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etherealhealing · 2 years
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I'm hoping that this new blog will not only be a positive place for myself and others, but also a safe place to share my journey to recovery. A few things to know: -I am currently in a high level of treatment for my ED and have an entire team that provides me with support, professional care, a meal plan, etc. If I share a yummy meal, details about my recovery, or whatever else, please be kind and understand that unless asked, I'm not asking for "advice" on something and am just practicing how to be more vulnerable and authentic. -I will not include calories, weight, etc in any of my posts. I find this triggering and would never want to trigger anyone else. -I am open to giving advice but will respond when I am mentally able to and it is nothing personal if I take a bit to reply - LGBT+, POC, etc are all welcome here
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Bro why are EDs trending on TikTok rn. I know the majority are wannarexics, who think it is just a way to quickly lose weight fast! It’s so gross that there's an influx of people here from TikTok romanticizing  EDs (I am also guilty of this, but not in this way) so that it is literally a trend. They start because everyone else is doing this, making it aesthetic and relatable. No. Its not! I cannot tell you how many horrible, suicidal, depressive, sickly days I've had because of ana, and how many  horrible, suicidal, depressive, sickly days I've had because of BED and obesity. This shit is not fun. I fucking hate this. I really really want to eat, but every time after I eat something high cal, even if it was the best shit ever!!!! I cannot get rid of the immense guilt I feel. No matter how hard I try I cannot get rid of it. Every time I don’t eat, my hunger is crazy and I have to try so hard to suppress the desire to eat. And then when I can’t resist the urge, I feel like shit. It’s an endless cycle of hell. And after a while, starting to not lose the weight you used to, is terrible. I feel like even more of a piece of shit! Basically, if you think EDs are just th1nsp0 and counting calories, you’re wrong! It is not just and eating disorder, its a mental disorder. Please go away! Please leave before its too late! Please!
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drowningactually · 3 years
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don’t get me wrong I am glad there is positivity for people who ate something, anything at all today but I wanna make sure people who had three meals, ignored the call of ana and had a balanced meal, ate their fear foods or a big portion of ‘unhealthy’ foods get positivity too! Choosing to eat at all or choosing to not starve yourself even after a binge earlier in the day over starving or purging, even if it feels like ‘a lot,’ is fucking amazing and I for one am proud of you all!
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Your eating disorder will keep you trapped your entire life, by trying to convince you, that you don't have an eating disorder in the first place and/or that if you do, you are most certainly not sick enough.
These thoughts are proof of sickness, not of wellness. You are allowed to heal, you are allowed to live a life not trapped by an eating disorder.
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Read more if you feel miserable
You will be okay, I promise you. You are not alone, I promise you. Please do not take out the pain you’re feeling on your wonderful self -I think you deserve better than that, and so does Josephine. Here are some pics of her to cheer you up. <3
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ciao-itsurmom · 3 years
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I love the days when family members don’t bring up that you don’t eat. It’s like I can be normal and it doesn’t have to be the focus of my existence.
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sherecovered · 3 years
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💚💙welcome to ed recovery tumblr, i’m so happy you’re here💙💚
follow for your daily dose of recovery positivity because you deserve to be happy just for existing
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quashstigma · 3 years
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A person is no more “cancer” than a person is “anorexia”. You have an eating disorder, you are not your eating disorder
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cptsdceliac · 4 years
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Me: "I want to recover and become healthy!"
Also me: *it's almost 4pm and I havent eaten anything, and am wondering how long I can go without food*
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brockhamptonbih · 4 years
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I’m recovered.
Simple as that. Looking back at this blog from my second one haunts me every time, I was in such a horrible, HORRIBLE place in 2019 looking back leaves me flabbergasted. I never thought I would get to where I’m at now with food and self confidence, and I honestly felt like I was gonna live the rest of my life suffering silently. I hope you all one day find happiness and recovery, from now on this blog will be dedicated to check-ins with my recovery. 
Feel free to follow my second blog (aesthetic): https://mariawtfff.tumblr.com/
Follow my insta: @_mariaalexee
💕 I hope I never go back to the way I felt before, I regret how much influence my proana posts had on others and myself, I was truly sick and it wasn’t until I got help that I began to think rationally. Ily all and hope you stay happy and healthy 💕
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skinnyskeletongang · 4 years
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when your mom suggests the whole family go on a diet, but all you hear and think is “i can starve myself and claim it’s the diet”......... oh hell yeah bby imma be skinnieeeeeeeeee before the move
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how i lost 20 lbs in 40 days
this is just how i am losing weight and i am NOT ENCOURAGING EDS. this is just what i did to lose weight. other habits of mine may be unhealthy but everything here is healthy. i also had not been losing weight for a very long time and most of this was water weight.
i ate at least 900 healthy calories
fruits, veggies, chicken, turkey, eggs, fish, rice, etc
only drank diet sodas and drinks only! dont waste food calories on drinks
used a meal planner to plan my meals
 i use eatthismuch.com!
did at least one tiny walk a day or did some yoga in my room
i did not fast. fasting only makes things worse for me.
also, i did’nt give up, even if my weight wasn't going down even after a few days.
if your weight stays the same, it does not mean youre gaining, its just your body adjusting
imagine what life will be like for me when i lose more weight to keep me going
and im not done yet i still have 30lbs to my goal and 80lbs to my ugw :)
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WILL BE MORE ACTIVE ON HERE IF U WANNA FOLLOW
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blossoming-princess · 5 years
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You need to eat regardless of your weight or what your brain may tell you.
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posh-dino-buffet · 6 years
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Me: I have been doing well in recovery...and I'm enjoying it...yet it all somehow seems fake
Other treatment client: Is it fake? Or unfamiliar?
Me:.... unfamiliar.
Client: Yeah, I think it's the eating disorder that wants you to believe your progress is fake.
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eupdying · 3 years
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It's time to revive this blog after 3 years
Official Diagnoses: EUPD, psychosis, substance misuse
What I'll vent about: ED, EUPD, relationships and drug stuff
Age& pronouns: 21, she/her/they/them
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