#hate this feeling

[sotc]

feelin it lately 👎

#if i feel insecure about my art my whole confidence drops about everything else creative-wise lmao BOOOO!!! #my writing and my ocs being shit etc #hate this feeling #I JUST WANT TO OVERCOME THIS ART BLOCK YOU KNOW!!!

[deadwhisper]

I will not express my feelings for him.

I shan't.

I might think that I do,

Like him, like they tell me too.

I do, maybe I feel it

The way they see it too,

But every silver of kind caress,

Sends shivers down my spine

And I feel fear tie round like a twine.

I cannot, I cannot, you cannot, you can never think of it

I shall pull my chair a little farther,

I shall plead a case of my absence to no one

And if I do end up disappointing him

I shall cry and tell no one.

@deadwhisper

~

(Fml)

#poetry #poem #dead poets society #poets on tumblr #spilled poetry #aesthetic #love #angst #poetic #poems and poetry #prose poetry #poets #female poets #love poem #my poetry #original poem #original poems #poets corner #tragedy #hate this feeling #hate

[caiizawa]

You ever had a hobby and loved it very much but then your sibling or friend got interested and very good at it and does it more than you and now your parents ask you why you dont do it anymore but you just lost the joy of it?

#hate this feeling #crochet #siblings

[owengrose]

I lost momentum and now I'm stuck

#hate this feeling #adri rants

[jogeto]

fell in love with a boy on this app

#didn’t even talk to him at all #omg #hate this feeling

[clits-and-clips]

I hope there is an afterlife as I believe because I want so badly for my grandma to be waiting for me with open arms but if I convince myself it's darkness maybe I won't kms

#txt #its too inviting to think about #all the loss #it would be there waiting for me #ready to hold me #idk sorry #tw #i just #hate this feeling #dont want to love my life this way anymore #im getting help but i honestly dont believe ill ever get over my anxiety or anger #because i couldnt do it for him #i cant do it for me #what else is there #besides my oets #pets #live my life*

[tillbonesshow]

I'm starting to go through a lot of bottles of shampoo and toothpaste in these last few years (compared to before them), and it's kind of nice but shitty at the same time. Like, i guess it's nice that I'm keeping up with hygiene to an extent and doing "self care" to this flesh vessel, which is apparently an important thing according to almost everyone, but it also means I'm spending more money now to buy those things :(

#hate this feeling

[fairly-tragic]

I’m the kind of person that will get so in their feels, have these scenarios play through their head, only to get disappointed in the end after everything

needless to say, being me sucks

#personal #mine #🫠 #why am i like this 🙃 #hate this feeling #I wish I could turn this off #I wish my heart could forget you

[artichokefartichoke]

I had a trauma nightmare featuring an abusive ex last night, and it threw me off for the whole fucking day. I've enjoyed some alone time but entirely unproductive, unmotivated, kinda just dissociative. Didn't miss this fucking feeling, ugh. I've been having trouble sleeping at night, kind of stuck in a cptsd/bad dream cycle again. Can't even go for a walk/nature therapy because it's so frigid cold. Hopefully it won't last long. I want to live my life!

#cptsd #tw abuse #personal #hate this feeling #mental health #mom life

[mona-liar]

God fucking damnit I did not think I could want something this much I swear I do not know how I'll react if this doesnt work out in my favour

#And still 40 days to wait til I find out more! #Hate this feeling

[downtheschizoaffectiveroad]

I feel disconnected from myself again. These moments are becoming more frequent and intense. I don’t know if I can keep pulling myself back out from this feeling.

#disconnected #alone with my thoughts #feeling alone #personal thoughts #spilled thoughts #i feel empty #phsycical mentally and emotionally exhausted #mental illness #schizoaffective #schizoiaffective disorder #spilled ink #late night thoughts #feelings #keepgoing #hate this feeling #feelings suck

[jezatalks]

I'm a clown.

J'ai voulu me maquiller, car pour une fois j'ai envie de tester des trucs.

À peine je commence/me teinte les lèvres que je ne me suis pas reconnue dans le miroir.

Une autre fois hein

#jezatalks #hate it #hate this feeling #vraiment chelou le concept n'empêche

[miss-zei]

Sometimes I just feel so alone

#allie chat #vent #depression #blehhh #hate this feeling

[ssshh-im-a-secret]

Are you ever just enjoying your life, doing Fandom shit (in my case I was reading fanfiction), and you're just hit with this insane sense of this will never be reality and you will never have anyone or anything like it?

Yeah I'm about to bawl my fucking eyes out.

#fandom #fanfiction #fanfic #fanart #awful feeling #makes me wanna cry #i'm crying #hate this feeling #relatable? #relatable #relateable

[sincerity--extreme]

Just finished Dead To Me... I understand the meaning of what they did but... Why?!?!? Why her?!?!?? She never even got to see the baby! Never got to have an actual calm day with absolutely 0 worries about them being arrested or anything! I'm so devastated, I think I never cried this much because of a character before (and I've cried a lot over quite a few characters) 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#dead to me #she was.... #she was my baby #a pure little creature that needed to be protected from all evil in this horrible horrible world #I'm not ok at all #seriously #that triggered some bad memories I thought I had processed #apparently I didn't #it hurts so bad now #I'll miss the show so much but... Judy... #my baby Judy.... #oh the pain #make it stop #I lost a friend like that too #I know it's a show but having that experience made me #feel Jen's pain so realistically #hate this feeling #grief is so complicated #did not wanted to go through this again because of a show #my poor little criminals

[clown-garden]

okay.

#i am single again. #hate this feeling #hopefully we can still have some form of a relationship down the line #we both want that #but. yeah.