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[yourdeepestfathoms]

i have joined the Hazbin Hotel fandom because of one fluffy angel, so here’s a fic about her falling and being adopted by some demons

“Hello?” Charlie calls out warily. She isn’t usually so timid, but since the Extermination, her guard has been up. For all she knows, this could be a trick of some kind.

There’s no response.

“Stay here,” Vaggie says. She takes up her spear and goes forward to the crater. Her reaction to whatever is inside of it doesn’t take very long.

Just from where she’s standing, Charlie can see every muscle in Vaggie’s body tense up.

“Oh, fuck…”

That doesn’t sound good, and it’s enough to get Charlie moving. She rushes over. “What? What is it? What— oh dear god…!”

Well. She was half-right in her worries because there is an angel here, lying in the crater, but this is no Exorcist. And it’s not just any angel, either.

It’s….a seraphim.

When the angels cast Emily out, demons are the one to pick her back up.

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OR: yet another fic where Emily falls from Heaven, but this time with EXTRA PAIN

#i love this little holy pigeon #she’s such a cutie #so now I hurt her #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanfiction #charlie morningstar #vaggie #emily hazbin hotel #angel dust #hazbin hotel husk #alastor #hazbin alastor #cherri bomb #god loves you (but not enough to save you) #fallen angel emily

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lesbian Clara this, lesbian Clara that

but what if….

aroace Clara

#think about it #she would have a bad grasp on romance #she was literally just born #and honestly #the kid doesn’t need romance right now #she needs a proper family #also GRRRR i want more aroace characters #pathologic #pathologic 2 #pathologic classic hd #clara pathologic #clara saburova #clara the changeling

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Artemy, with literally every other child in the game

Artemy, with Clara

#it’s so wild to me that he has like seven foster kids but he is So Mean to this one child #and i’m not taking clara being weird and sassy and snarky as an excuse #he is SO rude to her #idc what anyone says he has no right to treat her that way #i’m her lawyer and she is INNOCENT #it’s still kinda funny though #but fr why is he always threatening to kill her #this is about p2 btw #dude was vile to this middle schooler #pathologic 2 #pathologic #pathologic memes #artemy burakh #artemy pathologic #the haruspex #clara pathologic #clara the changeling #clara saburova

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i can’t stop thinking about this song with Clara.

imagine that but with her @ Saburov or Aglaya or maybe even Artemy or Daniil. just somebody.

and she’s beckoning then to step out of the safety of a building and into the Plague so they can be infected by her. because she’s mad, and she’s hurt, and she’s tired of being treated like shit.

#if i knew how to draw i would whip up the greatest animatic known to man #but god nerfed me at birth because he knew i would be too powerful #but yeah that song is so clara change my mind #pathologic 2 #pathologic #pathologic hd #pathologic classic hd #clara the changeling #clara pathologic #clara saburova #alexander saburov #aglaya lilich #daniil dankovsky #daniil pathologic #the bachelor #artemy burakh #artemy pathologic #the haruspex

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i love to think about Clara in the aftermath of the plague, getting to be a real kid for once.

having a nice, warm bath? she’d lose her mind. because let’s be real, she probably has never had a bath once since she was born, and she definitely stinks. she would splash and roll around like a chinchilla having a dust bath.

having a tea party? attendance is mandatory. Daniil and Artemy are legally allowed to show up.

playing pretend? she insists that she gets to be God. “Clara, we’re playing Wolves…” “then i’m God as a wolf.”

just playing any games like Tag or Hide and Seek or anything like that? playing on the playgrounds? she would have so much fun.

blanket forts? she would LOVE THEM!

her getting toys and nice clothes and other things she likes.

being carried to bed by Daniil or Artemy and getting tucked in.

game nights at Artemy and Daniil’s house.

just… Clara getting to be a little girl after having to be this powerful saint and not getting to act like a kid for so long.

#i’m so sad there’s barely any post-game fics with her getting to be a family with daniil and artemy #there’s SO MUCH POTENTIAL #people need to stop leaving her out of the cute found family stuff #anyway she makes my heart ACHE #this sweet baby girl deserves so much love and care #pathologic #pathologic 2 #pathologic classic hd #pathologic hd #clara the changeling #clara saburova #clara pathologic #daniil dankovsky #daniil pathologic #the bachelor #artemy burakh #artemy pathologic #haruspex #burakhovsky #artemy x daniil

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a Pathologic tier list based on how good of an adult the characters are to Clara, a child

this is based on P1, but the tier list site i was using only had the P2 models!

i was meant to have longer, more in-depth explanations, but then i got lazy 😅 so i just have some basic reasoning!

also i haven’t replayed the Changeling route in a few months, so i’m going off of memory!

Actually A Kind, Considerate Adult To A Stressed and Traumatized Child

Lara- Lara is hands down the best adult in this entire game. She’s kind, understanding, and patient with Clara. She never insults her, and even when Clara is being a bit snooty, she still treats her gently. She also literally has a line where she points out that Clara is a child struggling with an immense burden. She calls attention to the fact that she’s just a kid, which NOBODY ELSE DOES.

“Poor thing, I’m so sorry for you. I wouldn’t want to carry your burden.”

It can kinda be read as pity, but pity is better than the cruelty and ignorance to her situation most of the others give her.

Also she has the one voice like where she’s like, “Poor child, she’s so tired” in reference to Clara.

Lara stays winning fr fr

The Tragedians and Executors- Idk if these guys can count, but they’re here anyway. They’re always so nice to Clara, calling her little pet names and explaining stuff to her in a kind way. They talk to her like how adults talk to young children, which she is. And it’s wild how these bitches beat THE ENTIRETY OF THE WHOLE CAST, minus Lara.

A Good Adult

Oyun- I actually cannot believe this guy is this high.

Surprisingly, he’s actually pretty nice to Clara. If not nice, then very respectful. He treats her like a queen.

Rubin- He’s chill with her 👍 (if i remember correctly)

Yulia- Similar to Rubin, she’s chill toward Clara, minus, I think, one little offhand comment that’s kind of rude. But compared to what some of the bitches below say to her, it may as well be a compliment.

Decent But Has Their Moments

Artemy- So, I feel like Artemy is very neutral toward Clara. There is that part in the Changeling route where he sends her a letter where he threatens to kill her, BUT that only happens if you rat out his location to Daniil, so it’s not a set event that always happens.

He speaks to her very curtly, and you can get the sense that he’s probably annoyed by her presence, but he’s not outwardly verbally abusing her unlike others.

If this were a ranking based on P2 interactions, however, he would be WAY LOWER because jfc, he is SO MEAN to Clara.

Daniil- So, he was actually lower at first, but then I saw some really good posts talking about how he cares for Clara in his own way (giving her money, keeping her in the Stillwater, worrying over her)—even if they are a little unconventional.

However, that doesn’t erase the fact that he is still pretty awful to her at times. I mean, he literally threatens to kill her twice, one of which happened when he first met her.

I love the “Daniil is a reluctant father figure to Clara” so much, but I also don’t think he would be any higher than this.

Also, like Artemy, if this were for interactions in P2, he would absolutely be lower.

Neutral

Olgimsky- I think he and Clara talk exactly two (2) times, and both interactions are short and don’t really do anything for the story (if i remember correctly). Also I don’t think they give af about each other at all.

Bad Grief- Neutral. I could have put him higher, actually. He seemed actually kind of nice.

Eva- Same with Bad Grief. Her interaction with Clara wasn’t hostile at all.

Victor- I’ll be real with y’all- I don’t remember them talking 😭

Not A Good Adult

Maria- She’s my second favorite character in the whole game (just behind Clara ofc), but even I can’t deny how cruel she is to Clara. She is SO MEAN.

Aspity- I actually had no idea where to put her. At first, she was in the “decent” section, but that didn’t seem right. Then she was in “Neutral,” but that didn’t seem right, either. Finally, I just decided to put her here. Because, looking back on their interactions, they were pretty hostile.

I don’t think Aspity liked Clara. A lot of the things she said to Clara were either vaguely threatening or directly threatening.

Anna Angel- She was so rude to Clara in the Haruspex route when Clara came running to her house, crying, on Day 6. Also I remember her making shots at Clara often.

Georgiy- Literally threatened to kill Clara the moment he met her. Enough said.

Mark- I remember this bitch ass being snappy with her. Which is good enough for me.

Vlad Jr.- This dude isn’t necessarily mean, but I do remember him being weirdly fanatical toward Clara. He spoke to her like she wasn’t a child but rather someone to be idolized.

Peter- He also wasn’t rude, but I just felt very uncomfortable every time he talked to her. He didn’t speak to her like a child but rather an adult. And yeah, a lot of people did that, but he was just so creepy to me. He acted like she was a goddess or something. It really rubbed me the wrong way.

Block- This may be a bit of an unpopular opinion, but I just can’t put this guy anywhere but here.

Yes, he was kind to her, but he also idolized her, which is just…Not Very Good. Also he fully tries to bring her to war?? If you say no when he first makes the offer, he literally ignores her and keeps going on about it which is a huge red flag.

Horrible Fucking Person

Andrey- I can’t stand this guy. Y’all don’t understand how deep my hatred for him goes. But this spot isn’t even a biased decision he is, SO CRUEL. The way he screams in Clara’s face when she went to his bar?? And yeah, he’s kinda right in some sense, she isn’t old enough to fully understand what she’s doing, but that is not her fault in any way. The blame should fall upon Katerina for making her run around indoctrinating people, not her. And he shouldn’t have yelled at a little girl, spewing insults at her, because at that point, his argument is meaningless when it directly attacks her.

He’s terrible. I hate him.

What The Fuck Is Wrong With You

Aglaya- Basically every word she spoke to Clara felt like a shotgun blast to the chest and had my jaw on the FLOOR. I was not expecting the sheer disgust and hatred she had toward this child.

As such, I have compiled a short list of some of the things she said to Clara:

1. Calls her a “dim, pathetic creature”

2. Calls her insane and deranged

3. Accuses her of having a split personality disorder and being schizophrenic

4. “Prohibits her from existing”

5. Says she has to leave the town or else she’ll have her executed

Among other stuff.

Obligatory “Awful Parents” Spot

The Saburovs- I could go on about how horrible these guys are. Not even just as people, but as parents, too.

The neglect, the exploitation, the abuse, the total disregard for Clara’s feelings when she comes back traumatized while carrying a severed head, the way she’s used to inaugurate people into a religion…

They are truly awful people, and they do not deserve Clara.

#feel free to dispute but please be polite! #pathologic #pathologic hd #pathologic classic hd #oh god now i have to tag all of these bitches 😭 #clara the changeling #clara saburova #clara pathologic #lara ravel #stakh rubin #yulia lyuricheva #artemy burakh #artemy pathologic #the haruspex #daniil dankovsky #daniil pathologic #the bachelor #vlad olgimsky #vlad jr #bad grief #eva yan #maria kaina #aspity #anna angel #peter stamatin #andrey stamatin #alexander block #alexander saburov #aglaya lilich #katerina saburova

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i swear it was confirmed that she’s the Plague in P1 by the Rat Prophet, but i realize now that it could very well be different in the remake game 😅 even still, i believe Clara to be the Plague, personally—or, at least, some human embodiment of it.

i also don’t think anything that happens in the game are ALL Clara’s doing—not really. if she and the Plague are the same thing in P2, and this goes for P1 as well, my interpretation is that they are the same being with two different consciouses and agendas. i think it’s all just an unfortunate aspect of her being alive- she doesn’t want people to die, but because she exists, it happens. she can’t control it all. it just kinda does what it wants.

plague bird Clara is still very appealing to me, though lol

So…is that creepy bird bastard who taunts Artemy in P2 Clara?

Because we know Clara is the Sand Pest. And I’ve always interpreted that big bird bitch as an embodiment of the Plague, to the point where my friend and I just call it “Sandy” when it appears. And if it IS the Sand Pest, does that mean it’s Clara? Or some other conscience of Clara? Is it in her twin in a costume?

I also realize that it could be death, not the Sand Pest. But the idea of Clara being able to become this freaky bird creature is too cool to not imagine.

unfortunate refresher for me, how well do we know that she's the sand pest in p2? there's still the "twin" plot point which casts suspicion on the one referred to as "changeling", and the changeling can spontaneously infect you, but not having her route I forget whether this plot thread was spoiled at all for the haruspex...

plague executor does represent the plague as per the way the haruspex talks to it, this is the first time I've considered reading it as anything else; which contrasts the same executor's representation of death in the marble nest (as the Fellow Traveler is already the haruspex's personalized avatar of death). but as per last ask I don't think it's fair to identify all acts of the disease as something the changeling did personally! the executor's personality in dialogue isn't that of clara nor that of the "voice of the plague" they're all aspects. like how the Lines are described as similarities between relations in p2 despite the objects involved not literally being the same thing

#reblog #thank you for the answer!! #you always give such in-depth responses and i appreciate it a lot! #i envy your knowledge on this game! #pathologic

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Clara being the Sand Pest is scary and sad and horrible to think about but also…

post-game Clara making jokes about it, because what else is there to do with such knowledge?

“no, Clara, you can’t have any desert yet. you have to wait.” “wow. what if i started the plague again right now.” “jfc.”

“Daniil made me take a bath, so i’m unleashing the Sand Pest again.”

“Clara, quit it. you’re being annoying.” “i’m gonna start a second epidemic.”

#it’s like how a lot of people will go ‘i’m gonna kms’ at any minor inconvenience #that’s her with it #she just threatens to wipe out the rest of town’s population #because again #what else can you do with that knowledge of your existence 😭 #pathologic 2 #pathologic #pathologic hd #p​athologic classic hd #clara the changeling #clara saburova #the changeling #daniil dankovsky #daniil pathologic #the bachelor

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there is something beautiful about how undeniably human and alive the Plague sounds. you can hear her breathing.

also the decision to make Clara voice the Plague was the best choice made for this whole game. because holy shit. the way Clara tells Artemy that the Plague has a voice and the voice is his, but when you actually get infected, you hear her voice. CHILLS.

#unpopular opinion #but i like the english voice better than the russian one #i love how TIRED she sounds #even though having rubin’s va be the male voice is an interesting choice #i think it would have been cool to have the male voice be artemy #and then for the bachelor route it’s daniil #and for changeling route? it’s clara’s voice alone. whispering in her ears. #pathologic #pathologic 2 #clara the changeling #clara saburova #clara pathologic #artemy burakh #the haruspex #sand pest

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Caine gives her a pitying look. “I’m sorry, Pomni, but you just have to let these things run their course.”

No. She cannot handle this anymore. She implores him further, “Caine, please. You’re, like, basically a god in a way, right? There’s gotta be something you can do! Please!” She’s begging him at this point.

Caine thinks for a moment. Then, he perks up and says, “Oh! Yes, I believe there IS something!”

Pomni perks up, too. “Yes? What is it?”

“It’s a sort of deep cleaning, if you will,” Caine says. “Think of it like dumping bleach all over your code!”

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When Pomni's sinus infection starts to drive her mad, she goes to the extreme to be free from the sickness. Even if the solution is a bit...dangerous.

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Day Two - Sickness

#the amazing digital circus #tadc pomni #pomni #the amazing digital circus pomni #tadc ragatha #ragatha #the amazing digital circus ragatha #tadc caine #caine #the amazing digital circus caine #tadc jax #jax #the amazing digital circus jax #tadc zooble #the amazing digital circus zooble #zooble #tadc kinger #kinger #the amazing digital circus kinger #tadc fanfiction #is cleaving a selfsame body in twain not kindly? #whumpcember2023

[yourdeepestfathoms]

Silly goose!

#SWEET GIRL #SHE’S SO CUTE #reblog #not my art

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When Pomni doesn’t show up one morning, Ragatha goes to check on her.

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Day One: Fever

WHUMPCEMBER LET’S GOOOOOO

#the amazing digital circus #tadc pomni #pomni #the amazing digital circus pomni #tadc ragatha #ragatha #the amazing digital circus ragatha #tadc fanfiction #glacial remedies #whumpcember2023

[yourdeepestfathoms]

I never knew you had a tumblr until today when I read ur recent story. I just want to say I enjoy your fanfics(I wanna read the books as soon as I get money!!!) and always get excited when I see you publish anything. I know I’m either gonna get hurt(emotionally) or go in for a crazy ride but they always make me excited for the next one u write. I remember coming across ur work when u did RE8 and then did FNAF and Cyclone and ai don’t regret it. Ur one of my favorite authors and I wanted to write this to you to say thank you for creating the things you do. A lot of times it has opened my eyes and made me see the world differently.

I know I’m rambling and such but I hope you have a fantastic day and don’t burnt yourself out! Have a Good Christmas and New year!

-Anon

OMG ANON THIS IS THE SWEETEST MESSAGE I HAVE EVER GOTTEN 💕💕💕💕💕

you’re too kind!! it’s so eye-opening to see someone follow my work from so many different fandoms and it’s just !!!!

you’re so, so, so sweet!! thank you so much!!! 💕💕💕💕

#ask #I’m SO SORRY this took me a hot second to respond to 😭 #i have horrendous object permanence #BUT SERIOUSLY YOU ARE SO SWEET #reader reactions

[yourdeepestfathoms]

I had no idea what Pathological was but I freaked out reading your post because I was thinking you were calling me out and my name is actually Clara 🤣🤣🤣

LMAO no no no, Pathologic is a Russian game about stopping the plague! 😭

#ask #very good game i recommend it #it will make you want to die

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Pathologic fandom stop excluding Clara from stuff challenge

#the amount of times i’ve seen her not included in stuff is baffling #like i get it from a meta perspective #her route isn’t unlocked until you beat the game #but she’s still a main character 😭 #she appears in the theater intro in p1 and she shows up a lot in p2 #she deserves more than what she gets #especially when she is one of the most important #if not the most important #character in the whole game #i’m just tired of female characters being brushed aside for the men #like don’t get me wrong #i love artemy and daniil #but you can’t deny that they get way more attention than clara #pathologic #pathologic hd #pathologic classic hd #pathologic 2 #clara pathologic #clara the changeling #clara saburova

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the funniest thing you can do to a character who has a lot of different ships in canon/fandom is to make them aromantic. most eligible bachelor sees everyone as their friends

#me with ocean pomni clara amicia vanessa brigitte #definitely some others too #reblog

[yourdeepestfathoms]

CHOP CHOP FANFICTION GIRL, WE NEED OUR FOOD 👏👏👏👏👏

BACK 🤺 BACK I SAY 🤺🤺🤺🤺

YOU’LL BE FED TODAY I SWEAR, I JUST STARTED MY 8TH DND CAMPAIGN YESTERDAY AND COULDNT FOCUS ON WRITING

#ask #i can’t believe i’m a fully published author and i’ve been demoted to ‘fanfiction girl’ 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 #jk this is hilarious 😭 #but yes sickfic today i swear #reader reactions #tadc