#merctxt

[msmercedesbenz]

Crossposting but like I keep thinking about the tweet I saw that was like "gousotsu isn't yuri, Rika and Satoko are just friends" and proceeded to thread a bunch of bullshit about how they love each other differently than Shion and Keiichi and whatever. But like I don't care about any of that, it's fuckin yuri, betch. I will duel a mother fucker to the death,

#merctxt #gousotsu #higurashi

[roseofmortality]

im having one hell of a time between the very real possibility of beast merlin/merlin alter and possible summer yurius

#merctxt #and im playing through lb6 and losing my entire shit

[msmercedesbenz]

They should invent a Discord server where I feel comfortable enough to become a regular in.

#merctxt #I have like one but it's dead most of the time #people are scary and I have nothing good to add to any convo

[msmercedesbenz]

Saw like a worryingly mean post about someone I follow from another person I follow and it didn't feel like it was justified like at all. Like it only cited that they didn't consume certain media which is kind of bizarre to me to get that upset over. Just sucks to see people just trash someone for frankly lame reasons while we already have an infighting problem.

#merctxt #like it's fine to not like someone and block them but it's another thing to just throw hate at them #at least like they didn't name drop the person

[msmercedesbenz]

Actually based, me too buddy.

#merctxt #dr. stone

[msmercedesbenz]

"Your Tags" is like unusable right now holy shit, bots literally every other posts it's awful.

#merctxt #something tells me it's only going to get worse

[msmercedesbenz]

I swear, I'll be reading posts on here or hanging out with people and just end up thinking I don't have a personality.

#merctxt #I hardly relate to a lot of posts by my de mographic #and I can barely speak a word out to anybody in person #it kind of fucking sucks

[msmercedesbenz]

Being ace kinda depresses me because like I like the concept of having sex but then when I have it it's just like "meh, kinda wish I was doing literally anything else".

#merctxt #Only time it isn't like that is when I'm in a manic state #hyperfocusing on people is like the only thing that makes it enjoyable

[msmercedesbenz]

Every single little detail I read about bottom surgery pushes me farther and farther away from it ever being my reality

#merctxt #fucking sucks

[msmercedesbenz]

I am now a year older and a year closer to becoming a mature woman

#merctxt

[msmercedesbenz]

The month of me gave me too much power actually. 😔

#merctxt

[msmercedesbenz]

Feels like, as transwomen, we can never fucking win. I constantly see posts about the struggles we face from different and sometimes even conflicting issues that it just depresses the shit out of me. I feel my own, too, of course. it's just so rough to see. I wish I could give all of us the happiness we deserve.

#merctxt

[roseofmortality]

update on trans stuff i bought my first binder today. funnily enough on friday my dad was like 'i think you are making a huge mistake' and it made me depressed as fuck cause i do seek the approval of others especially my parents for stuff. had to be reminded that i am an adult and that i can do whatever i want. so here we are

#merctxt

[msmercedesbenz]

Sorry to ya'll who followed for the Umineko liveblog, I've been going through some stuff and haven't had the energy to play recently. Hoping I can get back to it sooner rather than later.

#merctxt #mercwtc

[msmercedesbenz]

Tumblr be giving me that DOPAMINE today hooo boy

#merctxt

[msmercedesbenz]

Kind of wish I liveblogged my experience with My Girlfriend's Not Here Today because that shit had me HOWLING, A+ tier content. Us crazy bitches stan Fuuko.

#merctxt #its honestly some of the wildest shit I've read in a hot minute #I desperately need more of it in my life