wingriddenlonelystar

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Related to Liz vicious 🫶🏼

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The liars out there

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You are excatly who I thought you were

How disppointing

Every issue you called an insecurity

Ended up being a premonition

Liar Liar Liar

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"What's the most bizzare sight you've ever witnessed?"

"A liar mocking other liars."

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sometimes i meet complete fools i tell them what they are then they hate me and i feel like an ogre

but what am i supposed to do practice absolute kindness ...nod and agree with bullshit?

no... i'd rather be an ogre than a sweet smiling liar

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Letter to Me.....

You're more than their opinions of you.

You're not the villan they've turned you into.

And just because you're broken, doesn't mean you're weak.

And just cuz you wanted better for you and your family doesn't mean you're lazy.

You have the biggest heart and you love with all you have.

I know you think that's a flaw but it's not bad.

Because there are people who don't feel as much as you do.

You're not worthless all because he left you.

You're strong and brave and he never deserved a second of your time.

I know it doesn't seem like it right now but it will all be alright

You'll find someone who makes you feel like a million bucks.

And he'll be the one that really shows you unconditional love.

He will stay when things get hard.

He will still be kind using his words.

He won't belittle or make you feel small.

He will be someone you can always call.

I hope you know how special you are to this world.

I hope you know you're a superstar to your little 6 year old girl.

And don't ever let anyone turn that smile around.

Believe wholeheartedly in karma, it always comes back around.

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How Do You Know?

How do you know who's real and who's fake?

The persons that stab you in the back and smile in your face.

The ones who pretend to love you but secretly hate.

They are more dangerous than any venomous snake.

If you'd known their intentions, you'd have save yourself from the heartache.

But you didn't know better and you got played.

Now you're regretting that you stayed.

To trust again you're afraid of making the same mistake.

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When will i ever know who I am?

There's people that say to just be who you are, or you have to make yourself into something you want to be.

But I'm beginning to think that we aren't anything.

We are nothing, right?

We are atoms smushed together, and we have to find a way to give those atoms meaning. And yet we give it meaning through metaphors and riddles and it still leaves the question of who the hell am I? Who are we?

Or is the question rhetorical? Don't ask me how, but could it be possible?

Do we live to actually do something, or just to exist?

Are we just a circus or a zoo, that those people who are higher can watch for their own entertainment? So they can laugh at us, and make jokes while we drown in our own misery, and confusion and desperation to find a meaning in something that may not even have one?

They watch us fall to our knees, with our faces and shirts soaked in tears, with our hands pressed together. They watch us beg for forgiveness, beg for happiness, beg for our health, for our lives, for the ones we love and they looked down upon us like we've asked to slaughter their family. To them we are not human, we are animals that are kicked to the curb, we the strays on the street that nobody wants. We are left to fend for ourselves in a world that cannot be lived it.

How is it possible to live in world that is run by people who are fueled by greed and power and money? How is it possible to live in a world that is run by people who do not care? How is it possible to live in a world that is run by people who find satisfaction and pleasure and joy in knowing people suffer from actions not caused by the people suffering?

How are we supposed to live and find who we are, when we are in a constant fight for survival? And a constant fight just to live?

-Owl.

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Erin Van Vuren

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'even salt looks like sugar'

Be wary of the things you hear, think and feel. Deception lies at every turn, motives are often hidden and being manipulated feels like being loved.

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loving someone who lies is a difficult thing, but i do it so very well. all my exes were pathological. all my friends, compulsives. somehow i manage to find the actors, the creators and the fabricators more easily than others.

or maybe they just find me. maybe they know, that i will forgive them just as readily as i believed them. they can tell me their synthetic realities, polystyrene stories and plasticine pasts. i will wish for it to be real, maybe even more than they do. that i will lay in bed pushing their words around like a bad taste, trying to force puzzle pieces that dont fit into round holes.

i dont know why it is. the ceiling says gullible, says stupid, says child.

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Scary

I was on the list

But never really at the top.

You don't have to tell me this,

I think you've said about enough.

I was good

But never quite good enough.

I did what I should

But you still found someone else to love.

Made me look stupid.

Took advantage of knowing everything about me

You knew what to say to bring me to ruins.

If this is who you really are, I'd rather you just leave.

Cuz it's scary.

How little I actually knew.

About the monster hidden in you.

It's scary.

How much I was willing to invest

In a guy that couldn't care less.

It scares me

Thinking of waking up to someone new

But at least I now get the chance to.

Find someone who actually cares about me.

Who doesn't make me think love is so scary.

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I’m old enough now to know what love is

That also means I’ve learned what love is not

Love is not pure nor innocent

It is lies and half truths

Broken promises and things left unsaid

It is a man making you promises

Then never keeping a single one

It’s as simple as a hidden like or follow

A lust you hide from your partner and yourself

I know that this is not love

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It turns out you just use pretty words, to tell your pretty lies.

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People can do worse things than kill you

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𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙙𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙧.