#depression brandnew

[awryval]

death of an author, reclamation, and you

"We never are what we intend, or invent 'Cause I make little lies and then I pull them apart Think something dark's living down in my heart And if I wanted to die before I got old I should've started some years ago digging that hole"

Brand New. "At the Bottom." Daisy, 2009.

Brand New was among one of my favorite bands in high school, and I still listen to them today. Their music is important to me and shaped a big part of who I am. Their lyrics about being tortured, burnt-out, and choking on the weight of your own self-perceived flaws are relatable! Their compositions ooze with a level of self-hatred that can only be genuine. It's utterly depressing, and I adore it!

That's not not the full story, though. Jesse Lacey, the vocalist of Brand New, is a sexual predator. This informs everything about how the music of Brand New is. It's self-loathing for a very good reason. I love Brand New. I condemn Jesse Lacey. These two statements coexist. I used to be a part of the /r/brandnew subreddit, and when the allegations against Jesse Lacey came out in 2017, many redditors of that sub were quick to claim "death of the author." After all, the band had broken up immediately after the news broke, and they had also cancelled their tours. Currently, the people using that subreddit mostly talk about buying old BN merchandise and discuss what their favorite concert memories were. Jesse Lacey himself confirmed that the allegations against him were true, so there isn't much debate to be had. The subreddit serves as a monument for fans who still enjoy the music, and as a platform to speak about it with like-minded fans.

In my opinion, claiming "death of an author" is a slippery slope. We can't always claim that Miku is the creator of Minecraft. But often, we see that that is the response people have when a creator is outed to be problematic; "I still like the thing So-and-So made, so I will ignore that the creator exists!" The reason that this worked for Miku Minecraft is because, by the time that Notch was publicly making transphobic comments, he did not own Minecraft anymore. The joke is quite literally that he does not own the thing that people like. He sold it to Microsoft, so he doesn't get royalties from it anymore. You can play Minecraft devoid of supporting its original creator. This joke works so well because it is an actual case of the death of an author! That's great and all for Minecraft, but what about other instances? What happens when we claim "death of the creator" erroneously? And why are we so obsessed with this concept anyway?

So like, back to Brand New... they released their last album, Science Fiction, back in August 2017. The allegations came out later that same year. I own all of Brand New's discography physically, including their last release. I bought most of it off eBay when I was 15. I was not supporting them post-allegations. But that leaves me with a lingering question- what do I do with all these CDs that I still very much enjoy the music of? From how I see it, there are two firm camps on this topic:

Camp 1: You know about Lacey's crimes now and his music cannot be separated from his actions. Solution: Throw your CDs away.

Camp 2: It's something you bought without knowledge of Lacey's crimes, so you should enjoy it anyway. Death of an author! Solution: Continue as usual.

I'm not fond of either of these answers. They come off as too polarized for a situation that is the entire Pantone swatch library of grays. "But, how are there any shades of gray when its clear that Jesse Lacey is in the wrong?" I want to provide some counter questions for you to think about:

What about the other people in the band? You might not be directly supporting the sexual predator anymore, but there are other victims here too- effectively his band mates lost their jobs overnight. (Another example would be LOSTPROPHETS)

Is it feasible to destroy each object you own because it was created under problematic circumstances? When or when isn't this the case? Does it apply to your cup of coffee? Does it apply to the clothes you wear? What about any product with palm oil in it? What about the hardware in your computer? If you look into any company, you're going to find some horrific things you don't like about it. The takeaway here is that it isn't beneficial to treat situations like these as black or white. I don't think that destroying my CDs is going to do anything to take away the abuse that Jesse Lacey caused. Nor do I think ignoring the context of his music will do anyone any favors. The music he made is a product of his crimes. To ignore that fact would be disingenuous to why people enjoy his music and why the music exists in the first place. There's another element here, though. I, and many others, are no longer monetarily supporting Jesse Lacey. You can't even officially support the release of Brand New's music anymore as their record label (Procrastinate! Music Traitors) doesn't even seem to have a functioning website anymore? Regardless, I wouldn't want to support his music in a way that supports him, anyway. Yes, I enjoy the music and the themes of it, but I do not want to be directly supporting abuse that happened BECAUSE he was a vocalist in a band. And I can safely do this with CDs that I bought secondhand, right? This is death of the author. So what's the issue?

I believe there is an issue when people claim “death of the author” far too quickly and scramble to reclaim the media for themselves. It’s an increasingly popular trend these days to pluck characters/concepts from an author deemed to be problematic. "I'll save [Character I like] from this shitty piece of media!", they claim. I don't think people realize how multifaceted in effect that is, though. For instance, if the author is actively making money from their creation, you can't truly "reclaim" a character from them. It's more like you're paying homage to them with fanart.

My best on-going example of this would be Floraverse. There are a multitude of reasons why people do not like the author/s of Floraverse, which I will not go into here. To put it simply, though, since its inception in 2013, many artists and writers involved with Flora either left or were kicked out. These artists either directly contributed to the art and worldbuilding of the webcomic, or were heavily influenced by it. To this day, there are many times someone links me to art on Discord and I’ll say “oh I remember that person, they used to be a Flora fanartist!” and the other person is absolutely floored that that artist was ever linked to Floraverse. Anyway… There have been multiple attempts at people trying to reclaim Floraverse from the author, and this never works out. Like, it really doesn’t work out. Any time that someone tries to reclaim Floraverse characters for themselves whilst condemning the author, that person is dogpiled by the Floraverse community. Which is a weird behavior for a CC BY-SA webcomic, but I digress. Here are some highlights:

In 2019, there was a thread dedicated to Redesigning Floraverse that immediately got taken over by Floraverse itself a month later.

An artist got harassed for multiple years (I think it was 2020-2023) for having an oc based on Beleth, a character in Floraverse.

Just 2 months ago, an artist got harassed for drawing fanart of the characters

Historically, reclaiming Floraverse characters from the author hasn't worked out. And I mean.. why would it? It's an actively running "webcomic" (I'll be charitable) and with an active community that supports the author's current works and views with their wallets. It's one thing to enjoy a piece of media with a problematic author and want to reclaim that media for yourself. It is another for this reclamation to actually be effective. Attempts of "reclaiming" Floraverse get written off as fanworks that the community dislikes. You cannot reclaim Floraverse characters as they do not exist in a vacuum. Listening to secondhand Brand New CDs does work in a vacuum; Jesse Lacey's career is dead in the water. The same cannot be said for reclaiming the art of Glitchedpuppet and co. Floraverse characters and stories are not divorced from the abuses they cause. Characters will be used as strawmen to abuse community members, past or present. Or entire works will be up dedicated to making light of your childhood trauma! These characters were made by an abuser, and will be used to abuse. That is a simple fact about Floraverse. Except... in that statement, I'm not even talking about Glitchedpuppet, the current author of Floraverse. I'm talking about Marlcabinet, the previous author of Floraverse. This statement does however, apply to both of them. Hey, wait a minute, that's weird! I've been talking about "death of the author" for this entire post, and I just said that reclaiming Floraverse characters can't work because the way the characters were used to abuse real people doesn't exist in a vacuum. So like, why does this work within the Floraverse webcomic itself? Marl is the abuser of Glip, but Marl is also the author of the majority of early Floraverse. Isn't the story itself, as it currently stands, an act of reclaiming characters used to abuse community members, minors, and any detractors? Then who is to say that those who contributed to Floraverse and were similarly abused are not also allowed this same privilege? Their real-world suffering is what fuels the comic. When I was 13-16, I adored a Floraverse character named Cayenne. His whole deal was that he was an autistic child slave and was horribly abused by everyone around him. Weird character to connect to, but he’s the character that made me figure out I had autism! I drew a LOT of fanart of this character and I even own a (gifted) life-size plush of him. The authors only ever treated him as a joke and it was a joke even within the Floraverse community that I was the only person who actually liked/cared about him. Sometimes I think about reclaiming him for myself. But I also don’t want to get harassed, and I know I could design much better things, and write better things. Conversely, I also think about how this is the exact character that made me get into contact with Marl when I was 16. It’s a heavy weight to carry knowing that this exact character was the reason I was almost in the clutches of a child predator. Glip personally deferred me to him. Reclaiming Cayenne would hold emotional value for me as a reminder of my triumph over a predator. Would it be wrong for me to reclaim an abused child character from a comic that abused me and many others as children? I've no clue. And I don't think anyone can answer that. I've waffled on it for ~2 years now. Reclaiming Cayenne would give attention to an individual that profits off abusing others, myself included. I'd say that reclaiming Floraverse characters wouldn't be a case of "death of the author", but the original creator of them was a child predator that's no longer on the internet. Floraverse is already practicing death of an author, and it is a shell of its former self. That being said, it is not a story that only has one author. Its other authors are still active, and these authors include every person that it has abused in its wake. After all, it's a comic that relies on you to know about its dramas with and traumas of real people. Tell me: Does a death of the author matter when its being written about you?

#text #brand new #floraverse #death of the author #abuse #grooming

[thesoundlabyes]

We have a brand new #SingleOfTheWeek from FROM INSIDE with Let Me In! “We all have that one person that you care about who struggles with depression & anxiety, you want to help them more than anything right? Breaking down the walls to get through to someone is one of the hardest but most important things to do. You now understand 'Let Me In'” Hear the track all week on #TheSoundLab Radio via the website at www.thesoundlabuk.co.uk and www.tiny.cc/TSLlisten #NewMusic #NewMusicMonday #NewMusicAlert #BrandNew #SOTW https://www.instagram.com/p/CoCG2Z2tyPF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#singleoftheweek #thesoundlab #newmusic #newmusicmonday #newmusicalert #brandnew #sotw

[remindme2breathe]

Just like a band-aid?

Tumblr. I’ve turned to Tumblr... reasons? I’ve always been keen on the idea of putting my thoughts and feelings on paper, since I became a mom, that has not been as easy as it’s been in the past. In the past 4 years I’ve experience severe depression, anxiety, I might have even contemplated death as a way out of this roller coaster of emotions. What’s the worst part though? Probably that I’ve taken the first step in finding therapists, counselors, I’ve tried to speak with family and find no relief. I’ve circled myself with people who hurt me more then benefit me. I know that. I know I should change things, but this hurricane of confusion has me stuck. One day I’ll find my way, until then, this will be my platform to not keep everything locked in. This is in no way made for attention or redicule, simply to help myself. And if on the way someone relates and I can help them (because it’s possible) then at least someone benefited from this sticky mess I call my life. Hi, my name is Anen. 

#depression brandnew

[wingriddenlonelystar]

I’m glad that you can forgive

I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.

#emo #emo girl #emo couple #emocouple #love #selfharm #brandnew #elliotsmith #suicide #pain #death #depression #couple #touch #kiss #drugs #teenage #rain #bmth #ptv #scene #xxxtentacion #cute #sad #heartbreak #loss #blood #cuts #hapiness

[kevinbecalm]

You said that you loved me but I know you never did

#low points #lowpoints #san diego #sandiego #san diego music #emo #sad #depressed #depression #jesse lacey #brand new #music #brandnew #mat kerekes #acoustic

[13th-pen]

the devil and god are raging inside me

brand new-jesus christ

#relatable songs #depression #brandnew #bipolar disorder #regret #lost

[takeatriptothisplace]

#alone #oldsoul #numb #brandnew #blacksheep #depression #feels #ifeelyou #goodnight

[youngkingmuntjac]

Busy night sketching. Sometimes I forget that what I do isn’t just about making stuff that’s interesting to look at. 👀👀 • • • #sketching #sketch #sketchbook #draw #drawing #pen #penandink #ink #prismacolor #copic #markers #pigma #sad #creepy #funny #ocd #depression #brandnew #lyrics #music #portrait #blindcontour #illustration #illustrator #faces #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #artistontumblr #expression

#sketchbook #artistsoninstagram #artist #prismacolor #copic #penandink #artistontumblr #music #funny #depression #brandnew #sketch #pigma #lyrics #creepy #draw #sad #markers #illustration #ocd #illustrator #sketching #ink #pen #faces #blindcontour #drawing #art #expression #portrait

[ladyreapermc]

KEANU MASTER LIST

KEANU REEVES - One Shots

Netflix and Chill: Keanu picks you up for your date

Cuddle Session: On a rainy Saturday morning, you spend the morning in bed with your boyfriend.

Solace: after an anxiety attack, Keanu is there to comfort you.

Random Meetings: you meet Keanu at an after-party.

Vintage: you take care of a tired and sore Keanu

By the Poolside (smut): Keanu finds you taking some time off by the pool

Cherry Cola Milkshake (smutish): Keanu tries out your favorite dessert

Think Twice(smut): you’re making a new rom-com with Keanu and your ex-boyfriend. Jealousy ensues.

Smell of your Skin(smut): Keanu’s coming home after being away for a press tour.

Kiss me thru the phone (smut): You’re away from home for work. Phone sex happens.

Graham Norton: based off Keanu’s first appearance in Graham Norton and the ‘I never’ bit.

Together: Keanu finds out about the reader’s depression and bulimia and comfort her.

Misbehaving (smut): you meet Keanu in a party and the two of you end up having public sex.

Leave your lover (smut): You’ve been friends for 15 years. Then one rainy night changes everything

Listen: you tell Keanu about a traumatic event that happened five years ago

Reunion: Keanu is your date for your high school reunion

Like Lust (smut): AU set on mid-nineties where Point Break bombed on the box offices and Keanu quit acting to become a musician. You meet him at a gig.

Just a trim: Keanu’s beard is a little out of control so you take matters into your own hands.

Punishment (smut): Teasers get punished. That’s the rule. And you teased him all through his show.

Tropical rain (smut): your vacation with Keanu on a tropical beach isn’t going as expected.

Maple Syrup (smut): Strangely enough, Keanu might be the one Canadian you know who doesn’t like maple syrup, but you are working on changing that.

About that Bass: seeing Keanu playing the bass is one of the hottest things you’ve witnessed.

What kind of man (smut): Tom was kind and funny and sweet. He was perfect for you. But he wasn’t what you wanted.

Play to win (smut): you make a bet with Keanu. Whover loses has to get naked. The only problem? You had no clue on how to play pool.

Helping Hand (smut): You’re horny, Keanu is away, so you take matters in your own hands.

KEANU REEVES - SERIES

This isn’t a rom-com (Keanu x OFC) (smut) 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17: Keanu and Lilah meet at the set of John Wick. Rom-com shenanigans ensue (completed)

A Wish Your Heart Makes 1 2 3: Cinderella AU. During a masquerade ball, you end up kissing and falling in love with Keanu. Only one small problem, he’s your boss and you weren’t supposed to be there in the first place (completed)

Catching Feelings (Keanu x OFC) (smut) 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10: AU in which Keanu is down on his luck after he comes to Hollywood trying to be an actor. To earn some money, he joins this app for escorts and meets Steph, a rising star who hires him to try to forget her ex. Neither of them is expecting to fall in love and all the problems it brings. (completed)

Thank you kindly Sir (smut): AU Keanu is a mechanic that helps you out when you’re out of luck Part 1 | Part 2 

Always the Quiet Ones series 

Always the Quiet Ones (smut): you’re a housekeeper in a hotel who gets seduced by one of the most important guests of the hotel.

The Proposal (smut): Follow up for Always the Quiet Ones. After a month away, Mr. Reeves is back and he has a proposal for you.

Dark Paradise (smut): AU! With their ‘arrangement’ in place, reader and Keanu go apartment hunting. Part of the Always the quiet ones universe.

Without you (smut): Keanu is gone and you have to deal with his absence and fixing your brandnew apartment on your own.

KEANU REEVES - DRABBLES

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30| 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 | 39 | 40 | 41 | 42 |

JACK TRAVEN - One Shots

At the amusement park: your first date with Jack at the amusement park

Stimulus Equivalence (smut): Jack distracts you while you’re trying to explain him a concept

Line of Sight (smut): you’re a sharpshooter for the LA SWAT when you meet Traven at a hostage situation

Come and See me (smut): after a bad day at work, reader asks Jack to come over for a booty call. Things don’t go exactly as planned.

Touch Too Much (smut): Jack has you tied and blindfolded and he likes to tease

Hanging by a Moment: For a long time you had a crush on Jack and before you could do anything about it, he met Annie. Now, two years later, maybe you two have a second chance.

JACK TRAVEN - Drabbles

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 |

JOHNNY UTAH - One Shots 

Partners: There’s a stakeout and you’re stuck with Johnny Utah for a partner. You hate him. Kinda.

Surf Lessons: Johnny wants to teach you how to surf. You know it’s a bad idea.

Hatef—k (smut): Johnny is your partner and you hate him until a pencil skirt changes everything.

Closing Time (smut): You work at a clothing store, you get a last minute customer at closing time and sexy times happen.

JOHNNY UTAH - Drabbles

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11| 12 |

JOHN CONSTANTINE - One shots

Tremors: Summary: you comfort Constantine in his time of need

Movie Nights: Constantine takes you to the movies

Hell ain’t a bad place to be (smutish): Constantine meets Satan. They are not what he was expecting

Removing Temptation: you try to help John quit smoking. He’s not all that happy with that.

Toxic (smut): you’re about to get married when you get a visit from Constantine

JOHN CONSTANTINE - Drabbles

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 |

JOHN WICK - One Shots

Meet Cute (John x OFC): Lilah finally gets to meet the tall, dark and handsome man she had been lowkey crushing on for the last four months when his dog gets loose and comes to play with her

Safe and Sound: John comes home from a mission and needs a back rub.

Too Sober, Enough Sass: you meet a tall, dark and handsome stranger who saves your life

Blood in the Cut (smut): follow up to too sober, enough sass. You find John Wick in your apartment, hurt and in need of a place to stay

Empty Chair (smut): John is tied to a chair. You have all the control

Dark of the matinee (smut): John takes you to the movies, but he can only focus on you.

Salute: you catch John signing and dancing (sort of) to your favorite song

Sick day: John gets sick and you take care of him

Kisses in the dark: John returns home late at night after a job and tries not to wake you.

Ballerina: Jardani helps a ballerina in the Ruska Roma.

Blurry Lines (smut): Wick is after a guy who sometimes work for you and that puts you under his radar so you run. Not fast enough though.

My Boy Builds Coffins (smut): Follow up to this drabble. You and John get some unwanted visitors during sex.

Friday Night:  t’s been a long week, but fortunately John is there to make it better

JOHN WICK - Series

Sympathy for the Devil (smut) 1 2 3 4: Your best friend is getting married and you’re very excited until you find out that your ex is coming to the wedding. After a  night of too much drinking and without a date for the big day, you summon a demon to make a deal (completed).

BROOKLYN BABY SERIES

Brooklyn Baby (smut): AU. John knew he was going to regret letting his daughter Daisy throw her 21st birthday party in his house. He just didn’t know how much.

A little loss of innocence (smut): AU. After your encounter with Mr. Wick during Daisy’s birthday, you can’t stop thinking about him and decide to pay him a visit.

Insatiable Craving (smut): AU. Visiting Daisy’s dorm, John runs into Y/N instead and they can’t keep their hands off each other.

Make it Hurt (Smut): AU Bee visits John and finds a very different man than she has grown used to. A very good kind of different in her opinion.

Play with Fire (Smut): AU. When Daisy shows up unannounced, John has to find a way to play it cool while Bee is being a tease

JOHN WICK - Drabbles

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 |

Other characters - One shots

Your racing heart (Julian x Reader): after fainting, you’re taken to the hospital and Julian is your doctor.

In your Arms (Julian x Reader): Julian comforts the reader after they lose a patient

I’ll Wait (Julian x Reader): Follow up to Your racing heart. You ran into Julian again at a coffee shop when he’s awkwardly talking to his ex. You pretend to be his girlfriend to give a hand.

Domestic (Julian x Reader): based on this anon request - Can i request a Dr. Julian Mercer x reader domestic fluff????

Boy for Rent (Scott x Reader): Scott asks you to stay after a night of work

Trade mistakes (Dr. Beck x Reader) (smut): You’re a call girl and Dr. Beck is your client. You shouldn’t be getting this close to him, but it’s impossible not to.

Treat me like your boyfriend (Matt x Reader): when Matt asked you to tutor him, you weren’t aware of the mess you were about to step in.

Sweep Escape (Kai x Reader) (smut): you meet Kai in the slave ship. He’s a fighter, you’re a healer. Both against your will. Being together is a solace against the horrors of the world.

Closer (Donaka Mark; August x Reader) (smut): you and August go undercover to dig information on a Donaka Mark, but get caught and end up in a very unsual situation.

Other characters - Drabbles

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7| 8 |

#keanu reeves #keanu reeves master list #keanu reeves fanfic #keanu reeves imagine

[xmcgarrett]

@dtwilliams​

He walked passed all these people dressed in black, people crying. Chin and Abby were there with Sarah, Abby holding a newborn. Kono and Adam were careful to stay on other sides of the room. Tani was nestled into Juniors side, her hair shorter than he remembered. Joanie was petting Eddie, who seemed almost depressed. Mary was hugging Lou as he passed. Grace held Will. She cried as she looked outside, through Steve, to the man sitting in his usual chair looking at the beach. 

“I’m sorry I’m never coming home,” he spoked softly as he walked up next to Danny. It was their spot. It was the place they envisioned growing old together. It would never happen. “I guess my luck finally ran out.” He looked back at the house, at all their loved ones. Honestly, he never expected to see so many people. Magnum and friends were there, Kamekona, Duke, a lot of HPD officers, Nahele and his brandnew wife.

#dtwilliams

[owlsinathens]

Fic Writer Interview

Thanks for the tag @ferrame, I could while away an hour at work composing this!

Name: theonsfavouritetoy on AO3

Fandoms: Game of Thrones. I wish I could write for The Terror but I'm way too intimidated

Where you post: AO3. Very seldomly on tumblr

Most popular one-shot: Sweet Girl - a cracky little ficlet I wrote a couple hours before going to bed, thinking it's probably the most ridiculous thing ever, only to wake up to a flurry of comments and kudos and bookmarks

Most popular multi-chapter: Law of the North - an accident, kinda. It was supposed to be a quick prompt fill for @callmejude and then it took on a life of its own and turned into my most popular work ever, and I'm still reeling from all the amazing reactions to it

Favourite story I've written so far: Another Christmas Carol - the singlemost depressing, angsty Christmas fic there ever was, and omg it was so easy to write and I still think it reflects my best abilities as a writer. Including my ability to sap away like there's no tomorrow

Fic you were nervous to post: Everytime I step a tiny bit out of my greysnow comfortzone. The Lannistarth one. The Danyara one. A very obscure Good Omens ficlet.

How do you choose your titles: Lines from songs or poems, stupid puns, random things popping into my head

Do you outline: More often than not. That's not to say I always follow said outlines, sometimes the story takes me in a completely different direction than I anticipated, oftentimes a few unplanned chapters sneak in (sappy chapters)

Complete: There's one work I am nowhere near completing, a crime AU where Theon's a private investigator and is up against cop!Ramsay, a dead Cersei Lannister, a giant stray wolfhound, loud Dothraki workmen and his own insecurities. The first few chapters got very little attention and I got discouraged and then I lost my notes and I have yet to find the will to start anew. Other than that I WILL finish all my stories (including the bane of my existence Kraken Prince)

In progress: The darned Kraken Prince and about a gazillion different WIPs. The ones I'm working most on atm are a Fake Marriage AU and a brandnew, complicated, outrageously dark (and yet funny) superhero AU

Coming soon/not yet started: If only I knew. I just got the most amazing prompt by a lovely anon here on tumblr, another AU that won't leave me alone is a very angsty thing called The Lake House... so so so many 😭

Prompts: give me all the prompts. I'm terribly slow at filling them because I need inspiration to truly strike, but oh gods I can't tell how much I love prompts. And if anyone wants a greysnow prompt from me, hit me up, I've got about two hundred stored in my brain 😬

Upcoming work you're most excited about: christmas ficlets!! I'll try to do one a day, calendar style, and srsly if anyone has a lovely christmassy (or not) greysnow prompt for a ficlet, gimme please ❤️

Tagging @attaining-fic and @salty-wench and @megaunhappybunny and everyone else who wants to 😘

#my writing #greysnow #snowjoy #long post

[blueeyesblackheart]

I live for pretty sunsets and Brand New tbh

#lyrics #Brand New #BrandNew #pop punk #emo #athestetic #sad #depression #love #heartbroke #heartbroken #hate #punk #alternative #sunset #beautiful #cute #sadness #anxiety #hurt

[reinventinghamish]

#brandnew #suicide #depression #projectsemicolon

[thesoundlabyes]

We have a brand new #EPOfTheWeek from #dvr with dirty tapes! “The EP progressively gets more depressing,” he states, matter of factly. Its title track opener lays out the artist’s ambitions, while on “stupid” (which is crying out for a Netflix coming-of-age sync) he starts to notice shit going wrong. Then, the self-deprecation of “lowlife” hits and things spiral further, with Dillon admitting that “drugs” was made “at a pointof complete despair”. Hear all the tracks from the release on #TheSoundLab Radio via the website at www.thesoundlabuk.co.uk and www.tiny.cc/TSLlisten #NewMusic #NewMusicMonday #NewMusicAlert #EPOTW #BrandNew https://www.instagram.com/p/CY0-MP9Myil/?utm_medium=tumblr

#epoftheweek #dvr #thesoundlab #newmusic #newmusicmonday #newmusicalert #epotw #brandnew

[shadow-cooper]

I will say you have a very good grasp of the ofa slow drains life out of users with preexisting quriks (actually quiet sad when you think about it, if it wasn'tafo it was going to be the quirk they chose to take on) if you got that from spoilers only. your solution to finally getting ride of afo is makes a good amount of sense because of...... other reasons out right stated in the manga, even if it is more depressing. If you want to know more I highly encourage catching up to the manga the last, seriously there's a brandnew arc barely 10 chapters long horikoshi has decided to just start drip feeding ofa information ever 3/4 chapters, a very pleasent suprise.

Yeah, I started watching the anime about a month ago, and I’m currently on the third volume, so I have a way to go still 😅 I’ve been spoiled on some things relating to OFA and the users, but I don’t mind. I don’t know much else besides random info from upcoming arcs, so I was thinking maybe I got some things wrong with my “finally getting rid of AFO” idea. Good to know there could be a possibility of it happening down the line. (But yeah, it’s super sad so I’m also hoping it doesn’t end that way lol). I’m definitely going to keep reading! I’m super excited!

#my hero academia #mha #boku no hero academia #bnha #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers

[babyawacs]

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the addresses ingermany were german minority arrival nurmeberg night sept 22nd19 89 then short twoweeks raststatt orfour then schreckhof  then a year masseldorn a turk bought the block for selfuse we had anew car fromsavings moved to sudentenst reet 29 thats turtle twoyears  then steige44/1 newblocks thats elephant midlate19 94 to late 1997 ? then  cemetarycorner? 1998-1999 then  themost chavtastic year july1999to end 2000 the screwbunch4  here on mcdonalds then intel mess therenovemb er 2000 since may2000maybe armytime  moved to verfassungsschutz fortress early 2001 -march 2002 they fielded a brandnew playstation2 overmybrother involved sicne novembe r2000.  for test because iplayed my videogames likenothing thenwhat that hornba ck corner mid 2002to november2002. then fourweeks nazi chamber holdout around ihk co rner hill then amonth in brothers place early2003 then brucknerstreet 13 elephant or p o p e pabst? papst? half ayear then solbergallee22 orso mid2003 to sept2003 that is doc corner snake? dragonfly co rner? with bike uphill  graduation th en gotme my ownfirst chamber age22 sept2003 to sept2004 the screwbunch4 messy bunch mcdonalds whatsaname  thesedmamgeerasers zwingenburgstreet admission first stud y january 2004 nointernship but chronsaeule s then off to study stuttgart september 2004 then a year stuttgart allmandring 14c 2004 to nov2004 then amonth or two b rothers chamber no wait mothers chamber rentby brother masseldorn whats the street a gain  twomonths thenoffmy chamber again threemonths interim in a chamber without good windows even shared with an engineeringstudent and another edu blueolalr guy th en gluckstreet 12 another chamber untilstudy  itb test  then offto study septem ber 2006-to november 2010 visitingmother during study once a month aweekend. plus hol idays graduation then november to february 2011 mothers chamber then off to study e astgermany february 2011 to february 2013 with mothers chamber visit here depressed a f since july 2012 graduation overcome down intelterrorised then brothers demis e early2014 then mother mid2014 then rent chamber as bgb roomrent contract jily2014 to now here with daytime chargingthe crimes xmas2009 nuertingnen study and onsit e july2015 on intensified m u r d e r attempts here all the time ever si nce shuffled  m u r d e r trick s harms shuffled scums in this the c lowns tried toplace their prostitution inteldependency where then their momfoolnes s where? whogives a rats asswhattheypretend why didthey get a c c e s s to rescueminors desperatemothers too and girls inlove alongthismess evenmoreso

the addresses ingermany were german minority arrival nurmeberg night sept 22nd1989 then short twoweeks raststatt orfour then schreckhof then a year masseldorn a turk bought the block for selfuse we had anew car fromsavings moved to sudentenstreet 29 thats turtle twoyears then steige44/1 newblocks thats elephant midlate1994 to late 1997 ? then cemetarycorner? 1998-1999 then themost chavtastic…

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