Uhh maybe im blessed
Blessed to hv my person
i hate people who make spotify playlists. they will make a playlist with a perfectly good theme and then throw the most RANDOM popular songs in there that have nothing to do with the theme and it will have 1k likes
Later this month I’ll be meeting with a goverment assigned doctor to see if I should get disability...(being unable to work for two years isn’t enough proof)
HOWEVER, I might’ve found myself a new employer that is willing to accomodate my disabilities, simply because they knew me before and they believe in my work ethic.
I cannot begin to tell you how nice it was to finally have a positive experience in the workfield again, even if it’s still not guaranteed.
This would be a dream job too. One I’d wanted when I first finished college (I did my internship there) AND it pays well so I would finally be able to pay of my student loans.
So eager to see where this will all lead, though I still have to wait another few weeks at least.
I’m doing uni project and it feels so weird to write about something else than Peaky Blinders...
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Today was a bad but very good day. Feel me? :)
gotta channel my inner bard and perform today for the first time in over a year I'm so scared sksks
my birthday is a week from today, let’s see if this will finally be the birthday where I don’t end up crying and feeling unloved lmao
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me realising I worship two bisexual heroes hello 💗💜💙
Need to find something to binge watch since I'm going to be laid up until Thursday.
I ordered my mom a candle for Mother’s Day and, it was set to ship in 1-3 days. It’s going to be 4 days and miss Mother’s Day since the shop owner doesn’t have their work hours and didn’t inform anyone that they don’t work on weekends!
I contacted her and she was the most gaslighting, condescending ,defensive and rude woman I’ve ever talked too! She acted like I was unable to read or understand the most simplest of things and got offended when I informed her she was wrong.
She refused to cancel even though she hasn’t even packaged the order yet! I checked reviews and she reports people who don’t give her a good review while putting all blame on them and their inability to burn a candle correctly! Even though multiple reviews now are citing her candles for being unsafe or defective!
Good morning, I remembered last night just how handsome Sonny Carisi is.
(I also forgot he was an ADA now but I haven't watched any of the newest stuff so that's beside the point 🤷🏻♀️)
We lose ourselves in books. We find ourselves there too.
These are the pickings from Thursday and Friday. Sun sugar and chocolate sprinkles and yellow pear cherry tomatoes, a couple of not-quite-ripe roma, ground cherries, poblano and bell peppers. The other three long peppers were given to me by the cashier at Home Depot, plucked from sadly unpurchased plants.
I'm unhappy with the center gardens. Some of the plants are over-watered to the point of leaves yellowing and curling in on themselves and limbs dying, others are dry to the point of leaves browning and withering and limbs dying.
Previously the pattern was 15 minutes at dawn and at mid-morning via three sprinklers criss-crossing from the east of the main garden frame. I adjusted it Thursday after work. Now, it will be 10 minutes at dawn and at mid-morning from a single sprinkler in the center point between both garden frames. I will leave it this way for a week to see if all plants are irrigated sufficiently, not over- or under-watered.
05 Mayo / 365 días
hay una cosa de la que no volvimos a hablar y me queda un sabor amargo cuando creo que te he dejado atrás, el sentimiento de lo que alguna vez me importó, la calma por todo aquello que nunca cambió, ya no importa en qué lugar esté, cuántos sueños he cumplido antes de caer, no quiero saber la razón, por la que creí en tu amor
yo sé que desperdicié 3 años y 4 meses, 2 mil fotos y 95 cartas, dime tú ¿por qué siento que mi corazón se ha roto para toda la eternidad?, ¿por qué nos reencontramos hoy, tú con ella y yo con él en un mismo lugar?, si otros labios logran en un segundo lo que tú en un mes, ¿por qué eres tan difícil de olvidar?
- Carolina Caniuguir
it weirds me out sometimes how long the history of organised fandom and related stuff actually is. there were people holding sci-fi conventions in the 1940s. people have written fanfiction about kirk and spock hooking up for literally more than half a century. stuff like furry art and westerners watching anime are almost as old as that. when they held that doctor who 20th anniversary celebration in the early 80s there were people cosplaying at it. in a way it's honestly kinda amazing
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that moment when someone asked you to do a favor for them. and you happily do it without question. only for them to come back and yell at you for doing it wrong.
something. they. asked. of. you. to. do. for. them. in. the. first. place.
i have a lot of things to do and i don’t know how to start because i start to panic because i do have time but at the same this time is passing and i think im not producing anything and i start to be so anxious.
and in my mind i’m stuck being another person and creating a whole scenario for myself in which i have a better life but at the same time i feel that is affecting me because i’m not focusing on my own life and it starts to affect me
by the way i want to buy a laptop or a ipad because i would really like to know if they could help me but i don’t have any money
is there something I can do about cracked heels?