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[dotster001]

do you ever get a banger idea or plot or whatever, but suddenly the moment you sit down to write suddenly all your motivation is gone?

me rn

Yes. 🙄

I've started a million requests because I got an idea and a dream, then I write one paragraph, and don't touch it for months. I have an idea for a Violet Muller x reader fic, and I wrote one sentence of it, I have a Leona fic that I wrote a paragraph of, I have an Asmo QPR fic that I wrote two paragraphs of...yeah....then there's some that I got home from work and I'd been excited for hours to write it....then stared at the doc and just wrote a quick three word fic description.

AND THEN there's the fics that I've written sooooooo much for, but then run out of steam and don't have the energy to touch it for months.

Writing is hard, my friend. I feel your pain 😂 but we'll get through this together.

#just some thoughts #ask me stuff #writing is hard #writing is hard 😭

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Did you see the idols in the enstars livestream? 3 of them are babies (totally not gonna adopt them like Luke and Ortho, no don't look at the adoption papers on my desk.) I can't wait for the new songs, and God the shuffle event. Demons take over es, sexy and cute, why must happy ele torture us producers! (Ps how is the enstars fic going I am so curious.)

I HAVEN'T SEEN ANY OF THIS OMG PLEASE SEND ANOTHER ASK WITH THE SEXY DEMONS I NEED IT FOR RESEARCH PURPOSES!!!!!!! I DON'T WATCH THE LIVE STREAMS I JUST GET THE INFO FROM TUMBLR AND THE GAME EVERYONE SEND ME SEXY DEMONS PLEASE AND THANK YOU

As to the fic.... I've been stuck for a bit cause I'm trying to decide whether I can kill off idols.

You know what? Actually?

#just some thoughts #ensemble stars #polls

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You guys have no idea how much I miss the days when I could write a fic every day. God I was a machine 😂 now I get bored halfway through typing

I'm excited about the fic I'm currently writing but I can't type fast enough for brain to be entertained fml

#just some thoughts #writing is hard 😭

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No you gotta understand these are wanted criminals

Together they've killed thousands

So, I'm playing DND for the first time, and the deeper and deeper I go into making my character and developing her look and personality...

I realize that if she and Jade Leech ever became friends, they would commit atrocities.

#just some thoughts #lmao #none of you will get it but i get it and that's what matters #they have the same smile

[dotster001]

So, I'm playing DND for the first time, and the deeper and deeper I go into making my character and developing her look and personality...

I realize that if she and Jade Leech ever became friends, they would commit atrocities.

#just some thoughts #i keep forgetting you guys don't know about her #and then i almost post stuff about her and realize ob fuck nevermind

[dotster001]

Girl have you seen savananaclaw rook?! He is sexy cowboy. Also, kaoru vibes yes. I love it! And tsum dormleaders yeah! I wanna see tsum malleus! From hot and sexy to huhuggable, adorable, cuddly, loveable, everything I want in a plushie! -I need tsum malleus plushie pronto-

OMG I opened this morning so I only briefly saw the posts, but now I've had time to blow up the pic and

Gawd Damn. Them freckles 😍 the ponytail 😍 his hair not being a mullet 😍 sorry for the mullet hate I grew up in an area with lots of real cowboys and hockey bros and it never looked good

Tsum mal mal? OMG how exciting! Ready to watch him battle his tsum for yuu's time 😂

But rook with a ponytail mmmmmmm yum yum yum yum yum gonna run my hands through his hair he for sure smells like summertime 😍

I'm fueding with Vil for convincing him to cut his hair 😡

#just some thoughts #ask me stuff

[dotster001]

Guys...someone come over to my apartment and finish typing my mermaid dia akedia fic cause I'm tired of typing 😭

#just some thoughts #writing is hard 😭

[dotster001]

How are we feeling regarding the watcher apology?

How are we feeling regarding the watcher apology?

Imagine me starting this with a heavy sigh, lmao.

So, I'm gonna be honest, I made peace with them not being who they claimed to be a couple days ago. I was still subbed to them, but only cause I wanted to see what kind of statement they put out.

On the whole, it is technically a good apology. They admitted wrong doing, didn't try to blame someone else, and made it clear that they actually looked at what their audience suggested and moved forward with that.

Unfortunately, it feels a little late for me, because I'm already left with this icky taste in my mouth now. And I'm a little concerned. This should never have happened in the first place. What's going on? Anything else I could say, everyone else has already said, so at this point it would just be more of the same stuff. So...I wanna give them the benefit of the doubt, because I want to believe people are good, but I dunno. Might stick around for a little, but we'll see how long i can put up with the feelings in my gut.

On a funny note, jacksfilms parodied both vids, and it gave me a good laugh, if you wanna watch 😂

#just some thoughts #ask me stuff

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This just destroyed me I have to share it with the world!

Spoilers for Season 2 under cut:

The Reaper's Lair lives in my mind rent-free. Just think of all the implications – knowing that, at any moment, you can see how long you have left to live... Noticing how much faster your candle seems to burn than the other seven around yours...

Sounds like a good recipe for angst to me.

#obey me #lucifer #obey me lucifer

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Happy birthday, @unicornofthemidwest

#just some thoughts #fun with moots #not actually their birthday but it's Shakespeare

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i was gonna make this a comment but smthn told me this was gonna be long.

SORRY FOR THE LONG-NESS OF THIS ASK

BUT DOT- THINK ABOUT YAN DILF JADE.

who knows if his ex wife was murdered or not, oh well! 🤭 best not to dwell on it because it makes the twins sad :(

see? (🧍🏻🧍🏻)

…anyways

but here me out (this is me going coco bananas. full on psycho mode) maybe the first time he saw you was at a RANDOM party that a friend of yours hosted.

blah blah mutual friend of a friend and that long friend family tree stuff

but maybe you slithered away to the dog, or were tasked with helping a baby (more like someone threw the baby at you in order to dance)

or you’re with the other room for the children that the party provides (this is like a really rich friend. like mega mansion. crazy rich asians kinda thing)

but ugh he’s there with his dreadful beautiful wife and his wonderful children. and his wife is already leaving to grab a drink and he thinks their children shouldn’t get a glimpse at whatever tom-foolery parties like these will lead to.

so in they go! (maybe this was years ago when they’re toddlers)

but then he sees you swarmed with babies. the nanny took a break and left you in charge and you’re fighting back babies with one of those roll-pop lawn mowers-

ARGHHH ONE JUST SPAT ON THE END OF YOUR RENTAL DRESS DAMNIT.

jade is utterly beside himself with laughter, amusement, and everything of the sorts and creates flirty small talk. and oh?? what's this? his wonderful bundles of joy seem to have found a liking to you? how precious (they’re clawing and climbing you like a jungle gym) jade takes a note of that!

they don't even like their mother that much , simply tolerating her. but jade can tell that his kids got good taste!

he lowkey interviews reader (without them know oops!!) and while yes, their beauty was what drove his interest, second being their personality (you have to be attracted to someone to give them a chance!)

and the twins were the cherry on top!

and conveniently you say where you work (rookie mistake) while he tells you he’s a humble business man… don’t ask what for tho cause that’s a super family secret 🤭

but he's planning and scheming and charming his way into your life and he’s in it for the long run because eels are patient. it just sucks that jade is even more patient, like a saint if you would

^^accurate depiction of saint jade

^^and this is jade when he gets questioned for his wife’s uh oh 🤷🏻🤷🏻

maybe she drank too much at a party and fell over the side.

maybe there was a targeted hit meant for jade but they got the wrong one.

maybe a classic batman scenario but jade survived and is throughly traumatized (same with his kids, i mean look at them!!🧍🏻🧍🏻 they’re so torn up that it just breaks his heart😿)

but he’s making chance encounters rather… commonly. (he had reader stalked for a good few years as he was planning everything. just to make sure he likes them& they keep it interesting.)

just... some thoughts about dilf jade leech and his hell spawns hehe (when the trio visited your work they managed to leave your section alone... so it looks like you were in the eye of the hurricane)

im gonna read your other stuff about dilf jade now because AHHHH

Angry at my boss, so I decided to see if there was anything in my inbox to cheer me up. Woo hoo!

In reference to this

Cw: light Yan!, implied stalking, Jade's a freak but if you don't already know that then you aren't paying attention

I can only imagine that, after the party, since you interacted with so many kids and parents that night, they all kind of blurred together. And it's not until, after he visits your place of work, and you chat over text for a while, and you have a real date, then invites you back home for an after date drink, do you start to remember. And that's only because the twins are scamps and stayed up past their bedtimes, and they are staring at you with eyes you remember.

Obviously, you are gonna chalk it up to a coincidence. "Oh my god! You know so-and-so, right? I think I met you at a party a few years ago!" He laughs, and plays along, oh my god,.yeah what a really good coincidence.

Meanwhile, the twins share a look, because Dad has talked about you every day since Mom died, so they know he's lying. Hell, when you aren't here, they already call you mama/papa. But, they are their father's kids, so they are never going to say anything.

One date turns to two turns to three, turns to a year of dating. It's time to meet the family. You know Jade has a twin, but they've taken different paths in life.

So when Dilf Floyd Trudges up the driveway with his six adopted kids, four of whom are sprinting around the house and lawn and destroying Jade's home, two of whom are under Floyd's arms like suitcases, you're in for a culture shock.

When you first meet him, he seems incredibly grumpy. He's got salt and pepper stubble, the baggiest outfit, though you get the feeling it's designer, no matter how slouchy it is, his hair is slicked back, making the grey streaks look neat against his otherwise messy look.

He tosses the kids and yells at them to go play with their cousins, then he rudely shoves past you. Jade stops him with a hand on his shoulder that appears gentle, but if you had felt the full force of it, you'd have landed on your ass. He hissed at Floyd, through a smile, to greet his new fiance. There's a tense moment where they stare at each other, then Floyd storms over to you, and presses a ticklish kiss to your cheek, before muttering, "Welcome to the family," then storming to his room and locking himself in for the night.

The next day it's like he's a different person. He makes breakfast for you and excitedly asks you about yourself, wanting to know everything about his future sibling. Eventually he pours you a glass of what you know is Jade's most expensive wine, which he has been saving for a special occasion, and you finally get the courage to ask about the night before, and he laughs and says he was tired from the trip. Wrangling six kids on an airplane is exhausting, you know?

You decide to ask him about little Jade, and Floyd's stories of childhood charm you so much that you don't notice Jade's brooding presence.

Not that Floyd minds. Yeah, he got off to a rough start with you, but he gets why Jade likes you. And Jade only has two parentless kids, he has six. So his kids need you more than Jade's do, right?

Will the dad's eventually drag the kids into this fight? Absolutely. Those kids have Mafia parents, they have plenty of acting training. They will be pulling those heartstrings of yours 😊

#just some thoughts #fun with moots #yandere twisted wonderland #dilf jade leech #dilf floyd leech #jade leech x reader

[dotster001]

in light of recent news, and in fear of losing one of the only things that brings me joy in my stupid baka life, here's all episodes of puppet history.

pls rb :)

#yarrrr! #ahoy me hearties!

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Read the comments in the video, it'll make you feel better

Lmao it has been making me feel better, knowing we all seem to be on the same page 😂

This one has to sum up my thoughts exactly of why this didn't make sense

I don't have Twitter or anything, so my only info is from YouTube, and I've been learning a lot in the comments today 😂

#just some thoughts #rip watcher I'll miss you

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Okay yeah that's mildly devastating, it's fine 😅

I just got home from work and I'm seeing far too many sad posts with the watcher tag guys I'm so scared I haven't seen the video yet what's going on?!?!? 😭

#just some thoughts #i wish them well i guess but my broke ass won't be following them #at least the current episodes of things are not being deleted so i still have access to my comfort videos

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Ten seconds in there's an ad break

I just got home from work and I'm seeing far too many sad posts with the watcher tag guys I'm so scared I haven't seen the video yet what's going on?!?!? 😭

#😬

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I just got home from work and I'm seeing far too many sad posts with the watcher tag guys I'm so scared I haven't seen the video yet what's going on?!?!? 😭

#just some thoughts #running to play the video #i'm absolutely terrified

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Okay I know I've posted a lot about Chev recently but it's only because I was so pleasantly surprised by his route

I love how, in every route, including his own, Leon's the best wingman, who figures out holes in Clause 99 so that his brothers can get their happily ever after.

But in Chev's route, he's like

Leon: Wow. Belle really made you human. It's sweet.

Leon: ☺️

Leon: Anyways, bye forever Belle! We'll miss you! 👋🏼 🥺

#just some thoughts #ikemen prince #leon dompteur #chevalier michel #him saying nothing in this route made me laugh so hard #number one wing brother...except with chev #i love it he's so funny