#hospitalisation tw

[fortunefms]

𓏲  *  (  cis  woman,  she/her  )  ⸺  pictures  of  eleanor  louisa  middleton,  the  forty  year  old  artist/business  partner,  have  been  showing  up  all  over  my  feed,  and  considering  the  last  time  they  were  #trending,  it  was  due  to  someone  making  a  plagiarism  claim  —  i’m  not  likely  to  unfollow  anytime  soon.  with  their  an erdem white cotton maxi dress with black paint splattered loafers,  they’ve  managed  to  garner  a  reputation  for  being  more  compassionate  than  erratic.  their  critics  say  that  they’re  more  delusional  than  creative  when  they  aren’t  too  busy  focusing  on  their  paint  splattered  loafers,  trying  to  master  technology  and  frantically  double  messaging  people.  reputation.com  has  taken  to  calling  them  alice  in  wonderland  in  order  to  avoid  a  lawsuit  (  again  ).

triggers: death, adoption, mental illness

eleanor was born to a single mother. she was never planned and was indeed a strain on the household. her mother hid her pregnancy with her until she went into labor and told her parents. it was a disaster and continued to be when el was born. none of it was her fault but her mother was already suffering from mental illness, something that wasn’t helped by the judgemental people around her. then suddenly, the woman was gone in an accident - eleanor's own family didn't want her. she would scream for her mother, for anyone but they wouldn't come.

at the age of five, she was adopted by the daughter of edward astor middleton, a known billionaire . money prevailed in getting the woman what she wanted, a child when she was a single and vile person that would say and do anything to get one. when unable to conceive herself, she looked towards adoption and the process was much quicker taking a five year old, plus, she skipped out baby night feeding so it was of no concern to her.

it took her a while to get settled but with edward’s help, eleanor managed. she always felt a bit out of place with her peers; she didn’t catch onto jokes that fast nor did she necessarily care about designer things or status. she was labelled as odd and that’s how it stayed. she loved singing, mainly to herself and also art. that was her happy place along with being with people - even if they didn’t understand her, she still found the positives to enjoy it. her grandfather was very supportive with whatever she wanted but she never once asked for anything apart from ‘dinners and dance parties’. in the absence of her mother's caring, edward was the one to make her feel like she was exactly where she needed to be, even be quick to put her into therapy, not because she was broken but because she needed that external support where she could be honest. el was always grateful, always reminded that she got lucky with the life by her mother and edward took that pressure off. the whole world probably had some opinion on the billionaire but he was perfect to her.

when she was in her teen years, she worked as a model for her mother’s cosmetic company. without realising it, el was responsible for her mother’s success because it made the woman branch out into new foundation shades - it wasn’t perfect but it was a step in the right direction and her mother was applauded whilst felicity became the face of the entire company - not just the face but the name of astoria cosmetics. you couldn’t go anywhere without seeing her face. it did cause controversy with her being young, as well as eleanor receiving hate for how she looked but it got people talking.

it was a lot of pressure to put on her but she was agreeable in nature and never wanted to upset her mother so never said anything. she fell into her art work as a way to process emotions and things she cared about . through connections, she did manage to get a place at nyu but she’d crumble and pull out only a few months in. it was mainly sitting in her studio, headphones on being in a completely different world while she created and that was and continues to be her happy place.

the news that her grandfather was ill and he wasn’t going to get better hit eleanor the hardest. he was the one person who she felt understood her, the one that tied her to a lot of things and made her feel loved. impulsive and intense behaviour came from her during this time, that was in her second month at university. living in denial was a hard place to be as her mental health deteriorated quickly - el's mother wasn’t the talkative type and every time she tried to accept reality and try to talk about her feelings with the woman, she’d be shut down and thrown into a schedule. she’d dropped out and hadn’t told her mother - being dishonest was not her thing...

she had a breakdown at a photoshoot. the photographer was quick to intervene and attempted to comfort her until they could get her somewhere safe. a day after, she was hospitalised but her mother wanted to get her out quickly to 'salvage their reputation'. the entire ordeal upset her.. it was just her and her mother and although she felt broken, she needed to be there to comfort her mom because she could see that the woman was struggling - it was hindering them both that she still didn’t want to talk about it.

the reading of edward middleton’s will was a big event. eleanor wasn’t expecting to get anything as he’d given her more than enough love to make up for the lack in her life. it was a great surprise to everyone, including her, when edward left everything to her. overwhelmed didn’t even cover it. his savings, current bank account, shares in his company, property... everything. she was so confused as to why and did feel sorry for her mother but she didn’t even have time to think about what she wanted to do with the billions (tabloids will say millions which is half-true because they underestimate the situation) before the woman that she called mother would be filing to court to try get it revoked and passed to her. 

eleanor did not want to fight with her mother. the woman didn’t even tell her about it, a lawyer made her aware that her mother wanted to take it from her and was bringing her sanity into question. despite her mental illness, the ordeal was ruled in her favour but winning against her own mother didn't feel like a win at all. she'd dropped out of university but had the luxury of focusing on her artwork as she had the privilege to do so. all it took was one person to come into her studio and the rest was history. eleanor was always humble, never flaunting her wealth in people's face (not for the most part, anyways). when she did, it was because she wasn't that self aware to recognise she was doing it.

she managed to keep herself steady for a while. her medication and therapy was working, she felt comfortable, her artwork was being admired and sold for $$$$$$$$ - she was happy, right? she felt like she had gone from someone that was easily satisfied to never being satisfied. it was then when she found someone she'd call her best friend. the two were very different but got on really well - eleanor felt safe, like they wouldn't judge her and when she had a bad day, they'd always find a way to cheer her up and if they couldn't, they'd make sure to sit with her in her penthouse to make sure she wasn't alone.

however, pressures would get to her - with deadlines, her attempting to try have a hand in her grandfather's company from a legacy... everything seemed so stressful and then it felt so threatening. it was a long time coming but she sold the majority of her shares in her grandfather's company (she still owns 25% but is more a nepo figure than actually having to do anything). however, it didn't feel like a weight had been lifted - her grandfather would be so disappointed with her. she just wasn't up to - she was flighty, unreliable, a people-pleaser and whilst he'd always encouraged being kind, there was a point where she needed to stop letting people walk all over her.

the last straw was when someone accused her of plagiarising their work. she hadn't, she'd done no such thing - if anything, they had taken some inspiration from a few of her pieces. another law suit was following and she really didn't want that to happen again. the other was adamant that she'd stolen from then when she hadn't; it was quite upsetting to her. eleanor was far from professional in the weeks that followed. perhaps she'd dreamt of the other's piece before they even released it? or she'd seem their artwork in passing? she didn't know but none were good defences. "i didn't know!" or "sometimes i have dreams that come true" wasn't something that would hold up either and she was crumbling at the start of proceedings. she felt like if it came out to the public, her image would be ruined and it would lead them to question other pieces. art was her passion and she automatically assumed the worst because she felt like it - eleanor had always been her worst critic.

she was already having an episode but people in her circles were ignoring it. it hadn't helped that her therapist had moved on because of a new opportunity and whilst she had set her up with someone else, there were issues from the get-go. her awareness and fear of everything getting worse was making it worse in itself, until she was no longer aware of it and labelled everything as fact because it felt so real to her... it was the footman in her building that took her to the hospital after she returned to her penthouse block, looking worse for wear, without any shoes on and then she insisted on taking the stairs up because she was too afraid of the elevator (that she'd used earlier that morning)... she was hospitalised and admitted to in-patient therapy for four weeks, missing one of her own art shows but it was used as a fundraiser for a mental health charity instead of the money going to her - she'd decided she didn't need it.

things aren't settled with the other artist as of yet but she's trying to come to some sort of arrangement - she just doesn't want to look like she's guilty but perhaps she's unintentionally done it. eleanor doesn't trust herself right now at all, especially after recent events. however, she's really trying to take care of herself and try to get over this newly found fear of creating something. however, pretending that it was just a blip and isn't a worry for her isn't doing her any favours.

little facts:

she’s not bothered about designer labels. if it’s pretty, she’ll buy it, whether it’s from chanel or a charity shop, it doesn’t matter to her (but she will buy her basics from brands like the row just because she can).

tries to be positive to everyone and everything but it makes her feel good. she is naive when it comes to trusting people but wants to be loved so is ultimately a people pleaser.

cries very easily - if she’s happy, sad or scared, she’ll be crying. el also very much wears her heart on her sleeve!

was labelled as ‘kooky’ pretty early on but doesn’t really mind. she does try to fit in but it never ends up being how she imagined. she's diagnosed with schizophrenia. it's not that she hides it, just doesn't feel the need to mention it most of the time.

has drunk since she was a teen and still doesn’t know her limits :)

she is messy, both in organising and behaviour.

either cant sleep so she decides to scrap book while listening to music at three am or she does nothing but sleep.

has taken up yoga for the first time and she thinks she's terrible at it - not flexible and unbalanced but she does run a lot when she needs to clear her head and will say it's better to do that here than across the country on a treadmill.

loves to wear suits and blazers! messes her hair up within 3 mins of leaving the house.

she's recently been giving a plant as a gift to help her focus and look after something (part of her self-care) but she's really bad at keeping green things alive - she's really trying though.

is incredibly loyal and loving but doesn’t try to ask too many questions. her personality can sometimes be imposing as it is.

is trying to act like nothing is happening so is over-compensating with her chirpy personality.

likes all types of music apart from country, sorry :/

her fave colours are blue, green and purple but not together

#wealth.intro #mental illness tw #adoption tw #hospitalisation tw #death tw

[callaeidae3]

Whumptober2023 Day 20: Blanket | Found Family

Yuuki waking up disoriented and exhausted after being rescued from the shed in rural Ninao. And Timothy, crying, because he'd been so afraid they'd never find him before it was too late.

(Scene from Chapter 23 of The Ninao Incident)

#whumptober2023 #no.20 #blanket #found family #kindall k series #OC #art #hospitalisation tw #bandages #waking up #exhausted whumpee #hurt comfort #kk0 #the ninao incident #yuuki takahashi #timothy harrison #susan harrison #whump art #original story #ocs

[limforma]

(Un)fortunate Hero

[2/5] VITAL ORGANS FUNCTIONAL

OXYGENATION MANUAL

INTERVENTION REQUIRED FOR INJURY 1-4

COMPATIBLE PARTS FOR INJURY 1: 8

COMPATIBLE PARTS FOR INJURY 2: 1

COMPATIBLE PARTS FOR INJURY 3: 54

COMPATIBLE PARTS FOR INJURY 4: 17

NO INTERVENTION REQUIRED FOR INJURY 5-13

PART FOR INJURY 2 DISPENSED

AWAITING SELECTION FOR OTHER PARTS

SELECT OPTION 3 FOR 1, 48 FOR 3, AND 15 FOR 4. REQUISITION 2 MORE CLEANERS. RECALL ALL RETRIEVERS. ONCE ALL ACCOUNTED FOR, TAKE OFF AT 58% SPEED. WE NEED NO DISRUPTIONS. SUSTAIN ALL OTHER SUBJECTS. LET US SEE HOW FORMIDABLE THIS CREATURE IS.

#Lim #Lims #LimForma #webcomic #blood tw #injury tw #death tw #hospitalisation tw #medical procedures tw #scifi #robots #cybernetics #cyborgs

[thementalhealthdisaster]

Part of the reason I don't want to go to hospital rn is that they'll definitely notice my eating. They'll probably make me eat. The idea of being made to eat when I don't want to makes me want to throw up.

#hospitalisation tw #ed tw #eating disorder tw

[borderpolar]

Icon update + movie recommendation: its now Gary King from The World's End because I rewatched it recently and forgot how good it represents mental illness and addiction. It's now half of what I blog about on my main.

So I'm recommending it to all youse. It can be extremely triggering at times but if you can deal with discussion/depiction of suicide, self harm, addiction and hospitalisation it's really fucking good and there's also evil robots from outer space without detracting too much from the heavy subject matter.

Plus it's also based on Simon Pegg's own experiences with alcohol use and depression and always good to have mental illness representation from someone who actually knows what it's like.

It's now my biggest mental illness movie recommendation I cannot stress how healing this movie was for me.

#borderpolar speaks #actually mentally ill #the world's end #suicide tw #self harm tw #addiction tw #hospitalisation tw #hospitalization tw

[just-whump-and-suffering]

Koisuru Keigo 24 Ji

#koisuru keigo 24 ji #asian whump #whump #jdrama whump #jdrama #japanese drama #tw blood #stabbed #hidden injury #sudden collapse #concerned friends #tw hospital #hospitalised #intubation #ep 08 #ep 09 #hikaru iwamoto #bodyguard whump

[vileacademyofficial]

[ooc: the face of a woman who is about to pass out. okay which one of you did it]

#reason for hospitalisation hashtag cranial trauma #carmen sandiego #carmen sandiego 2019 #vileacademyofficial #carmen sandiego netflix #vile faculty #intern cs #tw blood #blood tw #tw injury #injury tw

[idontknowreallywhy]

2 - Absence

Ok ok ok so I can explain.

So what happened was @lenfantdeverone wrote THIS which accosted me early in the morning and I accidentally wrote THIS and then I sort of incorporated that history into a Scott inner monologue in a chapter of Estera which then made me think “well, what actually did happen with Virgil?” which prompted THIS which made people tell me to make sure I fixed the Virg which I absolutely intended to do when I sat down on the train today but it all got a bit complicated and I ended up making it worse.

In summary, this is absolutely @lenfantdeverone’s fault and not in any way mine. I write fluff. FLUFF I tell you.

However I do *definitely* have a plan for making him better, I promise. Just… not today.

Is part of the whole Scott is MIA presumed KIA in Bereznik period. Trigger warnings for that plus mental health and hospital stuff… if that’s going to be difficult for you, handle with care.

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Virgil kicked irritably at the scratchy soulless sheets and threw himself on to his other side with a quiet growl. Now the unfamiliar dark had a blurry glow of something-or-other in it… he frowned, trying to force his synapses to push through the cloying effects of the sedatives and process what it was. Oh. The lcd display of the tiny clock on the bedside unit gleamed at him. But his eyes were too out of focus to read the time… or were they? He squinted. No… His glass had been removed again and replaced with the hated translucent plastic tumbler that made water taste like it had been drawn from a long abandoned watering can. It was blocking the numbers and now he knew that, it irritated him. He reached out to nudge it to one side but the clumsy half-numb bunch of sausages that had replaced his once dexterous hand swiped it to the floor with a clatter.

He closed his eyes in defeat as a nurse came running and swept away his mumbled apologies with a constant monologue of reassurance. She checked his vitals and he flinched at the stench of antiseptic that surrounded her like a cloud, the cold dead touch of gloved fingers. Everything smelled so cold. There was no song here, not even the comforting background hum of familiarity of home. Just a constant clashing chord of harsh, sterile emptiness.

The nurse finally left with a promise of returning with more of the cursed meds which made him drowsy and incapable of coherent thought but couldn’t take away the ache of loneliness and the sense that he’d lost the better part of his soul.

This was his own fault of course. Barely three months of trying to hold the mantle of big brothering and it had all proved too much. He couldn’t keep the promise. He hadn’t even meant it when he made it because the words Scott had said as he left were just what people in the military always said before they left home. Leave nothing unspoken, make sure they can go on without you. Nobody really MEANT any of it…

He hadn’t believed for a second that he had needed to mean it, that he would step into his brother’s enormous, if technically a size smaller, shoes. Virgil had tried, he’d tried so hard but he’d lost his way. He couldn’t be Scott and he didn’t want to be Virgil anymore because he couldn’t see how there could even be a Virgil without a Scott.

What was the earth without the sky?

He closed his eyes and tried to let himself drift into blessed oblivion but his eyes stung and he found he couldn’t ignore them. He dragged his face over the already damp pillow, trying to wipe away the tears but too many more came.

Cold hands again, brushing the hair from his face and rolling him over. He didn’t want to roll over. They didn’t care. His face was wiped gently with a cheap towel that smelled of too strong soap and he wanted to fight and run away but his limbs were like lead. He wanted to run away and find Scott but nobody would let him follow his brother. He’d always followed his Scotty, ever since he could crawl and he wasn’t going to let a little thing like an exploded plane come between them.

He was dimly aware that saying things like that was perhaps related to why he was imprisoned here and clenched his mouth closed so the words wouldn’t come out and make them increase his sentence. He smiled his most charming smile at the nurse and told her he was fine and Scott grinned his way more charming grin and told him off for stealing his catchphrase.

She squeezed his jaw gently and put the capsule on his tongue. Scotty winked at him. He sipped the water and swallowed obediently. Then closed his eyes and rested his head back on the new, dry but equally hollow smelling pillowcase and tried to look relaxed. There was a discussion at the doorway and it was pulled softly to, but not closed. Easier for them to sneak in and out he presumed.

Slowly, activating every last mental faculty he had, he eased the tablet from between his back right molars with the tip of his tongue and spat it into the palm of his hand. Scotty grinned again and threw it away for him. Together they were going to get out of here.

He just needed to wait.

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#thunderbirds are go #thunderbirds #thunderbirds fanfiction #scott tracy #virgil tracy #idontknowreallywhy fanfic #Tw: grief #Tw: pow #Tw: mental health #Tw: hospitalisation (involuntary) #Presence fic

[promptsforyourwhumpfic]

Whump Prompt #1144

Submitted by @red-river-potato01 - thanks!

Character A's best friend B is badly wounded on a mission, and is barely alive when brought back. A meets them in the infirmary, but the diagnosis is conclusive: They're not going to make it. A stays with them, and B manages to choke out a few last words to their friend before fading away in A's arms. A is a wreck after this; they don't speak, don't eat, don't sleep, and they never leave their quarters. The crew knows they need to help, but none of them are that close with A. What do they do?

#i like it #writing #prompts #whump #ideas #hospitalisation #vigils #bedside vigil #character death #tw: death #mourning #angst #severe angst #bad coping mechanisms #death of a loved one

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

love seeing stuff about church things in the not too distant future and going 'oh i won't be here by then'

#just kidding i hate it #tw suicide #i wish i was joking #anyway pray for me #personal #the won't be here refers to either if i go through with it or if i dont i will probably be hospitalised #so if i abruptly disappear at any point dont worry #assume im in hospital or otherwise unable to be on tumblr and okay #i long ago wrote a post and tossed it in drafts to be posted in the event of suicide anyway so if so y'all will know - all it needs is post #anyway yes don't worry

[kthulhu42]

Referring to someones self harm, emotional distress and self isolation as having a "menty B" just doesn't convey the gravity of the situation

#mental health #mental illness #Mental breakdown #Tw self harm #Honestly though when I was hospitalised if someone referred to it as having a Menty B I would have thrown myself off the building

[callaeidae3]

A is for Anaesthesia - my art and letter page in the Whump ABCs (@thewhumpyprintingpress)

The art I drew for this was of my ocs Kyle Kindall after an incident, and Yuuki Takahashi trying to offer what soothing and comfort he can - in spite of the fact that neither of them like hospitals.

The Whumpy Printing Press has now published the Whump ABCs zine (from 2nd April 2024), if anyone happens to be interested in it!

#whump art #hurt comfort #whump abcs zine #ocs #kyle kindall #yuuki takahashi #kindall k series #hospital setting tw #hospitalisation

[limforma]

Barbershop

Byr: Well, I can certainly say you aren't a great barber, whatever you are. I take it these changes are pretty permanent then? YES. YOU WILL NOT SURVIVE IF THEY ARE REMOVED. Byr: I was leading a group of men. What happened to them? WE WERE ABLE TO SAVE 5 OTHERS FROM THE BATTLEFIELD. YOU MAY SEE THEM TOMORROW, BUT WE MUST ALLOW A DAY TO AVOID ANY POTENTIAL INFECTION. Byr: So what are you? Some rogue doctor? A mad machine? Drug induced hallucination? IF WE APPEAR AS A BLUE METAL CREATURE TO YOU, THEN IT IS NOT A HALLUCINATION. IF WE APPEAR AS SOMETHING ELSE, PLEASE DESCRIBE IT. WE ARE A NETWORK OF MACHINES. SOME BORN OF FLESH. MOST BUILT FROM METAL. WE WILL GIVE YOU A HISTORY LESSON IF YOU DESIRE. SIMPLY, WE SEEK TO HELP LIFE OF ALL FORMS. CURRENTLY, WE ARE INVESTIGATING YOUR PLANET. WE FELT IT CRUEL TO LET YOU DIE, AND HAVE POTENTIAL USES FOR YOU THAT COULD BENEFIT ALL OF US. YOU ARE ALSO THE PERFECT TEST SUBJECT FOR THIS PROCEDURE WE HAVE BEEN WORKING ON. Byr: So am I part of this network then? Have you drafted me to be some sort of robot? NO. ALL IN THE NETWORK ARE WILLING VOLUNTEERS. PERHAPS LATER ON YOU WILL BE WELCOMED TO THE NETWORK, BUT YOUR CONSENT IS UNCERTAIN DUE TO THE PROCEDURE. WE CAN DISCUSS THE FUTURE WHEN YOU ARE MORE LUCID, BUT REST ASSURED, YOU ARE FREE. Byr: I don't feel very free being stuck to a bed. UNDERSTANDABLE; HOWEVER, MOVING COMES WITH A GREAT RISK OF DEATH. AS SOON AS YOU ARE ABLE, YOU MAY GO WHEREVER YOU PLEASE. WE SHALL NOT LEAVE YOU TO SUFFER BOREDOM. WE HAVE MANY VIDEOS YOU MAY WATCH WHILE AWAKE TO PASS THE TIME. YOU MAY WATCH THE ANTICS OF THE GOLS, INTERACTIONS BETWEEN THE MONSTROSITIES, TRIALS OF PERFECTION. WE ALSO LEAVE YOU WITH A LIM ATTENDANT. TOMORROW, THEY CAN MOVE YOU AROUND THE TOWER SHOULD YOU WISH TO EXPLORE. GOING OUTSIDE IS NOT ALLOWED UNTIL YOUR WOUNDS HAVE HEALED. Byr: Well, I certainly don't want to die, and I'm not going to pass up on some rest and entertainment. Guess I'll just try and make the most of this. Lim? Could you show me those Gol things they were talking about?

#Lims #Lim #LimForma #webcomic #injury tw #hospitalisation tw #medical procedures tw #scifi #cyborg #fantasy

[thementalhealthdisaster]

Just because it's scary doesn't mean that going to the hospital is gonna be bad. Last time I went it was alright. They were very nice to me and they took care of me.

The only thing I hope is different this time is making sure I have support when I get sent home.

#hospitalisation tw

[just-whump-and-suffering]

Saraba, Ju Yo: Keishicho Tokubetsu Ju So Han さらば、銃よ 警視庁特別銃装班

#asian whump #whump #jdrama whump #japanese drama #japanese whump #Shot #tw blood #concerned friends #intubation #hospitalised #shogo hama

[peribytes]

i don't care how bad my mental health might get, i will never pursue medication for it again after my experience in the cage. hated that feeling, being so drugged up i couldn't function. zero trust left in me for that system.

#what was that tw tag anon asked for? #hospitalisization tw #maybe?