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enjoltrwolfstar · 2 years
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#I need to vent for a bit but I don't want to make a post cause somehow I'm more comfortable in the tags idk whdjsjs#I might start doing this kind of post from now on just ignore them if you want it's just gonna be personal stuff mostly#But I really need to vent cause like some stuff have happened today and i hate twitter#And tumblr tags always seem more appropriate for psychological deep™ thoughts idk#Basically my mental health has been to an all time low for the last 2 years but I didn't do anything about it#Cause I don't like leaving the house even if it's for a medical exam#But lately I had some symptoms that added to some other physical symptoms I had could be the sign of a really BAD disease#So I freaked out and I convinced myself I had it so I convinced my mom to go to the hospital to check with a neurologist#Basically 5 minutes in the room with the neurologist and she not only excluded it was that disease#But she also after talking for a bit about other stuff in my life she understood it was all psychological#Basically bad bad anxiety that is ruining my life#Which I already kinda knew but I didn't really wanted to do anything about it cause self hate and self sabotage#Basically now she prescribed me antidepressants and Xanax for start#But I also have to start a journey with a psychiatrist and then once I'm a bit more stable also with a therapist#And idk now I'm low key freaking out mostly because I'm scared sh1tless of the side effects of the antidepressant#Especially gaining weight and extreme sleepiness#I can't afford to sleep too deeply cause I need to be on guard in case my dog isn't feeling good#Which happens a lot at night and it's the main reason I haven't slept well for the last 2 years#And my body is like the only thing I don't actively hate about myself#And when I say the only thing I mean it cause the self hate is strong about EVERYTHING#Also idk if it makes sense but I'm kind of used to feeling like sh1t all the time I wouldn't know how to feel any other way tbh#I kinda find comfort in being miserable cause I feel like I deserve it so like feeling bad makes me feel comfortable idk if it makes sense#But anyway I'm scared and I just needed to vent a bit so yeah#Might do this again writing in the tags is free therapy yay
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aller-geez · 4 months
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Get to know: Tassian Raeburn
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19 years // Male he/him // Demisexual // Jackalope Shifter
Full name: Tassian Xandyr Raeburn
Nickname: Tass, Xandyr
Date Of Birth: July 7th
Big Three: Cancer 🌞, Libra 🌙, pisces ↗️
Physical Appearance —
Age: 19 years old
Eye Color: gold at the bottom that fades into a more red orange at the top
Hair Color: 2 shades of blue with two streaks of orange at the top, and one orange streak in his bangs.
Weight: 108 pounds (has always had trouble gaining weight)
Height: 5’2
Race: Jackalope (White Tail Deer and an English Lop-Earred Rabbit hybrid) shifter
Personality —
Greatest Strength: Luck
Greatest Weakness: his anxiety tends to hold him back from a lot of new experiences
Soft Spot: animals, especially small ones. Is vegetarian due to his love for critters 🩶
Mannerisms: Shy with extreme social anxiety // Quiet, doesn’t speak unless spoken to // Flinches at loud noises/sudden movements // Very prey animal like; flighty // Extremely clumsy // Always sleepy, could nap at any time // Likes large, comfy clothes //Only listens to Lo-Fi and edm
Miscellaneous Trivia —
Once settled in anywhere, he very quickly becomes agoraphobic; not as bad as it was when he first got to the foster homes, but can get back into bad habits if allowed to slip.
Will work himself until he passes out to avoid burdening anyone around him. Has it programmed into his head that the moment he shows weakness, the world will snatch him up and swallow him whole.
Antlers shed their velvet once a year, a very messy and itchy week, but don’t ever fall off.
Has a strange affinity for marshmallows. He always has a bag of them (colorful marshmallows usually) hidden on his bed for a snack. Peeps are his favorite candy.
Amazing dancer but never dances around anyone else; he has always wanted to go raving
He has the kink, and gets off to his own snz, however if they start getting too messy he gets self conscious and doesn’t enjoy them anymore
Sneeze Content —
ALLERGIES
birds! He’s extremely sensitive to feathers of all kinds, and cannot be around down filled clothing, blankets or pillows without his allergies being triggered
Dust.
How severe are they?
Severe, although they can start to get messy if he’s not careful, which he absolutely hates. Feathers are a surefire way to induce him though, and a feather duster would be his kryptonite
Do they get sick often?
He gets sick an average amount, maybe 2-3 times a year, however he is asthmatic and uses an inhaler
How bad is it usually?
He’s usually completely incapacitated, especially if the illness bothers his asthma. Will work himself until he passes out to avoid burdening anyone around him. Has it programmed into his head that the moment he shows weakness, the world will snatch him up and swallow him whole.
Do they stifle?
Sometimes, but only to contain mess, or to be inconspicuous
How loud are their sneezes?
A little more quiet than average
What do they sneeze into?
Often uses his sweater sleeves or the necks of his shirts, but will use his hands if needed
How often do they sneeze?
Rather often after moving into Zilya’s castle, as he’s always dealing with his dust allergies from the old architecture
How many times do they sneeze in a fit?
Usually 2 or 3, however it varies depending on the cause
Do they have build-ups or are they sudden?
Allergies typically have build ups, while sick sneezes tend to be sudden and take him off guard
Do they sneeze in public?
He tries not to, as he doesn’t like to be perceived by people due to his intense anxiety
Some examples of their sneezes?
hhhh’HIXTTSHH’ieu!
Hhh’i'hKSHIEW!
hih’ESCH’iew!
ehh’SCZTIEW!
Hh’Ik'shiew!
Backstory —
Locked in a basement most of his life with his siblings where all four of them were beaten, and starved into submission, then forced to do things they couldn’t understand while their father stood in front of them with a laptop, recording them. His abuse finally ends just before Tassian‘s 12th birthday when they end up having to move from their “family” house, and neighbors reported seeing malnourished children with the couple suddenly, struggling to do the heavy manual labor they had been expected to complete in time to move. When the police came for a wellness check, they found the children in horrible conditions and arrested both his mother and father. His father was almost instantly killed in prison, and his mother still sat behind bars. He floated through a few foster families until he aged out of the system at 18. He bounced around at shelters for a couple of weeks and was mugged and harassed, ultimately deciding to venture out and set up a rather large tent tucked away from prying eyes where he lived by himself for a year and a half until stumbling on Zilya.
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windandheartbeat · 15 days
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Hello there!!
You've reached AXYER's SFW "weird stuff" blog. I hope you enjoy your stay!
Here's my SFW vore and SFW tickling account! Obviously, you can block this account should you desire to and wholly dismiss that you ever saw this account, that's totally fine! I wouldn't even judge you!
HOWEVER, I do humbly request you don't post me anywhere or laugh at me with your friends on a voice-call! I know it probably seems really fun, but it really, really hurts! I promise you there's better things to laugh at, I'm not trying to hurt anyone and I'm just doing this for comfort! We can be friends, even if we don't agree on everything, alright?
Now, DNIs are famous for literally not working whatsoever in most cases, but I'm going to try anyway, just so if you're blocked you know why:
-Racist, homophobic, transphobic (including believing there's only two genders/TERFs), radfems, radqueers, "MAP"/"NOMAP", ableist, sanist, sexist, conservative/alt-right/Republican
-Religious extremist (NOT just Christians or Muslims)
-Zionists 🇵🇸
-If you love arguing with people/brag about how you "take no shit" and love hurting people/committing crimes
-Obviously, if you think being "cringy" and being "bad" are the same thing!
-If you think talking shit about people is a likeable personality trait (sorry I hate these people so much)
-Com-shippers, ESPECIALLY if you ship characters with abusive dynamics (I had to resist saying so many mean things but I will refrain, I will refrain…)
-If you're a fan/kin/identify as/with WHATSOEVER anyone/anything from a certain webcomic where a white stick figure with a tie is tormented by a black stick figure with bat wings + red tendrils (I am extremely uncomfortable with anyone who applies to this. DNI. I mean it, please.)
-If you're unable to agree to disagree/accept differing opinions
Otherwise, here's a bit about myself!
Hi!! I'm an aspiring child psychologist from Long Island! I love to write, draw, maladaptive daydream horrifically (/hj) and walk!! A LOT!! I LOVE WALKING!!
I'm also a Heart (C/C/C/C) fictionkin!! Technically also a G/r/i/m/m/c/h/i/l/d and stick figure fictionkin, but those are less important!!
I promise you that I do not bite and unless your ask scares me I will respond as kindly as I possibly can!! And if it does scare me, dw! I probably just won't respond, but feel free to clarify! I LOVE clarification!!
I am ABSOLUTELY willing to make friends!! Let's be little /pos freaks together!! <3333
My taste in vore/tickling depends on the current hyperfixation, but Soul is a pred/ler whilst Heart (me yk yk me) is a prey/lee!! Sometimes I throw in Mid as a switch for both 👀
My preferences in vore are:
-No fluids! Everything is cushiony but dry, saliva actually REALLY icks me out!!
-Food and prey go in different areas!!
-I most like same-size + half-size but I'm A-ok with G/T!! HOWEVER I always prefer the bigger one to be the pred!!
-NO DIGESTION NO DIGESTION WHATSOEVER IT MAKES ME EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE EVEN IF THERE'S REFORMING
-I like only a small belly, enough that the people around them go "hey, have you gained weight recently?" but no more than that!! Less than that's good too!!
-Fearplay is my FAVORITE!! No foodplay tho!!
-I prefer humanoids (not humans) but anthros and taurs work too!!
-I'm uncomfy with children being involved as well as animals but siblings is cool with me simply because I like to imagine it similar to how bickering siblings will do crazy things to piss one another off!!
-Vore used as timeout is EXCELLENT and probably my fav trope!!
Tickling preferences!!
-No tongue!! Again I don't like saliva!!
-I LOVE RASPBERRIES YESSSSSS LKDNDNSJSOJSNSN
-I really like it when they're held down!!
-Mocking YES I LOVE MOCKING
-Cuddling afterwards when they're all sleepy mhm mhm yessssssss
-When the belly and sides are the most ticklish 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️
-Ticking with MORE than two arms YESSSSSS MHM MHM MHM MHM MHM
-Tickling as revenge :)))))))))
Tags!!
#vore moment - Vore stuff!!
#tickle moment - Tickle stuff!!
#*receives food* - Reblog!!
#hearb spelling bee (vore) - Vore fic!!
#hearb spelling bee (tickle) - Tickle fic!!
#fellow freaks slash pos - Friend reblogs + discussion!!
#sad times - Angsty stuff!!
#owa goodness!! - Happy/fluffy stuff!!
#the blues and greens - Fav posts!!
#realising through glazed eyes - ALL TIME fav posts!!
What I censor:
#cw profanity - Post has curse words!!
#cw all caps - Post has all capital letters stuff in it!! (Might forget I apologize!!)
#tw digestion - Post has digestion!! (Would only be used in fictional content)
#tw suicide - Post has suicide!! (Would only be used in fictional content)
#tw suicide attempt - Post has a failed suicide attempt!! (Would only be used in fictional content)
#tw suicidal ideation - Post has thoughts/plans/consideration/reflections of suicide!! (Would only be used in fictional content)
#tw panic attack - Post contains a panic attack! (Would only be used in fictional content) (well, hopefully!)
#tw s/h - Post contains self-harm!! (Would only be used in fictional content) (will also be tagged as #tw self harm + #tw self-harm!!)
#tw homicidal ideation - Post has thoughts/plans/consideration/reflections of homicide/murder! (Would only be used in fictional content)
I think that's all… anyways, have fun here!!
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crystalpermejo · 11 months
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The Risk Of Eating Junk Foods
Junk food is a fantastic example of how what looks good on the exterior isn't always beneficial on the inside. These meals have enticing flavors and looks, but they can carry a host of ailments. These tasty foods are accompanied by health issues like obesity, diabetes, high blood pressure, and high cholesterol. They often include large levels of calories and carbohydrates, which causes weight gain. Blood pressure can be affected by high sodium levels, and fast insulin spikes are brought on by sugary foods and drinks like cola, cakes, and pastries. This is especially hazardous to children and teenagers who are more likely to be attracted to junk food. To maintain good mental and physical health during their growing years, they require sufficient diet. But none of that is offered by junk food. They just satisfy your hunger for a little length of time before the urge returns. This is a vicious cycle that could be extremely damaging to one's body. To function effectively, our body need nutrients such as vitamins, minerals, protein, healthy fats, and a small amount of carbohydrates. To maintain a healthy lifestyle, one should eat a well-balanced diet that includes all the nutrients. Junk food is deficient in all these nutrients and is merely temporary filler. They don't keep you satisfied for a long time, which can lead to cravings again in a few hours. Although handy, processed, packaged, and ready-to-eat junk food can seriously affect your internal organs. Due to the high calorie content in even modest servings, these meals can also be detrimental to weight loss efforts. Junk food addiction also has additional negative repercussions. Binge eating their preferred junk food helps those who are having mental health issues find serenity and comfort. However, this fleeting happiness has a harmful impact on their health and can cause obesity and other diseases. One of the primary factors that compliment people's hectic lifestyles is how simple it is to cook this dish. Additionally, thanks to current technology, you can order delectable meals from the convenience of your home and have it delivered in under 30 minutes to your door. Regular consumption might result in the buildup of body fat, which makes us sluggish and sleepy. Due to the added strain from their excess weight, overweight people frequently have joint pain and find it difficult to complete daily duties. Patients with diabetes and high blood pressure must adhere to a restricted diet because otherwise, their condition could worsen. This is why it's crucial to have a healthy diet and a decent exercise regimen in order for your body to function at its best. To make sure you're getting adequate nutrition from your meals, you may also keep track of your essential macro- and micronutrients throughout the day. Meal planning and keeping healthy snacks on your person at all times can be really useful in avoiding junk foods.
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gibbsmahoney70 · 1 year
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As soon as does feline vomiting need vet checkup
Many pet pet cat owners have experienced often the upsetting sensation of kitten tired in between typically the toes on a night time bathroom journey or as an excellent enhancement to your own personal preferred carpet. Vomiting can be the lively bannissement connected with stomach parts, which in cats can be chaotic and might have several causes. It needs to end up being distinguished from regurgitation: Meals is raised with minimum effort from the gullet in advance of ever before reaching this tummy. You may see caution signs such as drooling, taking, licking their lips much more, or hiding apart. Short-term throwing way up that contain a few symptoms, prolonged much less than twenty-four hours, in an usually healthy and balanced kitten is usually nothing to hassle with. What am My partner and i doing if my kitty is sick? If the cat is unwell 1 or two times, even so, appears otherwise well, take out their food for the couple of hrs. Following that, foodstuff percentages connected with an extremely digestible meals such as poultry or maybe a prescription diet regimen from your vet. Permit these people continuous access to a small amount regarding water. After a moment, go back to the usual routine. Felines often consume hair while brushing. If it develops most suitable into clumps, it might aggravate the belly, sooner or later being vomited up. If your cat vomits hairballs regularly, your veterinarian might suggest treatments or perhaps diets lower hair piling up plus frequently brush your cat to reduce the locks used volume. It was also consuming quickly. Canine cats of which gobble foods too quickly may well spit-up. If you've obtained several cats, ensure you include different feeding bowls throughout different locations to decrease competition. These kinds of puzzle feeders slow-moving taking in, produce mental obstacles, struggle boredom, and boost exercise, which prevents weight gain. These are overindulging at once. Pet felines naturally consume proportions and in addition typically. While not often realistic, professionals suggest five smaller dishes a moment. Dry kibble takes within liquid in the stomach and swells, which could induce hurling up, especially in older pet kittens and cats. Consuming indulged food or perhaps hunting may lead to be able to irritation of the abdominal. After that, there are usually different substantial reasons to get vomiting. Intake associated with worldwide bodies. Felines happen to be extra particular about what they will consume than canines; nevertheless , we once in a while see felines with obstructions. Cotton or string can create a new blockage or perhaps injury in order to the gut. The consumption of specific dangerous substances. We come across much less poisonings in cats for the reason that of their fussy dynamics, with a couple of conditions. Felines much like the taste regarding antifreeze, nevertheless it's specifically toxic to them. Never make the most of this in decorative water functions, retain containers secure and diagnosed, and clean up spills without delay. Vomiting, enhanced thirst, sleepiness, and also the absence associated with appetite may perhaps be signs associated with ingestion. Intake is often definitely not witnessed, in part exactly why they have usually dangerous. Not almost all foodstuff fit all cats, and any diet alter need to be slow, taking with very least a week. It can likewise considered some cats and kittens may detest particular healthy proteins in food. If your own personal veterinarian presumes this kind of, many people might advise a hypoallergenic diet plan using hydrolyzed healthy and balanced proteins. These are generally proteins which can be damaged down right into small portions, so they are uncertain to cause a allergic attack. Bloodsuckers. Roundworms are some sort of typical digestive tract parasite the fact that influences felines of most ages. Large difficulties will be found in kitty cats ensuing in nausea or vomiting, diarrhea, along with a failure to be able to flourish. Worms are directed using looking, or by fleas, thus older cats and kittens are further vulnerable. Presently there are many inefficient medications to buy, so it can ideal approach your veterinarian before giving some sort of solution. Grown-up felines need to help be wormed every 1-3 months and cats considerably more routinely. Pet cats along with renal illness or liver condition might vomit. Numerous different signs consist connected with sleepiness, absence of appetite, weight loss in addition to brought up thirst. Pet kittens and cats together with liver disease may well possess a yellow staining to the skin/gums. Liver disease can easily occur together with is going to and pancreatic illness inside a complicated known as 'triaditis'. If your vet believes main clinical reasons for throwing up, blood exams and some other investigations may be encouraged. Cure options will certainly count upon the body organs bundled and the amount associated with the sickness. Stomach conditions. Contagious circumstances added upon by harmful bacteria, malware, or little bloodsuckers called protozoa can cause intestinal tract signs. Inflammatory digestive region conditions are a complex selection of disorders brought about by a good immune effect and cause chronic or intermittent diarrhea and throwing up. It may possibly become part regarding the above reviewed 'traditions' ailment. Cancers. The 2 main more common tumors influencing this stomach and intestines are lymphoma and adenocarcinoma. That they might develop an incomplete clog, causing throwing up, excess weight lowering, diarrhea, and desire for food decline. The pet cat's era, problem, the cancerous growth area, the intensity regarding the disease, including your wants will impact remedy alternate options. Surgery, chemotherapy, as well as radio therapy might be alternatives as soon as identified. Sadly, mercy killing often may possibly need for you to be thought about. What will my vet perform? After taking history and evaluating your pet cat, your own personal veterinary might advise diet changes and clinical remedies only if the signals are light. With additional severe signs or symptoms, examinations these kinds of as blood checks, x-rays, pee examples, as well as ultrasound could be evaluated. Treatment may consist of drip fluids, antiemetics (anti-vomiting drugs), and stomach protectants. In the event that a obstruction is considered after that, a surgery procedure may be absent over. One of the particular most appropriate treatment is definitely the one that can without doubt address the fundamental cause, whichever that might be, and your veterinarian can be perfectly placed to discover that and after that to get your current feline on the repair. cat with bunny ears
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monstermaster13 · 1 year
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Character Tgs NOTE: The following is a list of female character TGs i've done that no one else except for a few people have done, this is also a full-list of them to be exact despite the meme only having 10 characters on it.
Lee's female form (Critters 2)
Sarah Sanderson (Hocus Pocus).
Elvira (Elvira: Mistress Of The Dark)
Lydia Deitz (Beetlejuice)
Xena (Xenaverse).
Mina Harker (Bram Stoker's Dracula)
Lilly Munster (The Munsters/Mockingbird Lane).
Lady Van Tassell (Sleepy Hollow). In addition to doing a couple of She-Hessian tgs I did a Lady Van Tassell one that got itself a sequel involving my character becoming the Hessian Horseman.
May Day (A View To A Kill). Yeah, i'm definitely the first person to do TGs of someone into Grace Jones. I did one of someone turning into May-Day, Katrina and yes into Grace herself.
Katrina (Vamp)
Rynn (Drakan: The Ancient's Gates).
Selene (Underworld series)
Edna Turnblad (Hairspray). Considering Edna is played by a man in the musical and also in the movie as a nod to Divine who played her in the 1988 movie, i'm surprised nobody else has tackled doing Edna as a TG before. Especially since weight gain stories are quite popular on here.
Santanico Pandemonium (From Dusk Till Dawn). I've seen two Salma Hayek tgs by others mostly into Salma herself - I did a Salma Hayek tg as well, but not into Santanico which is a shame because she's one of the most iconic female characters in horror history and after quite a while of waiting to do one, I worked on one of my own.
Maleficent (Maleficent). I've seen a few Angelina Jolie tgs but one of them was a caption and the other was into Lara Croft, so I decided to change that with my little tg of someone into Maleficent from the Disney movie of the same name - I was influenced by the Snickers "You're Not You When You're Hungry" campaign and the commercials to do that since the commercials have had tgs of some kind in them - both female to male and male to female.
Carrie White (Carrie). I'm definitely the first to go a TG of someone into a Stephen King character. No one has done a Carrie related TG before? That's surprising. Because I figured that at least someone would have done one based on Carrie considering well…let's face it, a lot of us can relate to the character and all.
Annie Wilkes (Misery). It's kind of funny to me how most people when doing TGs usually go for the younger and more attractive actresses as subjects to tg into or into singers like Katy Perry or Lady Gaga and yet there is one actresses who should have at least a couple of TGs by now - and that actresses is Kathy Bates. Especially of someone into Annie Wilkes from Misery. Unlike most Stephen King novels or movies based on them, Misery has no supernatural elements and the main villain isn't a creature of the night but rather someone very real that could exist in real life as well, because there are people out there - there are lots of obsessed fanbases out there who are a little bit scrambled in the head when it comes to their sanity - take Team CoCo for instance, talk about holding a grudge - they still hate Jay Leno even to this day even though he did nothing wrong and still think of O'Brien as the poor victim, and also the Russell Brand fanbase and how they worship Russell like he's a demigod and call you out if you argue with them or disagree with anything he says. Annie Wilkes is no big bad monster from the depths of a dark hell-like dimension, she's pretty much someone who could exist in real life. I'm the first to do TGs of someone into Kathy Bates and characters she's played including ones into Annie - which is extremely surprising. It's surprising and shocking no one has done an Annie Wilkes tg before considering stalking and stalkers in general are both very real.
Lillith (Bordello Of Blood). Following the Lee tg I did, I decided to do a TG that had characters from the movie in it making an appearance at the end and that's what I did with my TG of someone into Lillith from Bordello Of Blood, in part 3 of my 'Hexed' story saga there is a tg of someone into Angie Everhart - I plan on doing a full Angie Everhart tg soon along with continuing the Angelina Jolie one I have been working on as well.
Julie Walker (Return Of The Living Dead III). I had been meaning to do a zombie related TG for a while to coincide with the 'zombie craze', so I did a tg of someone turning into Julie from the third Return Of The Living Dead movie. Of course I also intend on continuing on my 'Attack Of The Zombie Minionettes' TG which is going to be a tf/tg story combo paying homage to zombie movies and From Dusk Till Dawn as well as poking fun of the popularity of the Minions (yes, those Minions) and how some people really seem to hate them - the Minionettes are female anthro Minions. I plan on doing the Trash tg as well.
Irena (Cat People 1982)
Akasha (Queen Of The Damned)
Jun/Unknown (Tekken Tag and Tekken Tag 2).
Akivasha (Kull The Conqueror). I'm definitely the first to do a Tia Carrere tg of some kind considering no one else has done one, I planned on doing a TG of someone into Cassandra but that never fell through, so I decided to do Akivasha from Kull The Conqueror instead and yes - in part 5 of the Hexed storyline there is a TG into Tia Carrere, and there is a full on Tia Carrere tg I've also written (I plan on doing the sequel involving my character becoming Christopher Walken).
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realjob95 · 2 years
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How To Choose The Right Rehydration Powder For You
When you're sick, what do you want? A hot toddy? Some chicken soup? A nice dose of rehydration powder. Best Rehydration powders are a great way to get back on your feet when you're feeling under the weather, but they can be expensive if you don't know what to look for. Here are some tips for finding the best rehydration powders for your budget and needs:
It Includes Some Form Of Carbohydrates Or Glucose
When it comes to choosing the best hydration powders, there are a few important things to think about.
One thing all bodies have in common is their need for carbohydrates and glucose. Carbohydrates provide fuel for the body's cells and enable our muscles to move around freely without being bogged down by fatigue; they also provide energy so we can stay alert throughout the day without feeling tired or sleepy at work/home life balance issues /etcetera ad infinitum ad nauseam. Glucose (which is simply another word for sugar) provides these same benefits because it has similar chemical properties: both glucose molecules contain six carbon atoms arranged into an intricate hexagonal lattice structure known as "hexagonal honeycomb"
It Doesn't Contain Artificial Sweeteners
If you're sensitive to artificial sweeteners, you'll want to avoid products that contain them. Artificial sweeteners have been linked to digestive issues, weight gain and even cancer. While these are extreme health concerns and shouldn't be the only reason you choose a rehydration powder, it's best to be aware of what is in your food or drink and how it can affect your body.
Artificial sweeteners can also cause other health problems such as dental issues (mouth ulcers), headaches and brain fog. You may not notice any immediate effects from consuming artificial sweeteners until years after first starting the habit.
It Contains Essential Minerals
Minerals make up just a small percentage of your total body weight, but they're necessary for more than just keeping you alive. They also play an important role in hydration—that is, getting enough water into your body to stay properly hydrated and avoid dehydration.
Some minerals are especially helpful in this regard: calcium, magnesium, sodium and potassium all work together to ensure that you maintain proper fluid balance while exercising or competing in hot conditions (or both!). These essential minerals are often added to sports drinks during summertime or other times when athletes need extra support while sweating it out during training sessions or competitions. It's also possible that some rehydration powders contain these same essential minerals; however it's difficult to tell because there aren't any labeling requirements regarding this information anywhere on the packaging itself.
It Has A Flavor You Like
As important as it is to make sure your rehydration powder has the right minerals and electrolytes, you also have to like the taste. While you may not be able to choose a flavor based on its ingredients (for example, if you need some extra salt but are not a fan of salty flavors), there are many options out there that offer a variety of flavors that can help you find one that suits you best.
You can buy different powdered drinks in different flavors. Just make sure that whichever one you choose has enough electrolytes and minerals for what you need!
If this doesn’t work for whatever reason, try making your own rehydration powder out of fruit juice or other juice mixes with added electrolyte powders! This will give it just enough flavor without being too overpowering or sweet.
You Can Afford It
The price of any product is a consideration for most people. For example, if you're on a tight budget and looking to spend as little as possible, rehydration powder may not be the best option for you. Conversely, if you're willing to spend more money on something that might help your health—and maybe even save it—then this decision can be less about price and more about what's right for your personal situation.
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shotsrevival39 · 2 years
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How To Choose The Right Rehydration Powder For You
When you're sick, what do you want? A hot toddy? Some chicken soup? A nice dose of rehydration powder. Best Rehydration powders are a great way to get back on your feet when you're feeling under the weather, but they can be expensive if you don't know what to look for. Here are some tips for finding the best rehydration powders for your budget and needs:
It Includes Some Form Of Carbohydrates Or Glucose
When it comes to choosing the best hydration powders, there are a few important things to think about.
One thing all bodies have in common is their need for carbohydrates and glucose. Carbohydrates provide fuel for the body's cells and enable our muscles to move around freely without being bogged down by fatigue; they also provide energy so we can stay alert throughout the day without feeling tired or sleepy at work/home life balance issues /etcetera ad infinitum ad nauseam. Glucose (which is simply another word for sugar) provides these same benefits because it has similar chemical properties: both glucose molecules contain six carbon atoms arranged into an intricate hexagonal lattice structure known as "hexagonal honeycomb"
It Doesn't Contain Artificial Sweeteners
If you're sensitive to artificial sweeteners, you'll want to avoid products that contain them. Artificial sweeteners have been linked to digestive issues, weight gain and even cancer. While these are extreme health concerns and shouldn't be the only reason you choose a rehydration powder, it's best to be aware of what is in your food or drink and how it can affect your body.
Artificial sweeteners can also cause other health problems such as dental issues (mouth ulcers), headaches and brain fog. You may not notice any immediate effects from consuming artificial sweeteners until years after first starting the habit.
It Contains Essential Minerals
Minerals make up just a small percentage of your total body weight, but they're necessary for more than just keeping you alive. They also play an important role in hydration—that is, getting enough water into your body to stay properly hydrated and avoid dehydration.
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thic-honey · 2 years
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I had gained 93 pounds from July 2018 - April 2019 from being in that relationship. I was extremely depressed and stressed out. I wasn’t allowed to have any friends anymore after I went out with my girl best friend to a metal gig and bar afterwards in April 2018. Funny how that’s after they went out with their coworker to a bar and cheated on me. I must have triggered them when I went out with my girl friend to a bar. They also didn’t like when I hung out with my family so I was distant from them as well especially after my sister treated me to Universal Studios as a late Christmas gift and they got extremely upset with me. They got upset when I went out with my sister to a Japanese garden. They got upset and paranoid when my gay friend Lex showed up because he wanted to apologize and take me out for a drink to talk things out. They got upset when my other girl friend wanted to see me and the ocean one last time before they moved to the Arizona. I hardly seen anyone or went out while in that relationship because anytime I did or tried they got upset and started a fight. They had a tracker on me and anytime I went out they got upset and then accused me of being at mens houses even when I was sitting at home. It got to the point I didn’t even go out unless it was with them and they didn’t want to do anything most of the time. We spent most of it drinking in their room, and just sitting and eating. If we did go out it was to restaurants so they could drink. If we ever did go out in nature, they were drinking. Then it got to the point where I didn’t do anything anymore and would just sit in my room all day and post old photos on IG to feel relevant still, and being in bed all day would make me sleepy. If I fell asleep and stopped responding they would accuse me of having men over and having sex in my room and start a fight. I would tell them that I’m not doing that, I wouldn’t do that, and that my family is home. Sometimes it would even be the middle of the day. They would tell me that it doesn’t matter that my family doesn’t care and would hope that I’m with a man. I would tell her my family isn’t like that. Then when I asked them the same question, they said that their family has respect and morals and wouldn’t allow that to happen. Literally, we watched their mom and dad allow that drug guy to come in and go upstairs with Kelsi as she was dating J.R. and this happened for two weeks. They never had words worth face value ever. Then when I pointed that out to them, they got upset and said that Kelsi is a different situation, that they know how Kelsi is but they would expect more from them and be upset if they were to do that. Then when I would see them in person they would ask to see my phone and go through my stuff. If they seen random comments from men, old men, and even robots, they would get upset with me and accuse me of liking them. If I said thank you to people who complimented me they would think I was flirting with them. If I wanted to look good they would ask me who I’m looking good for. I felt I couldn’t look good and lost all motivation to take care of myself. Anything I ate made me fat because I didn’t leave my room and we didn’t do much together but drink alcohol, which also caused me to gain so much weight. I practically felt like an alcoholic because I drank so much in that relationship as that was all they wanted to do. Then they accused me of being on meth… what… because people gain weight from meth? Lol. Gawd this was miserable.
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takuyakistall · 2 years
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sugar and spice | jade leech
a commission for @myuunji ! an accident in the lab sprinkled with an adorable eel getting hopelessly flustered
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Mistakes rarely happened during alchemy class, especially with such a strict teacher like Divus overseeing the students. But rarely wasn't equal to never, and mistakes were often messy during the occasion where it does happen.
Shattered pieces of glass littered the place, various liquids spilling from the beakers to the floor, ingredients and materials flying all over the place, and you were there in the middle of it all with sticky purple goo dripping from your hair with stained clothes. Divus spared no time reprimanding you about the rules of lab safety and told you to go to the infirmary immediately.
You had to glue your mind away from overthinking about the number of gazes people had on you as you stood up and made your way to the infirmary. An unfamiliar feeling washing over you along with the drowsiness that came with it. You silently thanked the Great Seven above you reached the bed in the office just in time your sleepiness was at its peak lest you passed out in the hallway. 'That's strange,' you thought to yourself. 'I must be more tired than I thought.'
Washed away by the unnatural fatigue, you closed your eyes and let yourself drift into slumber.
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Jade wasn't necessarily a teacher's pet. Though he tried to be a good student, he made sure he did just enough to not stand out too much from the crowd. Or, in this case, from appealing too much to a teacher — it was near impossible for him to blend in with his tall stature and his intimidating aura. It didn't help that his personality wasn't too far off from his daunting looks. With razor-sharp teeth and a domineering glint in his eye, a handful of people would rather not catch his attention.
Seeing him ask the teacher in charge to gain permission to personally check up on you in the infirmary was short of nothing but a suspicious surprise. Usually, the teacher's pet would be tasked with that but after seeing Jade's eyes smiling with his lips pressed together so firmly, he immediately knew that he wasn't going to back down so easily even if he was met with refusal. In the end, he was given that task — just as he hoped from the start.
As cunning as he is, even the greatest tactician will always be thrown into an array of chaos if something extremely unexpected messes up their plans.
Pushing away the curtain hiding you from his view, his gaze fell upon certain… unusual features. Cats weren't uncommon to see on land after he gained a pair of legs but seeing its features on a human body was nothing short of perplexing, to say the least. He stopped in his tracks.
"... Jade?" You stirred up awake slowly, rubbing your eyes lightly before gently pushing yourself up to sit upright on the bed. Seeing him in the infirmary of all places was a bit unusual, though you were still far too sluggish to question anything — including the peculiar weight that settled atop your head.
Once your eyes adjusted to the light, you took a better look at Jade's face only to see the slightest tinge of pink dusting his cheeks with the corner of his lips twitching ever so slightly. You tilted your head, was he sick? It was a plausible explanation for why he was here but there was something that felt off.
"Oh dear, forgive me…" Jade pulled back the curtain to hide you away from his view in an attempt to calm his lack of composure. "I hardly realized I was staring. That was rude of me." He hardly cared whether or not he was staring but there was something about that sight that was awfully stimulating.
"No, I don't mind." You pushed away the curtains anyway, much to his disdain, and stood up from the bed — stretching your limbs as you unconsciously let out a small sound that vaguely sounded like a noise a small cat would make. "What brings you here?"
"..." He didn't reply. He wasn't even looking you in the eye. He had his face turned away from you so you couldn't see the expression he was making. It was strange to see him acting like this so naturally, it stroked your growing curiosity.
"Jade?" You drew closer. "Is there something wrong?"
"...-rs"
"Huh?"
"Your ears," he finally blurted out.
"My ears?" You raised an eyebrow. "Is there something wrong with them?"
He buried his face into the palm of his hands, letting out a frustrated groan as you shot up to go see a mirror. Your brain failed to formulate coherent thoughts as your gaze fell upon the cat features that decorated your head — a pair of cat ears that was most certainly not there before. You pouted "This shouldn't be possible yet here I am… It's probably from that accident earlier, don't you think so, Jade?"
"..." No response.
"Jade?" You repeated. Your new ears drooping down, "does it look bad? Either way, I'm sure it's temporary."
"It's not that." Jade finally lifted his face to look at you. His eyes were a tad unfocused but looking straight at you nonetheless, his lips were parted and slightly quivering for whatever reason, and a tiny splotch of pink tinted his cheeks and the tip of his ears — all while trying to maintain his usual composure. He looked away for a second, staring at something else. "It was just a little bit too much for me to handle, is all."
Normally, someone would take his words in a negative light given his choice of words. But you knew better than to take Jade's words at face value and it wasn't hard connecting the dots together when his blushing cheeks were screaming at you to get a clue about what kind of state he was in. You immediately flushed, feeling the heat rise up as your heart thumped against your ribcage.
You took a step closer to him despite your embarrassment and grabbed his hand. Your actions were making his act crumble down to pieces and he was a bit peeved at the fact that he didn't mind you ruining him like this. You placed his hand on your head, just between where your ears were and stared at him — your words coming out more skittish than anything else.
"Well… You're gonna have to get used to it."
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astrology192427 · 3 years
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Ascendant signs and appearance
I did a post about the ascendant signs, but in this one I’ll go more in depth about appearances
Aries- very sharp and masculine features. Could have a big forehead. Strong jawlines and high cheekbones are common features for this ascendant sign. Complexion tends to be darker than average in regards to the genetic background of the person. Tends to have an athletic body. Might have a lot of sex appeal. Very bold when it comes to dressing and makeup.
Taurus- very sensual and dreamy features . Often very beautiful due to the impact of Venus. Might have a very Shapley or curvy body. Broad noses and shoulders, a strong jaw, and heart shaped faces are common features for this ascendant sign. Makes the face more feminine and soft. Tends to have a very expensive and fine taste in clothing and makeup.
Gemini- very dainty and youthful looking features. Makes the face longer and leaner. Gives Doll like features. Might have a baby face. Thin eyebrows, fox eyes, and a prominent chin are common features with this ascendant sign. Very slender build. Gemini ascendants tend to have a very changeable style.
Cancer-very full and soft features. Round faces, big eyes, and plump lips are common features for this ascendant sign. Complexion tends to be paler than average in regards to the genetic background of the person. Makes the body curvier and more sharply. Easily gains weight. Very comfortable yet presentable style.
Leo- very defined and prominent features. Very luscious and beautiful hair. Their hair might be the first thing you notice about them. Natural radiance and glow to their face. Big faces, bright smiles, and defined cheekbones are common features with this ascendant sign. Leo ascendants tend to have a very nice and trendy style.
Virgo- very dainty and youthful features. Small and well shaped features. Innocent looking faces. Petite noses, fox eyes, and small faces are common features with this ascendant sign. They might be very short and skinny, or they might just have a very petite look to them. Very put together style, they tend to wear minimalistic clothing.
Libra- very soft and feminine features. Extremely symmetrical faces. Often very beautiful due to the impact of Venus. Conventional, yet fresh beauty. Dreamy eyes, nice cheekbones, and defined features are common features for this ascendant sign. Soft and feminine faces. Very Shapley and curvy bodies. Trendy and fine sense of style.
Scorpio- sharp and strong features. Complexion tends to be darker than average in regards to the genetic background of the person. Hypnotic eyes, Thick textured hair, and sharp noses are very common features for this ascendant sign. Might have a lot of a sexual appeal. Can be quiet provocative. Bold and expressive in their clothing and makeup.
Sagittarius- very big and round features. The hips and thighs are especially nice. Vibrant and pretty smiles. Tends to be tall. A stocky build, smiling eyes, and a curvy figure are common features for this ascendant sign. They radiate positive energy, and look very friendly and approachable. Simple and casual sense of style.
Capricorn- very slender and sharp features. A beautiful and noticeable smile. Usually on the taller side. A defined jawline, great bone structure, and high cheekbones are common features for this ascendant sign. The body tends to be skinny. Has a “supermodel” look. Very mature and serious look. Practical and put together sense of style.
Aquarius- very unique and dreamy features. Ethereal and angelic beauty. Oval faces, upturned noses, and thinner lips are common features for this ascendant sign. Pretty soft features actually. The body is skinny and lanky. Air of detachment. The style is not always very different , but the mannerisms and personality comes across as unique.
Pisces- very round and dreamy features. Sleepy and hypnotic eyes. They look very innocent and angelic. The body tends to be a little plump, and they tend to gain weight very easily. Round noses, bushy eyebrows, and dark hair are very common features for this ascendant sign. Pisces ascendants like to express themselves with their style.
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sunmoonandeddie · 3 years
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feelings are fatal (19/24)
pairing: bucky barnes x reader, past steve rogers x reader
word count: 3,667
summary: After the events of Endgame, you struggle to come to terms with what you’ve lost, though you’re learning that you still have something to gain.
chapter warnings: swearing, violence, slight smut maybe??, soldat makes an appearance
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a/n: This is part THREE of my blog birthday surprise!
It had been two weeks.
Two of the hardest weeks that Bucky had ever experienced in his entire life.
Two weeks without hearing your voice.
Two weeks without seeing you smile.
Two weeks without feeling the way your hand would slip into his when no one else was looking—and even when they were sometimes—and give a gentle squeeze, reassuring him that you were there.
And you weren’t going anywhere.
But he hadn’t had it for two weeks and he felt like he was going to fall apart at the seams. It had been a lot of fits of rage that turned into all-encompassing breakdowns that would leave him dehydrated and exhausted.
His nightmares were worse than they had ever been before.
He hadn’t slept since you’d been gone.
Fuck, the first thing he was gonna do once he had you back was curl up in bed with you and sleep for a year.
Bucky sighed as he sat outside the conference room where all of the planning had been taking place, letting his head fall into his hands. He wasn’t allowed inside. Too emotionally unstable to have a level head, which is what was needed most right now.
But everyone knew there was no way in Hell he wasn’t gonna be part of the team that went to save you. He’d kill every mother fucker that got in his way, that had helped take you in the first place.
Pulling out his phone, his heart constricted as he saw your sleepy face on his lockscreen. You’d been curled up on the couch, wearing one of his hoodies and a pair of pink fuzzy socks with little red hearts. Your little snores had been absolutely adorable, your knees pulled up to your chest.
When he’d woken you up, shaking you carefully with whispers of a milkshake he’d gotten for you, you’d blinked up at him, almost like you weren’t sure who he was.
And then that beautiful smile had spread over your face.
God, anytime he thought about your little, “For me?” his heart was ready to burst.
He’d snapped a photo, which had immediately resulted in you launching yourself at him with squeals for him to delete it.
Which, of course, he didn’t.
He’d give anything to go back to that day and insist that you guys didn’t go on the field trip.
Well, if Hydra had done anything, they’d successfully ruined one of his favorite places in the entire world.
“Hey,” Sam said as he came out of the conference room. “We think we’ve got a hit.”
Bucky leapt to his feet and rushed into the room after him. “Where is she?! What did you find?!”
“There’s a base in Canada that we thought was abandoned,” he explained as he showed him the map of the general area. “It’s small, but heavily armed.”
Everyone around them was already making plans, making a strategy of how they were going to get you out of there and bring you home.
But Bucky knew there was only one way to guarantee you came back.
“Sam, I have a favor to ask of you.” He was sure his heart was going to break his ribs from how hard it was beating as he led the man out of the room, away from listening ears. “I… When I went to Wakanda and I got the words taken out of my head… I asked Shuri to put in a different set.”
The way Sam’s heart dropped was… extremely visible. He could see it in his deep brown eyes. “What the hell do you mean, man? You… I thought the Winter Soldier was out of your head and all that.”
“He is. Mostly,” Bucky explained. Running his fingers through his hair—fuck, he needed a haircut—he took in a deep breath. “I got words put back in with the intention of only giving them to her… In case she needed the Soldat’s protection. We both know that while I’m tough, the Soldat is a machine. And he’d do anything to protect her.”
His best friend stared at him long and hard, his eyes narrowed. “You want me to unleash the Soldat in order to save her. Do you really think that’s the best way?”
“I do,” he said quietly. “Especially because the loyalty to Hydra is not longer in my brain. All that’s there is loyalty to my friends, my family. I won’t hurt any of you.”
Sam swallowed around the lump in his throat, his Adam’s apple bobbing. “And you really think this is the right way?” He asked quietly.
Bucky’s throat was dry as the Sahara as he nodded, both hands trembling. “I’ll give you the words. I don’t want to use them until we’re almost to the base, okay? I don’t want the Soldat to be around Morgan again, even if he wouldn’t hurt her.”
Sam grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight. “Hey. I’ve got your back. And if you believe that this is the best way to save her, then I trust you. I’ll always trust you.”
The Soldat sighed, exhaustion weighing down his bones as he walked down the halls of the Red Room. The mission he’d been on had been quick, but he hadn’t been able to sleep in two days because of it.
All he wanted was his bed.
But no, he had to head to the Red Room to train the little brat.
The little brat being you.
If he was being honest with himself, you weren’t a brat, not really. He was just tired and ready to collapse at any moment, but it wasn’t your fault. You were just a kid.
Well, fifteen. But that was still a kid.
His brows furrowed when he stepped into the training room that he always met you in and found you lying on your back on the mat, staring straight up at the ceiling. What was going on?
You shifted a little, your knee bending so your bare foot was flat on the floor.
He couldn’t help the wince when he saw how banged up your feet were.
The life of a ballerina.
To be fair, he’d seen a lot of fucked up feet since he had started to train girls in the Red Room, but he’d never get used to it. The blood and the half-ripped off toenails and just… Ugh.
Anytime he thought about it, it sent a shudder down his spine. He hated it. He hated feet.
Who would’ve thought that the fearsome Soldat would get freaked out by feet?
You didn’t acknowledge his presence as he got closer, even as his heavy boots sunk into the soft, squishy mat beside your head. But your eyes flickered open as he peered down at you and said your name. “Yes?”
“What are you doing?”
“Laying down.”
“I can see that.”
“Then why did you ask what I’m doing?”
The Soldat rolled his eyes at the impish grin that was spreading over your face. How had it come to be that you could give him shit when no one else could? If anyone else gave him the sass and attitude that you gave him, they’d be six feet under.
But not you.
What made you so special?
“Come on,” you said as you leaned up to tug on his metal hand. “Lay down. It’s nice.”
“But…” He glanced towards the open doors that led into the training room, before being brought back by the tug of your hand again. What could he do except give in when you were giving him those puppy eyes? “Okay,” he said as he slowly sunk to his knees before moving to lie down beside you, leaving ample space. The hunk of a man stared up at the ceiling for what felt like forever, before asking, “So what is this supposed to accomplish?”
“A moment of rest.”
Oh. Huh. He hadn’t… had one of those. In a long time. Anytime he was done with a mission and he wasn’t training, it was back into cryo.
“Okay.”
Your head turned to look at him, a gentle smile gracing your lips. “It’s nice, isn’t it?”
“Yeah,” he said, smiling for the first time in what felt like a century. “It is.”
Bucky took a breath as he looked out the front windows of the quinjet. They were coming up on the base pretty soon, and he knew what that meant.
It was time.
Everyone had been briefed on what was about to go down, and even if they weren’t sure about it being the best course of action, they weren’t going to stop him. Not when it came to you.
“Sam?” He said softly, looking back at the man who was already waiting for him towards the back of the aircraft.
“I’m here,” he said reassuringly, holding the scrap of paper that Bucky had written them down on for him. “Are you ready?” He asked once he’d joined him.
“As I’ll ever be.”
There was a heavy pause between them, before Sam looked down at the paper and began to read. “Fifteen.”
It felt like the weight of the world was on Bucky’s shoulders.
“Sleeping Beauty.”
He couldn’t fuck this up. He had to get you back.
“Midnight.”
Oh, god, he could feel it coming.
“Sweetness.”
His brain was beginning to shift, beginning to take another form.
“Five.”
The Soldat was beginning to awaken inside of him.
“Warmth.”
This was the best way to save you, to ensure that they didn’t leave the base without you.
“Moonlight.”
He could feel the Soldat’s feelings mixing with his own, the rage and the worry, specifically for you.
“City.”
At the forefront was the demand to know where you were, to have you safe in his arms.
“Sundress.”
Bucky could feel himself falling asleep as the Soldat was taking over, like he was just about to take a nap.
“Plush.”
The Soldat scowled as he looked around. “Where is my malen’kaya?” He asked sharply, somehow knowing that English was the proper language to use at the moment.
“We’re going to get her. And we need your help,” Sam said, catching his attention. “Hydra took her. So we have to save her.”
Everything else in the world lost all meaning as soon as the Soldat heard him. “Where is Natalia? She was meant to protect her! That’s why I got her to get her out!”
Wanda swallowed thickly as she stepped forward. “Natasha died. A few months ago.” Her fingers were fiddling with nervous energy, red swirling around the tips. “She died protecting her.”
It was close enough to the truth.
His spine straightened, his jaw clenching. “Then I will be the one to protect her again.” The Asset looked around, looking each of them in the eyes. “Stay out of my way.”
None of them planned to get in the way in the first place, but they knew he wouldn’t have known that.
As soon as the quinjet landed and the ramp was down, he was off, storming into the base. He left a trail of bodies in his wake as he searched for the one person that had meant anything to him.
And that was when he saw her.
Madame B.
And oh, did he have a score to settle with her.
“Soldat! How kind of you to finally join us,” she said with a cold smile, and he tensed up as you were suddenly dragged out of a cell to his left and shoved to your knees. “We’ve been waiting for you. Though… We did think it would take a little less time for you to find us.”
You looked up at him with those beautiful eyes he loved so much, and he was hit with how much older you were from the last time he’d really gotten to see you.
You were so gorgeous. It was like you got better looking everyday.
“Malen’kaya,” he breathed out, blue eyes wide as his heart pounded inside his chest.
“Soldat! Soldat, get out of here!” You cried out, tears rolling down your soft cheeks. “She’s going to kill you! RUN!”
But he stood his ground, pushing his shoulders back and holding his head high. He didn’t know what had happened to him, but he couldn’t feel that unwavering loyalty to his former captors anymore, and that was just fine with him. “No. No more running,” he said sternly, keeping his eyes on Madame B. “No more being afraid.”
It hurt him to see the tears that were streaming down your face, to see the panic that his words sent you into.
But he couldn’t keep running away. If he did, then you would just be hurt again later on. They’d keep coming after the two of you, and he was done. He was done with the hiding and the running and the being afraid. He wanted to spend his life with you.
He wanted to be able to hold your hand out in public and know that you were safe. That no one was going to snatch you away from him until he’d completed yet another mission.
“Soldat… Soldat, no!” You begged, your body shaking as you stayed on your knees. A pitiful whimper escaped your lips as the Madame cocked a gun and held it to your temple, the metal cold against your skin. “Please… Please, run. D-Don’t watch this.” You couldn’t stand the thought of the Soldat—and by extension, Bucky—watching you die.
And that was certainly Madame B’s plan. Now that she’d drawn him in by holding you hostage, she’d kill you, and Hydra would have their greatest weapon back.
Their Asset.
“Wait!” The Soldat called out, causing the older woman to freeze in her tracks. “Take me instead.”
“What?! NO!” You screeched, thrashing against her hold. “SOLDAT! JAMES! NO!” You were beginning to panic, your breathing coming heavier and heavier.
Fuck, you looked so much smaller than when he’d last seen you, even if you did look older. They'd been keeping food from you.
“I will go with you willingly if you let her live,” he said calmly, keeping his eyes locked on hers.
“Oh, really?” She drawled, glaring at him coldly. “You give me your word?”
“I give you my word.”
He just needed to get you away from her for just a split second. He needed to get that gun to be… not pointed at your head.
He could work with that.
It happened in a split second. Madame B’s hand holding the gun shifted, the gun now pointed towards your legs.
The Soldat had been holding a knife just out of her view and threw it, letting out a sigh of relief as it met its intended mark.
Deep in Madame B’s throat.
Blood had splattered all over the back of your head as the older woman sunk to her knees, the light leaving her eyes.
The look of shock that was plastered across his face worried him. You looked frozen, paralyzed out of fear.
“Malen’kaya?” He whispered, moving to kneel in front of you.
You took in a shuddering breath, your eyes refocusing. “S-Soldat? You’re here?” You asked, fingers shaking as you reached up to touch his cheek. “I… How?”
“I don’t know,” he murmured quietly, cupping your face in both of his hands, both flesh and vibranium. “I don’t know, but I’m here. And I’m not leaving until you’re home safe.”
You didn’t want him to leave, but you wanted Bucky, too.
You were just so confused. The words had been taken out of his head, the programming.
The super soldier didn’t hesitate to scoop you up, cradling you close to his chest as he carried you out of the base.
He hadn’t left a single Hydra agent alive, and that’s how he liked it.
The only good Hydra agent was a dead Hydra agent.
Your eyes were locked on his face as he carried you to the quinjet, where most of your little found family was waiting.
They all rushed to you, finally letting the tears out as they welcomed you back into their arms. At least, until the Soldat growled out a warning and they gave you some space.
“I thought I’d never see you again,” you breathed out as he set you on his lap with a bottle of water, taking small sips. His strong arms had locked around you almost immediately, ensuring that you were stable in his lap.
And that no one could take you from him again.
“It’s okay,” Soldat said as his vibranium hand rubbed up and down your arm, soothing you. “Rest… You need to rest and eat and drink. Questions later. Hard stuff… later.”
The Soldat knew he wasn’t staying. He couldn’t.
He’d been brought out for this specific mission, to rescue the person he cared about more than anything, and he’d succeeded.
It had been an honor, knowing that these people trusted him to bring you home.
Maybe he wasn’t as bad as he’d been led to believe.
Or maybe… Maybe you made him good, somewhere along the line.
And maybe that was the best he could’ve ever hoped for.
When they made it back to the Compound, some part of him knew the way to the medbay, and he took you straight there.
“How did this happen?” You asked, your eyes sliding up to where Sam was lingering in the doorway.
“Bucky… made a plan,” he said as he took a few steps closer, though he kept a wide berth.
Even the doctor that was looking you over kept casting wary glances to the hulking man sitting next to the hospital bed, holding your hand.
“A plan? What kind of plan?”
Bucky had done something to make sure the Winter Soldier was able to come back? But that sounded like his worst nightmare…
Sam glanced at the Soldat, before moving to the end of your bed and holding onto the plastic footboard. “He had them take out the old trigger… activation words or whatever, and had them put in new ones that only he knew,” he said. “On the off chance that you would need the Soldat.”
“He… He did that for me?” You looked up at your Soldat, the man who had protected you, who had cared for you and ensured your survival. His existence hurt Bucky. He was a part of him that he had been desperate to get rid of.
And he’d left a part of him inside, and provided a way to bring him back just in case you needed him.
The Soldat gave you a weak smile as he caressed your cheek.
It was so strange. Even though he had Bucky’s looks, his new haircut and the stubble, the lack of blood or dirt or something covering his face, it was very clearly the Soldat.
“I cannot stay,” he said quietly, bringing your hand to his lips and kissing each of your knuckles. “I wish I could, malen’kaya… But we both know that our time has passed. If I have to come back, you and… Bucky know how to bring me out.”
“But… But…”
He shook his head, taking in a deep breath. “Everything is alright. You are safe. Hydra will never come after you again, especially if they know what’s good for them.” The hand holding yours was trembling, but he kept his eyes on your face. “And I… I am safe. They can’t hurt me anymore, thanks to you and this… Bucky.”
Your eyes burned as you pushed yourself into a sitting position, being careful with the IV that had been inserted into your arm. “I love you,” you said, pressing your forehead to his. “I love you so much.”
“And I love you,” he said breathlessly. “But… Malen’kaya, don’t let the past hold you back from the future. I… Those that hurt you in the past don’t matter anymore. You are stronger than what happened to you.” He held your hand a little tighter. “Do you understand me, malen’kaya? You are stronger than what has happened to you.”
“I understand.”
“Good,” he said, his lips pressing to your forehead. “You will live a long life. A long, long happy life. You have suffered for so long, but that’s over. The time of suffering has passed, and you get to be happy.”
Panic was overwhelming you. “But what about you? Don’t you get to be happy?”
“Yes, I do,” he said, a smile spreading over his lips. “Malen’kaya… I never knew peace until you. I found little moments of happiness when I was with you, in that training room…” The man’s forehead rested against yours, your noses nudging. “You gave me peace. And feelings. They couldn’t wipe you from my brain completely, no matter how hard they tried.” He let out a slow breath, his fingers massaging your scalp. “You rescued me. You are my savior. And now…” He was so warm, like a furnace, and you just wanted to curl up against him forever. “Now I can rest.” The Soldat tenderly pressed his lips to yours.
Possibly the first and only kiss you’d ever share with him.
It was… It was sweet and gentle and loving. Years of unspoken feelings, of the longing stares and lingering touches while in that horrible room, of the wild look in his eyes anytime someone dared to hurt you.
It was overwhelming and beautiful and fuck, you wanted more.
But he was right. The time you two had together was over. The Soldat’s time was over.
He could rest, and that’s all you had ever wanted for him.
As he broke the kiss, he slowly laid you back against the pillows of your hotel bed. “Sleep. I’ll be gone when you wake, but… Bucky will be here.”
Bucky.
Jamie.
Those that hurt you in the past don’t matter anymore.
And your Jamie… Your Jamie had never hurt you.
Maybe you could rest, too. You could have a life.
One with him in it.
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obeyme-kaidii · 3 years
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Lesson 44 Summary
In which we learn a lot about what the boys were like as angels, plus some foreshadowing as to the main plot of Season 3.
***SPOILERS BEYOND THIS POINT***
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Mammon, MC, Beel, and Satan rush to Asmo’s room to see why water was leaking from the ceiling into the living room below. Asmo doesn’t respond to them, so they start searching for him. He’s soon found unconscious in his private bathroom, and the tub has overflowed. Satan asks MC if they remember the healing spell they learned during the exam prep in Season 2, and Asmo is healed (either by MC or Satan depending on the options you pick). 
Asmo still tries to milk his illness though, and asks MC for a “healing kiss”, which greatly annoys both Mammon and Beel. Satan says that if he’s feeling well enough to joke around, then he must be okay. Asmo starts whining, and Satan relents - telling MC to stay with Asmo to keep an eye on him while the rest of them clean up the mess and get him some soup to eat. 
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While everyone is gone, MC tells Asmo about everything that happened earlier that day and how they ran into Simeon and Luke. Asmo laments the fact that he wasn’t able to go since Simeon makes such good coffee, but MC is given the option of inviting him to go again in the future and he’s very excited by that idea. 
Asmo then begins to share about the dream he had while he was unconscious. He says it was a memory from his time in the Celestial Realm. He mentions being glad to see Michael, and also brings up another angel - Raphael whom Asmo apparently is afraid of. As he is talking, MC starts to get really sleepy, and they struggle to stay awake. Eventually MC passes out completely, before Asmo can finish his story. 
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When MC wakes up, they are no longer in Asmo’s bedroom, but in what looks like a forest. In front of them is Asmo in his angel form. Asmo doesn’t recognize MC, and asks them if they are ok and why they are sleeping where they are. 
MC is then given the opportunity to re-introduce themselves to Asmo. Asmo then asks MC if they work for Raphael. The other day Asmo had gone to his very first human realm “party”, and now Raphael was looking for him to lecture and/or punish him, which is why he was hiding in the forest where he found MC. Asmo admits that he had a lot of fun at the party, but that Raphael insists that parties are immoral.
(At this point, I think it’s safe to say this “dream” is occurring shortly before the fall since Asmo is already starting to get interested in the human realm and is resisting authority. This becomes even more obvious as we meet the rest of the brothers.)
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Beel then appears, surprising Asmo. Just like Asmo, Beel doesn’t recognize MC. Asmo introduces them and gives a quick explanation of how he found MC. He also explains that Beel is a cherubim, and that there is a rumor that Lucifer has recommended him for a promotion to seraphim. Beel ignores the rumor that Asmo mentions, turning to MC and asking them if they are alright. 
Even as an angel, Asmo is still rather flirty. He explains that it’s because he is able to see the good in everyone, so he naturally loves everybody. It’s not because he doesn’t care about who it is he’s with. Beel ignores Asmo’s explanation again, and offers MC some sweets that Michael had given him. MC is shocked that Beel would offer them, and Beel explains that he’s not in the mood for sweets (and that he is trying to watch what he eats since he gained some weight recently). 
Asmo then asks Beel why he is out in the forest to begin with, and Beel tells him that he’s looking for Belphie. Beel then shakes a nearby tree, and Belphie comes tumbling to the ground having been asleep in its branches. When he stands up, he also doesn’t recognize MC - but he immediately realizes that they are human. Asmo and Beel both insist they are an angel and Belphie admits he also senses a bit of an  “angelic vibe” from them as well. They decide it’s just Belphie’s love of the human realm making him think they are a human, and Belphie admits that he wishes he had been born a human. Asmo tells Belphie to be careful saying such things because it would make Raphael angry, and he’s already mad enough at Asmo for his trip to the “party.”
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Beel then mentions that they need to do something about the “lost angel” (MC), and they all discuss whether or not they should bring them to Lucifer. As they are talking, Mammon shows up. 
Mammon asks who MC is, and they are introduced to him. Beel explains that Mammon is a “throne”, and that he works as Lucifer’s assistant. Beel says that he’s the one Lucifer trusts the most, so MC can relax and trust him too. 
Asmo then brings up how Mammon used to be quite the troublemaker when he was a younger angel. To the point that they even feared he’d get cast out. Now, he’s someone who is considered very capable, probably more so than anyone else. (Can we just talk about how fucking sad it is that Mammon went from being someone esteemed by even his brothers, to being constantly taunted and mocked for how incompetent he is?)
MC is given the option of asking more about Mammon, and we learn that he used to be an archangel but was given the position as throne due to Lucifer’s recommendation. Belphie says he’s actually impressed with Lucifer for how he was able to turn Mammon around. A couple stories about the minor pranks Mammon used to pull are shared, including Mammon ordering around angels to play a game of “angel chess”. 😂
(I also think it’s worth mentioning here that Mammon seems much more confident and does not act like a tsundere. He openly acknowledges that he likes MC and thinks they are “cool”, but he does still blush easily when MC looks at him for too long.) 
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Belphie asks Mammon if he actually wants to become Lucifer some day, and Mammon reacts defensively. It sounds like Belphie is insulting him at first, but he’s actually paying Mammon a pretty large compliment - essentially telling him that it’s better for him to be himself than try to be someone he’s not. It goes over Mammon’s head though, and he insists that he’s going to be just like Lucifer one day. 
Beel then steers the conversation back to why Mammon was out there to begin with, and he explains that Lucifer had sent him to find them after Beel had taken too long to come back. Mammon says they should all head back to the Celestial Palace (presumably where Lucifer is), but Asmo is worried about how much trouble they’ll be in - especially since they still have MC with them. Beel suggests they hide MC for the time being, until they can talk to Lucifer, and Belphie says that there is really only one place to hide them. 
The group takes MC back to (what I can only assume is the angelic equivalent to the House of Lamentation). Mammon makes a comment about how they stick out simply because of who they are - especially since they are all together. (It’s not really explained what he means by “who they are”, but I feel that it’s safe to assume it’s because they are all high ranking, powerful, and well known angels.)
Asmo reassures MC that they are ok because Lucifer and the other angels are on the upper floors, and the seraphim (whom they are avoiding) never come around where they are. He and Belphie explain that that makes this location ideal for hiding when they want to avoid work, and Asmo points out that the seraphim are extremely bossy and controlling. 
Beel asks MC if they are close to any other angels, thinking that perhaps they could hide with them instead, and MC is given the option to ask about Luke or Simeon. Luke however hasn’t been born yet, so no one knows who he is. Simeon they note is rather laid back for a seraphim, which is probably why he’s friends with MC. But Belphie says it’s not that Simeon is easygoing, it’s just that the other seraphim are too hard on them.
(NOTE - in Lesson 43, we learn that Simeon is currently an archangel, meaning he was demoted from one of the most powerful positions (as a seraphim) after Lucifer’s fall.)
Realizing that they wouldn’t be able to make it to Simeon without being spotted by the other seraphim, they take MC to their “secret room”. When MC opens the door, however, they are drenched in water. 
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Now inside the room, it’s explained that Levi was already hiding inside and had spelled the door so that it would dump water on anyone who tried to open it that didn’t use the “secret phrase”. He claims it’s a protection measure against making sure seraphim stay away.
Levi then turns his attention to MC, and they are introduced. He asks them if they are sure MC isn’t an agent of Michael’s. Apparently, Levi used to be a great general, commanding armies and even Lotan, against legions of demons. But now that things are more peaceful with the Devildom, he essentially has nothing to do and is thus feeling very bored and insecure about his future as an angel. 
Asmo explains that the reason for the peace is because Diavolo has now come into power. He’s not officially the ruler yet, but has been given a lot of the responsibilities and is already making changes. Mammon suggests that Levi just enjoys the peace, but Levi snaps at him - saying he doesn’t want to hear it from “Lucifer’s favorite”. (It seems angel Levi is a lot like Season 1 Levi when he’s just angry all the time, completely consumed with jealousy and self hatred.)
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MC tries to encourage Levi, suggesting that he find a new hobby to be interested in. They are given the option of mentioning anime and manga to him, and he claims he doesn’t know what those things are but doubts he could ever find something that a “boring angel like him” could be passionate about. Just as Belphie and Asmo begin to discuss the fact that it’s very interesting how MC knows so much about the human realm, Lucifer enters the room and wants to know what everyone is doing there. 
Lucifer then looks at MC and asks who they are. Asmo introduces them, and Lucifer then realizes why everyone was hiding in the “secret room.” 
Mammon then asks Lucifer about his upcoming trip to the Devildom (a reference to the Devilgram “The Glory Days”). Diavolo has requested to meet with Lucifer, and Lucifer got stuck with the job, much to his chagrin. MC is given the option of encouraging him to be friendly with Diavolo, which strikes Lucifer as incredibly odd since it sounds like MC already knows the Prince. Lucifer then observed that it seems like he’s known MC for much longer, even though they have only met. The rest of the brothers are also quick to point out they felt the same way about MC, and Levi asks if it’s because they have just met someone similar before. Just as Belphie starts to suggest that perhaps MC reminds them of Lilith, MC passes out and hears a voice talking to them. 
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(It’s not revealed who the voice belongs to, but it’s suspected that it’s likely to be Michael.)
Michael explains to MC that Solomon is to blame for their current experience. Turns out, he’s not so much a shady sorcerer as he is a bit of a ditz, and he accidentally created a magical concoction that sent MC back into time thru a dream to interact with the brothers when they were still angels. Apparently the situation with Solomon’s immortality also came about in a similar fashion and was completely unintentional. 
Michael then goes on to explain that it’s likely they won’t remember the details of the dream when they wake, but that the impact and influence they had on the brothers will remain. He then informs MC that he intends to keep an eye on them to make sure that this influence won’t have a negative effect. He then sends Mc back to their own time, where they awake suddenly and find themselves once again in Asmo’s room. Asmo is asleep again as well. 
Beel then enters the room to let MC know that he’s done cleaning up the mess in the bathroom. It seems it hasn’t been that long at all that MC had fallen asleep, and when MC tries to talk to Beel about their dream, they find they can’t remember much - only a vague feeling that it was fun/weird. 
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Later, Mammon, Satan, Beel and MC are hanging out in the living room. Mammon bribes Beel into giving him a shoulder rub (and honestly this is the cutest interaction I think I’ve ever seen between the two 🥺). Lucifer then storms into the room. He’s feeling better now, and is looking for Satan to punish for what he did to him earlier. Satan makes a run for it, and Lucifer chases after him. 
Beel says he wants to check on Belphie, but when Mammon asks about Levi they all realize that no one has seen or heard from him all day. So the trio decided to head to his room to make sure he’s ok first. Upon arriving at his room, Levi doesn’t answer the door or respond to them. MC kicks down his door (or asks Mammon or Beel to do it), determined to check on the otaku. 
Levi though is perfectly fine, wrapped up in his own little world as usual. While everyone else was ill, he had spent the whole day playing a FPS game with a new friend he met online. Beel then turns to MC and tells them to “do their thing” and MC yells at Levi to “stay” - using their power to punish him. (Which I honestly didn’t like and I wish we had the option of not doing that.)
Favorite Scenes -
Healing Asmo
While I didn’t share a lot of specific scenes, it’s not because they weren’t good. The whole Lesson was excellent lore wise, and gave us a lot of vital backstory information on the boys and their time as angels. I did my best to summarize that information above.
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kataang-dungeon · 3 years
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Okay but, in all seriousness, let's talk about Katara having a feeding/stuffing kink @ Aang
Idk where the idea came from for me, but I really, really, REALLY love this kink for Kataang (ie, if you're unfamiliar with it, it's essentially where Katara feeds Aang until he gets full and he's like a bag of lazybones and Katara just wants to coddle him. Bear with me if your initial reaction is to find that odd).
I tend to think of this more as a soft kink than a hot kink, because this activity doesn’t necessarily have to be something arousing for them -- although it certainly can be -- but rather something that would give Katara an ungodly amount of gratification and can send her into a different headspace from the norm. I just imagine it would be in-character for her even to get comfort out of seeing her Aang all food-sleepy and lethargic, because he's her poor boy who works too hard and she just gets this urge to give him soft kisses and belly rubs while he sleeps off a stuffed belly. It’s really very soft. Honestly, the thought of Katara indulging Aang like that makes me extremely emotional.
This kink doesn’t have to involve anything inflation-y or long-term weight gain. Especially for Aang and Katara, I think they’d be cautious about not going overboard with it. It would be a temporary pursuit, with no aftereffects save for good feelings, and I imagine Aang's ingrained discipline as an Air Nomad would also help keep them in check so that it’s a safe activity they don’t do too often. I could see Katara trying to coax him into eating more than normal when she’s in that mood, and Aang picking up on what she's doing, but she'd just be so comforting and praising. He’d feel able to let himself go, do it every so often, as a treat for them both, not so much to an ungainly point but enough to wear him out. It's like a guilty pleasure. After all, food is a carnal desire just as sex is.
I really do love this kink for Kataang especially. Katara allowing Aang a chance to give in to something, a practice so simple and human, her reveling in that and loving him in his little food coma. Katara expressing how much she legitimately wants Aang to indulge himself because she loves him, and as he gets more drowsy her heart just swells and she coos that he needn't feel bad about it. Her loving the way she trusts him and has this behavioral effect where he’s like a sweet puppy, and she gets to see him all full and warm and happy thanks to her, and she gives him sweet kisses and belly rubs while telling him how much she loves him. Like, that's freaking cute.
It'd mess with her head, too, hence why it's something of a kink even in cases where it happens to not be arousing. Personally, I don't think Katara would be overtly mischievous about it, more so coddling. She’d really take the lead with it and want to see Aang like this. Imagine her making him special Air Nomad dishes for these occasions because she knows he’d love it so much and she adores the way his cute widdle face lights up. Idk, these thoughts literally make me wanna sob sometimes it’s so adorable.
But then uhhh if you wanted to make it a lil smexy on top of that...I mean that’s the perfect set-up for mommy kink, too, no? 👀 You've got a slow, sleepy bby on your hands, whatever shall you do? ;)
Anywhomst if you’d like an example, I’d suggest taking a look at Mod Nettie’s revolutionary new fic Stuffin’ Tattooed Muffins here, which is currently being updated and is both sweet and very hot. It's also the first of what I hope will be many stuffing-involved fics for Kataang on AO3 *nudge nudge* 👀🙏
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fluffymcu · 3 years
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Letting Loose
Part SIXTEEN 
This series is TICKLE related.
Series Summary:  You’re the little sister of the one and only Captain America. You’re also the youngest girl on the team, so that automatically makes you the avengers’ little princess. And they spoil you as such. They have become your amazing family and you don’t know where you’d be without them. This series will show random adventures and fluffy events in the daily life of the reader and her family, along with an unexpected turn later on as you read.
A/N: I’m so excited to be writing this series! This is my first time writing one and I’m a bit nervous but I hope it all goes well. :)  Hope you enjoy!
Word count: 3,525
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2 weeks have passed, and the confession was mutually forgotten. Things had gotten back to normal. This morning you had woken up with a strong urge to prank. It happened sometimes. You began to think of who would be your next victim when you recalled an incident that occurred yesterday when you were playing kickball with the team in the backyard. You grinned evilly and jumped out of bed, brushed your teeth and went downstairs to eat breakfast with the team. 
It was about 11:45 when you decided to go ahead with your plan. You wanted Peter to join you but when you went in his room to check on him, the sleepy head was fast asleep. You rolled your eyes with a smirk and proceeded to head into the changing room, where everyone’s suits were. 
It was hard to miss the big red and blue shield that was laying against the wall next to your brother’s suit. You grinned as you grabbed the shield and made your way to your room. You had a plan to paint it a nice green and white, with a sunflower replacing the star. 
It was when you were carrying it through the kitchen that Steve walked in. You both stopped in your tracks, looking at each other for a few long seconds. Your eyes were slightly widened and his were deeply narrowed. 
“Y/n,,, what are you doing with my shield?” Steve slowly asked, confusion masking his features. You slowly put the shield behind your back as if it wasn’t too late already. 
“...Nothing!” You chirped, feeling nervous already; but then you remembered the reason why you’re doing this. “Just thought I’d give this a little makeover since you kept purposely hitting me with the ball yesterday.” You said, smiling extra wide. Steve raised his eyebrows at you, tilting his head down with his jaw slightly dropped. 
“Oh, so that’s how you’re gonna play.” He chortled. 
“You started it!” You giggled accusingly, holding the shield tighter in your hands. Steve straightened up with a hum, looking straight at you with a mischevious glint in his eyes.
“Well. Then I guess I have to finish it too, don’t I.” He quipped, smirking when you quickly got the message and booked it to your room and immediately went after you.
You were letting out nervous laughter as you ran as fast as you could. You could hear his heavy footsteps thundering behind you and it made all the nervousness pile in your stomach. You could already feel the ghost tickles on your sides and it didn’t help at all. You took the long way to your room, hoping all the turns in the hallways would throw him off but unfortunately he was still gaining on you. 
“Steve plehehehease!” You pleaded, getting closer to your room. You could hear him chuckling behind you and you tried to run even faster. You were sure you weren’t going as fast as you normally can, but the heavy shield was slowing you down just a bit. When you got to your room, you dropped the shield quickly so you could turn to close and lock the door but Steve quickly barged in and scooped you up. “NOhohoho pleheheHEHEASEE! HAHAHAHA!” You burst into laughter as Steve wasted no time in digging deeply into your sides. He smirked at your attempts to get out of his hold by flopping around like a fish.
“Enjoying your date with the Tickle Monster Y/n?” He teased, sitting on your mattress and lifting your shirt to blow a very ticklish raspberry. You hung your head back as you cackled, helplessly pushing at his head. 
“NOHOHO! LET ME GOHOHOOO!” You squeal, shaking your head. Steve gasped loudly and grabbed you under your arms and slammed you onto the mattress, pinning you with his weight. 
“You’re not?!?!” He asked incredulously. You were giggling uncontrollably, very aware that his hands were still under your arms. You kept your arms firmly pressed to your sides, your laughter going up an octave at the fact that he wasn’t even doing anything. It made you extremely nervous. 
“STEHEHEVE STOHOHOP IT!” You screamed in hysterics. Steve laughed along with you and shook his head.
“I’m not even doing anything yet!!” He laughed, suddenly blowing a raspberry on your neck to catch you by surprise. You shrieked and shrugged your shoulder up. 
“LIAHAHAHAR!” 
Steve giggled and began to move his fingers that were trapped under your arms. You threw your head back as you laughed, not being able to kick your feet out because of his weight on you. “I can’t believe you’re not enjoying your time with Tickle Monster! I must be doing something wrong.” He hummed, pulling his hands out and getting off you briefly to grab your legs. You squealed as you tried to kick your legs out of his grip but it was no use. “Maybe this’ll change your mind.” He smirked before gripping your ankle and using his other hand to squeeze your thighs. 
You began to let out deep belly laughter as you twisted all around your bed, begging for him to stop. “STEHEHEHEVE PLEHEHEASE I CAHAHANT!” You yelled, shrieking when he dug his thumbs into your hips. 
“But this is so much fun! And I still need to get your belly and your feet!” He giggled, skittering his fingers under your shirt to attack your belly. You instantly brought your knees to your chest out of reflex and squealed. Steve always knew exactly how to tickle your belly. It was always gentle but he would find a way to make it tickle like hell. Your laughter was going hoarse and you began wheezing more often, so Steve decided to give you a minute to breathe. You sucked in as much air as you could, and when you mostly recovered, you tried to wiggle out from under him. “Ah ah ah.” He scolded, bending down to nibble at your neck to stop you.
You squealed loudly and shrugged your shoulders. “OKAhahahy okay okahahay!” You giggled, panting as he leaned back again. “Plehehase no more, I can’t tahahake it!” 
“What’s the magic word?” he smirked. 
“Plehease!” You said. 
“Nope!” Steve yelped, nibbling at your neck again and blowing a raspberry. 
“AHAHA! NOHOHOOO DONT DO THIHIS!” You pleaded.
“What’s the magic word then, y/n?” He asked again. Why did he have to be in such a playful mood today? You hummed, desperately seeking for a word that could possibly be it. Steve began to lightly drag his fingers up and down your sides to make this more unbearable to you. You arched your back and tried your best to stifle your giggles. “I’ll give you a clue. It’s sssssss...” 
“SORRYHYHY!” You yelled. Steve laughed and got off you.
“And are you gonna steal my shield again?” He asked, raising his brow at you. You shook your head letting out residual giggles. 
“Nohohoho. I prohomise.” Steve smiled fondly and kissed your forehead before picking up his shield. 
“Apology accepted then.” He said with a smile and left your room. You sighed in relief and laid on your bed for a couple more minutes to regain your strength. 
“So not fair.” You sighed exhaustedly.
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About half an hour later, you were in Peter’s room helping him clean up. His room was a mess and Tony said he wasn’t allowed to go patrolling until it was clean. You had offered to help him clean up and he had gladly accepted. 
In 20 minutes, you both had finished up and his room was looking even neater than yours. You both high fived and helped him get ready. “Thanks again, y/n/n. I’ll be back in a few hours.”
‘Yeah no problem. You got enough web fluid?”
“Yep!” 
“Okay. See you later, and be careful ok?” You said, watching as he lifted his window up and crawled out.
“I will. Bye!” He smiled before jumping off the building and swinging away. You sighed and made your way to the kitchen to get a snack before going up to your room and reading a few pages of the new book that Bucky had gotten you on a mission. 
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As you were reading your book, you suddenly feel the walls tremble a little, and the possessions in your room start to shake. You look up in confusion, since that only happens when the Quinjet lands, and even then it doesn’t usually tremble so much like this. No one was on a mission either, so you were confused as to what that could be. 
You stand up and go to your window, pulling the curtains away and look outside. Your eyes widen and you gasp loudly. “No WAY!” You yell, sprinting out the door and down the stairs. 
As you race past the kitchen, Steve is sitting at the island. “Hey y/n/n, look who’s-”
“I know!!” You squeal and run outside to the landing site, squinting your eyes at the strong wind that the ship is blowing as it lands to the ground. The Milano!  The door to the ship drops down and reveals the best team in the galaxy (don’t tell the avengers)  “PETEEEER!” You yell as you run towards the ship to meet Star Lord. “Kid! Long time no see!”  You greet everyone, especially Gamora and Drax. You haven’t seen them in years!! Ever since you were 7 years old. You notice someone else is in the ship after you say hi to Rocket, and you ask who she is. 
“Hello, I am Mantis!” She says, giving you a weird smile. You smile back and giggle. “Hi Mantis. I’m y/n. Your antennae are so cool!!” You say, watching as her face lights up. At this moment, Peter swings in and lands not too far from the ship. 
“Hey guys, I’m back. What’s going on here?” He asks. “Wooooah. Are you guys the Guardians of the Galaxy?” He asked, amazed. The team then subtly tries to pose in a heroic stance as a team, looking off into nothing. 
“Why yes. We are.” Quill says, taking a step closer to Peter, offering his hand. “The name’s Peter. Peter Quill. People call me Star Lord.” Peter shakes his hand with a grin. 
“That is so cool. I’m Peter too! But my last name is Parker.” He says awkwardly. You giggle at the exchange and watch as the rest of the guardians introduce themselves to Peter. 
“Are you guys staying the night?” You ask hopefully. Peter smiles and nods.
“Yup! We’ll stay a night. We need to be on our way by tomorrow morning.” You’re a bit disappointed that it’s such little time, but you’re happy that they’ll be at least staying a bit. 
While the guardians go inside to greet the team, you, Peter, and Ruby Anne stay behind with Mantis and have fun asking her questions and stuff. You take her close to the trees where Wanda grows a nice garden with lots of flowers and you all sit down at a bench to talk. Mantis goes on to talk about her home planet and how she helped the guardians defeat Ego. It was all so interesting and Peter was geeking out about how there are so many other life forms in the universe.
“Wow. I wish we could travel to all the planets.” Peter hummed. “Ooh. It’d be so cool if like, there were other universes but they were like, the same. you know? Like in each universe there was you, and Tony, and everyone. And there would be like, a bunch of Spidermen, one in each universe you know? And there would be some way to like, cross universes and meet up with all the Spider people. And we would all look like different people and get our powers in different ways but still have the same powers. That would be so cool.” He said, leaning back on the bench.
You nodded, raising your eyebrows. “That would be cool.” You sighed. 
“Yeah, too bad that’s a far fetch. I doubt there would be more than one person who happened to get but by a radioactive spider.” Ruby sighed. You and Peter hummed in agreement and bobbed your heads.
Bucky called for all of you to come in after that. “Guys! Dinner’s ready!”
“Coming!”
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You all ate at the table, catching up with the guardians and filling each other in on things and having a lot of laughs. After dinner, you helped Pepper clean up and do the dishes. Rocket had reached the computer room and somehow managed to play Peter’s soundtrack all over the compound. You didn’t mind though, it gave you something to hum along to as you cleaned up.
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As you were fixing up your room a bit for the sleepover you, Pete and Ruby Anne were going to have, Peter poked his head through the door and smiled. You returned the gesture and motioned for him to come in. 
Peter walked in slowly, taking a look around your bedroom. “It’s changed much since I’ve last been here. You’re so big now!” He said smiling fondly, taking a seat at the edge of your bed. 
You smiled widely and hopped on your bed, leaning your back against the headboard. “Yyyup!” You say smugly. “I’ve changed a lot since then.” 
Peter mirrors your smirk and tilts his head. “Are you sure? You seem the same: small, sweet and cuddly.” He teased, pinching your cheek. You groan with a deep blush, crossing your arms.
“Well, I’m not! Like I said, I’ve changed a lot these past few years, I’m not the same person I was.” You say tilting your chin up.
Peter looks away with a small grin, shrugging his shoulders. “Awww well that’s a shame. I remember when you were so innocent and kind, and when I’d used to play hide and seek with you, and give you piggy back rides, and I’d used to give you raspberries on your belly,” He chuckled at the memory. “You used to love those.” 
You shrugged as if none of it mattered, but of course it did. “Well, I’ve moved on from that.” 
“Really? You sure? You’re... not even ticklish anymore?” He asked, with a tone of voice that even after all these years, you still recognized as dangerous. Still, you couldn’t just give up now, you could still win this. Right?
“Nope. I grew out of that.” You say, a confident smile gracing your features. 
“Is that so?” He asked slowly, staring at you intensely through slightly narrowed eyes. Then he quickly looked away, nodding his head as if he was processing your words before quickly turning back to you. “Well,,,, a little bird just happened to tell me something of the opposite.” He hummed, raising his eyebrows at your “crap’’ face before attacking your belly. You shriek and fall into hysterics, sliding down the headboard and trying your best to curl up into a ball. “Oh, you were so right. You definitely outgrew this.” He smirked, scratching his fingers right above your belly button. 
You were already lost in laughter, letting out all kinds of squeals and giggles, halfheartedly slapping at his hands. “PLeheheHEHEASE!” Peter laughed along with you and slipped his hands under your shirt, expertly drilling his fingers in between the ribs, making you yelp and arch your back, your laughter booming out of your chest. “NOHOHO NOHOT MY RIHIHIBS!” You squeal, throwing your head back in ticklish agony.
Peter chuckled and kept it up. “Why not the ribs? Huh?” He asked and lifted your shirt to nibble your lower ribs while holding your wrists to the sides of your head. You startled cackling, kicking your legs out desperately. You couldn’t even yell out protests since all that came out of your mouth was laughter. 
Peter sat up and started attacking your neck, scratching under your chin, making you let out loud squeaks. Whenever you’d try to grab his hands, they’d quickly go to poke your belly, surprising you every time, then going back to your neck. “Ihihihi CAHAHahahant!” You giggled, feeling your muscles turn to mush. Peter found it adorable.
“Awww, I’ve missed your laugh! It’s so cute!” He said, blowing raspberry after raspberry on your belly like he used to do. This made your laughter hysterical again, making you desperately push at his head.
“STOHOHOHOP IHIHIT!” You squealed, sucking in as much air when he sat back for a moment.
“But you used to love these! When you were a baby you’d always laugh and say ‘Again! Again!’ You’d never get enough!” He smiled, chuckling when you blushed deeply again. 
“NOHOHOT ANYMOHOHORE!” You cried. You do. You actually do. Peter smirked and blew one last raspberry, relishing in the sound of your adorable laughter before sitting up and leaning to the side. 
“Aww, ok ok fine.” He says, grabbing you and pulling you into a hug. You were still giggling, making yourself limp in his arms. Peter chuckled and rested his head on yours for a bit. You finally caught your breath and closed your eyes with a relaxed smile on your face. You both stayed there for a few more moments before you spoke up.
“I’ve really missed you.” You say, hugging him tightly. Peter looks down at you and smiles. “Thank you for coming over and staying the night.” 
“Of course,” He starts. “I missed you too Squirt.” He shifts a bit to lay against the headboard, taking you with him. “I know we haven’t been coming to visit regularly, and I’m sorry for that. I’ve missed a lot of years of your life.”
“It’s okay.”
“But it’s not. I’m sorry. We’ve just been so busy, trying to escape bounty hunters, Nova Corps, old enemies, even.... even family. My dad. Then so much other stuff came on and... time flew by.” He shrugged sadly. “That’s not an excuse but, I just don’t want you to think we didn’t come back because we didn’t wanna see you. We love you so much.”
You looked up and gave him a reassuring smile. “I didn’t think that. It’s okay. I’m just glad you’re here now.” 
Peter smiled gratefully and stroked his fingers through your hair before there was a knock on your door. Gamora showed herself in and smiled at the 2 of you. “Hey. Mind if I borrow Peter for a bit?” You shook your head and got off his lap, letting him stand up. You grabbed his arm to tell him something discreetly.
“I’m glad you two are finally a thing.” You whisper, wearing a small smirk. Peter returns it and nods. 
“Me too. An unspoken thing but,, we’ll get there.” He said, waving off the last part before joining Gamora. You smiled slightly and sighed before going down to the kitchen for a bit to hang out with everyone.
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“Are. You. Ready.” You started, standing next to Peter whole narrowing your eyes at Ruby Anne who was standing a few feet from you. “For the insanely dramatic, extremely extraordinary, inevitable fun you’re about to have on your FIRST sleepover?!?” You asked her with excitement. Ruby smirked and nodded slightly.
“A bit underwhelming but, Great!” Peter shrugged, pulling out a thumbs up and turning around to pull out a stack of UNO cards.
After some games, the three of you found yourselves bundled up in blankets watching a movie together before falling asleep until the next morning.
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After breakfast, you all had to say goodbye to the guardians, as they were about to leave. Everyone said their goodbyes, and you walked up to the team with a sad frown. Peter patted your head before pulling you into a hug after you said bye to Gamora,Rocket and Drax. You hugged him tightly and closed your eyes.
“I’m gonna miss you.” You sighed. Peter smiled lightly at you and rubbed your back.
“Don’t worry y/n/n. Now that everything is settled down a bit, We’ll come to visit a lot more often. I promise.” He said. You smiled at this, flashing your teeth and nodded.
“Ok! I can’t wait.”
Mantis called you from afar, making you step over to her. She pulled out a sort of large smooth rock with googly eyes glued on and a sprout taped onto the top. You giggled at the sight and looked up at her.
“I deeply appreciate the time you spent with me out in the garden. So I went to one of the offices and gathered some supplies to apply these little eyes to this nice rock I found outside. So I made this new little friend for you. As a parting gift!” She said, smiling widely at you.
You felt a warm feeling inside as you gladly accepted the rock. “Wow... thank you Mantis! It’s so cute! I shall name him.... Stick.” You nodded, watching as her face lit up even more.
“That is a wonderful name y/n! I hope to see you again soon.” She said before joining the guardians on the ship.
“Bye!” You waved.
You watched the Milano leave into the sky with a smile on your face, already excited for their next visit.
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What do you think the potions taste like? (You can do a handful you don't gotta do all of them)
I was honestly going to write something about this!!! This is the perfect excuse for me to finally finish the list that I had in my drafts 🤣 I also added what happens to a user if they drink any of these potions, and their physical sensations!
Awkward/Mundane/Thick: Depending on what main starting ingredient used (Nether wart, sugar, etc), it usually ends up just tasting like tainted water. It usually isn’t really appetizing, but it at least has no negative effects on the user who drank it.
Healing: Upon drinking it, the user will notice that it tastes like VERY rich watermelon, with very little notes of water in it. Soon, a warm sensation takes over their entire body, along with any wounds on them now immediately healing themselves by quickly growing new flesh or fixing broken blood vessels. The sensation is best compared to the feeling of being smothered by a recently heated up blanket, except it’s felt in your insides, not on your skin.
Fire Resistance: The flavor is best said to be quite citrusy, and the consistency of the liquid is more akin to a smoothie due to the creamy texture of using magma creme. After consuming it, the user will suddenly feel extreme heat in their body, easily exceeding 98°F. Ironically, the negative effects of exceeding that body temperature will not appear, and not even sweating will occur. It is still quite uncomfortable to be physically so hot, but if you’re using this potion in the first place, it’s safe to say you’re directly exposing yourself to even more intense temperatures, so the fever-like heat pales in comparison.
Regeneration: Basically the same to the physical sensation and effects of the Potion of Healing, but it tastes more like lukewarm salt water instead of the pure and strong tasting watermelon flavor. The healing factor is lightly longer as well, along with the user feeling more energized and upbeat.
Strength: As blaze powder is the main ingredient in this potion, it tastes like metal flakes mixed with hot water. It is not very tasty at all, and it even tastes like old copper, depending on who’s opinion you get. After drinking it, it is common to see a user suddenly tremble as more defined muscle mass develops across their entire body. This is more of a cosmetic effect, as the potion’s effect seems to focus more on arm strength than leg or core body strength, even though muscle mass still grows in those areas. When the potion wears off, the user will essentially deflate back to normal, implying that the suddenly gained muscle mass is akin to water weight.
Swiftness: Sugar water. It’s literally just sugar water. It literally makes it’s user run faster by making them develop a unnaturally high sugar rush, but there is no negative effect such as crashing when it wears off thankfully.
Night Vision: A very ‘filling’ potion, as it tends to make the user feel physically full after drinking it, due to how rich the flavor of carrot it is in it. It too is also quite thick, but more similar to jam than a smoothie. After drinking it, the user’s eyes will severely dilate, along with being incredibly reflective, even in lowlight situations. It is slightly disorienting when it wears off, as their vision will revert back to the way it should be.
Invisibility: Probably one of the more ‘acquired taste’ potions, due to fermented spider eyes being it’s main ingredient. It’s physically quite chunky, and just straight up tastes like rotten blood mixed with yeasty wine. Not only the flavor is intensely vile, but the effect inflicted on it’s user can actually cause some to pass out from the overwhelming sensation. A sharp cold chill will fully envelop it’s user, as it basically mutates their entire body to come off as invisible to any living being. Sometimes the frostbite-like sensation is so severe, some users have suffered heart attacks, panic attacks, or any other sort of medical emergency as the transformation takes place. Then again, this is a potion who’s effect is so potent that it ‘jumps’ across the user’s body to also transform their clothes into being invisible. Only users who have endured turning invisible by other methods (being shot by a arrow of invisibility or being cursed by a Illusioner for example) can mentally and physically handle drinking such a dreadful potion.
Water Breathing: One of the most popular potions out there, due to it’s extreme viability in water biomes, it of course uses a oceanic fish for it’s main ingredient. However since it uses pufferfish instead of cod or tropical fish, the flavor tastes like stripped clean pufferfish meat that was dunked in a bucket of warm saltwater. At least the water-heavy nature of this potion means it goes down quickly, and after numerous uses, a user can get used to the weird ‘fishy’ taste. It too temporarily mutates the user’s body by modifying their lungs to be able to process water, along with making small gills form on the sides of their neck. The pain is minor when this occurs, and isn’t as extremely overbearing when compared to the Potion of Invisibility. The augmented lungs and gills fade away after the potion wears off.
Leaping: Similar to the ‘meat being dunked in water’ taste the Potion of Water Breathing has, this potion instead tastes like rabbit meat that marinated in chilled freshwater. Similar to how the Potion of Strength can physically mutate the user’s muscle mass, this one makes the user’s legs more slender but still muscular, allowing them to have a increased jump height. Trembling is more minimal, as it does not effect the user’s entire body.
Slow falling: Certainty one of the more odder potions, due to both it’s main ingredient and it’s effect. The phantom membrane used in it is quite leathery, but also equally quite powdery when it’s processed. The flavor is hard to pin down, but it’s generally agreed upon it’s users to taste along the lines of chalk mixed with slightly salty water. It seems like no physical transformation occurs to the user’s body, and instead they’re ‘enveloped’ by a aura that allows them to gracefully fall to the ground if they fell from a tall height. The slightly visible aura fades away when the potion wears off.
Poison: Nobody in their right mind would willingly consume this potion, but if one were forced to drink it, it just tastes like blood and bile. Almost immediately after drinking it, it will immediately poison it’s user and make them suffer intense sharp pain in their insides, and even some nausea.
Weakness: Having nearly the same disgusting taste as the Potion of Invisibility, except it of course doesn’t turn it’s user invisible. It instead makes them feel fatigued, as they quickly become physically gaunt and tired. Any body mass that got effected by this potion is partially wasted away by sudden muscle atrophy and is permanently lost, even after the potion wears off. Because of this, it’s quite dangerous to be afflicted by it, especially after multiple uses in a row.
Harming: It too has the exact same taste of the Potion of Weakness, except it’s effect is ABSOLUTELY GUT WRENCHING. Upon drinking it, it’s user will instantly double over in complete agony, as their guts are literally ravaged from the inside. Drinking this is akin to drinking pure acid, especially as it’s main side effect is making it’s user vomit blood profusely, along with internal bleeding. It is a highly fatal potion, and should NOT be drunk at all costs.
Slowness: At this point, you should already know that any potion that uses a spider eye as it’s base ingredient will probably taste disgusting. This potion is thankfully one of the ‘less’ painful ones in the whole series that uses spider eyes, as it doesn’t cause extreme internal pain or damage to it’s user. It instead makes them physically bloated and fatigued, which in turn makes it uncomfortable to them to walk around. The bloating passes away when it wears off, but can leave it’s user still feel quite queasy and even sleepy.
Turtle Master: One of the ‘newer’ potions to be made, it features a very unorthodox base ingredient, a turtle shell. It tastes like a mixture of turtle meat and keratin, which makes it feel starchy and salty. It’s kinda..... chicken flavored but not in a good way, but at least in terms of texture, it goes down easy as it’s very watery. As one of the primary effects is slowness, the user will experience bloating, but the additional effect of resistance will cause the user’s skin to thicken up and become quite leathery, in order to become more protected. The change to the user’s skin will fade away, but it’s recommended to slather some lotion on, to potentially avoid having some of the affected skin still partially retaining it’s leatheriness.
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