#anyways I really do wanna post so hopefully I can get more requests out if not now then when January starts

[decembermoonskz]

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#vent.txt #i really am struggling with being active with writing rn and it’s frustrating #I’m just venting rn but I just have almost no energy to post things #which sucks bc I have stuff finished but I keep saying I will and then I don’t feel like getting on my computer to post them #i don’t trust mobile tumblr to format things rihhht and that’ll only frustrate me more #idk I’m feeling kinda stuck #i have some requests done so hopefully i can post smth soon but i may just go into the new year posting #thanks for dealing with me and this journey lol #as I said before #idk I know logically that I don’t owe ppl anything and that when ppl request things that they have to be patient but I still have his small #but of guilt that I’m taking so long #I’m trying to just feel it and move on but hhhhhh it’s hard #anyways I really do wanna post so hopefully I can get more requests out if not now then when January starts #i didn’t mean to prolong these requests but yeah #ignore any typos I’m tired and need a nap

[dotster001]

Hello, I really enjoy your writing and I hope you have a nice day! Could I request housewardens + Floyd reacting to knowing Yuu/MC who they know as chaotic, problem seeking, lazy, and just overall a terrible student (with a nice heart tho) used to be at the top of their school, and was the teacher's pet? They had a lot of pressure to never have fun because it could ruin their future, but now they don't have a future, or a reputation, and they won't be great at any subjects anyway (since it's not their world and they are magicless) so they just decided to be a force of chaos, they can't be #1? Then why even try?

Sorry if it's long:( if you decide to do it, thank you very much (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

A/N: was this a call out post? Yes. Yes it was. 😂

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Before he finds out about your past, he's just annoyed. So lazy! You need to at least pretend you care about school! You're no better than ADeuce! Be a better example, prefect.

After he finds out…oh God…that's him isn't it! He's always been top of his class! He's always had outside pressure to be the best! He's got a lifetime of repressed emotions whirling inside of him! 

He's having a complete mental breakdown, spiraling a little bit, and, unfortunately, you're going to have to calm him down. Hopefully, you're stable darling! Cause one of you has to be! 

That's one way to go through life. He chooses to nap his life away, but if you wanna be a chaos gremlin, power to ya!

He says that, but he wants you to be less of a chaos gremlin, and more of a body pillow. Chaos gremlin ex gifted children, and depression ex gifted children get on like oil and water. *Sighs* you really make him work, don't you?

That said…he'll recruit Svanannaclaw lackies to your cause. And he'll find your lifestyle. You can cause as much chaos, and be as lazy as you want. All he wants in return is for you to return to his arms when you are done.

And hey, maybe he can be your new purpose- No! He didn't say anything! Sevens, your herbivore ears are so faulty, what is he gonna do with you?

He thinks you're another Floyd at first. The high levels of energy, followed by the drops, he's used to dealing with it.

But once he gets your origin story, he's going to make you an offer. Help him with his restaurants. He'll feed, clothe, and house you. All you have to do is say yes.

You can still be chaotic. You can still have your drops. But at least now you'll have a place to focus your energy. It's not much, but, in his opinion, it's a deal you can't walk away from. Please don't walk away from it. You'll hurt his feelings 😢

You're so cool!!!!! You let him party whenever he wants!!!! And you have so many great ideas, like baking 97 cupcakes at three in the morning!

Maybe Jamil brought it up because he cared, maybe it's because he's tired of having to keep up with two gremlins it's definitely the latter but eventually he brings up that, hey, you seem a bit nihilistic. Explains what that is to Kelim, and now Kalim makes sure to spend double the time with you! Usually doing chaos stuff much to Jamil's chagrin

He won't bring it up with you, but his theory is that if he can become a reason for continuing on, of he can be part of your purpose, maybe things will be okay!

Ah Vil. A high achiever, who, like Riddle, is very distressed that you are clearly wasting your capabilities.

But let's say you have a breakdown. And during that breakdown you spill the tale of your life. He's gonna place his hands on your shoulders. Then aggressively shake you.

Pull yourself together! Do you want him to give you the pressure you had from before? Because he will if he has to! But he knows you don't want that, so snap yourself out of it and act like the Queen he knows you are! You have him, and a whole life ahead of you! He can help you find a purpose for your life! Now stop crying and drink your smoothie!

It might take a while for Idia to notice. Cause, well, he's sort of in the same boat as you. And noticing means he has to notice his own lifestyle choices...and...well...he doesn't want to do that.

So you both will live in innocent bliss as you game together, and nap together, and raid the pantry together at two in the morning, and skip classes together.

Once Ortho bursts the bubble, both of you will probably be placed in therapy. Good luck!

You amuse him to no end. And you speak to him like a normal person. You pull him along on adventures. Honestly? He has no desire to dig into your reasons for it. In fact, deep down he knows you're probably going through something, but he'd rather not know.

Which is why when Lilia tells him to dig into it, he pouts like a kid who was told to clean his room. Might even kick a rock around about it. He really looks like a pouting child.

But once he gets your life story, he'll perk up a bit. You want a purpose? He can give you one! Himself…I mean have you considered working in the libraries of the valley of thorns? It would give you uninhibited access to information about this world. Plus, you would still have the time to be lazy and fuck around if you wanted since he's really the only one who visits the library… oh, which library? His private one. Why do you ask?

Floyd won't help you. He will only enable you. He loves chaotic Shrimpy! He also loves that Shrimpy sometimes just wants to nap! You're perfect! His soulmate!

Nope, nope, nope, shrimpy is just like that, no need to ask questions!

Stop, stop, stop! That's how Shrimpy is! Don't ask about their past! Don't question their motives! Don't "help" them! They're fine!

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[night-raven-tattler]

Hello Mx Tattly! I really enjoyed your ideal types post involving Heartslabyul characters. I like the idea of Riddle liking his significant other being someone earning his respect. So in this request, if they are open, of Riddle having a Yuu!Female reader s/o that is naturally gifted prodigy in fencing & swordsmanship, making her a bold, fiercely talented swordswoman who usually wields double swords (but is just as well with one). Both mostly got closer after his overblot since she was involved in defending him (somehow).

Just headcanons of Riddle having a s/o that is physically stronger than him (and affectionate when just the two of them since she also isn’t much of a pda person)

Extra: After getting to know a bit more of Diasomnia, she also manages to go under Lilia’s training after finding out he trains Sebek and Silver because she wants to continue sharpening her skills and seeing any form of improvement.

(She’s originally an OC of mine but idk if you take OC requests and didn’t wanna assume, so 😭)

Anyway thank you! I’m sorry if I wrote a lot.. 😭

Hello anon! Mx Tattly appreciates your kind words! Currently they don't do OC requests, however she might consider answering such requests in the future. He is sorry if the writing is not what you envisioned, especially since she didn't include Riddle being "protected" per se by the reader character, as they considered their narrative choice is one Riddle would appreciate more. He is also grateful for the brainrot you caused, as they are an enjoyer of sword weilding characters themselves. Hopefully you can still enjoy!

A knight fit for a queen

Characters: Riddle × F/GN!Reader* (romantic, pre-established relationship)

*the reader character has no gender defining charactersitics mentioned

Warnings: swords, book 1 spoilers, violence, mentions of hospital-like settings

By opening the document, you agree to Mx Tattly's terms of source confidentiality.

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Ace laughed in your face when you told him, Deuce and Grim to wait in front of Ramshackle for you to get something, and you came out of the dorm with a pair of swords dangling from your waist, supporting your dominant hand

“Why are you bringing a sword with you? Where did you even find that thing?!”

It was an older pair of swords you found abandoned in one of the Ramshackle rooms, mere days before Ace and Deuce decided to challenge Riddle for his housewarden spot

Something about them told you they would be useful in the situation at hand

But even after hearing your reasoning, Ace still laughed in your face

Boy, was he proven wrong not too long after...

Riddle was just punched by Ace and, before your brain was able to catch up to what was happening, Riddle spiraled out of control

Everyone was trying to reason with him, yet it seemed as if he completely shut out everyone around him

Everyone turned from disobedient students into living targets of his fury

The gravity of the situation finally sunk in when Riddle summoned the rose trees all around the maze and ordered them to attack Ace

Yet, before thinking in through, you jumped in front of Ace and sliced away the threatening branches

They detached from the trunk, turning into cut pieces of cards as they flew past you and your friend

If you wouldn't have stepped in, Trey’s signature spell would’ve kicked in too late

The sky darkened as Riddle’s inner world started to collapse, bringing chaos and destruction to the outside world as well as he overblotted

“In my world, I am the law. I am order made manifest! The only response I will accept from you is ‘Yes, Housewarden Riddle’! All who defy me will lose their heads!”

And, while your Heartslabyul friends and Grim decided to face Riddle head-on, you decided to stay back and protect any incoming danger towards the students the Headmage was evacuating

The crowd of students around the magic mirror diminished, so you returned to the main place of action

Which turned out to be a good call, as a lot of flying debris caused by rogue spells kept flying towards the students

And you managed to redirect any incoming danger with your mysterious swords

Just in time to see Riddle collapse to the ground

You stayed close to Riddle when he woke up and was taken to the nurse's office, and visited him as often as you could

While you felt a personal duty to help out Ace and Deuce repair their destroyed labyrinth, you also wanted to keep Riddle company, mostly to assure him there were no hard feelings between the two of you after what happened

…But your intention were not as clear as you intended initially

Riddle was mostly silent and cautious, and so were you, which made things kind of awkward

Compared to his wary nature, you were trying to be at least a little bit comforting

And he finally realised your intentions when you brought him some tea in a thermos

He was truly astonished by your gesture, even touched by your small kindness

It was some milk tea with herbs he didn’t quite recognise, sweetened with a bit of honey

Bits and pieces of a memory of his crying about milk tea with honey flooded his mind, piecing together the puzzle of your intentions

Not only did you remember such a small thing, but you also went out of your way to cater to him while he was still atoning to his mistakes

Shortly after, Heartslabyul started getting back to its orderly peace as the unbirthday party put together was fast approaching

And you were very satisfied with the peace and quiet

What you didn’t expect, however, was Riddle’s sudden summon to his room directed to you and you alone

You entered Riddle’s room, and he turned around in his chair towards you, leaving the paperwork he was looking over unattended

He was back to working as diligently as ever, something you weren’t sure was appropriate so early in his recovery

But Riddle’s face looked serene and at peace despite his serious eyes, and you decided not to comment

“I believe it is time for the two of us to have a proper conversation about what happened. I know your visits while I was bedridden were… not the most conversation-filled, but I would rather not leave any rocks unturned.”

As gentlemanly as ever, Riddle guided you to an empty seat in his room, and he sat down only after you sat down yourself

“I want to apologise to you for what you witnessed.”

You wanted to interject, but Riddle stopped you with a gesture of his hand

“As a housewarden, my duty is not only to maintain order within the group of students under my guidance, but also to ensure their safety during a moment of crisis. As I was the, um… ‘crisis’ in this case, I was unable to do so. I apologise for falling short on my duty, and for having you make up for my mistakes.”

You were taken aback by the apology, but Riddle was not done yet

“I would also like… to thank you.”

You listened as Riddle poured his heart out to you

“I have heard you were a main participant in ensuring the safety of the student body. It might be hard to believe, but…”

Something in Riddle’s eyes softened, before his gray eyes regained their composed coldness

“I am not cold hearted. I may be harsh, but I care about my card soldiers.”

And you were aware of that

While you helped the Heartslabyul students put themselves together, you’ve heard the grateful stories of a relieved group of students who praised Riddle for his dedication and meticulous nature

They told many stories about Riddle taking time off his schedule to tutor struggling students, who always did his best to offer guidance and who never raised his voice while explaining to students how to tend to the Heartslabyul animals

“I may have fallen short, but you have proven yourself to have a good head on your shoulder in times of need. I thank you for ensuring the safety of my card soldiers.”

You took a few seconds to process his words before formulating your response

“I was just… fulfilling my duty.”

“Pardon?”

“I mean, I am the ‘prefect’, right? I also have a duty to the students. I just did my best to act according to my role.”

Riddle’s eyes widened slightly, and something sparkled in his eyes as a proud smile blossomed on his face

And your heart couldn’t help but skip a beat, being witness of the first time you gave Riddle a reason to smile

“That’s a very elegant answer. You sure are an interesting person, Prefect.”

As time went on, you and Riddle became good friends

Your friendship mainly consisted of you finding your way to Riddle and striking conversations as you followed him around

You didn’t have a particularly threatening aura, but the swords you used during the Heartslabyul event became a permanent part of your uniform

Initially the teachers were not too on board with a permanently armed student, especially since the student body was filled with rambunctious individuals

Yet, Riddle vouched that you knew when it was appropriate to use the swords, putting the professor’s minds somewhat at ease

Lines started blurring little by little as your attachment to Riddle became more obvious, and Rook’s teasing towards Trey about him “losing his spot as Riddle’s knight” started reaching your ears

But you didn’t quite mind

And neither did Riddle

He was, if anything, in awe at your abilities

Riddle was amazed at how natural swords looked in your hands, how your sways and slashes were always forceful yet elegant, wide yet precise

And the sweaty sight of you after a training session did, admittedly, leave Riddle with a racing heart and mind

But, above all, he admired your dedication to improve despite having no guidance

And, with a little push from Ace and Deuce, he put together a plan to help you in that regard

You just entered your dorm when the most unusual gathering of people was seated in your living room

While Ace and Deuce were around often enough to become honorary Ramshackle members slash dorm decoration, Riddle, Sebek and Silver were not part of your usual guest list

You were surprised to hear the invitation extended by a sleepy Silver and a very reluctant Sebek for you to join their training sessions

And it was revealed how Riddle used his connection to the two guards as fellow equestrian club members to ask them for a favor

After you all settled some details with the guards, they took their leave, and exited the dorm as Sebek kept yelling about not allowing you to fall short

And being the teasing pieces of work that Ace, Deuce and Grim were, they left you and Riddle alone as they winked at you

“Is this your way of making sure I keep ‘fulfilling my duty’ as the resident day saver and Hearstlabyul knight?”

Your teasing made Riddle throw you an unimpressed glance that was quickly replaced by a smile

“I am quite sure this will do nothing to diminish the use of your newly acquired moniker, but my priority is to ensure you keep honing the craft you are so obviously proud of.”

Riddle’s words were truly touching, and it was so like him to go out of his way to help the people he cared about…

“Besides, I don’t really mind the moniker. It must mean the students are starting to recognise your skill and dedication.”

That statement really made your heart skip a beat

You hesitated before you took Riddle’s hand into your own

“Well… If you don’t mind the nickname, then I don’t mind it either.”

And you brought Riddle’s hand to your lips, leaving a kiss so soft Riddle almost though he only imagined the soft press of your lips to his knuckles

He took his leave soon after your biggest show of affection yet, but you didn’t mind

Despite Riddle’s reddening face usually being considered a bad omen, you quite enjoyed the brilliant glow of red on his cheeks as he left your dorm

#twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #riddle rosehearts #riddle rosehearts x reader #no beta we die like ortho

[cultofdixon]

It’s the thought that counts

Daryl Dixon • She/Her Pronouns • Baked goods to win the girl’s heart when yours was already his • SFW

Requested: Anon

“Yea think she’s gotten used to this place?” Daryl asks his best friend Carol while they were on the porch, her thinking they were watching everybody but of course he was watching a certain somebody.

“Yeah, I think she’s liking it so far. She is more careful than the others who sort of dived into this place”

“Good…that’s good” He crosses his arms leaning against the post next to the stairs as Carol leaned over the railing noticing his attention never leaving. “She livin’ with yea right?”

“Yeah, Y/N didn’t mind staying in Rick’s the first night or two but once I asked if she’d like to stay with me? She jumped at the opportunity” Carol is close to both Daryl and Y/N. Just one of them is more forward about their feelings.

“…she doesn’t want to be with me in the Grimes residence?” He didn’t even think for long about those words when he asked them. All he knew was the instant realization made him quickly avoid Carol’s smirking. “Fuck off”

“Y’know you’re going to be seeing them a lot right? You’re close friends and she’d rather be around you than anybody else”

“Why yea say that when she’s literally over there talking to this…Aiden fucker”

“Because he’s the head runner for the supply runs. Y/N got asked by Deanna to join said group for her job here”

Daryl scoffs bringing his gaze to the ground. “Bet yea that son of a bitch is flirtin’ with her”

“You care too much and see so little. She’s coming over” Carol whispers the last part causing Daryl to straighten up brushing off dirt or whatever was on his person, nothing. “Hey Y/N”

“Hey! Hey Dar” Y/N smiles at the archer watching him return that smile of his. “I’m glad I saw you were out here”

“Oh yeah?” Carol smiles with intentions that Y/N caught on making her role her eyes as Daryl was left clueless. “Why is that?”

“That Aiden guy?” Y/N gestures with her head. “Makes me really uncomfortable…I’m gonna try and get Deanna to let be on the recruiting team”

“Yea wanna help them bring people in?”

“You’d be good at it.” Carol adds to Daryl’s concern with a bit of a bright side. But Y/N respects the honesty. “But be careful with these people yknow? Aaron is part of the recruiters and they are nice but—“

“I know how to take care of myself…it’s honestly just to have a reason to get outside the walls without needing an escort”

The two look at each other confused as Y/N gestured with her head toward the brothers talking to each other.

“They think I can’t handle myself” She laughs in response to both of them scoffing. “Anyway, I’ve gotta go talk to Deanna and hopefully Maggie can help me convince her…I shouldn’t be out long”

Carol nods smiling, thankful, that she keeps her update and more importantly him. Daryl watches Y/N leave the porch as a thought came to mind.

“Is she going to the party?”

“I don’t know. But I am, to get on people’s good side. Why?”

“I don’t know…if she ain’t then I guess…uh I could…uhhh…”

The woman couldn’t help the laugh that escaped her throat making her friend the archer blush out of embarrassment. She gently grabbed his bicep ushering him inside and deciding to help him.

About an hour or two has passed and Y/N entered the home with a bit of an exhausted look to her complexion. A small smile graces her features as she makes her way into the kitchen finding Carol making another casserole, at least with all the ingredients it looks like she was doing that.

“Another casserole?” Y/N smiles bringing herself to the kitchen island finding all the different items on the counter. “Smells good”

“Oh yeah, another one. The one I’m making is for us though…and a few cookie batches to win some people over”

“Who woulda thought you can make all these things with what this community has found over however long this place has been around…” Her smile falters for a second before she shook off that feeling. “I’m gonna see what they have for anything comfortable. I’ll be back in like. An hour…ish”

“Going to take advantage of the shower and hot water?”

“If I could live in it, I would” Y/N laughs on her way out and the second she left the kitchen, Daryl groans getting up off the floor.

“You didn’t have to do that”

“Didn’t want her to see me” Daryl brought the bowl over with half the cookie dough since a batch was already baking. “Don’t want to spoil shit”

“Well, hate to break it to yea but I don’t think she’s going to want burnt cookies” Carol states indicating they both missed the timer going off as Daryl quickly turns around to pull the batch out.

After Y/N got ready for the evening, thankfully finding leggings and a sweater to wear, she brought herself back to the kitchen finding no Carol but Daryl beating himself up about the batch of cookies in front of him. He was tapping one against the counter telling them both how hard it was.

“Messing with one of Carol’s failed batches?” Her voice startled him out of his thoughts as he sets the cookie he was messing with down trying to think of the words.

“Uh. Yeah” He doesn’t want to say it’s his. “She’s gettin’ another tupperware container from Rick’s”

Y/N took a seat at the island reaching over and taking a cookie as Daryl gives her a concerning look. “What?”

“They’re burnt”

“But not all of it. ‘Sides Id always eat my dad’s burnt cookies whenever he tried to make them.” Y/N broke apart the cookie eating the bits that weren’t burnt too bad. “They are really good, props to the chef”

I’m right here and I should just fucking say I made them Daryl couldn’t help the small twitch in the corner of his lips as he watches her take a few more before taking her leave after telling him she’ll skip out on the casserole.

Before she completely disappeared, Daryl quickly rounded the island as his fast pace made Y/N stop giving him a questioning but curious look.

“I-…Sorry. Forgot what I was gonna say”

“That’s okay. Come find me when you do remember, Dar” Y/N smiles warmly, heading back upstairs with the cookies he made as he watches her go.

Felt like perfect timing for Carol to come back watching Daryl stare upstairs smiling a bit to herself when she noticed his emerge.

“Talk to Y/N?”

“Yeah”

“About…asking her out or?”

“No…” His shoulders slumped slightly as he brought himself to look at his friend. “Anyway. Another batch or should we try and get the dessert?”

“You’re lucky I found a cake tin at Rick’s and I’ll take care of it. Gotta make it perfect” Carol smiles heading toward the kitchen once more. “But you can help, and it’s the thought that counts”

“Always”

Daryl found out through Maggie that Y/N was going to go to the party. Taking the opportunity to scout around the entire community to ease her anxiety and Rick’s. So he was going to wait til she returned to the house to present her with the dessert he (well Carol) made.

Cheesecake. It was HARD. Like real fucking hard. But thank god there’s a vegan option that Carol found in one of the old cookbooks in the house.

“Hey Daryl” Aaron’s voice caught the man off guard as he was following Y/N a moment to make sure she was alright and none of Deanna’s sons were being annoying. “How are yea holding up?”

“Fine. Ain’t going to the party?”

“Eric’s house bound so I was never gonna go but least you thought about it.” Aaron smiles at the archer taking his chance. “Wanna have some dinner? It’s spaghetti”

The archer knew it’d be a while before Y/N made her way back so he took the opportunity and it was a good one. He had a reason for himself to enjoy this place a bit.

Y/N turned away from the window when she heard the knock on her door. Half expecting Carol on the other side but she was happily met with Daryl after he had gotten back from dinner and receiving a bike frame. She was going to ask if he himself went to the party but her eyes were drawn to the cheesecake held in his hands.

“Did you make that?” A bit of a spark in her eyes caught all of Daryl’s attention as he nods fighting back a smile when hers emerged. “Wow…how did…how is it even possible without milk?”

“Cashews apparently…or whatever kind of nut that can be made into milk..” Daryl thought back to the mini argument he and Carol had while making the nut milk about said substitute.

“…Cheesecake is my favorite, I’ve only ever told you that.” She smiles taking the plate when it was handed to her as she couldn’t contain her laughter. “I can’t eat all of this tonight”

The two found themselves back in the kitchen as Daryl let Y/N cut herself a slice about to cut him one when he objected. Given he made it for her.

“We can share then” Y/N smiles wrapping up the main cake and tossing it in the fridge before grabbing two forks for the one slice. “You really didn’t have to make this for me…”

“I wanted to” He felt the heat rise in his cheeks as Y/N couldn’t help but match the same blushing expression on herself. “I’ve always wanted to do this…as if like…”

“Asking me out?” Her tone shifted and Daryl first heard it as confusion but then thought it over and remembered hearing the bit of excitement in her voice. “This…is definitely…”

The small pause caught his whole undivided attention as his eyes looked at her waiting for more watching her take a bite of the cake and absolutely enjoying it.

“One of the greatest things to happen to me” Y/N smiles enjoying the cake sliding it over for him to get a taste of his work. Thought the way he took a bite and enjoyed it more than what a typical baker would with their own work. She knew he didn’t make it, she knew the thing he made were the burnt cookies that she did enjoy.

“Uhm. So…Do you—-“

“I’d love to, Dixon” Y/N continues to smile bringing herself around the island and gaining a bit of courage to press a kiss to his cheek. The smallest affection and impact making him lean into it and chase for another that she would happily give. “It took you long enough…and can I just say something?”

“‘Course” Daryl gave her the smallest smile as Y/N pulled herself close bringing her lips to his ear.

“I think I like the cookies you made more” She whispers with a smile, giving him one more kiss on the cheek which permanently left the blush on his cheeks before pulling away and taking the plate.

#cultofdixon #the walking dead #daryl dixon #daryl dixon x reader #daryl dixon fanfiction

[softxsuki]

Hey han, i have an urgent request if you don’t mind. May I request mikey, Shinichiro, and Mitsuya with a ballerina girlfriend who is struggling with anorexia? As a dancer myself not only am I constantly comparing myself to the other girls in my class but I’ve been told by my dance teacher on a couple of occasions that I needed to lose weight, despite already being underweight. I’ve been in ballet since I was very little, but my ED only started when I hit my early teens and had just kept with me :( and sometimes it gets hard to keep dancing because I feel so dizzy and exhausted, but I still love dancing and refuse to quit

Mikey, Shinichiro, and Mitsuya (Separate) with Anorexic Ballerina Girlfriend

PLEASE DON'T READ IF MENTIONS OF EATING DISORDERS WILL DO YOU MORE HARM THAN GOOD. PLEASE

Pairings: Manjiro x Fem!Reader, Shinichiro x Fem!Reader, Mitsuya x Fem!Reader

Warnings: mentions of anorexia, starving yourself, being thin, food, people saying you need to be thinner, poor health

Genre: Comfort

Post-Type: Headcanons

Word Count: 1.5k

Summary: In which they find out about your eating disorder and comfort you about it

[A/N: Hello <3 I never mind an urgent request. But can I just say, I really admire your resilience to want to continue dancing despite what you're going through. That's amazing. Hopefully these headcanons are comforting for you and perhaps give you some options to use moving forward! ily, you're beautiful <3]

Mikey:

Just wanna start off by saying this man is obsessed with you; k thanks for coming for my ted talk–i needed to get that off my chest

He’s always noticed you’ve been pretty thin, but he’d brush it off as you just having a faster metabolism or just naturally being a little thin–after all it doesn’t matter to him whether you were thin or chubby, he’d love you regardless

However, little sirens do go off in his head as you continue to get thinner and thinner over time

What alarms him even more are the bruises that appear on your skin

He’s on full fight mode, thinking someone is hurting you behind his back and he’s ready to use full violence on someone

But eventually he notices how you avoid food whenever you’re with him and he offers you something, you try to naturally shrug it off, claiming you’re not hungry…but what were the chances you were never hungry when you were with him?

He just very blatantly asks you about it; Mikey has no filter, as soon as something comes to his head, he’s going to verbally express it

As a commander of Toman, he’s very good at picking up on lies as well, so please be honest, it’s not like he’d judge you for it anyway

Mikey is so supportive of you being a ballerina, he’d never be caught watching ballet recitals before meeting you, but now he’d never miss one of your shows, showing up front and center to support you (perhaps a little too loudly)

Anyway, when he finds out that you’ve been starving yourself because of comments from your dance instructor that you need to lose weight, along with knowing you’ve been comparing yourself to your fellow dance mates, he’s fuming

Dark impulses who? They’re definitely popping out here

Mikey’s hands are rated E for everyone, and that includes your dance instructor, so hold him back because he’d really be in that class making an example of her o,o

One you manage to calm him down enough, he’d bring you into his arms

“I don’t see why you’d compare yourself to those other dancers. Whenever I watch your recitals, my eyes are always glued to you and only you. You’re captivating on the stage, Y/N. Those other girls can’t even begin to compare to you, because they’re not you. And as for that instructor of yours, I don’t get this obsession they have with being thin. You’re already thin enough, and she dares to say you need to get even thinner? Is she trying to kill you? Ignore her and keep doing what you’re doing. There is no weight limit to being a ballerina. They come in all shapes and sizes and they’re all just as talented. Expect for you, you’re my favorite ballerina”

Just Mikey going on and on about how perfect you are

Knowing that you were struggling and putting your life and health at risk just to dance felt outrageous to him

He knows how much you love to dance, but if you continue to get thinner, he feels he’d have no choice but to pull you away from it until you have a healthy relationship with food again and can mentally feel confident in yourself to the point where other’s words won’t allow you to harm yourself again

He’s just worried and wants the best for you

Losing you and seeing you struggling like this destroys him, and he wants to see to the people who made you like this, suffer

Shinichiro:

You opened up to this cutie towards the beginning of your relationship about your eating disorder, so he already knew about it and was already doing his best to help you through it

Being a ballerina, Shin was your biggest fan

He’d bring the whole gang over to see your recital and the other people in the crowd are just frighteningly glancing in their direction lol, but shin made sure to tell everyone to behave as to not put you in a bad situation, potentially getting you kicked out

Though one day he came to see you practice in class and he overheard your instructor telling you, you needed to lose more weight to look the part of a ballerina, and he steps in immediately

“Exactly who needs to lose weight here? Y/N is a phenomenal ballerina just the way she is. She looks graceful and elegant on stage. Outshining any other ballerina in this room” he fumes, not meaning to throw the other girls down, they were all great as well, but his main focus was on building you up now since he knows how detrimental her words could be for you and your eating disorder

“I’d suggest you watch your words carefully. I won’t warn you again”

Let’s just say your instructor never mentioned your weight again

Of course he wouldn’t actually do anything to harm your teacher, but words were pretty powerful as well and he was glad they proved effective

“Now, I don’t want to see you looking down on yourself. I know you have a bad relationship with food. I don’t expect your habits to change overnight, but I’m not letting you leave for practice until you’ve at least had some fruit and toast or something. You won’t be able to practice properly, or go without fainting without nutrient in your body”

He doesn’t care if he sounds like a mother nagging at her daughter, he wants the best for you and he knows you won’t give up dancing, he’d never ask that of you anyway, so he’d do his best to make sure you were at least well enough to make it through practice

He brings you a light soup or salad for lunch, anything that would get any kind of food in your system

Step by step he’d help you through it, ready to defend you again if anyone has any unnecessary comments to make

Spends all his time throwing compliments at you, you’re his one and only pretty girl after all

Mitsuya:

Mitsuya was always your safe place, so you never held back when it came to opening up to him about your deepest secrets and darkest thoughts

You had just been speaking about your class, and you found yourself comparing yourself to the other girls in your class, being more negative towards yourself, while praising your fellow ballerina’s and Mitsuya has no choice but to stop you in your tracks

“Woah woah woah, darling. The other girls in your ballet class are all talented, like you say, but so are you. Why does it sound like you’re disregarding your own beautiful qualities?” He’s sad to hear you talk badly about yourself. How could you not see how wonderful you were in his eyes?

“I can see how much you love ballet by the way you perform. You put your everything into it and it shows. You’re beautiful, always the most beautiful woman in the room. I wouldn't be shocked if everyone in the room couldn’t take their eyes off of you, so why can’t you see that as well?”

He was right. Of course he was right. You were used to feeling bad about yourself, mostly from the comments others made about your body. On the scale you were already underweight, yet it still wasn’t enough for your instructor

So much pressure was always placed on you to be the perfect ballerina, even if it meant starving yourself

Mitsuya also knew about your eating disorder, it was one of the few things you never told him, but it was obvious enough for him to find out on his own eventually

He never told you he knew though, he wanted you to tell you himself, he didn't want to scare you off or make you feel like he was trying to take control of your life for you

So he’s shocked when you finally mention it to him, feeling exhausted of hearing the same words from your teacher and guilty from keeping it from him, you tell him everything

Mitsuya is adamant that you find a new ballet class; surely not all dance instructors were obsessed with the weight of their students to the point that they can’t see what a disservice they’re doing to their health

How can a woman make it through a physically draining dance practice with zero nutrients in her body to keep her energized?

That’s his solution–find a new class

Scared to start new somewhere else? You’ll always make new friends, but wouldn’t it be better to do it in a safe, comforting environment with a teacher who actually cares for the healthy and well being of her students?

He’ll even help you research other ballet classes if you decide to take his advice

As for your anorexia, he’d also help you with that

Whether you’d like to seek professional help, so you can talk it out with a counselor as well or not, is up to you

He’s not here to force you to do anything, but he does gently encourage you to eat little portions of something light everyday

Little by little until you can recover your relationship with food again without feeling like you’ll blow up

REQUESTS ARE OPEN :D

Posted: 08/28/2023

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[floshoe]

Hey! 🥰

Firstly, there’s no pressure at all to write this!! If you wanna, awesome, if you don’t, that’s also okay 🥰

Can I please request Yelena Belova x Fem! Bishop! Reader (or GN, you can pick ☺️) & College AU?

Reader is Kates younger sister (only by a year) & has been studying non stop & also working in their free time, leaving them to almost no time to themselves at all. Yelena comes over one afternoon to feed Lucky as per Kates request because she knew reader would be too busy studying to remember & Yelena can see how tired and worn out reader is.

She tries to get reader to take a break but it’s finals so everything is stressing reader out. Eventually Yelena convinces reader to take a break & reader who is extremely tired accidentally tells Yelena they like her before falling asleep. When reader wakes up, Yelena is still there & Reader is confused. Yelena tells them she likes them too but was too afraid to say anything.

Fic ends with Yelena and Reader cuddled on the sofa (because Yelena convinces reader to get some more sleep) & Kate comes home and sees them & is confused, when she goes to speak Yelena hush’s her and says “don’t wake my girl! I just got her to sleep again” leaving Kate even more confused.

Again, you don’t have to write this, it’s just one of the many ideas I have for Yelena 🥰💖

My Girl

Yelena Belova x Fem! Bishop Reader (fem was in mind but I don’t think I used any pronouns)

a/n: thank you so much for giving me a chance to write this because I have been having trouble coming up with new ideas for her. I’ve been following you for a while and I love your fics. I hope I did your request justice and enjoy. :)

a/n 2: this is also my first post and it's given me inspiration to hopefully post some of my drafts after this too!

Do you have a problem? Maybe. But that's not on your mind currently; passing your finals is and is way more important to you than sleep right now. Your sister Kate has expressed her concern for your nonstop studying and not taking care of yourself but hasn't had much success in getting you to stop.

Like her, you are annoyingly good at being stubborn, so she's decided to let you work yourself out. Whenever you get home from classes you get right back into studying, as soon as you get home from work you study, you study on your breaks.

Wanting to be a nurse leaves no time for relaxing when it comes to finals. There's so much you need to know and having wanted to be a nurse since you were little, getting a bad grade on these finals is not an option.

And another thing you have accidentally neglected is Kate's dog Lucky, and because of that Kate asked Yelena if she could head over to your shared apartment and feed her because she knows you won't. Which also means you don't notice Yelena walking into the apartment, feeding Lucky, or walking into your room.

Since Kate has talked to her about your current situation, Yelena is also worried about you overworking yourself. She knows a little about working yourself past your limit, so she was hoping to possibly convince you to take a rest. Kate told her it was a lost cause but Yelena being Yelena she decided to try anyway.

She watches as your head bobs up and down a couple times from the exhaustion. She watches you for about 5 minutes before making her presence known.

"Someone could've broken in and killed you by now you know," she casually says.

"Holy shit!" you jump not realizing she was there. "How long have you been standing there?" As you turned around to face her, she sees the swollen dark circles under your eyes making her more worried.

"Long enough, you really need a break. I'm serious, someone could've easily broken in and you wouldn't have noticed," she expresses her worry.

You just stare at her because of the lack of food and sleep, your brain can't think of what to do or say. Your brain wakes up when she seemingly teleports in front of you and snaps her fingers in your face.

You jump again, "hm?"

"You need to take a break dekta," she tells you. But the thought of walking away from studying right now scares you since your finals are next week and you still have so much to do.

"I can't Lena, I still has so much to do," you shake your head.

"When was the last time you ate or slept?" Yelena asks.

You shrug your shoulders, and she sighs and nods her head, and before your brain can catch up, she lifts you up from your desk chair and lays you on your bed.

"What are you doin?" you slur a little bit from the comfort of laying down in your bed after who knows how long.

"You are going to take a nap, then you are going to take a shower and eat something," she states matter of factly.

"What? No Lena-"

"No. You're going to take a nap right now. What you're doing right now is dangerous and your brain probably can't retain all of the information you're taking in anyway because it is exhausted." She kneels down beside you next to your bed. "Your brain needs a break."

You tried listening to her, but your exhausted brain can only think about how close she is to you right now. She sees you staring at her lips with your dazed eyes and blames the staring on your lack of sleep.

Your brain short-circuits for a second when she leans against your headboard right next to you. "Neither of us are leaving this bed until you take a nap, so I suggest you get to it."

Your roll over to look at again and give her a goofy smile before you say, "You're pretty."

Yelena's heart stops for a second and feels her cheeks warm before she collects herself and says, "you're one to talk dekta."

In return you feel your cheeks get warmer too and as your mind wonders you can't help but say "I like you Lena," before you close your eyes and fall asleep.

Yelena just sits there for a second. Sure, she had thought about you in that way before but never thought anything would come of it because you're her best friend's little sister. Your passion in becoming a nurse is admirable to her and she loves how much you want to help people; you have even helped patch her up couple times. But only because she thought that you could use the practice.

She sits in her thoughts before she feels herself getting hungry and decides to go ahead and make some food. And Kate being the good friend she is, always has some boxes of mac and cheese and hot cause laying around for Yelena.

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When you wake up, you're confused, like how did you get into bed. You notice that you kind of smell so you get up to hop in the shower. When you're done and changed into clean clothes you sit on you bed facing your desk. Feeling dread as you remember how much there's left to do.

That's when you hear Yelena talking to Lucky in the kitchen and remember- oh no. You told her you liked her. You don't know how you're going to face her now...

You don't have much of a choice since Yelena walks in with a bowl of mac and cheese that she'd warmed up for you.

"I made some macaroni, you want some?" she asks you.

All you can do is nod and she walks to your bed and sits down next to you and hands you the bowl.

"Thanks," you tell her and take a bite and that makes you realize how hungry you actually are and dig in. The whole bowl is gone with a couple minutes.

"Someone was hungry," Yelena jokes. Your cheeks warm in embarrassment before she takes the bowl to the kitchen. You follow her out of your room and walk into the living room and sit down on the couch and turn on the TV.

As Yelena washes the dishes, she smiles at the domesticity of it, washing the dishes after making your food and seeing you on the couch finding something to watch.

After she's done with the dishes, she walks into the living room and sits down next to you. You lean towards her and put your head on her shoulder, she tenses before wrapping her arm around your shoulder and leaning her head against yours. You relax more into her arms and smile.

"I like you too," she tells you.

You freeze for a second before looking up at her with a shy smile. She glances at your lips for second, and in a moment of confidence you lean in and press her lip against yours. She kisses back and it's the greatest feeling in the world for both of you. She cups your face to deepen it before you both need to breathe.

She rubs her thumb on your cheek and pecks your lips again and you lean back into her arms. She can tell you're still sleepy, so she lays back onto the couch and pulls you with her, so your head is laying on her chest. She kisses your head and leans her head against yours before focusing on the TV. You cuddle into her and fall into the best sleep you've had in weeks.

A few hours later Kate walks in the door and notices the two of you on the couch. She's about to say something before Yelena says, "Don't wake my girl! I just got her back to sleep again!" She whisper yells at your sister.

Kate raises her hands in mock surrender and walks into room. but not before giving Yelena, we're going to talk about this later look. Yelena rolls her eyes before looking at you again. She can't help but smile in overwhelming happiness that she gets to hold you like this.

And everything is okay, even its just for a little while.

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I hope you enjoyed the story, if you have any critiques, please let me know because I'm hoping to get better at my writing!

I'm always open to requests so if you have any ideas send them in and I'll take a shot at it!

#yelena belova x reader #yelena belova #yelena belova imagine #yelena belova x you #kate bishop x sister!reader

[bbiemochi]

hello! may i request a s/o with jun sazanami and hiyori tomoe (separately) who has been feeling jealous as they attended eve's concert? all they could do was to watch as they provided fanservice to the audience since it's their jobs. so in the end, they found out, teased and comforted them about it <3

hopefully this make sense 😭😭 but tq if you accept this request <3

𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚙 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 | eve x reader

[an]: it’s pretty obvious where i got the inspo for the title blah blah blah anyways, tysm for requesting, my lovely! you know after the mv came out—y’all have no idea how much chaos i made in the house. i went straight to enstars to do shumika with it/srs

summary: who knew the way how eve provides fanservice for the fans could make you so…jealous?

pairing: jun & hiyori x g/n!reader! [ separate ! ]

genre: fluff!

music to listen to while listening:

HIYORI TOMOE

“eh? a free ticket to your live?”

as hiyori nods his head happily, you looked down at the ticket at hand given by the eden member, and frowned a bit. “tomoe, i know we’re dating and all but, you shouldn’t really give things like this to me for free. you work hard during your live after all, at least let me pay for it.”

“huh? are you saying that y/n-chan doesn’t accept my free token to them? i’m hurt…!”

“n-no it’s not that…! don’t get the wrong idea, i promise. it’s just—you and sazanami-san really do work hard for your live, practices everyday and all of that, s-so i really think it’s not necessary for you to give such an item like this to me just because we’re dating. i’m flattered, but—

your sentence was cut off when hiyori placed a finger on your lips, his smile warmer than ever that made your face heat up. the reasoning of him having tons of fans was a good reason, who could resist such a charm? as you are his lover (hidden away from those fans), it’s your job to provide him the best support and love you could towards your boyfriend. with his job as an idol, and having such an optimistic personality when coming to you—everything in all. however, when receiving such things for free from him, it made you embarrassed a bit. though, as this is hiyori we’re talking about, he reassures you.

“shh, shh, shh…y/n-chan, it’s alright~ besides, this is one time. tickets aren’t that much expensive, anyways. you’re always busy with your duties after all~ at least come to me and jun-kun’s concert just this once~? it’ll make my heart flutter if i see you within the audience with your eyes only on the great hiyori~” the sentence he spoke made your heart flutter instead. he notices this, and chuckles. “ah~ you are adorable indeed. c’mon~! come to eve’s concert, just this one time~? please~??” he began to beg, giving you those puppy dog eyes he uses often to swoon you over.

sighing, you spoke, “fine, fine, just this once.”

“yay~! i’m so happy~!” the male responds, now hugging you close to him. you laughed, “ok, ok…i’m only letting you go this once as well, let me pay for your ticket next time.”

“you can always tell me if you want to come to eden’s or eve’s concerts, i’ll be glad to give you tickets for fre—

“tomoe no.”

hiyori pouted.

after that particular day, hiyori began to become more busy with his idol practices with jun. you two text each other all the time, just frequently when he’s busy that is. you didn’t wanna disturb him after all. you often text jun if you had the chance to see if your boyfriend was doing alright. or even nagisa or ibara from time to time, as you too were starting to grow busy from your studies. university is a bitch.

slowly, the live was close to arriving. every fan of eve was screaming on social media, saying how excited they are and such things fans would say. some were even posting their light sticks online, with different designs and everything. you smiled, hiyori has really come this far, huh? you were so proud of him and his unit.

at the day of the live, you excused yourself from your part-time job to attend the concert. just a simple excuse everyone uses, you weren’t feeling well. but secretly, here you are, waiting in line to show the security your ticket. after your ticket was checked, you quickly head inside the concert arena and chose an area to stay. not too close, nor was it too far, just in the middle. there were already a lot of people inside the room, and did it started to feel a little hot. you looked at the time and it was currently only 4:23pm. around 4:30 his concert will probably begin soon.

so you all waited. the screams were getting louder in every minute you watched the empty stage, people began to push a bit, which made you move to a more behaved location of the area. when the now colored light sticks began to shine, that’s when the fans’ screams grow louder than a before that you thought your eardrums would burst. 4:28pm, it’s almost time. everyone was chanting; ‘eve! eve! eve!’ all and all over again. when the stage’s lights popped open, everyone went berserk. 4:30, it was time.

as the stage flashed the lights, everyone among the audience screamed like children, while you were feeling all sorts of emotions at that moment. you never really saw hiyori performed only with jun, you only saw eden’s concerts and that’s about all. but eve? this was your first time, you were really curious of what song they’ll be performing. out of nowhere, the crowd of fans all yelled louder than before, some were screaming either hiyori’s or jun’s name near your side, and some were even almost crying at the background. eve fans were weird, you gotta say. how did your boyfriend managed to have them?

the thoughts suddenly swooned away from your mind when two figures rose up from the stage, on their positions with the lights from the foot of the stage went dim in the entire room (except for the light sticks). your eyes sparkled at the sight of hiyori in front of you, yet you didn’t scream. you just smiled proudly. the audience too fell silent, and when the eve pair finally stood on the stage with their posture prepared, the faint of music began to play and…

what in the holy name of idols did you just saw?

the beginning dance move made your jaw drop. did…did they just…?

as your eyes stared wide in shock, the crowd was certainly enjoying the show. this, was the ‘special’ training hiyori mentioned to you? you weren’t even sure if you can believe that anymore. it wasn’t like you disliked the performance..! it was just…it made you feel something you weren’t sure you were feeling at all. you don’t know how to put a mind to it, however you were sure this feeling was something you disliked a lot. the two males continued to sing and dance among the faces of the crowd, hiyori’s gorgeous smile never fading away as he grabs jun’s hand that was caressing his cheek, lovingly. they certainly do have…nice, choreography…you had no idea if it was ibara who handed this idea over to them but…it was nice(?).

throughout the concert, all you could do was watch as eve sung through their hearts in their performance. hiyori’s vocals were as impressive as always…but still…you couldn’t help but feel…a little jealous at their moves…the fact that you had to watch them do those kinds of fanservice until the live was done, and boy was this going to be a wild ride for you along with their fans.

as the final lights flickered with such mesmerizing beauty on eve’s stage, their sweat dripping from afar the stage lights that shone throughout the live—your eyes were sparkling from how spectacular eve’s performance was. yet again, you couldn’t shake that feeling away from your head for some reason you would not like to know.

and just like that, the live was over.

bits and bits, all of the fans screamed their lungs out one last time, as both jun and hiyori bowed and said their farewells to the fans before finally leaving the stage. one by one did the fans left their place, while you walked towards the backstage to talk to hiyori. you were sure hiyori had told you to the security who refused to let you see the famous and good looking idol, because when you made it there and told your name, they immediately let you inside of the room where they rest.

upon opening the door, revealed both eve members sitting down on the luxurious like couch—drinking from cold water bottles as they panted from the tiring live they just did with only them performing. when you presence walked inside of the room, hiyori took a moment before he realized it was you. “y/n-chan~! you made it…!” he says, pulling you into a tight hug. the male was sweaty, however he smelled like the perfume he always wears before training or doing his daily concerts. as you chuckled delightfully, hiyori let go of you and you greeted his idol partner with a bow, “hello to you too, sazanami-kun.”

“no need for the formalities, y/n-san, we know each other pretty well. i told you this before, geez…” jun replied as he bashfully looked away. “so~? how was eve’s live? very lively, wasn’t it?”

“ohiisan your puns are terrible.”

“jun-kun! how cruel…!”

you laughed as hiyori gasped dramatically from jun’s honest response. well, they seemed to be looking and acting normal even after what happened to the stage where nearly half of the audience fainted. that includes you. “you two were amazing out there, tomoe. i must say that even if this was my first eve concert, you two never fail to blow me away with your talents,” you told to the both of them with a gentle smile. jun bows his head a bit, showing respect to your answer with small red tinted on his cheeks. hiyori brushes his hair back with a proud grin over hisss face, “right~? well, of course. you’re watching the great hiyori perform on the stage after all~! this time without adam next to our side, too.”

“oh, about adam guess who’s calling right now.” as you and hiyori looked over to jun’s phone screen, it titles; ‘incoming call from nagisa ran.’ hiyori tilts his head, obviously quite perplexed of why their leader was calling. “oh? now why is he calling? is there something that has come up?”

“maybe there was…” you told him with a hint of worry on your tone.

“no idea. but i’ll just answer it—i’ll be right back,” jun says, standing up before leaving the room completely to the two of you, door closing a little from behind. after jun left, you looked over to hiyori who was piercing his gaze at you the entire time. you flinched, “h-hey. why are you staring at me like that?”

“there’s something you’re not telling me, aren’t you?”

“heh..?”

your boyfriend’s grin stretched, almost like a cheshire cat’s swoon smile. you did not like where this was going to but, oh well. “c’mon y/n~ you don’t have to hide it from me~ what is it you wanna ask~?” you stayed silent from that question, looking away from his gaze. hiyori seems to notice this, and grins even more wider. jun wouldn’t be back considering nagisa was calling…so…slowly and steadily, he moves closer to you, so close your noses touched—and you froze. “you wanna know about the first performance me and jun-kun did, do you~?”

cat’s out of the bag. oh dear…

your face burned, and when this caught hiyori’s attention, you knew for sure that this was game over for you. after a few second, you heard him laugh, gleefully. in fact, he laughed quite a little hard from your adorable reaction you gave to him upon predicting what was on your min throughout the entire time. “aww, y/n-chan my dear, you don’t have to fret…! you are just the cutest when flustered~ me and jun-kun were used to doing that~! so it’s absolutely fine, and platonic..!” he says, and you looked away even more, a bit embarrassed of how he found out.

a small soft smile stretches across the male’s face. he loved teasing you, though when you look like that he just can’t help but kiss your forehead and hug you once more. hiyori loves hugging you. not only because you were too cute to look like that, but your body temperature was also quite warm. very approved of his liking. you murmured over his arm, “i-i wasn’t…even about to ask..”

“no need to be shy about hiding it~” he replies, stroking your hair. you nuzzled against hiyori’s touch, from the tip of your hair till it was upwards—every gentle stroke he made was like heaven to you. you felt like a cat at that moment.as the intimate moment was over for a few seconds, hiyori lets go of your body (even if he wanted to hug you more), and beams, “say..! how about we hang out at your place tonight~? no one else, just you and me? we can cuddle and even watch a movie~! what do you say~?” he questions, eyes sparkling from excitement.

you sweatdropped a little. “but tomoe i heard from ibara-san that you guys have an interview tomorrow as eden.”

hiyori pouted.

you sighed. “alright, alright, let’s head to my place tonight…”

your adorable lover smiles widely with your accepted answer, and cheers. honestly, who could say no to him?

JUN SAZANAMI

you know, dating an idol really is tough..

not only was it strictly forbidden between producer and the idol themself, but the fans were one of the reasons of why that was caused. for somebody like jun sazanami of eden however, those were the line of boundaries that you needed to know. eden is a very strong and famous unit within the ensemble square industry. considering of the countless amount of fans they now have (not to mention half of their schedule is messing yours a little), talks shows, photoshoot for idol magazines, and other tv programs were a big must for theirs as an idol. and as their producer, you guessed that maybe being by his side wouldn’t cause much trouble as long as you both did it in secret.

it wasn’t your fault, it was jun who had confessed to you one rainy day on a phone call. that day you’ll never forget. cold, but your heart was warm and so was your face. the next day after that happened, he told you how he spoke what he truly felt that rainy night—and how it was really his honest feelings. jun refused to shake it off, and you too as well declined. and so now, here you two are, dating in secret for no one else to know about. heck, if ibara knew about the thing going on between you both who knows what trouble it’ll cause not only to you and jun but the entire idol unit and cosmic production industry.

although…here was the thing. as much as you had to bare with jun pretending like he’s not close to you as much as he is in private, when it was often eve’s turn for you to produce for, it…was kinda hard.

even if eden was a unit of four—consists of jun, hiyori, ibara and their leader, nagisa, each one of them will be partnered up in two and be separate groups named adam and eve. jun was partnered by no one other than hiyori, and was in the group eve. because of this, their fans grew more attached to eve, and also because of this reason, the way his group throws fanservice for them makes you feel…envious. you never told jun about this of course, you didn’t want to ruin their job when they were already doing so well. all you could do was watch as they did so, and you weren’t really good with hiding of what you were feeling.

you see, when it was mostly adam who comes up with a way to satisfy their fans with a little of a thing we call, ‘fanservice,’ they usually would browse for ideas on how to do so by a little bit of flirting within the audience or if that idea wasn’t their cup of tea, would either do a hypnotizing dance until everyone fainted. when it comes to eve however, they take it to another level.

hiyori’s ideas however, are what the common fanservice is like for idol fans. and since jun has respect for the male, he listens to them and takes notes. you too would do the same as their producer. but there was this one thing about them that makes their fanservice a little more unique than adam’s. hiyori’s ideas when it comes to ‘satisfying’ their fans, well…often leaves your jaw dropped on the floor. yet you never heard jun complain once, and gets along with his bright mind. you weren’t sure if he was just forcing himself to or just wanted the training to end.

one of those examples are when you produced for their new song, ‘trap for you.’ the dance moves never failed to make you look away and make your face turn red. you weren’t even sure if your lover noticed this at all. not like it matters much, though you felt like it did.

today, was a day of eve’s live. ibara and nagisa had headed out for a few business trips along with you, although they had sent you back to help along with eve’s live that you officially programmed. with needed signatures here and there, your schedule was packed. soon enough, the room was filled with screaming eve fans everywhere. you headed straight to the member’s changing room if the two of them were finished getting ready and doing their last rehearsal, and thankfully they were.

“i bought this perfume yesterday while i was scrolling to the nearby bakery for a snack~! what a good hiyori~!”

“ohiisan you better hurry up, the live’s about to begin…” jun was basically waiting for his senior at the door, arms crossed while you stood next to his side. soon enough, the two of them hurried off the stage while you guided them with the songs they’ll be holding during their concert. hiyori was first to see the audience from the side of the stage, and sure as predicted, there were thousands waiting at the arena. hiyori’s eyes sparkled in delight, “ah~! our fans are waiting for us, jun-kun..! ah—oh wait…! i completely forgot..!” the male suddenly jolted up from the assistant’s grip who was helping him set his mic piece. jun tilts his head, “what’s the matter?”

“i forgot i was supposed to be wearing that clip for today’s live..! wait here, i’ll be right back…!” hiyori exclaims, though before jun could reply back the male sped off back to their dressing room. you sighed with a facepalm. “hiyori-san is always like this…” you murmured and jun sighs as well, agreeing with you. “apologies for him. i hope this doesn’t up to your schedule, y/n.”

“no worries it’s alright..! you guys are my responsibility after all…!” you replied, and jun smiles softly. “i’m glad you’re not stressing out much about this. still, i really do apologize about ohiisan acting like this when the live’s supposed to begin at this moment. geez, do we really have to do this for the fans? i really do wish ohiisan’s ideas can be something that i’ll get used to…i just wanna spend time with you.”

your cheeks heated a little, and you looked away in order not to let your boyfriend spot the blush that was tainting on your face. “it’s not a bother, really. i’m used to hiyori-san’s actions like that, and honestly it’s really a humor of him to do so. besides, as idols you guys are doing great jobs to get good reviews from the audience,” you said, and jun chuckles. “heh, yeah. i guess you’re right about that one. oh and uh, y/n you have a little bit of something over your cheek..”

“huh? really? where—

your sentence was cut off short and silent when jun soothingly kisses your mouth shut. only the yells of the audience from near the stage could be heard, dozens of them screaming for eve to come out already and begin the concert. jun’s eyes were closed as he moves his mouth a little, adjusting his tongue in your lips, escalating out a short breath. your eyes widen opened in astonishment. the kiss only lasted for seconds, yet for you it felt like a minute. as jun pulled away, he covers his mouth with his arm, face turning away from yours as he mumbled, “i’m sorry..”

“huh..?”

jun looks at you, expression as sheepish as you are. “i’m sorry. i just…you know…missed being with you and..stuff. our schedules are always full lately…i never really got to spend time with you and often these days when you would hold a meeting for the idols along with me, i could always see that you’re a bit gloomy from time to time. tired in other words if i can read expressions well…” he stopped track at his words for a moment before speaking once again, “and the little things we do in order to interact with our audience while i’m secretly dating you probably makes you…i don’t know….upset? i’m so sorry, i promise to make up soon i just—

“jun.”

he stopped as soon as he heard your voice. bashfully, you looked away, “i’m supposed to be the sorry one here. there’s really nothing you’re supposed to say sorry for…it’s you and hiyori-san’s job after all to do those…as your producer, i’m supposed to be handling these well since it’s my job. but…my emotions do get the best of me. i’m baffled…so, it’s ok..” when you smiled at him with those eyes, you knew jun was hypnotized like he was under your spell. “besides, even though i get jealous a little of how you and hiyori-san do your job—

“huh? get jealous?” jun stops you.

“heh?”

a long tranquil atmosphere went by, before the next thing you know that jun was laughing. your face flushed even more. wait—was he pointing out at another thing?! “i thought you were referring to us not spending time enough together but…” he laughed a little more, “i never knew you were jealous because of the fanservice me and hiyori-san do for our fans..pfft—ahah..!”

“t-this is not something to laugh about..!” you quietly screamed, face now completely steaming in embarrassment. you wanted to slap this asshole. but you couldn’t bare yourself to do that. you never realized that jun had already stopped laughing by the time you looked back at his teared up expression. he was…flushed by laughing, and even if he did look stupid, he was stupidly adorable with the bits of small tears pricked on his eyes. you were mesmerized by his sight, as steadily, he pats your head. “what am i supposed to do with you..?” he chuckles, and you swore butterflies erupted out. as he pats your head, jun’s smile never left his face. “i’m really sorry if you had felt that way…i never tried to make you jealous i swear. but it is adorable seeing you like that…”

you looked down on your feet, still embarrassed on how you completely let that word slip from your mouth. jun was still patting your head, “hey, look at me,” he says, and you did. “there’s no reason for you to get jealous. i mean, there is but you know…i’ll cherish you and you only. no one else…” he had an honest tone when he said those. “trust me, i’d only run with you. my lover…”

“jun-kun~! i’m back~! let’s hurry..!”

the intimate moment just like that. jun quickly pulls his hand away from your head and watched hiyori emerged from the direction he had went to from the beginning to grab his ‘clip.’ “took you long enough, ohiisan. everyone’s waiting,” jun was back to his usual self. hiyori sticks his tongue out, “sorry~ now now, we have to hurry on the stage, quickly now~!”

“yeah, yeah…” as hiyori dragged jun out on the stage with him, the male gave you one last smile before the concert began to start.

this time, you watched them with full confidence, and not with the envy you had hold yourself with for a long time. after all, you trust jun with all your heart.

a/n: ahahaa so many more requests to go (´；ω；`)

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[fellow-traveller]

This is gonna be long, so if you don't have the time to read it, it's cool, I'll summarise it like this:

I think I'm back. Kinda. Expect some blasts of Hol Horse fanart that I missed sharing here since November 2023 (if you followed my Twitter/X, you might have seen them)

Okay, I know excuses can be bad but here's mine to kinda justify my absence.

I admit that I had been feeling depressed with what's happening in P@lest1ne for the past 6 months, because I had never seen it happening in real time, in videos and interviews. 20+ years ago, anything about them came in the form of stories from actual P@lest1nians whom I had the privilege to meet during my volunteer work in school, and newspaper articles from local publishers. Our local broadcasters still chant FTRTTS whenever they talk about them. But the real-time atrocities and the aftermath really got me hard. I'm not one to shy away from real-life gore - true crime is my go-to documentary whenever I'm relaxing - but what's happening there - the injustice, the brutality, the depravity - can be too much for me to bear.

I'm not saying I'm used to it by now...I still hear my heart break with every dead and hungry child I see on my screen, but at the same time, I feel a bit more hopeful. Mainly because I believe in the P@lest1nians' faith and resilience, and I believe in mine.

Apart from world events, on a personal level, my company moved to a new building in December, about an extra 30 minutes drive away from my home, so I was almost on a blackout from online stuff back then. Didn't even touch the 1 Day 1 Hol Horse challenge (but thankfully they are done now...will share them later). The move-out was done around the end of January 2024, and then I got busy again with work in February. Work had been very hectic because everything had been disorganised since the move. Even now, we don't really have internet in the new building and had to use our phone data for that.

Wanted to get back last month, but delayed it until today because my cat was sick with cancer. My cat, little Vee, whom I had for 12 years, just passed 2 days ago, 1 day before my birthday ;-;

Anyway, all that said, I think I'm ready to be back now on tumblr. I know I missed a lot of drawings that I kinda promised myself to finish (like the Halloween Hol), and also posting the 1 Day 1 Hol Horse doodles. I missed other people's Hol Horse and HolPol fanart as well. I also have a few thoughts I wanted to share of our favourite JoJo cowboy too...

So in the next few hours, I'll be doing just that. I apologise for the massive spam that's about to come beforehand. Just note that if you cannot wait for the fanart blast, you're welcomed to dig for them on my Twitter/X.

On current notes, I'm in the middle of doing The Emperor Month Challenge. Basically, Hol Horse with the other Part 3 characters. I missed 2 days now, but I'll be catching up. This will be on until the end of this month.

For now, I won't be doing requests/art trades because I wanna start drawing for my JoJo OCs. I have been neglecting them for months.

Hopefully the depression will simmer down. The world is a mess, and I'm trying to soldier on.

Oh, and to my Muslim followers, Happy Eid-ul-Fitr. ♥

#personal #update #i miss you guys #the love for the entire equine must go on

[not-souleaterpost]

Yup, the other AMV/Edit from the iceberg, same reason for uploading it seperately. This one is less melodramatic, so if you disliked that about the last one maybe this one will get more than two likes on here lol. (Also some other thoughts and update after the break)

But first, the iceberg, if anyone is curious:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lf_dGJyQJOc

Anyways, yeah, actually this one had a whole backstory (kinda) around it, remember like two years ago being on a walk and listening to the song and thinking "I guess this one could work as an amv- but nah amv's are emberassing, I would never make one" - guess history is funny like that. Still wonder if people got pissed of and left the iceberg video before ever coming to the part cause I kinda shittalked amv makers, guess I had to do it, it is what it is. Still, dunno think it turned quite well for basically the first amv I ever really made (think the closest I did before was cutting the Hey Arnold intro to Uptown funk when my brother asked me as a request 7 years ago lol, that shit got lost forever and only went up to the first 20 seconds or something anyways) But yeah, if I'm already rambling, guess this will probably be my last post for some time, will try to abstaine from just posting bullshit and spaming tags on here, hopefully for good but worst case atleast like for a month and a half. Ofcourse I'll upload more substantial shit here when I have something, but I think the rush of likes and responses is too much of a drug for me and takes up too much thoughtspace when I don't get the warm reception I want lol, it's a me problem, but still, prolly better for everyone to just concentrate on the big projects, so when I'm not busy with real life, I can deliver that instead of weird inside jokes or paragraph long theories and rants in the posts of other people (those who didn't mind that - apreciate you, real MVP's) So yeah, think I went on long enough, so yeah it is what it is, we'll see, hopefully I can make some progress on the iceberg again and actually get back on the chapters for SE Post too, kinda don't wanna abandon it for this long and I got a lot of things I wanna finally put to paper, just gotta work out logistic in every sense of the world (like real life shit but also story planning, cause I have all the events, but not sure how to put them in a timeline so there are no plotholes or weird pacing, but I'll figure it out) But as allways, if I fuck up everything again, or you don't really care and wonder why I'm writting as if anybody did: Yeah...Sorry

#soul eater #amv #edit #lil ugly mane #twistin' #denzel curry #twistin #twisting #lean #old school #mista thug isolation #soul eater iceberg #update #melodrama #idk #yeah sorry #it is what it is #Youtube

[fangirlingfromdownunder]

No Comfort in Solitude

Summary - Part 13 in the Comfort series

Pairing - Dean Winchester x Reader, Reader x Sam (platonic), Reader x Bobby (father-figure)

Warnings - slight angst, mentions of pregnancy, 

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A/N - G’day guys, I just wanna start by thanking you for all the likes, reblogs and follows since my last post, I really appreciate it. I hope you like this one too. And remember my inbox is always open for requests or even if you just wanna chat. Until next week, enjoy! 

When you finally pull up in the salvage yard you’re beyond exhausted. You call Sam again before getting out of the car. 

“Hey, I see you got there,” Sam says when he picks up.

“You can finally enjoy that PB&J you wanted,” Dean calls out.

“I’m too tired now. I don’t want it.”

“I’m sorry, sweetheart. I promise I’ll replace what I eat and not put the empty jars back.”

“You will…you always say that and you always do it again.”

“I am sorry.”

“I know.”

“Okay, lovebirds break it up. Dean focus on the road, and Y/N go inside the panic room and get some sleep.”

“Fine. I’m going inside now. I gotta pee again first and then I’ll go down to the panic room. I’ll tell you once I’m in there.”

“Sweetheart, check the trunk!”

You grab what’s left of the groceries you bought, along with the knife and gun before quickly making your way to the back of the car. You open the trunk as instructed and find a bright blue duffle bag you pull it over your shoulder and lock the car. You quietly go around the back and pick the lock, letting yourself inside, locking the door behind you.

“You really prepared me for everything, huh?”

“You know I worry about you. I have accepted that I can’t protect you from everything, but I’ll never stop doing everything I can.”

“Thanks, Dean.”

“You can brush your teeth, shower if you want, and I’m not sure what you’re wearing but I put some comfy stuff in there for you. Along with more ammo, salt, a first aid kit, and cash.”

“I love you, Dean. I’m too tired to do much tonight but I’ll really appreciate it in the morning.”

“Go do what you need to do and let us know when you’re in the panic room,” Sam says.

“Alright. I’ll be quick.”

You quickly go to the bathroom and brush your teeth and wash your face before locking yourself in the panic room downstairs. You push off your jeans and slip out of your bra before laying down on the hard bed, pulling Dean’s flannel tightly around yourself and resting one hand on your stomach. 

“I’m all snuggled up in bed now. Safe and sound. I’ll talk to you guys tomorrow. Drive safe, I love you both,” you say.

“I love you too, sweetheart. Stay safe. Hopefully, Bobby should be back there with you by morning. Sleep well.”

“Goodnight, Y/N,” Sam says before hanging up. 

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You wake up in a relatively dark room; the skylight filters minimal sunlight into the room. You grab your phone and see that it’s 8 am. Your tummy grumbles so you push yourself out of bed and grab your bag and head towards the door. You crack it open listening carefully. You’re met with complete silence, so you open it wider and slip out and upstairs. You make yourself the PB&J you’ve been craving and then go for a much-needed shower after sweating in the hot, stuffy room all night. You’re mildly surprised and super grateful when you find your favourite shower gel, shampoo and conditioner in the bag. Once you’re sufficiently relaxed and fresh you get dressed into one of the comfy outfits Dean packed you: a sports bra, black t-shirt, black leggings and one of his red flannels. Just as you’re leaving the bathroom, your phone rings.

“Good morning, my love,” you say picking up.

“Morning, sweetheart. How’d you sleep?”

“As well as can be expected in that sweat box. But I feel better now that I’ve showered and changed into these clean clothes. You have no idea how grateful I am for this.”

“Anything for my girl. Anyways, Sam and I got to Lebanon around five. We’re back at the bunker now. We’ve checked everywhere for traces of sulphur and any signs that anyone was ever here, but there’s nothing. Everything looks normal, but it’s always better to be safe than sorry. I’ll always prefer that you be over cautious than under cautious, especially for our little bean.”

“Yeah, I agree. Normally I would’ve just gone in there and handled it, but I’m not just responsible for myself anymore.”

“Yeah…You know I understand what you’ve been saying about this cold, lonely bed. At least it smells like you. I can’t wait to have you back in my arms again. You have no idea how much I miss you and the things I want to do to you.”

“I think I can guess…I miss you too.”

“We’re gonna check out the town today and see if we can find that demon. Once it’s safe we’ll come and bring you home.”

“Just let me know when it’s safe and I’ll drive back. You don’t need to make the trip for nothing.”

“You’re never nothing. But I see your point, I’ll let you know.”

“Stay safe, baby, I love you.”

“You too.”

You lay back down on the hard bed missing Dean even more now. You rub your hand over your tummy trying to find some comfort in the lonely cement room. As you lay there staring up at the ceiling your mind wanders. Bobby should have been back by now…is something wrong? Is he okay? Did the demon find him? Why couldn’t they find the demon? I could’ve sworn someone was in the bunker. What about the cashier? 

Before you know it you’re hyperventilating and clutching at your chest. You feel someone shaking your shoulders. You can faintly hear a voice but you can’t make out the words through the fog in your mind at first.

“Hey, kiddo, breathe for me. You’re safe, it’s me.”

“Bobby?”

“Just breathe. Calm down.”

You take a few deep breaths until you feel your heart rate returning to normal and the tightness in your chest dissipate. Bobby just sits with you quietly until you settle down.

“So, what was that? What happened to you really? Dean said you thought you saw a demon but that was the panic attack of someone who’s been tortured.”

“I’m fine, I wasn’t tortured. I just started overthinking and panicking. Dean said there was no sign a demon was ever there. What if I imagined it all? What if it was all a trick or a trap?”

“They’ve walked into worse traps before, so have you, everyone’s gonna be fine. We just gotta do what we can to stay a step ahead.”

“I’m sorry you had to come home and see me like that. I’ve been doing so good to keep my anxiety in check, for the baby, but I don’t know what happened.” You run your hand over your stomach, it’s slightly tender but you put it down to hunger and your panic attack.

“You’ve been through a lot. Most of us drink away our anxiety and nightmares but you’ve had to be sober for a couple of months now, it’s gotta be taking its toll. Maybe you should ask for some pregnancy-friendly pills to help on the bad days. I honestly don’t know any other way to live with the memories and thoughts attached to our gig.”

“I guess more than anything right now, I just want Dean. Despite not managing his own issues well he always knows how to make me feel better.”

“You know he says the same thing about you? I really think you’re soul mates. Why don’t you come upstairs and take a nap in the spare room, that bed’s comfier. No need to stay down here now that I’m back.”

“Thanks, Bobby.”

“Anytime, kiddo,” he says as he pats your leg. 

You grab your stuff and follow Bobby upstairs before continuing on to the spare room. You lay down on the bed and your stiff muscles instantly feel better. It doesn’t take you long to drift into a light sleep, the panic attack really took the energy out of you. 

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You wake up to a dull throbbing pain in your abdomen, “no, no, no, no, this isn’t happening!” You sit up and throw back the blanket checking for blood, thankfully the sheets are clean. This could be normal, don’t freak out. Manage your stress. You try to calm yourself down before going downstairs to find Bobby. As you get to the bottom step you feel a sharp stabbing pain right in your uterus. The pain brings you to your knees as your groan.

“Bobby! Bobby!”

“Kiddo, what’s wrong?”

“It hurts. My stomach. Something’s wrong with the baby!”

“Grab onto me, let’s get you to the hospital.”

As you stand up you feel something wet between your legs. “I think I’m bleeding! Bobby!” You start to cry as Bobby helps you out to his truck. The pain comes and goes in waves all the way to the hospital. If you were further along you might’ve mistaken it for labour contractions, but you know pain at this stage can only be bad news. Bobby asks if you want him to call Dean, and you tell him to wait until you’re in the ER. After what feels like an eternity he finally pulls up in the emergency bay. He rounds the car in record time helping you out and into the ER. You do your best to explain the situation to the nurse while Bobby moves the car and calls Dean. The nurse takes you into a room and helps you up onto the bed. 

“I’ll check your vitals and a doctor will be in to chat with you in a minute.”

The nurse hooks you up to the monitors and takes some notes before walking out to fetch a doctor. She returns moments later with a middle-aged woman wearing a white coat labelled ‘Obstetrics’. 

“Hello Miss Y/L/N, my name is Doctor Lopez, nurse Spencer tells me you’re experiencing some pain in your lower abdomen.”

“Yes, it started about half an hour ago and comes in waves but it feels like someone’s stabbing me in the uterus. I am about eight weeks pregnant. I also think I’ve been bleeding, I haven’t checked but it feels wet.”

“Okay, well let’s get you something for the pain and an ultrasound and figure out exactly what’s going on.”

The nurse helps the doctor set up the ultrasound machine and instructs you to lift your shirt up a little. The doctor squeezes some cold gel onto your stomach and moves it around with the wand. You turn your head to try to look at the screen. You had been so excited for your first ultrasound but now you’re terrified. As she keeps moving the wand and looking at the screen the doctor asks you to slide your pants down a smidge so she can get a better look at your uterus and fallopian tubes. Once you do as she asks she puts the wand back on your stomach and moves it around some more. You start to feel dizzy and lightheaded and your vision goes black. 

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A/N: I am so sorry about this ending, I swear I have a plan. But like in the show there's more heartbreak before we can get there. I guess I am an author like Chuck...sorry again for this.

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Author's Note: Thank you so much Anon for the request! Sorry the request is a screenshot, I accidentally posted it cause of the stupid mobile update 😒 But anyway, this is such a cute idea! I'll be more than happy to do it for the little monster 😍 Just hope I didn't make him that OOC hopefully ^^' And lastly, go ahead and check out my masterlist if you like what you just read and if you want to request anything yourself, thank you, and enjoy! 🩷

His Little Stealer - Eric Cartman x Chubby!Reader Headcanons

🔴 The fact that you're close to his weight by being chubby makes Cartman unironically love you more. Being the only overweight kid who regularly gets picked on for it is still hurtful no matter how hard he tries to play it off or fight back. So having someone he can relate to with a similar body type is a plus in his book.

🔴 Also, just as Cartman always defends himself by saying: ''I'm not fat! I'm just big-boned!''. He would do the same thing for you and even throw hands if anyone ripped on you for being chubby. But to his surprise no one does so, why? Because you're an actual decent human being, others don't hate you and don't make fun of you. But if you act like Cartman then I take it all back.

🔴 But let's be real for a second, we all know Cartman sucks and he doesn't have the best track record when it comes to any relationship whatsoever. But as his partner I see him letting you get away with stuff he won't let others, and by that I mean everything. He'll let you do and say whatever you want and he'll bite down on his tongue just so that he doesn't accidentally say something wrong. Cartman is a horrible human being but for you? He'll try and become aware of how he should treat you right.

🔴 Back to the wholesome headcanons! I already said it, but I wanna add a little bit more to the idea. Cartman loves your chub, okay? He won't say it out loud ever though, not to you or in front of his ''friends'' cause he thinks it's embarrassing, but he'll make sure you know it with actions alone. Not only will he let you touch him without protesting, but he'll cuddle you too! You'll either be lying in bed together or on the couch with his arms wrapped around you as he grabs and fondles your excessive skin gently. It's just so soft and squishy, how can he not like it and hold it like his favorite plushy!? He'll act like he doesn't even know what you're talking about if you say anything about it, you'll know he loves doing it though cause he'll always be blushing red as he death glares the TV in embarrassment. One way to quickly gain back Cartman's attention though is by hand-feeding him Cheesy Poofs or anything really. His face will be redder than before and he still won't talk but he'll definitely pull you closer to him as he grumbles under his breath about how: ''weak'' this is. He actually means the opposite, trust me.

🔴 If you're someone that's insecure about their weight, Cartman totally gets it, he won't say it of course but he does. He'll make sure no one ever says a word about your weight by threatening them and depending on the person it might work. Of course no one regardless would ever say anything, but Cartman doesn't trust them so he still goes out of his way to do so. Also, if you decide to stop eating because of it, he will not let that slide one bit. He'll force you to eat himself and he won't take ''no'' for an answer unless you tell him that you're just dieting and being safe with it, then he'll begrudgingly respect it.

🔴 Now onto the stealing part, he both loves it and hates it. He thinks it's cute how his hat blocks all of your vision and his coat just kind of hangs on you, covering you entirely. It's almost enough to make him let out an audible ''awww'', almost. But at the same time, you're stealing his stuff! Now he's freezing his tits off as you embarrass him in front of his ''friends''! If you were anyone else he'd scream at you, but you're his partner so all he does is whine and cling to you as he tries to force you to give him his clothes back.

🔴 They ain't many opportunities for you to steal his hat and coat though, either grab it and run when he isn't wearing it or beg for it. You can only have an opportunity of stealing it when he's playing with his "friends" and he's being The Grand Wizard or The Coon. He'll immediately figure it out once he's done playing for the day and seeing his clothes go missing so prepare to witness an angry Cartman storming into your home demanding his stuff back only for you to make him stop in his tracks out of cuteness overload when seeing you wear his clothes.

🔴 Then there's begging, it can go either way actually. You can only win this by bribing him, doing something for him, getting him something he wants, or helping him accomplish something. Of course, knowing Cartman all of those things I've mentioned are 99% of the time requests to hurt the others around him and only satisfy him. Just because he loves you, doesn't mean he won't involve you in his schemes every now and then, it's like he wants to be partners in crime with you. Hoping that you're a decent person you obviously don't agree with any of it, so it leaves you no choice but to beg. Some puppy eyes with a promise of cuddling with snacks as you watch TV make him succumb almost instantly. He'll be all grumpy about it but he secretly loves it.

🔴 Overall, Cartman isn't vocal about how he feels about your weight in fear that he won't admit to that he'll accidentally hurt your feelings. Like I said he's trying to be better for you so he prefers to show how he feels with actions. He loves your body, he relates to you, and won't change a thing about you because you make him feel secure with his own weight despite what everybody else says. And again, with the stealing thing, it's a love-hate relationship for sure. Cartman doesn't like his stuff getting touched, let alone stolen so he does get annoyed at you for it, but then again it's you that does it so he can forgive it. Plus there's no denying he finds you absolutely adorable with his clothes on, the blush on his cheeks, the halt in his movement and the odd silence says it all!

#x reader #headcanons #gender neutral reader #x gender neutral reader #eric cartman #south park #south park x reader #eric cartman x reader #eric cartman x gender neutral reader #south park eric cartman #chubby reader #chubby gender neutral reader

[nctstar]

life update <3

hi everyone!

just thought I'd do a little update here now that surprisingly, my blog is gaining a lot more attention than I thought it would (really appreciate it!). as I probably hinted at earlier, I am a full-time student but I'm actually graduating VERY soon (literally in a few hours!!!). anyways, long story short, my life is changing and it's scary and exciting all at the same time. despite all this, I really have so enjoyed writing for this blog and I'm still a big nctzen and I wanna continue, but I've come to realise I probably need a biiit more structure, especially now that I'm getting a lot of requests too :D so I'm gonna list out a few things below that I'll hopefully be able to follow into the new year.

if you send me a request, I will try to finish it within 2 weeks. It would really be nice if you specified if you want a text post or fic, but if not I'll assume that's up to me :)

the requests in my inbox so far I will try to finish this month so that we can all follow that ^ properly in the new year.

i will try to update the ongoing series (labyrinth being the only one rn) 1-4 times a month, depending on how busy I am that particular month.

appreciate you all and feel free to send asks/requests or just random thoughts, this is a safe space and I would love to be friends :)

i will also make a carrd so you guys can get to know me better but for the record if you have instagram you can follow me there (I make nct edits) @/l4vendersun.

#lav speaks! #can't believe i'm writing this before i literally GRADUATE #LMAO #my priorities are wack sometimes #but had to get this off my chest #i'm nervous for some reason! #wearing heels for the first time in ages #i hope i don't trip on stage???

[guywithananimepfp]

hey 👋

Hey guys gals nonbinary pals and everyone in between and out in space. My name is Grey and this blogs purpose is to write, write, and write some more. This isn't my main account, and I don't know if I'll share it unless I get to a certain point of being comfortable of doing so. I hope people will like my writing because I've been trying to improve so I can make a book in a few years. So anyways, onto what this blog will include and my boundaries. So stick around to read

★ what will this blog include?: Well it'll include, well, writing. Fluff, angst and more. Think of it as Wattpad but hopefully less cringey and not stereotypical. I try to make my writing fair if it included a "reader" fic

★ what will this blog take away from writing?: Headcanons. I don't have a thing against it at all. In fact it's something I love to write. But like I said this isn't my main account, and in my main account it's all headcanon posts. So I wanna take things slowly and go a different route. Who knows maybe I will end up making a headcanon post if anyone requests it

★ what do you write about?: I write about everything my heart desires. Mostly whatever fandom I'm active at the time being. So anything fictional like that:]

★ what about nsfw?: Nsfw is a thin line and a boundary I'm afraid to cross. I am a minor, and I never wrote anything like nsfw before. But if there was a case where I would it would always be in the future. I'm a MINOR and I'm not ready to grow up and cringe at it because that'll be unbearable.

★ who do you NOT want interacting with your blog?: I'm aware that Tumblr is a app that is rocky with unwanted and concerning content. Wether that being nsfw, or straight up p0rn. I'm against alot of it and I rather this be a safe place for people to come and read to. In this case, DONT interact with this account if you are: an 18+ only blog, creeps, MAPS/Pedos, proshippers, racism, homophobia, anti-lgbtq, DDLG (and varieties/supporters) or really anyone who ignores boundaries.

Failure to comply will result in a block from all accounts of mine. So be a decent person please-

★ who CAN interact?: anyone as long as they follow my boundaries and against problematic topics! this is a safe place for all. Including the LGBTQ+ (INCLUDING all my trans brothers and sisters), POC+, traumagenic systems, kins, age regression and so on.

★ and finally, what fandoms are you active in? And can I request anything in the inbox?: I'm mainly active in anime, which includes Soul Eater, hunterxhunter, BNHA/MHA, one piece, DrStone, TBHK, and that's about it if I'm not forgetting anything! I'm also active on things not typically anime. Which being— Lego Monkie kid, Lego Ninjago, httyd, Wendall and wild, Mario and adventure time . And OF COURSE! I love writing for my followers, and I'm always open for requests. This can be from any fandom you enjoy or a fandom I stated here. I'd love to hear your ideas!

★ I wanna request something but is there a way to do it?: only one thing! I have autism, and it gets hard to actually write something if you can't be specific. Please tell me the fandom! Tell me the kind of fic you want it to be, character, and a prompt! This is so I don't end up writing something you didn't want or I end up panicking—

(example; "hey! Can you write a reader x zoro fic of one piece? And the reader is sick?"

(bad example: "hey can you write about hunterxhunter?")

Hopefully this makes sense!

^ Header by: mmadeinheavenn

#introduction #intro post #introductory post #pinned intro #please read #please repost #writers on tumblr #x reader #one piece #one piece writing #anime writing blog #anime and manga #second account #please be kind

[theaveragepsychoticbitch]

I'm considering making a sideblog for thirsts and the like, also considering making it male/gn reader only. Idk, idk.

Anyways, Bunny Hybrid anon, I've lost your ask but I remember the base of it! So hopefully this makes up for the false post and lost time🙃

GN!Bunny Hybrid Reader x Buddha || SFW || Headcanons || Warnings: Some cursing, but this is otherwise pretty fluffy!

You've got these fluffy, giant, soft floppy ears on the top of your head that twitch and turn and bend and are just overall TOO adorable-

And you thought he wouldn't touch them?

The first time you guys meet you're shrieking in surprise, because you were simply chilling with friends when you feel two hands just GRIPPING your ears! What the hell man?!

Slightly intimidated once you realize the perpetrator is an absolute beef cake of a man, you direct him on how to gently handle your ears. You've been stuck with him ever since.

Genuinely though, he'll come up behind you whenever, wherever, and just have his fun. You've gotten used to it as this point, even enjoy it. It's relaxing.

Fuzzy bunny tail. He didn't even know you had one until you grumbled about "them" not making cute clothes with tail holes. "...Why would you need a tail hole?"

You kinda look at each other stupid until you go "Cuz I have a tail???"

Immediately you are bombarded with questions, "Can I touch it?!" Coming up several notable times. The most notable having teary puppy eyes, a stuck out and quivering bottom lip, and a whole lotta pleases.

At first, he thinks you need a special rabbit diet. He looks up "what do bunnies eat" on Google and makes food centered around that. THEN he sees you eating meat and goes berserk thinking you're gonna die or something. Very cute seeing the way he visibly calms down when you tell him otherwise.

You're... fast. Like, really fast. Not as fast as a literal god obviously, but he does enjoy racing you around open fields. You've never played tag so much in your damn life. Sometimes, you'll snatch candy out of his mouth and run off with it, bursting into giggles and accelerating when you see how serious he is about catching you.

The little nose wiggles bunnies do? Yeah, you do that. And he's absolutely in love with it. He'll boop your nose to make it happen, purposely say something confusing, waft a certain scent throughout the house, anything he thinks will get him to see it. You've done it out of confusion, hunger, pleasure, anger even. Do it during an argument and all of a sudden you're right and he was a fool to question you.

BONUS lmao

Binkies. When rabbits are happy, they'll jump and do little tricks in the air. The first time he saw you do it was after he gave you flowers and candy (probably as an apology for not just asking about your diet lmao) You jumped rather high and did a full flip in the air, AND managed to land on your feet. Shocked? Flabbergasted? Intrigued? Deeply pleased? He was all that and more. Really wants to see you do it again lol, will probably brag about it to the other gods.

"Yeah, but does your lover do a midair front flip and land on their feet when they're happy? Didn't think so shut the fuck up."

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A/N: Life's been so fucking busy these past few months, as I'm pretty sure it was months ago I got this. It feels like it got dammit. I'm so energized and free right now though, I've got a few things I wanna try and iron out and get done/started. Hope you enjoy, Odin requester I'm coming for you next<3

#record of ragnarok #record of ragnarok x reader #shuumatsu no valkyrie #buddha snv #buddha ror #buddha x reader #bunny reader #snv headcanons #ror headcanons #the psychotics writing

[demetriandelibinaryboyfriends]

"Yeah, but you can't quit!"

"I got yelled at, got my ass kicked, and then gave him my money! You know who lives like that? Hookers."

"Yeah, but he's not that bad a guy! You gotta give him a chance. You don't know him like I do."

"...that's hooker talk."

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Hey so remember when I said the winner of the GOAT Miguetri Moment poll would get a thing???

WELL I AM A WOMAN OF MY WORD DAMMIT

I realized I've never actually made these two a friendship moodboard and that!!! Will not stand, dammit!!!

Anyways their S1 dynamic was/is so important to me. Cute lil idealist Miguel truly believing Johnny Lawrence can solve all problems and cynical defeatist Demetri who has the only brain cell and is like "hey, this dude shat on my other best friend for something he can't help, embarrassed me for trying to defend him, AND I had to pay him??? At least I don't gotta cash out to Kyler." Dude's got a point, honestly. I'd get hazed out of Cobra Kai SO fast, and my parents would be like "thank god, those lessons were expensive" XD Demetri bby never let anyone shame you for making financially smart decisions that are also good for your mental health!!!

And the subtext of Demetri kinda trying to look out for Miguel and steer him away from idolizing this disaster man who peaked in high school??? Like I think I mentioned this on a previous post, but the way he tries to give Miguel the wake-up call Demetri thinks he needs and encourages him not to bend over backwards for people who (at least from what Demetri's seen!) don't treat him or people in general very well is kind of adorable. Like of course Demetri's being cheeky and smug and sarcastic about it, but he's basically saying that Miguel deserves better than Johnny and should respect/value himself a little more!

And Miguel, my beautiful hopeful babygirl Miguel Diaz <3 <3 <3 Like he believes in Demetri's potential long after Demetri's clearly given up on himself??? And tbh I've never read this scene as Miguel being annoyed Demetri trusts Miguel to protect him from bullies (like that's what you do for your friends lmao. And Miguel would in a heartbeat if he needed to because he's a loyal mf!!!). If anything, he seems worried about what Demetri's gonna do when he's not around and can't scare Kyler off and frustrated that Demetri's just dismissing his own potential that fast. Miguel clearly has 0 issue looking out for Demetri when the cards are down, considering how he talked to Johnny about Kreese punching him and readily sided with him after the Arm Break Incident.

Also something I've already mentioned in other posts, I'm sure, but the fact that a) Demetri completely trusts Miguel to protect him from bullies and implies he would do so with no hesitation and b) they're close enough friends after a few months max that they can comfortably walk with their arms brushing and casually give each other little affectionate platonic touches (most notably this little shoulder slap thing they do) is the cutest fucking thing on earth. This friendship is so slept on. Like every time I think about them I wanna cry because they're so fucking ride or die and they've easily had the most wholesome, loyal, and unproblematic friendship in the entire show and WHY aren't more people talking about them??? Any disagreements they have really ARE in the vein of "ugh you're so wrong never talk to me again for 10 minutes but then I have karate gossip I wanna tell you." I love them so much.

THEY ARE BESTIES YOUR HONOR

An argument could also be made that these two have a closer and healthier friendship than Miguel & Eli ever did and I ain't kicking that hornet's nest today but perhaps I will someday :3

"Wanna be my best friend and then judge me" also just. PERFECTLY captures their friendship XD SO much mutual judgment going on in this scene and I am LIVING for it.

Went for a red, blue, green, and white-ish color scheme for this to match their clothes and the bg! Hopefully it came out okay.

As always, pic credits available upon request!

#Miguetri Mondays #demetri alexopoulos #demetri cobra kai #miguel diaz #aesthetic #moodboard #cobra kai #cobra kai season 1

[azolitmin]

end of the year thoughts

Hello!

I swear I made another blog post recently but it looks like the last one I made was at the end of march phew. Anyways, I hope everyone’s been having a stress-free holiday season, enjoying themselves and hanging in there. 

I’ve included a longer version below so that I don’t take up too much space on people’s dashboards (or TL? what do we call the feed on tumblr nowadays?) but the short of it all is that my wrist pain has improved significantly since my last post, I’m going to work on opening a patreon and doing a lot of art projects in the coming future!

I figure I should make a little update related to my last post (wrist pain/pinched nerve) I’m still waiting to see a doctor for a full evaluation LOL but I did manage to buy a secondhand cintiq, shoutout to the guy on FB marketplace who didn’t scam me, it’s been amazing to draw with and has seriously helped alleviate a majority of the pain in my wrist/hand. I’m honestly having so much fun drawing with it I can’t believe I deprived myself of this for so many years LOL. I’m still working on taking adequate breaks/rest periods and strengthening my wrist which I also think played a huge part in my recovery. Anyways, I definitely feel more confident in taking on work now that I can draw for more than an hour without pain or even just the mental energy drain being in pain causes, yay!!!

Soo with that being said I am going to be working really hard on new art, I have a lot of projects I want to do in the future. Primarily a lot of OC stuff but a few fandom related things as well. I had a dream once that I spent 300$ in gachaphon trying to get every single catboy kurapika merch so I think this is a sign that I have to make a lot of catboy kurapika merch. I also want to make some batman related stuff and experiment with some new product types 🥺 definitely want to participate in some more conventions, I never made a post reflecting on my time at Sakuracon and AX but I had an amazing experience at both (as good as it can be during the panini). If you came by and said hi or bought anything from me during these times thank you so much!!!! It was really nice to talk to people who enjoy my art or chat about fandom stuff 😳

Other than merch and fandom related products I think I also want to finally get my patreon up and running, though it will be very low stakes (one tier for the foreseeable future). I’ve definitely gone back and forth on this since I have a big fear about letting people down. It’ll most likely be used for posting up sketches, WIPs, I might ask for feedback on what I should draw next or give art feedback if requested? I’m not the most skilled artist but I think I’m capable of a suggestion or two :^)!! And yes the whole twitter thing has definitely contributed towards me trying to make a serious attempt at patreon again...

The last thing I wanna say is thaaatt I am going back to art school to hopefully get my BFA, I’m halfway there, yay!! I really hope to learn new techniques/skills and improve a lot, even just typing this out is giving me a lot of excitement for the future haha.

I think that’s all I wanted to touch on without rambling on for TOO long LOL. Thank you for taking the time to read through this! 

#personal