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magdalune · 3 months
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HEARTBREAK. PART ONE he says i'm prettier when i'm quiet
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I tried to change Closed my mouth more Tried to be softer, prettier Less... awake Fasted for 60 days Wore white Abstained from mirrors Abstained from sex Slowly did not speak another word And that time my hair I grew past my ankles I slept on a mat on the floor I swallowed a sword I levitated Into the basement Confessed my sins And was baptized in a river Got on my knees and said, "Amen" And said, "I mean" I whipped my own back And asked for dominion at your feet I threw myself into a volcano I drank the blood and drank the wine I sat alone in begged and bent at the waist for God I crossed myself and thought I saw the devil I grew thickened skin on my feet I bathed in bleach And plugged my menses with the pages from the holy book But still inside me coiled deep was the need to know Are you cheating? Are you cheating on me?
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lepidopteragirl · 2 years
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omg omg okay soap i saw ur post with the painting with "manberg honq" as the caption and idk if it was meant as a joke or an actual thing BUT IM GONNA SCREAM ABT IT ANYWAYS bc okay basically in olden french literature there was this concept called "courtly love" (which is what the painting is depicting) and it basically has like four main concepts 1) to pursue love simply because you are in love, 2) to exalt your beloved (sort of like princess brides "as you wish"), 3) love itself makes you a better person, and the most important part, 4) love is a desire never to be fulfilled, where, even though you can't necessarily "win", usually bc one person is engaged or married or whatever, you still keep up that love
AND COURTLY LOVE WITH HONQ IS SOOOO OUGH BC IT FITS SO WELL BC CQ WAS MARRIED AT THE TIME, HE WAS STUCK WITH CSCHLATT, AND BOTH PARTIES LOVED EACH OTHER BUT COULD NEVER BE TOGETHER BUT STILL LOVED ANYWAYS!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA
ITS LITTERALLY THEM I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT EARLIER AND IT HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK ITS SOSOS THEM IM FEEL ING SO ILL
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deartouya · 2 years
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we're recently made mutuals and i have no idea why you followed my chump blog so here we go 🫧!!
hehe sorry for taking soso long :(( but i hope it was kinda worth it !!
you’re my __ moot: you're a bakugou moot™
why i follow you: i saw you everywhere !! and you were always really funny and genuine in your interactions and so i looked at your blog a lil more and it just !! i haven't read much of your writing yet (which i need to fix >:3) but i loved the way you wrote bkg in what i did read !!
an au i think fits you: hmm i think!! maybe an everyday au!! like maybe working in the same lil restaurant or tea house together and slowly realizing how well you work together and then :3 love happens !!
something you remind me of: you remind me of the smell of linens,, a fresh and warm scent that makes you feel all sleepy and content!! really comforting and lulling!
song/book/movie that reminds me of you: this could be,, very off,, but i think you remind me of indie music!! like the sorta guitar heavy love songs!! like darling by christian leave
your blog is: your blog feels like a friend group,, really familiar and friendly when i see people interacting or you interacting with others!! it's fun to be on and look at !(you also have a really really cool theme right now)
your url is: i love it dearly !! it always makes me picture a lil mini katsuki dressed like one of those cliche ghosts!! like a lil sheet with eyes drawn on <3 very sweet hehe
your icon is: bakugou <3 my lil guy <3 he's very pretty even if he's a pain <3
overall opinion: you seem really fun !! i'm soso bad at interacting ;-; but the times we have!! you're so sweet and easy to talk to and your blog is veryvery cute!!
a random thought: you kinda make me think of those cartoon plant sprigs ?? like 🌱. i have no reasoning but,, you just make me think of the spring time and plants and really soft green colors!
character i ship you with the most: hmm i don't want to only revert to bakugou so,, i think i'd ship you with shouto if i was picking another character. so,, yeah--mostly bkg <33
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softpatts · 3 years
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꒦꒷ִֶָ· . the obey me characters preferred nicknames (as well as their reactions because i cant stay on topic)
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warnings: none !!
fandom: Obey Me!
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ᜊʕ っ◞ ˕ ◟c ʔ.. ♡︎ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑠: ayee im,, not dead ^^; im soso sorry for not posting- havent had much motivation to write latley,, as you can probably tell !! so again,, sorry !! but have these,, kinda shitty headcanons ~ !! <3
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𝙻𝚞𝚌𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚛:
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- hes really old fashioned with pet names
- will automatically call you "Darling",, no i dont take criticism
- as the relationship progresses hell call you more,, such as sweetheart,, doll,, mine,, pos s i b l y babydoll though im a bit iffy on that one
- hes just a sucker for nicknames like those,, the old sappy ones,, and god the way he says it fits perfectly,, just the slight accent he puts into it is,, mWAH
- as for him,, he doesnt have any preffered nicknames,, but something about the way his name sounds coming out of your mouth
- god he loves it so much
- though besides his name his favorite would probably be darling/my love
- it seems so intimate and he loves how hes the only one you call that,, nobody else
𝙼𝚊𝚖𝚖𝚘𝚗:
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- weve seen what this man calles MC,, his human,, he likes most nicknames as long as theres "my" in front of it
- though the ones he called you most are stupid,, idiot,, dummy,, you can see the pattern
- while that i s how he expresses his love,, if he sees its bothering you even the slightest bit hell stop right away
- hes pretty rough with affection,, but he wILL call you doll,, no doubt about it
- and the way it soUN D S AAA it sounds so pretty and god its just,, wow
- when it comes to calling HIM nicknames,, he loves being called baby (or baby boy,, but hell never admit to that one)
- no matter how long you two have been together hell get extremely blushy n flustered whenever you call him that,, hell tell you to shut up,, spoiler alert he doesnt want you to
- please keep calling him that he loves it akdhsk
𝙻𝚎𝚟𝚒:
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- hes extremely akward with it at first,, and youll probably have to bring it up first
- i feel like hell call you his "irl waifu" alot,, or hell call you his "henry"
- though in the private of his or your room,, hell call you really sappy names like princess,, baby,, or anything with "my" in front of it,, though he only really calls you baby when youre teasing him
- hell stretch out the "y" n say it in a really whiny voice aA
- the first time he called you princess was one night,, after staying up for days on end,, he finally crashed,, he was close to passing out while leaning against you
- though before he fell asleep you heard him whisper a soft "night princess" AND OH MY GOD AKDHSK
- switching to him now,, he loves it when you call him handsome,, or your prince
- every time itll make his heart soar and hell turn into a fumbling blushy mess,, like mammon he wILL call you stupid,, and tell you to shut up
- once agAIN DONT- DONT SHUT UP HE LOVES IT
- theres been many occasions where hes accidentally called you a really cheesy cutsey nickname in front of mammon,, and god he never lets it go
- hell tease levi endlessly,, mocking him in a wierd voice that you assume was supposed to be levis..?
- but no matter how much he gets teased for it,, he loves being called pet names
𝚂𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚗:
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-hell definitely call you kitty,,, doesn’t matter where,, in the bedroom,, in front of his brothers,, even in the presence of Lord Diavolo himself
- he thinks it fits !! seeing as he likes cats,,, and likes you even more,, what better than to call you his kitty??
- I feel like he’s also the type of person to call you baby,, but in a really deep n fancy voice,, fancy?? I think that’s right AKDHSK
- but he loves your reactions,, no matter if it’s getting extremely flustered,, or you doing it right back to him !!
- the first time Lucifer heard him call you kitty,, mans spit out his drink- he was,, surprised to say the least??
- after that it just pissed him off,, so aye another reason to keep calling you his kitty !!
- he enjoys any nicknames,, though if you call him master- WOOH lemme just say this man will go feral aA he loves it,, he’ll get flustered if it’s in a public setting though- he’s all for calling you embarrassing nicknames but when you flip it around all of a sudden he’s against it 😞
- (just saying,, thats a lie- he loves it when you call him that in public akdhdk he likes people knowing he’s yours as much as you’re his !!
𝙰𝚜𝚖𝚘:
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-he calls you baby,, precious,, cutie,, all tho s e akdhsk 
- hell do it in a real,y high pitched,, almost baby voice n it’s sweet at first,, but gets annoying when he wONT SHUT UP
- if he knows it annoys you,, no he won’t stop,, he’ll do the opposite in fact,, he’ll do it even more !!
- if you start getting “angry” he’ll drape himself over you n try to kiss you while saying “you know you love meeee” drawing out the e
- when he does that the others swear he drunk,, actually drunk?? no,, love drunk?? yes,, yes very much
- he loves you,, and he’s not gonna stop showing you exactly how much he loves you !!
- now that’s what he calls you,, but ypu calling hIM nicknames ><
- he lOVES LO V E S it when you call him things like "pretty boy" "cutie" "handsome"
- they just make his heart flutter,,, and though he may get those all the time,, them coming from you just makes it an absolute gift
- hell often retort back with one of your nicknames
- "what are ya doing handsome??"
- "nothing really cutie~ i was planning on going to this new salon that opened up though,, would you like to come?"
- something about you calling him nicknames just,, mwah !!
- he also loves when you call his personality pretty,, or compliment his personality/traits,, hes used to compliments about his physical body,, but hi m and what he can actually do makes his heart flutter,, and hed actually get somewhat flustered !!
𝙱𝚎𝚎𝚕:
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- He definitley calls you sth food related,, his creampuff,, dumpling,, honey,, sweetheart,, just really sweet n nice nicknames,,, he loves the way it sounds when he talks to you
- the first time he called you that was in the kitchen,, he had heard satan talking about these things that were common in relationships called "pet names"
- so you walked into the kitchen one night n it was the first thing that came to his mine
- "hey there creampuff,,"
- wh a t
- you had to do a double take,, but,, after a few seconds you answered
- "is something wrong??" please he thought he made you uncomfy,, or satan was wrong,,,
- "no !! i just,,, wansnt expecting that from you"
- hell call you nicknames ALOT
- first thing in the morning,, randomly in the hallway,, just anytime hes able to hell call you nicknames,, its gone to the point where hell rarley call you by your actual name
- he loves it when you call him "my man",, "baby",, "sweetheart",, but his favorite would have to be "my love"
- nicknames with "my" in them make his heart flutter
- the first time you called him a nickname he froze up and got all blushy
- he didnt at all exepect that,, and you sounded so casual??? what???
- he pulled you over you him,, wrapped his arms around you,, and rested his head on top of yours
- he didnt let go for,, quite a while
𝙱𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚎:
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- belphie isnt actually one for nicknames,,, he doesnt think it makes any sense,, why should he call you anything other than your name??
- though if you ask,, or it comes up at all that you want him to call you something,, hell do it without hesitation- aksjak
- he calls you sleepyhead. No i dont take criticism- it doesnt matter if you nap as much as him or not hes calling you sleepyhead
- i feel like he also might call you his light,, or his sunshine,, just because of how he met you,,, n how at some points you seem like the only good thing in his life at that moment,,,
- "i love you, my light,, more than i could ever tell you."
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAA GOD PLEASE AKSJAJS
- as for you calling him nicknames,, he could really care less,, as long as its from you he loves it
- one of his favorites is "my moon" you just,, came up with it one day,, and he stuck with it,, and its gotten to the point where hell barley answer to his own name,, which can get him in a bit of trouble
- "belphie !! get yer ass up and help me with this !!"
- "belphie."
-"BELPHIE!!"
- "hm? Oh were you saying something?"
- "yes i called your name like a hundred times or somethin !!"
- sometimes he just doesnt answer you when you call him by his name,, and hell wait and stare at you until you until you call him by his nickname
𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑠 🏷️:
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luffysbasement · 2 years
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Devil town v2 is pretty good "c!dnf after they runaway together" material,, dunno about the lyrics related to the parents tho (still think it fits well)
YESYESYES
omg youre making me go back to my cavetown phase again ><
its a wonderful song for c!dnf running away theres so much to take from the lyrics and relate it to their characters
my forever fave line is "falling doesnt feel so bad when i know you're falling this way too" which just suits my interpretation of c!dnf soso much
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writingonesdreams · 2 years
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Hey Dreams! :D
Happy belated Storyteller Saturday 💀
How's writing for you going? How far into Tears of Iron have you gotten? How are you feeling about it? (:
/sometimes idk if I should call you dreams or soso but I saw ren call you dreams and I thought it was adorable so I stole it/ is that okay? o:
-@bloodlessheirbyjacques ✨
Hey Jacques! Nice seeing you^^
I have been playing around with Tears of Iron and writing down inspiring and character centric snippets, but I'm doing my best not to outline this one and see if not knowing the story beforehand will make me write more. 😂
A big change I'm considering after reading a bit of From where we dream, which tends to talk into my soul or totally disagree with me in regular turns, is not enforcing the book format on the story. Just let it flow. Piece it together from slice of life moments at an academy. Everything is normal. Except the flying islands. And the magic training. And the occasional dragon retrieval mission.
Like I can't come up with a big bad that doesn't feel cliche or totally uninteresting to me and I keep hearing that advice of "realize what the stakes are" and "add a ticking bomb factor" or "grab the reader with terror and excitement and never let them go with a twisty plot"...and I'm like ehhh. My favourite scenes are hurt/comfort scenes (thank god for fanfiction and one shots so I can read only those and don't have to waste time on bloody plot). I love angst and internal monologue musings and discussions and lots of suffering, esp caused by the characters themselves. I want pain, fear, emotions and tears, intimacy and paralyzing feelings of worthlessness and of being an unlovable outsider and knowing everything, but not understanding the world at all. There is no big bad, or coherent everything encompassing plot, or any big worldbuilding in this (though society analysis might sneak in) no religions and I don't care what they are wearing. What can I do.
If feel wrong for not writing plot, but then I feel guilty for not caring about it in stories either (ofc sometimes it can be really good, but I come and stay for the characters). And you write what you like to read, right? Idk. I have "knows too much how it should be done" writing syndrome and just want to reconnect with that playful carefree part of me that would write fun emotional scenes and wouldn't worry about having a book like story ready to show off the world.
That's where I'm at with the story. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to write it all out.😊
Oh, and no problem, you can call me Dreams, I like that one. A newish nickname and kinda fitting. :)
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cinnamn-bun · 3 years
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The sansfulpuns cinematic (or I guess audio??) universe
So, I think I managed to piece together the timeline of the plot sansfulpuns's audios (The main ones/major releases, not smaller audios. Maybe they might be included [if they're ever found], but for now, not atm). Sadly, no new audios have been released as of 2019/2020 (date isn't exactly clear, based on what I managed to find), so we don't know anything about how Sans and Doll met. Earliest audios (as per the timeline) is when we assume they have been friends from a few months, to even a few years.
(And yes, I'm referring the listener as 'Doll', because I don't want to keep typing out 'the listener' and 'Doll' is iconic. And don't take this too seriously; I did this at 1am for fun.)
Some of these audios were easy to arrange chronologically ('More Than Words' is canonically a sequel to 'Things Left Unsaid'), other's were... a little tricky, but I've managed to do some writing to try and work around it.
Anyway, here's my thoughts on how the timeline works. Feel free to share your ideas on how it works. (And yes, this includes the NSFW audios.) Check under the cut.
First up is 'Sickly Movie Night'. Based on this script, this is before Sans and Doll starting officially dating, although I'm going to assume that they have known each other and have been friends for maybe 2+ years before this takes place. Sans is confused and caught off-guard by Doll's romantic gestures. After this, I believe Sans would most likely brush it off as Doll's dazed confusion due to the fever.
After this, we get straight into 'Things Left Unsaid'. Here, we have confirmation that Sans and Doll have known each other for a while (we don't have an exact amount of years). I'm going to say the this happens nearly a year after 'Sickly Movie Night', just to give enough time to allow Sans and Doll's relationship to develop, and also let Doll go to college/univeristy for a few months and evetually lose touch a bit. As we all know they have their fight, and Doll eventually leaves.
8 months later (Yes! An actual canon time frame between audios) comes 'More Than Words'. Doll comes back in town to visit (possibly on break from college/univeristy). There, Doll and Sans reunite, talk things out, (have a near death experience), and finally get together.
After this is 'The Usual Spot'. To be entirely honest, I debated where it fits in the timeline. I initally had it put after 'Sickly Movie Night', but 'Things Left Unsaid' made it complicated. Then came 'More Than Words' which made things messier, since to me both 'MTW' and 'TUS' are written as "Sans and Doll get together". So I was considering having 'The Usual Spot' be in it's seperate universe; taking place after 'SMN' and happening instead of 'TLU+MTW'. But that's just the easy way out, and I found a way to make it work. After reading both 'MTW' and 'TUS' I decided that 'The Usual Spot' takes place up to a month after Sans and Doll start dating; they're taking it easy and slow and trying to figure out how their romantic relationship is going to work.
Then comes 'Skele's First Time'. I'm not going into to details. If you're bothering to read a timeline of the sansfulpuns audios, then I'm sure you know what happens in this one.
I’m going to slip in ‘Bone Tired’ here. Canonically, Doll learnt about Sans’s teleport ability in ‘MTW’, and Sans straight up shows it off here, and it’s heavily shown that they are currently romantically evolved. Also, towards the end of the audio, things get somewhat steamy before the brakes are hit, so it’s safe to assume that they definitely had sex before.
Now, we get into a sort of 'choose your own adventure' thing with 'Spontaneously Sweet' and 'Soul Soakin''. Personally, these two can go either way. Depends on what you think works. Personally, I feel 'SpSw' comes before 'SoSo', but the other way works too. Again, not going into details about these two. No matter what, they’ll probably happen while Doll is still doing their studies and they’re visiting Sans, or Sans is visting them. That, or they have completed their studies (again, you decide).
And that's it. Unless sansfulpuns returns as the 2nd coming of Chirst, that completes the sansfulpuns audio timeline. At least my take on it lol.
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ghostburs-blue · 4 years
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hello! if you can, could you do prompt 46 and 57 with spencer pls?
I’m soso sorry it took so long for me to answer this! I’ve been struggling with a major case of writing block but I hope you like it <33 I wanted to give you quality work instead of trying to rush on it and get this out as soon as possible! Enjoy anon and thank you for supporting me!
You’re Perfect
Request:  “ hello! if you can, could you do prompt 46 and 57 with spencer pls?” > #46:  “Please don’t say that about yourself. Please don’t believe that. You’re so much more than that. You’re so…” / #57:  Heart eyes when the other talks, sings, dances, argues, does literally anything especially things which others make fun of them for or find annoying
Summary: People are mean and y/n doesn’t love herself
Warnings: talks about not eating, not drinking, low self-confidence, mentions of depression, in general lots of angst, fluff ending *please don’t read if any of these are sensitive or triggering topics for you!!!!* 
Word count: 3k
A/n: this was actually a really good way to relieve my own feelings <3 it was almost a vent write? please DO NOT read if these are triggering subjects to you. i want you all to know that you’re beautiful and spectacular and you all mean so much to me. please take care of yourselves! my dm’s and inbox is ALWAYS open for you to come and talk to me if you feel as though you need to or want to. love you all dearly!
~story below the cut~
You gave a small laugh as you grabbed another piece of bruschetta from the plate in front of you.
“Are you sure you want to eat that y/n?” One of your friends, Sadie, casually commented.
Your hand faltered as you brought the piece of bread to your mouth.
“I- what do you mean?” You asked, slightly confused.
“I just mean,” Sadie paused and looked around the room at the group of girls clustered on the sofas together. “You’re getting a little plump, you know?” She laughed. “Especially around the… stomach,” she waved her hand around your tummy area.
Some of the other girls nod. “Yeah, watch out. Especially if you want to look good in that bikini you bought for our beach trip,” another girl, Maddy, smirked.
You carefully placed the bruschetta back on the plate, trying to give a small smile. “I, I wasn’t hungry anyway,” you attempted to give a small smile that you hoped hid your tears. “Thanks for the warning guys,” you offered.
The group smiled. “Of course, we’re just here to tell you the truth,” Sadie chirped. You gave a curt nod.
You ended up leaving the hangout early, you had lost your mood to have fun after the… interesting comments made.
Heading back to your apartment, you shut your phone off and took a hot shower. 
It was only 10:30 when you decided to call it a night, not bothering to check your phone for any messages or notifications.
You woke up early the next morning, slowly climbing out of bed. 
Making your way to the bathroom, you stood in front of your mirror. You stared at your reflection, taking in your appearance. Almost numbly, your hands rose, pulling and pushing at the skin on your face.
They made their way to your lips, dragging the flesh down with it. They froze as they reached your mouth, a single finger tracing the outline of it.
“I love your lips,” Spencer’s voice echoed throughout your head. “They’re beautiful and feel so good under mine,” he assured you. You had just told him about your insecurities about them; growing up, many had told you that they were too large, didn’t fit well with your face. Spencer kissed all the confidence back into them, making you feel good about them again. The memory slowly vanished from your mind.
No, you fought back. No, he’s a liar. No part of me was beautiful then, no part of me is beautiful now, you thought angrily, hands gripping the countertop so hard your knuckles turned white.
You brushed your hair and teeth, throwing on only enough makeup to hide your dark circles and sunken cheeks, much less than normal. Trudging to your room, it was the same story with your outfit. Normally you liked to make your outfit cute and coordinated; today you had no drive to do anything of the sort.
Throwing on a plain white blouse and some mom jeans, you grabbed your phone, keys, and a bottle of water before leaving for work.
Pulling into the parking lot, you stepped out of your car and immediately kept your head down as you walked in. It was still early, early enough that probably only Hotch would be here.
You sat down at your desk in the bullpen as you grabbed pulled a stack of manila folders. Today was supposed to be a paperwork day, meaning there would be no stress or hassle of cases or investigations. Nonetheless, the rest of the team and you always had a go-bag underneath your seat for any emergencies. You prayed there wouldn’t be one today.
As 8:30 rolled closer and closer, more of your teammates started showing up. Morgan was first, exclaiming a loud, “Hey babygirl!” when he first saw you. You offered a small smile and stood up to hug him like you always did when you saw each other in the morning. You watched as he briefly skimmed your outfit, taking in the look. You noticed as his lips pursed, then stretched into a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes as he headed to his desk.
Next came JJ, then Garcia, following the same pattern as Morgan. The same tight-lipped, overdramatic smiles. Then, Reid. The one you were dreading the most.
He practically ran in, slightly out of breath and winded as his eyes frantically searched the room. They softened and his body relaxed as they landed on you.
Walking over, he spun your chair to face him, tilting your head up to meet his gaze when you hesitated to make eye contact with him. He kissed your forehead as he spoke to you gently.
“Hey babe, I was worried when you didn’t reply to my messages last night or this morning,” he murmured. You looked up and tried to hide the look of despair in your eyes.
“Yeah, I decided to sleep a little earlier than normal,” you lied easily, attempting to relax your rigid body posture.
Spencer clearly didn’t buy it, but didn’t try and push you further on the topic. He nodded, kissing you once more before heading to his own desk.
Turning back to the mountain of paperwork in front of you, you didn’t need eyes on the back of your head to know that the rest of the team was talking behind your back.
You stood up suddenly, heading to the kitchen to grab some coffee. You brewed yourself a fresh pot, back pressed against the counter as you absentmindedly scrolled on your phone while waiting.
As soon as it was done, you poured yourself a cup of the dark liquid, not caring about how hot it was. Walking out the room, you turned the corner, promptly running into Garcia. The coffee splashed out of the cup and onto your white shirt, effectively staining it and turning it seethrough. You hissed from the pain.
“Oh, hon I’m so sorry!” Garcia exclaimed, frozen in shock. Coming to her senses, she quickly ran into the kitchen and came out with a few paper towels.
She tried to dab your shirt and soak up the liquid, but it wasn’t doing much. The wet fabric clung to your body, and you felt extremely exposed standing in the hallway, where anyone could see you.
“Do you have any extra shirts?” Garcia fretted, trying to stay calm. You gave a small nod and grabbed her arm, smiling.
“Love, it’s okay. It’s just a shirt,” you murmured, though it seemed like you were trying to reassure yourself more than her. “I’m going to grab one from my go-bag, okay?” You comfortingly squeezed her hand, then turned to head into the bullpen.
You took a deep breath before stepping out into the brightly lit area. Uncomfortably, you crossed your arms over your midsection, quickly making your way over to your desk. As you bent down to grab your go-bag, you felt everybody’s eyes burning into you. A touch on your shoulder caused you to jump and replace your arms.
It was just Spencer.
“Y/n, is everything okay? What happened?” He gestured towards the coffee stain peeking out from the top of your crossed arms, attempting to pull them down to see more. You stepped back and only tightened your hold on your body, shaking your head.
“It’s only a little spill,” you reassured him. “I just need to grab a change of clothes,” you smiled at him.
Unzipping the duffel bag, you swallowed as you looked inside. All the shirts were tight-fitting, accentuating your body. You closed it suddenly.
“On second thought,” you winced and looked up at Spencer. “Do you still have my hoodie in your car?” You asked him. He nodded, confused.
“Yeah, I do. Why? Don’t you have clothes in here?” Reid asked, gesturing towards the bag.
“Uh, yeah, but… I’m feeling cold?” You replied, voice turning up at the end. He frowned.
“I’ll go get it. Just, stay here?” He offered, heading to his car to get the jacket.
Sitting down in your chair, you attempted to make yourself as small as possible and hide from the confused stares of the others. Just as you were sure someone was going to break the deafening silence, Spencer reappeared with the light grey hoodie in his hands.
You breathed a small sigh of relief, almost feeling like you could cry as he handed it to you. Thanking him, you went to the bathroom to change.
Stepping out of the restroom, you caught sight of JJ ahead of you, walking in your direction. She stopped, greeting you with a smile.
“I was just about to tell the team,” she started. You groaned, already knowing what she was going to say. JJ nodded, agreeing with you. “We have a case. Head to the briefing room as soon as possible,” she said with a grim look. You nodded, heading straight there and nabbing a seat.
The rest of the group filed in, and you saw Hotch and Rossi for the first time that day. Hotch gave you a once over, taking in your grey baggy hoodie and loose jeans. Some emotion filled his tired eyes, something you were too exhausted to decipher. You didn’t even bother to look at Rossi.
JJ started the briefing, the team adding comments and guesses throughout. It was a sad case, surrounding women being abducted from college campuses in California.
Hotch stood, surveying everyone before he announced, “Wheels up in an hour.” The group disassembled, everyone flocking to their desks to grab what was needed. You remained seated, taking a deep breath before slowly standing up and following the others.
If anyone noticed your mood, they didn’t say anything. You all had an hour before takeoff, so the group collectively decided to head for a quick lunch.
You didn’t order anything, claiming you felt a little under the weather when Spencer nudged you and asked about it. You nursed a glass of water and stayed out of the conversation, only giving your two cents when someone prompted you to.
Eventually, you all boarded the plane. You still didn’t eat, looking in disgust at your go-bag filled with clothes pushed below your seat.
The moment the aircraft landed, you pushed yourself into work. You didn’t give yourself much time to eat or drink, taking on job after job to solve the case. It was tiring, but it kept you hidden from the problems you desperately needed to face. So, you did it without complaining.
The clothes were a big part of the problem. Pulling a black pencil skirt out from the duffel bag after you had settled in the hotel room, you were met with a memory.
Spencer’s arms wrapped around your waist as he rested his chin on your shoulder. You both stood in front of a floor-length mirror, gazing at your reflection in the clear glass. He pulled back just enough to twist your head towards him, placing a gentle kiss on your lips.
He grinned at the sight of the two of you in the mirror, drinking in how the skirt looked on you.
He groaned. “You look so good,” he whispered, causing you to smile and laugh a little.
“Thank you babe,” you replied, a grin gracing your features. “I needed new clothes for work, figured that this would be okay to wear,” you giggled. Reid nodded violently.
“Wear this and I won’t be able to concentrate on anything for the rest of the day,” he murmured in your ear, causing you to give him a playful shove.
Looking at the skirt now, you wanted to vomit. It was tight in all the wrong places, making your body look bigger than it already was in your eyes. With a sigh, you stuffed it back in your bag and sat on the ground, back against the bed.
You pushed the heels of your palms against your eyes, trying to stop the flow of tears threatening to be released.
You jumped up as a knock sounded at the door. It just turned out to be JJ; she was letting everybody know about the plans for the next day.
Though you could see a small frown grow on her lips, she didn’t say anything about your disheveled appearance.
Most everyone gave up on trying to get you to sleep or take time off once the case had begun. They had tried to force you to take a break, but the team knew that you rarely stopped working until you solved the murder(s) you were assigned to.
However, only Reid seemed to notice the extent of your overworking; this was too much, even for you. But every time he made an attempt to talk to you about something other than work, you would cut him off or divert him back to the task on hand.
You felt as though you were sinking. You had all the lifelines you needed surrounding you, all you had to do was reach out and grab one. Every time you tried, your limbs went heavy and your arms refused to move. You were sinking, and didn’t know how to swim.
After what seemed like far too long, you had narrowed down a suspect for the abductions of the poor women.
It was Hotch’s idea to send you and Morgan in first. According to the profile, he would listen to strong female authority, while Morgan would back you up and make sure you were safe.
The plan worked great, fortunately, and the team was able to save the kidnapper’s most recent victim from a horrible death.
As forensics teams swarmed the scene after handcuffing the predator, the rest of the group and you surveyed the house. The majority of the predictions made were accurate; mind the minor few details scattered here and there.
As you, Reid, and Emily walked through the main bedroom, you felt a sudden bout of weariness come on. You leaned against the wall, trying to control your breathing.
You faintly heard Emily talking about something in the background, but you couldn’t fully make it out. Your eyes closed, and you felt yourself slowly sink to the floor as you lost the little amount of strength you had left in your body.
You became aware of footsteps rushing over to you, the sound of Spencer’s voice growing louder and more frantic.
“Y/n? Y/n can you hear me?” He exclaimed, looking around for help. Eyes focusing on Emily, the last thing you heard was someone screaming, “MEDIC!”.
Your eyes blinked open, slowly adjusting to the bright fluorescent lights of the hospital. You had been in and out of consciousness since the crime scene, remembering vague snippets of strangers’ voices calling out or Spencer’s worried face looming over you.
Looking down at your body, you had been dressed in a white hospital gown, though majority of you was covered in a blanket. Turning your head to the side, you caught sight of Reid dozed off in a chair next to your bed.
“Babe,” you called out, but your throat was dry and hoarse. Clearing your throat, you tried again. “Reid!” You said. He woke with a start, eyes panicked. They softened as they landed on your small smile.
“I- what happened?” You asked him, coughing slightly. A small frown settled on his lips.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He whispered, looking hurt.
You gave him a confused look. “Tell you what?” You replied.
He shook his head. “That you haven’t been eating or drinking enough,” his voice cracked slightly, causing your heart to break a little. You gazed into his deep brown eyes, melting as you noticed the pools of tears forming in them.
“I can explain,” you started, but he shook his head.
“The doctors said you had orthostatic hypotension, or a fainting spell caused by starvation, dehydration, and stress,” he murmured. You felt a sigh escape as you looked away from your boyfriend sitting next to you. You couldn’t bear to see the disappointment etched on his face.
“I’m not good enough for you,” you muttered under your breath, not expecting him to hear it.
“What?” He asked, caught off guard.
You turned to face him again. “I’m not good enough for you!” You exclaimed loudly, throwing your hands in the air. “In fact, I’m not good enough for anything. I’m not smart enough to be on the team, I’m not pretty enough to be your girlfriend, and I sure as hell am not good enough to mean anything to anyone.” It was your turn to start crying.
Spencer quickly rose, grasping your hand tightly in his. He looked at you, and you could see the love and pain swirling in his eyes. “Please don’t say that about yourself. Please don’t believe that. You’re so much more than that. You’re the light of my life, the highlight of my day every time I see you. You’re the perfect ray of sunshine our office needs, hell, what the team needs to get through cases. You are perfect, y/n. I love you so much. Please, never believe those things about yourself. You’re perfect just the way you are,” he finished, tears streaming down his face.
Without a second thought, you looped your arm behind his neck and pulled Spencer in for a kiss. His lips were salty, the taste of his tongue mixing with the salty wetness from his tears. You two pulled apart, breathing heavily.
“I love you too,” you whispered, pressing your foreheads together before hugging him tightly.
Slight coughing by the door caused you two to look up. You grinned as you noticed the rest of the team standing by the doorway, bittersweet smiles on their faces. They entered the room, each giving you a hug and scolding you about your current situation. You forgot how much you missed them.
From that day onwards, you worked towards loving yourself. It took a long time, months blending into years before you felt comfortable in the body you had been given. But no matter what, you had your rock. You had Spencer, and you were better because of it.
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ezmarie · 3 years
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Hello! I read through your matchups and I want to say they're rly cute :>> It's so cool about how much effort you put into them so I was wondering if its okay if I could request a Haikyuu matchup? (I hope its okay I submitted it)
My name's Alicia, I'm Bi but I'm more attracted to guys and I'm female(she/her). My sun sign is Gemini and my rising is Aries, INTP, ambivert and a Slytherin.
My personality, positives, negatives and such: Around new people I'd say I'm much calmer, polite and quite closed off. Some of my friends say I come off as a bit aloof to certain people or strangely kind to others. To my surprise I've had some people say I'm intimidating (like bruh why??)  In all honesty my personality really differs with who I'm with. When I'm with my friends though I'm much more outgoing and loud, I really enjoy going out with just different small groups of friends even if its just for a small lunch or anything - I just really enjoy being around those who both make me laugh and who I can make laugh. I can be really sarcastic and not afraid to have some playful banter aka: who can have the most creative insults - even if they don't make sense. I'm smart in things I enjoy and can go on and on about things i'm passionate about. I'm always looking out for my friends, making sure they don't stuff up, praising their achievements and putting them before myself. I'm pretty open-minded and flexible, say if one of my friends has a friend I dislike I'll always act nice and rarely complain and I'm good at adapting to different environments. Although I am rarely happy with my looks and I don't like trying new things with a fear of stuffing up or failing ESPECIALLY with team sports bruh. I have a bad habit of staying up until ungodly hours of the morning and not waking up until the afternoon.
Appearance: I'm 5'2/5'3-ish, half Indonesian-half British/White/Whatever, I have shoulder length fluffy/messy dark brown hair, dark brown eyes, i have a beauty spot near my nose on the right side of my face, tan-olive ish skin.
Music taste: I typically listen to pop, indie pop and sometimes alternative rock. My favourite songs though would have to be Left to Right (Marteen), Act my Age (One direction) and Scrawny (Wallows). Two playlist names I have are "Solo survival in minecraft vibes" and "pain" - Theyre weird ik LMAO
In a partner: I look for someone who can take a joke and can handle my sudden chaotic decisions and mood swings. Someone who will communicate like please tell me if im doing something wrong or right for the love of god- It would be great if they didn't mind my random touches or signs of affection and it would be cool if we could play games together :D My love language would have to be touch and words of affirmation if that helps.
Anddd thats it, I'm so so sorry if its too long and please take your time and dont overwhelm youself :((  Thank you for your time and don't forget to drink some water!!
hiii! omg thank you so much! that’s so nice🥺 i ship you withh...bokuto!!
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ok this is also kinda a case of opposites attract, or at least at first glance it definitely is. bokuto is so loud and extroverted and outgoing so it’s really appreciated how youre more calm and able to somewhat tame him down a bit. he actually got so interested in you because of that, just like with akaashi he was drawn to the opposite personality to him. hes also gonna try and open you up more instead of being so closed off, like its his own little personal challenge to make you more comfortable with opening up, and once you do he’s vv happy. he loves how kind you are as well because i don’t think this bby could handle someone mean, he just needs love and support and then he’s yours forever. of course he loves playful teasing (he denies that he likes it directed at him but he actually loves it) but he wants your kinda subtle niceness in a partner. the way you put others beofre yourself helps him a lot as well because he needs and wants a lot of care so the fact that you’ll provide that for him is amazing and basically ideal. however he makes SURE you take care of yourself too, like he will not let you forget about your own needs and will make you put yourself first sometimes any way he can. sure it might take him a while to figure out your doing that, but once he does he’s gonna look out for you even closer after that. he loves how open minded you are too because it would be difficult if you weren’t open to the things he likes, like he wouldn’t be able to survive without your support. the positivity you show for the things he’s passionate about just makes him fall in love and adore you a million times more, if that was even possible.
oh my gosh he LOVES how when youre with him your whole personality just switches. no not with everything about you switches but when you become outgoing and loud he just can’t stop swooning because he loves how much laughter and enthusiasm he can hear from you which he doesn’t usually hear. it’s just when you both are loud and outgoing it’s so chaotic for everyone else but for you two it’s just fun and carefree. he’s kinda drawn to your sarcastic side because that’s not really him, and he just thinks it’s so funny when your a little annoyed and end up throwing some sarcastic snapback to someone. like i said before he loves having playful banter with you because it’s really fun, but he denies that he likes it when it’s aimed towards him. however he definitely likes it he just pretends he doesn’t. oh my goodness i can’t even explain how much he adores it when you ramble on and on about something you’re passionate about. seriously like he absolutely loves it. he thinks it’s so adorable how you get so excited and peppy when he brings up a topic you love and you can just talk about it for days on end. especially when he can see that sparkle in your eyes and just the sound of your voice, it just makes him fall in love all over again. also, he would CRUSH any insecurity you ever had, especially if it’s about your looks. he’s ADORES any body type and body size, beaty marks, skin color, hair type, height, body proportions, anything about you he will completely love. he will support and compliment you to no end to make you see how perfect you are, he will make sure you know your beauty.
i feel like bokuto really fits the description of what you like as well. he LOVES to make you laugh and is always throwing jokes around and he’s a very goofy and laughy guy, so he will laugh at your jokes all the time. he values communication as well because he doesn’t really understand when people give him subtle signs or hints, like he just won’t figure it out unless you tell him upright. so he’ll do the same to you naturally because he just assumes that you value that as well. he’s very spontaneous and just kinda goes with the flow of everything so sudden chaotic decisions wouldnt bother him a bit, actually he lives for them. he also has mood swings as well so he would totally understand what your going through when you have one and you both would know how to help eachother. bokuto might get a little offended if you playfully insult things like how he’s doing in your relationship, his playing skills, or something like that, but once you reassure him that it’s completely a joke he warms up to it. mostly everything else he understands is just teasing and the only reason he ACTS offended is because he wants you to believe he doesn’t like it, but trust me you both are very aware that he in fact loves it since he’s very easy to read. lastly, he loves loves loves random touches of affection, he seriously can get enough affection. please randomly touch him, even if it’s holding pinkies or kissing his cheek for .2 seconds he will s w o o n. here comes blushy and flustered bokuto, have fun :)) 💕
scenarios with the two of you:
•you just waiting for bokuto home and when he does he literally tackles you in a bear hug. he rambles on and on about his day and asks you about yours while also complimenting you somehow and your just sitting there giggling at his normal energized antics. he doesn’t let you leave your spot either so you two just stay there cuddling for the rest of the night.
•it was around midnight and bokuto texted you asking you if you wanted to go on a walk, obviously you were tired and confused but you could just see his pout through the screen so you went. you went on a walk while talking, well mostly him talking, and going to a random destination you didn’t know of and i’m not sure he did either. when you got too tired he carried you too(and don’t worry he’s strong as shit already and thinks it’s super easy to carry you :)) i mean look at those biceps-)
•it was in the middle of summer and you were having a bad day so bokuto took you out to someplace you didn’t know of. it ended up being a field and so you two lyed on the grass while enjoying looking at the stars and the perfect summer night breeze paired with the heat. you were playing music like scrawny by wallows and can i call you tonight by dayglow and both of your were silent, a very rare thing for both of you, especially bokuto. he wasn’t really looking at the stars though, he was looking at you.
i hope you liked this!! i loved writing it and you’re soso nice thank you for worrying about me🥺 have an amazing day and take care of yourself!! <333
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losingitinjersey · 4 years
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I continue to be amazed by how busy life has become as a new parent.  I always figured since I was spending time at home that I’d have plenty of time to tackle projects around the house, maybe cull through drawers and clean things out.  Nope!  There are days when I barely find the time to do a 10 minute yoga session.  To be fair, I’m prioritizing things over it - like a nap or a shower.  
All this to say I’ve had several draft posts waiting to be written for weeks.  My problem is I like to spend at least 30+ minutes crafting a post from my laptop rather than posting on the mobile app.  We’ll see how that changes moving forward.  I keep hoping that once I make a catch up post (like this one) I then have the freedom to post more frequently, likely from my phone.  I keep taking pictures of every meal and activity like I’m posting daily thus resulting in a phone chock full of pics that never get posted.  
The pictures above are a good summary of what I’ve been up to.  Of most significance - I’m officially back into walking!  Since January 14th (three weeks postpartum) I’ve made my way out the door nine times (my first two walks weren’t logged due to my not downloading Runkeeper to my new phone in advance).  Today marked my first day out with just erp - and it was great!!!  Thankfully I had eight other walks under my belt (three with the babe) to get my comfort level back up, so I felt fully prepared today to go solo.  This week I even did my first five mile walk, which I used to do every other day pre-pregnancy.  Today, I listened to a “Getting Curious” podcast and loved the time outdoors in the fresh air with erp even though she was sleeping the entire time as she’s prone to do any time she’s in her car seat (hallelujah!). 
I also started lifting again this week!  Starting off from square one doing just the bar for bench and squat and minimal weights for deads.  It feels soso good integrating fitness back into my life again after basically being off for the last nine months.  I’m starting to be mindful of my eating and while I’m not back to strict keto I am trying to do moderate/low-carb.  I’m not counting every calorie but have started logging some meals in to get an idea of what my intake is while also stepping on the scale a few times per week.  I’m sure I’ll be back to full blown weight-loss efforts soon as I’m not a fan of how clothes are fitting now that I don’t have a baby bump to work with.  
Yoga is back to an every day priority which also brings back my vinyl of the day, which I’d missed.  I do love a solid routine!  
Erp is now over a month old (WHAT) and the center pic is an outtake from her one month photoshoot for FB documentation (although, I don’t intend to post more than at one, six and twelve months I’m sure I’ll continue to take them for my own records).  That bottom lip quiver gets me every time.  Since I’m not into frequent FB posting I downloaded an app called Tiny Beans where just my family and friends who want an onslaught of pics can subscribe and see the daily pics and videos I’m posting.  It feels like a really happy medium.  
Saki continues to be my best friend and occupies my lap any time there’s not a baby on it.  While he’s protective of his brood he isn’t the biggest fan of the babe.  He’ll usually jump on me, discover my lap is full, give her a good few sniffs before running off.  Occasionally he’ll share my lap or arms with her when he’s especially needy but that’s been rare.  Although, when he sees I’m sans baby he’ll be my shadow and can barely wait for me to sit down before he climbs on me for all the cuddles.  
Check out this random sprout coming out of this succulent!  I’ve had the plant since my bff’s bridal shower in May but apparently this little growth wanted to make his appearance nine months later on January 17th and the last picture taken today, January 28th.  I know nothing about plants but that seems like an awful lot of growth for just over a week.  I’m fascinated to see what’s going to happen next!  When is it going to get too tall to keep going straight up?  Will it lose all structural integrity and collapse?  Will it flower!?  This sprout is keeping me more than entertained.  
Speaking of entertainment, I’m zipping through shows like nobody’s business.  I’m sure I’m unable to remember all programming I’ve consumed but I’ve completed at least the following shows:  Fleabag, Crashing, BoJack Horseman, latest season of Grace and Frankie, You, Troop Zero, Unbelievable, Brittany Runs A Marathon, and I’m currently on the second season of The Let Down.  Not to say that I’m prioritizing watching shows over being productive, it’s just that I’m trapped in a chair either breastfeeding, pumping or rocking my child for the majority of the day and there’s only so much social media I can stomach.  
Breastfeeding and pumping have been going pretty well although I’ve recently been very close to running out of my entire stock of milk since my child is now on an extreme growth spurt.  She’s eating about 34oz a day and I’m producing roughly 32oz.  This past weekend we started supplementing with formula so I can start building back up a supply for when daycare starts next week.  I’m now pumping every two hours during the day and every three hours at night.  Each time I feed her about 6oz of breast milk then 2-3oz of formula to top her off.  I had allllll the feels about not being able to keep up and needing to use formula but thankfully I’m less emotional about it now that we’ve started doing it.  Fed is best and I’m doing everything I can for her and that has to be enough.  
All in all I’m doing really really well.  I’ve never had more purpose or felt this fulfilled and I’m loving taking care of erp, Kevin, Saki, the house and myself.  Sadly, this precious time starts to end this coming Monday when I go back to work.  Thankfully, I negotiated having six additional weeks of flex time so I’ll work from the office 2-3 days a week and work from home the remaining days.  Although, given how hard it is for me to get anything done I am worried how my work is going to suffer on days I’m working from home.  I doubt anyone (other than myself) has high expectations of me so I just need to give myself grace and try and find a balance.  Easier said than done, I’m sure!  
For now, my daughter is sound asleep in my arms, I’ve got half an hour before another pumping session then onto making dinner.  Even though this post is more than long enough, I have to add - Kevin has been amazing.  His school schedule has been extremely light so he’s home most of the day and does more than his fair share of baby duty.  He’ll prop her up on his desk while he’s playing computer games while feeding her or holding her as she falls asleep.  He just loves being with her as often as he can be.  He takes the first part of most night shifts so I can get rest and reminds me constantly how proud he is of me and how well I’m doing.  My favorite time is when we do bath time together as a team sport.  I really lucked out in the partner department and, man, did we make a cute kid! 
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deartouya · 2 years
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Moot ask game?? 🫧 I’m intrigued
moot ask game: send me a "🫧" and i'll answer these for you !!
you're my __ moot: bakugou moot for sure,, everytime you write something for him i'm just 'so true that is bakugou' i feel like yk him soso well and yeah <3 also you're my fall moot !! a quaint autumn coffee shop personified me thinks
why i follow you: you're supersuper talented !! how could i not follow you?? you're also one of the sweetest people in the world, everytime i interact with you i'm just so !! it makes me soso happy
an au i think fits you: coffee shop au 100% !! i imagine a cute lil cat cafe nestled between a florist and a library that serves the best lattes you've ever had,, i definitely think any sort of domestic au would fit you really well too tho
something you remind me of: you remind me of the early morning in either spring or fall,, the whole world drenched in orange and warm. the feeling of drinking tea at a sun-spotted table and everything looks like it's glowing
song/book/movie that reminds me of you: you remind me of studio ghibli movies !! the art style, the stories, just everything <33
your blog is: so nice and homey :(( it's so well organized and your theme's are always so extensive and put together!! you have a really good system and it's so easy to navigate !!
your url is: so cute !! i think it fits you and your blog really well and it includes your pseud (which i've always thought was such a pretty name too!! )
your icon is: soso cute !! jaegh did reallyreally good and the colors are so pretty !! it ties into your new theme soso well and it's inspired by an amazing fic too :3 (which i,, am still working through </3)
overall opinion: you're soso kind and talented and i hope life does right by you always !! i'm always happy to interact with you <3
a random thought: i think you remind me of those pens with the flowers on the end ?? like specifically a green one with a big pink daisy on it !!
character i ship you with the most: bakugou is the only answer,, you are one and the same in my mind <3 sidenote tho,, i think megumi is also a very good contender. idk what it is,, but it fits
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girls-scenarios · 6 years
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Idol: Anne (GWSN)
Prompt: What's up, Is it possible to write a scenario with Anne from GWSN, where her group meets her S/O who's a famous rapper from aomg? Please, Thanks if your able to!
Writer: Admin Kiwi
A/N: The very first GWSN thing on this blog, I’m so excited! There aren’t many gifs for my girls yet but I’m sure that will change as they get more popular. Also, why am I posting this at like, 2am my time? Because I have a weird sleeping schedule after surgery please don’t judge me. Anyway, I hope you all enjoy, and stan GWSN!
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Today was the day. Finally, Anne was going to introduce you to her friends, and she could not be more nervous. Sighing, she stared at her reflection in the mirror. Even though she knew most of them were dumb, she had a lot of worries. What if they didn’t like you? What if they got the wrong idea about you? What if you guys didn’t get along?
She squeezed her eyes shut and gently slapped her cheeks, telling herself to snap out of it. She knew you were nervous too, which was to be expected. Anyone would be nervous when meeting their girlfriend’s friends (or, in her case, the girls were more like her sisters). But you’d texted her the night before, reassuring her that everything would be okay. And deep down, she was sure it would go okay. She loved her bandmates, and she loved you, and she knew they would be happy for her. Still, she couldn’t help being a little bit nervous....
Her phone buzzed and she opened her eyes to a text from you on the screen.
Today’s the day! I have a question though.
She smiled and picked up her phone, fond as she typed back a reply.
I know! I’m trying not to be nervous lol. What is it?
You replied almost immediately.
Me too tbh, but let’s be positive! Anyway, I’m still working on something last minute and my manager will kill me if I don’t get it done. Do you guys want to meet me at my studio before we go get food? I don’t want to leave you guys hanging.
She thought for a moment, pretty sure that the girls wouldn’t mind dropping by the studio. Honestly, they’d probably be pretty excited to see the inside of AOMG.
Let me check and make sure but it shouldn’t be a problem.
As she was placing down her phone, there was a knock at her door and she looked up as Seoryoung opened the door.
“Are you ready?” One last look at her appearance and Anne nodded, looking back at her leader.
“I am. I have a quick question though.” Seoryoung raised her eyebrows, a clear sign for Anne to go ahead. “(Y/N) just sent me a text asking if we wanted to swing by their studio at AOMG before we go since they have to finish up a project they’re working on.”
“Sounds fine to me. Want me to check with the other girls?” Anne nodded and Seoryoung gave her a quick thumbs-up before disappearing again. Taking a deep breath, Anne picked up her phone and looked at it for a moment before slipping it into her pocket and grabbing the rest of her things. She could do this.
When she got into the living room area where the rest of the girls were waiting, SoSo hopped to her feet.
“Are we really going to AOMG?”
“If you guys are okay with it, yeah. We can look around a little while (Y/N) finishes up what they’re working on.”
“We’re good with it,” Seoryoung said with a smile. SoSo grinned and quickly checked her appearance one more time, obviously excited even as Lena laughed beside her.
“I’m honestly still surprised you’re really dating (Y/N). They seem too cool for you,” Minju said, and Anne chose to ignore her, focusing instead on Miya, who slipped her hand over Minju’s mouth to keep her from talking anymore as she looked at Anne.
“They’re sure it’s okay for us to be there?” Miya asked, seeming a bit nervous. “I mean, since we’re from a different company and all.” Anne nodded, quickly sending you back a text.
“It should be fine, otherwise (Y/N) wouldn’t have mentioned it.”
They’re okay with it! Is it okay if we head over now?
Yeah! My studio is on the second floor at the end of the hall, remember? I can’t wait to see you.
The fond smile made its way back onto her face, and Minju giggled.
“You’re so cute, unnie.”
“Oh, hush. Come on, let’s go ahead and get going.” Smiling, Seoryoung moved into the front, her arm looped loosely through Seokyoung’s as she led the girls out and away. Anne lingered at the back, eyes back on her phone.
I feel the same way.
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Even though Anne had been to your studio before, there was a certain amount of excitement that still came with walking through another company. Her bandmates had all fallen silent, taking in their surroundings with wide eyes as Anne took the lead.
It was probably her imagination, but the elevator seemed to take longer than usual that day. Still, soon enough she was walking down the hall towards your studio. When she reached the door, she stopped and quietly looked in the window. You were looking down as something, but you didn’t seem to be actively recording or anything so she raised her hand and knocked gently.
Immediately you were up and rushing over to open the door with a wide smile.
“Anne! I was just about to text you to see where you were.” Smiling, she reached out her hand and you took it, intertwining your fingers with hers affectionately.
“We’re here now,” she said, voice a little bit softer than it had been when she was talking to the girls earlier. “I hope we aren’t interrupting you or anything.” Quickly, you shook your head.
“No, no, I’m just finishing up some things. I have to send the songs I made out to the right people and finish an email but that’s all honestly. I finished up the last song a few minutes ago.” Then you turned to look at the rest of GWSN, who had been watching the exchange with silent smiles. “Hello, it’s nice to meet you all. Why don’t you come in? It’s small but we can make it work.” You stepped inside with Anne by you to let them in, and once everyone was inside, Anne cleared her throat.
“Let me introduce everyone. (Y/N), this is Miya unnie, Seokyoung unnie, Seoryoung, Minju, SoSo, and Lena. Everyone, this is my partner (Y/N).” You smiled and waved, and the rest of the girls smiled brightly back.
“It’s nice to finally meet you, (Y/N),” Seoryoung said, stepping forward. “Take good care of our Anne, yeah?”
“I will, I promise.”
“Then we approve,” Seokyoung said, grinning and reaching forward to playfully ruffle Anne’s hair, making the younger girl whine.
“Don’t let us distract you from your work though,” Miya said, gesturing towards your still-open laptop. “We can wait while you finish.”
“Thank you, Miya,” you said, giving her a grateful smile. “Go ahead and make yourselves comfortable, I’ll be done soon.” The girls quickly pulled back towards the couch in the corner of the room, and you tugged Anne towards your desk, pointing out the extra chair. “Give me some strength?” Giggling, she followed you.
“Of course.”
“I still can’t believe they’re dating,” Minju muttered under her breath, looking at the wall with all your achievements displayed. “This is crazy.”
“They’re so obviously in love though,” Lena said, clasping her hands together and smiling. “It’s like something out of a drama.”
“It’s cute,” Miya said with a grin, sitting down on the couch and shooting Minju a look. “Be nice, Minju.”
“I’m always nice.”
“Sure.”
“I like (Y/N),” Seoryoung said suddenly. “I think they’re a really good fit for our Anne.” There was a quiet chorus of agreements from the other girls, and Anne knew that if she could hear them, you could hear them too.
Her theory was confirmed when you grabbed her hand again to give it a quick squeeze.
“See?” You said, voice quiet and eyes still on your laptop, but a smile on your lips. “I told you that I would all work out fine.” Smiling, she glanced back at her friends, who tried to look as innocent as possible.
“I guess we had nothing to worry about after all.”
“A love as strong as ours should never have to worry,” you said, and she looked back at you.
“You’re cheesy today.” Grinning, you turned away from your laptop and the email you’d just sent.
“Yeah, but it’s true. I love you.” She knew you did. Ignoring the fact that her friends would probably tease her later, she leaned over to press a quick kiss to your cheek.
“I love you too.”
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minhyukie · 6 years
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your oral presentation abt joohyuk was soso cute!! can you give us your onion about the other _____hyuk ships as well !! :O
Ahhhh I Love your Voice
this would be too much to fit into a voice note anyway fjdskf and i think doing Every single mx pairing would be a bit too much for my tiny brain but!!  i’m gonna talk about each minhyuk pairing under the cut, im not sure if they’ll be as enjoyable as the joohyuk one (i feel like im probably best at talking about them since they’re my favorite) but i hope this is what u guys were looking for :D
showhyuk – i feel like their dynamic is v beneficial especially to shownu, bc minhyuk literally thinks sooo so greatly of shownu like u can tell how much he admires him!! he’s always praising shownus looks and strengths in variety and his actions reflect it as well – during the vlive they did abt law of the jungle, minhyuk literally only seemed to care about shownu monitoring him and shownu’s opinions on how he did because he respects shownu in variety so much, and although minhyuk was originally the member who mx seemed to want to point towards variety shownu ended up being that person instead and i think in shownu’s mind it still means a lot to be thought of that highly by minhyuk, who he views as being so good at speaking and variety.. they both just admire each other a lot in that respect and i think its v good for each of them. also – im partially taking this from what i saw a friend say once, but i think minhyuk helps relieve shownu sometimes from the responsibilities of being a leader… shownu is a great leader i’ve said and explained it so many times but also as they said in the one mxray episode it puts a lot on his shoulders and although he is able to handle it well, i think minhyuk really helps to relieve it because he also acts as their leader in so many ways!! and showhyuk really has a soft spot in my heart bc out of all the members, i feel like shownu really loves minhyuk the way he is the most.. when he said during no exit broadcast that he actually loves it when minhyuk talks a lot.. that’s a statement that i think is beyond what many of the other members feel.. i think the way shownu and minhyuk are actually quite opposite really draws shownu into minhyuk and it’s honestly surprising to me how much shownu just.. loves him? he loves being physically close with minhyuk.. and im no Expert on shownu pairings but i rly dont observe shownu behaving that way with the other members as compared to how he … i wish i could make a gifset compilation of it i think about it all the time but shownu is always reaching out to hold minhyuk’s hand… there are so many subtle moments and honestly it’s almost always shownu initiating it.. and obviously the sweet bed scene from right now with minhyuk cuddling up to him, and also at the end of the liev minhyuk did a similar thing.. and how he lets minhyuk quite literally crawl onto him both during the liev, and the moment at isac.. it’s not even shownu just “tolerating” it or anything but whenever he has these physical interactions with minhyuk i can really see how much he loves it?? it’s something v unique to the two of them and i dont think any of the other members react the same way to minhyuk and like i said it’s just. i really feel like shownu loves minhyuk So Much the way he is… i lvoe them…
wonhyuk – THEYRE SOOO CUTE AN D FUNNIE FJDKSLFDS 2017 was a blessing in the wonhyuk vlives it gave us and it rly opened my perspective to their relationship which i honestly think is so complex beyond what im going to say i feel like… it’s hard for me to discuss abt them bc i think a lot of what im abt to say is a lot more my opinion and speculation than me actually having any idea what’s going on!! their relationship really just goes from one extreme to the other bc one one hand they are soo wild like.. they really have no physical boundaries.. when i was coming up with moments to put in my possessive minhyuk gifset i just kept on coming up with more wonhyuk moments i really considered just making it a wonhyuk gifset at one point bc i couldn’t come up with anything else?? a lot of it is minhyuk to wonho but sometimes even the other way around.. but their relationship is also v intimate emotionally? and this is where i sort of trip up and im not sure about a lot of things.. the obvious place to point is the radio show where wonho talked about each of the members and shared about how important minhyuk was to him and how much he had been leaning on and relying on him as a source of comfort… but beyond that it gets a bit fuzzy? it’s very fascinating to watch the two of them and how they support each other, whether its minhyuk encouraging wonho to speak up or during a meet and greet where minhyuk was starting to fret about his role as MC in the background and you could see wonho comforting him and telling him he was doing well.. i think that maybe they’ve shared with each other a lot on these sorts of topics and insecurities, and i think they both share a bit in that aspect (at least at that point in time) about being afraid to say the wrong thing and the way they both search for peoples’ approval.. but then 2017 hit!! and now they’re really just TWO CHILDREN FJDKLSFDS THEYRE SO CUUUTE the way they bicker with each other and i think its almost like they can both be as completely immature as possible with each other while knowing it’s reciprocated? the fact that wonho can say “i wish minhyuk would disappear” without any fear of misunderstanding or annoyance.. the way minhyuk cutely kept saying he wanted wonho to see him as a friend.. their dynamic is really so fascinating to me even moreso recently… also sidenote but it’s cute how wonho doesn’t like eating alone and i know minhyuk didn’t join him for that one vlive (i genuinely believe he was busy) but if u think back to the vlives they did together this year it was always minhyuk joining wonho to eat… :-( i feel like minhyuk rly understands when wonho is a bit needy and is happy to be there for him… like i said it’s hard for me to coherently put thoughts together about the two of them, i feel like i don’t have as strong of a grasp on their dynamic, but i would love to see more :D
kihyuk – Best!! Fucking!! Friends!! like i know im saying this abt every pairing but i truly feel that these two understand each other on some next level, they could literally share a glance and know what the other one is thinking.. minhyuk could tell kihyun to go fuck himself and kihyun would just laugh his ass off with the brightest happiest eyes like… fdjklsfds the video i just recently reblogged where minhyuk was like “kihyun was so good at acting but i hate so much when he gets into the role i hate him” and kihyuns reaction?? FOR WHY. .. WAS HE SO HAPPY FKDSJLFDS… the most important kihyuk thing to me is really just how well they fundamentally understand each other… with regards to minhyuk understanding kihyun, its actually just funny to me because minhyuk just gets so offended when anyone else tries to say Anything about kihyun because He Wants To Be The One To Talk About His Best Friend.. mxray ep6… everytime that psychoanalyst opened his mouth about kihyun minhyuk immediately butted in he wanted everyone to know that He knew the most he knew it all already.. he felt so relieved whenever the psychoanalyst guy said things he already knew.. minhyuk loves putting his thoughts on kihyun out there jfdkslfds but the more soft and meaningful example would be their second year anniversary video – the way minhyuk explained kihyuns role on the team is genuinely the most heartfelt and well worded explanation i’ve heard… even though it’s rly hard for minhyuk to show it he Knows how much kihyun does and respects and cares for him so much, looks after him silently.. and it’s very much so returned, bc kihyun is the only member who i’ve seen accurately pin down (several times) that minhyuk’s weak point or the thing that he wishes minhyuk would fix is that he overthinks his own performance, he overthinks variety and worries too much in many aspects.. while this is something minhyuk himself is also aware of i’ve never seen the other members bother to mention it but kihyun has talked abt it on several occasions and how he wishes minhyuk could be happier by not worrying so much and i think that shows so much about how well they understand each other and their emotions. it’s fascinating to me how much they’ve changed, they used to be so soft and cute with each other, but it’s grown to the point where they struggle being outwardly nice to each other with cameras around and minhyuk especially is so embarrassed to be honest and nice around kihyun but it works amazingly well between the two of them because kihyun is able to take whatever minhyuk throws at him and either throw it right back or just absorb it and be able to laugh because he Knows minhyuk’s true intentions? i’ve never seen either of them genuinely hurt the other with their sharp words despite all they do is bicker… i lvoe them … :( and kihyun also really just. loves minhyuk? as he is? they literally hang out All THe Time and i’ve said it before as has aleena how.. kihyun keeps on ditching the other members invites to hang out? but minhyuk keeps “complaining” about how kihyun always wants to do things and wherever he goes kihyun is stuck next to him?? they just naturally gravitate towards each other and i cant believe they’re gonna be friends into their next lifetime and that they’re gonna grow up with even their kids being best friends. god im sure i have more to say about them but their friendship is really on another level :-(
hyunghyuk – to be quite honest, a pairing im hesitant to talk about these days, moreso bc it make me uncomfortable the way people talk about them oftentimes? i know that im not one to talk abt them much on my blog but honestly ask any of my friends and they’ll tell u i have the biggest hyunghyuk tunnel vision anymore, like.. im hyperfocused on their interactions.. as an overarching picture, i think their friendship is truly something amazing – they’ve been friends since they were 19, possibly the longest friendship within monsta x, and despite being so very different from each other in so many ways they are able to be so close with such an intimate understanding between the two of them to the point where on one of hyungwons bday messages to minhyuk he said something along the lines of there was nothing more for them to know about each other but that he hopes they continue getting closer and learning more and being good friends.. Strong family vibes :-( while their relationship certainly seems different now than it was a year or two ago, i think that their close bond definitely remains, and i think it’s obvious that they still have massive respect and emotional ties between the two of them… i miss their many close interactions but especially over the past months i feel like they’re returning very much so to the way they used to behave :D
joohyuk – my brain is starting to fry and i think the Joohyuk TED Talk explained most of my feelings pretty well so.. for anyone who didn’t listen here’s the link to that!
changhyuk – my namesake!! :D I LOVE THESE BOYS.. tbh i think i wrote quite a bit about them fairly recently so im not sure if there’s gonna be many new thoughts here but… over the past few months my feelings regarding them have been in a WHIRLWIND i love them so much!! i feel like they’re very similar in so many ways and as such when they’re together they can truly do the craziest things but also have a brotherly bond together? i think i feel similarly to them the way i do about wonhyuk, so, similar to wonhyuk this explanation may not be very coherent or cohesive because it’s hard for me to place everything together. i used to rly think that changhyuk were just like.. fuckin wild.. fuckin out there… because they really do some of the most absurd things fdslfds they really practiced twerking and spanking each other during oi and did it on live stage..  with embarrassed but proud smiles.. they grinded against each other Many times during the most recent ISAC literally acting like they were at a club like.. why in the fuck FJDKLSFDS?? but the more i think about them the less that’s my focus on their relationship, like that’s certainly part of it (a funny and yes enjoyable part) but its so much more than that they are Literally so much like brothers to me and everytime i think of it it honestly brings me to tears because minhyuk really has this fondness and brotherly affection for changkyun that he doesn’t for the other members, and it’s not only apparent through his actions but his words.. but it’s not so much in a way that he views him as a child or anything, but that he just completely respects and trusts changkyun with so much? and he wishes for the same in return from him.. i feel like a lot of people overlook the small details between them, such as minhyuk saying that he goes to changkyun when he’s worried about something or needs to get something off of his chest? that he finds changkyun to be a good listener? and that he loves to lay with changkyun whether it be on their couch or on his bed and listen to changkyun’s stories, everything just throws off such warm and loving vibes and imo it’s Extremely different from minhyuk’s feelings or behaviors towards the other members. the thing that most strongly impacted me and i really cant stop thinking about was from their picnic fanmeeting, there was a vcr where they talked about the members when they weren’t listening and minhyuk very beautifully talked about how it was very obvious to him what changkyun’s emotions were at any moment in time, but changkyun is the type to bottle it up and not want to bother any of the members but how minhyuk wishes he would open it up to them because it’s okay? and he even related it back to his own brother, and how the two of them are the same age, and the entire conversation really just made me realize how much minhyuk views changkyun like his own brother and i :-(( it literally makes me cry.. minhyuk isn’t so much the type to dote on other people, but he does it so much with jooheon but also changkyun and with changkyun it is so much more subtle and often overlooked and it’s a shame! and, one final thing, is that changkyun is SO supportive of minhyuk i feel like he understands a lot of minhyuk’s insecurities (possibly as said above bc i feel like minhyuk opens up to changkyun about these topics a lot?) and openly acts to try to make minhyuk feel more comfortable .. in particular, i’ve been noticing recently how supportive changkyun is about minhyuk’s english which i think could be a point of insecurity for him and seeing changkyun encouraging him to speak in english and helping him and telling him he’s doing well .. small things like that are really good for minhyuk to receive because i feel like since minhyuk tends to come off as a very loud and proud and confident person, it often goes over the members’ heads how much he lives for praise and reassurance as well
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ukulelewrites · 7 years
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SFW Alphabet: Guanlin
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A/N: so if any of you don’t know what this is, you can refer to this post that i made a while ago. pretty much i go through the alphabet bc each letter represents a word and i have to write 2-3 sentences for each word!
A/A/N: I’m also tagging @laji-101 bc I know she loves Guanlin~
AU: Werewolf!Guanlin would be such a puppy. He’d trail after you whenever you have food and even if you scold him (“No, Guanlin, you can’t have any of my ice cream bc it’s mINE”) he’d just unlease his puppy dog eyes on you until you caved in. He’s also the type to just lay on your couch for hours, but the moment he hears you say you’re headed to the park, he’s running after you. 
Best Friend: tbh i feel like Guanlin would be such a chill friend. He’s the type of friend that just kinda goes along with the flow for everything, so when you mention going to McDonald’s at 3am, he’s doWN. He’d also be a lil shit too, bc he knows he’s freakishly tall, so he’s the type to hold stuff high above your head, just to laugh at you struggling. 
Cuddles: Guanlin is a lil bub, okay? And lil bubs need their cuddles. Since he’s so obnoxiously tol, I feel like he’d want to be the big spoon, like, all of the time. He’s the type to like it when you press your back against his chest so his arm can just protectively swing over your waist. Plus, he’s not against pulling you by the waist against him whenever you try to get up and get water or some shit lmao
Domestic: okay Guanlin has confirmed himself he’s a lazy bub, so domesticnicity is on the lower end of the spectrum. Expect him to either be splayed out on the couch while you’re trying to vacuum or just with his arms wrapped around yoru waist as you’re trying to cook. The only time he’d actively help clean or cook is when you start whining about how high something is.
Ending: Guanlin is pretty young, and I feel like he’s probably not that experienced with relationships. Keeping that in mind, breaking up with someone might end up being difficult for him, but knowing how he can be quite blunt, I feel like he’d just end up saying “hey, let’s break up.” He’d def spend time talking to them about the why, but I feel like he’d be pretty set on his decision. 
Films: Guanlin gives me mad action movie fan vibes for some strange reason. Like, this boy would watch a James Bond movie and then proceed to creep around the house on his tiptoes like a “spy.” I also feel like he’d be into home movie nights bc he can fall asleep on the couch right after the movie ends lmao
Groupmates: Wanna One can be quite overwhelming to meet. 10 older brothers of your boyfriend? Wild, dude, hella wild. They’d all be clamoring around each other trying to introduce themselves to you before Minhyun and Jisung pull you aside to put down some ground rules. I also imagine a really pouty Jihoon sulking in the corner bc Guanlin found a new favorite person. 
Hugs: yes,,,that’s all I’m going to say lmao. But in all honestly, Guanlin is such a tol noodle I feel like hugs would be gr8, like, he’s the type to go all in on a hug, just wrap you tightly in his arms. Plus, once he gets super comfortable with you, expect random hugs every now and then (even the occasional hug where he gets a running head start and proceeds to knock the breath out of you bc he overestimated his speed and impact force lmao)
Intimate: Guanlin is still pretty young, so I expect blushy cheeks and adorable stuttering whenever you give him a kiss on the cheek or a backhug. However, that’s at the beginning of your blossoming relationship. Expect him to get cocky once the two of you are more comfortable, and he’d be the one to swoop down and give you a kiss. 
Jealousy: So I’m split 50/50 rn on Guanlin and jealousy. Like he’d either be chill on the outside about it, letting you do your thing and only voicing his jealousy when you’re alone. oR he’d end up being a pouty oversized baby during the entire time. Like, you know how long his limbs are? Expect them to be draped or wrapped around some part of your body lmao
Kisses: giGGLY MESS OKAY. He’d be all about that cupping your cheeks while kissing you slowly and smiling into the kiss a lot, letting a giggle slip when he opens his eyes and looks into yours. He’s the type to like to kiss you on the tip of your nose, especially when you scrunch it up bc he finds you soso cute. And he loves it when you kiss him on the cheek bc there’s something intimate yet sweet about the whole thing. 
Little Ones: Guanlin is practically a lil one okay? A very tol lil one, but a lil bab at the most. At first he’d be scared out of his mind bc “omg what if I break one of them????” But at the end of the day he’s got a kid clinging onto each leg and one on his shoulders as he stomps around the room imitating a freaking megazord or some ish.
Morning: Guanlin is on the lazier side lmao so mornings would be spent trying to convince him to wake up,,,which you fail at so the two of you just spend your mornings in bed. Cuddling is a must and him lazily brushing your hair behind your ear is a daily occurance. 
Night: Expect Netflix on the tv as the two of you cuddle under the blankets bickering over which character is better. I also can imagine him as the type to eat cereal or, like, instant noodles at 1am with you bc lmao time is just a construct. He’s also the type to like getting ready for bed, like yall brush your teeth together, wash your face together, all that jazz, but the moment his head hits the pillow it’s lights out.
Open: I see Guanlin as this really bright, happy boy, but I feel like it takes a lot for him to open up. Like at first he’d tell you the basics, favorite color, food, animal, just the superficial stuff first. However, as the months past and the conversations between you two grow into hours and hours of talking, he’d definitely be the type to talk about what he wants in life and his dreams and his fears as the two of you lay face to face on the bed.
Photographs: I feel like he wouldn’t be super into documenting your relationship. def bc he knows his hyungs would give him hella shit for it Like, he’d like taking pictures of you to keep on his phone, so he can look at them fondly while he’s away, but sharing them? Printing them out? Nah fam. He’d much rather keep your candids (usually cute, but he’s got that one pic of you shoving two cupcakes in your face and it’s game over there) to himself.
Quizzes: Guanlin sometimes seem kinda sleepy and unaware, but I feel like he’s really sharp? Like I feel like he’d know your favorite food at each restaurant and your favorite flowers and stuff like that, he’d just never use that information lmao. Yall would be going out to eat, and this boy knows your order by heart and all that, but he would never order for you even if you left to use the restroom. 
Rain: This boy likes his naps, so when the raindrops start pattering against the window, expect him to be sprawled out on the couch. He likes using you as his own personal teddy bear, and when you try to escape, he swings his leg over your body to trap you. So rainy days are spent with him nuzzling his face into your hair as he hums a soft melody.
Sleep: I feel like he’s a starfish kind of sleeper. His limbs are just so,,,,,long, like I can’t imagine him sleeping in a compact form lol. I also feel like he’s the type to random wake up in the middle of the night randomly and start mumbling before going back to sleep. Like yall would be sleeping, 3am hits, and this boy wakes up and starts talking about Seonho and then just goes right back to sleep lol.
Try: I feel like he’d try to his best abilities. He’d probably go to his hyungs and ask for advice, regret his actions, and then consult the internet lmao. He’s a chill bf most of the time, but he knows on anniversaries and stuff those have to be special. But he plans those to be chill too, like dinner at your fave place or maybe a really cute park date with candles and stuff.
Ugly: This isn’t a really ugly habit, but he has a habit of putting things on the highest shelf. Like, yeah, it’s convenient for him, but when you crave chips, you don’t want to put in extra effort to get them lol. I also feel like he’s the type to drink milk straight out of the carton, and that’s just unsanitary. 
Victorious: yES, I feel like he enjoys at home kind of dates, so video game night is a must. He prefers playing Mario Kart, but after you beat him for the 100th time, he decided to stop playing that game with you on date nights. I also feel like he’s the type to just start 1v1 basketball in the park on day with you. he probs won but if you win he’d be highkey proud
Winter: Cold weather? He probably likes going to small cafes and bakeries to drink hot cocoa and eat pastries while watching the snowflakes fall outside. Also, expect a giant snowman to be built before all the snow melts. Plus, he’ll randomly start snowball fights, so always be prepared, aLWAYS.
Xtra: He probably really enjoys dog videos. Like, this boy is practically a giant pup himself, so watching actual pups do adorable pup things? Def his aesthetic. Expect him to run up to you with his phone one day and shove it right under your nose so you can bask in the adorableness too.
Yuck: I feel like Guanlin doesn’t like it when people aren’t straight up honest with him. Like yeah, he understands sometimes there are occasions where lying is okay, but he would def hate it if you did something bad and either put off from telling him or tried to skirt around the truth. He’s honest with you, so he expects you to be honest with him.
Zodiac: So, according to the internet, Guanlin is a Libra. However, I don’t feel like he fits it exactly. Yes, he is shown to be cooperative and sociable, but Guanlin doesn’t do self-pity. He doesn’t dwell on “oh, woe is me” he works on improving himself as a person. I feel like Guanlin legit would not care what zodiac you were, as long as you were nice and caring he’s down.
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mbtizone · 7 years
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Piper Chapman (Orange Is the New Black): ENFP
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Dominant Extroverted Intuition [Ne]: Piper is full of ideas. She gets a thrill out of adventure and typically has no trouble leaping into the unfamiliar. She’s attracted to Alex’s lifestyle and is excited by all of the possibilities in life. Piper likes to travel and see new places. She’s an idealist who is always focused on the big picture. Piper flits around between different projects and causes. During the riot, Piper jumps from activity to activity and can’t sit still for more than a few minutes, much to the irritation of Alex. She’s creative and, prior to her incarceration, ran a business where she and her friend made their own soaps. Piper decides to begin the Litchfield newsletter, creating the content and distributing it (Ne-Te). Sometimes, Piper can loop, causing her to neglect her auxiliary function. She gets an idea and she dives right in without checking in with her morals or her values. She sees a way of making money by selling panties worn by the inmates online, and she soon adopts an authoritative and controlling demeanor. Sometimes, Piper can get so caught up in her ideas and schemes that she begins to lose herself, causing some strain in her relationships. Piper does a lot of what she does on a whim, and can become bored, restless, and disinterested in what she has. She’s always looking to the next thing, sometimes taking for granted what she actually has.
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Auxiliary Introverted Feeling [Fi]: It’s important for Piper to have a cause to champion. She is often motivated to take a stand against anything she considers to be unjust. During the riot, Alex is upset with Piper because Alex just wants to enjoy the tiny window of free time that they’ll have together for a very long time, but Piper wants to take action. She spends her time organizing a memorial for Poussey (Fi-Te). When she finds out that the only demand that was met was their request for Hot Cheetos and Takis, she is insulted, and collects each and every bag from the prison and sets them on fire in an act of protest. Piper wants to help Linda during the riot and talks Alex into it by telling her that Linda reminds Piper of herself. She identifies with her, and so, she takes Linda under her wing. When Piper’s values are violated, she will sometimes cut off her nose to spite her face. She is very rigid in her moral judgments and often refuses to back down. When Piper makes a mistake or offends someone, she often tries to make up for it by doing something for them, as opposed to just sincerely apologizing. After offending Red, she makes a lotion for her back problems. She tries to make it up to Pennsatucky for getting her sent to Psych by getting baptized (but ultimately cannot go through with it). However, this works both ways with Piper. If someone wrongs her, she can become vindictive. She gets her revenge on Stella after she steals from Piper by planting contraband in her bunk, resulting in her getting sent to Max. When she wrongs Watson, she corrects her mistake by getting the track reopened for her. When they manage to capture Piscatella, Piper is against torture. She doesn’t believe in treating him the way he treated them, because she thinks it’s important for them to retain their humanity. She wants people to read about their story after the riot and see them as people.
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Tertiary Extroverted Thinking [Te]: Because Piper has high ideals and a strong internal moral code, she is often inspired to do something in order to achieve her goals. Piper knows how to take action and strive for real change. She’s good at organizing people to accomplish tasks and knows how to delegate work. When Piper feels her Fi values are being attacked or compromised, she often utilizes her Te bluntness to put people in their place, which often leads to confrontations with the people around her. She can sometimes be thoughtless in what she says to other people, and, though it sometimes isn’t her intention to offend, she can sometimes make enemies because of her insensitivity. Not long after her arrival at Litchfield, Piper makes the mistake of accidentally insulting the food to the head chef, which causes Red to refuse to serve her. Piper enjoys contributing and uses her position on the prison council to help Watson (Fi-Te).
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Inferior Introverted Sensing [Si]: When Piper finds out that she will be going to prison, she goes out and buys books about how to get through it. She relied on what she read and the experience of those who had been in her situation before. When Piper decides to propose to Alex, she does so using a can of beans because of the story that her mother told her about her father and the corn. However, she didn’t actually have corn on hand, so she used the beans instead. Although Piper rebels against her upper class lifestyle that is focused on appearances and perfection, she also finds comfort in it and falls back on it when things with Alex get too complicated for her. She returns to old relationships because they bring her comfort.
Enneagram: I see a lot of 1, 6, 7, and 9 in Piper, and a fair amount of 4. My guess is she’s 6w7 1w9 4w3. Though, the 1w9 could easily be 9w1 because they both fit her quite well. I do feel that 1 fits her slightly better than 9 though, so I’m sticking with 614 as her tritype. As for her instinctual variant… I’d guess Sx/Sp, but I’m not really certain. That’s just my best guess.
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Piper: Maybe some grandma in Kansas will read an article about this and she’ll see us as people instead of criminals. And then maybe she’ll tell all her grandma friends and they’ll tell their kids… and then they’ll tell their grandkids. I mean, isn’t that how change really happens?
Piper: Look, I know how I am with a cause. I know that I’m like a dog with a bone.
Piper: I know she freaks you out. Worthy-Cause Piper. And she freaks me out, too.
Piper: If this is a real riot do you think this is a step forwards or backwards for equality? Alex: I don’t care. Let’s go.
Piper: I need your panties. Yoga Jones: What? Piper: Well, I will give you the panties, but I need you to wear them. I need your vag sweat. And mybe some, um, colorless discharge. I’m starting a business selling stinky panties to perverts. Yoga Jones: That’s the miraculous adventure? Piper: It’s easy. I give you flavor packets, and you give me something you’re, uh, you’re already giving away for free. Big Boo: And then you get to keep the money. Piper: And you are supporting a local business, keeping jobs right here at home. I’m like American Apparel, with less implied statutory rape. Yoga Jones: It’s disgusting. Piper: I understand. I too was once embarrassed and squeamish by my personal [pauses] eau de parfum. But then I thought: Why should I be ashamed? Isn’t that a part of the self-hatred that has been bred into me by the patriarchy? And are those same men that would shame me not the same men that would wear my panties on their faces, inhaling deeply? Ladies, now is the time to be bold. For when these men smell your panties, they are smelling your character. Let them smell daring and courage. Let them smell women who are unabashed and un-self-conscious. And let them say that Litchfield, Litchfield is a place where women love their bodies and have love to spare. Sisters, we may be incarcerated, but our panties will travel the world. And in that way, long after we are gone, our smell, our smell will linger in some gas station in Toronto, in some office cubicle in Tokyo. And in that way, we are known. And in that way, we are remembered. Do you want to be remembered? Big Boo: Yeah. Piper: Then sweat profusely, and fart with abandon, and make a reek. Make a reek, my sisters! Make a reek to last one thousand years!
Piper: I want somebody I can have adventures with.
Brook: Anyway… I think if you shared a bit more easily, you wouldn’t have beat up that girl – y’know? [Miss Rosa and DeMarco look on in disbelief] Piper: No, Soso. I don’t know. [shouts] No one has a fucking clue what you are talking about. Ever. [harshly] We are not friends. I am not your safety blanket. I am NOT your new Meadow. And, I definitely don’t need your advice. I am a lone wolf, Brook. And a vicious one. Don’t make me rip your throat out with my teeth.
Piper: I’m scared that I’m not myself in here… and I’m scared that I am.
Piper: Sisters, we may be incarcerated, but our panties will travel the world.
Piper: It’s like coming home after a long trip. That’s what love is like. It’s like coming home.
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