#idk i need to sleep xD

[marinerainbow]

I'm thinking of making Shiny the jelous type. Her intended character in her cartoons was envious of the protagonists' girlfriend (being doted on and spoiled by the protagonist, I mean. Her character didn't love him. Just his money), so jelousy might be a trait that was literally made in Shiny.

If so, I doubt she'd even realize it. Not until she's actually in love with someone, but they aren't with her, does it really start to show how jealous she can get of potential suitors. She'd probably need a third party to notice her behavior and point it out for her to see it.

#im boutta pass out from my forst 8 hour food industry shift #my girl Shiny is currently keeping me strong... And the want to watch Tenacious D before bed #(holy crap though i have a newfound respect for people who work in food) #(dont get me wrong! i always respected them. They deserve it. But now ive EXPERIENCED what you guys do) #(i knew it would be hard but d a m n) #ANYWAYS- mini vent over 😅 #OC tid-bits #Shiny Weasel #my own OC's #WFRR #Who Framed Roger Rabbit #disney #this applies to any ship btw #i can see Wheezy watching Shiny while shes unusually ranting about this guy/chick her S/O is seeing #and he just smirks; knowing EXACTLY what this is- and he aint gonna let her live it down #also i know that jelousy and envy are two different things; but i think they can go hand in hand? #idk i need to sleep xD

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

*sighs* precious baby version of night and his mentally drained brother/dad got me dropping everything for a quick doodle<333

au by @dreemurr-skelememer

#my art #utmv #resetmare #dream sans #nightmare sans #nightmare #dream #ughhh idk i don't like how any of these came out >:'D #i mean they're a lil rushed i guess- but eh it's good enough to post hhh #i wanted to add so many more scenes but goshh i need to keep up with my studies at this point before i fall behind HGFVG #sketching the first lil drawing made me think of myself as a kid nagging my parents with so many weirdly specific questions xD #that or night is probably talking dream's nonexistent ears off about a story he read or his crazy day playing with the animals outside- #man what an adorable and sweet kiddo! nothing is wrong with him or his imaginary monster friend :) <333 #(but seriously tho..dream is so sleep deprived he'd just chalk up seeing tentacles move around the house as hallucinations hh :'Dc) #augh i just love this concept (dadmare/dadream in general) so muchh like YESSS gimme more of the anxious angsty brother stories<3333

[spottedenchants]

Relationship: Jester & Essek

Additional Tags: POV Essek, Demisexual Essek, Character Study, Intimacy, poking boundaries is how they play, it's how essek figures out where his are, Touch-Averse Essek, Post-C2

Words: 827

Summary:

marion is putting on a show and jester thinks essek should go

(he doesn't)

Read on AO3

#essek thelyss #jester lavorre #jessties #critical role #chanse writing #shout out to this goofy thing that i accidentally posted to ao3 earlier #-> meant to hit 'save draft' #-> hit 'post' instead #-> did not notice for idk how long #i need more sleep i think xD

[why-its-kai]

you know you have the Trigun Autism(tm) when you are able to identify the source of a partial screenshot used as the background on a book cover in under 7 minutes

anyways the fan guide #1 cover uses an edited screenshot of lewiston town from the end of episode 1 behind the stage-1 vash artwork. that's why it says HO behind him, it's a hotel lol

#exact frame may be different in my comparison and/or they edited out the on-screen text themselves idk #i did a screenshot stitch of that lewiston town pan in the past so i've looked at that scene quite a lot XD #and had a ton of screenshots on hand from making the stitch for comparing without needing to take new ones haha #it was less than 7 minutes for sure bc the computer needed to be woken up from sleep and i checked some other unrelated websites first #that is factored in to the time based on discord message timestamps lmao

[studentbyday]

mood

#literally so behind on school #i did finish some urgent things today #but only tmr will i *really* start working on the big things that are worrying me bc tho they're big they're also due a couple days away #but like... #they feel really big #so idk how much time i actually have to do all the big things that are currently really important but not 🚨URGENT🚨 urgent #studyblr #stu(dying) #istg i gotta fix this school mess (i.e. get ahead) #and physical/digital mess (backburner stressor 😵‍💫😭) #AND figure out how to do this lab thing over reading week #oooohhhh idk if this is just me being delusional about how much i can do in a single week out of school #i need to sleep #100dop #too tired to tag #good night #i did wake up at 7:45 today which i'm considering a win since it's been quite hard to get myself to do that XD #i don't think i've ever gotten up this early of my own will before #so that's nice #rant #chaotic academia #chaotic academic aesthetic

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished #and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing #or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol #inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!! #which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont #wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol #but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball #and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose #its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh #or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die #im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it #ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier #but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic #environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species #like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene #transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling. #i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt #teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff #what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready #my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol #unrelated

[klonoadoortophantomile]

started mother 3 . real good so far but the battles r kinda driving me crazy w the rhythm game thing

#IM STUPID !!!!!! I CANT DO THSI SHIT #i dont really play rhythm games the only other thing ive played is the fucking. rhythm heaven tutorial level at my friends house #multiple times. ive never beaten it. IM SO BAD ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY #i dont even get what ur supposed to be timed to or whatever in battles tho like #i keep putting enemies to sleep and trying to do it to the heartbeat thing but it doesnt ?? do anythint ??? #the stupid thing that tells u abt the rhythm battles in game says you can get by without doing it but i kinda doubt that #like…. thats half the whole battle gimmick youd imagine the game is balanced around it being utilized #also im judt absolutely getting my ass kicked rn i never got any game overs until i got to the castle #i forgot how to spell the name sorry #uh anyways i died like 7 times . sigh #still havent gotten thru all of it but whatever ill figure it out eventually #i needed to take a break anyways #its kinda bumming me out how much trouble im having w this but ive only played for like 3 hours its a whole game ill probably get better #as the game continues ??? idk #inqusitivewaltz.txt #characters and whatnot r very fun so far but again im only 3 hrs in so not much has happened i didnt already know abt XD

[thepinklink]

Every day I realize my art looks the same and realize I have the power to change but realize I need to practice and don’t feel like putting myself through the trauma of learning so then trying to improve becomes a deadly game of “how to become a great artist in ten minutes”

#plink rambles #being an artist is hard #especially because I’ve begun to feelblike everything I draw is the same lately #like #its all different #but like #same poses #same sort of…idk just general idea #whereas like other ppl can do like a sword/running pose in one piece #and then like a sleeping piece #all mine are just kind of the same #y’know? #idk XD #I think I just need to have a good study session and learn some new things

[anemoflower]

So I'm reading the De.tective Co.nan mangas and why are all the guys so damn cool?!

I think I used to have a crush on both Shi.nichi and Hei.ji... I still like them a lot but I won't f/o them because I ship them with their canon LI's (and looking at it now they're younger than me so that's a big NO)

BUT- BUT THERE'S HIM

Shu.ichi Ak.ai (yes I need to show him to you)

He's SO?? SO COOL?

The funny thing is in the first chapters he appears in, you think he's one of the bad guys and super creepy and later BOOM -plot twist- He's one of the good guys, he works at the FBI and is one of their best sn.ipers!!

#;babbling phia #Idk I have to think of him since the first time I saw him in the manga #maybe it's the way his eyes are drawn? #although it's canon that there are permanent bags underneath his eyes which makes him look sleep deprived xD #maybe one more thing is he used to have long hair #all of my recent f/o's have long hair maybe I have a type owo“ #oh no oh no my brain is thinking up s/i oc things... #the problem with this is he is also an introverted character which... wouldn't work with me #Anywayyyyy I just needed to dump my thoughts somewhere maybe I will categorize him as 'crush' #;I just think they're neat

[winter-tospring]

I want to thank my wife for making me see the color pink in a new light; making it a joyous event for me, instead of something I roll my eyes at. Associating it with her is the best thing that could have happened to my relationship to it. It's genuinely happy for me now, because I know it makes her happy. And I feel protective, and in that feeling, grows a defensive stubbornness to have more pink and more softness.

My heart just burstssss 💓with the desire to surround her with all the pretty things. With all the soft, blooming pink adornments i could find, to make her feel light, loved, and more precious than the stars.

I love that she's the softest soul I've ever known. I treasure her unabashed love of cute things, pretty, silly things I wouldn't have opened my heart to before. She's the smartest and most knowledgeable person I know, and her humor matching mine was like endless cherries on top of what I already was incredibly humbled to be a part of with her. There's something so grounding about the light-hearted moments; I really started realizing that in the past months. She makes me laugh all day, and she laughs with me, and even what I do and what I joke about can make her smile to tears. I'm starstruck by it, because she's a wonder to behold in those moments, and because it makes me feel so liked... I go shy in my heart, and smile to myself. One of the greatest joys.

I'm in awe that I get to know all parts of her, equally. Her resolution of spirit, her encyclopedic brain, her balm of a laugh, her lazy touch, her corny jokes, and so much more... To have known and adored her as someone online, then a friend, and to now know and adore her intimately, constantly makes me feel so privileged and wonderstruck.

She makes me look twice at simplicity, and awards my heart with beauty and meaning that I wouldn't have found had she not pointed to it. Trinkets, patterns, details, words, and actions; I think life is fizzing within her, and she cares so much because she can feel it all for how invaluable it is. She lives through the kind of heart I've aimed to carry in myself. I cultivate the thoughts to behave with intention, but she truly feels it all, second after second, and to watch her is to love life a thousandfold.

I try harder because of her, I wait longer because of her, I give my body pause for appreciation of what's around me, of what beauty could be found in it. I watch her watch things, and take notes. I give pause to more, in general, to feel the length of moments and savor them, and I start to understand that relaxing and nothingness have value in them, beyond preservation, or restoration. Sitting there with you is a treasure in itself. I know it, but my instincts take me out of what I know in my core to be true, for fear, that just being here wouldn't be enough. You brush fears gently with your warmth, and keep me embraced for long enough to feel, that I'm right where I should be.

She brightens everything with her gentleness and her uncorrupted stance in herself, which I admire so greatly. Seemingly uninfluenced by trends and outside opinion, she remains so effortlessly herself that her taste is truly hers, and it's so rare, and inspiring. She's like a true free spirit. She knows what she sees in things, and in others, and she's not afraid to compliment and acknowledge, even the smallest things. Victories are a many, every day, when you are around her. It's so light, so unburdened. All a continuation of communication and cooperation, and sadness, and comfort, and good faith, and care, leading us to all the finish lines we ever start.

I want her warmth to be held and celebrated for the gift that it is. I long to spend all my time embellishing her world the way she does mine. My love is hers, always deepening, filling endlessly with memories to look back on. I want more pictures than one can store, and I'm so happy about it. I used to delete without care, and now I want to overflow in folders of us.

I'm more affectionate than I could have ever been; I feel it become part of me, my hand reaching for her like that's what it's meant for. I feel the eyes beyond us becoming irrelevant. It gets easier and lovelier and more necessary each time I see her face again. It makes me so happy, and proud, and I know it's thanks to her.

I realized recently that I finally understand this thing about not knowing where the other person begins and where you end. Fade into you, you know. I understand. It's beyond words, constant when in her presence, unstated, but here, in me, between us. I feel complete, I feel peace, I'm at home with her. Nothing comes close to this.

I love you, infinitely, Dusty. I love choosing you, every single day. It's effortless; it's the thing that makes the most sense in the whole world. I'm so proud of you, and in love with you. 2 years of giggly disbelief that you love me too. I'm so lucky, @dustlines <3

#It's our anniversary #We got together almost on valentine's day. We both were like uhhhh something is gonna happen but idk what or when but I Feel It #We watched Saving Face on valentine's day and my vid kept lagging and in those waiting moments we'd unfold the onion layers of tentative #declarations of love. We didn't finish the movie cause we wanted to chat more than to finish it. And she said some things and I wasn't sure #if it was serious or not but it Sounded serious. Like she talked about a ring to hear another person's heartbeat at a distance #And all day she showered me with valentine's gifs and I was over the moon happy and surprised and I joined in #Then the 15th was awkward lol And the 16th we might have finished the movie? But at night we were talking and she had sent me this #The Untamed valentine's card that felt suspicious so before going to sleep I thought I couldn't just leave without knowing and I ASKED IF #IT WAS A SERIOUS QUESTION #And poor babe was just about to walk the dog so she didn't reply for several minutes and freaked out xD but she came back and we talked for #About an hour I'd say and gradually came to understand that the love was very mutual and at same level which we kept having to reaffirm bc #Both couldn't believe it. I love her. #We talked about dancing together that night and I think that was the last straw for me I was like COME ON #I need to know #Dust #T

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

okay okay i am technically studying for my upcoming exams, so i can't say i'll draw them immediately, but requests are now open!!!

yeah it's been ages since i've last opened those >:'Dc to be fair i never had the time (and i still don't honestly but shhh) and was already busy enough with ideas of my own to finish-

now tho? i'm dry on inspiration hhh so you're welcome to drop by and send me whatever comes to mind!! (utmv/undertale fandom stuff only tho) <333

#rambling #delete later? #idk but this is temporary so don't be shy to ask away!! #as a small note- do send me some specifics about what you wanna see #you don't need to do so per say- but i would vastly prefer a: draw x wearing this/doing that/fighting y. than just: draw 'ship' #not to say don't send me ships or anything! but add something extra (like idk dancing. having a sleep over? you get me!) #cause i'm always stuck on what to draw rather than who and i'm frankly a bit blank when it comes to prompts lately hhh xD #i'll take my time but that doesn't mean i didn't see your asks *°* i'm just swamped with work and i'm procrastinating HHH

[kuiinncedes]

how many days in a row can i stay up until 4 challenge

#made it this far into the week might as well keep going TT #rip sleep fr idk what else i would do tho lol #essay time 🫠🫠🫠 completely nonexistent essay woohoo #random but ive been making my alarms silent like vibration only #and im able to wake up to them even with like 4-5 hours of sleep this week djgfhgfjfdfk #i just dont wanna wake up my roommate so #not that i think my alarms would be that bad anyway bc i was trying to use like mellower alarm sounds lol #my roommate has like heavy metal alarm sounds or some shit idek XD #her alarms do be waking me up sometimes not rly tho bc i alr keep waking up kinda naturally around 8-9 gross #anyway #jeanne talks #am FALLING ASLEEP #bitch needs a thesis statement by class tomorrow morning and does not have any semblance of a thesis statement

[vunoirien]

Thinking about writing, drawing, music, study and jobs and tattoos.

#I want to get a job but i kinda want to wait until after ghost's vacation time so i still have it off #which is tough but not that tough #I can find an easy retail cash job no problem #hell I got messaged about a job I am not qualified for XD #anyway #I think I'll have another shot #and continue reading steddie vamp fics #I'm so amped up from drawing #I barely eat and sleep #idk #i need to figure shit out

[lost-in-azalea-forest]

im having sudden KnY brainrot idk why

kyooojuroo uzuiiii protect me from my family this christmassss

#❤️‍🔥 #✨️ #cw vent #cw christmas #im already struggling so much this day has been so tiring ughh #and i need to take care of my granny for aeons know how long cause she had health issues like ughh #i want to help her but i keep having other stomp on my boundaries and she keeps monolouging me and she doesnt listen at all #im so done already #i just wanna sleep like all day #and maybe like cuddle with these two idk they are nice #i think i might like both of them in a qpp kinda sense??? idkkkk #just want them to save me this year XD

[privitivium]

ok but how about a dom reader whos always busy (workaholic and shi) x an always clingy n touchy sub yan.

like. reader is never at home. and when he finally come back ends up doesn't paying that much attention to yan, sayin 'im too tired' or going to his home office. eventually being followed by yan cause omfg poor boy is basically starving for a little bit of attention. he still declines yan's pleadings tho

then one day this man shows up earlier and completely EAGER for his yan. idk what more can i say. breeding? degradation? daddy kink? dumbification? what could happen when theyre feeling so fucking needy for each other?

(also i love your writing so so much!!!!!!! <3

workaholic male reader, clingy sub yandere ^ rambles. euugh

dumbification works w either imo, reader fucking lover til hes stupid while simultaneously fucking his lover stupid?!

amab//domtop reader/subbot yandere, cw;; breeding, daddy kink, dumbification xd wanna rework this into a more ,,, eloquent fic. soon. have been busy. i really liked this idea so. will do on my own soon.

workaholic you, growing super distant… obviously making your lover paranoid. because what if you're cheating on him? you aren't, of course - he knows that, but he cant stop those kinds of thoughts from popping into his mind…!!! humping your pillow to ease himself while ur at work, watching the camera feed of you in your office… sigh…. often hearing the dreaded words accompanied by a soft simple pat on his back - not even a kiss... "sorry... please, baby, not right now. i'm too tired." he sobs himself to sleep, knowing you're only providing for him,,,, it hurts!!!

all his worries wash away when you arrive home earlier than usual! concerned, but all the more happy to see you appear in the doorway of your home… breathing ragged, looking all dark and mysterious,,,, the mere sight of you looking all deranged makes him hot and bothered. ignoring the way his dick twitches to life, uhmㅡ

"honey? why are you home so early, sweetheart?” draping himself across your front in a very affectionate hug. he couldnt help himself-! and, much to his delight you were not pushing him awayㅡand practically throwing yourself onto him?!?! hh..h.hh...

there you were,,, grasping his face in your hands, pressing your lips against his so hungrilyㅡ “i need youㅡneed you. need you.” expressing your apparent neediness over and over as you bury your face in the crook of his neck ㅡ he was startled, but so fucking eager to comply? feeling the way your boner presses against him? you were that eager for him just as he is you???,,,,, he nearly faints. tearing up with a now raging erectionㅡ “please, baby, i need you - i need you reallyㅡreally badly-” so fucking happy as he completely smothers you in his love,,,

you don't need to tell him twice,,, throwing the front door closed…,,, leading him to the bedroom, covering his face in kissesㅡeven when there was a perfectly good couch right there to make love on. he won't complain,,,, hes gotten used to the null feeling of toys...,,, so, feeling the very loving embrace of your dick filling him up overstimulates him rather.,,, quickly!!! thinking about how truly awful you are to neglect this pretty litte thing, how could you? so, so very awful.

your darling little lover sobbing on your cock… he's so beautiful - experiencing his love and affection for the first time in forever? berating yourself for being so distant,,, pouring all your frustration at yourself into his flexing taut hole,,,, “mm-misssed you… s-so mu-uch daddy-!” he doesn't seem to catch what he just moaned… too drunk on the feeling of your cock pistoning in and out of him - it feels otherwordly?!

and, i mean. going along with it. with ease, because he deserves everything. especially, anything for your darling lover who just wants affection, your love!!! laughing breathlessly as you piston your hips against his, nuzzling your nose into the side of his head - peppering his face in kisses, “daddy's right here, sweet thing - n-never leaving again, y'hear?” it was… a little odd, but fitting. afterall, you're pumping load after load - breeding him. obviously you'd be the daddy in this situation…,,,,

#“clingy touchy yandere” #x male reader #x top male reader #x dom male reader #male reader #top male reader #dom male reader #yandere x male reader #yandere male x reader #sub yandere x male reader

[asmosmainhoe]

KAYA LISTEN TO ME-

Idk if you will feel this as much as me BUT

First you have to listen to "Get in the water" from Epic the musical. (If You didn't already xD)

Second:

How will the obey me boys react to seeing the MC in the position singing this/threatening the person that for example did something terrible to a person dear to them or even killed a loved one? Would they let them do it? Would they stop them? How would they feel about it?

For the past day I can't keep thinking about anything else and now I need your help because you always get the point that I want aaaaaagskyhskdh help

MC kills someone

MC has their magical abilities here and is manipulating the ocean

I really recommend to listen to Get in the Water by Epic the Musical, but you don't have to to understand this. It's mainly for the vibes

Gender: neutral

Warnings: threats, death, angst, MC is murderous, slight spoilers about what happens after you free Belphie from the attic in Mammon's and Belphie's parts

Lucifer

He knows what you're feeling right now, but he doesn't want you to do something you might regret later on

"Are you absolutely sure?"

As a response you only shoot him a glare full of rage and sorrow. That is answer enough

"Fine then. I won't stand in your way."

The person responsible for your grief has brought this upon themselves and Lucifer refuses to intervene

He will have your back the same way his brothers had his back during the Celestial war

Maybe he should. Maybe he should keep you from taking a life, but would he react ant different if they had taken you from him? It wouldn't be fair

So he stands still at a nearby cliff, silently watching the tides rise and listening to your angry roars

The other person falls to their knees, begging for mercy which only fuels you

Lucifer can't do much except be there for you once you finish the deed and he intends to stay by your side for as long as it takes

Mammon

He's very well aware of the fact that nothing in the three realms is going to talk you out of it, but he doesn't want to see you go down this path of destruction

"MC, you're better than this!"

"What if that person had killed me? Huh, Mammon? What would you do in my position?"

He knows what he'd do. After all he once held your dead body in his arms. The image still haunts him everytime he closes his eyes

Mammon is all for making people who take things dear to him pay, but you're his sweet MC. It pains him to see you go from the kindest person he's ever met to...this

He wishes he could take all the suffering from you and go through this hell himself

The last thing he wants is lose you so he quickly pulls himself together and decides to stand by you when you do it

"You really don't have to, Mammon."

"I do. I won't let ya go through this alone."

Because wherever you go he will follow you even if you're leading him to the deepest pits of hell

Leviathan

Like Mammon he's hesitant to let you do this at first

It's just that you've never been a killer in his eyes. You're his innocent human who occasionally kicks ass when the ass deserves it, but this is entirely different

"I want to do it by the ocean."

"W-what will you do there?"

"...drown them."

Yes. Drowning. One of the most painful deaths one can experience

Levi knows it, because he feels every single life that is being taken by the tides fading. They're his tides after all

Only then he realizes how serious you are about this and how nothing will stop you from doing it

"If you do it then I want to be with you. In the water."

You stare at him silently for a few seconds until you nod

He desperately wants to be there in case you drown yourself in your own grief

Satan

No one understands the rage that you felt the day this person took the thing most dear to you like Satan does

That day he felt it through the realms. It woke him up from his sleep and made him nearly tare down the entire house of lamentation

Your wrath still pulls on him to this day. It's making him go insane and he has no idea how long he's going to be able to keep calm. If this goes on any longer he might destroy the entirety of the devildom

That's also why he doesn't disagree with you when you tell him about your murderous plans. Maybe you both will have some kind of relief

Nothing could prepare him for the day

Not only does the sea rage under your hand. Satan does as well

It's as if something knocked out all the air in his lungs and he falls to his knees, desperately trying to control his shaking body

"Get in the water!"

He can hear your screams inside his head and he is so close to kill that person with his own two hands, but he wouldn't take that from you. He couldn't

"Get in the water."

Asmodeus

People might think that Asmo doesn't understand love. That he only understand desire and attraction on a physical level

But truth be told, no one loves the way he loves

So when you tell him what you plan on doing his expression turns completely blank and he takes your hands

You can see your own determination in his eyes

"Do you really want this?"

He whispers the words, but they're still hanging loudly in the silent room

"I do."

"Very well, love. I'll go with you."

"You don't have to, Asmo. It's my business."

"Oh, my silly MC. How do you intend to raise the entire ocean without channeling a demon's magic?"

You usually channel the brothers magic on accident, because you don't feel comfortable using their powers for your own gain

Asmo's offer is different. He has a point and looks just as sure about this as you are

If you wouldn't have decided to kill the person who hurt you the most then he would have done it himself

Beelzebub

Ever since grief took over you Beel has been eating less. Seeing you in so much pain makes him feel sick to his stomach. All he does all day is worry about you so there isn't really the time to eat something either

He's of Levi's and Mammon's opinions when it comes to this. Beel doesn't want you to walk the dark path of revenge and self destruction

Belphie is living proof that the hatred doesn't end and only takes over everything that makes you...well you

Seeing his brother in such despair was bad enough, but he can't handle seeing you like this as well

But he gets it. He felt the exact same when he lost Lilith. There were less murderous intentions though

"MC, please don't. You saw what it did to Belphie-"

"And none of you stopped him."

Ouch. Even though your words hurt, Beel won't hold them against you. He knows it's the anger in you speaking and not you

Nothing will change your mind so the only thing he can do is support you and make sure you don't kill yourself in the process

Belphegor

He knows. He knows it too well and is just waiting for you to come up to him. To come up with a plan similar to his during the time he was locked up in the attic

Belphie is the last person to stop you. It simply wouldn't be right if he did, considering how he lashed out on you back then

"Use my power, MC."

"Are you sure?"

Of course you know that you don't have to ask him. If anyone would help you with this then it was him

"I owe you. For forgiving me."

You don't think twice about taking him up on his offer and the two of you immediately get to work

The sound of crashing waves is deafening, but Belphie can hear your screams loud and clear even though there is quite a distance between you and him

The murderous look on your face, the rage you wield the tides with and the lack of life in your eyes remind Belphie of himself

And the day he killed you

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