#Your streamer is gender blind

[mikaikaika]

In honour of Quackity calling every egg on the server Son/Hijo regardless of their gender have this

#He's confused and I'm not even sure he's even got the spirit #EQUALITY WINS #Your streamer is gender blind #Even to their own child #qsmp #Quackity #Huevos #Huevitos #Qsmp meme #Q! Meme #m.sp

[thepocket221]

FAUST HEADCANONS BC I MISS THEM WHERE IS MY BABY MR VOICE BRING THEM B A C K

yes i have the faust liker disease

they are everything to me🫶🫶

they/them faust TRUTHERS WE STRIKE AT DAWN

not non-binary nor gnc, just kinda,, genderless??

doesn’t feel connected to anything gender related(it might be due to a lack of self identity)

average “clothes don’t have gender” truther

cannot cook nor bake for shit

idc what you saw this bitch cannot follow a recipe to save their life

fav place to eat out at is very unknown noodle bars

an average pho enjoyer (soup and noodles are their safe foods)

blocked the term “blue hair and pronouns” and it’s many variations from regular chat.

“super chat is just funnier” <- faust when they are lying

definitely has beef with charlie

my only evidence for this is that in the end of bittersweet chapter 3, charlie and auron clearly have a better relationship compared to that of auron and faust

definitely feels like their easily replaceable

“wow all that time i spent trying to get to know you and spend time with you just for your to like this blond bitch huh. okay. wow, love you too, brother.”

often in a very dissociative state

doesn’t feel like themself

(gives them horrendous short term memory loss bc it’s what i have)

arm is littered with reminders

also has facial blindness

remembers people based off of certain attributes(voice, hair color, style choices, etc.)

chronic migraine disorder haver

their head hurts so much, but they are being very brave about it

“most of my hcs for faust aren’t based off of angst that lives in my head” <- glenn when they lie

became a streamer bc their body hurts a lot all of the time (wow projecting again, huh glenn /s /lhj)

little walks around town bc they still gotta get that vitamin D💪

also gonna slip in that they have trouble taking pills (WOW, PROJECTING AGAIN, HUH GLENN /lhj)

also doesn’t have a lot of friends but this is more self-inflicted. they just don’t like talking to people

“no point of getting to know someone if i’m just gonna forget them”

“autistic” <- glenn when they tell the truth

SpeIn is tarot, mythology, and constellations

“i can’t tell you a thing about myself but i can tell you every little detail about the stars and they have such deep lore behind them”

we don’t see enough abt the witchy aspects of them and finn I NEED MORE (i am a practicing witch)

only added bells to the cat ears, tail, and collar because they like the sound

makes them go (:

despises almost every fabric so they have to get all of their clothes custom made

vocal stims:

phrases from games they’ve played

a meme/tiktok they have saved to their phone (“lemme get my cat on the mic.. MOOOWWW”, “get the fuck off my porch”, shit like that)

humming and/or singing

tactile stims:

swaying either while sitting or standing

finger taps

walks on the ball of their feet

also a camboy

collabs between them and alphonse are legendary

at least friendly acquaintances

they charlie despisers together

this isn’t charlie slander i promise, i love him dearly (i have a playlist abt him so obviously i’m telling the truth /lhj /s /pos)

canonical thick thighs

canonically saving lives!!

doodles on their thighs

makes little tattoo ideas for themself (never goes through with it bc their pain tolerance is very low and the ink pen looks like it would hurt a little)

the type of individual to keep the stuffed animal they had since they were a baby

okay that’s it, goodbye and stay safe🫡

#glenn moment #glenn talks #glenn talks about yuurivoice #yuurivoice boys #yuurivoice #yuurivoice faust #headcanons #yuurivoice headcanons

[milfhandholder]

Bringing back Black Butler actor AU by writing a bunch of headcanons for it

Sebastian has a dog, yes. He loves it very much, a big fat bulldog that WILL run at you to show you love

The children do homeworks on set so an adult can help them LMAO (don't ask Will though he hated that shit)

Not Sieglinde though, she's homeschooled!! Sucks to sucks, it's not easy being rich 😩😩

Grell and Sebastian are childhood best friends. Sebastian's the one who scored her the role because he "works well with his bestie"

Grell: I genuinely thought I was just going to play a cute butler who's going to have this big gender identity revelation but turns out my best friend just thinks I'm a psychopath so that's nice to hear

Ron originally was a make-up staff who did stand-in for script readings but then the director was like "you're the perfect amount of British"

William genuinely adores Grell because she's been in the industry longer and also she's hot as hell

Madam plays extras after her death scene

Madam: I was just too hot to be alive </3

This is Lizzie's first role and for her great work, she was allowed to bring home 3 dresses of her liking

Had it been their way, Redcliff would've had more screentime and deeper relationships but ig ppl aren't ready for that

The one who breaks character the most is Ciel and the one who does it the least is surprisingly Finnian

Finnian is more known for darker and more serious depictions of teens so when he got casted, everyone was like "we're about to witness mental illness y'all"

Ran Mao is very talkative outside of her screen time. Girlie would infodump about her favorite thing that month to everyone

Mey Rin's a Chinese diaspora and so Lau takes her to 'reconnecting with your roots' trip at least twice a month

Ran Mao's a streamer and it's just her yelling "A FUCKING MONA 💀💀💀"

Lau is actually younger than Sebastian, Madam and Grell so when he first started, he called everyone with honorifics because this is his first non-chinese film and wow you white people really do go call everyone by their names even if they're older

Yes, this is an excuse for him to call Grell "Grell jiejie" and I just think that's cute and I love it. As a Chinese who can't speak Mandarin for shit, I want to call her jiejie LEAVE ME BE

Sieglinde has a very thick German accent that slips sometimes and whenever that happens, she and Ciel starts laughing

Sienglinde: it's not my fault you british have weird as hell accents

Ciel, a british: YOU TAKE THAT BACK

Lizzie brings all the young sapphic watchers bcs y'all,,,my girl is not straight at all and if she is, it's written in the most cursive shit ever

Sebastian on Grell's Instagram comments: SO TRUE QUEEN, MY WIFE, MY LOVE, PLEASE MARRY ME ❤

Grell replying back: lol no you're ugly /j

Grell is unfortunately a brunette irl rip to her roasting her own hair

The ones who are the least like their characters: Ciel (dude he's like 13), William (very sweet and soft-spoken, hates confrontation)

The ones who are literally their characters: Lau (he doesn't have a script, that's just him), Lizzie

Sebastian did actually accidentally stepped on Grell's face. He felt so bad that he kneeled to the floor and basically gave her an apology poem while she's just >:( that she has to redo her makeup

Mey Rin is blind as shit irl, she's just like me fr

Mey Rin: I wished I could see really far instead but no, I can't even see past my own nose

Ran Mao followed Lau's footsteps and calls (only) Grell "jiejie" because she likes her the best LMAO. The highest honor from Ran Mao is if she calls you with a Chinese honorofic, unless if you're Lau in which case she feels obligated to call him 'Lau gege'

Ciel is absolutely in awe with Sebastian's acting skills, he's all starry-eyed like "TEACH ME PLS"

Sebastian could only dance thanks to his theater kid days with Grell

I firmly believe that Sienglinde would love kpop and Hatsune Miku

Finnian has a RBF when he doesn't realize it, it scared Ciel shitless the first time

#kuroshitsuji #black butler #grell sutcliff #kuroshitsuji grell #sebastian michaelis #william t spears #kuroshitsuji madame red #madame red #our ciel #ciel phantomhive #elizabeth midford #finnian kuroshitsuji #lau kuroshitsuji #ran mao #black butler actor au

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Alt accounts:

[TikTok: 00dlyhappy]

[Reddit: u/Odd-Happy]

[Tumblr: poorxsouls]

[X/Twitter: 00dlyHappy]

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Name: poorxsouls

Nicknames: [Lerina • Coral • Yuna] + [Skully • Alister • Mar-Mar]

Identity: [They/them • it/its • she/him; Nonbaniry]

Gender: [female; woman]

Sexuality: [Pansexual • Greysexual • Polyamorous]

Race: [Mixed ; Afro/BLK • lightskin Cuban]

Likes: [Animals • fashion • music • unhingeness • gore;horror • games • stories;fanfic;AUs • art • anime • jewelry • fashion; suits • blood • plants;fungi • xxx • rainbows]

Dislikes: [Touching • xxx • people]

Fav color: [blue • pink]

Kin: [Kangel; Ame-chan • Homura akemi • Rei ayanami • Sawako kuronuma • Defect Mogeko • Mogekov Hashasky • Moge-kov • Pancetta • Peraco • Rawberry • Macarona • Yosafire • Froze • Arbus & Ater • Dialo • Cranber • Sherbet • Lost • Fukami • Memoca • Seguro • Rimorimo • Tomoshibi • Hofuru • Adauchi • Lobco • Ptomain • Daimonji • Discord(MLP) • Glitz & Glam • Velvet & Veneer • Mammon • Fluttershy • pompompurin]

Fandom: [ Okegom • PYHT/NACS (Pyohato Nebulamancers) • Danganronpa • splatoon • CRK • TBHK • Genshin • Honkai • Omori • The Amazing Digital Circus • DDLC • FMWL (from Madness with Love) • Homestuck • class of ‘09 • YTTD(your turn to die) • YumeNikki • Steven Universe • Alice, back to wonderland • Lego Monkey king • Monster High • MLP (my little pony) • Back Street Girls • Vocaloid • cry of fear • Roblox • needy overload streamer • animator vs animation • Amanda the adventure • you and me and her • Trolls • FNF(Friday night funkin) • Kuon • disillusion game • Hello Charlotte • gwain saga • neon genesis evangelion • murder drones • tcoaal(the coffin of Andy and Leyley) • the liar princess and the blind prince • undertale • Sanrio/hello kittyverse • Scott pilgrim • we happy few • lies of P]

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#intro post #introduction #pinned intro #introducing myself #information #info post #pinned info #quick write #quickstart

[feywildfox]

Mm i left bandom space a long long time ago. I mean I'm not that old but ten years ago is still pretty long. And frankly if i overstep lemme know.

Honestly at this point i shouldnt be surprised so many people are actually still inherently racist towards Ray, but also i think, i should be. Because i genuinely expected better from mcr bandom, but again, left bandom spaces a decade ago...

It's pretty sad? Like. I'll admit, I didn't realize Ray was actually a man of colour when i was younger. I think i realized right around the time i left at 15 or so. Which also really goes to show that racism towards him and making him seem as white as possible which definitely i think was a thing. Like in comparison, I knew pete wentz was mixed long before i figured out Ray was a poc. It says a lot about the space at the time and i had honestly thought it'd be better now.

I've loved mcr for years, but i havent been IN love with them for a while. It happens, relationships and feeling wax and wane. But this tour, the excitement and love recently ignited in not just Gerard with all their gender fuckery, but the whole band, has brought a love and joy back into my life for music that hit me in the heart as a preteen and teenager.

And none of that would be possible without Ray Toro putting his all into the feelings and conveying of in his music. Mikey made the band, but ray MAKES the band. He is absolutely fucking integral and it is disgusting & disheartening to see him treated such a way. What the fuck even, hearing that streamers are zooming in on frank during Rays solos?? Like do the fuck better? I'm honestly disappointed as fuck in that shit. Like I know this whole thing is a little disjointed stream of consciousness type post but really. White people do better challenge! Its literally SO fucking easy. The real camera guys are RIGHT THERE showing what to fucking do!

You can love the others as much as you want but jesus fuck give Ray the same fucking courtesy. Stop ignoring your racism, start recognizing the issues that plague you from being white and growing up in white privilege. I sure as fuck still have plenty of shit to work on but at least i can say i can do the bare fucking MINIMUM of giving Ray Toro the respect and attention he absolutely fucking deserves.

Like I do hope this is understood I am not trying to speak over anyone but simply say from one white to another: you need to do better. If that's how you treat a member of supposedly one of your fav bands, i genuinely fear for the poc you encounter in your life. The harm you cause by staying blind may be incremental but it builds up until it's a mountain. Do fucking better.

#not the picturesque emo #fans #its 1 am so this is not. the modt coherent thing but i hope it gets the point across as someone who has been outside of bandom space #i mever realized how big an issue it was but honestly i should have known #im not going point at myself as a pure example of what to do because honestly ive loved mcr from a distance for a while #i have always loved them all but literally its ridiculous coming back ten years later #and finding out that yeah no. rays apparently or whatever the fuck #like uh what. emo is a style #its a sounds a love language a voice for people an expression #sure there are certain clothes or jewelry or makeup that can play into it but NONE of that actually means shit #because it can be turned corpo and ripped up and spat back all sanatized. ray is emo. ray is a man of colour. he's a rock god on the guitar #NONE of that is mutally fucking exclusive! ray toro is just as important as anyone else in the band #ray toro deserves SO much respect and he does NOT deserve to have people claim they are of mcr then treat him like that #you are not an mcr fan you are a pretentious racist asshole who needs to check ther privileges at the fucking gate thank you #fox squawks #im tired and angry now and im sorry to all the poc in the fandom who have to deal w this on a constant basis you all deserve a lot better #im sure yall feel way worse than i do and i genuinely hope people can realize the shit theyve been doing. #i am always happy to go toe to toe w other dumbass white ppl and call them out on their bs #i dont see it because i curate my dash to the point drama is usually a mild breeze at best but i am more than willing to #weaponize my whiteness to force other white ppl to think. if you gotta point me at em do it idc. like a lil attack chihuahua or something. #idk #im lagging now but my fingers dont want to stop typing bc i am nervous abt posting this but yknow. whatever if i fuck up i learn & move on! #we Do Not succumb to white guilt we gracefully say im sorry for that thank you for pointing it out even though you didnt have to i know its #exhausting to do constantly i will keep that in mind and then we do! and we modify our behavior! and we DO. BETTER

[struggling-with-time]

Masterlist of oneshots/drabbles

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Newest posts first

Masterlist of everything

Buy me a coffee <3

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Oneshots/drabbles:

How the lack of a nickname can lead to something more You are nervous about your feelings for Corpse, ending up making him think you hate him because you can’t act like yourself around him anymore [Gender neutral!reader] Request

I wanna ruin our friendship Corpse does the tiktok trend with you [Gender neutral!reader] Request

A drunken confession from a broken man You meet at a party after having been broken up for years [Female!reader] Request

Toast’s sister You forget to tell toast you’re dating Corpse [Female!reader] Request

Come back to bed You help a tired Corpse into bed [Gender neutral!reader] Original

Nightmare You have a nightmare while Corpse is streaming [Gender neutral!reader] Request

One last time You see each other one last time [Female!reader] Request

Simping for two You simp for each other, but the other doesn’t know [Female!reader] Request

Without you I’m just a sad song You record a sad song, because you don’t think Corpse likes you [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Soft voices Corpse precents you to his stream, and you’re shy about it [Female!reader] Request

Mother’s aren’t always the best Your mother stops by while you’re streaming. Corpse calms you down afterwards [Female!reader] (plationic) Request

Off cam kisses Corpse helps you answer some questions on stream. [Female!reader] Request

Corpse’s younger brother You’re Corpses younger brother joining his stream. [male!reader] Request

Stuffed animal You still sleep with a stuffed animal and is scared to tell Corpse [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Dungeons and Dragons: You introduce Corpse to DnD with your friends (platonic) [Gender neutral!reader] Original

Spilled tea: You accidentally let everyone and your brother Felix knows you’re dating [Female!reader] Request

Uncertainties: You aren’t sure what you want [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Among Us Promises You bet your relationship you’re not lying [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Poki’s friend 2 Part 2, or the one where you flirt on stream [Female!reader] Request

Poki’s friend You’re a good friend of Poki, and maybe another streamer too [Female!reader] Request

Cousin of a cousins wedding You’re Corpses fake date to a wedding [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Lost connection 2 How Corpse expirenced everything [Gender neutral!reader] Highly requested

Lost connection You find a friend in Corpse over the internet [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Ruben moves in Your cat Ruben does not like Corpse [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Cat girl You dress up as a catgirl for Corpse and crash his stream [Female!reader] Request

Surprise Song You try to write a song to Corpse [Female!reader] Request

Gifted Collar You’re gifted a collar from Corpse on your anniversary [Female!reader] Request

Our Cat Son, Our Precious Child: Your cat decides to join the stream, and now you have to explain that your child is a cat. Not a human. [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Kitten Calling Corpse accidentally calls you kitten on stream [Female!reader] Request

Halloween Party You’re going to a halloween party, and someone has gotten cold feet. [Female!reader] Request

Blind date Your friend sets you up on a blind date. [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Youtube video (ASMR) The two of you try to record an asmr video. [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Comfort When the hate becomes too much, Corpse is there for you. [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Stressful streaming You try your best to step out of your comfortzone and stream with Corpse and his friends. [Female!reader] Request

Penpals from across the sea A package arrives at your doorstep, from your penpal [Gender neutral!reader]  (Platonic) Request

Dog parks are a good place Your husky runs into a stranger in a park. [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Sykkunos biggest Simp Just a newly offical couple wanting to share their love [Female!reader]

“They recently went public with their relationship and it’s the first stream back. And Corpse starts to simp for Sykkuno” Request

Don’t turn green on me now Jelous!Corpse, and best friend Ethan [Female!reader] Request

Size differences and snuggles Just snuggles, and fluff and two people in love. [Female!reader] Request

Can I have my sweater back? Just a group of pals playing among us, when you let your mouth run wild. [Female!reader] Request

Movie night (Horror Movie): You’re not that into horror movies, but anything for Corpse. [Gender neutral!reader] Request

Outfit of the day(date): You’re having trouble with making your outfit for the day. [Female!reader] Request

Cuddle time: Cuddles, tea, and fluff. [Gender neutral!reader] Original

Translucent: Y/N is good at looking through Corpse [Female!reader] Original

Dinner for two (at home): Homemade dinner and fluff [Gender neutral!reader] Original

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#corpse husband #corpse husband fanfic #corpse husband x y/n #corpse husband x reader #corpse x reader #delias own writing

[matcha-narancia]

if you're comfortable, may i request a rohan x pregnant reader? and duwang gang's reaction of their baby? it can be drabble or hc

A/N: Sure anon, pregnancy stuff is alright with me, though I'll edit my request rules if anything is to change around it! I hope you enjoy!

Also since the baby’s gender wasn’t specified, I won’t specify whether it’s a boy or a girl.

Warning(s): Some spoilers for Part 4 (Obviously)!

Expecting | Rohan X Pregnant!Reader Drabble

“Do we have to tell Josuke?”

Rohan groans, throwing open the blinds a bit and peering out at the boy, who’s conveniently striding up to the porch. Behind him are Okuyasu, Koichi, and Jotaro.

“Yes,” you roll your eyes, elbowing his side, “We do.”

“But—“

“It’s the nice thing to do, Ro! He deserves to know just as much as everybody else.”

“…Alright…”

He grumbles back, and you press a kiss to his cheek.

“Good! Now cmon!” You pull him by the hand and swing open the front door, greeting everyone with a hug or a handshake in Jotaro’s case.

“Any reason for calling us all over, Y/N?”

The question comes from Koichi, and you can’t help but let out a laugh at his inquisitiveness. You turn to Rohan, and then to the others.

“Mhm!”

You reach for the mangaka’s hand, and he’s quick to take yours into his own. You both smile.

“We’re having a baby!” You announce in unison.

Josuke and Okuyasu’s jaws drop, Koichi’s eyes go wide, and Jotaro… keeps the same expression.

Well, that is until a small smile forms on his face.

“Congrats.” The marine biologist says, quickly followed by the others practically tackling you both in a hug.

“We’re gonna be uncles!!!” Josuke and Okuyasu screech. Rohan immediately frowns at this.

“N—“

“Yes,” you cut him off, patting their backs. He lets out a huff.

“How far along are you? If you don’t mind me asking.”

Koichi questions again as everyone pulls away. You pat your stomach.

“Only a couple of weeks. But we wanted to tell you all soon.”

“We’re thankful for that.” Jotaro replies, and you know they all are.

You already can’t wait for them to meet your child.

…

Six months later and you and Rohan are being rushed to Josuke’s home, confused yet intrigued.

Koichi had called you up a few hours before, explaining that Jotaro would pick you up and take you to the Higashikata household at around noon.

Now, as Jotaro rounds the corner, you and your lover can’t help but wonder what’s going on.

“You don’t think it has something to do with Kira, do you?”

Rohan asks, and you frown, a hand instinctively moving to your stomach, “I sure hope not…”

You say, worried. He quickly slings one of his arms around your shoulder.

“Don’t worry, whatever it is, you have me and Heaven’s Door!”

The car abruptly stops at this. Jotaro, who’s been silent the entire drive, turns to you both.

“Head out to the backyard, everyone’s waiting.”

“Wai—“ you start, but the marine biologist’s already made his way out of the car. Sighing, Rohan gets out and offers you his hand

Together, you make your way up the gravel path and towards the gates. Swinging it open, you’re greeted by many familiar faces.

Josuke, Okuyasu, Koichi, Jotaro, Joseph, Yukako, Kobayashi, Hazamada, Yuya, Akemi, Yoshie, Reika, Mikitaka, Tonio, and Tomoko all cheer out a ‘congrats!’

Some of them pulling out streamers and such, confetti floating through the air as your hands move to your mouth in shock, tears in your eyes.

Rohan stands beside you, a small and smug smile on his face. He won’t tell you that he planned the whole party.

…

You laugh as Josuke and Okuyasu bustle into the room together, Koichi not far behind, along with Jotaro and Yukako.

“Y/N!” They exclaim. In your arms, your baby stirs a bit, whining out.

Rohan shoots them both looks, and they slap their hands over their mouths.

“It’s alright,” you tell them, “Do you each wanna hold them?”

Everyone’s eyes light up, and so gently, you lift your baby into their awaiting arms.

Each of them holds your child for a short while, some of them having better reactions from others… though the baby doesn’t cry once, to your surprise.

Rohan sends Josuke another look when the baby’s handed off to him, but you have no fears. After all, you’ve seen the boy handle his baby sister Shizuka. Your child seems to like him!

Finally, when everyone has a turn to hold them, Rohan takes your child into his arms, and you swear you see him smile. A genuine one.

You tear up, knowing that your family is growing, and that your child will always have many, many people to look up to.

#jojo’s bizarre adventure #jojo’s bizarre adventure diamond is unbreakable #jjba #jjba diamond is unbreakable #jjba diu #jjba part 4 #rohan kishibe #rohan x reader #jojo’s bizarre adventure drabble #jjba drabble

[amazingphilza]

snap out of it :: cc!multiple x reader

angst (?) , platonic , gender neutral ! tw / mild intrusive / repeating thoughts ! ib: arctic monkey’s snap out of it

i kinda wrote this as a vent / in mind of wilbur being straightforward about how we don’t know him & he doesn’t know us (this is not written directly for any specific cc, but all of them in general! & not in the connotation of hate towards anyone)

you never really got out of your minecraft “phase”

it was something you were genuinely passionate about & couldn’t imagine not enjoying in your pass time

just like people who were into disney no matter how old they were

everyone had their own interests and yours happened to be a block game

you weren’t surprised when you discovered the dream smp and quickly found interest in all the members

but eventually it had gotten to the point you couldn’t go by a day without watching their streams, even if it wasn’t specifically minecraft

the feeling was absolutely dreadful

you knew you’d always respect all of your favorite content creators’ boundaries but occasionally you couldn’t help but wonder

what’s been happening in your world?

what have you been up to?

you never went as far as sending intrusive dono’s but your brain itched and you hated it

the worst part?

the thought of one of them dating someone?

it ached

or imagining a small content creator on your fyp blow up from their first tiktok and getting whitelisted on the server right after?

absolute pain

you couldn’t tell if it was your head or heart though

but you never particularly viewed any of them romantically or anything, even if some admitted that it didn’t make them uncomfortable

not to mention, if/when any of them actually came out publicly to say they’re dating someone, you would be happy for them, no doubt

and if a small youtuber or streamer did somehow get to blow up so fast they were added onto the server right away, you’d be excited

but why did it hurt thinking?

you kept arguing with the two sides of your head, both being irrational whilst considerate at the same time in their own ways

one was being considerate to the content creators; you were being irrational, overprotective, and jealous for no reason for ever thinking you could even talk to them personally or anything

another was being considerate to yourself; they would never know how you felt and repressing these feelings wouldn’t make you feel better, just as long as you never said these thoughts in public

you wanted to grab both your shoulders and shake them

snap out of it, y/n

but imagine spending a day with the dream team for a day! how fun—

snap

what about maybe visiting london or brighton for a bit? like it seemed really pretty in the vlogs—

out

you know how determined you actually are though. if you’re patient enough and work hard you can become the next biggest youtuber—

of

when covid is over, you’ll be able to buy tickets to twitchcon and meet of them! but imagine if you were actually friends with—

it

it was like you were under a spell

you were hypnotized by your own thoughts

how could you be so blind? so ignorant?

snap out of it, y/n

you don’t even know them, it’s just a small bit of their personality, you never will—

snap

and they will never date or interact with a fan in a personal level, what’s wrong with you—

out

stop thinking your life is a fanfiction, these are real people you’re thinking of, have some human decency to least respect—

of

if you really cared you wouldn’t view them this way, you’re disgusting—

it

even if your thoughts always remained internal and no content creator would ever know...

they made you feel so happy and safe.

you wanted them to feel happy and safe.

you felt sick

#aaa another thing written rly early in the morning #it’s 4am pls #this is honestly a mess might delete later #dream smp imagines #dsmp x you #dsmp x reader #mcyt imagine #mcyt x reader #mcyt x you

[smolfailure]

FUCK IT, DREAM SMP HOMESTUCK AU

but it's only half shitposts and there are actual Thoughts in there.

You don't need to have read the comic to understand because I tried not to spoil anything major, but it'd help if you knew basic stuff about classpects, SBURB and the hemospectrum.

disclaimer: i'm not a good pixel artist and this is my first actual sprites ever so please be kind to my weird pixels

The Kids:

Tommy

Fundy

Techno

Tubbo

tommy, tubbo and fundy one of the kids because they're the kids in dream smp canon (with fundy being son of wilbur)

techno's there because i want to make a dave strider reference (haha get it because techno's name is also da-- *gets shot) and also because they are both coolguys except instead of using irony, techno has adhd

The Trolls:

Wilbur Soohte (fuschia)

?????? Ehrret (violet)

J????? Shlatt (purple)

Nihacu Niikki (indigo)

Skeppy Diamon (cerulean)

Quacki Tthiey (teal)

Philza Myncra (jade)

Dreame Wastkn (lime disguising as olive)

George Notfou (gold)

Sapphe Nahfpe (bronze)

Badboy Haelow (burgundy)

don't come at me saying only females are allowed to be jades and fuschias; gender is fake and this is an au

more of the AU and the talksprites are under the cut:

Tommy

Lunar sway: Derse. Types in: Red

chaotic. the first person to be introduced.

when he gets introduced instead of the “Zoosmell Pooplord” bit, Tommy is initially going to be the name inputted but then backspaced it and decided that Tommyinnit was better and he was fuming until he’s named Tommy.

Gives me big Blood/Hope vibes. Blood because a lot of the conflict of the dream smp connected to someone breaking his trust or harming the things he cares about, Hope because a lot of the plot of the dream smp stems from Tommy starting shit based on his ideals and what he thinks is right.

the first to instigate fighting against the trolls

bbh contacts him once and tommy keeps cursing until he disconnects from frustration rip

wields Gunkind and his only strife weapon at the beginning is the Vlog gun. He has Gunkind as his strife specibus mainly because he looked up at schlatt and he imitates him.

Fundy

Lunar sway: Prospit. Types in: Orange

it was his idea to play SBURB but only through Dream.

he talks to dream the most among the other trolls fwt stans getcha juice this is the rosemary of the session

dream’s the one giving him exposition about the game so that’s how he knows how to play SBURB.

wilbur trolls fundy once and instantly adopts him.

“You’re my son.” “How does that even work??” “I was one of the people who created your universe. It’s basically the same thing.”

Fundy relents anyway.

Techno

Lunar sway: Derse. Types in: Pink

dave strider but dead-inside voice + rose lalonde english major vibes

he slices the text box when you try to name him "Dave " like in

techno gives me time player vibes (contantly on the move. his skyblock series, his “stays in the pit” monologue,) but also rage vibes (anarchy,  the “theseus” monologue, political alignment is Chaos) alas i am not sure what class

uses Tridentkind and claims "it came from god"

 it was dream, he accidentally transportalized one of wilbur’s weapon while he testing the transportalizer.

Tubbo

Lunar sway: Prospit. Types in: Green

the jade harley of this session. the only thing keeping them from going apeshit. where would they be without him.

but also jade harley in a sense that he seems nice and wholesome but also don’t fuck with them they can mess you up

Heart/Life vibes??? someone good at classpecting help

i put them in prospit bc of the "tubbo third eye" instead of tubbo having a sixth sense or smth, they see the future from the clouds of skaia when they sleep

wields Stress-relieverKind at some point

bonus: everyone’s actual hair colors

Ideas about the Trolls

no i haven’t done their sprites yet bc it would take so much time and i’m not even sure if people wanna see more of this au skjdkdsakdfkl,, but i have Design Ideas.

events of the dsmp revolution are just a FLARP session drawing parallels to how the homestuck trolls had a FLARP session that spoiler alert: destroyed friendships. dtrio, eret, will are involved. eret betrays will's faction and wilbur's still Bitter over that.

on the context of alternia (highbloods and lowbloods) lmanburg and dreamsmp have their roles SWAPPED.  the emancipation theme thing is completely gone since highbloods are in more power than the lowbloods (the dream team) . 

wilbur made a faction called l’manburg because he wants a place where he and his fellow highbloods could make drugs vibe.they take a piece of land that was owned by the dream team. in normal circumstances, they shouldve stood down because lowbloods aren't supposed to start shit with highbloods (especially a group of highbloods that has the alternian heir among them)  but dream turned it into an activism thing about lowblood rights. the story plays as close as possible without tommy or tubbo in it (which is pretty hard ik but this is the best can do).

like in the dreamsmp revolution, dream kinda let wilbur do what he wants but this time he has more reason to because he’s in a lower caste. dream really only fought back when wilbur announced that he’d be building lmanburg on their land and calling it theirs.

eret betrays wilbur by supporting the lowbloods and wilbur and co. technically won but only because he finally called the drones in, as a reference to how lmanburg absolutely got crushed by the dream team in the smp but technically won. l’manburg keeps the piece of land and the dream team scatter away to find a new home.

wilbur soot's a fuschia because a) he's in a position that has a lot of power, b) yknow how he wrote a song about squids and his thing with sally… yeah.

eret's a violet because nobility!! dream looks down on him because he's ambivalent on fighting for lowblood rights when he's in a power to do so "you just sit there, and you look pretty that's it"

also like eridan he has a minor aesthetic mutation (herobrine eyes) that won't classify him as a mutant.

jschlatt is purple because it makes sense thematically because of the gamzee parallels (a. substance abuse b. if you know what happens in act 6, you know this already but spoiler alert, he ruins the main protagonists' lives) also he's a funnyman he deserves the clown caste

 quackity's a teal because he’s a law student. moving on--

 ok but for real it also makes sense thematically because he's the one who wrote the thing that tricked schlatt into agreeing also he gets manipulated by schlatt which also draws parallels to certain events in the comic

skeppy and bbh are BEST FRIENDS despite being highblood and lowblood respectively. initially, skeppy just wanted to bother bbh but they grew to be good friends in time. y’know like how they actually becane friends :D

philza minecraft is a jade because dad friend. also works thematically, because spoiler alert he gets to murder a seadweller for going batshit crazy. 

he also god tiers early. he dies fighting his quick undead denizen (haha baby zombie) but the consorts of his land carry him to his quest bed because he’s treated them all so well.

dream was initially going to be another caste but then i realized that means i have to make his hoodie something other than green which is unacceptable so its a good thing the fact that he's a lime works out

dream was the one who thought of playing sgrub in the first place- initially only planned to have gogy, sap, and bbh in the session but then realized that they four won't be enough so he invited more into his session

he’s also the first to go godtier ez clap blind speedrun not sure what classpect tho

the only reason why dream avoided being culled at birth for being a limeblood is because his rng is That Good. he quickly picked up the fact that he’s not supposed to exist and masqueraded as an oliveblood and kept mostly to himself to avoid suspicion.

george is still colorblind but he has lazer eyes along with it instead. dream lives with him in the same hive since being a mutant means dream doesn’t get a lusus of his own (dnf fans getcha juice “and they were roommates”) 

despite living in the same hive, he never really figures out that dream is a limeblood. possibly because a) he’s colorblind and when he sees dream bleeding he just sees yellow b) he’s just that fucking oblivious and it’s so valid of him.

sapnap’s a bronzeblood mainly because i know he’s the instigator of the pet war with tommy also because i associate him with the color orang in my mind so bronze it is

that’s the end of this long-ass post!! if you have other ideas PLEASE i want to hear them. i don’t know the other streamers i mentioned in here very well so if you have ideas that would be fitting to them like with classpect or lunar sway that would be GREAT. 

the only thing i’m confident about in here are the kids’ lunar sways. i’m not an expert in classpects and homestuck lore so there’s that too!! i just wanted to make this post because adhd means that the idea wouldn’t shut up until i finished it. This initially started as a single shitpost edit of tommyinnit talksprite but then the hiveswap 2 trailer came out and that means i have to combine my two hyperfixations.

also i have ideas about potential quadrants but idk how much of that is breaking some streamers’ boundaries about shipping (even the non romantic quads such as kismesistude, morallegiance and auspisticism) so i decided not to include it.

edit: apparently people want more so i made a discord server as a place to brainstorm!! please pm me to join!

#dream smp #mcyt #mcytblr #dream smp au #homestuck #sleepy bois inc #one of those tags is not like the other #tommyinnit #tubbo #tubbo_ #tubbolive #fundy #fundylive #itsfundy #technoblade #dream team #wilbur soot #wilbur mcyt #eret mcyt #jschlatt #quackity #skeppy #badboyhalo #philza #dreamwastaken #georgenotfound #sapnap #homestuck au #reblog this to curse ur mutuals' feeds with Unexpected Homestuck in 2020

[angeloncewas]

just the thought of the way people would react to your proposed Twitter Nightmare Mcc Team has sent me to an early grave, oh my goodness. /lh 😭 the way i’d sprint to tumblr upon that announcement would parallel the urgency i’d have in sprinting towards a bomb shelter during a nuclear fallout.

i’ll be honest, though - i had no idea people disliked eret! i know sylvee’s had controversy in the past, so there are people that dislike her for that on top of plain misogyny - but i wasn’t aware of eret having been involved in anything? (i am fully aware of the situation regarding techno and twitter, though, and why overstepping fans would feel inclined to “defend” george from him.)

not to derail my ask too much (so sorry!), but it’s a bit crazy how differently people treat sylvee and her controversy regarding the r-slur with how they treated dream’s, for example. it’s a shame that female ccs aren’t given the same room to grow from their mistakes that male streamers are, and the specific comparison between their situations makes the disparity between gender pretty clear. they’ve both apologized for their use of the word, yet sylvee still faces backlash for it amongst mcyt fans, whilst dream [from what i’ve seen] does not. (just wanted to say this is in no way a commentary on their apologies or a defense on their part regarding their actions, as i’m not qualified to speak on it since i am not apart of the group(s) affected by the r-slur! was just talking about how the treatment of them as individuals vastly contrasts among fans, despite them having done the same thing. hope that makes sense - definitely don’t want to seem like i’m overstepping, as that definitely was not my intention!

again, very sorry for the long ask! definitely don’t feel the need to respond to it if it’d take too much time or be too taxing - i very much would understand that. regardless, i hope you’re havin an excellent night!)

OMG qndnnd. It would be pure pandemonium on there. It could still happen ! They're all still free ! Yo Apollo, where you at ? (I doubt it but oh BOY would it be worth it)

Eret's situation is genuinely one of the most bullshit cases I've seen. (Rant ahead lol)

The thing about Techno is that while I personally am still a fan, I only mock Twitter's response due to their decontextualization and general hypocrisy. If you as a minority (or otherwise!) have been hurt by his words and/or actions, I'm genuinely sorry and under no means are you required or even encouraged to just move on and forgive him. He did stuff that could cross a line for some people and I never wanna imply people aren't allowed to feel hurt or even just form their own opinion.

Eret, meanwhile, is a wholly different case. I've read the entire passed-around thread about Eret's wrongdoings multiple times and it is so frustrating because literally every shred of proof in it is just them not knowing stuff about the lgbt community. Asking how kids can know that they're ace or what it means to be a nonbinary lesbian. Genuine ignorance that got remedied fairly quickly.

It's like they expect the realization that you're some form of lgbt to come with an encyclopedic knowledge of community issues and terminology and the like. I didn't get a fucking flyer in the mail when I liked a girl for the first time. Not to mention the way that kind of behavior actively discourages people from asking questions in order to further their understanding. They expect blind compliance and anything else - even honest misunderstandings from someone who is lgbt themself - is unforgivable. Gah.

I don't know enough about Sylvee to speak on her R-slur controversy (to be honest, I didn't even know she had one) and while part of the forgiveness toward Dream stems from the fact that he himself is neurodivergent and is debatably allowed to say the slur (no opinion from me) you're so right about the discrepancy between the way the two of them have been treated.

I've said this before, but to me the problem with a lot of mcyttwt's behavior specifically isn't that they "let Dream get away with everything" like some people who hate him claim, it's that they don't forgive anyone else for anything. Especially women, which is SO disappointing considering their demographic. They weaponize very serious terms when you call them out for their misogyny and it's genuinely concerning how blind they are to the way they treat women like shit. And I say that as someone who is a fan of plenty of those white boys myself.

Don't worry about the length of the ask ! It made me laugh a lot (and think a lot) and I really hope you're having a good night as well <3 sorry my response is so lengthy :')

#angel answers #anon #mcyttwt critical #critical #long post

[arigatouiris]

an inconvenient crush // kenma kozume x reader (1/2)

Author’s Note: A new story?? SO SOON?? Thank you for all the love for my previous Kuroo story, it meant the world to me. I write for myself primarily, yes, but it brings me SO MUCH JOY to know that my words reach you. It helps with the motivation to put them out more often. Thank you. This story is very close to my heart because I’m a gamer, although I don’t stream. I’m more like Kenma though, personality wise. Haha.

Word count: 5k+

Pairing: YouTuber! Kenma Kozume x Streamer! Reader

Summary: YouTuber Kozume Kenma has had the biggest crush on Twitch Streamer, (s/n) (y/n), who in actuality simps heavily after Kenma's secret YouTube persona, puddinghead0.

What happens when their paths cross?

Kuroo is honestly tired of Kenma's second-guessing, and (y/n) is a bit of a crackhead.

Warnings: unrequited love, one-sided crush, slight angst, pining, crackhead reader, internet bullying, slang, gaming references, haikyuu manga spoilers, fluff

C h a p t e r O n e : puddinghead0

Kozume Kenma suddenly turned existential when his eyes shifted to his phone screen for the 12th time in ten minutes.

Was he always doing this? Was he always obsessed with his phone to a point where he'd constantly check for notifications? Did this mean he was deeply lonely on the inside and wanted approval from people on a virtual platform, which meant that the approval was also virtual and none of it was real? Did it mean that he craved to nullify the growing void in his chest by distracting himself with a black mirror that showcased light that could permanently impair his sight?

He let out a breath and forced himself not to look at his phone. He didn't care. It didn't matter. That's what he always said.

    "Hey!" His classmate/room-mate screamed from the entrance to his flat, "Are you watching her stream? Posted two minutes ago!"

His phone was definitely slow. He had been checking his phone but there was no notification. Letting out a breath, and giving himself a mental reason to actually check his phone, Kenma opened the notifications tab to see the one notification he had kept his eye out for had been buried under ridiculous facebook notifs.

An inconvenient crush, that's what he told himself whenever he looked at you. You were a streamer, a bit different from what he did on YouTube because you were primarily on Twitch. There were reaction videos of you on YouTube, which was where he found you, but damn—how could one be pretty while rage-quitting a game? It was abnormal. Nothing about you was normal; college student/Twitch streamer, an apparent baker in your mother's bakery, game reviewer for Sony, and you were insanely cute.

    "She's getting to that part," his roommate commented from behind Kenma's back, while Kenma really just wanted to watch the video in peace, "Shit, she's gonna cry."

You did cry, quite a few times, and too easily if he could add. You cried at the ending of God of War, you cried to The Last of Us (which made sense, but you were perhaps just bawling throughout the entire game), you cried in a game called Detroit: Become Human, you cried far too easily, but you never really quit. He loved how passionate you were about games, and it was the sort of passion he could completely understand.

    "Oh shit," You said in the video, your eyes scanning all over the game screen, "What's happening? What's happening?"

Kenma chuckled at how cute you were, god, you were killing him. You looked worried, and he could visibly see a sweat drop on your forehead, but you were so focused that it didn't matter. Suddenly, there was a screaming sound from the game you were playing, and your eyes popped open as wide as they possibly could and you just sat there, unmoving. He loved how you never squealed or made any loud reactions, except when you were in a fight with a difficult boss, but whenever something traumatic happened, you just froze and sunk it all in. You were currently playing the second part of The Last of Us, and a traumatic scene was definitely happening. Kenma had just finished playing it the night before, so every scene you were playing was familiar.

    "I officially hate this game," You said, your voice breaking and he desperately wanted to hold you, "Fucking hell."

    "God, she's amazing." Kenma's roommate said, eyes turning into literal hearts.

    "Hm." Yeah, she is, Kenma thought, but could never really say.

As a YouTuber himself who streams games, he was aware that you were not as popular, and it was a fact that he really didn't like. Sure, you were on a less popular platform, but Twitch was incredibly popular by itself as well. He also understood the bias that came with being a female gamer, and while it sounded ridiculous to him, Kenma was one of those people who believed gaming required no gender.

He adored your content, and he secretly adored the hell out of you, so seeing you soar would only make him happy.

    "I... I can practically feel what pain she's feeling right now," You spoke about the game, a lone tear threatening to leak out of your eye, "But! We shall persevere. I've been waiting 7 years for this game, so I won't let... won't let something like this halt my interest. Let's see if this has a point to it all."

God, he adored you. But, Kenma considered it an inconvenient crush because of course, the world was small. The first big crush he has on someone and he hoped it would remain over the internet, but it just had to become something more tangible, something that could make him weak in the knees.

You, a college student/Twitch streamer, an apparent baker in your mother's bakery, a game reviewer for Sony, insanely cute, and also happened to be one of his YouTube channel's biggest fans.

He had only recently discovered your personal twitter handle, and dear lord, you were simping after him with no remorse. It wasn't as if he was all you talked about, but he had also noticed the trajectory of the games you were playing were on par with his own timeline. Kenma had finished his final stream for The Last of Us II just the night before and you had now started playing it. Right before that, it was Bloodborne, and before that, it was Final Fantasy VII Remake. However, your public handle was a lot more professional and despite knowing that it was there, he hadn't sent you a follow request because well, Kenma called himself an introvert in every matter but Kuroo just said he was shy.

While he knew that he could easily approach you and have you know he knew of your existence, Kenma preferred not to get into such detail. It was comfortable admiring you from afar, and it was comfortable being where he was—he had his company to work hard over, he was also a computer student and a YouTuber. Sure, he had his hands full especially after calling you abnormal for something that he himself was doing, but he never really fit into a bracket anyway. Kenma's latent obsession with you was something he wasn't particularly proud of and this wasn't because it had anything to do with you, but simply because he didn't want to make a big deal out of it. Change, in many ways, scared him. And by changing the structure or dynamics of him admiring you in secret, while you admired him not so secretly, Kenma was certain that it might not lead where he may have wanted it to go.

Surely, Kuroo was against this sort of caution, calling it cowardly and saying it lacked passion; but Kenma knew it was just a crush. There was no way he could deduce the kind of person you were based on how you gamed or reacted to games, based on the little tid-bits of information you gave out while playing those games, or even how you openly spoke about how much you admired 'puddinghead0's videos. Kenma hated Kuroo for giving him that name, but he was too lazy to come up with a new one.

    "Also," You sprung up in the final two minutes of your latest video, "I'm on Patreon, now! I honestly have no idea how it works, but if you really like the content I make and want to support me, you can become a patron and wish me luck!"

Kenma waited for his stupid roommate to go out of his room before he could open Patreon and find your link, which was thankfully in the description. Without a second thought, he donated to your profile but cussed instantly when he realized what he had done.

He had sent you a donation as himself, as 'puddinghead0's Patreon.

Without a second thought, Kenma called Kuroo and explained what had happened.

    "That is why, Kenma, you need to check a thousand times and not let blind love navigate your actions—"

    "If I knew you were going to spout such nonsense I wouldn't have called you."

He could hear Kuroo snicker while he ran a hand through his hair. Kenma groaned before Kuroo said, "How bad is this, Kenma? She'll be happy. Of course, this means she'll know you watch her content, but how bad can this be?"

    "I didn't want her to know."

    "And leave her devoid of the happiness of having her idol appreciate her content? You're cold, Kenma."

    "You don't understand. What if... What if she tries to contact me?"

    "You, my friend, have not even shared your personal account anywhere. The only way she can contact you is by commenting on your videos, which I am sure you check constantly to see if she did comment, or Tweeting, which she does every three days."

Kenma blushed at the accusation because it was true.

    "She won't know who you are. Besides, there's no harm if she even does contact you! Just tell her casually that yeah, you like her contact. I don't see what the big deal is."

    "Of course you don't—"

    "Oh, she's tweeted something."

Kenma's entire body froze. Leaving Kuroo on the call, Kenma opened Twitter on his laptop and there it was, your latest tweet.

I am trying NOT to freak out over puddinghead sending me a donation on Patreon, pls save my soul, I am dead.

Kenma groaned before hearing Kuroo laugh once more, "She's adorable!"

I know that, Kenma thought before feeling his entire face flash up. Ending Kuroo's call, Kenma looked at your public profile before then moving to your personal one. He wasn't following that one either, but he wanted to see your tweets, he wanted to know more about you—he wouldn't deny any of these facts, but Kenma believed it was far too idiotic to dream of getting to know you through a virtual media. He wasn't even the sort of person to become close to people he met in real life, how could he allow himself a virtual friendship?

The thought staggered him, and the idea behind it was what kept him at bay. Kenma wanted to know about you, talk to you, learn about who you were and what you were doing, but he felt the media that connected you was what separated you.

It wasn't cowardice at all if he was just sticking to the facts and being real.

*

The next day, Kenma walked to his class by himself, listening to the latest podcast by Joe Rogan. While the external sound wasn't entirely muted, Kenma could discern sounds of people talking, cars moving around, and other noises even though he was playing the podcast on full sound. However, there was one sound in particular that stood out. Kenma paused before turning to his right, noticing a crowd of people had gathered there, with some sort of event going on. He didn't pay attention to half the events that his college conducted, his mind was obviously quite busy elsewhere, but when the announcer moved around in a weird Joker cosplaying outfit, Kenma was a tad bit intrigued.

Was it gaming related?

He slowly moved toward the crowd before finally being able to hear what the anchor was saying.

    "We've got prizes for the top three best performers, and one of the participants is the one and only (s/n) (y/n), streamer from Twitch!"

Kenma froze, half-minded to run the hell away from there. But, it seemed as if his feet were stuck to the ground. How had he not known this? Didn't you always announce the events you go to? Why were you suddenly here? A second later, he spotted you, hair put up in an updo, a plain black tee, and regular jeans. You were smiling, but some part of that smile seemed a bit hesitant.

    "We will be playing a bit differently today! Instead of the usual Fortnite battles or Apex Legends, we'll be going went and battling out on Red Dead Online! And of course, if you beat (y/n) here you earn bragging rights!"

He noticed you shift in your position a little bit, clearly uncomfortable with the attention you were getting; it didn't even look like you wanted to be there. Kenma could feel his chest hurt, and his palms were sweating now. That's all it is, he told himself. An inconvenient crush, an inconvenient crush, that's all.

Kenma sighed before noticing how he barely knew anyone there and was almost thankful for that fact; but before he could thank his stars, a hand threw itself around his neck and sprung him forward, earning the attention of not just everyone there, but especially you.

    "We have our first participant," It was his goddamn roommate, "Kenma's a brilliant gamer!"

Kenma's eyes immediately found yours, and you were looking at him with wide, confused eyes. Although this was set in the open and the atmosphere was quite cold, Kenma felt nothing but warmth radiating all over his body at the mere sight of you; you were just a few feet away, and you were giving him a rather sympathetic expression, and god, you looked so fucking pretty—

    "That's great! Sign up, ya'll! Winner will be winning a brand new DualShock 4!"

Oh fuck, Kenma thought before he felt his heart beginning to pound. He was now seated beside you, and he could practically shrink into non-existence. You were unmoving, and you weren't looking at him, but would you have looked at him if you knew he was puddinghead? Insecurity swarmed his being and he could practically feel steam escaping his ears but a moment later, he thought he'd die.

    "This was so last minute," you said, rubbing the back of your neck, "The anchor's my cousin and she's so demanding."

    "Oh," Kenma said, feeling his heartbeat skyrocket, "I see."

    "Yeah! I mean," You giggled now, "I'm not even good at Red Dead Online!"

Kenma smirked, knowing the fact already. You struggled with Red Dead Redemption not because you were bad, but because you couldn't progress with a plot so divisive. You wanted to explore more, and since the game was so vast, you barely bothered with the Online version. You turned to him now and tilted your head.

    "You're a gamer, I heard? Kozume-kun, right?"

Fuck, she knows my name, "Y-Yeah. I game when I'm free."

    "Do you have a Twitch or YouTube?"

There's no fucking way I'll answer that, "No—"

    "Ah, you must really be having a great time then."

Kenma blinked before turning to you with confusion. What did you mean?

    "Don't you enjoy streaming?"

    "Ah, no, no," You flailed your hands shyly, and Kenma believed he could combust, "It's not like that. I just think, after a point, streaming becomes more for the fans than for yourself. I used to do it for me, but now... I'm needed in places like this for promotion, and I need to have a Patreon if I'm popular or it'll look weird, I don't know... Too many restrictions. I just love gaming, you know?"

Kenma found himself smiling, "Yeah, I know. I've seen your videos."

    "Oh?"

Kenma's eyes widened. He wanted to slap himself on his forehead.

    "I—I mean, y-you're popular."

    "Thanks! You're really sweet, Kozume-kun!"

Fucking hell, Kenma placed a hand on his forehead, She's too cute.

    "Say," you said, a sly tone to your voice, "Do you want to get out of here?"

    "I'd do anything." Kenma honestly agreed.

But, you couldn't just up and leave. You were called here as Twitch streamer (s/n) (y/n), and that meant your behavior was restricted. As much as you seemed to hate said restriction, Kenma was certain that you wouldn't go against it. It could take a big blow against your viewership, and you wouldn't take that chance.

A second later, your hand gripped his wrist before you shot him a wink. Kenma's heart jumped to the skies before you pulled him away from the crowd, with participants lining the entrance to enter their names. Sure, you were doing something bad—your cousin wanted you there, but not once had she even asked if you wanted to be a part of this event. Just as Kenma was pulled in without his consent. You weren't a competitive gamer, and you were not going to be, even if it was for someone else. After running away a fair distance, Kenma felt the part of his wrist burn right where you were touching him.

    "I think I need to run more in real life and not just as Ellie." You said, and Kenma chuckled.

    "Running's good."

    "I used to run track," You said, turning to him. "Now I run in games and that's it."

You have no right being that cute, he thought before clearing his throat. He slowly pulled away from you, which made your eyes widen before shooting him an apologetic smile. He was a bit confused as to what you had done, did this mean you didn't care about losing followers?

    "You might think that I've committed career suicide," You scoffed, "Honestly, this is the bravest I've been in so long."

    "What do you mean?"

You shrugged, "Ever since I became a bit popular by streaming, I've just... I could feel myself change with the way my viewers wanted me to be? I don't blame them or anything, I just think that the love I get from them makes me yearn for more. And that yearning leaves me... inept to be myself. It's the downside of wanting to remain popular, I guess."

    "It's not like you can't be yourself and still be popular." Kenma added.

    "Yeah I know," You said, "I mean, just look at puddinghead0, we don't even know what he looks like, and wow. I adore his content."

Kenma froze once more. Was this being recorded? Did Kuroo finally tip you off and was this being filmed for his reaction? Whatever it was, he wasn't going to reveal to you now.

    "Y-Yeah, I think he just doesn't care."

    "I wish I was more like that because I end up caring. I like the comments and the views and the love. Agh, it's such a weird complex moral question. Don't even get me started."

Kenma laughed at your reaction before you turned to him and stuck a tongue out. Kenma rolled his eyes before waving a hand at you.

    "If anything," Kenma said, looking at the ground, "You didn't lose this follower today."

Your eyes widened at his statement. You smiled before nodding, and let out a chuckle.

    "Thank you, Kozume-kun."

*

Locking the door to his room, Kenma began to edit for his latest video. He was making a review for The Last of Us 2, but his mind was elsewhere. He still hadn't told Kuroo that he had met you, which would only cause the black-haired man to tease him relentlessly. Letting out a sigh, he felt sleep douse his eyelids as he continued the edit, right before a notification popped up on his phone.

It was you.

He narrowed his eyes before checking the date and time; it was unusual for you to stream live on random days. He'd learned your pattern by now. You'd been doing this for a couple of months, and it was quite easy for him to know just when and what time you'd begin. However, the screen for The Last of Us 2 was open and you looked like you had just stopped crying. His heart broke at the sight, and he instantly closed the tabs to his own edit, before opening your video on his monitor. You were taking deep breaths before chuckling.

    "Hello to everyone that's still with me," You sounded so broken, Kenma felt helpless as he continued staring at you, "You might be wondering why I'm... yeah. So, I did something and I guess I got punished for it? I was forced into a game contest and I think walking out of it made some of my followers mad. I even spoke to this other person about walking out and honestly, it didn't hit me then that what puddinghead's doing takes a lot of courage."

    "Ah, fuck, (y/n)," Kenma groaned.

    "I guess even when I expected to lose followers, I didn't expect the hate? Some of the comments were just... nasty. I..." You sniffed, "...I didn't expect that you would hate on someone for making a personal choice? And I didn't do it to offend anyone, I seriously don't know how the internet works. Oh, oh wow—" You looked troubled and Kenma could see why. "—losing out on viewers now, great. 'Don't be a whiny bitch', 'This is why girls shouldn't game'..."

You took a deep breath before calming down and saying the few words Kenma feared you might eventually come around to say.

    "This is (y/n), signing off to a world where gaming is appreciated and is not filled with a community of hate. Hope to see you there."

And the stream ended.

Kenma sighed before leaning back, no thought in his head. He knew for a fact that his room-mate must have seen the stream as well, and Kuroo would be calling him about the entire ordeal just to ensure he had something to say about it. Kenma, on the other hand, felt like he had practically pushed you to make this decision and partly felt like taking the blame, despite the common sense telling him that he had nothing to do with it. You weren't the sort of person who would jump at something without a second thought, and even if he didn't know you personally, he had been following you and your streams for months now. It felt like he knew that part of you quite well.

Kuroo was the first to call. Kenma stared at the phone for a bit before letting out a breath and getting back to editing his video. He only had to add commentary, and his mind was already circling on what to say.

Uploading the video took him exactly two more hours, after having missed three calls from Kuroo and twelve messages. At one point, Kuroo had even stopped contacting Kenma, thinking he was busy with something, and he was spot on. Kuroo's eyes wandered on the new notification about his friend's YouTube channel, which was weird considering it was not yet time for him to post something. He knew quite well that Kenma might have definitely seen (y/n)'s stream, and wanted to desperately talk to him about it, but without a clue of what the boy was thinking, Kuroo simply clicked on the notification and let the video play out.

It was the review for the game, The Last of Us 2, and Kuroo knew while giving the review, which was around 8-9 minutes, Kenma would speak his thoughts that were a tad bit uncensored toward the end. He'd talk about the drama surrounding the game, he would even bring up the entire hate that this game was receiving, but instead—Kenma had a rather strange dialogue instead.

    "One thing I don't understand is how toxic the gaming community can be, at times," Kuroo paused, narrowing his eyes at his friend's words, "While we welcome new gamers to the entire journey of learning and discovering the joy of gaming, we also tend to put them down if they didn't adhere to a certain trend. I came across one such incident happening to (s/n) (y/n)'s Twitch channel."

    "Holy shit!" Kuroo sat up straight, eyes wide as saucers at the bold move his friend made.

    "I'm part of this community and I think I have the right to call out how toxic we are in general," 

Kenma's voice didn't even waver, but after knowing him his entire life, Kuroo could deduce that the boy was a bit angry, 

"(y/n) didn't particularly do anything wrong, and she's received some nasty comments about being a female gamer, and I think that's...just disgusting. She has all the right to either attend or ditch a gaming event, and no one has to be forced to do something they don't want to do. We all have games we don't like despite being gamers, we don't have to do it all. I support (y/n), and I'll admit, I'm saddened by how her fans have treated her. Her content is great and I have immense respect for her. I hope she decides to come back and stream more. That being said, I think The Last of Us 2 is..."

As he got around to talk more about the game, Kuroo knew that this was a huge step for Kenma, and he had no idea what suddenly made the boy rethink his entire decision on never bringing her up. Now that he had, he's indirectly initiated a conversation with her, she'd definitely try and reach out now—in any way she possibly could, just to thank him at least.

Kuroo noticed his phone ringing a second later and a grin made its way to his lips.

    "What just happened?"

    "I met her, Kuroo," Kuroo almost had the wind knocked out of him, "She was at my college campus. I was walking back to my room since classes were canceled. There was some sort of gaming event. She didn't want to be a part of it, and neither did I, and we ditched. It was—"

    "You like her more now, don't you?"

When Kuroo received nothing more than silence from Kenma's end, he was certain. His precious, introverted, best boy had fallen for someone. It was a proud moment, almost.

    "You have to tell her—"

    "Kuroo, this... this is all I want to do."

    "That's bullshit, and even you know that."

    "What? You want me to open up to her and tell her I'm the YouTuber she's been gushing about for so long and I was the one who kind of pushed her into doing what she did, and so that she can hate me afterward for hiding the truth because I wouldn't be losing out on anything and she—"

    "Whoa there, Kenma. I'm just saying go talk to her as her favorite YouTuber. You're overthinking this."

    "No, you're underthinking this. I did what I had to do. It was... hard to see her like that."

Kuroo let out a sigh but before he could say anything, Kenma had already ended the call. That boy needs to grow a pair, he thought, a bit annoyed at Kenma's nature of avoiding his feelings. While Kenma believed it was for the best, he knew he was simply running away from it. Kuroo knew his friend adored (y/n), but the boy couldn't categorize that as real feelings because he's met her just once. Finding something real virtually scared him more than finding something real in real life, and while Kuroo wanted to understand that, it only annoyed him because Kenma wasn't even trying.

When you watched puddinghead0's recent video, you were jaw-dropped in awe and absolute admiration. Tears filled your eyes, but what was more was how his voice now seemed a tad bit familiar, though you didn't pay any heed to it since you've been following this channel for an entire year now. It moved you to know someone you've been admiring has been watching your content, but at the same time, he was speaking up for you? You wanted to thank him, you wanted to send him a message and say you were incredibly grateful for what he's done and the only way you knew you could say something was on Twitter.

So you mentioned him on a tweet and poured your heart out within character limit. You wondered if he would notice your tweet since you've mentioned him countless times before, but even if he didn't, even if he paid you no heed after all of this, you were still grateful. However, a second later, you received a new follower. You blinked upon noticing that it was Kozume-kun from the other day. A soft smile fell on your lips at the soft recollection of running away from a gaming event, after which everything spiraled, but you didn't in any way blame him. Your mind again drifted back to puddinghead0 and you sighed.

I'd kill to see him, man, you thought, eyeing your tweet of him dreamily.

A second later, there was a notification. You almost spat out your heart at the mere words: puddinghead0 likes your tweet.

puddinghead0 likes your tweet.

puddinghead0 likes your tweet.

    "Oh my god—" You choked on air. However, a second later, you found it difficult to remain sitting on your bed.

Don't thank me, I hope you're feeling better. You didn't deserve any of that.

Is that a—

...deserve any of that. <3

Fuck me.

Kenma almost dozed off in class right before it ended. It wasn't like it was school where the teacher would wake him up after noticing him asleep, no one really bothered. Kenma was pushed awake by the momentum of the class once it was over and he leaned back before gathering his things. Tightening his hair tie, he casually walked out of class and got to the campus. He spotted the event area, where the gaming event had occurred and instantly spotted his room-mate and a bunch of people gathered there. Rolling his eyes, he walked away from there, not wanting to gather any attention.

    "Kenma!"

He had failed. Kenma froze to his spot before turning to spot his room-mate dashing over to him, a wide grin plastered on his features. Wrapping a hand over Kenma's shoulders, his roommate brought him to the others he was talking to, before releasing him.

    "You're that guy (y/n) ran away with during that event, right?" One of them asked, and Kenma didn't bother to respond.

    "Why did she run though? I mean, it doesn't make sense for her to just up and leave."

    "I've been telling you," The same guy said, "She's not the one playing those games. She's just the face."

Kenma frowned. What is this dick talking about?

    "Man, I think that's harsh," His roommate said, "I just think she's too chicken to play in front of people—"

    "She's literally a streamer." Kenma said, rolling his eyes.

    "Yeah, but why did she—"

    "If you can't understand that she doesn't owe you shit, then there's no helping it. She didn't want to play at that event, and she didn't. I don't see why you aren't calling me a fake gamer for running too." Kenma snapped.

The others shrugged, "That's because we've seen you play—"

    "It's bullshit." Kenma said before walking away. You all are bullshit, he thought before the frown on his face settled into an uncharacteristic glare, directed at what who knows what.

A moment later, he felt his phone buzz with a notification. Kenma opened his phone and saw that he had a message from you, but what confused him was—

The message was directed to Kenma and not puddinghead. His heart jumped as his fingers roamed over the notification, wanting to open it only when he was in the comfortable confines of his room. Swallowing the bubbling anxiety, Kenma fought the urge to smile as he continued walking back, unaware of what the Twitter message could be. It would normally take him around 12 minutes to get to his apartment from campus, but that day, Kenma merely took 7.

On reaching his room, he finally allowed himself to open your message.

(y/n): Hey! I've taken a break from streaming for now, just wanted to let you know. I don't know why I'm sending you this message, but talking to you that day made me realize that I don't really need to seek approval constantly. Also, puddinghead liked my tweet and I'm a bit too happy so I needed to gush, don't @ me

Kenma chuckled, feeling his heart jump at every word you'd said. He knew you didn't realize that you were gushing about him to him, but that didn't matter. He wanted to gush about you too. He felt a stone stuck at his throat at how real all of this felt, despite having only seen you once.

Kenma Kozume: I think he's the sort of guy who isn't too loud about the things he likes. And I think a break is a good idea, (s/n).

(y/n): Call me (y/n), came the immediate response. Kenma's eyes widened at the fact that you were online, and that the two of you were currently exchanging messages live.

(y/n): Yeah, I got the feeling from his videos that he's perhaps a private person. I'm still really glad that he supported me, I can't thank him enough. I'm feeling much better already!

Kenma smiled, I'm glad that you are.

(y/n): Also

He blinked.

(y/n): Do you want to co-op at Bloodborne? I'm trying to get a platinum, haha.

    "Fuck," He let out a breath before chuckling uncharacteristically. "You can't be serious."

(y/n): I'll send you my PSN, and you can add me as a party member. Only if you're up to it, I mean.

Kenma Kozume: Sure, sounds like fun. Also

Kenma gulped. He felt like this was showing off, but he didn't care. He was going to say it.

Kenma Kozume: I already have platinum in Bloodborne. :)

(y/n): Ah, screw you.

Kenma chuckled. He wouldn't admit it, but his heart was hammering against his chest and his palms were sweating. Soon, he'd be connected to you via the DualShock and the two of you would be co-oping in a game that was designed to make players fail. He wasn't too sure how much more his heart was going to take, and while he knew he had to tell someone, for some reason, Kenma wanted to keep this a secret. It wasn't because he was ashamed or he didn't want anyone to find out.

It was simply because it was too good to be true, and he didn't want to lose out on a chance to get to know you more. Because, if this kept up...

If this kept up, Kenma was surely going to fall in love with you.

#kenma x reader #kenma kozume x reader #kenma kozume #kozume kenma x reader #kozume x reader #nekoma #kenma koizume #kozume kenma #kuroo tetsuroo #reader insert #gamer reader #gamer kenma #haikyuu kenma #haikyuu #kenma #kenma x you #kenma x y/n #haikyuu x reader #college au #kenma in college #kenma gamer #tetsuroo kuroo #kenma fluff #kenma angst #kenma kozume fluff #kenma kozume imagines

[heysatori]

Heya! I was wondering if you could do a headcanon request of the bakusquad with a S/O that just has HORRIBLE sight and needs glasses, maybe one day they lose or break them so for a day or two they are just straight up blind, maybe the S/O holds onto their shoulder so they don't bump into anything or need to look off of their notes cause they can't see? Gender neutral reader please! 💫❤

Bakusquad with an s/o who broke/lost their glasses 

genre: fluff  pairing: bakugou x reader, kirishima x reader, sero x reader, kaminari x reader, mina x reader, jirou x reader, shinsou x reader  a/n: i rlly enjoyed making this ! i too am blind without my glasses but i still dont wear them that much lol i hope you guys enjoy this !

Bakugou Katsuki

bakugou literally scolded that dude who bumped into you and stepped on your glasses 

was full out yelling and everything 

you tell him its alright and pick up the remains of your broken glasses 

but he does notice how as you walk youre moving a little slower than usual and standing behind him 

youre like, the only exception to who can stand in front of him 

so he turns to you with a frown 

“oi, why the fuck are you walking behind me” 

“i cant see anything” 

he kinda stiffens at that 

“you can hold my hand i guess, you wont have to worry about anything when youre with me” 

he flusters when you lace your hands together 

but you do walk a little better than earlier 

but he does pull you to his other side if theres some oncoming person or object that you might bump in to 

he takes care of you for the remaining period that you dont have your glasses 

even taking notes for you during classes 

he makes you dinner later that night, your favorite !

Kirishima Eijirou

he gets kinda upset with himself when he accidentally sits on your glasses

you forgive him of course ! everyone makes mistakes and you were thinking about getting a new pair anyway ! 

but he want to make it up to you 

so he decided on being your personal butler until you get a new pair 

he helps you walk around campus with either an arm around your shoulder or by holding your hand 

he makes notes for you if you can’t see the board that well 

he’ll even buy you your food from the cafeteria if you have a hard time distinguishing the food from each other 

“im sorry i broke your glasses, please accept these!” 

“kiri i told you its fine and this is the fourth bento box today!” 

overall he’s just a very sweet and caring boyfriend 

Sero Hanta 

you were pretty forgetful so it wasnt the first time that you had lost your glasses

so sero already had a routine for when you forgot where they were and he wasnt around when you lost it 

he helps you get ready in the morning if you need it 

but he mostly helps you with things that require reading 

so he helps you take notes in class or if its too bad or your head hurts from squinting so much he’ll make them for you 

he does try to help you find it by jogging your memory 

“were you in the kitchen? maybe the roof?” 

never purposely hides them from you cuz not being able to see well is as hard as it is 

if he does happen to find it lodged somewhere he demands a reward of 100 kisses before you can get it back 

if you both dont manage to find it he’ll go with you to the mall to get a new pair 

he’ll even help you pick out new frames ! 

maybe even goofing around the shop by wearing some funky sunglasses he saw on the top shelf 

Kaminari Denki

 mineta had been messing with you too much lately 

but he had gotten bitter than kaminari had a significant other he didnt 

so he resorted to bullying you 

one day before class he swiped your glasses off your face and proceeded to throw it out the window cackling 

kaminari was late to class that day but he came in to you teary eyed with kirishima and bakugou sitting next to you, with kirishima patting your back and bakugou yelling something 

he rushes over and coddles you immediately 

“yo-yo-yo what happened bug?” 

before you could answer katsuki grumbles at him 

“that grape motherfucker threw their glasses out the window!” 

kami’s mood does a whole 180

he proceeds to give mineta a small electrocution 

he helps you throughout the day along with the rest of the bakusquad 

forming a circle around you so you dont accidentally bump into anything or anyone, but kami just stays by your side and holds your hand 

when classes are finished he brings you to his room and puts on that video game that you really like to watch him play 

he evens give you a bucket of your favorite ice cream !! 

Mina Ashido 

so she may or may have not played around with you too much 

and in the process she may have stepped on your glasses that had previously fallen down while you were twirling around 

she apologizes a lot !! 

even cries a little 

but you forgive her of course ! it was an accident 

she makes it up to you by being your eyes until you get your new glasses 

she walks in front of you with your arms on her shoulders 

but if you wanna hold her hand she is more than happy too 

she even buys you extra food so that youre extra happy 

bakusquad help you every now and then but mina insists that she does it by herself 

very insistent on making things better for you

Jirou Kyouka 

she was practicing the electric guitar and the amp was set too high 

so when kyouka strummed it was just a tad bit too loud 

you jump in surprise and accidentally crush your glasses !!

she feels so bad tho !! 

she offers you cuddles and to pay for your new pair 

you insist that you’ll ask your parents for a new pair instead but kyouka is very insistent as well ! 

she wins the battle and give you a little kiss as thanks 

since it was the weekend you two didnt have much to do 

she did help you with homework though 

reading out the words for you or even answering a few questions if you found it too difficult 

she buys you nice take out and puts on a streamer that you both love to watch at the end of the day !! 

Shinsou Hitoshi 

monoma had been running away from shinsou and in the process he accidentally bumped into your hand, making you accidentally toss it 

shinsou comes running after monoma not long after but when he feels a strange crunch underneath his shoes he knows he did something wrong 

he turns to you and you look so sullen and when he looks down 

oh shit your glasses 

he forgets about monoma and picks up the broken pieces immediately, setting them on your table before he pulls you into a hard hug 

“im so sorry baby, i didnt mean to step on it” 

you still feel kinda down so you just nod along 

“its alright” 

he tries to make it up to you though 

he offered to make your notes during class and pays for your lunch 

during training he standing behind you or next to you to guide you if you need some assistance 

and at the end of the day when you two are cuddling in bed he shows you pictures of frames that he thinks you might like 

#bnha #boku no hero academia #bakugou x reader #kirishima x reader #sero x reader #kaminari x reader #mina x reader #jirou x reader #shinsou x reader #bakusquad x reader #bnha drabbles #bnha imagines #bakugou katsuki #kirishima eijirou #sero hanta #kaminari denki #mina ashido #jirou kyouka #shinsou hitoshi #bakugou fluff #kirishima fluff #sero fluff #kaminari fluff #mina fluff #jirou fluff #shinsou fluff

[beacon-lamp]

don't forget every single twitch donation message asking george what colour they should paint their nails like george, a colour blind, gender conforming, grown man, cares and/or is interested in what colour someone paints their nails

oh god you’re so right. or the ones that ask what color they should dye their hair.

“hey i like your new purple hair!”

“thanks! i donated $10 to a minecraft streamer on twitch to ask him what color i should dye my hair and he said purple!”

guys just pick a color you like, i’m sure you’ll look great.

#lol your url is #colournotfound #i like that #look i support donos bc u should support streamers for providing free content if you want to #but the text to voice thing is annoying #the whining whenever they miss your dono is annoying #honestly whoever suggested that the dreamteam use Cameo to say hi to ppl was so big brain #i wanna see dreamteam interact w each other and others #not read donos for three hours :/

[gutierrezdav]

Peenoise Gaming

Gaming is part of the Filipino culture, as we gamers. I've lived my entire childhood in front of my desktop computer. It became an avenue to connect with my peers and play with them, like engaging in sports. Every online game needs communication for team management. However, some may use it to disrupt and even degrade their teammates with trash talk.

Toxicity in the gaming community in our country is prominent. Now that technology offers us more intimate communication with our teammates, it also gave opportunities for toxic players to be feisty. Despite having anti-bullying features in most multiplayer games, players still circumvent this security. Receiving offensive remarks from others can affect your gameplay, and it can be either from your teammates or enemies. It can drag you into a bad psyche and even lose your focus on the objective.

Inclined to this behavior is trolling, in which a player doesn't take the game seriously and sabotages the team. For example, some players in Valorant, a famous first-person shooting game, can use their skills to damage a player or even blind them. The reasons for trolls differ in the situation and circumstances. Some are a result of excessive trash talk; the player may show unwanted actions because of the negative attitude they receive from teammates. However, some players just do it for fun or self-satisfaction.

With these common problems determined in the Filipino setting, it is also similar to the international community. Abuses online can sometimes be below the belt and directed to gender, race, ability, or beliefs. In the United States of America, the majority of the players ages 18-25 surveyed by the Anti-Defamation League experienced attacks on their personal lives. Women are also at risk of stalking and sexual harassment from male players.

So how do we deal with negativities in the gaming community? First, we must understand that players are not equal in terms of capabilities. As responsible gamers, we must also watch our behavior online. Gaming can be a healthy hangout activity for anyone, so it is also up to players to maintain order. Secondly, with understanding, we should also not engage with trash talkers and work the way around to silence their attitude. Because engaging with these individuals is like inviting people into your head.

Lastly, treat gaming as a real e-sport. Others may say that e-sports are only for professional players or tournaments. However, games like League of Legends or Defence of the Ancients require sportsmanship, just like in basketball. In this generation, multiplayer games are more competitive and require rank points. The essence of contact sports is integrated into gaming. It pushes people to compete and rise from the ranks. Now that gaming provides entertainment for Filipinos in lockdown, it should also be a community for their well-being. Games can bring people together and provide a platform to destress. It is also a bonding session for peer groups that don't have the will to meet in this time of the pandemic. In-game communication is not only for team management but also to suffice the need for socialization. Gaming is also for everyone, not only for males who dominate e-sports. Even old people can play it to enhance their critical thinking despite their capabilities. One example here is a streamer called Old Noob Gaming. He plays with his online friends frequently and provides joy to their viewers.

So the next time you play a multiplayer game, think first. Anonymity is not an answer for us gamers to be toxic. Players are also real people, and they also have feelings. Behaviors can also affect their performance as well as their psychological well-being. You are not sure who you will be encountering on your next game or lobby. Hence, take a breathe and be a real e-sportsman. References

Allan, P. (2017, November 9). How to deal with excessive trash talk in online games. Lifehacker. Retrieved December 10, 2021, from https://lifehacker.com/how-to-deal-with-excessive-trash-talk-in-online-games-1820268657.

Biong, I. (2020, December 11). There's a virus among us: How gaming helps Filipinos Bond (and stay sane) amid the pandemic. INQUIRER.net. Retrieved December 10, 2021, from https://technology.inquirer.net/106369/theres-a-virus-among-us-how-gaming-helps-filipinos-bond-and-stay-sane-amid-the-pandemic. 

Opinion, W. (2020, December 9). Toxicity in gaming is dangerous. here's how to stand up to it. Wired. Retrieved December 10, 2021, from https://www.wired.com/story/toxicity-in-gaming-is-dangerous-heres-how-to-stand-up-to-it/. 

(n.d.). Topic: Online gaming market in the Philippines. Statista. Retrieved December 10, 2021, from https://www.statista.com/topics/6720/online-gaming-philippines/#dossierKeyfigures. 

[monstabaebae]

Get To Know Me Pt. 2

Tagged by my good friend, @sapphirebluemt. I will do my best to answer this and not seem like a total nerd xD

RULES: ANSWER 30 QUESTIONS THEN TAG 20 BLOGS

1. NICKNAMES: Fuff (I’m okay with ym real name but this one always brings me joy)

2. GENDER: Female

3. STAR SIGN: Aries

4. HEIGHT: 5′0 (152.40 cm)

5. TIME: 11:09 am GMT -4

6. BIRTHDAY: April 16th

7. FAVORITE BANDS/GROUPS:  Monsta X, TVXQ, EXO, Lovelyz and Highlight ; for Bands I’d say PTV, ATL, PVRIS, One Ok Rock and Paramore. (aka way to many bands and artists to name)

8. FAVORITE SOLO ARTISTS: Crush, Jessi, Kyuhyun and Ailee

9. SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: Swim by Bobby 

10. LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: West Side Story with my Mom, it’s our favorite musical to watch and sing along to :)

11. LAST SHOW I WATCHED: School 2015 (I will finish it someday...!)

12. WHEN DID I CREATE MY BLOG: ? July... or August 2017

13. WHAT DO I POST: Everything Monsta X, cause that Monbebe life, along with a few asthetic photos here and there. (Maybe some spazzing about Changkyun too.) I also write fanfics of MX as well~

14. LAST THING GOOGLED: The album tracklist of Highlight’s newest album.

15. DO YOU HAVE OTHER BLOGS: Yes! This account is my sideblog, my main blog is just pretty photos and memes~

16. DO YOU GET ASKS: Sometimes, but I would love to have a few! I love talking to people and taking requests~

17. WHY DID YOU CHOSE YOUR URL: Because I wanted to mix ‘Monsta X’ and ‘Monbebe’ but with a twist. Hence, Monstabaebae

18. FOLLOWING: I lost track, since my main blog overlaps this blog. Maybe 175-200 blogs?

19. FOLLOWERS: I have a very nice amount and I’m very happy with my followers. I hope to be more active on here and make more friends. :D

20. FAVORITE COLORS: Depends on my mood, but blue is my favorite color for sure.

21. AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 6-8 hours, depending on the shift I worked. I never sleep enough =.=

22. LUCKY NUMBER: Hmm, 24 and sometimes 11. Idk why but I like those numbers!

23. INSTRUMENTS: I played violin for 8 years, electric bass back in high school, and piano when I was 5. I come from a music-loving family, so everyone either sings or plays instruments. I love music so much!

24. WHAT AM I WEARING: A large black hoodie with a white stripe that I wear as a sleep gown, and my glasses~

25. HOW MANY BLANKETS I SLEEP WITH: Usually 1, but it’s getting cold so I’m gonna bring out the large blue banket in the closet! (Winter ftw!) 

26. DREAM JOB: A professional gamer/Twitch Streamer, or a Backup Dancer/Choreographer for a famous singer.

27. DREAM TRIP: Visiting Japan, South Korea and Europe on a cruise. (Flying is not my thing lol)

28. FAVORITE FOOD: EVERYTHING. Except squid, not a big fan.

29. NATIONALITY: Puerto-Rican! <3

30. FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW: Toooooo many. I’d say it’s tied with Cigarette by ToppDogg, We Young by NCT Dream and Blind by Monsta X.

I don’t have 20 blogs/friends that I follow, so Imma tag my friends @vickyxmelonlove , @oursparklinghearts and @michabrielle. No pressure, just for fun :)

#monstabaebae #tagged #get to know me #kpop #woot

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