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tenth-sentence · 6 months

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She began to play it with her fingers – a steady, monotonous thrumming that you didn't notice after a few minutes.

"The Chronicles of Narnia: The Silver Chair" - C. S. Lewis

#book quote #the chronicles of narnia #the silver chair #c s lewis #queen of underland #musical instruments #mandolin #steady #monotonous #thrumming #magic #enchantments

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old-movies-stuff · 2 years

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#the little prince 1974 #the little prince #le petit prince #gene wilder #fox #the fox #steven warner #life #monotone #tame #chicken #wheat #chickens #monotonous

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jahwshua · 10 months

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it’s crazy how monotonous life can feel but you go home one block out of your way and go in a store you’ve never been in and suddenly life is full of life again. i just need to explore sometimes.

#life #it’s all ok #monotonous

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crazygoatdesigns · 1 year

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Here's the second of my Emotional Colors series, this one is called Ferocious Red

#crazygoatdesigns #drawing #goat #goattalks #my art #my art stuff #EmotionalColors #monotonous #monotone

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howifeltabouthim · 2 years

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How I've longed to find my place in this stagnant, monotonous town!

Soman Chainani, from A World Without Princes

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1introvertedsage · 1 year

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Untangling the knots in my mind has proven to be an arduous task - not for the faint of heart. I'm trying with all of my might to maintain my sight. ~I.S.~

Foresight or hindsight which would you prefer? To know, or wish you knew? To have a realization, or a dwelling point?

⁂20.2022.12 7.39m

#premonit #seeing #untangling the knots #zen zone #maze #arduous #monotonous #web cities #faint of heart #tangled #demonstrated sanity #walking the way #LHA #back to it #1introvertedsage

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ino-123 · 10 months

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✨LIFE ✨

If I am to be honest, like really really honest. It’s always the same,the same boring. It never changes, the Sun always rises from the east, Birds always chirp, and I always Wake up, the same bus, the same people, the same school, the same teachers, and the same me sitting on the chair at the end, knowing exactly my whole day, how it’s going to proceed and end. Now, I really really want to say it’s a lie, but it’s frustrating because it isn’t. Because, I want something new, rather than working and studying hard fro not knowing what’s to come. The thing is - sometimes I think- what if I dont Wake up? I love to write, but I never have the right words, I have ideas but not expressions, I have thoughts but not confidence, I have feelings but can’t express them. Sometimes, I forget, and it’s common these days, like it all just goes blank after a moment, I can’t bring myself to think of it trying but can’t remember it. My mother said seeing my Grandma who is suffering from Alzheimer’s that “God makes people forget everything, when they have to go, no bad memory no disturbing thing.” I feel tired, even after 11 hours sleep, I procrastinate and my day is spent on my phone, so ask him about it. It’s like I have changed drastically and I hate it. A life loving girl to one questioning her life. My friend says, I don’t smile much, and I get it. Because even when she speaks the same lame jokes I used to make, I think it’s boring. But everyone is supportive, everyone is happy, at least they smile.

I get affected, affected so easily. Sometimes I have to bring myself to a proper consent with life. Now I don’t get happiness in things I used to before, it changes all of it with us. And it is us who decides the consent. Us who have to take the next step. It’s us, It’s always been us. At the end I am the solemn responsible of my life, how it changes- Positively or- Negatively.

It’s just that when you suffer from a thing very long you start thinking in every situation that you are wrong. Then that love you were born with changes to hate l, and hate can never do good, it burns you and the people around into ashes. Sometimes I think what I do when I am happy? When I am sad? Angry? Guilty? In pain? In love? All I do is write. My mental state is never improving, just when it does it comes back to the same thing. I want to escape. Everyone loves reading love stories, comedy, sci-fi, fiction, Mystery, Murder, Adventure, Non fiction, Fantasy etc but nobody likes reading about depression, about how it overcomes you, about how it changes you, about how one second you know yourself the other don’t, about how we become scared of our behaviour, about who we truly are. It’s always the people you least expect.

I don’t like to cry. Even after I am suffering. Since childhood I don’t like it. I stop myself, punish when I cry. Because seeing me in pain and grief, I hate it. As if it takes me back as a child. It’s not any better now. People change not by chance, nor by choice but by circumstances that are played by life. I love the word life. It’s so unique and different. It’s something you want to know about, it’s not just about studying, or draining ourselves out to work. It’s not. It’s truly about living. When I close my eyes now, I imagine me standing and just in front of me is the vast expanse of the sea, I look up I see mountains and clouds and birds, and I look left I see sun and the jungle shining giving it a magical look and to right rocks and beach. It’s beautiful. It’s lovely. Then all of a sudden the sky turns black, the lightning starts, and I see drops of Water on my face, can’t tell if I or the clouds are crying. Then before I can think- I Jump. Jump in the sea. I dont know how to swim. The sea is dark blue. It’s dark. In my nose I feel like needles striking as I breathe, my head wanting to loose consciousness. But I don’t. And I go deeper in the sea as I drown.

Nothing would change now, even if I write and write. Nothing would, nothing ever does. But today I will. I have found something, but i dont know what, I don’t want to think as it would then again put me in the cycle of thoughts. For a while I don’t want to think, for a while I want to let the pain fill, for a while I don’t want to be ignorant, for a while I want to praise who I have became, for a while I don’t want to see what’s coming, for a while I want to be in present- with my true self.

#depression #daily life problems #coming out #acceptance #healing #pressure #study pressure #work load #self belief #self awareness #self written #nature #connectivity #monotonous #straight line

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musical-lizard · 2 years

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lovely mental breakdown we are having today

#dom.com #ye so i reread all my posts about him and now i feel hopless #i am so #monotonous #its ugly #im ugly #my insides are black with rot and envy #its disgusting #im disgusting

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orangerosesinhospital · 2 years

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perhaps there is life found

in the strangest of places

perhaps we are too absorbed in our

mundane ways

to see it

perhaps there is love in

the smallest things

perhaps we are too insecure

too attached

too hurt

to see it

yet we seek it forever

and ever

— “perhaps it is the mundane absorption” a poem about monotony

orangerosesinhospital

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dimalink · 2 years

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Sonic, other way around, collect diskettes in a cycle!

Here we have a question – is it easy to be good? Well, yes, I guess, it is not easy! And in order to be good, it is required that everything in life need to be in normal way. This means, also, at home and at work. And sometimes it is required some meditative process. In order to be calm, good and to believe in something good.

So, we have here, this kind of game, for relax, about meditative process. Here you need just to go and collect diskettes. This is not action, like teenagers like. It is not new iteration of action in style of call of duty, and it is calm and very cycled game process. Do you catch a stress in office? Do you have problems with study? Does it happened something in your life? Well, man, don’t need to be fast! Take it easy, slower, you know, if it is some stress, than try to be calm, take a break, don’t make fast moves. As it is said, in such cases, it is required to take yourself together.

So, we have here, game about this moment. Microworm. You can count this as one more game for office. So, yes, enough of hard working! And you can go mad, if you will continue! Take a pause in study, comrade-student! Or you can go insane! Do you argue with friend, boy or a girl! So, stop! It already done everything! Get calm, bro!

So, in result, enough about negative! Lets about positive! Saying the truth, of course, lots of fun not existed here. But it is some meditative monotonous process for tea break. It is well for this. For real, it is what you need! Just collect diskettes! Just collect diskettes! It is everything fine! Calm! There are lots of diskettes! Lots of levels! This is stable process! And also there are sometimes enemies, but they can scary nobody. Just keep distance from them. And that’s all. Just think, enemies. Yes, they are not enemies. And just it is everything it is. Here walking somebody!

By the way, when I was making this game or some like this period, I was also in some not depressive, but some this kind of state. As you understand – development is hard process. And in the end you are burnout, as it is. Well, even if it is not sounds good. So for relax I take this theme. So, it is this special game, about this kind, dived deep state, like depressive or tired state. When it is better to be slower. You want to get the world in a slow way. And just without raw actions just to take a break. This is a game for this deal. I count, that idea has a successful realization!

By the way, it is not good to glide out from negative state with a very fast way. But to be calm – more good. So, walk and collect diskettes. No need to do anything else. Don’t be fast. No need to be fast. Take a break in office. Ease the tension. Study can be raw, so math textbook defeat you. It is also happens something else. It is main – don’t have panic. Take a break. And collect diskettes in such cycled and monotonous game.

Concept of game – is not very typical. Meditative cycled game. I, even say, good game. In which you do not need to perform lots of actions. And just to walk inside monotonous labyrinth and collect diskettes. Everything is so green here. And such magical computerized environment. Diskettes are growing like a trees, plants from wires. Such kind of sonic from Megadrive system, but other way around. If he moves and runs fast, than here microworm is slowly moving and collecting lots of diskettes.

Green like world of computerized calm. And about collecting diskettes. Knowledge - is a power. There are lots of useful at this diskettes and not so useful also. Just walk and collect. For useful moment for order! Dive into monotonous and meditative process. Take a break, friend!

Something more

Short tales

This tale is written in terms of short tales about computer game MICROWORM. There are more tales on the website in section "Short tales". Full pack of stories.

Short tales about MICROWORM are here: http://www.dimalink.tv-games.ru/games/microworm/shortTales_eng.html

Microworm

It is slow walking with cycling process of collecting diskettes in labyrinth. For relax, monotonous game. About computer life on motherboard. Game is free. Download you can from different platforms (Itchio, GameJolt, Google Drive, Yandex Disk).

Game`s website: http://www.dimalink.tv-games.ru/games/microworm/index_eng.html