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httpsdreamxr16 · 18 days

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Life Update!

seems like i do these every 6 months😂

• i have a boyfriend now! (started dating feb 3rd) it’s the boy i talked about going a date with.. we also went to walmart and held hands? anyways it’s going good

• i started working at my old old job again (august) and no one i knew last time i worked there works there anymore. on the bright side i’m pretty much best friends with all the girls who work there and we’ve become a big group of gals. who go clubbing, throw parties, hangout, etc

• i have tried my best to say recovered from my ed and y’a know i relapsed with binge and purging a few times but not too much. um i actually managed to lose some weight during all this up until recently where i (legit over the last three weeks) have gained so much weight like i’m so bloated and i have no idea what’s wrong (i could be pregnant… ill do a test just to be sure i’m not)

•uhh yeah idk what else to put besides also over the last two weeks ive been getting more and more depressed..

#dreamxr updates #poc thiinsp0 #tw eating things #model thin #buliimix #dark romanticism #i wanna lose weight #rexiia #thinsi #i need to lose so much weight #ana rant #ana recovery #bulim1c #mitski

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httpsdreamxr16 · 18 days

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I feel like people should understand that not every person with an ed is always underweight or even at a normal weight. People with ed's are all shapes and sizes and still suffering

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httpsdreamxr16 · 18 days

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i’ve been gone for awhile.. life’s been good.. great even! everything i could of hoped for socially. but uh well i find myself back on here again because i think i’m falling back into that depressive hole i crawled out of.

maybe i’m just dramatic.. maybe i’m perfectly righteous. i’m still laying here sobbing to my pillow case because ill always convince myself i’m not enough. what is going on with me.. i just want to be myself again

#dreamxr shit post #dreamxr is depressed #dreamxr shit posts #ana trigger #ana recovery #ana0rex1a #buliimix #bulim1c #bulim1a #bul1m14 #i hope i don’t go onto a depressive episode #depressing post #kinda depressing #depression #depressing shit #anxi4ty

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httpsdreamxr16 · 4 months

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𝕲𝖗𝖊𝖊𝖓 & 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖜𝖓 🌲🤎

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httpsdreamxr16 · 4 months

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@academia-lucifer

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httpsdreamxr16 · 6 months

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i need a fucking lobotomy.

#Dreamxr shit post #kinda depressing #losing my sanity #ana ed #ana fast #4n0rexic #4norex1a #4n4rexia #not pr0 4na #4n4m1a #bulimiii #bulim1c #ed not sherran #ed but not sheeran #buliimix #@n0r3xia #ed not ed sheeran

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httpsdreamxr16 · 8 months

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httpsdreamxr16 · 9 months

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every time i get the smallest crush i lose all sanity.

like babe why did u go on a trip and there’s girls there 😀

i hate aquarius why can’t y’all just leave me alone i stg every person who speaks to me is an aquarius. and then they just turn into sex addicted animals after professing their love to me and i refuse to sleep w them..

IF WE HOLD HANDS YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO FUCK SOMEONE ELSE!!!

#dreamxr is intoxicated #dreamxr shit posts #aquarius #scorpio #delulu #era: fml #kinda depressing #tw eating things #poc thiinsp0 #model thin #buliimix #@n0r3xia #this is depressing #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ana y mia #ana bllog

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httpsdreamxr16 · 9 months

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I WENT ON A DATE???!!!

so i went on a date with this guy… he’s pretty cool we laugh a lot but i’m an idiot and don’t realize when people like me whenever i’m not purposely trying to get them to like me.

anyways i thought this was a hangout at first because as i previously mentioned i’m a dumbass👍

BUT it was super fun!! we went thrifting, had dinner (he paid), went to walmart (he paid), went to a shoppers parking lot then a gas station(he paid)

even when i didn’t want him to pay (me the whole time) he still would like “battle” me until i just let him pay… also u customer service people how dare you always listen to him instead of me🫵

i mean i always make the guy pay for the girl at my store too but like IM DIFFERENT😭

anyways it was super fun we took a bunch of videos and pictures of us hanging out!

OH WE HELD HANDS IN WALMART AND IT WAS GREAT! (ik u think i’m a toddler now, but no i just haven’t had soft physical touch in years)

ok u guys know that me and the males are at war always but he.. i could actually see myself dating and hanging out with all the time.

this is no shade to him because i think he’s so cute but i feel like he’s not out of my league which is probably why i see myself dating him.. i feel like we are exactly equal vs usually i feel guys are below my league or out of my league!

anyways uhh he normally doesn’t stay up late so i would be surprised if he’s just sleeping all day but he hasn’t texted me yet😅

also he knew i’m anxious asf and shit he’s so sweet ab it

i’ll keep updating!

#Dreamxr shit posts #first date kinda nervous #first date #first hangout #tw ana fast #ana rant #ana recovery #poc thiinsp0 #tw eating things #model thin #buliimix #new crush #ed not sherran #ed not ed sheeran #skip dinner get thinner #skipdinnerwakeupthinner

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httpsdreamxr16 · 10 months

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HELLO YOU LITTLE SHITS!!

ive been gone for awhile, my therapists were both on vacation so i was trying not to come on here to often because i didn’t wanna relapse too hard..

uhh but to catch y’all up!

- i have a job in my mums friends store. i’m basically gonna run the entire store by myself while she’s on vacation for the rest of july and august 🧍‍♀️

- I HAVE TWO ADORABLE CATS!!! they’re so cute ahh i wanna post pictures but i’m scared if my friends see it they’ll recognize them😅(im paranoid ok) one is mostly black with a small patch of white on her stomach, and her sister looks more like a traditional tuxedo cat)

-i have two serious BF applications from two guys ik and theres a third guy but he’s not fully bf material (story for another time)

OK SEE Y’A I GOTTA REPLY TO MY DMS NOW

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httpsdreamxr16 · 10 months

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dawg i applied to a job over 4 months ago

today, i was on the toilet and i got a call from a random number… THEY SET UP AN INTERVIEW W ME??? like it’s been 6 months dude so u guys just run through staff? what happened😭

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httpsdreamxr16 · 11 months

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guys.. i decided to wear my cargo pants today.. the last time i wore them was earlier this year (dec2022-Feb2023) and back then they were super tight around my stomach and thighs, like i broke the button on em. they were at least a size and a half too small..

NOW THO- they’re literally baggy like half a size too big at least!! there like actual breathing room between the fabric and my thighs and stomach likeee whaaa the past few days i was convinced i gained weight, turns out it was the opposite

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httpsdreamxr16 · 11 months

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My mum came home from work and kept questioning me on why i look so skinny, how much weight i’ve seemed to have lost, etc.. saying that my shoulders and chest seem so much smaller..

i was having a bad few days feeling very “large” and that helped so much<3

she even asked if i’ve been starving myself again