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babyblueetbaemonster · 1 year

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Daggerfall everyone. Daggerfall.

Flower picking is my favorite activity in TES game, Daggerfall. My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined XD

But Daggerfall has the true freedom to explore dungeon in all direction!

=====just me talking about dungeons=====

Skyrim dungeon feels like an one way road. There's only one way to walk through this place. On foot and one direction. The quest item is right next the entrance, but the door is blocked. It can only be open on the other side so I have to go the long way. Sometimes they sent me to the same place for different quests. Yeah.

I should play more Oblivion. I remember they also have only one way to go through dungeons, but I have to walk all the way back for some of them? I rarely do to the same dungeon twice. Sometimes I can jump to inaccessible places. That's why I'm not mad at Oblivion XD

Morrowind! I love that one time I randomly look up and saw some space up there I can explore. I also love that time I fell into water just to find a underwater dungeon. And I love recall and intervention. I love Morrowind <3

Daggerfall! Go right, go left, climb up, dive down. Go to any direction freely! Because they're random generated so there's no right way to walk through these dungeons. Leaping, climbing, swimming, crawling. Levitate, Slowfalling, Recall. Elevators, brick doors, floating skulls, underwater tunnels, and lots of secret doors. Sometimes I walk back to the entrance, sometimes I'm in a underwater cave. I once killed the quest enemy for a two minutes walk. I also missed a quest item in a secret door and get lost deep inside a fortress. I'm so glad we have recall spell. Daggerfall's dungeon is way too complicate for it's own good, but that's exactly why I like it! :D

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99orphans · 8 months

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everyone is going to see this really cool picture of Neptune if i use the right tags

now that i have you here:

blue collar workers, fast food workers, service industry, retail employees, everyone who is overworked and underpaid

11/5/23

We hold the power of the world in our hands. They depend on us, but show us none of the gratitude.

Why do the top 10% of people make 90% of the money? That's not a fair system, none of this is right.

11/5/23

We all know it sucks, but we're still just dealing with it. The 2020's have been full of orchestrated plans made by the government and elite, why don't we make some of our own? We might not have the money, but we have the supplies.

It's time we show them that we're not gonna take it. It's time to bring back punk rock in a very tangible way.

11/5/23

This November 5 (because it has to be, obviously) no one go in to work. They can't fire us all. Cities will shut down entirely and they will realize how necessary we are and how seriously to take us. It won't take much.

Then, we compile our resources. We share what we can give. You work in a store and someone wants something for free? Let them have it. This product seems to be defective, guess i gotta "throw it away."

Remember remember the fifth of november

There's enough of us for real change. Forget the electoral colleges, screw capitalism and everything it stands for. Get as many forks as you can, because we're going to EAT THE RICH

and here's the Eagle Nebula so Tumblr knows this is an astronomy post

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somethingmissingthiswaycomes · 2 months

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I just read a post I would have liked to reblog for some points, but not for others — so I think I'll just muse about it in my own post.

The post was about the dichotomy of TME and TMA — terms I at first accepted without thought and then began to criticize and eventually grew annoyed with, then saw them as a straight up red flag because of how big the center circle of the Venn diagram seems to be between people who use those terms regularly online and people who use them to disparage trans people who were assigned female at birth. The crossover with people who use insults like "theyfab" seemed to be pretty big too. And it's inaccurate of course; you can't say anyone is transmisogyny exempt based on an innate aspect of their identity. And people who use TME as an insult (seemingly anyone who used it at all) seem to all be hateful about transmascs having terms like transandrophobia to describe their experiences.

But the post that made me muse right now started out saying that yes, it's not precise, it's not fully accurate, but there's something experienced in perpetuity by transfemmes, assigned male at birth, that isn't experienced by anyone who can convincingly assert that they're not trans women — and TMA is trying to reach for that, and transmisogynists wouldn't grant us any language to describe our experiences.

I've been wrong a lot about fundamental things, and realizing where I've been wrong tends to start with a feeling that there's something I'm trying to reject, because it's uncomfortable to me or violates my previous worldview. Learning I was trans, learning about plurality, the process of noticing transandrophobia within the trans community... and long before that, when I lost the faith I'd been raised in and came to recognize it as highly damaging. It's deeply unpleasant for these shifts to happen.

I've been getting a feeling like that lately, but I wasn't sure where it was placed exactly. Each time I notice a problem with my worldview, I get more cautious about what possible new problems could crop up. It makes things, well, more uncomfortable.

Anyway, this one post I'm mulling over phrased things in a way that made me start looking more closely at what it is I've been avoiding. Because my mistrust of people who talk about TMAs and TMEs came alongside a rising pride and solidarity in transmasculinity, and a frustration with people who deny the trans community language by calling us "transandrophobia truthers" and other closed-minded, bigoted nonsense. (It's so fucking frustrating.) So... I haven't been looking for discussions about the terms TMA/TME outside of the hateful context it was showing up for me in.

And this post I'm mulling over mentioned requiring language to talk about experiences, and that clicked. It clicked with me that, while there are a whole lot of people playing boys v girls 2.0 in all this, there's an underlying need to be able to discuss the unique experiences that come with every aspect of who and what we are — and we're trying to categorize, categorize, categorize.

Part of what made me decide not to engage with the post that made me start talking about this is that the OP brought up the idea of transfeminine people who were assigned female at birth... and how that's, to them, a ridiculous idea. The thing is, it's not, and accepting that is part of not overcategorizing. It's an unusual thing, but it's real, and it can mean different things. You can't restrict the type of people who can exist.

But it's true that there are experiences specific to one's assigned gender (like AMAB) and to one's physiological reality associated with it that, in an intersection with a specific or adjacent actual gender (like trans woman, transfeminine, or transneutral with perceived femininity), are important to recognize as, for the most part, unique.

My ability to be specific here breaks down, though, because I know from reading the words of certain intersex people that a lot of the intersection of transfeminine and perisex AMAB isn't actually unique unless you ignore intersex people. I don't think I can say more than that. I don't think I can get nuanced enough.

But I can use an "opposite" example to try to draw a parallel. Because there is an AFAB trans experience that isn't shared by perisex trans people who were assigned male at birth: the risk of pregnancy, and specifically restrictions on bodies with uteruses. That's a difference that TERFs like to prey on to drive a wedge in the trans community. They like to convince us that they're the only ones who care about that part of our lived experiences. That is wrong. And we shouldn't let that difference divide us.

In the same vein, we shouldn't let that difference being something that could divide us turn the topic into one that trans people who have uteruses need to sacrifice in order to stand together with trans people who don't. I think that's contributed to transmasculine erasure. The assertion that it must be so would fall under the umbrella of transandrophobia, a much needed term for the sake of discussing that.

Now back to transmisogyny affected/exempt. An argument I've often shared and agreed with and been fervent about is that it's just recreating the AFAB/AMAB binary. And I have seen people argue that no it's not, it's different, but in recognizing how often it's used that way by bad actors, I decided to ignore that argument. I'd say it doesn't matter; it may as well be that.

I think I've been wrong. And I've known I was wrong, in the back of my mind, for a while. My initial acceptance of the TMA/TME dichotomy had me making that same argument, so it felt like something I had moved beyond. Now I'm letting myself look at it more closely, I'm coming to a less accepting-it-on-faith understanding of the argument.

I'm also forming a new way of explaining my own experiences as a genderfluid person. Hopefully doing so will help to articulate what I'm thinking;

I am, currently, TME. Not in the literal sense that I don't experience transmisogyny at all, but in the sense of, "I have a body that allows me to avoid and avert transmisogyny directed explicitly at my person." I'm affected by transmisogyny in a lot of ways I've been working through for some time now, and it's for that reason that I still await better terms for this concept—but using these terms as I believe good faith actors do, while I'm not exempt from transmisogyny in general, I am TME.

But I won't always be.

I am a genderfluid person who was assigned female at birth. I started testosterone a few years back, and then I stopped because I wasn't sure how far I wanted to take it. I've been coming to terms with the fact that I need to go further and I may have to be on HRT indefinably to be able to be my full, real self... but I'm still also a woman. And it will cause me dysphoria if I can't present as a woman at times when my body has been fully affected by testosterone.

I don't know if I'll be able to be stealth in any direction. I will be affected by transmisogyny in a way I'm not right now. The difference between how I'm affected by transmisogyny now and how I will be then can, at the moment, be communicated with "I'm TME now, but I'll be TMA when I transition."

And that terrifies me, honestly. I had recognized that terror as being me internalizing transmisogyny, but not as me being afraid of it. I know I'll be more comfortable with myself, but...

The forms of transmisogyny experienced specifically by people who are perpetually perceived as male (or "supposed to be male") while presenting as female are more scary than what I experience now.

And that is worth being able to talk about.

And that is worth having a term for.

And I suppose "TME" and "TMA" are the terms people are using right now, at least online. Imprecise language is something we have to work around sometimes.

I do hope that the discussion can evolve language that doesn't so easily allow bad actors to use otherwise potentially useful terms as a weapon of lateral bigotry.

And, in general, I hope the discussion can move in a direction that discourages that more by rejecting separation of trans people into boxes based on AGAB without erasing experiences that come with AGAB. Categories are good and useful to a point — but not as boxes so much as colors we're painted with. You can't split people into groups based on any one category they're colored with without forcing some people within those groups to de-prioritize something else they are.

...

This feels like it could be a draft for a real good blog post, but I know I won't post it if I wait and try to rewrite things later, so it'll have to be the finished thing.

It's been a while since I tried to add to the conversation like this. Gonna turn my anons off in case of problems. I am OUT of spoons and won't be able to respond to any opinion about this, but feel free to say things anyway if you're nice.

#transmisogyny #transandrophobia #trans unity #tme/tma #trans discussion #multigender #genderfluid #I hope to God this doesn't get screenshotted by someone who wants to be an ass about something I said in here 🤞#I want these thoughts to be added to the conversation without having to compromise my mental health by continuing to interact about it #hoping that's not too much to ask #hoping it's not a mistake to be all vulnerable about my gender in a post like this lol #I'm out of speech spoons #Nervous to post but feeling like it's important #and a one and a two and a

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nucleiaster · 3 months

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A stylized liquid shader I've been working on !

I'd like to post more 3d modeling and shader work here, and maybe some effects breakdown?? idk

#shader #unity 3d #game dev #game development #tech art #technical art #the artowl #I have a few sketches to post but also I feel like I've fallen again in the social media trap of judging my art's quality by the amount #of notes it gets and it's not good for my mental health #this is less personal in a way and I don't care about notes on this I only care if it's good enough to get me a job lmao

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theascendedpath · 2 years

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History repeats itself because our internal landscape hasn't changed, individually and collectively. We can change the external environment all we want, but if our level of consciousness and way of being stays the same, we are bound to witness the same results because nothing has changed within us. We don't have to rely on an "authority" for something to change. We are the change. This is our work and responsibility. So how are we treating ourselves? How are we bettering and elevating our consciousness? How are we treating others around us? Are we being loving and compassionate? These are the vital questions we have to ask ourselves cause this is how we start to make real and lasting change in this world.

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thegrayspace-gamestudio · 11 months

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Invisible

A short game about loneliness, numbness, maladaptive daydreaming, trying to forget.

Play it on Game Jolt or itch.io.

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farazberjis · 4 months

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We are all bound by an invisible field of energy, and that connection is called love. Joe Dispenza

#inspiring #health #faraz berjis #guthealth #holistichealth #motivating quotes #joe dispenza #5d #5d consciousness #unity #united #peace #peaceful #love #connection #energy #understanding #mindfulness

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abimee · 1 year

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amaurot is so cool [turns around and latches the door before anybody can get in from hearing that] too bad people tend to misunderstand whats going on with it and which aspects of it are good and which are not

#also when i call it a utopia im using that word in the literal sense of what the text calls it #i dont personally believe in utopias and amaurot itself literally brings up the argument as well that a true utopia cannot exist #and that a true utopia is a dangerous thing but also. do not ever look up and read an article called like why a utopia cannot exist #becaiuse it brings up some insanely wrong points and not the pure fact that a utopia requires dangerous amount of conformity #and amaurot itself asks well yes theyres good unity but also a pure utopia is kind of bad if theres people with different needs #or a true utopia can only be built catering to one specific type of need and all else are casted as wrong #and isnt that sort of whats happening in now in the state of things [DISABILITY AND MENTAL HEALTH DISCRIMINATION]#nbut thats a whole nother can. and i dont think hermes is autistic so im not bringing that up because of that

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toni-onone · 6 months

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Love Prevails: Saving Your Marriage Against the Odds

Are you listening? No, well that’s a problem.

Everyone is in it when it comes to the wedding day, for the bragging rights, glitz and glamour no problem whatsoever but when some of the worst comes you only hear crickets. You know the for better or worse. Are we truly listening to whose supposed to be the love of your life? Or are you too busy, not interested or don’t really care? 😒😲

In the intricate dance of a marriage, communication is the thread that weaves together the delicate bonds between two individuals. However, the profound impact of not being heard in this sacred partnership cannot be understated. When one's thoughts, desires, and concerns are consistently dismissed or ignored, the foundation of trust begins to erode. The feeling of not being heard engenders feelings of isolation, frustration, and resentment, creating a chasm that grows between spouses. 🧐

Okay so it’s a problem, that can be fixed ; how?🤔

The absence of effective communication breeds a sense of isolation, as thoughts and feelings remain unexpressed, thereby squandering the opportunity for growth and understanding. However, fixing this impact requires a concerted effort from both partners. It necessitates a willingness to foster an environment of active listening, empathy, and open dialogue. By acknowledging and validating each other's perspectives, couples can rebuild the broken lines of communication, rekindling trust and fostering a deeper connection. This process involves cultivating patience, vulnerability, and a commitment to change, allowing both partners to feel seen, heard, and ultimately, valued within the sacred union of marriage.

Save marriage, it’s already a war against the concept of it. Marriage is truly valuable. In these moments of vulnerability, we discover the immense power of love in healing wounds, reigniting passion, and restoring our happiness. Our ability to communicate honestly and compassionately is the lifeline of marriage.💍🤵🏾‍♂️👰🏽‍♀️💒

#loveprevails #savingmarriage #togetherwecan

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