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#i honestly got a little teary-eyed when typing this up
maxidentscene · 1 year
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anger management
⚘ genre. fluff, angst but not hella heavy idk i tried to make it pretty lighthearted
⚘ members. ot8
⚘ synopsis. post argument with bf!skz
chan checks on you even if you’re ignoring him
It had been a few days since the two of you went at it, you honestly couldn’t even remember what the argument was about. Everyone was just aware that the both of you were strictly not on talking terms, no questions asked
Truthfully, you missed him. Missed his dimples, missed his squeaky laugh, missed how his scent was so strong and comforting when you hugged him close. Fighting was so overrated but you couldn’t even find it in yourself to speak first
That’s why your heart leaped out of your throat the second you saw his name in your notifications. He had been the first to bite, swallowing his pride and asking if you needed any essentials while he was out shopping. You felt fragile, teary eyed as you typed the fastest you’ve ever typed in your entire life, letting him know that all you really needed was his presence
You stood in the doorway when he knocked, embracing each other and relaxing into each others arms. “We aren’t ever doing this again,” you sniffled against his shirt, that little giggle you’ve missed painting a smile onto your face. “Got it?”
“Yes!” He cried out with a laugh, jumping and flinching away from you as you pinched his side playfully. “I got it! Stop it!”
lee know takes you out as an apology
Here you were, laying face down on your bed, cheeks burning hot and shoved into your plushy pillows. Just minutes ago, you’d been scolding Minho quite angrily for a stupid reason, so worked up that you slammed the bedroom door in his face without second thought
Naturally, guilt had washed over your entire being almost immediately and you were currently planning out an apology in your head. Maybe a massage, maybe run him a relaxing bath and wash his hair for him, pay for the cat’s monthly supply of litter
Soft taps of knuckles against the door startled you. “Get dressed,” Minho’s voice chimed behind the wood, and you did as you were told, wiping your wet face and tugging a clean top over your head. It was the least you could do after your outburst
“Where are we going?” You asked gently as he took your hand in his, nose stuffed up and congested with all of the aggressive crying you did. He spared you a glance, sending a small smile your way before leading you to the uber he had called up
“Dinner,” he placed his hand on your head, soothingly patting you the same he would do to his cats. You melted in his touch, your mind and body both defeated. “I think I have a few things to fix between us.”
changbin can never stay mad at you
Teasing was an everyday thing with you and the boys, always constantly throwing friendly jabs at each other for being bad at a game or folding laundry a weird way. Today’s target was Changbin, and not knowing he was already in a bit of a sensitive mood, you had taken it too far on accident
He had left the room in a hurry, storming down the hallway and locking himself in his room as you sat on the couch, dumbfounded. “Look what you did,” Chan jokingly shook his head in disapproval before patting your back. “Luckily it would kill him to be mad at you. Go give him some love and say you’re sorry.”
Taking Chan’s advice, you hurried to Bin’s room and swallowed a lump in your throat as you knocked. “Answer me,” you whined from the other side, heart feeling a bit lighter as he opened the door with a small pout on his lips, the heated blush on his skin slowly calming down. “I’m sorry,” you coo and wrap your arms around his waist, resting your head on his chest. “I didn’t mean it.”
You could faintly hear Chan’s laugh in the living room and it made you giggle too because he was totally right, Changbin quite literally became putty in your hands and enveloped you in a strong hug. “You aren’t funny,” he sighs into your shoulder. “Literally so not funny.”
“Yes, yes,” you sighed before giving his ass a light smack. “I know.”
hyunjin gets extra clingy once all is well
Clingy is an understatement. Hyunjin has not let you go ever since you entered the dorm, and that was an hour ago. He’s got his head in your lap, snuggled against your stomach and humming at the feeling of your fingers in his hair. “You’re done being mad at me, right?”
You furrow your brows and tug at his light strands just a bit, earning a soft smack on your arm. “You were mad at me too, don’t act like I was the bad guy here.”
He giggled at your stern voice before completely wrapping his arms around your torso, cheek squished against your arm as he stared up at you. His eyes were hard to read sometimes, so deep in thought you weren’t sure what he was feeling. They flickered with an emotion that you couldn’t pick apart and you sighed, hoping he wasn’t about to cry
“I really am sorry,” he murmurs, twisting his head a bit to kiss the skin of your arm closest to him. “I hate fighting. Didn’t mean to make you upset.”
Your sweet boy. His heart was too big for his body, you could feel the slight tremble of his body against yours and you could only give him a smile. “I know, Hyune,” you flicked his forehead before leaning down to plant a kiss on it. “You never mean to make me upset, I know that. I’m sorry, too.”
han isolates until you offer some sweets
“Where is he?” you sigh sadly, arms aching as the plastic bags you carried were starting to weigh them down. Hyunjin jumped up to take them from your arms, setting them on the counter and shooting you a sorry look. He must’ve heard the yelling last night, it would’ve been hard to miss, honestly
“He’s holed up in his room,” Hyunjin pointed a finger towards his room before rummaging through the bags. “Oh, you’ll win him back with all of this, that’s for sure,” He clapped excitedly before sneaking a bag of gummies and running off to his room. “Good luck!”
Picking up the bags again, you mentally prepared yourself. The fight was normal, couples argue from time to time of course, but seeing Jisung so defeated would break anyone’s heart. You used that as motivation to burst through the door, not surprised to find a curled up lump under the comforter
You leaped up and splayed yourself over his body, hugging him over the blankets and letting your presence be known before standing up to spill the snacks out of the grocery bags. A fluffy brown head of hair peeked out to witness the mess, eyes brightening up at the sight of all of the treats
“Forgive me?” You asked with your arms wide open, delighted to be scooped up just seconds later and tugged under his covers
felix is heartbroken and the members are begging for forgiveness
Days have passed since the two of you got into a disagreement, mutually deciding that time apart was best. Of course it wasn’t much of their business, but the boys at the dorm felt almost as if they were apart of the disagreement as well when they saw Felix. It was hard to watch, their usual bundle of joy and love slumping around in his pajama pants
Your phone rang as you were on your way to pick something up and you were shocked to see Seungmin calling you up. As soon as you accepted the call, pleas from all 3 of the cuties dorm residents were in your ear, whining and begging you to come back
“I’ve never seen him so upset,” Jeongin cried out jokingly, you could picture him clutching at his chest and falling to the floor. “It’s been days, don’t you miss us too? This family is falling apart! Get over here!”
These boys. You let out a drawn out sigh into the receiver before accepting their invite, turning on your heels and walking over to the dorm. You admittedly had missed Felix, the argument was petty and it felt like it was so long ago that it didn’t even matter anymore
Arms wrapped around you the second you step foot into the building, soft hands massaging the back of your neck and you melted instantly into the familiar touch. “You’re too sweet for your own good,” you laughed into his shoulder, watching the other three members giving you thumbs up in the kitchen
seungmin will not tolerate the silent treatment
To be clear, if it were a more serious situation, Seungmin’s approach would be a lot different than this but the topic at hand that made you annoyed was the fact that he accidentally lost you in the mall. It had been a busier day and he swore that you were just at his side as he was looking at shoes but suddenly, you were gone
He found you sitting on a bench outside of a store, pouting to yourself after you had tried to find him for several minutes. He hadn’t answered his phone so you just decided to let him find you himself
When he did, he laughed harder than he ever has before, eyes squeezed shut as he wrapped a lanky arm around your shoulder. “You gotta understand!” He held your face in his hands as you pretended to be mad, turning your face away. “I seriously thought you were right beside me!”
Fake glares were shot his way and you decided to just stay quiet, getting up and taking his hand to lead him to the food court. “This never works on me and you know that,” he whined before pulling out his wallet. “I’ll get you whatever you want, but you can’t stay silent on me.”
“Learn to answer your phone when it rings, Kim Seungmin,” you grumbled as you pulled him into the line of the ice cream place. “I want two scoops this time.”
jeongin doesn’t have the heart to shut you out completely
Honestly, it was your first argument as a couple and he really just did not know how to handle it. Usually he just needs to have time to himself to calm down, but he can’t sit here comfortably without you. God, when had he become so cringe?
Just looking around in his phone and room were constant reminders of you. You were everywhere, his space had became your space as well
There were the pictures, the old texts that you two sent when you were planning your most recent date, the videos that you had taken on his phone while he was getting hair and makeup done. He could see the sleeve of one of your favorite hoodies poking out of his closet and the gum wrapper you forgot to trash was sitting on his desk
Defeat. This was utter defeat. Jeongin picked up his phone, fingers quick to find your contact and ring you up, letting out a breath once you answered. “Come over,” he let out a small laugh, unsure if he’s doing this right. “I know I literally told you that I wanted space minutes ago but that was enough.”
You bit back a smile on the other side of the phone, heart pounding in your chest at how cute he was. It would really probably destroy Jeongin to be mad at you
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missyandthemisfits · 1 month
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JJK - Grocery Shopping With Them Pt. I
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Yuji Itadori - He’s got a hard time staying next to the cart especially once he sees something cool or funny or weird. Like, he doesn’t like wander half way across the store or anything like that, but he’s skipping his way up to the weird off brand cereal just as soon as you make it to the aisle, grinning back at you with that dorky smile as he does.
“Babe look, they’re called Nut O’s!” He’s snickering way too hard and loud and it’s just a liiitle embarrassing, but endearing. You chuckle as he shuffles back over, box in hand. “Can we get em?”
You snort and sigh halfheartedly, not really accustomed to denying the sweetheart.
“Throw it in, Yu.”
It was seriously hard not to spoil him sometimes.
Megumi Fushiguro - When I say he has a mental and physical checklist of everything you guys have vs everything you guys need to stock up on- it’s that serious for him. No like shopping is actually no joke. Any sort of suggestions made that aren’t on the list? He’s scowling a little harder than normal, eyeballing you and the food item you two definitely don’t need-
“But Megumiii, they look so good - please babe we have to try them!” He crosses his arms in scrutiny.
“That’s an unnecessary expense. Don’t even get me started on the sugar content-,”
“Oh my fucking- PLEASE.” There’s a long sigh and he finally relents.
But make no mistake he’s taking satisfaction in the fact that you inevitably hate the taste. Megumi 17, (Name) 0.
Nobara Kugisaki - Honestly? Y’all get the same level of giddy to see weird foods and utensils in the store, so much so you’ve got an entire collection of things like …sriracha pocky and those boxes of foreign snacks, all of which you end up recording yourselves try for the masses. 
“Dude, no this is actually fucking gross I’m gonna-,” You’re laughing hysterically as she gags beside you, snorting a bit as she downs her entire bottle of water.
“It actually wasn’t that bad for me.” The look she gives you in response is priceless. 
Maki Zenin - She’s the type to carry a book around in the store and let you take as much time as you need deliberating over spinach vs lettuce because she’s got her entertainment. She’s got very specific tastes too so it makes it really easy to shop for her when she’s not around, you on the other hand are so very indecisive- but she’s learned to live with that.
“Maki…should I get spicy or regular?”
“Hmm,” she doesn’t even glance up, “Flip a coin?”
“But what if I get home and decide I want the other one? Uggghhh-,” She finally peers over the pages.
“Just get both.” You’re looking at her in teary-eyed awe.
“You’re the smartest person I know Maki!”
“I know.” 
Toge Inumaki - Loves going grocery shopping with you. I mean, loves spending all his free time with you, but there’s something about grocery shopping that just makes his day. He adores the domesticated feel of it all, he surmises. 
“Salmon.” He gives a thumbs up at the wasabi flavored prawn chips in your hands and you cheer a little, placing them in the cart.
“Sure they won’t be too spicy for you?” He thinks for a moment.
“Mustard Leaf.” He gives a shrug and you chuckle.
“What do you mean you’re not sure? Weren’t these your suggestion?”
“Salmon Roe.” He gives a nod and you can tell by the way his eyes sparkle he’s smiling under his scarf. 
“Well alright, don’t say I didn’t warn you…”
Always a pleasant experience to be around this cutie.
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disciple-of-frost · 22 days
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Okie dokie then... (0 A 0)
Also! I'm just going to be answering these as a comprehensive list and not send out more. I'm really really sorry, I just don't want to send more to people I might have already sent this to. Just know I appreciate each and every one of you and my inbox/messages are always open if you want to chit chat more!
Also Also! I'm just going to be answering 12 things that make me happy, a nice happy medium also cuz my brain like to freeze up whenever I try to think about myself and my interests. (T _ T)
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1.) My mutuals OCs! Seeing the love poured into each character and the unique takes everyone has done to fit MSQ/character dynamics to them is so cool! I know we aren't all a hivemind and we won't like all of the same characters, but seeing you all uplift and be supportive to one another helped me be more open and post about Ishi.
2.) Coffee. I am a caffeine fiend and I have done my damnedest to recreate a lot of the drinks Starbucks has released at home. And I will say, I make a mean Lavender Cream Matcha. If you think you can't make something like that I'd say don't be afraid to try. You might surprise yourself.
3.) Monster High. I was in high school in conservative, small town nowhere when they first released and my parents didn't feel the need to buy things that weren't necessities. So now that I'm an adult and enjoying things I never got the chance to when I was younger I have 5 Draculauras hanging up in my bedroom.
4.) My cats. I know I said Animals already in another post, but I don't care. I have four fur babies and they are so special to me, I'm currently living in a really small semi-beaten up apartment because any houses for rent where I am have pet limits and I am not going to abandon two of my cat's just so I can live in a slightly nicer but exceedingly more expensive house. It's not a perfect place to live by societal standards, but it's ours and my boys are everything to me.
5.) Music. I am expanding my music horizons, but for the most part I still listen to a lot of the music I did as a teenager. Linkin Park, Killswitch Engage, Sevendust, Breaking Benjamin, etc. But I do try to find more independent artists that emulate a similar sound to my old favorites; Mallavora, From Ashes to New, Aviators, Magnolia Park.
6.) Gonna move away from physical/material things for a sec. That feeling you get when you get done cleaning a room and you sit down, take a deep breath, and just smell the clean.
7.) The satisfaction of finding a new recipe and nailing it on the first/second try.
8.) Seeing people be kind. I know there are horrible things happening in the world right now, but seeing seemingly small acts of kindness get's me teary eyed. A person rescuing goose eggs from a pond and returning them to their nest. A man picking up trash from a forest creek. Somebody getting gifted a plane ticket to go see their family in another country or having a family member show up to surprise them. I'm honestly getting misty eyed just typing this out. I'm just a really emotional/sentimental person.
9.) The fact that I have been able to keep a single plant alive for more than a week. My partner and I got a potted plant at a baby shower for his boss almost a year ago and that little guy is still kicking.
10.) Giving compliments to people when I'm out in public. I never got a lot of positive affirmation as a kid so whenever I see someone being unabashedly themselves and just wearing their style proudly I like to let them know they look good and that they're killing it.
11.) Finishing a game that had me emotionally invested. Lookin' at you Persona 3: Reload.
12.) Seeing my friends in person after not hanging out in a while. Being an adult can be lonely and people have responsibilities in their own lives that they have to put first before leisure and friends. So actually finding time to be together with the people I love and being able to hug them is super important to me.
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Okay then. That's about it for now, if I do get another one of these I'll try my best to list a few more.
Thank you to @paintedscales, @shadesofblades, @myreia, @draconian-empress, and @corsair-kovacs! 💙
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randoimago · 10 months
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Hello! I like when families spend quality time together, so how about something like building sandcastles on the beach with Dojima (+Nanako), Sojiro (+Futaba) and Iwai (+Kaoru) with their s/o? Thank you.
Building Sandcastles Together
Fandom: Persona 4 // Persona 5
Character(s): Ryotaro Dojima, Sojiro Sakura, Munehisa Iwai
Featuring: Nanako Dojima, Futaba Sakura, Kaoru
Type of Request: Headcanons
Note(s): There's not enough happy family stuff so it's always nice to write more!!
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Dojima
Absolutely loves the family bonding time. He doesn't get work off often so being able to do something fun with both you and Nanako is perfect for him. Even if he sucks at making sandcastles, it's still fun.
Probably just follows Nanako's lead with building the sandcastles. He's got good perception so he can find pretty shells for the castle and help out with making doorways or windows in the castle, but that's about all he's good for with making the sandcastle.
There's a lot of playful banter that happens. Dojima might intentionally say something wrong just to get you and Nanako to laugh at him. Or he'll playfully tease you about something since he's so relaxed which causes Nanako to smile at how happy her dad is. It's just very wholesome.
Sojiro
He's an old man and you want to go to the beach? Sojiro might make a comment about seeing cute girls there which Futaba is quick to tell you to "get him!" which causes laughter and banter to happen between you three.
Honestly, Sojiro doesn't help much with making the sandcastles because he's too busy happily watching you and Futaba make them. He had struggled with having hope for Futaba in the past and so he gets a bit teary eyed at how far she's come and how you're such a good parental figure for her too. You both tease him about being an emotional old man, but the emotions are felt by you two as well.
At some point the sandcastles become forgotten as Futaba points out seashells and crabs on the beach, chasing a couple in fascination while you and Sojiro warn her to be careful.
Bonus: Futaba mentions wanting to put a crab in the castle because the crab is a tyrant to the other crabs. Mentions something about sending the crab a calling card too. You and Sojiro don't quite get what she's talking about, but she's having fun.
Iwai
Iwai hates sand, but he'll go to a beach if you and Kaoru beg him enough. He does not want to even move from under the umbrella, but he reluctantly helps with the sandcastle building and finds that he enjoys it when he sees how happy you and Kaoru are.
Honestly pretty good with adding little details to the sandcastles. He owns a model gun store so paying attention to detail is his specialty. I don't know if he'd actually reach over to do something though, he'd mention something that you and Kaoru could do to improve the sandcastle, but it'd take him a bit before he actually starts getting in on messing with the castles himself.
If you end up taking photos of the sandcastle building, then you can bet that you'll get quite a few good ones of Iwai being soft and having gentle smiles towards you and Kaoru. He will absolutely frame one of the photos and put it in Untouchables.
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casualhedonists · 2 months
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firstly i apologize for how long this is going to be 😭
i was so emotional as i read attention cuz i just KNEW that there would be an ending eventually, and ofc, i never wanted attention to end. but you wrapped it up SOOOO beautifully! i feel so bad that i can't capture HOW amazing of a read that was in words!! trust me, attention means so so much to me. whenever i thought "i can't wait until chapter 6 comes out!" my anxiety kicked in because i knew that when chapter 6 came out.... it would be over. and that day is here
reading this was like eating your favorite chocolate. every single bite being enjoyable... something you'd think back on days later and crave for more. never getting tired of it.
honestly, its amazing how there is SO much creativity and wonderful fanfics on tumblr... for free? ITS INSANE. as i was reading it i kept saying "this is crazy!" i mean, i couldn't believe?? the plot twist?? the dialogue?? the pacing?? the list could go ON! forever. also you are SO sweet and kind 🫶🫶
i honestly thought she would be furious about what happened to greene... like my jaw dropped as SOON as her mom told her that he was sent to be a peacekeeper. at that moment i KNEW it was all snows fault. i seriously felt like it was over for them... like a whole fight scene was about to take place and she would move out, leading to snow being destroyed, alone, teary eyed and begging her to stay... that wouldve crushed me. i'm so glad she felt the complete opposite.
it's was SO interesting to think back on and see her progress. at first she was desperate, trying to win snow over by playing his games, trying to turn the tables and make snow become weak for her. but eventually she got the idea, and now SHE dominates HIM. it was neat seeing things come full circle!! now he's getting a taste of his own medicine (pun intended?)!!
also medicine is like... god i mean, do i even??? one of my top harry songs. SO GOOD!!!! do you also listen to him?? if so i can recommend other (more unknown) songs of his that give the same vibe if you'd like!
i am REALLY excited for your future works!!!! i admire your writing style and how talented you are. tbh you're the reason i'm inspired to start my own fanfic. but honestly, i'm scared because it is SO difficult thinking of a good storyline and plot... my brain is blank. i feel like every thing i think of sounds generic and cliche which puts me in a writers block. (do you have any tips?)
thank you so much for taking the time to read this!! i hope you have an amazing day!!
-💐
flower nonnie you. can have my whole heart here *carves it out walks it to fedex and mails it to you w next day delivery*
i read this first thing yesterday and it MADE MY WHOLE DAY i swear. like im so happy you enjoyed the fic so much, this is so much more than i could ever hope for as a response and it means the world to me that you’d set aside time to type out such a sweet message. it’s bittersweet to say goodbye to attention bc it is The Fic that brought me into this fandom (and out of my fic writing block) and it means so much to me bc it’s been so fun and it makes me so happy to know people feel that way when reading it. i had the final line written since (chapter 3?? i think) so i always knew that’s how i’d close it off and it was SO satisfying getting to type that last line in.
also it was sooo much fun to write her little mastermind by taylor swift moment (what if i told you none of it was accidental etc etc) and also yes omg i love harry (mostly his unreleased songs tbh!! like baby honey, medicine, talk, complicated freak) and ofc the usual suspects like kiwi and sign of the times and harry’s house. i am so so open to more song recs!! esp unreleased or lesser known ones!
in terms of writing tips, i wrote down a little thing a while back here but my main thing is to write what you want to read. that’s all i’ve ever done in fic and personal writing projects/poetry of mine. if you write for only yourself you can never go wrong imo, everything else is just topping. so start there, doesn’t matter if it’s been done before, so long as it makes you happy!! (one day i should tell the story of my first fic that actually got read by people online it was a whole journey that started with me assuming nobody would ever see it but me)
okay this is getting long i’ll close out now but thank you sweet anon for the kind words, i can’t even tell you how much they mean to me!! you are truly too kind!! 🤍🤍🤍
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psychewritesbs · 2 months
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For the very brief Megumi pre-Toji abandonment we got (literally just a panel 😭) it seems Megumi was a lot more lively and expressive when he was with Toji. I think his aloof and guarded demeanor happens after the fact and not before but it makes me curious as to what their dynamic was like.
It's either Toji was not as closed off and distant as what most expects (I personally like the idea that he's more like Rei in buddy daddies rather than a fully dismissive parent) or Megumi just has a really big heart and loves his dad despite all the shortcomings neglect. Honestly wouldn't be surprised if this is the case cause Megumi seems to be the type to love dearly and deeply if he ever does.
Dang now I'm getting teary eyed. Idk what's up with this doomed father and son but everytime I think about their relationship I get emotional.
idk anon but I am a huge fan of the "Happy Fushiguro family" hc, so I particularly love the idea that Toji, while not perfect, was a loving father and husband before he gave up on himself when mamaguro died.
So yeah anon. Gege sure poured a lot of angst into this dynamic, didn't he? Curious to see how he wraps the whole thing up with Shoko telling Megumi about Toji.
Thanks for sharing a little "Happy Fushiguro family" hc moment with me 🥺.
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Untitled x-over drabble
Idk how this got into my head and got out in about two hours or so as a somewhat proper story (actually I was translating my Ice Skating story - even almost half-way through already). I'm still a bit shocked how fast this was born (considering the fact that I skipped "translating" part of writing and went straight for writing in English), but I honestly like it. Anyways...
This is a short story (prequel type, I guess, as I'm definitely planning on writing more in this setting in the future) on that wild crossover of Original RE4, Remake and a tint of Dino Crisis (no dinos here yet, though).
It's 693 words, and it starts in my old AU of RE4 OG, about six years after Luis survived his first encounter with Saddler in Leon's presence (well, almost: Leon was a bit late to the party, so Jess had to start saving Luis on her own), got out of the Island in one piece, got a girlfriend. Her name's Jessy Jones btw (I told you, I'm absolutely unoriginal with names) and at the moment of this story she and Luis are already married.
Warnings? Idk, mentions of death? Oh, and it's canon x OC type of story.
And - no worries, Luis will survive by any means necessary.
@fanficanatic-tw, I remember, you asked to be tagged if I get anything new))
Luis was mentally preparing to die. This time it was inevitable, unfortunately. All the odds were not in his favor – and even if he somehow could break free, his injured leg has made escape next to impossible. The cold from the floor and the pillar he was tied to was slowly creeping into his body, making him shiver. Luis closed his eyes, silently sending his last farewells to friends and family, but was abruptly brought back to reality by a sharp tug on the ropes that were holding him in place and an all too familiar voice of his wife, thickly laced with horror and despair, calling his name. - Jessy, - he gasped, realizing that she was really kneeling next to him and trying to set him free. - Por favor, no... Go, leave me. - I'm not going anywhere without you, - she retorted angrily, biting her lips to blood and frantically trying to untie her husband from the center column of this room, filled with equipment of unclear purpose. Luis desperately longed to know how could she possibly find him here, why she was here alone... But time was of an essence and the last thing he wanted was for his beloved to perish with him. He couldn't even tell her who was behind this as all he had was suspicions and a record with distorted voice, that had enlightened him on his fate in a mocking tone when he came to, already tied up. - This place is rigged to explode, - the Spaniard whispered. - And there's not much time left. The brunette just growled under her breath and doubled her efforts, regretting that she didn't get a habit of carrying a knife with her. - Think of our daughter, - Serra once again tried to call to reason. - Mel's only five and she needs at least one of her parents by her side. - But... Luis... - Jessica stopped and looked at him with teary eyes, rising her hand to caress his cheek. - I can't leave you. - I know, - he smiled weakly, too aware of the clock ticking away precious moments. - It's about hard choices. But, please... His wife sobbed and leaned into one desperate kiss, realizing all too well that this was their last goodbye. She knew that he was right and their little Melinda needed at least her mom. - Te quiero, Luis, - young woman whispered, reluctantly pulling away and getting to her feet. - Te quiero, Jessy, - he smiled at her and watched as she turned around and ran out of the doorway, sobbing and never looking back. He only hoped and prayed that she would get out in time and safely find her way home to their little hazel-eyed treasure. Time slowed down again, the wait of death becoming almost painful, but then a distant “click”, that seemed too loud in the silence of the facility, set the things into motion. The floor underneath him started trembling, the following heatwave washed over Serra's body, his ears were stricken with a loud “boom” and he flinched, awaiting the blast getting to him and the following pain before imminent death... Yet nothing happened, and he was deafened by the sudden silence... Sensation of short flight came next, sending Luis into air. He didn't have enough time to muse on where did his ropes disappear as he was blinded by the bright flash of light. Shortly after his back collided with something hard, eliciting a quiet moan from his throat, as he fell to the unexpectedly soft ground merely managing to turn his head sideways for not breaking his nose in addition to all the injuries he had already sustained. - How am I still alive? - the Spaniard quietly muttered to himself, as soon as he blinked away the involuntary tears of pain and was able to take into his surroundings. - ¿Y dónde demonios estoy?* Luis found himself alone and hurt in the middle of an unfamiliar forest with no signs of human life nearby and he had absolutely no idea of what to do now.
*"And where the hell I am?"
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inavagrant-a · 1 year
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you make this space feel welcoming & in a rpc so prone to cliques i do think that's something to let you know. you are very friendly, very easy to talk to, full of wonderful ideas, funny, & your portrayal of wanderer & style of rp is one i like out of all the ones i have caught glimpses of.
i will confess to you that scaramouche & wanderer as a character annoy me, he's just the type of character that seems uninteresting to me, i could never warm up to him. but talking to you about him & reading your thoughts on him i do catch myself just listening in intently, wanting to know more, wanting to pick at your brain more, because it feels like i'm learning a lot from him through you that the game failed to catch my attention with.
your portrayal of wanderer, tetsuya you call him, is phenomenal. you don't just give a glimpse of how his thought process works of his feelings of his conflicts, but in your own writing you also apply this sense of accountability on top of all of that & that is such an interesting manner in story telling that not many can accomplish because it's essentially the character & then there's pieces of the author subtly arguing with the character. you do it in such a way that it flows so neatly & both counterparts compliment the other. one of my favorite things about your writing is his inner monologue. aside from all of this you aren't scared to expand from the canon material, you aren't scared to show that tetsuya can grow, that he can change, & that begins in such a subtle way. it begins as a thought & then his actions & it is just good technique. it makes him that much more interesting, that much more alive.
yes i do see some personal hc's integrated here & there, yet you somehow manage to take the canon material & you break it into little pieces for me to where i do think it would be nice to put some investment into his character. you make him interesting to me with all of the life you give him through your rp style.
which, brings forth my next point, i have only wonderful things to say about the way you rp. not only do your replies flow & add the proper amount of attention to your character in the reply, but you also point out a lot about the other person's character you're interacting with to show how strong of an impact what the other character has done or said can have on tetsuya. you also make me feel like you're invested in what i reply with, because in your reply i can tell you're paying attention & already trying to understand the other person's character which makes me want to invest equally & as much in you.
apollo you are wonderful & i wish whole heartedly that you were more open to seeing that since you struggle with it so much. just like you believe kindness should be something that comes naturally, i believe that when there's something worth thanking, then you show your gratitude. so thank you, you're a great & talented guy apollo.
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This legit got me teary eyed what the fuck Eddi e tHIS IS SO SWEET WHAT THE FUCK EDDIE???
I'm honestly at a loss, idk how to reply to this I'm like lowkey overwhelmed by all of this. You're so sweet and I appreciate your feedback on my roleplaying and thanks for being so nice and saying such sweet things about me? I'm glad that I'm able to make the space here welcoming to you as well. I'm just gonna be fuckin g thanking you here this is what's gonna happen awraxa.
Thank y ou for sparing me some of your time when you get a chance and for listening to my wild ideas and for giving my son a chance and just being such a chill person in general?? Like really I don't know what else to say to this but thank you? I'm sorry I sound like a broken record but like this is all just too much??? nOT LIKE IN A BAD WAY OR ANYTHING I JUST MEAN LIKE it's just so kind?? And I don't think I deserve such a thing but thank you Eddie, really thank you! You're really awesome too Eddie! I genuinely can't thank you enough I'm sorry for repeating myself so much but I'm like just awraxawraxa I am squis hy pleas e..... ..
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djryefaith87 · 2 years
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I want this pain to stop.
5/14/2022
I m in so much pain man. Mentally physically emotionally and spiritually.
Suicide has been popping on the mind.
I will never understand people who says taking the life of your own is the easy way out. There's nothing easy about wanting or taking a life especially your own.
I m talking about the people like myself who are just mentally drained with life. Feeling the constant pressure that comes with it.
Then those who go and judge why you made that decision but never really cared when you were breathing. Phone never rang tex message never sent where the access is so easier now than when I grew up.
I look around me once again trying to put gratitude in life. Then it can be someone or something that will trigger the situation from putting a spark to legit flaming your soul with sorrow.
Seeing my mother do what she can to just get some type of affection from her brothers and sisters and no one budging a eye except one brother. Her baby brother as he lays up in a hospital. Needing to fight for his life not only for himself but for his own family.
I look around for my peoples and I have my best friend who lives in Phoenix AZ. Her name is Belia. She's been there through out the whole pandemic and here and there for the prior 5 years before it. I admire what she can do, being able to raise 3 girls and under her living circumstances get through it. She's a superwoman to me
I have a friend in New York but she's the type of friend where the spitual bond is close. At the same time you try not to cross no boundaries or bother because she is involved with someone. Call her Dee
I have cousins here and there to turn but legit feel like more of a bother as they have their own lives. One cousin who has his own mini family in Florida name John who I ve looked up to since we were young. He be so disappointed if I ended my life but at the same time how can I ask for help when I was denied a visit. It's like timing is everything but when is a right time. Ya just don't know.
Pass offers to Florida came with attachment like looking after your own stuff without having a job. Not from John but for someone else. This was in year 2012 or so and we do not talk consistently like we once did.
I had my own place as I got picked for the lottery back in 2013 2014. I didn't have enough for first months rent or first months security and that was my fault. I didn't properly save because I was paying my mother's bills along with mine. Then I made the big mistake in putting myself through debt.
So many trials and tribulations that have come through my life and I think back what could I have done differently. Could I had borrowed money and just struggled hard at the age of 24. I did try to take out a loan but was denied. Should I have went another route. Start struggling making it on my own at that age so I can build growth for myself.
I don't have the answers and this life is getting so much harder. Price of living is going up. Food is going up. People around me are dying left and right. People who were once creating memories with me have become a memory.
I m just overwhelmed with everyone and everything and on top of all what I just type through my phone. I feel 100% better than when I first started this vent. I started this vent in tears.
My mother just knocked in my room on her way to an appointment. Said she's leaving and I said be safe. She asked me if I m okay and I responded I ll be alright. She told me to put on some music, and I responded I ll be alright. This lead me putting Bob Marley "Three little birds" me teary eyed. As my mother says "I got so much shit to deal with to deal with and added other shit". I just don't wanna be that burden anymore. Being I don't honestly know how to get going or what to do with myself. I ask God to just take me. The sacrifice of life is Hugh cause once your gone from this life that's it. I m ready to live in peace of the afterlife. But I know I can't end mine for that peace of afterlife to happen.
I m diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. I was also diagnosed in 2017 with psychosis. Who would pin point to this and say well he had that that's why he ended it all.
I wanna make God proud by helping others who maybe just like myself can turn it around. My thing how can I possibly help another when my own brain isn't all the way itself.
I once couldn't wait to the thought of being a father one day or a husband. It's sad that I don't see it for me anymore. Finding true love is such a task especially these days. And after losing my kids my mind and the experience on working with them. I don't want them getting into a place of where this pain doesn't seem never ending that they have to get through it. A constant battle. To legit want to die of how much pain they are going through. It's just me as if I were a father not wanting to see my child in those lines.
God has a better for me that was just my thought. I just do not know when or where but I pray cold heartedly for better days ahead.
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elysiumxii · 2 years
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( dirty headcanons ) C K Z for Cory , Cornelius , and Mill for totally research and development reasons
Grab your books kids it's time for some research! (this is long and I apologise)
Dirty A-Z headcanon game
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Cornelius:
C - Crying (is it a turn on? a turn off? do they cry during sex? have they cried during sex? what was the reason?) 
Has he cried? No definitely not. If he is set to devour some tasty morsel and they had a little wobbly moment would it put him off? No probably not! It's all part of the hunt for this sadist LOL The type of partners he goes for (aka the food he likes to hunt) probably aren't the type likely to cry - very masculine people, but he's been known to have a cutie now and then as he is verse! If a cutie got up set and wiggled to be set free, he'd probably enjoy that all the more! Jesus, pls don't make me delve too deep into this psycho's mind!
K - Kissing (what parts of their body do they like having kissed? what parts of their partner do they enjoy kissing? do they like leaving marks / having marks left on them?) 
Cornelius mixes feeding and sex so yes, his mouth is all on every inch of them. Biting, leaving marks, licking every little tasty spot. As for their mouth on him, he loves a good, deep kiss - he'll fight for dominance, however! If they wanted to bite him oh he is so up for that. Usually his taste would run to humans he can feed from, but he's been known to hunt down a more powerful creature to scratch that itch of being dominated and then it is a FIGHT because he makes them work for it, if that's the case they are free to leave marks everywhere.
Z - Zones (what are their erogenous zones? what spots on their body should be touched, bitten, kissed, when someone wants to get them in the mood?) 
Neck bites, back scratches and ass grabs - the trifecta!
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Mill:
C - Crying (is it a turn on? a turn off? do they cry during sex? have they cried during sex? what was the reason?) 
Oh god... of all my muses he's probably the most likely to? Because of being overwhelmed, little omega virgin that he is . You get smacked with that heat and it's just all too much ya know! I hear it, I'm trying to justify it... he's a whimpering, tearful, horny mess okay I'M SORRYNOTSORRY.
K - Kissing (what parts of their body do they like having kissed? what parts of their partner do they enjoy kissing? do they like leaving marks / having marks left on them?) 
His chest, definitely he would enjoy kisses there a lot. Being all sensitive and wriggly, wondering how a part of him that he'd never really paid attention to before can suddenly be so alive with sensation! ‎🔥
Would he leave marks? No, but honestly my kink is him being covered in hickies and frantically trying to cover them, whilst just blushing at the idea he was marked by someone YAS. Plus the old omegaverse bite... oofttt yes.
Z - Zones (what are their erogenous zones? what spots on their body should be touched, bitten, kissed, when someone wants to get them in the mood?) 
Again I think it's probably his chest! Turn him on, flip him on his front and watch him griiind against the sheets to get more of that sensation ifyouknowwhatimean hohoho
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Cory:
C - Crying (is it a turn on? a turn off? do they cry during sex? have they cried during sex? what was the reason?) 
Hm both is no on that I think. Cory is too sex mad to cry about it! LOL he might get a little teary eyed from gagging on the dick though! Jesus...
Z - Zones (what are their erogenous zones? what spots on their body should be touched, bitten, kissed, when someone wants to get them in the mood?) 
His ass, definitely. Pinch it, grip it, slap it - that bubble butt is a sure fire way to fun town! It's peachy and it's plump - give it a little bite.
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cryptidofthekeys · 2 years
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*s q u e a k s *
I arrive here because reposting the post thingy can get pretty long and hard to scroll through when there is several
But i couldn't just NOT reply to your heartwarming message LIKE-- holy shit i made an audible squeal what?? Man reading your replies and just the random stuff you type on your blog always makes me so giddy what the hell. But no like- I'm happy that you enjoyed my drawings! People usually have a set image of what their characters look like- and it can be hard to match that without seeing it in a picture- so its always a joy when that person likes the drawing :].
AND I WOULD GLADLY ACCEPT JEREMYS HELP IF HE WANTS TO GIVE IT. That dude is just-- *holds gently* jshfhfhf. Love em to bits.
Tags time Tags time but i can not put tags herrrreee:
Yeah genuinely, was being 100% honest with you there! I'm flattered that your flattered if that makes sence- that you got a little teary eyed(in the good way), like that warms my heart to know.
I was definitely taken aback that you've been through a similar scinario to mine in regards to having a filtered mind- and once again it's comforting to know this shfhhd. Although mine was based around Religion and some cult-like aspects-, the impact different things can have on how open someone is can surprisingly lead to similar results!
I'm overjoyed that you were able to get out of your filtered mindset, i cant imagine how refreshing it must be! :D. It fills me with inspiration and hope for a better future for myself ^^.
Honestly, like I write the best description I can of my OCs to the best of my ability, like imma be honest for example certain hairstyles can be so fuckin hard for me to describe, I usually have to search up a list and see what their called essentially, except for like, the quiffs n stuff obviously-
I always feel honored though when someone wants to draw my OCs, like im not a very particular person for details unless I specify some very intricate ones like for example, if I specify a scar on certain characters and what the scar is- then i get be a lil particular about it but just,, in general i dont really mind-
and oh Jeremy absolutely would! Jeremy loves puppets, loves puppet-making and to see someone with similar interests, he might have p bad anxieties n shit like that but by g o d s is he going to try and help out with the puppet making process, tbh he’d probs tune into that and forget even that he was talking to a person beforehand, just saying s o much about the process to the point where,, it might be overwhelming hjgkfjfdks
and yeye I get’cha, no worries and oh yeah I used to filter myself a lot, like the best example I can use for filtering myself would have to be wrestling, like I used to NEVER open up or talk too much bout it, guess I was afraid of being judged n shit like that but now? Imma be honest, even if someone does ever judge me, I legit?? dont? Care?? Like its MY blog and I get to decide the content i wanna post, not anyone else- and yeah, its a weird thing, that filtered mindset was- and sometimes i still get it even, like sometimes my brain will be mean about it like ‘dude, your going to be annoying, dont’
but its definitely not as bad as it used to be, while i still struggle and probs always will- im definitely getting better at just sayin fuck it and posting what i want whenever i want too, but yeah its refreshing once you break the chains just take it easy, step back if you get too overwhelmed but I believe in ya, one day that filtered mindset will eat shit on the pavement while your out here doin’ what you wanna do
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loosesodamarble · 3 years
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oooooooooh could you then tell me more about Nacht and Josele's relationship👀👀👀
SQUEEEEE!
Anshi, thank you so much for the ask! You have asked a question that has quite the answer.
So...
Nacht Faust and Josele Canty.
Of all my oc x canon ships, Nacsele is possibly the saddest. There's enough baggage to fill an airport baggage claim./hj
So why don't we get into it?
..........
In a word, the relationship between Josele and Nacht is complicated.
In more words, their relationship is defined by the fact that they are mutually in love but neither are able to completely be open with their feelings for each other.
Josele and Nacht have a long history, being childhood friends. They did what kids normally did: play games, share secrets, practice magic, explore the deep, dark woods for danger.
Josele wanted to be as bold and free as Nacht, to do whatever she pleased. But instead of saying that, she let her worry of causing trouble for others and concern for Nacht pushing things too far overshadow her feelings.
Nacht was drawn to Josele by her determination and spirited nature that was infectious. In spite, or maybe because, of the fact that he wasn't naturally good, he admired those who were (Morgen and Josele). He never said how he admired Josele and instead teased her for being a goody-two-shoes because her reactions were cute.
But that's kids being kids. They didn't know how to put those complicated feelings into words. As long as they had fun together, they were perfectly happy.
As they got older, their affection for each other became romantic. Becoming teenagers didn't make sorting out those emotions easier but harder.
For Nacht, having Josele as a friend was a blessing. Her laughter and kindness was yet another light in his life and he loved her for that. But Nacht was also so scared. Scared that he would taint her pure light with his darkness, that she would realize how bad he was and leave him forever. So he was content to stay silent and keep their relationship as it was.
Josele loved Nacht because of the goodness he hid from the world. Nacht raised a little hell and acted like a bad guy but he wasn't evil. He didn't go out of his way to harm others. That subtle tenderness endeared him to her but she also wished he'd show it to others. Though she loved him dearly, she didn't want to presume his feelings for her and make their friendship awkward.
On top of that...
Josele loved Nacht and Morgen, her dearest friends, equally. She couldn't bring herself to choose so she decided wait for one of them to confess. And Morgen was the one to confess. She was genuinely happy with Morgen; it was hard to not be. But a part of her felt guilty for essentially choosing Morgen over Nacht. She told herself that if she committed to Morgen, she could forget her feelings for Nacht but that never happened.
Morgen did ask Nacht if he liked Josele before confessing himself but Nacht straight up denied having feelings. In his mind, he didn't deserve someone like Josele. She deserved Morgen and vice versa. So he tried bury his feelings, tried to let her go, but he couldn't.
The tension was thick enough to cut.
Then when Morgen died, they should've been able to console each other. But instead, Nacht ran away, unable to face what he'd done. Josele didn't go after Nacht because she couldn't force him to stay and comfort her when his was the greater loss.
Nacht eventually stopped running from his problems. But by that point, Josele had cursed herself and made a deal with a devil. Nacht blames himself but Josele is just as much to blame for not seeking comfort in other people. Regardless, Josele is not the person Nacht once knew, but he still loves her and won’t abandon her.
(Cue him leaving her with the Black Bulls while he spies on Spade. Great job keeping that promise, Nacht./hj)
Which brings us to current events (as it were).
In Josele's cursed state, she can barely remember the feeling of loving Nacht so how could she voice it? As for Nacht, he can't replace Morgen, he can't restore Josele's smile because he's the reason it's gone, so he stays silent.
Josele and Nacht mean the world to each other. They want the other to be happy and know they care about each other but are oblivious to the mutual romantic attraction. Though they misunderstand things and make mistakes, neither ever intends to hurt the other.
But time and time again, neither say what's in their hearts. Nacht, due to self-loathing and denying himself of happiness. Josele, due to indecision, doubt, and guilt. That inability to be transparent, to speak honestly without worry, prevents them from reconciling their shared loss and finding comfort with each other. Things will never go back to the way they were but when the two of them finally open up, the real healing can begin.
To be clear, they do end up together in the end but there is a lot going on between them.
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draftingteacups · 2 years
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Seeing Happiny talking like a normal human for week, i think it gave me an idea to ask this.
What if Happiny turned into a human for a week? She would tots look like this image I found.
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Oooh, I always imagined the pouch of Happiny to be a handbag of sorts. The color scheme is on point tho 👍
Onto the ask!
Happiny as a human is honestly adorable. Like little baby bun got transformed by some type of funky magic and she was a human for a little while. It's more difficult to take care of Happiny in this form because she's bigger and still carrying around rocks in her bag 😅
When the dust clears from the magic explosion and Human Happiny is seen, Deuce is crying because his little baby 🥺💖 Meanwhile, Soni takes care of Happiny and asking the little bun if she was okay.
Happiny: "Mama, I got taller!"
Soni: "I can see that. Would you like to go to Daddy?"
Happiny raises her arms: "Yes!"
Happiny runs over to Deuce and hugs his leg: "Daddy, don't cry!"
Deuce sobs louder akl;dsfjllj and Happiny, not knowing what to do, just starts crying as well. Soni has to carry tissues with her at all times because of these two.
Happiny seeing Ace: "Uncle Ace!" *tackles him with a hug*
Ace just gets confused by who this little kid is until he's brought up to speed on the whole situation. At that, he just gives Happiny a noogie and asks her if she drank any weird Potions again.
Happiny: "Nope, I got zapped with magic!"
Ace thinking: That's arguably worse.
From that point on, Happiny gets carried by Deuce on his shoulders. Dressing Happiny up in clothes is a quiet joy of Soni's because she never had any younger siblings with Deuce feeling the same.
I can imagine the number of heads turning when Happiny shows up as a human to classes, mostly because no one in the group was sure if Happiny retained her strength in human form, her Pokemon Moves, or was just a human.
Crewel, when he first saw Happiny as a human, immediately wanted to make her clothes. After three or four outfits, Happiny got tired from the whole fashion show that Crewel conjured up. She immediately fell asleep and was carried from class to class. Trein saw Happiny sleeping and didn't even think twice about giving Lucius to the baby for her nap. I feel like he saw a little part of his own daughters in Happiny, especially in the happy smile that she gave him when Happiny woke up from her nap.
Happiny wouldn't be able to stay with Deuce during her time as a human because her bed couldn't fit her anymore. That causes Happiny to burst into tears.
Happiny teary-eyed: "Y-You don't want me to be with you anymore?"
Deuce is in physical pain at the sight of her crying: "No, Happiny. You can't fit in your bed anymore. There's hardly any room in our dorm room for you."
Deuce was worried about Happiny sharing his bed because she might fall off in her sleep or he might roll over her in the process. Happiny just gets bigger tears in her eyes.
Soni: "Happiny, do you want to stay with Mama for the time being? There's plenty of space at Ramshackle."
Happiny buries her face into Soni's leg. "Hm! Daddy's being mean!"
Deuce is KOed in the corner as Ace just watches this whole thing go down. Grim, now that he's smaller than Happiny, gets carried by the little bun, who actively says, "Grimmy, look!" a thousand times.
Happiny is just marveling at the things around her because I imagine her being three feet tall and seeing things as a little smaller has got to be strange.
Happiny: "Look! That tree is a little smaller! I wonder if I can get some apples for Mama and Daddy!"
"No, your mom would roast me." Grim is being dragged along with her because Soni told him to do so. He's grumpy, but he deals with it.
I imagined Deuce getting teased by other people that aren't in his immediate friend group (Ace, Grim, Jack, Soni, etc.) when Happiny and Soni are both there for once for club activities. Like NRC is bound to be full of those types that make jokes about how close Deuce really is to Soni, which is weird to him because Soni is really his friend- could you not make it weird?
Happiny is confused by what's going on because she's always assumed that her Mama and Daddy were together as in they were always near each other, save for a few instances like club activities, work, and other things getting in the way. Happiny doesn't fully understand slang, so she asks her Mama about that.
Happiny: "What do they mean by that Mama? You and Daddy are always together."
Soni: "Mm, but they assume we're in a romantic relationship because of the amount of time we spent with one another."
Happiny is more confused by that. "That's dumb."
Soni: "I know, right? What's wrong with being friends? Why does everything need to have romantic connotations?"
Happiny: "Friends are better! It's more fun that way!"
On another note, Happiny finds Jack to be a really cool brother figure and that gets Jack flustered when Happiny wants to run with him and Deuce. There's a good chance that she falls in her attempts, but she's a strong little bun o( ̄▽ ̄)d
She'll let out a few tears if she gets scrapes and the medicine after that, but as a former Pokemon, these injuries meant nothing. I feel like Happiny would be surprised by how fragile humans are because of the smallest little boo-boo, it can feel like the worst thing in the world. It makes her more determined to always be prepared with band-aids.
When Lilia sees Happiny in human form, he's already on the move to snatch her and bring her home like "This is my child now." Soni, Deuce, and the rest of Diasomnia have to stop him from kidnapping Happiny and it's a wild goose chase.
if there's one thing that I really think is cute about Happiny being a human, it's the fact that her hugs are extra comforting. Mr. Trey and Mr. Riddle get hugs, the former being reminded of his little siblings while the latter just feels relaxed by the affection. Ace gets a bunch of leg hugs, but it also makes him feel like an older sibling for once, which is nice. Uncle Floyd just adores the little human Happiny and often gets tight hugs that Floyd tries to match, which causes concerns for those watching this go down.
Happiny's happiest with her Mama and Daddy though. She often kisses them on the cheek as good luck charms. Deuce is blessed by the affection and gets 100% super quickly while Soni's a touch softer in her expression. Happiny in human form likes to sit in their laps, usually Deuce's because Grim refuses to move from his spot on Soni's lap. Of course, she's wearing her special bow in her human form.
I do see Happiny playing with the other Pokemon as normal, although she does feel a little sad at not being able to understand them as a human. She has her family with her, but she feels sad about not being able to talk to her Pokemon friends. She does her best though!
Malleus and Happiny as a human though; Happiny touches his horns like in the Maleficent movie, much to the amusement of Malleus who finds the little one quite interesting as a human.
Happiny calling Crowley, "The weird bird man!" tho alsdkfjajjkldl
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Can I request some poly! Shigadabihawks x reader if you don’t mind. You have amazing writing and you have written some amazing poly! I don’t care if it’s sfw and/or nsfw, it’s totally up to you. I honestly kinda wanted to see how hawks and Shigaraki got along in a poly relationship and how they interacted with each other because I can imagine how Dabi and hawks get along or dabi and shigaraki but hawks and Shigaraki would have a odd relationship, y’know. Sorry if this is odd and you don’t know what I’m talking about and I just want you to know that I absolutely love your work. You’re the first person I check everyday when I get on tumblr. 😘
Awwwww!!! You are so sweet, thank you so much!!! Yeah this makes a lot of sense, for the demon au especially I’ve been trying to work on showing off the dynamic between Hawks and Shig. I hope headcanons are okay!
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- Before you enter the mix, Dabi is really the only holding them together. He started off dating Tomura (who still insists he barely even likes him, usually after they finish making out) and then later Kei joined in. You’re still not sure how it all came to be since you get a different answer depending on who you ask and what mood they’re in.
- Tomura is only a bit tsundere with Dabi and Kei, never you. With you he’s more openly clingy and would never deny how he feels. He wouldn’t say it, but he appreciates you being around whenever Dabi and Keigo make him feel like a third wheel. Keigo has some similar experiences, but he’s just genuinely not bothered whenever Dabi wants to go have some solo time with Tomura. Or you, for that matter. Just isn’t the jealous type.
- They like using you to fuck with each other. If you’re hanging out with Dabi there’s a good chance Keigo will come along and just flat out steal you. Just pick you up and walk off. Because he can. Dabi is fond of teasing Tomura about how much he likes you, despite clearly also liking you. Tomura’s go-to is usually also to steal you, however he likes to get you to come willingly so you’ll blow off whoever you were with to start.
- Keigo and Tomura get along best when teaming up to irritate Dabi. Whether it’s playing keep away with you, hiding his stuff, distracting him when he’s trying to brood and do Dabi stuff, they really enjoy the power of their combined effects on him.
- The three of them teaming up to irritate you is what really gets them cooperating. They’re all gremlins, they steal your clothes to force you into skirts with no panties, they move your stuff around so you have to ask them for help, and that’s without getting into how often they fight over you, although that’s not so much to annoy you.
- Dabi developed a little habit of calling you, Tomura, and Kei his sluts and now he does it no matter who’s around and it’s really embarrassing but he absolutely does not care.
- While most of the time it’s Dabi and you holding Tomura and Keigo together, it’s not uncommon to find just the two of them off by themselves bonding over a common interest or even occasionally making out.
- They each have their own rooms, but you don’t. You bounce between theirs and your stuff is always scattered around. Yes, it’s annoying. No, they won’t let you have your own room. The four of you typically end up sharing one bed anyway, although the room itself changes.
- They’re not shy about the relationship, so it’s fairly often you get teased (albeit lovingly) about having three boyfriends. Toga really likes trying to force you to pick a favorite.
- Everyone thinks it’s creepy. Everyone. But Kei started calling you their “little girl” and just never stopped.
- They don’t really do PDA between themselves aside from the odd hand holding or rare peck on the cheek, but when it comes to you all bets are off. You’re constantly perched in someone’s lap or holding a hand or having your clothes fixed by someone else. To everyone else it mostly looks like they toss you around.
- Sometimes they’ll take you on dates, switching between doing them one on one or with the whole group. It’s hard to get Tomura to go out, though, since he prefers stay at home dates. When he’s not feeling it you’ll usually end up in a blanket fort eating takeout all together.
- One time. one. time. some stranger muttered “slut” under his breath when he saw you walking along in public with them. Dabi charred his ass so fast the other two were pissed at him for not being able to get a hit in.
- Despite all of them being gremlins, they really love you and will 10/10 go out of their way to make sure you know that. Literally anything upsets you and the immediate response is “Tell me why you’re not happy and I will kill it.”
- Most of their more genuine affections are shown in little things they do. Keigo likes to get you guys things, especially snacks he knows you like since he can go in public freely. Dabi is constantly fixing your clothes and hair and making sure everyone’s comfortable. Tomura always touches you softly (outside of the bedroom), always brushing his fingers along your cheeks or resting his head on your shoulder, etc. He’s also the most likely to casually touch the others in public.
- When it’s cold everyone piles up on Dabi and he pretends he hates it, but you always catch him smiling when he thinks no one’s looking.
- Kei loves using his feathers to tease everyone, slipping them under clothes before you can stop them or making them flit around your face. It’s annoying but his laugh is so cute you can’t even be mad at him.
- Tomura’s face always lights up before he can stop it when one of you comes to play videogames with him. He’s really bad at hiding how excited and happy it makes him.
- Since you’re the only girl and they’re kind of sexist, they treat you a lot softer than they treat each other. Doesn’t matter how strong you are, they’ll always think you’re weaker and they need to protect you. It might not seem like it when they’re teasing the hell out of you or tying you up or spanking you, but they go way easier on you than they would on each other in the same situation.
- Literally any sign from you that you’re seriously upset or overwhelmed? Done. No more. Only soft affection and very mild teasing for the week.
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- The first time Kei joined in while Dabi and Tomura were fucking, he didn’t even participate. He just watched like a fucking creep. Still does that occasionally.
- They all have relatively high drives and absolutely no shame between each other, so it’s pretty often you’re just casually getting fucked in one of their rooms while another sits on the couch beside you and watches TV. May or may not comment on it.
- Sometimes they’ll make bets about you. See who can get you to cum the fastest one week or try testing how long it takes for you to come to them when they don’t initiate it and which one you pick. How much cum they can stuff you with and plug up before it starts leaking out. And so on.
- It’s very different if it’s just one of them, or if it’s two and which two, etc.
- Dabi likes to manhandle you. He takes his time, makes you wait and beg and then just completely destroys you for hours on end. After, he sits back with a cigarette and lets you cling to him while he strokes you and tells you you did a good job. It pleases him when you’re so fucked out you can’t form full sentences, and he’ll tease you for it for days.
- Keigo is similar in that he likes to tease, but he’s also sadistic. He’ll make you cum on his tongue and fingers until you’re begging him to stop and then he’ll force at least two more orgasms out of you on his dick. Afterwards he watches you twitch and leak his spunk for a minute before giving you god-tier aftercare. Runs a bath, gets you some water, etc. Once you’re clean he encourages you to take a nap, but it’s usually an excuse for him to take a nap because he’s also worn out but trying to hide it.
- Tomura gets too excited to tease for very long, but that’s only directly before the sex. He’ll have his hand shoved in your panties just toying with you for hours while he absently scrolls on his phone. Sometimes he’ll have you get yourself ready where he can see, only to completely ignore you until you let him know he can start. Once he’s going, though, he’s done with all that. He’s drooling, panting, flushed, pounding you into next week. He alternates between kissing you and spitting in your mouth because he’s too wound up to just pick a mood most of the time.
- That’s not to say you don’t have lots of times where it’s intimate and loving, but that’s not really the usual.
- The Dabi/Tomura combination is the more nasty of the three. Kei isn’t opposed to doing stuff to make you squirm when he’s in the mood but Dabi and Tomura l i v e for that shit. They’re almost nightmarish together, 100% okay with piss, impact play, period stuff, all things anal, etc. Of course you’re their girlfriend and they love you so they’re not about to do something that has you screaming or crying for real, but if you’re at least mostly okay with it and they’re confident it’s not breaking you, they’ll do pretty much anything. Anything to get you teary-eyed, begging them to stop, etc. as long as you’re not saying the safeword. For aftercare they’re very gentle and soft as they clean you up and put you to bed. Doesn’t matter what time of day it happened, they’re putting you in bed and snuggling you until you get at least an hour of sleep. When you wake up they’ll get you something to eat and make sure they didn’t hurt you beyond the usual cuts, bruises, and assorted mild scorching.
- Dabi and Kei usually go for more of a good cop/bad cop sort of arrangement. Doesn’t seem so bad until you figure out they switch the roles without any indication of having done that. It’s like they have a sixth sense for it or something. You’ll be crying and clinging to Keigo since he’s been nice so far only for him to bend you over his knee and spank you raw for it; meanwhile Dabi has gone from smacking you around and spewing filth to cooing and stroking your face. Their aftercare is mostly praise, they’ll tell you you did well and make sure you’re okay mentally since some of the stuff they say can get pretty intense. They’ll get you cleaned up and make sure you eat and drink water, and they’ll cuddle as long as you want and won’t go anywhere even if you fall asleep.
- Tomura and Keigo are the most interesting mix. It’s not often that it happens, but when it does they work surprisingly well together. Their different types of degeneracy and patience seem to blur together into a lethal combination that’ll have you getting whiplash from how they toss you back and forth. They’re not usually both participating at the same time; someone has to hold the camera, after all. Aftercare usually consists of a shower, snacks, and either you napping on their laps while they game together or joining in if they didn’t rock your shit too hard. On days when they’ve done this, you’ll notice the two of them interacting more and occasionally taking some time to be alone together…
- When it’s all of them you’re fucking in for it. Depending on the mood it can vary wildly, but for the most part it’s just a complete mass of writhing limbs and moans. You’re tired ten minutes in, more of the focus is on you than anything, you’re forced to cum over and over again, they each cum in or on you at least twice, and when it’s all said and done you’re covered in sweat, cum, possibly blood, and three sweaty, spent bodies. Usually after they have to peel your limp, half-conscious body off the bed and carry you to the bath. They’ll take great care of you, not that you’ll really remember it in your sorry state, and when you wake up the next day they’re more doting than usual. They’ll tease a little about how you’re sore and still just a little out of it, but that doesn’t mean they’re not checking on you and being extra attentive.
- The times when it’s all of you together but in a more romantic way, it’s like being surrounded by pure love. Everyone’s kissing, you’re all tangled together, it’s just really soft and intimate. Doesn’t last as long, but it’s insanely sweet and gooey. When finished, there’s lots of soft caring/cleaning up/cuddling for a while but it doesn’t have the same insane recovery time as usual. After everyone’s taken care of, the guys like to try pretending everything is normal, but it’s obvious they’re more clingy than usual. Definitely all sleeping together in a pile on nights like that.
- Sometimes one will join in just for aftercare. Kei enjoys seeing you a fucked-out little mess, so he’s always happy to help if it means he can see you destroyed for a minute first. Dabi likes the feeling of being needed and being able to care for someone, so he’ll help, especially cleaning you up and getting you dressed. Tomura loves the way you cling after, and likes to cuddle and nap, so he’ll come in late to the aftercare just for that.
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obeymeluv · 3 years
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Isnt devildom liquor weaker than human world liquor? Mc had beat Asmo in a drinking contest. How do you think it they'd act, completely hammered in the human world. I think harder liquor means stupider drunks.
Spoiler alert to the in-game MC’s “heritage” reveal. You know, the descendent/reincarnation thing. If you know, you know.
Below: Thoughts on Devildom liquor + the specific incident Nonnie is talking about with Asmo in game + THE ACTUAL ANSWER TO THE ASK. My bad, haha.
My thoughts on Devildom liquor at that point in the game:
The MC is not as affected because they are human/angel. Maybe the angel part fortifies MC and makes it harder for them to get drunk?
Maybe the HUMAN side of MC is what makes it harder for them to get drunk on Devildom liquor? Like...everything in the Devildom is made primarily for demons so maybe there are ingredients in there that specifically affect those with demon blood. Maybe humans don’t have the biology to be inebriated by those ingredients?
I am a little fuzzy on that point in the game but did Asmo pre-game? Like, a lot? Did we ever find out? I could see him being so emotionally distraught that his lovely MC is leaving that he just wants to be sloshed. Maybe he assumed MC beat him in a drinking contest because he forgot how much he already drank?
Maybe Solomon gave MC a heads up that Asmo was down for drinking and gave them a pre-game potion of their own to ward off the affects.
End hypothesis: Maybe Devildom liquor IS strong (for demons) but that potency just can’t translate in human bodies so the bros (Lucifer especially) don’t want MC drinking it because they’re not sure what it will do. They just ASSUME it will do to MC what it does to them.
Other thoughts: Because demons sprinkled little secrets to the humans over the course of history, gave them trinkets and magic and things, I’d like to think they gave humans the idea or process of alcohol-making but are TOTALLY not prepared for the end result. All the flavors, types, etc. 
As far as I understand it (at the point I’m at in the game), travel between the Devildom and human world was widely discouraged until Diavolo could make a program that united the three realms and improved the overall image. So basically everyone has been separated for thousands of years.
What if demons are equally bad at holding human world liquor? I could just see a drunk Asmo being like, “What is this? Sangria? This isn’t what I told them to call it.” as he’s trying to drink and (speed) walk away from Beel, who wants the fruit out of the pitcher.
I could just see them all getting TOTALLY wasted on human world stuff just because they thought “Ahh, we taught them this 5,000 years ago! Of COURSE we can handle it! We invented it!” (spoiler alert: they cannot). Like, I’d like to think their biology works against them here. They heal quicker and probably get over stomach aches and things quicker, so they probably metabolize alcohol quicker to restore bodily equilibrium so they probably get flash-drunk off of just about anything with a decent alcohol content. 
HOW THEY WOULD ACT (AKA: the real question)
The facts: 
They’re all going to be like drunk kittens, big bassy purrs and wanting to cuddle you or scent you. 
They’ll basically curl up in a pile together; you occasionally have to move body parts (so no one suffocates). 
Do a head count every now and then, give them some crackers/carbs when needed, and put water all around them like a summoning circle because when one of them wakes up, all of them will and they’ll act like big babies
Put a bucket near Lucifer and Asmo, they’re sympathy pukers.
Levi and Belphie need total sensory deprivation when they wake up. You may only breach the darkness to bring them things to settle their stomach and anything to kill the headache
Just give Beel bread and anything like Gatorade/Pedialite. He’ll help you with the others after three loaves or so.
Asmo will be especially pitiful and demand you take care of the others first. Once they’re decently able to take care of themselves he’s near teary-eyed, demanding tummy rubs and tell him he’s still pretty even though he feels awful. Please get him a sheet mask.
Mammon’s not functional enough to help with anything major but he’s standing the next day so he rubs that in everyone’s face. He’s the one shuffling around with a half-eaten sandwich, looking for any comfort item (heating pack, cold wrap for his head). He will demon screech at you if you touch any of the lights in the house.
As Mammon comes to, he demands dim lights and acts like a grumpy mom. He’s making porridge and they better shut up and eat it. Says it’s for him but there’s a suspicious amount of bowls nearby.
Satan just swears he’ll never drink again (like always). Dutifully waits for porridge. Spends most of his time letting cold water run over his head. Can’t spend too much time hunched over because he gets nauseous. Baby him a little. Find a way to let his head float in a bit of water where he can lay down and he’s as quiet as a mouse. 
Who can drink the most? (Best to worst - my opinions only)
1) Beel (body mass helps), 2) Mammon (party king), 3) Asmodeus (huuuge history with mixed drinks. Boy is READY), 4) Lucifer, 5) Satan (neck and neck with Lucifer - casual drinker only. Even wine is rare for him), 6) Leviathan, 7) Belphie (usually sleeping instead of drinking). 
Lucifer:
We’ve seen little gags about how ‘Lucifer got drunk and unplugged the router’ so this guy’s either going to be super cuddly, a hot mess, or both
You know the people who fluff their hair, comb it back, undo a tie or some buttons and just get comfy as they drink? That’s Lucifer.
He’ll smile a bit more, laugh a bit more, and there will be some color to his cheeks
He’s not sloppy, just cozy. 
Drunk Lucifer is not overly loud but he is honest. He won’t throw himself into groups or pester all the brothers, but he’s up for some accidentally-heartwarming one-on-one
When he’s drunk he’ll lay his head on your shoulder and let you play with his hair
Will not win any drinking games. Is actually a lightweight compared to his brothers (see best > worst drinker, above).
Mammon:
GO BIG OR GO HOME! MAMMON’S HERE TO PLAY FOR BIG MONEY! (AKA: bragging rights that he can handle more than his brothers)
He and Asmo are quick to get the drinks flowing because they want to try shots of everything. 
He and Asmo are pretty good at matching brothers to drinks and tasting subtle notes, things like that
Show Mammon beer pong once and it’s done. He’s betting the brothers he can whoop them and is somehow able to pull off ping pong ball math to get Lucifer shit-faced real quick (might do it even faster if Belphie or Satan slip him some money)
The type to be like “Bet you I can hit that cup right there--third row, second from the left.” and can do it flawlessly. You have to give him head pats or $5, that’s the rules.
He’ll be one of the bros you have to chase around and make put his clothes back on. Boy will try to strip and strut
Will definitely hoard his favorite bottle (picked it on smell) and spend a majority of the time trying to drink it and avoid the bros. (”YOU CAN’T MAKE ME SHARE IF YOU CAN’T CATCH ME!”)
Leviathan
Not the best drinker. Not a frequent drinker at all.
His envy makes him drink because as he starts to go on a tangent about how ‘it’s not fair! Everyone’s having a good time!’ when he realizes it’s as easy as picking up a drink. Like...he can join in too.
Levi won’t grab himself an alcoholic drink because he’s a nervous over-thinker. Asmo or Mammon will just hand him a cup like the resident Liquor Fairy and he trusts their judgement
The first one to let his demon form out just because the liquor is a little warm in his belly and he feels like he’s flying? Also comfortable?
The excited drunk who goes on animated, slurred rants
The loud laugher
He’s honestly so adorably animated that anyone who knew him would be surprised? He seems far from a shut in
Trade off: he can’t hold his liquor well
Boy probably trips on his own tail or thinks something snagged his ankle to bring him down when, in fact, he just fell down
Sways when he sits
When he’s done, he just wants a nice comfy lap to lay in and maybe play with his hair. 
Like Lucifer, liquor will make him confess all his feelings. 
Watch out for the tail. It will be all over you when he starts to lose the ability to wrap it around himself.
Satan:
It’s a toss-up as to whether he gets drunk before Lucifer or vice versa. I’d like to think his tolerance is slightly higher since he might run in the same circles as Asmo, but he is a part of Lucifer so I’m sure it balances out
He’s a drink snob and this is what hurts him the most. He goes to fancy tastings and random things he’s invited to, but this is a drop in the bucket
He’s never gone hardcore before because he’s afraid he’ll be prone to anger
He’s not. He’s actually a lot like Levi. He just wants to smile and laugh and have fun.
The one who knows a lot of random/interesting stuff and has unexpectedly awesome party tricks
He and Asmo act as instigators and somehow con everyone else into getting drunk. It’s mostly because he wants blackmail material, but he enjoys the mind games
He’s the one you’re going to have to carry BUT he’s super chill when he’s having a good time. You want him to wear a lampshade? Okay, but only if you call him Enlightened One (get it?)
Makes bad jokes. Lucifer definitely laughs
The one that randomly dances with someone at the party. But it’s a fancy dance or slow dance, not something crazy
Will try to prove he’s not as drunk as he is by reading or reciting something and just breaks down into snorts and giggles
Cat Mode: Activated. He wants to be all over you. Hug him and play with his hair, please.
Asmo:
Asmo isn’t really different from his usual self.
He’s a little social butterfly, making his rounds and checking on people
He’s the silent, sneaky drunk. No one notices he’s drunk until his face starts getting red and his eyes get glassy
The quiet cuddler. Just progressively gets closer to you until he’s resting his head on your shoulder, hugging you from the side and asking you to give him his drink.
Would be the happiest person on the planet if you literally just held his drink up to his lips and let him drink it when he wanted to. You just love him so much?! You’re so thoughtful?! He wants to cry
Guilty party #2 for ‘chase him around and make him put his clothes back on’
Next in line for ‘Liquor makes me tell the truth and my darkest secrets’.
Will try any activity at the party and will dance at least once with everybody
If he gets in a fight, that’s because someone doesn’t respect what he put on the party playlist. He knows good music, okay?!
Has a personal goal to steal one drink from everyone, drink it before they realize, and hand them back the empty cup as he slips away. Something about it just amuses him.
Wants to leave lipstick/lip gloss kisses on people. Thinks they’re the cutest accessory!
The one who loses something at the party and makes everyone look for it the next day
The one who’s passed out in a random spot and no one has the heart to move them but everyone checks on them to make sure they’re safe. When everyone’s turned in for the night, he is safely moved like the precious baby he is.
Beel:
The one who takes the longest to get drunk. You don’t know if it’s because of his build or how much he ate to offset the alcohol
Unofficial baby sitter of the group. Pays special attention to everyone but Belphie, Asmo, and Levi in particular.
Not super loud. Just vibes and enjoys time with his family.
He’ll participate in the party activities because he does have that competitive streak but he’s not as invested in it as Mammon. If he wins at least once he’s proved his point and is on to something else
Surprsingly, #3 to ‘you might have to chase him and make him put his clothes on’. Drunk Beel is convinced he’ll get over the alcohol faster with less clothes because of temperature regulation and something that doesn’t really make sense because he’s slurring
Will drink more if Belphie is nearby or if he can hold onto Belphie. Taking care of Belphie and knowing he’s okay (in a tactile way) makes him a little more carefree. 
Doesn’t really confess like the other bros but he’s the one no one can really hear talking because his purr takes over everything. His purrs are so loud and deep! Big boy is truly happy
Drunk Beel is affectionate as ever and this is where you learn that demons can express affection by licking people. Most of the bros end up with a Simba-style mohawk. It’s just one lick but Beel’s got a long tongue and it fucks with hair real good.
Will jump in for a song or two if karaoke is a thing at the party. A really good singer but wouldn’t do it unless he had a decent amount of alcohol in him.
He’s the type to trip over stuff trying to help clean up. If he falls down he says he’s just ‘taking a break’ and will ‘help in a minute’. Might not get up again.
Once Beel lays down, Belphie, Satan, and Levi drunk crawl/stumble/slither over to him for warmth. This is how the cuddle pile starts.
When he lays down, if you get anywhere near him, he’s begging you to lay down with him. Wants to whisper little compliments and lovely things. A big sap. Handsy but will definitely know when to lay off and will listen if you get uncomfortable. 
Belphie:
Honestly, doesn’t really drink. He’s more interested in the nap.
His biggest motivation is to get the others drunk so everyone’s quiet and he can sleep. Definitely wants Lucifer blackmail.
He’ll have a few things but he prefers a lot of something mild versus a mix or a few shots of something super potent
Will try the funnel drink challenge.
The third enticer. He wants to work everyone up (Lucifer especially) and get the booze going.
Borrows off of Beel’s body mass and ability to handle alcohol here and there, but it all catches up with him eventually
The type to have really diluted drinks because he’s already sleepy by nature and doesn’t want to faceplant with a shot glass.
Will slow dance with Asmo. When Asmo starts to struggle with his weight as Belphie gets cozy and sleepy, Beel steps in and you just see the twins purring and warbling to each other as Beel just scoops him up and lets him sit on his hip like a toddler.
Another one who wants to slither into your lap and take all your attention.
The type to do random shit like boop your nose and giggle about it.
The one who doesn’t want anyone else to touch you. If he’s laying on you then the others need to leave you alone. It’s not hard to understand!
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sarahsardines · 3 years
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cedric fluff.
you and him mostly make out and kiss a lot but never did it... how will ced take it when you say your not ready?
song sync: ceilings (bedroom session) - beabadoobee.
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11.30 pm. hufflepuff common room.
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(imagine this but at night.)
alicia yawns and stretches after she closed her ancient runes book. 
“okay, im off to bed love birds.” she says walking away and waving.
“goodnight, ill be up in a bit.” i say turning my head to the stairs. 
“night alicia.” cedric said sitting beside me with his arm behind me resting on the couch. 
we look back at the book we were reading. 
“that cant be real..” he says pointing at what looks like some sort of device from the muggle world. 
“its called a com- computer?” i say reading it. 
we both looked at each other and started laughing quietly.
“what a weird shape ,,” ced said whispering taking the book and looking at it closer. 
“weird name too.” i say.
cedric laughed again having his hands on his face falling on to the other side of the couch. 
i grabbed the book and wanted to find more ridiculous things. 
i faced his way and started flipping thru the pages. 
I could feel his eyes on me as his laughs slowly turned to little chuckles while smiling.
I close the book and looked up at him.
his eyes were so dreamy and we just stared at each other so in love.
we both looked at each other’s lips and looked back at our eyes.
cedric slowly tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and swayed his hand on my cheek to my chin.
i held his wrist and moved in closer to him.
“can i kiss you?” his deep raspy voice whispered.
i nodded my head subtly and smirked.
he softly held my jaw and our soft lips met. i could feel us smiling while doing it and we went in for more. it got so intense than our usual make outs to the point where I honestly lost control. i was on my knees and came on top of him slightly and we moved to the other end of couch from being in the middle. his back was against the tall end.
he held on my waist and i had my hand on the back of his neck.  
i can feel my heart beating so fast it’s about come out of my body.
cedric slowly moved his hands from my waist to the sides of my thighs. no one makes me feel like this but him. he started kissing my neck which felt like I was floating in heaven.
cedric wasnt a virgin but i was. he’s only done it once ever. so we both weren’t total experts.
everything still felt so good.  
but.. then i get this feeling.
he suddenly stopped kissing me and paused looking up at me.
cedric can sometimes feel when somethings not right with me. he’s some how psychic that way.
i back away to the middle again.
he pushed himself up and held my hands.
“are you okay?” he asked softly as i zone out looking down.
“did i make you feel uncomfortable?” he asked me.
“what? no , no..” i say chuckling.
“i just had this weird feeling.” I look him in his eyes. he looked so understanding and made me feel so safe.
“i don’t think im ready yet.” i say guiltily.
“im sorry.” i rub my thumb against his hand.
he furrowed his brows and chuckled.
“please don’t say sorry , you have a right and shouldn’t be sorry , okay?” he gummy smiled and softly stroked my arm.
“you don’t have to be obligated to have sex with me just cause we’re a couple. i found so many other ways to love you and be in love with you.” his dreamy tone sent me into a spiral.
my cheeks started to burn up and smiled uncontrollably. no guy has ever said that to me.
“i felt so scared all of a sudden even though it felt so good and you were great , we were really going at it. but i don’t think im ready for that type of intimacy yet ced. and it doesn’t change how i feel about you.” i said being vulnerable.
“hey, we can do it whenever you feel like it okay? we can do it next week , next month , baby.. we could never do it at all if that’s what you want. I still love you no matter what.” he smiled with his pretty pink cheeks and made my heart soften.
i pulled him in for a hug , we slid down and ended on lying on our backs.
he chuckled and i felt him smiling with his chin on my shoulder.
“i love you.” i said teary eyed and kissed the side of his neck.
“i love you more.”
i rested my arm on his chest and we ended up falling asleep in the common room soundly.
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