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louscartridge · 2 years

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girls?

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requested by- @sublimecatgalaxy

cw- not rly proof read, barely mentions of fighting (demo dog), enimies to lovers, uhhhhh i dont think anything else tbh.

summary - robin is unsure if her enemy likes her back or not untill she makes a bold move.

“did you see her hair when the hair tie fell out?!” robin continued to daze to steve doing her eyeliner in the passenger seat of steves car.

“robin-”

she cut his speaking off and put her hand down from her face for a minute to look at steve. “now yes steve i now it wasent exactly the best time to find something attractive but..that was attractive!” she looked at him with a “duh!” face almost saying ‘i mean you like girls! you gotta admit, that was hot!’ without actually saying that.

what robin was currently talking ab was when you were fighting a demo dog, swinging around so much your hair tie fell out of your hair, letting strands stick to the sweat on your face and some still loose from behind you. so yeah. not really the best moment to be crushing but oh well what can you do right?

“i think i should ask her out.” robin bluntly started.

“are you sure you want to do that?” steve asked hoping robin would think about this but instead she immediately replied with a strong ‘yes’

“ok but listen i can think of atleast two reasons why you shouldnt do that!”

“oh reaally mr. lady puller? you want her that bad?” robin teased seriously and rolled her eyes.

once steve pulls into a spot in the school parking lot he turns in his seat to look at his (quite frankly only) friend and smacks her hand causing her to drop her eyeliner.

“hey!” robin went to unnecessarily banter.

“no robin ok listen! for one we dont even know if she likes woman and two she hates you!” steve yells mater of a factly.

“yeah well one can be solved by me asking her out doofus. and two shell know i dont hate her once i ask her out. so really! asking her out will clear everything up!” robin states mater of a factly.

not wanting to be late to class for once steve gives up.

time skip bc i suck

“hi” robin cheekishly said to you.

“hi?” you said back in a undertone.

“uh- are- are you hurt to bad from yesterday?”

“no. not really... it just kinda sucks that i have to like- hide from everyone you know?”

“oh trust me i know.” as robin was talking she saw you open a mini cupcake.

“oh my god! y/n!” she randomly shouted.

“oh my god! robin!” you copy sarcastically.

“i just saw you open the cupcake, duh, im right here of course im gonna see you open it but it reminded me that i made a cake yesterday its like red velvet with chocolate icing that i might add also made myself it took me so long and i was scared like so scared that i was goint to like explode something but guess what? i didnt!”

as she kept rambling you slowly smiled remembered something steve told you.

“when robin likes someone she can not stop talking. like she starts talking non stop and really fast.”

“robin.” you cut her off

“yes?” she quickly replied.

“do you like me?”

“yes. no! maybe? i dont now how do you feel about me?”

“how i feel about you is if you were to say you like me.. i wouldnt say i didnt like you too.”

“well then yeah. i do like you. y/n”

“i like you too robin.”

“i like your smile.”

one thing being said right after the other untill robin started ramling again. but this time you decided to cut her off.

“will you be my girl friend?”

robin just stared at you in shock making random hand movements sometimes making some stuttering noises.

“robin?” you say in a sing songingly voice.

“uh- yes? yes! i will be your girlfriend!”

the moment was cut when steve came up behind robin.

“aha! yes! she likes you! thank you for not listening to me!”

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mildcicada · 3 years

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I never thought not knowing what to expect could be so fun, so I was feeling rather excited.

#my art #danganronpa #dr #izuru kamukura #huh.#i genuinely have nothing to say?#this drawing doesnt mean anything to me #not in a. bad way i just...hm usualy i have stuff to ramble ab at least semi related to the drawing #i guess im rambling ab not having anything to ramble about now #ill just start talking ab something i think #im rlly in the mood for specifically kamukura-centric fics..so im looking for those right now #OH WAIT ALSO. i can barely draw one thing every 2 weeks at this point 😔 help what happened #its not even like art block or anything...i just dont care enough lol #like i could just never draw again and be fine lol #obviously i wont let myself just stop drawing though lol #its the only hobby thats stayed consistent #i always flip flop between moods where i can barely draw one thing in a month and then go right back to drawing daily #ITS LIKE IM HIBERNATING #i gottta sleep trhoujf this art winter and then wake back up in springg #the bear still wakes up to shift around its den though. i am the bear and the shifting around is making art #did i establish that i am a bear in this scenario #okay i have nothing else to say #HELP I LOOKED BACK AT THE TAGS I MADE. I USED LOL IN LIKE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM #i need to use lol after everything i say to make it less serious 😌#i drew this a few days ago but just now got around to posting it lol

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keisl0vergirl · 2 years

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YOURE WHAT??!

parings — hyung line!bts x reader (separate)

genre — fluff

summary — accidentally finding out that you’re pregnant with another members baby

authors note — worded it weird so longer description :

you and member 1 are in a relationship, member 2 finds out that your pregnant with 1’s baby..

seokjin

— [in a relationship w yoongi]

jin was observant, he could spot things before others but decided to stay quiet about them

this was simply because he wanted to lol

but when he somehow connected the signs and timings of your sickness and their tour return, he couldn’t keep quiet

knowing something so precious was putting him on edge and he needed to speak to you about it.. now.

but he really wasn’t expecting to see your shocked expression, lip trembling as you explained why he had to keep quiet

“im thE FIRST TO FIND OUT? WHY DOESNT YOONGI KNOW AB—” you shoved your hand over his mouth, stopping him from shouting anything else. “he’s gonna know if you don’t stop shouting… please. i just haven’t had the time to tell him, okay?” jin stared at you, lips pressed firm in a straight line. “you spend 23 hours a day together.” you sighed, “i know that but… fine. i was scared of how he would react. what if he’s too busy for us? i don’t wanna break our heart.” rubbing your stomach you discreetly rolled your eyes, jin was not the person you’d expect to be having this conversation with, but it didn’t mean you were upset, just surprised. “i can’t say much but im sure you won’t be disappointed. just tell him when you have the chance, don’t make him wait too long.” “don’t make who wait for what?” yoongi stood a meter away, eyes slightly squinted. “oh erm…”well i guess we’re doing this now…

yoongi

— [in a relationship w hoseok]

yoongi had always filled the big brother role for you

he was someone you clicked with almost immediately, his platonic other half

hoseok was more than supportive of your friendship; he liked seeing you connect with family

so it was no surprise you ran to yoongi the second you found out as your anxiety was getting the best of you

“we’ve been here for 4 hours, your time is up.” yoongi reached for your sweaty hand, attempting to pull you off of his couch. “waIT WAIT!” throwing yourself back, you landed in the same spot you’d been rethinking your entire life in. hoseok was right next door, his booming cackles radiating through the once quiet building as him and namjoon continued doing whatever they were doing. “what if—” yoongi stopped you before you could begin your rambles again, “you know he’s not like that.” “you don’t even know what i was going to say.” you deadpanned and he raised an eyebrow, urging you to go on. “hm. what if.. he wants a boy first and i give birth to a girl so he kicks us out and i have to raise her in the streets??” … “out.” yoongi pulled open the door, foot rapidly tapping. “hoseok loves you, there’s no reason to worry. at all. now go out there and tell him before i do.” you took a deep breath, slowly striding with wobbly legs. before you could leave yoongi pulled you into a hug, “believe in him y/n. he loves you more than anything that has ever walked this earth. you got this.”

hoseok

— [in a relationship with namjoon]

hoseok had played a strong role in your relationship as he was the one who introduced you to namjoon

he was also the one who solved any petty arguments

which is why you knew he would be the most trustworthy person to speak too

“i took the test yesterday and it was positive.” you gulped, mentally preparing yourself for his screams. but there was nothing. a soft smile fell on his lips. “y-you’re pregnant?” he sniffled, his heart has never felt so full. his best friends were going to be parents, and he was going to be the best uncle ever. “yeah, i know it’s a shock but—” your words were muffled as he buried your head on his chest. “you have to tell namjoon, having kids with you is like his biggest dream.” he giggled, turning you around and holding your shoulders. you didn’t realise where he was leading you until the familiar chuckle of namjoon bubbled through the corridor. stopping in front of the door, you spun, facing hoseok with your eyes large. “wait here, okay? i need you to do something for me.” pulling out your phone you unlocked it and pressed record. “don’t let him see you though.” so as you told namjoon the best news he had ever recieved, hoseok stood in the shadows. phone in his hands, tears in his eyes and a bright grin on his face.

namjoon

— [in a relationship with jin]

namjoon had this ability of being somewhere at the wrong time

he also had this ability of being really nosy and eavesdropping by accident

you had the ability of talking to yourself out loud, often forgetting others could hear you

mix the two and what do you get?? a damn mess.

namjoon paused, head snapping to see if he was right about what he just overheard. he didn’t do it purposely, jokingly listening to your murmurs. but he certainly didn’t expect you to publicly blurt out a secret that huge. “HUUHH?” you jumped, squealing as you placed a hand on your chest. namjoons random outburst terrified you for a second before you connected the dots and repeated what you had just said. “oh. OH… oh..? :o” you attempted to act as if you were clueless to what was going on but one look into his widened eyes and your resolve cracked. “please don’t tell him. i was waiting until after your show.” namjoon hummed, “i wasn’t planning to.. but congratulations. you’re gonna make a great mother.” he hugged you before running off onto the stage for a sound check.

#bts x reader #bts fanfiction #bts fluff #bts angst #bts scenarios #bts drabble #namjoon x reader #bts headcanons #jin x reader #jin fluff #hoseok fluff #hoseok x reader #namjoon headcanons #namjoon fluff #yoongi headcanons #min yoongi x reader #yoongi fluff #bts hyung line

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limitlessgojo · 3 years

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Blood Bound: Red Strings of Fate (Ch 3)

Warnings: Action, Coarse Language, Fighting, Descriptions of Blood

Previous Chapter: The Rebirth

Next Chapter: Cherry Blossom Storm

Tags: Soulmates AU, Angst, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Fem!Reader

Taglist: @lessie-oxj, @rizzo-nero, @whoreuc

Notes: If you want to be tagged for every update, please mention it in the comments below ty.

Chapter 3: What's Your Ideal Type?

Todo senpai looked you over and was seemingly checking you out thoroughly. ‘Are all the seniors like this here?!’ You wondered.

You tried to hide behind Noritoshi senpai who put a hand over you protectively. His sleeve was wide enough to block out your entire body from view. At this, Todo’s eyebrow raised. Oh? Noritoshi's interested in a cute girl?

“I’m sorry senpai, what do you mean by that question?” you asked, thinking that you just misheard him. "Exactly what I meant. Who is your type?"

"Todo" Noritoshi said in warning. There was a dark edge to his voice and his entire body tensed as he prepared to fight.

"Answer me. Or else I'll beat you." He smirked and ripped off his jacket.

You stared agape and clung onto Noritoshi's spread arm sleeves. "Eh? EHHH?! I don't want anyone to get hurt. But I don't want to say something so personal to a stranger."

"Todo Aoi. 16 years old. I like tall girls with big cute butts. My favorite idol is Takada-chan. Call me Todo Senpai. Pleasure to meet you. Now we are friends." He grinned maniacally.

You shook your head in a daze. This man is insane. "I guess I can tell you… but only when the both of us are alone."

Noritoshi looked at you affronted and slightly offended. Why would you leave him out of it?! "Ah as much as possible I don't like telling people such things, because I'm a bit of a private person. But since Todou senpai also shared his type of girl, I feel like I can share my ideal man." You reasoned, seeing how Noritoshi senpai felt left out.

"Fine with me. Let's go outside the building then." Todou smirked.

Alarm bells were ringing in Noritoshi's head. Last year, back when he first met Todo, he got beat into a pulp for not answering said question.

He stood protectively over you, blocking you from Todo's view and said, "No. You'll just end up hurting her."

"Tch, don't get in my way Kamo. You're always such a huge pain in the ass. You never even answered my question and it's been a year. I'm pretty sure you have a boring ideal type." Todo huffed out.

"I'll beat you up then." Todo grinned as Noritoshi made no moves to leave your side.

Todo rushed forward, ready to hit Noritoshi, while Noritoshi held onto a blood bag to defend himself. But you moved the fastest. You quickly stood in front of Noritoshi, moving past him silently, and held out a single hand.

Todo froze. Literally. He couldn't move his hands, arms, legs. He can't activate his cursed technique like this, and you knew it. The use of hand movement is a very significant part of Jujutsu Techniques.

Your technique gave you an edge above the rest, making you very effective at combat against other Jujutsu sorcerers. Which is why an esper as capable as you only appears once in every 200 years in your family.

Noritoshi stood impressed. Your cursed energy output was very steady. "Todo senpai. I'm so sorry and pardon me for immobilising you, but let's take this outside and leave Noritoshi senpai out of it."

With a snap of your fingers, you released him from your technique and he staggered to the ground. His muscles felt all tight and painful.

You turned to Noritoshi. "Noritoshi senpai, it's okay. I'm quite capable at defense. He won't be able to reach me." You confidently stated with a smile. "Are you okay?" You checked on him.

He gave a slight scoff, "I should be the one asking you that! This man here is dangerous…. And he also happens to be a classmate of mine." Noritoshi sighed out.

Todo grunted. "Don't talk about me like I'm not here. Cmon lets go outside and just answer my question already."

"After you Todo senpai." You motioned, then followed him outside. As soon as you were a certain distance from Noritoshi, you activated a cubical barrier which blocked off sound.

Todo looked impressed. "You're a first year?! At this level? Color me amazed little girl."

You were unamused. "I'm not a little girl. I'm currently 15 years old and my ideal type is a guy who is at least a head taller than me. Black hair. Cute sleepy eyes. Nice big hands. Someone who may come off as cool or detached to others but is warm with me. The gap Moe is the most important part." By the end of it you were rambling.

Todo looked at you with a knowing glint. "Big hands? That's all?" You flushed thinking about abs and pecs. "Ahh uhmm, the other things aren't really ….. appropriate for me to say??"

"Don't hold back. I won't tell anyone else and I don’t judge. I just want to size you up. You can know a person just based on their fetishes."

Fetishes?! "Uhhh… a nice set of abs… and pecs…. But he doesn't have to be too muscular, I like a fit guy who is on the slender and graceful side…."

"Do you realize that Kamo fits your ideal type?!" He howled out with laughter. "SHHHH TODO SENPAI SHUSHH". You screeched, momentarily forgetting that you had a barrier up.

"Wait … Does he have nice abs?! Oh man I'm not gonna be able to get that image out of my mind now…" You groaned.

"You have good taste. Finally, someone who has a decent fetish, Tsuchi Chan." Todo grinned down at you. He patted you on the shoulder. "Good luck with him. He's as dense as they come. I'm also still looking forward to sparring with you."

"I-im not interested in Noritoshi Senpai!" You huffed out with red cheeks. "Please don't assume things." You were in denial. And Todo senpai knew it.

"I don't think that's how it works, Tsuchi Chan." He was still laughing at you.

You harrumphed. "Also why are you so interested in sparring with me anyways?"

"You have a lot of cursed energy. Way more than anyone else here in Kyoto Jujutsu High. I sensed that and with my brilliant IQ of 135000, I am assuming you would be a powerful opponent. Which was why I felt like I wanted to battle you." Todo said truthfully.

Oh. That's nice. "Well I hope to do so also when we have training together." You clapped your hands and the barrier fell apart.

Noritoshi rushed over to you and hovered his hands over you. You turned to him with one hand up, "I'm all good. It's all good Noritoshi senpai." You smiled up at him.

He scanned your eyes before nodding and face darkening when he turned back to Todo, who was staring at him intently. "Are you done interrogating her Todo?"

"It wasn't so much interrogation as it was a good chat hey?" He smiled at you. You tilted your head in a meh kind of way and stood to hold onto Noritoshi's sleeve. "It was okay, but it's still weird to ask people about their fetishes after meeting them for the first time."

Noritoshi's heart fluttered when you took hold of the edges of his sleeve.

"So, are you going to tell us who's your type Kamo?" Todo asked.

Your heart skipped a beat as you let go of the sleeve as you took a step backwards. "Uhhh I'm not sure if I'm supposed to intrude on this convo..."

"Someone who I can trust. Someone honest and who will stay by my side for a long time." He said coolly. You drank in his words, forever etching them into your memory.

Trustworthy. Honest. Loyal.

"Boooooring. You’re a boring person Kamo." Todo yawned and stretched. "Only Tsuchi Chan is interesting so far. Everyone else has shitty taste."

Noritoshi looked over at you curiously, but you pointedly avoided his gaze. "Todo senpai it's a secret between us you promised." You pouted.

But he only waved his hand, "I'm not that much of a bad sport. A secret will stay a secret, and it's safe with me."

You nodded and sighed in relief.

"So are you both out on a date right now? I've been meaning to ask." Todo senpai smiled.

Evil. He is evil. You and Noritoshi both flushed bright red and stammered out, "No no no."

"I was showing her around the campus."

"Noritoshi senpai is kind enough to bring me around campus."

"Hmmmm… then would you mind if I join the two of you?" Todo asked.

"Yes we do mind. I'd prefer it if it was only the two of us." Noritoshi irritably spoke. He just wasn't in the mood to deal with Todo right now.

You quickly whipped your head to face him in surprise. He jolted at your movement, and his face softened when your eyes met. "Of course if you don't mind or want him to tag along he can. I just want to help you familiarise yourself with the campus.”

You stammered out something ineligible but you were saved by Todo senpai.

“I was only kidding. Takada chan has a live stream in 10 minutes and that is way more important. Enjoy your not-date around campus.” Todo called out with a wave of his hand as he turned back to the dorms.

“What on earth just happened?” you laughed out loud as you and Noritoshi made your way to the classrooms. He shook his head. “I don’t even want to think about it anymore.”

Feel free to ask me anything if you have any questions about the fic and the characters. I will answer as long as it won't be a major spoiler^^/ 💜Mon

Blood Bound: Table of Contents

#kamo noritoshi #jjk x reader #jjk x y/n #kamo noritoshi x reader #jjk x oc #jjk fanfic #jjk imagines #noritoshi fluff #jujutsu kaisen kyoto school #todo aoi #blood bound #red strings of fate

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slutabed · 3 years

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jabed itf anon here!

i am watching community with my mom. it’s her first time watching it, and we just got to season four. (she thought jeff was gonna choose abed for his tango partner in the hunger deans—i feel like that is worth noting.)

CW for the next part of this message: jeff’s G.I.Jeff suicide attempt

but also i would like to discuss the implications of jeff and abed being the ones to help each other out of their internal crises. jeff’s “winger speeches” pull abed out of his happy places and help him accept oncoming change. whereas abed is jeff’s symbol of family in the finale that pulls him out of his head when he’s scared of the future. while im not a super huge fan of season four, i do think it’s interesting that they’re set up as each other’s guidance when they’re struggling. just how they both seem to be afraid of the future and seek out the other’s voice in their heads for comfort. (and then i think this point could also be made for G.I.Jeff when abed is the one to break through jeff’s fantasized world when he’s scared of growing older, but overall im not a fan of how that episode glosses over jeff’s almost suicide, so i’m not really interested in inspecting that episode’s relationship dynamics when i feel jeff’s character and mental health deserved more proper fleshing out in it.)

anyway all this to say i guess i would just like to know what your thoughts are about the way the show sets them up to be each other’s sort of.... anchor.... maybe would be the word?? tether? i’m not sure. i know dan harmon always said they were two sides of the same coin and that post-s6 it would be interesting to see how they now have to exist without the other immediately around. anyway enough of my ramblings. i hope you’re well! <3

jabed intro to film anon ily and I'm sorry it took so long to get back to you lol <3 also I’m putting this under a read more because this got long af lol.

(I'm gonna ignore the whole part of both abed and jeff being dan harmon’s self-insert characters thing bc I think that’s obviously why they’re so developed as characters and work so well as twin sides of the same coin but that’s not as interesting as just taking the characters as they are lol)

but yeah I love the jeff/abed dichotomy! I obviously like jabed as a fun lil side project to my main trobed fixation but even in the trobed universe the jeff & abed friendship is so compelling. they work well because abed is, on the surface, so diametrically opposed to everything jeff wants to appear to be on the surface, and yet the reality is that abed is EXACTLY what jeff actually wants to be: wholly confident in himself, cognizant of what he wants, and unafraid to just go after it. and abed’s view of Jeff as the leading man is a fun little trope that exists within his lens of life as TV, but it’s also representative of the things Abed doesn’t actually think he can have (namely understanding, close relationships to other people, all the things he mentions over time but particularly in Contemporary American Poultry and Virtual Systems Analysis).

I'm probably one of the few people who actually enjoyed season four (it has its characterization issues but I don’t actually hate it the way most people seem to), and so I really, really love the way the intro and finale mirror each other with Jeff and Abed helping to pull each other out of their own minds. There are a ton of incredible fics by v talented writers on AO3 that address the way Jeff and Abed probably have a lot of equal and opposite issues that they would be really adept at helping each other navigate.

ahh idk I think I’m rambling here. I’m not sure I have anything poignant to add to this concept except that I do love them as a dichotomy, and whether platonic or romantic, I think it works. I think they both kind of help to keep each other grounded. I think it’s funny that Jeff is sort of the one to pull Abed out of his fantasy and is always sort of the one trying to remind Abed life is not a sitcom, and then at the end of season 4 it’s like he’s almost internalized Abed’s view of things too much and then in turn needs Abed to pull him back out of his own mind.

The only thing I really??? really?????? really?????????? hate is the moment in Basic RV Repair and Palmistry when Jeff slaps Abed when he’s struggling to differentiate between reality and fantasy. I like season 6 just fine but I feel like they kind of fucked with Jeff’s character for no reason with no true resolution? And treating Abed like that seemed super out of character especially compared to the season 4 way they were able to pull each other out of their fantasy worlds. AND the fact that when Jeff is freaking out about Abed’s movie, Abed is the one to bring him back down to earth, and then just a few episodes later we see Jeff back to not understanding Abed’s perspective and, by his own admission, abusing him for it which is just so ???? to me.

So yeah sorry to take so long to respond to this and basically give you no clear coherent response! The answer is just: yes, I love Jeff and Abed as mirror images/polar opposites/twin sides of the same coin. I think they absolutely work as anchors and tethers to each other and I’m devastated about the way season 6 handles it. But I think the tethers absolutely work and make me insanely emotional about the series pilot and finale because the fact that Abed is the reason Jeff was able to assemble the group at all, and then also the last of the leaving group members Jeff says goodbye to.......I don’t have anything coherent to say about it I just love it a lot.

#jeff winger #abed nadir #jabed #jabed anon #anonymous #asks

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neo-shitty · 3 years

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toffee!

no dearest, dont worry, ive been super busy with exams and auditions so i couldnt reply to this, super sorry ;n; but im here now so here we go!

mmm same, tasteful smut is preferable, tho rare. oh no! pls dont feel pressured to follow me on anything, i post very sporadically on that acc so you probably wont see much yet haha

hehe sometimes it just be like that. mmm real life isnt happy, so it makes sense that angst is more realistic, plus people are shitty /hj so its easier to have smth to base the characters and action off. but if angst is what you feel comfortable with, im glad you found it and you can write it so well!

yes i totally agree! they just suck you in, there is no escape. mmm indeed. i guess i just (and im sure you feel the same way) wish that they would be able to stick to what they are good at, and what they enjoy, rather than what will make them the most money and recognition

hehe i dont mind! im here if you wanna rant abt the amazingness that is he, i know the feeling of almost bursting from having to talk abt smth and not being able to :) yesss hes just so comfortable and familar even tho obviously we dont and can never truly know him. hes just like a good good friend. (albeit one whos abs we rave abt). :( ohh im sorry you were in a bad place, but its good that you were able to find something to help, im sure channie would be very happy to know he helped someone :) hehe i find myself listening for him in all their tracks, its a bit like felix in that its quite distinctive and very satisfying haha. YES seonghwa is just *wordless mouthing of amazement* mmm, its going to be super hard for them to top that, fever and drunk dazed were *chefs kiss* but hopefully theyll be better soon, ive been so worried abt all of them, with the whole covid thingo, especially nikki, hes only 15 and hes rlly sick away from his parents and his home :(( poor thing. man sunoo's immune system of absolute titanium, hopefully the rest of the boys are feeling better :(

yes i KNOW right. :((( huh i guess its strange cos i cant wait to get out of high school and ur wishing you could go back :') ahh that must be strange

oooh cool! ahuh yes, im sensing a type lol. ooh fellow jake, hyuka and lisa bias! for me, nikki and jennie are bias wreckers and im not super into txt but yES i agree, he always looks impeccable. i see what you mean with jake! hes got this kinda awkward charm from what little ive seen of him. mmm well... as a chan, seonghwa and namjoon bias, i can sympathise with having a definite postion type

no darling! they wouldnt be wasted at ALL. yes, you must tell me if you are ever going to leave here :((

but on brighter topics, i finished all my midterms and had my first therapy session this week so thats good! how are you feeling today? anything else you want to discuss? hope you're doing well :)

<3 w.a. 🐺

yoooo i was starting to worry about where you were but i remembered that you talked about exams. it's alright! take your time. also auditions o.O good luck with that!!

oh don't half joke people are shitty. they really are. funny how we talk about how we're talking about how angst is my element but i just finished writing a fluffy chan fic.

yeah :( i also hope that the money making thing wouldn't be their top priority but it's still a business industry so i get why the marketing is done that way.

i rambled to an irl about chan today so idt my head would explode from keeping chan chitchat in. chan is as safe space as an idol can get for me. i want to thank him for quite literally saving me in 2020 someday. it's the first thing i'll mention if i get to have a fancall with him.

i'm currently waiting for ateez comeback! i'm hoping deja vu won't disappoint bc the song isn't bad at all o.O it takes me back to my 2nd gen roots even. abt enhypen i heard 2 are back and posting? idt they got the worst of the symptoms + they're young and i'm sure their immune systems aren't too weak.

LMAO. it's because high school was a lot easier than uni so if i were to choose from the two evils, i'd choose the lesser one.

abt my biases? really? o.O bc i've always been told that i don't have a clear bias HAJHA. i'm glad we have a few similar biases <33 the definite position type HAJH you and my friends have the same thing going on. she's all for rappers tho.

i'll tell you if i ever choose to leave. i doubt it would be any time soon xd

congratulations on finishing all your midterms and i'm glad you got to go to your therapy session. how was it? i hope you're doing well. go and take care of yourself! reward yourself a little for finishing the exams :>

my feet and legs are sore as fuck. i've been dancing the whole day and i haven't been exercising a lot so a day full of just moving around kinda shocked me. i'll be sleeping in a few though so i hope i feel better in the morning.

#toff.asks #wild anon 🐺

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folkshroom · 3 years

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okokok so i saw u talking ab ur skincare in the tags of a post n now i’m rly interested bc i know NOTHING n my skin is so dry HELP

im sorry i haven't answered this!!! i got some new stuff to add to my routine and i wanted to actually use it before i told ppl it was good or not!

but i GOT U OK my skin is super dry too, even when i was using a heavy moisturizer in the morning (usually around 5-6 am) i would be super super dry and flaky by my work break which is usually around 11!

***this is if i’m not wearing makeup! if i am, the makeup remover cleaners i use are Lush’s 9-5 cleansing balm, or if i’m feeling especially dry/during the winter, i use Lush’s Ultrabland, bc its a little more oil based and moisturizing! after these, the routine is the same!***

1. Lush’s Kalamazoo Cleanser: so this is pretty much the only face wash ive used this long and genuinely think has benefitted my skin! its actually a beard cleanser, but you can use it as a normal face wash too, and its exfoliating bc of the pineapple juice, it doesnt have any texture or beads or anything, so it’s pretty gentle!

2: The Ordinary Niacinamide 10% + Zinc 1%: this one im not going to outright recommend yet, ive only used it for a couple days, but its supposed to help w blemishes and breakouts! i dont have acne prone skin, but i am disabled + have chronic fatigue, so sometimes it’s hard for me to do all of this consistently (and by all of this i mean literally any of it tbh) and i tend to get a bit of acne in my T zone when i dont for a bit!

3. The Ordinary Hyaluronic Acid 2% + B5: this brand is SO amazing and SO affordable!! this is a thin water-based formula, so i use it first! it makes my skin super soft, and i’ve been using it for about a week and have nothing bad to say about it! the very first time i sued this, i could immediately feel how soft and smooth my skin was after i finished my routine, it was shocking (i did in fact make my gf pet my face afterwards)

4: The Ordinary 100% Plant-Derived Squalane: ok remember everything i said about how soft my face was after using step 3? multiply that times 20 and you’ve got this product. it’s an oil based formula, so it’s the last serum-like thing i use, and it is honestly unbelievable, like i said these products are so affordable to begin with, this one is roughly $7 i think? and you only use a few drops, so they last a long time!!!! this one helps w maintaining surface hydration without clogging ur pores n all that, and i absolutely love it even though i’ve only been using it since monday! so much so that when my cat spilled the majority of my bottle, i immediately went out today after work and bought another!

5: Lush’s Celestial Moisturizer: ok this one im not gonna say absolutely 100% go get this. it’s really nice, soaks in well, but is VERY expensive. i got a small sample size in a set from Lush, and ive been using it very very sparingly in only the dries parts of my face, but i wanted to mention it nonetheless.

6: The Ordinary Natural Moisturizing Factors + HA: ok THIS. MOISTURIZER. again, super affordable, about $7 for a decent sized tube, about the size of a face wash tube, and it is AMAZING. it keeps my skin so soft and so moisturized, no more being dry again after 4 hours! its a little heavy, but to be fair i do use a good amount, and it soaks in pretty quickly, probably about 10 minutes or so? and it doesnt make u feel greasy or clog ur pores!!!

so thats it for my daily stuff, but i do use one more product.

so i have pretty dry skin, but it also gets kinda dull and textured weirdly? like foundation doesnt rly sit right on my forehead and stuff, and one a week or so ive been using The Ordinary AHA 30% + BHA 2% Peeling Solution, which is a mild, at-home chemical peel type situation? it went semi viral on tiktok awhile back, its like a blood red color haha. it doesnt feel great, bc its acid, but it kinda feels like when u get hair bleach on ur skin for a minute or so and then it stops, and it just helps my skin look brighter, and also fades acne scars (which is great, bc i have a skin picking issue so i make things worse than they should be) but if u have sensitive skin this is probably a no-go

OK sorry for rambling haha skincare is kind of a special interest of mine i guess? uhhh if u have any other questions lmk!!!!

#skincare #love letters #long post

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inkykeiji · 3 years

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ME TOO CLARI ME TOO my fav thing to do is making someone watch a film that i’ve enjoyed nd observe their reaction all the time hehehe i watch their reactions more than the actual movie pffft

moving onto ur fav film list, your fav film list made me SO happy!! i was so excited to see that most of them were films i’ve watched&wholeheartedly enjoyed ( ^ω^ ) FINALLY SOMEONE APPRECIATING THE ROYAL TENENBAUMS YES!! whenever i mention anderson everyone talks ab the grand budapest hotel so im so happy to see u enjoyed the royal tenenbaums 🥺 also omg u watched burning?!? isn’t it such an amazing film <3 also reservoir dogs and little women and spirited away and ahh i could go on and on forever ab ur list but this ask would be a whole essay so i’ll force myself to hold in cri cri

horror movies are so fascinating aren’t they!!! i love em sm too <3 ari aster n jordan peele r my fav favs when it comes to horror. +the shining and scream! i enjoyed the conjuring series as well :) wait can i drop u a rec, since u love horror i totally recommend a tale of two sisters by kim. one of my all time favs&i have a strong feeling u would love it too! that film has such beautiful cinematography as well (✿╹◡╹)

ahhh my fav films r like, all over the place cuz i don’t have a strong preference/taste, but some of my fav films (that aren’t mentioned above/in ur list) include jojo rabbit-waititi, the florida project-baker, dazed and confused-linklater, moonlight-jenkins, girl interrupted-mangold, your name-makoto, mid90s-hill, lady bird-gerwig, uncut gems-safdie and etc etc so many more but i feel like im oversharing hehehe i also love action movies too but that’s a whole different discussion ;)

honestly u can recommend me anything u want cuz my taste is all over the place like i said, but to narrow it down, hmmm 🤔 is there a movie that u think is a must-watch? or genre-wise, maybe horror/action/drama/coming of age!! love u so so much clari<33 how is tumblr allowing me to write this much huh -🐰

ehehehe okay i’m gonna answer under the cut because i knoooow i’m gonna ramble

RIGHT and like idek why i guess i just love sharing the things i love with the people i care about and observing how they feel about it???

AHAHAHA YESSSSS oh my gosh i love the royal tenenbaums so much!! like my favourite wes film is either fantastic mr fox or rushmore, but yes!! grand budapest is rly pretty tho and i think that’s why so many people gravitate towards it yk? I DID WATCH BURNING actually i was super lucky and got to watch it at TIFF before it ‘officially’ premiered + there was a lil q&a with the cast and director (w a translator ehehe) but it absolutely blew me away. i’m just in love with korean cinema as a whole. i have yet to watch a korean film that i don’t like!!

little women is just !!!!!!! i love greta so much and i can’t wait to see what else she creates; i just feel like greta is a woman director creating films FOR WOMEN. does that make sense??? well-known women directors are already so sparse, but there are some (ie bigelow) who create uhhhhhh films that cater more towards men and the masses??? and that’s not to say that bigelow isn’t a fantastic director, because she IS, but i really like sofia coppola and greta gerwig because their films are so feminine and focused on feminine issues and relationships that we really don’t see on widespread/popular screens (like at first run theatres ie multiplexes).

RESERVOIR DOGS AAAAAAAH listen listen i have A Thing for mr. blonde ehehehe yeah i really love quentin, as i mentioned. whenever someone says pulp fiction is his best film i really have to refrain from rolling my eyes, and i know that makes me sound like suuuuch a snob but like,,,,,,,,,, pulp fiction is his most popular film, not his best (in MY opinion!! since art is all personal opinion yk etc etc). and like i could go on forever about him, i love every single one of his films, i think he’s such a fantastic writer and just aaaaah <333333 love quentin’s work so so so much.

ARI ASTER AND JORDAN PEELE ARE FANTASTIC. i wrote an essay on get out and it was literally one of my favourite essays to write!! i’m really really really excited to see what both of them continue to create!! OOOOH I LOOKED IT UP AND YEAH IT LOOKS RIGHT UP MY ALLEY i will add it to the list n get back to you!!!

aaaaah ur taste!!! dw clearly my taste is all over the place too ahahaha i just love cinema so much, i’m always eager to watch new films and literally always feel overwhelmed with just how many i want to watch ehehehe. OH MY GOD YOUR NAME MADE ME SOB LIKE A BABY such a beautiful film!!!!!! loved it so so so much. eeeee i actually hate action movies ahahahaha 🙈🙈🙈

hmmm i’m gonna try n go with ‘must watch’ films just because i feel like i’ve already mentioned so many in most of those genres n you’ve already seen most of them, so!!

ladri di biciclette by de sica

masculin, feminin and pierrot le fou by godard

news from home by akerman (if you can find it, it can be a lil difficult to track down but if ur school has a decent film library/collection they should have it!!)

rome, open city by rossellini

in the mood for love by wong kar-wai

the 400 blows by truffaut

hotel by the river by hong sangsoo (i literally love this film so fucking much my gosh like another one we saw at TIFF one year and just !!!!!!!)

full metal jacket by kubrick

apocalypse now by coppola

bride of frankenstein by whale

nosferatu by murnau (honestly anything german expressionism is worth watching esp the cabinet of dr caligari and metropolis, too,, i just really love german expressionism lmaoooo)

peeping tom by powell

king kong (1933) by cooper + schoedsack

aaaah like tbh i’d be surprised if you didn’t know/watch these, too!! like, i feel like they’re fairly common in film programs but!!! recommending films to another film student is hard cause i’m sitting here like ‘well, they most likely know all of the american/hollywood ‘must watch’ films’, but then i’m all ‘but if they’re a film student, there’s a good chance they’ve watched these, too’ so aaaah idk i hope some of these are new to you, at least!!! i kinda just thought about my favourite cinema movements and picked a film or two from each ahahahaha

SORRY I WROTE U A MINI ESSAY LMAO JUST RAAAAMBLING but !!! i can’t wait to hear more about ur cinema adventures!!! lmk if you’ve seen any on the rec list omg omg and once again sorry it took me so long to finish answering this :((

#WHEW #literally i could talk forever about cinema i love it so much #i will not shut the fuck up LMAO #but yeah!!! aaaaah it's so great to have another film student to talk to on here!!!#if you've seen most of the films on that list then i can move onto horror + drama recs (if u want me to ofc!!)#anyway lmk!!!#i hope u had a wonderful day my lil bunny n i hope you're staying safe!! <33 #🐰.anon #clari gets mail

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parkersvibes · 5 years

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Since you’re doing requests maybe something with Peter Parker x Stark!reader? (Not anything about tony dying tho let’s pretend he’s still alive lmao)

peter x stark!reader

read part two here !!

a/n: alright so this was my first ever request omg. so i’m gonna do a little headcannon yanno? i wasn’t sure what you wanted,,, and i kinda wanted to write everything. AH IM SO NERVOUS IVE NEVER POSTED MY WRITING ONLINE SO IM SORRY

meeting peter

• well being a stark meant that once you hit the end of 8th grade,,, pep and tony wanted you to experience a “normal” life.

• bye bye home schooling with happy who made sure you did your homework

• cap was history, bruce was math and science, nat was english/russian and pretty much any language. BUCKY WAS GYM AND LEMME TELL YOU HE IS A MEAN GYM TEACHER. (plus all your training in general smh)

• i mean it wasnt bad. you inherited your dads wits soooo

• anyway

• they enrolled you into high school

• welcome midtown high

• freshman y/n stark HAS AN RBF ALRIGHT. SHES SUPER SUS ABOUT EVERYONE

• the thing is,,, tony pulled a few strings and had your last name changed to “smith” or something basic like that because he knew how mean other kids could be

• even with that, you were on high alert.

• you didnt need people to whisper about you being a “new kid” so it was nice to not have to worry ab being “starks kid”

• anyway,,, freshman year right

• first day

• everyone is a bit awkward

• y/n stark is an angsty shit so she sits in the back of homeroom

• she is joined by another angSTY TEEN

• *introducing* MICHELLE JONES. the one and only mj

• *mutual staring and agreeing that you werent gonna talk but knew you were on the same boat*

• thEN WE HAVE BIO FOR THE FRESHIES AWW

• this stuff was so easy,, you learned about cells at the age of 6 and did your own dissections by 8

• BUT YOU WERENT GONNA ASK TO SWITCH

• so literally 10 seconds before the bell rings,,, in comes running a scrawny boy with brown hair

• and guess who didnt have a lab partner

• DING DING DING. ITS YOU

• “s-s- sorry. i go-got lost”

• bio teacher dismissed him

• TURNS OUT HIS NAME IS PETER PARKER AND HE ENDS UP BEING THE SWEETEST THING YOUVE EVER MET OH GOD

• he made it his mission to get you to smile at least ONCE every class period

• “he-hey, i’m park- peter. peter parker”

• “y/n st- smith”

• “cool”

• “mhm”

• “so you come here often”

• *insert a wtf look from you*

• “OH MY GOD. that’s not what i meant, ofc you come here i mean it’s school. well it is the first day but i guess-“

• PETER PARKER WAS MAD BLUSHING ALRIGHT.

• HERE YOU WERE LOOKING LIKE A GODDESS AND HES RAMBLING

• you smile,,, “well todays my first day so i WILL be coming here often.”

• a friendship being born

• he didnt buy the rbf and asshole exterior

• “pssst”

• “yes peter?”

• “why didnt the fish go online”

• “why pete?”

• “because he didnt want to get caught in the interNET”

• giggling at his LAME JOKES

• him feeling proud that he made you smile

• eventually asking you to eat lunch with him and meeting ned

• after that being even better friends and hanging out with ned and may at peters. working with legos and watching star wars

• you making excuses as to why you could never hang out at your house

• YOUR SUPER FAMILY WANTING TO MEET YOUR FRIENDS BC THEY THINK YOURE PULLING THEIR LEG

• “woah, the kid actually talks to people her age”

• “SHUT UP BUCKY. THE ONLY PERSON YOUR AGE HERE IS STEVE”

• “now y/n, it’s okay if you arent fitting in. when i was a ki-“

• “STEVE PLEASE DONT GIVE ME A PLOT OF A COMING-OF-AGE MOVIE”

• your dad being worried that you weren’t happy

• “dad i’m okay, i’m just not ready for them to know”

• you didnt want peter and ned to change how they see you

• oh my god this is so long imsorry

• i think im gonna make this into parts

tagging some of my favs/people who encouraged me to write in the first place ❤️: @starksparker @stuckonspidey @sunshinehollandd @keepingupwiththeparkers @hey-marlie @spyder-bites @keepingupwiththeparkers

read part two here !!

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hyunnie · 4 years

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skz kept emphasizing the ho in san jose and i think they’re tryna say something

some highlights from the night i was reborn aHA im so fucking dramatic

minho’s hair got messy like instantly but it was so...sexy?

he was also on my side the whole time and wow he’s pretty sorry jinnie

fuck u hyunjin fucking body rolling way too hard in d9 wtf

FUCK YOU LEE FELIX PUT YOUR FUCKING SHIRT DOWN OK WE KNOW YOU HAVE ABS

also fuck you felix for renegading during mia my favorite song what the fuck dude aHA

minho got so many dance solos and i...yeah died

the back up dancers were so fucking cute like holy shit

they made a star and just shuffled across stage like it was nothing

fucking jisung couldn’t stop talking?? like boi you must be fluent af if you’re just rambling like that

pretty sure i saw minho like...practicing his english ment lines on the monitor he was so focused it was so cute

seungmin was the #1 hype man tonight he was so bubbly

bro all these dance breaks yes fuck yes i love the remix version of hellevator and the revised choreo for the chorus

UM innie took over woojin’s part in mia and i was living cause he did so well holy shit??

hyunjin needed to fucking calm down sweat was flying everywhere

also he always gets over hyped during boxer it’s so cute

AND HE KEPT MAKING HIS SASSY ASS FACIALS DURING THE BEGINNING like jesus does d9 need all this attitude??

chan also went fucking off during victory song like holy shit

also FUCK YOU BANG CHAN EITHER BUTTON YOUR JACKET ALL THE WAY OR FUCKING WEAR A SHIRT UNDERNEATH

AND WHEN YOU DO WEAR A SHIRT UNDERNEATH DON’T WEAR A CROPPED SHIRT fucking shit dude ya tryna kill us or something

all of them out here wearing satin oversized shirts that are barely tucked in and go flying every where what the fuck yall

i made a banner for chan telling him to wear sleeves but turns out binnie and sungie are the ones who needed that

ok ok now onto the banner stuff HOLY SHIT THEY READ HELD TALKED ABOUT LOOKED AT PUT IT IN THEIR PANTS

fucking hyunjin was like “i heard you guys have a sentence for us” and he read it (it’s thank you for taking stay along but in korean) and he goes what??? and i was like I SHIT DID I TRANSLATE SOMETHING WRONG FUCK

but he was like no no we want to thank you for being with stray kids and i was like holy shit i can breathe again

hyunjin and changbin also called us sweeties and i died cause it was too fucking cringey

also we got major friendzoned by sungie and hyunjin we’re just bffs to them ugh

minho was hella looking at the art side and i was so happy for cin!!

i cant believe they took a pic with our banner is so surreal

ok ok hi touch time

i felt so fucking stupid with that mask but ya know better safe than sorry

and i was under the impression skz would be wearing masks too but they weren’t so i felt extra stupid

ya kknow i dont even remember if i touched their hands

bro every single person chan like tilted his head all cute like and shit

felix is so cute and smol

binnie boi is smol we were eye level aHA

seungmin and jeongin are so squishy in person

someone put sleeves on jisung cause...i got distracted by his arms

minho’s eyes YALL fuck you minho

and lastly...fucking hwang hyunjin holy shit

the fucking eye contact was so fucking real holy fuck

i mean he didn’t say anything and i didn’t say anything so i guess it was weird

but his eyes are so kind and UGH fuck i hate him

thank you for coming to my ted talk

#stray kids #stuff #LIVIN YALL

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tansypansydandy · 7 years

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wow, first documented wip to be finished. and accomplishment indeed.

but to be straight to the point, shown above are some mysme ocs, i guess. except theyre the MCs.. and not shipped w anyone yet.. and aren’t american.. rambles under the cut in case you’re interested~

alright, this idea basically came to me from the default mc’s you can choose for for pfp, which is probably ~obvious~ but people have shipped specific MCs with some of RFA in specifics (ex. jumin x MC3) im currently on zen’s route but i didnt really want to play as myself since seven’s the route i mainly want. so i came up w a little name to counter zen (MC2 in the reference sheet! eris is the goddess of discord in greek mythology), and thought it would be fun to create personas for each MC on each route! so here we are. the profiles (and possible shipping? some pairings are still undecided so any people willing to suggest or vote for an MC to be with a specific RFA member would be appreciated!) begin.

MC1 - DEFAULT MC no info for MC1 since she’s automatically the MC in photos anyways. i consider her sort of customizable? that make sense? idk she’s whatever personality the player gives her. didnt want to limit that.

MC2 - NING “ERIS” LIU okay, this is the MC i’m using for Zen’s route. must note now that i made each mc differ from an asian country bc i didnt wish to be limited to korean names but also not have an american mc stand out (ironic since we have a blonde and red head.. eh) i guess you could tell by the name but Eris is chinese! aside from the options the messenger allows, she’s p overdramatic and worries a lot for other people more than herself. bomb in the apartment? dont worry ab her! just do all you can to protect the others shell be fine on her own! FITERH! more of a casual cheesy personality - laid back dressing (her sweater’s a hoodie^^)

MC3 - EUN-JEONG CHOI yeap, you read that right. for ironic purposes i made the red head named choi. eun-jeong is the korean character her, and i plan for her to be used in jumin’s route (mostly for ironic purposes considering her surname). she’d probably also be born into a rich family but not as powerful as jumin’s. most of her life was spent in the spotlight before it died out (siblings? idk) and she knows the cringe of being on a pedestal so often tries to be modest and aware of either people like that. but she’s kind of harsh when it comes to hard work and commitment.. calm and loyal - young girl business casual? lol idk i wanted a skirt and those sheos for her

MC4 - AISHA KUMAR indian! im not sure which of the rfa left to use her for but she’s probably like.. chaotic neutral. v supportive though and is quite a realist when it comes to life and goals. probably super unorganized when it comes to herself tho; most likely to freak about the bomb in the apartment. not much on her, as most of personality kind of goes with the person theyre shipped w? not as in they only exist to be shipped but the answers for each route speak quite a lot about how the mcs are. make sense..?

MC5 - MAO TSUKUDA a blessing to us all - the unicorn profile of mc5. japanese! going to be used in yoosung’s route. probably a quiet seeming but intense anime or mlp fan (in reference more to the pfp). i see her as more shy entering the rfa but then opening up w some pony power, haha!^^ opposite of aisha, least likely to freak about the bomb. despite her interests she’s a p grounded character and is practical in many ways. positive and artistic - weeaboo and unicorn attire

aaand that’s it! may draw some of this (au? oc?) but that depends on my art/fandom consistancy (spelled wrong - and apologies to my followers for this problem;) feel free to ask anything about it or like suggest shit im literally desperate. bluntly desperate.

#mystic messenger #mystic messenger mc #mystic messenger oc #?#maybe?#still not sure how to address these characters;;#birb art #ref sheet

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afuzzy5carf-blog · 5 years

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OK, welp

idk i guess i created this in a big time of stress, vvv emotional, idk how motivated ill be to do this but im not going to therapy anymore so maybe i should continue, even if no one sees this.

anyway

i guess i should stop with like, intro stuff and get on with spillin the good ole feelins. Oh and obv this isnt going to be an everyday thing like I planned

anyway

spent a long time not sleeping bc of school recently, and now it feels weird trying to go to sleep at a normal time. atm im listening to shiloh and trying to fall asleep... well actually i guess not causeim up writing this... whatevs.

i find myself going back to like shiloh/lofi stuff a lot cause its very soothing. I only wish i could do what he does cause i adore all of his shit. I guess its a thing online ab whether shiloh is a boy or girl, honestly idk but i think its a him. lol im rambling again

idk i ignoor my emotions a lot, like ill be all fine and dandy most of the time but when im alone i get depressy. i wonder why that is. At first i thought it was just school stress but i keep getting reasured that im doing fine

ever have this happen to you? your really stressed about something... or everything, and then you get reasure that everything is alright, but youre stressed anyway? and then question yourself ab if youre just being over dramatic? and then get stressed by that?

cause like... that totally doesnt happen to me...

theres just a lot of good things happening to me rn but idk i dont feel anything

also if this gets any viewers at all (which would be dope and hi if youre reading this) send me advice on what you do if youre in that state where youre tired, but cant fall asleep, but youre also really bored

i think tumblr has comments and stuff right? i still have no i dea how tumblr works

wow this is a lot for a second post eek i might have shared too much

hope im not being stereotypical attention seeker but whatever

l8r

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hiccstridwritter-blog · 6 years

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A Beating, but Not to the Heart

Takes place durring rtte season six episode- Wings of War part 2. Happens when the riders get back to the Edge and our about to leave for Berk.

Summery: Hiccup can't hide the pain and tries his hatdest not to let Astrid find out. The beating he had gotten from trader Johan was bruising and he hid in his hut. A knock at the door and a familiar voice comes from outside the door. He hides knowing she is most likely going to find out anyway.

The dragon riders arrived at the edge from the long exausting war they had won. They were all worn out and definitely needed time to rest. " Okay gang, I just wan't to tell everyone what a great job we did today and what we have done to save the Archipelago. I wouldn't want any other people to go into battle with, and fight along side me. All of you need rest and time to recover, tommorow we will start packing up the Edge and head to Berk." They chatted for a few more minutes then they slowly went to their huts.

Hiccup grabed Astrid's hands and they walked to there huts together. They made there way into Hiccup's hut and he looked at her and spoke. " You did amazing today M'Lady, I wouldn't be where I am right now without you, you are truly my better half, I love you Astrid." "Hiccup the same goes for me and you have shown me there's so much more to the world than I realized, thank you. I love you too Hiccup." They looked deep into each others eyes and they slowly let there fore heads touch. He leaned in and placed a soft kiss on her lips. She ran one hand threw his hair and placed the other on his neck. He snaked her arms around her waiste carefull of the spikes on her skirt. They broke apart but they both leaned in again..and again. There small pecks had turned into making out when they had privacy. They kissed for what seemed like hours. He even let his hands go from her waiste and adventure a little but nothing to frisky. They broke apart finally, and she leaped into his arms hugging him for dear life.

As soon as she leaped into his arms a small groan escaped his mouth and he winced. He didn't relize that Johan had beatin him up pretty harshly and still wondered how he managed to get him off. Astrid immediately looked up at him, "Is something wrong?" She asked questionably with concern in her voice. "No I'm just..ah sore." "Oh" she still had a hint of doubt in her mind. "Well goodnight babe I'll see you tomorrow morning." "Good night M'Lady." He kissed her four head. And she walked out the door.

Hiccup awoke the next morning earlier than he planned on waking up. But he couldn't go back to sleep, no matter how hard he tried. He finally decided to just get up and start the day. He got up got some clean clothes and threw his shirt in a pile in a corner. He walked to the bathroom but stoped in his tracks when he saw his reflection in the water in the sink. "Oh gods....How in the world am I suppost to hide ..that! A black eye was the last thing he wanted but there was more. He looked down to see his chest was also bruised in purple. And his jaw hurt even more than it did yesterday.

She woke up to Stormfly knocking over her stuff and her endless squaking. It was really early and she douted anyone was awake. Hiccup quickly popped in her head she thought..he is usually up at this time and im sure he won't mind if I hang out with him till everyone else wakes up.

She made her way up the stairs to Hiccup's hut. She knocked on the door quietly just in case he was asleep. He froze when he heard a small knock at the door and he ran to the bathroom and closed the door. She heard fast footsteps and a door shut, so he was up. " Hiccup?...can I come in? Just when he thought this situation couldn't get any worse he heard his girlfriend. He couldn't let her see she would scold him. She didn't hear a reply. " Hiccup?" She knocked again but louder. Nothing. "Okay Hiccup Im coming in!"

He was panicking he stood in the bathroom with his black eye and a fear that his betrothed was about to kill him. She walked up the stares but he wasn't there or anywhere. "Hiccup where are you?! Hiccup?!" He heard her footsteps and her voice... he began to freak out "ahhh she is going to kill me!" He whispered. He turned around and to his luck knocked over a small shelf. She whipped her head around to the clossed bathroom door."Hiccup..is that you?" She slowly walked to the door. "Uhh y-y-yeah..it's me..uh Im just uh b-brushing my teeth yep." Studdering, something was up and she was going to find out.

"Hiccup I'm coming in!" "Uh no..no please don't!" But befor he could reach for the door the door knob slowly began to turn. He excepted his fate and just turned his back towards the door so she couldn't see his black eye or his chest. She opened the door and peeked her head in to find his bare back facing her. Her cheeks immediately turned pink and thoughts made there way to her brain. Oh my gods he's hot..she looked him over, frekles she just wanted to kiss them..her eyes wondered over his shoulders and dimples right above the waiste of his pants. He had gotten more muscle deffinition over the years no doubt, from riding his dragon, training and working in the forge. She came back from her train of thought and bit her lip. "Hiccup what are you doing?" She opened the door all the way and stood against the door frame. "Uhh you know just uh..admiring this uhh wall?" "In the bathroom" "Of course, uh w-why not?"

Why wouldn't he face her? "Hiccup why won't you look at me?" Dang it he was dead..."I..I um I don't know?" "Hiccup look at me just please turn around!" He hated he was making her upset so he slowly turned around to face her. Bruises?! But from what they were placed on his chest in more than two different spots but how did they get there?! Then her eyes cought his face. "Oh Hiccup what...happendd to you? She let out soft and full of concern." "Well I guess the cats out of the bad huh?" "This is serious! Why didn't you say anything we could have stopped the bruising! What even happened come tell me..now."

"And that's how these bruises earned there spot on this skin." He said with a sigh. "Well I got some ice and a warm towel to put on those bruises." She kneeled on the bed and hesitantly began dabbing the bruises with the towel. Then her eyes actually saw his form that was usually covered in armor. Her eyes wondered over his bare chest and stomach. He had defined stomach muscles and you could make out his abs he had developed over time. She tried to hide her fire red cheeks but he was just so..so..so...perfect. she sat up and gently began dabbing his jawline where a small bruise was visible. His jawline..she just wanted to rest her head on his shoulder and she wanted him to rest his chin on her head and kiss her four head.

"Okay..here keep this ice right here..where the most bruises are." He nodded. She began to walk away when he grabbed her hand. "Stay?...just for a while?" " She nodded and climed on the bed and sat behind him. She began weaving a braid in his hair when she spoke. "Hiccup have I ever told you how perfect you are?" She whispered. He chuckled and replied "I don't recall that but I'm far from "perfect" ...but thanks." " But you are..your caring, trustworthy, sweet, smart, honest, and may I add very good looking." He turned to look at her and he kissed her passionately. When they parted he whispered, "I can say the same things about you." She kissd him again but she wasn't going to waste the opportunity of him without a shirt sooo...

She left his mouth and started kissing his cheek and down his jawline the not bruised side. "What are you-" "shhhhh" He watched her and a grin crept on the corners of his mouth. She contined and he layed down beside her and she kept on. Placing small kisses from his shoulder to his chest, she was practically on top of him. She then came back to his mouth and they began to kiss more passionately. He cupped her cheeks and he parted only to whisper " My turn." In an instant he was on top of her...kinda. Luckily she hadn't put on her armour this morning since she woke up so early and the war was over. He placed a kiss on the tip or her nose and then began kissing her lips. Her skirt kept poking him, and she noticed so she just squirmed out of it. He began kissing her shoulder, and it made chills run up her spine. She ran her hand up and down his bare back. He looked up "Wait a minute this isn't very fair." He smiled. She giggled, "well um.." She grabbed the bottom of her shirt and only lifted it up half way. "Oh.. You don't have to do that if you don't want to.." "No its okay..it really was unfair.." He kised her again and he began running his hands down her sides then his eyes fell on her stomach. He looked up at her and she nodded. He began kissing her stomach and made his way down till he reached her waiste band of her tights. She sat up and began kissing him and he shifted and then she was in his lap. He rubbed her back as they kissed. Then his hands just started moving on there own account and he didn't realize where they were going.... then she broke the kiss when she felt a squeeze on her bottom. "I-Is this okay cause if it's not we can stop and I promise we will not go any further than shirts." He began rambling when she cut him off with a kiss. She looked him in the eyes and whispered "yeah this is okay but..next time I hope you don't have bruises to stop me from kissing every inch of you" she giggled.

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