MBTI Type - Reflection/ What am I?
A few years back I was INFP aka Mediator - that was the first time I ever did Myers Briggs test, and to be perfectly honest, I hated it. I never really connected with that type and felt like there was something more to me than just being the idealistic introverted healer that always sought to help, understand and support.ย (no offense to all INFPs I like you, just not when I am you and you are I)
ย I wanted to improve, be better, no, be the BEST at everything. I was secretly competitive and a sore loser. I constantly felt the need to call out people, but held back, because once I decided to speak, I always ended up being ruder than needed.ย I wasnโt always on the same page as my friends so I stayed quiet, for the most part in hopes not to be asked anything that could bring out my argumentative side.ย
I did relate to what the Mediator description said, but felt like it wasnโt actually who I was, but rather what I had grown to be, ignoring my real aspirations/motivations.ย I renounced myself from INFP&MBTI and honestly forgot about it.ย
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Three years later, (after I ended numerous toxic relationships and started caring more about my well-being than the well-being of others) I did the test again (out of boredom from staying at home and between studying sessions) and got something very very interesting - ENTJ-T - The Turbulent Commander.
Now that was a surprise, to say the least.ย
Extroverted (I was shocked, being an ambivert inclined to introversion, at the time)Natural-born leaders (Iโve always been more of a follower that wanted to speak up, but didnโtย find the courage to), perfectionists, and careerists that are always ready to help and find solutions to problems without being overly sympathetic.ย
You have a problem. I donโt weep with you or offer you a shoulder to cry on, I help you get through it, like the bad bitch you are. Crying is a waste of time. I still think that even when I do succumb to that action (mostly out of pent-up anger, rather than sadness)
To me, that was an eye-opening result. I loved every sentence in the description and felt like that was the person I deep down wanted to be, so I took ENTJ as my inner self - the sleeping beauty that had been lost while I was trying to find her way through the woods of other peoplesโ dreams, expectations and needs.ย
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I thought it was the end of the saga. That was before I decided to research the whole MBTI community. (last week)
Before I explored the other Analyst Types - INTP, ENTP & INTJย
Damn it all.ย
I related so much to their separate characteristics and the worst part of it was that they were the exact ones that contradicted ENTJ.ย
I realized that I was an overly contradicting person - something that through research I found out was mostly an ENTP trait. Let me not even mention that I later discovered the same characteristics fit ENFP - the type of people I also ended up liking due to their dual nature. (Iโm a Libra and Iโd die if thatโs the reason Iโm so damn confused about everything) (obviously, I would not die, but I got to be dramatic first)
I am stubborn as hell - also INTJ, INTP.
I want to be the most successful person in numerous fields - canโt settle on one. Itโs the world I desire to be efficient and good at.ย - ENTP
Intelligent people MOTIVATE me, but also ANGER me because they might be better at a certain thing which fuels my competitiveness and my perfectionism - ENTP
Knowledge. Is. Power. And you canโt be powerful if youโre stupid. - INTJ
If you want to earn my respect, show me how well-read you are. - all of them, I thinkย
Sarcasm is my love language. - INTJ, INTP (probably other Analysts too)
I am constantly fighting the urge to control/dominate people, which is a very toxic trait, but is a part of me that I canโt and donโt want to suppress anymore.ย
I adore powerful women who, through perseverance and hard work, always come on TOP - ENTJ, Miranda Priestleyย simp
I either bust my ass or feel burnt out from thoughts of doing the work I am supposed to. - INTJ
Sometimes Iโm insecure just about everything I do since I was a straight A student in lower grades and didnโt really have to study to be good at some subject. In upper grades I ended up feeling like school was just a system that broke brains and mindsets, pushing us to study something we would not need further in life. - ENTP, ENTJย
After youโve read all of that, can you tell me what I am?
Help me get rid of the confusion so I can resume functioning normally rather than hyper-focusย on a subject, that would most likely distract me from having to improve myself in other fields.
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Do you believe in mbti? If yes, what is your mbti with the first 3 pics on your Pinterest fyp?
MBTI: ISTP/INTP
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The Bane of my Existence as a INFP
I have no problem in being creative, it's as easy as breathing. I can have a plethora of ideas, thoughts, creativity, insipiration, and imagination. My brain is an endless suply of connections and projects. I can have a perfect vision of a project I wish to create. I can have a perfectly written esay, book or novel in my mind, and yet...
I don't do any of it. I imagine myself doing it and feeling the satisfaction, but I just don't it. That's the bane of my existence. I don't really know why. Am I too lazy? My heart is not really on it? Am I afraid of not being perfect? Is it self doubt? Impostor syndrome? Am I afraid of being criticized? Is there a barrier between my mind and actions? Why am I blocked like that? It's tragic because I could do so much for myself and others, but I feel so paralyzed. I guess that's the obstacule INFP's have to face and fight. After all inferior Te is the bane of our existence, our weakness. The function we need to integrate to be complete. But it's a struggle.
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