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demonicbaby666 · 1 year
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Something New
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Fandom: Criminal Minds 
Pairing: Jennifer Jareau x fem!Reader
Genre: Smut, literal pure unfiltered smut 
Words: 4.3k+
Warnings: NSFW, smut, cursing, dom!JJ, sub!reader, oral sex, fingering, bondage, degradation, praise, hair pulling, light choking, overstimulation, spanking, edge play, strap on use (J), I low-key feel like this counts as BDSM (but not sure).
Summary: The affair between you and JJ has been going on for a little while now and though you felt you wanted more for the relationship, you weren’t quite expecting to be met with what JJ gave you. 
A/n: I know I said I’d post Wanda next but honestly missed writing for JJ and this is ummmmm, something. I apologise (not really) for the filth I have curated, honestly no idea what the hell has come over me. If we talk/are mutuals, I have no connection to this and don’t ever bring this fic up or i won't be able to look at myself the mirror </3
It started with lustful glances exchanged both ways, training sessions leaving your body drenched in sweat clearly seemed to work for JJ. Then after one too many ‘extra support’ sessions - sessions you both knew you never needed - things quickly took a turn. You knew it was wrong, of course you did. JJ was married and on top of that, technically, your supervisor. 
Yet, there you were, for the god knows what time, six months of quickies and secret fucking behind you, in your bed writhing beneath JJ as she had her fingers pounding deep inside you, pulling moans, whimpers and screams from you. She was an addiction that you didn’t want to rid yourself of, not that you knew how you would. 
“Fuck, fuck, don’t stop.” You begged, helplessly grinding down on two fingers that were sliding in and out of you at a pace you hadn’t even known possible. She brought her head down to your ears, probing the shell of it with her tongue.
“I wouldn’t dream of it.” She husked. 
The sex that dripped from each slow syllable pushed you over the edge and before you could prepare for it, your orgasm barrelled over you, prying a silent cry to leave your agape mouth. Her slender digits helped you ride out the full length of your orgasm until you had to reach out for her wrist and stop her.
Slowly she slipped her fingers out and slumped down next to you. Even with your eyes closed, hopelessly trying to get your breathing back to normal, you could still feel her eyes glued to you. 
“How can I help you?” You asked, letting the amusement peek through your tone.
“I want to try something new.” 
That caught your attention. Your eyes fluttered open and you turned to JJ, shooting her a curious look, and purely because you could, you let your hooded eyes shamelessly wander up and down her toned body. It was rare to see JJ nervous but that’s what her body language was pointing towards, avoiding eye contact, slightly fidgeting around on the bed, you couldn’t help but try and deduce the direction in which the conversation was heading. You waited until she shifted her weight onto her elbow and met your gaze before vocalising your interest.
“And what is this something new?” You asked, making sure to show her she had you undivided attention, not that she needed any reminder of the power she held over you, and that power was clearly demonstrated with what came next. 
She crashed her body on top of yours, pulling the energy she’d drained from pushing you over the edge repeatedly out of thin air. Hands wrapped around your wrists pinning you down. Her head crept down to mercilessly grasp the flesh of your pulse point between her teeth, biting down before holstering herself back up and comfortably perching herself on your hips. 
“I want all of you.” She said, her opal eyes shamelessly traveling over your upper body. “I want to push you to your limit.” 
Just those words elicited a groan to crackle in your throat, filthy images of being taken in all different ways till you were all but screaming crept into your mind and you knew you didn’t need convincing to know this was what you wanted too. Control in the bedroom was far from foreign between the two of you and it was clear who held the title of being the dominant, that had been clear from the get-go. 
“Then take me.” You breathed out, heat already pulsating between your legs at the prospect of being used and utterly spent. “I’m yours.” 
The words were music to JJ’s ears, it was plain to see with the newfound glow that seemed to settle in her eyes. Quickly that shimmer was overshadowed by a dark lusting hue that ebbed into the iris’s that were now filled and darkened with pure fiery desire. It had been barely a minute since JJ had pulled your second orgasm from you, yet somehow this whole situation had you wet and ready to go for however longer she wanted. 
A serious expression washed over her face, and she released your wrists, “We’ll take this slow, if it gets too much say stop and we stop. No ifs, no buts.” 
Bringing your hands up to cup her cheeks, you pulled her back down till her lips were hovering over yours, hot breath tickling your lips, “I trust you.” you whispered. The words seemed to have some effect on JJ because she crashed her lips down on yours for a passionate kiss, time seemed to fade away just that little bit. Her tongue crept between your lips and you willingly let her in. 
The kiss quickly heated up, small mewls left your lips and fell into JJ’s mouth, clearly spurring her on, her hands began trailing a path down to your waist, which she gripped onto, with a little more force than necessary. 
“Put your hands up.” she mumbled into the kiss. 
Too preoccupied with the sensations running through you body and between your legs, you hadn’t processed what JJ had said until her nails dug into you causing you to whimper and do exactly as you’d previously been told. Pulling away and leaning over the side of the bed, her hands fumbled around the floor. The room was dim, stopping you from seeing what JJ had grabbed, though the sound of leather running along denim gave you a good idea. 
“Wrists together.” she commanded and once again you did as you were told, this time a lot faster.  
She leant over pushing your hands back until they made contact with cold metal, then expertly looped the leather around your wrists and through the railing. She gave it a tug to test it was sturdy, you had to bite down on your lip to stop a small moan from escaping. 
“Is this okay?” Her voice was softer as her eyes studied your face for any signs of discomfort.  
Before she had even finished the question you were nodding, a devilish grin spread across her face in response to your eagerness and you could see the excitement growing beneath the shimmer in her eyes. 
She shuffled back down your body, her slick arousal leaving a trail along your stomach, indicating you weren’t the only gaining pleasure for this little game you had begun to play. She stopped her shuffling, perched over your hips again she leaned down to take a hardened nipple in her mouth, circling her tongue around the bud and wedging her thigh between your legs. Her free hand came to cup the neglected breast, taking your nipple between her fingers, twisting it whilst grazing her teeth along the other. 
Your breath hitched and your hips bucked, pushing your clit onto JJ’s thigh, a small moan caught in your throat. JJ laved the sensitive flesh beneath her tongue, hot molten blood coursed through your veins, waves of pleasure washed over your whole body, and you were desperate for more. Slowly your hips began to grind against the sticky thigh between your legs, the relief you felt was instantly halted when JJ pushed a hand down on your hip, stopping you from moving. She pulled away from your chest and stared down at you. 
“Not so fast. I say when and if you cum.” Her tone had a bite to it you’d never heard before, it was both scary and arousing and you didn’t quite understand why it was sending a whole new flood of wetness to pool between your legs. “Understand?” 
Nervously fidgeting on the bed, you nodded, trying hard to hold in the frustration that was once dormant. “I said, do you understand?” She barked, pinching tightly on your nipple. 
“Fuck!” You all but screamed out, a delicious mix of pain and pleasure coursing through you. If it wasn’t her hand anchoring you down, your hips would have flown off the mattress, “yes, I understand.” 
“Good.” She brought her head back down, this time peppering kisses along your collarbone, pausing now and then suck on specific spots that exerted more of a vocal response from you, leaving behind blotches of darkened bruised skin. You were fighting hard against your body, your hips were still being held firmly in place, but that didn’t stop you from feeling the ghostly presence of JJ’s thigh. It was torture. 
Just when you thought you might have to beg, JJ relieved the pressure on your hips and brought two fingers to swipe down from your clit to tease your entrance and you couldn’t help but let out a shallow breathed moan. Just as quickly as they came, they were snatched away. JJ smirked against your skin before she pulled away to examine the glistening digits.
“Is all of this for me?” she teased.
“Yes.” you whined, shame spiralling in the pit of your stomach at how consumed you were with the need to be touched and devoured, it dawned on you then, you were putty in JJ’s hands, at her mercy, she had the power to do whatever she wanted and you knew that should have scared you, instead you found it only turned up on more. What sounded like an almost growl verbated in JJ’s throat and animalistic look shadowed over her face. Darkened lust-filled eyes locked themselves onto yours, that were now desperate and silently pleading, begging her for more. 
“Open.” 
The smell of your own arousal filled your nose before you closed your lips around JJ’s fingers and licked them clean, enjoying the quiet groans that JJ let out through her parted lips. Slick fingers left your mouth, without so much as a second to breathe they were shoved hard and deep inside you, JJ’s free hand coming up to loosely wrap around your neck. 
Around your tight walls you felt two slender fingers slide in and out painstakingly slow but god awfully hard. Your mouth was still open trying to control your unsteady breathing, each thrust forcing you to pull in sharp breaths that filled your lungs to the brim. 
The rise and falling of your chest quickened when JJ’s fingers began picking up speed, your body was the only thing you had control over, and you were fighting to maintain it. Your knuckles grew white from holding onto the railings, and you couldn’t stop small whimpers barrelling out of your kiss-stained lips. JJ lowered herself back down leaving a series of kisses down your jawline to your breast, then began alternating between, sucking, biting and laving each nipple. The tension that was steadily growing in your core reached an all-time high when JJ’s palm continuously brushed against your clit, you closed your eyes letting the room fade to darkness, relishing the feeling of your body being taken over and consumed with pure pleasure.
“I think I’m going to-”
Then nothing. Your eyes flickered back open. You realised her fingers had come to a halt inside you, and if the look on JJ’s face told you anything, it was evidently intentional. The control you previously thought you had over your body slipped through your grasps and along with a small part of your sanity.
“When and if I say.” She reminded you. 
It should have annoyed you, it should have sent you spiralling into a masochistic fit of rage, instead it set your whole body alight. Somehow the words unlocked something deep seated that was rooted within you, every passing second you were falling deeper into desire, a desire you didn’t even think yourself capable of having. Yet, splayed out on the bed, hands bound, orgasm at the mercy of one powerful blonde, it seemed entirely plausible that this was exactly what you wanted. And within that moment you let yourself be consumed by submission. 
Within the next few minutes JJ had stolen two more orgasms from you. You were tittering on the verge of tears, your skin was on fire, legs shaking from the overwhelming need to cum and wrists sore from wrestling against your restraint. Blonde hair tickled your chest, stomach, then thighs until JJ was nestled between your legs. You would never tire of that sight, or the feelings that accompanied it. 
Her tongue ran through your drenched folds and you could feel the vibrations echoing in JJ’s throat as she let the taste of you coat her tongue. Every breath was staggered, leaving your mind in a state of bewilderment with the lack of oxygen you were intaking. Traitorous tears steadily streamed down your face when JJ began sucking on your sensitive clit, her teeth grazed over it and your whole body spasmed, the sound of metal clanked and echoed through the room. When JJ’s tongue continued its slow teasing, you couldn’t take anymore. You yanked and pulled your bound hands, wishing they were free so you could hold her in place and end this cycle of madness. 
“You’ll hurt yourself.” JJ mumbled into your cunt, delicious vibrations prompting your hips to move of their own accord, helplessly searching for more stimulation that you were being deprived of.
“I need to cum, please.” You sobbed out. Desperate tired eyes searched for a morsel of mercy as you bore them down on JJ. For a split second her gaze softened, pity settling over crazed pupils before returning to their original domineering, stone cold state. 
“I think we can make that happen,” three fingers abruptly entered you; they slithered in and out at an alarming pace with next to no build up. “Seen as you asked so nicely.” 
Too fixated on the wet sounds of sucking coming from between your legs you closed your eyes and let yourself drown in the undulating sensations consuming every inch of your body, missing the hand that snuck up to cup a tender breast. Two fingers clasped around a nipple, squeezing firmly, your clit was sucked harder, and the three fingers were joined by a fourth, stretching and filling you completely. You were being toppled headfirst into the most powerful orgasm you’d ever had and from what it seemed, this one would be carried out. 
Three particularly hard thrusts pushed you over the edge, stomach muscles twitched and your whole body sprang from the bed, screams of ecstasy filled the room as JJ made sure you felt the full extent of your orgasm, your thighs crushing her skull never deterring her. Endorphins dispersed all over your body, licking every nerve, tingling every atom. 
It was only when you pulled yourself away, regaining consciousness you weren’t exactly sure when you’d lost, did she stop. She was a sight to behold, the lower portion of her face glistened in the low light, cheeks flushed, beads of sweat dripping down her forehead. 
Crawling back on top of you, JJ loosened the belt and held your swollen wrists, running small circles over the inflamed area with her thumbs, she placed gentle kisses on each. Her fingers intertwined with yours, puncturing the intense bubble that had formed around the two of you and letting in something entirely different; a warm safe feeling swept through the air, it was settling, it allowed you to take a moment, to feel the blonde curls tickle your shoulders, to hear the unsteady breath that warmed your face, to inhale wafts of vanilla and a hint of something sweeter, it allowed you a few extra seconds to almost taste the smell of honey linger on your tongue. 
A voice broke through the silence, filling the bedroom; calm, controlled, undertones of what sounded to be an abundance of mixed emotions still managed to permeate through her silky tone, “Are you okay?” 
Ocean eyes anchored you back down to reality, that and the sudden extra weight of a body pressed against your own, “Never been better.”
“Do you want to keep going?” 
“God yes, just let me catch my breath.” 
Her lips curled at either end, revealing faint smile lines that crept up to her nose, cheekbones jutted out and a swarm of excitement advanced through your body, ramping you up for what was soon to come. JJ climbed off you, riding a high you didn’t want to think about the fact you found the loss of her body pressed against your own unbearable. Instead, you let your eyes wander over her, memorizing each freckle, each curve, each scar, so that when the time came for her to leave - as it did most nights - you’d only have to close your eyes to see her once more. 
“Good.” She pulled the bedside table drawer open and rummaged around for a few seconds before pulling out what she wanted, “Turn around and lay on your stomach when you’re ready.” 
The sight of JJ placing the harness around herself awoke something deep inside you, body moving before your brain registered what you were doing until the mattress dipped and shaped itself under your chest. 
Hands curled around your hips, sliding gently around curved flesh then tugging you up until you were on your knees, legs spread apart. Cold air hit your pussy whilst JJ got back on the bed behind you, shuffling forward until hard silicone prodded at your entrance. 
“Someone’s eager.” She playfully remarked. 
With no warning she pushed her full length in, your whole body jolted forward from the abrupt intrusion, - which JJ quickly accommodated for - resting her hands on either side of your hips, to firmly pull you back and hold you in place. She began slamming herself in and pulling out with agonising slowness, over and over, never for a second picking up her pace. 
You were nearing dizziness from the non-stop stimulation you were receiving, each thrust sending cataclysmic signals throughout your body, blood pumping pure fire that dispersed itself over every inch of exposed skin the air licked. 
The end of the marathon was so close in sight, orgasm teetering just out of reach, the pressure having built up over gruelling minutes. JJ slid in and out, progressively getting slower, coming finally to a halt. She bent over, hot breath tickling your earlobe before it was sucked into a warm wet mouth.
“Tell me what you want.” 
“Please JJ, fuck me.” You shakily pleaded, it was half assed and you both knew it. But with her inside you refusing to move when you were on the precipice of an orgasm, it seemed all you could get out. 
“That was pathetic.” She taunted, pulling herself back up and beginning to slide out.
“No no,” venomous tears stung in your eyes, “please just fucking fuck me JJ!” You screamed out, the agony of being brought to the brink again clouded your judgment and you hadn’t quite understood what had come over you. 
“Much better.” she cooed, a smirk lining her pink lips, “but don’t go thinking you can shout at me.”
A stinging pain ran through your body as her hand smacked down on your ass, before you could register the pain, she was trusting back into you, the tightness in your abdomen quickly returning. Her nails dug into your hips, gripping tightly so you couldn’t push back into her, though, that didn't stop you from trying. When you did, you were met with another jolt of pain coming from your ass. 
“So greedy.”
“S-sorry,” you sobbed out, “Just p-please JJ, harder.” 
She grabbed hold of your hair, slowing down her thrusts ever so slightly and you could have cried out until you realised, she was waiting for the go ahead. You hummed your consent and instantly she yanked you up, your neck and back now at an uncomfortable arch. That didn’t stop JJ from picking her pace back up, if not faster than before, slamming deep into you. You may have been in a not so ideal position but nothing other than cries of pleasure left your lips.
The new position allowed the strap to slide perfectly along your g-spot, embers of fire burned in your chest, your heart beating almost in time with slapping sounds of JJ’s slender thighs against your ass. You lost all your composure when her free hand snaked around your chest and roughly squeezed one of your breasts, your knees almost buckling under you. 
“You like it when I fuck you like this?” 
And that did it. The outer body experience of looking down at yourself whilst JJ mercilessly had her way with you, it flicked a switch inside of you and when JJ didn’t stop, you knew she too felt the change. You knew she wanted to pull every morsel of pleasure from you, till you were begging her to stop, and who were you to deprive her of that. 
"Yes, oh god, yes!"
She didn’t stop when you were thrashing your upper body down against the mattress, gripping onto the bedsheets for dear life, or when you came for the second time, not even when you were filling the room with blood curdling screams, not when a third orgasm joined the second, she kept going. 
“Kiss me,” it was almost sobbed out and you knew it wasn’t your place to be making demands, but you needed her, you needed to feel all her everywhere, “please Jayje.” 
The hardened look on her face instantly fell and was replaced with a look akin to that of pure adoration. Her fingers released their grip on your hair, moving down to cup the side of your face, where she wiped away stray tears. You hadn’t quite known when they’d slipped from your eyes, but you found yourself silently thanking them for the comfort they sought out from JJ. Slowly she pressed her lips on yours and kissed you softer than she’d ever done before. 
The hand on breast pushed you back against her chest before descending ever so slowly and you knew JJ was waiting to see whether it was okay before she picked things back up, when no objection came, she slowly placed two fingers over your clit and circled the sensitive nub. 
“I don’t know if I can cum again.” you whimpered. You didn't say the word, you didn't say stop, because deep down you knew you wanted this, you wanted her to push you to your limit. 
“You can do it baby.” 
Somehow this became a challenge, some way to prove something to JJ and with her hands gently caressing your face, holding you tight against her, you were certain you would win this.
The change in pace alongside the sudden encouragement sent you into overdrive and with each tender thrust you felt JJ more than ever. She pulled you back in for a searing kiss that knocked the wind out of you. Pushing closer against her you felt the connection deep within you, her skin burning into yours, all the underlying feelings you’d been pushing down came to the surface and all you wanted was to stay in this moment forever. 
Tidal waves of emotions coaxed your whole body into a pre-emptive orgasm, and you latched onto JJ as she fucked you into a state of utter bliss, head falling backwards onto her shoulder, stars danced across your line of vision and the room faded into darkness. The only anchor you had left were the muscled arms that held you firmly upright. 
When your sight finally came back JJ was still holding you, both arms wrapped around your waist. A small moan caught in your throat when she slowly pulled out of you, the tenderness making the small movement almost painful. Finally letting your body rest, you turned on your back, ignoring the sheets that cling to your drenched body and watched JJ remove the strap. 
“Are you okay?” She asked laying beside you, moving damp hairs from your face. 
“I think I died for a second.” You chuckled out. 
A low laugh came from JJ, peering at her, she was practically glowing. Lines of definition caught your eye; a satisfied hum wormed its way from your ears, deep into your chest when you grazed your fingers over faint abs. Her arms wrapped protectively around you and the dread began to set in, it was temporary, it all was. This wasn’t the relationship you’d managed to trick yourself into believing it was in moments where she held you for long minutes after taking you to heights you hadn’t quite known were possible.
“Stay.” you murmured into the silence. 
“We both know I can’t.”
Without quite meaning to you let your desperation wash over your face and body. It’d previously niggled away at you that you’d never have a ‘normal’ relationship with JJ, nevertheless it still hurt when reality clawed its way into the intimate bubble you’d created with her.
“Next time.” She said, placing a chaste kiss to your temple and getting up to locate articles of clothing that were dispersed across the floor. “I promise.”
“Wait,” reaching out, you pulled her on top of you, she opened her mouth, but no words had time to come out before you flipped her over and kissed her with everything in you. Pouring your heart and soul into something you knew would only be fleeting. “Is this okay?” 
Opal eyes stared longingly into your desperate filled eyes, reading you like a book. It wouldn’t have been hard to grasp what was going on in your head, you hated that you wore your emotions on your sleeve. It was a dangerous quality to have, it left you bare and exposed, at the mercy of another.
“I need you.” You all but whispered.
One curt nod told you all you needed to know. You kissed every inch of her body you possibly could, mapping out her skin and scorching the feel of each kiss deep in your mind. You repaid her in the only way you could, pleasuring her in any and every way you knew, never wanting to forget the night you tried something new. 
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cloudy-em · 10 months
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Bad Cop - Badass!Confident!reader x Soft!Shy!Spencer Reid
gender neutral reader!!
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When Y/N first walked into the BAU, they had a chilled confidence surrounding them that made me nearly cower at my desk. Hotch had told the team we were getting a new member, but I expected some bright-eyed newly recruited agent to walk through our doors. Y/N held themself with such grace and confidence. They made eye contact with me, and I looked away immediately, flipping through a file on my desk and pretending to read it slowly. The next thing I knew, Y/N was in front of me, introducing themself before practically strutting away. They showed no signs of overexcitement or nervousness that every newcomer in the BAU holds. It was mildly intimidating that Y/N lacked that. 
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It’s been 6 months, 13 days, and 44 minutes since Y/N first joined our team. They’ve been more helpful than I initially expected. They hold their PhD in human behavior studies and had previously worked in the Crimes Against Children Unit for 3 years before being sent up to the BAU. Y/N is very intelligent and always plays the “bad cop” role (incredibly effectively, might I add) whenever we have to interview suspects. They show no fear in the field, either, and they have not lost the confident energy surrounding their presence. I wish I could hang out with Y/N more often. I talk to them enough to do my job, but whenever drinks with the team or a game night comes up, I find myself stuttering out a lame excuse. It’s just that Y/N is cool and I don’t want to embarrass myself. I find my thoughts drifting to them often, even in the SUV as we’re on our way to an unsub’s warehouse, where he’s keeping a 15 year old girl prisoner. The SUV slows to a stop, hidden from view of the warehouse by tree cover and distance. We pile out of the cars, reviewing what we discussed at the local police station. 
“Remember, he wants as much time with her as he can get, which is why he’s turned his warehouse into a maze. He doesn’t think he can outsmart us; he just needs to delay us so he can finish his ritual. We move quickly in pairs. Clear the rooms, but don’t spend long getting distracted or held up by his puzzles. Our goal is to get to Mariah as quickly as possible,” Hotch states, the team and additional police officers nod. 
“Prentiss, Morgan take the south entrance and move around the perimeter. Reid, L/N take the south entrance and move towards the center,” Hotch’s voice trails off as he continues giving assignments for the warehouse maze, but all I can focus on is the fact that Y/N and I are going to be partners for this. I can hold my own, sure, but Y/N? They could probably take out 10 people by themself! I don’t want them to see me as incapable, because I’m not. I’ve passed all of my tests, written and physical. But by comparison, I’m a mouse and Y/N is a falcon. 
I’m brought back into reality by Y/N. “You ready?” they ask genuinely. I’ve never had the pleasure of being partnered with Y/N, but I’ve heard Emily say they take partner work very seriously. They’re committed. I nod at them for fear my voice would crack due to how dry my throat is. They nod back before turning around and calling a “let’s go” over their shoulder. The team jogs towards our respective entrances, Morgan and Prentiss in front of Y/N and I. We arrive at our destination, the south entrance, and Morgan tries the rusted metal door. Emily and Y/N both have their firearms raised, ready to enter and clear when Derek opens the door. He nods at them and they nod back. They clear and Derek and I enter before splitting up to join our partners. 
“You guys go left, that will lead you around the perimeter and those rooms. L/N and I are gonna go right so we can work our way towards the center,” I say, my eidetic memory not failing me as I recall the warehouse map from earlier. The other three nod before we begin to move. Y/N and I are quiet as we walk down the concrete corridor, guns raised and clearing each room as we move. 
Y/N pauses and I glance at them, questioning the sudden stop. “I hear something,” they whisper to me. Sure enough, there’s a sound ahead. Y/N points down the corridor and we walk towards the sound, picking up our pace as the sound grows in volume. I whisper into my mic where we are, letting the rest of the team know we’re onto something. Before it can even register, Y/N runs to the end of the hall with their guns raised, bursting into the room.
“FBI, drop your weapon!” I hear them announce firmly, as I enter the room with my firearm at the ready as well, I see our unsub kneeled in front of Mariah. She’s chained to the wall and the unsub has a knife in his hand. 
“Did you not hear me, dumbass, I said drop it!” They shout this time. The male laughs and he brings the knife closer to Mariah slowly, like he’s teasing the idea of whether he should hurt her or not. Y/N doesn’t hesitate. 
They launch themself across the room and onto the unsub, gun sliding across the room, and their sudden weight forcing his body to the floor. They twist his arm, causing him to drop the knife. “I don’t give third chances,” Y/N says. “On your stomach!” they order. He doesn’t listen. Y/N forces him onto his stomach, cuffing him and patting him down. As they move to press on his shoulders and biceps, ensuring he has nothing hidden there, he moves his head down to bite their finger. 
“Motherfucker!” Y/N yells, reactively punching him. “Where’s the key for Mariah’s restraints, huh?” they ask. He’s silent. “Tell me or I’ll hit you again!” he sighs and mutters that the key is around his neck. They pull it off of him throwing it across the room for me to catch (I did!) and I approach Mariah, trying to be as gentle as I can with her as I unlock the cuffs from around her wrists. She thanks me, throwing herself onto me in a hug. I pat her back, helping her stand up so we can walk her out of the building to her family and the waiting EMTs. 
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“Successful op, huh Reid?” I hear Y/N approach as I’m standing by the ambulance, waiting for the EMTs to finish checking on Mariah. I’m a bit surprised. “Oh, um, yeah, except for you I guess.” Y/N raises an eyebrow in question. “He bit you, that’s gotta hurt, right?” I ask. Y/N shrugs. 
“Not really. It bled, sure, but it’s okay,” they tell me. I suddenly feel myself worried over their well-being. I place my hand between their shoulder blades, a silent request for them to follow me to the SUV. 
“Sit, please,” I mutter, grabbing one of the first aid kits we keep in the glovebox. Y/N smiles at me, and I try to keep my blush as bay when I smile back. I use hand sanitizer to clean my own hands before rubbing some into Y/N’s hands. “We’ll wash them and reapply the bandage when we’re back at the station, but this is okay for now,” I tell them and they nod in response. I place a bandage and antibacterial ointment on the wound, wrapping their finger snugly. 
“Oh, thank you, Doctor! You’ve saved me!” Y/N says, laughing at their own antics. I smile back, ready to remind them for the nth time that I’m not a medical doctor, but I think better of it and opt with a simple, “you’re welcome”. I turn to walk away, to check in with the rest of the team before I hear Y/N call to me. 
“Wait! Doctor Reid!” I turn to face them again, wondering if something else is wrong. Instead of wearing a concerned facial expression, Y/N wears a smirk. “You gonna kiss it better?”
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emily prentiss x fem!reader smut
chef luca x fem!reader smut
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lilliejareau · 8 months
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Forbidden Love
A Jemily One-Shot
Written by: lilliejareau
Author's Note: this was originally going to be for my 1k celebration post but I unfortunately wasn't able to finish writing on time. But I have finished today and I hope you all enjoy this, though it is quite emotional.
Please be kind because I have not posted anything I have written publicly since 2021/2022 because I am very self-critical of my work. Thank you and enjoy! (ps, I don't have gifs and stuff, sorry!)
Word Count: 1,743
(I know it's pretty long, but I got so into it!)
Summary: When JJ marries the love of her life, Emily comes to accept the fact that she has to let hers go.
"Are you alright?"
Emily inhaled sharply, startled out of her thoughts. It was JJ who asked the question, standing there in her beautiful bridal dress, reminding Emily of what she lost. Emily's head tilted slightly, her lips pulled upward but not quite showing her teeth.
"Why wouldn't I be?"
JJ did a sort of smile. "You're out here all alone? I figured you'd gone inside like the rest of us."
The dancing had ended moments ago, everyone had gone inside to enjoy the rest of the party as it simmered down. Everyone except Emily who had lingered out on the dance floor with a glass of champagne thinking about the memories she had with the team over the years. She thought about JJ and the 'what-ifs'. She was so incredibly happy for and proud of JJ for finding her true love and having everything she deserved. Having hidden feelings for JJ didn't stop Emily from being delighted for her.
Emily had never loved, hadn't truly loved until she met JJ. By the time she understood and accepted that love, accepted who she was, and what that meant, it was much too late. Her heart ached terribly as the reality set in that she should no longer love JJ. It wasn't fair for either of them. JJ had Will and for years, Emily watched the couple fall in love and develop their relationship into more than what Emily had ever had with somebody before.
Yet, even after all that time, all those years, her forbidden love for JJ never really went away.
Emily shrugged in response to JJ's observation, trying to come off as nonchalant but when she looked up to meet those blue eyes she'd fallen for long ago, she knew that JJ could tell something was up with her. She cursed herself for not hiding it better.
"What's going on in that head of yours?" JJ inquired, eyes slightly narrowed but showed nothing but concern for her friend. Reaching out, she went to take Emily's hand in her own but the brunette pulled away, seemingly against her own will. A strange reaction to a familiar gesture. Something was wrong. "Emily?"
"JJ, I..." Emily tore her eyes away from those blue ones she'd fallen for all those years ago. She knew what she felt for JJ was wrong, that what she was about to say had a possibility of hurting more than keeping it bottled up. 
"Em, what is it? You can tell me anything, you know that."
"I love you." the words were regretful and rushed, and one quick breath released what she had bottled up for years. There truly was no going back now. Before JJ could respond, Emily held out a hand to stop her. "You don't have to say anything, I'm not asking you to, but I do love you. I think I always have."
A very long silence filled the air, not only tension but something else that neither could name. A moment and a breath of composure later, JJ's shockingly calm voice filled the silence.
"I know, Emily."
Emily's heart beat rapidly in her chest. "You know?"
JJ gave a slow nod. "Back then, God, I was so blind. I had feelings for you, Emily. I did. But by the time I realized what those feelings were... It took me years to finally understand what I felt for you was love." JJ's eyes shone with emotion and Emily's guilt only grew. 'But I love Will. God, I love Will. And Henry, too. They're my family, Emily, and what we had, what we felt back then...it's gone now. I do have love for you. I love you so, very much, just not in the way you want me to. Not anymore."
Emily knew this would be the rational outcome the moment she opened her mouth and said those words, but that didn't mean it wouldn't hurt. It hurt so terribly, even if she knew and expected JJ's response to be nothing short of rejection.
"I know," she tearfully admitted, voice quiet, barely a whisper. She couldn't look at JJ, her eyes focused on the previously forgotten glass of Dom Perignon she held. She felt like an idiot for admitting feelings she should have never spoken aloud, to begin with. And on JJ's wedding day nonetheless. What was she thinking? The relief of releasing bottled-up feelings wasn't enough to overshadow the guilt. 
"I love him, Em, he's my everything. That's my truth and I know this should be the part where I say that I wish I could change that, but I don't. I wouldn't have Henry, my life with Will, I wouldn't have any of what I have now. I know this hurts you, especially coming from me right now, but it's too late for anything more than what you and I already have. You're still my best friend, Emily, and you will always be. That's not going to change."
Emily nodded and finally met JJ's eyes again as a tear slid down her cheek. "I didn't tell you this in hopes of some sort of fairy tale ending. I love you, yes, but you're right, we're best friends. Nothing more. We had our chance and never saw it, it's over now. I just couldn't keep it in any longer. I've been wanting to tell you for a long time. I honestly didn't plan on telling you tonight, I guess it's just the perfect timing, huh?" Emily rolled her eyes at her poor attempt at lightening the mood and shook her head.
JJ didn't say anything, and it was probably better that way. Emily didn't expect an answer. The blonde simply gave her friend a sad smile, leaned in, and hugged her tightly. Emily embraced her back almost immediately. This would be their last hug before she left for London; their last moment alone together. It was very emotional for more reasons than the one.
The hug remained as Emily's mind drifted to the eye contact she and JJ held while the bride shared a dance with her new husband. For JJ, that shared eye contact was about Prentiss leaving for London soon, knowing her best friend was moving to an entirely different country shortly after that very night. But for Emily, it meant so much more. She'd lost her and for good this time. It was over and as painful as it was, it was for the best. JJ had a happy family, a husband, and a beautiful little boy.
It had once been a dream of Emily's that she would settle down and have a family of her own, a husband or a wife, a child or two. But as the years went on, she watched her dream fade away as it became a reality for the woman she loved, the hardest part being that it wasn't with her.
Now she just needed to come to terms with that.
"Thank you for telling me," JJ whispered, holding onto the embrace just a bit longer before pulling away. She could see the pain in those brown eyes and it broke her heart. She studied them longer, seeing the guilt. "I don't want you to feel guilty for admitting what you feel."
"JJ–"
"You don't choose who you fall in love with," JJ interrupted, watching as Emily's eyes recognized those words as they welled up with tears. "Those were your words, Em. I'm glad you told me and maybe in some...parallel universe, we wouldn't be as blind as we were."
"Maybe," Emily softly repeated, bringing up a hand to wipe her cheek. "You're not...disgusted by me?"
"Emily, no," JJ was quick to assure, grasping her friend's hand tightly. "It took courage to tell me what you did, I don't know if I ever could've done it."
"But it's you're wedding day."
"Yeah," JJ nodded. "It is, but what's done is done and there's no changing that. We might not be on the same page when it comes to who we love, but I can assure you that I am proud of you, not disgusted. I don't think I could ever be revolted by you, Em."
"Yeah?" Emily tearfully whispered, looking into JJ's eyes for a sign of reassurance.
JJ smiled. "Yeah."
A touching silence fell upon them as a song played faintly in the background from inside, a familiar melody that both of them knew.
"Em?" 
"Hm?"
"Dance with me?"
The brunette was slightly caught off guard by the offer, her lips withholding a response. She had always been so certain that after she told JJ her secret, the blonde wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere near her. Instead, JJ was being as kind of a friend as always and asked Emily to dance. It seemed like such an innocent gesture but to Emily, it was more. It was closure instead of more heartache, and that was something she never expected to have.
"Yes."
JJ took the champagne glass and set it aside, taking Emily's hand in her own and leading them to the center of the dance floor, both women sharing a sad smile as their eyes met, hands interlocked.
This was the end, the end of an era, the end of what could have been, and the beginning of a new journey for both. A journey where Emily would move on, and JJ would remain happy in her family life, content with what she had. Both were certain at that moment that no matter what, their friendship would always be a strong foundation.
For the first time that night, Emily smiled softly, looking into those blue eyes that would be a memory from now on, not a constant reminder. She would no longer look into those eyes and feel her heart ache, her stomach tighten, or that dreadful sense of longing. 
JJ was not hers, and she never would be, but at least she could leave with no regrets, the weight off her chest, and a clear conscious. She still loved JJ, and that would never change, but now she knew things she never knew before.
As they held onto each other and slowly swayed to the music, JJ's soft, quiet voice uttered words Emily had longed to hear in a much different manner.
"I love you, Emily. Always."
Emily repeated, her voice just as soft and quiet, words she meant with all her heart. "I love you, JJ. Always."
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Fic Name: Duty Calls
Pairing: Jennifer Jareau x reader x unsub Elle
Words: 9K+
Warnings: Angst, kidnapping, miscommunication
Content: Okay so this was the first fic I ever wrote, I haven’t published this yet because I thought it was too long lol, anyways this is a fic about you falling in love with JJ and JJ falling in love with you, unfortunately Elle Greenway (your bestfriend) has a problem with it but you can’t quiet figure it out.
Also if something is in italics it means that the conversation is happening at the same time as the other in the scene!
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Duty Calls
I had known Elle Greenaway for just under 7 months, she grew to be one of my closest friends from the BAU, we were practically like sisters, when one of us were not there, people would always ask where either of were, we were probably the closest people you would ever meet, that was until Jennifer Jareau walked into the building.
“Special Agent Jennifer Jareau, JJ if you like”
“Elle” she began
“Greenaway, highest solved cases in Seattle, three years running, speciality in sex offender cases” JJ finished for her as Elle gritted her teeth and I could tell she was angry that she was already profiled by the new girl
“I’m sorry, I don’t believe we’ve met” JJ questioned as she turned to me
“Oh, well I’m-“ I gave her a smile and I started to laugh
“She’s busy right now, she’ll talk to you later okay?” Elle grabbed my hand and dragged out into the hallway, I turned back to see JJ sad but shocked, Derek and Emily looked at her to say something but she shrugged it off putting it down to Elle being overprotective of me.
“Well” she turned to Emily and Derek “I’m the unit Liaison, my speciality is untangling Bureaucratic knots” at this point, she started walking up the stairs to go to her office “You’ll probably be talking to me a lot, my door is always open, mostly because I’m never in my office so just call me on my cell”
“I like her” Derek leaned down on the table he was sitting on to talk to Emily, Emily just nodded trying to profile her whilst not being able to figure out why she can’t. “She’s known everyone for a minute and already managed to piss off Greenaway, that’s got to be a record” Emily turned to look at him and furrowed her brow, partly because she knew he was right and partly because she realised you hadn’t been back in over ten minutes
“What the hell was that” y/n shouted
“I don’t know what you’re talking about”
“Oh come on Elle, I may not be the best profiler in the world, but I sure as hell know that that wasn’t like you, you love it when new people join here” my arm flung back instinctively “Emily, Kate, Alex?” you stared at her waiting for her to say something
“They are different, you didn’t try to flirt with them the minute they walked through the BAU doors?
“Flirted?” I breathed out, those damn profilers
“The way you laughed, the way you smiled at her, the way you played with your necklace, not being able to look at her in the eye but simultaneously not being able to look away to see if she’s looking back at you”
Those. Damn. Profilers.
I retaliated, “I do all those things when I’m nervous Elle, you know I do, she’s just intimidating she walked in here like she owns the place”
“Intimidating?” She laughed out loud “Like that’s stopped you before” You suddenly remembered how you confessed you had a crush on Emily drunk on your couch on girls night solely because of how caring yet stubborn she was. Elle turned to walk away
“Elle wait” If someone else were here they probably would’ve thought I was pathetic
“Just drop it okay Y/L/N” You’re a damn profiler figure out why I’m mad” You just stood there as Elle walked away, you tried to read her as she walked away
“She’ll be fine, just give her some time” Emily said walking up to you, trying to believe her own lie.
“This isn’t like her” You said to her as you kept your eyes focused on your best friend walking away like her friendship meant nothing to you
“Come on” She tried to pull me out of my trance
“Okay, but first coffee” you laughed, Emily laughed too, happy to see you feeling somewhat better.
“I’ll meet you in the bullpen after” she gave you a look and you instantly knew what she meant
“I’ll get you one too, your usual?”
“Please and I’ll love you forever”
“Oh, forever” you giggled “Well if you say forever” you joked
She rolled her eyes “and don’t forget the-“ you cut her off “Splenda, I know” she gave me her best ‘ugh-you-know-me-so-well look’
“Coffee?” The tall Blonde questioned, unsure whether to talk to you because she didn’t know if you were half as intimidating as your friend.
“Ugh gallons please, it’s been a long day” you both laughed, you flirting and her knowing she could be at ease with you, maybe Elle was right, you thought, once you caught yourself laughing, smiling at her, playing with your necklace, not being able to look at her in the eye but simultaneously not being able to look away to see if she’s looking back at you.
“It’s” she said checking her watch “not even 9AM” she chuckled
“My point exactly” it felt easy with her, holding a conversation, she laughed and you felt a new confidence, you’ve never felt this way before, not even with Emily
“Hey, about my friend. I’m so sorry about her, I don’t know what’s gotten into her, she’s not normally like this” you felt your arm lifting up to her shoulder to soothe her anxiety
“You know what, don’t worry about it” she gave you her best “im fine” look, but what she didn’t know is that you invented that look
“Jennifer-“ you started
“Please-JJ, Jennifer makes me sound like a middle school teacher” you both chuckled, more loudly than you wanted. “So will I ever know your name mystery profiler” You breathed out to try tell her,
“Y/N come with me” Elle barged your shoulder, making you fall into JJ, landing on the floor. “Now Y/N we have a case”
“Duty Calls” you made a surprised face to her which made her laugh as she helped you up from the floor.
“Right of course, see you later Y/N” JJ suddenly remembering where she was.
“Bye Jennifer” you waved
“JJ” she said whining but laughing.
“Bye JJ” you said turning around pointing to her”
She laughed into her mug, knowing her Vanilla Latte had definitely gotten cold by now.
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Hotch explained the case and said “Wheels up” I nodded knowing I had to face Elle on the jet and I had to be away from JJ for a while, I wasn’t sure why but I felt so drawn to her, I twisted my ring, something I did when I was nervous, trying to figure out how to even approach the subject of Elle not talking to me to her
“Wheels up babygirl” Derek pulled me out of my thoughts.
“Right”
I looked over to the bullpen looking to see how long I was thinking for, luckily no one moved out of there yet, I saw Elle talking to JJ, this can’t be good I thought to myself “I’ll be back in a minute” I excused myself from Derek and made my way into the bullpen.
I made my way over to them but Emily caught me before I did something stupid
“Y/N don’t”
“Em, what’s going on?”
“Elle overheard JJ talking to Pen, about the fact that she has a small crush on you”
I lit up, JJ likes girls? And she likes me too?
I start to ask her what the problem is but because she is an amazing profiler, she already figured out my face
“The problem is Elle likes you too and it doesn’t take a profiler to figure out that she’s jealous, jealous of the chance that you have a chance with the new media liaison” I remembered everything, the little touches, the way Elle would insist on looking after me when I was drunk, the first one to make my coffee the way I liked it, the first one who would always help me to finish my paperwork when she could see I was stressed out, I remembered this morning, the way she gritted her teeth when she knew there was a possibility that I liked JJ, the way she barged into me when I was flirting a little bit too hard with Jennifer Jareau.
“Everyone knew except me right?”
“What that Greenaway had a crush on you?” Derek laughed walking up to the table I was sat on “Come on babygirl I’m pretty sure people who don’t even work on this floor know” he winked at Emily
“What do I do” I sighed
“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do” Emily said
“And don’t do anything I would do” You heard a familiar voice and turned around
“TARA” you shouted, you practically jumped into her arms
“Well if it isn’t DR Tara Lewis” Emily said
“Hello to you too Agent” Tara laughed
“Is she new?” she looked over to JJ
“Jennifer Jareau, but you can call me JJ” She smiled
“Well Alright JJ, I heard we have a new case?”
“Yep, wheels up” I gave my best Hotch Impression
“I missed you”
“I missed you too babe”
Tara was the first ever friend I made at the BAU, she took about 2 months off from work because of an injury due to the last case she worked but I was very happy for her to be back.
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It’s been 6 months since Tara has came back, Jennifer Jareau and I have gotten really close and Elle and I have slowly drifted.
Hotch Debriefed everyone on the plane “Emily you go to the ME with Tara, Kate, Alex, Derek, Luke, stay here with me to look through the case files, and Y/N and Elle, you go to the crime scene, got it?”
Emily joked “you got it boss” and saluted him and I swear that if I blinked I would’ve missed him smirk for a second
Emily sat next to me on the jet, across from Kate and Derek, Alex, Tara and Hotch sat on the chairs on the other side of the jet, talking about work, I looked up from our conversation and I could see Elle making coffee but stirring the mug like she had something on her mind, I profiled her for a second, trying to read her face and I concluded that she wants to be left alone so I left it at that and returned to the conversation where I could see them all staring at me
“hmm” I said and everyone laughed
“I said are you dating anyone” Kate laughed
Wanting them to leave me alone and for Penelope asking every time I went into her “Lair” as she called it I decided to Lie
“Umm, Yeah I am seeing somebody” Elle’s head turned toward me as if -I- were the unsub like she talked down to last week
“Yeah somebody called Elle Greenaway” Derek laughed and Elle tilted her laugh and bit her lip intrigued as to what my next words would be, all whilst still giving me that death stare
“Hello my lovelies” Penelope said
“What have you got Garcia” Hotch said as he, Alex, Tara, and Elle walked over to our table
“There’s been two more bodies found” JJ said
“Hey Jayj” I said, to be nice and to piss off Elle for a second
“Hey Y/N she smiled and I returned the smile
“Get a room” Elle said as she walked back to get her coffee that she accidently left on the counter
Emily and Derek knew what I was doing and tried to hold back their laughter
“Thanks Guys” Alex said
When you and Elle got to the crime scene you could sense something was wrong with Elle but you didn’t want to push it because you both were the most professional people the team had ever worked with.
Four days later when you finally finished with everyone you finally relaxed on the jet as you caught the unsub, so much so that you accidently slept on Emily’s shoulder throughout the entire ride there.
“Wake up sleepyhead” Luke said
“Sorry” You looked over to Emily realising what you’ve done
“Don’t worry about me, your girlfriend over there is the one you want to worry about”
You looked up to see Elle reading a book crossing her legs not really reading just trying to distract herself, she gave you a sarcastic smile and went back to reading.
“Hey you” JJ beamed when she saw us coming back into the BAU after we came off the jet, her arms flung around me and I could feel Elle’s jealousy from the back of my head “How was your case?”
“Nothing we haven’t seen before” Elle said harshly as she brushed past us, I nodded and shrugged agreeing that we see these cases a lot of the time and it was nothing we haven’t seen before
“You’re back” Garcia shouted “girls night and that includes everyone, and that includes you Jennifer” jj looked over at you “I’ll pick you up” a voice said behind me “Thank you Emily” JJ said
“Don’t even mention it”
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You were the last to arrive at Garcia’s house for girls night because you got drinks for everyone, JJ opened the door for you and hugged you as Emily took the vodka out of your hand, JJ dragged you to the couch where Emily and Tara sat. Kate and Alex took a chair either side of the couch with their glasses already filled wine, you looked around for Elle and spotted her gossiping with Garcia, you put it down to nothing and focused your attention back on JJ as she was putting a movie on
“RomCom okay Y/N? we kinda decided before you came” she half stated and questioned
“Only if the RomCom is 50 first dates” you said jokingly but it wasn’t a joke, you loved that movie
“Oh my God I forgot how much you loved that movie” Tara said as she remembered you begging to watch it every time you were drunk, or even sober for that matter
“Luckily for you Y/N/N it’s my favourite movie” JJ stated, you could practically hear Elle seethe from the other side of the open planned apartment
“God Drew Barrymore is so hot” Tara said
“Now that I can agree with” Emily sighed, the others nodded their heads in agreement
“Wait, who’s got the popcorn” I asked.
“Me” Elle spoke loudly so everyone can hear her.
“You want anything else?”
“Skittles to put in the popcorn” you and JJ spoke at the same time standing about to head to the kitchen, you and JJ looked at each other not realising someone else has the same habit.
“Sorry babe, only enough for one person and I heard Y/N first” Elle barged aggressively past her and JJ ended up falling onto the floor completely the opposite to what happened a week prior
You lifted JJ up off the ground and spoke softly so no one else could hear “Don’t worry you can share some of mine” she returned the same smile you gave her, and you both made your way to the couch to find Elle sitting in JJ’s seat.
You knew what Elle was up to so you decide to test her as soon as JJ was about to sit on the floor, you turned to JJ said “Actually there’s a space on my lap if you want to sit on it” I swear Elle’s eyes hit the back of her head when she rolled them. “Well thank you M’lady” JJ joked, Emily and Tara stared at each of other as to ask what the hell is going on and Alex, Kate, and Penelope were obliviously watching the film that has only been on for 20 minutes.
“Y/N I need some help in the kitchen” Elle shouted after 20 minutes of JJ cuddling with you, which you and JJ both secretly loved.
“Duty calls” JJ joked after getting off your lap referring to the one of the first conversations you had, you both laughed as you understood what she was talking about, the others chuckled looking around confused
“What’s up?” I asked as I caught my breath running up to her
“Nothing I just wanted to see your pretty face” Elle smiled as you blushed “Although I could do with another drink” she whisper shouted as she squinted her eyes to you knowing it would make you laugh. “Anyone want another drink” she questioned to everyone louder
“Please” Tara, and Emily said, the others politely declined or said no out loud.
“So, what’s everyone’s love life like” Garcia questioned as you and Elle walked back towards your seat knowing fully well she knew everyone’s answers she just wanted the gossip
“Well I’m seeing someone” Kate reminded
“Oh yeah, Chris right? How is he doing?” You questioned sitting down wanting to change the subject
“He’s good, Meg’s great too, she’s just well”
“A teenager” Emily laughed
“Poltergiest okay for everyone” Tara said as she was confident it was going on anyway
“Ugh I hate horror films” JJ groaned
“Come here you big baby” you opened your arms signalling for her to come back into your lap knowing and understanding that both of you felt a wave of comfort in holding the other person.
The film lasted around 2 hours and everyone fell asleep after Garcia managed to grab blankets for everyone, JJ fell asleep on my shoulder but luckily she was a light sleeper “JJ” you whispered to her “Jennifer” You whispered more loudly, you shook her shoulders, she stirred lightly
“What time is it we are going to be late for work” she said in her sleep
You moved the hair out the face “Okay first of all its 3AM and it’s our day off” you laughed
“Oh okay” she said lightly you lifted her off to get some water “no” Jennifer whisper shouted, you turned to see her face still sleeping “you’re so warm don’t leave me”
“I won’t leave, I’m going to get some water for the both of us”
“Ugh” JJ groaned “fine but be quick I’m cold” she said groggily
You laughed and got water for the both of you “You smell so nice” she said into your shoulder “you’re so soft I could lay on you forever” you smiled and blushed knowing every time you spent with Jennifer Jareau you were falling harder for her, you looked over to the other side of the couch to see Elle sleeping, you were faced with the biggest dilemma you had in a long time.
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Elle woke up before anyone, you woke up and you saw her looking at JJ lying on your chest, “Elle” you breathed, she didn’t say anything and she just starred at you looking for an explanation as to why “She hates horror films” you tried to give your best explanation without trying not to wake up JJ and to piss off Elle, she gave you a slow nod, the same one she gives an unsub before she’s about to say something life ruining, “Elle come on, I know that face, tell me what’s wrong”
“I have to leave” Elle picked up her things from the floor and headed for the door, you grabbed her free hand
“Elle please talk to me” You sighed
“Let me go” Elle argued
“No, not this time, I am always the first person you come to in situations like this, why is this time different” you argued back, she gazed at you debating whether she should admit her thoughts out loud
“I said let it go Y/N” Elle shouted and you scoffed
“I-“
You cut her off “You what Elle”
She made sure no one was awake and after realising what she was doing you did the same
“I love you Y/N, always have” she started to breathe heavier
“what” you said genuinely confused as to why she would admit it now
“But I know I can’t be with you because you’re in love with the new girl” Elle reasoned “Everyone can see it apart from you and her”
“Elle-“ she cut you off
“Tell everyone I said I would see them later and that I’m meeting an old friend, you think you can do that or are you going to be pining after the media liaison?”
“You and I both know that isn’t fair Elle” you tried to reason with her
“See you later” Elle stormed off, making you realise that her walking off in the BAU hallway wasn’t a mistake
“What was that about?” Emily scoffed
“Well how much did you hear?” You were curious but tried to make light of it
“Just heard the door slam” Emily said and you felt relieve wash over you
“Oh” you laughed “She’s going to meet an old friend but she’s coming back” you said, shocked how easy it was to believe the lie.
“Right” Emily said profiling you, you nodded making your way to the kitchen getting a glass of water, trying to figure out what happened.
“Hey” a small voice said behind you
“Oh, hey JJ, you want one” you nodded to the glass of water you were filling up
“Sure, thank you” she smiled to which you returned it, “Hey I need to talk to you and it’s kind of important” JJ said with increasing worry but the same smile
“Yeah, the bedroom okay” you asked knowing it was the one room over but it was the best option to ensure privacy for the both of you
You lead her to the bedroom after realising you were the only one who knew where it was because JJ had never been over to Garcia’s house.
“Sit down” JJ said sternly, in the 6 months that I’ve known her I’ve never seen her so sure of something, sure how she acted on the phone when she was trying to get through to someone on the phone who would not take her seriously I thought back to that night “My name is Jennifer Ja-“ she started and then decided on a different approach “No, you know what, I’m not going to explain this entire thing again to another mid-level bureaucrat who can’t give me a sufficient answer, put someone on the damn phone who can authorise what I need” “Y/N” JJ said louder this time, you noticed her pacing around the room
“Woah JJ it’s okay” you got off the bed and went to grab her hands to try and help her breathe properly, you guided her to the bed and sat her down and tried to get her to match your breaths, at this point you were sat face to face with your feet on the floor “hi” you said to her flustered
“Hey” JJ sighed “So um” she tripped over her words, you laughed slightly indicating to her to carry on “I know I’ve only known you 6 months but I thought you deserve to know, I like you, I like you Y/N I have the biggest crush on you and I have since the first time you bumped into me literally and figuratively” you both laughed “but I know you’re seeing Elle I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said anything” she let your hand go and started to walk out the door
“JJ wait” she turned around unsure of why you stopped her “I’m not seeing anyone” you said lightly so no one heard you
“Oh it’s just what Penelope said” you suddenly remembered the conversation on the plane and the conversation that Elle, JJ, and Penelope said in the bullpen
Confused but intrigued you asked her “What did she say?
“She said that Elle told her that you and Elle had been dating for 2 months” JJ expressed sadly, of course she did
“I’m not sure why she would say that but I can assure you that I’m not seeing Elle or anyone for anyone for that matter”
“So it’s okay if I do this” JJ grabbed your face and lunged towards you pulling you in for a kiss knowing it’s something you both wanted
After two minutes of kissing you stopped to breathe “it’s more than okay miss Jareau” you said truthfully.
“Okay good” she said in the middle of you kissing again
“I could kiss you forever” you said
“I hope you do” JJ smiled
“I don’t think we can tell anyone about this, I already hate paperwork as it is, plus I think it would be fun to keep it a secret about us, see how long it would be before someone finds out about kissing”
“Apparently not very long” JJ pointed behind you and laughed at how terrible you were at whispering
You turned around to see her “Emily hey” you twisted your necklace and laughed while tilting your head back only doing those things when you were nervous
“Relax Y/L/N you have nothing to be nervous for, I’m rooting for you, plus I was waiting to see how long it would be before you guys kissed, I owe Tara so much money”
“No wait Em you can not tell anyone about this, this can not get out I’m already on thin ice with Elle as is” Emily could tell you were serious about this
“You got it” she gave you a nod and closed the door
“Bye Emily” you said
“Now where were we” JJ said
You got closer to her face “Hey”
“Hi” she said back to you “Ever since I saw you that day, I knew it was going to be you”
“I didn’t know you felt the same way”
“I did” Emily laughed from outside the door.
“Bye Emily “you repeated.
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You and JJ had been in a secret relationship for about a month, you loved spending time with her and she was overall becoming your favourite person, you both found comfort in each other and could always count on each other for everything, it was a lot like your relationship with Elle before you met JJ but this time it was different. Whenever no one noticed you would always sneak a kiss with her and she would do the same, you would always go to her office for lunch or whenever you had finished your paperwork and wanted to see your girlfriend.
“Hey, you busy?” you knocked before she answered.
“For everyone else yes, but because it’s you” JJ looked up from her paperwork, you walked over to her and kissed her head and sat down on the chair opposite before pulling your lunch out “but because it’s you I’m busy” she joked and you shook your head and laughed, you looked behind you to double check if you closed the door to find you did, you leaned over to kiss her lips “You’re so lucky I love you” you said into her lips.
“I love you too Y/N/N” JJ replied as you pulled back to get something for her
“I got your favourite” you pulled out Cheetos from your bag.
“You’re the best girlfriend in the world I could literally kiss you right now” JJ beamed.
“Oh, be my guest” you flirted as she leaned into kiss you as your phone goes off.
“It’s Pen, this could go a million different ways” you said to her.
You read her text out loud “There’s camera’s in her office btw, top left corner
; )” you both darted your eyes to the to top left corner to see a camera, you felt your face blushing as you saw JJ laughing in the corner of your eye
“I forgot about the cameras” JJ said after she finally calmed down from her hysterics
“You knew?” You whisper shouted as you saw her circling her desk to come up behind you, she teased you as she leaned over you and grabbed your face to kiss you but stopped suddenly.
“Come on babe, lunch is over” She knew what she was doing.
“Jennifer” You laughed and groaned at the same time, she grabbed your hands to pull you up and to get ready to go back to working.
“Next time” JJ promised
“Ugh” You moaned
“I love you too babe now get back to work before Hotch shouts at us” JJ laughed as she opened the door signalling for you to go out first, when you were stepping out of the door you turned to thank her not realising you would bump into someone whilst you were doing it, “Ugh my coffee” Elle groaned as you both realise you spilled coffee all over her red shirt.
“Elle I’m so sorry, here let me” you grabbed a napkin from the table next to her as you leaned over JJ followed behind you Elle’s eyes darting between you and JJ walking out of her office at the same time.
“You know what don’t bother” She said as she realised what was happening
“What was that about” Kate asked as she past you.
You began to speak but JJ stopped you “I accidently tripped Y/N up and she fell over me and into Elle” you gave JJ a sad look unsure of why she would cover for you like that, luckily Hotch held up a case with a look and you knew exactly what was about to happen.
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“Okay so you need us to stay in Colorado for a week in a cottage?” you needed to double check with Hotch to make sure you were hearing him right.
“And you want us to pretend we’re married couple?” JJ looks after at you trying to figure out if they already have figured out about our secret relationship.
“It’s just because I know how close you two are and I know you two will remain professional at all costs on this case, Y/N is our best profiler” Hotch added, you and JJ both nodded knowing that what he said is true.
This time felt different, being asked to work the case as lovers due to the fact that you were excited to spend time with your girlfriend but also due to the fact the rest of your team found you and JJ to be a compatible match relationship wise.
You looked around to see everyone’s reactions, everyone was mostly focusing on Penelope going over the new case again but your eyes stayed over Elle for a while, she was tense and nervous but she would never let it show in front of other people, since you used to be so close to her and she hated talking about her emotions, you learned to pick up and profile her behaviour, she was quiet, more than usual, and picking at her nails but doing it swiftly under the table so no one would notice, as well as this, she also had an underlying tone of anger, she was mad at you, at the situation, at JJ, at Hotch for giving you and JJ the case, and at herself for getting this irate and nervous that something bad could happen to you that was out of her control.
“Wheels up in 30” Hotch nodded to you and JJ.
You all got up and left the table, before you were out of the room, Emily stopped you “Aren’t you excited to be with your girlfriend for a week? What’s up with you?” she teased but also said growing more concerned with every word, you looked over at her, suddenly realising that you mirrored Elle’s nervous behaviour, “What?” you finished before she could answer your question “No it’s not that I’m worried about” you said honestly, “it’s her” you nodded at Elle, Emily looked in your direction and squinted her eyes and nodded slowly, “got it” “why are you worried about her though?”
“Maybe I’m overthinking it, but I think she’s mad at me’’ Emily started to nod but she had no clue what you were talking about “I mean the whole thing with JJ, this case, she keeps bumping into me all the time and it’s always when I’m with her” both of your eyes drifted to JJ making coffee. Emily tried to give you the best reassurance as she could but honestly this situation confused her just as much as you.
“Give them both time, they are both the most professional at their jobs and JJ is a smart girl she wouldn’t do something that would risk her job like this, and as for Elle, you know each other more than yourselves, what would you do in this situation?” Emily being a Libra meant that she would almost always be the peacemaker in situations like these but not when she was supposed to be, I shook my head in both disbelief and agreement that Emily was always right, she didn’t even need to tell me what to do next.
“I’ll go talk to Elle, you take JJ” you stated but it sounded more like a plead
“Hey you” you walked over to Elle
“Hey” Elle looked around to see if JJ was making her way over.
“I’ve missed you” you said honestly.
“Well it looks like you’ve had some really great company recently” Elle meant for it to come out sarcastically but it ended up coming out more harshly than you both expected it to.
“Oh come on you know that’s not fair” you both rolled your eyes
“Where is she anyway? Thought you would be going to check on her any minute now” Elle sighed
“Why are you acting like this? You’ve changed and I don’t like it!” You retaliated and Elle rolled her eyes.
“You want one?” JJ felt Emily’s presence behind her.
“Sure, thanks” Emily said
“You take Splenda right?” JJ smiled and Emily smiled back nodding knowing that the media liaison took notes of the way everyone took their drinks. JJ turned to face Emily
“So how do you feel about going undercover with Y/N, I know it can be a lot”
“I’m nervous, Em, what if someone finds out about you know” JJ tried hint at your relationship
“Okay JJ relax, you’ll tell them when you’re ready no one will force you or Y/N to come out when they are not ready, I won’t allow it” Emily tried to act confident but there was a hint of sweetness around it, JJ nodded and smiled.
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“She’s doing what?” you practically shouted at Hotch
“She said that when we never have her back, she took it on me the most, talking about The Fisher King case” you both nodded knowing exactly what you were talking about but didn’t want to pry any further
“When does she leave?” You asked but didn’t want an answer
“She’s out there talking to Luke right now” He said, you turned around to see her and Luke talking, you nodded thankful the answer wasn’t coming from anyone else but her
You made your way into the bullpen “Hey” you said to her softly and Luke made his way back to his desk to give you two some privacy
“I guess you heard” She talked into her mug, you nodded
“Where are your-“ you wondered why you hadn’t noticed her gun and badge yet
“In Hotch’s office” she finished knowing what you were about to ask her.
“You know, when I first started this job, the sound of my phone ringing, a call from the Bureau, I used to get so excited, the blood used to race through my veins” you nodded knowing you had the exact feeling when you first started this job “and now, that same sound it paralyses me” she continued “I’m not the same person anymore, that night at Lee’s if I had to do it again, I wouldn’t change a thing”
“Even though you killed someone” I asked her still unsure of whether I wanted the answer, she sighed and rolled her eyes, both of us thankful she didn’t answer my question.
“I guess that’s it then” she changed the subject very quickly, she left before I could say anything
“I’ll miss you” I said out loud but not loud enough for anyone to hear you.
“She’ll miss you too” Emily said making you jump
“Youhave to stop appearing behind me like that” you playfully hit her arm.
“Now that I know how scared you get, I don’t think I will” Emily joked back.
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“Are you sure you’re up for this” you said zipping your girlfriend’s dress up, you all had finally tracked the unsub down after 10 days of being undercover and you had been sent by Hotch to a local club where the unsub goes a lot, JJ was wearing a long red dress with black heels and her hair slightly wavy, you were wearing a short black dress, also paired with black heels, and your hair was more curled than hers.
“Yep” JJ said popping the p, she didn’t realise this was a heavy tell on her nervousness.
“JJ look at me” you turned her around to face you “we’re going to be okay, you know that right?” it was more of a statement than a question but you made the message clear
You squeezed her hand twice, you and JJ had a secret code within your relationship, one squeeze meant that ‘everything is okay?’ two was ‘you will be okay’ and the three squeezes means ‘lets get out of here’ if you were both extremely uncomfortable, unfortunately it has happened more than you would like it to have been
“it’s just” she started to breathe heavier, you squeezed her hand two more times “these victims look so much like you and I don’t know if I can handle not being with you” JJ looked anywhere but you as she knew if she would look at you she would lose it and ruin her makeup
“Jayje” you lifted her chin so she was looking at you “I will be absolutely fine, you mean everything to me I want nothing more to be with you for the rest of time, I love you so much” it slipped your mouth but that was the first time you said it to her and meant it.
“I-“
“JJ im sorry I shouldn’t have said it, it was too soon” you turned to leave and you felt a tug on your wrist, JJ pulled you in for a kiss and let her hands wander all over you
“I love you too” JJ smiled into the kiss.
“Come on baby we have to get ready now, put these in so everyone can hear us at the bar” you handed her an earpiece as you put yours in
“12 o’clock” Emily said through your earpiece, you looked around and it was fairly loud, there were so many people in the club but in distinct groups so it was easy for you to find the unsub.
“I’m going to the bar, what do you want?” you said to both JJ and Emily to let them know you were going to make your way over to the unsub
“I’ll have a vodka lemonade babe, I’ll sit over there” she pointed at a table near the bathroom
“See you in a second” JJ squeezed your hand once, you made your way back to the bar and you sat down getting ready to order drinks for both you and JJ.
“So, what’s a pretty lady doing here all by herself” A man in his 40’s flirted with you.
Emily and JJ both said your name at the same time indicating that this was our guy.
“Just getting some drinks” you said honestly and not wanting small talk, he just nodded.
“What are you drinking?” at this point it felt more like an interrogation rather than a random guy flirting, you lifted your glass up to show him that you ordered a vodka lemonade, not wanting a drink at this point, just wanting to go back to your girlfriend, as you turned on your heels you made eye contact with JJ shaking your head angrily, “I said what are you drinking” he raised his voice at me and I was not about to lose whatever confidence I had in myself at this point, luckily I felt JJ walk over to me, I looked down at my now red wrist and back up at him again “Vodka lemonade, let me go” you hissed at him
“Now that I’ve got you” he towered over me and leaned into my ear “I’m never going to let you go” you felt your breath grow heavier. JJ flashed him her badge and he let you go, JJ picked you up before you fell to the floor as she guided you to the bathroom.
“What happened baby?” she didn’t care if the team found out if the team knew about your relationship, her priority at this second was to check if you were okay, you told them both the story knowing Emily was still listening in.
“I’m coming over” Emily couldn’t take it anymore
“NO” you and JJ both shouted at the same time “he’s dangerous, we do not need another agent in danger” you begged
“Fine, but the second I hear something go slightly wrong I won’t hesitate to come over capeesh”
“Capeesh” you said looking up to JJ saluting her
“Let’s go back out” You said to JJ
“Yep, I’ll get the drinks this time hmm” JJ said
“Sounds perfect” she guided you back up off the floor and she kissed you before you both left the bathroom, you stayed with her until you got the drinks, you leaned into her and said “I’ll be back I’m just going to get some air, I love you”
“Miss you already I love you too” JJ fake pouted, you started to make your way outside, you felt eyes on the back of your head but thought nothing of it, when you got outside you felt dizzy and the last thing you remember was a man standing over your body.
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“Finally” a man said over your freezing body, you looked around to figure out what was happening, it was light outside so you had been out for a while, you looked around some more and you realised that you were in some random basement in the middle of nowhere typical, you saw JJ still sleeping on the other side of the room and you couldn’t help but smile because at least you had the love of your life with you. “she’s been sleeping for days” you were out longer than you realised.
“Who are you and what am I doing here” you croaked.
“She’s still feisty even after being trapped here for a whole week” he turned to face a person standing next to you but you couldn’t muster your strength to turn and see what they looked like, even though you couldn’t see what she was doing you felt her look down at you and pout, you turned around and decided to sleep again because at least that way you could forget about your reality right now, as the door slammed it startled JJ.
She jumped up and made a noise, after she calmed down she tried calling me “Y/N” she also sounded thankful that we weren’t doing this on our own, you couldn’t turn around but instead just let your tears roll down, after 10 minutes you decided get up and crawl to her to be in her arms again but you only got so far, you felt something pull you back, after realising that it was handcuffs that were stopping you.
What seemed like hours later, a tall brunette walked in and gave you something to eat completely passing JJ “you need to eat my love” you didn’t even need to turn around to realise who was doing this to you, she called you that all the time
“Elle leave me alone, you’re the last person I want to see right now”
I know baby, you wanna be in her arms right?” she teased
“You do not get to call me that” you turned around and you became face to face with Elle Greenaway for the first time in what felt like years, she reached out her hand but you flinched, she carried on and wiped a tear from your cheek which you didn’t even realise was there, instead of fighting it, you let her, at least imaging it was JJ who was wiping your tears.
“Eat up” she repeated before she left, she looked back to see if JJ was looking at you, she was so she did the only thing she know would make you both mad, she kissed you, she kissed you intensely foolishly you let her, closing your eyes imaging it was your girlfriend the entire time. She stopped harshly and stood up and winked at you and called you “good girl”, after realising what just happened you felt even more disgusted, as she walked past JJ, she leaned down and whispered loud enough so I could hear it too “What’s the matter sweetie; see something you like” she laughed in her face and stood up, JJ looked over at you with a sad smile and Elle noticed this “I want to wipe that grin of your face so badly but my mother taught me to play nicely” you felt a lump in your throat and lunged forward at her about to say something you never thought you would get to say.
“Elle wait” she turned back around as you chocked on your sobs “Let her go, kill me and let her go” you emphasised those last words.
“Did anyone ever tell you how good you look begging pretty girl?” she cooed as she started to make her way over to you.
You lost it at her “Why are you doing this? What’s the matter with you? Why are you acting like this? Why are you hurting me and why are you enjoying it” you just couldn’t help yourself at the word vomit, it was like all the questions that had been running through your head for the last few months were just dying to come out.
Elle turned around to face JJ who was too startled to say anything at this point “You sure you want her?” she tormented “She’s way to suborn for her own good, get’s that from me I think” you were not even angry at this point, you felt uncontrollable tears fall down your face as you realised that was a possibility that JJ would leave you due to your stubbornness at some point, it hadn’t crossed your mind though until Elle pointed it out.
“Please” JJ rolled her eyes “It’s gonna take a lot more than Y/N’s stubbornness to make me leave her” she spat at her “Actually it’s one of the million reasons why I started dating her” both you and Elle were confused at this but then you realised this was JJ’s way of telling you that no matter what the circumstances were, she would never leave you.
“Okay then” Elle smirked as she stood up and lifted her arms up to a box on the highest shelf of the basement, taking JJ’s statement as a competition, she opened the box and pulled out a red camera, this was your camera, the one that you and Elle shared when you went places together.
“You kept that?” Your gaze softened.
“Shut up” Elle barked.
Considering it was dark, she fumbled for a while looking for the night vision filter on the camera and you had seen enough of these livestream cases to know exactly what was happening.
Penelope was pacing around her office in front of everyone as she furiously did everything she did to find you and JJ.
“Pen you need to calm down” Tara guided her to sit down as Luke came to stand behind her, he turned to Emily as to ask her what he should say next.
“Penelope we have done everything we could so far” Emily started
“They are two of our best workers they’ll be okay” Hotch finished Emily’s sentence for her. Kate’s phone pinged, everyone’s eyes landed on her.
“You got something pretty lady?” Derek was the only one brave enough to ask.
“Meg” Kate shook her head, feeling guilty it was someone else other than you and JJ, Alex came in with a handful of papers.
“This isn’t a case, this is just a list I’ve made of every possibility of who could’ve kidnapped them” Alex sighed, everyone else was thankful that Alex got further than they did.
“Andrea Nolan” Derek sighed.
“Matthew Brewster” Emily shook her head.
“Melissa Brdgers” Luke read out loud knowing these people would never kidnap you both.
“Wait was Matthew the guy from the bar, the one who flirted with Y/N” it started clicking for Emily.
“Garcia pull up Brewster’s number, see who he had texted more often this month” Hotch said sternly.
“Already on it sir” Garcia was.
“Greenaway, that’s got to be a coincidence right” there was a hint of panic in Derek’s voice.
Just like clockwork there was a livestream from Elle’s camera.
“Hey guys, I know you’re all there, did you miss me? Not too much I hope” Elle said to the camera as you hid your face because you hated your team seeing you on edge never mind in a situation this serious. “HI Emily, you were always my favourite, don’t tell the others” It was clear that she was stalling and that she knew what she was doing. Elle, however was smart enough to not do it on her phone because she knew Penelope would have already tracked her by now.
Elle turned back to you and finished the sentence that she started before she started live streaming “Okay then Jareau, if you’re sure that nothing will come between you and her” she angled the camera at you on the floor and started to straddle your hips Elle started to kiss you more intensely than JJ granted but you hated it, every time JJ kissed you it was soft and gentle, but Elle’s kiss was rough, she hurt you and she knew it “Say it” she whispered in your ear.
“What do you want me to say?” you were genuinely confused at her statement.
She leaned more forward kissing your neck but covering her head and her hands traveling up your waist from your team “That I’m better than her, in every way” you both looked over to her, you giving her a soft smile in which she returned, Elle the opposite.
Your chest grew heavy as you knew that this could be a possibility of a way out “You’re better than her, in every way” it came out as barley a whisper
“No sweetie, I know you can do better than that, say it louder for me baby, loud enough so everyone can hear it”
“Elle is better than you JJ, in every way” you shouted at JJ, you didn’t mean to. Not yet a profiler, JJ didn’t pick up on the fact that this was a message and she thought you genuinely meant it, you could see the tear roll down her eyes and you had a lump in your throat.
“Good girl” Elle whispered as she stood up to walk away, you knew exactly what to do next
“In fact JJ, Elle is better than you in every single because when I went over to her house for the fourth time I knew I loved her.”
“Pen and paper” Alex was the only one that picked up that this was a code “Write down important words of her next sentence Emily, she said directly to Emily because everyone else couldn’t concentrate.
“Yep, I knew I loved her when was away, when I was taken from everyone, I basically lived in Elle’s house at some point” she laughed like it was a great memory “ the one on 10th street you know, days I was away from my cat” she kept laughing “In fact Emily was the one I called on, I knew she was the one who could help save me” At this point Emily already had her FBI jacket on and was ready to leap out the door in order to save you both.
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Elle was about to say something before she heard those four words “FBI drop your weapon” Elle was too careless that she had you that she forgot you were also a profiler and you left Emily a coded message, after realising what had just happened, Elle slapped you hard across the face.
“In here” JJ shouted at the footsteps that grew louder, Derek kicked down the door, which you weren’t expecting anything else.
“Em” JJ struggled to speak and make eye contact with Emily as she reached down to take JJ’s hand.
When Elle figured out what was going she whipped your head around fast and shoved you back to the floor as you stumbled making your way to Emily and JJ.
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You made your way back to the bullpen with Emily and JJ, Elle was arrested because she aimed a weapon at an FBI Agent, before you stepped out of the elevator you stopped JJ to talk with her privately and you signalled to Emily that it was okay to leave for a second.
“I’m so sorry about what I did back there” you looked into JJ’s crying eyes, you stepped closer indicating a hug, reluctantly she agreed.
A minute or two into the hug she looked down at you “Is it true?” you both knew what she was talking about.
“JJ look at me” you lifted her chin up to look you in the eye. “I want you to know that you are the most perfect person in the entire world, what I said in there, every time I kissed her” you stopped to take breath “every time I kissed her I imagined it was you, it was the only thing that got me through those couple of days, I imagined it was you, every single time, what I said about Elle was absolutely not true, I said it because thankfully Emily and Alex picked up on the secret code I was giving them, there was a chance Elle would too but I had a feeling the team would find out before she did”
You looked up to see JJ crying, you held JJ even longer and whispered sweet nothings into her ears whilst you stroked her hair, it became a much bigger habit over the last three months which you both secretly enjoyed.
“Nothing will ever make me love you any less, nothing you ever do, nothing in your past, got it?” you always knew how to reassure your girlfriend.
“Got it” the side of her mouth tugged with a smirk “love you” she said into your hair as you were still hugging, she made sure to give you plenty of forehead kisses.
“Now come on, let’s get back out there before we look suspicious” she extended her arm for you to take which you gladly took.
When you and JJ walked into the bullpen there were balloons everywhere and party food on the table, you two were confused as to what this was for until you noticed a huge ‘WELCOME HOME Y/N AND JJ’ sign handwritten by everyone on the team, you tapped your girlfriend’s arm and leaned into her, she hugged your waist and whilst you and JJ started talking to everyone on the team, you realised this was where we you were meant to be, this was home.
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It's Time to Let Her Know What You Need - Pt. 2
What happens when a call goes awry, and your former trainee finds out?
A/N: Here's the smut- Enjoy!
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Carefully placing your knee in between her spread legs, you made sure to move it carefully, spreading her arousal on your thigh, and giving her a delightful bit of friction where she needed it most but was least suspecting it. 
“Oh!” She moaned arching up towards your chest, gifting the perfect opportunity to slip your hand to her back, unclasping her bra and letting her supple breasts fall open to you. Hardly able to contain yourself, you leaned her back down, sucking, nipping, and kissing the valley between, you palmed one breast, forcing a husky whine to come from the writhing woman below. “Baby, please!” She let out a hungry, frustrated growl, grinding against your thigh hard. She pushed you back up, momentarily, sliding down the shorts you were left in. Smirking, when she discovered that you weren’t wearing panties either. You didn’t think it was possible, but her eyes had darkened to the point where there was hardly any of the ocean blue you had come to love. 
Picking her up with the arm still wrapped around her back, you lifted her so you could push her deeper onto the plush bed.
“Well, baby, looks like someone is excited. Is this all for me?” You asked, ghosting your fingers over her silken, drenched folds. She frantically nodded, her words suddenly betraying her. “Oh, Jayje… you’re a mess.” You smile, returning to your diligent work of ensuring that each breast was sufficiently taken care of, before tracing your tongue down her stomach and nipping and kissing her hip bone. Before you got to the apex of her thighs, you came back up for one more ardent kiss. You pressed your bodies together, needing the friction and the closeness. It was like an addiction, you now know what her body feels like against yours. Glistening in a thin layer of sweat and desire, you both fit together perfectly. 
The electricity between you was undeniable as you explored her body for the first time. You could feel her heart race as you began to trace every curve of her body, igniting a deep, passionate fire within. JJ had never felt this before. Your connection was intense and intoxicating, undeniable as if you had been waiting for this moment for your entire lives. Your continued discovery began to bring forth the profound connection that had been simmering beneath the surface for years. You pushed yourself further, languidly following the toned lines of JJ’s body. As you neared the area she needed you most, you began to nip and lick over every inch of her thighs, effectively cleaning off all the arousal that had worked its way to them. 
Her heady arousal was driving you wild, it was taking all of you to be able to hold back, to draw this out as much as you could both stand. Dragging your nose and tongue up between her outer lips and her upper thigh, her juices collected on both. She frantically grabbed at your head, trying to force you to where she wanted you. Her chest was heaving, her breath ragged, as she anticipated what was in store, thighs tightening around you to keep you in place. As you continued to tease her, JJ's grip on your hair tightened, her fingers tangling in your locks as she whimpered in baited anticipation. Her legs fell apart, inviting you to take the next step, to give her the release she so desperately craved. Her pulse continued to race, pounding in time with your own as if your rhythms had become synchronized in this moment of pure, unadulterated desire.
With a gentle, deliberate touch, you parted her lips, your fingers tracing the contours of her most intimate places. JJ's eyes fluttered closed, her head thrown back in abandon as you began to explore the sweet, hidden places that only you had access to. Her taste was getting you drunk, and you would gladly run this well completely dry. You delved deeper, your tongue dancing across her sensitive flesh, relishing in the pornographic moans that were coming from the depths. Your pace was unbridled, working JJ to the edge while plunging your muscle into her velvety, warm walls. The air was heavy with tension, the noises coming from both sets of her lips enough to make Eros blush. You could feel the weight of your connection, and the depths of your desires as you worked to unravel the tightly wound threads of JJ's passion. Every touch, every caress, every gentle probing of her tender skin was a testament to the bond that had grown between you, a bond that had been forged in the fire of your shared longing.
As you delved deeper, JJ's gasps grew more ragged, her breath coming in short, sharp pants. Her body began to shake, her thighs quivering with anticipation, her fingers digging deep into your scalp as she urged you on. You could feel her building, her climax hovering just out of reach, as you worked to bring her to the edge, to push her over the precipice into the abyss of pure, unadulterated pleasure. The room around you melted away, leaving only the two of you, lost in this sea of sensation, this whirlpool of desire. Time itself seemed to slow, the world narrowing to the touch of your skin, the beat of your heart, the rush of your breath. You were one, a single, undivided entity, united in your quest for pleasure, for connection, for the raw, unbridled passion that drove you both. Wanting to experience her falling apart before you, you pushed two fingers inside of her, continuing your relentless abuse of her swollen, throbbing clit. 
Spreading her apart with both fingers, you buried your tongue deep within her walls, savoring the feeling of her smooth walls clenching around you. You moaned at the experience, sending her body into a tailspin, making her a convulsing mess as you began to wiggle your nose against her tortured bundle of nerves. And then, in an instant, it happened. JJ's body went rigid, her back arching, her head thrown back in a silent scream of pleasure. Her orgasm ripped through her, a tidal wave of sensation that left her gasping, trembling, and utterly spent. You felt her release, felt the rush of her pleasure as it coursed through your own body, a feedback loop of desire that threatened to consume you both. Lapping at the cum that was leaking out of her, you cleaned her up, kitten-licking and nudging her to another state of arousal.
“Jesus, Y/N.” You sent her a cocky smile as you rose from between her thighs. 
“Yes?”
“Had I known you could do that, I wouldn’t have waited so long.”
“Jayje?”
“Yeah?”
“I’m not done with you.” She groaned at the admission, as you climbed back up, kissing her deeply. You could feel the vibration of her moaning, tasting herself on your tongue. You quickly stood, running to the bathroom where you kept your toys hidden, strapping the harness onto your chiseled hips. Picking the toy you felt would be best, you affixed it and stalked out to find JJ laying in the center of your bed, hand in between her legs, slowly rubbing and fucking herself while the other hand played with her nipple. You watched briefly, seeing how stunning her afterglow was, a light blush on her tanned features. Her mouth was parted ever so slightly, whimpers and moans being elicited as she pleasured herself on your bed. 
Soon, a bubble of jealousy rose from the pit of your stomach, not liking that she was touching herself in the way only you should be. Your feet moved on instinct, almost as if you had floated over to her, ripping her fingers out from between her legs. She startled at the sudden display of desire, moaning as you pulled her fingers to your mouth, cleaning them off effectively, your eyes maintaining contact with hers. Once you had deemed them clean, you pinned the arm above her head, resting your forehead against hers.
“Fuck, Y/N…” she whispered, reaching her other hand out to run down your stomach, lightly scratching her nails against your skin. 
“No one… no one touches what’s mine, even you. Got it?” You ask, staring directly into her eyes.
“Yours, huh? It was mine first…” she quipped, gasping when she received a hard pinch to her nipple.
“I get to take care of this now,” you ran your hand over her torso, leading up to the nape of her neck. Grasping the hair at the base of her head, you pulled tightly, directing her head closer. “Only I get to take care of you like this, JJ.” She nodded frantically, her lip in between her teeth. You began to rock your hips against her, your forehead resting against her own. In doing so, the dildo attached to your hips was now dragging through her soaked folds, lubricating them before you began to prod her entrance with the tip. She bucked her hips hard, pushing up against you. Enjoying the helplessness you were witnessing, you began to barely enter her, watching as her starved pussy swallows the tip of the silicone dick. 
Groaning at the sight before you, her greedy hole was taunting you for more. You began to work deeper with each thrust, her whining getting higher and higher with every thrust. Finally, you couldn’t take the teasing anymore, and buried yourself to the hilt, causing a heavy gasp to come from the woman below. Her hands flew to your back, scratching their way down to your hips. She wrapped her legs around you, pulling you deeper as your head rested by her ear. She began to run her hands up your back once more, coming to a rest in the hair at the back of your head. She tightened her grip, pulling you back before crashing her lips to yours in an intense and feverish kiss. Pulling away, her eyes bore into yours, pupils dilated.
“Since you were so kind to interrupt and insist on taking care of me, I need you to fuck me.” Your eyes fluttered shut and you moaned at her admission. Her legs squeezed around your hips, and you leaned back, rocking your hips slightly, causing her to arch her back slightly and let out a low, rumbly moan. Slowly backing the toy out, you watched as every detail pressed into the silicone eased out from between her lips. You suddenly snapped your hips forward, causing JJ’s breath to hitch her grip tightening in your hair. Beginning at a torrid pace, you thrust yourself in and out, a filthy sloshing sound coming from below. 
Her legs loosened around you, unable to maintain their grip between the pace you had set, and her impending orgasm. Her mewls and whimpers were getting louder, and you felt more resistance as she was tightening around you. Grabbing one of her legs, you lift it above your shoulder, adjusting her to your newfound angle, and causing her to arch, burying her face in the crook of her elbow as she screamed. Pulling her arm away from her face, her eyes drifted to you, and you shook her head, telling her all she needed to know. You wanted to hear her, needed to hear every sound she made. Using your other hand, you began rubbing her clit, sending her hurtling toward the edge with a filthy string of moans coming from JJ. 
Continuing your pace, you worked her through her high, burying yourself hilt deep again as you flipped her onto her stomach, pushing her face down the mattress below. Positioning one leg by her hip, while the other remained on the mattress, you began to plunge deep within her once more. She was a writhing, wiggling, bumbling mess underneath you, and you were becoming addicted to the sight. Her arousal was dripping down her thighs, and with the new change in position, the toy was now hitting you in. Just the right place, which was sending you towards your climax.
“Fuck, Jayje…” you grunted as your pace began to falter. JJ, having already climaxed twice prior, was extremely close to her third. She was palming the sheets, grasping at anything that would ground her while you sent her hurtling to outer space. You reached out, wrapping your hand in her golden hair, pulling her backward towards you. You wrapped your arms around her chest and waist, and both your sweaty bodies clung to each other as you growled and nibbled at her ear, nosing behind it. You felt her body beginning to tremble, her head falling back as she cried out your name. “I know you’re close baby, go ahead. Show me how good you feel,” you husked in her ear, grunting as you began to feel the effects of your orgasm, and she cried out as her body fell limp in your arms. You both became a mess of sweaty, tangled limbs as you collapsed to the bed. As you both lay there, you caught your breath as she did hers. 
You turned your head, looking at her blush features, the sheen on her skin making her glow in the afternoon light that was filtering in the windows to your bedroom. You made quick work of the harness on your hips, tossing it to the corner by the bathroom so you could take care of it later. Her raspy voice snapped you out of the trance you had been in. 
“Y/N?”
“Yeah, baby?”
“What does this mean for us?” She asked, rolling to face you, her hand coming up, tracing patterns on your chest, following the patterns of your tattoos, causing goosebumps to erupt all over your torso. 
“What do you want this to be, Jay?” You ask, kissing her forehead.
“Well, I mean, besides this?” She motioned between the two of you, a shy smile on her face. “I mean, I just had the best sex of my life, but I don’t want just that. I just, don’t know…where you’re at with this.” At the admission, she buried her face into your chest, as if she didn’t want to see the look on your face with what you’ll say next.
“Hey, none of that, pretty girl.” You murmured, gently pulling her face off your chest, and forcing her to look at you directly. “First off, no hiding, Jennifer. If this is what we are going to do, we can’t hide from each other.” You look over her face, taking in the faintest of freckles that dance across her features. “I want this, Jayje. I have for a long time. It just took me a while to be able to admit to myself, that I had feelings for someone with whom I worked so close to.” She nodded in understanding, so you continued. “This isn’t going to be easy,” you wiped your thumb across her cheekbone, as she leaned into your touch. “We should also take it slow, and probably wait until we tell anyone we work with. Especially Chief. He will not let you be my on-duty partner if he knows we’re romantically involved.” She nodded.
“Okay, I can understand that, as hard as it's going to be to not show you affection at work.”
“I know, babe. But it’s for the best.”
“Y/N?” Her voice was quiet, distant, almost.
“Yes, Jay?”
“I know it’s way too early, but I’ve felt this way for a while. I love you, Y/N.” Your heart jumped at her admission, knowing she felt the same as you had come to terms with, made you feel lighter, more relaxed. 
“It’s not too early, Jay. We’ve both known for a while. We were just too worried about the repercussions to say.”
“You love me too?” She asked, a slight sniffle to her question. Her body tensed as she waited for you to respond.
“I love you, Jennifer Jareau. I have, for a long time.” You smiled down at her, leaning forward to kiss her softly, with more passion and emotion than you anticipated. In the aftermath, JJ's body relaxed, her muscles going slack as she melted into the mattress, her eyes fluttering open to gaze up at you with a look of pure, unadulterated adoration. You smiled, your heart full, your soul at peace, as you wrapped your arms around her, holding her close, holding her tight. For in that moment, you knew that you were home, that you had found your haven, your sanctuary, your soulmate. 
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wheelsupimagine · 3 months
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Take your chance - Jennifer Jareau x FemReader blurb
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Pairing: Jennifer Jareau x Fem!reader
Word count: 948 words
Warnings: angst and fluff
Summary: When you first started in the Bau, JJ feel in love with you but was scared to tell you but one night out with the team may change everything
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Jennifer Jareau is a beautiful kind kind-hearted woman she has a decent life, filled with fantastic friends and a job she likes but the moment you stepped into the FBI headquarters she was done for you.
This was two months ago now since you first started working at the BAU and everything is going great, you are a great addition to the team, do good as a profiler and you have a sweet boyfriend named Brad.
JJ on the other hand never understood why you fell for Brad, you were beautiful and intelligent, and your laugh could light up the whole world and Brad wasn’t anything of those, in JJ's eyes you deserved someone better,
someone who loves you unconditionally, someone who supports you in every way and that’s when JJ knew she wanted to be more than your friend, she wanted to be the person you come home to.
Since her realization, JJ tried to stand away from you as far as possible but it was hard not to arouse any suspicion that something was wrong.
JJ didn’t tell anyone about her feelings for you, but she couldn’t hide them very well - once in a while JJ stole more glances at you, obviously the team noticed it, but they never said anything to JJ, so she could cope with it herself.
After another successful case, the team decided to celebrate at the bar.
JJ sat with Emily at a round table, the others were all over the bar but JJ's eyes were on one person and one person only -
Y/n.
She chatted in a very flirty way with another woman. It was no secret that y/n is bisexual, cause once Derek couldn’t keep his mouth shut when he tried to get every little detail out of y/n’s love life but why would she talk to a woman so flirtatious right now, she has a boyfriend right? And why was it not her?
JJ held on to her glass so tight that her knuckles turned white.
Emily saw the change in JJ’s behavior and followed her gaze to you who was so close to another woman that their noses almost touched.
"You know it’s okay, right ?" Emily said and pulled JJ out of her thoughts.
"WHAT ?" JJ asked totally shocked by what Emily said.
"It’s okay that you feel something for her. I know you are scared because this is new and different for you, but if you going to sit here all night and ask yourself what would have happened, you wished you dared to go up to her and become clean of your feelings, you are going to regret it, if you not do it now."
JJ was completely stunned by what Emily just said to her that she couldn’t come up with something immediately, they sat there in silence for a second until JJ spoke again.
"I don’t know what you mean, I don’t care what y/n is doing, I was just curious why she is talking to someone else when she has a boyfriend but else I just have a great time."
" you sure about that. I just talked to you for five minutes and you didn’t answer me, you just held your glass real tight and stared at Y/n. At one point I even said you are the worst person on the team and they would be better without you, so yeah you totally do not care about Y/n.
JJ wanted to answer her but then she saw how y/n leaned into the stranger and JJ knew this couldn’t happen.
"Excuse me," JJ said to Emily as she left their table. Emily couldn’t even say anything JJ as she already stormed her way to you and Emily couldn’t hold back a smirk.
You were completely focused on the stranger, your lips almost touched but out of a sudden you felt a cold liquid on your body and you backed up from the kiss only to see that JJ was the person who spilled the drink on your outfit.
"WHAT THE HELL ?!" The stranger said, but she was completely ignored by both women.
"Oh my god, I am so sorry y/n. Let me help you clean this up." JJ said, she didn’t wait for your answer and took your hand in hers and led the way to the empty bathroom.
"WHAT THE FUCK JJ, why did you do that ?" Y/n asked.
" I am sorry Y/n, it wasn’t my intention, it was just an accident, and you know that this isn’t you y/n and probably I saved you from a big mistake."
"JJ do you really think that this was an accident, don’t you think I didn’t see you staring at me the whole night?
"So JJ tell me the truth, why did you do it ?"
You took a step closer to JJ after she stayed silent after what you just said and now you two stood so close to each other that JJ was sure you could hear her heartbeat.
JJ was still shocked at how close you stood next to each other, you never were this close She didn’t dare to say anything.
"JJ, it’s okay, if you do not know what you want, I am not going to push you. I just want you to know, that whatever you are going to say, don’t think too much about it, trust me it’s not going to be too bad." Y/n said and stroked JJ's arm.
" I really would like to kiss you," JJ admitted.
"Then do it Jennifer Jareau, no one is going to stop you." You said and
finally, your lips collided.
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Let me know if you want a part 2 with smut 😏
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nova-moonlight · 4 months
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In a deadly game of cat and mouse, bounty hunter Honey Larson finds herself falling for the very detective, Spencer Reid, who's been tasked with bringing her to justice. As they navigate the dangerous underworld of crime and corruption, their forbidden romance blossoms amidst the chaos. Honey, known for her quick wit and unwavering determination, has made a name for herself as a ruthless bounty hunter, leaving a trail of captured criminals in her wake. But her life takes an unexpected turn when she crosses paths with Detective Spencer Reid, a brilliant and relentless investigator with a reputation for solving the toughest cases. As Spencer delves deeper into the criminal underworld, he finds himself captivated by Honey's enigmatic charm and undeniable skills. Despite their conflicting roles, they discover an undeniable connection, a dangerous attraction that threatens to blur the lines between right and wrong. As they navigate the treacherous landscape of Russian Roulette, Honey and Spencer must confront their pasts, unravel a web of deceit, and ultimately decide where their loyalties lie. With every twist and turn, they find themselves questioning everything they thought they knew, caught in a deadly game where love and justice hang in the balance.
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And after an inactive little time period due to emotionally draining semester exams, here is chapter 3 <3
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hotsummerdreaming · 2 years
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clay hands • jemily
summary: jj decides to take up a new skill during her time off and she has hard time learning it so emily steps in to help.
warnings: none, but there are very obvious smutty undertones
words: 2093
!!! there's a chance you may have already read this story as it is mine and i am reposting it from a different account !!!
(this may be one of my favorite one shots i have ever written please enjoy <3)
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JJ has decided to dedicate her time off from BAU and to start completing her bucket list and to finally "start" living. She went through it in her mind every single time she was sitting on a jet back home from case, always telling herself now I'll do it, but she never does. Once she's back in D.C. she goes back to her everyday routine and even during the days she's not supposed to work she always finds herself sitting in her home and looking through news in case she finds something the BAU might be interested in. But now after working her ass off for the last couple of years she got mandated month off. and so she decided it's finally time to start completing the imaginary bucket list in her head. for the first couple of days she tried out all she wanted to do. she did some things that were possible to do close to her home, and left some stuff that she needs to travel far to still on the list. one of the things she wanted to do was to learn how to speak some new language so she tried italian, but gave up after few days because she didn't have patience to do it. and one of the last things was to learn a new skill. she went through a lot of pages on the internet, trying to find the perfect one. she tried one or two but none really caught her attention. until she discovered pottery. she felt like she might like that one the most. as soon as she decided this is the right new skill for her she ordered all that she needed off of some websites and found a perfect spot for all the new things in her garage.
pottery wasn't really the best skill to learn for hot summer days. she spent days and nights in her garage bent over her new potter's wheel, sweating and swearing because for the life of her she couldn't figure out what to do or how to make anything look good or actually work without melting or breaking. when she didn't have her hands covered in clay she sat in her backyard reading all sorts of articles about making mugs and bowls. she could've sworn she has never cried more tears over such useless thing before. she was determined she needs to make at least one mug for each team member before she decides to drop the skill like she dropped all before this. no technique she found online helped or worked and jj was ready to just stop and sell all of the equipment to someone and then go to some nice resort in mexico and have herself a little vacation.
emily was like always checking up on jj to see if she hasn't lost her mind yet. of course jennifer lied to her and said she was having the time of her life, but in reality she was never this frustrated in her entire life. she made up lies about how she's tanning everyday and how she is just doing nothing and relaxing. it was strange to emily to hear that jj is not searching news from all around the country or calling the team every five minutes wondering if they don't need help from her. and so emily used all her breaking techniques on jj and got the fact that she's struggling with pottery out of jennifer, on her very first try.
"it's not so bad!" jj was still trying to convince emily that she does not need to come over and take the wheel miles away from her. "i already got 2 mugs done!" the frustration was very obvious in jj's voice.
"i don't believe you. look i have day off tomorrow i'm gonna come over and we're figure something out, okay?" there was no way jennifer was going to say no to emily coming over.
"fine," jj rolled her and as soon as she hung up the phone she got back to the wheel and tried to learn herself how to do it properly.
she spent entire night in that garage trying to find a way she could make it work but nothing, absolutely nothing was working. it wasn't just her hands that were now covered with clay it was everything around her; the floor, the wall, all of her clothes and somehow even the ceiling. there was a big pile of used clay in a bucket next to her legs that was being filled up minute by minute as jj kept throwing every single thing she created in there. jj eventually fell asleep on the wheel.
in the morning jennifer was woken up by her door bell. she got up fast and rushed to open the door. as she expected emily was standing behind them, smiling with two cups of coffee and some pastry in her hands. it's like she knew jj had no time to eat or drink anything.
"i thought i might make you little happier if i brought your favorite croissant and coffee. come on sit down here and just for a second forget about that stupid pottery" emily waved her hand in her direction.
jj slowly walked to her, taking of her very dirty apron. she took the coffee emily brought her and sat down on the bar stool next to the kitchen bar. she looked up at emily who had very worrying look in her eyes.
"look at you" she wiped a clay off jj's cheek that she must've got there when she fall asleep on the wheel.
"so how have you really, you won't like what i'll do if you lie, been?" emily sat down now too, and their eyes met.
"i've been fine. just a little frustrated, but nothing too serious" jj quickly broke the eye contact when she went and took a sip from her coffee.
"jj, you know that i know when you're lying, right? because now i really do know it. just look at yourself. you're covered from head to toe in clay, your hair looks like it hasn't been washed in many days and the stupid clay is now all over your face too. so if you weren't struggling as much as you are, you would be completely clean. so, after you finish your breakfast, you're gonna go upstairs, take shower and put on clean clothes. after that you're gonna come back to your garage and i'll show you how to do it properly" emily ordered jj in a very caring but also a little bit angry voice, that really worked on jennifer.
"you know how to use the wheel?" jj giggled a little.
"i might've taken some pottery classes in my day" emily shrugged her shoulders and rushed jj to finish eating and going to fix herself.
while jj was in her bathroom, washing her self for the first time in many days, emily took all of her stuff to the garage and took a look at jj's failed work. there was so much clay in that entire room that a whole pottery class could use it for their works. emily sat down by the wheel and tried how it works. it was very smooth and good since the whole machine was completely new, but somewhere in the back of her head she imagined jj broke it after using it for only couple of days. she took a bit of clay from jj's bucket and tried to create some sort of bowl. it has been many years since emily took pottery classes so she wasn't really sure what she was trying to prove when she came over and told jennifer she's going to teach her how to do it.
after few minutes emily could hear upstairs bathroom door open which signaled her that jj was ready and it was time to start teaching her. emily placed her bowl on a counter near by and stood up from the small wooden chair.
"so, are you ready?" emily smiled and jj who nodded and walked over to emily.
for a few moments they just stood there looking at each other in a complete silence. emily shook her head and walked over to another wooden chair she saw in the corner of the room and brought it back to where jj was standing.
"come on sit down on that one" emily pointed at the chair right next to the wheel.
jj sat down, put her hair up and looked back at emily who was now placing the other wooden chair behind hers. emily deeply inhaled and then when she exhaled jj could feel the soft air at the back of her neck which made her hair stand. emily moved a little closer to her and looked over her shoulder.
"don't worry, we'll figure it out. i'm going sit right behind you and lead the way, okay?" emily's lips were close to jj's ear and the sound of her voice now made all jj's hair stand up.
jj just nodded and she settled down in her chair. "okay, take the clay and put it on the wheel" emily suggested with her head and jj did as she was told.
emily's hands were now on top of jj's, which kept jj in shock and she froze for a moment. emily had to make sure everything was okay and they continued.
"use both hands and firmly make a hill-like shape, just like so" emily pushed into jj's hands and lead the way.
"make sure there are no bumps or anything" she looked over jennifer's shoulder and helped her make sure that everything is good.
"and now take your one finger and create a hole in a middle" emily's finger was now on jj's finger and together they made a hole into the clay. "take your other finger and lift up the sides of the clay" emily said softly into jj's ear.
they were sitting there, tied up together. after many days jj felt relaxed and not frustrated at all. she finally felt like she knew what she was doing. she was determined she didn't need help but now that emily was there, holding her hand, helping her build a skill, something she wanted to do as long as she remembered. maybe this is could not be only her bucket list, it could be theirs, jennifer thought for a second when emily's hand was pushing onto hers.
"aaand here you go. a vase. wasn't so hard right?" jj could feel emily's smile on her cheek now that the comfort zone between them was unexisting and they were sitting there tangled up as one.
they sat there in silence for a little while looking at the vase together. it was beautiful for sure.
"thank you, very much em" jj broke the silence, which suprised emily and she stood up immidiately.
"you're very much welcome. i think that from now on you will have no problem in creating anything from clay, this is just the basics you can apply to all of the other things such as mugs, you know" emily's eyes were still pinned on the vase and jj could see a slight shade of red in her cheeks. "i think i should go and leave you up to your imagination" emily smiled took off her apron and started walking towards the garage door.
"thank you so so much again. you were really a huge help, seriously without you i would probably cover the used clay. i think you'll know what gift to expect once i'm back at work" jj winked and emily laughed.
"there's nothing to thank for i just passed on the knowledge. anyways, enjoy the rest of your break" emily winked back and walked out of the house.
jj stood there watching emily leaving. they waved at each other when emily drove off. jennifer smiled to herself as she watched emily drive down the street. she was proud of herself for being able to tick off another thing of her bucket list and perhaps brag in front of spencer on how much she knows about pottery, she was sure that at this point she knew more than he did.
she sighed and came back inside. she leaned her back against the door and looked back at what just happened. perhaps the next thing she'll tick off her list will be confessing her love to someone.
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reidbish · 15 days
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demonicbaby666 · 1 year
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Staying Quiet
Part 1 | Criminal Minds Masterlist | Masterlists
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*Not my gif, credit to @marvelfanlife*
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairing: JJ x fem!Reader
Genre: Smut!, smutty smut smut 
Words: 2.4k+
Warnings: fingering (r receiving), top!JJ, bottom!reader
Summary: You’ve been Henry’s babysitter for a couple months. You enjoyed looking after him and got paid pretty well, the only downside was that you’ve silently been pining for his mom. When Will and JJ come back from a date something unexpected happens. It seems you haven’t been as careful as you thought with keeping your feelings towards JJ to yourself. 
When you finally got Henry to sleep, the downstairs door opened, alerting you to the fact JJ and Will were back from their date. Sighing, making sure not to wake him up, you carefully closed Henry’s door and made your way down to the happy couple. As much as you didn’t want to admit it, jealousy was boiling its way up to the surface. Your feelings for JJ had been growing these last couple months you’d babysat Henry, more and more you found yourself melting every time she touched you, looked at you, just being in the same room as her caused an ache in your chest. It was getting ridiculous, she made you feel like a lovesick puppy. 
You masked your jealousy the best as you could, nevertheless, it was annoyingly becoming harder and harder. So that evening as you came down the stairs to see the couple embracing each other and sharing a passionate kiss you felt bile rise from your stomach and burn your throat, you couldn’t take much more of this. 
You couldn’t deny JJ looked stunning; her makeup was light as always but her natural beauty shone through, your eyes had a mind of their own as they began aimlessly checking her out. Your arousal was furthering the more you looked at the stunning blonde and you wouldn’t be able to handle it for much longer. 
Greeting the couple with the fakest of smiles you could muster up, you tried to mask the anger that was bubbling in your veins, desperate to get out of the house, “Henry’s asleep now, he ate well and managed to finish his homework.” You said plainly, careful not to let your disdain slip through the cracks, your eyes looked anywhere but at the older blonde you had been pining over the last few months, “So… I’m going to head off now.” 
As you went to reach for your bag hanging on the banister a hand lightly stopped you. Shivers ran down your spine at the light touch, looking up you were met with the most dazzling blue eyes. You’d found yourself dreaming about those eyes night after night, waking up in a pool of sweat each time, the image of looking down into those ocean eyes between your legs scorched into your mind. With the dirty dream popping into your head, combined with the way JJ was looking tonight, it was going to be hard to act like a functional human being. 
JJ wore a small soft smile but behind her eyes, you saw something entirely different, and it was then you realised she’d sensed the change in you, damn profiler. Will was looking over, trying to figure out what was conspiring between the two of you as you stood there studying each other’s faces intently. 
“Will why don’t you check on Henry and head to bed, I need to talk to y/n.” Her eyes didn’t move from you as she instructed her husband on what to do. You shuffled awkwardly on your feet, thoughts began racing in your head and endless possibilities filled your head. The power of her gaze on you was downright predatory at this point and had your stomach in knots, whilst you felt throbbing between your legs against the rough denim that adorned your skin. 
“Sure honey,” Will replied painfully slowly, obviously not understanding why JJ wanted to talk with you, something you shared in common, that and you both wanting her in your beds. Nevertheless, he shuffled past you on the stairs, placing a hand to your shoulder for a split second, before offering a tight-lipped smile “Thanks for today.” 
“No problem.” You replied with a curt nod. Will hadn’t explicitly done anything to make you dislike him, well nothing other than getting to sleep beside JJ every night, go on dates with her, make love to her. The thought of it made you sick to your stomach. You turned back to the blonde, looking at her only furthered the mess that was taking place in your stomach. Her hand was still on yours for some reason, so you tried slipping it away. 
You didn’t manage to pull it away as JJ tightened her grip around your hand and pulled you full force into her causing you to gasp. You were silenced as she twisted your body around and pinned you against the wall. Your mind went blank and the world around you disappeared. She’d never done anything remotely like this, and you couldn’t think straight, the authority dripping from her was intoxicating and made you feel things you’d never felt before. 
You felt her hands on your hips, her chest pushing against your back, the pounding in your chest was making it hard to breathe and the feeling of her body against yours was only adding fuel to the fire. Your hands on the wall were the only thing keeping you steady at this point and you took comfort in the hard surface. 
“JJ what are you doing?” you shakily breathed out. 
“I saw how you looked at me, you think I don’t see you constantly checking me out.” she husked, “Is that why you’re acting so weird today, is someone jealous?” 
She read you like a book, and it was aggravating. Your heart was racing at an alarming rate, and you feared you would have a heart attack at any given moment. Heated traveled through your whole body, your breath becoming unsteady. You felt your legs starting to give out on you, in fact, your whole body was failing you miserably. If it wasn’t for JJ holding you firm, you would have turned into a puddle on the floor. 
The thought of her taking you right here on the wall was all you wanted, having to be quiet with Will upstairs shamefully turned you on even more. What the hell were you thinking, this couldn’t happen, she’s happily married, and this was wildly inappropriate on so many levels. You tried to wriggle out of her grip on you, which only led to her holding you tighter and your stomach tightened. She brought her head closer to you, sending a shiver down your spine as you felt her warm breath tickle your ear. 
“I asked you a question.” She whispered into your ear causing yet another shiver to travel down your shine.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” You whimpered. You were not about to admit your feelings, admit you checked her out at every given opportunity, admit that you were indeed extremely jealous, or that you wanted her to fuck right against this wall.  
An amused gruff came from JJ, in one swift move she spun you around keeping her hands firmly on your hips and you came face to face with the most devilish grin you had ever seen. She knew she had you in the palm of her hand, she knew exactly what you wanted, and the smugness was written all over her face. Her cockiness was far more erotic than anything you had ever experienced, and you had to press your legs together to control the mess that was taking place in your panties. 
“We both know you know exactly what I’m talking about y/n.” 
“I-” 
Your words were suddenly stolen from your lips as JJ’s mouth came crashing onto yours. Every limb in your body froze and you went stiff. Unable to grasp what was happening your lips took charge of the situation, promptly moving in sync with JJ’s. Her thumbs wormed their way under your shirt making direct contact with the flesh of your torso, running up and down. You melted in the arms of the woman who moments ago you believed to be unattainable. 
JJ tore her lips off yours and already you missed the feel of them, left behind was a tingling sensation. Her breath was still felt on your lips, taunting you, “I guess I was right?” 
You tried to lean forward to reconnect your lips but were stopped as a thumb was brought up to your lips, slowly pulling down your bottom lip. JJ licked her lips, as you silently submitted yourself to her, opening your mouth to let her thumb in. She groaned at the obedience before she replaced her thumb with her tongue, invading your mouth with full force. 
Holding back moans you brought your tongue to meet JJ’s, swirling the muscles around each other. The hand previously on your face made its journey down your body, ascending again to creep under your top, taking ownership of one of your breasts she tenderly squeezed it, the surge of pleasure caused you to bite down on JJ’s lip, only seeming to motivate her further. 
The button to your jeans was undone and you knew if this was going to happen you wouldn’t be able to keep quiet. You wanted her so badly but if Will heard anything weird, he could come down and you’d be done for. Every logical thought was starting to slip away when JJ began to pull your zipper down, but someone had to use their brain here. 
“Wait, wait, wait.” Though you were trying to sound authoritative, your hesitance was vocalised in a way where it sounded more like pleading than a command, you hated how weak you sounded. God, this woman had way too much power over you. 
Unfortunately, JJ was engrossed in the moment to hear or care about your protests. Her hand moved down your trouser and into your underwear where you most needed her. You slammed your head against the wall, arching your neck and having to bite the insides of your cheek to stop yourself from moaning as she ran two fingers through your dripping folds. With your neck more exposed JJ took the opportunity to suck, nibble and kiss every inch, leaving no part untouched by her soft lips.
Your hands had been glued to the wall this whole time but as JJ continued to tease you, they sprang to life, one moving to the back of her head, your finger nestled in golden locks, and the other to grip her waist pulling her impossibly closer. 
JJ’s hand found its way under your bra and was toying with your nipple and just when you thought you couldn’t take the teasing anymore, she plunged two fingers inside of you. A metallic taste coated your tastebuds, judging by how hard you were biting down, it was safe to assume you had drawn blood. 
JJ’s fingers started moving in and out of you at a painfully slow pace. She removed her hand from your chest, resting it by your head to steady herself. Her tongue swept the length of your neck causing you to grip her hair tighter. She trailed kisses along your jawline before placing her lips back on yours. Your lips met in the most passionate and fiery kiss you had ever had the pleasure of having, fireworks exploded in your stomach.
Fearing you’d rip out JJ’s hair you moved your hands to her hips as she began pumping her finger harder and faster than before, the palm of her hand was perfectly placed against your clit and you knew you weren’t going to last much longer. All the small moans that escaped your swollen lips were swallowed by JJ. Her tongue dominated your mouth in the best way possible and you couldn’t get enough of it, though your body said otherwise, you were quickly coming undone.
Her hips began grinding against you and she curled her finger hitting that sweet spot in you each and every time she thrust into you. Your hands flew to her ass, aiding in her movements, you couldn’t take it anymore and you felt your stomach muscles seize up. You nuzzled your head into JJ’s neck in hopes of silencing what you knew was coming. With one final trust she hit a spot in you that no one else had ever touched, your legs gave out on you and your walls tightened around her fingers. Tears of pleasure prickled in your eyes. You were fighting hard against your instincts to scream out, instead, you sunk your teeth into the flesh of JJ’s neck as a guttural moan trapped itself in your throat and you groaned a little too loud for your liking. 
JJ slowly pulled her fingers out of you causing you to jerk your hips a little, still sensitive from your euphoric orgasm. You placed your head back on the wall trying to catch your breath, but it was once again taken away as you witnessed JJ place her fingers in her mouth, closing her eyes to enjoy the taste of you. When her eyes fluttered open you saw her lust-filled eyes and something told you the two of you weren’t finished yet. 
“Open.” She seductively ordered.
You did as you were told, and JJ’s fingers entered your mouth so you could taste the remnants of yourself. 
Shuffling from upstairs snapped you both out of the intimate moment you were sharing, hurrying to make yourself look presentable. You zipped up your jeans and fixed your shirt whilst JJ worked on combing her ruffed sex hair and smoothing her clothes out. 
When Will came down the stairs you silently prayed he didn’t suspect anything. 
“Is everything okay?”
JJ quickly answered for the both of you, “Yes, y/n just bumped her head, she was feeling faint bless her.” she said with a pitiful pout, “It’s dark and I don’t want anything to happen, so I’m going to take her home. Just to be safe.” She walked over and pecked Will’s cheek before strutting back to the door, “Come on.” She commanded with a cocked eyebrow, gesturing for you to follow. 
“Bye, Will.” You said smiling softly, trying to act as casually as humanly possible as you rushed to slip your shoes on. It wasn’t like you just had his wife’s fingers inside of you or anything…
The moment you were in JJ’s car she placed a hand on your thigh and your heart jumped to your throat, arousal grew inside you for the billionth time that evening. When you turned to face the driver’s seat, the look in the blonde’s darkened eyes ignited the ache between your legs and you knew exactly what was coming. 
“We’re not finished.” She purred, speeding towards what you could only assume would be the best night of your life, clutching aimlessly onto the hope that this wouldn’t be the first and last time you and JJ did this. 
And it most certainly wasn’t.
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Anywhere You Go
Characters: A. J. Cook x Reader (platonic)
Word Count: 1,486
Warnings: fluff
Summary: A.J. offers you a proposition that you can’t refuse.
Author’s Note: If you have any requests, please send them in! this is unbeta’d and every mistake is all on me.
This is the December 5th fic for my 25 days of RPF Christmas with the prompt: “I don’t want to just see you once a year”
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“Two hot chocolates for Y/N,” the barista announces. You get up from your seat and walk over to her to accept the drinks. After giving her a smile, you walk back over to your table and take a seat. Any minute now, your best friend A.J. Cook is going to walk through the double glass doors. It’s been about a year since you last saw her, and you’re so excited to see her now.
Every year, she makes it her priority to visit her family for the holidays. Christmas is the only holiday she won’t miss with them because it’s too big of a holiday to miss. Luckily for you, your family is such great friends with hers, which means you can also see her and spend time with her. When she’s not with family, she’s all around the world filming for either Criminal Minds, a new unnamed film she’s starring in, and doing interviews for those things.
You couldn’t be more proud of her, but you really miss her. Sure, you two talk on the phone at least six times a week, and you Facetime, but it’s not the same as actually being there. You two grew up side by side your entire life, so when her career started to kick off, everything changed. You’re not susceptible to change since it scares the shit out of you, and her moving away almost took the life out of you. You two did everything together and going from that to now, it’s been really hard for you. Of course, you never told her any of this because you didn’t want her to feel guilty for living her life and doing what she loves.
You always knew she would make it in show business because she couldn’t stop performing growing up. When you turned ten, she was the entertainment that provided a one-woman show she created on her own. Everyone absolutely loved her, and even though it took the attention off of you, you were so happy for her.
When you two were sophomores in high school, you came down with the nasty flu that stayed with you for weeks. A.J. didn’t like going to school without you, so she faked an illness just to stay home with you. You thought it was never going to work, but she convinced her parents with her phenomenal acting skills that she was truly sick. It was when your parents caught her bringing food up to you that they called her parents and told them what was going on.
In senior year, she landed the lead in the school’s production of Alice in Wonderland. She stole the show with her big smile, bright blue eyes, and innocent front that she showcased. Everyone loved her, and it was the production that set her career off. An agent was in the audience and watched her perform, giving her his card. The first semester of college without her was hard since she was busy doing auditions and filming commercials to add stuff to her resume.
Every time a new movie or show of hers came out, she’d invite you to the premiere, but she would be so busy with interviewers and her costars, that you kind of hung in the back. You’re so proud of her, but you wish she would take a step back and realize how much this is affecting you. Maybe you can convince her to take some time off if you tell her all the things she’s missed since you last saw her.
The door to the cafe rings and your best friend walks in. She looks around for you, and as soon as you two make eye contact, you’re both squealing and hugging each other tightly.
“I missed you so much!” she grins.
“I miss you more,” you chuckle and offer her the seat across from you. “I got you a hot chocolate.”
“With a dash of mint in there?”
“Do I ever forget?” you smile.
“How have you been? It’s been so long since we’ve seen each other,” she says and takes a sip of her drink.
“Too long, actually. Well, Garrett broke his arm and will be in a cast for the next few months.”
“What did your brother do this time,” she rolls her eyes playfully.
“He jumped off the roof and did a backflip into the pool. He didn't hurt his head or anything like that, just broke his arm. I swear, that boy gets dumber with age,” you laugh.
“At my work’s Halloween party, someone almost caught the snack table on fire. I keep telling them that having the pumpkins with candles inside next to the table is a bad idea, and now hopefully they’ll listen. Everyone started freaking out, and we had two guys dressed up as Spongebob and Patrick running around and freaking everybody out. I swear I don’t think I laughed as much as I did then.
“Oh, and your sister was just about to give birth in the backseat of your mom’s car on the way to the hospital.”
“What? No one told me that,” she says in disappointment.
“Yeah, your nephew wanted to come out right there and then, and we had to try and help her hold him in long enough. He basically popped out with the first push. It was gross, but he’s so cute,” you coo.
“I missed a lot of stuff,” she sighs.
“More things happened, but those are the main ones. What about you? What have you been doing this past year?” you ask. By the look on her face, you can tell she misses home. You can see the jealousy in her eyes that you got to experience all of this while she was away. However, she tries to push that down to tell her stories.
“First, I’m kind of sad that Criminal Minds is ending. I don’t think I’ll find a better cast then them. The last season comes out in January, and I know everyone is going to really like it.”
“Are we finally going to get answers on the relationship between Spencer and JJ? That confession was a big one.”
“It will be answered, yes. But I’m not saying anything else.”
“Fine, what else happened?” you ask, taking a huge sip of your drink.
“The movie I’m in now is just amazing, and the cast and I have this ongoing bet to see how and when our director will break the news to one of the editors. She’s pregnant, and she’s married to the editor guy. Me and a few of the guys think she’s going to wait until he figures it out for himself, but then a few other people think--”
“I don’t want to just see you once a year,” you blurt, effectively cutting her off.
“What?” she asks, her voice soft.
“I’m sorry. I miss you too damn much, Andrea. You only come down for Christmas, but then you leave like we’re nothing to you. I really wanted you there at my work’s Halloween party. I may work from home, but we all like to gather for the important holidays to get together and go over what we’ve been working on. That party was not fun without you. You’re my best friend, and I want to see you more often. Take a break, please, and come home.”
“Y/N, I miss you too. More than you think. You don’t think I want to come home and be with family? I want to so much, but I’m working on a film, and then there are interviews, and I have another project when this movie ends. I really wish I could stay,” she sighs.
“And I wish I could go with you. I don’t like being away from you all year. I want more than a few weeks with you.”
“Then come with me.”
“What?”
“You work from home, so I don’t see why you can’t work from my set. Come with me when Christmas is over. We don’t have to be apart any longer. It can be a whole new chapter for us. You can meet the cast, and I’ll introduce you to Matthew,” she sings at the end. Damn my silly crush on the elusive Dr. Reid.
“Well, if it’s for Matthew, then sure,” you joke, and she gives you a playful glare. “Do you really think this can work?”
“Yeah, when I’m filming, you can do your work, and then afterward, we can hang like we used to. I miss us.”
“I miss us too,” you smile.
“So, what do you say?”
“I’ll go with you,” you grin.
“Yay! I’m so glad! Oh, this is going to be so much fun! You’re going to love New York.”
“We’re going to New York?”
“And many more places. We’re going to have so much fun.”
“Yeah, we will. It’s us against the world.”
“Forever and Always,” she finishes.
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malyce19 · 2 years
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Decided to try something new. Wrote my first Criminal Minds fic.
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