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drawlody · 12 days

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My list of Adam ships♡ n my opinion bout them (also fics rec :D)

Adam x Luicfer (Adamsapple/Duitarduck) 10/10

Need i say more:)))??!?! started out as a "haha funny slip-up ship" to "hey they got really good angst potential". The friends/lovers to enemies to lovers is STRONG with this one n i am eating up everything i could found on ao3. Smth bout this macho-ass man finally getting to stay back n not take charge for once feel nice, also princess Adam supermacy wooooo. Whoever came up with the ship name i applaud u cause that's like a 3 layers name(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

It's not an Adamsapple fic without Adam having at least 1 mental breakdown n Lucifer have his guilt eating him alive:)))

Very fucked up torture but i swear it worth the pain:D The dove is so dead it start to rot so plz read the tags properly (plz check out the AngeliaDark other works too they got good shit)

This one have a splits so check out both the fics (beware the author have a skrewed sense of what is considered wholesome:))))

I didnt think a smut scene could be this sad

Adam x Lute (Guitarspear/Guardrock) 10/10

Litteraly my first Hazbin ship, assholes in love is an underrated dynamic we desperately need more off:))) That with a dash of evil dude x loyal subordinate (which i havent seen since the Deathglare days) n opposite attract (look they have one main thing in common is that their extreme bloodthirst, other than that she's stricter than ur mom n he's lazier than the Sloth ring itself but that the beauty of it no? He convince her to chill tf out n not to burst a blood vessel, she keep him on track n make sure Sera dont come on their asses)

They're just being silly enabling each other terrible behaviour n i love that for them (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) Litteral besties i tell ya

Heavy non-con shit involving Val but Lute will revenge our boi i promised u that

Cool idea n they r just made for each other damn

First hazbin fic i read which is a really cool smut:D

Adam x Micheal (we need a ship name people ) (update: it's Songbird/Guitarhero) 10/10

I like how we dont even got a proper comfirmation of Micheal design/personality yet the ship is here already ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ( im using the Nakariiale's design as a base here love their design)

Hit me with that rebound love x "u look like my ex so im using u as a replacement but ill fall for the real u eventually" x co-workers in heaven. I'm thinking smth along the line of "after Lucifer fucked off with Lilith, Micheal became Adam guardian angel n they just hang out" ya feel me here? (✿◕‿◕✿)

Shout out to Bloog_b for dragging me into this ship:DDD also im on the Adam x the archangels ship as a "gotcha" to Lucifer of sort. Like bitch u stole my wives imma steal your brotherS

Look it's Adamsapple endgame but trust me u will be feed well on this ( u know how good u gotta be for people to ditch the main ship?)

I'm giving yall 4 fics here cause i can only found 4 rn(._. )

this one is uhh non-con so beware

Micheal is indeed Adam guardian angel in this one:D

Adam x Eve (Flowertunes) 8/10

I dont care what yall said they love each other throughout Eden n Earth , might have a falling out in heaven but that doesnt change the fact that they were once IN LOVE. Honestly why cant we just have a couple that have the same bright-eyed innocence like one another.I refuse to believe Eve like willingly cheat on Adam with malicious intent n all, simply she was indeed ''tricked'' or just not fully understand the sistuation, n Adam love her way too much to think that she would do that to him like Lilith. Hell the dude was heartbroken after L left , starting the abandonment issues, so he would have cling to Eve, doing everything so that he aint alone again, even if that mean leaving Eden

Honestly it pisses me off that the Adam/Eve tag on ao3 most of the time is just 1 dialouge between them back when Eve bit the apple n thats it no elaboration on the couple whatsoever >:(((

Lots of switcharoos

sinner eve woooo

look its hard trynna find a fic focusing on them ok?

Adam x St. Peter (Guitargreeter (bet ya didnt see that coming:))) 7/10

Base on this fanfic alone Joe my dude u r on the path of becoming THE Adam crack-ship writer n i am here for this:)))) just so u wait this dude gonna whip out a AdamxNifty , AdamxHusk fic later on ( •̀ ω •́ )✧

From within the fic itself the ship its 2 bros in love with homophobia standing in the way >:( also when did we have a name?!?!?!?

I just like Adam x anyone in heaven alright:D like bro famous n he got that ancient rizz, u telling mr he cant bag a hottie or 2-100+ hmm?

Adam x Alastor (Angelicradio) 8/10

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ABOUT THEM THAT I SHIP I JUST DO φ(゜▽゜*)♪ i blame YOU honestly rn this ship is either Adam found Al after the fight n they make a deal or they're in heaven n they chillin this ship is confusing:D

They're angels on heaven

Adam gone back into eden n do shit differently

This is both Adam/Eve n Adam/Alastor kinda

Adam x Alastor x Lucifer (Angelicradioapple/ Charlie's dads (only me call them that lol)) 9/10

''Hey Charlie u know how u r sad that your mother left? Wellllllll i got you 2 new dads suprise:DDDD''

Look 3 miserable men who hate each other + hell's greatest dad + my love for Dadam = Messy ass old men yaoi :DDDD n it work perfectly with Alastor Asexuality too!!! Like Adam n Lucifer could fuck each other brains out before Al joining in for the cuddles lol

Chaos ensue

Not exactly a love triangle but a love corner but hey we barely got food here :D

I cant believe how hot this shit is lol

Adam x Eve x Lilith x Lucifer (Eden poly/ applecore?) 8/10

They could have been all married to each other(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ But as much as i go "OooOooo Poly yay'' i just cant vibe with EvexLucifer, like the cheating vibes is wayyyyyyyyy too much i just cant man . I mean with the interpetation that Lucifer came to Eden to hang out with the humans they all know eachother, they're a throuple yes but BUT when Eve came into the picture it was only with Adam n him only so the other 2 is ehhhh. Im fine with EvexLilith cause im seeing it happening later, not hidden from Adam while LuciferxEve got that deception going on .So uhhh in this ship they're more like bestie than lovers to me¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also AdamxLilith is an underrated pairing like everytime i saw this applecore thing going on these 2 r at most tolerate each other like cmonnnnn we already twist this to hell n back, why cant we make it so their arguement was a petty non-malicious one n they still cares for each other hmm???

They're one happy family

IDK what to tell u bittersweet reunion n loving family is the only typa fic u get with this ship

Not that im complaining i need this wholesomeness

Adam x Mammon (Adammon/Madam/Greedyguitar/ 1st chirstmas.... hasnt had an offical name yet) 10/10

They r litteraly same person different font idk what to tell u. More insults thrown around than Guitarspear but they're pretty similar. Adam is just " sinners suck ass but this dude is the worst in the best way". Also they're both big bois (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ , they love towering over others

I'm sorry but there r barely BARELY

any fics of them :(

The art side is more plentiful tho :D

Adam x Angel Dust (Holydust/guitardust) 5/10

THEY ARE BESTIES YOUR HONOUR n that the exact reason why i cant see them be together as a couple 100%, like the shit-talking bff vibes r wayyyy too strong XD Angel finally got someone who have the same vulgar humour as him n if Adam got married in hell Angel would 100% be his best bitch of honour (≧∀≦)ゞq(≧▽≦q)

They're best friends who have casual no-string attached sex that is ACTUALLY no-string attached:)))

I came to ship them due to those "What if they're co-workers under Val' scenarios ive been seeing on Tumblr

I got like 1 fic on ao3 i mean if u r looking for just platonic friendship between them then rest asure most Adam's redemption fics have that

I got 1 fic on tumblr

Adam x Charlie (Charadam/Guitarprincess) 5/10

U know this ship give me a pretty bad first impression since a good chunk of the fics r either heavy non-con shit or lean wayyyyy to much into the daddy kink, ya know how Charlie got suppose daddy issues n all that jazz?:))) yeah that... that

But after seeing the art side of this ship im chillin with them now, since the art r pretty wholesome, usually having them decked out in punk-rock clothings hanging out. It's a big "Fuck you" to Lucifer n i live for these mf argueing ╰(*°▽°*)╯

So uhhh stay away from the fics if ya want an actual functional couple instead of wtv messed up shit we got there:))) But here's a fic anyway, the only one where it feel bearable n actual trynna go into said messed up relationship i already warn you

We got cracks like Guitarmaid (AdamxNifty), Valadam (AdamxVal) which i dont have enough materials to decied, Classicalrock (AdamxSera) sound interesting but also havent found anything , Guitarhalo (AdamxEmily) is an unexpected find, find i deem them to be more familial than romantic so we'll see if there's a fic good enough to convince me

Edit:i forgot to add Blitzo like Mammon already there why did i forgot

Adam x Blitzo (i dont think anyone even ship this but me:)) 7/10

I cant find a single fic where they has anything more than a 1 nightstand n 1 interaction where they hit it off , i live off imagination alone (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) but like fr fr they would match so well, like their bloodlust n general jerkiness would make them the 3rd asshole x asshole ship on this list :DDDD

Tho as much as i wanna see them go further i feel like an on-n-off relationship/friends with benefits fit em more ya know ( *^-^)ρ(*╯^╰) If ya have any fic but the 2 here that have them interact lemme know cause a bitch need food :)

This is a lot of tag(._. )

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theghoulboysblog · 7 days

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I'm sad.

Not angry or disapointed or betrayed. Just sad. Like to the point of not eating or sleeping. Just bc of watcher. And no I'm not sad at the paywall. Im sad that their getting all this backlash. I cant imagin Ryan rn. I hope he's ok. But I'm just sad that people are saying their evil and that Shanes iconic "eat the rich" is being used against him, as well as Stevens rich-boy-tesla standpoint. It makes me angry. All I do is look at comments. All day. I took off my apprenticeship today bc I'm so upset. I know it sounds like I'm obsessed, but I'm just sad. For watcher, and their fans, and what they think their doing. I just feel sad bc I can see Ryan and Steven and Shane freaking out about what they had done and looking at our mean comments and videos with misty eyes. I've watched the video essays. And it's just sad. I want to hug them and tell them its alright. But I cant and I'm sad. I don't know if I'll even be ok. It's just rough. I know Im acting like I know them but i don't and I don't know if what their doing is for greed and money. And its just a sad thought with a sad situation and I feel sick just reading these fucking comments. Im sad and i cant do anything about it.

Oh, I’m so sorry Jupiter!!! :( I totally get it! Try to eat something if you can (even if it’s just a tiny small snack) and definitely try to take a break!

I’m sure you know this, but looking through all those negative comments all day really isn’t good for your mental health! I had to stop scrolling on this app after three minutes because there was way too much negativity and fighting and it was making me sad!

I’m not saying to quit scrolling cold turkey, because I’m not gonna give you advice that I myself can’t even follow, but try to close the app if you notice yourself seeing too much sadness! That’s what I do! :)

Also, if you see someone on your feed posting takes that make you particularly upset or a tag that seems to hold too much negative conversation, don’t hesitate to utilize that block or unfollow button if you feel that would make you happier!

Don’t forget that old Watcher content is and will forever remain on YouTube, so if ya want something to comfort you, who better to do it than the three Watcher guys!?! :) 💛

So in summary, try to avoid or limit time looking at comments as much as possible and take care of yourself (both mentally and physically!) 🫶🫶🫶 Much love from the ol’ ghoul!!!

#prioritize your health and happiness jupiter! 🫶#you’re doin’ great! :)#aly answers

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mistysharks · 1 year

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get to know me tag meme

tagged by @hilarychuff !

rules: tag (8-10) people who you want to get to know better. (but i wont beacuse Im a rebel shh)

relationship status: coming up for 10 months married to a straight cis man can you believe (he lets me yell at him about how hard it is to write smut though so we don't hold that against him)

favorite color: really really varies but I've been in a soft pink mood lately

three favorite foods: Chinese hot pot from a place that's gotten waay too popular lately (I have to book like a week in advance! wtf!), vegan Pho and crepes at the moment! Any kind of veggie pie/tart has my heart for homecooked stuff tho

top 3 tv shows: oh that's hard i don't watch that much at the moment! Hmm.... well stranger things duh, Sense8 made me cry but in a good way and Orphan black is my all time favourite for sure!

top 3 characters:..look, sometimes you see a sweaty metalhead from the eighties and cant decide if you want to be him or fuck him and thats ok. So yeah, Eddie Munson followed closely by Wei Ying (the untamed) because goth gremlins from ancient fantasy china are also good and... Jaskier from the witcher. Because i'm also a fan of pathetic men lol (this list needs more women?? Honourable mentions to: Cosima(orphan black) Chrissy(ST), and Byleth(FE3)

what i’m currently reading: look I am a shame to my family of bibliophiles but I'm too busy reading fanfiction and last time i tried to read YA it was REAL BAD Last books I really enjoyed were Legends and Lattes and Iron Widow though

song stuck in my head: BUT ITS NOT REAL!! AND YOU DON'T EXIST!!! AND I CAN'T RECALL THE LAST TIME I WAS KISSED (cielings - Lizzy McAlphine I blame tiktok but also the song is great?)

last movie watched: God I've not watched a movie in ages apparently?? I think its still my neighbour totoro from like a month ago. I started watching the Kdrama Love to hate you on netflix though which is absolutely unhinged but very fun so far

last thing i googled: apparently its just "Valentines day" and I have no memory of this

last song i listened to was: Perfect for you by peach PRC

dream trip: I mean Iceland would be amazing, but I'm finally visiting Orkney and the Shetlands this year and I am EXCITED. Also I would love to go back to Venice one day and not be high on flu medicine pls thanks

time: 11:30 - enjoying my day off even though it did start with me having to get up at 8 for the shower repair man :(

anything i really want right now: a delicious free lunch that i don't have to make myself lol

tagging: Whoever sees this? Youre it now sorry thems the rules that I just made up

#tag game #RIP hils overalls my condolences

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rileyesquiremd · 7 months

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I'm riley!!!!!

Hi hih i hihi! Im Riley Esquire. Not my real last name. AND im not a doctor either. Now that is only a taste of what you will learn in this upcoming intro post!

INFO... UNDER THE CUT!

Sooo >:3 a few things about me .

Im 22! Im a transguy, he/him but any prns if you know me and you like to have a little gender fun im not stopping u. im bi, just incase you need to know for having a crush on me reasons.

This is a sideblog, so if i follow you it'll be from dyna's blog, which isnt mine but we share a body so you know rest assured SOMEBODY in here will be looking at your posts!

A couple things I like:

Dancing/music/concerts/raves!!! pls send me music recs anytime i love listening to new songs.

Explorin, finding out abt new things to do and see. idc if ive never birdwatched or taxidermied an animal before or if ive never rummaged thru a scrapyard but id love to try it with u!!!

Doodling my friends and loved ones, and rendering my husbands pieces w him.... here we have posted some but we dont update as often as we should!!

Talking w people and helping out! body energy levels are low but id love to stay up all nite chatting with u or. well id say helping u move in to your place but i dont know you and i cant go all the way to Seattle to help you.

NOw lets get specific!!!!!

I have a letterboxd!!!! me and my headmates share it, so theres a lotta genres in there. but generally, i like fantasy, sci fi, adventure, action, drama. sometimes its a little hard for me to keep up with artsy movies but ill watch them. and i generally dont like horror at all. (sorry beau)

i dont play games TOO much, but i like co op games(tho, im not very good at them, so sometimes i get discouraged when i lose a lot.), adventure games, rpgs, casual games, and boardgames!!!!

asfor books!! i dont read too often but ill read anything. i've recently read the mysterious benedict society which was really charming. id honestly love to read A Thornbush Tale/Chesscourt series from The Northern Caves, I wish they existed........

comics! I kinda just hang out and read them with beau thats more his thing. but i like the comedies! ha ha funny sidekick go!!

MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

generally, i have a lot of overlap with Beau's taste, so, rock/metal, electronica, EDM and industrial. however they lean toward synthwave more and i like more classic rock and oldies stuff. he HATES it when i want to play Everyday by buddy holly. but IM sayin, his names fuckin BUDDY!!!! this song cant be ominous

uhhh but ya send me songs !

as for specific medias, u can ask me abt them, but im not making a list of things im into! you will just have to find out.

but rest assured. triggers will be tagged. posts will be queued. you will have a great day!

and remember:

be kind!

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kaz11283 · 3 years

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300 Followers Drabble

Drabble 2

(Lust struck, humor, Bad Loki, no real warnings)

Alarm bells wede going off as you sat with your brother in the lab looking at the staff that one of the guards had brought in. You glanced up for a second before looking back down tryong to figure out exactly what it was.

"Whats going on out there?" You asked Bruce.

"I dont know, probably bringing in Loki." He said crouching down beside you. "Alright weponds expert, what are you thinking?"

"That bringing him on board is the dumbest idea anyone has ever had." You said looking at him, causing him to give you a sideways glare. "What? Oh this thing? This I dont know about, alien crap if you ask me, only one that will know anything about it is Thunder Boys brother."

"Thor," he said straighening up and stretching his back. "Really, the more you hang out woth Tony the more you sound like him." He sighed.

"Shut it Jolly Green. I didn't want to come on this voyage, remember? You literally pack my crap and carried me on here. If I'm hanging out with Stark to much its because right now hes really the only one I can stand." You glanced up to see multiple guards come walking by the windows of the lab surrounding a man you had never seen before. He had black hair, wore emerald leather that formed to him quite nicely, and had stunning blue eyes that you felt could see through you. In that moment it was like everything stood still as he glanced over your way and gave a cunning smile, in that moment you could have sworn that his eyes had shifted from ice blue to a bright green color.

"Hello earth to y/n." Bruce snapped his fingers in front of your face causing you to jump. It was then that you noticed the rest of the team filling in to the lab.

"I could stand him too." You murmmered.

"Ah yes, Loki, my brother. He was quite the charmer on Asguard also." Thor laughed.

"No, y/n, hes a bad guy. You know the one that we are fighting? Remember the reason your here?" Bruce half way yelled.

"Ya know, Brucie, I never really thanked you for bring me with you." You said before walking toward the door.

"Wh- wait. Where are you going?"

"Well as the weponds expert and all I have to figure out exactly what this thing does so im gonna follow the tall, really good looking, evil god and ask him." You said slipping on your jacket and pointing to where the guards had lead Loki.

"What? No no no no- and shes gone." Bruce sighed leaning back with his head in his hand.

ANNOUNCEMENT: Not gonna lie im really enjoying doing these. I have just been finding GIFs on pintrest and going with what felt right to write! I know im not giving much time between them but I just cant help it lol. I have apperantly been missing this very much and i am so happy to be back writing, my own little escape from the world! Thank you guys again so much for the support that I have received and if you have any request at all feel free to send them my way!

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saralynnx · 2 years

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I posted 423 times in 2021

305 posts created (72%)

118 posts reblogged (28%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 0.4 posts.

I added 1,069 tags in 2021

#hood: wakefield - 173 posts

#wakefield y1 - 173 posts

#ts2 - 126 posts

#reblog - 100 posts

#wy1 summer - 97 posts

#household: underwood - 90 posts

#simblr - 81 posts

#sims 2 simblr - 78 posts

#wy1 spring - 76 posts

#sims 2 screenshots - 75 posts

Longest Tag: 137 characters

#and the fact that so many people i know actually feel and believe the government is doing the best they can because the economy cant just

My Top Posts in 2021

Benjamin and Annette share their first kiss. <3

25 notes • Posted 2021-01-14 17:40:48 GMT

Shit.

28 notes • Posted 2021-01-17 17:41:33 GMT

@frauhupfner requested Penelope for download, so here she is! Please feel free to do whatever you want with her! I’d prefer if she didn’t suffer too much, but if it is an accident or part of your challenge, its okay. :P

Her hair is a default, so if you want her to have the same hair she is pictured with, you can get it here.

Also, her glasses should come with her, but just in case they don’t, you can grab them here.

Everything else is default stuff, so she’ll show up in whatever the original outfits are, or whatever you have defaulted for those outfits. Enjoy!

Edited to add she is packaged as a YA sim! So you’ll have to either play her through uni or age her up with mods or SimPE.

ALSO, her Outerwear is actually not default! So if you want that as well you can find it here, I don’t know if she is package with it or not. It’s the Clumsy Alien Page Coat :]

Download (Mediafire)

31 notes • Posted 2021-01-30 20:51:21 GMT

Meet Lola Butler, Arcadia’s founder, first, and only resident, for the time being.

Lola is a Knowledge sim. Her personality is 4/9/6/1/5. Her Turn Ons are Hard Worker & Mechanical. Her Turn Off is Athleticism. Her LTW is to Become Head of the SCIA.

32 notes • Posted 2021-11-28 20:02:07 GMT

So I kind of thought up my own challenge? Or rather, my own way to start and play a hood.

Start with a single sim, send them through uni. You can randomize aspects of the sim, or choose everything, its up to you. Basically as they go through uni, they will naturally amass friends. Depending on their aspiration, they could make 1 friend or 10 friends, either way it doesn't matter as long as they befriend someone.

Once they graduate (or drop out lol), move them back into the main hood. One by one, invite their uni friends over, move them in so they become playable, and then move each friend out into his or her own household. Then play rotationally from there! Eventually, most of these sims will get married and/or have children somehow. And these children will grow up and make friends with each other and with townie children.

When a child ages up to a teen, age all of their townie friends with them. Then when they age from teen to YA, send them to college along with their townie friends and repeat the process.

The 'goal' is to watch and see how the hood grows organically with the result being that no other CAS sims get added to the hood besides the initial founding sim. If the hood dies out, you can end the challenge, or start over with another single CAS sim.

I'm probably going to start playing this way tomorrow night. What do you all think?

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theravencawsatmidnight · 3 years

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Rabbit ii

More of my purely indulgent fic of Draco Malfoy 💚

W! Mean! Draco(kinda) possessiveness

Tags @khemz1312 @squeaky-ducky

Draco pulled himself away from you to fix his robes and roll his shoulders straightening himself out. The stare he gave you made you shake in your knees, what did you do? It was his lackeys not you..

“The next time.. this happens..”

“It was them not me!”

Draco raised a brow at you, at that raised voice. He stepped over grabbing your face with a smile that seemed to go all the way up his face.”who are you yelling at?”

“Im not.. i.. i mean..i didn't mean too..”

“Should i tell Hufflepuff they have a cheater in the house?”

“No!!” You grabbed his robe pleading with him.

Draco let go of your face to rub your cheek with his thumb. “Say your a good badger who would never yell at her superior” he told her with a smirk.

You did not want to cry in front of him, everytime you did he would lick your cheek and tell you how sweet you taste.. instead you hid your face in his chest to hide your tears while you spoke. “Im a good ba-badger who would never yell at her superior”

You could feel Draco stroking your back in slow movements. “Such a well behaved badger, a good rabbit.” Slowly he took his wand out. “But i think.. i should still punish you.”

The same second you looked up at him he waved his wand around at you .

Everything got much.. much bigger around you. Everything seemed closer and your sense of smell was heightened.. and all you could think about was carrots….

Draco kneeled down, tipping his head looking satisfied with himself . “Perfect. Lets hope i can figure out how to change you back. But never mind that, lets go to class” he scooped you up in his hands and held you up by a nearby mirror looking very happy. “Look at you, so fluffy now” . Your long ears shot up and you began to panic. You were a white rabbit.

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You were panicking in his grip. No no no. not this. You cant talk, nothing! You had to completely rely on Draco till he changed you back… you looked up at the happy man who was making kiss faces at you telling you how cute you looked like this. He opened his cloak to place you inside a pocket and scratched your head with a finger. “Off we go yeah?” he teased as he started to walk. Draco was so focused on you he did not realize his father had passed him in the hall seeing him talk to a snowy white rabbit. All you could think about was changing back and running away, somewhere safe. Maybe Hagids Hut...but all you could do for right now was wait it out.

The class was spells with Professor Snape. Your ears fell behind you when you heard his voice. He would not help you change back. Draco sat down in the back taking you out of his pocket to place you on his lap and scratch your chin. The look he gave you was demeaning…. So happy with himself, satisfied with his work. Treating you like a legit animal and turning you into one. What if he never figured out how to change you back!? You hopped in a circle on his lap panicking all over again. Snape isint gonna help me, what am i gonna do ?! what if i hop away and find help, but i cant talk!! And Draco would probably turn me into a frog ! what about.. McGonagall, she can turn into a cat maybe she could help me...

“Shh shh… pretty rabbit” he spread his legs slouching in his chair.” Be good and i might change you back.” his tone was condescending and hurtful, he had all the power right now. Your ears fell behind you again and you hopped to his stomach nuzzling his shirt up and over your eyes trying to pretend you were anywhere else. He cooed down at you scratching your rear and tugging your ear lightly. “Arent you cute when you wanna be ey? You didint want to snuggle the other night but look at you now.” you felt his hand scratch at your rear again. Why would i want to snuggle after what you did… “I like having you there Rabbit. Gets you used to my scent and i can feel your little wet nose wiggling against my chest, your cold padded front feet kneading my lap.” shut up.. I hate this, i hate it.. his long fingers stroked along your back, back and forth. “Your so fragile like this, a defenseless little Rabbit, if i change you back will you do this for me when your human?” he asked you, expecting an answer. What? Does he mean cuddle? You shook your head and budged your face into his chest feeling really sad. Why me, he could have picked on anyone else. If he changes me back im going to ask… You stretched a leg out getting sleepy. Why does that feel .. so nice.. Why is he being like this.. “aww, “ he tickled your little foot, smirking big. “Comfy on me? How adorable. Lets hope Snape doesn't call on me for some bloody demonstration” Draco turned his attention to the man, a hand still on your back rubbing ever so slowly, lulling you right to sleep.

Later on you woke up from the sound of students and the smell of food. It was dark and you could only see Draco a little bit . you must be in his pocket again. I slept the whole class? Is it lunchtime? The day is almost over then. Im hungry.. Dracos robe pockets were deep, deep enough for you to sit comfortably in his robe with two front feet sticking out in front of you. It was cozy… you wished it wasn't. All you could smell was him, all you could really hear was him, him him him… You yawned kicking your back feet around alerting Draco that you were awake. He moved his arm a bit so his robe opened making it easy for him to see you. He smiled down at you and held out some of a carrot for you. “Have a nice nap Pet? You slept the whole class” he held his robe open with his free hand .

You sniffed the carrot hearing your tummy growl. Dammit why is he like this… i am hungry..

It was mentally painful for you to do but you held your mouth open and Draco placed the carrot on your bottom teeth chuckling to himself.

“Malfoy? Where'd you get the rabbit?” Crabb asked him, from the opposite side of the table.

“Never took you for an animal lover mate.” Goyle added.

“None of your business, its for class” he snapped at them before feeding you again.

Ugn,,, just give me the whole thing… you kicked your feet and Draco glanced down at you again. “Hungry still? Can you give me the big sad eyes?”

You want me to beg you.. While im a rabbit.. For food!? When is this going to end…

You sighed low, moved your front paws together so they overlapped, lowered your ears till they touched your back and gave Draco the biggest, saddest eyes you could do, you even added in a lip quiver.

“Thaaaats my good Rabbit, my good girl.” he held out the whole carrot and you took it into the pocket nibbling like crazy.

“Hes talking to his rabbit”

“Just.. just dont say anything…”

After lunch Draco decided to just stroll around the castle. He talked about himself mostly or his father. He had you up on his shoulder and was outside the castle just walking around. Everyone he passed either gave him a look or asked about his companion. If they were not Slytherin he did not even look at them. But if they were of his House he would tell them he had a special class assignment and had to drag a rat around all day. Every now and then he would nuzzle his cheek on you while he walked, hands in his pockets, smile on his face, head in the clouds.

“Ya know Rabbit, this is the best day i've had in a long time i think. Its a lot less tiring than making hell for that Gryffindor kid. How bout you Pet? Good day?” he looked at you nuzzling you again.

I cannot…. Begin to explain how awful this is… i'm not your little accessory. Its your lackey's fault i'm stuck like this. I think you are a - wah!

Draco brought you to his chest to hold you as he sat down near a small river with flowers next to it. He had one leg up and placed you between them to scratch your chin. “Want a little treat for being so good?” he leaned over picking a flower, holding it down to you.

Are you kidding me…

“No? Cmon love, cheers”

You thumped a foot opening your mouth for him to place the little dandelion in. “good little Rabbit, tasty?”

You swallowed the flower whole with wide eyes. It is good.. You got out of his lap to hop to the flowers munching another and another making Draco laugh to himself. “Well i guess so Pet.” he watched you munch on a few flowers for awhile, leaning back on his hands. “Rabbit” he said.

What now… You turned to him with your ears back.

“Come to me,” he pat his lap. “Cmon, right here”

Im not a damn dog.. You hopped over between his legs again and he scratched your back in long strokes.Ugn dooonttt.. Il fall asleep again … Your little body slouched over his thigh and you nuzzled your face into his crotch closing your eyes.

“Must be the sweet spot yeah?” he glided his fingers down then up your fuzzy back watching your back legs kick out from under you. You were getting sleepy all over again. Dammit why.. Just stay… aw..aw...awak...e…

“If only you would let me do this when your human.” you heard him say.

Wait what? What did he say just now? Your nose wiggled and you laid your chin on his crotch staring up at him.

“What? I told you i dont know how to change you back” he spat out looking away.

Maybe,, pretend to sleep…

You nuzzled your face back into his crotch closing your eyes and Draco laid his head on his knee watching you.

“Those fucking two trying to touch you, i dont know what came over me. Your mine, Little Rabbit. No one can touch you, no one can have you, no one can take you away from me. Not your stupid House, not the teachers, no one. Youll stay loyal to me wont you? Thats what Hufflepuff is. My loyal little Rabbit.”

What.. what does this mean?does he plan to keep me with him after graduation?! You wiggled around and Draco scooped you up laying down with you on his chest. You looked scared to him. Draco scratched your head and you scooted closer to his face putting a foot on his chin.

“Yes little Rabbit?”

I dont understand you.. Why are you being so soft right now.. All the time your mean and cruel to me but today… i dont understand. Is this all a trick to get me to fall for you? Mess with my head?

Draco pouted his lips at you. “Hmm? Give us a kiss, Pet” he fake whimpered.

I swear when im changed….

You moved your foot getting closer to nuzzle his face. Draco smiled pulling you closer and closing his eyes. “Good little Rabbit.” he dozed off holding you.

I could leave… find help.. Your body felt weird all of a sudden. Whats going on ? im floating?! Draco!! Draco!!! You struggled in the air watching Draco get farther and farther away. You floated back inside the castle and up some stairs to a open door where a man was waving his wand around directing you. He had long blond hair and looked very curious. You knew who he was the instant he put you on his desk.

His hand cupped your chin giving him a good look at you. Your squeezing too tight.. Please.. It hurts..

“Black and yellow eyes,. A Hufflepuff student.” he stroked your back in long hard strokes while he talked. “How did my son come across you? I wonder? I think ill hold onto you, he should realize soon enough..”

Lucious Malfoy… anyone but him… Malfoy was tolerable.. But his father… please come find me Draco…….and soon.

#😤draco #draco x hufflepuff!reader #draco x reader #draco malfoy

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khaleesiofalicante · 3 years

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OK MY ELECTRICITY WENT BUT IM HERE WITH MY LIVE BLOG. Im also wearing a tiara i found during cleaning at 2 38 am...

LXI'S STILL HAVING THOSE DREAMS

You see, that’s how Lexi functioned. Unlike Selena who had a weekly planner with her name doodled on it, Lexi didn’t like having a schedule. She would decide what she wanted to do when she wanted it.

SAME LEXI SAME

IM SORRY IF THIS IS MSOTLY IN CAPS IM TOO EXCITED

lexi

lexi why are you in pain

what what what

whats happening

im freaking out

GEORGIA

There were six of them. Each handle in one colour of the pride flag.

gimme

THE ACADEMY

NO NO NO

these demons can talk as well.

that's what bothers me the most

CLARY STFU YOU KNOW DAMN WELL YOU FOUGHT A WAR AT 15. I know she's worried for valid reasons but im losing it right now.

calm its ok its gonna be ok

georgia collecting the ichor-

i love her so much

Lexi didn’t think it was possible, but the sight somehow made her gayer than before.

me every time i look at amy or rosa from b99

OLIVIA

“Of course you are not dying!” Lexi said severely. “Neither one of us is allowed to die before we finish binging Game of Thrones.”

with the major character death tag right there

dont make me think of georgia getting sick

dont

The bar was extremely low for shadowhunters.

yes it is

OH MULTIPLE POVS

RAFAEL

did i just sob "my child" ?

maybe i did

im so proud of him

LEAVE ME ALONE

wait but in tid sophie was over the age of ascention too

WAIT HOW OLD WAS SOPHIE AT THE AGE OF ASCENTION

WAIT OMG SOPHIE WAS YOUNG

I FORGOT ABOUT THAT

“Life is too short for bad blood,”

yeah. yeah it is

i still really like camilla

He could go to Mexico right now. His heart wanted to do it. His body screamed at him to do it.

It wasn’t the distance that was the problem. He had two warlocks at home. He had a bike. He had money to buy a plane ticket.

It wasn’t the distance at all. Rafael would walk to Mexico for her if necessary.

i screamed so loud here i was grateful for the closed door

CHAIRMAN MEOW

CYUKGUCDGYMDYUD

THE PRECIOUS CAT

WHAT IF THE MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH IS ABOUT CHAIRMAN???

“Y’all really be acting as if portals are like a bag of Cheetos!” Max pointed out seriously. “It ain’t $2.50, bro! Do you have any idea the energy it takes to make a portal? What people actually pay for it? I can’t be making portals for free. I don’t get a salary from the Clave like you do. This is how I make a living!”

SO TRUE

“I was going to say you should go stay at the institute with David,” Rafael said. “But you are right. You are not a baby. You can stay here on your-”

“On second thoughts,” Max interrupted with a grin. “I’m still a fetus in warlock years so I will go the institute.”

THEY ARE SO PRECIOUS

AHHH HE CALLED HER PRETTY THE FIRST TIME HE SAW HER

THEY WERE 7

IM SCREAMING SO MUCH RIGHT NOW

my throat hurts

JAIME MY BABY

Y'ALL I MISSED HIM SO MUCH

“All thanks to the amazing Isabelle Lightwood,” Jaime replied. “I think I am a little in love with her.”

“Who isn’t?” Rafael chuckled.

we all are in love with isabelle lightwood

no no no

where's anjali

where is she

dont fuck with me right now

why does diego look like a mess

“Diego,” the woman rasped. “She is coughing up blood again.”

dont

it's chapter 1

stop making me cry

THE LIGHTWOOD SIBLINGS

YUSDFGYUSDFSDGYUD

if anyone gives izzy shit for this i'll kill them

JACE STOP GOING SO FAST

“Jace, if you want to a baby so much then grow your own damn uterus,” Isabelle snapped.

TELL HIM

THIS GOES OUT TO THE WHOLE MALE POPULATION

After Georgia’s birth, they had promised each other that they would always choose the children first. If it ever came to a point, as it often did in their lives, where they had to choose between themselves and the children – they had promised each other to save the children.

dude theres a major character death here

Jace thought for a moment and then grinned at her. “No uterus. No opinion.”

“Selena has trained you well,”

selena my smart feminist child

I JUST KNOW ONE OF THE LIGHTWOOD-BANES IS DYING

AND IM NOT OK

“Do you really need those?” Alec asked, pointing at the glasses.

“No,” Jace replied. “But Clary thinks I look hot with glasses.”

“You two are ridiculous,” Alec shook his head.

Jace turned around. “Really? And your beard is for character building, is it?”

there's no use lying alec we all know why it's really there

I KNOW WHAT LEUKEMIA IS SHUT THE FUCK UP IM LOSING MY SHIT

she cant die

IF SHE DIES I WILL RAISE HELL

my throat hurts from all the shouting

“Can I get a cinnamon latte with extra cream and two sugars please?” Alec asked.

Jace raised an eyebrow.

“Magnus had a long day at the Spiral Labyrinth,” Alec explained.

“Can’t he just magic his drink?”

“Well, yes,” Alec replied. “But I like buying it for him. It’s called being a good husband.”

aww that's so sweet

THIS IS HILARIOUS

“I’m saying no one can do better than David,” Jace huffed. “He is precious.”

tru

“If you are going to be this way, things are going to be very awkward at their wedding,” Jace muttered.

“They are not getting married, Jace!”

“Do you not want them to???”

“They are nineteen!!”

“Doesn’t mean we are not allowed to think about it,” Jace pointed out. “If they get married, we will be family!”

“We are already family!” Alec all but yelled.

“Yeah, but we will be even closer!” Jace sighed happily.

“You are my parabatai!” Alec said incredulously. “My soul is literally tied to yours! How closer do you want to get?”

THIS IS AMAZING

OH MY GOD I LOVE

JACE BEING OVER PROTECTIVE OVER SELENA DATING SOMEONE IM LOSING MY SHIT

wait how old is michael

"Oh my god,” Jace gasped. “Three out of three! I win!”

“It’s not a competition, Jace!” Alec rolled his eyes.

“It is and I won,” Jace grinned. “You’re welcome, LGBTQ+ community.”

YUP JACE WON

“Can we talk about something else?” Izzy demanded. “We are not those parents who only ever talk about their children.”

Alec cleared his throat. “Right. Of course.”

“Yeah, we have lives of our own,” Jace nodded seriously.

They drove quietly for a while before they started discussing about their children’s love lives again right up until Jace pulled over at Jade Wolf.

of course...

Lily’s face was pale – paler than usual.

lily what's wrong

please lily

anjali...

lily is close to her

of course

“Then we burn all the angels,” Lily growled.

YES YES YES YES

Jace walked in that moment, sipping from his latte. “I bought donuts, y’all!”

A chuckle escaped Magnus. “Jonathan. Your timing is impeccable.”

"Is everything okay?” Jace asked, looking troubled.

“No,” Maia replied. “But at least we have donuts.”

at least they have donuts

“I love you,” he mouthed, and Alec’s heart was okay for a moment.

THE FEELS

ISABELLE

NO NO NO

IZZY

PLEASE

WHY IS EVERY POV ENDING LIKE THIS

They had put on their clothes

AHEM SIR-

they grow up so fast...

im crying

dont please

izzy

she was poisoned

oh my god

WHO

GIVE ME NAMES RIGHT NOW

Rafael drank like a dozen a day.

understandable have a good day

OH MY GOD STOP JOKING AS A COPING MECHANISM

Im squeezing the life out of Emma (my emotional support stuffed cat) right now

seelies

the first time i heard the source was angelic my very first incstinct was seelie. I didn't wanna share it because of how absurd it sounded. but it doesn't anymore.

charlotte was poisoned by a seelie unintentionally which cost her her child

OH MY GOD

NO THIS WASN'T IZZY'S COFFEE

MAGNUS GAVE IT TO HER

THIS WAS MAGNUS' COFFEE

SOMEONE WAS TRYING TO POISON HIM.

I'm losing my mind oh my god... I am so scared. Please Anjali and Isabelle please they cant...no i dont wanna think like that. tryna take deep breaths. ok. it's gonna be ok. maybe.

see ya friday!

Now I want to write lbaf while wearing a tiara. Hmmmm. I'll look for one online.

See you Friday! Also hope you had a good birthday!!!

And send pics of Emma!!!!!!!

#lbaf

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daggery · 3 years

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okay okay obligatory request for CARLOS but also (still reading the book because I'm sipping it like a fine wine) talk to me about any character you want from Six of Crows because I love they 💖

send me a character and i’ll answer with the below!

carlos answer is here

kaz (kept this mostly spoiler free <3 i refer to scenes without the details) (me choosing kaz means i didnt choose inej which makes me only 95% predictable as opposed to 99%)

first impression: aha here’s our YA edgy white boy!! make way!! he seems cool. do i like mean repressed traumatized white boys yes sometimes i do. oh he’s stepping up to the gun and goading the guy to shoot him already PLEASE. greatly enjoying inej’s internal monologue about how much he’s annoying her. he’s SUCH an edg- this was my initial answer for first impression but the truth is i read soc when i was 13/14 so i most likely was not making fun of his dramatics the way i like to think i did. i definitely loved it. i still love it :)

impression now: my favorite edgy white boy of all time. he has a terrible haircut and everybody should make fun of him for it. but really this series and all its characters really does hold such a special spot in my heart. i don’t even know what to write here, i’m just sitting with the inside of my chest feeling very fond of this literal gang leader who is. u know. still a boy. i’ve realized recently that i am now the same age as the oldest crow (matthias).. when i read these books i was younger than all of them </3

favorite moment: i cant choose just one for book kaz but right now i’m going to go with “iwcfy. aiicw, icty, anmhbww, wfowot-kd, pb. btwwd. wnsf” for book kaz (and hopefully show kaz as well in the later seasons). absolutely iconic quote. soulmate things u know. also the ending makes me tear up every every time. and for show kaz it’s definitely the kanej scene directly before inej does her tryout thing to join the performance troupe. makes me want to scream it’s so so so quiet. it’s so quiet. i could shatter it with my pinky. there is 3ye c*ntact.

idea for a story: hm... i don’t really interact with fanon when it comes to the grishaverse tbh, but - kaz takes a vacation, set several years after the duology. i just want kaz to first take a break and second see the world in a context other than “i will commit a crime but i will commit it in fjerda instead of kerch.” he should board a ship and feel the sting of the wind on his face for the sake of it and hold hands with inej. oh my god and ALSO he should VISIT SOME CERTAIN PEOPLE WHO HE MEETS AT THE END OF THE SERIES. he should hold hands with inej and visit them.

unpopular opinion: i’m not really sure? there are definitely kaz opinions that i disagree with, but a lot of people will disagree with those too so it’s less “unpopular” opinions and more “controversial” opinions. and i mainly look at edits/fanart. one popular-controversial opinion is that i lose brain cells whenever someone likens kaz with the darkling, whether it's to make kaz seem more "evil" or "bad" than he actually is (kaz is morally gray), or if it's to make the darkling seem morally gray (the darkling is. not morally gray)

favorite relationship: kaz/inej................................. number one otp of all time, i can and will be dramatic about them. i wont claim that i Understand It Better Than Everybody Else because i dont but nevertheless it’s MINE. i dont even read fic for them because i just don’t. (maybe i should start though?) (i should go find fic for the visit-people thing. swear to god somebody has to have written that fic already)

favorite headcanon: leigh bardugo was like kaz is a 6 foot tall white boy and i said NO. i know i said the phrase edgy white boy like four times just now but listen. kaz is FIVE FOOT SEVEN and ASIAN. like 98% of kaz art/edits is white and those art are cool and lovely and amazing, however in my heart kaz is shu and whenever i see asian kaz art or edits i starting yelling in my head. shoutout to the person who left a tag on one of my posts that was something like “i like freddy [kaz’s actor] but whenever i see him im like that’s a white man” because i love freddy as kaz but me too

#thank you for asking!!#hersilentlanguage #answered #six of crows #grishaverse

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yehetting · 4 years

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Loco & Jay Park - Reaction

kanekilover23 requested: “Hello, can I request a reaction pf Loco and Jay Park when the reader is a youtuber and does the breakup prank on them. Thank you.”

omg haha sorry its so late, here ya go love!

Loco:

He would love having a s/o as a youtuber! Always making fun videos, going to new places recommended by your subscribers. The whole experience was something he never knew he would love so much. That’s until prank season trends came around, he didn’t know that was a thing so it kind of made it easier to get him so good and easily. unfortunately the main trend was fake breaking up with their s/o. You set up different cameras around the living room, to try and get different angles. You had a script ready and everything. Once he came home you pretended to be annoyed already and acted like you where editing another video. He came up and tried to rub your shoulders to help you relax but you shrugged him off telling him to leave you alone. He backed off and went to the room and put his stuff away. When he came back you had added fake tears and pretended like you where crying over “losing all your work”, he ran over to see what was wrong and you said what happened. He tried to hold you but you pushed him off, which made him a little upset. “its okay you can record it again or think of another topic.” he tried to reason. “I cant just ‘record it again’ it was one of my biggest projects I've been working on it for weeks!” You shot back trying not to really cry seeing his face. “Well, I'm sorry, I know how that feels, what can i do to help?” he asked genuinely trying to help. “Nothing, i cant do anything this is something I've been so passionate about and now its gone and all you said was i can record it over or think of a new topic, you knew how much this meant to me and your literally telling me right now that it can just be rerecorded? I cant believe this.” You tried to be as convincing as possible but it was starting to get hard seeing how upset he was actually getting. “I didn't mean it like that, I was just trying to make you fell better..” he said standing up this time and looking down at you. “Are you serious? You are aren't you. I cant do this.” you said standing and starting to walk to the door. “Do what? Where are you going?” he asked realizing you where walking to the front door. “I'm leaving, ill be back in a few days to get my things, you just told me you where trying to make me feel better by putting down all my hard work. I cant be with someone like that I'm sorry.” you put on your shoes and started to open the door when you heard a sniffle. You instantly regretted all of it and just stood there. You turned to see him crying staring at his feet. You felt like shit right then. You had no idea how to tell him it was prank, this was a bad idea. “I'm so sorry....” you whispered real tears coming out. “For what?” he asked so lost at this point. “This was supposed to be a break up prank but I let it get out of hand I'm so so fucking sorry...” You broke and started to cry harder. “What? are you serious?” he asked leaning back and looking at you hard. You just nodded. You pointed at the cameras around the living room. He looked at them all/ in shock. You explained the whole idea and how it got too far when you started to see him cry and how you feel like such an ass. “I really don't expect you to forgive me for this, I'm just really sorry. You said deleting all the footage off the cameras. “no yeah I'm really pissed off right now, ill get over it just please let me be for a little bit, ill come to you when I'm fine.” you nodded and he went into the home gym. He came out sweaty and red from being in there. “hey, so I thought about it and I'm okay with it now, it was a good prank but I wish this wasn't the trend right now. I forgive you.” he said and you smiled. “but to seal the deal you have to give me a hug right now.” he said smiling and holding his arms out for you. You made a gagging face because he was all sweaty but you manned up and gave him a hug. It felt nice despite the sweat. He kissed your cheek. “i love you but don't do that to me every again please. I hated the thought of you leaving me.” he said pain still in his voice. “I wont I promise.” you said kissing him.

Jay:

He didn't care for the whole youtuber thing like loco did, He did however support anything you did and wanted to help anytime you asked. Needed a kick ass intro and outro song, he was on it and sold you the rights, for kisses, so whenever someone uses it they get copyright claimed. you liked being on the other side of that for a change. He helped with editing sometimes when you're too tired. Having him help you when you needed had its downsides though. He would opt out of the Boyfriend tags trends, because they would “tarnish his bad boy rep” *throws up dumb gang signs* You would laugh it off but that meant you had to do something else and endure the drop in views. You wanted to get back at him for some of it an guess what it was? Break Up prank trend time! Same as loco you set up cams all over his office when he went out to get you some snacks for the movie date you had planned. One was by his computer, his couch behind him and one was placed carefully in-between two of his sound systems. You sat in the living room trying to look pissed off. You seemed pretty convincing because once he stepped into the room he asked what was wrong. You lied and said you saw his emails while cleaning up and saw that he was expected to work tonight. He said that he didn't see it but that he could most likely get out of it. You threw your hands up and followed him to his office where he went to look at the fake email you got his manager to send for you. “I swear its like every time we’re supposed to have alone time you have to work.” you said behind him. He turned and looked at you. “Yeah but, i usually get out of it for us.” he replied still looking at you. “can you this time? you just got off tour! You cant possibly have work already?” you asked pretending to get more annoyed. “I shouldn't ill email him back.” he sat down and started typing away. You riped out your phone and texted his manager about what to do before he hit send on the email. You two sat in silence for a few minutes he tried to reach for your hand a couple times too but you brushed him off. The computer dinged signaling he had a new email. He read it and set his head fell and he sighed. You knew what it said because you basically wrote it. “Seriously?! You're joking right? You just got home!” you got louder. He turned his head to you looking sorry. “I cant help what they do, I'm sorry.” he said trying to reach for you. “I don't care, you just got home this isn't fair to you or me....I don't think I can do this... you work all the time, it feels like i hardly see you.” you said quieter not trying to sound as mean as it did, because you know damn well has always there for you. “I... no I can try to get out of it, Please.. I know its not fair, Its my body their messing with and our relationship.” he got up to move closer but you backed away. “I'm gonna go, ill be at my friends, ill get my stuff in a few days. If I knew this about your company I wouldn't even have said yes to that first date.” Your eyes closed because holy shit you shouldn't have said that. His arm dropped to his side. You backed out of the room and down the hall a little bit. Gaining the courage to go back in. He looked up at you when you came back in. “I.... this was supposed to be a harmless prank but i think I went too far... I'm so sorry jay...” you whispered and let your head hang. You felt warmth and looked up to see him holing you like you would disappear. “what the hell is wrong with you? Please don't ever do something like that again!” he got loud this time pulling away from you. You nodded tears forming. “I promise, Ill delete the footage too.” you said nodding at the cameras. He looked shook, he looked and saw them all. “This was recorded?” he asked. You nodded. “for you channel?” you nodded again. “Please post it! Dude that'll go viral!” Your eyes widened. “What?!” you asked. “I'm serious! If you do you might get scouted for an actress with that amazing acting you did.” he laughed waving at all the cameras. You uploaded it a week later and sure enough it went viral! You got an offer from his company as a commercial actress.

( I DONT OWN THESE GIFS, CREDIT TO OWNERS )

#jay park #loco #park jay #kpop #kpop multifandom #kpop reactions #reactions #kpop reactions blog #kpop reaction #kpop requests #requests #share #reaction #reblog #asked

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funeralfire · 4 years

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James you said you had the cops called on you while partying with the Amish, are you willing share more on that? Because I'm very intrigued lol

😂😂😂 omg yeah! Sera, this is like one of my favorite trigger happy redneck stories from my youth lol. I may have been dramatically vague in the tags but i hope the real story is as funny as i think it is! Also I'm probably telling some identifiable details through all of this so uhh yikes for my anonymity 😬

Also sidenote: I'm pro-gun control for the most part (its a nuanced conversation) I just have a background in weapons stuff so i may talk casually about firearms but i do not condone american gun laws. Yeah. also i was like 10 in this story i cant control what was happening lol

So flashback, im like 9 or 10 and my father is a fully legal firearms dealer with some of the higher clearances available, meaning he can sell silencers and higher powered weapons. So sometimes guys would seek him out to buy something specific. Now this time is was a .50 caliber long range rifle- probably semi-automatic? probably a sniper style rifle? In layman's terms, this motherfucker is the largest gun you can sell to civilians and there is literally no reason for anybody to possess it. It explodes people, it doesnt just shoot them. I thiiiink this specific gun was like armour piercing/anti-tank shit. Literally no one needs this. And no one would be using it either. After today 😈

The guy buying it was just going to display it on his wall, but you always have to shoot em' first before you buy em' right? Yeah sure, it was just a bunch of middle aged men excited to blow shit up, dont be fooled. But where on earth do you test shoot a massive fucking gun which is totally legal but very hard to explain??? THE AMISH FIELDS! So, because this is bumfuck nowhere, my dad calls up one of his amish buddies (they act very serious and morally righteous, but do not be fooled. theyre a fucking hilarious group of people) and asks if we can use his field- not growing szn mind you- to shoot this thing. He says yes, but we have to set up the targets and i think there was some bartering involved as well? But we get to this field, set up sandbags and targets maybe a mile down the way? And make sure theres nothing valuable behind the targets, too. We dont fully comprehend how massive this fucker is, you only know so much from reading specs ya know? So we get set up, gotta lay on the ground to shoot this thing. It takes a lot of prep. The gun is like the full length of my body and the bullets are as large as my hand. Its my parents, the buyer, like 2 friends, and a few amish fellas. We're as safe as can be with hearing protection and goggles. You really dont want to fuck up or misfire something which can destroy an armoured vehicle, ya know? (Having a handgun misfire on you is scary enough 🙄) So we take our time setting up and hooo boy the suspense is big!

And so. My father lays down, aims at the target a mile away. Just a blip to the naked eye. and pulls the trigger. BAM! The ricochet of pure NOISE around the mountains goes on across probably the whole valley. The bullet when through the targets and sand bags and went several meters further before exploding into a cloud of dust along the dirt covered road.

So like obviously this is a hill-billy's wet dream. Biiiiig gun. Biiiig noisy explosion. Boom! So we all had our turn shooting the thing, and oh boy was it a fucking blast ;) ! Honestly its just pure unadulterated power and may i reiterate literally pointless for anyone to own. But fuck was it fun. So anyways. A couple of redneck fuckers shooting a perfect legal firearm on private property with consent from the landowners. How did we get the cops called on us?

Noise complaint.

A fucking noise complaint!!! We are in the middle of a field in amish territory, its miles until the next residential area. But the noise this fucker made was so incredibly intense, and echoed throughout the entire valley, someome called the cops because they believed someone was setting off bombs/illegal explosives. That fucking loud.

So the cops never actually found us. Well, technically, after we packed up, put all the demolished targets back, carefully placed the gun back into our truck to finish off the paperwork with the buyer back in civilization, and tried to make it look like we weren't just shooting one of the largest weapons available for civilian purchase because yes it's legal but is that really the conversation you want to have with a cop? We got pulled over. By a cop. Asking if we had "heard any explosions?" our answer? No officer, we haven't. Good luck finding them!

Yeah. We told the cops we didn't hear the explosions we were making ourselves. Thats the long and short of it! Big gun on amish land, noise complaint called in, and telling the cops we didnt hear or see anything with a .50 caliber long rifle hidden under a blanket in the back seat.

Redneck stories like these are fun, but I do want to be clear the fact im able to tell a story such as this is 110% because of white privilege. So anybody reading this, specifically other white folk, do your part in protecting black americans (or, whatever country you're in) and fight for equal treatment and reform. Donate, speak to your representatives, protest, assist your community. Black lives matter. We're not free until all of us are.

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leelee10898 · 5 years

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For you: Chapter 11- nothing without love.

Rating: fluffy, angst, mention of assault both physical and sexual.

Chapter inspiration: nothing without love - Nate Ruess.

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It was finally time for the fundraiser Gala. Portavia had endured alot of flooding damage from terrible storms and needed some help. Portavia also served as a trade hub with Italy, so when Liam contacted Fransisco, he jumped at the chance.

Aria had just finished dressing as Leo stood in the door frame, a smile playing on his lips as he watched her put on her earrings, her ring shining against the light. "What are you up to?" Aria grinned. "Nothing, just admiring my gorgeous fiance." He came up behind her, placing feather light kisses on her neck. "So. I was thinking since we are making the announcement to our friends later, maybe I shouldn't wear the ring. That way the press doesn't ruin the surprise." She turned kissing him. "As much as I hate for you to take it off, you're right." She placed the ring in her clutch and they headed out.

They arrived at the venue and took their seats. Leo glanced over noticing Dex smirking in his direction. "Fuck, why is Crenshaw here?" He whispered to Aria. "He is a member of court, and a cordonian citizen. Just ignore him babe." She kissed his cheek.

After dinner there was a silent auction followed by drinks and mingling. Aria and Leo caught up with Liam, Drake and Olivia. "Olivia why are you staring at me?" Aria asked. " I don't know, something is different about you. I just cant put my finger on it." Drake pulled her away leaving Aria, Leo and Liam standing by the bar. "Aria!" A blonde woman shouted out.

"Anitah? I didnt know you would be here." Aria pulled her in for a hug. "Yes, it has been ages." Anitah exaggerated, and giggled. Leo arched his brow, looking between both women. Clearly he had missed something. "Anitah, you remember Leo." She nodded. "And this is Liam, Leo's brother. Also king of cordonia." Aria grinned as she noticed the shy looks between the two. "Lady Anitah. It is a pleasure." Liam took her hand kissing the back of it softly. A blush crept across Anitahs cheek. "The pleasure is all mine, your majesty." She dipped into a curtsy. "Liam is just fine." His eyes lingered on her.

"Anitah it has been ages, however something tells me it hasn't been for you and Aria." Leo chuckled.

"Actually, Anitah and I ran into each other shortly after I moved to New York, we both attended NYU. We have been friends ever since." Aria giggled. "Yes, we have and I see you have been busy, Congratulations." Anitah giggled as she motioned to her large bump. "Its been a hell of a ride." Leo pulled Aria close to his side, kissing her temple.

"Ah lady Anitah, so you attended NYU as well? what did you study?"

"Art history." She proudly stated. "Wow, that is impressive." Liam stammered. Leo and Aria watched Liam, he was captivated by Anitah. Aria leaned in to whisper into Leo's ear. "Anitah, we are all heading out to hang out, wont you come join us? You and Liam can get to know each other a little better." She winked as liams face reddened. Time to play matchmaker Aria thought to herself. Anitah agreed to go, and they all made their rounds saying goodbye.

Leo grabbed Arias clutch from the table as he made his way back to her he noticed Dex standing there talking to Aria, his hand graising the small of her back. He reached up to touch her face and Aria recoiled, as Leo darted towards them. "Get your hands off of my fiance. Or I will fucking break them." Leo seethed.

"Ha, fiance, that is funny. I don't see a ring on her finger." He slurred. "Leo, hes drunk. Let's go meet up with our friends shall we." Aria held her hand out breaking Leo from his stare down with Dex. He took her hand and walked away. "This isn't over." Dex hollered out after them.

A short while later they met up with their friends at a trendy club in Rome. They grabbed seats in the VIP section so Aria didnt have to deal with the crowds bumping into her stomach all night. Leo grabbed a round of shots for everyone. "Alright everybody gather around, Aria and I have something we want to tell you guys."

Aria slipped on her ring "were getting married. " he hollered as Aria lifted her finger showing off the impressive ring. The group cheered and congratulated the two. Leo dipped her down into a kiss, "Here's to love." Leo the group took shots, aria sipping on her water.

"Speaking of, hey Bas. Where did you disappear to the other night with the Pink haired girl?" Leo grinned, as Bastien blushed. "You mean Elissa? My cousin Elissa?" Aria looked between the two. "Yup, spotted him coming out of the barn wearing a mighty big smile." Leo clapped his shoulder. "Lady Elissa is quite the girl." Bastien grinned as he walked away.

The rest of the night was filled with dancing and fun. Aria watched as Liam and Anitah got cozy on one of the couches, fully engulfed in conversation. She smiled at the sight, Liam looked happy. She could tell he was quite taken by Anitah, and Anitah with him, the wheels in her brain started turning. "Hey Leo. What do you think about bringing Anitah to come stay in Valtoria with us for a little while ." Leo came up behind, wrapping his arms around her. "I think you are cute when you play cupid. Sounds good to me."

Aria grinned "I'm going to use the restroom, stay out of trouble will ya."

As she excited the bathroom she headed to the bar grabbing another water as she made her way back to her friends, when she heard a voice come from behind. "What is a pregnant woman doing at a bar? Did you come here to see me?" The hairs on the back of her neck stood up as she turned around to see Dex. "I knew you couldn't resist me." Dex pressed forward. "Leo is right over there Dex, what are you doing?" She looked for a quick escape but she was surrounded by people and couldn’t make it through the crowd. "I dont know what you see in him." His hand was rubbing her arm. "Dont touch me." She gulped as he pushed her back against the wall.

"Admit it, you want this you want me to touch you." His hot breath was on her neck. "No...I dont. Please Dex, stop this." She sobbed. His hand was placed firmly against her thigh as it traveled highter. "Leo!" she screamed out, but the noise of the club silenced her screams. She tried to fight him off, but his grip on her was tight.

Leo started to worry since Aria had been gone a while so his eyes scanned the room. "Walker, you seen Aria?" He asked. He hadn't but he started to look too. "Fuck, Leo, there." He pointed across the room and when he spotted her, they ran, pushing through the crowd.

"Dex, stop" she grabbed his hand away from her. He pinned both her hands against the wall with one of his. "You're a little tease, you know that?" His free hand was roaming up her dress.

She screamed and closed her eyes. Just then, Leo ripped him away from her, his fist connecting with his face. Dex glared at Leo. "I'm going to kill you, you son of a bitch." Dex charged towards Leo, but he dodged, connecting his fist with his stomach. Drake grabbed Aria and lead her away as he got Liam and Maxwells attention and they rushed over to where Leo and Dex were. Liam pulled Leo off of Dex who was on the floor trying to shield his face, his mouth and nose bleeding. "Leo, stop!" Liam commanded. "What the hell is going on?"

"We found Crenshaw trying to feel Aria up." Drake spat out. "Lies, they are liars. I am going to file a motion with council, he attacked me." Dex growled as he tried to free himself from Drakes grip. Liams jaw clenched. "Lord Crenshaw, I advise you to make yourself scarce. I will be personally looking into this." Drake let him go, as Liam still held Leo back. "Where is Aria? I need to see her." He pleaded. "She’s with the girls. Leo rushed over pulling her into him. "Are you ok love? Did he hurt you?" He looked into her eyes.

"No, he would have I'm sure, if you and Drake hadn't got there."

They decided to leave and head back to the hotel so Aria could shower and relax. Aria sat on the bed, Leo joining her. "So I have been thinking, I think maybe some time away from court would do us good. What do you say about going to New York for a little while, just the two of us?" He asked, placing feather light kisses on her shoulder. "I say when do we leave?"

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warriorqueen1991 · 6 years

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Chapter Four: Pray For Me

Characters: Negan

Warnings: violence, gore and language

Notes: final chapter everyone, thank you so much for reading and hanging in there with me :)

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“I'm liking our numbers here” Negan smiled whispering in Lucy’s ear as she chewed on her fingers.

The entire group was sitting around the fire, the newbies and the veterans all talking and having a great time.

“we could do anything, huh babygirl?” he cooed as he kissed her cheek, Arat was sitting next to him. Her eyes watching the leader of the group they met with a deep frown. Bouncing Lucy on his knee he glanced at her letting his smile fall “what's wrong?”

Jutting her chin toward a tiny blonde haired woman huddled by the fire, she dropped her gaze to her bent knees “something's not right”.

Negan looked at the woman, Arat was right. She looked terrified, like she was afraid of breathing or something.

Letting out a deep sigh he picked Lucy up “can ya…?”

Arat cut him off with a rare smile as she took the sleepy toddler “absolutely”. He smiled “thanks darlin”, getting to his feet he brushed the dirt from his backside before walking over to the shivering blonde.

Taking off his jacket he draped the leather over her shoulders making her flinch “easy darlin I'm not gonna bite”. The girl was trembling as Negan let her take the jacket, snuggling into its warmth.

“You like what you see?...you wanna piece of the merchandise you just let me know. Trust me, man...it's a whole new world now”.

Negan tried to ignore the man as he watched the girl, his jaw clenching as the asshole kept going.

“trust me...anything goes”.

Negan lifted his eyes to glare at him “what are you sayin’ exactly?” The man grinned with a shrug “c’mon man you know” he chuckled poking Negan's chest with his elbow playfully.

Negan looked down at the contact with a growl before looking back at him “yeah. I think I do”. The man's smile faded as Negan suddenly took an aggressive step forward, jabbing his finger into the other man's chest.

“I have to say, I have a real fuckin’ problem with it, too. I know what it's like to have LOVED a woman, emphasis on LOVED. You lost someone close to you?!” he asked, his face reddening in anger.

The man's mouth opened but Negan quickly cut him off “even if you HAVEN'T, you should still be aware of the fuckin’ world around you...it's US AGAINST THEM, right?!!...so shouldn't we try to treat us a little better?!!... if you'll do that with a woman...well, maybe you're a little closer to them than I'd like.”

Negan scoffed with a humorless laugh “I mean, you either value a human life or you fuckin’ DON'T right?!!”

He could tell the other man was fuming but as soon as he went to speak Negan cut him off again “whatever you guys were doin’...it stops NOW. Or this is where we part ways.”

The man's face twisted in anger before he exploded in rage, his hands grabbing Negan's shirt with a snarl “oh, you're runnin’ things now?!! You're gonna tell us what we can and can't do with our women?!!...FUCK YOU MAN!!!”

Negan growled blocking the man's first punch but caught the next on the chin, stumbling backwards as the man quickly kicked him in the chest sending him falling back into a discarded pile of barbed wire. The sharp barbs tangling around his waist and arm, his teeth clenching in pain as the wire tore through his skin as he tried to move.

Spotting his bat leaning against the wall, Negan grunted shoving his hand through the wire to grab her handle swinging it as hard as he could. Her business end hit the asshole square on the jaw sending him crumbling to the ground in a heap.

The large group of people watching close by all gasped, some even screamed at the violence. Lucy started crying as Arat tried to calm her down, the sound of his daughter bawling sent a fresh wave of adrenaline through his veins.

This fucker was dead.

Blinded by rage, Negan yanked himself free from the wire the barbs ripping his stomach as he began slamming the bat into the man's head. Over and over and over again, blood and gore splashing across his face.

Catching movement in corner of his eye he jerked around, pointing the bloody bat at the group of scared people “stay the fuck back...or you're next!!”

Turning back around he continued to drive what was left of the man's brain into the dirt, the sound of Lucy crying in the distance muffled as he released all his pent up rage.

When he finally stopped the man's head was gone, just a puddle of gore and blood. Pieces of scalp and hair hanging off the end of the bat as he leaned back breathing heavily. Sniffling he ran the back of his hand across his bloody cheek, the whole situation crashing down on him. He felt sick, he'd never killed someone before.

Swallowing the bile down, his jaw clenched as he slung the gore off the end of his bat. Still refusing to meet the groups gaze.

“I know that was probably a little startling, truth is...I maybe got a little carried away. But it couldn't be helped”.

Hearing the low murmuring and quiet sobs from several of the people, Negan finally turned around with a hard stare. “You scared?” his voice was dark and strangely calm as blood ran down his side. “You scared of me? Scared of fuckin’ dyin’?”

Growling he shook his head swinging his bat to the the side “you fuckin’ should be”.

Sighing he began pacing in front of them, his arm swinging the bloody bat at his side as he spoke. “You guys look like you're on a nonstop bullet train to pee pee pants city. Like you can't even fuckin’ process...you cant…” he rubbed his eyes noticing his hand was shaking.

Swallowing thickly he cleared his throat “give me a minute…” yanking some of the barbed wire loose, he glared at the group “sit tight now...Dwight, don't let em fuckin’ wander off”.

Moving behind one of the trucks, Negan collapsed to his knees dropping the bat as he stared at his bloody hands. Wiping them.off on the grass the best he could he covered his mouth as he closed his eyes “oh god….heat the fuck?...w-why did i?...”

He ran his hands up through his hair gripping it tightly as he grimaced “....stop”

Gulping he looked down before grabbing the bat slowly wrapping it around during its barrel, his eyes turning cold as he came to terms with what needed to come next. The only way he could ensure his daughters safety. Her future.

Letting out a deep sigh, he got to his feet moving back around the truck “I think it's about time I told you all about Lucille”. He scratched his beard with a frown as he moved to stand in front of them “Lucille meant everything to me. I didn't even know it at the time, not all the time at least. There were moments, but for the most part...I was a piece of dhit. It wasn't until she was gone that I really knew what she meant to me”.

Looking down the line he shook his head “I lost her when all this shit started. I was surrey the dead...and survivors”. He scoffed “survivors….that wasn't something they stayed...not for very fuckin ’ long at least...didn't really earn that title. Truth is. I met nothing but a long line of people who couldn't push things just a little bit harder for those they loved. They cracked. People died. They died!”

Swinging the barbed wired bat onto his shoulder he started pacing once more “weak. Scared people….hell, maybe people like you. I don't know yet….we're gonna find out”.

He grimaced “I learned somethin’...bein’ around those people. Watchin’ them die, one after the other...because they were too weak...too scared...too mother..fuckin’ sad. And me?” he placed his hand on his chest rolling his lips. “well...I felt Nothing. Not for them. Not for me...only for my daughter”.

He bit his lip with a slow smile “I wasn't scared. I wasn't sad. I wasn't angry…” he chuckled leaning back “well sometimes I was angry. Fuck, sometimes I was fuckin’ furious. But for the most part...nothing... the only time I remotely feel anything is when I'm around my daughter. It took me a long time to realize why”.

He lifted the bar off his shoulder with a loving smile “it was Lucille...she protected me. She placed me in a bubble where nothin’ got to me...made me stronger...helped me keep our daughter safe”.

Lifting the bat high in the air he smiled brightly an almost manic glint in his eyes “this!!...is Lucille. Instead of watching you sorry fucks die like I have so many other weak motherfuckers along the way...I have a new fuckin’ idea. I'll let Lucille protect you you too”.

Looking down at the bloody remains of the groups previous leader, he smirked “she and with me...and anyone who tries to hurt us...and none who gets in our way...will end up like humpty dumpty here”.

One of the men growled stepping forward “are you crazy?! You expect us to just fall in line behind you after you just brutally killed one of our own?!!”

Negan sucked on his teeth swinging Lucille onto his shoulder, tilting his head before chuckling “well look at this big-balled motherfucker here. I like that, that's useful…” he got towered over the man before laying Lucille's still bloody barrel on the man's shoulder.

“Listen up big balls, fall the fuck in line or I'll crawl up that guckin’ pee hole of yours, get nice and deep so I can get a message those big balls you're swingin’ without anything gettin’ lost in the mix”.

He gave him a slow grin “and I'll say...Look, big balls, I know you think you're the king shit of fuck mountain and you're not accustomed to takin’ shit from anyone, but things are different now….because…”

He tapped the bat on the man's shoulder clicking his tongue to simulate knocking “heeears Negan”.

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meistired · 5 years

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Gotg imagine

So i just binge read this finish and then i had a thought:

What if peter was actually a girl? But for some reason prior she got abducted in her head shes a boy and everyone treat her as such too. So she was dress like a boy and had short hair and everything. So when yondu pick her up, he and his crew thought he was a boy, and since no one knew any better they treat her as such. But then imagine during puberty time 1 day she be like "hey krags, i think my chest been swollen for a few weeks, think i should be worried?" or like "um yondou... I'm bleeding and it wont stop?" " ya what?!? Where?!? Let me see" "ummm down there..." "wah?" "but it dont hurt or anything, i just cant find the cut"

Then i dun know he could check and be like holy shit u a girl wtf?!? i am? Im guy wat u talking bout? Or yondo could just panic and high tail to the hospital on xandar only for them to be shes a girl its normal. Hes a what now?!?

And then either someone at the hosipital explain everything they need to know, or maybe yondo end up have to call up his mum ie aleta for help then we can have reunion scene yay

Also then could have many resultant response. Like peter could be just cool ok, and everythig continues as normal. Or maybe everyone end up subtly changing how they interact with her cause shes a girl now (i get a feeling that aint any girls on board nor do they have much experience hanging with a girl in this fanfic) and that pissed off peter cause dude m still the same person. Or maybe peter can get all confuse over herself dun know if he wants to be a girl or boy or like which. And it also opens up the possibility that kragxpeter (even though i dun like it). Or yondu could like threathen the whole ship about anyone laying a finger on her, but someone dumb enough actually tries but peter solves it himself maybe or yondu or krags saves him and shes not happy being seen as weak and alot of other stuff.

Idk i think it ll just be really fun but deep stuff could happen too watching peter growing up like that. Hahahaha if anyone write it i b super happy pleaseeeee tag me!!!

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thoughtfulpaperback · 4 years

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Skin and beauty standards.

Yall I want to discuss this because I feel like have been seeing this discussion a lot lately and actually had a pretty sad and eye opening discussion with my sister and friend.

So I want to start off saying that I am a light skinned Latina. My sister and friend are morena. Dark, very dark. Not black. But deep tan and caramel colored. And I have always told them I thought they were beautiful and that it sucks that cultural and broader societal beauty standards make them feel uncomfortable about thier color.

But my friend when I said this recently, sort of called me out (she has been having a hard time) and said that while it's nice that I say that it seems sort of hypocritical when I, who am already light skinned, do what I can to make my self lighter.

At first I was like super confused like ...."I dont try to make myself look lighter."

But then as we discussed it I realized "whole crap I didnt realize I was doing these things"

Examples

I use foundation one two two shades lighter than what either I have been matched or people say I match to (within reason I am not trying to look like a ghost) And say things like "do I look orange, or like too dark?" And in my mind I think I do look orange or unnaturally dark (not "attractive" latina tan but like obviously not this skin tone) even when people say it seems like a perfect match.

I have really dark brown hair, pretty much black, but when I can i prefer to dye my hair pitch black. I always liked it But everyone said it paled me out, but I liked it and have been wanting to do it again.

Now I argued with my friend and later sister as I discussed this discussion, that I mean I just like the way I look when I do these things and it didnt have anything to do with disliking darker skin tones.

But they pointed out, and I get it now, that the point isnt that it is a preference, but why it is and the fact I have the skin tone to get away with it.

As my sister said, "if I tried a foundation that was slightly lighter it would be obvious and most of the time I dont really have options. I have to really work for a shade that matches and you get to pick from all these shades and they more or less dont look bad or obvious unless we see you all the time."

My friend said "like I know you dont think dark skin is bad looking and you are supportive but like when you worry about looking too dark when you are like a light tan it kinda makes me feel a bit crappy"

Obviously. I mean I dont think there is anything wrong with my skin tone. But I didnt ever think about why I prefer some things or how my preference may be interpreted. I dont see my make up preferences or hair color preferences changing but I am definitely gonna pay more attention to what I say.

Not a gran epiphany I mean I recognize I have certain privileges like the variety of foundation shades and the relative ease of shade finding, and not having to hear people say things relatively negative about my color. But am for sure gonna be more aware of my own actions and words too.

EDIT:

Just want to elaborate because someone messaged me about this (probably a troll and personally I dont know how trolls find things that arent tagged or why a troll would follow me. I assume that must be the reason they say it).

I dont white face. That's not a thing.I am not saying that I do not like the color of my skin. Or that I am a dark skinned person. I would call myself white if my white friends and family didnt get uppity about it. I would never call myself dark because my very dark indigenous looking friends and family are dark and I wouldnt dare compare.

Just to further explain. I was born very white

This is baby me. No I am not a boy. They made me the devil because they thought it would be funny to make the dog the angel. But the dog destroyed its wings and they werent gonna buy either of us new costumes so the dog got a wraped in left over material

Anyways that white baby gradually turned into a very orangey looking kid. I was really self conscious about that. Not the looking less white part, but the orange part. My siblings and darker looking side of the family arent orangy. Although they say I am not, I look at the photos and see orange.

Eventually because of puberty I went from an oompa lompa kid to a just lightly orange tinted high school kid (I am not wearing foundation in the photo below also this wasnt a high school pick but college but my skin has stayed the same since then)

The next photos are of me when I wear foundation. Yes I drag foundation down to my chest...dont judge.

There isnt that much of a difference. The point of this post isnt that I dont like dark skin or I prefer lighter skin or that I pale myself out completely to look lighter. The point is about vocabulary. the terms lighter and dark white and dark arent accurate here but I use them. When I am matched to foundations I am matched to peachy undertones for medium skin. What I usually end up preferring are shades in the light to mediums with neutral undertones.

In the first picture (I was in college) the shade is tarte amazonian clay 29H for light to medium skin with peachy undertones. When I was in high school I was matched with 35N for medium/neutral skin, but I thought it was too dark for me (like actually dark not orangey). Just so you know this was a little before matching with the computer machine thingy was around, when I first was matched that meant the ladies sat me down and just slatheredy face with different swatches the foundation until they saw one that they thought looked good. Freshman or sophomore year of college I was matched to that shade (35n) with the new fangled match technology but told the ladies I didnt like that shade and found it too dark so they told me to go a step down that foundation ladder- which makes me wonder if the sephora people actually knew what they were doing- which is how I ended up wearing the 29H. I didnt like the 29H so I went with the 27n i believe which is the second photo. The third is fenty beauty shade 260 for medium skin/neutral undertones and the fourth (my favorite and most recent foundation) is fenty beauty 230 for light to medium skin/neutral undertones.

But again the point being that when comparing the difference isnt extremely different. I havent changed race or been attempting to. The issue is that my vocab and the way I can easily just explore and play with shades and undertones are things that trigger my darker friends and family. I don't complain about my skin tone (although I did so in this post), but when I use the term dark instead of orange it makes them uncomfortable and I never noticed. I never thought about how they must feel when we go into sephora and ulta and I spend a while trying to decide which shade I PREFER while they struggle to find a shade that actually matches. I knew that they struggled but not how my experience may actually add to that anxiety.

This isnt a #whitepeople problems this is a #holy crap I didnt realize that the things I do might be hurting someone

When I og wrote above the edit that I dont plan on changing my foundation or hair preferences that wasnt me saying, "I dont care if it makes you uncomfortable I'm gonna do what i want!" I do plan on watching and changing the words I use. I will try to avoid saying things like "is this too dark?" Or "I don't like that foundation shade because it makes me look dark or too dark." I'll try to be accurate, " I think the shade undertone is off with this one." Or "I prefer neutral undertones rather than peachy or warm undertones.

Also if this doesnt make you realize the privilege of being light complexed WTF is wrong with you? I am able to wear numerous shades in one brand and there are people who cant even find one that matches well when looking at multiple brands.

Also as mentioned in a different post, I am light and rarely see people who look like me in novelas (as non help or poor characters ) so if that doesnt scream something to you about the extreme colorism or preference for more european looking features in latin america ya must be not hearing well.

#skin #privledge

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