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darianias · 7 months
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My view/TED Talk on Tengen Uzui and a platonic relationship with wives (not canon lol)
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⚠️CW:⚠️ adult topics are addressed but nothing explicit is mentioned what so ever, probable typos everywhere, this is composes of half-awake ADHD tangents that wouldn't leave my mind so I'm writing it down so my brainw will chill and I can sleep lol. Meaning this isn't planned out in the slightest. No professionalism here. 😅 Also due to the tangental nature of this, don't take this as an attack on anyone or thing. Please. 🙏 That is the opposite reasons why I am posting this.
⚠️DISCLAIMER:⚠️ This talks about Tengen and his wives not being in love; despite me shipping it otherwise. (this isn't hate it's more so to help people be more comfortable and have access to more fics comfortably lol. I will not tolerate bigotry towards: polysexuals, polyromantics OR anyone LGBTQIA+. You will be blocked and reported.
Explanatory tangent about why I'm making this and QPPs:
feel free to skip the intro if you already understand lol the entire tangental for the most part anyay.
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Into & brief? Personal QPP explanation
I'm writing this in the wee hours of the morning because I was trying to get settled to sleep reading fics... when I remembered that alot of people can't read a lot of Tengen fics as they're not into poly or aren't into women one way or another. It... somewhat bothers me that people get upset, but I also understand where people come from at least, as I just have a different mindset, and I think it could help some people's destress with this???
I am among those not really into women and am picky about polyships in general but esp with y/n. However, I am also aspec, specifically demisexual and demiromantic are the labels I'm most comfortable with in these cases. Why do I mention this? Well...
Among the #Asexual & #Aroromantic community we can feel and have relationships that can be labeled as Queer Platonic. (I imagine it can happen with any sexuality but that's not the point here.)
A Queer Platonic Relationship is a kind of strong platonic love that's stronger than just friendships but without the romantic or sexual feelings of a romantic or sexual relationship. It doesn't have to be between two people of the same sex or gender, it can be oppsites.
Also I'm not expert so do you research, a this is from a personal pov here to try and give an example.
I am in a Queer Platonic relationship of around 10 years now. The love I feel is just as real as others but it's different. In a way it's like how some animals become a bonded pair or set. I would do anything for her, but I would never feel comfortable or desire to kiss her, date her, or "sleep" with her. 🤢 Cuddles are the furthest I'd go and since we don't live alone we'd never do it around my dad, as most people don't seem to understand and I'd rather people not think we are in either of those kinds of relationships, but that's me. Other people in these relationships may feel differently and have different levels of comfort and confidence lol. My QPP and we each have our own wants and desires for other people... specifically fictional men for the most part. So sharing a bed is a nono and while we can share a room as we had to before- we respect each other's need for "alone time." Also snuggles and the like are human and mammalian nature, but society likes to just group it into two small boxes: young child/baby familial or romantic in nature. Which is weird when you think of our needs as a social animal or social mammal, it's not really healthy.
Anyway if you want to learn more, I suggest starting here:
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Onto Tengen & His Wives
Anyway the POINT IS, in my head in tengen x y/n situations, tengen x sonas or tengen x other character but not in a poly way, I apply these types of feelings to. Hell I kind of do in canon as well, as for me the love and care he has for his wives is real, but I feel it more in a QPP way as I don't.... have any real vibes that tell me otherwise, regardless of them being canon. It's just how I vibe. I'm not against the relationship by any means as in aus not dealing with him as a main focus (these are private aus and my QPP and I are literally both Tengen simps and also ship him with Kyojuro), Tengen and his wives are very much are all in love with each other. So I'm not really against the actual ship or relationship. I do wish it was more fleshed out tho, I am overally more comfortable with the idea that everyone in the polycule love each other romantically and sexually in this case as otherwise it's uncomfortable for me. 😅 That's just how I like my Polyships.
With that in mind, I am comfortable with the idea of plantonic cuddle puddles, caring for each other, taking care of each other as long as it doesn't become romantic or sexual with the other women or between the trio and Tengen.
So... how do we begin to tackle this? Well look at some of the facts:
They were in an arranged marriage with prior relationships not being detailed whatsoever. Tengen didn't want to have 3 wives to use as tools as his ninja clan ruled. He wanted to save them from that fate as well.
While in canon they all did fall in love with Tengen there's many ways to take this relationship. They have some base level of care for each other be it friends, familial, QPP, romantically or so on.
Example 1:
One thing I like to do is ship the wives in their own polycule, but this is back in the day in Japan 🗾 so I sometimes apply the fact that with a divorce they all would be legally separated due to this, and Tengen whose relationship to them are more platonic, wouldn't do that to those dear to him. Meanwhile adding another wife is still more socially acceptable seemingly in this world albeit much isn't specified so we really just need to guess.
That is an idea I more so apply when reading fics rather than my own story creation.
Example 2:
A similar idea is that they all are in a way "trauma bonded", they went through hell and back together as ninja, and escaped from their clan, that isnt a simple or safe task when dealing with shinobi, ao them all joining the slayer corps makes sense. While they may not love each other romantically/sexually, they all love each other and are loyal to each other. You can take this ship the wives together or only two of them or find them partners outside of the group. Wanna ship Suma and Mitsuri or Makio and Giyu??? Go for it. They can join the family.
In the end...
I can kinda go on and on with tons of different examples, my point is, if possible, open your mind to these ideas, you can enjoy so much more of the fandom this way. Yeah there's no wives of wifeless fics and the like, but most people here are fine with being the 4th wife or an additional Husband or 4th significant other to Tengen. There's nothing wrong with that. But I see people get tense with that or annoyed and I can't help but feel this want to kind of bridge things if at all possible. There's ways you can enjoy many of these these fics, headcanons, scenarios, etc. without having to feel as though you have to be in an actual polycule if that's not your taste or thing.
End Statment
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I am a NOBODY on this site, half of my small pool of followers are bots and the others mostly just followed be back/are moots??? I mostly like and reblog other people's things. My creations are mostly between my QPP and I and in our heads and random discord messages as just, we don't have the spoons to write or draw that stuff more often than not. 99% of it is entirely self indulgent lol. BUT there's a tiny chance this could help someone, y'know? Maybe it won't. Maybe it'll cause more problems. 😰😬 I'm not deep enough in any fandom to see drama and ship hate and the like. 😅 I'm more or less a fandom hermit in my own little corner or bubble. I am passionate about this series. I've been hyperfixating on it almost non stop for about a year now. 😅😂 I just want others to enjoy it as much as possible. As long as you're not being a bigot to others. 😌 So please don't think I'm trying to start crap, as long as what you ship is *legal* hint hint, nudge nudge. idgaf what you're into as long as you're not harming or harassing others lol.
Also getting these tangents out of my head makes it so my brain can settle down more lol ADHD is a pain in the ass at times.
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survey--s · 2 years
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Do you live with your biological mother?   No, I haven’t lived with my parents for four years now.
Have you ever tried peanut butter and bananas together?   Yeah, I love peanut butter and banana sandwiches but I don’t really have them very often, lol.
What kind of music do you tend to like?   Rock, pop and country.
Do you enjoy listening to Eminem?   I like some of his older stuff, but he’s not exactly the kind of artist I would actively choose to listen to, to be honest.
What color are the sheets on your bed?   White with purple butterflies.
Are you a member on Bzoink?   No, I just get all of my surveys from Tumblr.
Do you believe in sex before marriage?   I actually think it’s daft to wait until marriage, as sexual compatibility is pretty important long-term in a relationship.
When was the last time you went on a shopping trip with just your mom? December 2019 - pre-COVID, basically.
Do you agree that Wal-Mart is the best?   We don’t have WalMart here, so I really couldn’t tell you.
Do you know anyone who married their high school sweetheart?   Yeah, quite a few people.
Orange or apple juice?   I love clouded apple juice.
Have you ever seen anyone die? No, I’ve been fortunate enough to never have been in that situation.
Is there anything really interesting in your family history?   Nothing that I’m aware of, no.
What things are you interested in that you study or read about on your own?   Serial killers and the psychology behind the people who do things like that.
Have you ever given or received a lap dance?   Nope, neither.
Would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring?   Nah, I’m too much of a wimp to do that. Knowing my luck, there’d be a live line somewhere and I’d electrocute myself lol.
Would you rather be a world political leader or a rock star?   Neither of those appeal to me in the slightest, lol.
Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote?   No, I’ve never really written any love letters.
Have you ever sent someone a surprise through the mail?   Yeah, flowers for my mum in the past.
Of all animated movies, which is the best one you’ve ever seen?   I love the Frozen movies as well as the original Disney Alice in Wonderland.
What are the best bands or songs to listen to while driving?   Normally something happy and upbeat that I can sing along to.
What do you think is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever accomplished?   Flying to the moon is pretty damn incredible, when you think about it - same for setting up the ISS and having people live up there for months on end.
Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda Triangle?   I totally believe stuff disappears there, but only due to weird natural or geographical forces, not because of magic or anything mysterious lol.
What is the happiest way you can start your day?   A lovely long lie-in (knowing I don’t have to rush anywhere), and a cup of coffee in bed with my husband, the dog and the cats.
What changes are you afraid of?   Ones that negatively impact me or my life.
Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress?   Not on a professional level, but I enjoyed being in school plays and stuff as a kid.
What is your biggest goal for this year?   Continuing to build my business, canter on the beach in June.
Where do you want to be in 5 years?   I don’t really ever plan that far ahead.
If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?   How to speak fluent Italian, how to ride a horse and how to fly a plane.
Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel?   All three of them equally, really.
What are the key ingredients to having a good relationship?   A good sense of humour, mutual respect, honesty and similar goals and values.
What 3 things do you want to do before you die?   Visit all the continents, experience genuine 5* luxury, go on a safari.
What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song?   Ruby Tuesday or Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds.
What Disney villain are you the most like and why?   I don’t really know, to be honest.
If you were traveling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat?   Fly, for sure.
If you could meet any person in the world who is dead who would you want it to be?   Audrey Hepburn, so I can give her a giant hug and hear about her life from her perspective. Recorded interviews of her are really rare, so it’d be cool to learn more about her in her own words. <-- sure, either her or Marilyn Monroe.
What if you could meet anyone who is alive?   Barack Obama.
What is your favorite thing to do outside?   Either go to the beach and just enjoy being outside, or go to a beer garden and have a lovely, long lazy lunch with friends, Mike and the dog.
Have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader?   Nah, I don’t believe in that stuff.
What is the kindest thing you have ever done?   I honestly don’t know, you’d have to ask other people that question.
What holiday should exist but doesn’t?   A bank holiday in October time would be nice.
What holiday shouldn’t exist but does?   I don’t really care much about holidays that already exist. Just don’t celebrate them if you don’t agree with them?
Where is the most fun place you have EVER been?   I couldn’t just pick one particular place.
What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it?   I love riding and make sacrifices for that regularly. It costs me £140 a month to go riding.
If you had to choose would you live on the equator or at the North Pole?   On the equator.
What cartoon would you like to be a character in?   Fairly Odd Parents.
Name one thing that turns your stomach:   The smell of fox poo.
Get anything good in the mail recently?   Just stuff I’ve ordered myself - my latest wax melt delivery was pretty good.
What’s the most eccentric thing you have ever worn?   I have no idea, nothing much to be honest. I don’t really like dressing in a way that makes me stand out from the crowd.
If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted but it would have no effect on how much you weigh, what food would it be?   Potatoes, 100% potatoes lol.
What are your parents interested in?   My dad is a fell runner and enjoys fitness and health-related stuff. My mum likes yoga and hiking, and baking too.
When do you feel your life energy the strongest?   When I’m well-rested and doing things that make me happy.
You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. What do you bring?   A tent, my phone and a torch.
Did The Blair Witch Project scare you?   I’ve never seen it before.
Are you a fan of any comic books?   Nope.
What are your greatest sources for wisdom? Music and stories from the more-experienced.
When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from? They always told me the truth? My dad was a doctor and my mum a nurse so they were just very straightforward when it came to things like that.
What’s the best kind of movie to see on a date?   Something funny and relaxed, I guess.
When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat?   Uhh...neither? It’s a bit weird either way IMO, lol.
What do you really want to buy?   My own land and my own horse, lol. I’ll never be able to afford it so I’ll have to make do with riding lessons for now.
Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves "one nation under god?"   I think a LOT of things about America are odd, lol.
Do you have a condom in your room?   We probably have some somewhere, yeah.
Can you pick things up with your toes? Yes, some things.
Where did you buy the shirt you’re wearing now?   Fat Face.
Who were you last in a car with?   Uhh, my mum most likely.
Are you in a good mood right now?   I’m not in a bad mood, I’m just tired - for some reason I keep waking up at 5am and then I can’t get back to sleep, lol.
Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?   I’m already doing it, but who knows whether things will change in a while.
Who was the last person you cut out of your life intentionally?   I honestly couldn’t tell you.
Do you like watching scary movies?   No.
Do you know how to fish?   I do, but I honestly don’t enjoy it.
Have you ever been given a rose?   Yeah, several times.
Do you eat live fish?   No.
Tell me five random facts about your sibling(s). (Or your best friend, if you’re an only child.) - He’s worked in the same career since he was fifteen. - It’s very possible that he’s dyslexic and that he has ADHD. - He can’t keep a hobby going for longer than a month or two without getting bored and changing to something else. - He loves most animals but is scared of horses. - He is just as stubborn as I am.
Would you get engaged right now?   No, I’m already married.
On the subject of your wedding, will it be a big affair?   No - I had a really small wedding. Just us and our parents.
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roseofmortality · 3 years
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my pursuit of art alone is worth more to me than all the money people think it could bring me. i do not draw or paint in order to become good enough in the eyes of some industry bigwig, i do it to stay sane. if you tell me i am 'wasting' my 'talent' or something like that, that tells me my art is not meant for your eyes and i will take it elsewhere. in short, i don't need nor want to make money off my art in order to know its worth. and fuck everyone who thinks i should turn one of my favorite activities into work for the sake of a capitalist venture.
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witchie-writings · 2 years
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Halo Characterization: Red Team and Master Chief (pt. 1)
This post is meant to give my readers a general idea for how I'll write for a majority of spartans! I tried my best to keep in mind they're soldiers in war and keep it realistic, while adding snippets of character traits that make them stand apart from each other (I couldn't help myself on some parts so please forgive me lol).
This'll be a long post, so buckle in! (Part one since there's a lot!)
Also there are no gifs of Alice and Douglas so I used gifs that I thought would suit their likes lol
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Master Chief/John-117 Characterization:
We all know how Master Chief is: strong, silent, stoic. But that's only the bread in this sandwich, there are multiple layers and characteristics that John has that make him more like a sweet heart disguised in armor and scars.
First: awkward as hell with social interactions. This man cannot hold a good conversation to save his life, even if you say the universe is relying on him saying something other than "How was your day?" (also that short where Master Chief recieves a award and all he says is 'thanks' as his speech is canon don't @ me)
What adds in to his awkwardness... well, he's a 7ft spartan in hulking armor and can flip a car over with no issues. He has to look down a majority of the time, which strains his neck after a while mind you, and if the person is small enough he'd have to physically crouch (aka, kiddos or shorties)
Very polite and well-mannered, awkwardness aside. Yeah, he does have his moments where he accidentally slips up on wrong wording or does something he didn't know you weren't supposed to do, but he means well. He learns from his mistakes, adapts, and is sure to not repeat them.
John never intrudes on something he's not supposed to, less it concern someone valuable to him like Cortana. He respects boundaries and will never, ever cross them, even if sometimes he needs to for the greater good of the person.
On down times, he usually can be seen working out or planning with his higher ups, but sometimes you can find him in his barren, barely used room watching T.V. And yes, there have been several occasions where someone scared him to where he fell off his spinny chair.
Loves plushies. I like to imagine it started when he saved a family from the Covenant, and the daughter (who was only a kid at the time) gave John her small stuffed plushie as a thank you, and a good luck charm. He's always had it since, but no one can seem to find where he puts it.
The fucking MASTER of hiding shit.
This falls under one of the last points where he watches T.V, he's a documentary person himself, so people often see him browsing channels like Animal Planet when he's in his room.
The Master Chief isn't really a material-type person, so his room only has the basics: a single bed, a desk, and T.V (I would say an armory too but that'd be a safety hazard lmao).
Don't flirt with him. Don't do it. He'll just awkwardly stare at you because he has no idea how to respond.
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Jerome-092 (Red Team Leader)
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE- erm, sorry. What I mean to say is that Jerome is a good leader, but also can be tempermental at times.
Every spartan has their high limits, but Jerome's is a bit lower. If things aren't going his way or life dropped a nuke on him, his embers start sparking before they become a fire he struggles to control properly.
Once his anger gets the best of him, people can hear him punching the walls of his room- and when they go check it out, there's clear dents in them.
Besides his anger though? Sweet-heart, not awkward, confident mfer.
He likes joking around on certain occasions, which include little dances to get his point across (gods be damned if Captain Cutter sees that though).
Jerome is definitely the type to walk up to people and start up conversations if all his tasks have been completed; he has a lot more to say and discuss than poor Chief up there.
Does not mind physical affection or comfort in the slightest. Need a hug? You bet Jerome is there to give you a nearly bone crushing hug and positive affirminations.
Having issues with someone? Well, point Jerome in the direction and he'll happily punch a guy for you! (If Chief is nearby, Jerome and him get in a scuffle; it's my personal headcanon that they're close friends and no one can take this away from me)
If Jerome and Chief are buds? Jerome is the one who gets the duo into trouble a good 200% of the time.
Not too big on working out, since he's confident that his strength is enough to fist fight his problems
Doesn't mean he's not smart not, gods no. He's fairly intelligent; he knows how to quickly strategize complex plans, figure out layouts of buildings within minutes, etc.
Likes dancing in his private quarters. Don't record him, last person who did it barely made it out alive.
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Alice-130 (Red Team)
Oh boy it was hard as hell finding anything for Alice, so I'm happy to say I have a few things to say about her! Like on Halopedia, Alice is a confident and reckless Spartan who thrives on challenges and battles.
Don't take it like she disobeys orders though. She's incredibly loyal, and treasures Jerome and Douglas close to her heart as if they were true family.
Absolutely hates anyone who has to play dirty to win; if you can't win on strength and intelligence alone, then they're far from a worth opponent.
Arm wrestles with Douglas a lot to keep her arms in good shape... and also to show Douglas that she's in fact, better (as a joke, of course).
Cannot get enough of picking on Douglas like a little brother, even though they were likely the same age. One too many times has Alice got into a small argument of her being just an inch taller than Douglas is, or stealing one of his prized pistols... or jumpscaring his ass in the hallway when no one was around.
For some odd reason I can see Alice being the type to enjoy singing or music in general. After the wars had ended and she was finally able to resign, I see her looking to purchase a guitar and her own studio to produce music and sing about her traumas.
Not the type to approach people to rustle up a conversation like Jerome does, but can hold a conversation somewhat well. She does accidentally slip in terms she only uses for Jerome and Douglas though, like calling a soldier 'bud' or 'shortie' (can you guess who she calls shortie?).
She hates waiting. Absolutely despises it. She may not show it on the outside because of her armor and actions, but lord she has trouble sitting down for hours on end, and usually fiddles with her gun.
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Douglas-042 (Red Team)
Ah yes, the optimist of Red Team to where it can be somewhat concerning to Alice and Jerome.
While yes, he's giant even in Spartan standards, Alice pokes fun at him saying shes taller by a single milimeter, but Douglas doesn't mind, he just pokes back ten times harder.
I can definitely see Douglas being the type to enjoy reading books of all kinds. It can be religious like the Bible, or something short and sweet like the Dr. Seuss books. No book is too old or too young for someone to read and learn from.
God, Douglas loves children. They're such a far-cry from the battlefields filled with death and decay, it brings his heart joy and gives him reason to keep pushing everytime he sees on.
Is actually good dad™ material and you cannot tell me otherwise.
Yes, yes Douglas does dumb little dances with the kids and that lemonade hand dance thing (I don't know the right term lmao)
Piggy back rides for everyone! (Except Jerome)
When he feels like it, Douglas joins in on Jerome's little dance sessions when he cracks a joke or two.
It's not easy getting on Douglas's bad side, but when you get on his bad side, he's going to have a long aggressive grudge towards you. He'll ignore everything you say, do, and if you're an enemy, god help that you don't meet him on the other side of the playing field.
While Alice is the musician, Douglas is the writer/artist. In his room he has a hidden stash of writing and drawing utensils with multiple books filled with his little sketches and poems he wrote (and surprisingly he's really good at both).
Following the last line, he can sometimes be poetic; it's rare you'll ever hear him say it, but when a great accomplishment has been earned, you'll hear him quote a specific part of a poem written by one of his favorite authors.
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solaeter · 3 years
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Conflict of Love - Ryomen Sukuna
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I’ve only watched the anime so far but plan to read the manga when I get the time or motivation lol. Hope you enjoy this little one shot that I wrote when I couldn’t sleep at like 6 am one morning ^^;; Pls forgive me, I’m horrible with titles because I used to never actually use any aside from the basic Character x reader lmao. This is all a learning process still heh.
Word Count: 909
Warning[s]: None aside from possible errors I didn’t bother to look for. 
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He wasn't supposed to love anyone. He especially wasn't supposed to love you. 
A charming little human with no redeeming qualities besides being a precious little ray of sunshine that dampens his eternal state of doom and gloom. Around you, even through Itadori's eyes, he could see the good of things and he despised it. 
After several days of negotiations and ridiculous promises to behave, Sukuna finally earned a small portion of freedom..just to see you. The most shocking, yet reassuring revelation was that you weren't taken back by his appearance. If anything, a spark of intrigue and excitement danced across your eyes and Sukuna felt like a specimen about to be dissected. 
Yet he didn't mind the way you looked at him. Which pissed him off and made him vow to kill you one day. To that you replied with:
"Aw, why would you do that?" 
Those goddamn innocent eyes shot through him like a bullet from a loaded gun. He usually finds joy in hurting others, but with you he just felt bad. Like he kicked a fucking puppy. With a defeated huff and a hand reaching up to pinch the bridge of his nose, Sukuna leaned his head back. 
"Because you shouldn't make me feel like this." It wasn't an apology, but rather a small window of insight. You tilt your head, lifting your hand to cup his cheek. The tender contact made Sukuna hiss and he looked at you, a frown prominent on his lips while he tried to feign disinterest. 
"What do I make you feel?" You knew Sukuna wasn't a good person. From what you understood from Itadori, he was a very, very bad man. Once that which you read about in a book you borrowed just to learn about the man inside your boyfriend. Yet in the small time that you knew him, Sukuna was nothing more than sassy to you. As if he were conflicted. He didn't want to be mean while the other half of his brain begged for unrestrained malice. You didn't understand him in the slightest, but you couldn't deny the interest you felt for him either. 
Sukuna chewed on his bottom lip, almost to the point of breaking skin before he begrudgingly leaned into the palm of your hand. "I kill people. People like you, those who are unsuspecting of my wrath. I take pride in seeing others cry and beg for mercy, it fuels an endless pit inside me. Yet, when I look at you," He cups your cheek this time, the points of his nails poking into your skin, "I don't want to see harm come your way. Perhaps it's due to the shithead I reside in, or it's my own humanity being attacked. You piss me off because I care too much for you." 
Maybe his words made your heart flutter. A sense of pride swelled within you and the smile that crossed your lips seemed to brighten the room. Sukuna's nose scrunched at your reaction. 
"Isn't it good to care? You're allowing yourself to experience something out of your comfort zone. Unless you're so warped around the idea of being strong you don't want to show an ounce of vulnerability." You think out loud, the smile unwavering as Sukuna's frown turns into a deadpan. Only you would question his motives and feelings. If it were anyone else, they'd be dead before they could finish their sentence. 
Sukuna lets out a sigh, the grip on your face turning into a soft caress, the pad of his thumb rubbing small circles into your skin. "It's not a matter of being vulnerable, I never had the desire to show kindness or sympathy. It was forced upon me as soon as that brat became my vessel and met you." His tone was dry and his eyes avoided yours, looking at the stupid poster on the wall behind your head. 
"Well it's not my fault you decided to harbor feelings for me. If it's that bad, pretend I don't exist or something." You shrug with a pout, nuzzling into the hand that held your face so gently. Sukuna resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Why did he have to talk about his feelings like he were in therapy or under a microscope for analysis? 
"I can't simply pretend you don't fucking exist. I hear everything even when I don't want to. Over time it affects me and— I'm not getting into this. The point is, I hate that I love you." Sukuna was more frustrated at himself than at you. His words stung, only mildly since he still went out of his way to make his presence known and show you some sort of affection. Whether it be tender or borderline aggressive.
Instead of making a smart retort, you move and hug Sukuna. He blinked, caught off guard by the sudden close contact, yet his arms wrapped around you securely. Love was a complicated feeling. Sure, Sukuna has felt the love of death and witnessing others misery. But he's never felt the type of love that hits the heart until now. Despite his best efforts to ward off these unfamiliar feelings, he couldn’t bring himself to do so. Seeing your smile or how you get excited over the littlest things, it made warmth spread across his chest. 
For once, Sukuna understood what laid at the root of happiness. And it just so happened to be you.
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makeste · 3 years
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BnHA Chapter 291: The Endeavor Pamphlet
Previously on BnHA: Dabi showed up atop Gigantomachia’s back and was all “you’ll never guess who I really am!” and the readers humored him and were all “who?” and he was all “TODOROKI TOUYA” and we were all “WOW └(・。・)┘ OH MY GOSH I WOULD NEVER HAVE GUESSED”, except for Shouto and Enji who were GENUINELY SHOCKED. Anyway so Touya was all “and guess what I’m doing right now!” and before anyone could even try, he was all, “STREAMING MY EMMY-NOMINATED MINISERIES ‘HELLO, I’M EVIL BUT ALSO TRAGIC AND SEXY, NOW LET ME TELL YOU ALL ABOUT MY DAD WHO SUCKS’’, THAT’S WHAT.” And everyone was all “oh my god” and Touya was all “ヽ(⌐■_■)ノ♪” for basically the rest of the chapter, and that’s pretty much it! Oh, wait, except for the part where he also doused himself in bleach in a fit of pure theatrics, which is actually pretty much the main takeaway from the entire chapter really because it was just wild af. ANYWAYS.
Today on BnHA: Horikoshi introduces Baby Touya, the world’s most enchantingly sweet character, and is immediately all, “I sure can’t wait to tell you guys all about how his fucking jaw burnt off.” Thankfully he doesn’t (YET), and we cut back to the present pretty quickly, where Dabi explains how he took all of his brain cells that should have been used to stop him from pouring bleach over his head, and instead put them all toward his big brain plot of releasing an elaborate video detailing Endeavor’s various abuses and crimes, and even throwing Hawks under the bus as well because WHY NOT. He then leaps off of Gigantomachia’s back (like I said, no brain cells) all set to blast them with a Prominence Burn, only to be stopped by none other than THE LEGEND HIMSELF, MOTHERFUCKING BEST, PRETTIEST, NICEST, MOST OUTSTANDING MOTHERFUCKING JEANIST. Who’s no doubt outraged by the crime against hair he witnessed only moments earlier. GO GETTIM JEANY BOI.
so I haven’t had time to answer any of them because this has been the stupidest week, but I just wanted to tell you guys that I received no fewer than nine asks about Dabi’s hair. which, in a week filled with election memes and tumblr’s most cursed fandom briefly rising back up from the dead, is a pretty impressive feat for him if you ask me. like, I know I was making fun of it basically nonstop, but it sure did generate a lot of discussion so maybe I should rethink my opinions on Dabi’s PR strategies now, idk
anyway. it’s Saturday. time to catch up on this shit. let’s see how fucked the Todorokis are
OH NO HE’S CUTE
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HOLY SHIT THIS IS TOO MUCH TO FUCKING PROCESS. I’M JUST TRYING TO ENJOY MY DAY HORIKOSHI, ARE YOU REALLY GOING TO TRAUMATIZE THIS POOR CHILD RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY SALAD
“thanks for being all right” the fuck
who allowed this child to be so cute. I’m serious. who signed off on this
how could a child this adorable possibly want to murder his equally adorable baby brother. please, your honor. there must be some mistake here
guess how prepared I am to read all about Touya’s tragic past. mm. that’s right. zero ready. none ready
anyway. TWO THOUSAND DEGREES LOLOLOL. NO TRACE OF A CORPSE HOW CONVENIENT. A PIECE OF HIS LOWER JAW BONE FFFFMSGHKLSh. LOVELY. LOVELY
LMAOOOOO
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listen you guys. I just want to take a moment to appreciate that Horikoshi Kouhei did one of two things here. either (1) he planned it out FROM THE VERY START that Touya would be born with red hair Because Fire Powers, but would then have his hair turn white due to trauma, thus making the Dabi/Touya connection very slightly less obvious, although Let’s Be Real Who Are We Kidding. OR, (2) the anime got it wrong and gave him red hair, and rather than allowing this plot hole to continue to exist, Horikoshi took it upon himself to concoct this elaborate storyline and pretend it was never a plot hole at all! in which case I sure hope someone at Bones is sending him a VERY nice Christmas card this year. got this man sweeping up all your messes for you. you’re just lucky he has some sort of wild compulsion to address these things
anyways!!
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FATHER AND SON. how sweet. :| still zero percent ready for any of this btw
STOP BEING CUTE
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THIS IS RIDICULOUS. I’M SO MAD RIGHT NOW. HE IS THE SINGLE CUTEST CHARACTER IN THE ENTIRE SERIES, and do you even know how many other baby characters I’m betraying in order to say that?! baby Kacchan, baby Deku, baby Ochako, baby Shouto, Eri, baby Hawks. I’M LOOKING YOU DEAD IN THE EYE RIGHT NOW AND TELLING YOU THAT BABY TOUYA IS CUTER THAN ALL OF THOSE PLEBS. AND YOU’RE LOOKING BACK AT ME RIGHT NOW ALL “YEAH IT SURE IS A PITY ABOUT HIS JAW MELTING OFF THOUGH.” THAT’S IT, I QUIT THE SERIES
and Enji’s smiling at him. he’s so proud of him. but then Touya won’t be able to do it, and Enji’s gonna stop training him, and Touya’s gonna feel like a failure and keep pushing himself in order to try and win his dad’s affections back, because that’s all kids fucking want, all they want is just love, that’s fucking it, you couldn’t just give him that?? and then he’s gonna immolate himself fflkdlskfh THERE YOU SEE HORIKOSHI, I KNOW THE WHOLE STORY ALREADY, YOU DON’T HAVE TO DO THE WHOLE “SHOW THEM THE DEAD DOG” THING YET AGAIN YOU PIECE OF SHIT
OH SNAP THERE GOES THE TWIN THEORY. R.I.P.
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BABY FUYUMI. PRETTY CUTE. NOT AS CUTE AS TOUYA THOUGH. HEY LOOK, NO REASON TO GET MAD AT ME I’M JUST STATING A FACT HERE
YEAH THIS IS GONNA GO REAL WELL OH BOY
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I keep pressing the emergency stop button but this industrial tragedy machine just keeps on chugging along anyway, I’m pretty sure this thing is not up to code
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:| I am so sorry sweet boy, Horikoshi is only getting started with you
FUCKING HELL WITH THIS NARRATION
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but he wasn’t actually a child to you, he was just a little puppet child for you to live vicariously through!! and then you went and did the same fucking thing with Shouto afterwards and never learned your lesson until just six months ago!! fucking hell, Enji
so now he’s all “Touya is dead, that’s an unforgivable lie” fflkdhflk motherfucker does he look dead to you. if you really think that, tumblr and twitter have got a little over five years’ worth of archived theory posts to show you
oh shit Touya’s countering with “it’s an unforgivable truth”, which, damn. I actually think Horikoshi’s dialogue is one of his weaker points as a writer a lot of the time, but that comeback was snappy as fuck
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actually guys, now that I’ve seen how ridiculously fucking cute baby!Touya was, I can almost understand why Shouto and Enji never put the pieces together before lol. any passing similarities would have easily been dismissed on account of he’d need to be at least 10x more adorable in order to get the full resemblance
OH MY GOD
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NOW YOU SLEEP??? SO YOU POINT BLANK REFUSED TO PASS OUT WHILE YOU WERE BUSY MAIMING ALL OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS, BUT NOW THAT THERE’S AN OPPORTUNITY TO SEE YOUR REACTION TO THE “YOUR LIEUTENANT WAS SECRETLY RELATED TO ONE OF YOUR WORST ENEMIES THE WHOLE TIME” BOMBSHELL, YOU FINALLY DECIDE TO GET YOUR FORTY WINKS. I SEE
WOW DABI
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I’M SURPRISED YOU DIDN’T ALREADY HAVE YOUR ANCESTRY.COM RESULTS PRINTOUT READY TO FOLD INTO A PAPER AIRPLANE AND ZOOM ON DOWN TO HIM
LOL NEVERMIND
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gotta say, so far The Endeavor Pamphlet is just about as spicy as I could have hoped
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(ETA: Natsuo’s face as he watches his beloved dead brother come back to life only to literally and metaphorically set everything on fire in one fell swoop is :/. why must you do this to me Natsu. can’t you see I’m trying to throw a Welcome Back Jeanist party here.)
HAVE YOU READ THIS?! TODOROKI ENJI ABUSED HIS OWN HEIR, AND DABI WROTE IT DOWN RIGHT THERE
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WELL HE’S NEVER GON’ BE NUMBER ONE NOW / NEVER GON’ BE NUMBER ONE NOW / THAT’S ONE LESS THING TO WORRY ABOUT / THAT’S ONE LESS THING TO WORRY ABOUT
btw I neglected to mention this last week, but yes I do recognize and appreciate that this is Can’t Ya See-kun himself whom Horikoshi has chosen to be the face of this existential crisis which the general public is about to experience. rip CYS-kun
OOF
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excuse me. putting aside the implications of Dabi sharing this context-less murder video of Hawks with the entire world for a moment, I just have to pause for a sec here, because when exactly did he get a chance to edit this all in?? complete with voiceover that seamlessly ties in with the prerecorded footage of him with DNA test results sans shirt?? you’re telling me this motherfucker, with all the smoke that was in the room thanks to his own quirk, somehow got a PERFECT SHOT of the PRECISE MOMENT when Hawks drove his feather knife into Jin’s back, using his MAGIC CAMERA THAT HE I GUESS HAD THE ENTIRE TIME IN THE POUCH RIGHT NEXT TO HIS BLEACH BOTTLE, and then immediately somehow got this very next shot as well FROM AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT ANGLE
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ALL THE WHILE IMMEDIATELY RUNNING THROUGH SCRIPT REVISIONS IN HIS HEAD, WHICH HE THEN PROCEEDED TO RECORD... WHERE, EXACTLY?? WITH SKEPTIC, WHILST RIDING ON MACHIA’S BACK??
AND THIS IS ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY FOR YOURSELF???
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and this after I just wrote that whole long paragraph positively GLOWING about this man’s ability to plug up a plot hole. jfc. just scratch out every damn word I said lol. just forget all of it
are you fucking kidding me, the footage was from the cameras Skeptic planted on Hawks??
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that’s... actually... okay you know what, it still doesn’t make any sense in the slightest, but the determination to address it nonetheless... just, dammit... I feel like I’m constantly at war with myself over whether or not I want to shake this man’s hand or slap him lmao. whatever, then!!
anyway, since Shouto and Enji can’t actually see the damage that Touya is dealing to the hero industry even as they speak, Touya is taking it upon himself to give them the highlights
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I think it’s a testament to how much Endeavor cares about Hawks that he managed to zero in on that comment even amidst all the craziness of his eldest son returning from the dead to announce how he’s been carefully plotting their destruction for years and years. like, he heard “Hawks” and his face immediately went like that. you think he’s worried that Dabi did something to him? because he’d be right to worry lol
so the Endeavor Pamphlet narration is now explaining all about how Hawks totally killed the Number 3 Hero Best Jeanist as well! yep... he sure did... totally...
OH MY GOD WE’RE CUTTING TO HIM AHHHHH
Hawks, that is. lol. not Jeanist. NO, JUST MY POOR HALF-DEAD WINGLESS BABY SON
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NOOOOO HIS LITTLE WING STUMPS. BUT SOMEHOW HIS FACIAL HAIR IS STILL INTACT. OH TO BE AN ANIME PRETTY BOY BEING SET ON FIRE. “HEY, TAKE IT EASY, WATCH THE FACE”
EXCUSE ME WHAT
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interesting! we suspected as much, I think, with the clues that Ending dropped, and the little flashback right after the name reveal. still not clear how Dabi found out about it though!
looooool okay here we go, breaking out the heavy-handed holier-than-thou shit now
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you know, I do find it interesting how trying to model themselves after All Might’s noble Symbol of Peace image has kind of ended up being the heroes’ undoing here. like, I could write a whole essay on this, but what it basically boils down to is that they were all trying too hard to be perfect. All Might went out there and did his thing and was amazing, and so the powers-that-be built an entire system centered around this seemingly-infallible person, and they acted like the system was infallible as well. and so most of the population ended up becoming complacent over the years, and meanwhile the people who were unfortunate enough to fall through the cracks understandably wound up disillusioned and perceiving the heroes as these false idols
anyway, but I think one positive takeaway from this is that the new up-and-coming generation of heroes represent a breakaway from that system. like, imo what we’re witnessing is the downfall of the Perfect Hero, and the rise of the imperfect hero. and this new generation doesn’t shy away from their failures or pretend like they never happened. they pretty much can’t pretend, because their failures are all right out there in the open for everyone to see. Bakugou Katsuki, just to name one example off the top of my very biased head, has had his own personal character journey basically play out right in front of the media’s eyes. his humiliation at the sports festival, his kidnapping by the League, and all of the fallout afterward. this isn’t someone who can ever go out there and convince the world that he’s perfect. but what he can do, instead, is show the world that he’s trying. that he’s trying with everything he has to do his best, to be the best. rather than this untouchable godlike image, it’s instead the image of someone painfully human who is nonetheless striving with everything he’s got to keep moving forward, flaws and all, and work his way to the top
and ultimately I think that’s going to be a much more positive image to send out to the world when all’s said and done. because rather than merely inspiring awe, heroes like that inspire people to take action themselves. or at least that’s what I hope! and not just Bakugou, but the others as well. we’ve got Shouto, whose own personal trauma is being aired in front of the whole nation even as I sit here ranting. we’ve got Deku, who cries at the drop of a hat, and who fought to become a hero despite being quirkless (and I think it’s only a matter of time before that eventually becomes public knowledge as well). tl;dr because I’m getting way too long-winded here, but these kids have effectively been humanized in a way that the old generation never was, and I think that’ll go a long way towards building trust between them and the people they’ll someday be protecting, and inspiring the next generation in hopefully a much healthier way
anyway so where were we. ...oh yes, Dabi was explaining that heroes only protect themselves, and is presumably building up to his grand conclusion of “therefore you should all just let the villains take over and burn down the world”
omfg. YOU GUYS
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DOES CAN’T YA SEE-KUN’S SHARK FRIEND ACTUALLY CALL HIM “CAN’T YA SEE-KUN.” HE HAS A NAME YOU KNOW!! UNLESS HE LEGALLY GOT HIS NAME CHANGED TO CAN’T YA SEE-KUN. OH MY GOD
ALSO, IS THAT CAN’T YA SEE-KUN CRYING IN THE BOTTOM RIGHT THERE OMG. GIVE THIS CHILD A HUG. EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOU’RE DOING RIGHT NOW AND HUG HIM
BAKUGOU IS BARELY HANGING ON THERE LOL. GOTTA STAY CONSCIOUS... SO MUCH TEA BEING SPILLED... FOCUS... CONCENTRATE
IIDA’S ANGLING HIS HEAD IN A WEIRD WAY, LIKE DUDE. LOOKING SUSPICIOUSLY SNUGGLY THERE. MMM THESE IIDABAKU CRUMBS
HADOU IS ALL “WHAT EVEN IS ACTUALLY GOING ON” LMAO
LASTLY, POOR SHOUTO OMFG. WHEN YOU’RE ALL FINISHED HUGGING CYS-KUN THIS CHILD NEEDS YOUR ATTENTION!!
so now Dabi’s leaping off of this ninety-foot-tall gargoyle man like that’s a normal, smart thing to do. unless he can fly too now? saw his dad doing it back at Fukuoka and was all “hmm”
OH MY GOD SOMEONE TELL ME RIGHT NOW WHAT WORD SHOUTO IS USING TO ADDRESS ENJI, THESE TRANSLATIONS LOVE TO MESS WITH MY HEAD
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ENJI GET MOVING DO YOU NOT SEE THOSE TEARS!!! SNAP OUT OF IT YOU BIG TREE
AHHHHH
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OH KACCHAN YOU WOKE UP A LITTLE MORE THERE, HUH
lol he and Deku both look so determined but they’re basically sitting ducks. their “oh shit” faces do look remarkably like their “TIME TO SWING INTO ACTION” faces but don’t be fooled, they have one good arm and about six pints of blood left between the two of them. looks like this one’s all on you Shouto
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BAH GOD... WHAT’S GOING ON HERE... THAT’S BEST JEANIST’S MUSIC
y’all. can’t even talk right now, my brain has completely shut down lol. just. ...
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artificialbreezy · 2 years
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Yo yo!! dannythedog here!! I’d love a ship if you have time!!
My name is Brooklyn. I’m 20 (I’ll be 21 in June), a Gemini, I’m 5’5, have hazel eyes, natural dark hair but it has lots of blonde in it rn, and I consider myself midsize. I’m from Michigan, but I moved out to Wyoming summer of 2021. I love exploring nature out here and sitting in the hot tub at night to look at the stars. I have a record collection going and some of my favorite artists are gvf, 5sos, Harry Styles, Queen, Fleet Foxes, and Sufjan Stevens. I play lots of instruments and I’m currently learning bass. I sing as well. My friends tell me that I’m intimidating and have a really bad rbf but I’m hilarious and oddly wise for my immature behavior. I���m quite shy with strangers but I’m the loud bad influence with my friends. I’m very friendly with weed and alcohol. I have six tattoos and I plan on getting more. My favorite animal is a cat and my favorite colors are blue and green. I practically live in Birkenstocks and leggings. I also love traveling and don’t mind going on my own! I flew from Wyoming to Connecticut on my own to go see Greta lol
HI!! two things, 1- I LOVE ur blog and 2- I am also from Michigan, BUT i LOVED Wyoming, vvvvv pretty state
BUT I see you with Sammy boy tbh
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Like, I feel Sam would be AMAZED by your tattoos for one. Calling you his little canvas, he would LOVE tracing over them and possibly coloring them in if you have tattoos you can do that with. And shopping for birkenstocks maaaannnn he would have a blast. I feel he would notice even the slightest wear and tear on yours and suddenly you have a brand new pair waiting for you at home. I think because you travel alone already, Sam would feel comfortable with you traveling to him alone. I think he'd have no worry, because he knows you'd be okay. We love protective Sammy.
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nezushi · 2 years
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for the summer ask meme: ALL OF THEM
WHEW OK posting them under the cut
Afterglow: any big regrets? probably! but i try not to dwell on them
Aphrodite: have you ever been in love? are you currently in love? yes! right now for the first time. absolutely wild
Alcove: do you like going to the beach or do you prefer the pool? i like the beach part of beaches but i prefer pools over the ocean
BBQ: do you have big get togethers over summer? no, unless we visit family for a holiday
Bubble Tea: do you like bubble tea? what’s your go-to order? ive had it once....and didnt like it......but id be willing to try it again
Camping: have you ever been camping? do you like going? yep. its not bad, i havent gone in a while though
Collegiate: are you going to school right now? what are you studying? nope! im 2cool4skool 😎
Cottage: what’s your ideal weekend escape? hmm...dont know! never really thought about it.....
Date Night: do you like anyone right now? do they know? yes and they do
Desert: do you like desert terrain? i dont hate it but its not really in my top favorite terrains
Dream: what’s your summer goal? find a new job that i actually want to do
Drive: do you like going on late night drives? yeah. minimal cars really sells it for me
Earth: do you ever like to unplug and disconnect for a while? i think its nice but i havent done it much....
Feather: what’s your favorite animal? turtles have always been my go-to answer, but it might've changed....
Fish: do you like fish and sea life? any favorites? YES i loved learning about fucked up little guys in the ocean. oarfish are one of my favorites
Garden: do you like gardening? what’s your favorite thing to grow? i dont like gardening
Habitual: any summer hobbies? no?
Hades: do you like the hot temperatures? i absolutely despise hot weather
Heat: ideal summer weather? when it doesnt feel like summer
Hoist the Colors: do you like being on the open ocean? no. the ocean is scawwy 😳
Horizon: anyting in the upcoming future you’re looking forward to? going to germany!
Hydrated: have you drank enough water today? no. i havent had a single sip 😏
Iconic: do you have any summer traditions or something you do every summer? i dont think so?
Jam: what’s your favorite type of ice cream or sweet treat? i dont like ice cream its too sweet for me. snow cones are good though
Keeper: do you have a significant other? huwuhwuwhwuhhhh 😳😳😳
Lemon: where would you rather go - the Italian countryside or Greek sea? bruh idk?? countryside i guess?
Love Letter: quiet night in or night out? in
Menu: what’s one summer type dish you like? uhhh whats a summer type dish........watermelon sure
Nada: this is not a question, just something to remind you that you are loved! 🖤🖤
Nooner: do you like to sleep in during summer break? summer break is when i have to wake up at 5 am everyday lol. it would be nice to sleep in.......
Opportunist: what do you like to do to take advantage of the nice weather? open my window...
Pirate: do you like pirates? sure 
Pool: do you like swimming? not really
Pottery: do you like crafting? sometimes...its not something i do a lot
Pride: are you part of the lgbtq+ community? yeas..
Quiet: how you relax after a long day? lay in my bed with my cats
Rhapsody: do you like going to concerts? what’s the last concert you went to? yes! i went to see bts in la with my beloved 😳
S’mores: do you like campfires and making s’mores? i like campfires but not smores
Series: anything you’re planning on binge-watching this summer? not that i can think of
Strawberries: favorite fruit? red raspberries! especially fresh ones from my oma's garden
Swimsuit: what’s your go to style of swimsuit? shorts and a shirt....
Tea: you like gossip? or to keep to yourself? i could less about gossip. im not interested in it in the slightest
Unicorn: what’s your favorite mythical creature? phoenix ig!
Unreal: what’s something you’d never thought you would accomplish but you did? getting a job 😏
Vacation: do you have any vacation plans this summer? going to germany, again
Volunteer: do you like to volunteer or do charity work? i dont hate it but its not something i really do
Weekend: describe your ideal weekend. i dont know! spending time with people i like mayhaps....😳
Wonder: what’s something you love about summer? uhm hmmm cant think of anything.....
Younger: do you listen to your inner child? maybe sometimes? i honestly dont know
Zoo: do you collect anything? yes! little turtle figurines 🐢
ZZZ: what’s your go-to sleeping position? on my side hugging my body pillow
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purplesurveys · 3 years
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Alphabetti Spaghetti (1/3)
And we will fall in love with shooting stars. - A
Have you ever seen an Aardvark? I don’t think so.
Were you ever abandoned in a public place as a child? Where? Abandoned is a pretty harsh word lol. My parents did like playing pranks on me and hide whenever I’d get distracted at the grocery or department store. They’d let me get nervous or even tear up for a bit until showing up again.
What accent do you have? I guess just your standard Filipino English accent that’s common among people who were able to take up English studies. I don’t really know how to describe it.
Is there someone in your family addicted to something? What is it? I don’t think so.
Have you ever been under general anaesthetic? What were you having done? I think so? When I had a tooth extraction done on me two years ago I was told I was going to be injected with anaesthesia, but I didn’t feel as if anything changed throughout the procedure. Either my dentist told me fake news lol or he’s just really good at his job for me to not notice anything.
How do you show the ones you love affection? It depends on the person. Around my friends, I know I’ve had taken a liking to them once I start getting especially talkative with them. For people I have even deeper relationships with, I like...buying them gifts, I guess. Getting them things that remind me of them. I would also bend over backwards to do nice deeds for them, like driving them to their destination even if I find it far.
Are you more passive or aggressive? I tend to be very passive aggressive in the way I deal with things.
Do you like the band Aha!? Not in particular.
Do you know anyone called Aidan? What are they like? Nope.
Ever heard of the band Ajax? No but I know that’s a brand of like cleaner or something. That’s close enough to ‘band’ haha.
Do you know anyone called Akash? I don’t either.
Do the sound of fire alarms scare you? They would obviously be scary if it rang for a real reason. Who wouldn’t freak out over a fire?
Do you live in America? If so, which state? If visited, where'd you go? No, and I’ve never visited either. I’d love to take a trip to cities like New York, New Orleans, Portland, and Chicago one of these days.
Have you ever had an ant infestation in your house? Only when there’s food left out accidentally.
Aora - did I spell that correctly? I don’t even know what you’re referring to, so I can’t tell you if you’ve spelled whatever it is right.
Do you have a preference in Apple? What type do you prefer? I don’t quite get this question - like a preference within Apple products? I mean, a phone and a laptop are essentials for me, and generally I do prefer having an iPhone and Macbook over other brands; but I can live without an iPad, an Apple Watch, iMac, Apple Pen, etc...if this is what you mean.
Are you an Aquarian? Is anyone in your family/your partner/best friend? ...You mean Aquarius? No. I don’t believe in astrology nor pay attention to zodiac signs either, so I wouldn’t be able to name Aquariuses that I know right off the bat.
Have you ever worn any type of armor? Which type? I don’t think I’ve ever had to, no.
Do you use the word ass a lot? Kinda, but it’s usually part of a longer word, i.e. asshole, asshat, deadass, etc.
Have you or your family had an attorney? What for? Not to my knowledge.
Is your car/family’s car an automatic gear or manual? Automatic.
Are you interested in aviation, piloting and aircrafts? Just the slightest bit. I would love to learn how to fly a plane, and I would be willing to pay for lessons. It’s just the type of activity that’s super hard to squeeze into an already-hectic schedule of mine.
What was the last award you recieved for? A academic distinction in college.
Axl Rose - like or dislike? Like, but I’m nowhere near a passionate fan. I just don’t have any reasons to actively dislike him.
Do you like air being spelt ayre or ayer in rap or hiphop or is it nasty? I don’t care.
Is the sky outside Azure? If not, what shade is it? No, it’s pitch black.
Belle amour (we've been here before). - B
Do you call anyone baby? Is it sweet or an overrated name for affection? Just my dogs. I find it sweet; it’s my preferred term of endearment if in a relationship.
Bby - does this shortened version bug you? No; my friends and I use this with each other.
Do you know what BC in terms of time stands for? Before Christ, but I prefer using BCE.
BDf - For or against? I don’t know what this is referring to.
Do you prefer beach breaks, city breaks or winter breaks? Why? Beach breaks. Winter break is an immediate cross-out since we don’t even have winter; and I already live and work in an urban area as it is. Beaches are my way to go if I want to escape life for a bit and completely unwind.
Do you spell out boyfriend properly or put bf in texts/online? I can use either depending on what I feel like typing out. It’s not that serious haha.
Do you know what bg is short for? Upon reading this question I immediately thought ‘background,’ but if this question had another meaning in mind I wouldn’t be aware of it.
Do you know anyone with the last name Bhays? No.
Have you ever been bird watching? What did you see? No, doesn’t sound like my kind of hobby.
Do you like Bjork? Not in particular, but just like the Axl Rose question I don’t have anything against her either.
What does this read: bk 2moz miss u lyk fk. Doesn't this text speak annoy? No one types like this anymore at least among people I know, but I imagine it would lowkey bother me a bit.
Do you like BMWs? They’re whatever. I don’t pay attention to cars much.
What is the nearest book to you called? How many times have you read it? There aren’t any books here up on the rooftop.
BnQ - gone there? What did you buy? Idk what that is.
Are you more brainy or brave? I wanna say brainy, if anything? I’m pretty jumpy lol.
Did you like the BSBs (Backstreet Boys) as a kid? How about now? No, I’m a little too young for that generation of artists and groups.
Burgers, Hot Dogs or Salads at a Barbecue? We don’t really practice ~barbecues~ here. But at Filipino parties I would usually flock to lumpia and fried chicken, hehe.
Do you have a Byro? No, because I also don’t know what that is.
Cold eyes and filthy lies all leave me petrified. - C
Do you have a Cactus (Cacti)? No, I don’t like plans.
Do you know what a CCTV is? Yes...?
How many CDs are in the room you are currently in? None where I am right now but I have all of Beyoncé’s albums save for Lemonade in my bedroom. I also have Paramore’s self-titled album and Hayley Williams’ Petals For Armor. My CD collection is about to experience a revival because of BTS, though. My plan to get all versions of all their albums is rock solid, lmao.
What's your favourite cereal brand? Cookie Crisps.
Do you like children's TV shows still? Which one(s)? I’ll revisit an episode or two of shows I watched as a kid at a given time for old times’ sake, but I don’t regularly watch children’s TV shows anymore. I haven’t for a very long time.
Cinnamon - Yum or Yuck? I’m actually kind of in the middle about it. I feel like too many desserts have been banking on cinnamon, so the taste of it can be a little tiring. It’s delicious if I haven’t had it for a while, though.
Do you know anyone with the initials and or name CJ? Quite the opposite; I know PLENTY of JCs, even my sister is one. I know one or two CJs but that’s it.
Have you ever met a self professed clairvoyant? What did they do/say? No.
Do you watch CNN News? What's your prefered news channel/show? I don’t tune into the channel but every once in a while I will encounter a CNN link on social media that I’d actually click on and read through. As for preferred news sources, I don’t have one as there are matters to criticize about 99% of them lol; but I am most likely to trust articles I from AP or Reuters. Just things you pick up as a journalism student. 
How many cousins do you have? I have 9 first cousins. I lose count by the time I try to go beyond that since I don’t even know all of my dad’s cousins, which makes it hard to track who my second cousins are.
Do you still draw with crayons? When was the last time you did? Drew what? I don’t remember anymore.
Do you know what a CSS feed is? What is it? I’m familiar with the term but never bothered to learn about what it is.
Do you like cycling/biking? What type of bike do you have? ...I don’t even know how to ride a bike.
Do you really like it, is it is it wicked. - D
What is the most dangerous animal you've petted/held? I can’t decide between snake or crocodile.
Do you like Death Metal? If so, which band(s)? I wouldn’t say I do.
Did you ever keep a diary/journal? I did a million attempts to keep a diary when I was younger, but I was never able to keep up with any of them and I ended up having 4598358395 notebooks with one or two entries each at most. Having a Tumblr page for surveys has so far been my most successful streak at keeping some type of journal.
Do you prefer small, medium, large or no dogs? I prefer all dogs.
Do you know what DP stands for in porn? Yes.
Have you ever dressed up as a celebrity for a party/Halloween? I went as my favorite female wrestler once. I wouldn’t strictly call her a celebrity, but she’s a very well-known personality in the wrestling industry so she’s popular in that right.
DS or Wii? Why? Wii. I was able to make more memories with it.
Does dust make you sneeze or cough? Sneeze, usually.
How many DVDs do you have all together? Idk, I don’t buy DVDs anymore.
Do you dye your hair regularly, sometimes or never? I’ve never done it.
Every love lies sometimes . . . - E
What's something you refuse to eat? Most fruits.
Don't you think the word ebb is so pretty? I’m neutral about it. I don’t use it a lot.
Do you like Chocolate Eclairs? I love eclairs in general haha. Chocolate eclairs in particular sound delicious.
Ever tried edible paper? Yeah, with the White Rabbit candy.
Eevee - pretty name or too Pokemon-y? Definitely very Pokemon-y. 
Do you sometimes mix up the spellings/meanings of affection and defection? Erm, no? They have completely different spellings and meanings, so I personally have never switched them up.
Do you have a big ego, low self esteem or somewhere in between? I think I’m somewhere in between. I’m insecure about some things about myself, but I don’t really put myself down 24/7. I feel like that would put such a strain on my mental health, which I certainly would never need.
What Element does your starsign fall under? I think earth? My co-workers were just discussing this last Friday, but I couldn’t really butt in since I can’t bring myself to care about astrology. I know they mentioned Taurus being an earth sign though.
Do you show your emotions easily and freely or hide them? Depends...I can do either depending on the situation.
What is your favourite form of entertainment? Korean reality shows are quickly becoming a favorite of mine at the moment. I also like compilation videos on YouTube.
What will they write on your epitaph? I’ve honestly hadn’t put much thought into this yet, and I don’t plan to anytime soon. It just seems like a super grave thing to think about lol.
Estimate/guess what number we are on now? Maybe 60s or 70s?
Do you know basic social etiquette? I mean etiquette will always differ per country or culture, so what is basic in other countries might not be here, and vice versa. I think it’s hard to measure.
Does your country use the Euro, Great British Pound, Dollar or other? Other.
Do you still get excited on Christmas Eve? Yes. Mostly for the free food and the opportunity to see relatives I really only ever see every December 24.
What animal/creature that is extinct do you wish wasn't? Those that went extinct from human activity.
What colour eyes do your parents have? Black/dark brown.
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I for one was seething while Ms assh... Weaver basically confirmed to her designed punching bag that she keeps her around because she's a decent emotional support for Adora, so... wanna go even deeper and stab the reader s'more?
Oh I love stabbing the reader. And I love this scene so I’ll do the whole fuckin’ thing. (Commentary is bolded.)
This scene really is heartbreaking. It was easy for me to write, though, because Catra and (Shadow) Weaver have a very particular dynamic that I vibe with. It's such a pivotal scene for Catra too, because it confirms her fears that her success would be met with pushback and that Weaver really doesn’t love her or care about her at all. It makes her feel dehumanized both in the sense of being treated as subhuman and being treated as a tool. Something to be kept around only so long as it’s useful, discarded the second it’s not. This is the moment when she learns for certain just how little she means to Weaver and it’s painful to read.
*Content Warning for abuse*
The sound of keys in the front door makes Catra frown in confusion as she unloads the last of her books. No one is ever home this early. Even when Weaver doesn’t have any sponsored clubs or other teacher bullshit to deal with, 3:15 is the earliest she ever gets home.
But Catra’s always had sensitive ears, and those are definitely Ms. Weaver’s footsteps crossing the floor. When the woman pokes her head into the kitchen, no doubt to investigate the smell, Catra gives her a jerky nod. “Went to work after all?”
“No, I had some errands to run,” Weaver replies flatly. “Lying around all day like a lazy sack of meat doesn’t come naturally to me.”
Me @ Weaver:
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Bitch she’s baking cookies, she’s clearly not lying around all day. Why you gotta be like that?
“Yeah, me neither,” mutters Catra, deflecting the obvious implication.
“I have something for you,” says Weaver, and Catra can’t help but look up in surprise. Weaver tosses her something and she instinctively moves to catch it. Just before it hits her hands, she realizes what it is and her stomach drops. Fingering the rough edges of the rolled up newspaper, she tries to breathe steadily as she forces her eyes up to meet Weaver’s. (Oh gotta love that trauma response.) The woman looks more unimpressed than predatory right now, but Catra knows better than anyone how that can change at the drop of a hat.
“Looks like your little ploy paid off,” she remarks.
Sighing, Catra sets the paper down on the table. “I told you, it wasn’t a ploy. Just a play.”
“I see. And I suppose the fact that this article was written by a close friend of yours is a complete coincidence.”
LOL clearly Weaver knows nothing about Entrapta if she thinks she could be bribed into writing something she doesn’t believe.
“I had nothing to do with that,” Catra denies swiftly. When Weaver’s expression doesn’t change, she insists, “Really, I swear.”
Weaver’s head tips the slightest bit, that familiar predatory tinge seeping into her eyes and voice. “And why should I believe you?”
Catra huffs, arms crossing defensively over her chest. “Why would I do something I know would get me in trouble?”
“I don’t know, Catra, you tell me,” says Weaver, slowly closing the gap between them. “It’s not as though you’ve been doing that your entire life.”
Me @ Weaver:
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Like okay, it’s kinda true. But still.
Tensing more with every step Weaver takes, Catra raises her hands innocently, trying and failing not to shift her weight to her back foot. Not to give ground or show her fear. (This is making me super uncomfortable so I’m probably just gonna keep memeing at you all. Yes, I am aware that this is my fault. No, I am not sorry.) “Look, Entrapta has really strong opinions, and they’re always backed up with facts. I couldn’t just plant the idea in her head to write something like this.”
“Facts, you say?” muses Weaver. She reaches past Catra in a very deliberate show of invading her space, and Catra can’t help but suck a quick breath in through her teeth. But Weaver doesn’t touch her. All she does is pick up the paper and turn it over in her hands as though she is deep in thought. Then the motion stops, her eyes snapping up sharply. “So you agree with her.”
Weaver @ Catra:
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“That’s not what I said,” protests Catra, her exasperation showing through her tenuous attempts at staying calm. “Stats are facts, not who deserves what awards or whatever. It’s not like I even care about that.”
Weaver shakes her head, her chuckle positively dripping with condescension. “Oh, now I know you’re lying.”
She is. She really is. And the fact that Weaver knows how much Catra cares and wants praise and approval and still denies her that makes me want to slap a bitch.
Also I just realized how closely this scene parallels the one in 1x04 and that actually wasn’t intentional but I’ll take it, clearly I’ve got the spirit of their relationship down.
“No, I-”
The newspaper smacks Catra across the cheek and she yelps in shock and pain, hand flying to her mouth.
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It shouldn’t be a shock, not after 14 years of this shit. It still is, every time.
Ugh, ow.
“Enough of your lip,” hisses Weaver. “You know better than to contradict me.”
Hate is not a strong enough word for how I feel about this woman. Unfortunately there are too many people just like her. I’ve noticed the audience particularly hates this incarnation of Shadow Weaver and I think it’s because when she’s stripped of her magic the tactics she’s left with are far too familiar. I feel the same way.
Catra’s tongue swipes along her stinging lip, checking for blood. It comes back clean, but the lack of physical damage does nothing to calm the quiet rage boiling up inside of her. Weaver has never treated her with an ounce of respect, and now she has the gall to hit her with a rolled up newspaper like she’s a fucking animal. Subhuman. (I mean this feeling comes straight out of Demons but with Catra being human in this au it’s... not worse, definitely not, but it hits differently.) Catra’s fists clench and her chest puffs out as she straightens up to her full height (even if it’s nothing on Weaver).
“Do not touch me,” growls Catra, her voice low and dangerous in a way few people have ever heard it. “I’m an adult, that’s officially illegal now.”
Oh, you sweet summer child.
“Oh, you want to talk about the law?” counters Weaver, sounding far too calm in comparison. It just makes Catra angrier. And maybe a little scared. Somehow Weaver always makes her feel out of control, which never ceases to remind her who is in control. (Oof.) “I am under no obligation to let you live here, Catra, let alone at a significant discount. I do that out of the kindness of my heart. (LOL the what now?) Would you rather I throw you out in the streets like the stray you are?”
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Yay for another insinuation that Catra is an animal. Nice going, Weaver.
Also, that is one of the meanest fucking lines I’ve ever written for Shadow Weaver and that’s saying something.
Those words hit Catra right in the gut, a blow far more painful than any physical one. They trigger a flood of other words that always seem to find her, stick to her no matter how she tries to slough them off, prove them wrong. Stray, nuisance, brat, worthless, unwanted, unloved...
But she was loved once. She was.
Oh boy, get ready for PAIN. So I wasn’t orginally planning to write this flashback but then I got a Very Bad Idea and I love torturing my readers (and myself) so this happened.
Kneeling in front of the open door, Papi opened his arms for a goodbye hug. When Catra stepped into them, she felt his smile against the side of her head. “Te amo, mija.”
“Yo también te amo, Papi,” said Catra, tiny arms tightening around his neck with a proud grin. He hadn’t taught her that one, she’d pieced it together on her own.
Papi chuckled in surprise and approval, ruffling her wild hair. “You’re a genius, little one. You know that?”
“Yep!” she answered, beaming with the completely earnest confidence only a precocious three year-old can muster.
Baby Catra’s behavior may be slightly inspired by my highly intelligent four year-old niece, who is also biracial with a multilingual father.
A couple playful taps of the horn from the driveway interrupted them, making Papi chuckle once again. Pulling away enough to look Catra in the eye, he winked conspiratorially. “Better not keep Mommy waiting. You know how she is.”
Catra shook her head soberly in agreement. Mommy was notoriously impatient, a speed demon on the road. Catra loved driving with her, laughing like a maniac from the backseat whenever she’d swerve and cuss out the idiots in her way. Those cackles never failed to make Mommy shoot Catra a smile in the rearview mirror, her transitory rage melting away in an instant at the sound. Still, it was never good being on the receiving end of that impatience.
(Catra’s mother is not at all inspired by my sister, however. She drives like a fucking granny.)
Papi quickly pecked Catra on the cheek before standing and waving goodbye, giving an appreciative nod to the babysitter as he pulled the door shut behind him.
He didn’t close it loudly or anything, but no sound is louder in Catra’s nightmares. She never saw either of them again.
“Answer me, Catra,” Ms. Weaver demands sternly.
That was what she had. And this is where she ended up.
Yeah, no wonder this version of Catra just assumes anything good in her life will be taken away. In some ways it might be worse than being Adora starting with nothing, because not only does Adora not remember what she lost in infancy (which wasn’t great to begin with), she has been steadily moving up in the world since. Catra’s had the opposite trajectory.
Suddenly noticing the tears rolling down her cheeks, Catra swipes them away with the back of her hand. Her throat hurts too much to swallow, so she doesn’t even bother trying to settle her voice. Her weakness is already on full display, anyway. Shaking her head, she whispers hoarsely, “No, Ms. Weaver.”
“Good,” Weaver says with finality as Catra sniffles, blinking back more tears. “You still live under my roof, and you will abide by my rules or face the consequences, just like anyone else.”
Oh boy, that’s a little too close for comfort. Again with this version of SW feeling especially despicable to the audience because it’s so familiar.
Just like anyone else. Sure.
Yeah you’re right Catra, go off.
As Weaver starts toward her room, Catra half-heartedly tosses a hand with an empty, resigned sigh. “What rules did I break this time?”
Weaver turns back, her expression dangerous, but Catra can’t muster the enthusiasm for fear anymore. Her eyes are still burning, voice tight with emotion as she confesses, “I’ve tried, Ms. Weaver. I-” Her voice cracks and she shakes her head, pinching her brow in shame. “I never wanted you to hate me.”
brb crying in the club
K but honestly the helplessness here is just heartbreaking. And it’s just like in canon. We saw, Catra did try to be a good soldier and make Shadow Weaver like her, but it was a lost cause. I mean I didn’t pull this dialogue directly from 2x06 but it’s a similar flavor for sure.
When Catra dares to look back up she finds that Weaver’s expression has softened slightly, though she still looks annoyed. “I never said I hate you,” she says, the uncharacteristic gentleness catching Catra off guard. “You’re just more trouble than you’re worth most of the time.”
It shouldn’t be a comfort. But it is, anyway. It is. Catra sniffles again, dipping her head to wipe her eyes on her shoulders.
The fact that this is a comforting answer to Catra is so fucked up and tragic but so befitting of their relationship.
“Though I will admit, you do have a way with Adora,” concedes Weaver, her tone very nearly impressed. “Not everyone can handle someone like that and keep them on task. I’ve had plenty come through my classroom.”
Wow, so we’re just being casually ableist now? Nice.
My thoughts exactly, Catra.
...Ableist and pragmatic.
Catra snorts under her breath, shaking her head as her eyes fall to the floor. How did she never put this together before? “That’s why you’re letting me stay.”
This truly is a gut punch moment. She thought maybe Weaver actually had a bit of affection for her or was invested in her future after all (which tracks for Catra because she is mean to the people she likes) and that’s why she let her stay, but no. As usual, it’s all about Adora. That is not going to bode well for the resentment moving forward.
“She does badly with her routine being disrupted, and she’s come to rely on you,” states Weaver, tipping her head in acknowledgement.
“Plus she’d hate you if you kicked me out,” Catra adds pointedly.
Weaver smiles, all teeth. “It is better for everyone this way, wouldn’t you say?”
Better for you, you mean.
“Sure,” mutters Catra. When that response earns her a look, she corrects herself. “Yes, Ms. Weaver.”
Eyes narrowed into slits, Weaver warns her, “Make no mistake, Catra. Adora would manage if you left us. If your behavioral issues begin to outweigh your usefulness, I reserve the right to evict you.” She cocks an expectant eyebrow. “Am I understood?”
“Yes, ma’am,” mumbles Catra.
Poor Catra, I just...
“I care very much about Adora, and I won’t have you dragging her down with you.”
“I remember,” Catra says numbly, picking at her nails and avoiding Weaver’s gaze.
Ooooooooooof. Why do I insist on hurting myself so much with all these canon parallels?
Studying her intently for a moment, Weaver concludes, “Yes, I’m sure you do.” Then she turns and leaves without another word.
Well that was lovely. Anybody else want to reach through the screen and throttle a bitch? ‘Cause I sure do.
This scene doesn’t cause an immediate reaction on Catra’s part but it definitely moves her to a place where she’s very aware of her role and how useless it is to try to change it (at least in this house), and that makes everything a little more volatile. She’s not at a breaking point yet but she’s getting closer, it certainly takes the wind out of her sails a bit. She will recover in the short term because she is Catra and her stubbornness makes her very resilient, but it weighs her down and eventually she is going to snap. Y’all will love that, I’m sure. ;)
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Dazai and Chuuya as Vampires
A/N - This is just stupid self indulgent garbage bc I’m trash for vampires. I did Fyodor and some for Fukuzawa but I didn’t like them so I omitted them lol I honestly didn’t want to post any of these, but I spent time writing them so I might as well post
General stuff
- Only Purebloods can turn others  - "Siring," "sirred," "sir," etc refer to who they've turned.  - To turn someone into a vampire, they need to ingest the blood of a Pureblood.  - Demi-vampires are those who are turned by another vampire, and Halfblood vampires are born to a human and vampire pair.  - Vampires are more susceptible to being burned by the sun, but there's no real risk of them dying to it.  - To kill a Pureblood, they *must* be turned to ash. Demi-vampires are the basis for the running water and wooden stake methods of killing. Halfbloods can be killed in almost any way a human can be, albeit, with much more difficulty.  - The more attached they become to a human, the more they crave their blood specifically.  - Pureblood's venom is exponentially stronger than that of both Demi-Vampires and Halfbloods. It numbs the wound the instant it reaches the bloodstream, and eventually sends whoever they're biting into a haze.  - (It's enjoyable, though.)  - Purebloods and a majority of Halfbloods can shapeshift.  - Halfbloods require the least amount of blood of the three types, while Purebloods need the most.
Dazai
 - Definitely a Pureblood. Don’t ask why, he just gives me those vibes  - He didn’t value human life in the slightest while in the Port Mafia, frequently draining whoever became his meal.  - While in the mafia he sirred Akutagawa.  - His gained respect for Oda (a human) is what eventually lead to a change in his opinions on humans. His change in view came well before he left the mafia, however.  - After joining the ADA he sirred Atsushi.  - Despite having a higher opinion on humans than he used to, he still frequently drinks from humans, though he never drains them. With an s/o  - He adamantly refuses to drink from you, but no one - including you - would realize that he was intentionally avoiding consuming your blood, considering he frequently jokes about consuming your blood.  - When he does eventually drink from you, its either completely spontaneous, or meticulously planned out, depending on what leads up to it.  - If you insists that he bite you upon realizing that hes avoiding doing so, then it will be well planned out and he'll be almost completely in control.  - If he just happens to reach his limit, then he's all heavy breaths and growls as he pins you to the wall, claws digging into your hips and pricking your skin as he pants against your neck.    - He's obviously trying to hold back, but if he's reached this point, there’s little point in trying to stop him.  - Begging him not to hurt you might give you an opening to push him off, but at the risk of absolutely destroying him.  - He'll never be able to touch you without wondering if you're scared of him again.  - He sinks his fangs in with enough force that both his fangs and normal teeth break skin, but the venom numbs the pain and makes you lethargic.  - There's a 50/50 chance that he'll pull himself off of you before you lose too much blood, or you end up unconscious.  - Either way, he won't cause any permanent damage.  - Also, either way, he's going to pull away completely after losing control around you.  - Just hit him upside the head metaphorically and beat it into him that the only reason he lost control was because he was resisting his nature (be sure to include the fact that his nature doesn't bother you at all, and make clear you love him no matter what he is.)  - Honestly, you may have been the one covered in blood afterwards, but he definitely needs the most comfort.  
Chuuya
 - Demi-vampire.  - He was turned by Mori after joining the Port Mafia.  - He doesn't see humans as any less than vampires for the most part, but he absolutely will not drink from animals.  - He has taste.  - That simple fact and the fact that he isn't fond of draining people means he ends up drinking from a large number of people monthly, rather than, say, the *three* that Dazai averages.  - Pretty much has adopted Akutagawa and if someone doesn’t know that Chuuya's a demi-vampire, they might assume that he sirred Akutagawa. With an S/O  - He has no problem drinking from his s/o to be completely honest.  - The only exception is if you don’t want him biting you.  - It doesn't really bother him if you set that line, either.  - He's made due with others up until now, there’s no reason he can't continue, he has plenty of self control, too.  - So what if you smell divine?  - So what if hes never wanted to sink his teeth into someone more?  - Denying a pureblood is dangerous, but denying a Demi is much more so, because they're not nearly as well-controlled as those that sir them.  - Chuuya learns first hand that its not as okay as he thought the first time he has to pull himself away during a kiss to stop himself from trailing his lips down your neck and embedding his fangs in the vulnerable skin above your jugular vein.  - His eyes are blood red and his fingers are leaving dents in the wall aside your head.  - He won't do it though.  - He's still got enough presence of mind to force himself to walk away.  - He'll start avoiding you after that, to be absolutely certain that he doesn’t lose control.  - Really, at this point, it becomes evident that he won't be able to be around you without endangering you.  - So it comes down to whether you let him bite you or not.  - If you do he makes a big deal of it, wining and dining you to the best of his ability (his fangs are digging into his bottom lip all night, fingers gripping the table to keep himself back from you.)  - He's not vicious when he bites you, though.  - He's almost frighteningly calm, compared to his previous actions, breaking skin with a bite that's almost painless.  - He rarely leaves more than pinpricks in your skin.  - Unless, of course, you ask for otherwise.
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AAAA THANK  YOU VERY MUCH FOR SENDING THIS IN. Oke oke so:
-In his previous life as a prince, Sapphire was actually a pretty hard baby for everyone to deal with. Straight from day 1, he was pretty curious of his surroundings, and given that Silverland’s aesthetic is very obviously modeled after the Medieval Age, you can pretty much guess that there was danger at every corner for the tiny boy, haha. His first incident actually involved straying away from his mother whilst prepping luggage onto her horse. Sapphire’s baby brain apparently thought that a very threatening looking snake ready to pounce him was a puppy, but he went and tried to hug it anyways. I can’t tell you how fast his mother casted magic to throw the reptile half away across the meadow, just in time to grab her baby and make a run for it on her horse. 
-Baby Sapphire’s first display of magic was actually when he was in the middle of dealing with the first time being away from the king and queen. You know, busy parents forced to go on long distance trips against their will even if they would’ve liked to have stayed home with their kid. Blah. Blah. Terrible stuff. HJHJFKJ. These tutors were trying so hard to teach him things like how to read or count. Yet, of course, being the rambunctious toddler that he was, Sapphire had other plans rather than wasting away listening to boring stuff. His desire to have a playmate pretty much made all the stuffed animals in his room come to life. Of course, Sapphire didn’t realize in the slightest what was happening, yet all that mattered was that he had some new fuzzy friends that he could introduce to his parents. 
-Sapphire was actually more of a Momma’s boy than anything. His relationship with the king was a bit more than strained. The man grew up on old fashioned traditions of fast marriages and stereotypical gender rules. If there was one thing the king refused to see was his son daydreaming of twirling through the other royals on the dance floor in the finest ballgown. Nah, he was very much set on Sapphire being strictly tight to his lessons and learning to be a proper prince. And of course, Duralumin and Nylon would use this as leverage whenever they would report to Sapphire’s father him venturing out to go pick flowers or play games with the nearby forest animals. Sapphire’s mother who was a former Ribbon Knight, understood the losses that came with being born into upper crust society--something she didn’t want her son to go through and lose out on being a kid. So, she’d actually skirt around some of her husband’s nonsense and schedule secret camping trips in the forest that she could take her son on. 
-Modern-verse, Sapphire tinkered a lot with toys. You know, like those rollercoaster traps in the style of Home Alone. lol. If burglars came into the mansion, they’d be splattered in the face with egg or have some kind of weird slime smeared across the floor that would send them slamming into the wall. lol.
-Sapphire’s had his iconic red bow since he was 7 years old. It was actually a gift from one of the neighboring kingdom’s kiddos. It was actually really nice because the girl in question actually commented that Sapphire was the prettiest princess she’d ever seen. And after spending so much time being raised as JUST a prince, it made his little heart melt to hear something like that. Sapphire wants to be both a prince and princess. 
-There’s actually this funny little thing that the queen would do in which she’d give Sapphire important “missions” like a little soldier on his way to war. And, of course, he’d salute back. lol. Like, fetching berries for her and pretending the bush was some sort of plant demon he had to fight off like “HURRY OR IT WILL BITE YOU. QUICK RAISE YOUR SWORD.” And Sapphire would be yelling while beating the bush to death with some stick he picked up. 
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Fic or treat Murderdock and DA!Foggy sexytimes (if ur ok w writing that) if not the first time they meet please
So this is actually straight out of my Spider-Verse AU (bless you for forcing me to write it instead of just mindlessly daydream about it, lol) but I’m defs not posting explicit stuff on this blog so please have how these Slightly Bruised Avocados met!
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The first thought through Matt Murdock’s head upon meeting Franklin Nelson was, how can I use him? This was not noteworthy. Indeed, it was the same thought he always had upon meeting someone new. And at their first meeting, there didn’t seem to actually be much use to Franklin. Oh, he might make for an amusing plaything, something for Matt to take out his irritation on — like an ant under a magnifying glass. But little more.
“Nice to meet you!” Franklin greeted with enough sweetness and sincerity to make Matt ill. “I’m Franklin Nelson. And you’re Matt Murdock, right?”
Matt made sure to smile his most disarming smile – to keep his fangs hidden, as it were, even though his instinct was to give his most menacing grin, just to see if Franklin’s heart would skip a beat in fear. But then Franklin’s heart skipped a beat for an entirely different reason, and Matt thought to himself – no might about it, Franklin would definitely make for an interesting plaything if Matt played his cards right.
“That’s right,” he said very gently, and held out a hand to save Franklin the irritating dithering that often preceded people trying to decide whether they should narrate their own offered hand or not.
They shook hands and chatted a little as Matt settled his belongings on his side of the dorm room. It was a little stifling, finding himself back in an environment where he had to play at being a normal, mild-mannered blind man. But it was good practice, he supposed. The Hand had dumped him in New York, and he needed to build up an unimpeachable persona if he wanted to keep suspicion off himself when he began dabbling in less-than-aboveboard work. And maybe it would be fun, he considered. An excuse to indulge in things the Hand generally disapproved of, without the risk of getting in too deep and going soft. It was ok to break rank as long as it was to keep your cover, after all.
“So, uh, so you said you lived in Japan for a while?” Franklin asked, tapping at something on his laptop. “What was that like?”
“It was… Interesting,” said Matt, trying on the bland little smile again. “I learned a lot over there. It was very structured; I think that was good for me.”
“Oh, man, I could never,” Franklin laughed, loud and unselfconscious in a way Matt just knew people tended to find either absolutely charming or wildly irritating. “I’ll try to keep my things out of your way, obviously, but I’m probably the messiest person you’ll ever meet.”
Matt tapped the frames of his glasses.
“Well, I suppose you won’t have to worry about me seeing your disorganization.”
There was a long pause. Much longer than the quip called for.
“Wait,” Franklin said. “Wait, you… Are you from New York originally?”
“Why do you ask?”
Caught off guard, Matt resorted to answering a question with a question. But. It was just… They couldn’t have known one another. They couldn’t have. Matt would have recognized Franklin, surely.
“It is you, isn’t it? I mean, I hadn’t thought about it in ages, but when I was a kid there was a story in the paper about a boy who went blind trying to tackle his mother out of the way of a truck. Matt Murdock. That was you.”
Matt hadn’t thought about that in years. So many of his memories eclipsed it in pain, so much of his life made that mundane, childish act of bravery feel like little more than a dream. Some days Matt forgot he had ever been anything but a soldier of the Hand. Forgot, mercifully, about Stick and his mother and his father and the orphanage. Forgot a time when he had dreams.
There was a strange tightness in his throat, Matt noticed idly. He had to take a few seconds to swallow past it, taking stock of the rest of his body to make sure he wasn’t experiencing a bizarre and unprecedented allergy attack.
“Yes,” he answered. “Yes, that was me.”
“Shit.” The word was muffled, by Franklin’s hands if the sound was any indication; but he removed them to continue speaking, to Matt rather than himself. “I… I’m sorry, man, I didn’t mean to bring up bad memories. I just made the connection and. Ugh. Me and my big mouth.”
Matt laughed, though not as loud as he wanted to.
“It’s fine, really. It was a long time ago. You just surprised me, that’s all,” he told Franklin, amused despite himself. “Don’t worry about it.”
“Really…? You’re not just saying that?”
“Of course not,” Matt consoled him – it was annoying, but he supposed he needed the practice. “I meanit, it’s totally fine.”
“Thanks, buddy,” Franklin said warmly. “You know, I can tell already – you really are a good guy.” Matt had to work hard to hold back a scoff. “And you’re really, really good-looking, too, so you’re like basically the whole package.”
“Pardon?” Matt asked after a long pause, certain he’d heard wrong.
“I. I mean, I’m sure you’ll get a lot of, um, girls asking you out because of that.”
Franklin’s heartbeat stuttered and skipped as he backpedaled awkwardly, and Matt slipped. Just for a second, just the slightest bit, let his grin go sharp and predatory – but it wasn’t a complete misstep, if the whiff of arousal and the way Franklin’s heart sped up further was any indication. He would be an easy mark. No challenge at all, but definitely entertaining.
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Franklin Nelson snored. Like a foghorn. Matt tried to put himself back in mind of his training – he’d been kept awake by constant harsh noise for days at a time to inoculate him against torture attempts. And yet somehow the chainsaw-like buzzing of his new roommate’s nasal passages, rising and falling unpredictably in pitch and intensity, made Matt look back on even that as a fond memory.
He contemplated once, twice, ten times just strangling Franklin and being done with it. But his own stubbornness wouldn’t let him. Bested, completely on accident, by a civilian with no formal training? The very thought was disgraceful.
More than that, Franklin was disgustingly nice about it. He insisted, without an ounce of hesitation, that Matt could smack him awake with a pillow if needed. He even took to ‘Foggy’ – the rude moniker Matt had thrown out one night two weeks in when his dedication to his demure persona wavered with sleep deprivation – gleefully, as though it were a fond and charming nickname and not the last spiteful words of sanity from a man mere inches from murder. He insisted on going by nothing else afterwards, and confessed to Matt that he had always hated his name because his abusive biological mother had given it to him. Again, Franklin – Foggy’s –affability turned Matt’s misstep into a positive. Which made Matt’s life infinitely easier, but he still hated it. The fact that he had slipped at all, that he kept losing control and letting his impulses rule him. It was like Foggy’s earnestness was rubbing off on him. Matt would have to distance himself, he decided at last. As entertaining as Foggy was, as much fun as Matt would have pushing him, it wasn’t worth it. And anyway, it wasn’t like Foggy was anything special, not really.
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Foggy had a way of proving Matt wrong without even realizing he was doing it. It was a handful of days shy of a month after they first met that Matt and Foggy were assigned to debate one another in class. Matt had been all but certain of his victory. Foggy was too nice, too relaxed, too… Foggy. Matt breezed through his arguments, confident in an easy win and the inevitability of consoling his soft-hearted roommate after class. He’d need physical comforting, too – squeezing of hands and shoulders, a pat on the knee – Foggy was a very tactile person, and while most touching made Matt’s skin crawl, smelling someone else on Foggy made it crawl worse. Besides, Foggy never asked for more than Matt was willing to give him; in fact, he never asked for touch from Matt at all, though receiving it clearly comforted him. Matt was already planning it out in his head as he stepped back to let Foggy make his rebuttal.
Except as soon as he stepped up in front of the class, the niceness stopped. The softness stopped. Foggy rolled his shoulders once or twice like a warm-up, and then calmly and effortlessly dove into the most vicious rebuttal Matt had ever heard in his life. It was like he was picking up each of Matt’s points as he might an interesting rock, studying them, and then shredding them like tissue paper. There was even the tiniest hint of disdain in his voice. It wasn’t just impressive, it was thorough, merciless destruction.
Matt was almost glad there hadn’t been time for a counter-rebuttal. He couldn’t have spoken a word. His mouth had gone dry barely a minute in, and his heart pounded in his chest like a caged animal. He had to excuse himself immediately after class, brushing Foggy off as calmly as he could manage with some excuse about needing to use the restroom.
“Ok, buddy,” Foggy said, the bright cheerfulness back in his voice, no hint of the quiet malice of before. “I’ll see you back at the room, then? We’ve still gotta study for York’s quiz and I need all the help I can get.”
Do you, Matt thought a little hysterically, but he bottled that reaction like he did everything else. Just nodded, smiled, and made a beeline for the nearest empty bathroom. He stayed in there for almost ten minutes, letting cold water run down the sink drain and taking deep breaths between bouts of nearly-giddy laughter.
Foggy. Who would have thought? Suddenly, magnificently, Matt had found an intellectual equal. Foggy was brilliant. A hypnotic speaker with a memory like nothing Matt had ever witnessed before. And the truth was… The truth was, the more Matt thought about it, the more sense it made. Sure, he had layers of saccharine, earnest sweetness, but there had always been shards of something harder underneath. The way Foggy spoke about his biological mother, the way he calculated exactly how much effort to use for the grade he wanted and his refusal to expend anything more? Matt had discarded those things before as one-offs, but combined with Foggy’s performance in the debate, it pointed to someone with enough of a pragmatic streak that it would take only the barest effort to nudge him over into the darkness. To bring him onto Matt’s side, to make him more like Matt rather than the other way around. Better yet, Foggy was a man who desperately craved validation and companionship. A man that desperately wanted to be Matt’s friend. Someone easy to manipulate for all his intelligence. It would be ok, then, to get closer to him, because he was both exceedingly more useful than Matt had first realized and still controllable. Even the Hand wouldn’t be able to object to that. Matt would be able to keep Foggy. The thought was peculiarly thrilling.
What was less ideal was the hunger it inspired in his gut. The desire to possess, to own. For the most part, he slaked that urge well enough just by quietly exerting his control over Foggy, both privately and professionally, but it did little to quell his more... Subconscious appetites. But indulging that sort of thing, Matt knew, could only be a mistake. What he had with Foggy was beneficial without being a potential weak point, and he wanted to keep it that way.
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tsukaramachi · 5 years
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i wanna know abt vincent so here we go. how is he like in terms of being a yandere?? and considering he has different versions of himself, does this mean that he can also be a different type of yandere that depends on what version of himself that he uses?? idk if i'm making any sense so i'm rlly sorry if i'm not, lol.
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No it’s okay! I understand what your question is asking and that would be cool if he would be a different type of yandere depending on his form! But Vincent’s other forms are dependent on his mood on how he feels to look and on what his owner prefers. He’s originally a stuffed animal, but the image that he takes on is based off of what his owner prefers. (If his owner prefers a male then he takes the form of a male that has the traits that his owner likes and he’s able to change his gender and other traits like hair style, body build, and voice to to fit their image) so he makes himself appeal to his owner since his goal is to entertain them and be company. Like how stuff animals are kept by kids, but his owner isn’t a kid so they’re a teen or young adult.
I actually plan on making a short comic series to explain the ideas I have in my head or maybe even a small game (if I learn how to lol) but there’s 3 endings I had in mind on how his relationship could end up with his owner. The bad ending is that his owner isn’t able to become independent and adjust to the new life style they have to adjust to. Causing him to resent others and he’s over protective of them but that increases due to them becoming more vulnerable. So he keeps them with him at all times and takes care of their every need, but doesn’t let them go out and in turn causes his owner to become fully dependent on him and disconnect from the outside world. His purpose is to care for them and he carries it out anyway to provide for them. In the case where he ends up being a Yandere, he goes to extreme lengths to protect them like killing whoever might hurt his owner and change their mind to engage with society again for the better or worse since his own cognition is negative at that point and he finds it better to just care for them himself. (since he can’t really be caught because he’s not human and he can turn into his stuff animal form. Also he can’t leave any prints and if he does then he can just change the pattern so it never matches.)
He does sound over powered, but if he were to be ignored by his owner then it makes him become desperate for their attention and he could end up not functioning or snapping from a charming and confident character to an uneasy and lost wreck. So he becomes unstable easily due to being selfconsious of how his owner perceives him. He’s kind of narcissistic because of how he’s been cared for well all these years and he believes that he’s the most important thing to them. So he treats them the same, but without having their attention or even the slightest hints that they are losing interest are bad. It eats away at him inside since if they don’t care about him. It defeats his purpose of living because he was made to watch and care for this person and him developing feelings for them adds onto the problem of him feeling conflicted on how he has to help them succeed and become independent, but if they do then he won’t be needed anymore and on the inside he’s afraid to be casted aside. Since he would be left up in storage and possibly be forgotten or he can go against his creator’s wishes and fulfill the selfish wish of staying by his owner’s side forever.
(I have a side AU where that owner is Yuuto. Since he would treasure materials a lot and receiving a bunny plush from his grandma would be important. so they bicker a lot for how Yuuto isn’t the best at being independent and stating his mind. So Vincent uses his charm to help Yuuto become more confident and a charming character to become more sociable)
(Sorry if this was long ^^; he just has a lot to him but it takes too long to explain exactly what I mean without visual examples. But I hope this answers your questions!)
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dbzebra · 5 years
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OMG all those prompts scream Marten (and Trunks xD) to me!! Wouldn't you like to try to use them all in the same story? No? :P If not, “Hold my hand before I stab you with it." please? xD This is how prompts work right? I'm lost...
Title: “Regaining My Wings”
Words: 2410
Pairing: Marten (Goten x Marron)
A/N: Here is my submission for Marron Day for @dbnextgenweek !! I’m so sorry it’s so late! I was rusty from not writing in so long. I had to rewrite this like four times until I had something I actually liked lol. 
This just a super fluffy self indulgent oneshot like all the rest, but please enjoy! I may post on AO3 later
Flight, also known as the ‘bukujutsu’ technique. Many years ago,it was an extremely advanced martial arts technique that only a select few ofmartial arts masters knew.
Those days however were long gone. Even Son Goku’s owngranddaughter, Pan, learned to fly when she was just a little baby.
Flying had become just as easy as walking for the Z Fighters.
Except if you were like Marron and afraid of anything to do withheights, including flying.
Marron never used to be afraid. Not even the slightest. When Marron was achild, she’d be the first one to want to go higher and higher when she wouldride on the Flying Nimbus when on adventures with her two best friends, Gotenand Trunks.
However, one incident when she was about nine years old changedthat.
Marron was happily sitting on the Nimbus with Goten in front ofher, peering over and looking at the amazing sights. The rolling mountains werebeautiful that high up. Oceans seemed never ending. It was simply breathtakingfor an adventurous child.
But then, when she leaned further down to get a better look at apretty bird flying by, Marron accidentally slipped off the fluffy yellow cloudand plummeted towards the Earth.
Marron screamed and covered her face with her hands,sobbing, until she suddenly stopped. After realizing what had happened, shewiped her eyes and opened them to see Goten smiling down at her. He had jumpedoff of Nimbus and caught her. She was shaking and really freaked out, butotherwise was fine.
But since that day Marron off heights (and ever learning how tofly) for good.
Krillin and 18 tried to help her get over her fear a dozen times,but being as stubborn as she was, Marron wouldn’t even consider it for years.Every time she even looked over from somewhere high up, her legs would turn tojelly and her heart would jump into her throat like the time she actually didfall.
The only time she slightly budged was after she and Goten starteddating. Marron would only go on Nimbus if she could sit on his lap and cling tohim for dear life while keeping her eyes shut, not opening them until theylanded. Of course, she still didn’t know how to fly and had no plans to learneither. But it made her so happy.
Goten was always so supportive with her. He never once held itagainst her for being scared and always comforted her. No matter what, Marronfelt the safest flying with him. Besides that stupid adorable smile of his thatalways made her heart do flips, that’s what she loved most about him.
One time however, he (and Marron) were close to falling straightthrough the Nimbus because he almost got a bit too comfy withMarron sitting on his lap. It wasn’t his fault though! What else could he thinkabout when she always looked so pretty and smelled so nice? At least that’swhat he told himself.
That was almost five months ago.
It was another beautiful spring day; perfect for being outside. Marronand Goten were having a picnic date on the grass near the Son family home. Theyweren’t able to see each all week due to Marron’s cheerleading and Goten’sskipping class to train, so a weekend date was just what they both needed.
Marron wore a frilly, light-blue colored sundress and a straw sunhat. She looked absolutely gorgeous. Goten had on his signature ‘Son’ t shirtand jeans. He wanted to dress more formally but Marron insisted he was perfectjust the way he was.
The young couple had just finished eating, and were laying back onthe picnic blanket, snuggled together as they watched the clouds.
Marron pointed out different shapes. Some were little animals, andone even looked like Piccolo. The others however, were just not at all what shewas saying.
“What do mean a bear in a top hat? That’s clearly a monkey at a buffet!”
Marron sat up and stared at him. Of course that dork would seefood. “You know you’re wrong, right?”
“If by wrong, you mean right, then yes!” Goten fired back, hislips curling into his signature wide grin. “That’s clearly a monkey. See? He’sgot a tail. I’ll give you the top hat though.”
Marron giggled and playfully punched his arm before lying backdown besides him.
These peaceful days really were great. They hoped it would neverend.
Just then, Goku appeared using Instant Transmission with littlePan on his shoulders. They had just returned from the grocery store. Goten and Marron both shot up.
“Oh, hey Goten! Hi Marron! Am I interrupting?”
Marron shook her head and bowed her head. “Of course not! T-Thankyou for having me!”
“Ahh it’s nothin’! You’re like family to us.”
At the sight of her uncle, the toddler practically lunged off ofGoku’s shoulders towards Goten, tackling him into a hug.
Goten laughed and caught Pan. “Hey squirt!” He grinnedand ruffled Pan’s hair making the girl giggle.
“Me and Grandpa are gonna go flyin’ later! Do you wants tocome?” Aunt Marron, you can come too!“ Pan chirped. Ever since she learnedto fly, she would always go out for 'flying adwentures’ as she would say.
Marron frowned. She didn’t want to hold him back just because shecouldn’t fly… "Goten, it’s okay, go ahead.”
Goten only turned back to her and winked. “Panny, I’d love tobut Mare and I have plans.”
Pan just stared up at him with wide-eyed curiosity. “You meanlike kissy-kissy?” She said and then erupted into giggles and ran to Gokuwho had a teasing grin as wide as hers.
“Did you tell her to say that?!” 
Goku only grinned. “Well, is she right?”
No that’s… that’s not it at all!” Goten replied back.Was he seriously arguing with a three year old?
“Then why are you blushing?” Goku said, grinning.
Traitor! His father was normally on his side!
“Sheesh! It’s been a year you guys, when are you gonna stopteasing me?”
“The wedding~” Chi-Chi’s voice came from the upperbalcony. She was taking dried clothes off the hanger to be put away. She giggledat her son’s flustered reaction. Honestly, she loved teasing her three boys. Goten got even more easily emabarrassed than Gohan did at his age.
“Very funny.” He replied back and turned back to Marron,who was hiding her cute face from embarrassment. Her blush went from ear toear. Although it was embarrassing, she loved it. Marron gushed at the thoughtof getting married. She recalled the days when they would play house back inthe old days. Goten really had no clue, but just played along.
Goku then jumped two stories onto their upper deck, startling hiswife a bit. Goku winked at her and started helping her put away the laundrywhile Panny chased a butterfly on the grass below.
“Now’s our chance.” Goten flipped onto his feet and pulledMarron up by the hand.
She couldn’t help but blush. What was he doing so suddenly?!“G-Goten, h-hold on a second! W-Where are we going?!”
“Nowhere far! C'mon!” Goten (quite literally) swept hisgirlfriend off of her feet and into his arms and ran down the road. Marron’s hat blew off her head and fell onto the blanket as Pan trotted over to it.
Chi-Chi and Goku exchanged similar grins with each other as theirson fled and Pan giggled from below, now wearing the hat.
Goten and Marron came to a nearby clearing with a huge lake. Hegently put Marron down, and she adjusted her dress. 
“What’s the big idea?”
Marron was blushing fromthe close contact but shook it off and gazed out onto the lake. It really was beautiful. She held her hands behind her back and stared over the lake. The crystal-clear water glistened in the sunlight. Her long silky blonde hair blew in the slight breeze, tickling Goten’s nose.
“Dad used to take me here to go fishing all the time when Iwas little. Now we all go with Panny.” She heard him say. Goten inhaledand took a deep breath. “I’m feeling up for a swim! You in?”
Just then he felt a tug on the back of his shirt. ”…Hey,Goten…“
"What’s wrong?”
Marron looked away from him slightly, her ears burning. This wasit. She’d have to get over her fear sooner or later, and this would be theperfect time! “…I want to learn…” It came out as a tiny whisper,but she said it. And it felt good.
“Huh?”
“I want to learn. Teach me how to fly! I’m… I’m sick ofbeing scared! I want to go flying with you! And go out on Nimbus with you andactually have my eyes open for once! I promise I won’t hold you back anymore!”She said, fighting tears at that last part.
Goten took a step closer and brought his girlfriend into a hug,smiling warmly down at her. "Mare, it’s okay.” He gently pushed astrand of hair away from her face. “You’ve never held me back and younever will. Nothing will change that. I’ll gladly teach you. I’m honored thatyou asked me.”
"I love you, you big dork…” Marron replied, restingher head against his chest.
“I love you too.” Goten grinned and held her closer.
Marron looked down at her feet and then back up at him.“…But what if… what if I fall?” He could just hear it in hervoice. She was petrified of falling again.
“You won’t fall. I’ll be right here. You have the skill,Mare. It’s there, I know it is. You just have to stop doubting yourself. Youcan do this.”
Marron’s heart fluttered. Just like always, he knew just what tosay. She leaned up onto her tip-toes and softly kissed his lips. “You’reso sweet…”
She knew the basics of Ki and how to fight, just didn’t care forfighting. It was boring to her. She always preferred watching fights,especially from the World Tournament. The adrenaline she got from watchingfights far exceeded what she would get from something like sparring. And plus,she loved supporting her Goten in his fights.
“How did you do it so quickly? You were so young!”
Goten shrugged. “It just came easy to me, I guess. I alreadyknew all about ki, plus being half Saiyan really helps.”
Gohan had taught Goten when he was just seven years old. Beingcalled a 'super pedestrian’, whatever the heck that was, was the last straw!
After he learned that hopping and flying were in fact different,it came easy to him and soon enough…
“Birdy, a birdy, Goten is a birdy!” Little Goten sang tohimself as he flew around in figure-eight patterns high in the sky.
Goten grinned and put his hands behind his head. “Yup. Thosewere the days!”
“Personally, I think you were much cuter back then.”Marron winked at him while saying that.
“Hey! I’ll have you know I’m still very handsome!” Gotenwhined, cracking a grin.
Marron rolled her eyes with a smile and stepped away. After a moment, Marron took a deep breath andfaced him again.
“Ok. I’m ready.” Marron said. “But only on onecondition.”
“What’s that?”
“…Hold my hand.”
Goten smiled. “Is that all?
“Yes! I’m scared! So you…y-you’d better hold my handbefore… I- I stab you with it…!” Marron said, pouting up at him. Itwas obvious she just made up the first thing that came to her mind. “Orelse…”
Or else? Goten chuckled at that. He couldn’t help it when she gotall pouty and blushy like that. Especially when she’d 'threaten’ him. Usuallywith no more kisses, but he knew she’d break before he did. She always lookedso cute when she got like that.
“Of course, Here.” He held both hands out for her, notbeing able to help laughing a bit.
“…I’m serious, Goten! Don’t you dare laugh at me! Y-You’dbetter not let go either! Or… or I’ll never forgive you!” Marron said,her voice almost a squeak. She looked like she was about to cry, but it was stillso cute.
Goten leaned down and kissed Marron on the forehead, his fingersstill gently entwined with hers. “You’re too cute.”
Marron’s face turned an even brighter red. She looked like atomato. “You dummy, be serious…”
“I promise. You’re safe with me.”
“I…  I don’t know if I cando it…“
"You can do it. Just look at me, okay? Focus on me. Remember,just relax. Feel your energy from within and slowly bring it out beneath you.You can do this. I’m right here.”
Marron heart fluttered at his words. They were soothing. Shetightly shut her eyes and focused. After a moment she could feel her feet liftoff the ground and she grips his hands tighter. Goten floated up with her. Itwas relaxing, freeing almost. She felt weightless as if gravity no longer hadan effect on her.
“You’re doing it, Mare! You’re flying!” Marron openedher eyes to see that she and Goten were floating about ten feet in the air. Sheyelped and buried her face into his chest, her eyes tightly shut again.“It’s too high, …I-I can’t…”
“But you already are. All by yourself. There’s nothing to beafraid of.” She heard him tenderly say. “You’re doing it!” Gotengently said. “Want to try moving now?”
Marron slowly nodded. She repositioned herself horizontally andslowly moved around. It appeared as if she was swimming through the air as shelightly kicked her feet. Goten guided her.
She started out pretty wobbly, and didn’t keep her eyes off Goten,but she was flying all by herself. Actually flying! And not falling! “I’m doingit!” She cried happily. When she was up there with him, her fears were allgone.
“See? Now you’re a little birdy too.” He grinned as warmas the sun gleaming behind him. She’d be a natural in no time. He was so proudof her.
Marron was almost brought to tears. Her beautiful blue eyes turnedglossy as he just grinned. She sniffled and wiped her eyes with her free handand flew at him into a deep kiss. They stayed up there for what felt like aneternity, both not wanting to move.
Marron couldn’t be happier.
Now if only she could figure out how to get down…
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makeste · 4 years
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BnHA Chapter 258: Have You Thanked Your Twice Today
Previously on BnHA: All Might gave Deku a book with all of the previous OFA successors’ names, quirks, and career stats. Kacchan barely glanced at the book and was all “nah, boring” and JUST LIKE THAT he decided we’re not gonna get any new info, which I don’t think is very fair or considerate Kacchan but whatever!! Anyway though, All Might did reveal that Nana could fly and so Deku is going to learn to fly, so that’s fucking awesome, and then Kacchan and Deku had a moment of being bratty siblings together which I framed and put on my wall, so that was also very enjoyable. Back at the 1-A dorms we learned that Todoroki can’t cook, and the kids had a New Year’s party and talked about how they’re gonna be second years soon and how everything is just SO GREAT AND GOOD AND LIFE IS GOOD, and elsewhere All Might sat outside the teacher’s dorms and had a gorgeous fucking conversation with Aizawa that gave me all the feels. The chapter then ended with a THREE MONTH TIMESKIP to late March when apparently everything is about to go to shit. So yeah. Quite a lot to process there.
Today on BnHA: Hawks spends basically the entire chapter very slowly explaining to us that he became best friends with Twice, and it paid off dividends on account of Twice deciding that Hawks is definitely trustworthy and he should definitely tell him exactly where Tomura is off hiding in the mountains of Kyoto, because that’s the kind of extremely sensitive strategic intel that real best friends don’t keep from one another! Can you guys believe Hawks spent all that time trying to cozy up to fucking Dabi of all people when this whole time Twice was right fucking there. I bet you Twice would never have asked him to kill Best Jeanist and tote around his remains in a knapsack. Anyway so the chapter ends with the heroes launching what I assume is a surprise attack in where I assume is Kyoto, which probably explains that whole “on that day the heroes vanished” bit from the previous chapter. So let’s all wish them good luck, especially because THEY BROUGHT THE FUCKING KIDS WITH THEM GODDAMMIT. Oh my babies. Please be safe.
so I think I’m gonna go back to the Friday schedule since it just works better for me. just gotta remember to take the translations with a grain of salt, but all in all the quality last week wasn’t too bad, and overall the pros outweigh the cons
(ETA: the quality actually went down a lot this time honestly, but Friday still > Sunday in terms of me having the time to read this, so it is what it is.)
well this is interesting!
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“in the absence of Endeavor” ? ??? the what now??? “oh yeah did we forget to mention, he’s gone now. we did some focus groups and made a few tweaks based on what the fans said they wanted.” well shit. let this be a warning to you all. it can happen JUST LIKE THAT
um. but I mean, that’s all well and good but uhhhh. [nervous glance toward Ujiko, Tomura, the 100k army, and the 11 noumus] ...
but maybe he’s just absent for the cover though. (ETA: yeah this makes a lot more sense after reading the last page of this chapter lol.) anyway so here we have everyone flying, as all good heroes do, including Deku who doesn’t really need that floating quirk after all I suppose, since he can jump real good. BUT IT’S STILL NICE FOR HIM TO HAVE IT SO SHHH
also the flower!Kacchan eyes are becoming more and more frequent lately. Horikoshi is really having a lot of fun with that
and now we’re going back roughly two months ago! which is still the future as far as I’m concerned! so this is really weird to have a “flashback” that basically still takes place after where we last left off. but whatever
“a week after the ‘hospital’ tip” well thank you, that certainly does help. so Twice is jogging in and beckoning to his best bud Hawks so Hawks is like “?” and walking over
(ETA: this has absolutely nothing to do with anything, but I just wanted to say that it’s very possible this flashback is actually taking place on Shouto’s birthday -- January 11th -- given the timing, so happy birthday Shouto! you are getting so big!)
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lol see this is one of those times where the whole ‘translation of a translation’ thing doesn’t really work sob. even with context I’m not quite sure wtf Twice is actually asking, but at any rate this at least does give us an idea of how the rest of the League is spending their time now that they’ve completed their whole villain corporate merger
so Spinner and Compress, who actually have a few brain cells to rub together between the two of them, are already deeply involved in running things, and meanwhile Giran, Dabi, and Toga don’t really give a shit and so are content to sit back and wait until their services are actually needed. incidentally I like to think Giran spends a good chunk of his free time just tormenting ReDestro in a bunch of really small and petty ways. like making him get his coffee, and having him call and cancel his cable subscription and stuff. it’s just nice
guys I have no idea wtf is going on in these four panels honestly
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well you heard him. that’s the situation. nobody trusts Twice (or was he talking about Hawks?), and meanwhile he has to go poo. not exactly where I thought this chapter would be picking up after that fun little cliffhanger last week, but just goes to show this series truly is a magical Kinder Egg and you never know what you’re gonna get!
so Hawks is explaining for my benefit that Twice was apparently doing an impression of some guy named “Sanctum” who is the oldest member of the MLA
holy shit it took Hawks a whole month to figure out all of the Pliff members? I’m just gonna pass then. thankfully I’m not a spy and I don’t have the fate of the free world depending on me memorizing the organizational chart of a bunch of really boring people whom I really do not give the slightest fuck about. anyway godspeed Hawks
oh no
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son of a bitch. we’re in for another long fucking arc aren’t we lmao. well all right then let’s go ahead and do the rundown
Black 1: Fuhrer King Bradley
Black 2: Flying Ace
Black 3: Mother Ginger
Violet 1: Super Mario and Just A Bald Man
Violet 2: Predator and Best Sweaterist
Violet 3: Vizard and Gang Badger
in conclusion, Horikoshi will never stop making Alien/Predator references, and I’m also seeing some strong FMA and Bleach influence here as well. hell, the Mario guy even reminds me of some of the fishman characters from One Piece. so basically we’re all over the place here
other observations: “the new world movement”, huh? are they moving on from PLF at long last? I’ll take Newm over Pliff any day tbh
and so they have a tactical force and a raid force. now that’s interesting as fuck, because who exactly are they planning to raid? now that’s a nice disturbing question to ponder
lastly, the black and violet color schemes are very interesting and I wonder if there’s any significance there that’s going over my head lol. for now I just think it sounds cool regardless
-- MOTHERFUCKER THERE’S A WHOLE NOTHER PAGE OF THIS SHIT FUCK ME I FUCKING QUIT
goddammit. fine
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Carmine 1: Lefty Hair and Gerudo Princess
Carmine 2: Slidin’ Go Away and R2-D2
and I can’t see Carmine 3, oh well. meanwhile on the other side we’ve got:
Cleveland 1: Praying Mantis and Righty Hair
Cleveland 2: Jawa and Just Happy To Be Here
and last but not least, Cleveland 3: Badger’s Revenge
what I have learned from this is that I don’t really know what a badger looks like and so any remotely rodent-looking animal person with stripes on their face is going to be slapped with that label because I don’t have time to research what would be a more appropriate animal nickname unless we want to be here until next week. anyway
haha Hawks what the fuck
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well that sure is encouraging. so how exactly are the heroes supposed to get the drop on them then? basically we’re fucked, is what you’re saying. well we all been knew so whatever
so Hawks is monologuing to himself about how he was able to nice his way into learning all of the army’s members without getting caught, and in the process he observed how all of the members are all “FUCK THE SYSTEM”, which they definitely have a point about but are also definitely going about the wrong way holy shit
so now he’s feeding some good rabble-rousing lines to Twice who is eating them up
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yeah, because Twice famously loves ReDestro lol, oh wait
so Twice is all “I don’t wanna say something that’s not from the heart” because he is PURE and not a Sneaky Sam like SOME PEOPLE! but he understands Hawks’s point that he basically just has to butter them up and tell them what they want to hear, and now he’s running off with a hearty thanks
fffffson of a --
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like, you all can see the breakdown in logic that occurred here, right? “some heroes are corrupt” -- absolutely! “kill all heroes” -- wait, what
like obviously there are some real world parallels here. but I very much get the feeling that the PLF/NWM’s movement is fueled less by sentiments of “our law enforcement system is trigger-happy, racist, void of empathy, and think they’re above the law” and more by the notion of “our self-proclaimed superiority gives us the right to do whatever we want and trumps other people’s right to be safe and free, particularly if those people are unfortunate enough to not have quirks.” like, there are a lot of other nuances we could get into here, but that’s basically the gist of it, so yeah. these guys are not to be sympathized with here
and now there’s a big double page spread basically confirming that what these guys really want is blood and anarchy
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and the really interesting thing here to me is that we can see Tomura standing at the front of the pack in that bottom right panel. but on the very next panel, with the close-up of Hawks looking as serious as we’ve ever seen him, he basically says that the endgame of all this, the ultimate outcome that this is all meant to bring into place, is one thing and one thing only
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yep. well fuck
anyway I have no idea why he’s thanking Twice, but I’m gonna go ahead and guess he unknowingly did something which might give the heroes the potential glimmer of hope which they desperately need. so I will go ahead and thank you too, Twice. you’re a good guy buddy
oh wow there’s a whole page of more meta about Twice! -- and OH SHITTTTTTT
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LKDsjflkjsdlfklskgjlskjlfkjsdlfk oh my fkfdjflk how did this never occur to me, just. FSDKLFLSIFKjk
hahaha. :’) holy fucking shit. they have to take him out. they can’t win otherwise. the heroes are already screwed enough as it is with just one Tomura and eleven high ends to contend with; if Twice is able to use his quirk to multiply that exponentially, we can basically kiss the world goodbye. fuck
but Hawks came to realize that Twice is actually a good guy though as echoed above! which, yeah, and can you imagine if he wasn’t, though? shiiit
oh my god they are so cute
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listen, I won’t lie, I’m reading this for my 1-A children first and foremost, so there’s a part of me that’s like “HOW MANY MORE PAGES ARE WE GOING TO GET OF THIS JESUS CHRIST.” but there’s no denying that Jin is a good turnip and his unexpected friendship with Hawks -- which I am happy to report is now confirmed to be genuine! because Hawks really does like him! -- is a delight to witness
OH MY GOD TWICE LMAO
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“HERE, LET ME JUST DRAW YOU A MAP! (⌒∇⌒。)ANYTHING FOR YOU, BEST FRIEND”
holy fucking shit Twice. did you just save all our asses you beautiful bastard
so between this, and the “hospital” clue, that could be enough to track him down, couldn’t it? no wonder Hawks was so pumped after getting that call. what are the odds this chapter ends with the start of a hero-led raid on a hospital in Kyoto. oh shit oh shit oh shit
lolol oh fuck me
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I swear to god Horikoshi if you end this bromance by having Hawks kill Twice for the sake of the greater good, I’ll. ... well I sure as hell won’t like that. please do not
AND JUST LIKE THAT WE’RE BACK TO SPRINGTIME OH MY GOD
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what a time to enter the first fucking grade Dai-kun. godspeed little man. I love the little detail that he’s holding an Endeavor plush while looking at the All Might statue. drawing strength from both heroes. aww
and then of course we have this fucking march of heroes which I can only hope is them heading to that hospital! no wonder they all vanished. they all ran off to Kyoto to try and put a stop to the villains’ plans before it’s too late
but I don’t see any of the kiddos there, though? don’t tell me the villains are gonna try something while the adults are away and leave the kids to deal with it all on their own
oh shit no!!! hold up!!
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DON’T TELL ME THEY REALLY DID BRING THE KIDS WITH THEM ON THE EXTREMELY DANGEROUS “TIME TO GET OUR ASSES HANDED TO US BY NOUMURAKI TOMURA” MISSION NOOO MY BABIESSS
oh thank god
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at least they don’t have the child soldiers on the front fucking lines, fucking christ
AHHHHHHHHH
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SAY A PRAYER FOR KATSUKI’S WINTER COSTUME, EVERYONE. BE AT PEACE, SLEEVES OF GONDOR. FAREWELL BEST JEANIST TRIBUTE COLLAR
is this T chest thing on Shouto’s costume new? I can’t imagine that serves any sort of practical function whatsoever; he was probably just tired of looking boring
BUT!!!! those gloves, though!!?! now those are definitely new and I fucking love them. again I can’t really see them having much of a practical application given his quirk, but there is nothing wrong with upgrading oneself just to look sharp! boy wanted a facelift so he went out and got one
that’s some nice Anime Protagonist Wind they’ve got going on there in the mountains of Kyoto. real epic shit
1-B is there too!! and also Hadou, I think, unless that’s Pony? so that’s fucking awesome. we will certainly need all hands on deck
so that’s it for the chapter! not much happened, but we got a lot of Twice appreciation and learned that the heroes still have a few tricks up their sleeves! can’t wait to see how this will all go disastrously wrong. if you ask me, it’s probably when they decided that the best way to launch a surprise attack was to have fifty Endeavor-led guys gather all together and march up Main Street. but far be it from me to tell the heroes how to do their job I guess. best of luck not dying everyone
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