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okay we have officially entered the Winter Break Is Driving Me Mad zone
#djhahdjhkashdash i have sat still as in not moving as in not going anywhere as in Still for too long#but it's too cold and dark to run around or go somewhere#and everyone is conspiring against me (there is someone in every single room so i am effectively cornered)#i was not built for this i feel like i'm going to explode they should release me into the wild so that i can experience freedom before#my untimely death by nature's hand but it will be oh so beautiful it will be yuri too btw#at least during the summer i can go to parks and walk through the forests or go in the caves or something but i can do nothing#during the cold dark winter#i am trapped in this tiny house with these people and i cannot leave i am going stir-crazy and it has been exactly 5 days since#school has officially ended#mayhaps i shall test if the rock climbing gym is open during winter break#we have one at my school and technically i get free access but i never go in bc i know too many gym rats and i hate seeing ppl i know#in different locations#but damn rock climbing sounds good rn#[insert google search] noooo they're closed on the weekends for winter break noooooooo#and their hours suck noooooo#u know what i may just say fuck it and go to a park or smth we have a hilly one that i bet no-one will be at bc it's fucking cold#i am going to go mad staying here i am going to be sick#where are the beautiful trees and fresh air and sunshine where did it all go why am i stuck in this house#i have no room to move all i can do is wait for the main room to be vacated so i can have space to dance but this is not enough#i need to climb something i need to be given more space to do something but noooooo#u know what i will unbecome nocturnal just to go places during the day#i will go to the sad cold riverside park and i will run from whatever geese are still around. maybe i'll bring a dog#if i do not i am going to scratch up these walls and YES they are yellow but they are not wallpaper it is paint. if u even care
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hazelcephalopod · 2 years
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The Eye of the World Ch 50-51
Destination is reached. History is revealed, in a haze. An absolutely wild ride of a confrontation.
This will be the second to last one. So much happens in these chapters but this is actually one of my shorter posts on this.
Disclaimer: this is my first read thru but I’ve watched all of the show this far and been spoiled on some book things. So… I’m going to lean into that. Enjoy figuring out what I know, and what I think I know, and what I just don’t. Also s/x I add commentary when I edit.
Spoilers for the first book and up to the most recent episode under the cut. Potential spoilers for latter books.
Ch 50
Leaf
I mean… ok. I guess he’s a legend
Oh! He’s like that forest dude in Lotr. No I don’t remember his name
They have now truly just entered the feywild. A nice part of the feywild
Oh right. Horses!
“I’d really like to see the Tree of Life.” -Mat
Why indeed?
Mm not water is it?
Cool so the ancient Aes Sedai made this well of pure saidin and no one knows why except it’s for a time of desperate need.
Which Moiraine is so sure is rn. So sure.
…Also it disincorporates rocks.
“Why did you bring us here?” -Rand. Considering all she just explained I’d also be wondering and feeling that
Oh fuck. “I have found you at last.” -ominous unknown voice. Like… can not be good
Two creeps? Certainly not good. Not at all. Worse than I though honestly
Old creep?!
Mm no. Don’t like. Plz go
Aginor and Balthamel. Ok. Uh. The fuck?
I see the Forsaken like to monologue.
This isn’t good. Oh no. Lan is down. Nynaeve’s down. Everyone is ready to run towards death
…except maybe Rand? (Editor me: not so sure about that. He just had extra steps)
Green man!
No!
Wtf?!
Holy shit the Green Man just died. And turned into a tree! He was a red shirt!
Egwene girl no! Honestly commendable but no
Oh. Oh fuck. That’s not good.
They’re all just running. Moiraine is maybe trying to sacrifice herself for them?!
Oh shit!
Ch 51: Against the Shadow
Sword handle
Oh that’s good tension for mostly just describing terrain
Oh fuck… this guy ‘I’m supposed to capture you. But honestly. Fuck that! Die! I don’t want to share!’ Lol
I’m guessing these Forsaken don’t play well with others (editor me: evidence mounts for this)
“I, who faced Lews Therin Telamon in the Hall of Servants itself. I, who threw my might against the Lord of the Morning and met him stroke for stroke. I think not.” -Aginor to Rand. What now? I got that your immortal but uh that’s news. Confident. Real confident.
So he’s going to sever that connection cord?
Uh guess not? (I later learn… still foreshadowing)
He just fucking teleported! Rand! Dude!
The hell is happening no? This is weird. I’m intrigued
He teleported into the Gap?
(Why do Trollocs have banners… I guess Fades??)
How do you know all that?
This battle really isn’t going well for the people huh?
Draghkar are like winged vampire looking demons? Ok. Huh. Not what I’d been imagining at all
“He fell to his knees; he thought he could hear his tears sizzling on his cheeks. ‘No!’ He clutched at tufts of wiry grass for some hold on reality; the grass burst in flame. ‘Please, nooooooo!’” -Rand, having instinctively teleported into battle at the Gap. Feeling the one power fill him. Bringing down lightening bolts on instinct.
…man does this book make battles feel horrifying. Which, it does well imo
Earthquake! But srsly… (Editor me: that line punches me in the gut again editing this. That does the emotions)
“It has to end!” -Rand & “He beat at the ground with his fist, and the earth tolled like a gong. He bruised his hands on stony soil, and the earth trembled. Ripples ran through the ground head of him in everrising waves…
Oh you poor boy. It won’t end for a long time yet…
Is that Balzo? Damn
“Darkness surrounded him, the utter darkness of total nothing.”
More teleportation? Cool
“Time stood still in nothingness. Time ran faster. He climbed…” -(Rand). This sounds… is this actually the Ways or some similar space? If teleportation is just like entering tesseract space that’s kinda cool actually (editor me: I think no? Not using inlater lewrn b/c I didn’t feel I did!)
Oh this is the dream world again!
Oh shit!
50 pages left!
“The two cords beat like heartveins, in countertime, against each other…” -the cords of Rand and Ba’alzamon
Oh fuck. Oh he really has been pulling strings if that is true.
That is such a huge game tho. I bet there’s more that didn’t pan out
Thx Tam. That meditation training is really helping
But you didn’t know it was him for sure until now did you Balzo? So obsessed with controlling him, refusing to just end it, you have doomed yourself.
Well that’s deeply fucked isn’t it?
Ok. Uh. Laser beam sword?
Hey! He did it! He cut a cord! Just not the other dudes
Yes Balzo is defeated! /j
Lol
Ah yea I’d imagine the channeling sickness would be pretty great from that much power
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ichayalovesyou · 3 years
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Why Does God Need A Starship? (Live Reaction):
I always thought Sybok was cool and interesting and NOW I’m sure! You know it’s times like these that I’m grateful I kinda came back into the Star Trek fandom on my own, because I don’t have to deal with Opinions of older/louder Trekkies. This one kinda has a lukewarm reputation but I’m getting the vibe that I’ll genuinely enjoy it.
Yet again Bones is serving up some LOOKS damn! Look at these elder gays! Spock has rocket boots, amazing. “Because it’s there” and then falling off the goddamn mountain is such a James Tiberius Kirk thing to do 😂 “HI BONES!” These guys omfg. OH MY GOD SO WE DO SEE CAITIANS OUTSIDE THE CARTOONS?? Hell yeah! Also pole dancing to no music, is... weird. Lmao. Also okay I’m sorry Sybok is cool! Sybok is cool and interesting and I really like him! (Not morally obviously dude is shady as all fuck, but a cool dude nontheless!) Always fascinated by Cult Leader type villains, especially when they point out valid criticisms about the society from which they came (important distinction is that the CAUSE is not vilified, but the person and their means, something M****l has largely forgotten)
Awww I may ship Hikura, but Uhura & Scotty are also cute as hell!! Awwwwwww!!!! Old married couples can be so freaking cute. Chekov & Sulu are LOST ohhhh my god this is hilarious, these two idiots. Also can we talk about how Koenig’s eyebrows are slowly gaining sentience and Takei aged like fine wine? Lol. THE HOLY TRINITY OF ELDER GAYS ARE CAMPINGGGG! I’m- oh my god they’re so cute. “Marshmelon” this is cute as hell oh my god. They’re indulging and messing with Spock at the same time I’m dead! They’re singing ohh my god this gonna give me cavities with how sweet it is!!!
This Klingon dude is frickin ROCKING the eyeliner! Bruhhhh was the frickin spotlight necessary! Leave the gays alone SHHHH they’re SLEEPING!! Lmao. Yo I’ll be real this movie starts incredibly slowly but I seriously do not mind, it’s relaxing to not have to worry about missing important details if you look away for a second, it’s nice. WAIT? Does Jim’s shirt say GOT MILK?!!? Oh no, it says go climb a rock, oh thank god [“fatty milkers” flashbacks]
Seriously McCoy is just radiating so much old southern lady/gay energy in this movie and I love it so freaking much “if you ask me (and you haven’t) this is a horrible idea” he sounds like my North Carolina living Meemaw. Wow you can see Spock low-key taking psychic damage from seeing Sybok 😲 V’tosh Ka’tur of the highest order huh? Still disturbing that his government literally cast him out, that’s a red flag 😬. What happened with Sybok is probably a lot of why Spock was pressured to be as Vulcan as he was, I’m sure Sybok was a massive scandal/shame for Sarek, and knowing him, he’d end up making that his kids’ problem not his 🙄
Oh neat!! Chekov is in the in the captain’s chair. Oh this is the song they replaced Nichols’s voice for 😤 but also GIRL THAT WAS BADASS AND THAT SONG WAS A BOP! Quick question, wow these “alien” horses are somehow even worse than the unicorn dog (also it’s a desert planet, wouldn’t it be better to have, like, alien camels or something?) This dude’s Klingon is freakin impeccable btw! He’s really got the vibe down! Jim did you forget how fuckin bananas strong Vulcans are??? Sybok went like 😡☹️ when Spock pointed that laser rifle at him 😂😂😂 again even tho I know Scotty and Uhura are married but it’s scenes like getting held hostage right there where they radiate such POWER COUPLE energy GAWD! 🤩
Stay out of this Bones we’re having a lover’s quarrel! Jim is taking fucking psychic damage from this entire conversation lol. Okayyyy whatever Sybok is doing is definitely some kind of mind control type thing, that shit is creepy af no thank youuuuuu (spores anyone?). Oh my god Spock & Jim are so married lmao, that “I’m sorry” Vulcan kiss in the brig man Aw. (Oh man Magic’s of mega-tsu got devani mixed by that comment lame!) SCOTTYYYYYY!! YAS!
Yay rocket boot glomp! Lmfao! Sybok needs to brush up on his earth history Columbus did NOT figure out the world is round 🙄 Ah Scotty being like “listen, you’re not okay rn so I’m not really down for whatever you think you wanna do right now it can wait until you’re right in the head again” and they could’ve not done that and it would’ve been creepy (especially by today’s standards) but they didn’t! And that was awesome!
Bones being skeptical and has every right to be! He’s faced down would be gods and would-be messiahs before! Also I’ve seen people judge Bones for being the first to cave but Sybok totally did that shit to him without consent! He didn’t go back on his beliefs, Sybok forced him to! BONES PROTECTION SQUAD IS HERE AND ITS ME! Oh Bones, man, poor babeyyyy (fuck Sybok!) 😭😭😭 OH MY GOD BONESSSSSS Sybok leave him alone! Goddamnit! Leave him alone!
I think Jim can see Spock’s Sybok induced vision cuz they’re ✨Bonded✨ (it didn’t seem like they could see Bones’s, other than what Bones was doing). JIM KNOWS SO MUCH BETTER! ITS HOW HE BEAT THE SPORES ITS HIS CORE! I UNDERSTAND AND LOVE HIM FOR IT!!! Spock 😍😍😍 he’s like, you’re bullshit happiness pill doesn’t work on me cuz I am whole for the first time in my life, and I love my husband, and I already learned my lesson decades ago 💚🖖🏻💚 (who knew how important the character development from This Side of Paradise AND Return To Tommorow would be??? Hell yeah!)
I love Scotty so much 🥰 hardcore badass Hufflepuff from beginning to end! Also I hope Sybok appears in SNW that could be really really interesting if they do it right! ITS GOD (derogatory) REVERE HIM! Oh here comes that legendary question!! “What dies God need with a starship?” Red flag don’t call Jim a creature! Oh shit god has laxer eyes oh no lmao! Bones snaps out of whatever Sybok did to him when “God” hurts his friends and we LOVE HIM FOR ITTTT! Awww Spock & Sybok and be saaaaad, oh shit! Into the lightning to fight a mirror of yourself like Lazarus in that one episode!
OH SHIT THE KLINGONS ARE HERE! Oh damn Spock just swore a cuss the right way, at a Klingon General no less! General dude just went “caotain tell Kirk you are sorry!” LMAO! NOT IN FRONT OF THE KLINGONS 😂😂😂😍 KISS DAMNIT!! God this whole after scene is so good, maybe the god is the friends we made along the way. “I lost a brother once” you also lost SAM dummy, I know you were just telling Spock you love him but still. SHUT UP SPOCK IS PLAYING ROW ROW ROW YOUR BOAT ON HIS LYRE??
Okay, seriously, I unironically love this movie, it might be my favorite out of the ones I’ve seen so far actually. TMP felt like the movies getting their sea legs, but it was slow and messy, it wasn’t as thought provoking as it wanted to be (aside from Spock’s wonderful arc in that film). WoK & TSFS are amazing for drama and angst and Spirk content, but they weren’t really asking the big questions Star Trek is wonderful for. Then The Voyage Home is just plain silly and fun and wholesome. But this, this movie had depth! The whole premise is “what is god and is there is one?” I LOVE that as someone who has a very complicated relationship with spirituality. I also already loved the TOS episodes This Side of Paradise, Return To Tomorrow, The Omega Glory and The Way To Eden, and this movie had the best of those concepts! Sybok was such a fascinating antagonist/anti-hero and I hope we get to see him explored more on screen one day, even if it’s just through Discovery/SNW flashbacks. It may have started off slow and it’s not without its flaws but this felt like the Star Trekkiest TOS Star Trek movie so far!
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I have just been sad recently and feeling like shit so enjoy this. I am not romanticizing depression and all that jazz, but i've been feeling like shit and I want Taehyung to comfort me rn.
Genre: fluff, angst(not really)
Pairing: Taehyung x sad! Gender neutral! reader
Au: (very affectionate) best friends to lovers
Warnings: mentions of being suicidal, Taehyung is trying to comfort the reader, reader is literally sad for no reason but for a reason at the same time, spicy(?), swear words
I sit in the corner of my room with a pair of sweats and a hoodie. My headphones are turned up loud to block out the sound of my family having fun in the other room.
Maybe I should try playing Among Us? No, none of my friends want me. They all hate me so why do I even try. I should just end it all, nobody would care that i'm gone anyway.
Just as I was lost in thought, and on the verge of tears, my mom opens the door. I pause my music and take my headphones out. "Sweetie. Your friend is here." I stare at her, emotionless. She walks away and Taehyung comes in and closes the door.
He sits next to me and says nothing. Even though he's just wearing a grey jacket, white shirt, and black sweatpants, he's still beautiful. "Are you okay?"
Those words. Those damn words.
I burst into tears causing Taehyung to jump and wrap his arms around me. I sob into his shoulder, leaving a dark wet mark on his jacket. He rubs my back and rocks us back and forth. I grab a hold of the zippers on his jacket, desprately trying to pull him closer. "Everything is going wrong." I weep, causing him to hold onto me tighter. "What's going wrong, baby? Please tell me, what's going wrong." I shake my head at him trying his hardest to comfort me.
"Everyone hates me. I hate myself. I don't want to suffer anymore. Tae, I'm done with everything." I finally snuck my arms around his waist, gripping at his white shirt. Taehyung held onto me while I cried allowing me to calm down. He keeps his arms around me and runs his fingers through my hair. "Nobody hates you, y/n. In fact, I love you so much. You are my best friend and I don't want to lose you. Don't give up please."
I pull away from him and use my sleeves to wipe my tears. "I'm sorry Tae for soiling your jacket." I sniffle, trying to change the subject. "You're okay, no need to apologize." He stands up and holds his hand out. "Come on, let's go." I tilt my head to the side to show my confusion. I hestitantly take his hand and we leave my house, going to his car. "Tae, where are we going?" I say, wiping any extra tears. He starts the car and buckles himself.
"It's a surprise." He smiles and starts driving. I roll my eyes and look out the window. During the drive, we sit in a comfortable silence. I close my eyes, and drift off to sleep.
"Hey wake up. We're here." Taehyung shakes me awake. My eyes slowly open and I look at his smiling face. I nod and unbuckle my seat belt. We both exit the car and I look around. "You really just.. You really drove all the way out here and for what?" I look at him while he smiles and puts his hands in his pockets. He drove me two miles away from my house, to the park we met at. I was staying with my friend m/f/n (male friend name) and we decided to go for a walk in the dark. Taehyung and Jimin were on the swings. He decided we should go talk to the boys on the swings.
"Because I love you. When I got the call from your mom that you were sad, I knew exactly what I needed to do." Tears start to form in my eyes and he walks towards me. He places one hand on my hip and the other on my cheek, wiping away fallen tears. Taehyung slowly leans in and I meet him halfway.
I close my eyes and try to pull myself closer to him. The warmth coming from his body comforts my cold one. He smiles against the kiss before pulling away. He rests his forehead on mine and holds my waist with both his hands. "I love you, y/n. I love you so much." My cheeks start to heat up and I give him a quick peck. "I love you too, Tae. I love you more than anything." He smiles again giving me a big hug.
I've always love his hugs. He's always so warm and comforting. He pulls away and grabs my hand, leading me towards the playground. We climb up onto the overhang and stare up at the sky. "I remember you, me, m/f/n, and Jimin were up here and you were trying your hardest to point out the different stars, but couldn't see the stars and remember the names." I giggle, as he wraps his arm around me.
"That's such a random thing to be able to remember." I cuddle into him, and he rubs my shoulder. "Can you tell me some of the stars and constelations now?" He looks at me with dilated pupils. It's either because it's dark or he really does love me. I smile and leave a quick kiss on his lips before looking up at the pitch black sky again.
"See those three stars? That's Orion's belt," I point up at the sky and he nods, "See those seven stars right there?"
"Yeah, I see them, kinda."
"Those are the seven sisters. Orion fell in love with the seven sisters and basically stalks them." I inform him, causing him to smile. "That's really creepy." Taehyung laughs kisses my head. "See that bright star?" Taehyung nods again. "That's actually not a star. That's Jupiter."
"Really? I always thought that was just a really bright star. How can you tell?" My heart starts to pound a heavier than before. Does he really care or is he just pretending like everyone else does?
"Well, if you look at stars, they kind of look as if they're changing colour. That's them 'twinkling' I guess. If you look at Jupiter, it's not twinkling." He makes and 'ah' sound to show understanding. Idoubt he actually cares, but being here with him and talking about space is better than being at home locked away in my room, crying.
"You're incredibly special, you know that? Like in a good way. It's really cute how you can just tell me all these things about space." I giggle at his compliment. "You're literally so precious, Tae. I'm such a shit person, why is the world suddenly trying to reward me after punishing me?" I sit up, to stop myself from crying again. "Maybe because you're not a shit person. You are literally such a sweet and kind person, it almost seems impossible for you to exist." He sits up next to me and I look at him.
He leans in again for a sweet and passionate kiss. I fall backward and he grips my waist as the kiss gets a little more rough. "Fuck, I love you," Taehyung pants between the kiss. The sloppy kiss comes to an end after his phone starts ringing.
It's my mom.
He answers the phone on speaker, "Hey, y/m/n." He greets, with a big smile on his face. "How are they? Is y/n okay?"
"Yeah, they're okay! I promise you everything is okay, they are okay." He's quick to reasurre my mom, and I lay my head on his shoulder. "Are they coming home tonight?" Worry fills her voice.
I shake my head and Taehyung nods. "Yeah, I'll be driving them home in a second." He places a soft and quiet kiss on my forehead and smiles at my pouting face. "Okay, thank you Taehyung. Please keep them safe."
"I will." They both hang up and Taehyung goes to jump off the over hang.
We get into his car and sit there for a second. "I love you, Tae." I grab a hold of his hand. "I love you more, y/n."
He starts the car and we start driving. I look out the window and smile when Taehyung starts to hum.  After a little while, we pull up in front of my house.
"Y/n!" My mom comes rushing over to us and gives me a big hug. I give her a small smile before walking to my room with Taehyung following me. I collalpse onto my bed and Taehyung laughs. I quickly get under my blanket and he kneels down to press a soft kiss against my forehead. "Goodnight, Y/n. I love you." He smiles and stands up. I quickly grab his hand and he looks back at me.
"Stay with me." I manage to say, attempting to stay awake. He gives me a small smile and climbs into my bed next to me. "I'll stay with you. I love you, my precious baby."
"I love you more." Taehyung wraps his warm arms around my body and holds me close.
Maybe life is worth living for after all...  
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queervagabond · 6 years
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I’m so jealous of you. My life is one big shithole rn. I’m a college dropout, well more like flunk out, I don’t have my license, I don’t have a job, I have a bunch of health problems, etc etc. How do you do it???
I’m not sure if you want the cliffnotes of “lots of tears, maximum effort, and tons of therapy” or if you want more so below is the more option that’s basically me doing my usual advice technique which is rambling and hoping something is mildly helpful
Honestly, I have worked my ass off this past year. Where you are at sounds almost exactly like where I was last year. Which isn’t bad or shameful or anything! You shouldn’t feel bad for being in a low spot. My therapist likes to say “its ok every so often to be in a ditch as long a you don’t start buying furniture for it.” And for a while there, I had decorated my ditch like an upscale condo. But I couldn’t do it anymore. I couldn’t stand it. And I could taste the Need to better myself. So I applied for a tiny school where I wouldn’t drown, and then I waited to see if I could establish a foothold. If I wasn’t going to fall again. Oh boy am I surprised at how I thrived (It was a bumpy start though, I didn’t immediately get it, I had to work for it.) So then I could take another small step, and another, and another. And never look back. I can’t allow myself to question myself. I break things up until suddenly it seems manageable. 
And just listen, I was in such a Horrible place not too long ago. I was miserable. I was all those things you listed and more. But you know what, if I hadn’t gone through that, I wouldn’t be where I am right now. And I am in a good place in my life right now. I’m not saying that wading through a shitty life for a bit is the best way to get to a good place. But what I’m saying is that when I failed, when I was totally down on my count, it forced me to look at what I had, look at what I wanted to have, and figure out a new way to get there. When you’ve hit rock bottom, the only direction you can go is up, and you get to decide what Up means.
But nothing changes if nothing changes. I know it can be intimidating and kind of annoying that “you gotta work for it” is the suggestion. And I Know that there are outside factors in many things and some people do not have the advantage others do so its harder. But small steps. Any kind of step. Every damn day I am working on myself, on how I can better my life, what next step will I take (I just sucked it up and applied for lyft). (I can tell you right now, my next step is to go to a fucking dentist. Depression kept me from All doctors.)  In my heart, I will never fully be ready for the next step. I know I won’t. I wasn’t ready when I reapplied for college, I wasn’t ready when I went back to my psychiatrist, I wasn’t ready when I applied for lyft. But analysis paralysis is going to keep me from doing anything ever again if all I think about is the past times I have failed. 
You can do this. Do not be discouraged by there sometimes being lack of progress, and do not overlook the small steps just because others may see them as unimportant. Only recently was I really able to see my concrete progress. Its slow, and at the time a small step is just that, one small step as I look up and see all the flights I still have to climb. But then I suddenly looked back and was like holy fucking shit, when did I get this high? I believe in you dude.  
I hope maybe this helped in some sort of way 
Two parting things from two genius ladies-
-When I find myself in times of trouble, Carrie Fisher comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, “Stay afraid, but do it anyway.” I have had moments where I want to get that tattooed on me, it has resonated so much with me.
-Idk if you have seen this by Leslie Jones, but lemme tell you something. There are a few things I live by and her entire rant is one of them.  
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astrofireworks · 7 years
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Please consider. Mermaid Eunwoo getting stuck in a ratty old fishing net that a rude old fisherman just threw into the ocean instead of disposing normally and passerby Moonbin just seeing someone behind a rock squirming around with a net over his head and feeling compelled to help. When Moonbin comes over to help Eunwoo gets so scared he falls back in the water with the net still tangled all over him
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MERMAID ANON HERE COMES A BINU THING
EDIT: OH MY GOD THIS BECAME A LONG BINU THING IT HAS A HEADER AND EVERYTHING NOW
ok so Eunwoo, prince of the sea 
Basically a merman
Comes up everyday to collect stuff abandoned on the beach 
He’s trying to decorate his wall with sea glass so he kind of needs to collect glass bottles
Which, sadly, the beach is littered with 
After which he can shatter the bottles against some rocks to collect the shards and wear them down to the size he needs 
And so he makes the trip up to the beach every day to collect as many glass pieces as he can 
I’m listening to fireworks rn & listen I’m so weak for when Eunwoo sings and you can hear the smile in his voice while singing it’s the purest thing I love him so so much
Human!Binnie !! 
Basically a night time lifeguard at a beach resort 
Is actually the purest bean okay!! 
He’s working to earn some money for his sister’s birthday present 
She’s intending to go to seventeen’s concert but doesn’t have enough for a lightstick 
So he’s saving up a little to surprise her with a carat bong before her birthday 
And surprise surprise night shift pays a lot better than day shift even though day shift is more difficult given that there are more people swimming 
Which is more or less a good thing for Bin
And so every evening at 8 Bin climbs up his small lifeguard tower and sits in his board shorts and tank tee and puts on quiet music and waits till sunrise 
Occasionally when he feels like falling asleep he climbs down and does a couple minutes in the ocean before climbing back up to his tower 
And it’s awkward, a little, because you know what happens at beach resorts at night
That’s right
Weird couples coming out to the beach and doing god knows what in the water 
Bin never knows if they’re struggling because they can’t swim or they’re just doing very vigorous physical activity 
So he just listens for screams of help and covers his eyes otherwise 
my poor son
Until one day 
One night, that is 
He sees a man struggling 
Weird, he didn’t see anyone come down to the beach 
How did that guy just get there 
Oh my god what if he’s a criminal 
And he’s swimming over from the next country 
(@ Singaporeans do you remember mas selamat fhdjdhsj) 
Dammit he has to save him anyway 
Bin leaps down from his tower and runs into the ocean and starts paddling to the struggling man 
Eunwoo’s choking dear lord he can’t breathe 
What the HECKITY HECK is this ????
He was taking his short cut near to the rocks as usual
When suddenly some sticky black thing ???? Wrapped around his neck ????? 
He’s thrashing wildly trying to get free and his tail is flipping in all directions and heck he has to get to the surface to try and find the top of a sharp rock to cut the rope or something but he’s struggling and there’re black spots dancing in his eyes and suddenly he can’t move his arm goddamn it’s tangled and 
Suddenly he feels strong arms wrapped around his middle pulling him up towards the surface 
And 
Legs ??,????????
Kicking near his tail??? 
Human ?????????????????
I mean, if this human wants to help him, sure
So he flicks his tail feebly and helps propel them to the surface 
Bin’s pretty sure this is the fastest he’s ever reached the surface ever it’s a little weird 
He’s kicking normally and trying to push with only one arm and the other arm is wrapped around the other man but ?????? 
He’s moving so fast it’s a little alarming
But then the train of thought ends as his head breaks the surface and he gulps down sweet, sweet air 
Oh good lord
He hurriedly checks the poor man sandwiched under his arm 
Only to see a net wrapped around the other man’s head and neck and him slumping into unconsciousness in Bin’s arms
Oh Jesus Christ on a stick 
He hurriedly hauls the man through water, cutting through the currents with more and more difficulty until he feels his arm hit solid stone
Bin pushes the man against the closest rock, cold fingers slipping in and out of the netting and trying to undo the knots
He succeeds in loosening the ones around the man’s neck first, then starts finding a way to remove it totally from his neck
Wait
W a i t 
The back of this man’s neck 
Has slits
i gotta put this under a readmore it’s too long
His fingers falter for a bit and remain, gently, on where the slits are trembling slightly under his touch
Bin kicks back slightly because what the heck???
And then he sees it 
A white, pearlescent tail, scaleless and smooth as glass, beating feebly in the current 
It sort of blends into the rest of his torso
it kind of reminds Bin of moonlight idk 
And as Bin leans back to get a better look, the man splutters back to life 
adjfhlskjdfhlhdksjfhalkjsdfha df - Bin’s train of thought
He splashes back into the water just as the man opens his eyes 
And wow 
His eyelashes are long as heck 
And wow what his pupils are pitch black 
Bin flails in the water for a while in alarm because 
What the hell is this creature?? 
Eunwoo’s eyes widen
Oh shit a hUman 
!!!!!!!
He flails slightly and slips off the rock, tumbling back into the ocean and taking the net with him 
Bin yelling slightly in alarm because whatever that thing is, it’s going to choke on the damn net 
u idIOT COME BA C K 
So he dives back in after it and tugging on the net, hauls it back up to the surface 
“What are you????“ 
Eunwoo, choking in alarm, starts thrashing in Bin’s arms because a human ??????????? 
But it just makes Bin more anxious that he’s going to get choked up in the net again and makes Bin hold him tighter 
And closer 
Close enough to count each and every one of this creature’s fluttering eyelashes 
Wow ok Bin too close 
Bin splutters a bit and lets go slightly, biceps still tensed around the creature, locking him to the rock 
“Stop struggling, you idiot, you’re going to chOKE and DIE" 
Eunwoo, pausing for a while because 
This Human’s eyes are so earnest and worried ??????? And not fearful ???????? 
Also his arms feel really nice 
oh rip
And when he stops thrashing The Human unwinds his arms from around Eunwoo (Eunwoo tries not to look disappointed) and starts threading water 
That won’t do 
Eunwoo winds his arms around The Human’s middle in order to keep him anchored
Bin, mildly flustered: !!!!! 
Eunwoo, rasping: “Stop kicking, I’ll hold you.”
Oh ym god
hsi 
v o ice
!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow literally if you bottled up moonlight and gave it a voice
it would sound exactly like this creature 
Bin nearly weeps
But in his pause Eunwoo starts to wiggle a little, net wrapped around his neck getting puled tighter by swirling waves
FOCUS, BIN
Bin: “AHem. OkAY. Good. Move your head to the right a little." 
Eunwoo, tilting his head to his right, 
Bin: "dammit my right, ur left" 
Eunwoo, tilting his head to his left, 
Bin: "a little more I can’t get to the knot" 
Eunwoo watches the look of concentration out of the corner of his eye as The Human sticks out his tongue, fingers tugging at the net around Eunwoo’s head 
His narrowed eyes glinting in the moonlight, focussed & squinting with brows furrowed 
Wet hair plastered to his forehead, sticking up at the back 
Cute ass nose Eunwoo wants to boop 
Wait 
What 
Must be an effect of the choking, Eunwoo decides, willing a rising blush down 
It doesn’t work lmao sorry 
rip Eunwoo 
Eunwoo starts flushing and he tries looking away from The Human, whose face somehow has gotten closer over the past two seconds
His tail unconsciously starting to swish more the more flustered he gets 
Until he feels The Human place a gentle, warm palm on his chest 
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Eunwoo’s brain)
“Stop struggling, we’re nearly done” @ Eunwoo 
and suddenly the net slips free into Bin’s hands and he bundles it up into a ball 
(“disgusting old fishermen,” Bin mutters under his breath, winding the net around his wrist so he can dispose of it on land)
and time jump because vivi is actual trash that cannot write proper things to save her life
Eunwoo coming to visit Bin every night from then on
Bin splashing into the water to spend time with Eunwoo instead of sitting up in his lonely lifeguard chair 
Binu making sure to stay far fAR FAR AWAY from any skinny dipping couples 
Bin sitting cross legged in the sand with water coming up to mid-chest 
Eunwoo bobbing up and down in front of him with his tail resting in the sand 
Eunwoo chinhands @ Bin because the laws of liquid physics don’t exist in this au and Eunwoo can treat water as a solid table he can lean on 
Eunwoo insisting on Bin not wearing a tank top because 1) when it’s wet it’s pretty much a useless piece of cloth 2) Eunwoo isn’t wearing one, it’s unfair for Bin to cover up 
woah okay this is the furthest nsfw I will ever go with astro ever 
Bin telling Eunwoo about human life
Eunwoo telling Bin about mermen life 
Binu being pure in general 
more in the next instalment there’s too much i want to say for one post i’m crying i love this AU so much thank u mermaid anon ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
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Jimin Is Away; Summer, Chapter Five
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Summary: Jimin, despite everything the two of you have been through, is slowly fading from your life. But when you find someone to fill the void, Jimin starts to become a bit strange.
Word Count: 1271
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Y/N threw her hood over her head as she walked up the steps to the very top row of the lecture hall. Her eyes were droopy with dark circles underneath them; the cup of coffee in her hand was warm as she took a sip during her climb.
It’s your last English lecture of the year Y/N, bear through it, she told herself as she sat in her usual seat; top row all the way to the left against the wall (so that she could lean against it if she wanted to sleep). She had to wake up Jimin for his psych class, and damn had he put up a fight. First, she had to wrestle out of his hold so that she could shower; it took many pokes, prods, smacks and tickles to get him to let go. Then she had to wake him up so that he wouldn’t be late which resulted in her missing breakfast; adding fuel to the fire of her cranky early morning attitude.
She plopped into her seat and took off her hood, letting her loose pony tail fall out over her shoulder as she pulled out her laptop to “type notes” (which meant that she’d be browsing IFunny for the next two and a half hours). The first half hour of class was filled with cat memes and crazy videos of children until her phone vibrated in her pocket. The closest person to her was five rows down and even she could tell from that distance that they were clearly asleep. She fished her phone out of her pocket and her eyes lit up upon seeing Hoseok’s name.
Hey beautiful, I’m not sure if you’re up this early, but if you are pleeeaaasssee text me? I’m sooooooo bored in this lecture rn
Y/N chuckled and quickly typed out a reply.
Hey Hoseok-ssi! Yeah, I feel your pain, I’m in a lecture too rn
His next message appeared almost instantly.
What did I tell you about those honorifics? You make me feel like an old grandpa Whose lecture are you dying to?
Y/N yawned, placing her hand over her mouth before typing another reply.
Mr. B’s Comp 2
Hoseok read the message once, twice, before looking around in his general vicinity to see if anyone was paying attention to him. He noticed that the professor wasn’t paying attention to his side of the room, so he quickly grabbed his bag and slinked up the stairs, typing on his phone.
Where are you sitting?
Y/N furrowed her brows in confusion before carefully typing her reply.
Top left row, all the way against the wall? Why…?
Y/N saw that Hoseok had read her message but didn’t reply. Her eyes started to feel heavy as she stared down at the professor rambling on. She was about to turn back to her laptop when she felt a tap on her shoulder.
“Is this seat taken?” Hoseok smirked, taking the seat next to her. He wore a white V-neck shirt with a faded jean jacket thrown over it, and his ripped jeans hugged his thighs beautifully. His hair was parted slightly to the left, exposing a bit of his forehead and his golden kissed skin. Compared to her own worn out hoodie and old gray sweatpants he looked like a god next to her.
“We’ve had this class the entire time?!” Y/N exclaimed quietly with a smile on her face.
“I don’t know how I didn’t notice you before.” Hoseok leaned back in the seat, turning his head to face her directly.
“Probably because I hide up here like a little hermit.” Y/N mumbled, taking another swig of coffee.
“Cutest hermit I’ve ever seen.” He easily flirted, making a pink tint rise on her cheeks. Hoseok chuckled and ran a finger over her blush.
“You look so pretty when you blush, Y/N.” his voice turned low, and Y/N’s heartbeat picked up speed.
“Please, I’m hideous this early in the morning.” Hoseok turned her face towards his own leaning in close to her.
“Don’t degrade yourself like that Y/N, you look so comfy and cute to me.” His voice melted her like butter and all she could do was blush and nod in understanding. Hoseok smirked and bopped her nose.
“Good. Got any plans for the beginning of summer? We only have a week left.” He asked. Y/N hummed in thought.
“Probably nothing much. What about you?”
“My friends and I are going to Warped Tour the first weekend on Saturday.” His voice sounded excited and Y/N chuckled.
“You gonna mosh?” Y/N asked playfully. Hoseok stuck his tongue out at her.
“Hell, yes, I love punk rock shows! They just make me feel so alive! Although, you can’t dance to the music very well, sadly. What’s your favorite type of music, Y/N?”
“I’m not sure, there’s just so many good songs from different genres it’s so hard to choose. You dance, Hoseok-ssi?” Hoseok pinched her cheeks together, making him laugh at her expression.
“Don’t make me feel old. Its Hoseok, Y/N.” he smiled, letting go of her. She nodded and rubbed her sore cheeks.
“But yes, I do dance. Not at school professionally, but at a dance studio downtown. I do it for fun and it’s such a good stress reliever. You should come by sometime; I could give you some lessons?” he offered with a suggestive tone in his voice. Y/N chuckled.
“I’m not too good at dancing though. I just look like a blur of flailing limbs.” Y/N said sheepishly. Hoseok laughed and placed his hand on top of hers. Y/N smiled softly when Hoseok interlaced their fingers together, squeezing her hand gently.
“Anyone can dance with a bit of practice. You just gotta know how to use your arms and legs together.” His voice dropped an octave, his hand removing from hers to rest it on her knee.
“So, are you doing anything Friday night?” Hoseok asked, sending her a seductive smile.
“Umm…my best friend Jimin planned something for us to do Friday afternoon; we’ve had this planned for two weeks now. But I should be free by night. I think we’re supposed to go to some dance festival in the streetlight district? He dances too, here at school.” She said. Hoseok bit his lip.
“Was that the guy at the library?” he asked.
“Oh no, no, no. That’s Namjoon. Poor boy can’t dance to save his life.” Y/N smiled and Hoseok chuckled, biting the inside of his cheek
“Do you want to hang out? Maybe we can watch a movie?” Hoseok asked, cocking his head to the side in a cute manner.
“Like, hang out just us?” Y/N asked. Hoseok smiled gently and cupped her cheek, tilting her head up towards his.
“Yeah just us. Whatever you want to do.” Hoseok’s breath fanned over her face, the warmth and smell of chocolate and caramel made her knees turn to jelly and her lips part in bliss.
“I’m cool with just us, just text me on Friday.” Y/N breathed out. Hoseok chuckled, leaning in closer to her lips. Y/N closed her eyes, awaiting the feel of his lips on hers but it never came. Instead, she felt a warm kiss pressed to her cheek. She sighed and melted in his hold at the tenderness. Hoseok’s kiss covered the spot Jimin had kissed the night before; although instead of tears, there were sparks as Hoseok leaned back coolly with a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips
“Sounds good to me, baby. I’ll be counting down the days until I get to see your gorgeous face again.”
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no fanfare?? OH MY GOSH SORA SOUNDED SO CUTE LADHJFSHKJFHAS
“well the coliseum is up” 
sora when did you get that sass?? I’m loving it
ohh could finally invert those controls
i like it when you walk in the wrong direction and sora is like “huh? why am I going here?”
ohhhhh i like the new world name animation!!
IF IT ISN’T HADES HIMSELF
he came when we called hercules LOL
“Really? Hades?”
“Oh it’s just you”
I’M GONNA CRY HADES IS THE BEST
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh the good old kh2 olympus music!!!!!!!!!! this is so good man
and hades just fucking blew us away “ah yes. I did good.”
“nice work boys! back to the whole cosmic coup thing?”
JGDLHFKLAJS HE’S SO HILARIOUS
ohhhhh maleficent and pete!! And the stupid black box search......
maleficent if like all the kh theorists trying to figure out what’s in the black box
“See? Found him!” omg good way to find Herc
“You literally dropped in!” GLIEUGADHSGLKEHASDJKASKFJHEASK
“H-ster”?!?!?!?! OH MY FUCKING GOD THAT’S SO GOOD MAN
moogle shop!!!
also the save points look really beautiful...
it’s funny that it took 3 main games to get to this part of the movie story lol
OHH MEG CALLED US HEROES!!!
NPC GIRL NEEDS HELPPPPPPP
the first time we see npcs and they need our help of course.....
“is it safe to be thrown around a huge statue?”
TEAM ROCKET!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u better say thank u, you cute little npc girl and hello maleficent!!
PUNY? SORA ISN’T PUNY, PETE!! Yes, just go searching for you black box I’d have kicked your ass otherwise
“pete sayin’ mean things” Oh my gosh. Goofy is in dad mode.
“so how do we get through the blazing fire?” “let’s drive around on my shield!”
also what’s with all these tiny herc statues you can kick around?
i can’t believe they only gave me one item for saving two people........
did I mention that the music is amazing yet???
KID??? I’M NOT A KID!!
omg the water looks so damn nice holy heck
i also like that keyblades disappear again now if you idle for too long. It’s such a nice good detail!
BITCH BE GRATEFUL WE’RE HELPING YOU
anyways I suddenly love using magic
AND BITCH NOW YOU’RE THANKING US??? WE ALREADY SAVED THE WORLD A BUNCHA TIME BITCH!!
hehe destroying statues is fun hehehhee
DESTROYING WHOLE BUILDINGS NOT SO MUCH
THERE’S A LITTLE PHIL STATUE IN T POSE!!!
hmmm herc seems to be a bit stuck there...
OHHHHHHHHH MORE KH2 MUSIC!!!!!!!!!
awww everyone doing as close to the ground as possible and goofy summoning his shield is so cute!!
oh!!! It’s Xigbar!!!
also you get hp fastttt
let’s go beat up hades!!!
oh wow this is the first screen transition damn son! That are some big maps!!
oh my god it’s so nice and green here on the way to olympus
SORA WADING THROUGH THE WATER OH MY GOSH IS THAT ADORABLE!!!
fuck this area is TOO BIG WHAT IS THE WRONG WAY?!?!
TEA TIME!
oh my gosh. There’s apples right next to a cliff and it was so hard to get them!!
and looking down the cliff is a mickey mouse symbol!! Sadly I don’t have the camera yet :(
GELSDHGKIWUSDT THEY ONLY NOW LEARNED THAT HERCS DAD IS ZEUS OMG THREE MAIN GAMES!!!!!!!!!!
sora this only happened like a few hours ago, you don’t need to flashback to that
OH HEY IT’S ROCK TITAN THE MOMENT WE’VE ALL SEEN IN THE TRAILERS
game be like dramatic as fuck. And I’m just sitting here like. Wait. I gotta destroy all the barrels lying around first.
game be like fucking cinematic and put me very close to the enemy
and I just jump down the cliff again, cause I saw a treasure chest LOL
also damn are there many herc and phil figurines here!
ohhhhhhhhh 
the rock titan fight is funnnnn
much better than in kh1
tho in kh1 I would always get a ton of tech points................
also i fucking love these rain effects????????
and the occasional fire that lights everything in orange light???? FUcking gorgeous I tell ya’ll
damn you won’t believe how many screenshots I’m taking rn
OH MY GOSH KH1 COLISEUM MUSIC FUCK YESSS
ahhhh so nostalgic
it's nice to see that everything is still the same and I accidentally attack chests instead of opening them with triangle lol
so i just entered a forge
donald “what do you think they make here?” goofy “stuff you make with a forge I suppose”
IUGHELIUGHEAILRFJEA YES THAT’S CORRECT GOOFY
OHHHH I GOT A NEW SHIELD FOR GOOFY IN THE FORGE NICEEEEEE
Ability Unison Fire. “Team up with Donald and roast your foes.”
what are we gonna do insult their fashion sense??
ok that new climbing thing with the shotlock is.... not as intuitive as the rest....
OHHHH AN ELIXIR!!!
TIME TO STORE IT AWAY FOR LATER AND NEVER USE IT!!!
ohhh this looks like boss time!
HELLO HADES!!!!
oh no i never managed to defeat the ice giant in kh1......
oh no the wind titan looks so sad ;n;
i don’t even WANT to defeat him
I just wanna give him hot cocoa and hope he’ll be less sad......
herc just ripping apart the lava stone lol
zeus didn’t do shit... we did all the work with the titans......
bye bye titans!!
bye bye hades!! 18 YEARS INTO THAT PLAN DHGLQKGHALKSHGAKDJS YEAH THAT’S HOW LONG IT’S BEEN SINCE THE FIRST GAME ALMOST
i love hades noises 
“the exit is that way”
oh my god I feel so bad for hades. My favorite damn villain :’D
awww sora is so cute :’333
he already has something to fight for with all his heart tho!! Or did he forget about all his friends!!
oh hey!! I finished olympus!!
sdjghsdk and pete is just digging LOL
ALIDVJHAKJHV THEY FOUND A BOX BUT IT’S THE WRONG ONE LDJHGLAKSJHF
what
xigbar?
he was about to say “may your heart be your guiding key” but it cut off beforehand
how does HE KNOW THAT SENTENCE?????????? XIGBAR??????????
anyways here’s where I end this post for now
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