i am a small pet that smells nice and has soft skin and wears soft clothes but i need a dogtop to take me by my velvety ears and force my face in their sweaty pits to make me smell like them and i need my soft skin to be covered in bruises and bitemarks and i need my soft clothes to be cut off with a knife and used as a gag to quiet my screams
hi and happy march! i hope everyone is doing well. a couple tiny updates:
i still haven’t remade, created a substack / tinyletter or whatever, etc. and once again i don’t know if i will or actually want to. for right now im actually kinda leaning against it; maybe just poking in here and saying hi on the first day of every month is enough! (though i don’t want to promise that i’ll make this a regular thing — maybe fully cutting myself off from social media is truly what i need to do and will do eventually — but im finding that opening the apps once every few days and then doing a tiny monthly update on here does feel like a healthily constrained yet enjoyable thjng to do rn. so maybe i will lean into that for as long as it feels good to.)
february was an unexpectedly hard and hectic month for me: scary health issues (i had to go to the er 🤪 i think im ok or at least will be soon but there are still some unknowns to figure out in the weeks ahead) and some intense work stuff. and / but… I HAVE MOVED OUT!!!!!!!! my apartment is a half-unpacked disaster and i am dealing with some absolutely brutal emotional backdraft from the whole experience lol but i feel so so so gratified and thankful to finally be in a situation where, for the first time in my life, i can truly begin to genuinely, stably, sustainably recover and thrive. it’s going to be a long journey with some pain and discomfort along the way, but i know it’ll be worth it 🥹 maybe i’ll find a healthy way to let you know how it goes!
i hope you’re all doing as well as you can be! im manifesting a marvelous march for my many magical mutuals 💗🫂🪄☕️🐈
In the quiet of your heart love patiently grows, expanding with your senses becoming stronger through self love magic.
You possess a direct loving connection through heart centred conscious awareness of all that was, is and ever will be, for it is you.
As you dissolve and release emotions which no longer serve from your heart, celebrate self love, creating with love, birthing unlimited possibilities into existence. PURRS.
Love is who you are and in your heart love guides, teaches and inspires. Be the love which creates magic in your life and the lives of all.
There is a song of love purring a beat of music through your heart. Be still, hearing, feeling, becoming a magical song, playing more love into creation.
Purr your love magic, for without love life is void of true PURRpose.
Jennifer R. Cook @catsinthebagdesignposts invites you to embrace love in your life and enjoy What Love Says series.