#kiss with a fist‚ love from the back of a broken hand etc

[nanatsuyu]

what makes you like kandrew so much?? what drawns you to them??

(not trying to sound rude or condescending or anything im just curious lol)

I really adore characters that bite and snarl at each other for the purpose of enrichment in their respective enclosures.

On a more serious note lol—other than the fact that I have A Type when it comes to pairings (davekat, edxizzy, amberprice, etc), I enjoy characters that have somewhat of an unhealthy codependency on one another. Which is the extremely general way of putting it. I like characters that are kind of doomed to the narrative to never really be sated by what the world has to offer, but their person makes up for that (not that they always recognize it as such or that it's entirely positive or sometimes even completely mutual). And I don't mean doomed in a "never amount to anything" way, but in that bittersweet tone where both of these characters, wherever they fall into each other on the timeline, are at a place where their lows sync up, and that harmonizing rattles something to the perceived tune of "we're the best we're ever going to get". Again, that's all really general for the vibes of why I was drawn to them. There's a bit more nuance for them (and the other pairings ofc).

I like that they have a deal that encompasses both of them trying to push the other into being a better version of themselves but they're both too stubborn/scared to move first because realised potential means you have to recognise it too. Kevin can't expect Andrew to try his best when he himself is not, and Andrew can't expect Kevin to show him his worth* if he doesn't bother to try in the first place. (Though I know their deal was labelled more as moriyama protection for Kevin, I think that kind of encompassed the idea that Andrew would be a crutch till Kevin could stand on his own if that makes sense)

Not to quote the ec but it's one of like 3 parts I would willingly print and eat:

Andrew is the kind of character I adore because he says this and he really genuinely means it. Keeping what little he has left of himself is a last ditch self preservation tactic because he can't get hurt if he has no hopes/expectations/aspirations. No one can let him down if he doesn't let them. But he's so wonderfully flawed in his own ruleset because he keeps doing just that in the hopes that maybe someone will be different this time . Like maybe this time someone will be right when they say he's worth it** like maybe Kevin is right and he can make Andrew see what he's been refusing himself.

I also love that their deal extends far past the deal itself. In the most basic of terms, it was: 'you go, I'll go.' Andrew didn't have to trust Kevin beyond that. But he gave Kevin his meds and trusted him not to abuse that. Kevin had even already promised to help him figure out a way to wean off them before if they could earlier (and I genuinely think his fear of Andrew getting off his meds early was both a kneejerk 'the game/my safety' reaction because Kevin has a lot riding on this semester too, but also because he knows he made his own promise to Andrew and he thought Andrew coming off his meds early might have been an obstacle even Kevin's stubbornness couldn't hurdle when it came to helping Andrew on his feet after). Likewise I have to imagine that very few people put their trust in Kevin with much of anything outside of Exy given his temperament and wallflower disinterest in team building extra curriculars. So for Andrew to willingly give Kevin his meds to hold onto that he's gotten violent over before probably created a very morbid sense of.. pride, I guess? Like I trust you to hold onto the thing that ruins me is so... clenches fist

There's also this rough handed care that comes with all of that. They're unforgivably honest with each other at the best of times and unnecessarily biting at wounds just to get a genuine reaction at the worst. But then they also have these quiet side/off screen moments that are unyielding in tenderness? Andrew inspecting Kevin's hand for injuries. Kevin covering for Andrew when he's sick on court. Andrew telling Kevin to trust him during a panic attack and that he'll take care of it. Kevin turning his entire attention away from the Raven's to pull Andrew up to his feet. Them smiling at each other first genuinely?? Being idiots on the court with playful mocking shoves that don't get heated?? Like you give me these two characters who make it seem as if their hearts will genuinely stop beating if they stop nipping at each other, and then show me that they're actually wrapped up in one another so tightly that they're rarely seen apart? And are burdened (affectionate) with the task of keeping the other from doing the very thing that drowns themselves?? Okay

Also a looooot of this is from my perspective on Andrew's perspective on Kevin since we're given a lot more to work with, but I genuinely think Andrew was the first to push back at Kevin and make him prove things to Andrew and himself. Kevin had maybe a couple people at most before he fled to the foxes. Like he had nothing other than his name and reputation, good and bad, when he showed up at wymack's door. I can't help but imagine some part of Andrew saw this as amusing but also rather tiresome when it came to seeing Kevin constantly shut away in hiding. He was so loud before, where is all that roar now? When Kevin left Jean, he really left his only friend behind (sorry Thea fans I know she's there I know). So here you have Andrew, offering a deal that becomes this codependency because being out of the nest alone most certainly took its toll for a while, and it sounds too good to be true but most things are. So Kevin snatches it up and then there's the trust in the meds and the constant presence (in the sense of comforting consistency in spite of any disagreements (but abandonment issues kandrew is a whole other post now innit)) and the care and it all looks a lot like what someone might call a friend. And I mean they could both say they're not friends till their dying day but they're the only ones they're still trying to fool.

I just like that they gnaw on the scraps that they snag off one another, these leftover cuts from failed attempts at love and kindness, and act as if they didn't hand the pieces to each other themselves in the bed they share.

—

*Andrew is worth more than his ability to play Exy obviously, but I'm working from the angle that these boys have a very limited vocabulary in how to express that given their upbringings lol ie: my absolute Favourite part of the ec:

Like again I have my hangups with some of the ec but this provides soooo much more context to their beef pre-canon and the history behind Andrew's failed recruitment. Not to mention Aaron internally calls out Andrew for blatantly lying to Kevin when he tells him he doesn't care. (I think Andrew probably holds a certain disdain for Kevin struggling to verbalize how he measures worth and how that might differentiate off the court, because that line between wanting to be told you're worth putting in the effort for versus being told it's because of your latent potential is most likely rather precarious. Shipping goggles on: I imagine wanting to get someone's attention whose love language was built up around Exy is a tad difficult even if Andrew does in fact hear what Kevin's trying to say. I also don't think Kevin's malicious in his inability to truly express that Andrew really could have everything and it's infuriating to watch Andrew self destruct.)

**And for me, this, coupled with the above conversation with Renee, really puts into perspective how agitated Andrew is with Kevin for squandering his potential. He thinks Kevin has zero self preservation skills when it comes to maybe not putting all his balls in the exy basket, but that's also why he's so drawn to him because he has this insatiable drive to live for this one thing? And yet he's not even giving it his all like he's asking of Andrew despite that? It'd be easy to dismiss Kevin's overzealous love of the game as gross infatuation that's bled into Andrew's life, but if he smothers Kevin's drive and doesn't encourage him to be exactly as he sees Kevin, this person who really can achieve these things, what is there for him? He wants Kevin to thrive, but Andrew also wants Kevin to be right and that he can thrive too.

#im sorry anon do you regret your question now lol #im kind of bad with articulating my points sometimes because theres A LOT #like i think how they view themselves and each other is blurred with how others do #and what they tell themselves versus what they themselves can articulate makes it really messy #and thats what i gobvle up about them #theyre messy and mean and have a vice grip in each others collar and constantly demand more #and at the same time theres a certain kind of devotion that comes with promising to be the reason someone wont break thats so #agonizingly tender #kiss with a fist‚ love from the back of a broken hand etc #thanks for coming to my ted talk hope literally any of this made sense #aftg #aftg meta #kandrew #nana asks #otp: did you have fun #i should be sleeping but im thinking about ✨them✨

[shmpxx]

CURSED SPIRIT — y.o

⛤ curse! yuuta okkotsu x fem! reader

yuuta okkotsu being your one and only curse.

cw. smut. unprotected sex. creampies. multiple orgasms. groping. dry humping. public sex-ish. fingering. slight oral (f. receiving). overstimulation. thigh fucking. somnophilia. possessiveness. yandere tendencies. mentions of violence. +18!

wc: 1.2k

a/n: inspired by @deviants-forest work! etc. (go check it out) also happy kinktober! :)

Curse!yuuta who creeps up your back, his hands finding your waist and his lips tickle your ear as he’s whispering how much he needs you on a subway train to home. “Not now…” you whisper over your shoulder to him trying not to be noticeable by others who crowded you and payed no mind, too busy on their phones. You bit your bottom lip when he presses himself against your ass in one movement already having your blood rush like crazy. You try to keep your composure like nothings bothering you but yuuta’s hard on humping into you desperately, whining in your ear and his cold hands reaching under your shirt to grope your boob. “need you ‘s bad” he was always touchy, could never keep his hands off you.

Curse!yuuta who doesn’t mind your sorcerer friends as long as they don’t get too close. Your friends can sense the heavy weight of cursed energy from you, even if they got close it was too much to bare sense yuuta was around, the air would fill thick and negative. You could barely go out with them to eat without his fingers buried in your cunt and playing your clit. They would ask you if you were okay when your head is down on the table but you just excuse it as you were not feeling well for a second but yuuta is grinning ear to ear, amused how your well your taking his slender fingers, curling them inside and you can’t help but squirm in your seat acting like your stomach is just hurting though you were about to orgasm. “Please yuuta..” you whisper to him “Come on you can cum on my fingers..” his raspy tone sending you shivers down your back.

Curse!yuuta who watches an “old friend” hug you, his hands in places that shouldn’t be. After you would praise yuuta for staying calm but yuuta would give shake his head only because you would be upset if he did anything and simply gave you a warning “Next time I’ll break his arm” “You can’t be serious” you sigh, you always knew he was.

Curse!yuuta who clenches his fist watching some prick try to flirt with you in front of him knowing he can’t be seen. Even the second time you reject him you can feel yuuta’s anger grow by the second that in any moment he would take action. “I-i have a boyfriend-“ praying yuuta doesn’t get violent “I don’t see him?” His hand coming up to touch your shoulder now he’s on the floor shouting in pain, blood from his broken nose all over his hands, shaken up that he didn’t see anyone hit him? Was he going crazy? “Pathetic” Yuuta mutters luckily he held back a lot, he could do so much worse and this wasn’t the first time.

Curse!yuuta who gets anxious that you might hate him when you get into arguments. He feels like he can’t exist without you, he’s nothing without you and the thought of you hating him makes his heart sink and scared that he’ll be all alone. He didn’t care about anyone else he just needed you. The amount of times you got tired of telling him not to hurt people and you could handle the situation yourself. He’ll plead you not to hate him and apologized excessively. “We can talk about this tomorrow” his stomach sinking by the tone of your voice that it will all end up to you hating him. He couldn’t stand the feeling.

Curse!yuuta who wants to let you know how much he loves you and how much he needs you, praying you don’t leave him or hate him. He glares at you in your sleeping state though he can’t wait til tomorrow he needed you to know now. “Please don’t hate me” “i love you so much” as he’s softly kissing your neck on each side, peeling your panties off. The cold air makes your cunt clench at his sight. He’s kissing the inner of your thighs sweetly and his lips makes contact with your pussy and a small whimper emits from your mouth. “Yuuta” you utter half sleep thinking it was only a sex dream, you were a heavy sleeper at that. he’s burying his lips between your folds trying to get more like he was so starved. If he can just make you feel good you won’t be mad at him and you can forgive him.

Curse!yuuta who can’t wait any longer, his dick pulsating through his pants even how much he gets drunk off your pussy, he loves the taste of it every time but he’s rutting against the mattress. Brings your thighs together to slip his cock between, throwing his head back letting out quiet moans as his cock is rubbing against your clit between your thighs. Your eyelids almost twitching open. He spreads your legs apart and sinks his dick into you watching your pretty lashes flutter at the sudden pleasure of you being spread apart. “Yu..?” You begin to stir awake, he kisses your lips before you start to fully take consciousness. “I don’t want you to hate me” “forgive me please” as he’s thrusting harsh inside you and swallowing your lips. By the time your walls were the shape of him every time he used you so it was easy for him to slide right in, you were made for him and he was made for you was the thought that brought him comfort. His fingers entwines with yours, his cock continuously rubbing hard in your insides. “Yuuta!” You moaned beautifully in his ear, your hand clawing at his back, yuuta loved it, it didn’t hurt him because you could never hurt him he didn’t mind it.

Curse!yuuta not wanting to stop, he’ll never get tired of cumming and filling up your pussy. You’ll be overstimulated begging him to stop it was awfully much to handle, you couldn’t cum anymore but you did as he’s plunging his cock in your abused cunt. The choke sobs and sounds of squelching filled the room “Need you-need you tell me you love me…please f-forgive me..ah!” Rubbing your clit increasing more nerves. “I-i love you yuuta! Ah-I really do! I could never be mad at you” Your words lifting weight off his chest still pounding into you. Holding you in a warm embrace to finish inside you. When he did filling up your womb one last time with his string of cum, your nails dig into his back letting your last orgasms crash into you. You let out a cry into his shoulder, your body trembles.

Curse!yuuta who needs constant reassurance you’ll never leave him, placing gentle kisses on each part of his face. Even though he’s nothing but a curse to you, being invisible to the outside world, Has a hard time showing remorse it’s just what he does to protect you, he somewhat doesn’t know that but knows he can be a bit possessive he just can’t help the urges of anyone getting close to you or worse even laying a finger.

Curse!yuuta bending you over the counter in the morning as you were trying to make yourself breakfast, last night was rough you were a bit sore but yuuta still misses your pussy. “Just a quick one I promise! I miss you so much! I’m just displaying my love for you—“ he pushes himself inside your worn out cunt from last night once again, you whimper at the feeling each time he rolls his hips when his balls slap against you. His hands reaching to your tit, massaging it in his palms. You don’t think you could ever break the curse from yuuta okkotsu.

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[carlplsrailme]

𝐜𝐨𝐰𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞 | 𝐜.𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬

summary: the cowboy hat rule. take a cowboy's hat, you gotta ride the cowboy.

carl grimes x fem!reader

cw: riding, p in v sex, etc

word count: 500

request: Idk if you’re taking requests right now but this popped into my head? Have you ever tried writing Carl with the cowboy hat rule? If not this is definitely a suggestion to try :) (Cowboy hat rule: take someone’s hat and put it on your own head, you have to “ride the cowboy”)

he's gotten on your last nerve.

well, he actually "got on your last nerve" about 2 hours ago, you're just soaking in it.

you sit in the desk chair, tip-toes halting your limp spinning as you stare at your boyfriend again.

you're so bored.

"do-"

"no."

he answered plainly, flipping to the next page of his comic that stole all his attention. he's sitting on his bed as the perfectly good day wastes away into the night.

you don't even wanna go out anymore, you just want to lay with him, kiss him, but he isn't even giving you a chance!

you sigh as the sticky summer heat slicks your body with every movement, you rest your fist on your cheek as you fantasize about all the things you could do if he'd just listen.

"Carl."

he looked up from his comic, brow twisted in confusion at your almost stern tone as you sit up from the chair that's been melted to you for the past two hours

you lean down to him and swiftly remove his sheriff's hat from his head, placing it onto your own.

you still felt his confusion, but you most certainly got his attention.

"the cowboy rule," you begin

"take the cowboys hat, you gotta ride the cowboy" and with that, he pulls you into him, lips sealed onto one and other as his hands grip your sides, he moves your hips on his own as you grind against him.

you quickly remove your clothes and start to unzip him, he groans with your touch and soon he springs free, pre-cum oozing from his tip as you stroke him a couple of times

you scoot up to him as you line yourself with him, sliding his cock in as you lean yourself closer to him, overwhelmed with pleasure

after adjusting, you begin to roll your hips, pussy clenching onto him as you twitch with the movement. he groans and latched onto your hips as his nails dig into your sides

"carl!" you cried as you fucked yourself with his cock, moving up and down as the cowboy hat on your head threatened to fall. with one hand you held it on tight as you leaned down to kiss him, feeling yourself bubble up with pleasure

his cock bullied its way through your insides with every movement you made, tip poking your cervix as he thrust up with you.

you felt your pussy ache as his dick stretched you out even more, soon letting out a broken moan as you came, he sped up his movements as he groaned and confessed he was close, soon shooting his cum inside of you

you leaned into his body as he wrapped his arms around you, breathing not slowing as he lets out a chuckle, and you feel the hat get snatched from your head

he places it back onto his as his brown locks feel empty without it, you grin up at him, successfully stealing his attention and placing it on you.

an: hii guys! I missed you guys so much! I hope you guys enjoyed this even though it's short, btw, whoever anon is...I love love loved this request!! thank you so much!! <33

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[ssahotchnerr]

one more aaron hc: if you're someone who constantly needs to be playing with something (hair elastic, jewelry, etc) but you have none available, he would let you play with his fingers.

not even in a sexual way-- more like he would let you trace his palm, touch his fingertips, even let you pick at his fingernails.

here and now

okay i'm putting an anxious!reader take on this🥺 cw; established relationship, description of anxiety, so much fluff i want to cry

your quickened breath. that was the first thing aaron noticed.

as subtle as it was- extremely quiet as you were attempting to keep it maintained and discrete- it didn't fail to invade his ears. it also helped that he was seated right beside you, and besides, he knew you and all your tells.

and so, his eyes shot downwards to your lap, to your hands more specifically. as he expected, you were repeatedly clenching your fist, while attempting to hold your focus to the conversation at hand. every so often you changed tactics, your thumbnail pushing into the side of your index finger for a second or two, and then your knuckles would constrict again. more so, you were trying to hold onto something.

aaron's eyes lifted back to reid, who was going off on a tangent on how a mathematical sequence related to the geographical profile and to the unsub's comfort zone as a whole. keeping his gaze forward, his hand snuck below the table, easily finding the one that was his perfect fit.

as his hands were large, twice the size of yours, his palm completely enveloped your hand as a whole. quickly, he slipped his fingers under your own, resting between your fingers and palm.

at the contact, you nearly pried your hand away, glancing at aaron and widening your eyes in slight alarm. while in the field and to both your agreement, pda was kept to the absolute minimum. there were the rare occasions the rule was broken, in instances of high concern or danger, but it rarely happened. so aaron crossing that boundary, was almost unheard of.

you met his eyes, your own full of question and confusion.

what are you doing? here? now?

aaron shook his head briefly at your silent words. the two of you understood each other so well, there were times you didn't need words to communicate. loaded looks, variating different meanings appropriate to whatever the situation may be, did all the talking. it was more than enough.

his gaze softened deeply, those brown eyes you loved dearly expressing so much you couldn't put an accurate word to fully summarize it. all you knew, it made you feel safe. loved.

it's okay. i know what i'm doing.

you instantly relaxed at this, your shoulders dropping from the tension plaguing them. you hadn't even realized how much they had stiffened. or quite honestly, you hadn't recognized your anxious tendencies either until aaron had addressed them.

your fingers relaxed in his instantly this time.

at the touch his hand was rough, yet so incredibly gentle at the same time. it was a signature you only knew as aaron's. likewise, they offered you a familiarity that immediately grounded you, beginning to rebalance your raised heart rate.

still unnoticed by the others in the room, you pulled his hand further onto your lap, granting yourself more access. aaron even scooted his chair a few centimeters closer to yours.

your fingertips began to lightly trace his palm, falling into a cycle between moving to his fingers and back again. as you did so your clouded mind began to clear, the discussion at the table beginning to make more sense as you slowly refocused.

next, your fingers grabbed ahold of aaron's. your fingertips danced along his, playing with them gently before folding your hand into his.

once fingers were intertwined together, aaron lightly squeezed your hand. he longed to bring a kiss to your knuckles, and was disappointed the setting prevented him from doing so, but that was a matter he could easily solve later at the privacy of the hotel. or even sneakily attempt once everyone rose from the conference table, distracted.

this time when you peeked at aaron, his lips were raised into a small smile. it would go unknown amongst the others, but you recognized it. again, a subtle characteristic of aaron's only you would know.

just as he had, you returned the gesture and tightened your grip on his hand for a couple seconds, relaying your thankfulness and how much love you held for him.

again, the two of you didn't need words. he knew.

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[rafesgoldrings]

OH! What about Kook!Reader having a pregnancy scare? Like she isn’t sure if she is or not and waiting for the test and the guys have different reactions (I feel like Topper would be the most reliable, tbh) and etc.

I got a little carried away and this ended up being way more Rafe focused, oops. But this was really the perfect opportunity for some Rafe angst/comfort with his daddy issues

You thought you were safe. Thought that the birth control and having sex using condoms most of the time was enough. But then your period was late and panic began to set in. You asked one of your friends to go buy you a test, not wanting to risk being caught and have rumors spreading like wildfire on the small island, and they gladly agreed. You told them to just drop it off and text when they did, hands trembling and knees bouncing at every new second that passed. Your heart was racing when you got the text, standing on weak legs and grabbing the bag from outside before going upstairs to the bathroom. You couldn’t do this alone, you knew you couldn’t no matter how much you wanted to keep it a secret until knowing for sure. So you called your boys, giving them no details, just asked them to come over. You’d never been so nervous for them to show up at your house, you heard them pull up and walk inside, hollering your name and walking upstairs to the bathroom when you told them where you were. Then they saw the box, eyes widening and breathing speeding up, the tears threatening to spill down your cheeks and their own panic began setting in. “I just needed you guys here when I took it. Please don’t be mad at me” you sounded so small, so broken, it absolute broke their hearts.

“Hey, we’re not mad baby. This isn’t just on you okay? It takes more than one person to get pregnant”

“It’s going to be okay princess, no matter what the test says. You’ve got us, we’re not going anywhere. We love you”

The other two reassured you, but Rafe was silent, it made you nervous. You didn’t like when he was silent. His jaw was slightly clenched, sweat forming on his forehead, and hands balled into tight fists. His eyes were avoiding yours, ignoring your silent pleas to him. And then he spoke, but it wasn’t what you wanted to hear him say. Wasn’t the reassuring confirmation that he wasn’t upset with you.

“Hurry up and take the fucking test Y/N” your name. Something you’d been called a million times before suddenly felt like a knife being stabbed into your chest and twisted around ensuring the most damage possible.

You gave a solemn nod, tucking your lip between your teeth to stop the sobs from escaping, and shut the bathroom door. You could faintly hear the other two telling Rafe he was being a dick, you could also hear Rafe tell them he didn’t want a kid and if you were pregnant, he was gone. Taking a deep breath, you pulled your panties down and sat on the toilet, taking the cup you had sitting on the vanity into your hand and peeing into it. Once you were done, you stood and pulled your panties back up and washed your hands, you dipped the stick into the cup, pulling it out after a few seconds and placing the cap on. You put the test down, results facing the vanity and not you, and set a timer for five minutes. Those five minutes felt like an eternity, each second passing causing your anxiety to spike and more tears to fall down your cheeks. Then finally it was time, the blaring alarm filling you with dread, with trembling hands you picked the test up and flipped it over. Negative. It was negative.

You let out a choke sob, breathing out a big sigh of relief and opening the door to reveal the others sitting on the bed. Topper bouncing his knee rapidly, Kelce biting his nails, and Rafe with his head in his hands. Each of them turned to you, not knowing whether you were crying from sadness or relief, you’d told them what the test said and felt them pull you in their arms. Topper and Kelce kissing all over your face and telling you they loved you so much (not that they wouldn’t even if it was positive). Except for Rafe. He remained on the bed, hands no longer holding his head but the same expression on his face. Topper and Kelce went to the kitchen to let you talk, knowing it needed to be private despite your relationship with each other.

“Rafe. Please talk to me” it came out hoarse, voice strained from all the emotion and crying you’d done. When he refused to even look at you, you placed your hand on his knee, flinching when he stood up and shoved your hand off.

“This was stupid. You’re stupid, we can’t keep doing this. It was too close, too fucking close. Pregnant..” he scoffed, shaking his head and mumbling the last part under his breath. And suddenly all the worry and sadness you had disappeared, replaced by anger.

“Oh fuck you! I’m not the only one that’s responsible for getting pregnant Rafe, they teach you that in school. Why are you being so fucking mean to me? I’m not pregnant, and even if I was don’t worry. I’d never burden you with having to raise a baby that’s potentially yours” you chuckled humorlessly, spitting your words at him.

“Because I don’t want the kid to end up like me okay?” the anger crumbling as he turned around, tears streaming down his face just like yours did earlier.

“Rafe…”

“Look i’m not going to be a good dad okay? My dad was shit and i’ll be the same way. I’d be just like him and you don’t deserve that. That baby wouldn’t deserve that, i’ve accepted it” your heart broke as each word that came out of his mouth. Slowly, you approached him, not wanting him to freak or push you away.

“Hey. Listen to me, look at me Rafe,” taking his face in your hands when he let you and forcing him to look at you “your dad doesn’t define how you’d be as a dad. You treat the boys and I amazing, care so much about us baby. You’d be a great dad if we ever were to have a kid. I know it” he gave you a teary smile, placing his forehead against yours.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah baby. But that’s no excuse to treat me the way you did. I was so fucking scared Rafe, it wouldn’t just be you that was affected. You hurt me” he swallowed harshly, pulling his forehead away from yours.

“I know. I’m so fucking sorry baby, let me make it up to you. Please let me make it up to you” sinking to his knees and looking up at you with his blue eyes. Hands moving to the bottom of your t shirt that just so happened to be his and bunching it above your hips to reveal the baby pink lace panties you had on.

His lips kissing up your thigh until he reached the top of your panties. “F-fuck. Okay” you’d moaned breathlessly, feeling yourself be lightly pushed onto the bed. You’d raise your hips and feel him take off your panties. Trying your best to be quiet since the other boys were still downstairs.

“I’ll make sure to take such good care of you pretty girl. Show you how fucking sorry I am for being such a dick”

@sweetestdesire @xyzstar @congratsloserr @madelynie

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[havensins]

sub!bucky barnes x soft dom!m!reader

cw. mirror sex, hand jobs, subspace, slight choking(?), bucky really really loves praise, he really just wants to be good for you, teasing, crying, slight humiliation, edging, aftercare, tiny mention of subspace, softest shit ever despite the tags, etc.

note. hello hello! i am indeed back! (hopefully, no jinx) i hope this makes up for my monthlong absence 😞. not proofread - but i never proofread so oh well.

bucky feels the delicious burn of humiliation reach his cheeks. he’s sitting in your lap, back against your chest. he’s naked, pale skin contrasting against yours.

you’re fully clothed, and bucky thinks that’s the most humiliating — the fact that he’s completely naked and open for you to pull apart, and you’re clothed, fully composed. yeah, he thinks that’s it, and not the large mirror propped against the wall that paints a clear reflection of the both of you.

a mix of both really, when he thinks about it. his eyes follow your hands as you’re roaming his thighs and blatantly ignoring his cock. it leaks, heading down his tip and down his shaft, but you never touch it, instead moving to tease his inner thighs.

“eyes up, baby, watch yourself.” you murmur, kissing his neck softly. he bites back a whine, raising his head to stare at the mirror. he watches himself, flushing an even deeper red.

“tell me want you want, or else you won’t get it, baby,” you tell him, and this time he does whine, hips stuttering and fighting the urge to push his hips into your hands.

“i-i wanna be good… for you,” his answer comes and makes you smile, lips tickling his shoulder. “want you to use me,” he continues, arms flexing where as he strains.

“you’re leaking, baby. i’ve only touched your thighs and yet, you look ready to cum…” you whisper, “so pathetic.” you finish, meeting his eyes in the mirror. he’s about to open his mouth in protest, but he chokes on his own words when you wrap a hand around his cock.

“let’s see how good you can be…” you speak, jerking your hand slowly. his mouth parts in gasps, metal and flexing as he raises it. loosely holding on to your wrist.

your hand speeds up, almost abruptly and right when bucky gets used to your speed. he never takes his eyes off the mirror though, eye contact making his cock twitch in your fist.

“good boy,” you praise, and bucky smiles slightly. he goes weak at your teasing, body trying to tuck into yours to get away from the sensations.

precum is leaking from his cock steadily, lubing the slide of your hand up and down his cock. you notice the telltale signs of his orgasm, pulling away at the last second to edge him.

he gasps and whines, eyes opening wide to stare at yours through the mirror. “what’s wrong baby? i thought you wanted me to use you?” you tease. “i’m sorry,” he whimpers, cock pulsing as he years for your touch.

“dumb baby, you have nothing to be sorry for… i’m just having my fun with you,” you coo, wrapping your hand around him once more. he keens, inhaling a sharp breath and letting bud eyes fall closed.

your hand moves faster than before, and the change has him gasping softly and pushing his hips up to your hand. “how many times do you think i can edge you, baby? how long can you take it?” you mutter, nipping at his skin.

“as many — ah — as many times as you want, sir,” he says finally, speech broken up by stuttered moans. you chuckle, slightly amused at his eager and pleasing answer.

over the course of the next forty-five minutes? the both of you’d lost track of time somewhere within your fun. over the time, though, you’ve edged him four times. he’s given up on watching his reflection, head falling back against your shoulder.

he can’t even find the energy to whine when you release his cock again. “you wanna cum? i gotta hear you beg for it,” this sparks something, bucky immediately letting pleas fall from his lips.

“please? please, please, please sir, i’ve been good, haven’t i?” he breathes, tears dotting his eyes and threatening to fall. you notice he’s almost to his end, and decide to reward him, wrapping your hand around him once more.

he sobs at this, tears falling down his cheeks. “good boy, letting me use you like this yeah?” you praise. “close, sir please, g’na cum..” he warns, breathing heavy. “you can cum, baby, go ahead,” you urge, swiping your palm over his tip and that seems to be his breaking point.

he dons once more, mouth dropping open for a flow of loud moans as he cums, spurts of his warm cum staining your hand. you watch his reaction in the mirror, your own cock throbbing at the sight.

he comes down slowly, pliant and limp in your arms. faintly, he can hear you praise him and the sensation of something cool wiping across his stomach and cleaning the few stripes of cum that landed.

bucky smiles dazedly, knowing that his mind cand float for a while and you’d be there to take care of him.

#dom male reader #dom!reader #top male reader #avengers x male reader #marvel x male reader #bucky barnes x male reader #sub!bucky #sub!bucky barnes #x male reader #x reader #marvel x reader #bucky barnes x reader #bucky x reader #avengers x reader

[bleekay]

such a cinematic gayass dream…

family of four in hiding, dad mom daughter son, from dad’s old nemesis who is after them. he is paranoid and jumpy while his wife is trying to be the calm and rational one. the kids don’t know who they’re hiding from really, or that their dad used to be a hero and quietly retired, so this whole thing feels like a huge drag to them, and they’re both a little worried about their dad’s mental state. they move around every 6 months or so to a new location. to the man, every stranger is a potential threat, every sound a warning sign. the kids don’t even have time to properly make friends anywhere. his wife is patient but also trying to get him out of his extreme paranoia.

one evening the door knocks and he yells at everyone to hide and his wife is finally like. rolling her eyes, sick of the worry. she tells him it’s probably just a delivery person or a neighbor from this area. but just as she reaches the door a raspy singsong voice echoes through saying “where aaaare yooou? in here, love? is your darling wife here? your beautiful children? i think i fooound you” and then laughs, and the wife turns and runs for the kids and the man goes pale and freezes for a moment and then rushes for the door. to hold it closed. for a beat. and then he slams it open with his fists up ready to fight. and no one’s there. he does a full 360 and can’t see anyone, glances at his family through the open doorway. and then the guy comes flying down from above with a long skinny mallet hammer thing, and finally they start going at it. the man’s been retired for years, he’s not used to fighting anymore, and weirdly his enemy is giving him time to recover from hits, grinning maniacally the whole time, his eyes wide and excited like this is what he’s been waiting for forever. they go back and forth with some typical hero/villain chatter, you’re slow old man, i’ve stopped you a thousand times before and i’ll stop you again, etc. but when the man is knocked down the villain crouches and gets up his face and says lowly “do they know? the kind of man you are? do they know what you did? what you and i did together?” ex-hero’s eyes get wild and panicked. suddenly it all seemed to make sense why he’d been so paranoid. it wasn’t that he worried he wouldn’t be strong enough to protect his family if this guy came. it’s that he had a secret that only his nemesis knew.

(i’d like it to be known that i was an observer in the dream, and at this point was like “ohh maybe he did villainy or something and is worried his family will find out he’s bad” so the next part surprised me? don’t know why. it’s MY subconscious. fucks sake)

cue flashback. watching a fight they had many years ago, when they were much younger. it was in an abandoned school for some reason, old classrooms with chairs and desks knocked over and graffiti on the walls and broken windows. the villain’s hammer had been lost sometime earlier so they were fist fighting with a great deal of flair. throwing each other into walls and shit. eventually hero knocks the villain down and out. he’s won. usually at this point he’d leave, but for some reason he stays. stands over him for a while and looks conflicted. he kneels down and takes his hand and just holds it awkwardly for a while. except villain wakes up, grabs him, and switches their places. and hero is caught, embarrassed out of his mind, shoved against a dirty floor, with his nemesis grinning wildly like he just found a new toy, and before he can think to fight back he’s getting kissed hard.

the flashback ended but i gathered that wasn’t the last time it happened nor the most that happened. i assumed they had an ongoing physical relationship for years while they were still fighting. and this is the hero’s secret. and maybe not all of the secret either, because the hero could’ve kept the door shut. he didn’t have to open it. his family isn’t visible from the doorway anymore, hiding maybe, or escaping out the back. he doesn’t move to go follow them and he doesn’t put his fists back up to fight, and i’ve never seen a more defeated man in my life. mans looked like he wanted to Die.

the end, unfortunately. it didn’t go any further. villain was super horny in love with him idk maybe he should get straight hero divorced and then gay evil married. kids could use a cool fun stepdad i think, and that poor woman deserves better than a guy secretly chronically obsessed with his ex

#blee dreams #why do they never finish the story

[laceymorganwrites]

First time calling you mommy

One Piece edition

Kid

when you pull his hair

he recently discovered he´s a switch

still getting used to subbing but you eased him into it very well

he loves it when you´re rough with him, he´s a good boy, he can take it

still blushes and fumbles with his words any time you praise him for being patient

surprisingly he isn´t such a brat anymore, only when he needs a good punishment to take his mind off stressful things

today is one of those days, you already have him on his back, riding him

when you´re close you pull him back up, grabbing fistfuls of his hair and pulling hard

you swear you never heard such a slutty moan come from anyone´s mouth, especially not Kid´s

´mommy!´

his eyes so hazy, mouth hanging open, he looks so fucked out

´harder...please...´

Law

when you yell at him 

he´s so bad at taking care of himself, the whole dating progress was such a mess

you literally had to force him to go out on a date with you because while he does like you he´s always busy with work and kind of forgets about other things

you had sex early in your relationship just because you couldn´t watch him overwork himself any longer 

he´s actually so grateful that you´re the one taking care of him for once

I feel like Law would get tired of always domming, he´s a switch completely, also won´t sub the whole time

but you´re certainly the only one he will ever sub for

he´s a dork and doesn´t know how to express his feelings

he´s had something on his mind for a while now but doesn´t know how to address it so he coops himself up in his room once again to work all nighters, not eating etc.

not with you

it reaches a boiling point at this time because you yell at him for the first time, frustrated that he doesn´t care about himself the way you do and that you feel helpless because you don´t know what to do anymore

´I´m sorry, mommy...I´ll try to be better´

´it´s okay to ask for help, baby. I´m always there for you´

Sanji

when you stroke his hair 

he´s not used to anyone being gentle with him

and honestly he never thought he´d have a girlfriend who´s serious about him, someone who´s not just with him because of a bet or a dare

he was absolutely bewildered when you approached him first and flirted with him like he would

he thinks it´s a joke for the longest time and just rejects you over and over again

but you don´t give up and eventually he gives in, humoring you to just one date

but he realizes quickly that you´re serious about him and he feels very touched at that

he gets crushes daily but actually falling in love? he always thought it was impossible

your love is like something out of a novel, gentle and slow

long walks, holding hands, forehead kisses, cooking together, dancing around the kitchen

but what makes him fall in love with you every day is that you find the ugliest parts of him beautiful too

when he cries, you comfort him, when he´s scared you fight his fears

it´s crazy to him

he´s having a bad day today and just sulking in bed, not wanting to get up or eat

but he didn´t expect you to join him, feeding him some food he likes so that he eats anything at all

you´re genuinely worried about him and it doesn´t go through his head

when you´re so close to him, when he´s allowed to rest his head on your lap and be cared for like this, he truly feels at peace

he closes his eyes when you play with his hair, comforting him, you can feel him sobbing

´tomorrow will be better, baby. Until then I´ll stay with you. I´m not leaving´

he wants to say how grateful he is to you, how much he needs you, needs this, everything 

but no words come out for a while, just broken sobs until he finally looks up at you with teary eyes

´I need mommy..´

#one piece #one piece reader insert #one piece trafalgar law #one piece imagine #one piece sanji #one piece fanfiction #one piece hcs #one piece headcanons #one piece kid #one piece x you #one piece x reader #one piece x y/n #op #op imagines #op sanji #op headcanons #op hcs #op kid #op law #op x you #op x reader #op x y/n #sanji #sanji imagine #kuroashi no sanji #sanji fluff #sanji headcanons #sanji x reader #sanji x you #sanji x y/n

[oriley42]

Evil fic idea: So, we all know that (at least in House's mind) Amber was a proxy since Wilson "couldn't" date House. So how about this: After Amber's death (instead of the broken off contact here) he starts taking House places that would usually be considered date places and do date activities etc and at first he thinks Wilson is courting him but eventually he realises: Wilson is now using House as a proxy for Amber since he can't go on dates with her anymore. No idea what happens from there on tbh

OH NO....!!! Evil fic idea indeed 😭 (the beautiful tragedy of it all...House's main character syndrome shattered...Amber doing more than just haunting the narrative, she's possessing it...!) and it's stuck like glass in my ribs, forcing me to write a piece:

///

It was when Wilson didn't even notice how House struggled with the shitty, unnecessary two concrete steps down from the impress-on-the-third-date restaurant foyer that the pieces finally slammed together.

"You're using me."

"I'm...sorry? Is there an echo in here?"

"You're pretending I'm her."

That Wilson didn't even pause to comprehend or bother to say otherwise meant he was, simply, terrifying. No energy set aside to cushion House's feelings. Just a tired lack of caring.

It got indescribably worse when Wilson confirmed: "You were the one who said I was sleeping with you when I was sleeping with her. Rule of reciprocity applies."

"I'm not her."

"And she wasn't you. But I'm making do. Your shadow is all I have left."

House was going to be sick. The feeling increased when Wilson embraced him. Everything House wanted, poisoned. Because Wilson had found a better version of him and now he couldn't go back to a cheap, dim, compromised facsimile.

"I won't feel like her," House growled, twisting away while keeping Wilson tight in his orbit with hands fisted in his shirt.

"But you will. Like kissing a knife's edge to find out if it will cut me. She loves me, he loves me not…"

"I'd hurt you even if I loved you." What a joke, that 'if.'

Wilson sighed, almost a laugh, almost something else. "I know. God, you're so much like her..."

/// and now i've made myself cry

#ahhh!! this is as long as I can think about amber's canonical death without LOSING IT...! #hilson #wilson/amber #house md #asks #my fic

[whoops-im-obsessed]

(More) Things I Noticed in UKsies: Fansie Night Edition (Act 2)

First one got too long so here is act 2!!

At Jacobi's Albert says 'why do old people talk?' Directly to Jacobi who waves him off

'Jack don't run from no fight!' '*in the highest, squeakiest voice imaginable to mock Les* Take it down short stop!!'

Katherine dances on the tables with the boys in KoNY and I'm not sure if Bronté does but Bobbie does the nerve tap!

Cup song time

Katherine and Les have such cute little interactions

Nyoom tables!!

They don't shy away from showing what they do to keep themselves safe, when the newsies grab the lamps, you can see them clip themselves on but it only serves to make you go 'something is about to go down!!'

The newsies on the ground dance around the tables and tap metal plates to the table newsies' feet

Ascension with frantic spinning, incredible

In a bit of a stark contrast, letter from the refuge is a really poignant moment

Crutchie breaks the forth wall and speaks directly to the audience, including them in his thought process

A cop watches the whole thing from the scaffolding

Crutchie is left handed

Crutchie actually starts crying at 'I'll be fine' and hearing that emotion in his voice contrasted with his trying to be optimistic - ugh, have I mentioned that I love Matthew Duckett?

Crutchie gets up and passes on his letter to Specs before being slowly helped off stage by a refuge newsie, still struggling when the next scene begins. When he got up he winced so hard someone next to me whispered 'ooh that was real'

Jack was Properly Angry in Watch What Happens reprise and his fear for Crutchie shone through

Ryan!Davey may be the king of eye-rolls but Alex!Davey is the king of raising his eyebrows in incredulation, especially to Les

'Lighten up no-one died' is said a lot subtler, like he knows how bad that sounds but doesn't know how to confront it

'HECANTTAWLKHELLCALLYABACK'

The mayor actually shows some sympathy towards the newsies but in the end doesn't act due to Synder and Pulitzer's influence

Fun fact: Jamie Golding (Wiesel/mayor/theatre worker/police/etc) has NINE costume changes during the show, he is so many people

Pulitzer grabs Katherine as she's trying to walk away at 'you can't have mine'

George Crawford (Morris Delancey) has an amazing evil laugh which he uses a lot during the show

As the printing press is being brought out, the Delancey brothers bring Jack behind the scaffolding. Although this can't be seen by most of the audience they continue to intimidate him and get really up in his space

Shout out to Zack Guest super swing who played Oscar!!

Brooklyn newsies met with the Most applause they are so cool

Brooklyn's here is broken up with a little roll call which makes the 'now them soakers' hit harder

Spot has a slight lisp

'If we disband the union..' *outrage* 'this is your union!!'

The newsies all call Jack out in various ways when they see him take the money, Spot has to be physically held back from beating him up

Something to Believe in is a little different, the Jatherine is believable but isn't really focused on much in the show, it almost feels like an afterthought. The line 'what was ours still will be' really resonates, it feels more like they had a little whirlwind mutual attraction but both think it'll end with the strike

Universal 'oooohh!!' From the audience when they kiss

Lighting for once and for all is so pretty, they have lanterns and there's a sort of orange mottled pattern like the reflection of the lamps projected across the entire theatre

Once and For All really lets the vocals shine, it isn't as high energy as the other numbers and the scaffolding doesn't move like it does in livesies, instead a giant newsies banner falls from the ceiling that they parade around the stage. The choreo isn't missed at all, the sheer wall of sound is incredible

The newsies line the theatre as Jack talks to Pulitzer and smack their fists either into their hands of onto the railings in time with the music as they hum

'The boy, Jack Kelly is here :)))'

Spot makes the 'I'm watching you' gesture at Pulitzer

As the other characters leave Jack to talk to Pulitzer, Hannah loudly says 'I love your show!!' To Medda

So many hugs when they win

Crutchie coming in with his little police hat, greeted with the biggest hug from Race and the boys

The reaction to Crutchie calling Roosevelt 'your highness'

Crutchie & Les reunion 🥺

And perfect finale and curtain call!!

The post finale choreo is incredible and was met with applause right up to the final bows

Crutchie is up on the scaffolding for much of the choreo and makes his way down for the bows. He slid down the stair rails in the same way you would slide down a ladder. Then he kept sliding. And kept sliding. And then his leg got caught. And then he kept sliding. Basically, he ended up on the floor tangled in the stairs and had to call a couple of people to help him out of the mess he got into 😅

And that was that! Post-show Q&A was pretty short but really lovely, there were mostly questions about the audition process, advice, favourite bit of the show, etc but it was really sweet how they all cared to stay and so many people did! Plus there were mega shout outs to dance captain Alex Christian who plays Butttons and is a legend!!

Honestly this show means so much to me and to be able to see it with such an enthusiastic cast and audience was incredible, see it if you can because it is in a league of its own.

#newsies #newsies the musical #uksies #britsies #newsies london #west endsies #jack kelly #crutchie morris #david jacobs #joseph pulitzer #katherine pulitzer #katherine plumber #crutchie newsies #les jacobs #medda larkin #michael ahomka lindsay #matthew duckett #bobbie chambers #alex james hatton

[modifieduchiha]

Things Better Left Unsaid

Summary: Denji lets you know that Aki might have left out a few details . Himeno suggests something that might help you feel better...Easy Revenge (;

Pairing: Fem!Reader x Aki Hayakawa

Wordcount: 7563

Authors Notes: This is part 3 ! After feedback from you all , we will be getting a part 4 !

Content Warning: drinking, angst, protective aki, porn with plot and feelings, PDA, kissing , fluff and angst, etc etc

Read on AO3 Chainsaw Man Masterlist Main Masterlist

“But thats not everything that happened..” Denji chimed out from behind the two of you . Two heads turned to face Denji , one set of eyes were curious and confused , the other set were daggers .

Begins below the cut

“Denji , fuck off.” Aki spat , something sinister in his voice.

“Shut the fuck up , topknot. Did you think that I was gonna let you feed her that bullshit without stepping in ? “ Denjis sudden raise of tone felt like a bullet tearing through your brain , causing you to pull back from the railing but not before Akis hand shot to grip your wrist tightly. That look of confusion turned to a look of fear that teetered between Aki and Denji.

“Aki..stop, please..” You plead as your heart beat against your ribcage as if it were trying to escape , and the more you resisted his hold the grip would get tighter like a boa constrictor strangling its prey. 

It took probably a minute for the realization to set in; you weren’t going anywhere. When it did, you stopped moving and Power came to stand beside Denji . 

“Y/N.. have you noticed that you were always one of the most kick ass Public safety devil hunters until recently?” Denjis arms came to cross his chest as he spoke .

“Well.. OUR very own Aki Hayakawa has intentionally put you in these situations just so he could be your savior.”

“Tis True!” Power chimed in , Meowy letting out a raspy noise atop Powers shoulder.

“W-what..” You were in disbelief and your gaze could only drop to the concrete beneath your bare feet , the color drained from your face as your brain began running through everything that happened recently.

”Y/n .. I swear I didn’t mean for it to be like this … I just… had to get your attention , gain your trust. You never would have given me the time of day otherwise.” Aki loosened his grip on your wrist as he began stuttering , words coming out choked and panicked, having lost their venom that they contained when directed at Denji . The unfinished , incoherent rambling wouldn’t stop until he felt the sting of your palm across his cheek, and then he let go of you. 

Tears burned in the corner of your eyes , everything in your vision becoming a shaky blur until the tears dripped down your cheeks . How did one of the people you had pined after , respected, and fucking said ��I love you’ to end up being the one who risked your life on several occasions ? The rapid rise and fall of your chest was accompanied by the drumming of your heart , as if you had a symphony playing inside you.

“Perhaps if you hadn’t been such a narrow-minded bastard you could have seen that I have been in love with you for a long time , Aki !”

Fists at your side were balled so tight that your knuckles were white, it took every ounce of restraint to not push him over the edge of the balcony 

“Instead you risk my life , and lessen my reputation.” The sentence you intended to shout only came out shrill and broken .

Aki stood there with a blank expression yet his eyes told a different story . Denji sighed as Power leaned her head against his shoulder. All you could do was shake your head in disbelief.

“Fuck you , Aki . I’m going home.” Was all that left your lips as you went back inside and began collecting your clothes , taking them into to the bathroom to get dressed before you left and headed home.

The Next Day

You kept fidgeting with your fingers, the tv playing on the wall completely forgotten as you stared at the 2 empty bottles of wine that were next to you on your couch. Today was the first time you had called off of work , well technically you had just ghosted work , you were sure your ‘boss’ would understand why . The couch felt like a message chair from the constant buzzing of your phone before muted it.

Your phone had been getting nonstop messages from Aki , and Denji. The only one you responded to was Himeno , who was already on her way over with a few more bottles of liquor. 

20 Minutes Later

“Maybe its time to become a civilian devil hunter?” your upper lip trembles as it curls in disdain at the words you just spoke as you popped the cork on the fresh bottle of red wine , handing it to Himeno before repeating the same for yourself. With a sigh you plopped down on the couch next to your friend, her free arm snaking across your lower back to pull you closer.

“Maybe we can partner up . Ya know , Aki and I used to be partners , we are still friends but I agree that what he did was fucked up , like ‘really’ fucked up..” Himeno said before taking a few audible gulps of the bitter tasting liquid. All you did was respond with a grunt , and then opened your phone to read the newest spam of messages from the two roommates . 

“We’re going out tonight .. and you’re gonna get revenge , easy revenge.” With a cock of her brow Himeno proceeded to elbow you lightly before you glanced at her mid-sip. “I dont know…” 

“Well lets atleast get you out of this dark ass room , be around people who actually care about you”

A sigh was breathed out, the fight in you was fleeting.  “fine”

Later That Night

You , Himeno , and Denji were sitting at the bar with a tray full of limes, a bottle of tequila , and a shot glass for each of you.

Unlike Himeno you weren’t much of a casual drinker except the last 2 days. But when she had invited you out for a bar crawl with a couple of the others, you decided that it would be just the right amount of socialization you needed for a slap of reality in the face. You hadn’t expected, however, for Aki to be accompanying them granted he was keeping his distance . You just knew it was Himenos doing , she didn’t want to see either one of her friends miserable.

In an absolutely unsurprising turn of events, you just ended up getting shit-faced.

Denji was near tears with laughter when you threw back your eighth tequila shot with a sour expression. You’d placed a warm hand on his chest , twirling Pochitas tails underneath while attempting to say something but you were simply unable as soon as your eyes locked with Akis.

 There he was, across the room just staring . The entire past two days had been spent trying to erase any feeling of love , or adoration from your brain and heart , yet his eyes seemed to call to you. 

Shit you still had feelings for him , of course you did. 

Denji had noticed and grabbed a lime , offering it to you between his fingers. As small of a gesture , it was enough to bribe your attention back to him. Perhaps it was the lighting, or perhaps it was the alcohol, but you felt a tingly sensation in your stomach. Denji was really handsome, and it was the smallest flicker of affection you’d received that felt genuine since the other night with Aki. 

Denji and Aki were really close . “Easy revenge” Himeno whispered in your ear from behind as she spectated. And so you surged forward, dodged the lime and kissed him. 

You hadn’t consciously pulled away from him, but were suddenly made aware of a screeching bar stool. Aki loosened his tie as he beelined straight toward all of you. 

Just as quickly as you’d dodged that lime , you felt his hand grab your forearm and tug hard causing you to slide off the chair. Himeno continued to spectate in her drunken state , Denji was drunk as well and now was smiling lost in his own world with a starstruck look on his face. 

Aki dragged you outside towards his car , your heels clicking against the ground , the entire building shaken with the force of him closing the door.

“Get in the car.” Aki swiftly opened the door and pushed you inside before you could even react. 

“Fuck.” You whispered to yourself while stifling a laugh as Aki walked around the car, got in on the drivers side , started the car and pulled pulled off at an already high speed. A squeak sounded from the pressure of Akis fingers wrapped around the steering wheel , and you slouched back into the seat due to your inebriated state with apprehension and fidgeted with your fingers in your lap. 

The smell of Akis cologne ignited your drunken senses as he leaned over to buckle you in while his eyes remained on the road. It was silent for a few minutes as the two of you drove before Akis grip on the wheel got impossibly tighter. 

“Do you wanna explain what the fuck what that was back there?” His voice was clearly an octave lower than usual. 

Stunned by his question you blinked and pressed your lips together as if to seal them shut. Aki pressed on the accelerator harder, the engine revving as the car sped up . You were suddenly jerked back and forth as he pivoted between cars , outside the windows everything was just a blur to you. The tasted of blood filled your mouth as you bit down on your lip nervously. 

Okay , this was going a bit too far.

“Pull over , Aki!” Screeched from your chest , throat feeling suddenly raw. You swallow, even though your mouth is well past dry. 

Aki must have realized that his actions would have consequences. He had been struggling with conflicting emotions, feeling anger towards Denji for outting him , but also feeling immense guilt for the dangerous self serving stunts he had pulled that put you in harm's way. He pressed down on the brake pedal, making a sharp turn onto a secluded road surrounded by trees on both sides. The sun was beginning to set, casting warm, orange beams of light through the trees as he continued to drive, albeit at a slower pace.

“First you repeatedly put me’n danger on missions , ‘n now you drive s’if you want me dead.” The words came out slurred as your blood alcohol content was peaking . 

Aki tightened his grip on the steering wheel once again. "I would never let anything happen to you, especially not something as terrible as death." You had hit a raw nerve, causing his emotions to surface.

The car gradually came to a stop and Aki shifted into park, turning his gaze to you. He felt his heart leap ,starting to ache as if it had become encased in broken glass as he saw you, with your head hanging low and tears threatening to overflow the dam that held them back.

Hesitantly, he placed his warm hand on your rosy cheek, his thumb gently tracing your bottom lip. Once again this man managed to make you feel safe. Despite your current state, you were still breathtakingly beautiful to him. You leaned into the security of his touch, allowing your teary eyes to meet his, which still held a powerful allure for you. Wiped your tears away with the sleeve of your hoodie, attempting to give him a half smile.

“This is the place I wanted to take you to on our first date, maybe have a picnic set up before I even brought you here…” Aki reminisced on his prior plans , ones that had only existed in his mind . ”Guess I fucked that up , huh?”

You locked your gaze ahead and let out a gentle exhalation at the stunning view, it was positively breathtaking. A colossal lake was encompassed by a forest of trees, their darkness mingling with the sun's rays as they shimmered on the water's surface. You were momentarily at a loss for words, but Aki didn't seem to expect a response from you.

“I would’ve said yes , Hayakawa.” You admitted . Easy revenge must also mean Easy backfire.

"Is there anything I can do to turn things around? Is there still hope for redemption?" He tilted his head and his thumb gently caressed your lower lip. The alcohol had finally taken its toll on you, causing your willpower to crumble despite your valiant efforts to hold it together.

Your eyes crossed as they fixated on his perfect lips , he noted this and his fingers crawled from your cheek to the back of your neck , threading into your loose locks of hair gently. The two of you moved in tandem , the heat of your lips meeting set fireworks off inside of you . 

Your crossed gaze fixed on his impeccable lips and he took notice, his fingers moved from your cheek to the nape of your neck, delicately entwining in your soft locks. The two of you moved together in tandem, the heat from the meeting of your lips ignited a surge in your chest . His tongue slid across your bottom lip before it poked into your mouth. Aki tightened his grip on your hair as he tasted the alcohol in your mouth , you let out a sweet groan at the sensation.

The two of you were lost in eachother yet Aki used his free hand to press a button on his dashboard , allowing it to begin playing one of your favorite songs. Your lips curved into a smile , breaking the kiss as you let out an airy kiss.

 “How’d y’know thi’swas my favorite song?” 

“Because I really do pay attention , y/n..”

All your could do was smile , were you truly considering forgiving him?

“Think I could get another chance? When you’re sober.” Aki asked whilst tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. 

Just like a drug , you didn't realized you had become addicted until it was too late.

Part 4 Coming Soon!

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[ramayah]

pairing; eddie munson x m! reader

genre; fluff

prompts; friends-to-lovers [ " I think I'm in love you." + " You're a beaut, you know that Ed's?" + " You're so cheesy." & etc ]

includes; bruises/mentions of bleeding, short makeout sesh, love confession

w.c.; 0.4k

Eddie was falling for [name]. And hard.

And he couldn't tell why he fell so hard for the clumsy ravenette. He didn't have a single clue.

" Didn't know you cared for me so much, Ed's." [name] teased, planting the ice pack on his bruised eye as Eddie sat in front of him, grabbing his hands with a worried look in his eyes. " Stop joking around, [name]. Can you please tell me what in the fuckin' hell happened?" Eddie questioned, questioned, quickly becoming impatient with the male in front of him.

" I don't need to give you an explanation, Ed." [name] spat, yanking his hand away from Eddie's hold, looking away from his confused yet heartbroken gaze. After a few minutes of silence mixed with broken glances, [name] finally spoke in a hushed mumble.

" I was defending your honor. He kept calling you all these horrendous names and it made my blood boil." The confession was one that made Eddie's confused look in his eyes disappear, it was replaced with a love-filled gaze. " Well," Eddie started with [name]'s hands in his own, his thumb grazing over his band-aid covered knuckles. " I think the other guy looks like shit."

A smile was on evident on [name]'s face from Eddie's comment.

The male leaned in a little bit, making their faces become only inches away from each other, and without a hesitant thought in his mind, [name] pressed their lips together, his bandaged hands ghosting over the side of Eddie's face, before turning into a fist as he went back into a resting position on the bed. It felt right. It felt so right for him to kiss him, it was the perfect moment, was it not? [name] pulled away from Eddie's soft, pretty and pale lips, regret pouring over his features.

Eddie's fingers touched his lips, eyes closing and opening in either astonishment or anger, [name] truly couldn't tell.

" I thought it was a right moment —" [name] was trying to explain himself on why kissing Eddie (in the most passionate way) was a good idea, however, his explanation was cut short with Eddie slamming his lips back onto [name]'s.

It was a long yet surprising kiss, one that was sweet and passionate, one that made their hearts pound in their chest.

This is what Eddie wanted, he has wanted this for so long to the point where he'd just bottled up his emotions.

" [name], I think I'm in love you." He whispered, ghosting [name]'s lips.

" .. You're a beaut, you know that Ed's?"

His big, wild smile spread across his face in an instant, nobody had ever called him a ' beaut' before, and since you're the first? He'd never felt better.

" You're so cheesy, [name]."

[SIGNED BY— kuvijuo. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.]

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[flowerslut]

5, 6 and 19!!!

5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write?

this is so fun to talk about because I never let myself indulge in Fic Thinking Or Brainstorming because that's dangerous for me (for obvious reasons) BUT two fun fic ideas I've had in the past year-ish are these SUPER fun ones:

what if james and co DIDN'T overhear the cullen's baseball game and didn't stop by the cullen's residence until the next day like alice ORIGINALLY thought? (and with edward absent and playing the Must Be Constantly Around Bella game I think the whole 'james knows who alice is' reveal could be SO FUN—really you could go any way with this: angsty, silly, both!) I thought I would write this eventually but there ain't no way in hell it'll happen at the rate things are going lmfao

and what if alice was like "I have to WAIT to meet my true love? hell no" and after a few years she goes down south and makes her own army in a "well if you can't kiss 'em, join 'em" type of way. I just want to see a dumber version of alice who is like "I'll get this man's attention one way or another. i'll sort everything else out eventually" and she makes SO many bad choices but whoops she's good at this army business and now she's super powerful lol whoops! well, she'll get her back blown out one way or another! and if she has to commit a few thousand murders beforehand then like, whatever, yknow?

6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?

yes!!! right now I've been on a BIG tlt fic binge and these are a couple I go back to all the time: GHAZAL WHERE I'M BEGGING YOU TO TOUCH ME, Inversion (<- this right here is the best tlt fic I've ever read), The Heart is Hard to Translate, and beat your swords into ploughshares (and your spears into pruning hooks). most of these are explicit griddlehark fics if I'm not mistaken lmfao

and as far as jalice fics are concerned I regularly return to @goldeneyedgirl's ongoing jalice fics Jar of Hearts and Shadow to Light because lexie's versions of jasper and alice mean so goddamn much to me. but I don't read much jalice tbh because I am... so picky with their characterization, etc.

19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs.

this is long enough, so here's a bonus roots snippet under the cut!

When the screeching of limbs and heads being removed punctuated the hissing and crying that had filled the field, the vampire who stood, watching, rolling the stone around in their pocket, finally let out a sigh.

“Very well,” they spoke, watching as their army gathered the bodies to drag across the barren land and toward the pile that had already been assembled just out of sight, up and then down another hill. As they worked in agreeable silence, the watcher closed their eyes again, sighing once more.

The stone in their pocket was sharp on one side. With a small amount of pressure, the tip of their finger opened. A clenched fist brought venom toward their palm and with a quick squeeze their hand was wet with it.

Memories attached to the pain trickled in through their thoughts. For a moment they smiled and pictured once more the two bodies that were being carried away. Their faces were not hard to morph with the imagination, their features not quite similar but close enough that there was no effort to this daydream.

They imagined blonde hair torn and burnt, skull exposed and venom slick across the head. An opened neck, perhaps proving that scarred skin all looked the same when peeled back, ripped from the cemented system that held their kind together. His teeth would be kept and put to use. His last mark on the world he’d abandoned would never come. He would become nothing more than a discarded instrument, broken down for parts—maybe put back together once, or twice, just so they could hear him scream and beg and cry—that would be used to carve into every other victim these lands claimed.

The same teeth that had once marked them, would mark others, too.

Imagining the woman was easier, and brought a fiercer fire to their chest, the satisfaction of what would be done to her eliciting a full smile from their quiet, closed off face. Yes, the dark-haired witch would get what was coming to her. They imagined what she might look like, as torn and mangled as her companion had always been. Limbs fused together. Eyes gouged over and over until regeneration ceased (they had never figured out how many times their bodies could do such a thing).

Experiments were only kind when it was deserved. Some people did not deserve mercy.

fanfic writer asks!

#400 words of the #roots #chapter 4 rough draft coming ur way bestie

[paradiselaketheblog]

aww wyeah

Cross out everything you’ve done:

Appearance

I have/had piercings besides the ears.

I want piercings besides the ears.

I have a scar.

I tan easily.

I wish my hair was a different color.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

I have/want a tattoo.

I can be self-conscious about my appearance.

I have/had braces

I have more than two piercings

Embarrassment

Disney movies still make me cry sometimes.

I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.

I’ve glued my hand to something.

I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose

I’ve had my pants rip in public.

I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health

I’ve gotten stitches.

I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.

I’ve had my tonsils removed.

I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.

I’ve had chicken pox

Travel

I’ve been to Florida.

I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometres in one day. kilometres omfg??

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve been to California

I’ve been to Asia.

I’ve been to Niagara Falls.

I’ve been to Vanuatu or the Mystery Islands.

I’ve been to the Caribbean.

I’ve been to Europe.

Experiences

I’ve gotten lost in my city.

I’ve seen a shooting star.

I’ve wished on a shooting star.

I’ve seen a meteor shower.

I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

I’ve slapped someone.

I’ve kissed someone underwater.

I’ve chugged something.

I’ve crashed a car.

I’ve been skiing.

I’ve been in a school musical.

I’ve auditioned for something.

I’ve been on stage.

I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.

I’ve pranked someone.

I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime

I’ve been threatened to be arrested.

I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.

I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.

I’ve snuck out.

I’ve lied about my whereabouts.

I’ve cheated while playing a game.

I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death

I’m afraid of dying.

I hate funerals.

I’ve seen someone/something die.

Someone close to me has committed suicide.

I have attempted suicide.

I’ve thought about suicide before.

I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

I own over 5 rap CD’s.

I’m obsessed with anime/manga.

I collected comic books.

I own a lot of makeup.

I own something from Pac Sun.

I own something from The Gap.

I own something I got on E-Bay.

I own something from Abercrombie.

I thrive on compliments.

I thrive on hate.

Random

I can sing low key.

I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.

I open up to others easily.

I watch the news occasionally or always.

I don’t like to kill bugs.

I sing in the shower.

I’m a morning person.

I’m a sports fanatic.

I twirl my hair.

I care about grammar.

I love to spam friends. 

I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.

I bake well.

I would wear pajamas to school.

I like Martha Stewart.

I laugh at my own jokes.

I eat fast food weekly.

I’ve not turned something in and still got an A in a certain class.

I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.

I’m really ticklish.

I like white chocolate.

I bite/used to bite my nails.

I’m good at remembering names.

I’m good at remembering dates.  

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

People

…used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.

…called me fat.

…have said I’m skinny.

…have said I’m ugly.

…have said I’m pretty.

…have spread rumors about me.

…force me to eat.

…say I eat too much.

…say I eat too little.

Eating

I’ve lost weight quickly.

I’ve gained weight quickly.

I’m at my thinnest.

I’m at my biggest

I’ve lost weight and kept it off.

I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.

My weight affects my mood.

I diet.

I’m vegan/vegetarian.

I exercise.

I’ve fainted from exhaustion.

Family

I’ve sworn at my parents.

I’ve planned to run away from home before.

I’ve run away from home.

I have a sibling less than one year old.

I want kids in the future.

I’ve had kids.

I’ve lost a child.

Relationships

I’m engaged.

I’m married.

I’m single.

I’ve gone on a blind date.

I have/had a friend with benefits.

I miss someone right now.

I have a fear of abandonment.

I’ve gotten divorced.

I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back probably.

Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’m a cuddler.

I’ve been kissed in the rain.

I’ve hugged a stranger.

I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times

I regularly drink.

I can’t swallow pills.

I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.

I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.

I have/had anxiety problems.

I shut others out when I’m upset.

I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset about something personal.

I have taken/take anti-depressants.

I’ve slept an entire day before.

I’ve plotted revenge.

[alsjeblieft-zeg]

351 of 2022

Appearance I have/had piercings besides the ears. I want piercings besides the ears. I have a scar. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different colour. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have/want a tattoo. I can be self-conscious about my appearance. I have/had braces. I have more than two piercings. Embarrassment Disney movies still make me cry sometimes. I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. I’ve glued my hand to something. I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose. I’ve had my pants rip in public. I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt. Health I’ve gotten stitches. I have broken/dislocated a bone. I’ve had my tonsils removed. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. I’ve had chicken pox. I’ve had surgery. I’ve been to the ER. I’ve been admitted to the hospital. I have a serious mental disorder. I have a serious physical disorder. I had/have a serious illness. Travel I’ve been to Florida. I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometres in one day. I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been to California. I’ve been to Asia. I’ve been to Niagara Falls. I’ve been to Vanuatu or the Mystery Islands. I’ve been to the Africa. I’ve been to Europe. (never left, tbh) Experiences I’ve gotten lost in my city. I’ve seen a shooting star. I’ve wished on a shooting star. I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I’ve slapped someone. I’ve kissed someone underwater. I’ve chugged something. I’ve crashed a car. I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a musical. I’ve auditioned for something. I’ve been on stage. I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. I’ve pranked someone. I’ve ridden in a taxi. Honesty / Crime I’ve been threatened to be arrested. I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I’ve snuck out. I’ve lied about my whereabouts. I’ve cheated while playing a game. I’ve been in a fist fight. Death I’m afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I know someone who’s died. I’ve seen someone/something die. Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. I have attempted suicide. I’ve thought about suicide before. I’ve written a eulogy for myself. Random I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. I open up to others easily. I watch the news occasionally or always. I don’t like to kill bugs. I sing in the shower. I’m a morning person. I’m a sports fanatic. I twirl my hair. I care about grammar. I love to spam friends. I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day. I would wear pajamas to school. I like Martha Stewart. I laugh at my own jokes. I eat fast food weekly. I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room. I’m really ticklish. I like white chocolate. I bite/used to bite my nails. I’m good at remembering names. I’m good at remembering dates. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. People people used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic. people have called me fat. people have said I’m skinny. people have said I’m ugly. people have said I’m pretty. people have spread rumors about me. someone has forced me to eat. someone has said I eat too much. someone has said I eat too little. Eating I’ve lost weight. I’ve gained weight. I’m at my thinnest. I’ve lost weight and kept it off. I’ve lost weight, but gained it back. My weight affects my mood. I diet. I am/was a vegan/vegetarian. I exercise. I’ve fainted from exhaustion. I’ve been diagnosed with an eating disorder. Family I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve planned to run away from home before. I’ve run away from home. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want kids in the future. I’ve had kids. I’ve lost a child. Relationships I’m engaged. I’m married. I’m single. I’ve gone on a blind date. I have/had a friend with benefits. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I’ve gotten divorced. I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’m a cuddler. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I’ve hugged a stranger. Bad times I regularly drink. I can’t swallow pills. I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty. I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point. I have/had anxiety problems. I shut others out when I’m upset. I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset about something personal. I have taken/take anti-depressants. I’ve slept an entire day before. I’ve plotted revenge. I’ve been admitted to a mental hospital. I have committed self-harm. I’ve thought about committing self harm before.

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[ttodorokiii]

Baby Oh Baby… (m)

synopsis. Was it really a happy little accident?

warnings. AGED UP!SHOUTO AND READER, afab reader, mature themes, YANDERE, obsession, pregnancy, baby!trapping, mentions of sex, crying, mentions of considering of ab*rtion, manipulation, possessiveness, he’s kinda to*ic, very manipulative I repeat, he replaces y/n’s birth control pills, etc.

masterlist.

wc. 2k

Proceed with caution as it can be triggering. Gif credits to Pinterest.

note. PLEASE PLEASE SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS, I would really love a long ass ask tbh 🌸🥺okay that’s it, ENJOY!

No no no no.

You hadn’t realised that a tear escaped your eye, your blurry gaze was focused on your shaky hand. The white blue stick in your hand trembled. “N-No..” you could barely whisper. Your legs felt wobbly all of a sudden, the two bright red straight lines was all you could focus on.

You were pregnant.

You couldn’t believe this, horror filled your eyes as you kept staring, the longer you stared, the more suffocated you were beginning to feel. The large grey bathroom felt like a small cave, your mouth trembled as you inhaled a shaky breath in, “fuck fuck fuck!!” You cried, finally letting it out, the bile that rose up to your throat almost made you want to throw up again.

How could you not have known?

A broken cry left your mouth as you fell down to your knees, it all came rushing back to you. You tried to be careful, you had warned Shouto, your boyfriend.

And you were too late to realise.

Until now.

A knock interrupted your flashback as you heard a familiar voice and your heart skipped a beat, “Y-Y/N can I come in? Are you okay? Why are you crying? Please tell me what’s wrong? Sweetheart?” It was shouto, “Y/N you’ve been in the bathroom for so long now, You feelin’ okay, baby?” He continued, his tone was so gentle that it should’ve relaxed you,

But except it didn't. “I told you that we should go see a doctor! Y/N you haven’t been feeling well for a month! Please let’s just go!” You heard him plea to you, he beat his fist at the door again.

Until you were forced to open the door and come out.

Your head hurt, stress was building up inside you, Shouto’s heart dropped in his chest as he saw your face, filled with hot tears. “B-Baby?” He stuttered as he pulled you into a tight hug, “what’s wrong? Are you okay?” He kissed the crown of your head as he caressed your head, in an attempt to calm your shaking body down.

“S-Shou…” you cried on your boyfriend's warmth, his big muscles flexed as he tightened his hold on you.

You were both too young to have a baby… that was all you could think of. “Yes, baby tell me, what’s wrong?” He whispered carefully, as he pressed small pecks on your hair. His scent calms you down but only for a bit as reality hits you once again.

“Y/N baby?” Shoutos deep voice called out for you, you were only nineteen and he was twenty…

“Shou- Shouto I’m p-pregnant!” You choked out, tears still fresh, falling from your red eyes. As you remove yourself from his grip, you fall down to your knees, your hands cover your face, you start sobbing again.

Would shouto leave you now?

You were busy crying when you didn’t notice a big smile taking over his face, but only for a moment as he quickly concealed it and got on his knees, on your level. “W-What?” He stuttered.

He was playing dumb with you.

Were you really telling the truth? Had Shouto really succeeded?

His hands fell on your back as he tried to pick you up. “Baby please answer me? Are you sure?” He looked at you, a hint of hope in his eyes.

You always adored children, you would love yours too, he was sure, almost as much as loved you.

“Yes Shouto! I-I took seven tests!” You sobbed. “We’re n-not ready! Please.”

Shouto couldn’t slip up, it was hard for him to mask his happiness, but he managed to sound shocked and confused.

He almost tsked. He was more than ready. And he knew that deep down, you were too, you were just shocked, that’s it, right?

“Shouto! H-How is this even possible?!? I was on birth control?! I didn’t t-think much about missing my period last month, a-and I thought that the morning sickness was because of the stress of my job…” you hiccuped, Shouto’s heart broke seeing you like that.

But in reality, this was all his plan. He wanted to get you pregnant for as long as he could remember. The first time he ever saw you, he fell head over heels for you, fast and hard.

You were beautiful, ethereal and perfect, you were a goddess that anyone would kill to have.

And that’s exactly what he did. But still, that was not enough to secure you from slipping up from him.

He couldn’t bring himself to risk losing you.

So that’s why he replaced your birth control pills with fake ones. Of course you didn’t know that.

He just couldn’t believe that he was going to be a dad and you were going to be a mommy.

If Shouto was being honest, he’d always wanted to make you a mommy.

Oh, you would be such a great mommy… Shouto had been fantasising about this moment for so long, your belly swollen ever so beautifully with his child in your pretty womb…

Shouto exhaled a shaky breath out as the images flashed before his eyes.

His dream finally came true.

“I-I don’t know what I’m gonna do, shou! What are w-we gonna do! We’re too young for a baby right now!” You panicked.

“I-I’m probably gonna have an abo-NO!” Shouto’s eyes snapped open at your words, his words boomed across the large walls of his room. “I-I mean, baby relax… please think with a cool mind..” he picked your body up. You stared at him with shocked eyes.

His body felt giddy, he was so happy.

“We’re gonna figure this out together okay? Together…” he kissed your head again, as he nuzzled his nose against yours. “Don’t you worry… we’re gonna be in this… together.” He cooed.

“Baby this is our happy little accident,” he cooed again. Kissing your lips chastely and not giving you a chance to argue.

Was it really though?

The answer was simple, No.

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