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fubbywubby · 2 months
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ln444 · 6 months
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truly madly deeply
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cw: fluff, very slight angst, comfort (reader comforting lando), you and lando are fucking in love:'(((
now playing: truly madly deeply by 1d
notes: i love requests inspired by songs pls request more of it🥺 wrote this in 30 minutes at 3am so its a bit short sry:(
requested by anon
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these past few weeks have been incredibly tough on lando, both mentally and physically. you've undoubtedly noticed and have been doing your best to support him while giving him the space he needs. lando may struggle to express his feelings in words, but he's been showing his gratitude in other ways – with small gestures and plenty of physical affection. you've been following his f1 journey closely, never missing a grand prix, and making sure you're by his side through it all. lando has never felt more loved and supported. his favorite moments are those when he can finally rest and spend time with you after a grueling race.
qualifying is tomorrow, and lando seems even more nervous than usual. you know him inside out, recognizing his little habits when he's stressed; without him saying a word, you understand the thoughts racing through his mind. the night has fallen, heightening lando's anxiety as the race draws near. he's been more affectionate than usual today, seeking comfort in your hugs and asking for extra kisses. while you love this closeness, it also concerns you. you're well aware of how hard lando can be on himself, and the thought of what he might be going through tugs at your heart.
you join him on the bed, facing him, the stars casting a soft glow on his tired face, making his eyes sparkle even more when they meet yours. "hey, pretty boy," you whisper gently, your hand tenderly cupping his cheek and stroking it. butterflies flutter in his stomach, and his body relaxes a bit. "hey, love" he whispers back, planting a sweet kiss on the palm of your hand, eliciting a smile from you.
"how are you feeling?" you ask softly, your fingers gently playing with his curls – something you know he adores. with a sigh, lando closes his eyes for a moment before locking onto yours again. he finds immense comfort in your gaze, with the rest of the world fading away each time he gets lost in your eyes.
"i don't know... i'm not feeling great about tomorrow," he admits with a hint of worry in his voice. your heart aches just hearing his concerns. you move closer, your gaze softening, and lando's heartbeat quickens. how can you have such a profound effect on him with just your eyes? it drives him crazy.
"why, baby? you don't have to worry. you're lando norris, after all!" you playfully roll your eyes, and a smile tugs at lando's lips. he takes your hand and interlaces his fingers with yours, and you reciprocate with a warm smile.
"no, but seriously, what's bothering you?" you softly toy with his fingers while giving him your full attention.
"i mean, it's more of a mclaren problem than a 'me' problem," he hesitates for a moment, and you gently caress the back of his hand, encouraging him to open up.
"i don't think i belong there anymore. i don't think i can show my true potential with them." his voice is calmer now, and a sense of relief is evident.
you hum softly, and he finds the courage to continue, still focused on your hands playing together. "should i quit? but what if no one else wants me?" panic creeps into his voice, and you immediately grip his hand firmly, bringing your free hand to his cheek.
"hey, you're one of the best drivers out there. there'll always be a team that wants you. believe me, there'll always be a place for you in f1. you've worked so hard to get here, and you truly deserve it," you reassure lando. he gets lost in your eyes, feeling the depth of your love and honesty. his heart feels like it could burst at any moment.
"but i want to be the best," he pouts, and you chuckle softly, giving him a quick peck on the lips, making him smile. "you're already the best for me," you say with a gentle smile, causing lando's heart and cheeks to warm. he groans playfully, slightly embarrassed by his blushing cheeks, and your smile widens. "you're so cute; i don't think my heart can take it," you playfully whimper, cupping his face and squeezing his cheeks. lando bites his lip to suppress a smile, and the sparks in his eyes intensify. you place multiple kisses on his lips, and lando can't help but chuckle. he puts his hands on yours to pause the kisses and says, "just give me a real kiss already, please," another pout forming on his lips. your smile grows bigger, and you oblige, giving him a gentle kiss.
lando pulls back to look at you, and the warm smile on his face melts your heart. "thank you," he says softly, caressing your hands. you don't really know why he's thanking you to be honest; for the kiss or for the honest words. "you don't have to thank me," you say, placing a quick peck on his lips. "i'll always be here for you, no matter what," another peck, "and i'll always be proud of you," another one, "no matter what, my pretty boy."
lando's heart has never felt this warm. in fact, his entire body feels warm right now, overwhelmed by the love he's receiving. "god, what did i do to deserve you?" he asks with a sweet and calm voice, clearly feeling better. "i'm truly, madly, deeply in love with you."
"i know you did not just quote a one direction song," you both laugh, and lando groans, hiding his face behind your hands, feeling a bit embarrassed. "it's cute," you move your hands to look at him. "i'm truly, madly, deeply in love with you too," you say with a hint of teasing in your voice, but you absolutely mean it. a big smile forms on lando's face, and you run your hands through his hair to pull him into a tender kiss.
lando's heart feels lighter, your sweet words and touch washing away all the negative thoughts for the night. if you have to repeat every single word you said to him tomorrow and the day after – every day, you will do it, again and again. lando knows it, and he has never felt so thankful.
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worriedvision · 2 months
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ooh i'd love to see a character x reader where the reader has a really busy job and maybe like the CEO of a company, and recently they've been coming home at ungodly hours compared to before, (maybe like b4 it was 9-10pm, but now its 2-3am)
and now the character is getting suspicious of them, so they wait for them one night and confront them. reader tries to reassure them but...
you can decide if its a fluffy ending or maybe angst~~ CHARACTERS: any of your choice, i'd like to see multiple but if you can only do some i'd definitely want to see: tighnari, cyno, alhaitham, zhongli, tartaglia, kazuha, (GOROU PLEASE)
this is kinda long sorry for that! have a nice day!
Okay so angst with no happy ending here - going with Gorou. If anyone wants another character with this idea please do ask, I really love the idea! Gender neutral reader, when I say this is an unhappy ending I really mean it. Modern AU
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You knew your relationship with Gorou was going through the ringer with the demands at your work increasing. People slacking off and making it difficult to just sack them when they suddenly decide to get their act together after a disciplinary, only to go back to their old selves. People getting fed up with these individuals and understandably leaving, dealing with the press.
Everything was just so stress inducing, and due to being a manager you had to seal with it. You were under the process of getting more people, but in the meantime you needed to pick up more and more work.
Gorou had understood this at first, knowing he'd still see you at home. When it got to the point of only returning after 9pm at the earliest, that's when the cracks start to form. He hears from friends how you had been talking to someone who was so obviously interested in you, someone who you were speaking to for a good 30 minutes undisturbed.
His friends were truly horrid, planting the idea in Grouse mind that this interviewee was flirting with you when they were just engaging in a potential job offer. Gorou never had the chest to raise this with you, however, opting to be silent when mentally leaving your relationship.
When you got to the point of only returning home at 1am, the relationship was really hanging on the cliff. You love Gorou, so when you saw him being so...awkward with you returning to your shared home, you knew you needed to get your act together. Maybe bring your wok home to spend time with him, or better yet arrange for a day off to treat him.
One day, you manage to get out of work at 5pm, and you get a bouquet that was freshly made (lucky you!) And your boyfriends favourite luxury sweets (you found out during an anniversary date). Driving home, you tell yourself you fully plan on showering Gorou in love.
Opening the door with the gifts you could pick up quickly, your face drops when you hear two voices - one familiar and one not.
"What about your partner?" You hear the stranger ask. "I can be so much better for you."
That's absurd, you think as you begin to walk towards the room the noise was coming from.
"I know, it's just that I'm scared of being hurt again." Gorou sighs, you dropping your gifts at that moment. Hearing gasps coming from the room, you run away like a coward before you could put a face to Gorou's new lover.
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"Hey boss! I got your...oh..." Yoimiya calls out, realising your night was cut very short. "...I thought you were going to rest tonight. Why not come back tomorrow, after you get some sleep, a meal, a shower."
Shaking your head, you walk right to your office, slamming the door behind you before getting back to work.
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popcornforone · 9 months
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Teasing & Tweezing
Part of the Attending Mr York Fan Fic Series
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This is all your fault.
You voted for back to back Dave York. I really didn’t think he would win. So here I am. Posting another Chapter to our Dave York universe on a Saturday… you’d better have your pancakes or grapes ready peoples. This is very intense.
Synopsis:- After asking a rhetorical questions, you find out Dave isn’t as squeaky clean & normal as you think. But your loyalty is put to the test a few days after finding out his secret when he arrives at your apartment at 3am.
This chapter is referenced as moments & memories in one week with Dave York. (Defiantly the Thursday & Saturday afternoon chapters).
Word count:8100
Warnings: EVERY WARNING UNDER THE SUN DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE UNDER THE AGE OF 18! DAVE YORK COMES WITH HIS OWN WARNING…& I MEAN IT!!!! Cheating, adultery, boss employee relationships, controlling at points but not at others, fingering, anal sex, sex toys, bath sex, oral sex, blood, injury detail, repairs, swearing, angst, anger, alcohol, pain killers (in real life please don’t mix then) This gets grim at points for both injury & intimacy, secrets, assassin work.
Yea you have been warned
Thank you all so much for reading this, it’s always a pleasure writing Dave & thank you all for reading last weeks one off. All feedback is welcome in anyway shape or form. Enjoy peoples.
“Mr York?” You pop your head around the office door on a Wednesday afternoon. It’s not unusual for him to ask to see you on a Wednesday, before you do the grocery shop before getting the girls from school, especially as he likes to cook on a Wednesday night. You’ve never found out why, he just likes to do it. It also means you get more time to paint & curate your art portfolio, your eventual out from being a house keeper one day. Although this is much better than the 9to5 grind you used to have. It pays better too.
“Ahhh perfect timing, quick close the door this won’t take long” he spins round in his chair to face you, man spreading for you to see. He’s not hard but you know you could do certain things to make the man who 75% of the time ignores you in this house, to then turn him into the 25% which wants to plunder & pleasure you.
You notice he’s got shredding going on & lots of printing & a building plan laid out across his sofa, lots of post its notes & red crosses covering it. You grab a pen from his desk & tease it in your teeth waiting for him to tell you what he needs so you can jot it onto a post it note. You tease doesn’t go unnoticed.
“What can I help you with today sir…”
“shopping!”’he abruptly interrupts to make you slightly startled as to how quick his response was “I need the following items please & if they don’t have them in the store please can you go to different stores tomorrow to get them, they are all essential items”
“okay Mr York I understand, I…” he interrupts again.
“I would say today but I know it’s Wednesday & your art time. our deal is still the same, that you can work on whatever it is you make, I don’t want to make my house keeper unhappy, unless it’s tears of pleasure” he smirks facing back to his screen & you dampen your knickers instantly. He has very quickly worked out some of your kinks & weaknesses as to how he can make you feel good. He knows certain words get you going & he can also see your an open book when it comes to him & how he makes you scream. Your ex must have been atrocious, but that is Daves gain. It’s only been a few months of sex, but he’s really enjoying getting his frustrations out on your body & how you respond. Carol doesn’t even put in any effort anymore.
Dave lists off the most random shopping list. 2 fishing lines, sand, bleach, 3 bags of sugar, nail scissors, typex, a towel, hand sanitiser, a pack of metal coat hangers & as many packs of pain killers as you can find.
“Is there anything you think I need?” He asks when he’s done.
“Well that’s quite an extensive list mr York, I mean why fishing lines why not…”
“oooh & cable ties & condoms” he interrupts back to facing you & pointing. You blush. You were now on the pill, so you could feel Dave bare filling his seed inside you. No more rushing to the pharmacy to get the morning after pill or him withdrawing, which was rare of him to do. So who else was he having sex with other than you & Carol? Your face can clearly show your thinking this as he then answers without asking“… this is all for work, your my only discretion” he’s not lying you can tell that, you’ve worked out when Dave lies.
“wow that will be interesting for you to put down as expenses” you chuckle as you read the list back to yourself “I mean unless you plan on killing your boss, that’s the only way you could get away with it” you catch Daves eyes which are darting around the room desperate to check he’s not left anything in evidence out. He then looks at you sternly & you realise your hypothetical question might have some truth in it.
“David?” You ask concerned. You hardly ever call him David unless he really hits the spot inside you & you forget your manners. This breaks him out of his worried trance. He likes it when you say his name. If he wasn’t so controlling he’d let you say his name more often but you calling him Mr York for all situations makes his cock throb with anticipation. “Do… do you…” your voice is trailing. you want to ask but you also don’t incase knowing this will put you in danger, but you need to know. Daves business trips usually are on weird days & a pick up at a weird time. Dave sighs deeply shaking his head before his eyes meet yours.
“What I’m about to tell you is highly classified.” He groans . His eyes are deep. Dave is worried he’s about to lose his nanny, house keeper & fuck toy in the next 3minutes. How will he explain that to Carol. He stands up & heads to the family picture on the wall which has a safe behind it “I need to record exactly what i am about to talk to you about & I need you to consent to everything I am about to say” as the safe pops open he pauses & notices you’ve sat on the edge of his desk. “If you want you can leave now, I will pay you a years salary on the spot & you can go” he says & your eyes meet. A years salary is more than generous & could change your life. He is giving you an out. You can pack up your bags & never see the Yorks again, but could you do that to the 2 little girls who finally get you & are happy you play with them, no. Could you then also sit at home if you did leave even with that money in one go & think about the family if the worst happened to Dave, no.
“Tell me David, tell me everything”
“please don’t call me David…” oh fuck you think “… if your going to call me anything other than Mr York, call me Dave” & he hands over a secrets act file for you to read & sign as he hit records on the tape in his hand, all of which has come from the safe, to start telling you what you can know & what he actually does do. David Christopher York is a hired killer & assassin.
10 days later
You stumble into your studio apartment at 11:30pm. You know you’re needed at the Yorks for lots of morning rushes this week so today & tomorrow is your real chance to stay in your bed. They have given you Saturday night & part of Sunday off as a thank you. You’ve been out for a movie, dinner & drinks with your friends. You’re pretty sure that one of thems brother Steve was trying to flirt with you, but he was so wasted by the end of the night that you decided not to go back to his place. Your own bed & your own pleasure would be enough for tonight, especially if when you get to the Yorks, Dave has been on a successful business trip & will want to have sex with you. You slide out of your dress & put on your jammys. It’s summer so very short sleep shorts & a floaty vest are all that’s needed. Make up removed & teeth cleaned, you glide onto your bed & put on your pleasure playlist as you grab your 5inch toy & lube it up. The tip as it vibrates makes you shudder & moan as you carefully edge it inside you. You’re still getting used to having a vibrator which you purchased on impulse after your ex broke up with you. “Dave!” You moan. It’s the first time you have moaned Dave out loud when you’ve been alone & you really really like the way it rolls off your tongue. He’s having that much of an effect on you at the moment. You gasp at saying it & inch it in further turning up the vibrations wondering when Dave will next be on top of you, pounding inside your core.
THUD THUD THUD
You leap up & hear this pounding noise. It’s not a hangover throbbing in your mind or the next door neighbours having an orgy, they like to do that sometimes & you try to stay at the Yorks when you know it’s going to happen. But there’s a banging noise going on. As the thudding happens again you click your bedside light on & see the clock says 3am as you head to the door a few feet away. Being a studio apartment everything is close together. You look though the keyhole & see Daves face in anger on the other side.
“Let me in sweetheart please!?” He says with pain in his voice. You don’t even hesitate to undo the latch, the second your hand twists the lock he barges in, flinging the door almost directly into your face & almost collapses on the floor. There is blood oozing from his shoulder & is seeping down his arm. He throws his back pack across the room & it hits your bed bouncing back towards you both.
“VODKA” he screams as you lock the door shut but are frozen to the spot in a panic. “DONT MAKE ME ASK AGAIN!” He is enraged. The second shout means you run over to your dresser, which has clothes stationary & alcohol in it. You find the bottle of vodka & head to the kitchen area to get a glass. “IM IN FUCKING PAIN. I HAVE NO TIME FOR A GLASS!” You almost drop the bottle at his growl. It’s scaring & arousing you. The idea of Dave being really dominant to you during sex was not one that had crossed your mind, or be it with anyone actually, but he has those traits. You would submit to him so well. You kneel next to him & hand him the bottle, cap already off & he has 2 large gulps almost spluttering out the second. You’ve still not said a word since you woke up 2mins ago. He eventually calms down a little as your hand soothes his back, tracing across his spine & he reaches for his bag but his agony stops him “Bag! pain killers” he musters & you lean & bring it across to the two of you but when you see what’s in there your drop in it shock, scattering part of its contents across the floor, including the small pistol inside it.
Imagine if Dave hadn’t told you 10 days ago what he did for a living. This is still pretty intense & your mind is racing that he’s come to you for help. You are in as much shock as he is pain. But seeing various items you had purchased him sitting it that bag from the other week & a gun & a knife, that made you flinch a little too much.
“Mr York…” you mumble “i… I… im not qualified…”
“you have health & saftey & cpr to work for us, this is just the next 4 steps up” he interject, as he grabs the tablets to take. They, luckily for you, dropped right in front of him. “You said you’d do anything for me & the Yorks & I need this one time favour please please?” He pleads as he drinks more vodka to take the tablets which you both know is highly irresponsible, but he’s suffering badly. You pace a little while he tries to stand wondering what to do. No way are you or your apartment equipped to deal with whatever has happened to Dave.
“A one off? “ you reply “I never have to sort you out again”
“yes I promise, you can quit afterwards for all I care, I just need this to look a little bit cleaner before I go to the emergency room” his breathing is almost calm, & back to what it would be if he had just orgasmed.
“Why can’t you go there & first” you ask.
“That’s a story for another day but right now I need you to try & stop this bleeding please?” His frown tells you he isn’t joking, he has come to you for help. Maybe this is a loyalty test to prove what you would do for the Yorks.
You take a deep breath before the word “okay” stutters out of your mouth, your head trying not to think of what you’re about to face. You walk back over to Dave & offer him your hand to help him up, which he takes. He’s always so strong but this grip isn’t want you’re expecting he’s unsteady & needs support.
“bed” he groans as he realised his legs are going to give up from beneath him, so you grab the shoulder that isn’t bleeding to help him turn & then lower him on the edge of the bed. He winces. Then you can see what’s happening to the shirt. You can see that the pool of blood is still growing, but there is a pattern to it that it is starting to seep out from underneath his T-shirt & trickle down his arm over the elbow, an elbow you want to ride until you can’t think straight anymore as it pushes against your pussy.
“Dave” you say realising it’s the first time you’ve really said that to him “I need you to help me with this, it’s not a cut knee or a bruised foot, your bleeding heavily” & you can see it start to drip onto your bed sheets, which you know no amount of stain remover will get this fully out.
Dave glance at your face as he picks up the bottle of vodka to swig again, & sees the concern in your eyes. “You’ve got this sweetheart, did you every play operation as a kid?” He asks & you nod. Dave can feel his shirt getting wetter from the blood trickling out of his collar, so he removes it straight over the top of his head screaming slightly from the pain it causes, but not loud enough for the rest of the building are hear, but enough if your neighbours were in they would’ve heard that. He can feel your eyes train on every single inch of his abs. His muscular stomach, his broad shoulders & his chest, gleaming with sweat & the blood that has slid down the side from where he has been shot. it is only now that you can see that his wound is more than just of flesh one. He has been shot & you can see as you stroke his back up & down from behind, that it’s not come out the other side. Your face drops. You know you’ve got to help him try & get this bullet out or at least stop the bleeding to make it look like it’s okay before he goes to the emergency room later. He catches the look of concern in your face which is now one of complete paralysis. “It’s not come out has it?” Dave asks. Silence fills the room as your eyes meet. Yours which are filled with concern now, turn into ones which are soft. His glint back at you to say it’s okay & he will be okay. His hand takes yours & the bloodied hand rolls across your knuckles. You take his ruined shirt & apply pressure to the wound.
Dave so far has always been in charge of making the first move or kiss, but right now you can’t control yourself & your urge. He might be bleeding still, but his lips are parted. You hold onto his chin keeping his face looking at you as you crash your lips into his. It smooth & succulent. Two wet plump mounds taking over the other. He’s shocked at first that you’ve done this, it’s always been his decision when this is instigated, but he can’t help himself. He goes with it as his hand leaves your to caress your face before going into your hair. He is now panting but he’s relaxed a little & you can feel the stress leave his body slightly. He softly moans your name as you part, & both your eyes open. “Sorry” you say “but I needed you to be calmer for me to have any attempt at this” he raises an eyebrow.
“That’s the best excuse for a kiss I’ve ever heard” & as he says this you hear a ripping sound of your bed sheets. He’s got at least a quarter of it as he straps a small amount around the lower part of his arm to tighten it. Clearly this isn’t his first injury.
He gestures at the bag & points. “You need to find nail scissors, tweezers, the condoms, lighter & hand sanitizer” he says before realising half of the bag is now scattered across the floor. He laughs at this before yelping as the next part of your bed sheet he’s torn away makes a connection
“a laugh wow didn’t think I’d hear that when you arrived a few mins ago”
“well your studio now looks like someone’s burgled it after you dropped my bag. Also do you have a stronger light that this bed side lamp? You’ll need as much light as you can get to help me.” Dave groans as he leans down to grab the pain killers as well but he stops half way as pain shoots through his body.
“Let me have you in the Bath” you blurt out.
“what!” Dave replies shocked “I don’t think…”
“oh not like that Mr York, my bathrooms got mirror lights & spotlights & white walls, so it’s bright. also it’s easy to clean afterwards & stops you from ruining my bed.” You snarl back. He likes you being in command, it makes his groin twitch at the idea of what else he can one day make that mouth say.
“Oops sorry, force of habit to take whatever is near me to repair something, I’ll replace them. I like your thinking though” & with that he leans his intact shoulder across yours. “Help get me to your Bath then” & the two of you tentatively stand up & you help him hobble to the bathroom. However he’s distracted. He’s looking down at to your almost bare back & a neck free for kisses, which he starts to peck at. His lips igniting your core with each smooch down your radiating skin. Radiating for him alone. You gasp as he licks up your neck behind your ear. You can’t really stop him due to having to carry his weight with you to the bathroom. It may only be a few feet away but it still takes a while. Also you don’t want needy Dave to stop.
Your bathroom has the bare minimum in it. A shower at the end of the bath, sink, toilet & a clothes basket for laundry. But it will do for now. “Mind the ledge Mr York” you say as he plants his first foot in the tub. When both feet are in steady ground you help him lower in & he also takes off his trousers, so he’s just in his boxers. Maybe he did just have sex on his mind.
“I’ve got spare clothes in the bag I can change into, but can you bring back the booze & pain killers before the rest of that list first” he says as he hands his jeans across to you. They are as black as the night sky. So if there was blood in them it would be hard to notice, unless you knew. Once he’s happy in the bath, you’ve given him a spare bath Mat to kneel on & an old cushion to lean on the edge of the bath, you go get the rest of the items as he takes one more pain killer. All but 2 items were still in the bag, those 2 were that hand sanitiser & condoms. As you head back into the bathroom with the rest of your bed sheet to mop up the blood, which he had torn already you ask.
“why condoms for a repair?” You notice these were the ones you picked up last week.
“Evidence bag” he states as his lips detach from the bottle of vodka “especially these ones, good choice by the way. They are sturdy don’t break & leave all finger prints on what’s inside, nothing ever escapes this unless it’s really rigorous “ & you blush. You can imagine Dave has tried that out before, but inside your mind wonders to think with whom & would he pound you that hard?
You go to step in the bath with him but he shout “no I need you outside, if you slip & fall, were done for”
“Dave it’s my Bath I should no how to bal…”
“not if you make a mess of this, but I have faith. You got this sweetheart” you take a few deep breaths & stand right in front of him, you thin sleep shorts separate his mouth from your mound. You liked it last time when he performed oral sex on you. His tongue lapping away at you, humming as he tasted each drop. His fingers felt fantastic too, so long & fat, curling away rubbing against your walls as his thumb danced across your clit, sending you spiralling out of control. Dave sniffs as he can smell your arousal. If he wasn’t in a so much pain & this wasn’t so urgent your shorts would be off & he would be fucking you, but that would be too much of a distraction. He needs you coherent.
“So what first Mr York?” You ask with everything you need on the side.
“Hand sanitizer for your fingers & my wound, we need you clean & the hole slightly numbing it cos you’re going to have to cut it a little bigger than it already is”
“what?” You screech as you open the bottle, “what if I hit…”
“it’s ok it’s okay…” Dave says as he sees you go into panic mode “ there is nothing you can butcher too much up here, oooh you’ve got your phone right? because I need to see where the bullet is when you get inside?” This is all now becoming a little bit too much. You’ve seen this on tv shows & always thinks they make it look so simple & easy to heal a bullet wound or stab. But now you are faced with this as a first repair job for Dave you feel physically sick.
You go to grab the vodka but Dave holds it away from you “I know you’re nervous, but this won’t help you, trust me” he can see your pale & freaking out inside. “Breathe with me sweetheart come on” & you do 3 lots of 5 in & out & as he starts the 4th you sigh & drip the sanitisers across his injury. His yelp is small & you use half the bottle, “quick 4cms towards my neck go in through the existing hole” he cry’s putting a dry part of the bed sheet in his mouth. Even if this was a pro doing this he knows he would scream at this. You slowly & carefully start to snip at his flesh opening the hole wider, blood trickling out to start with. You go to mop it up but Dave moans as he shakes his head. “Clean up when we are done” he muffles biting into the bedding for all his life. Considering you’re new to this he’s impressed you’ve not put him in more pain. You slowly snip away, amazed at how calm you are & amazed at how the human shoulder & collar are constructed. So much so that it only when Dave shouts yet it’s still muffled “no more snipping” that you stop.
“Sorry Dave, I was…” you feel a bit embarrassed by saying this “I… I was admiring the way you were constructed.”
“If I come out of this in one piece sweetheart, you can admire all you want” You look into Daves eyes, he’s not playing games or teasing he’s being serious.
Dave then gestures his eyes at the tweezers which you grab. He keeps your hand in place over his shoulder. But it’s not just for pressure on his oozing wound, it’s for reassurance for the two of you. He wants to feel your touch & he want to make you aware that he needs you. You face him again.
“It’s going to be okay Dave trust me” your calming words actually fool you both. You’d said it to make Dave feel at ease but it was also you tel yourself you could do this.
“You need to use the tweezers to open the cut up a little bit & then I need you to take a few photos so I can see how bad it is.” Daves slowly getting calmer in his tone, but he’s sweating a lot. Clearly his adrenaline has now warn off too. Maybe his shallow breathing & loss of blood is having an effect on him.
He winces as you carefully open up your fresh cut, & try not to turn your head away, as the seeping continues.
“Sweetheart you’ve got this, I trust you, look at me” your eyes meet Daves in solitude. “You never have to do this again I promise” you click a few photos, the flash almost blinding Dave in his eye, it’s so bright he will see that little outline in his eyes for a few minutes for sure. You hand him your phone. His blood soaked thumb zooms in on the screen. “I can see 3 obvious bits but you see this bit” he turns the phone around & points at a piece that’s hanging onto something inside his shoulder & collar. “That’s causing the bleeding”
“Okay Dave is it as simple as me just using the tweezers or…”
“Ha” he cackles “I wish it was” he sighs deeply “if you do this half as well as I think you can sweetheart , I might have to train you up as a medic.” You raise an eyebrow at Dave. “Jokes are getting me through this sweetheart, that & the fact that you’re right cunt at points has been inches away from my face, desperate for me to lick it. A taste of that would make all the pain go away” Daves breathing has ramped up casising his blood to pump more.
“Calm Dave” you say as you go to clean the tweezers with hand sanitizer but Dave grabs you hand.
“Stop!” He shouts.
“Why Dave? I thought…”
“The lighter, you need to heat the tweezers up”
“What?!”
“He hand sanitizer is alcoholic, it will be a blaze in seconds” his eyes are worried at what you were going to do “what are you an amateur?”
“Yes Dave I am” you snap back at him “you could easily be in the emergency room right now, but no here I am helping you out at good knows what time I’m the morning” your half tempted to walk away but a dead assassin in your bath tub wouldn’t be the best idea either. You’re in too deep. “Sorry Dave, I shouldn’t have snapped” you say calming yourself down. Trying desperately not to look in his eyes that you know will be raging because you answered back. “I know you know what’s best, & I’m trying my best, this is all so much to take in”
“I’m sorry to sweetheart” you make eye contact this time. Dave never apologises to anyone, for anything, even when he knows he’s wrong. His face is pleading for forgiveness too. “I mustn’t treat you like medics who stitch me up or help. As much as I employ you, you’re not trained for this. I’m sorry but this is the only way” he grips your shoulder with his clean hand, he’s been very deliberate to make sure one hand stays clean throughout this, with no blood contamination. He strokes you to sooth both your sets of anger away & it works almost instantly.
You follow Daves carful instructions. Heating up the tweezers for 30 seconds on a low heat to nudge the bullet away before then scorching the surrounding are & then attempting to fish it out, putting it straight into a condom, so he can have it analysed. He screamed 3 times as you did this, his face wincing in pain when a few nerves were hit, but he then asked you to try & get the second & third piece out using the same technique. It’s as you’re getting the 3rd piece out Dave screams the most. It’s high pitched & straight in your ear.
“Fuck, what are you tugging on I need to see” He screams & you while leaving the tweezers in place so the hole is open take a photo. Daves face drops. “Put that back where you found it right now. It’s stuck in a nerve. If it’s too far lodged it can’t come out, or I might lose some feelings in my fingers. I then can’t do my job.”
“Okay Dave” you slowly place in back into his shoulder, as well as you can but then he scream again & you almost nip at a vein as you drop the tweezers. “What did I do wrong?” Your voice is panicked.
“Lighter on tweezers for 10 seconds then push them against where you’ve just been, keep doing this until I tell you to stop.” His face is contorted as he growls this.
“But Dave what if…”
“This isn’t operation anymore sweetheart, just do it” he viciously interrupts & you start doing what he said with the tweezers. Fresh blood is now coming out of him.
Every 10 seconds you push the heated metal against him & each time he’s moans & gasps for air. Then you remove it & do it again & again. But it’s not helping. & then you see the hand sanitiser on the floor.
“Do you trust me Dave?” You ask in a hurry as you plunge the tweezers into the liquid.
“Do I have a choice?”
“No” you click the lighter on & the tweezer start to blaze.
“Are you fucking crazy woman? What the…” but you thrust the molten tweezers into his wound. “FUCKKKKKK!!!!!” You know that people asleep on your floor have probably just been work up due to Dave’s cry. “FUCKING HELL WHAT THE FUCK!!!! YOU FUCKING BITCH!!!” Daves eyes are tightly scrunched together in pain. He’s engulfed by heat too. But you don’t care. You’ve worked out this might be the only way of heeling him. To stop the bleeding. He might always have part of a bullet inside him but it will save his job & life if you fuse it to his nerves. So that’s what you do.
You’ve notices it’s working. His fingers & hand that are covered in blood are still twitching. He has some control or maybe it is second nature, to check that he can still move & work everything. A smile spreads across your face as you then reheat the tweezers with the lighters & hand sanitiser & do it again. Daves scream less in shock this time. The blood slowing down, his breathing calming. In your own panic you accidentally came up with an idea that is actually working better than his.
“I gotta say I thought you were gonna kill me doing that,” Dave eventually says when he’s back in the here & now, eyes no longer stinging.
“Well I wasn’t sure it would work Dave, I just had to try something, I couldn’t let you bleed out.” He hisses as you apply pressure on where has been scorched to make sure it’s sealed.
“You’re a fucking crazy bitch you know that?” He says still in pain drinking a bit more vodka before then picking up the condom with the pieces of the bullet inside it to seal it off.
“I will take that as a thank you” you calmly say, As you remove the tweezers & rush to your first aid kit that you brought in with the other bits earlier. His eyes rolling at your sarcastic comment but he knows you’ve done well. You grab a needle & thread & start to get it ready to stich Dave up.
“I’ve seen you learning to sew so this should be fun, you drop stitches all the time” he cackles before taking another painkiller with some more vodka.
“Well Dave if you swivel your shoulder this way slightly I can lean over the top of you & make sure that this holds until you get to an emergency room, that’s all I can promise. I can’t even promise it won’t hurt.” You mumble & then get him in the right spot. “Sorry Dave you’re in a bit of a tight spot here just bear with me. Keep drinking that vodka” he sees the genuine smile on your face & he starts to smile back at you, before he whimpers as you dig the needle in him.
“Fuck, why does this never get easy”
“Sorry Dave but I need the extra light, don’t want to make to much more of a mess” You can hear Dave moaning as you try to do the best job you can.But then your body jitters forward. A sensation you’ve not felt for a while as he slips his fingers inside your pussy ,as he starts saying “you’re not the only one who is working with a tight space”. His fat finger on his clean entering you easily, having their way with you, making you clamp around them instantly. You hadn’t even realised he was near your entrance or in a teasing mood until he was inside you.
“Dave stop Dave stop” you moan as the two fingers start to curl inside you,
“Beg” he cries as you accidentally dig the needle in further.
“I’m gonna make a mess if you continue” you moan griping into his other shoulder trying to concentrate as he works your pleasure. You’re trying not to moan or gasp but when Dave brings you pleasure it’s always hard to concentrate on anything else. Especially as He strokes his thumb across your clit.
“That’s the point sweetheart” he growls & looks you dead in the eye “it’s distracting us from the actual mess your doing to my shoulder & collar,” his breathing becomes enraged as his hand becomes slicker from your arousal. His pace picking up. Making you want more than just his fingers. Making you bite your bottom lip as your hips start to roll.
“Don’t blame me if I stab you” each word is panted amour of your mouth. He’s watching intently as your eyes become filled with desire.
You both scream in different tones, one of pain & one of pleasure when the third finger joins the party. His thumb Stimulation around your clit just making you want to grind onto him. It feels divine. Daves more concerned as he keeps his rhythm up about what your own hands are doing.
“That will do sweetheart” he says as he pulls you closer. His fingers are pulsing away making you want his fat cock buried inside you. The squelching & your moans now the sounds track to your bathroom.
“Fuck dave, oh fuck yes, oh god, I need this, I fucking need more” your almost growling as Dave sometimes does, as you drench his hand, spilling out & you hold the side of the Bath for balance as your legs turn to jelly from the intensity of your orgasm. “I knew you were good but I didn’t know your hands were that good baby” you whimper.
“Well it’s better than that pathetic excuse of a toy you have on your bed side table sweetheart.” You blush. Even in pained state bleeding out earlier, he had clocked your vibrator you had used earlier. you try to gather the words before Dave cackles. “What you’ve purchased might be okay for a one off but what you need is something more pleasurable” Daves smooth silky words in his seductive tone make you want his fingers back inside you at a minimum.
“Well you weren’t here to satisfy my needs.” You say as you edge to the basin to get a cloth for yourself as Dave dampens the last part of the bed sheet to mop up his dried blood.
“I promise you, that you will never need to look for satisfaction anywhere else when we’re done sweetheart.”
“Are you teasing me Dave?” your ask as you take his hand & help him out of the Bath. He’s in your personal space & his lips are just begging to be taken by yours.
“Well you’ll just have to wait & find out”
12 hours later you are in a hotel lobby, waiting for Dave. After you finished stitching him up, he told you to sleep on the sofa & that he would sort everything out, before a tender thank you kiss before he left to go to the emergency room. You got 5hs sleep before there was more knocking at your door. Clean up had arrived & by clean up, it means part of Daves team who had spent most of the night sorting out the place where Dave had been shot. Your flat was spotlessly cleaned, new sets of bedding were out on your bed along with 3 other new sets, more expensive that youve ever owned & replacement vodka also put in your cupboard. You had to sign NDA forms once it was all done, to never speak of last tonight to anyone other than Dave or the people in the room with you who were cleaning.
The thing that freaked you out the most though was the call from Carol at 11am saying she was sorry you had a sickness bug & would call someone else for the next 2 days to help. You went to protest & she said that you had called Dave who’s still away on business earlier to tell him. As you’re speaking to her you see Daves messages appear on your tablet to say that this is all okay & to meet him at a designated hotel later for a real thank you. So here you are at 5pm at the Drove hotel waiting for Dave, wondering what or how he is going to say thank you.
“Sweetheart?” You turn around & see Dave who extends his hand & pulls you up inches away from his face.
“Mr Yo…” he’s hungrily kissing you before you can finish the word York. His embrace & his lips only leave your mouth to kiss your neck for the entire journey through the lobby, into the lift & into the suite he’s hired. It’s the honeymoon suite & it’s so romantic in there & grand, not that Dave is the romance type at all.
“I told them I was here for 2 days & hadn’t seen my girlfriend in 6months, being persuasive does sometimes get you exactly what you want” Dave is seducing you with his own words, no persuasion is needed here, your already under this man’s spell.
“I didn’t have you down…”
“I’m not romantic in the slightest, but as this was already here when i arrived I thought I’d keep it. Make you feel like the bride. Make you feel romantic. So that then when you beg me to keep fucking you, you remember how sweet a girl you are. That you’re not my fuck toy.” Daves demeanour changes, his eyes dark & dilated & he gestures to the bed. “I do want to thank you though for what you did & not telling Carol earlier, she doesn’t need to know.” You sit on the bed & take your shoes off.
“I did promise to obey & attend your needs Dave,I just never expected that to be what was needed” you coyly look up at him. “We did it as a team”
“You did an amazing job sweetheart in everything & I am still giving you the opportunity to quit tomorrow, However…” the devilish smile that arouses you creeps over his face. “… you need a proper thank you & an eduction” Dave then dumps a black bag on the bed & unzips it. Your face turns red & blushes.
“Dave what the actual fuck” you hold the first box up & then the second. His bag is filled with unboxed sex toys.
“Sweetheart, I saw your toy, it might give you a few moments, but it’s never going to match me. So allow me to pleasure you, so you know what you like. You will then know what gets you off, so I know how to make you cum so hard. I like sliding into you, your arousal hardly ever needs me to lube up” Daves words embarrass you but also make you feel good. He wants to take you on a sexual adventure. & you’re here for it.
After looking at the various boxes you pick a very small stimulator to start with.
“Ooh starting small & working up are” says Dave mischievously. “I’m sure there would be some girls who run away after being presented all of this, but no you sweetheart, you are a slut. You present as the helpful house keeper so well & I bet you were loyal to that ex of yours but damn you want your fill don’t you. You want to feel my fat cock, in your cunt, pounding away don’t you.” You’re speechless & just nod. Dave, since you’ve started having sex has been dirty in his talk, but never like this. Your knickers are already damp. You bite your bottom lip which makes Daves cock twitch. That’s his sign for she’s all mine, so he pounces, turning you around on the bed so you’re lying on your stomach.
You’re stripped in seconds except for your knickers, your tights shredded & thrown across the room. The dress & bra flung somewhere for you to find eventually. Your mind is now on the fact that you can hear Daves belt hit the floor behind you too.
“Dave please”
You groan as he he kisses both your arse cheeks & then slowly rolls your knickers off your arse. You’re dripping for him already & he sees it pooled in your material as he removes them.
“Is my little slut already gagging for me?” He groans. You hadn’t heard his trousers or boxers come off, but your arse suddenly feels his bare penis rubbing against it. “I can use this” he say smirking rubbing his erect penis through the slick which has gathered, leisurely pumping himself. You then see a bottle of lube lying next to you on the bed, before it is gone in a blur. You moan & go to ask before he speaks. “I need to work you open first or…”he says smacking your arse cheek making you yelp, “maybe your arsehole is already puckering for me” he’s going to have sex in your arse. You have never done this before & you instantly tense up.
He takes the bottle of lube & covers your other enterance for him & you instinctively rock your arse back towards him, making his cock edge nearer your arse. No man has claimed it before, but this is Dave York & you are all his. He can fuck any hole he wants.
“Dave no one no, oooh baby” your words are interrupted, you didn’t realise he had the stimulator in his had that had been on your clit for the last few minutes, but your body shudders as the vibrations ignite your desire. Dave was right you did need educating to be his fuck toy & you can already feel your climax approaching.
“Ooh your cunt loves anything baby, that’s it rock, let me watch you enjoy yourself,” Daves desperate to start ramming you. But his eyes are hypnotised as to how quickly you settle into a rhythm. He ups the setting to make you moan more, almost losing his grip from the slick gathering.
“I know your nervous sweetheart” he whispers into your ear, you own hand now taking the toy to pleasure yourself with, as he reads himself”… but I promise to stop if you find it uncomfortable at any point okay, im going to take this slow & we will build up to more” you nod through your moans silently, unable to speak through pleasure. Dave then grabs your jaw firmly”consent sweetheart” it’s a snarl.
“Yes Mr York”
His penis covered in your slick & your arse covered in lube, he makes his slow approach seem like it takes forever. But the sting as it slips inside you, has you panting & gasping desperately.
“Dave oooh fuck” he stops & pulls out & then you say “again”. Each time he gets a little further inside you. Your cheeks parting, waiting to receive him. The stimulator was actually a brilliant idea as you move it to get more pleasure it’s distracting you from what Dave is doing to your arse.
“God everyone else has missed out on this delight” Dave states as he edges deeper inside you. “I’m the first, I’m taking your arse virginity, everyone else might have had that tight little cunt, the most gushing of pussys but this…oooh fuck” Dave can feel every inch on you as he’s half way to being fully inside your area & he stops. “I’ll properly destroy this another day, I’m sure there will be more occasions I need to thank you for.” & so Dave starts, his penis taking your arse, & you are having a pleasure over ride. “Say red of you want me to stop” he says as he gets going.
You lie in the big bath tub the next morning after having sex with Dave all night. A nap here & there interrupted by the sudden feeling of his lips sucking your breasts or his hands wandering to pleasure you. Dave has all the stamina in the world & he’s proving that right now as you swallow every last drop of his cum after his morning blow job. His face a delight watching you gulp him down.
“You are a cum hungry little slut sweetheart aren’t you.” He rubs your face & then lowers himself behind you in the Bath.
“I only get to taste the saltiest though Dave” you giggle as your wash yourself. You both reek of sex, but it intoxicates you both.
“So what we did last night, was that okay? You’re not to sore this morning?” Daves voice is one of genuine concern “if you don’t want to do anal again I understand, but”
“I ache Dave I’m not going to lie but” Dave is initially upset when you interrupt him you go to apologise but then you see his face nod to say keep going “…I am here to attend to your needs, & if that pleases you, we can work up to it & do it from time to time”
“So that’s not a no?” Dave smirks, he’s stoking his length in the Bath ready to give you another filling. “I mean no one else has fucked that glorious arsehole before, so it’s officially mine, I own it. No other bastard has fucked all your holes. Just me, just you assassin fuck buddy.” He lifts you up ready to place you on his lap.
“Only you Dave only you,” he slowly lowers you onto his penis as it effortlessly slides all the way into your arse. Your moan is deep & it’s stings but you feel invigorated. “Dave oooh Dave” he starts to bounce you in the tub.
“Stay sweetheart, let’s me keep thanking you,” he says as the water slashes as you start to get moving & into it & even enjoying it. “I promise you will never have a boring life looking after me & attending our needs”
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xiaosenthusiast · 2 years
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secrets pt.01
xiao x gn!reader
SUMMARY you meet your brother’s good old friend xiao! but oh no? what’ll happen if you catch feelings and start dating? especially when zhongli forbid you from dating xiao!? only one way to find out!
WARNINGS -ˋˏ✄┈┈ secrets, cursing
A/N-ˋˏ✄┈┈ lowercase intended ! i was actually rlly excited to write this one jshjajsj this turned out a LOT longer than i wanted it to so i’m making a part two, its 3am sos pleas
next
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“zhongli! mom’s calling you!”
you sigh as you hear your brother’s footsteps get closer. you were currently helping your mom by cleaning the table and zhongli was doing homework. you were five months older than him so you always asked if he ever needed help with any subjects; he never accepted your offer because he was a whole lot smarter than you but that didn’t mean you ever stopped asking.
“hey yn, do you wanna hang out with me and my friend?”
“huh? what for?”
“don’t know, but he wants to meet you.”
“uhhh yeah sure i just need to finish cleaning the table.”
that sure caught his attention, he started helping you right away.
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you were a little nervous to hang out with your brother to say the least. you two weren’t exactly the closest siblings..
“hey xiao, this is my sibling yn.”
his eyes moved from his homework to you. he gave you a smile, and it was not a genuine one.
“nice to meet you. i’m xiao.”
your cheeks turned a light pink, and not because of how attractive he was. you were a little embarrassed because his judgmental eyes just kept staring at you. he didn’t exactly have the kindest aura.
“nice to meet you.”
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after your encounter you just kept seeing him around, mostly around zhongli though. one day zhongli decided to leave you two alone to go get some snacks at the nearby 7-11.
“so…”
“i have a question.”
he suddenly looked at you and you were confused, “what is it?”
“are you afraid of me?”
silence filled the air as the tension got thicker.
“no. why would i be afraid?”
he looked surprised at your answer and just turned back around to stare at nothing.
“i don’t know, most people are afraid of me; i think it’s because i have a resting bitch face haha.”
“i was a little..intimidated at first. you would never stop staring…”
“oh, yeah i do that too, i’m sorry if it made you uncomfortable.”
“no worries, i got over it anyway.”
the tension wasn’t as thick as before and sitting beside him wasn’t as bad as you thought.
“he-“
“yn, we have to go home; it’s getting late.”
zhongli came from nowhere and i cursed his timing. just when i was getting comfortable too.
“bye xiao, i’ll see you tomorrow?”
“yeah, see you tomorrow.”
on the walk back home zhongli said the weirdest thing ever.
“yn, you cant date xiao.”
“what? when did i-“
“just promise me you won’t date him.”
what was he talking about? there’s something he’s definitely not telling you. and that really bothered you.
“okay…but you can’t blame me if i break it.”
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break it indeed you did. turns out there was more than meets the eye to xiao. he was unexpectedly good with children, and he liked to cook. you found this out when you were invited to his house. you didn’t tell zhongli. besides, why’d he have to know where you were at all times?
he had a younger sister and always cooked and cleaned around the house. his mom was always out working so he was in charge of taking care of his sister. his sister introduced herself as qiqi and apparently she took a liking to you. she seemed a bit ditzy and forgetful but she was cute.
eventually she went to sleep and that left you alone with xiao.
“hey. i didn’t know you could cook?”
“well someone has to…”
“do you know how to bake too?”
“yeah..why does it matter?”
jeez if he was going to be so sour then why did he invite me?
“i was gonna ask if we could make a cake!”
“oh yeah su-“
and just then i got a phone call.
“sorry, it’s zhongli. i’ll be back.”
xiao just watched you walk out and laid back into his couch.
“hello?”
“yn! where have you been?! don’t you know what time it is?”
“umm it’s 11:00pm, why?”
“where are you?”
“at xi-“
oh shit. i almost told him where i was.
“what?”
“at a friends house. i’m sleeping over.”
“does mom know? if she doesn’t you know she’ll get really stressed-“
“i’ll call her right now. goodnight zhongli.”
you heard him sigh and mumble a goodnight. after you told your mom about it you realized you didn’t think this through. where were you going to sleep?
you walked back inside and saw xiao passed out, he looked so peaceful. you couldn’t help but smile.
“xiao.”
although you didn’t want to wake him up you had to ask if you could sleep over. “xiao, can i sleep over?”
he just nodded and turned his head.
now where exactly was i supposed to sleep?
i sat next to xiao and made myself comfortable. he wouldn’t mind, would he?
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the next morning i woke up with a blanket on me and xiao gone. i looked around and no one was around. it seems like xiao moved to his room.
you checked your phone and saw it was 5:39am.
going back to sleep wouldn’t hurt.
but you decided against it as you went to get a cup of water. you were awake already might as well start the day.
when you turned around you saw xiao’s surprised expression.
“what?”
“you actually stayed over?”
“yeah?”
“oh, okay. cool.”
it seemed like he thought i was gonna leave.
he sat on the couch and just sat there thinking about something.
“hey.”
“hm?”
“do you want to date?”
you nearly choked on your water.
“excuse me?”
“do you want to be my lover?”
“no, i mean..i heard you but, why?”
“why not? i mean we’re both comfortable with each other.”
“i don’t think we should date because of that.”
“but we both get benefits i guess?”
“what would those benefits be?”
“you get to help me take care of qiqi, and i can help you..uh.”
“yeah didn’t think so, besides zhongli doesn’t want me to date you.”
“why are you letting him control your love life?”
“i’m not letting him control my love life. regardless if he let me, you wouldn’t be my type anyway.”
“ouch?”
“haha your ego’s too big pretty boy. if you convince me i suppose i’ll date you.”
“i’ll make you sweets?”
“you have yourself a deal.”
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rontra · 10 months
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your art is making me go absolutely feral about wondermagic. I never looked at Zatanna comics before (or much comics in general), do you have any recommendations on where to start? I need more of this funky gay stage magician and her huge dork girlfriend in my life.
oh god. I MEAN first of all YES!!!!! WONDERMAGIC W!!!!!!! im so happy to hear it. they make me actually crazy im glad youre enjoying The Art
however SECOND OF ALL i must confess (as i have confessed before!) that i am a fake ass comic book fan. i've barely read Anything for Any character (LOL) i am not at ALL versed in her various appearances/history. so tbh i hope my more knowledgeable followers can drop recs for both me and you if there's anything particularly noteworthy
but i can talk about what i HAVE read bc my journey with her has been very . memorable to me. THIS IS NOT A HELPFUL POST this is just me infodumping--AT LENGTH--about my and zatanna's relationship. but i do talk a little about what ive read. like casual rontra followers can stop reading here its just rambling
anyway my first exposure to ms zatanna was in the first proper dc comic i ever read. which doesnt count because its extremely not about her (this is a tangent) but its notable for making me out loud go "who is this MAGICIAN" which prompted my partner to immediately reply "you mean zatanna zatara". oh you know her. you know the magician. bitch who the hell is--
you gotta appreciate the experience here. its babys first ever comic. i know superman i know batman ive seen them around (from being alive as a human). i have never in my life heard of the stage magician who hangs out with them (in full costume??) and is their friend(?????)
SHES VERY MEMORABLE. WHO THE HELL IS THIS MAGICIAN
anyway that's all a tangent. flash forwards to last month. i was already working on CTDE from the kara^2 angle (bc i majored in n52 power girl w a minor degree in supergirl: woman of tomorrow, of course) but i was like "i should expand this roster". my friends suggest their blorbos ofc and i have a fun time reading wiki pages from multiple storylines/continuities just getting a wide array of impressions from different places. just snooping around the Vibes. and im like. man i should look at that Magician. read some of HER pages
you gotta appreciate knowing nothing at like 3am, to figuring out ctde zatanna's palette at 5:43 am
i can't resist her.
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anyway i already knew here that i was going to do something weird with her in the CTDE that wasn't necessarily connected to any of her published material. i was cooking independently. the stove was on before i had ingredients on hand bc i had the IDEA first. but i was like "i should look at some of her stuff first-hand and try and refine the Vibes" yknow. like theres limits to how much of a fake zatanna fan i can be
so we put out a call in the Mutuals Network and someone was like "you Could watch the justice league dark movie from 2017 she's in that". i was like ok 1hr15 animated movie i can handle that EASY
i didn't love the movie. so i'm not going to say anything else about it. however something VERY IMPORTANT TO NOTE:
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thats right. wondermagic took hold before i read a single zatanna comic. just as it has for you anon.... we're not so different you and i...
couple days pass. im just relaxing. hanging out. looking at random tumblr blogs that post comic stuff bc im curious. so i stumble on this one post and it has a clean edit of This Fateful Image 👇
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this. GODDAMN image
i was like Wonder Woman is HOW TALL? excuse ME? (>he has also never engaged with a single piece of wonder woman content)
SHES SO TALL........??? and Next To Zatanna? (diesel voice) back in my day we called this spitting distance. and we would post it on /u/
im like okay what comic is this from im going there and im going NOW. to view her. like it's that easy folks. just show me wonder woman, Tall, next to another woman. and i'll go read it
nyway this is Justice League Dark from 2018-2020 it's like 30 issues or so and theres a stretch of chapters where diana is a real hunk its unbelievable. then the art changes but it was amazing while it lasted
(and then i immediately stumbled and wondermagic ctde real)
i really enjoyed this comic actually. i have NO idea how its generally regarded by zatanna nation, but i had a fun enough time. absorbed a lot of DC Comics Magic Lore for my AU which is important
at some point it starts doing Weirdly Umineko Coded dialogue totally unprompted so if you've read that it might tickle your funnybone to see comic book characters asking each other "was this a trick or was it magic 😏". made me feel right at home
my main complaint is that SHE'S NOT DRESSED LIKE A FUCKING MAGICIAN IN IT!!!! COME ON!!!!! they chickened out on the full magician garb in this whole era. which is just so sad. the fishnet fingerless gloves are funny though i might steal that. but i think she is so funny when she's wearing the full magician costume. like call me shallow but her commitment to the bit is so important to me
on the upside she interacts with wonder woman A Lot. the rest of the team is fun too. the justice league dark team is just wonder woman severely failing to put together a squad with any star power at all and i think that's adorable. her failgirl era. now she's out here with her also-rans. i like them all im fond of them
diana scruffs zee like a cat??? she's just hanging there like she's ok with it LOL
it technically jumps off of another comic but tbh if you're willing to hit the ground running and just Accept some stuff in medias res and go with it it's pretty easy to pick up if you wanted
("Just Going With It" is a vital survival skill for getting into comics in general because even if a comic isn't part of a longer continuity its always like "omg glup shitto is here!!! for the fans!!!" and you just have to be like Okay someone else will know who that is. ill just go w it. yknow 😭)
anyway i got a lot of DC Magic Lore (Strangely Familiar Edition) and Zee Content AND!!! Wondermagic Content. in this one. so even if i had an inkling about them before, this comic is really what detonated the charge so to speak. they interact so much
and the dynamic created w their relationship to magic and stuff is really interesting. brainwormy for sure. it took me from "who the hell is this magician" to "DO PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT WONDERMAGIC????? FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HELLO???" in one comic. i have a LOT of thoughts about them like genuinely i think there's meat on the bone conceptually for wondermagic
but i think pretty much any time they appear together in general they're just Like That. whenever theyre both in a comic they have to be gay about it (what the fuck did she mean by this). i was losing my mind when i was catching up on DC/RWBY (ABHORRED. avoid if possible) and zatanna is immediately on her bullshit again. IS THAT HOW YOU GREET HER
anyway to sum up my rambling here's a peek into my league of comic geeks library of Shit Ive Read Since Then (that had zee in it). basically i have no further wisdom for you but for the knowers this is where i'm at (click to enlarge)
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it's a totally random selection LOL my strategy is that i look at comics that list her as a cast member and spin an actual roulette wheel in my brain to decide whether i should read it or not. there's very little else going on here. just monkey sees funny magician -> neuron activates
that pretty much catches us up on my zatanna journey. youll notice if you paid attention to the date/time stamps that it took a mere matter of Days to go from "yeah i can watch a movie" to "i think about her kissing women every night before i sleep". it is DIRE in here. im not sure ive ever had such a Severe escalation of worms
i love her. she's my funny girl. anyway. zatanna nation. if you're still reading this. if you're still with me. what is your wisdom. what should me and anon read. please.
this is a matter of international consequences.
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dreamingofawolf · 1 year
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Based on this post I was sent by @griesly
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Eddie owns the florist "The Roots of Rock" he does a lot of more modern pieces. He lives above the shop, and there's always rock music playing in the background.
I want to say Steve's had an argument with his parents, and decides to get the flowers so he knows what they mean but they don't.
(Griesly: Joke's on Steve unfortunately, as his mother /does/ know what they mean, but she thinks there's no way in hell Steve knows what they mean and so it keeps the peace)
There's a coffee shop next to the florist that Steve and Robin go to after work a lot, and that's why he ends up nearby. Its also entirely the reason Steve is back there a few days later.
Its got nothing to do with the eyes he can't stop thinking about, and the stray petal that was caught in Eddie's hair that Steve was itching to reach out and move.
Or the, seriously Rob they have to have been painted on, jeans.
I wasn't staring but he kept bending over to grab flowers and I couldn't look away.
Ok, I might have been staring a little. But those jeans were snug in all the right places.
It's Nancy's birthday.
He needs them for a girl, woman, friend. Not my girlfriend, well, my ex. But still, something that says I value your friendship. But not romantic, you know?
Like, nothing similar to what you'd give your girlfriend. If you have a, do you have a girlfriend? A boyfriend, maybe?
Ha ha ha. Anyway, something for a friend.
He took Robin in with him, and she has to fake a coughing fit and wait outside when she starts laughing.
(Griesly: Eddie is watching him babble all over himself, wondering why he thinks that's an endearing trait all of a sudden...)
Steve's brain catches up as he's paying and he goes red, grabs some notes from his wallet, farrrr too much, mumbles thank, keep change, and hurries out to drag Robin around the corner before she explodes and he dies.
He misses the fact that two sides of the florist are glass and Eddie can absolutely see them.
Their eyes meet after a few seconds.
Eddie gently beckons him back in to the shop, and Steve feels his feet move before he knows it, steps inside and the bell rings, and Eddie comes around the counter.
You, uh, forgot your flowers. He says as he hands him the lovingly wrapped bouquet.
Steve is sure the floor is going to swallow him.
And uh, here. Eddie holds out a card with his number on, call me if you uh, have a floral emergency maybe?
I just want soft silly romance.
Where they go for a drink and then back to Eddie's and the plants have spread, trailing from pots down the side of the stairs up, and on every surface.
His living room is warm and cosy, with a whole shelf of records and tapes, and DnD books. Steve mentions them and it turns out they both know Dustin and they laugh at silly stories, and drink most of a bottle of wine, and suddenly its 3am and Steve is warm and tipsy.
Eddie tells him to stay, makes him drink a big glass of water and offers him the bed. And Steve kisses him.
Just pulls him in, and kisses him. Soft and tasting of red wine.
And pulls him towards the bed. Eddie says no softly, still kissing as they tumble onto the bedding. And Eddie pulls away enough to babble that he means not now, and not not ever. But when they're sober, because Eddie wants to sink inside Steve's soul and never leave, and he needs to be sure its not the wine and the evening, and maybe an aphrodisiac from a plant.
And Steve is still pressing kisses to Eddie's lips, the side of his neck, the ridges of his collarbones. One hand firm at the base of his spine as if Eddie is trying to get away
Steve does start to flag a little, the soft bed and alcohol making him feel heavy, and Eddie pulls.him back up the bed and finally gets Steve to listen. Tomorrow, they'll get coffee and talk, and if things happen while they're sober then they happen, but right now neither of them would stay awake to finish.
They fall asleep, still dressed, mostly, on top of the duvet, tangled in each other.
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whats-wild-to-you · 9 months
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request for an angst w/ fluff ending where you and jay are supposed to travel together but get into a fight the day before? thank you!
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It was your first time going on vacation as a couple. You had been living together for almost six months now and you were absolutely loving it. But many had warned you. Living together well doesn't mean you're getting along well. The true test comes when you go on vacation together. You were confident though. You and Jay got along well, everyone was doing their part and you had zero complaints.
Packing your suitcase two nights before your departure, you feel giddy. Having waited a long time to go someplace nice with Jay, you feel that this will advance your relationship into the next stage.
Jay opens the door, witnessing your fight against the suitcase, while you try to stuff all your clothes inside before you zip it up.
"Who's winning?" He jokes, munching on his banana.
Rolling your eyes, your gaze lands on Jay's suitcase that's still tossed in the corner of your room.
"Why don't you join me?"
"I'll pack tomorrow." He says and leaves the room.
Tension spreads inside you. While Jay was as giddy as you four weeks ago when you first mentioned you had booked your vacation, his excitement has subsided since then. Or were you just imagining things?
"Fine." You mumble to yourself in the empty room.
The night before your departure, Jay insists on scheduling one last club appearance, deeming it unnecessary to give you a head's up in advance.
"We have a lot of things to do, you can't just leave!"
"What? I said I'll pack my bag later."
"It's not just that! We have to clean up! We'll be gone for three weeks!"
"You're already doing it, though."
Having been raised the "oldschool" way, you never really expected Jay to help in the household but it would've been nice if he did once in a while. Right now you were angry at him for not offering to help but instead deciding to go out and have fun.
"Really? You're letting me do all the work?"
"Honestly? I don't even know why you're doing it. You're going overboard. I already told you I'm busy tonight!"
"Really? Then maybe I won't go on vacation and since I booked the hotel under my name you won't be able to go as well."
"Fine! I don't even want to go to some stupid hotel with you anyway!"
His harsh words cut you up like a knife. Holding your breath, you wait for him to say something, but instead you watch him shake his head, then leave.
As soon as you hear the door fall in its lock the tears spill out of your eyes. You were looking forward to spending some time alone with Jay. Having him all to yourself.
Blinded by anger, you walk into your bedroom and unzip your suitcase, throwing your clothes left and right, until the bedroom looks like it has been broken into.
Leaving without a note you decide to spend the night at your best friend's house. You aren't exactly hiding since her house will probably be the first place Jay will be looking for you, but you don't want to hide from him either. As soon as he finds you he will encounter your wrath.
It's 3am when someone bangs on the door. You filled your best friend in and told her to not open the door to Jay. After a few minutes of unrelenting banging, you're afraid neighbors might call the police so you quickly run to the front door, opening it carefully.
"What?"
"Why are you here?" Jay says, sounding more concerned than pissed.
"Did you get hit in the head? Do you suffer from short memory loss?"
He always knew how to soften you up. Casually leaning against the door frame, looking irresistible in a pair of jeans and a tight black shirt, he lets his good looks do the work for him.
And you'd be damned if you let him win you over that easily.
"Babe, I'm sorry!" He says, straightening his posture.
You try to remind yourself of the words he had said just a couple hours ago.
"You hurt me. What you said hurt me!"
"I know, and I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I'm just stressed."
If you weren't aware of his gruelling schedule you'd think it was a lame excuse. But you know how thin he spreads himself, so you cut him some slack.
"That's why I suggested going on vacation! So you would have some time off to recharge!"
"I love you for that! You're always looking out for me!"
"Well, at least you know." You mumble under your breath, still sulking.
"Can we go home now please?"
Nodding, you look behind you, deciding to write a short note to your friend and sticking it on the fridge.
"Can we please not fight? Ever again?" You say as soon as you're both inside Jay's car.
Jay takes your hand in his, leaning over to give you a small kiss, before locking eyes with you and nodding in reasurement.
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adrheenaline · 2 months
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Baka Bukas (SPOILER ALERT)
So let's delve in to Samantha Lee's beloved masterpiece of a movie "Baka Bukas", a tagalog phrase whose direct english translation would be "Maybe tomorrow"; but as a queer Filipina, it is a tagalog phrase that says so much by itself even by just having 2 words. For me it always meant "Baka bukas, pwede na." which may be translated to: "Maybe tomorrow, things are possible." or a better fit for its context would be: "Maybe tomorrow, we can try again."
So the story follows Alex, a lesbian who is closeted out of fear of losing her actress bestfriend, Jess. The movie starts with the line: "We were never really just friends." then proceeds to show scenes of them together to shed light on what their "friendship" looks like, and moving on to hear how their usual conversations go, like how they update each other about work, but one exchange really stuck with me:
Alex: I am the number one fan of who you are at 3AM. Jess: 3AM lang? (Just who I am at 3AM?)
You don't say that to your "just friends". We women have a different degree of friendship compared to others; we love uplifting our best friends and we love making time for them, and we love doing things for them, but saying that you are the number one fan of themselves at 3AM is a different type of love. I believe Alex meant she loves Jess when she's "bare" and just herself. I loved how they chose the cast members because they perfectly fit the characters. I could not imagine any other actresses play Jess, and Alex; their facial expressions and tone are subtle but if you have watched the movie more than once, it would give you a different perspective than just being a straightforward movie wherein our main character did not end up with "the" girl. Again. Lesbian films, am I right? heavy sighs
Anyway, there is another scene, a non-climactic one, that I just wanted to emphasize its importance on representation of queer women who came out late (i.e Me), wherein Alex interviews Jess because of the latter's upcoming show. Alex asked "Paano ka mainlove? (What does love do to you?" to which Jess responded:
"Minsan naiisip ko na hindi pa talaga ko na-inlove." (Sometimes I think that I haven't really fallen inlove) despite of being in numerous relationships with men.
We have been built up on heteronormative gender roles that some of us would not realize that being inlove towards the same gender and being in a relationship with them is actually an option. I can personally attest to this, being that I only knew of love when I met my girlfriend. Growing up, I would always want and crave the attention from my male friends/classmates, but now realizing that something was always missing, or …off. And sexually, there was always this feeling of dissatisfaction. I had always brushed it off as a hormonal thing, but now being with my girlfriend, I realized it's because I'm not truly attracted to men…
Which then brings us to the next part of the movie wherein Jess accidentally finds out about Alex's sexual identity, and Alex having explained it through food analogy which could not be more simple:
Alex: Just because everyone here orders bagnet, doesn't mean I have to order it too. I want my tapa, that's just what I want.
to which Jess evidently expresses her dismay towards Alex because she had not told her that she's gay but choosing to tell her distant mother instead:
Jess: Ayoko na. Ayoko na ng bagnet na yan. Nawalan na ko ng gana. (I don't want to eat bagnet anymore, I lost my appetite.) Alex: Gusto mo ng tapa? (Do you want tapa?)
This. This exchange just right after Alex's analogy of bagnet and tapa. See, I love these little scenes because most would brush them off or see them as unimportant but really, these little scenes adds flavor to the movie. Shortly afterwards their friendship progresses to a level higher than just being friends, mainly because Jess proceeded to make a move on Alex by holding hands with her, and kissing her. (YES. Kissing.) This confuses the viewer because they thought Jess is straight, and some would be angered or irritated at least by this, thinking Jess only showed interest after knowing of Alex's identity with the intention of playing around at an unknown and undiscovered field. Which I believe and will stand my ground on it is not the case; I believe Jess had also been inlove with her bestfriend for so long she just did not acknowledge that it was in a romantic way, because again as I said, we were never really taught that it is an option to be inlove with the same gender.
The movie went at a slow but steady pace showing how their relationship developed, and how conflicts followed. Jess is just beginning to reach the peak of her acting career then her talent manager warned that being gay would harm it; while Alex just got out of the closet but now is being nudged back in because of what it might do to Jess' career. Both felt they had to choose and compromise something important, ultimately leading to their break up, with Alex saying that they should just be friends. Just friends. Saying that they will always want something more, and that they can't have everything.
Alex: You want me but you want your career. I want you but I want to tell everyone about you. What we want doesn't exist. Hindi pa ngayon (Not yet.)
Bringing us back to the hopeful phrase "Baka Bukas". Maybe tomorrow. Baka bukas pwede na.
After a year, it was implied that Alex had not been in contact with Jess but was invited by their common friend to a birthday party, leaving Alex with no choice but to interact with her. Jess approached her asking what are her plans for tonight. Ending the movie with Alex answering "Just this." leaving us wondering what happens next. I would love to believe that they had their 2nd chance, that they had the best conclusion "bukas" could bring.
Samantha Lee just showed us a glimpse of reality on being queer, and it was done beautifully and with fairness. She protected her characters well and you would know that the movie was really targeted to the community. Of course, with her being also a part of the community, some might think it must have been easy. No. It's hard to share a story that's entertaining and at the same time, feels real. And the movie's aesthetics, the script, they scratched an itch in my brain. I would forever love this movie.
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kithventures · 3 months
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Blogging in a time of internet addiction
Is it 2016 again?
Lately I've been finding myself glued to the screen from the moment that I wake up (1pm) to when I get too tired to scroll (3am). The only difference from now to 8 years ago is that I have the agency to carry out this routine as an unemployed daughter, versus the bygone years of having to wake up for school at the ass-crack hour of 6am. Same-same, but different.
Probably the reason for my wack sleep schedule is the liminal space and time of my life right now as Mossy and I settle old scores with Melbourne before leaving next month. Hopefully we'll get the fuck out in 3 weeks because I am ready to live in a place that does not have a cost-of-living crisis for once.
But because of this "gearing to leave" process, these past few days I've just been zoning in and out of conscious states; everyday a fugue of packing, donating/selling, and cleaning interspersed with long hours of consuming Youtube videos.
Oh, Youtube...
Now one thing about the little video app is that I feel like I grew up under its guidance. You could call it childhood neglect or just plain old Gen-Z culture but I've realized that year after year I just keep coming back for more. It has brought me a lot of joy and gleeful knowledge over the years -- especially showing me perspectives I usually wouldn't come across. But I'm starting to realize the negative effects it has on my psyche.
First of all, I just be clicking on anything that excites me. And that's usually video titles with viewpoints that I already agree with -- 25 minute video essays with points that I can already anticipate from the thumbnail. Why am I watching a 25 minute video that doesn't tell me anything I don't already know? The presenter's not that charismatic. I probably just wanna hear someone agree with my opinions. And that's how I be digging my own echo-chamber.
But there's also another type of video that'll get me clicking: productivity/optimisation tips of any kind (work, gym, finances). This kind of content used to do a number on me when I was a tad bit younger (up to 2 months ago). Subconsciously, I felt that if I just watched enough of these videos and farmed these ideas, that I could fast-track becoming my "best self".
Current-day social medias are flooded with content of such tomfoolery. I acknowledge that many are just trying to give good tips to help beginners along on their journeys, but the content and its presentation has needed to evolve strategies and tactics of manipulation to survive the algorithms of today. Like a virus, they leech onto us and find our weaknesses for their own gain. And one of our greatest weakness is tapped into daily -- the fear of not being good enough.
"This is how you can be your best self tomorrow/next week/next month! Only if you buy my online course, of course!"
I guess you gotta do what you gotta do to survive in this hyper-capitalist hyper-real landscape. But I have noticed a few of my favourite older Youtubers talking about these new rules of social media and how they're effectively quitting the game. It's simply unsustainable and yet many are throttling full speed ahead.
For someone who has grown up online and hopes to become a working artist in the next 2 years, this bleak digital landscape doesn't excite me. But maybe that just means that I'm ready to lift my head out of the pensieve and explore some other part of this weird fractal.
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blueempty · 4 months
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Oh yeah, its 4:30am alright
Listen kid, there's two ways to live ya life. You either post on your sky blog at 10pm because youre going to bed at 12am, or you post at demon hours because you decided it was your night to experience joy. I decided it was my night to draw
I've had big Fairune brain the past few days because I've been needing to finish the collection and I finally did. I found out there's a new one coming out this year and got excited until i saw it looks more like their games they made after Fairune which does not spark joy. I rememered having seen their game Kamiko on sale forever ago and liking the title screen art and then immediately nope'ing out when I saw what the game looked like. The old artist must've left or taken a dark path at some point because the Fairune 1 and 2 art is really really good, but then for Kamiko, Transiruby, and their slow life RPG thing I cant remember the name of, they switched to this generic early kickstarter era indie pixel art thing where the sprites legs are one pixel wide and they dont have enough frames of animation for how detailed they are and its just not great. Regardless, Kamiko is on sale on switch for $1.99 right now and I had 192 gold coins, so I bought it for 7 cents. I havent played much but uh, I wish that new Fairune was like the old ones lets just say that
I'm beginning to absolutely fucking love the PC88. The games EGG Console put out are all so fucked and jank but they arent unfun to play like bad NES or Genesis games. Silpheed is legitimately good, I'm talking more about Hydlide and Relics. I mention this because what made me play Fairune was that Hydlide wasnt on the switch lol. But I also just watched a video on Xanadu and like man. Like I dont think games should be that anti-player but literally zero games are released today that have that energy. Like imagine if the Marvelous guys were still making games like Chulip and Moon. Where theyre unbelievably charming and deep but they also fucking hate you and if you dont know all the enemies despawn if you kill them 3 times the game becomes incompletable. I guess Dark Souls 2 was like that
Anyways its my partners birthday tomorrow (cuz I havent slept yet tomorrow means friday) and were going to da zoo baybee, during a massive covid surge baybee, with non refundable tickets and N95s in our hands baybeeee. The event were going to starts late tho so I'll be fine on sleep. Lately I've been being a better employee and getting into work earlier, and actually doing my job for 7 hours than leaving and going to bed by 3am at the latest. Thats why most of my posts have been baffling or short, this shit sucks man. No time for Barony hat update. But I'm not working any extra days this weekend so i'm gonna eat all the hats that game has to offer soon
Peace and Long Life
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sunarinluvr · 3 years
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|| haikyuu boys catching you awake at 3am ||
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includes: suna rintarou, kuroo tetsurou, & iwaizumi hajime
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a/n- hiii!! wow i did not expect my previous work to get that much attention :,) thank u all so so much i appreciate it a lot <33 anyways this is a very self-indulgent imagine (??) for my touch starved and lonely ass :D hope u enjoy!! 
warnings: has a bit of cursing !!
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SUNA - 
suna is a light sleeper so it was only natural for him to get up when he heard noises coming from the kitchen at the crack of dawn. slowly opening his eyes, he instinctively reaches out for you and scowls when he felt nothing but cold empty sheets.
getting up from bed wearing nothing but a pair of gray sweats, he quickly checks his phone for the time then makes his way over to the kitchen where said noises came from. meanwhile you were sitting in the kitchen wearing your earphones and doing work on your laptop oblivious to anything happening around you.
there suna stood staring at you while you typed away on your laptop with the occasional singing into an imaginary mic with a hand on your chest and head bop. he just stood there with a smile on his face admiring how cute his s/o is.
after a few minutes you finally noticed your boyfriends presence and almost flinched at the sight of him. “rin..what the fuck are you doing there?!” you looked at him and maybe stared at his exposed chest a bit too long, but immediately snapping your gaze back up to meet his eyes  while giving him an unamused look.
he smirks as he walks over to you, not missing the way you looked at him “i heard random noises coming from the kitchen so i checked it out. what are you even doing? its 3 in the morning.”with a scoff you bring your attention back to your laptop “i’m working.”
sitting on the chair beside yours a comfortable silence envelopes you as he rests his head on his forearm, watching you type away. right as you finished your work, you hear growling which prompts you to stop quickly turning your head in the direction of your boyfriend who’s now pouting at you as he pats his stomach.
looking at him you let out a laugh “do you want ramen? i’m kinda hungry too.” lifting his head up a bit to see your face better he smirks “only if you make it” standing up from your seat feigning offense as you roll your eyes at him “who else would cook it then?”
after eating ramen and staying up to watch the sunrise, the both of you ended up sleeping on the couch with you cuddled beside him with one arm around your waist and the other behind your head.
KUROO -
kuroo is a very organized person, he takes his job very seriously and that’s why he is in his office at 3am trying to get a paper due in a week done ahead of time. you on the other hand decided to show your support by staying up with him while singing along to your shared playlist and scrolling through pinterest and twitter.
he was just about done with his work when he noticed how quiet its been the past few minutes, which confused him since you were just singing a few moments ago, so out of curiosity he stretched his arms and got up from his chair. slowly and quietly making his way out to the living room
once he entered the room he saw your laptop and blanket shoved to the side of the couch, and quickly realizes that you probably went to the bathroom since you rarely went to bed before him. kuroo being kuroo took this as an opportunity to scare you.
he padded over to the bathroom making sure to be as quiet as possible and stood beside the door waiting for you to finish. after washing your hands you go to grab the doorknob and just as you open it.. “BOO!” your idiot boyfriend shouted.
“AHH WHAT THE FUCK TETSU!!” you shrieked hand on your chest. “not funny tetsu. you almost gave me a heart attack.” you murmured glaring at your boyfriend who was now clutching his stomach and laughing obnoxiously. “hey kitten” he finally gets out.
you walked past him and back to the couch with an annoyed look on your face. following you back to the couch he plops down right beside you, but you ignore him and put on your earphones. “kitten” he drawls out “don’t be so upset, it was a harmless prank” poking your arm continuously.
now looking at him with a pout “i stay up for you and you decide to almost give me a heart attack??” he cups your face gently and gives your lips a quick peck “it was a prank. plus you’re not staying up for me, you just want to watch cat videos on twitter”
you hit his arm playfully as you sigh “whatever.....but you owe me ice cream tomorrow.” laughing he replied “deal.” then you pulled out your computer and watched cat videos cuddled up next to him for another 30 minutes before he drags you with him to bed.
IWAIZUMI -
iwaizumi was sleeping peacefully until he felt an itch in his throat, he tried ignoring it hoping it would go away, but alas it seemed like it wasn't going to go any time soon. so with a groan, he sits up  to get water. once he fully opened his eyes, he realized that you werent in bed meaning you were probably still doing your work.
sighing he gets up and makes his way out of the bedroom and into the kitchen where he saw you sitting down with one leg up on the chair as you type on your laptop. “babe” he says making his presence known. you look up at him and give him a sheepish smile
“hi haji...” walking towards you he sighs “why are you still doing that dumbass” he glances at the clock and continues “its 3am you should be sleeping” as he looks at you unamused. “i was just working so that i wouldn't have to do anything tomorrow and i didn't notice the time, also im almost done!”
you announced looking at him proudly. “what about you huh? why are you up haji?” he gets up and grabs a cup of water and drinks it, while you follow him with your eyes and a raised eyebrow. “my throat was itchy, so i went to get water”
walking back to you he hands you the cup signaling for you to drink it, and you do. he pulls out a chair and sits beside you “hurry up so we can go to sleep” you look at him with a teasing smile painted on your face “aww can't sleep without me?” you tease not missing the slight pink tint on his ears.
“just shut up and finish your work.” giggling softly you save your work and close your laptop “actually i kinda want some ice cream from the store” he just deadpans at you, groaning he got up went into the bedroom and came out wearing a jacket ready to head out.
“you are unbelievable” he tells you as you give him the biggest smile and a wave goodbye. he comes back to you asleep with your head resting on your forearm, iwaizumi tsks and grumpily puts the ice cream in the fridge while he puts your laptop away and carries you to the bedroom bridal style
after he gently gets you into bed and gets the both of you under covers, he is quick to wrap his arms around your waist while burying his face into your hair. smiling to himself because his s/o is adorable, he softly whispers “goodnight dumbass.”
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gayacademicwriter · 2 years
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Hey so I was looking through your blog and the academic rivals thing you wrote is really good (would absolutely be there if you added a fourth part but it’s also good on its own)
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thank you! part four for you <3
part one, two, & three
The rival had never fucking appreciated how ridiculously large the lecture hall was.
Maybe appreciated wasn't the right word, because right now they felt a burning hatred towards the lecture hall in particular. Also to the twenty-odd people that sat between them and the student, already seated by the time the rival had arrived, slightly out of breath and cursing the clock. The requisite class textbook and a slightly crumpled white notebook had already been set out on their desk, along with one of the books pilfered from the library.
The student's tiny grin as they watched the rival take their usual seat at the end of the row did nothing to help the rival's too-fast heartbeat.
"Good afternoon," the professor greeted them. The rival snorted. The professor clearly did not mean the 'good' part of his opening statement, seeing as he had what was probably a fourth cup of coffee in one hand and looked like he hadn't slept in a week.
Slowly, the professor's voice became white noise as the rival watched the student, bent double over the desk and scribbling furiously. Absent-mindedly, the rival wondered whether that handwriting would be any more legible than the student's 3AM handwriting.
As if they could tell they were being stared at, the student's eyes flashed to the rival's. A smirk spread on their lips as they observed the light flush across the rival's cheeks, no longer from having run up three flights of stairs and down four hallways.
The student returned to their work.
Class passed in a maddeningly slow hour of textbook pages flipping and pencils scratching on paper. The professor, long since having given up being engaging while teaching, was somewhere between his fourth and seventh subject of the lecture that was probably important for tomorrow's lab, but the rival couldn't bring themselves to care. They watched as the student's brows knitted together as they flicked through their second book, also not paying attention.
The student gave them another small smile. A subtle wink. A not-so-subtle gesture as they ran their fingers over their lips, or bit their bottom lip until it was bright red. With a rakish grin, close to the end of the hour, they undid the top button of their shirt, letting the collar fall down, letting the cool air of the lecture hall brush over the hollow of their throat and collarbones. The rival swallowed, blushed, felt heat creep up their neck, but didn't avert their eyes.
With a nondescript wave of the professor's hand, they were dismissed, and the rival uncharacteristically threw everything into the useless bag they'd brought for class before making their way against the traffic flow of people to the student. Catching their wrist, they quasi-dragged the student out the door and into a nearby hallway, shoving the messenger bag off the student's shoulder and dropping their own as they pinned the student to the wall with hips and hands.
A regrettable decision, honestly, because now they were that much closer to the student's pulse and the faint smile that indicated they were pleased with the reaction they'd managed to wring from the rival.
The rival ducked their head down and swore quietly.
"If you keep doing things like that, I'll never be able to focus."
"All part of my master plan to become top of the class," was the sing-song answer as the student slid their hands up the rival's neck and buried hands in their hair.
"Devious," the rival murmured, the word caught in the inch of space between their lips. The student tugged them in for a kiss, and the rival couldn't help but revel in the warmth of them, the softness of their lips, the smoothness of the skin stretched over collarbone that they ran their fingers down.
"Just wait until labs," they whispered against the rival's lips, just barely drawing back. "I'll drive you insane there."
"Oh?"
"Just you wait," the student grinned. "That's a promise."
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mileenasfavourite · 2 years
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🫐 *ೃ༄ BLUEBERRIES PT.2·˚ ༘🫐
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ship: Renata glasc x E
What a beautiful night...
 
 I couldn't believe what just happened. Was it even real ? Maybe it was just an hallucination from the gas escaping from the machines next to my office ?
 
No, it was real. I can still smell her perfume. I just had sex with Madam Glasc.
 
What time is it ? God, it's already 3am i am so tired but i have to finish all those sketches before tomorrow. Could have been done sooner but... having sex with her was worth working all night.
 
Ah... it's starting to be hard to stay focused, maybe i should sleep a little bit, the sketches will have to wait...
 
7am, i managed to wake up right on time as i usually do, i deserve a coffee for that, and a strong one for sure. I get up from my chair, damn, i look so bad today. I tie my hair up, trying to look a little bit more decent, but i notice Madam Glasc gave me three hickey. Guess i'll have to wait a scarf and a sweat, it will do the trick for today.
 
I leave my office, struggling a bit but i'm walking, it's a good start considering how bad i slept. I choose to go to the nearest coffee machine, great, no one is here. What time is it ? 7:30, it explains why no one's here but i do wonder if Madam Glasc is already here. I try to avoid the mirrors i don't even want to see how badly i look today.
 
While the coffee machine starts making my coffee i can't help but think about Renata kissing me... it probably meant nothing to her, but it was magical to me, i look like an idiot smiling alone.
 
Thank god machine is finally done making my coffee, it took 5minutes no wonder no one use that one, its taking ages to make one small beverage.
 
I am so tired, aaaah come on you can do it, just grab it and go right back to your office, it's easy.
« God damnit ! » i dropped it in the floor.
 
« Language young girl » a familiar voice said to me. It's definitely not the right time, not that early in the morning and even more if look that bad. I know she's watching me i can feel it. I try to avoid any eye contact with her especially after the night we had.
 
i hear her laugh a little, «  i could be wrong but.... i feel like you didn't sleep much last night, am i wrong ? »
 
she's cheeky. But if she wants to play, let's play then.
 
«  i mean, if you didn't spend that much time fucking me on my desk maybe i would have slept more Madam Glasc ». i answered to her calmly.
 
I can see her face changing, she really doesn't like when people talk back to her.
 
She hands me her coffee «  take mine, it will be more useful to you. », and before leaving the room she turns around she looks at me one last time and says «  I have plenty meeting today but i do hope you are still available tonight pet. 8 pm don't be late, there is some things we need to discuss » and just like that she was gone. What a morning...
 
After cleaning the mess i made at the coffee machine i can finally go back to my office. The room is as messy as i am today, so many sketches on the floor i have to clean that before starting my day. I try to stay focused but of course, it smells as if she was still here, this blueberry scent is making me insane.
«  Come on, get yourself together you have plenty of things to do today » i thought to myself.
Here i am sitting at my desk, opening my sketchbook and finally starting to draw those last sketches needed. I can feel my mind wandering around, the sketches are starting to look less like blueprints and more like renata's face. Her profile is magnificient to draw. I imagine her looking down on Zaun, hair in the wind. I am captivated by this drawing, captivated by her.
This scene is too pretty to go to waste i need to paint it while i can. Madam Glasc seems to love art i'm sure she would be pleased to have it,i'll paint it for her.
A few minutes goes by before i decide to take a small break, it's so hot in it i need to take off my scarf, i catch quickly a glimpse at my watch. Shit. It's 1pm already, guess i'll have to eat later..
 
7:40pm already, nice. The day went by pretty fast and i'm not complaining about it.
 
I protect my unfinished canva with some fabrics i usually use to cover my blueprints and i make my way to Madam Glasc's office. I wonder what she wants to speak about, she was quite cold this morning. Maybe it was because i talked back to her ? It doesn't make sense to me.
 
I'm already at her door i don't have time to think about it anymore
 
I knock one time. No answer, I'll wait 5more minutes before knocking again.
Knock knock. No answer. Should i come in ? Maybe i didn't hear her.
 
« Madam Glasc you wanted to see me? » i said as i walked in.
 
She's not here, that's weird, she's usually right on time. I start to walk around her office, looking at her little world, it's so quiet here. She has that big windows we can see all Zaum from here it's beautiful to see. My eyes are starting to wander around all those buildings i can see from here but my thoughs are interrupted by someone touching my shoulder.
 
 
«  I apologise for the wait pet, i had a few more things to take care of. Please make yourself confortable it's the least i can do for keeping you waiting » she said, so close to my face.
 
I nodded and thanked her.
I notice a big library on the other side of her office. «  May i take a look ?» i asked while she takes two glasses from her whisky bar. « If you want to, dear » she answered,slowly drinking her whisky glass while leaning on her desk.
 
 I start to look more closely at her library, part of it was filled with folders and records of every year sales. Everything was arranged in alphabetical order. All of them being perfectly put the same way.
The other part is filled with books, there is so many i don't even know where to look first.
 
Suddenly my eyes catch a very familiar book. My favorite one, Les fleurs du mal by Charles Baudelaire.
 
I let out a tiny smile «  that one is one of my favorite book » i said while showing it without touching it.
 
«  It is one of my favorite too, i would say my favorite poem from it is Elevation. It makes me feel many emotions. May i ask which one is you favorite ? » she asked.
 
«  L'ennemi, without thinking, it's well written and i recognize myself in it » i answered.
 
she smiled softly and turns around to look outside «  When i was younger, my mom would make sure i discover at least one book per week, i would be annoyed at first but turns out reading is now something very important to me » she said looking down the street but a little bit of sadness on her eyes.
She's talking about her as if she wasn't here anymore, it is none of my business but perhaps one day i will know more about it.
 
I go back to her desk to grab my glass of whisky and drink it. Probably too fast because my throat is on fire now . I try to stay cool but i can't help but cough a few times
 
« I'm sorry i didn't ask if whisky was okay for you Pet » she said trying to stay neutral and not laugh.
 
« It's okay Madam, that one is just ... a little strong for me » i said trying to stay cool.
 
 
 
 
« Well, more seriously, i wanted to talk to you, to make sure we're on the same page pet. Last night was... fabulous to say the least. But i am a woman whose priority is work and i love my work. I do not have time for relationship and i do not make special treatment towards my employee. So on that note i would like for you to not become too...clingy. It was a nice moment but that's it, am i being clear darling ? »
 
I feel like i'm going to be sick, i can feel the world crawling back under my feet. How could she do this to me, how could she be so nice and yet so cold the next minute. I don't even have the energy to answer. I put my glass on her desk and leave. I can hear her say something but i'm too numb to understand it. I have to go home right now. My heart is broken it feels like a break up even if we weren't even together. I grab my stuff quicky on my desk and go home as fast as i can.
Once at home i lock the door behind me and go straight up to bed, i don't feel like doing anything tonight. I just want to disappear under the sheets for days, even months.
 
Waking up the next day was even more difficult. I went to bed so fast i forgot to close the curtains I can see a few raven standing on my window border. The light is helping me to get back on my feet i take a quick shower, small breakfast and here i am on my way to live another ordinary day.
 
On my way to work i see someone waving at me from the other side of the street. «  Hey there you are ! I never see you on the morning, do you want to go to work together ? » She's talking to me as if i were her friend, i hardly recognize her maybe it's someone working in another service, i do not have enough energy to answer with words so i just nod.
She spoke all the way to the factory, i didn't speak as much as her but she was funny, it felt good.
 
Once we arrived at the factory, we decided to grab a coffee together, we laughed a few minutes and then my new friend looked at her watch and realised it was time for her to start working, she gently give me a little kiss on the cheek. It was ambiguous but i didn't mind, it felt good to have someone's attention, even for a few minute. She strokes my arm and suddendly i could feel someone's gaze on us.
 
« Well good morning to you two. I believe you both have things to do, you are here to work not to laugh. Hurry up. » Renata said while looking at my friend who quicly leave looking at the floor. Renata turns around to look at me «  And to you, you should rest. I often see you sleeping on your desk and it's an unacceptable behavior. » and she left.
 
Why is she acting that way, i didn't do anything wrong. Could it be jealousy ? I'm not sure anymore..
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hanatiny · 3 years
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[4:04] Heart Not Found
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a/n // disclaimer: I’d like to make it clear that I neither condone nor endorse any of the behavior described in this fic. Each of the characters acknowledges that it is beyond unacceptable and unjustified; this is merely meant to be an experimental look at the psychological processes within a yandere’s mind. Furthermore, this work is purely fictional and I do not claim to personally know exactly how any of the ateez members behave.
a/n: If there’s anything potentially triggering that I have forgotten to list in the warnings, please let me know and I’ll fix my mistake asap!! thank you <3
pairing: yandere!San x genderneutral!reader x pianist!boyfriend!Hongjoong
genre: angst
word count: 2602
warnings: non-idol AU, murder, descriptions of injuries, mentions of blood and death, mentions of knives, San is highly obsessive in this, he threatens the reader but doesn’t actually hurt them, kidnapping, trespassing, swearing, I did my best to keep the violence as vague as possible
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It was around 3am and you had yet to return home, and to say San was unnerved about this fact would be a massive understatement.
It wasn’t unusual for you to get home when it was already dark outside but it was never after midnight, much less in the early morning hours it was approaching now.
San tapped his fingers against the glass of his window anxiously as he watched the streets below attentively. You had turned off your phone a while ago, or at least that was the conclusion he drew after he stopped getting a signal from the tracker he had secretly managed to install on your phone.
3:12... why weren't you home yet?
His jaw went tense when he finally caught sight of you a few excruciatingly long minutes later, and he absolutely fumed as he saw you holding hands with another man he had never seen before in his life- he paused.
He did recognize the man, as none other than the pianist Kim Hongjoong who had been gaining quite a bit of popularity in the recent months. Kim Hongjoong, who he had gone to high school with until the older dropped out to focus on his career instead.
San didn't care much for that though, because a pretty face and a talent like Hongjoong's didn't mean he could love and care for you like you deserved it.
San believed that only he could give you everything you needed and wanted, and everything beyond that. Which was exactly why he was seeing red, punching the wall next to himself angrily. It caused his knuckles to bleed from the force behind the action, but the rage he felt overshadowed his pain.
Why didn’t you realize you were destined to be his and his alone? That you shouldn’t go whoring yourself out to other men? That only he should be the one to hold you in his arms, the one to protect you from everyone and everything.
He didn’t understand. He didn’t understand why you couldn’t feel his attraction to you, why you insisted on turning a blind eye to him and found him “weird.” That’s what he assumed to be the case, at the very least.
San loved you, why was that so damn difficult for you to understand?
His narrowed eyes flickered over to the knife resting on his bedside table, and he had it clutched tightly in his bleeding hand within the blink of an eye.
He darted down the stairs without a second thought, blinded by the rage he felt deep within himself.
Meanwhile, outside, you were hugging your boyfriend goodbye for the night. His dark eyes shone innocently as he kissed your nose affectionately, causing you to giggle while still having your hands intertwined.
“So I’ll pick you up at 10 tomorrow for brunch, yeah?”
“Sounds good, Hongjoongie~ I’ll see you then.” You playfully blew him a kiss before he turned and walked off into the night, rounding the corner shortly after.
It was San’s time to strike, using your distracted state of mind to creep up behind you and tightly wrap an arm around your torso while he held the knife to your throat in warning.
You didn’t recognize his voice at first when he whispered into your ear, your brain much too clouded from the feeling of fear filling you, “If you make any sound at all, I’ll personally slit your throat and cut your vocal cords. You don’t want to lose an angelic voice such as yours, do you~?”
Realizing your situation was hopeless due to the unexpected amount of strength the man holding you possessed, you stopped trying to kick him and wrestle yourself free. This was the only answer he needed, starting to take slow and deliberate steps backwards from your house over to his. His hold on you remained tight, borderline suffocating even, just in case you would dare to get bold and try something.
He had left his door slightly ajar, kicking it shut behind him once he had finally brought you inside of his living space.
You still found yourself unable to figure out the identity of the man who had burst into your comfort zone out of nowhere but you didn’t want to find out what he was capable of doing to you if you attempted to resist whatever he was in the process of doing and pinpoint who he was, considering the amount of ease with which he snuck up and took hold of you just a few minutes ago.
Casually dropping his knife onto a nearby cupboard, he led you down the hallway of his house to a spacious bedroom. It was then a figurative lightbulb went off in your head and the fog clouding your mind cleared, upon seeing certain pieces of furniture he had placed in the room.
You had been here before. You had been in this house before when he had just moved in and his furniture was all over the place, he was the ‘cute neighbor’ who had offered you some coffee and invited you over to ‘get to know each other a little.’ Now all you needed to do was remember his name- it clicked. You remembered.
His grip on you (probably purposely) loosening, you whirled around and took a few steps away from him. San didn’t seem all too fazed by it though, simply grinning knowingly at you and crossing his arms while you did your best to subtly gain proper awareness of your surroundings.
It seemed like he noticed, however, because that was when he finally spoke up again.
“I was wondering how long it’d take you to recognize me, love. You know who I am, don’t you~?” His tone was so calm that it unsettled you to the point of having to avert your eyes, your head hanging low as you nodded hesitantly, hardly even noticing his use of the pet name.
“I knew it...~” San’s voice trailed off into a purr that you weren’t sure how to feel about, deciding that being wary was likely the smartest thing you could do in your current situation.
Too lost in thought, you didn’t realize he had stepped closer to you while you were internally debating with yourself, pleased that you seemed to remember what he said about speaking.
“Now, I have something to take care of for a little bit... I trust that you’ll be good and not leave this room.” Although a smile was painted on his features, it didn’t make his tone sound any less threatening. Not willing to find out what might happen if you didn’t react, you nodded once more.
“That’s my good dove~” All of it disgusted you - from the way he cooed at you, over the way his lips twitched upwards into a grin, to the way he looked at you like you were the only person in this twisted world.
You hated it and yet there you stood, in the middle of this sicko’s bedroom, frozen with uncertaintly and fear. You only scarcely resisted the urge to punch him in the face, watching closely as he left a few moments later and closed the door behind himself.
You heard him lock it as well, heaving a shaky sigh when you believed him to be out of earshot.
Your body shook with rage, how did he have the audacity to just kidnap you like that and walk away like he didn’t commit a goddamn felony? Your first instinct was to break something, and you figured that the window might be the first best thing - just in case it’d give you an opportunity to escape.
Looking around, you were quick to find a small hammer in a drawer. You swung it against the glass with every bit of force you could muster, only for the object in your hand to bounce back without leaving even so much as a crack. Dumbfounded by the fact that San had even reinforced his windows to keep you from leaving him, clearly having planned this for a while, you dropped the hammer next to you and sank to your knees.
You curled in on yourself, sobs wracking your body as you were forced to come to terms with the reality that you were trapped. Trapped in this room, trapped with your not-so-innocent-and-sweet neighbor.
Meanwhile, San’s steps were hurried as he sought out your boyfriend’s house, knife in hand while he occasionally glanced at his phone. It probably wasn’t very smart of Hongjoong to have his personal address publicized for fan mail purposes, considering how easily it could be exploited by people like San.
He should’ve been freezing out in the cold air at 3:35 in the very early morning, but the blood practically boiling in his veins kept him from being affected by it much. It was almost too easy for him to trespass onto the desired property when he finally reached it, breaking the lock on the door effortlessly with the blade of his knife.
Hongjoong had a habit of staying up as late as it was humanly possible, and it was rather common knowledge that he sometimes didn’t even sleep at all. As such, San was not the least bit surprised to faintly hear someone playing the piano when he stepped into the house as quietly as he could.
He followed the sound, eventually coming to a large room filled with a variety of instruments of different sizes. In the middle was, as San had to begrudgingly admit, a beautiful piano. Its seat was occupied by his very target, Hongjoong, who was aware of the younger man’s presence and let his fingers press against the black and white keys once more.
The sound the action produced was so disharmonious that it made San physically cringe as he stared the young pianist down, the latter of whom finally lifting his head with a deep, exasperated sigh.
“This is about y/n, isn’t it? I’ve noticed the way you look at-”
“You saw nothing! You know nothing! Do you have any fucking clue how painful it is to see the one you love with someone else, to not even have them spare you a single glance because of how little they care about you?” San was furious at this point, blinded by his rage, Hongjoong flinching and recoiling in his seat at the harsh tone employed by the other male as he continued, “I know you don’t. You were always the prodigy and excelled at what you did, got everything you wanted so easily... including the one thing I wanted too. I can’t live with that, and neither will you.”
“I-I didn’t- That’s not-” Hongjoong stammered, trying to defend himself before quickly realizing it was a futile endeavor when he saw San lunging at him with his knife clutched tightly in his hand. His reflexes were fast as he tried to reach for a nearby violin to whack the latter unconscious with but the crazed younger was, to his demise, much faster and pinned him to the surface of his piano while the keys beneath him produced another dissonant sound.
It didn’t exactly help that San was not only taller but also more muscular than Hongjoong, so the latter’s tries to wiggle and struggle free were for nothing. He groaned in pain as the wooden edges of his instrument forcefully dug into his skin; he clawed at it, but to no avail. He had no chance against San.
Despite knowing how hopeless it was for himself, Hongjoong refused to go down without a fight and proceeded kick and scream in San’s hold, “You’re making a huge m-mistake-”
His vision spun before going black, his pleas going silent while his body went limb. Everything stopped, except for San. He continued to stab and mutilate the older until he deemed it enough and was satisfied, stepping backwards after. He got what he came here for. Taking a quick picture with his phone to show to both you and the police what had taken place (although he’d come up with an alibi for the authorities, of course), he backtracked his steps and left the house as fast as his feet would take him.
Still under the safe and dark blanket of the night, he made his way back to his own house. Making sure to hide the bloody knife where no one would find it, he cleaned himself off briefly before he got an idea for how he could use the ‘souvenir’ he brought for you.
You jumped slightly in your spot on San’s bedroom, curled up and hiding your face behind your knees even now, when you heard him slam the front door shut which signalled you that he had returned from whatever he was out doing. You feared the worst as you listened carefully, presuming the noise he was making to be coming from his kitchen.
You looked up when the bedroom door clicked open and San entered, a smug and satisfied grin on his face as he moved to set a jar on the bedside table before crouching in front of you.
“I’m home, bunny. Did you miss me~?” His falsely innocent, sweet tone was still something you despised, although you felt genuine fear for what he could do to you simply by looking at the tiny smudge of blood lingering on his cheek, so you nodded obediently.
“Good. I just had to have a little chat with your pretty boy, and look what he gave me~!” San cheerfully nudged his head towards the bedside table, and the sight you were met with made you feel sick to your stomach.
What you assumed to be Hongjoong’s bloody heart. In a jar. You kept glancing back and forth between him and the object, gaping at him in both shock and disbelief of what he had done.
“What do you think of it, love? Pretty, isn’t it~? Go on, tell me.” He encouraged you softly, "You told him he had your heart right? Now you have his forever!” He chirped, and your voice was shaky as you spoke.
“Y-you monster!” You exclaimed, cursing yourself internally for your stuttering as you cursed at him, “You heartless bastard, you didn’t have to kill him!”
“I didn’t want to kill him,” he admitted softly, looking down as if he felt any sense of remorse for any of his actions within the last hour or so, “but he left me no choice. He refused to break up with you. He refused to let me love you without... all this.” He gestured vaguely, pulling out his phone to show you the photo he took, “He refused to let me have even one thing I wanted for myself, even though he always got whatever he wished for. Desperate times require desperate measures, I had no choice...”
San trailed off, your own face paling at the realization that Hongjoong had been murdered because of a petty rivalry of sorts from the past that San had yet to let go of.
Feeling lightheaded by the abundance of information swimming in your already aching head, you blacked out. When you came to your senses again, it appeared to be morning and San was making noise in another room.
Tears wet your face as you shakily reached for your phone, wishing you hadn’t because the very first notification you opened was a headline you had prayed wouldn’t be reality, accompanied by the very picture San had taken the previous night.
“Up and coming pianist Kim Hongjoong brutally murdered in his home last night; investigations still ongoing”
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mageofseven · 4 years
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Bros and undateables react to MC who bakes in the middle of the night when stressed
I read this and my brain was like "so Beel's dream MC?". Of course, doing it out of stress isn't good, but Beel would definitely enjoy midnight sweets~
Anyway, will do, Nonnie! Please enjoy 😊
Also, like always, I'm splitting this into two parts: one for Brothers and the other Undateables for space reasons.
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Lucifer:
Was heading to the kitchen to get himself more coffee to continue his paperwork.
When he saw the kitchen light on, he expected to catch Beel raiding the fridge.
Instead, he found MC at the oven, pulling out another set of cookies to add to the already monstrous pile of them on the counter.
"MC, what are you doing?"
The human jumped at his voice then gave an awkward laugh.
"Baking..."
"Yes, I have eyes, Love." He tells them. "What I mean is, why are you baking at 1am?"
"...I dunno."
The man sighed before approaching the human and turning off the oven.
"Regardless, I believe you've made enough cookies for one night. It's time for bed."
The human didn't move however.
"Darling?"
"I can't sleep..."
MC proceeds to explain how they get bad anxiety at night and how usually they can power through it, but with some school stressors on top of it, it became overwhelming and they just needed to do something to distract themselves.
The demon frowned.
"Love, you should have just came to me if you were having issues."
"But you're busy with your work--"
"That doesn't matter if you need me though."
The firstborn smoothed down their human's hair, which was messy.
"Now follow me to my room. I'll make sure you get some rest."
"But what about the cookies?"
"I'm sure Beel will wander in and take care of them for you."
Mammon:
Just got back from a party and was heading to the kitchen to grab a snack before heading up to his room
Only to find MC awake and... icing a cake?
"Oi! Human! What's with the cake?"
"I baked it."
"Well duh. But why?"
The human finished icing it, making the cake a colorful one with all of the brothers' colors.
"Because I wanted to." The human shrugged, not meeting his eyes. "Do you want a piece?"
"Uh.. sure." The demon mumbled.
He hopped onto the counter next to them as he watched them grab a plate and cut a piece for him.
MC handed the plate and a fork to him.
"It's red velvet." They said proudly.
"Yeah, yeah..." The man mumbled, taking a bite.
His eyebrows raised.
"Man, this is good!" His face went red at his words so he dialed back. "I mean, its okay... ya know."
MC gave a small smile, but it quickly fell into a heavier look.
"Hey, what's with that face??"
MC quietly hopped on the free counter next to him.
They didn't answered, just lightly kicked their feet as they stared at the floor.
"Oh c'mon, Babe, talk to me 'ere!"
MC sighed.
"I'm sorry. My anxiety is just bad tonight... I wanted to keep busy."
...oh.
The Avatar of Greed sat the plate down and put his arm around his Human.
"I don't get why you went to straight to baking..." The demon thought aloud. "But it doesn't matter. I'm home now, got that? You don't have to be anxious on your own..."
MC gave a soft smile.
"Thanks, Babe."
"Nothin' to thank me for. Now just let The Great Mammon take care of you!"
Leviathan:
This boy's sleep schedule is kinda fucked up
So it's not unusual for him to be up at 3am.
The Avatar of Envy ran out of pop in his room so he ventured out to the kitchen to get some more.
Which is how he found MC in the kitchen with like... seven cheesecakes???
"...What am I looking at?"
"Cheesecake."
"Well duh, normie." The demon rolled his eyes. "But why did you make cheesecake at like, 3am?"
Silence. Levi was suddenly worried that they hurt his Human's feelings and the look is their eyes definitely wasn't filled with the positivity that he's used to.
"Look..." He came up and hugged them close. "I just don't get it. Please don't be upset."
MC laid their head against their boyfriend's chest.
"It's fine." They mumbled. "I'm sorry... I just couldn't sleep so... I just came in to bake and this was the outcome."
"You should have just came to my room." He pulled back to look at them. "You could have been watching me play Rune Factory or something."
MC turned away from the demon, wrapping their arms around themselves.
"I'm not too clingy... right?"
"I... what?"
MC sighed.
"I didn't go to you because I was worried that you just wanted time to yourself and I'm always with you during the day..."
Levi just shook his head at every word they just said.
"Look... I always want my Henry with me." He blushed. "And yeah, I like my time away from other people, but that doesn't include you; just other normies."
"Are... are you sure?"
"I mean, yeah." He mumbled. "So... just don't worry about it, okay?"
Satan:
This man usually has a better sleep schedule but tonight he had stayed up reading just a bit too long.
He started heading to the kitchen to get some water and found MC with counter surfaces covered with cupcuakes while they looked really stressed and teary-eyed down at the one they were drawing on with icing.
"Kitten?"
MC jumped and quickly raised their hand to wipe their eyes.
Satan strode over and stopped them, looking down into their eyes.
"Kitten, what's wrong?" He wiped away a fallen tear.
They avoided their boyfriend's gaze.
"It's not working..." They mumbled.
"What are you talking about?"
"The cats aren't turning out right..." Their gaze falls to the dozen cupcakes with cat faces drawn on them in icing, but didn't meet the human's standards apparently.
The blonde raised an eyebrow. Surely they weren't in the kitchen crying over cupcakes because their designs weren't coming out well?
He sighed.
"Give me your hand." He took the human's hand with the bag of icing and brought it over a cupcake. He guided them with the design and helped them make a cleaner-looking cat.
"Thank you." MC sniffled.
Satan pressed a kiss to their forehead.
"Now what's the real issue, Little One?"
MC didn't say a word, just lightly sat the icing bag down and stared at the cupcakes.
Their boyfriend waited patiently and just rubbed circles on their hand with his thumb.
"I... I'm not gonna be sent away if I fail a class, right?"
"What are you talking about?"
MC shifted their gaze to the ground.
The blonde sighed once more and wrapped his arms around their waist.
"Talk to me, Kitten."
They sniffled.
"I'm failing my Hexes class." They mumbled. "This semester got so much harder and my grade took a nose dive... and the requirements to stay in the program say I gotta keep my grades in a certain range..."
"MC... you should have told me sooner." He tightened his embrace around them and set his chin on their shoulder.
"B-But you can't always help me--"
"Yes I can, Kitten. I'm always ready to help you when you need me."
"Satan..."
He kissed their cheek.
"And trust me when I say I would never let anyone take you away from me." He told them. "I'd fight the whole Devildom to keep you by my side."
He placed one last kiss on their temple.
"I'll help you study tomorrow. For now, let's clean up and get some rest."
Asmodeus:
Another one who just came home from a party and was heading towards his room when he heard a frustrated sigh come from the kitchen.
The demon poked his head inside and found MC staring down at... something. Whatever it was supposed to be, it just looked like charcoal now.
"Doll? What are you doing up?"
MC sighed.
"Baking." They eyed the black brick on the counter. "Or well... tried to anyway."
Asmo stepped inside and immediately went over to kiss his human.
They smiled a bit.
"Welcome home."
He smiled back and gave his Doll a big hug.
MC relaxed into the hug.
"My anxiety is just bad tonight for basically no reason." They explained, burying their face in the crook of his neck. "I was waiting for you to come home."
"Aww, Dolly." He pulled back and kissed their check. "You should have texted me! I would of been home sooner!"
"No, no, it fine." They pulled away. "Did you have fun?"
"Yep! Of course, I would have had even more fun if you came me, but I still made do~."
He gave them another kiss, this time on their nose.
"Now why don't we lay down now, hmm?"
MC smiled.
"Okay, thank you, Azzy."
Beelzebub:
Midnight kitchen raid. A usual nightly occurrence.
This time however, the Avatar of Gluttony's nose was greeted by a sweet smell as he approached the kitchen.
"Oh Beely!" The human displayed their plate full of fudge squares to him. "Please try them and tell me what you think."
Was he dreaming? The man felt like he was dreaming. Still, he didn't hesitate to accept the human's offer.
He made quick work of the fudge and smiled happily at his Muffin.
"Good?"
"Amazing." He stepped forward and hugged his human.
After a moment though, his smile fell.
"Wait...what are you doing up?"
Silence.
"Muffin?"
MC broke away and sat the now empty plate in the sink.
"I dunno. I just couldn't sleep." They explained. "I guess I just..."
The demon stared down at them, waiting patiently.
"Ugh..." MC let their face fall into his chest.
He stroked their hair quietly, brows furrowing in concern.
"I got a test on Friday and no matter how much I study for it, I can't stop stressing about it." They sighed.
"What class?"
"History..." They mumbled. "Why do we have to cover a whole century of events in one test?"
Beel patted their head and hugged their human close.
"Can I sleep with you tonight, Beely? I don't think I wanna go back to my room."
He kissed the top of their head.
"Of course, Muffin."
Belphegor:
Believe or not, its common for Sleepy Boy to be up late at night.
He sleeps so much during the day that he's usually awake starting from after his dinner nap to about 4 or 5 am.
Hence him being awake at 2am and heading towards MC's room, only to notice that their room was empty, but there was noise coming from the kitchen.
He found his Human sitting on the floor in front of the oven, staring into it.
"What are you doing?"
"Waiting for the brownies to bake." They said dully, not looking away from the oven.
"Are you baked?"
MC lightly hit his arm, but broke out into a small smile.
He smirked.
"Come on, I mean, who bakes brownies at 2am and just stares at them?"
Their smile fell, as did their gaze; they stared down at their bare feet.
Belphie frowned.
"Okay, what's the problem, Butthead?"
No response. He gave a small flick to their head.
"Ow..." The human rubbed their forehead, looking to the Avatar of Sloth as he stared expectantly at them.
They sighed.
"I've been getting nightmares lately... at least I think I have been."
The demon raised an eyebrow.
"You think you've had nightmares?"
"I... can't actually remember them." They mumbled. "All I know is that I'll have them and wake up crying with my heart pounding... but I can never remember why. Like, what the dream was about..."
"How long has this been going on?"
"About... two weeks I think?"
He flicked them on the forehead again.
"Ow!" They rubbed their forehead once more.
"Dummy. You are literally dating the demon whose an expert on sleep and stuff."
Silence. He sighed.
"Come here." He pulled them in for a hug. "Come to my room. I'll keep the nightmares away, got it?"
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