#i’m falling hard

[dailybrittanysnowpics]

Brittany you’re perfect ❤️🌹

#brittany snow #because she’s beautiful #i’m falling hard #Vegas magazine

[ghostdiick]

This man made me cum then told me “your body makes symphonies when you cum for me” like how tf am I supposed to come back from that?

#personal #love #text #compliment #random thoughts #me #irl #I’m falling hard #boys #text post #content #relationship? #relationships #he’s gonna ruin me

[ifyoucandaniel]

Alright! So I finished hand binding Crimson Rivers by @mayzarbewithyou :) this was my first time bookbinding so excuse the mistakes I am far from great, but all in good time! This fic basically changed the trajectory of my life so I thought I’d give it the love it deserves! the spine is regulus standing looking up at the tree and he is purposely put on the last book because he finally learned how to climb and grow. I’m so emotional over the end of the fic so this is very emotional to me. I did the typeset myself and there are some cool details I’ll try to put in another post, but basically I added all of Zar’s end notes as footnotes to the specific scenes he talks about! All very fun and the dingbats match the theme for the books and the backs each have quotes the correspond. I split it into 5 just because it didn’t feel right to have the epilogues in the same book as the war. They were two completely different parts of the story so I separated them. Anyways I’ll make another post. This was a labor of love and I hope I did it Justice :)

#bookbinding is hard but dear god I love this fic so much #i will never attempt a project this big again unless I finally read the COPTP and fall in love #I’m gonna bind art heist baby next👀 #fic: crimson rivers #zeppazariel #marauders #wolfstar #jegulus #crimson rivers #sirius black #remus lupin #regulus black #james potter #lily evans #marlene mckinnon #dorcas meadowes #dorlene #mary mcdonald #marylily #peter pettigrew #bookbinding

[bree-iya]

I dream of the person I’ll marry. In the wee hours of the morning, I’ll replay memories until they’ve become bursts of serotonin in my heart. I’ll rewind fantasies until they feel as real as the memories.

I like to do this in silence until that person inspires a new fantasy and gifts me another memory of my heart racing, skipping beats and falling victim to each of their whims. I like to rewatch time stopping and hold onto each kiss until the next one bestowed onto my hopelessly obsessive and romantic heart.

#brees boudouir #bree iya #hopelessly devoted to you #hopelessly in love #unrequited crush #secret crush on you #my crush #boudouir #black girls are beautiful #kisses #someone stop me #i’m falling hard #kiss my lips

[fuckyeahisawthat]

“I don’t think that is what God wants. And I don’t think you want it either.”

This line of Aziraphale’s in the Job minisode keeps sticking out to me. Because this is the heart of the problem, right? This is how Aziraphale can see Crowley so completely and also not at all.

Because yes they suck at open communication and yes it’s because they had to hide their relationship for thousands of years and have so so so much trauma and fear to work through. But ALSO they actually do have a profound difference in how they see the world that keeps coming between them, and it’s not just theoretical but deeply personal to both of them.

Because Aziraphale still wants to believe that God is good. He can’t let go of that because his whole identity is wrapped up in being an angel of the Lord, and if God’s not good then what has he been doing for his entire existence?

And so when bad things are happening he falls back on This cannot be what God wants. The whole of season one, he refuses to believe that God could really want the world to end—even though we now know he knew this was a possibility before the world even started. He keeps going up the chain of command, trying to find someone to intervene. “That’s why I’m going to have a word with the Almighty and then the Almighty will fix it.” As if God doesn’t have all the information or hasn’t been paying attention.

And really, the events of season one reinforce this worldview for him. Because if the Archangel Fucking Gabriel isn’t sure what God wants, then maybe God did want them to stop Armageddon. Maybe it was Aziraphale and Crowley who were doing God’s work after all.

He’s gotten as far as realizing that Heaven’s orders are not the same thing as God’s will, but he still hasn’t detached the concepts of Good and Right from God in his worldview.

Crowley is a good person who does the right thing so he must still be an angel deep down. “I know the angel you were.” The only way Aziraphale can conceptualize Crowley saving Job’s children is, “Come on, you’re a little bit on our [God’s] side.” So Crowley’s fall was a mistake; Crowley belongs in Heaven, where he was so happy before the Fall. Why wouldn’t he want to be an angel again? And yeah maybe Heaven sucks now but God is still good, so there’s hope that the system can be reformed with a change of leadership, and Heaven can be made to actually do good, the way God always intended.

But that’s not how Crowley sees the world at all. He is operating with an entirely different understanding of reality. Because he figured out a long time ago (at least by the time of the Job job, but probably long before that) that you can’t base your sense of morality on what you think God wants. Not just because you don’t know for sure, but because sometimes God’s plans are fucking awful. God in Good Omens is not kind to Her creations. She doesn’t tolerate questions or doubts or disobedience. She’s capricious, turning on the creatures She made and killing a bunch of them when She’s in a bad mood. She punishes indiscriminately and disproportionately. She wagers human lives like gambling chips. The kids were supposed to be dead no matter who won the bet.

I think it’s interesting that Crowley is the one who introduces the idea in season one of “What if the Almighty planned it like this all along? From the very beginning.” That’s probably a comforting thought to Aziraphale, soothing his anxieties about going against Heaven right when he is feeling acute distress at the idea of no longer having a side. (And, in that particular moment, no longer even having a bookshop.)

But it’s not a comforting thought to Crowley. Have you seen what happens when God has a plan for you? It fucking sucks. Woe betide you if you’re the Barbie God decides to play with today. (At bare minimum, you’re coming back with some burn marks and a weird haircut.)

I’ve brought up the line “There are no right people. There’s just God, moving in mysterious ways and not talking to any of us” before, and I tend to focus on the “there are no right people” part. But also, there’s just God.

Aziraphale tends to draw a distinction between God’s will and Heaven’s orders when it suits him, and collapse that distinction when it doesn’t. Crowley almost never differentiates between God and Heaven. There’s just God, and She’s not going to explain why this is happening or listen to pleas for mercy (although Crowley still tries). You can’t trust Heaven or Hell, and you can’t count on God to show up and make everything all right. Sometimes God is in fact the reason that things are not all right. You’re on your own.

(And. Look. Crowley is right on this one. There are certainly aspects of their relationship where they’re both equally responsible for things being a shitshow, but the text is pretty unambiguous about Crowley, a demon, having the most accurate read on the nature of God in the world of Good Omens out of any of the metaphysical characters.)

Crowley rebuilt his entire sense of self, alone, after the Fall. He created himself anew and developed his own moral compass and sense of identity independent of both Heaven and Hell. “The angel you knew is not me.” When Crowley does the right thing, that’s not his angel-ness shining through; that’s just Crowley.

And from a like, trauma recovery point of view, it’s actually very healthy for him to have the realization that sometimes God’s just kind of a dick. He didn’t do anything to deserve getting kicked out of Heaven. None of them did. Just God messing them about because She didn’t like being questioned, or She wanted to see what would happen, or She needed two sides for Reasons and didn’t much care who was on one or the other, or She’s playing some fucked up little game for Her own amusement. (And if there was some Great Plan that required Crowley to fall…well, that is also fucked up. Because it doesn’t matter if there was a reason. It still hurt.)

And while Crowley in general is extremely patient with Aziraphale and his slow, halting journey away from Heaven…it’s gotta sting, every time Aziraphale doesn’t want to believe that God could be cruel, when Crowley is standing right fucking there. It’s gotta hurt when Aziraphale refuses to see something that Crowley knows to be true through his own lived experience. Because it should be enough. What happened to him should be enough to make someone who loves him walk away from Heaven and never look back. And it isn’t.

But of course Crowley is one hundred percent not going to talk about this, if he is even fully self-aware about having these thoughts, because it’s far too painful and vulnerable. (He talks to plants, goats, God, and no one in a bar at the end of the world, but never to Aziraphale.) And so he says “Tell me you said no” and “I think I understand a lot better than you do” because he can’t say Choose me. Just this once, choose me and he can’t say Believe me.

And Aziraphale is not going to think about all this and work it out for himself, because he has a massive lump of denial centered around exactly this thing, that sometimes God hurts people who didn’t do anything to deserve it. I’m sure he’s thought about the Fall in abstract terms, enough to be afraid of it, but not in terms of this is a thing that happened to a person I love. And he has certainly not allowed himself to draw any conclusions about the nature of God from it, because that is far too scary a prospect.

And so they’re stuck. Until they can figure out how to remove this massive landmine from the center of their relationship, they are going to keep having the same fight over and over again, and they’re going to keep hurting each other without fully understanding why.

#do you know HOW HARD it is to write genuine ideological conflict that also feels deeply personal?? and they did it SO WELL #i am in awe tbh #good omens #good omens s2 #ineffable husbands #crowley #aziraphale #heaven #hell #god #the god in good omens is not nice and you can’t convince me otherwise #is a tag i have from s1 and i’m sticking with it #fall thoughts

[imfinereallyy]

Eddie draws on the edge of Steve’s hip, where his shirt rides up from stretching across Eddie’s bed. He’s humming to himself a song Steve doesn’t recognize, but it soothes him.

“What are you drawing?” Steve speaks softly; something about the moment feels gentle. He doesn’t want to break it.

“Hmmm, it’s a secret.” Eddie peaks beneath his bangs and smiles.

Steve leans up on his elbows, “Well, that’s not fair; I think I should know what’s going on my body?”

Eddie only looks at him with mischief as he continues to doodle. “Be grateful, Harrington. You’re getting an original Munson for free.”

Steve can’t help the laugh that escapes him. It is just like Eddie to say something like that. Playful and mean, it makes something settle in Steve. For a long time, he only knows the pain from harsh comments or a sentence with a bite. It is a welcomed change, to feel a bubble of happiness after a light jab.

“Whatever you say, Munson. Just let me see.” Steve tries to push up further to sneak a peek, but Eddie uses his free hand to push him down to the bed. He just happens to catch Steve off guard, sending him into a sprawl that can only be described as a starfish.

“I’m not finished yet.” Eddie grabs his hips and pins him still while he draws. After a few more moments, he says, “Done!”

Steve looks at his work and releases a snort that breaks the careful tension between them. “Are those boobs?”

“Why yes, they are, and a good representation if I say so myself.”

“Do you even know what boobs look like? Like the live version?” Steve knows he should be mad at the sharpie-drawn breasts on his body, but he can’t find it in him to have an angry tone.

“We’ll no. I don’t. And I would much prefer to keep it that way.”

Steve chokes on his spit a little bit, “Did you just come out to me, Eds?”

Steve isn’t sure what he expects. Denial, maybe, Eddie taking back what he said. Steve knows he isn’t handling this right. He doesn’t think Robin would be too happy with his response.

Steve thinks maybe he should see a little bit of fear in Eddie’s demeanor. That shakiness that comes with telling someone a dangerous secret.

What he gets, in the end, isn’t something he could have predicted. Eddie smiles softly, a little bit of his tooth peeking out, and lays his head gently on Steve’s leg. He’s calm and collected. He’s happy, Steve realizes.

“Yea, I guess I did. Not like it was much of a secret, though. Are you upset?” Eddie draws soft circles around the drawing on Steve’s hip—the rough callous on his thumb contradicting his tender touch.

Once again, although the conversation should be anxious, it’s not. Eddie’s question is spoken like he already knows the answer. Maybe he does.

“No, Eddie. I’m not mad. Never would be for that. Just thought it was a funny way of sharing a secret. Though, gotta admit, a very you way of doing it.”

This time Eddie throws his head back when he laughs, before settling back down on Steve’s leg. His giggles never really settled. “Like I said, Stevie wasn’t much of a secret anyway. Well, between us, that is at least. I like to think some, if not all, the kids are oblivious.”

“Erica definitely knows.”

Eddie’s eyes widen in mischief, “Oh, for sure. Pretty sure she would kick the others' asses, too, if they gave me shit for it. And she kicks hard too.”

It’s Steve’s turn to laugh. He’s never had this before, this casualness to serious conversations. Before, Steve is used to screaming and punching, drunken confessions in the bathroom, and throwing up on the mall floor. It isn’t like this, now, with Eddie in his trailer bedroom. It’s good. It’s safe.

“Thank you for telling me, Eds. Something like that is hard to share no matter who you tell it to.”

The softness is back again, “Like I said wasn’t much of a secret. Besides, I don’t think there isn’t any secret of mine you don’t know, Stevie. I think even when I don’t tell you, you kinda already know, don’t you?”

Steve leans one arm forward, while he places his weight on one elbow. He gently takes Eddie’s face in one hand, rubbing circles in the same motion as Eddie’s thumb on his hip.

God, I want to kiss him so bad sometimes, Steve thinks.

“Yea, I already know.”

#steddie #stranger things #I needed something soft #it’s been a long week #they know they love each other but sometimes it’s hard to say #I’m not sure if this makes sense but it made me happy so shush #steve harrington #pre relationship #pre steddie #they are falling in love #Eddie Munson #platonic stobin #only briefly mentioned #Robin Buckley #ficlet #fluff #steddie fluff #my writing #steve x eddie

[sassyshoulderangel319]

I love how fan artists always draw Tango as a cool, smirking, genius schemer with fire for hair and an explosive rage

And then you watch like any of Tango’s videos or streams and he’s got the dry sarcastic wit sure

But he’s also a dorky nerd who says silly words like skadoodle and moonswoggled and then giggles

#Tango Tek #TangoTek #minecraft youtube #Hermitcraft #Minecraft #I’m trying so hard not to fall into obsession y’all #and I don’t think I’m succeeding

[losuliart]

Blasphemy 🔪

Stressed and busy these days so here’s a sketch of @tswwwit Cult AU Dipper! I just wanted to draw Bill as a plushie tbh

#gravity falls #dipper pines #bill cipher #bill cipher as a plushie #I keep thinking about the time Bill suggest to other Dipper he should work out so he can go from twink to twunk #that made me laugh so hard and now I’m thinking about how skinny I drew dipper in this one #I always feel bad for tagging tswwwit in less ‘completed’ art works but I want people to read Cult AU so go read it people

[gayvampyr]

“queer spaces should be inclusive of people who don’t enjoy sex and who have “strange”, negative or repulsed relationships with sex” and “sex is an important aspect of lgbt community, history, and activism and queer people should be allowed and able to talk freely about sex without stigma or shame” are ideas that can and should coexist.

#‘queer people were banned from and shamed for having sex and that’s where a lot of our activism stemmed from’ and #‘not liking or having sex is considered abnormal and a mental illness and also needs to be destigmatized’ are concepts that not only can but #often do coalign #it’s esp important to consider that a lot of lgbt ppl who have a tricky and strained relationship with sex are like that because of trauma #which is very common for queer folks #it’s really not an ace-only thing #like i am sex repulsed but it’s very hard to discern if it’s because i’m asexual or if it’s the trauma. either way i deserve to have those #feelings and be included in lgbt spaces and discussions about sex and treated as just another queer person with a different experience #instead of being alienated because my feelings about sex don’t directly line up with yours #im so sick of people in this community trying to pit us against each other. as an ace lesbian that shit is so toxic and harmful #my relationship with sex is fluid. im sex-positive always‚ but i often find myself sex repulsed. im otherwise neutral about it but im sick #of people acting like it’s either you enjoy sex and have it frequently or you hate it and you shame everyone who has it like youre a puritan #and it’s often aphobes who bought into that ‘aces are puritanical celibate straights who want ppl who have gay sex to die or think they’re #‘dirty’ or some shit. and it was literally 90% crypto-aphobes pretending to be aces to get people to adopt that into their belief system #the same way crypto-t/rfs pretend to be trans women who want to prey on the ‘innocent women’ #and y’all will use those posts/screenshots as ‘evidence’ that whatever scapegoat you’ve selected is actually inherently bad/homophobic/ #misogynistic/etc and not even #acknowledge the giant hole in your logic cuz you’re too busy trying to find a scapegoat #it’s the same tactics and y’all fall for it every time #text post #like. lesbians are CONSTANTLY getting hounded and told that we’re broken or mentally i’ll for not showing interest in (having sex with) men #for the same reason asexuality is considered bad or wrong or weird #not showing interest in heterosexual relationships or sex is why this is so important #anyone that falls outside the scope of heterosexuality is part of this community whether you like it or not

[steddieas-shegoes]

Hello my love! ❤️

Another one, if you’re still taking them, though I understand if not. This could go either angsty or funny, depending on how you want to write it:

“He can’t hear you when he gets like that.”

Okay going kind of angsty with this one but happy ending!!! Also taking it literal

Steve was stressed. Actually, if there was a level above stressed, that’s what he was.

The kids weren’t helping. Dustin, in particular, wasn’t helping.

He was asking a million questions that Steve either didn’t know the answer to or was too busy trying to handle something else to answer.

So he turned off his hearing aids.

He could still hear sound, but couldn’t make out words, and it did actually help him focus on what he needed to do.

The buzzing sounds around him were almost like music, so much so that he could almost hum along, or make his own lyrics.

It was refreshing to not have to listen to the relentless questions.

He looked up a minute later to read Eddie’s lips as he spoke to Dustin.

“He can’t hear you when he gets like that.”

Steve subtly reached up to turn one of the hearing aids back on so he could make out their conversation better.

“Like what?”

“Stressed. He’s trying to make everything perfect for your graduation party. When he gets stressed he turns off his hearing aids so he can focus on what he’s doing.”

“So he literally has selective hearing?”

“Yep.”

Steve reached up to turn the hearing aid back off, ignoring the way Eddie was staring at him with a mix of fondness and irritation.

Eddie didn’t mind him doing what he needed to do, but it definitely made it harder for him to have to field the questions.

- - - - -

In the end, the stress was worth it.

He cried and cheered as every kid, even El, walked across the stage and got their diploma.

And when they got to the party he’d been planning for weeks, they all hugged him.

“Thanks for doing all this for us,” Will said shyly.

“Yeah, this is amazing,” Max added.

“I guess it’s worth turning off your hearing for a bit if you can pull this off when you do,” Dustin smirked.

Eddie slapped the back of his head but smiled at him before turning to Steve.

“You did a great job, Stevie. Need help with anything?”

“Rub my head later? I’m getting a headache from the adrenaline crash.”

“Anything for you, sweetheart.”

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #headcanon #hard of hearing steve harrington #don’t look at me I woke up like 15 minutes ago and I’m probably going to fall back asleep any second

[thelesbianthespianposts]

something about how Lorraine Baines McFly raised her son to be someone that her younger self would have felt safe around. Especially since she was mistreated and harassed near-constantly by Biff. She raised her son to be kind and emotional and unafraid to stand up against bullies. No wonder she fell for him in the past.

#“Eww she fell in love with her son” #No she fell for someone who literally is the antithesis of any other guy she knows #And that’s by design #Also #its not like she knew #lorraine baines #marty mcfly #back to the future #bttf #ALSO #think about it #marty tried so hard his whole life up til the movie trying to be the opposite of his dad #Outspoken attentive confident #But he’s so much like George regardless #Their fear of rejection #“What if they think I’m no good” #Their being afraid to pursue their passions/being shut down #Lorraine was always going to fall for george #She fell in love with the George she saw in marty #But Marty caught her eye because of his confidence #Lorraine lived a miserable life with George originally #But when he started believing in himself and became the more confident version of himself #Lorraine fell for him harder and they lived a great life together #Jesus that’s a lot of tags

[saltpepperbeard]

waiting for the day where ed and stede get to be as giggly as taika and rhys in the lie detector video

#OFMD #gentlebeard #blackbonnet #edward teach #stede bonnet #revenge rambles #taika waititi #rhys darby #…can y’all tell I’m listening to the lie detector video PFFFF #for the umpteenth time #it brings me such joy #and makes me yearn for stede wheezing that hard #and ed just GIGGLING #and the both of them leaning over/falling into each other from laughter like please #PLEASE #I know we already got little snippets of them giggling but like #HARDCORE LAUGHING #ALL THE TIME #HAPPINESS ALL THE TIME

[jinkiesmariz]

Thinking about round 6 like… they hit the yaoi pentagon ..

#jinks posts #alien stage #alnst #I think about it and it’s like I’m instantly mortally wounded #I grab my chest and fall to my knees and mourn #anyways coping I’m coping so hard erm until I see a heart monitor and body burning I won’t believe it #I CANT believe it #for the sake of yaoi amen

[melschenford]

one of my favourite chenford soft moments🥹

#chenfordedit #the rookie #lucy chen #lucy x tim #tim bradford #enemies to friends to lovers #melissa o'neil #eric winter #mine: gifs #chenford #i’m falling in love with them so hard #i’m obsessed with them

[jellydragons]

gripping the bathroom sink and haggardly gazing into the mirror, only instead of my reflection there’s just a picture of docm77 that’s been poorly printed off and taped up

anyways trying to work out my design for him and having an utterly normal one about it

Close ups:

i am shaking this man like a ragdoll girl what do you LOOK likeeee

#my posts #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #docm77 #docm77 fanart #hermitblr #was doodling these while catching up on his s10 eps and just sitting there like ‘fluffy? sleek? Some Guy?’ #how is his skin so cool and so hard to design #tell me your secrets creeper man. what are you hiding #but yeah i think the fluffy one is my favourite but i really like how the arm turned out on the middle one #still trying to work out how i feel about hair being technically accurate to the skin #i am fully just gonna cherry pick design aspects i like until i’m satisfied lol #ok i keep falling asleep instead of clicking post so bye bye g’night

[bluecoffeebeanz]

THEY EVEN TOOK HIS QUEEN

#i paused the ep and SCREAMED #i am losing my mind #live-blogging on main again I’m sorrreeeyyyy #rant about fma below if you care lol: #this is my first watch-thru of fma brotherhood and im rly enjoying it #i tried to read the manga a few years ago and had to stop early on (chimera arc iykyk) bc trauma but #the show is so good and theres some great storytelling / the depiction of the horrors of war/genoc!de rly hit hard #also roy mustang i am falling in love with you pleASE helP ME #i have a chronic addiction to this type of man i'd like to file a complaint with my pre-frontal cortex #royai #fma #blue rambles #roy mustang #riza hawkeye