Constantine looks away from the inscription embedded onto the side of the stone. That's the fifth version of it today. Every single one of them are on the outskirts of the city, surrounding it. Bats might have been right. This seems fishy.
a movie that has a largely-female cast has to be well-written, well-shot, well-acted, well-advertised. people will spend 2 hours on youtube talking about a single plot hole; about a moment of bad pacing, about a singular background character's poor scripting. if there isn't something obvious, they will say - well there's nothing specifically bad, but it wasn't specifically good either.
they will turn out another all-male movie, and it's just a movie.
a book that has queer representation in it has to defy every convention of writing while also being true to traditional plot, structure, format, and pacing. it must have no boring chapters, no missteps, no awkward dialogue. it must be able to "prove" that any queer relationship "makes sense", their sparks must fly off the page and their love must be eternal. the writing must be clear and beautiful, the storyline original and fresh, the values traditional but with an undercurrent that is modern and saucy.
they will turn out another book without queer rep, where a man and woman just-fall-in-love, and it's just a book.
i am latinx. i am queer. i am nb & neurodivergent. my father said to me once: you will need to be exceptional to be just-as-good, and you will need to be beyond exceptional before they see you as just-a-person, and not your labels.
i am not beyond exceptional. i am a human person. i am skilled because i worked my ass off to be skilled.
i am currently reading a book that's so-bad-it's-good about a girl that falls in love with a vampire. i was 64% of the way through the book before she figures out tall-dark-fanged is not natural. i like books like these, i like letting myself relax while i just enjoy the read. but i do spend a lot of time wondering - would this have been published if it was about queer people? would this have gotten past the editors if the characters weren't white and sexy?
i want to write a movie about being a woman in a male space, and i want to start that movie with a 10 minute scene where the woman is lectured with the exact same whining that occurs in the youtube comments of even the trailers for those movies: "haven't we had enough diversity?" "we've had enough girl power movies" "sorry, this is just pandering. it's boring."
here's what's fucked up: it shouldn't matter, you're right. my identity shouldn't fold after my name like a battalion of stars: a cry of what i've gone through. what we all know i had to move past and through. i should just be a writer, plain and simple, without my work being shifted through with tweezers - i know everything i make, always, i am incredibly responsible for. beholden to. i don't like knowing that if i fuck up, i am also fucking up for every person like me. every person in a community i belong to.
once, back in undergrad, i wrote a short story about a girl who had been kicked by a horse. it was my first time writing about my experience with my ocd; i felt proud of it. the story was mostly about grief and slow recovery. the queerness of the main character was not important to the plot, my main character was just-queer. there wasn't even a romantic interest in it.
i remember one of my classmates being disappointed. "i just feel like you always write about girls who like girls, and i'm bored of it," he said. "you're a beautiful writer, but i'm like - oh, at some point, it's gonna be gay again." during the workshop, he folded his hands over my story and said, "and okay, i'm just going to say it. she's ocd, she's gay, she's depressed - it's a little much for me to believe is all happening to one person."
it is a little much to be that person (and more besides). i have therapy weekly, after all.
About a character/ship + prompts/metaphor/imagery, what about Thane (and his Siha) post ME3? (if you want, feel free to expand on A Second Chance's epilogue😉). Or may I interest you in my headcanon of Astarion getting flashbacks of his mortal life thanks to the sound of a violin (https://www.tumblr.com/sillyliterature/741057677852033024/so-back-at-the-surroundings-of-rosymorn-monastery?source=share) 🤔
Looking forward to reading what you'll write 👀😍
thanks for the ask! clickable link of Aurora's post here, which inspired this poem (and also provided the soundtrack). love this headcanon, i thought it very appropriately bittersweet to Astarion's character <3
it’s easier to survive hell
if you forget—
not heaven, which i never did find
but the feel of strings
under calloused fingers
sugary scents spicing the air
the bow gliding, graceful
as any a dagger i’ve slashed
the music it creates harmonising
with their voices softly speaking
i had forgotten them
but oh, not you,
my paradise
never you
what’s been on the reading list lev I’m personally interested in what you’ve been enjoying !!
Hiya!!! I'm reading some poems by Midang (Seo Jeong-ju), and my favourites are Haze, the Crane, Prayer I, and Prayer II. I've also been skimming through Norse Mythology by Gunnar Hylnsson. Not much else has been on the reading list, unfortunately. But I have been reading a tonne of fanfic.
I've linked some of the ones I've read this week under the cut if you want to check them out. I def recommend them! 🖤
Pi's Lullaby by T_pock - Hannigram. There's writing, and then there's writing. Also, imo, best characterisation of Hannibal and Will.
something (just like this) by OfMermaids - Izuku Midoriya x reader. Obsessed with this, truly. Their prose is gorgeous. Also, it was their Bakugou fic (and Blue Card) that actually endeared me to x Reader, and got me back into writing in the first place. TMYK.
Single Dad!Leon by @konigbabe - Leon Kennedy x Reader. Seriously peerless in terms of quality.
Animalic by @moondirti - Miguel O'Hara x Reader. It's honestly the best, but it's Dee so that's just a given.
Designer Dress by @halfmoth-halfman - Price x Canary. A must-read if you like Price. Or just good writing in general.
Late Night Texts and Nowhere by @undercoverpena - Javier Peña x Reader/Javier Peña x Luna. My comfort fic. One that I've been desperately needing between the hurricane, a new dog, and being sick.
Poisoned Apple by surveycorpsjean - SoapGhost goodness. Super smutty. But the banter? Top tier.
handsome stranger au by @alittleposhtoad - Price x Reader. It's just so cosy. It's a warm drink on a chilly November day. Very quickly becoming one of my all-time favourites for Price.
The Permanent Efficacy of Grace by hahaharley - Jacob Seed x Deputy. Obsessed with this fic. I can't even articulate how much I adore it.
Swallow by NoFootprintsInSand - John Seed x Deputy. Genuinely don't think I've read writing more beautiful or poetic in my life. Def an instant fave.
i get the appeal of being a hater for sure but personally i was built to be a lover and to love things and to see the beauty and worth in everything i choose to see beauty and worth in sometimes for no other reason than that i want to see beauty and worth in them. like i don’t want to hate things for fun! why are we all so mean to each other! you do you but personally im gonna choose to unapologetically love the things i love