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babyinablender · 1 month

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My mouth waters

I taste heavy, I feel possessed

My hands move, my belly empty

My thoughts not my own, my actions

Plenty

And I am hungry, so hungry,

It growls, so lewd and loud and heavy

So heavy

My bones pop and grind, it aches

I hurt

So empty, so hungry

Eyes burning, tongue swollen

So hungry, so unfulfilled

My hands grasp and pull and grasp,

And pull,

My plate is empty

My bowl is empty

I have eaten it all and tasted nothing

And I am so hungry, so empty

My cheeks hallow

My gut rumbles

My mouth waters

I dream of your flesh

Between my teeth

And my mouth waters

How much of this love

Is only hunger

For what I always denied myself

How much of it

Is real

Is whole

Unburdened

My mouth waters

I drool

With thoughts of you

Cut to pieces on a plate, sauce heavy

Thick gravy

Jeweled root vegetables bestowed upon your crown,

Sumptuous, delicious feast

Of human bone

And gristle

#mine #she broke my heart #poetry #vent art #what did i do this time? why did i do it?#depersonalization #extreme hunger #recovery #cannabilism equates love #woopdewoop eds suck and come and go and fuck up your body all the time <3 #imagine a wraith come home for the first time; full of love and hope; only to give in to the hunger her lover's pulse invokes

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morethan-oatmealandfruit · 9 months

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I know this is a food blog where I don't really discuss feelings so much beyond my feelings about each meal, but for those in recovery or those active in their EDs who only see this blog: recovery is so worth it. I haven't been this happy in 13 years; just eating enough has made such a difference in my depression and day to day emotions. I laugh now, I wake up excited for the day ahead, I barely cry anymore, I'm not dreading parties where food is involved, I'm not making every month be about my "cleanse" and weigh ins, I'm not suicidal anymore, I stopped self harming, I'm just.. living. For the first time in over a decade I feel alive. I'm not suffering day in and day out, it really is insane how much better I feel physically and emotionally. Recovery is hard, no doubt about it, but being stuck in restriction and endless depression is so much worse.

Recover. It's worth it, I promise ❤️

#ed recovery #recovery #extreme hunger #body positivity #eating disorder recovery #anorexia recovery #OSFED #anorexia #restrictive ED #not food #but important.

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anasloverbird · 1 year

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I’m experiencing extreme hunger. I hate my body, and everything that comes with it. From my soul to the way my legs rub together now as I walk. How do I make it stop, it’s like I physically cannot stop eating.

I hate it I hate it I hate it

#anatipsandtrcks #thigh gab #ana tingz #ana tw #anatips #anorexik #depressing poem #kinda depressing #skinnnny #tw depressing stuff #i will reach my ugw #anatipsandtricks #pro ania #tw ana things #eating disoder thoughts #ana t1ps #anamia #extreme hunger

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janaisrecoveringforreal · 1 year

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motivation for recovery

eat cake on your birthday

picknicks

eat the things you bake

travel

make your dreams come true

apologize to your childhood self

eat crêpes at the christmas market

popcorn when you go to the cinema

have different things on your mind than just food

be confident

make friendships

fix the relationship with people you like

be able to concentrate

have the energy to do the things you love

have children someday (if you want to)

try new foods

so you actually have a real personality

you don’t have to always say no if someone offers you food

you don’t waste even more time caring about the least interesting thing about you (your body)

to be actually happy

#edrecovery #ana recovery #motivation #recovery #don't give up #ed #extreme hunger #reasons to recover

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futilechildhooddream · 6 months

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I don’t know what the fuck it is but I’m so tired of getting cavernously hungry, even when I’m eating, and getting all this debilitating symptoms where I can’t do shit and just feel so so sick

maybe it’s just withdrawal or the tism but I sure wish I knew

#anyone know?#words #vent #extreme hunger #symptoms #sick

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lellsonajourney · 1 year

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oh extreme hunger how i’m learning to love you

#ed recovery #recovery blog #recovery #eating disoder recovery #pro recovery #extreme hunger #diary #journal

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vviolet999 · 2 years

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I NEED TIPS TO CONTROL EXTREME HUNGER PLS

#extreme hunger #ana trigger #tw ana diary

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kidassunnydays · 2 years

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for how long after a binge do you feel physically sick?

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who-peed-in-your-cheerios · 2 years

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Struggling the last few days with behaviours. It's sent me into a spiral of depression, guilt, suicidal ideation and SH urges. But I can and will pull myself out this, this doesn't have to keep going or have much meaning. I'm going to try and be compassionate to myself, but man I feel like shit :(

#personal #mental illness #depression #edrecovery #anorexia #eating disorder recovery #relapse #anorexia recovery #osfed #extreme hunger

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iwasntborntobe-a-skeleton · 2 years

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I think one of the hardest things about trying to switch to an "eat when you're hungry" mentality is that I still don't really know when I'm hungry. I'm getting much better at recognising hunger signals and not compulsively ignoring them, but after years of feeling terrible, gnawing, aching hunger and treating it as background noise, nothing that I feel now actually registers with me. I haven't felt what I would call ""proper hunger"" for a while, and it makes it almost harder to realise that I *am* hungry.

#idek if this makes sense #ed recovery #eating disoder recovery #anorexia recovery #recovery #eating disorder recovery #rexie #extreme hunger

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sticksbakes · 2 years

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(Posted from my instagram @lilyonarosea to get back on track lol)

Here’s a pineapple banana smoothie I topped with walnuts! Just one banana, maybe 7 pineapple slices and some milk :)

Big news, I’m going to see a nutritionist in September! It may seem a while away and I may look like I’m taking care of things on my own, but getting with a nutritionist will help me pursue weight loss in a way that still respects my body and gives me energy! I’ve put weight loss on the back burner until then, working on my relationship with food and body image (which is admittedly poor.)

I had been majorly restricting my food, but last week and moving forward I decided to get back to at least maintenance. I had a few days of extreme hunger which was difficult but worth it to honor, and I still have a larger appetite than usual. I’m still counting calories at most meals (okay, every meal), but I’ve stopped counting them up and upsetting myself at the end of the day.

Some big wins have been having enough energy to bike again, learning how to make fried chicken, and even though it triggered me afterwards, I got to try a delicious “chocolately pretzel” McFlurry! The calories on it was astonishing, but I had been restricting that day anyways… I still see progress ♥️

#low cal #breakfast #ed recovery #tw ed in the tags #edn0s #recovery #nutritionist #extreme hunger

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sharkstuff · 1 year

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⚠️tw: implied ed⚠️

air + extreme hunger are kicking wybies ass today 😝😝🤠🤠(sarcastic emoji use)

#sharkstuff #extreme hunger

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morethan-oatmealandfruit · 7 months

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Fought the bad thoughts and had a peanut butter and fluff sandwich and a few tiny pieces of candy, and I didn't measure the PB or fluff because I didn't want more dishes to do tomorrow, so I ~ate intuitively~ instead of sticking to strict calories. And I'm not going to turn it into a binge either.. I need to learn to not live in extremes; that's a big party of recovery for me so exposure therapy is the way to go 👍

#ed recovery #tw food #recovery #challenge food #extreme hunger #eating disorder recovery #anorexia recovery

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months

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Welcome to the Dungeons of Fear and Hunger.

#Fear and Hunger #D'arce Cataliss #Cahara #Ragnvaldr #Enki Ankarian #Unlike Dungeon Meshi - I cannot in good faith recommend this game to a broad audience.#My background with F&H goes as follows: I am hanging out with a friend. He says “hey try this game I've been playing.” I say “Okay!”#I have never heard of this game. I pick the mercenary. I go through 5 min of character history and background. I am mauled to death by dogs #It took me 4 resets to even get in the dungeon. But I finally get there. I am caught by a guard. He cuts off all but one of my limbs #I am forced to crawl around in a blood and corpse pit until the game tells me 'give up idiot'.#I reset. I am mauled by dogs again. I realize this is not for me but I am intrigued enough to go home and watch some playthroughs #And WOW what an interesting game it is! I really do appreciate games that blend their design philosophy with the theme it wants to set #This is a game about fear and hunger. And persevering. And penis (my god is there a lot of penis)#I recommend this to people who like extremely challenging games and can handle the many *content warnings* within this series #If the idea of Bloodborne/eldenring and undertale having a little RPG maker baby sounds appealing to you - give it a shot #It's made by ONE GUY and it's a great horror game. I am just really bad at it.#My friends just enjoy putting me in situations where I scream and yell. We don't talk about the corn mazes. Or the other horror game nights #Apparently I'm funny when I'm Scared!#As people who follow me on twitter might know; I am deep in the pits of this series right now. I will be back with more art.

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synvelesow · 1 year

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adkyro · 18 days

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I know it's niche but just imagine... fear without hunger maybe

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