#school has officially ended

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

okay we have officially entered the Winter Break Is Driving Me Mad zone

#djhahdjhkashdash i have sat still as in not moving as in not going anywhere as in Still for too long #but it's too cold and dark to run around or go somewhere #and everyone is conspiring against me (there is someone in every single room so i am effectively cornered) #i was not built for this i feel like i'm going to explode they should release me into the wild so that i can experience freedom before #my untimely death by nature's hand but it will be oh so beautiful it will be yuri too btw #at least during the summer i can go to parks and walk through the forests or go in the caves or something but i can do nothing #during the cold dark winter #i am trapped in this tiny house with these people and i cannot leave i am going stir-crazy and it has been exactly 5 days since #school has officially ended #mayhaps i shall test if the rock climbing gym is open during winter break #we have one at my school and technically i get free access but i never go in bc i know too many gym rats and i hate seeing ppl i know #in different locations #but damn rock climbing sounds good rn #[insert google search] noooo they're closed on the weekends for winter break noooooooo #and their hours suck noooooo #u know what i may just say fuck it and go to a park or smth we have a hilly one that i bet no-one will be at bc it's fucking cold #i am going to go mad staying here i am going to be sick #where are the beautiful trees and fresh air and sunshine where did it all go why am i stuck in this house #i have no room to move all i can do is wait for the main room to be vacated so i can have space to dance but this is not enough #i need to climb something i need to be given more space to do something but noooooo #u know what i will unbecome nocturnal just to go places during the day #i will go to the sad cold riverside park and i will run from whatever geese are still around. maybe i'll bring a dog #if i do not i am going to scratch up these walls and YES they are yellow but they are not wallpaper it is paint. if u even care

[torubeth]

when he comes back up from between your thighs for a breather, his eyes notice your clutched hands at your sides, nails digging into your palm and he wasn’t having it. leaning down to continue from where he left, he takes your hands in his and places it on his head, a gesture telling you to just pull his hair already.

or or or!!!!!!

he entwines your fingers with his, placing kisses on your wrist, your palm or wherever possible.

“fuck baby, you’re making me lose my goddamn mind”

that was the last thing he said before diving down between your thighs to resume his ministrations.

eren jaeger, suna rintarou, kuroo tetsurou, gojo satoru, miya atsumu, aki hayakawa, matsukawa issei (all characters aged up!)

#yours truly has officially graduated school #and she’s bored so this is the end result #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!! #haikyuu timeskip #suna x reader smut #gojo smut #gojo x reader smut #eren smut #eren jeager smut #kuroo smut #aki hayakawa smut #csm smut #miya atsumu smut

[lazycranberrydoodles]

ughhhhh so probably the tgcf scene i think the most about is in the final battle when hua cheng is holding xie lian and backwards gripping eming with his other hand i . god. this is referenced off of The Fallen Angel by Alexandre Cabanel (i’m pretty sure everyone has seen it by this point) which is surprisingly pretty topical for tgcf.

#all the stuff about falling from heaven and losing your humanity and whatnot #has anyone done this before #also #idk if anybody is keeping track of the lazycranberrydoodles lore but in high school we read paradise lost #and i blorbofied satan #girl who was rotating the devil from the bible in her head for a month #for the final project i ended up accidentally writing twice the required word count. lmao #what does this say about me? doesnt matter. more importantly what does it say about how satan was written 🤨 #what do YOU think milton intended by making satan the most complex compelling and competent character in the book #also also #YIPPEEEEE NEW PFP #pride month is over .... #lesbian hua cheng is still real in our hearts #tgcf #hua cheng #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #sketch #doodle #hualian #mxtx #art #digital art #my art

[lipt-97]

came back just to post these. okay bye

#gbf #belifaa #did you get triple zero (summon)? the sanfaa scissoring summon? SSS? i sierotixed it. It was awesome. Everythung in gbf is going right for #e except for the fact that i had to sieroticket it but its alright. just the notion of so much lucilius is just enough to put me back on my #feet again it’s almsot unreal how much lucilius-centric stuff theyve pushed out the past few months. his GBVSR debut. his summon. #Omg when I saw the gbfes fashion show i was a few seconds behind zen and she told me “You wont believe this” and I was like “WHAT? BELIEVE #WHAT? WHAT? WHAYT DO YOU MEAN” and the official lucilius cosplayer walked out in his robes it felt unreal unreal like it was seeing my onl #dreams come true after years and years of being like Theres no way they’d do that. There’s no way they’d make a cosplay for lucilius in his #robes because hes in his void outfit forever. BUT THEY DID…..AND THERE WAS BLOOD UNDER HIS SKIN….AND HIS LIPS WERE GLOSSED…AND HE HAD A LIT #LE BIT OF TAREME AND TSURIME (TARIME) ACTION ON HIS EYES AND EVERYTIME HE WALKED HIS ROBES KIND OF FLUTTERED AS HE SHUFFLED ALONG I HAD TO #SIT ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR lay down on the bathroom floor and I almpst puked from how nauseous it made me i was OVERJOYED BEYOND MY PHYSICAL #LIMITATIONS OF HAPPINESS . I WAS SO HAPPY. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN UTTERLY MISERABLE FOR ME AND I HAVE NOT BEEN THIS DEPRESSED SINCE HIGH SCHOOL #BUT SEEING LUCILIUS like this genuinely blew me off my socks . I don’t know if i should be 100% thankful because I’ve been trying to figure #out how to balance my emotional state with the media i consume but #I think i really needed it. thank you lucilius for ending my 2023

[slightlytoastedbagel]

actually On Your Feet gave us two good things (well. three if you like Realize which I do). Kohane's "it's frustrating" line and the great crack fic idea of Vivid Bad Squad getting cancelled online for skipping school to yell at The Kotaki Taiga as he was about to go back to America.

#no because. he went there to continue radder's dream yeah? the one about becoming world successful musicians #and they had a record label for a bit. they were definitely going to make it at least somewhat. #so we can assume taiga is at the very least a semi well known musician yeah? #one that someone about to either leave or enter japan might know about. who will see this musician they enjoy #being shouted at by a high school girl in her school uniform about how they will surpass him or something along those lines #with three other kids (in uniform from a different school) standing behind her #and then going onto sekai universe twitter to post about it and the taiga kotaki fans taking it by storm #taiga gets off the plane in america and finds he's trending and it's because people are making fun of a blurry picture of his ex pupil #meanwhile vivid bad squad just don't know because it was contained entirely on twitter and. #be honest can you see any of them having twitter because i can't. an maybe but akito doesn't have time for social media and toya is toya #and kohane is a tumblr girlie if i've ever seen one #however it does give the great concept of someone else seeing it and debating if they should say anything #because mmj definitely has an official account they could have seen it on and also there's ena shinonome and mizuki akiyama #but anyway this also means when they do put on the event to surpass rad weekend (or whatever their goal ends up being) #there will be a crowd of people looking at it and going “isn't that the group of kids that twitter made fun of ages ago?” #and then taiga kotaki stans on sekai universe twitter will be stunned because they did in fact surpass him #if it wasn't for the gcses i would write this but alas. enjoy my weird thoughts #bagel's rambles #project sekai #i am scared to main tag this one but. fuck it we ball

[no-passaran]

Language schools listing the courses they offer are like:

English A1

English A2

English B1

ENGLISH CAMBRIDGE EXAM PREPARATIONS

Calls for the official English accreditation exams

English B2 (FIRST)

English C1 (ADVANCED)

English C2 (PROFICIENCY)

English intensive summer courses

English for business

ENGLISH ONLINE

English semi-online

Other special English courses

*in tiny minuscule letters*: (We also offer French, Chinese, etc)

#i'm on the mailing list for my uni's modern languages school because years ago I did italian there #and every time they send me an email it's like this #today's email has a total of 26 lines: #2 are saying hello dear (name) #17 are about english courses and exams #1 is saying ''besides English we also have FRENCH CHINESE ITALIAN and PORTUGUESE!'' in smaller letters at the end #3 more lines are saying you can fracture the payment and the last 3 are signing with the name and address #they offer more languages than english chinese italian french and portuguese btw. they just didn't bother including them #i went to their site to see if they do C2 Italian but I had a hard time finding the sections for things that aren't english #turns out they've stopped doing any Italian course besides A1 (the most basic) 🤦 #then i looked at the government's official language school and the index on their website had 3 sections: English (and a list of many #English courses of many different levels and topics) then German (and a list of about as half) and then Special Courses #(which once again starts with English special courses and then lists French Chinese Italian) #I understand that English is mandatory for going to uni and for most jobs but 😭 #💬

[murcielagatito]

bro sugar mommy ava sugar baby janine

#IM GOING TO KILL MYSWLF JUST THINK ABOUT IT #SHE HAS A FULL ON NBA RICH AS BOYFRIEND SHE LITERALLY GOES TO CHURCH THATS HOW SHE GOT THE FUCKING JOB #SHE GETS THE JOB BECAUSE SHE LIKES BEING FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT BUT KNOWS SHE CAN GET WHATEVER SHE WANTS #SO SHE GETS THE JOB EXCEPT ITS BORING SO SHE FINDS STUFF TO FILL UP HER TIME #SHE BECOMES A FUCKING TIKTOK STAR AND THEN BEGINS SELLING CLOTHES ONLINE BC WHY NOT SHE LITERALLY LOVES FASHION SO MUHC #AND SUDDENLY SOMETHING VERY ENTERTAINING HAPPENS AND SHE MEETS JANINE AND ITS NEW ENTERTAINMENT #SHE ENDS UP LOVING BEING AT ABBOTT SO SHE GETS SAD SHE ALMSOT GOT FIRED #AMD THEN JANINE KEEPS INTERFERING WITH HER LIFE #AND SO SHE FUCKING REALISES THAT OH MAYBE SHE MIGHT LIKE JANINE A LIL BIT SO SHE FINDS OUT ABT JANINE STRUGGLING TO OAY RENT N SHES #IVE GOT A SCHOOL THING I NEED UR HELL WITH AFTER SCHOOL YOULL GET PAID FOR I #AND JANINE SAYS YES BECAUSE WHO FUCKING WOULDNT WHEN YOURE STRESSING ON RENT #AND AT FIRST ITS STRICTLY IN SCHOOL #AND SO IT BECOMES A REGUKAE THING #AND SLOWLY IT MOVES FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY FROM ANYTHING SCHOOL RELATED AND IT TURNS INTO JUST HANGING OUT AND GOING ON DATES AND IT #SPIRALS INTO SOMETHING THAT SHOULDNT BE HAPPENING AND THE INTIMACY BECOMES TOO MUCH #AND JANINE STILL GETS CHECKS BECAUSE AVA IS GOOD AT MAKING THINGS UNREJECTABLE #SO SHE USES THE OFFICIAL SCHOOL ENVELOPE EVEN THOUGH THEYRE AVAS OWN CHECKS #AND JANINE KNOWS THAT THAT JUST SOMETIMES HAPPENS WITH EVERYONES SALARIES BECAUSE ITS HAPPENED PLENTY OF TIMES BEFORE BC OF THE SCHOOLS #POOR FUNDS #BUT AVA WOULD NEVER SAY WHY #AND SO JANINE JUST ACCEPTS IT #AND ONE DAY SOMETHING SNAPS IN AVA AND SHE REALIZES SHES FALLEN SO IN LOVE WITH JANINE SHE DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE AND JANINE IS #CONFUSED BC ITS SO SUDDEN AND AVA IS SO QUICK AND SO SHE ASKS AVA WHATS WRONG #AND AVA IS LIKE AVOIDING HER SO HARD #AND SHE FEELS HORRIBLE BECAUSE SHE FEELS LIKE SHES BEEN MANIPLATING JANINE FOR SO LON #BUT JANINES NOT STUPID AND SHE KEPT COMING BACK JUST TO GET TO SOEND MORE TIME WITH AVA #IMMA STOP I CANT CONTINUE #AVANINE #AVA X JANINE #SOMEBODY PLEASE TALK TO ME ABT THIS IVE RUN OUT OF TAG SPACE FUCK

[yourdeepestfathoms]

Glitchtrap has witnessed Vanessa break down sobbing because of college before. not because of classes, but because she forgot to accept the award that would give her financial aid.

“WHY are you making so much RACKET?!”

“i forgot— i forgot to— i forgot to accept the award given to me for my financial aid for this semester, and now i might not be able to go to school! that’s $21K down the drain, Mr. Afton! i can’t afford to get my classes without it!”

literally, wailing. crying so hard she’s stammering and can’t speak. barely fucking breathing.

and Glitchtrap is just there like 🐇

she won’t shut up, too overcome with panic and stress and self-hatred for forgetting something so important. Glitchtrap finally gets fed up with her weeping and goes into the database to fix the issue himself. he doesn’t do it out of the kindness of his heart, but because her crying is giving him a headache—and he doesn’t even technically have a physical head!

“there! i fixed your fucking problem! now will you PLEASE stop crying?!”

“you— you fixed it?”

“yes. you got the stupid aid so you can do your stupid classes. now SHUT THE FUCK UP!”

#based on me 😁 #except i don’t have a technological rabbit that can solve this problem #i didn’t even fucking know you had to accept the award they gave you for fa #let alone know there was a DEADLINE #i applied back in july but ended up not going to school for my fall semester #so i was hoping that i could use that fa for this semester #NOPE #deadline has ended #didn’t accept the award #all that money probably fucking lost #so now i’m rushing to try and fix it in any way i can #i’ve looked up stuff about this issue #and if i call the fa office they MIGHT be able to reinstate the offer so i can officially accept it #emphasis on might #let’s hope they have some pity on me #and there’s still time to get the aid again #because if not #i’ll have to do my classes at home #as the fa would pay for the housing and meal plan and stuff #which is too expensive without the aid #and i can’t be at home anymore #i love my family but i feel like a hermit. i need to get out more. i want the college experience #fingers crossed everything turns out okay #fnaf #fnaf security breach #five nights at freddy’s security breach #five nights at freddy's #fnaf vanessa #fnaf glitchtrap #fnaf headcanons

[old-memoria]

Lmao got promoted today

#its so hdkshshsgru only very few ppl outside my family know that my actual bday is today bc I always celebrate on in December #long story short July the 12th is right the middle of summer when everyone is in the countryside or on vacation so when I was a kid it was #a boring day that you spend with your family and 1-2 friends (if you’re lucky) #so I since high school I celebrate my bday on the 12tg of December lol yeah I love attention #it’s cool how I got promoted today my boss and coworkers had bo clue #and they’ve been discussing my promotion since the end of June but today it has finally become official lmaooo

[morganlefaes]

Of Locker Doors and Red Umbrellas

"I'd give you a lot of things," he tells Mu Qing. "If you asked."

A car speeds past them as they wait on the side of the road. Feng Xin moves to avoid the imminent splash, but Mu Qing is too slow and gets soaked. He doesn’t seem to mind though, his attention on Feng Xin and not the water dripping from his clothes. “Hm? Like what?”

“I don’t know.” Feng Xin shrugs. “Things. Chocolate. New make-up. The moon.”

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #heaven's official blessing #fengqing #hualian #tgcf fanfic #i wrote a high school au that ended up being kinda long and very introspective #read it maybe? if you want? #also has #beefleaf #& #quanyin #fengqing tries to break hualian up with interesting results #feng xin realising that hua cheng is good for xie lian #and also coming to terms with the mortifying ordeal of being known #*

[pepprs]

the renovation starts tmrrw (LOL) and i woke up from a dream abt it crying. awesome

#today is our last day having a deck and i genuinely feel sick to my stomach over it. ik it’s just a piece of wood and it’s falling apart but #omg like… o ur house is about to not be our house anymore. like the deck is where me and my siblings played w our best friends it’s where i #paced back and forth to get fresh air so many times ater losing my shit during lockdown and it’s literally about to be gone…. forever? ok!!! #and then the kitchen is going to go and im going to lose it genuinely. like this house is shitty and rotting and falling apart and its great #that we are getting a renovation finally but jesus christ i have lived here all my life and yeah i hate the kitchen but it’s home and you’re #just gonna tear it down and make jt 3x bigger like it’s nothing??? ok 😂😂😂😂😂😂 #purrs #literally im getting war flashbacks to losing the van which was never gonna drive again but it was my SPACE for all of lockdown and #it got fucking junked after being my sanctuary (as unpleasant as it was) for like 2 years not to mention OUR CAR that we did everything in a #and now we have my grandparents car and there isn’t a backseat so i don’t get room to breathe when they drive. and also my grandparents #house has officially been demolished to make way for a fucking mansion and the near total renovation of my high school is almost done which #means the classroom where i became a human being is gone and the office is going to get destroyed too when that renovation happens and we’ll #have to go make a home somewhere else. i know this kind of thing happens but it makes me want to start screaming. like yeah these #renovations will make life better for everyone (except the fucking mansion it’s bc my grandparents died and the developers are selfish and #cruel lol!!!!!) but the way so many of the spaces that have been important to me keep ending up getting destroyed after im done w them. it’s #comforting in a way bc it’s like oh no one else gets to have it be important but also no that ISNT comforting i want those spaces to keep #being sacred i want them to mean something to other people and i want to be able to go back and soak in the memories again. and everyone is #mad at me for freaking out the renovation but it’s like ok you come into our living space you destroy core parts of my childhood and also #create a situation where we literally can’t like eat or cook anything in the house for months like idk what we’re gonna do bc we don’t go #anywhere bc of covid except work for me and school for my brother so. idk. this whole thing SUCKS. i can’t believe it’s starting tomorrow #and i can’t believe the deck is about to be gone. pain and suffering and pain and suffering and pain and suffering.

[argentinosaurus]

It's funny because my mom (who's overall more open-minded than my dad) freaked out by my wanting to wear a suit for my quinces and didn't let me do it at all, but my dad who's literally a bigot by all definitions once taught me how to do a tie knot with little to no complain for another quinces I was invited to years later (I wore a black shirt, tie, blazer and trousers that night)

#what i mean to say is people are strange and ive given up on defining them #i often wonder what it'd be like to officially come out because of this reason lol #my mom will happily tell me about how my baby brother's trans classmate is openly accepted in their catholic school #and about how my baby sister has a friend that does drag #and then turn around and watch the most vile transphobic women you can find on argentinian tv for hours on end #literally last year when canosa was on tv all week I'd have several breakdowns over it to the point i couldn't even have dinner w them #it hurt me in ways I couldn't really ignore #idk when it comes to my sexuality its all easier to digest but my gender? its an open wound #.txt

[justalittlebluetiefling]

My ranger had a bonkers high AC, but that didn’t happen until higher levels... my paladin now also has bonkers high AC at level 4 and I’m so excited. I missed it.

#erin plays d&d #my ranger has a +5 dex mod and a +4 wis mod with a level in monk and also is unarmored with the bracers of defense and the black dragon mask #and only a +1 to charisma #you know it was the first character thing #i admittedly min-maxed the shit out of her but it ended up being perfect for her character #the monk level came very late and was because she ran off with the party's monk for a minute #also keep in mind she's level 16 #so yeah 22 ac it was fucking great #but my paladin just got the plate armor of fire resistance because we killed some big fucking bad guy #and i have a +1 shield which was a gift from our party's school when we finished our final exam lol #so her ac is officially 21 #at level 4 #but i was a very good tank today so i think i deserve it #also going from my wizard with an ac of 11 to this pally is going to be wild #playing in two active campaigns is hard #i keep trying to guidance stuff as my wizard #and i keep trying to chronal shift stuff as my paladin

[thelioncourts]

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#my first year of teaching is officially coming to an end #12 days left #and while i will miss some of these kids so much #my desperation to get out of here is endless #like #in 12 days i can relax and feel like myself again #getting on meds definitely has helped #but knowing i have 12 days left is the biggest part of me getting 'better' so to speak #and next week is really only 3 days of teaching #and i'm doing movies for the last week of school because we're out thursday and it's field day that day so movies for a couple of days #then freedom

[futureghost97]

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#rant below! #I just double-checked my texts and I’ve been feeling this way since the first of the month… #I’m officially calling it #my mental health is on the decline again 🩶 #ugh ugh ugh I would give anything to NOT be feeling this way right now #I looked my coworker dead in the eye yesterday and said #‘the world is getting warm again and it isn’t even making a difference. usually I’d be feeling like things are changing but #it still feels like february to me’ #and ANOTHER THING! #fuck every member of admin who has seen me struggling lately and responded with annoyance! this job broke me and they fucking know it #truly fuck all of them except the middle school dean of students who has literally held me while I break down crying in his office #it’s hard enough that I feel like I’m dragging myself to the end of the school year. I shouldn’t be made to feel like I’m failing #especially not when this is an impossible job and they do nothing to help #I’m sorry I am just SO fucking fried and I need the year to end already #my stuff

[fairydustedtheory]

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#Personal #The end of the month officially starts on the 15th when all the bills are taken out of the bank account 💸 😵‍💫 #my kid came home with a note from the teacher that they’re going to take the bus to see a play next week and parents need to pay the fee #I mean it’s nice and I like that my kid gets to do that with her class #they don’t do things often because it’s a public school that isn’t overly funded..it’s fine and my kid has her friends there so no complain #But man I hadn’t budgeted extra expenses… #it’s like they’re also going to do a ‘costume afternoon’ and they have to bring a green costume because each class has their own color them #It’s nice and my kid is excited and I do pray the fairy dress she had last year still fits her a little bit because I can’t buy anything ne #And my sisters want to do a family outing this weekend and go to the cinema… but man that’s expensive af these days #I’m again going to be the party pooper who says no #but whatever they just don’t get it #They didn’t get it when I had basically nothing to live off for months after my paid course ended in November ‘22 #and they didn’t get it when my shitty ex stopped paying child support right around the same time #they didn’t understand much of anything that we had to go through last year or how it impacted us emotionally and financially #and they have no understanding of what it feels like to live the month on 400 or 600 for the both of us #I don’t even know why it still frustrates me at this point bc they’ve been blind to what’s going on in my life basically since I was 10 #Anywayyy rant over