Life doesn't always take the turns you think it will.
Mine certainly never has.
Apologies to all my wonderful, devoted readers who cheer me on so enthusiastically, I know I am behind with my posting - several events unfolded at the end of what had been a rather wonderful week, and I ended up having an unexpected surgery.
I'm recovering well, but understandably a little behind on posting.
[insert dodgy photos of me pre surgery for sympathy, lol]
The next chapter of There Is A Light & It Never Goes Out should be posted this evening or tomorrow morning, and Don't Fall Away From Me will be updated shortly after that. Both are nearly finished, just need some editing -- i refuse to let my poor health affect the quality of output!
Love you all and hope you can forgive me. Real life is a bitch.
🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤
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I ATE'NT DEAD
To quote a semi-famous line.
Hopefully I’ll update more soon, but things seem to be on an even keel at the moment. I may need to have @grumpyoldsnake come whack me with a wrapping paper tube every time I say “I’m better now!” so I don’t fucking curse myself of something. >.<
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do y’all ever get those moments where existence becomes fucking nauseating?
the idea of creating sounds in any way whatsoever, whether that be walking, talking, even whispering, makes me wanna fucking die.
the concept of doing anything most people would call self care makes me want to curl up in a ball in cry because it’s too overwhelming. eating, drinking, breathing, everything.
hell, even shit like showering, brushing my teeth, putting deodorant on, washing my hands, shit that not only am i supposed to be doing everyday but more than once a day (in some if not all cases)
i know this isn’t healthy, and i know most people might not think like this, but that doesn’t stop it from being true.
i honestly don’t know what is worse, i’m overreacting and nothing’s wrong get over it, or there is an issue and the only cure is to find ways to deal with it
tldr; everything is too much and nothing helps
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it's CRAZY that just last week I held financial stability in my arms and now I'm fucking unemployed I was going to get out of debt build up my savings buy furniture that matched travel...
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Enchanting Forest Manic Panic... First hair dye I ever used. Back in 1997 or so. Without bleach and also only on my undercut back then lol
I think I might still have the OG bottle somewhere 🤣
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just found out i got drunk in front of david cameron’s son ?? not rly sure what to do with that information so i guess i’ll just leave it here for now
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I planned every second of this day off to have a lot of time to write and it worked surprisingly. But instead of writing, now I'm just sitting, watching My demon and all I want to do is actually to draw ┐( ̄ヘ ̄)┌
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I’m heading to university soon and I’m panicking (I’m a good way) Tf do you mean I gotta be an adult now
the beginning of high school felt like yesterday
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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