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good-beans · 6 months
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*thinking about Double a normal amount*
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Ruggie Bucchi - Outdoor Wear SSR
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bookish-bogwitch · 21 days
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an ask game for writers to procrastinate working on your WIP(s)
thanks for tagging me @wellbelesbian!
1. 🦈Tell us the name of your/ one of your WIP(s): Basil Pitch's Diary. It's literally my only WIP.
2. 🍄Describe your WIP/one of your WIP(s) in the format of “___ + ___ =___” Bridget Jones's Diary + Carry On = We Love Baz, Just As He Is
3. 🌍What tags or warnings will one of your WIP(s) need if you intend to share it? Internalized homophobia, gaslighting, self-hatred. 😬
4. 🧭An alternative title to one of your WIP(s)? I never considered an alternative title to BPD, but the one that comes to mind now would be a huge spoiler. The alternative title to the next chapter is "I Fortunately Know a Little Magic," which is sassy and snappy (R.I.P. Howard Ashman) but less thematically relevant than the title I chose.
5. ⚠️Which WIP your most likely to finish or update next? Basil Pitch's Diary. Literally every other fic I've ever posted has been while "taking a break" from BPD, which could go on indefinitely if I let it, so I am bound and determined to finish this fucker before starting something else.
6. 💾What is your document of your WIP/ a WIP called? (not the stories actual title but what you’ve saved it as) I have a list for BPD called "Chapter Checklist." It contains subtle insights "Baz is an UNRELIABLE narrator."
7. 🖍Post Any sentence(s) from your WIP. Here's Baz and Dev in ch. 7:
“Will you stay for dinner?” 
“Can’t. Dev and I…”
As Niall told me about their plans I grabbed one of the football’s nylon loops and let Rusty tug on it as we walked. It seemed too late for Niall to have a date all the way in London, but what do I know about dates.
“Come with us,” said Niall. 
I grimaced. “No thanks. I’ll catch up with Dev when he’s not on molly and climbing down your throat.”
“You don’t ‘catch up’ at Beast Night. You dance.”
“With whom?”
“Men.”
8. ♻️A scrapped idea for your current WIP. I just looked in the trash folder of the BPD Scrivener project and found this note I don't remember writing:
Renée Zellweger would play Baz. People would be skeptical but she’d fucking nail it. Gaining weight for a role? How about growing eight inches, sprouting a happy trail, and joining the legions of undead. (Might as well cast Oscar bait.)
9. 🤔What’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet? A Watford-era get-together magickal mishap involving animal transformation and beloved children's literature. So, you know. The usual.
10. 🤡How many WIPS are you actively working on? Just the one. @facewithoutheart and I have a secret side project going that involves back-and-forth writing and it's stalled out on me. It's very fun and silly and I plan to return to it when I need a break from some of the angstier parts of BPD.
11. 🛠Is there a scene or anything in the WIP you are struggling with right now? I'm not working on any one BPD scene right now, but trying to map out the rest of the fic in greater detail so that I can roll from one chapter to the next. I was struggling for a couple of weeks with how to make an unavoidable canon plot point emotionally relevant to Baz's arc, but I think I figured it out last night. Phew.
12. ❤️Not a question, just a second Kudos to send. Kudos and tags to @cutestkilla, @thewholelemon, @whatevertheweather, @brilla-brilla-estrellita, @monbons, @onepintobean, @ileadacharmedlife, @ivelovedhimthroughworse, @skeedelvee, @im-gettingby, @imagineacoolusername, @iamamythologicalcreature, @youre-an-apocryphal-concept-223, @rimeswithpurple, @goblindad-emoshit, @facewithoutheart, @artsyunderstudy, @alleycat0306, @erzbethluna, @ebbpettier, @emeryhall, @f-ing-ruthless-baz, @hushed-chorus, @hertragedyconnoisseur, @ionlydrinkhotwater, @ic3-que3n.
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starsomens · 7 months
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✨Request✨ about my embarrassment because embarassing myself is my hobby <3
reader's parents and younger brother (8 years old the young bastard😑💙 go pick up the reader at the end of the show, in that gentle moment when Noah chats a bit with fans. While he and the reader are chatting, the reader's younger brother approaches them and innocently asks "Is he that Noah guy you keep talking about in your sleep?🧐🤔" BABEGORL IMAGINE NOAHS FAACCEE IM FINISHEDD FOR LIFFEE😭😭
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He come out of the concert absolutely exhausted, but absolutely fulfilled. You had one of the best nights of your life. The performance was amazing. The vocals were unforgettable and of course the boys as individuals was just a whole other experience. You were just a little little sad that you weren’t able to get VIP tickets in time but there was always the next show.
So here you were waiting outside for your parents to arrive. They’re about five minutes away, so it wouldn’t be too long. You scroll through your phone. Looking at the pictures you had taken tonight. You zoom in on a particular picture that you have taken nearly perfectly. It was a lead singer Noah and he looked fantastic. No it was very common but also pretty, looked down upon depending on who you asked to have a crush on the lead singer. as much as you try to avoid it or deny it, you definitely had a crush on him
His musical talents, his looks, and his vibe personality overall really draws people in, so could you really blame yourself? You sigh reliving the memory in your head.
“ maybe next time I’ll get into VIP “ you said to yourself wistfully
“ well, maybe that can be changed “ a voice comes from behind you you spin around to see none other than Noah Sebastian and Nick Rufillo. You felt your heart dropped into your ass you blink a couple of times look from side to side, not believing what you were saying. It was after the concert, and here was the band members themselves talking to you
You for a loss of words “I-I…. Your bad omens …” was all that you could muster
They both smile their heads “ that we are. Did you enjoy the show tonight? “ they asked and you not your head enthusiastically
“ it was so good I loved every second of it!” Compliment you’re more than sure that they could see the stars in your eyes from how you were gawking and rambling to them
“ Glad that you enjoyed, but how about a picture since you didn’t make it into VIP” offered you felt like you were dreaming at this point and you hope something would come and prove that it wasn’t a dream. As if the universe was listening to your thoughts at that very moment. Another voice comes behind you.
“Hi!” Slightly turned around to see your younger brother. “ is that your boyfriend?” he ask looking Noah up and down.
“Y/B/N! No, where’s mom and dad? Why are you here?” You ask as blush appears on your face. Your cheeks become aggressively red from embarrassment.
“ we’re here to pick you up remember” he said sarcastically pointing to the car. You just kept your mouth shut at that point because if you said anything else he’d make it worse.
“ hey how do I get a picture of you guys together?” Your mom offered pulling out her phones to take a picture. Your brother may have shown up to embarrassing you, but at least you were able to get a picture with Nick and Noah even if you weren’t able to get into VIP and see the rest of the boys.
Group together and take one or two pictures and thank them profusely
“ I know you” your brother says suddenly
And of course, Noah asks “oh you do do you enjoy the music too?“
“ not really but you my sister’s wallpaper and she talks about you in her sleep too”
You. were. Horrified. Sure your brother embarrasses you at times but why now? And in front of all people know Sebastian of bad omens. WHY???
You couldn’t move you couldn’t say anything you were completely petrified in your spot and just watched Noah’s eyes widen and surprise. A smile crossing his face in a light chuckle, escaping his lips.
“ well, I’m sure she does if she really likes her music” he was trying to save the embarrassment and redirect your brother in a different direction but of course this demon spawn says
“Mmm but she’s always staring at pictures of you saying how hot you are-“
“OKAY WELL IM TIRED and it’s time to go home and I have work in the morning”
“No you do-“
At that point, you sort of stuffing your brother into the backseat of the car and shut the door as fast as possible. You had nowhere to hide your face as a long size escapes your body. You had such a great night, and you even got to meet two of the band members and your brother just had to ruin the experience.
You felt the top of your shoulder and you turn around to see Noah, handing you a piece of paper those between his fingers. He gives you a soft smile and says.
“ we gotta get going, but have a safe drive and thanks for coming to the show”
“ thank you for taking a picture with me. I really appreciate it and again I love your music so much.” You think them and goodbye as they walk to you soon will be the tour bus
when all of a sudden you get into the car and put your headphones on completely ignore your brother. You look at the paper still in hands, folded. You take the paper and carefully open it, just enough for you to read.
It was autographed by Nick and Noah with a small note under Noah's name
"see you in your dreams ;)"
Your cheeks heat up and all you could do was fold it tightly and stuff it into your pocket. You'll make sure your brother doesn't ever see this one!
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lavendel081 · 3 months
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Helloooooo, Yomi! 💜💜 I don't think I've ever bothered you in your mailbox before 🤔😅 But I guess I am now, hehehe! So I had a random question that I want to ask today...
If you ever got the chance to play Stardew Valley with expansion mod/s such as Expanded, Ridgeside Village, etc etc... Which of the modded bachelors/bachelorettes would you like to romance? 👀
I know you're going to choose Sebby, but what if you have the chance to choose the modded ones instead? 👀
I hope you have a good day, Yomi!! 🫶🏼💜💜
P.S. I will always love your drawings! 💕💕 Especially with the way you shade! 😍 Also, Eris is adorable, and I will always say that to her, sjjssjs- Also, always remember to take breaks in-between 🙏🏼✨️
I FINALLY DID IT THOUGH U ALREADY SAW HIM LIKE 5 MIN AGO HI HELLO THANKS FOR THE HELP WITH THE EYE COLOR ILY NIM
THANK YOU FOR THE ASK ILL CONTINUE WRITING IN ALL CAPS CUZ MY BRAIN IS MELTING!!! UHH UR SO RIGHT ID STILL GO FOR SEB A SAFE FILE ISNT RIGHT IF IM NOT MARRIED TO HIM BUT IF I HAD TO PICK IVE BEEN ITNERESTED IN ISAAC SINCE U GUYS BRING HIM UP FROM TIME TO TIME.
I did try out the mods before and I got married to Ian and Shiro from Ridgeside and Victor from SVE and I def wanna try out like Lance storyline someday ( I fr havent touched any of the adventurers guild stuff there idk why). I did get married to Sterling too cuz Kathy made me play mod and hes such a sweetheart, but that's Kathys husband and he cant be anything else in my brain.THANKS AGAIN FOR THE ASK NIM ILY!! HAVE A GOOD DAY!!
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timmymyluv · 2 years
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double trouble
FAKE INSTA
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dad!timothée chalamet x mother!reader
hope you guys missed the twins au! this is super cute and I love this domestic soft parenting theme so please enjoy 🫂
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ynandtimo.fansite
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our lovely parents out for date night without the kids after a while. 💗
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user7 my parents I think
ynfanbase wait 🤔so if in the first years since yn had the twins they'd accompany timmy for his rare one year projects but now he hasn't accepted anything new sans the movies he's already filmed 👀
dunestimo ok you have a point 😭 word on the street says yn is gearing for her fashion comeback both on the runway and on the magazine
username972 omg what if she goes straight for vogue usa when ur that girl 😌
bestgirlyn when you comeback from ur hiatus after raising kids with thee timothee chalamet strong as ever as the fashion world's darling >>>
datuser even her maternity and post birth clothing was always on point 😭without when trying shed look so good
user789 timo house husband era soon🔜
yourusername timo male wife
ynschalamet YN??!?! WHAT ARE U DOING HERE
yourusername nothing 😁just missed u guys
ynsbulgaria miss you too angel ❤️sending hugs and kisses to the fam
datuser whens the new album? also missed u on the runway queen
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ynfanbase OMG SHE LIKED WGAT DOES THIS MEAN?!?
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back to work? missed the chaos.
user876 not yn posting an actual candid pic of her backstage
yourusername im ngl it can get real crazy backstage at fashion shows 😭😭never been one to sugarcoat
bellahadid ditto
yourusername can't wait to walk the runway again with u baby bells 🥺
bellahadid me too my butterfly 🫂💗
devonleecarlson RETURN OF THE GOATTTT
hooooooyeony never lost your spark girl!
yourusername 고마워 언니! (thank you older sister!)
kekepalmer so excited bestie!!!
yourusername me too bby ❤️
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papa timmy going on a walk with the twins in central park today! everyone was fairly skeptical and wanted to give the family the space but timo offered to take a few pics to the lucky fans who were so gracious/respectful.
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tchalamet do I have a dad bod yet? *drum hits to a lame joke*
user888 TIMMY 😭😭
yourusername you ate with me during all my cravings and still built like that nothing we can do about
tchalamet I can dream
yourusername keep dreaming wildcat
sandboxuser WILDCAT THE HSM REFERENCE WKDKEK
milliebobbiebrown 🎶you may sayyy I'm a DREAMERRR 🎶🎶
yourusername 😭😭MILLSIE PLEASR
user233 see guys how being respectful to celebs pays off
fan197 when we don't treat them like wild animals and actual humans who deserve privacy like everyone else>>>>
ynsgermany omg where's yn
yn4ever she announced her comeback to the runway remember? the kids are a little older and tim is taking some time off to be with the two while mama is back, still on top of her game 😌
trolls8 he looks a little tired
usernamehere now can u stfu if you were a dad to twin toddlers you'd look tired too you old hag
user111 😭😭
usernamehere if you wanna look tired i can give u a black eye or two you punk
odessamay I was the fan who took a pic with him here! he was so nice I felt shy to ask for a pic as I was also waiting for a bagel but he so kindly offered 🥺
laurieschalamet ooh what flavour of bagels did he get?
odessamay he got plain old cream cheese while he got some strawberry and cream bagels for yn!
ynsparadise yes I heard yn is still in nyc just having more meetings/photoshoots but she's not that far off from the kiddos
odessamay the kids are so cute clearly no one took pics of them to respect their privacy but they were so friendly and charming to the strangers they'd meet!! sometimes they were shy hiding behind their dad but they loved hugging/shaking others hands or even talking to them about anything ❤️
user87 yn and timo raised such good natured, well adjusted and polite kids
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first time on set since I had the twins. I admit it hasn't been the easiest and I was quieting down fears even as the cameras flashed. but to make it clear, I only look like this post childbirth bec of my genetics/natural physique, and the resources that allows me significant assistance during childbirth, running the household and a loving, dedicated staff whose main job is to keep me happy and healthy. Our bodies have done such a wonderful thing to bring a child to this world and you should treat your body kindly after, not push yourself to look a certain way after.
Your body changing after childbirth isn't a bad thing, if you don't wear the same pant size anymore, your organs rearranged differently or something changes colour or the stretch marks that form, everyone's body is different and let's celebrate that as long as it's not causing any significant harm, discomfort or illness to your lovely body.
I cannot thank the entire village who was by my side then and now when I welcomed my two little angels and the warm embrace as you've welcomed me back to the fashion world. To my muse, my partner, my other half @/tchalamet I cannot thank you enough for the love and sacrifice you've shown our family and I love love you so much mon amour.
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tchalamet baby mama 💗
yourusername better be your only or else 🔪
tchalamet you can be sure of that ma'am 😁
florencepugh You better. Or Else.
usernamehere SO OMINOUS YN DEFENCE SQUAD SERIOUSLY
cher u look so sexi darling xxo 🎉💌❤️💜💙❗♨️🔊
user444 love cher and her blast of emojis wkdkdk
yourusername thanks cher!
anokyai missed you girl!!!
yourusername missed you too babes!! see you soon mwah 😘
jasminetookes amen to the message! you don't have to look like this childbirth you just delivered a baby from your pelvis that alone is so miraculous
phoebebridgers women are so powerful>>>>
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emilyratajkowski love u mama
yourusername from one mama to another xoxox
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mayahawkeswife · 2 years
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u should rant a little abt the 'will has powers thing' bc im a little confused LMAO
of course i will :)) anything to info dump lmao
okay so this might be a lot but- stay with me here please— (and ofc ask questions or add on to anything 😭😭)
one of the main things pointing to will having powers is basically a lot of the shit that he did in season one, more specifically how he was able to do it.
some things he was able to do includes: controlling individual lights, speaking to joyce through the phone + walls (?? ig idk how else to word it), appear in joyce’s dreams/a sort of apparition of him appears (this one is def more theoretical, i’ll get to it in a minute), and the reason why he was even taken in the first place (or at least my theory as to why).
first off: while, yes, in season 4 vol. 1 when the teens are stuck in the upside down, they found a way to talk to people in the (for better lack of words) right side up through the lights, it doesn’t completely translate to what will had done so previously. as we know, the upside down is stuck on the day that will went missing, so everything is how it was on that day in the upside down (except well— more decayed and covered in vibes but- whatever yk). so, this would mean no alphabet wall. there would be no way for will to know that was there. and let’s say that will managed to figure out what his mom was trying to do somehow, the christmas lights were never turned on in the first place. the majority of them were never turned on. in vol. 1 we see how the lights need to be turned on and source in the right place in order to communicate through them. this… doesn’t really make sense in terms of will talking to joyce through the lights. there was also this post i made that touched on the scene with the lights in wills room flashing in a circle that directly parallels the scene in s4.
another thing with the communication between worlds that doesn’t add up comparing the teens to will in s1 is how joyce was able to actually hear will. somehow he had called her, and joyce was able to hear him breathing through the phone until (supposedly) the demagorgan came and.. something happened to will. (i’m not sure if i’m just not remembering correctly or if it was never clarified what happened then, so.. yeah). anyways, the teens were not able to vocally speak to the kids in the right side up, and seemed to not be able to use any electronic things while in the upside down.
something else i find interesting and hope is touched on in vol. 2 is joyce literally ripping the wall down and seeing will in the upside down (before he ran away and she broke the wall down with an axe). like— how the fuck? was will making a gate somehow? or was it the demogorgan?? either way, it wouldn’t make sense (unless… a certain boy had certain abilities 🤔). adding on, there is a scene where will seems to appear in joyce’s dream/vision, before it’s shown to actually be johnathan. this is just a small detail, but it sort of reminds me of whenever people are able to see el when she’s in the black room/using her powers. so… hm…
finally, there’s the biggest question about will: why was he taken in the first place?
there is a big theory going around (that i believe in) that it was vecna, rather than the demogorgan, that took will back in season 1. this could explain why he wasn’t killed right away like barb, and why he was targeted even though he wasn’t bleeding. the figure also stalked him down, all the way from the wheeler’s house to his shed. that’s not normal behavior for a demogorgan.
so… why did he target will? of course my theory is: will has powers. but rather than be made to be born with powers, like el and the others, he was born like henry creel.
there are many parallels between henry and will. they’ve both been described as being “sensitive kids,” they both have an interest in drawing, they both don’t fit in the ‘societal norm,’ etc etc. we don’t know how henry (aka 001) has his powers, but i theorize that he was somehow born with them. and however he was somehow born with them is the same way will ‘acquired his.’
a foreshadowing of this lowkey comes from season 1 when dustin is talking about how el has powers.
“So, do you think Eleven was born with her powers like the X-Men or do you think she acquired them, like Green Lantern?”
now, eleven was technically born with powers, but they were ‘acquired’ by experiments trying to replicate henry’s, not naturally born.
so, why did vecna take will? it could be something similar to him trying to make eleven join him (before she.. yk.. sent him to the upside down). or it could be something else entirely. but i do believe it does have something to do with will having powers (and also his trauma and personality could play a factor into it too).
so.. yeah, that’s why i’m a will byers has powers truther. again, most of this is theoretical, so probs take everything (especially stuff towards the end) with a grain of salt. hopefully we get answers during s4 vol.2!!! i dont know which interview this was said, but there has been talk that why will was taken first being address in vol.2 so fingers crossed iggg 🤞🤞🤞
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twottie-m8 · 1 year
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Hello! I’ve been trying to remember to send you a little message for weeks now, but I somehow keep forgetting. Today I went: now’s the time and I’m not doing anything else until I’m done! Anyhow, one of the main reasons I’ve been having such a hard time writing this, is that I’ve attempted to express my feelings for your art in words a couple times and they haven’t felt complete, somehow. 🤔 But now, I’ve decided this will have to be good enough!
About your Dream’s Birthday Party comic, my goodness, there is so much sweetness and loveliness poured into it. It was an absolute pleasure to read and wait for, and, although you say the ending was somewhat predictable, I was FLOORED when Dream pulled the engagement ring out. I felt like sobbing in a most positive way. 🥹💕 Everything about it was so funny and charming! The characterisation, Hob’s inherent sillines, the splash of colours from Delirium’s wrapping, the FERRET CUDDLING INTO DREAM, DREAM’S LITTLE “Oh!”, HOB CATCHING DREAM MIDAIR—IT’S GOOD, IT’S SOSOSO GOOD. 😭
I am, especially, madly in love with your Hob and Dream dynamic. It’s, hands down, one of my favourites. Dream constantly feels like a princess whose knight in shining armour has finally showed up and carried her to her castle with love and strength. He is… so soft and touch starved, I adore him and his expressions… And Hob. He looks so ridiculously whipped for this beautiful creature, he’d do anything for him, and he is so funny and sweet and silly about it. He’s marvellous and they’re adorable together. 😭😭����
This got long, I hope you don’t mind! But yeah, I love your dreamling art and hope to talk to you again. Have a fantastic day! 🖤
BRO???
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I have never in my life imagined that a spur-of-the-moment comic could touch so many folks' hearts it brings me so much joy to see yall find comfort and entertainment in something I made for shits n giggles off-handedly.
Each detail I established in the comic came to be like this: what's the next part? -> sketch it out thinking of the bigger image -> oh we need to fill in details -> monkey brain says "haha what if we did this" -> then I go "what IF we did?? What is stopping us"
At least for the comic, I had imagined it taking place in a time where dream finds himself happy and content; his family is as made up as they could be, he's got his shit together and an immortal lover so devoted he waited 133 years unsure if dream was ever going to show up in his life again. This had definitely taken a part into how i characterized them for the comic! Think of it as a happy ending au or something lol
(^Although I say this, the setting of the comic can very much be open to interpretation! I would hate to spoil anyone's fun 😊)
My dreamling dynamic I think stems from the fact that I have not read the comics and so I don't really have a complete grasp of how they're supposed to be. Going off of what I've gotten from the show and the fandom, I kinda just went with whatever characterizations I liked. Although I'm typically someone who likes to enjoy consuming content/stories/franchises by starting at the very beginning source material, this has felt quite freeing to essentially just play around with these characters like they're barbie dolls.
I really do feel how far I've come as an artist and storyteller seeing the little kiddie fan I used to be in the people that squeal and cheer for each updated part and/or post, and that now IM the person that kid me would've looked up to online... it just hits a deep part of my heart haha
Thank you so much for the ask! It really means a lot to me 💕
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fantasydaydreamers · 11 months
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hello!! i hope you're doing great ♡
i'm the anon with the fixation on the donut shop girl (lmao) and the one who asked if touya actually picked reader on spin the bottle! (and maybe something else lol) i thought i could use an emoji to sign my asks since i feel like asking you too many things (even if it's a bit late 😅) would this one be okay? 🍥 i hope no one is using it!
sorry for the rant!! i wanted to say that part 6 updates got me squeaking, kicking my feet and twirling my hair, have you considered writing a 15 minutes in heaven? (jk jk...... unless)
now fr... soft touya got me on my knees! (yes.) i loved how even after realizing reader actually was okay with sending him that text, he still gave her space to clear her mind (even though i was dying for a kiss). i'm glad touya is at least a bit self-aware and knows that it's a bit hard to trust him 😔 also this part made it clear for me that he's interested in reader only since that night, that's good to know! i thought maybe he had his eye on her from before, and he shot his shot at the party.
on the other hand, hitoshi still doesn't give me good vibes, idk why! like... it probably is just my personal taste and not that he's fishy or anything, but... his words at the end didn't sit too well with me, although it's normal he was so passive-aggressive lmao.
either way, tomura best boy.
dying for part 7!!
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YES!!!💕 HII!!!! I remember and I hope my answers helped ease yours and everyone else's curiosity 🤭 (at least somewhat)
I LOVE ASKS!!!!! NO SUCH THING AS TOO MANY!!!!!😤 you can use an emoji if you want (I don't think that one is being used🤔)
OKAY!!!! SO!!!! (LONG ANSWER AHEAD SO IM GONNA PUT IT UNDER THE CUT👀)
💙💜
First of all, not 15 minutes 😭😭😭 I love how you didn't even say 14 to double it and just added an extra number LMFAOOO!!!
I'm glad you caught on to Touya pulling away and being like "I'm giving you space to sort everything out." AND MANNNN DID HE WANT A KISS TOO!!!!😩 he knows of his reputation so he gets it....but YES!!! HE ALSO CONFIRMED ITS BEEN YOU!!!
Now, I kinda teased the answer to this is a previous ask but I think I'll just clarify it here (sorry for not doing that before!😭) but at the party you were the only girl in the circle Touya hadn't been with yet SOOOO he picked you for 7 mins in heaven and before he could even try anything, you immediately turned him down.
Obviously, he knew why and bc of his reputation, so he thought he could be sneaky and seduce you (as he's done with the other girls who tried resisting him...) Turns out, that didn't work either and you ended up peaking his curiosity.... (this will possibly be explained more in part 7😭)
→ Touya: *is confused* "I don't....is she taken already? But I'm.....me?"
Half of y'all finding Hitoshi suspicious and the other half finding Touya suspicious is so funny to me???😭 y'all fucked up for catching feelings for two guys and sus them out?? BABE, LOOK IN A MIRROR!!!!LMFAOOO JK I LOVE YALL!!!😭💕
In all honesty, Hitoshi is hurt rn so he said that bc he's just....well....hurt😬. Tomura is here for everyone tbh....you've made a bestie for life🥹
Finally, there's been a few comments on part 6 asking about alternate endings and I'm so sorry but...that's not going to happen😔 I originally started this with one end in mind and although how TEMPTING it is to give them both an ending, only one will come out victorious. I WILL WRITE MORE FICS AND STORIES IN THE FUTURE GUYS!!!!!😭 LITERALLY RIGHT AFTER THIS STORY I TOLD YALL WHAT IM DOING!??!?? PLEASEEEE!!!!😭
We can all have a therapy session after? PART 7 SOON YAAYYYY!!!!!!!💕💕💕💕🎉
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hchollym · 2 years
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I hate that Harry got a Weasley family watch on his birthday. It makes no sense to me. Im all for found family but as much as we’d all like to say Harry was another Weasley, I don’t think that’s actually true.
As least not when it comes to Molly and Arthur. They certainly do a lot for him but it’s still not like a parent and their child. We don’t see them writing Harry letters to congratulate him on anything or just to check in (we don’t even see that with the rest of the kids- only every the kids writing to them)
I mean, they could write a little note for holidays? What about cards for birthdays?
And while I think the watch would mean, does mean, so much to Harry and it makes sense that (in that moment at least) Ron would rather have something new it’s just
They had five other kids before Harry. Why wouldn’t any of them get that watch?
I think Molly and Arthur do care for Harry, but I also think it’s not the way Harry wants them to. The way everyone believes they do. Molly wants to control a lot of what Harry does but when is she there for everything else? And Arthur is just kinda there up until Harry needs more ministry help but even then that ends quickly. And while they certainly do a lot for Harry I also fully believe it’s because Harry is the boy who lives and then they did end up caring for him even if it’s just a bit.
We don’t see them bother acting that way with any other of their friends kids, not even Hermione that much.
So, I really hate Harry getting that watch and I’m also curious what the other kids before that got. I think something might’ve been mentioned but I can’t remember.
I get why they did it, and it certainly meant a lot to Harry.
And I'm all for found families and adoptions; adopted children are just as much family as anyone related by blood.
This is a different situation.
Yes, Molly & Arthur send Harry Christmas presents and try to include him, but they do not treat Harry the same way they treat their own children, and I've said before that there has always been an aspect of hero worship with them.
What's even more important is that Harry doesn't really want them to be his parents either. As soon as Sirius came into the picture, he wanted to be with Sirius much more than he wanted to be with the Weasleys (which is valid). And if he really viewed the Weasleys (as a whole) as his family, then his relationship with Ginny just got even weirder.
He definitely wanted Ron to be his brother (and Ron & Hermione were 100% Harry's family), but he didn't see Molly & Arthur as his second set of parents, and for good reason.
That's an interesting point about the watch too - why didn't they give it to one of Ron's five older brothers? Surely they didn't have a ton of those family heirlooms lying around and that was leftover? 🤔
Regardless, I do think they meant well, but it does fall a bit short.
Thanks for the comment! 😊
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primalspice · 11 months
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Ratbro - 🖊️, 🩹, 💤, , 💯, 🔺, 🐷, 💔, 💜, 🥪, 🤔, 🧐,
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🖊️ — does your oc have any tattoos? do they want any (more) tattoos?
He doesnt have any but he wants one that says FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DO NOT FUCKING RESUSCITATE
🩹 — does your oc have any physical and/or mental disabilities?
for a guy who got revived from being esploded and then locked in a warehouse for 30 years hes doing pretty ok but he's quite ptsd'd and brain damaged and chronic pain'd. him and his bestie can bond over shared morphine ^w^
💤 — is your oc a light sleeper or a heavy sleeper? how are their sleeping habits?
its really a mixed bag LOL generally he sleeps lightly and disturbedly. a little more scheduled at the fresk facility (not his choice) but a little less horribly overall once hes with faust.
💯 — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.
Details irt his dying and undying: he was like esploded and shot because he happened to join the military just before the once-every-20-years-severe-civil-unrest. and he died but the soon-to-be-defunct Citizens Longevity Project stitched his sorry ass back up and life supported him and tried to see wtf else would work Experimentally. it was Painful and Traumatizing for him. The project got defunded like a year or two after they realived him but long story short the founder coordinated things to where he and the others would pretty much have to just relocate but still stay in Custody. It was already pretty horrific but the quality of care obviously went steeply downhill LOL the only good part was that they didnt really bring in anyone new to get experimented upon.
2. Unlike harvey he actually graduated highschool before joining the military, but honestly it probably woulda been better for him to go earlier since he kinda sucked at school LOL. part two: i regret to inform that altho he was mainly a soldier/body to get shot at, his position during peacetime was pretty much just a junior cop.
3. He's pretty unimpressed by Faust's fancy coffee-making skills and doesnt really like coffee in the first place, but anything that isnt Facility Slop is a treat to him so he drinks it anyway.
🔺 — does your oc know how to use any weapons?
He still remembers how to shoot *smiles* thats pretty much all tho, he'd have been a decent fighter in his youth despite his tall scrawnyness but those days are long gone. he sure can try tho.
🐷 — what is your oc's favorite animal?
I don't think he's ever really had pets or anything, but he'd likely enjoy a dog. i say this insultingly.
💔 — what are three of your oc's negative traits?
Im gonna like.....not bring his Circumstances into it so i'll just focus on his base personality LOL. he's a Sheeple for lack of better words 😔 severely. Kinda in the same vein, he's quite approval-seeking. And i think he also suffers from harvey's disease in that he acts very passive and clueless while participating in (usually indirect) violence. altho i suppose he paid for that last one pretty quickly seeing how his bout in the military ended LOL.
💜 — what is your oc's ancestry/genetic background?
Apart from several generations of region zeroites, i think his and harvey's ancestors are majorly like. german/british medwestern americans.
🥪 — what does your oc's typical lunch look like? do they usually eat lunch?
Faust gives him his unwanted scraps like he's a dog. He gets his own lunch when theyre living together too tho, ofc. hes a VIP. He has whatever Faust is having and its a LUXURY compared to the like. cheese sandwiches and slop he's been served at the freak facility.
🤔 — what are some of your oc's quirks/mannerisms?
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He's often very confused or volatile Because he is confused because he was like literally reborn today and he can't catch a break. He has a staring problem.
🧐 — is your oc more logical or emotional?
He's guided by his desire to Keep The Peace, and he usually sees that as doing what he's told. I think its an emotional response. It's hard for him to follow much logic even if he wanted to nowadays, he's only able to operate in the Non-Warehouse World off of what the extremely biased other in his life have told him since he's been out.
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birdofmay · 2 years
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hello,
i asked another account this but i am incredibly impatient! so i'm here now. im not sure what to do with these thoughts of mine.
i'm currently 20. when i was younger (middle school-high school) pre ASD diagnosis, i used to constantly throw other kids under the bus who were bullied and displayed more noticeable traits than i. in fact i was grateful it was happening sometimes because it would draw attention away from me and i was able to use them as my "test subjects" when it came to shaping myself. it's not like i never stepped in but as time went on i stopped because i would end up being shown i really couldn't do a thing and would become a brief target because i would get "too upset" and would say a bit to extreme of things.
what i feel really bad about though is my time one v. one with a particular person. i would be a bit aggressive/judgmental because i felt they weren't trying hard enough to do things the "right way." example: this person who was just recently diagnosed wouldn't eat anything other than mashed potato's and other starchy foods or would not decide on things quick enough for me. i used to get so mad about it because i felt like "it's difficult to do certain things and i personally don't like doing particular things either but to be healthy you have to be 'put together' and you aren't even trying" or "just follow what i do, i'm doing the right thing here stop wasting time! what would you do with out me here." i would make fun of them for these things (never to their face if i remember correctly). generally this person and i never got along too well as our personalities are vastly different (i was a "wolf" they were a "bunny" type of thing) but i feel incredibly guilty as these were situations where i don't believe it was our personalities clashing but rather it was me simply being a dick.
(sorry for typing so much, i wanted 2 be precise)
Uhm... I'm not sure what to do with this ask, was the purpose simply to tell someone your thoughts, or do you want a certain answer? 🤔
The last part sounds like this typical "No, that's incorrect! Only my point of view and only my behaviour is correct and everything else is so wrong because it's not how I would do it!" mindset autistics are prone to - like difficulty switching perspectives and "updating" and integrating new information that might not be according to our world view.
This thinking really can make people behave like a dick - but it's good that you noticed that your behaviour wasn't the best, so now you can prevent it from happening again ☝🏼
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zorelle · 2 years
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Pitty party? 😭🥳
... I know its most likely the pms doing its thing and the rain's not helping but I just feel so sad today.
Like idk if my job is worth the hassle i barely make any money and I lose the clients if I up the prices and almost nobody working in social projects have the budget for design anyway and they're good projects so.
But Idk. And idk if im good at anything else like I dont remember being good at anything else I was ok as a waitress but that was like informal work 8 years ago. Idk what to do.
My computer's broken. Its been 4 months since i sent it to get fixed after it suddenly shut down and they're waiting for a chip to see if it would fix it or if we gotta replace a whole other thing, I mean we dont even know if it will get fixed. Im working on my mom's and my sister's laptops taking turns on them when the other one is needed. Im getting tired... And the money is not enough to get another desk pc obviously so I know if we cant fix my baby im gonna have to get a loan omg I hate loans im on (in? under?) debt as it is... But i cant keep doing this aaaaaa
And my room! The wall has some sort of leak in it from the roof we think but its the 3rd time theyre trying to fix it and as soon as there's a storm there's that fucking leak again. And so it has these ugly cracks on it and guess who said "I'll study how and fix it" over the pandemic lol 🙋🏾‍♀️👷🏾‍♀️ So that wall has been under works forever as you can imagine but also i cant touch the main leak yet bc like it wont dry properly until we find and stop the water from getting inside the wall and that is actually beyond me, like a wall and limewash-cement mix and stuff I can do but this is too much for me to go BobtheBuilder on like mmno. But is too much for the handymen too apparently bc it has never been fixed and its been what 3 years?
So in the meantime I'm sleeping downstairs in a sofa bed thats near the washing machine and its a small room and all my clothes are in boxes and I'm just... Tired! I wanna have a place to work and a place to sleep and a place for my socks and im like crying in my dad's bed bc mine is too cold and has no sunlight...
I want my room and my computer and my earnings from a job I'm good at, i think. Fuck this! I dont wanna be lile this anymore!
Maybe its not the pms yk... This sucks.
Actually I do feel better now. 🤔🤗
Self pity works wonders!
Thank you for coming to my party 🌚💕😭🥳😌🌼✨ its been real.
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distortedataraxia · 2 years
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HELLOW THERE i would like to ask for a nsd match up❤️❤️❤️❤🙋🙋
people usually like my insane nature and how funny i am, will always brighten your mood when your down and will always try to make you laugh with the things i find in the internet and stories when i was a kid since im pretty chatty💀,even tho i have a bright personality i can be quiet when i draw or focused on something ,i maybe stubborn at times but i will never give up,im an enfp btw!!
over all, im a funny person and who hope one day they could be a philosopher
THATS ALL I HOPE U HAVE A NICE DAY
Second author note : Hello I wanted to apologize for the reallyyyy long wait i don't think i have any valables excuses (well maybe i do but maybe i don't want to remember 🤔) and i'm sorry if this is rushed , I'm also sick while writing this TT-TT My writing might have changed or decreased and i'm sorry for that, i hope that regardless this, it'll be enjoyable,I didn't know what gender you wanted to be paired with so i originally planned to pair you with 2 characters seperately but my brain stopeed working on the second part and I didn't want to make you wait any longer so..I hope that doesn't bother you - If you want you can request to me again the same thing with the other gender..or to someone else judging the time I took to actually start getting my request dones again..i'm really sorry, thank you for your time, really ^^""
I pair you with...
Atsushi !
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I don't know.. My brain forced me to pair you with Atsushi-
You both would probably have a lot of fun together and you'll probably cheer up people together on some occasions, you guys would be pretty obvious. I can already imagine the whole thing ahah, but i'll let it up to you to imagine if you'd like. Also please give that boy comfort and love he needs it -
Of course you can't be chatty forever and you have time when you're focused, during theses times, Atsushi is either wondering what you are doing, either preparing something to try and surprise you, either on a mission or doing Dazai's job-
I can imagine you being stubborn and Atsushi giving up with a small SIgH and a little smile - But he won't let your stubborn habits put you in danger, don't even try to go on dangerous missions with him, especially if you don't work in the ADA or anything, you're too precious for him to lose.
He'll encourage your hopes to , one day, become a philosopher, and will probably go to Dazai like " Dazai-san ! I need your help! How do people become philosophers ? " Or maybe ranpo too - he'll be very supportive and will try to help the most he can when he's not working - please make sure he gets some rest.
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leejungchans · 2 years
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hi this is basically a fic JSMDNSM
thinking of starring with actor!lee chan in a drama (remember when people were saying the guy from business proposal looked like chan in that one scene <3) 🤔🤔🤔 he was pretty easy to get along with and he always tries to make sure you're not uncomfortable in any situation or scene you're filming, whether he's in it with you or not 💖💖💖
eventually your relationship with him gets an upgrade from just co-workers to very close friends who start goofing around on set together and it suddenly gets hard to stay serious in serious scenes when you're facing this dork 😔 but simultaneously you find your acting has become more natural now that you've grown comfortable with your lead partner!! and somehow everyone else among the cast and staff never fail to mention how good the chemistry between you two is, both on-screen and off and it's become a hot topic among the viewers 🤗 but at some point you start noticing how the feelings you're "acting" for a romantic scene with chan starts lingering even after the director yells "cut!" and as it progressively intensifies you still find your heart aching for someonething even after you've arrived back home,,,
it drags on until the day comes when you have to film an emotional scene with him: standing outside, getting soaked in the rain, screaming at each other, you're both crying but you're so sure yours are real as you your character confesses their love to him his,, the silence that comes after is part of the script but it only hurts you more knowing that the "i love you too" from him is too 😞💔 you hear him say it, you're supposed to stop sobbing and look him in the eye before running into his arms to kiss him but for some reason you can't stop crying ☹️ you hear the "cut!" and someone call for a break in the distance but you don't move from your spot, even as you feel a hand rest on your head and you know exactly who it is from how many times he's messed with and ruffled your hair, both as his character and himself
he's smoothing your hair down, patting your arms and shoulders, whispering how good of a job you just did,,,, he even took a towel from one of the staff to wrap it around you (not that it would do anything considering how drenched you are but he's trying okay—) and bc i am horrible at writing kiss scenes i will speedrun this part JDKSJSJS after you calm down, he asks you to look up at him before he cups your face in both of his hands and tells you again that you did amazing and you're speechless bc holy shit he looks so good up close like this staring at you like THAT and oh my god is he moving closer why is your face also moving oh and you've both closed your eyes and 😚
me, actually the director: [whooping in the distance]
will end this here bc i also hurt myself with this 😇🙏 i think i also made the bf cry ?? 😭😭😭
- 🌼
HI BESTIE IM ACTUALLY KICKING CRYING SCREAMING BC I LOVED BUSINESS PROPOSAL SO MUCH SO THIS WAS A TARGETED ATTACK 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️ I AM GATEKEEPING LEE CHAN FROM ALL OF U HES MINE </3 i’m literally this close 🤏🤏 to crawling in a feral position on the ground and crying i wish i was kidding </3
omgomgomg and he’d kiss you so tenderly while you’re both still drenched from the (fake) rain, his hands soft against your cheeks while he pulls you impossibly close until there’s no space between you two at all. when you finally separate he uses his thumbs to gently wipe away your tears, feeling a twinge of pain in his heart at the partly-hopeful, partly-pained look in your eyes as you whisper “is this real?”, preparing yourself for heartbreak in case the kiss was him acting on impulse while still in character. except he rests his forehead on yours, his thumbs still brushing against your cheeks comfortingly as he whispers back, “it’s real, this is real.” (bonus if the cameras start rolling again at this point and a cut eventually makes it into the episode, bc even the best acting couldn’t replicate the genuine affection that was in both your eyes.)
also hi 🌼’s bf waves allow me to cry with you
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brokenmachinemusings · 2 months
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tw suicide talk i guess. rare moment where i actually talk about whats going on in my brain. nothing serious this is mostly kept as casual writing.
honestly the only reasons im even alive rn are 1. hoping for a liberation in this world & that everyone is free, wish to possibly live until then (and. hopefully helping w a small change in the world.) 2. mass of the fermenting dregs concert in march (the bigger reason i havent offed myself tbh) (i forgot about this and then got reminded of it and it was just around when i was contemplating how to die. then once i remembered im now in the mindset of I Must Get It Over With This Month At Least.)
erm. when i was younger i had the whole “i have to live until 18!!!!” shtick which was also part of why i didnt kill myself back then. i dont believe in that anymore especially because i am approaching 18 but. food for thought? i guess???? this is the type of joke i would crack and people just stare at me like they saw a ghost. maybe i am a ghost.
this topic is. Really casual to me (in the context of myself) and im not sure if its because. im mentally ill. im a system. simply that i hate this world and dont want to live in it. something else. all of the above. or whatever. eh
part of me wants to drop out already and just rot away but at the same time i know thats just a traumatized part☝️ i know what u are. he has been trying to sabotage us for years and hes actyally cool just that. persecutor shit can rly fuck with ur psyche. also gets us lagging behind on our schoolwork. sighs.
that said there has also been a lot of persecutors fronting lately. or persecutor-adjacent parts? not sure. whatever. not like it matters much. ill shut up now im just trying to digest my thoughts and emotions. been “numb-crying” recently which is a really weird thing to experience. (basically when u start crying because of emotions but its not proper crying more like something leaking out. like a faucet that is damaged. and u dont feel anything either. except the overwhelming vortex of ur mind. and a burning tear on ur face or two. maybe not even realizing ur crying until later on. which might just be emotional amnesia.) ya know
im also wondering if this is Too Much to share with the internet, or well Tumblr Dot Com but. i didnt share anything dangerous per se and nothing that triggers me so i should be fine🤔 just saying if someone responds to this with “kys” ill just laugh in your face and block you or something. lolza. ok bye 4 now
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