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#teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff
opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months
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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished#and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing#or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol#inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont#wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol#but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball#and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose#its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh#or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die#im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it#ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier#but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic#environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species#like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene#transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt#teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff#what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready#my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol#unrelated
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http-skzhyuns · 4 years
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count down | hwang hyunjin
warnings: mild cursing
genre: angst
member: skz hwang hyunjin
words: 2k+
a/n: 
i do accept requests and asks, if you have one, please send them. thank you! :) also, this one is a reposted. i had to make some minor edits and my app, well, let’s just it’s not working well lately. 
summary: if there’s a way to fix it, you’d do it in a heartbeat. but, you’ve always known that it’ll be like this, you just hoped it wouldn’t hurt because you expected it.
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you knew it was bound to fall apart at some point. your friends always considered you as a pessimist, personally, you’d like to convince yourself that you are a realist. but, this one, you knew. you just knew it in your heart that it’s bound to end at some point, and you knew it would hurt like hell.
it’s been a few weeks since you last saw hyunjin. both of you were busy doing your own thing. your boss did nothing but make your work space miserable recently. everybody was on edge, you can already feel the tension as soon as you walk into the office. hyunjin, on the other hand, has been busy travelling to different countries, he has been teaching countless dance classes all over the world.
after another tiring day at work, you trudged into your apartment feeling heavy with fatigue. these days, you barely get enough sleep. sometimes, you end up taking your work to your home just to finish it, decreasing your hours of sleep. but, the pay is good, so you try to stick by it and besides, this heavy workload are only seasonal. there are seasons when you don’t have to struggle as much as you do this time. it’s only because the year is about to end that makes the work pile up like a mountain in your desk.
you threw yourself on your bed, fully-clothed, too tired to even change at this point. you closed your eyes for a moment, trying to relax your muscles and your mind from the long day you just had. however, you quickly opened your eyes in panic, sat and began digging through your purse for your phone. looking at the clock, you knew you’re late for the ‘video call date’ you have with your boyfriend.
“fuck, why did i forget? no” you muttered to yourself, as you open your phone.
but, apparently, there are no missed video calls. hyunjin haven’t called. you eyed the time, you’re only a few minutes late.
“did he forget? again?” you asked yourself.
after pondering for a while, you decided to call him. the phone rang for a while before he finally answered, “hi” he answered in a raspy voice.
hyunjin was asleep and woke up when you called. seeing him through your phone screen, you marveled at his beauty as his eyes squints from the sunlight, his hair a mess.
“hi,” you replied, smiling slightly at the image of him looking too adorable being half-asleep. the two of you has been dating for about five years now, and yet you still get struck by his beauty every single time.
“i’m sorry for waking you up”
“no, it’s okay” he answered, noncommittally. you shrugged it off, thinking it’s because he just woke up. you can hear a rustle on his end as he sat up on his bed.
“how are you doing?” you asked him, genuinely intrigued, as it has been awhile since you talked to him.
“nothing much, i have a few classes today tho, so i’ll be off in a while,” you have yet to see him smile at you.
“oh, i se-”
he cut you off, “hey, uh, listen, i have to go now. i have to get ready for the class.”
you sighed in disappointment, “oh, okay then. have a great day, and take care of yourself, alright? don’t forget to eat meals and drink water. i love you” you smiled at him and finally, you see him smile at you through the screen, it was small, but that was enough for you.
“yeah, i will, love you too.” he replied before ending the call.
putting your phone down, you sighed.
you can’t remember when it all started falling apart. but, a few weeks ago, your time with hyunjin has grown less and less. maybe it’s his job, but you knew deep down that even before he started touring for classes, he was able to keep in tabs with you. these days, you can’t even have a proper conversation how your lives and days went.
you met hyunjin when the both of you are in your third year of college. he was a dance major while you’re on creative writing. you only had one class together but that one class for the whole semester was enough to hit it off. the both of you were an odd pair, him always dressed up so stylishly while you prefer wearing your hoodies to the campus. however, you’re humor and character clicked and you found it easy to get along with him. you became friends with him, and over the summer, he asked you to be his girlfriend.
it was a rough start, you had no idea how relationship worked. your past relationship was either too short or too immature to be even considered as one.  you warned hyunjin about it. however, he was insistent and assured you that it doesn’t matter.
“we’ll figure it out together,” he said.
hyunjin is the sweetest boyfriend, he would visit you at your dorms after his practices and you would go to his practice rooms to bring him food and watch him practice. he knew you hated extravagant dates so the both of you opted for spontaneous walk in the nearby parks, a long drive over the long weekend, and eating out on a fast food chain. your dates are simple, but it was enough for the both of you.
after the graduation, you struggled for a while, trying to find a job, an apartment to live, trying to pay the bills. it’s physically, mentally and emotionally taxing but hyunjin was there to help you through it. on nights that you can’t sleep, he would be there to cuddle you as he runs his fingers to your hair to help you calm down. when he was offered to tour in different countries, he presented every single excuse he had so he can stay beside you, but you knew this is part of his dream, and you knew down, that he wanted to do it. that night, the both of you ended up cuddled on the bed with his head on your chest as you ran your fingers through his silky hair. you reassured him that it’ll be alright. after everything, you knew the both of you will be alright. after all, you love each other, don’t you?
suddenly, you weren’t so sure anymore.
the next few months with hyunjin went back and forth, as he traveled around for his job. you established the ‘video call dates’, it felt like nothing has changed except you can’t physically feel his hugs or his kisses. but, his eyes still shined and his lips still curl into the biggest smile whenever the call connected and he can finally see your face after a tiring day.  
however, towards the end of year, you both grew cold with each other. the calls grew less frequent, and while you wish you could fix it, you’re not sure how… or if it’s even something that you could fix. suddenly, his eyes doesn’t hold the same glint as it used to and you tried to pretend that it’s just the tiredness.
weeks following that shift and the relationship felt strained. communication became stilted. sometimes, your schedules wouldn’t add up, and even though the both of you tried to set up these kind of dates — something that can be done through the screen, just to see each other even if you’re from different sides of the world, you felt how the distance affected the relationship. it’s the truth that’s been right there, all along, waiting for the both of you to acknowledge.
you love hyunjin, you adored that boy more than you ever lent on. you adored how his eyes would crinkle whenever he smiles or laugh, or how he would clap his hands while doing so. he is a dork and you love him for it. you love how passionate he is at dancing, at his insistence to be better, to learn more. he’s hardworking and he’s incredible sensitive to the people around him. he would know when you’re in a bad place, he would sense whenever you needed your space or when you need him to just wrap his arms around so you’ll know he’s there whenever you need him.
but, you knew deep down that this is bound to end at some point. somehow, you knew it in your gut that the bubble you two are in is bound to fall apart someday.
unfortunately for you, i guess that day is now.
it’s the new year’s eve, hyunjin’s still overseas. but, you’re on the same timezone so the both of you decided to basically celebrate the new year with each other via video call.
you’re lying if you tell yourself that this whole thing doesn’t hurt, because it does. it tears you apart knowing that the person you planned to spend your whole life with, is slowly falling out of love with you. but, it is what is. you can’t force him to stay in love with you.
looking down at your phone, you know you have at least 10 minutes before the count down. you pulled up hyunjin’s contacts, and pressing on the video call button. he answered quickly and it left you fumbling for composure.
“hey,” he breathed. he’s dressed up for a party. he’s probably at one of his colleague’s party, you thought.
“hi, you look great,” you smiled at him.
he chuckles, “well, you look great too. you’re at jisung’s party?”
you nodded through your phone, “i am, it’s new year in a while.”
an awkward silence filled the air, “it is… how are you?” he asked softly.
at this point, you’re tearing up, knowing this is how it’ll end. your heart clenched for what’s about to come.
“jinnie, i want your honest answer, alright?” as tears begin filling your eyes, you tried to smile at him to assure that everything’s alright.
a loud chatter can be heard behind, he gulped in confusion and the building tension that he can feel through his phone, “sure, what is it?”
“do you still love me?”
hyunjin felt like the wind was knocked off his lungs, he suspected that you can feel how the relationship is slowly falling apart. but, he didn’t expect you to ask him so straightforwardly, “i-i,” he stuttered.
giving up, you can see how his shoulders fall, “i did. i still do…” his tongue swiped over his lips, his eyes darting everywhere but your face.
still, you continued to smile, “but, it’s different now, right?”
he sighed, his eyes brimming with tears, his heart clenches as he watch you keep yourself together through the screen. your beautiful smile, your lips slightly quivering, your teary eyes, he hated himself for putting you in this situation. you are a lovely girl, you were always considerate of his time and priorities. you were very understanding whenever he can’t be there due to practices or even when he got a job to be a choreographer and teacher.you would bring him food whenever he gets too passionate at his craft and ended up overworking himself.
eventually, he nodded before looking down, he breathed deeply before looking up and straight into your eyes, his dark orbs reflecting the pain in them, “i love you. you are a lovely person, y/n. you truly are. i don’t know when it started to change, but i want you to know that you are the loveliest girl i have ever met and i’ll never, ever, regret meeting you,” he said softly but with conviction, hoping that his words get through you, because it’s the truth.
you bit your lip, trying to keep your sobs in.
“there are no other people involved, i want you to know that. it’s just that… things started to change,” he continued.
a sob escaped from your throat and suddenly tears began falling and you looked down so he can’t see it, “i know… we did change. i think it’s us that changed.”
looking at tears falling down your cheeks, hyunjin can’t help but to cry too. the both of you tried to reign your emotions just to make this whole situation easier for each other, but the heart break is too much. it feels like it’s ripping you apart.
in the background the countdown has begun,
10
9
8
“i’m sorry,” he sobbed.
7
“you don’t have to be,” you smiled through your own tears.
6
5
“i love you, hyunjin. you are the best. you are a great boyfriend and you’re an ever greater person, you’re lovely, in your own way.”
4
silence filled the both of your ends, you just stared at each other through the screen, drinking in each other as if it’ll be the last time you’ll see the other person.
3
he smiled at you.
2
you smiled back at him and closed your eyes, breathing in deeply.
1
the fireworks started to paint the sky in wonderful colors. the noise filling the air. the loud cheers can be heard, everyone screamed their greetings, kissing their significant others, their wishes for a good year.
and, here you are, breaking up with your boyfriend.
“happy new year, hyunjin. i wish you all the best in life, take care of yourself. have a good night. i love you. thank you for those wonderful years i spent with you, here’s to the years we’ll spend without each other in our lives,”
his heart stopped beating as you uttered those words, this it then, he thought.
sending a gentle smile at you, he replied, “happy new year, y/n. i hope you have a lovely year. take care of yourself too. and, i love you. cheers and goodbye. goodnight, y/n,” his voice fading into a soft whisper towards the end of his reply. 
you nodded at him and stared at each other for a few seconds before pressing the end call button.
as the rest of the world cheered for the new year, two hearts weep over a love that ended.
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kinetic-elaboration · 4 years
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August 13: 1x10 The Corbomite Maneuver
So I watched The Corbomite Maneuver with my mom and B together today. It was interesting... Tbh I would almost rather watch each ep twice with each of them alone but I figure there’s no non-rude way to say that lol.
At any rate this is one of my favorite episodes. Heck I should just rewatch it by myself lol.
Bailey’s out here in the wilds of undiscovered space ad he’s complaining lol, way to make a first impression.
Spock’s so intense in this early episodes. He likes to raise his voice a lot.
Oh no, it’s.... a windows screen saver!
That sounds mocking but I love the little floating space buoy.
Uh, Sulu, steer around it.
Spock: “Lol why are you yelling??”
Spock in the Captain’s chair: hot.
Kirk working up a sweat: also hot.
Pre-Chekov, the Navigator seat was definitely cursed.
Love how Kirk doesn’t even bother to put his shirt on when he walks out of medbay. Such gratuitous nudity.
McCoy and Kirk are so good in this episode. I feel like people put too much emphasis on McCoy’s grumpiness--he is and you can see that, but he’s also rather sweet and funny. “I’m a doctor, not a moon shuttle conductor.” “I’m going to start talking to myself.”
Kirk walking through the hallways: Lady Gaga plays over the PA system.
(This is a walk walk fashion baby reference.)
Is changing first really necessary? This is an emergency situation.
But of course he doesn’t bother to totally put on the shirt before he calls Spock.
“Have you considered getting your adrenaline gland removed?” At least Sulu appreciate Spock’s humor.
Scotty: I don’t know what’s going on here. And that’s my report.
“I’ll take that into consideration... when this becomes a democracy.”
Twenty-fourth century staff meetings: still a drag! Sulu literally falling asleep at the desk.
“And you don’t recommend sticking around.” Come on guys, laugh at the Captain’s joke! (He’s such a nerd omg.)
The infamous Emotional Security Scene... Honestly Spock don’t you know the main job of a First Officer is to provide emotional security?
Also they’re in love just fyi.
“Gentleman, do your homework, or I shall send you to your rooms.”
He demands the best from everyone but no one more than himself!!!
If Bailey was promoted too fast then how did 22 year old Ensign Chekov end up with the navigator position?
GREEN LEAVES? FOR A MEAL?
Lbr a male yeoman would be no easier for Confirmed Bisexual Captain Kirk.
A red alert! Excellent excuse to abandon the salad.
I gotta say I still don’t know what that big-ass ball is? A planet? A ship? A space station? I think a space station. Anyway it looks too much like a virus for me.
Kirk introducing the Enterprise as an Earth vessel... ah the good UESPA days.
I adore this Kirk speech. It’s really the essence of Star Trek to me. The core of the utopian vision of traveling out into the unknown with good intentions and goodwill and optimism and hope. We want to meet new beings and make new friends. And when we have misunderstandings, we continue to believe that our core good faith will be reciprocated. I’ve just been really disheartened by all the bad faith in the world, and it makes me value good faith more and that’s what Kirk and the Enterprise crew always had, and it’s so soothing.
Also this is the speech Simon P/gg literally just wholesale stole from so there is that.
Sulu out here doing two jobs because Bailey’s asleep at the wheel.
Well at least Spock’s enjoying himself, learning new things.
Bailey, go to your room.
“Jim, it’s time for my allotted single use of your first name.”
This is another good K/S moment though!! Their connection! That “I’m sor--” Fuck that’s good shit.
Bones, breaking out the threat of making notations in the official record again. That really is his main weapon and I love that.
“Bones, you’ve given me a great idea--poker!” Kirk’s so smart. I love him so much. I don’t have anything deep to say I just adore him.
WHAT
WHAT
I COMPLETELY FORGOT THIS WAS IN HERE. RANDOM SAREK REFERENCE I’M???
Like.... my mom and I are still talking about this. He’s just gonna interrupt the crisis to be like “hey this random alien reminds me of my father, who was also distant and authoritarian and a little scary but whose approval I desperately seek to this day.” And everyone’s like “weird?” and Spock’s like “my dad’s great though even though I haven’t spoken to him in nearly twenty years.”
Did Sulu set that countdown up himself?
More K/S flirting. “You interested in poker, Mr. Spock? I’d.... love to teach it to you.”
A great Sulu expression there.
Kirk’s really having fun now. At least he and Spock are having a good day.
“I hope I’ve satisfied your curiosity, SPOCK.”
Janice is so underrated. Using a phaser to make coffee.
Scotty just wants a BREAK lol, give him and the ship some REST.
Another thing I love about Kirk is that he never hesitates to do whatever he has to do to save other beings. Ever. There is no question that if the alien is in distress, he’s going to save the alien. And Spock seems kinda surprised at this but like he really shouldn’t be? He is himself a pacifist who cares deeply about protecting life.
Taking Dr. McCoy to take care of the aliens and Baily to learn some stuff.
“Captain, permission to--” “Denied.” Wow, rude.
Spock just wants to see the aliens.
“I need you here” tho??
This is one of the few times they actually discussed what they were beaming into lol.
Lol @ McCoy not feeling adventurous.
What a decadent little alien.
I’d actually forgotten about the puppet face... I’d only remembered what the real alien looked like, not that he had a fake persona. I find it a little weird that he thought he knew enough about humans to know what they would find scary or not--I guess he might have been able to tell by looking at them when they did get their connection going, that they were much bigger than he was, at least.
Spock would have LOVED this opportunity to check out the alien ship.
I love the ultimate Lesson of the ep but I also can’t BELIEVE Kirk is out here just giving away Starfleet officers.
So... I get that the distress call was fake because he wanted to test them--a test Kirk passed EASILY btw--but was the rest of it real? Did he really take offense at their destruction of the buoy? What is the point of the buoy? (Because it really did seem designed to keep people away.) Was he really going to kill them, or take them prisoner? Is the First Federation real?
Like many other Star Trek episodes, it leaves a lot of questions for further consideration.
I like to think the First Federation is real and that Balok was just on the outer edges of THEIR space (hence why he’s all alone) and that eventually the First Federation and the United Federation become friends, perhaps with Bailey as Ambassador.
Also it’s way too late and I’m still hungry and so I can’t really unpack this but...there’s also the whole question of how Kirk sees himself in Bailey. I mean there’s a lot to contemplate in that. I didn’t think Bailey was all that tbqh and he also wasn’t what I picture young Kirk to be (not nerdy enough) but he was obviously included to give us yet another aspect of the Captain, in what my mom rightfully pointed out was his big introduction (considering this is literally ep 2 in production order).
Next up: The Menagerie Part One! Some good old Pike action.
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Okay I’m gonna do that end of the year meme now because I’m surprisingly bored
First things first, did you have a good year? ~ it’s been weird. Honestly speaking it’s been good. I did so much travelling compared to the other 22 years of my life. But I also lost friends and things were shifting quite a bit in that department (mostly for online friends) and that part was meh
How old did you turn this year? ~ 23
Do you feel your age? ~ both yes and no. This year /was/ the year of finally feeling like I’m going somewhere, career wise. and I think it’s more accepting the fact that it’s okay not to feel like an adult yet even though I am
Did your appearance change in anyway? ~ ooh! I started stretching my ears in January and now they’re at 0g! I dyed hair and went through colors I’ve used before so that’s not super new
Post your favorite selfie. ~ it’s not on my laptop so maybe I’ll post it later
If you traveled, where did you go? ~ on March @notpassingfascination drove us to Boise, ID to see panic at the disco!! and then at the end of June I went to Calgary for Otafest 
Which fashion trends did you love? ~ none for this year really, though I updated my wardrobe to include office casual stuff ahaha
Which fashion trends did you hate? ~ none that I can remember immediately
What was your favorite article of clothing this year? Post a pic if possible? ~ my fuckin space pants!! tho im fairly sure I didn’t buy it this year I think? maybe??
What song sums up this year for you? ~ What’s My Age by Blink-182 hahahahahahhaHAHAH
What album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then? ~ oh man After Laughter definitely
What was your favorite movie of the year? ~ Guardians of the Galaxy volume 2!!!! also wonderwoman
Did an actor/actress catch your attention for the first time this year? ~ nope but for bands it’s Waterparks and Set It Off
Favorite new TV show? ~ none that are new, but the main ones for this year are Game of Thrones and Stranger Things
Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears? ~ uhhh tbh I’ve been all over the place but I’m still in the top fandom. In mostly correct order I’ve gotten into Set It Off, Halsey’s new album, Paramore’s After Laughter and also their self titled album, Voltron, GoT, Stranger Things, Waterparks and rn I’m really into Doki Doki Literature Club and kinda watching let’s players play games?
What food did you try for the first time? ~ nothing I can think of tbh
Did you make any big permanent changes this year? ~ not really, but I think I’m getting new glasses before the year is over
What was one nice thing you did for someone else? ~ this year I decided to buy my friends christmas gifts!
What was one nice thing you did for yourself? ~ set tasks/goals that are more achievable and changed my mentality a bit about getting work done. it’s getting a lil better or at least I’m feeling a lil better about it
Did you develop a new obsession? ~ nothing that was as big as twenty one pilots was in 2015 ahaha. I did have a long phase where I listened to Paramore’s self-titled almost every day
Did you vote? ~ yes!
Did you move? ~ nope
Did you get a job? ~ yes! tbh I’ve worked at like 3 places this year woah
Did you get a pet? ~ yes! I’m taking care of my boyfriend’s cat Luna (who is kinda also partly my cat)
Do you regret not doing anything? ~ buddy I have a constant feeling that I’m not doing enough s o
Do you regret doing something? ~ deleting that friend off snapchat ahahah that was honestly an accident but oh fuckin well
Have you done anything that scared you? ~ taking on new responsiblities at work
Did anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days? ~ I have a family friend who is a 14 y/o foster kid and he’s always getting into trouble. At least once a month he’ll tell me something worrying and it’ll make me mad but also frustrated and worried and everything else
Did you lose anyone close to you? ~ not in the death sense no
Did you fall in love? ~ with beb, always!! I also recently fell in love with 21 Questions by Waterparks ;D along with Paramore’s last two albums and the album Duality by Set It Off
Did you fall out of love? ~ platonic love yeah. it’s getting a lil better
Did you start a new relationship? ~ only platonic relationships m’dude
Did you go through a break up? ~ ONLY PLATONIC BREAKUPS M’DUDE
Did you have to cut ties to someone? ~ I already answered this
Who was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year? ~ b!! they are precious. Also Allie! she is a positive vibe in my life
Who wasn’t as important to you this year as they were last year? ~ One Person *looks straight into the camera*
If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it? ~ yes I would’ve approached Reeve Carn*y and asked for an autograph ahaha
What was the best moment of the year for you? ~ almost straight up bawling right after PATD performed Nine in the Afternoon
What was the worst? ~ teaching this one class of two students and I was just...not on the ball that day the lead teacher was observing and I was so fuckin nervous and it was an absolute mess. that was the worst moment but the worse thing happening this year happened really slowly over time so
Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t? ~ ngl these past 2 years are just me thinking about when I was 12 and thinking “yeah 20+ y/o me will have it figured out all the future adult stuff is her problem!” and here I am realizing I’m still that 12 year old and struggling to deal with so many things. i dont think i answered the question but tbh I’m p sure getting a job and being in grad school would Change me but not really? I’m still me but maybe a tiny bit better?
Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did? ~ I wasn’t expecting to go into therapy this year and it change me more than I expected it to and I’m really glad
What are you most proud of accomplishing? ~ being a sub teacher! It’s an important step to being a real teacher!!
What have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior? ~ that I am still a petty lil shit that can’t let go (though this was for good reason tho)
Did your opinion of anyone change for the better? ~ not really?
Did your opinion of anyone change for worse? ~ meh
If you make resolutions, did you complete them this year? ~ haha no
If you make resolutions, what will your resolutions be for the coming year? ~ I don’t really make resolutions bc i know I won’t keep them ahah
If you could go on an adventure during the remaining days of the year, where would you go and what would you do?  Who would you go with? ~ ngl anywhere in a car with either Randi or beb would be an adventure to me
What do you wish for others for the coming year? ~ define others because I can’t think of a blanket wish for Everyone
What do you wish for yourself? ~ to move the fuck on and also actually like...be in the moment? I did so many adult things but I feel like I’m just going through the motions...idk I also wish I’ll be able to handle more responsibility
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