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#Dreamxr shit post
httpsdreamxr16 · 6 months
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i need a fucking lobotomy.
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httpsdreamxr16 · 2 years
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i miss when my blog felt like a safe place. i’m on edge everytime i post.
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httpsdreamxr16 · 18 days
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i’ve been gone for awhile.. life’s been good.. great even! everything i could of hoped for socially. but uh well i find myself back on here again because i think i’m falling back into that depressive hole i crawled out of.
maybe i’m just dramatic.. maybe i’m perfectly righteous. i’m still laying here sobbing to my pillow case because ill always convince myself i’m not enough. what is going on with me.. i just want to be myself again
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httpsdreamxr16 · 2 years
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that feeling of relapse <<< anything else
- downloading all my “ED” apps again
- charging my apple watch (even tho the screen shattered)
- body checking 24/7
- unintentionally competing with my mom (she’s a lil shit)
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httpsdreamxr16 · 11 months
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Hot Take:
Those “clean girls” & “pilates princesses” are literally Ana girls just reshaped in a way that’s not judged so heavily.
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httpsdreamxr16 · 11 months
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Hot take:
all those “healthy eating / healthy weight loss” tags are just mfs with orthorexia in denial
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don’t hate me
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httpsdreamxr16 · 1 year
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I feel so irrelevant sometimes. As if, if i were to die no one would notice; no one’s soul would feel a piece torn away. I feel scarred and ugly in my skin. My body feels as though it is slowly dying, while no one is the wiser.
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httpsdreamxr16 · 11 months
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am i ovulating? but i don’t get my period so do i still ovulate (me trying to figure out why i’m desperately “in the mood” for this guy)
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(i love memes i steal from twitter)
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httpsdreamxr16 · 1 year
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guys… i’m going on a date on thursday to the movies with this guy i met on a “dating app” 😬
fml i hate first dates/meeting up irl for the first FCK MY LIFEEEE why did i accept😭
he’s like shorter then i’m normal taste (he’s under 6”0) but as a taller girl i said fuck it why not. yes i was high asf when i said yes to the date… GAWD DAMN WHY AM I DOING FHIS!!
i mean he’s from a completely different end of my city but goes to a private school near me.. yeah he’s a private school kid 🧍‍♀️ anyways i’m nervous asf totally flipping out.. my anxiety is like AHHHH AHHH AHHH
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httpsdreamxr16 · 1 year
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nothing taste like academic validation ^-^
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httpsdreamxr16 · 9 months
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every time i get the smallest crush i lose all sanity.
like babe why did u go on a trip and there’s girls there 😀
i hate aquarius why can’t y’all just leave me alone i stg every person who speaks to me is an aquarius. and then they just turn into sex addicted animals after professing their love to me and i refuse to sleep w them..
IF WE HOLD HANDS YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO FUCK SOMEONE ELSE!!!
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httpsdreamxr16 · 10 months
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HELLO YOU LITTLE SHITS!!
ive been gone for awhile, my therapists were both on vacation so i was trying not to come on here to often because i didn’t wanna relapse too hard..
uhh but to catch y’all up!
- i have a job in my mums friends store. i’m basically gonna run the entire store by myself while she’s on vacation for the rest of july and august 🧍‍♀️
- I HAVE TWO ADORABLE CATS!!! they’re so cute ahh i wanna post pictures but i’m scared if my friends see it they’ll recognize them😅(im paranoid ok) one is mostly black with a small patch of white on her stomach, and her sister looks more like a traditional tuxedo cat)
-i have two serious BF applications from two guys ik and theres a third guy but he’s not fully bf material (story for another time)
OK SEE Y’A I GOTTA REPLY TO MY DMS NOW
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httpsdreamxr16 · 10 months
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dawg i applied to a job over 4 months ago
today, i was on the toilet and i got a call from a random number… THEY SET UP AN INTERVIEW W ME??? like it’s been 6 months dude so u guys just run through staff? what happened😭
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httpsdreamxr16 · 11 months
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scale of 1-10 how soon do y’all think until i go crazy
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httpsdreamxr16 · 11 months
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Hot take 3
Don’t talk about your ex to the person who has any interest in you (sexually & romantically).
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httpsdreamxr16 · 11 months
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when you haven’t aten in over 65 hours so ur mom decides to force u to sit in-front of her and finish ur food. with no youtube/smt to watch while eating.
i almost died guys i’m a major ipad kid, and she’s forcing me to sit in front of her for an hour and a half so i don’t purge it! EVEN THO I HAVENT PURGED IN FOREVER!!
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on a side note, i feel like i haven’t changed at all
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