laid-back attitude as it is a breath of fresh air compared to Nobara’s tense and uptight antics and Itadori’s constant energetic personality. Another thing he loves about you is your defensive attitude towards those you care about and that you take no disrespect. Finally, he stops you before you can make bad decisions or, at the very least, will give advice on what he thinks may be a better decision.

He isn’t the best at rollerskating, but he does love running! Sometimes he’ll take his demon dogs on runs with him just so he has a partner, but he happily invites you along as well! He also has RBF, so people don’t often approach the both of you when you’re out in public because you both tend to be a little angry-looking, and Megumi is a deterrent all on his own.

To end, Megumi loves your hair! He took time to learn how to do hairstyles and constantly asks for tips just because he loves playing with it!

#fairytailwzard matchups #fairytailwzard matchup #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen megumi #jujutsu kaisen fushiguro #megumi fushiguro #jjk megumi

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maplecourtesy · 4 years

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TAZ:G NOTES, EPISODE 25

i like scrolled thru my dash for 15 seconds and all ive gathered is. rainer is blupjeans granddaughter. and smth happens to the firbolg MAYBE!?!??!

argo is just doin his best!!!!! :’D

lets go save fitzroy!!! :DDDD

[most of the content under the cut, because spoilers!!]

SKELETON GUARDS?!?!?! PLAYED BY JUSTIN AND CLINT!?!??!? good start to october!!!

GERKIN THE SKELETON;;;

TIBIA THE VAMPIRE SKELETON;;;;

new best characters….i love gerkin and tibia….

Fitzroy Getting Hugged By A Skeleton ASMR

OOOOOH GOLLY OOOOOHHH GOSH….. cmon fitzroy u can do this stop doing this we know ur not scared!! YEA. whys he also STILL so reluctant to admit he cares for his buddies…its alright fitzroy u can tell em u love them

i love breeze through the willow!!! <333 GOD RAINERS CHAIR IS SO COOL

FIRBOLGS CLAN IS IN DANGER?!??!?!? oh shit argo’s really gonna have to do this alone. rainer. please help him. this better not go badly

GOD THIS MUSIC….THIS IS SUCH COOL DUNGEON PUZZLE MUSIC. TAZ NEVER DISAPPOINTS WITH THE BGM

fitzroy if u end up bending the fuckin k- OH BEANS.

GOD I LOVE GERKIN

OOOO OO OO IS THIS THE LICH KING!??!?! whys he sound like that is he putting a little show on or does he just talk like that

OH HE SOUNDS REALLY COOL WAIT I LOVE HIM. he’s my dad too now rainer i hope u want a brother

damn;; this guy’s such a dick to the firbolg;; THE FIRBOLGS WHAT IS. W H A T ?!?!?!??!

oh no….what the hell i’m sad… poor firby…

travis saying im super cool in the ad break made me go like :]

VITILIGO!?!?!?!? RAINERS DAD GORDY HAS VITILIGO FUCK YES REPRESENTATION <333

oh i love gordy a lot u are my daaaaad ur my dad!! boogie woogie woogie!! :DDDD

FITZROYS ALLERGIC TO CRANBERRIES AND CHOCOLATE D:

WJBSDJFJKS HE CALLED RAINER RAD!!! HES RIGHT!!

gordys like . a lich . how did fitzroy decide that checking his pulse would be Anything.

IS GORDY FROM FAERUN IS THIS WHAT PEOPLE WERE TALKIN ABOUT?!!? there’d be some. timeline issues maaaaaybe with how the whole barry and lup son thing and the magnus making rainer’s chair thing would work but GOSH DANG DUDE THIS THEORY MAKES ME EXTREMELY HAPPY. i don’t mind if there’s no connection to balance in canon but it’s just nice to think about!! just;; the thought of blupjeans adopting an abandoned child makes me really happy!!!

WAIT THAT’S SO CUTE;;;; i love gordy SO much… oh that’s so sweet. found family literally oh i’m gonna cry i have such bad daddy issues of COURSE this is what gets me :’D GORDY’S JUST A COOL GUY;; just listening to him talk and be so caring loving and proud of his daughter makes it feel like home!!! I LOVE HIM!!!

OKAY BUT SKELETON WAR FITZROY ITS OCTOBER CMOOON

DIMPLES AINT MADE IN THE BONES…

GORDY PLEASE BE A DAD FOR A SECOND U DONT EVEN NEED TO ASK PLEASE BE DAD I LOVE U SO MUCH…. gordy really knows what’s up… man…. *in tears* he’s cool i guess.

FITZROY IS THE NICEST SWEETEST MOST RESPECTFUL BOY. I REALLY JUST LOVE FITZROY MORE THAN ANYTHING.

me: :(

 fitzroy:

me: :D

DAAAAAD SDJFBKJSDKFJ CLINT LOSING IT

fitzroy is allergic to Everything ..

aw firby…. oh i am so sad… firby has found a new clan… i love him so muchhhhhh. thnderman llc i love them the Most… todays a make krys cry by talking about nice dad characters day.

“we are alone…. together….” I AM. BROKEN IM HURT I LOVE THEM THESE BOYS MAKE ME SO HAPPY

;;;;;;n;;;; firbolg…. his song….. oh what the fuck i didn’t expect this episode to make me cry….. that was so beautiful

GERKIN AND TIBIA RECURRING CHARACTERS PLEAAAASE

!?!?!?!?!?!? THE BOTTOM OF THE GODSCAR CHASM. CHAOS?!?!?!? WHATS UP WITH HIM DON’T DO THIS TO ME TRAVIS.

fuckin gray………

THIS MUSIC BANGS SO HARD BUT GRHHHHHH G R A Y.

oh i liked that episode SO much 10/10 one of my faves

#taz #taz graduation #taz grad #taz g #taz graduation spoilers #taz grad spoilers #the adventure zone #the adventure zone graduation #taz episode 25 #sir fitzroy maplecourt #fitzroy maplecourt #argonaut keene #argo keene #master firbolg #the firbolg #taz notes by krys #krys talks

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bokutoslittlebird · 3 years

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Idk I also came from the tiktok and the person has „minor“ in their bio and I’m a minor myself and it makes me and other minors obviously uncomfortable when an adult is writing 18+ about minors. You said you listen to yagami yato(28) right? She’s making 18+ ASMR about minors like Bakugou(15) and a 20 year old who’s imagine getting railed by an teenager also seems kinda weird to me. And I think you’re gonna say something like „my account isn’t for minors why are you here“ you are literally writing about minors. I’m not trying to tell you what to do but please edjucate yourself. Pedophila is not just 50 year olds raping 5 year olds. I used to stan yagami yato too but know I know she is really offensive because I started educating myself.

I don’t know about your past and im not gonna judge but please don’t answer agressive, let’s just talk okay?

Putting aside the fact you are a minor and I specifically have minors dni on my bio (which means do not interact), which that person should have listened to.

I can’t control what minors indulge in as someone who started reading and writing smut at the age of 14. I put up my warnings and they ignored it then had the audacity to complain that I wrote a story romanticizing rape and are writing about minor characters. Then they called me a pedophile and claimed they didn’t want attention despite the fact that deleting their asks made more come in. They stopped when the Tik Tok came down.

I’m not writing about an actual 15 year old. I’m not actually wanting to bang a 15 year old. The “minors” in the fic are fictional, they have no feelings and they can’t do anything. This is also set in 2012, so it’s not their actual age. Those “minors” are not that age. It’s set in the past. If you have problems with having Atsumu in high school with a reader who’s placed in high school or EVEN if you’re above the age of 18, then is BokuAka illegal? KuroKen? An 18 yr old with a 17 yr old, who is technically a minor. But, people love those ships because they’re all ✨fictional✨

I don’t delve into the Yagami Yato stuff because I don’t see a problem with it. She ages up characters, yes, but a lot of people do that? The haikyuu ones I’ve listened to have them in college (Bokuto) or obviously out of high school (Akaashi) and a few BNHA ones (FatGum and Shōto, like twice) had them as pro heroes, which makes Shōto not a minor. She doesn’t do things like an 18+ person having sexual intercourse with 15 year old Shōto or Bakugō. They’re aged up. I don’t know how she’s offensive, but I don’t care. It’s a small sliver of happiness in my world and that’s not going to be taken from me. It’s kind of cringe, ngl, at first. But it is what it is.

Once. Again.

They are not “minors” because they are fictional! Reality and fiction are separate entities and the characters are literally drawings that are specifically animated to be attractive. No normal high school student has rippling abs and magic powers. It’s shounen, it’s meant to be like that. Shotacons and lolicons make me uncomfortable and they are grabbing grounds for pedophiles because they look like children. No normal teenager can smack down a ball so hard it fucking flattens against the floor and the palm of their hand because, didn’t you know, it’s shounen! It’s drawn to be that way.

This is getting real fucking tiring and I can’t control what you indulge in but I’d like you to stay away from my blog since I do write 18+ content.

#tw.discourse #this is real fucking annoying #the hype is gone #now i have a headache

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lycunthrope · 4 years

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17 Questions & Tag 17 people

i was tagged by @antisocial-author

nickname: zaya, dumbass, idiot, dodo, Hey Can You Stop That Please

zodiac sign: aquarius (you are legally allowed to kill me for being an aquarius i promise)

height: 5′5... BUT im 5′6 in the right boots.

hogwarts house: huffing puff

favorite artists/bands: nothing but thieves, brockhampton, kilo kish, gorillaz, hippo campus, ...nirvana, foster the people, cage the elephant

last thing i googled: the vvitch

song stuck in my head: Michael by Civilian

following: 414

followers: 453 holy shit i didnt realize

amount of sleep i get: god i have no idea

lucky number(s): i?? idk. i hate numbers dude. they’re so smug and indefinite. fuck YOU for having RULES that i dont UNDERSTAND

dream job(s): while i want to create a game or be a showrunner, i’d honestly always dreamed of being a musician. i dont have any musical talent though SO

what i’m wearing: local natives t-shirt and these SICKASS sweatpants that have a shark on them but also there is a hole in the crotch

favorite song(s): dont just ask me to pick one bro. i guess my anthem is ‘Sorry’ by nothing but thieves- it’s not my favorite song lyrically, but i feel that song deep

instrument(s): used to play drums, trying to learn guitar, and i THINK i can sing but i know i sound like a dead cat being stepped on repeatedly

random facts about me:

-i don’t have blood anymore just red bull

-i’m REALLY bad at responding and it’s nothing personal i promise i’m just a really scatterbrained person who should probably be on adderall rn but yknow. lack tha funds.

-i work at a haunted house. if you know me i do not shut up about the haunted house (sorry)

-i LOVE hiking. washington state is literally the best place to hike. so many mountain trails and if it’s foggy out? even better

-huge huge HUGE greek mythology buff. gigantic. i will also not shut up about greek mythology. like did you know that achilles h

-not to be weepy i guess but idk how i’d be here without my support system. i miss a lot of people and i want to do better by a lot of people, i’m just figuring out how. but thank you to everyone that can read this by being in my life for so long <3 i know i havent made it very easy

aesthetic(s): ocean, fog over pine trees, rainy shores, mountains, large waves, octopi, iridescent scales, greek columns, greek ruins, blues and greys

i tag:

@armyskunk

@pompurinz

@idiot-asmr

@bloodm4ge

@markwing-davey

@phantomtrickster

@mutatedfish

@scripturientjester

@friendo-nintendo

@greyywall

@desyll

@goeatwormss

and anyone else who’d like to! you also don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.

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daebakinc · 5 years

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Monsta X We Are Here NYC 2019 Fan Account

-Opening greetings: Hyungwon and Jooheon had us screaming their names, Kihyun got scared he broke his mic with his high note, and Minhyuk asked if we missed him and Wonho.

-Wonho asked us to sing the English lyrics to “Play It Cool” for them. Kihyun didn’t believe we could and was super shocked when we did. Haha.

-During Mohae Minhyuk rapped Jooheon’s part with Jooheon hyping him up and Jooheon took Kihyun’s high note as a very worried hamster watched lol.

-All the glorious hair the fuck.

-First VCR: All the members were vloggers on Montube: Minhyuk doing makeup, Changkyun English, Wonho workouts, Jooheon cooking, Kihyun barista, Hyungwon fashion, and Shownu ASMR. Changkyun taught us different ways to say I love you and the meaning of “take my body” fml. Wonho, our “sweet and vanilla boy” taught us stretches to do during the concert. Jooheon taught us how to make a honey burrito(?) and told us not to skip meals; watching him cut veggies was a scary process. Kihyun compared some of the members to different coffees and warned us to be careful with coffee and our hearts because he’s taking them. Hyungwon’s number one fashion tip is to be confident; if you wear mismatched socks, pretend you did it on purpose. Shownu ate chicken, pizza, and cookies for his asmr

-Hyungwon: “Are you well? I’ve missed my monbebes.”

-Fucking pinstripe suits for Minhyuk, Kihyun and Hyungwon in their solo stage.

-In Jooheon and Changkyun’s stage, they did Rock Paper Scissors to do a bottle flip. Jooheon won but faked us out

-Shownu and Wonho really went and massacred Monbebe with how aesthetically orgasmic their stage was.

-When they came back from their subunit stages, the prop wall from Shownu and Wonho’s stage was still being moved, so Kihyun mimed opening a door into the “room.” Minhyuk got embarrassed and pushed him. Hyungwon said that Shownu and Wonho lit up the stage, but wanted to make sure we didn’t forget about the three of them.

-They asked Minhyuk to talk about their stage, so of course he sang some of the lyrics with swear words in them. Hyungwon and Kihyun panicked, Monbebes loved it. Kihyun immediately asked if anyone was under 15 and started apologizing while Hyungwon took Minhyuk by the neck and made him bow in apology too.

-Minhyuk said Hyungwon’s hair is more “powerfully sexy,” to which Hyungwon said he thought powerful and sexy was the same thing, so powerful plus sexy is boom. Minhyuk: “You got boom?” Hyungwon: “I got boom!”

-Jooheon and Changkyun joined them, with Jooheon apologizing for not making the bottle flip despite practicing. So he tried again and failed, then Changkyun tried and failed, then Hyungwon tried and did it. Changkyun said he was practicing backstage and made it every time so he didn’t understand why he didn’t do it. Minhyuk replied, “Practice more.”

-For Shownu and Wonho’s subunit, Wonho produced the song so Shownu did the choreo. Changkyun said their bodies were more than just sexy, and Jooheon added they had really cool abs. Hyungwon also commented, “Your bodies so angry, lots of ab flashes.” So of course they all had to marvel at Wonho’s perfection.

-During Honestly, Shownu gave Jooheon a finger heart, Jooheon poked his cheek back, Changkyun said that no matter how well we did, he’d love us forever, and Kihyun mimed playing the piano.

-Noel Hada literally had me typing gibberish it was so cute with so many finger hearts and arms hearts and just aldkfjsoejtbsklgabfk. Kihyun and Changkyun did a forehead press for two seconds before Changkyun got embarrassed at pushed Kihyun away.

-Minhyuk: “I think the vibe is amazing. And just as much as you all are amazing, we’re amazing too.” They singled out Minhyuk as amazing at producing, Wonho at performances, Kihyun at sweetest vocals(nominated himself), Shownu as the aegyo bear, and Hyungwon as the healthiest physicals. Hyungwon immediately started doing pushups, but Kihyun picked up his legs to make it harder. Finally, Changkyun added “But out of all those things, we’re more famous for best fans in the world. Please continue to be monbebes we can be proud of. My lovely proud monebe, next song. I love this song with no reason.”

-The next VCR had them as the 7 deadly sins: hyungwon pride, im envy tarot reader, Kihyun lonliness,jooheon greed, wonho sloth, nunu wrath, min agony. Tattoo artist Jooheon have Shownu a tattoo on right shoulder of flaming torch with an eye.(you bet that’s going in a fic somewhere).

-Jooheon:The energy we got was absolutely phenomenal. There are many concerts on our tour, this may be the best and we promise we’ll come back. Monbebe, stay healthy and make sure to eat Well. Tomorrow, think of us. Promise me.

-Ending goodbyes (done almost all in English, so proud of them!!! :3 )

Shownu: This is a city I’ve seen in many films and lyrics and I feel like tonight what we did with you was a movie. Will you continue by mx’s side? We always want to be by your side.

Wonho: We came to NY last winter, but it wasn’t for our tour. Because NY is not only beautiful but it’s more because here are my beautiful, most precious fans. I know you’ve waited a long time and I know I can’t satisfy you but I was glad to exchange emotions tonight. I know you’ve been worrying a lot. I want to assure I I am completely fine. I was just being careful. So thankful to you all. Love you.

Min: I’m really not a special person but when you call my name, I feel like I become a special person. I said this last year but today, just the same, it’s because of you guys that I feel so special. I will always thankful and love you guys. I promise you that I will always be on your side. Promise! Pinkie promise. All of you guys are special people.

Kiki; It’s the 3rd time in NY. Over the years, the venues have gotten bigger and we’ve made more songs and welcomes more Bebe and our abilities have gotten better, agreed? Only thing remains unchanged: our hearts and minds. Most important thing is our heart and your heart. We know your happiness depends on us so I will do the to work hard, so that’s why I want you all to stay by our side okay? Promise? We’re grateful for what you do. We love you.

Hyungwon: (the whole theater was chanting saranghae with him). I love you guys a lot and thank you for spending your precious time with us. It’s because of you I feel so happy. We will become harder working monxta x. I hope we can all meet each other again because there’s not enough time on our tour. We’ll be able to finish our tour happy because of you.

Jooheon: Today, you are so real. First I want to say how thankful I am and touched by all who came. It might not be enough but I prepared something because I wanted to look at you and tell a message from heart: I got to NY and saw everyone is so busy, seeing the busy people I want to become a small happiness for them. Sometimes you get so busy you forget what makes you happy. Take time to remember. I promise to be that happiness for Monbebe, from bottom of my heart. Love you so much. Show me the Monbebee NY passion. Love you guys. Everyone, be happy stay happy.

Changkyun: Wow, me too. I saw a lot of people busy, hope we can be a little happiness in your life. There’s a lot of preconceptions about kpop like it’s a fad. They’ll say “You don’t know language. Why’re you doing this? Just stop.” None of us are born in the US, we’re not really good in English but I believe music is a language. We are all the same, we are all human. Let’s make them shut up! Today is an unforgettable day. Please don’t forget about us, we love you monbebe. We love you so be in love with yourself.

#monsta x #monsta x fan account

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asking-jude · 5 years

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I've been on treatment for my severe social anxiety since I started university and I've been making improvements. This week I managed to make phone calls and have a job interview and I'm really close to getting the job now. I'll be teaching english (as a 2nd language) to kids, which is my dream job, but I'm a bit worried bc I don't want my anxiety to get in the way, I can't screw this up. I actually think I'm ready but sometimes I think about it too much and feel like giving up

Hi love,

I am so proud of you for seeking treatment for your social anxiety. I know exactly how debilitating social anxiety can be. I’m glad to hear that you’re making improvements with your disorder. Making phone calls and getting a job interview are tremendous accomplishments. You should be proud of yourself!

That is huge and exciting news! It’s okay that you feel like your anxiety will hold you back from doing your job correctly. Please don’t give up. You can do this! Are you still in treatment for your social anxiety? If you are, please bring up your worry with your therapist. They will help you figure out coping strategies that you can use when you’re teaching. If you have current coping strategies (breathing, fidget ring, mantra,etc.), please make sure that you utilize them as well.

When I first started therapy for my social anxiety, my therapist taught me a grounding technique that has helped me calm my nerves. I feel like this technique may help you as well. You need to be able to recognize your anxious thoughts and triggers to use it properly. My therapist called this “STOP.” Here’s how to use it:Scared aka what is scaring you. Ex: I can’t walk into a class late. Thoughts aka your current anxious thoughts. Ex: If I walk in late everyone will stare at me. The professor will ask me why I’m late, and I’ll be embarrassed. Other thoughts aka thoughts to counteract your anxious ones. Ex: Some people may look at you because the movement caught their attention. They don’t care that you’re late. The professor isn’t going to stop the lecture to ask you why you’re late. Praise yourself for overcoming your anxiety. The rewards are something that you don’t do often. It’s kind of like treat yourself. For me, I like to have some chocolate or ice cream.

Another grounding technique I like to use is called “5-4-3-2-1”. Sometimes when STOP or my deep breathing doesn’t work, I try to ground myself. This technique reminds me that I’m alive and that nothing terrible is going to happen to me. Here is how to do it: http://www.therapistsb.com/blog/post/5-4-3-2-1-coping-technique.

I found these articles by teachers who have social anxiety or an anxiety disorder that I believe will be helpful to you: - https://kimbmusing.com/how-to-succeed-as-a-teacher-with-social-anxiety-d5f5599aa985.- http://www.innovatemyschool.com/ideas/what-it-s-like-to-be-a-teacher-with-an-anxiety-disorder.- https://medium.com/@mariefranklin/im-a-teacher-with-social-anxiety-here-s-what-helps-me-get-over-it-323fc82e03dc.

I recommend that you try other coping mechanisms as well. As I stated earlier, I don’t know if you have any coping strategies or not, so I thought I would include some just in case you don’t. Here are my suggestions: - Get enough sleep. - Exercise.- Practice mindful meditation. Mindful meditation has shown to help with anxiety and depression. There are a lot of online guides for mindful meditation, but I recommend that you look up mindful meditation videos on YouTube. These videos are excellent, and they’re free too. Alternatively, you can download a meditation app from the app store like Calm or Headspace. - Listen to ASMR. ASMR has been shown to have a positive effect on anxiety, depression, and insomnia. I recommend Asking Jude’s ASMR channel called Noctiflora. You can view the channel at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCW-frOIU0fLnTSxOxKnBT8Q. - Invest in a journal. I’ve found that journaling when I’m anxious helps me make sense of my thoughts and feels very therapeutic. - Try an adult coloring book. Like journaling and meditation, coloring is therapeutic and calming. I’ve recently seen that some retailers sell coloring planners, which I think may be helpful to you when you’ve started working. Alternatively, you can try anything art related to help you with social anxiety.- Use a stress ball, Play-Doh, or some other squishy thing. I’ve found that playing with Play-Doh when I’m stressed or anxious helps release tension.There are so many other ways that you can cope with anxiety. These are only a few suggestions that I hope that you find helpful.

In addition to the resources I’ve listed, you may benefit from speaking with someone from a helpline. Helplines are great because if you can’t get to your therapist, they can offer help, support, and guidance. All of the hotlines I’m suggesting below are free, confidential, and available 24/7: - Crisis Text Line: To chat with a trained volunteer text “HOME” to 741741. - 7 Cups of Tea: To connect with a trained volunteer visit www.7cups.com or download their app from the IOS or Google Play stores. - The Mighty is a combination of an online magazine and social media for people with mental illness and disabilities. If you create an account, you will be able to post a thought or question to the Mighty Community. Anyone who has experienced something similar to you will be able to reach out and offer their advice.

I hope that this has helped you. It’s okay that you’re scared of starting your new job. Please try not to let your anxiety get in the way of your dream job. I always think of my anxiety as a rollercoaster. When my anxiety gets to the tippy top, all I want to do is jump ship, but I know that I need to face my anxiety head-on. That’s the only way that’ll it gets better. To reiterate, I believe in you. I know that you can do this and that you’ll be a fantastic teacher. I have total confidence in your ability. Remember that you’re stronger than your anxiety. Good luck with everything! If you ever need any more help, please don’t hesitate to come back to Asking Jude!

P.S check out Asking Jude’s YouTube channel for a video on social anxiety at www.youtube.com/c/AskingJude.

Love, Meggan

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thepictoblr · 6 years

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Okay as someone who actually benefits from stim videos due to being neurodivergant I went from "maybe popularizing stimming is a good thing? It might open discussions about stimming and how natural it is for everyone and ND people can stim in peace" to "can neurotypicals fuck off" so here's a list of grievances with mostly instagram "~Oddly Satisfying~" culture but also youtube too because im tired.

-repost accounts are a fucking nightmare and are fucking up everyone's original content. Like bitch dont celebrate your 20,000 followers cause you know how to screen record and ask really generic questions in your video descriptions.

-said repost accounts also like speed up videos with already fast music so it sounds like some sort of hellish nightcore. I am not here for hellcore i am here to de-stress.

-also with that said stop fucking putting music on stim vids cause if i have to hear nightcore havana one more fucking time

-small slime shops are good i enjoy them but when you see multimillion unrelated companies trying to get off on slime making like fucking elmers making ~slime glue~ which is just coloured glue and selling it for 5 bucks its just like "wow i totally didnt see that coming :/"

-personal gripe but i hate Giant things like GIANT SLIME or WATCH ME EAT 10 GIANT CORN DOGS like ew gross no your content isnt any more ~satisfying~ than regular sized shit you've now spent like 10 bucks on glue to make your slime big and its gonna dry up in a week congrats. Idk maybe i just dont like big things but the trend of making everything huge seems to be less about sensory stimming and more about views.

-im a fool, all of this is for views. Fuck nd people, gotta appeal to the masses and clickbait thumbnail the FUCK out of this video.

-Stop Using Floral Foam You Are Going To Get A Lung Infection.

-the fact that NT people are on this boat with us but refuse to respect us is almost not at all suprising like a supposedly calm space for asmr and chill sensory times is filled with loud bullshit almost everywhere.

-on the flipside, abelists who hate stim stuff are now even more ready to be fucking awful to us because sensory and stimming is being more popularized in a trendy way.

-whenever there's a video like "i try asmr videos" and its 15 minutes of them going "lol i dont get it why do people like this shit :/" its like bitch this isnt for you move the fuck on im crabby and hate you loitering. Bonus points then they do a part 2 cause they were asked to do it and they still dont like it but want that sick ad revenue so....

-i would kill for atleast 1 fucking youtuber or instagram person to be autistic and aim their content towards autistic people like litterally please give me that.

-also fatphobia in the mukbang community is fucking rife it's not even fucking hidden, y'all love it with a thin girl eats some massive plate of noodles or lobster or whatever but god forbid a fat person do the same thing.

-search "stimming" into youtube and you get endless videos of explaining autistic behaviour, usually aimed at neurotypical parents. Seach "asmr" or "oddly satisfying" and you get actuam visual stim videos. Because nt people have forgotten why this shit started

#im tired

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hi hi! it's your bestie 😉 hehe sorry i had too much screen time and needed a break 😂

oh my goodness his fried rice waffles 👁👄👁 he also called himself a culinary genius and i'm wondering how kyungsoo deals with jongin's kitchen adventures lmao or even minseok since he's such a clean freak?? baek just updated and said he's doing well in a strict routine! but for everyone to stop sending mail/email/gifts to his training centre bc it's overwhelming them 😂 so to just tell him everything using a specific hashtag and he can feel the love when he's finished. can you imagine how much they're getting??? lol

i've always used the excuse it's still that date in america soooo technically it's still my birthday 😀

OMG YES PLEASE WRITE THAT!!! that's so cute and domestic stop lol 💞 i feel like a bunny would be a lot less maintenance especially if you're out often! unless you adopt? a puppy is SO much work. ..maybe that's why mine is such a baby. he's almost 6 now but still acts like a puppy we just brought home yesterday 😂 omg that time chanyeol had toben and sehun had vivi? the chaos that was toben LMAO

i sometimes want to start a fic rec blog..but i'm so unorganised i'm not sure how to go about it. i do so much reading and there're so many good fics out there i want to share 😭

we pretty much are but there's some random clusters here and there. plus the newly returned overseas but they're quarantined in a medi hotel. yeah i've seen a lot of news from the us about people refusing to wear masks and stay home. but then turn around and complain that things aren't getting better 😶 yes please keep safe!! ❤

i think the cheaper one is a flip book album! which ofc will be mega cute, i can already imagine! i want sm to bloody release the details though. why are they so lazy when it comes to their best sellers?! is it tomorrow for you yet? 😂 DID YOU GET IT!? omfg yes lol i CAN'T WAIT for your asmr HAHA 👉👈 tbh your voice sounded so sweet i felt comfortable messaging you 😂 when you were fangirling about myeon hahaha that's exactly what i'm like when someone asks about yeol hehe

LOL THE WAY I THOUGHT HIS FRIED RICE WAFFLES WERE HASHBROWNS- ngl though it looks good though i'd eat it...😳 kyungsoo prolly had a mental breakdown when he saw jongin making the waffle LOL

OMG WAIT I CRIED WHEN I SAW BAEK'S VIDEO- HE SAID HE'S GONNA BE UPLOADING EVERY 17TH???? AND CHAN UPLOADING EVERY 27TH??? WE DO NOT DESERVE THOSE TWO AT ALL😭😭😭omg i can't imagine all the mail he's getting- i think something similar happened to junmyeon and he had to go on and say stop sending me mail cuz it's too much ahsgdj,, my popular boys🥰

I WILL WRITE IT!! i just need to get through school and finish my final paper lol!! and also finish my requests lol!! thank god school's over next tuesday for me lol! i need a BREAK omg... agh yeah i have heard puppies are a lot of work but they're SO CUTE THOUGH😭😭omg toben and vivi are both of my personalities🤣🤣they're literally the cutest things omg

lol i actually was considering a fic rec blog too! cuz my post is rly long and i feel bad for all the tags the authors get LOL but i'm lazy and i don't want to annoy the authors EVEN MORE LLMAOSODNDNJFHF i love life😃👍🏻

ugh yes i have a lot of family who is anti mask and won't get vaccinated and don't take covid seriously and it just pisses me off🙄🙄but thankfully most of them don't live in my area so i don't have to worry about seeing them a lot lol! and i have both of my shots for the vaccine and i'll be fully vaccinated after next week!

i'm not picky at all when it comes to albums lmao! like even if i don't get a jun photocard i don't complain that much bc i still got a photocard of a member!! like i have a jun, yeol and minseok photocard (and baekhyun poster and jongdae slide thing from obsession) and honestly i'm still happy to get the merch cuz it's exo and i love exo!! :D

AND AGH IM SO SAD IT SAID IT'S COMING LATE😭😭😭like it was gonna originally come on saturday but then usps said thursday (today) and i checked the tracking number and it said "coming late" )): agh but we'll see 🤞🏻 i just hope it comes soon!!

AGH i need to prepare for the filming😭😭i need to find a tri pod and clear my desk and make sure my family doesn't interrupt me AJDHJDH and AAA i hate my voice so much i was so shy when recording!!! but i turned my phone around and spoke from the heart and i felt more comfy!! i may not speak in the asmr tho i'll just let my glue on manicure do the talking LOL!! i love hearing nails tap on stuff so it'll be fun to do!!

#asks #bestie anon

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estuarries · 7 years

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baby’s first liveshow commentary

hello lads i have decided to attempt doing @nihilist-toothpaste inspired video commentary/write up/review thingies!!!! welcome to ramble-y fun time

phil’s liveshow on august 10, 2017

his smile in the first minute makes my heart so happy i love him so much

i love the eye-tongue-eye emoji stop being mean to it

he’s a bit late bc he just finished filming a new ap vid!!! it took him longer than he thought it would to finish filming bc he was rambling. this is a #relatable brain thing

“i just said goodbye and now i’m saying hello again!” wrt filing and then doing a liveshow makes me rly happy bc i wouldn’t have thought abt it that way. i love phil’s brain

new vid clues: paper bag(?) and bubble wrap. amazingphil asmr part ii??

dan’s not joining the liveshow bc he has a headache but phil’s gonna hop into dan’s next one

closed eyes and happy gesticulation whilst telling sleepy-morning “unexpected window cleaning man frightened me” story

phil’s fight/flight/freeze response is freeze

“imagine if i had decided to make breakfast naked! ...if i was that kind of person…” its okay m8 we know u like to make nakey bro brunches w danyul

are the emoji pants the only pair of graphic pj pants he has now ??? why are they being featured so prominently lately ???? phil IS an emoji is the only phnnie conspiracy i can support now

in the ap vid phil did SCIENCE and REACTED TO THINGS (chemistry . reaction . hehe :3)

he’s out of tv shows to watch ….he and dan have watched so many series together over the years ..... i am emotional

phil hasnt watched in a heartbeat EITHER !! BLASPHEMOUS BOYES!!!

re: rick and morty. i strongly agree and it makes me so nervous that rick burps all the time i cannot focus on whats happening in the show bc rick gives me so much anxiety

he misses the cherry blossom tree in thehowlter’s front yard and they are hopefully going to put it in when they have money

“you’re all like dan! not everything has to be symmetrical!” thank u for these affirmations that not everything has to be perfect thank u for being chill. a chill phil.

“i dont mind a little bit of wonkiness!” “i’m at a bit of a wonk!” “is the entire house wonky?” the only real phil branding is ~WOnKy~

phils hands are so beautiful???? i love them?????? @ 8:50ish

him trying to figure out his best side and saying “one? or two?” as options like at the optometrist when ur getting ur eyes checked.

someone in the chat: “both!” phil’s cheeky grin/”don’t flatter me!!!” response

someone in the chat: “side three!” i snort laughed along w phil this is truly Good Content. dark!phil RISE

phil doesn’t think he really has a bad side and his easy neutrality wrt his physical appearance is dreamy. i love him and i love that he’s comfy w himself like this

phil had an eye infection and this is the first day he’s been without glasses…… why does he glasses-bait us like this …..

it’s really hard for him to concentrate with dilated pupils so that’s why he was being a wee bit wonky in the last liveshow

his eye is no longer infected and is “white and ready to see!”. the tone of his voice, his accent, and the phrasingof that reminded me so much of my british grandma who i havent seen in a few years and now i want to call her i miss her

wicked was “as the kids say...Wicked.” I SNORTED AKLHFAEIHKF

also i cannot believe that he and dan used the same silly phrasewhen talking about their opinions of wicked. is it still #copyrightinfringement if its your bf blatantly enterprising ur intellectual property?

phil was feeling a bit meh going into wicked but now he’s converted and a fan

he loved defying gravity :(

phil: every audience is important! me: crying

phil loves coming-of-age/college/highschool aus … Me Too

phil remix: the top fans to the tune of mad world “all around me are familiar faces...lillyphanstuff, joteleena…”

he’s had “mad world” and also that fuckin. ditty song stuck in his head

“...is one thicc bih - NO!” is the best thing ive ever heard

im so sad that phil hasnt experienced the joys of ditty. apparently he doesn’t have it downloaded and doesn’t really know what it is

14:07 is my new ringtone (he sang the ditty tune in “doot doot doot”s)

“bandicussy” IM DEAD

phil thought it was a good family activity to see dunkirk but it made his parents very emotional bc his maternal grandad was in the war

making your entire family cry is apparently the phil way to entertain

neither he nor dan understood the timelines of dunkirk upon first watch

after filming his ap vid he sanitized using vanilla cupcake hand sanitizer

he watches zoe’s bath and bodyworks candle/lotion hauls??????? ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

apparently b&bw has some ~priiiicey~ candles. phil is the coupon clipping, consumer reports reading dad

he said that livestreaming games on dapg would be “dope”. i am reminded for the millionth time that he is a 30 year old white man. i am moderately uncomfortable.

jk it was someone in the chat who said it he was just reading the comment

“hi to the ‘phan’s moving boxes’ group chat”

facterino according to the nature man on tv: in england nature has decided that it’s autumn already. this is evidenced by blackberries coming out in august. because fall isstartingso early they’re expected to have a harsh winter but its fine bc he is excited for snow!

some climate change discourse

he’s not a big doctor who fan but his fav doctor is david tennant

he’s excited for the “lady doctor” and i’m uh. not a huge fan of that wording

23:02 pre-sneeze noises and hand motions are Delightful

apparently it’s southern england peeps who pronounce scone with a hard o (scOHne) and northerners pronounce it with a soft o (scAWn). phillu doesn’t know which pronunciation he uses

my mom grew up in cornwall (and moved to america when she was a teen. i’m american btw!) and pronounces it the northern way. we’ve had the scohne vs scawn debate!! lots of #britishfamilythings in this liveshow

philly homework motivation song @ 24:52

his first response to ppl being sad about school starting in a week is to calculate how many seconds are in a week so they can re-frame their time left in a way that feels more plentiful. i love this ???

i also really love how he tries to read premium messages from different people every time. idk that’s just really thoughtful and as a fan i really appreciate it

he knows that black makes him look good …. GOodBYe

today is world lion day!

phil is the one who puts the funny/random holidays on the dnp calendars. of course it was but im still so happily surprised

doinganap’s sicth/sixth discourse

he’s reading people from the chat’s bdays and telling them what funny holidays are on their birthdays! i love how he finds different ways to get ppl in the chat involved every liveshow. i appreciate him so much !like yeah i know its a marketing thing but let me pretend its solely phil’s care for us

he wants to go back to japan

he can’t read or edit and listen to music at the same time! me neither

someone asked what a good pet would be and phil went on a lil tangent about how it’s important to have enough time to take care of the pet you choose!! dont get an exotic pet or a breed of non-exotict pet that requires a lot of time, money, or energy to care for it if you’re not at a point in your life where u can take care of it to the best of your ability! <3

hedgehogs are one of the most common animals in the uk??? what the heck?

he can’t remember whether or not he’s seen a hedgehog irl so he texts mum lester to ask <3 why is this the sweetest thing in the world . like seeing a hedgehog irl would be an experience that his family facilitated or even if he was moved out when it happened it would have been so exciting that he def would have told kath about it. so any way it happened she would know about it. my heart is Warm.

he’s not a huge summer candle burner but as soon as it’s september he’ll be on the pumpkin spice train

mum lester texted back and apparently his grandparents had a family of hedgehogs in their garage and his granddad built them a little hedgehog house to hibernate in :( wow!

phil might play shelter 2 … with dan. No Thank You. let us have some phil-only time plz

shelter 2 is more of an autumnal game so he might do it later when he can cozy up with some cocoa and herd the badger babies

he feels a coffee buzz after five (5) chocolate-covered coffee beans. r u sure u even drink coffee phil????

rye bread is worse (in phil’s opinion) than regular bread and is ”claggy”. i busted out laughing and texted my mom IMMEDIATELY bca LOOOONG time ago we were at a family christmas party with my dad’s extended family and all of the Adults were playing scrabble. my mom ended up spelling claggy and everyone else was like THATS A MADE UP WORD WHAT THE FUCK!!!! and my mom was like ???? no its not? my dad’s family is from the eastern us and had never heard the word claggy before and i remember my dad giving my mom shit about it for YEARS afterward because she caused such an uproar. idk if it was a regional thing or if americans just don’t say claggy but REGARDLESS. my mom and i had a good laugh over this description of rye bread and we both love phil

he’s nervous abt what dalien is going to look like and become as he grows up. phil’s general reaction to dalien has been one of caution and nervousness and idk ?? someone more thoughtful analyze that please

his advice for making the most of the last bits of summer: do something you haven’t done before! immediately after bestowing upon us this Wise Advice he giggles and becomes self aware of his parental tone. Our Dad Is Becoming Self Aware

he doesnt swear around his parents?????? my mom says fuck all the time :0

2018 calendar and season two pastel plushies are in the works!

he’s singing another song to list the top fans. suggestions include toxic, the ditty tune, and the tetris theme. he goes with the ditty song and starts laughing in the middle of it so makes a seamless musical transition to toxic

if everything recorded properly with his new vid we should see it in the next few days!

he hopes that we have a lovely weekend and that whatever we end up doing brings us a bit of happiness :( i love him thank u phil

tiny little bonus song after he covers up the camera. schrodingers phil.

all in all i love phil’s liveshows and this has been the highlight of my day. thank u for reading!

#mine #commentary #amazingphil #phil lester

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herbalzee · 7 years

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Get to know me tag!!!

Five Things You’ll Find In My Bag

1. headphones (always!) 2. at least 50 hair ties 3. a full bottle of perfume 4. free pens from like everywhere 5. lots of tissues lmao

Five Things In My Bedroom:

a fish tank! i love my lil fishies

shoe cabinet

a Moriarty (from Sherlock BBC) calendar of him saying “Miss me?”. I love it

a small yellow chair!

a color-coordinated bookshelf!!!

Five Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do In My Life:

learn sign language!

travel all over europe

write my own book

become a therapist

have kids!! and pets!!!

Five Things That Make Me Happy:

hanging with friends!!

listening to music, podcasts and ASMR

watching movies

doing artistic things?? idek what that means but like i love going to operas and theaters and taking aesthetic pictures and being creative, shit like that

talking, ranting, expressing my opinions comfortably, theorizing, brainstorming

Five Things On My To-Do List:

read books

hang with friends

write short stories- or write in general lmao

travel!!!

prepare for uni... i need to seriously do that

Five Things People May Not Know About Me:

i am passionate about psychology

i had an obsession with piercings and tattoos when i was younger

i had the yellow belt in karate when i was in practice

im very old school about silly things yet quite liberal about the serious stuff

im basically in love with malmo, sweden

Name?: zaina

Nicknames?: zee

Zodiac?: sagittarius

Sexual Orientation?: straight

Ethnicity?: middle eastern/ north african

Favorite Fruit?: mango!!!!

Favorite Season?: winter

Favorite Flower?: after a quick flower research, i found the soft pink spray roses and the blue hydrangea the most appealing to me

Favorite Scent?: vanilla! cocoa! banana-scented stuff (or generally fruit-scented stuff). old books!!!

Favorite Animal?: bees!! or just any domesticated animals honestly (that can be kept at homes or farms)

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate?: tea

Cat or dog?: dogs

Dream Trip?: a boat travelling all around western europe!!!

Number of Followers?: i dont really care about this stuff

What do I post about?: any posts containing message worth-spreading, funny content or aesthetically-pleasing stuff..

Do I get asks on a regular basis?: nope! so famous that i had to close my ask box

Favorite Band?: twentyone pilots, little mix, imagine dragons, coldplay, hey violet, abba (almost forgot them omg)

Aesthetic?: cinematography, animals and nature, books and libraries, literally anything vintage, multicultures, feminism and femininity. i cant think of other stuff but im majorly into art

Fictional Character I’d Date?: john bender from the breakfast club!!!!

Hogwarts House?: ravenclaw

Rules: BOLD the statements that are true for you!

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for under a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close at my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the united states

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CD’s

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

Relationship status: single

Favorite color: purple, blue, green

Lipstick or Chapstick: lipstick!!

Last song I listened to: hard times by paramore

Last movie I watched: The Boss Baby

Top three TV shows:

(btw these three tv shows are the only shows ive ever watched and actually finished lmao)

BBC Sherlock

Clique

Yuri! on ice

Top three characters:

These are the ones that came to mind first, not top favorites

Sherlock (Sherlock BBC)

Todd Anderson (Dead poets society)

Savannah Karlsen (Girl, interrupted)

rules: copy/paste and replace my answers with yours and tag people :^)

a - age: 17  b - biggest fear: my actual biggest fear is too personal so im gonna say my second biggest fear: not achieving anything valuable in my life  c - current time: 3 am lmao  d - drink you last had: a peach detox lmao  e - every day starts with: checking phone f - favorite song: of all time or currently? ive never had an all time favorite but right now my favorite song is hard times by paramore (mainly the chorus bc its awesome)  g - ghosts, are they real: only the ones in our heads  h - hometown: a.d.  i - in love with: psychology  j - jealous of: productive people  k - killed someone: ...  l - last time you cried: literally yesterday.. m - middle name: dont have one  n - number of siblings: eins (one)  o - one wish: to be satisfied with who i am and what i have p - person you last called/texted: im talking to my friend on the phone right now as im doing this.. shes the one who so kindly guided me to these fun questions q - questions you’re always asked: “why are you so quiet?” “what major are you getting into and at which university?”  r - reasons to smile: youre very much well and alive!!

s - song last sang: i was having a fetus 1d songs marathon at like 2 am the other day so... definitely the entire up all night album

t - time you woke up: these days.. 12 pm, bc im tired and its my holiday  u - underwear color: ohhhh boi v - vacation destination: anywhere cold filled with warm people  w - worst habit: procrastination  x - x-rays you’ve had: the most recent one i remember is a chest x ray y - your favorite food: pasta  z - zodiac sign: sagittarius

post a screenshot of my lock screen, home screen, and last song played

RULES: Choose any three fandoms (in random order) and answer the questions. Then tag some friends.

I choose:

bbc sherlock

clique

yuri! on ice

The first character you loved:

ohhh, first was sherlock! then john almost 0.001 secs later

im pretty sure it was elizabeth. shes the cutest and i relate to her the most

probably Minako Okukawa, because shes so charming and funny

The character you never expected to love so much:

mrs hudson!!!!

louise!!! shes so smart and gorgeous and the least involved in the drama

yurio!!! i used to dislike him lmao but now hes my son

The character you relate to most:

molly hooper

like i said above, elizabeth!

ohh definitely yuri

The character you’d slap

john because sherlock suffered sooo much for him and opened his heart only to be abandoned because john is a naive idiot who still cant tell sherlock’s NOT a sociopath

SO MANY bc almost all of them did shitty things.. but the ones id slap right on sight are Alistair and the Steiner dude

ohmygod no, theyre all pure!! probably yurio bc that kid needs to love himself (but id immediately hug him right after)

Three favorite characters (these are in order of preference):

sherlock & john (one answer), mrs hudson, WIGGINS

holly, rachel, and fay (elizabeth and jude too)

the obvious trio: yuri, victor and yurio

A character you liked at first but not so much anymore:

mary lmao

alistair. i was a little suspicious of him but i liked him at the beginning bc he was cute and innocent. i HATE him now obviously

i love them all.. theres not a single one i dislike

A character you did not like at first, but they’ve grown on you:

ahahah mycroft

uh georgia

christopher and JJ (but now i love them both so much)

#about me

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