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#I can relate in the sense I find it easier to care for others than care for my own grief.
poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months
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Hi! I hope this is okay but I would love to hear more of ur thoughts about the Yunmeng siblings because they are important to me and your tummy hurt comic hasn't left my brain as just,,, such good immediate characterization! ^^ Thanks!
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I have too many thoughts on the Yunmeng siblings to fit into a succinct post, but I can offer you a Jiang Yanli addendum to the tummy hurt alignment.
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ghostytoad · 6 months
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* Fun n' Games *
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ROTTMNT Boys x GN! Leo-esque reader who enjoys drama, making jokes, and being overall awesome
Summary: The Hamato brothers unexpectedly fall for the smug, but genuine, fun-loving reader despite their egocentric habits Headcanons for: Donnie
GN! Reader; Romantic; Fluff || Words: 1.6k
Raph | Leo | Mikey | Bonus!!
Donnie:
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his first thoughts upon meeting y/n is that literally nothing could be worse. he could be boiling alive in one of meatsweat's fancy culinary stews and be less bothered by that than having to endure not one, but TWO LEOS
there goes the fleeting days of being able to complete his work in peace and quiet; o call back yesterday, bid time return
really tho, all his eye rolling and indifference is just an act that he refuses to let up on (he has a REPUTATION to uphold after all!!)
it doesn't take much time for donnie to warm up to y/n though; he's more or less used to his twin's antics and smug behavior and with y/n being almost exactly the same, it's like they've known each other their whole lives
he chalks it up to being comfortable with the familiar, but his brothers can definitely see it for what it is: a crush
he enjoys the competitive tension between y/n and him, it keeps him on his toes and gives him a boost when he feels out of it and needs the motivation
doesn't much care for the whole ego thing, but it doesn't bother him as bad as leo's does; at least y/n has good reason to be as cocky as they are. they're funny, they're charming, they're cool, they're incredibly perceptive
in fact, he's secretly made a list of all the good qualities y/n has and all the things he likes about them… it's like a whole 10 spreadsheets worth of data
to be fair, he does keep a similar list for his brothers and april, so it's not like he's stalking y/n or anything; it's just his way of "bonding" with his loved ones
but y/n's list is a lot longer than anyone else's; there's just so much to like about them. it only makes sense that their list of good traits happens to match up pretty well with his list of "things to look for in a potential mate" (a secret list that he will take to his grave)
whenever they go on missions, he makes sure to fit y/n in all his latest gear he's made them for their protection; they might talk big game, but donnie still has to take precautions!
he may or may not have taken y/n on a few purple dragon-related missions - AKA "let's go put whipped cream in all of their hard drives and cover their hideout in tinfoil wrapping just to fuck with them"; turns out that the police do not find it funny
"let me just say for the record that nothing's illegal unless it can be proven beyond reasonable doubt. and you can't prove that y/n and i were there so…"
y/n ain't no snitch, so don can trust them to keep their mouth shut if anyone ever gets suspicious of their misdeeds; this also makes them his go-to for some of the more emotionally heavier things that he can't talk to his brothers about
yeah, donnie's not great with emotions, but that doesn't mean he doesn't feel them - he genuinely finds y/n to be a comforting presence, especially considering their amazing emotional perception and how well they can read him
he finds it much easier to work when y/n's hanging around the lab with him; they don't have to interact much, all it takes is a visit from y/n and he's hit with a burst of motivation
gets more work done with y/n around than he usually does and takes advantage of this productivity by making y/n stay with him for literal hours even if they don't actively take part in his work
he's even made them a little corner with all of their favorite things in the lab so they can keep busy while he works; they might be good for motivation and all, but he knows better than to leave y/n alone with one of his inventions considering their… impulsive behavior (rip stun-bo feature, we hardly knew ya)
"w-what, leaving? you can't leave yet! i've only just started on this upgraded micro-transmitter for the tank and i need your help! what do you mean you just sit there for hours doing nothing? that's entirely false, you are helping me out immensely! now sit right there and don't touch anything until i tell you to-"
their easy-going nature really complements his more rigid and particular personality; together, they are an unstoppable and wildly chaotic duo
he might be the funniest turtle of the group, but y/n has him in tears with their lame little jokes and one-liners; he mostly only laughs at the roasts and teases directed at his brothers though
overall, his brothers have an ongoing bet over how long it'll be before donnie finally realizes he has a MAJOR crush on y/n; leo has his bets on "not in my lifetime", april predicts it'll be sometime after casey jr's time, mikey's a little more generous and says "maybe in the next decade or two", and raph is just fed up with it and wants it over with NOW
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The buzzing and whirring of various tools occupied the otherwise silently uneventful lab as Donatello worked away on his latest project, completely absorbed in his work. Tucked away in the corner, sitting snug in the soft embrace of a plush beanbag, Y/N busied themselves with another round of Smash Bros on their purple (totally not Genius Built branded) Switch. Most days in the lab were spent in comfortable silence, as the purple coded brother did his best work when there were minimal distractions. But for Y/N, that meant keeping all audible cries of excitement or groans of defeat to a minimum while gaming. And sure, that was a reasonable request for a while, but had it really already been four hours?! As Y/N glanced down at their phone for the time, they let out a loud, heavy sigh as boredom overwhelmed their usually active mind.
"Don, how much longer do I gotta sit here? I'm practically dying of boredom. I'm terminal now. Terminal!" They slumped themselves back over the cushion, causing it to wheeze under the shifted weight.
"Just a few minor adjustments left and we'll be as good as gold." Donnie hadn't even looked up from the tester bot he was tinkering with, something which Y/N met with a frustrated scowl.
"And by a few, you mean…?"
"I still need to work on recalibrating the external displays to account for the large-"
"UUUGH, no, how long! I've been here so long that my leg's've atro- asta-… ASTROFIELD!"
Donnie could hardly contain the snort that sounded from under his welding mask.
"I think the term you're looking for is 'atrophied' and no, I seriously doubt that the mere act of sitting is enough to deteriorate muscle tissue."
"Whatever. I'm dying here and you wanna lecture me on-"
They were interrupted by the soft thudding of approaching footsteps, the unmistakable sound of Raph entering the lab.
"Heya, D. Y/N. Sorry to barge in on y'all, just wanted to check in and see if y'guys needed anything. It's been, uh… A while and it's gettin' dark so-"
"Raph, will you tell Dorkie here to quit holdin' me hostage and let me go? He's been keeping me prisoner here and I haven't even gotten my one phone call!" Y/N teased. Their moniker was successful in tearing Donnie's attention away from his desk across the room to shoot them a bitter glare.
"Heh, y'know Y/N, you could leave anytime you wanted, right? It's not like he's actually gonna trap you here. Er… Right?" Raphael's playful expression tinged itself with a hint of concern as he, for a moment, considered the possibility of a hostage negotiation with his little brother.
"Nah, I'm actually good here. I just want something more to DO when I'm here. I can't just be here for moral support, y'know." They stuck their tongue out at the softshell as they rolled themselves off the bag and plopped softly onto the tile floor.
The eldest mutant scratched at the back of his neck with a chuckle. Of course Donnie would tell them it's for 'moral support'.
"Uh, Y/N. You do know he only really keeps you in here because he's got a thing for you, right? That whole moral support thing's a load of crock."
It was at that moment that the ambient hum of tools stopped and tense silence flooded in its place. Y/N propped themselves up on elbows and craned their neck towards Donatello who sat faced away from them with tense shoulders bunched up.
Sensing the awkward situation he'd now put them in, Raph let out a small hiss of regret between his teeth and slowly shuffled his feet back towards the door.
"Riiight… So, you guys good? Yeah? Yeah. I'm gonna just-"
And with that, he practically bolted for the door, leaving Y/N and Donnie to stew in the thick air of their own embarrassment.
"D-Donnie…" Y/N could barely squeak, their eyes fixed to the empty doorway as if they were pleading for Raph to come back and take the awkward with him.
Donnie took in a sharp breath and in one swift motion, pushed his work chair back and spun to face his companion with only his iron-will keeping him from running out of the lab himself.
"I-" He started, his face dark red and his lip quivering with anxiety as his mind parsed through the many scenarios in which this sort of confession could've gone.
"I knew it couldn't have been just for my good looks." Y/N's smug grin and flirtatious wink did little to alleviate the mutant's humiliation.
"Huh?"
"For the record…" Scooting up to Donnie's hunched form, Y/N gently took his hands into theirs and kept their gaze locked to the floor as the faintest blush dusted their cheeks, "I have a thing for you too."
Out of every scenario he'd managed to file through, this one was one outcome he didn't anticipate. But one he would happily accept.
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matan4il · 1 year
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Buddie 610 meta
Holy shit, this ep.
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Okay, what shall we start with? Maybe with what 911 itself starts, lots of foreshadowing. At the beach call, we have Eddie looking at Buck and replying to him (about the lightning), “I really hope it doesn’t strike twice, though.” Which, of course we know it will. But the foreshadowing continues, as Buck talks to Omar about unexpected things in life coming out of nowhere. That suggests we need to pay extra attention to other elements in this ep that might act as foreshadowing for later events along 6b. ~~
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That kind of connects to me with Buck being closely tied to Ely, the pregnant lady (he saves the day there twice, first by realizing the oil is dripping and if they use the saw, it might prove fatal, then by helping Bobby with the baby). First off, it made me chuckle when we learned that, despite being driven to the hospital by a man, he’s actually not her partner. 911 made sure we knew Ely has a wife, and that she has another kid with her. Is it a coincidence when Buck, who practically has a husband and a kid with him already, is the main firefighter taking care of her? Maybe, but it still amused me. What really made me take note is when he told her not to push, trying to stall her childbirth, and she replied that it doesn’t depend on her. That made me wonder if perhaps this is also in a way foreshadowing what we might end up seeing with the sperm donation storyline. I’m not sure, I can’t be, but I was not surprised to see that storyline brought up later in the ep. ~~
In general, this ep’s title, “In a Flash,” might seem to refer to the lightning storm the team experiences, but the real tempest is the havoc our families can wreak on us, tied to the unexpected nature change can sometimes take on. Chim’s dad suddenly shows up, raining on his parade. Albert suddenly thinks Chim should give their dad a chance to be Jee Yun’s grandpa, but decides against giving his brother a warning. The Buckley parents are suddenly making an effort, yet leaving everyone suspicious and unnerved. Albert suddenly leaks Buck’s sperm donation to everyone and unleashes hell between the in-laws. Denny’s changes, probably influenced by getting in touch with his dad, come as a surprise to Hen. And of course, at the climax of the ep, Bobby as the unofficial adoptive father of Buck might lose his son in a flash. The whole ep is filled with these parallels of abrupt familial disquiet, especially in relation to dads, on all 118 fronts. And as Buck deals with maybe the biggest of these questions, because he doesn’t even yet know what he wants for himself and how does the life he helped create (but only as a donor) fit into that, it’s no wonder his life ends up hanging literally in the balance. ~~
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One of the most painful things in this ep for me was seeing how much Buck’s parents are willing to accept him as a donor, because not for a second do they think he can be a father. That would be the natural conclusion from him looking at a sonogram on his phone, but his parents find it easier to believe their daughter is pregnant again than to think Buck would be a dad (ironic, because he already is one. Just not to the baby in the sonogram). It reminded me of how Eddie’s parents also didn’t believe in his ability to be a dad, and actively petitioned to have Chris taken from him to be raised by them in 315. It amazes me every time anew just how much Buddie are compatible, because their stories parallel so much that they can understand each other in ways most other people can’t. ~~
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And it gets to me that this whole episode also insists on reminding us how good Buck is with kids, first with the ones on the beach, calming them down and answering their questions to help them make sense of the whole ordeal. Then with Ely’s baby, a callback to how we saw him with the pipe baby in 101. It connects to him looking at the baby sonogram, all excited, once again acting so much like an expectant dad would (parallel to him and the firefighter onesie in 609), when we know he’s not actually going to be that baby’s father. It very much does feel like 911 is signaling to us Buck has some realizations coming his way in this context. ~~
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Speaking of the kids on the beach, Buck telling the boy he wants to fix everything, then adding that Buck gets it, had me screaming into my fists, because hey, remember who said that to Buck? That’s right, his Eddie, back in 504. A reminder of how much Eddie sees Buck, accepts him and allows him to be himself, enabling Buck in turn to reflect that back to that kid. Of course, in the context of the sperm donation, Buck’s tendency made him want to help “fix” things for Connor and Kameron, and we might learn in 6b that Buck comes to realize he sometimes lets this tendency take him to places that aren’t actually good for him, without fully considering the consequences, and then hopefully, he’ll get to find a way to balance this, to be himself, but not derailed from his life goals by this part of himself. ~~
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At the same time that the ep shows us how good Buck is with kids, it also serves to remind us of the one kid that we’ve seen him co-parent all along, the one who has always demonstrated what a good, loving dad Buck is, Christopher. Yes, when we see Buck working on his cooking with Bobby, it’s a part of the many parallels revolving around dads in this ep, so Buck and Bobby’s r/s is the immediate focus, but at the same time, we know who Buck is learning this FOR. Lazania kitchen scene from 601, anyone? Oh, but the best part? It’s when Buck tells Bobby, “Something’s missing.” He can’t quite put the finger on what, but he knows something in his domesticity isn’t fully there. I wonder what, Buck... And this is again in an ep full of foreshadowing! ~~
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It may seem like a minor thing, but remember how in my past meta, I was more or less losing it over the many times Buck and Eddie did rope rescues together as their own team within the 118 team, even having their assigned roles where Eddie connects Buck to the line and then becomes an anchor himself to keep Buck safe, to the point where I wrote a smut fic involving this very meaningful act? Yeah, so imagine me seeing that the most intense Buddie call we’ve had since the end of 413 starts with them doing this subtextually intimate thing, Eddie hooking Buck up to the rope, becoming his literal life line, and even teasingly calling him “cowboy” while at it. No, I was not breathing for a full minute at least. ~~
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But since I brought up the shooting in 413, can we talk about the insanity of the parallels? Take the meaningful staring once disaster strikes. Back in s4, it was mutual, right before Eddie collapsed. In 610, Buck is unconscious, so you wouldn’t think they could stare at each other at this moment, right? Plus, back in 413, it was just the two of them present at the scene out of the 118, the other members of the team weren’t there. The lightning strike seems a lot less intimate in comparison... But in this ep, the camera plays a role in recreating that same dynamic, singling out the connection between Buddie. Because when Buck is hit by lightning, we get shots of every 118 member looking up and being terrified of what just happened to their friend.
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The only exception in terms of this shot? Eddie. He’s the only one that isn’t being filmed from the side as he looks up, he’s filmed from above as he looks straight into the camera. Essentially, the shot recreates Buck’s POV for Eddie, and for him alone. It shows us what Buck would see and how he would stare down, back at Eddie, if he only could. The fact that the camera has to do this instead of Buck himself further emphasizes the horror of Buck being unconscious, but the choice to do this only with Eddie highlights their connection and makes it clear that Buddie’s bond IS different to what the other team members have with Buck, no matter how close the others are to him or how much they love him. What’s insane is that DESPITE having all of the 118 there, there is still a bubble within this whole situation that is Buddie and Buddie’s alone, even as Buck himself is unconscious. It’s no wonder Eddie jumps up that electrocuted ladder without even thinking about it, it’s no wonder no one even tries to stop him or warn him of the danger in that. That is a man on a mission to save the other half of him, and the show tells us that in more than one way.
That’s gonna continue through Eddie’s attempts (and eventual success) in getting Buck away from immediate danger, as well as when the team tries but then fails to revive Buck, because Eddie will be the one to push past Bobby to see Buck, and Eddie will be the one Bobby has to keep in line by assigning him driving duty, maybe the most important thing anyone can do for Buck once all the medical assistance they can give him in the field is of no further use. ~~
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One more thing regarding the comparison with the shooting arc in s4, as well as talking about camera shots, is that we get to see the difference between a platonic friend resuscitating his teammate and a man desperately trying to keep the love of his life alive. If you look at Chim doing compressions on Buck, he’s giving it his all, because he DOES love Buck, Chim’s doing his best for his friend and brother in law. But the shot is not an intimate one, we don’t get close ups, we don’t get to focus on the eyes and see the frantic look of a man who knows he CAN’T fail, we don’t see the intimate touch of a hand laying a gauze on an exposed chest and trying to keep this treasured body together, we do get “come on, Buck,” but we don’t get personal speech, begging the other man to hold on and just “stay with me.” While back in 414, in the ambulance, we had ALL of those as Buck, almost on the verge of losing his sanity, fought for Eddie’s life. ~~
Lastly, I’ve made in the past a gifset of times when we’ve seen Buck screaming Eddie’s name in horror at the face of danger (including in 413), and I love that we can finally add to that Eddie doing the same thing for Buck. But I think it’s particularly meaningful that it happened not as a matter of when Buck would be in danger, but rather it was a question of just how significant Buck had to become to Eddie for this former, highly decorated soldier to go from the stoic man he was in 218 to what we see in 610 (as seen in my latest weekly gifset). Because Eddie WAS incredibly worried back in the s2 finale. He was gritting his teeth, you can see the tension on his face, and the second it was safe, he sprang to Buck’s side. Eddie also held on to him while everyone else was lifting the truck (even though Chim, as a medic, would have been a more natural choice to hold on to Buck, while Eddie the firefighter helps lift engine 118). And Eddie wouldn’t even let go of Buck’s hand on the way to the truck. HE WAS DISTRAUGHT. But the man who kept his facade up in the hospital after Shannon, his wife and mother of his son, died just one ep earlier, did the same thing with Buck. What I find so telling is that he can no longer do that by 610. Buck has become such an integral part of his life, of his family, of who Eddie is as a person and how he deals with life, way more than even Shannon managed to be. And that’s why Eddie loses it, confirming what we’ve known for a while: Buddie are life partners. ~~
I now have direct links to my weekly meta posts, my Buddie gifs and more of my content in my pinned post. Loads of love to @whosoldherout​​ for making unbelievable gifs for my very unique requests. You’re a star! Tag list will follow in the reblog. Thank you in advance for any reblog and like! I’m operating on 1.5 hours of sleep to get this posted ASAP, so I really appreciate any and all encouragement to keep doing this. xoxox
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issa-pheonyx · 8 months
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Yandere-sub!Leon X GN!Reader🔪🌶️
𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗟𝗲𝗼𝗻 𝗯𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗯𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱…𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗱𝗼𝗴? 𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝗱𝘂𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗥𝗘𝟰 𝗲𝗿𝗮😏🐶
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▌│█║▌║▌║ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ ║▌║▌║█│▌
-Yes, stereotypical puppy love when it came to you. He is cold and bitch faced at first, but the moment you walk in the room the innocence spark and soft Leon comes out like back in his first day on the force. But the dog privileges you have from him made your life easier...at first~
-In the beginning you thought it was cute...eventually it got annoying though. He is constantly asking others if you were around that people confront you so many times to let you know he is waiting for you. For what? How should I know? He is waiting for you...because, he wants you to stop talking to whoever it is your speaking with. They have too much privileges-basically, he will try to find way for the both of you to spend lots of time together
-He does get frustrated when you reject these confrontations, because you got better things to do. He is willing to do whatever chores, errands, work-anything really. He just wants to see you, hear you...maybe feel you~
-There are times he would sneak affections from you. Let's say touching your fingers when passing you some reports, having him pull you close to him when someone almost bumped into you telling the person to be careful as if you were some delicate porcelain, shoulders brushing against each other since you were not really...a fan of affection, but that's okay he will coax you until you get used to it
-As for both of you training...well, he would purposely let you win just to watch your face twisted in concentration and anger from all the things that happened between with you in relations to Umbrella. His usual encouragements were motivating when you both trained, but slowly became dark and puzzling. In the beginning it was,"Yes! Release the hate on Umbrella. You got this, (Y/N)!" and went to,"That's it, hurt me. Do it harder!" You stopped training with him after that and just went to Jill instead
WARNING!!! Spicy after this thread [MDNI🔞]
-Eventually, he will snap when you reject him over and over and over and over-he can not take it anymore. He will grab onto your leg if it means to, dramatically, pleading you to just talk to him even if it means five minutes of your time. But, those five minutes feel like hours. He will suggestively caress your thigh, leaning onto your hip with those puppy eyes, and sensing his boner against your leg. Is he humping?
-Like the dog he is, humping will be one of those things. Whether it is against your thigh riding it, against your bum, your crotch, hell might as well step on it like a masochist he is. When you're not around or you forgotten some sort of clothing behind like a jacket and can smell your scent...you're never getting it back~
-He is loud (still late on the train of his audios???) and dirty talk is something he is very known for. Loves it when you praise and degrade him. He will gladly scream out how much of a stupid mutt he is just for you to be more rough with him. "Yes, yes, yes hurt me. I deserve it, please, (Y/N)! I need you so much it's embarrassing. I'm your stupid fucking mutt who loves being your plaything~"
-Does have masochistic tendencies, distinctly, from all the training you both do. You usually finish with no bruises, cuts, sores-nothing. But, Leon has some bruises and definitely feels the soreness. He finds it so good when he witness the bruises and feeling the soreness in his body. It makes him feel dirty, but he can't help it, but to pleasure himself and imagine what it could have been more than training
-He just wants to be your stupid dog. He can make you feel good by giving pleasure...that is you hurt him or use him. He is your loyal dog and will chase you around. Even if it means scaring those close to you with his scary dog privilege persona he gives. Leon is grateful regardless the outcome of what your intentions are and he is a shameless, masochistic, puppy in love man thing
▌│█║▌║▌║ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ L̳͈͉̅̊ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚v̸̵̝͙͆̈ͤę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ M̶̷̲̊ͥ͋͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ ║▌║▌║█│▌
𝗧𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴! 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘆𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝘁. 𝗠𝘆 𝘂𝗽𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘀 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗦𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹~🖤🫣
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nayatarot777 · 1 year
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how to connect to your intuition better
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cards: 2 of pentacles, 6 of swords, page of pentacles, 2 of cups, knight of cups, the high priestess
your intuition is connected to your practical knowledge. you may trust your intuition easier when you make an “educated guess” about something (because you really do be knowing) or when you weigh out the probability of something happening. your intuition is also easy to connect to when you’re able to achieve some type of mental clarity or mental balance. when you don’t think too deeply into what your opinion is or how you feel about something. you just let the thought of the feeling come to you. this helps you to avoid overthinking what you think or feel. learning how to make use of your practical knowledge about certain things or people, and trusting yourself in making an accurate judgement or assessment of people and situations. when you give a grounded, “realistic” perspective to a situation, that is when your intuition is flowing the most. connecting to other people and feeling however tf you want to feel about them - whether it “makes sense” to feel that way about them or not. you feel the way that you do for a reason. choosing between how two different things make you feel emotionally is also how you can follow your intuition. which thing/person/option makes you feel more emotionally fulfilled than the other? literally following your heart space and your feelings - with patience. give your feelings time to show themselves to you so that you can follow them. be careful to not let anything external influence the way that you feel about things. you’re showing up as the high priestess, so most of you may follow your intuition without even realising it. on a subconscious level. you also have a huge amount of secret/hidden knowledge about how to make things work for yourself, too. i’m hearing that you should trust yourself and your own judgement. you’re smarter than you think. trusting knowledge that comes to you without worrying about where it may have come from will benefit you.
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• pile two •
cards: 5 of pentacles, 5 of swords, 8 of swords, the star, king of wands, the emperor
you feel like you lack something in relation to your intuition. you may be the pile who struggles to feel anything when trying to connect to it, leading you to feel left out of having spiritual abilities or an intuition that you can value. you also have a lot of mental conflict, as if you’re trying to find some type of victory in “finding” your intuition. there’s a lot of deep and prominent fears and anxieties surrounding your intuition. you may be keeping yourself in a mental prison and i heard “about being wrong”. you may also feel vulnerable with opinions and thoughts or beliefs that are easily influenced. it’s like there’s a blockage in your mental space. as if you don’t observe thoughts and let them pass you by. you might hold onto the things that you hear about or things that you’re told, and that’s affecting your ability to listen to yourself. there’s some healing that needs to take place. and this healing is related to giving your own opinions recognition and importance. give your own thoughts the value that you feel like they lack. even if everyone else around you seems to value what they’re saying over you. why can’t you take the same stance? choosing to embody more confidence in what you believe that your intuition is telling you will help you to connect to it. you have to be self assured in what you know that you know, otherwise other people will trample all over your words and try to devalue your opinions and your judgement. the emperor is an archetype that accurately reflects you internally. i feel like you have a lot of intelligence about many different aspects of life, but you might not look like someone who would. so people underestimate you. that’s annoying. but you’re someone who is able to teach other people many things (when they’re willing to listen) and you also know how to listen to your instincts. continue to do that.
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• pile three •
cards: 2 of swords, the sun, queen of wands, the tower, 3 of wands, strength
accessing your intuition requires you to ignore what you see with your physical eyes and to pay more attention to what your third eye is showing you. because often times, they don’t match up. everything seems okay on the surface but you feel energetically bothered. there’s always a reason for that, so don’t brush it off like you usually do due to your empathy or compassion for people. when people are sending you evil-eye, you know. when people are jealous, you know. when you’re at your happiest, you’re connected to your intuition the strongest. your creative energy is a very powerful energy source for you - especially your inner child. your inner child is the type of kid who peeps game every damn time. they’re too smart for people lmaoo 😂 also following what makes you truly happy means that you’re being lead by your intuition. when you receive inspiration, or receive a source of confidence from somewhere, you are deeply aligned in those moments. whenever you create something - no matter what it is. it’s like there’s a flow and a confidence that may not be found when you’re dealing with other aspects of life. your creations can give you many messages from the divine. i feel like most of you have an intuition that exposes what isn’t stable and secure. it’s not afraid to destroy what is already accepted by your ego and rebuild. your intuition could expose a lot of things to you that causes you a tower moment, whether you let it be known what you’ve been shown or not. it might open you up to many new opportunities in life that may not be easily or widely accepted by others. listening to your intuition seems to lead you to a bunch of tower moments - only to bring you to a better place in life after the dust has settled and you can move forward. being in control of your ego is indicative of when you’re connected to your intuition the most. your ego may try to argue against your intuition, but the part of you that continues to believe and follow what you’re hearing is the part of you that leads you to higher levels of consciousness and experiences in life.
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lovely-lady-lumps · 1 year
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Cramps
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader
Summary: The reader has endometriosis and Bucky comes home to take care of her.
Warnings: Endometriosis pain
A/N: It's very short and the ending sucks but I wanted to post something. This is based on one of my experiences so I'm sorry if it's not very relatable.
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  Every day, Bucky wakes up at five in the morning to go on a run with either Sam or Steve. He spends two or three hours training with them in some way, and comes home almost right after you wake up. He’s greeted with soft music and a sweet smile sent in his direction, or the smell of breakfast being made. This routine keeps him sane, lets him know that you’re okay and safe.
  So when he comes home today, and there’s no sound or smell or you, he’s put on edge. He stands in the doorway and waits for something, using all senses to search for you. You aren’t swaying in the kitchen or reading a book on the couch, there’s no humming or a hug to welcome him home. Just a dim living room and silence. That is until he hears a groan from the bedroom. He’s alarmed at the sound and is about to take off when he hears you retching. 
  He closes his eyes and sighs in relief, now understanding what’s happening. He cringes at a cut of cry from you and makes his way to the kitchen, grabbing a room temperature water bottle and heading in your direction. 
  You were diagnosed with endometriosis a couple of years ago and even though you’re on birth control, it only does so much. You still have bad days that he wishes he could stop, but there’s only so much he can do. When he gets to your shared room, he’s struck with guilt at what he finds.
  You’re curled up underneath the duvet, eyes squeezed tightly closed and sweat dotting your pale face. The wire to your heating pad trails up and disappears under the blanket. Even though he can’t see it, he knows your hands are digging into your abdomen to try and relieve the pain. 
  Quietly walking over to the bed, he sits on the edge at your feet, “How’re you doin’ honey?” He rests a hand on your leg. It’s a stupid question, but it’s the only thing he can think to ask.
  Your eyes crack open and a weak smile graces your face. “Hurts.”
  The hand on your leg reaches up to sweep some loose strands of hair away from your forehead. “Anything happen?”
  “Had a panic attack. Almost passed out.”
  He hums sympathetically and frowns as you lean into his touch, fresh tears stinging your eyes. “I’m sorry doll.”
  “S’not your fault.” you reply in a watery voice, blinking to try and fight the tears.
  Bucky leans down to kiss your cheek, keeping his lips there for a few seconds longer than necessary. When he pulls away he stays close, “I just wish I could help. How about we stretch out some, huh? I know it hurts to move but I know you’ll feel better once you’re not balled up.”
  He knows from past instances that your cramps get better and you fall asleep much easier with your legs stretched out. You whine in protest, hand emerging from the blankets to grab his hand for comfort.
  “Okay.” you sigh. 
  Bucky smiles encouragingly and stands from his spot, gently pulling your hand to help you sit up, using the other hand to pull the covers away. He watches your face scrunch up as a new wave of pain runs through your abdomen. Your hand squeezes his tightly and he waits patiently for it to pass, thumb rubbing the back of your hand in small comfort. A short pain filled sound escapes and Bucky bites his lip, frustrated at your pain. You sigh once more and let go of him, hands dropping tiredly into your lap. Bucky quickly moves pillows around until there’s three behind you to keep your upper back and head elevated. 
  When you’re finally laid back with your legs straight out in front of you, he tries handing you the heating pad and bottle of water. You take the water and wave away the pad, being too hot at the moment to put it back on. As you take a sip, Bucky tucks the blanket around you tightly, his hands gently stuffing it under your legs. When he’s satisfied with his work he pulls back and waits to take the bottle from your shaky hands. 
  “Have you eaten today?” He questions, taking the water when you hand it to him and setting it on the bedside table. 
  “Haven’t really had the chance to.” You shrug, leaning fully back into the pillows. 
  Bucky reaches into the bedside drawer and grabs your ‘emergency’ pack of chocolate chip cookies. “Here.” He opens them and sets them in your lap.
  You cringe at the thought of eating them and look at them in disgust. 
  You flinch at another, smaller twinge of pain, sucking in through your teeth harshly. “You were gonna get me juice anyway.” You grumble with your eyes squeezed yet again. 
  “I know, I know. But sugar helps.” He rubs his metal hand over leg before standing straight. “If you eat those I’ll give you some apple juice.” He practically sings apple juice.
  Bucky doesn’t have the heart to tease anymore and nods his head. “Yeah, I was. Hold tight okay?” 
  He leaves the room after tapping your knee, quickly moving to the kitchen. The apple juice is at the front of the fridge for this exact reason and he’s quick to pour it into a small plastic yellow cup. He grabs the ibuprofen from the medicine cabinet and walks back to your room. When he gets back to you, a thought hits him.
  “I forgot to ask, did you throw up?” He hesitates in handing you the juice. 
  “No. Just gagged.” You say around a bite of cookie, hand held out to take the cup. 
  At the admission he hands it to you with the pain meds and sits down on the small space next to you, pulling his legs up to lay next to yours. You lean into him immediately, head on his arm. He takes note that you’re not shaking anymore and you’re beginning to drift. The cup is soon taken from your loose grip, cookies following to sit on the nightstand. 
  “Mmm.” You hum in what he can only imagine is thanks. 
  “You’re welcome.” Bucky whispers back, reaching an arm around the back of your shoulders, scooting down to be more at your level. “Get some rest, doll.”
  You’re so tired and out of it that you barely feel the kiss on your head before you drift off into a much needed sleep.
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junosmindpalace · 8 months
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Hello :) I was wondering if I could request saiki k x reader where the reader has an ability like Wednesday where when they randomly get psychic visions when they touch a certain object/person? I am obsessed with both saiki and Wednesday right now lmao. If you don’t want to that’s perfectly fine ❤️
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hi there! thank you so much for your request! i hope it's alright i did this in a hc format, since none of my oneshot ideas really worked out :(
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He doesn’t know whether to feel comforted by having another psychic friend who shares his ability to see into a future predicament or not. At least you had enough common sense to not run your mouth over your abilities, but that just made your reactions to your visions all the more questionable.
Your psychic powers differed slightly from Saiki’s. His visions tended to play out quicker than yours, and unlike you, he wasn’t able to see into the past. Even still, he was able to relate to the anxiety they produced. 
Typically they weren’t anything too horrible. You could deal with them rather well, just like Saiki has grown accustomed to his own intrusive powers. But on certain days when the universe just seemed to be throwing anything out there into the world, it could easily get overwhelming. 
Though you could see into the future for a brief couple of seconds like Saiki, you didn’t always have the means to deal with them, let alone deal with them efficiently. However, Saiki had an assortment of different psychic powers at his disposal, and so sometimes he helps you out to avoid being responsible for anything bad that happens to you. 
He makes it out to be a huge hassle of course, but the second you try to take matters into your own hands, he stops you, deals with the issue himself, and scolds you for not being more careful.
Treats you a little bit when your visions are just a little too much. He completely understands being overwhelmed by your powers, and so he’ll do things for you that personally help cheer him up, such as buy you a treat or spend the day lounging around with you in the security of his home. 
This was usually the routine that followed, so much so that it just became a part of your normal.
You’re always using your powers for some kind of good, and though it sometimes tires and stresses Saiki out with how often you put yourself on the frontlines, he can’t help but find it a reason to like you so much. You were just so kind and generous, always going the extra mile just to make someone else's day a little easier- and that included him too.
He’s surprised when you seemingly read his mind and do something he's been meaning to for him, such as getting him a treat he’s been eyeing for a couple of days or delivering an item he accidentally left behind at school. At first he’s confused, but once he realizes you must’ve touched something he had earlier, the dots connect. 
If the rest of his psychic friends try to badger you into using your powers to help them with their own business, he immediately steps in to defend you from getting your kindness taken advantage of, since he knows that your sweet natured heart would never allow you to say no.
”But could Y/N just--” “No. Get lost.”
”But I just need--” “Figure it out yourself.” 
Truly romantical of him. 
Other than those bits, he doesn't linger too much on your powers.
He's glad he can feel confident leaving you alone without making some sort of large commotion with your powers, but he still likes to stay close and take care of you where he can, even if he'll never admit to it outright.
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dasinclair · 1 month
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At first I was kind of grossed out by the concept of Debbie x Cecil because to me all their interactions seem pretty negative, but now I'm interested- what is appealing about the ship to you?
"this is why i have always hated you, cecil."
"it's why i hate me too."
i think their interactions are incredibly bittersweet. cecil is in a position where he can't afford to get attached to anyone, where his personal feelings shouldn't and can't matter in the big picture, and yet it's clear that he cares so deeply for debbie. he's looking out for her always. he hates ever having to hurt her, and he hates himself for it when he does
cecil is more gentle interacting with debbie than with anyone else. he wants to give her peace of mind, make her life easier - he pleads with her not to take on oliver's care by herself. is it unethical for him to "keep an eye on her" the way he does? yes. but he's so concerned for her well-being, and he can't help but show it in distant and not-so-distant ways
there's the history between them... the show portrays cecil as something like a longtime family friend to nolan & debbie, and he and debbie both blame themselves for being "fooled" by nolan. nolan was always the link between them, and now there's this big empty space there, but they're still entangled with each other. cecil wants to help her pick up the pieces, but at the same time he's a painful reminder. it's complicated
debbie resents cecil for the way he is - for having these Mysterious Duties that he has to disregard emotion AND morality for - but, having been married to a superhero for so long, i think she also understands that sense of duty even when she's frustrated and hurt by it. she sees him go face-to-face with nolan and defend her, she knows what he's trying to say when he misspeaks about "back to normal"... maybe, despite it all, she's the one who comes closest to understanding him? at least outside of the gda. she can say things to him that he needs to hear, things that no one else would say to him, and he listens
cecil is one of the only people who can even begin to understand and relate to the depth of debbie's pain, and it has this tense and tragic element that i find really compelling. i think they really could find something resembling solace in each other, breaking through all sorts of emotional barriers to get there. things they don't even have to talk about, maybe because it hurts too much, but also because they just know. i hope that makes sense
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hxjikonn · 1 year
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Hello,
I love your Gear Head Twisted Wonderland.
If you are still taking request, would it be possible to get Vil, Malleus and Leona with a female s/o that is really good at making their life complicated without realising it.
For example, they usually naturally have the right answer or know the right way to do something, but does it the mire complicated way because it cant be that easy.
Hooefully this makes sense. Feel free to get creative with it.
Thank you
A/N: love this prompt, I relate to this so much omfg 😭💀 Thanks so much for this request! I hope you like this and I’m sorry it took me so damn long to write it🥹♥︎
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Complicated
☆Staring☆: Vil Schoenheit, Malleus Draconia and Leona Kingscholar
Synopsis: Their reaction to Fem!Reader who likes doing things in a more complex way and giving herself more work than she should do.
Warning: Leona’s part has cursing and a lil bit of argument scene in it cuz Leona is stubborn as fuck and so are you. Not proofread. Very long.
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Vil Schoenheit
Would be concerned about your health, since you often forget to take care of yourself when working.
This man would share your frustration. He claims it’s like a virus, it affects him as much as it does you.
You’d fuss about how hard the work is going to be and he’d fuss about you GIVING yourself the hard work that isn’t really necessary.
“Where is that girl?” Vil paced around the hallways of NRC looking for you, he heard about the project you were going to do and he knew that there’s no good to come of it since you have a habit of overdoing the work. He asked around and a student pointed out that they saw you in the library.
He went there and found you sitting under a pile of books that seem to tower up so high that if it stood beside you it’d actually be your height. He sighed and walked up to you. “Ahem.” He made his presence know. You looked up and smiled at him “Hi hun!” You greeted him. He loved your smile, it was warm and pure. That smile made him less mad at the things you put yourself through.
“Hi…” he greeted back, he gave you a smile too, how can he be mad when you look so happy working hard like that. “What’s all this?” He asked, motioning to the pile ok thick leather books. “History of potion magic, Encyclopedias, Recipes for potions, and a bunch of other stuff I need to read for my project”
“Potato…do you really gonna read all of these potionology books for one project? I can help you yknow?” Vil stood beside you, hands on his hip as he watched you burry yourself under a heap of hours and effort soon to be wasted. You sighed “Yes I need to” stubbornly you went back to the book in your hand. “Really? Are you certain that you’d rather read than let me help?” He asked
“Vil, I know you wanna help but I wanna do this one on my own, Plus these books might have an easier solution to the project…”you said while reading, he pinched the bridge of his nose in frustration. “Darling, There IS an easier solution…” he protested “I’ll teach you, if you really don’t want me to help hands on, at least let me teach it to you instead of all this unneeded complex reading” he added, trying to convince you.
You looked up from your book and open your mouth to say something but he placed a finger hovering above his lip signaling you to not try to argue, “I’ll even give you my notes if you need it. There you’ll find everything you need to know about the project…” he said trying to persuade you even more.
“but Vil…” you mumbled, he sighed “Potato, I love you, but you’re really going to give yourself so much stress that pimples might start spreading through your pretty face…And I will not stand for it. Come now we’re going to Pomfoire and I will tutor you there.” He said packing your bag for you. “Can I at least bring one book?” You asked, he looked at you in disbelief “Do you not trust me?” He stated dramatically
“No of course I do! I just wanna learn quicker so you don’t have to work so hard to teach me…” you said in defense, he crossed his arms still in disbelief, “Please?” You asked again, it took him a few seconds before he broke, “Fine. BUT! only one book, and I get to tell you which one…” he gave you a condition which you gladly agreed to. He sent you to pick up the book in the front desk as he continued to pack your bag.
“She is going to be the cause of MY acne break out, oh by the queen’s name, I’m gonna need tea and face mask for the two of us later…”
He really does care about your well-being, so he does his best in helping you when he sees you’re doing way too much.
And yes that includes the spa appointment, skin care and tea afterwards, he might die if he sees even a single pimple on your face because of stress.
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Malleus Draconia
Out of the three he’d be the most chill about it tbh.
He doesn’t understand why you give yourself more work than is needed but sees that you’re dedicated to it so he supports you.
And mayyyyybe casts “little” spells to finish the unnecessary parts of your job and tells you that you’ve already finished it even though he did it.
Still showers you with praise even though his magic did half of the work since he knows you really want to do your job well.
“Tsunotaro…did you see where I put the history of magic papers I printed out earlier, I need to read all of them before I can write notes for the test tomorrow…” you looked for the thick compilation you fished out of the library earlier. Malleus sat by the window and smiled “You’ve already finished it dearest…” he said, he’s well aware that, that is not true but it was white lie, he did it for you.
“Huh?? I did?? I finished my notes?” You said and looked at your notebook, pages already filled with summaries and meanings of the lessons Trein discussed for the past semester. Malleus made sure his spell mimicked your handwriting so you’d be convinced. “See? All done. Good job my love I’m proud of you” he praised and gave you a peck on the cheek
You, still having no recollection of when you wrote all of this, stood there thinking about it. “So…if I already did this, that means I only have to review and then I’m done?” You questioned yourself “That was too essy…” you said in suspicion…Malleus gave you head pats as a form of distraction “Yes well you are a hard worker, no wonder you finished so quickly…” he cooed
“Did I really do this??” You looked up at him in confusion, “Yes my beloved you did. I’ve been watching you pace around, write and read for hours! Look at you, you must be exhausted.” He cradled your face his hands trying to make you forget about the subject. “You’re being really affectionate right now Mal…” you looked up at the horned fae in front of you
“I’m always affectionate” he contradicted your claims, slowly taking the notebook out of your hand and placing it down the table “Yeah I know but right now it’s like 10x more than usual” you pushed on. He was calm outside like usual, but he’s internally trying to come up with an alibi to defend himself without sounding guilty and he’s running out of excuses.
“I miss you.” He blurts out in panic, silence filled the air for a bit until you broke out in a fit of giggles you reached up cup his face and gave him kisses still while laughing “aw, I’m sorry, did I seem like I was ignoring you because of my work?” you asked, he kissed your wrist and nodded, he was celebrating in his head cuz his plan worked.
You weren’t suspicious or working too much AND you’re giving him attention. Mission Accomplished. “Oh alright, I guess I have been too busy, maybe I’d forgotten I already did things…I’ll take a break and spend time with you” you said to your boyfriend who was now smiling brightly
“Thank you for being patient with me…” you told him and gave him a hug “I was told by Lilia that it was a quality of being ‘husband material’ he said hugging you back, you laughed and pulled away to look at him “Wow I have to step up my game to be ‘wife material’ too then huh?” You joked “You don’t need to you’re perfect” you chuckled again at his love struck statement “Sweet talker.” You hit his chest lightly and gave him a kiss before you went to go rest and spend time with him.
He often does it to shorten the time and effort you spend on working so you dont end up sick. But sometimes he does it cuz he wants you to give him attention but he doesn’t want to disturb you
He told himself one day he’d tell you because he feels guilty from time to time, you’ll just have to wait until you graduate and marry him until he does.💀💀
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Leona Kingscholar
The MOST IMPATIENT BITCHY person on this list.
He’s basically an overgrown cat, so he’ll annoy the shit out of you if it means you’ll give him attention and stop working.
He hates this habit of yours and doesn’t understand the concept of giving yourself more work than required. He thinks it’s a waste of time and energy
Will literally shred the papers with his claws or push a pile of them off your desk just because he’s annoyed that you’re working and not even paying him any mind
You were trying so hard to focus on the notes your writing because your boyfriend kept yawning in full volume. You knew he just wanted attention but you kept explaining you aren’t done and he was being petty. Not wanting to start an argument you just continued on and ignored him. Or at least your TRYING to
“Hey herbivore, remind me again why ‘ya need to deal with all this crap when you can just oh I don’t know let the teacher teach it to ya ‘cuz yknow? It’s their job” he sarcastically asked knowing exactly what the answer will be. He didn’t get an answer out of you, so he knocked a pile off your desk again. “LEONA! I JUST FINISHED ARRANGING THOSE!” You stood up at the sound of papers hitting the floor
“So? That means ‘yer done with ‘em…” scratches his head, not caring at all. You glared at him but didn’t utter another word as you sat down to pick it all up. “Can ‘ya cut this shit out, you’re doing too much for simple quiz. If you’re gonna be doin’ this much why don’t you just teach the class” he leaned against the wall, his tail impatiently flicking back and forth.
“Why don’t you just shut up.” You snapped. It was uncharacteristic of you to do so, especially because in the relationship you’re the one with more patience. Not this time though. He scoffed, he felt slightly nerve wrecked by your tone but didn’t let that affect him. You arranged it again and took it to your work table where Leona is off limits.
You sat down. Took a deep breath, before picking up the pen to start writing again, but then the ripping of paper flooded your ears. That was it. You turned your head to Leona scratching a bundle of papers under his claw. You marched and snatched it from him harshly. “Out.” You demanded. “What?” He looked at you annoyed.
You only glared at him. You were gonna explode if you said another word. He groaned in boredom “This is stupid. You’re being stupid, you’re doing all this for what? For a quiz? Why?” He snapped as well “Oh I don’t know, maybe because I wanna do good in class. You don’t get it, maybe your able to slack off and no one could give a fuck about it, why? Cuz you’re already the ‘all powerful dorm leader of savanaclaw’ and all that high and mighty shit.” You argued pushing him back
“Meanwhile, I have to do ‘all this crap’ because I need to. I’m not powerful like you are, I don’t have magic, I don’t belong here, I wanna do well so I feel like I fit in…” you rambled, now feeling sorry for yourself, Leona only listened for once “I thought for once, you’d actually be the one to have patience FOR ME this time I need you to be… you’re just being bitchy…” you added looking up at him pained and tired, you sighed and looked down “Just go.” You said walking back to where you were before.
It was silent so you assumed he already left, you continued to work even though you felt awful now. Leona still stood there, he felt bad after he heard you say that and he knew he went too far with his attitude this time so he stayed quiet and waited. You took your work and place it down the carpet so you could have more space, you sat down and started writing again.
His tail still swung back and forth in annoyance but this time it’s because he knows you’re really not gonna give him attention cuz you’re mad. He crawled to you quietly and sat behind you, his large frame enveloping yours, he loosely draped his arms on you waist and rested his head on your shoulder.
You weren’t surprised, you continued to do what you were doing. His tail made soft pats on the wooden floor, it was a sign of anticipation, he was waiting for you to say something to him, thinking his little act of affection was enough of an apology. You didn’t speak for a whole hour. “Herbivore…” he called out. No answer…. “Y/n….” He tried again. Nothing…. “Y’can scold me some more just say somthin’ already…” he pleaded. Still no response, not even a reaction
“ ‘m sorry…” he mumbled quietly his face buried in your hair, “I’m not gonna be an asshole anymore alright? Just quit the silent treatment I hate this more than I hate your overworking thing” he added, you finally gave in to his calls “Shh, Be quiet, I’m almost done” you finally spoke. It was still monotone but it was better than nothing
“Good. We’re gonna nap after this…” he told you and you responded with a hum, he stayed quiet like you asked him to until you finished. After that he whisked you away to your bed and curled up against you like an attention deprived cat “Tell me who the fuck picks on you next time…” he says nuzzling into you, his head on your chest “Why? Cuz that’s your job?” You asked “No, cuz I need to knock some sense into them…” He said, “And yeah, that’s my job…now sleep so you can be less mad at me when you get some rest” he kisses your neck and you laugh a little “Damned overgrown cat” you mumbled earning a low growl and a chuckle from him.
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A/N: Another request is doneeee aaaaaaa >< still didn’t proofread ;b Anon I hope you like this cuz I know damn well this took way too long 😭😭😭 still very sorry abt that ily ✌🏻
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lykaios2 · 7 months
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Hello! Hope you don’t mind this is short-
Can you do mutant mayhem boy’s x scary reader BUT HAS A HUGE SOFT SPOT OF KIDS?
thank u
auGH im sorry this took so long and its kinda shit i think but im just gonna drop this here and run
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Leo:
At first, Leo didn’t really want to associate with you
He was too afraid of your presence
He figured he’d just make his life easier and not hang around you
Whenever you walked by him, he would turn away
He knew that you weren’t a bully
His anxiety just couldn’t handle it
But his worst nightmare came true one day
Leo had run into a little kid and was helping him back up
You noticed him and walked over to help as well
As soon as he noticed you, he froze
You finished helping the kid and sent him on his way, before turning to Leo
You asked if something was wrong, before he snapped back
He started stuttering, trying to explain that nothing was wrong and he was just nervous
But of course you had to ask what he was nervous about
He tried to make up something, but eventually told the truth
You apologized for being so scary to him, and that you didn’t mean to be like that
You and him started talking, and he finally learned after all this time that you weren’t so mean after all
Raph:
Raph could not stand by you and just let you intimidate him like that
So he’d purposefully try and hang out around you to show you up
But being around someone all the time only makes you know them more
Raph often overheard your conversations with your friends
They weren’t of much interest to him, but he wasn’t doing much else other than standing around looking scary so he listened in anyway
He zoned out a lot, but when he heard squealing and giggling from somewhere nearby, he snapped back to reality
He whipped his head around to find out what was going on
Eventually he figured out it was coming from you
Curious, he walked over to see your friend showing you a picture of his new baby sister
He watched, a little confused as you gushed over how cute the baby was (he had to admit it was pretty adorable)
But he still never tried to stop showing you up
He just knew that you weren’t really so bad anymore
Mikey:
Mikey was a bit apprehensive towards you at first
He didn’t really know how to approach you
It didn’t help that you weren’t the most welcoming person
He really wanted to be friends with you
He thought you were cool and he knew you weren’t a terrible person
He had seen you with your friends before, so he just wanted to be like them
He needed to find something to relate to you about
One day he walked up to one of your friends and just asked what you liked
They said that he didn’t talk much about what he liked, but they did tell Mikey about how you had a fondness for kids
So the next day, while you were alone, he came up to you and struck up a conversation
He made a bit of small talk before bringing up a video compilation of babies that he said he found the other day
He played the video and you were immediately in love
He watched and laughed along with you as the video went on
He knew from then on that you two were probably gonna be good friends
Donnie:
Donnie didn’t care much about you
Not in the sense that he hated you
He just saw you as another person
He saw you at school and around the city
No more than acquaintances
One time when he was passing by in the park, he heard a bit of a commotion
He looked around to see what it was, and he happened to see your group of friends
Upon further inspection, he saw that they had stopped for you
He walked over and said hi, there was a few people that he knew there
But he was really surprised to see you
You had stopped in front of a mom and her kid
You were crouched down on the ground, talking to a little kid only a few years old
As you talked and played with the kid, Donnie just watched
He was captivated by your seemingly sudden change in personality
As he eventually walked away, he kept in his mind a changed view of you. One that was more friendly and welcoming
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wrotelovelytears · 1 year
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WE OUTSSIIDDDEE
*in my joker voice* we live in a society..
🌹I strongly believe the 12th house is linked to older age. Like I've seen so many older adults act like their 12th house sign (and/or Planets) by the time they hit 60. It's like they become more "religious AND spiritual", suffer from more memory based problems while being able to easily recall experiences had when younger, talk more about ancestry and life after, some even show some cognitive decline or increase.
🥴I'm surrounded by older adults and yeah, it's a pattern for sure and their twelfth house sign really starts showing.
🌹I'm pretty sure you live out most of your life in the 8th house regardless if it holds anything or not. Those themes never go away and after puberty starts you kinda live in it until your 60s. You see a lot of rapid changes just in teenhood and it doesn't really stop until you've reached an older age (aka just stop caring).
🌹Yes that means I believe you live in your fourth house until puberty. I know it's traditionally seen as a before birth/death house but listen, children most definitely do what makes them feel comfortable, express themselves more than adults and cling to caregivers like they are life itself. The sign (and planets) are at the forefront until.. well society happens
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🫧Before the other signs start screaming at me bout the house that traditionally rule them let me keep going..
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🌹The third house is related to how you communicate up until puberty (or until you pas that 4th house stage) of your life. You'll find yourself using the methods of the sign (and planets) that hold that house during that time. Generally puberty starts (for all sexes) around 10-14. That's why you will see 13 year olds stick more to the habits they've had until one day their seventh house comes in to play and you'll see a change.
🌹The seventh house communication skills are linked to that eighth house stage of life. You become more social/ aligned with societal socializing during puberty and see it continue up until the 60s. There's an increase need to connect with others and find those like you. We see more people working, marrying, dating then.
🌹Lastly the 11th is linked to the 12th house stage of life. The sign (and planets) that is in your 11th can become the way you communicate with the world. You move on from just close connections to more general ones. You'll have friends but you may not be as close anymore due to life. You'll see many changes that were once dreams of your occur in real time and not know how to verbalize how it makes you feel. There could be a haziness around your overall existence by this point, you'll be here but also super aware of everything making it hard for the present to make sense.
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🫧For the fire houses that's obviously how you act out during the stages.
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🌹The First house is linked to the thirds communication and fourths being. That's why I think it's easier to guess a young childs rising because whatever is in their first is how they'll generally act. Until society pressures them enough to be more "socially conscious" and that's when the fifth house hits.
🌹The fifth house is connected to the sevenths communication and eighths being. You start to be really aware of how your actions and behaviors look to others. Whatever sign is in your fifth is what determines how you go about trying to portray yourself. Are you the homebody who while loving relationships hates how they always end. Or are you the angsty teen who never really grew up but changed just enough that people can't guess it at first.
🌹The ninth house... Yeah...do I have to repeat it? Anywho it's no wonder many older adults start to broaden their lives out, I mean travelling and going with the flow is the whole motto of making it past your younger days. This is the time when you become aware of limitations, and I don't mean just actions I mean life itself. You've done so much and now it's time to make sure what you've done isn't in vain.
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🫧The Earth house are not what you do now, but what you end up leaving behind after each stage. It's what others will most likely remember that era of your life as.
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🌹The second house is the child you trying to just vibe. You could have memories of this stage but they are most likely linked to connections made to things in it/sign. The sign itself represents that new human learning to properly human while continuously having to push against placed norms. Caregivers will remember this stage the most while the individual will treat it as the past.
🌹The sixth house is highly related to most of your life. In fact it's more likely that friends and family (even long term co-workers) will remember you by your sixth house (and planets). That's because you spend more time here than anything and when you leave this stage it's due to wanting to broaden your life out of your known self.
🌹The tenth house is of course the legacy left by you. It's what people remember after death, yes we all know that but why it's after and not during life isn't expanded on. You became more connected to the collective because you've lived through so much. Yes your communication comes off more distant and it's because you've realized time is linear, and the things you do matter to more than just you. At the 12th house stage you've realized your words matter, your thoughts matter, and that essentially the world is much bigger than you and those you know. Loose connections, acquaintances and society will remember you by this sign (planets).
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Any who that's just been me blabbering.
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Glad to see Satan's edgy teen phase 👍
He's still going through his edgy teen phase he's just got better at covering it up now
Okay but seriously I love how they handled Satan in Nightbringer
Like of course he's like that
He just properly came into existence a year ago, the only thing he really knows how to be is angry, that's literally what created him, he doesn't know who he is as a person, he doesn't know what he is because there's no other being demon, angel or human like him, he doesn't belong anywhere because even his brothers didn't initially want him and only took him in because the Demon King asked them to and so he feels like he can't fit in properly with them or trust them
He's got to navigate this all on his own while trying to figure out who he is and how he can be a person seperate from Lucifer which is something he struggles with in the present as well since he still believes he needs to justify his existence and to do so he;
a.) needs to be different from Lucifer
b ) needs to provide something useful (knowledge)
both things he explicitly talks about in the og game.
It gives more context as to why he needs to justify his place in the family even in the present (because he wasn't initially accepted by them)
And it makes sense that this tightly knit traumatised family who had fought a war together and just lost a sibling wouldn't suddenly accept some newcomer as their new sibling.
It makes sense that it takes them a year to start accepting him and it makes sense that they still don't know how to handle him because no one's met anyone like Satan before.
It makes sense that Satan's marginally more open to MC, since;
1.) They're also a newcomer being forced to find a place in this family (which is easier for them than for him because they've already had a place in this family for years whether the othwrs know it or not)
2.) They're competent and knowledgeable and continuously prove their usefulness to the family which is something he understands
3.) They're literally the only being in existence who knows Satan, who knows who he is as a person, what he likes and what he'll become and who knows how to treat him in a way he'll appreciate
Also love how they show him with a cat for the first time;
• How he appreciates their independence and sees something of himself in them
• How it explains why, in the present, Satan calms down around cats- he was so angry and destructive for so long and then there's this little creature that fascinates him and if he ever wants to properly interact with it he'll need to learn to be patient and calm and gentle (which I spoke about before in a post but I really love that Nightbringer makes it more explicit)
I also really love how they show that, from all the brothers, Asmo is the one who starts reaching out to Satan and accepting despite how much Satan tries to fight it, because in the present they're really close and it's nice to see how that begins
+ Satan protesting while Asmo paints his nails for the first time and not realising that's Asmo's way of bringing him into the fold? 💯
Also love how Satan gets on so well with the angels. Love how the first demon Luke feels comfortable and friendly with is Satan. Love how Simeon is so kind and caring and accepting towards Satan
Related Posts:
Where Satan's anger stems from
Knowledge and Satan's sense of self worth
Satan's Feelings
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pallastrology · 1 year
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capricorn: venus vs. mars
venus
venus in capricorn is calmer. although they can seem a little less steady at times, they have less nervous energy and less fire in their belly than their martian cousin. there is a soothing aura around capricorn venus, like you know everything is going to be okay when they're here
they are less self-assured. that being said, they don't have the same confidence in themselves as they should. they are highly capable people, but have often suffered in the past, and don't always see themselves as good enough. they can sometimes define themselves and their skills by the people around them
they are more comfortable being kind and caring. capricorn isn't always the softest sign, but in venus, we get to see their sweet side. the native is a good listener, sensitive, kind and has a romantic streak you perhaps wouldn't expect from them
mars
mars in capricorn has sharper senses. this is both an external and internal process, with the native having a nose like a bloodhound and eyes like a hawk, and also having strong, logic-based deductive skills and street smarts. they don't miss a trick, and this makes them both awe-inspiring and intimidating
they are more comfortable in professional settings than personal ones. i think this can relate a little to the first point; their razor-sharp senses make it really hard for mars in capricorn to relax, or be vulnerable, and so it's easier for them to stay on guard, in "work mode". there is strength in being vulnerable, but it's a very difficult skill to master
they are more self-assured. perhaps because mars is exalted in capricorn, this placement can really shine, and bring out the best of both forces. and this leads to an individual that knows themselves, knows what they want, knows their purpose. and they are unafraid of their own power
both
they are both highly considerate. capricorn has a reputation for being business-like, cold, reserved, and these things aren't exactly false; but they miss another thread that makes up the tapestry when they don't include capricorn's sensitive, deeply attentive disposition. they aren't uncaring, but they have often been uncared for, and it can be hard to show something you haven't been shown
they have a complicated relationship with praise and attention. they are an ambitious sign, yet a demure one. they value criticism but take it to heart and let it haunt them like a restless spirit. they struggle to accept compliments, but bait their breath to hear them. i think capricorn can find it hard to feel they have earned praise, and so it is rarely a fair trade to them
they are more creative than they first appear. again, this is a side of capricorn that is somewhat overlooked, but they are creative; they are natural project managers, diligent workers and understand the importance of skill over talent. there is really nothing they can't do, should they put their mind to it, and this absolutely includes art, music, horticulture, or any other topic one wouldn't expect from such a "logical" sign
they are both capable of being ruthless when needed. capricorn often correlates with harsh conditions in life, and so the native can become somewhat weathered by their experiences. i've mentioned before that they have often experienced being uncared for, and they have had to grow up hard and fast to manage unmanageable situations. there is a dichotomy to capricorn, in that they are sensitive and discerning, but also hard and cold when they feel they need to be. it's hard to understand from without, and hard to carry within
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i know sexuality and coming out etc is completely different from person to person, but just to put my perspective in…. i realised i was into women a long time ago without even being with a woman yet, just kinda accepted it without needing to label it, years later decided i was bi, years after that decided i was back to unlabeled and just…. vaguely queer haha. i know and understand why people want buck to be bisexual and eddie to be whatever he might be, and i know and understand the importance of buck as a fictional character on tv saying it. but i don’t understand fandom’s insistence that he has to have a black and white ‘realisation then announcement/coming out then sexual or romantic relationship to confirm/prove it’ arc. people keep saying others are ‘fetishizing’ or ‘pushing purity culture’ by not immediately supporting him sleeping with a bunch of guys, but surely that is fetishizing? why does he have to prove his attraction to men just so you (gen) can see him kiss a man onscreen? sorry this was a ramble haha
oh anon i kinda love you for this like a lot. i promise there’s no one better than me who totally understands an ongoing sexuality crisis. i’ve personally been in one since i was 12 to be so real, and i totally relate to the concept of just settling down on an “umbrella term”. personally for me these last few years ive settled on just using the term sapphic as a label because it’s easier than trying to pinpoint my exact sexuality. and labels are good for some, not good for others, and not totally necessary while also being great tools for introspection and self realization.
i personally am a really big proponent for unlabeled eddie because i think it just makes sense for his character. Buck’s whole thing is self realization and introspective journeys. It makes total sense for the conclusion to that storyline to be Buck finding a solid label that describes him and makes him feel comfortable, because to Buck it’s very important that he finds a place in the world, and i think a specifically labeled sexuality would go along with that.
for eddie on the other hand, what he seeks and has been seeking is simply love. From the very beginning his storyline has been about finding something for himself and for his son to keep them grounded and safe. for Eddie i truly don’t believe he would care to go searching for those specific answers once he realized that he was loved, that his son was loved, that he found the family he’s been searching for. I would totally love any sort of sexuality storylines we get from either of the guys and would be a big fan of any queer label that the show decides to explore but, in my opinion i don’t think labels are something that eddie’s character needs nor is looking for!
thank you anon for this little rant it was rly fun to explore <3 ask box always open!
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I'm not accustomed to making requests (I'm embarrasingly new to Tumblr still) but I was wondering, are there any yanderes that would get worse after the reader returns post Godwyn's death / The Shattering? Like for example, maybe some Elden Ring yanderes were already overbearing before the Shattering occurs and their behavior only gets ten times worse once everything goes down. I bet it would be super scary for the dreamer too, because they've just returned and probably doesn't even know what happened while they were gone. You can ignore this request if it isn't interesting enough! To be fair I'm just rambling here, haha.
Don't worry about requesting, it's a little nerve racking at first, but you get used to it.
So there are some yanderes I think get worse post-shattering. These are namely Marika/Radagon, Ranni, and Malenia. For Marika/Radagon, you being gone so long affected them so much. They both tried constantly to find a way to bring you back, but their reasonings for why they think you left were very different. They both know that your powers played a role in it, but Radagon is much more aware of your aversion to them as time goes on. It wasn't as though Marika didn't recognize the change in behavior, she just didn't care. She believed showering you in gifts would be enough to quell you of your fears, but obviously that wasn't the case. Your disappearance is a big factor for Marika's choice to break the Elden Ring, the death of her son just being a nail in the coffin. If you somehow returned, I do think they'd be able to tell. Even while connected, even while stuck in the Erd Tree, they can feel a change in the air, you're home and they just long to hold you once more. I don't really know how "alive" they are, or if their body has just deteriorated after years of being kept away, but they will do anything to get to you, even siding with the Tarnished. They no longer care, the only thing that kept them going was you, the taught and memory of you, and they refuse to loose you again. Even if you've changed, gotten older, forgotten them, they do not care.
When it comes to Ranni, she has a lot of complicated feelings about reader. You're confused and scared about your powers and this world and to a sense, she can relate to you. She was once naive about her place in the world and she struggled to understand where she belonged. It's the realization that the Golden Order is archaic and should be replaced that makes her realize how useful you can be. You are the apple to Marika's eyes, and if Ranni were to take you, it be a much easier way to set her plan into motion. But of course she can't do that, because you disappear. I think Ranni spends a long time trying connect to you through dreams, but is unsuccessful. For a long time, she assumes you're dead, and even long after she's shed her old Empyrean skin, she still finds herself longing to find you. So when you return, she finds herself drawn to you once more. You're older, more mature, but very clearly shaken by something you thought was a dream. She and her group become a haven for you, protecting you from the evil this world has become, and Ranni finds herself one of the last few things from her childhood that isn't tainted. She has Blaidd, but her relationship with his is different, even if they did grow up together. You're honest, and normal, and real in a way she didn't know she needed. She promises to protect you from everything in this world until the time comes where she can bring on her Age of Stars, and then she will find a way to keep you by her side forever.
Finally we have Malenia. The twins relationship with you runs much deeper than the others. Miquella was the first one to meet you, he's the one who introduced you to his sister, and you were their first and really only friend outside their own family. When you disappeared Miquella was racked with so many emotions, and Malenia felt incapable of comforting him. You meant so much to him, and so maybe that's why he tried so hard to get you back. Malenia, after you left, neglected a lot of her health, and her brother had to watch the rot deteriorate her. She went along with her brothers plans to help her, but their was only so much she could do as she traveled all over the Lands Between to mitigate the strife between her siblings. It was a childish way to deal with her emotions, but as her brother got more and more engrossed in his work, she felt alone. All she wanted to do was see her brother again, her other half. She waited for him to emerge from his tree, and as the days went by, she found herself missing her childhood, missing you. But then you returned, you were back in the Haligtree, back in your bed, like the first time she met you. She found herself missing her sight for the first time in years, for she wished to see how you changed. But she moved past it, and promised you that Miquella would be here soon, and that he will be so happy to see that you've returned. She's so happy to have her family back again.
Now there are characters that become yanderes after the shattering. If were going off of this post I made a while ago, Fia would become yandere for reader as an extension os Godwyn's feelings. Blaidd might even be the same, where because of his connection to Ranni his feelings for you also become warped. I don't know, I think it's interesting.
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Hiii so one of your composite chart post is about Pisces mars, in this case how about a composite chart with Pisces stellium in it? Btw loveee your content so far its rare to see composite related posts in astrological subject
Thank you!!! I truly appreciate your words. :’)
I once had a Pisces stellium in the composite with someone, and this was HANDS DOWN the biggest crush I have ever had on anyone, EVER. This was my dream man in every shape or form. 😭
I think you two will have several synchronicities in your lives, like to the point it is inexplicable and makes you feel crazy!!! 😭
So to me, I’d like to think that it feels almost written from a dream that you came across them. I think that sometimes life circumstances might keep you apart until you are ready to submerge yourself into a dream fairytale because I imagine the risk of codependency might be significant. Maybe you really idealize one another in ways that are not grounded in reality. One of you can have dreams randomly about the other, but not as often as you’d like given how much you think about them. You can’t believe this person is real. They can seem extremely unobtainable. Intense eye contact, even at the first meeting! Even when no moves are being made, it feels like you are silently courting one another. Being extremely shy around one another at first, where both of you are stuttering and finding it hard to talk without fumbling over the words you did manage to get out. I feel like once you’re together it would feel like you’re floating through life together on a cloud. You’ll probably like to spend lots of time together in bed. I think you guys would love to deep dive into each other’s mind to see through one another’s eyes. You’ll probably feel like no one can know you or see you like this person can. Getting lost when looking into this mirror. This love can probably feel like a psychedelic experience. Even if you two have extremely different or even opposite opinions or perspectives, you’ll try to understand in the deepest ways where the other one is coming from. You’d probably want to heal one another. I’d probably be careful with getting carried away with substance abuse if that’s something relevant in the connection. The other person can feel like a drug. You’ll probably see one another as an enigma you can’t fully understand until the bond solidifies. You can see no wrong in one another and can’t imagine anyone else not seeing them as angelic as you perceive them to be. I do think it makes you two extremely soft and gentle with one another, or at least more soft spoken and polite in one another’s presence. If they’re usually considered to be bad tempered or rude, they might surprise others with how nice they are to you for seemingly no reason and right off the bat. Communication through eye contact. The idea of taking the connection to the next level requires the inclination to jump into the abyss. I feel like physical touch here might be the prevalent love language in this union, because it’s almost a reminder that that person is in fact real. The partner of your dreams, the one who haunts you! If you didn’t believe in soul mates, a Pisces stellium in the composite chart can really make you consider it. You can find it easier than ever to construct detailed daydreams about them all day and use it as an escape. Sometimes you feel like you can’t leave your daydreams of them if you’re not with them. This is for real the type of crush that will make you feel delusional. I’d probably also try your hardest to refrain from losing yourselves in one another. This is the person that if circumstances permitted and the opportunity presented itself, you would throw everything in your life out and runaway with them. “Ruin my life!” or “let’s live in a dream together.” I think you guys seem like you wouldn’t be each other’s type, but end up making a perfect match and it just makes sense to everyone else only after it materializes. Example: the serious preppy boy that comes from old money with an alternative-looking, esoteric, free-spirited girl. Like oh, they look like a trope they should write a book or make a movie about!
If you’ve experienced a composite Pisces stellium with your luvrrrrr, please share! I’d love to hear!
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