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holytwst · 1 month
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Riddle Rosehearts- Szata ceremonialna (SR)
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Jak oceniłbyś mój występ? |Część 1|
[Magiczne lustro]
Mroczne lustro: Podaj swoje imię.
*Rozmowy*
Riddle: *wzdycha* Nasza ceremonia przyjęcia jest poważnym wydarzeniem, a mimo to nowi uczniowie nie potrafią siedzieć w spokoju.
Riddle: Mam nadzieję, że ci, którzy zostaną przydzieleni do Heartslabyul będą pilniejsi.
Crowley: Następny, Ace Trappola.
Crowley: Proszę podejść do Mrocznego Lustra.
Ace: Och, czyli to moja kolej? No spoko.
Riddle: …Współczuję przewodniczącemu akademika, który będzie musiał sobie poradzić z takim uczniem, który nie potrafi nawet ułożyć kulturalnej odpowiedzi.
Mroczne lustro: Kształtem twojej duszy jest…
Mroczne lustro: Heartlabyul!
Riddle: Co-?!
Ace: Niespodzianka! Mój brat również był w Heartlabyul, kiedy uczęszczał do NRC, więc się tego spodziewałem.
Riddle: Ty! Wracaj na swoje miejsce natychmiast po zakończeniu przydzielania.
Riddle: Tak długo jak jesteś uczniem Heartlabyul, łamanie zasad jest niedozwolone, bez względu na sytuację.
Riddle: Na Wielką Siódemkę… Nie mogę uwierzyć, że będę musiał uczyć podstawowych manier, zanim w ogóle przejdę do zasad Królowej Kier.
Riddle: Jak poradzę sobie z tym rokiem, skoro wszyscy pierwszoklasiści są tak hałaśliwi jak on?
Nowi uczniowie: *szepty* *chichoty*
Riddle: Znowu ośmielają się szeptać między sobą?
Sebek: Jesteśmy w trakcie przydzielania do akademików! Przestańcie tak kłapać językami!
Riddle: Och! Ten nowy uczeń tam…
Sebek: Wasze samolubne zachowanie wywiera złe wrażenie na wszystkich nowych uczniach, łącznie ze mną!
Sebek: Tego typu ceremonie należy obserwować z uwagą. Może brakuje nam doświadczenia, ale wszyscy tutaj jesteśmy magami. Musimy reprezentować nasz status manierami i nie zachowywać się jak niewychowane bachory!
Riddle: …Wszyscy ucichli. Wygląda na to, że w grupie jest jednak kilku obiecujących uczniów.
Riddle: Ten wkrótce powinien zostać przydzielony do swojego akademika.
Riddle: Jeśli zostanie przydzielony do Heartslabyul, może uda mi się uczynić z niego reprezentanta pierwszoklasistów.
Riddle: …Nie, na razie powinienem po prostu dalej obserwować.
Crowley: Sebek Zigvolt. Proszę podejść do Mrocznego Lustra.
Sebek: Tak jest!
Riddle: A teraz, w którym akademiku będzie?
Mroczne lustro: Kształtem twojej duszy jest…
Mroczne lustro: Diasomnia!
Sebek: Diasomnia…!
Riddle: Czyli nie trafi do nas? Jaka szkoda.
Sebek: U-udało się! Dostałem się do tego samego akademika co młody mistrz!
Riddle: ?!
Sebek: *wzdycha* A-ahem! …Dziękuję bardzo.
Riddle: C-co to była za reakcja? Czy to był wybryk mojej wyobraźni…
[Boisko]
Silver: Jakiś czas temu odbyła się ceremonia przyjęcia, więc teraz wszyscy szukają kandydatów do swoich klubów… Pierwszoklasiści to bardzo pracowici ludzie, prawda?
Riddle: Czy to takie dziwne? Zajęcia klubowe i przedmioty do wyboru są częścią cotygodniowego harmonogramu. Najlepiej, żeby decyzje te zostały podjęte najszybciej jak to możliwe.
Riddle: Mam nadzieję, Silver, że nie zaniedbałeś swoich przygotowań?
Riddle: Starsi uczniowie powierzyli nam opiekę nad klasami pierwszoklasistów. Nie możemy ich zawieść.
Silver: Nie martw się, już wszystko skończone. Wygląda jednak na to, że jeszcze żaden pierwszoklasista nas nie odwiedził.
Riddle: Bardzo możliwe, że wszyscy zaczną od tych bardziej znanych klubów, jak klub Magicznego Dysku.
Silver: A zadaliśmy sobie trud noszenia naszych ceremonialnych szat na ich przywitanie. To będzie starta, jeśli nikt nie przyjdzie.
Riddle: Niecierpliwość nic nam nie da.
Riddle: Bardzo rzadko studenci przychodzą od razu do takiego klubu jak klub jeździecki, ale jeszcze się zjawią. Jestem tego pewien.
Sebek: Przepraszam, czy tutaj jest klub jeździecki?
Riddle: Och! Mamy tu pierwszorocznego znacznie wcześniej, niż się spodziewałem.
Riddle: …Chwila. Czy to nie ty byłeś tym pierwszorocznym na ceremonii przyjęcia…?
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Jak oceniłbyś mój występ?|Część 2|
[Boisko]
Riddle: Jesteś… Sebek Zigvolt, prawda? Jesteś pierwszy, który przyszedł zobaczyć prezentację naszego klubu.
Sebek: Hm… Skąd znasz moje imię?
Riddle: …Huh?
Sebek: Jesteś przewodniczącym akademika Heartlabyul, prawda? A znasz imię studenta z zupełnie innego akademika…
Sebek: Nie ma mowy! Czy jesteś szpiegiem, który węszy w sprawach naszej wielkiej Diasmonii?!
Silver: Sebek…
Riddle: …Już wszystko rozumiem.
Riddle: Kiedy zobaczyłem cię na ceremonii przyjęcia, myślałem, że jesteś pierwszorocznym z głową na karku, ale wygląda na to, że się myliłem.
Riddle: Podobnie jak reszta uczniów z Diasomnii, najpierw najwyraźniej nauczyłeś się arogancji, nim poznałeś jak być uprzejmy. 
Silver: To nie ma nic wspólnego z Diasmonią, Riddle. Sebek jest wyjątkowy.
Riddle: Czy to aby na pewno prawda? Kiedy po raz pierwszy zjawiłeś się w tej szkole, też sprawiałeś wrażenie roztrzepanego.
Silver: Na pewno nie byłem aż taki zły… Hej, Sebek. Jako pobratymcy chciałbym ci doradzić.
Silver: Natychmiast napraw swoje zachowanie. Twoje działania odbijają się na reputacji całej Diasomnii. W tym tempie zniszczysz opinię całego akademiku.
Sebek: Nie mam powodu cię słuchać, Silver! Nie zrobiłem nic złego.
Silver: Naprawdę tak myślisz?
Sebek: Co? Jeśli masz skargi, po prostu mi powiedz!
Riddle: Ahm!
Silver i Sebek: ?!
Riddle: Przepraszam, że przerywam wasz występ komediowy, ale czy mogę zacząć od prezentacji klubu jeździeckiego?
Riddle: Przyznam, że byłem trochę zaskoczony taką arogancją ze strony pierwszorocznego, ale….
Riddle: Cóż, mam przynajmniej świadomość, że kultura osobista w każdym akademiku może różnić się od pozostałych.
Riddle: Niezależnie od tego, klub jeździecki ma swój własny sposób działania.
Riddle: Jeśli masz zamiar do nas dołączyć, musisz przestrzegać naszych zasad.
Sebek: Hmph… Cóż, to mogę zaakceptować.
Riddle: W takim razie… Pierwszoroczny, posłuchaj mnie!
Sebek: !
Riddle: Już wyjaśniam. To, co ci powiem, jest trywialne, ale bardzo ważne, więc słuchaj uważnie.
Riddle: Tym, co najbardziej różni klub jeździecki od innych klubów w tej szkole, jest to, że wiąże się on z interakcją ze zwierzętami.
Riddle: To niebezpieczny sport, w którym jeden mały błąd może skutkować poważnym wypadkiem.
Riddle: Zagrożone są także same konie. Możesz się tego nie spodziewać, ale ich kości są wyjątkowo kruche.
Riddle: Z tego powodu, musimy dbać o konie, tak jak dbamy o flamingi lub jeże do krokieta.
Riddle: Aby zapewnić dobre miejsce do zajęć klubowych, musimy bezwzględnie przestrzegać tych zasad. Czy to jest zrozumiałe?
Sebek: Tak. Dopóki reguły nie są nierozsądne, przysięgam je przestrzegać.
Riddle: Och… Bardzo szybko stałeś się odpowiedzialniejszy. Przynajmniej wydajesz się poważny, jeśli chodzi o jazdę konną.
Sebek: Oczywiście. Muszę opanować jazdę konną do perfekcji jako rycerz mistrza Malleusa! Właśnie dlatego ten klub znalazł się jako pierwszy na mojej liście.
Sebek: Zanim podejmę decyzję, chciałbym zobaczyć umiejętności członków klubu.
Sebek: Jeżeli okaże się, że miałbym tutaj marnować mój cenny czas, to wolałbym poświęcić go na własny trening.
Riddle: Dobrze. Mówisz bardzo mądrze, chociaż poddaje wątpliwościom twój dobór słów.
Riddle: Damy ci świadectwo umiejętności naszego klubu jeździeckiego, byś przekonał się czy jesteśmy warci w twoich oczach.
Riddle: Silver… wybacz, że decyduję o tym tak nagle, ale czy nie miałbyś nic przeciwko, gdybym pojechał pierwszy?
Silver: Oczywiście, że nie. Droga wolna.
Riddle: Dziękuję, w takim razie zaczynajmy.
Riddle: Siodło wygląda w porządku… Przepraszam, że kazałem ci czekać, Vorpal. Zabiorę cię teraz na dobrą przejażdżkę.
Vorpal: *rżenie*
Riddle: Hyah!
Sebek: Jest taki szybki! Z łatwością przeskoczył potrójną poprzeczkę! Jego pozycja podczas jazdy jest również bardzo zrównoważona.
Silver: Riddle Rosehearts. Jego doskonała technika została wypracowana dzięki sumiennemu treningowi.
Silver: W subtelnym prowadzeniu za wodze przewyższa mnie o głowę.
Silver: Rywalizując z nim, udoskonaliłem się w wielu dziedzinach.
Riddle: W porządku… wystarczy. Świetnie się dzisiaj spisałeś, Vorpal.
Riddle: A więc, pierwszoklasisto. Jak oceniłbyś mój występ?
Sebek: Pozwól mi od razu wypełnić formularz rejestracyjny.
Riddle: S-szybka decyzja!
Silver: Przyszedłeś przygotowany? Studenci zazwyczaj najpierw rozglądają się po innych klubach, a następnego dnia przesyłają zgłoszenia.
Sebek: O czym ty w ogóle mówisz?! Co bym zrobił, gdybym oddał formularz za późno, bo klub byłby już pełny?!
Riddle: Jesteś… masz naprawdę surową osobowość, prawda?
Riddle: Cóż, to żaden kłopot. Jeśli jesteś zdecydowany by dołączyć do naszego klubu, przekażę twój formularz.
Sebek: Proszę… Riddle.
Riddle: Witamy w Klubie Jeździeckim, Sebek. Nie mogę się doczekać, żeby zobaczyć, co tutaj osiągniesz.
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yaksha-lover · 6 months
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Someone New
Summary: Travelling worlds has its side effects; namely, having visions of multiple timelines. As you get closer to the housewardens after their overblots, you begin to see the possible future that awaits the two of you, if only you decide to choose them.
Overblot gang x Reader (Riddle, Leona, Azul, Jamil, Vil, Idia, Malleus)
GN but mentions of biological children - imagine anything you want though (magic spells that make anything possible!)
i. blooms of red and bursts of reason; riddle rosehearts
Even after knowing him for months, you don’t touch Riddle until long after his overblot. He isn’t truly comfortable with you, with anyone, touching him so casually.
The chill of autumn ghosts your skin, making goosebumps rise along your arms. When he notices you rubbing your forearms to gather some warmth, Riddle insists on offering you his coat. Something about ‘rule five hundred and nine.’
His ways don’t always make sense to you, but you appreciate the sentiment behind the action. You take his coat, uttering your gratitude to him, although it’s quite small considering his stature. He offers you a small smile; in Riddle’s case, you know that means a lot.
You can’t help but return his smile, the small affection making your heart stir suddenly. It’s nice - spending time alone with Riddle. At the beginning of the year, you’d never have imagined becoming close with him. It was hard to see past the strict housewarden who never let anything go.
You think he’d made assumptions about you too. About you being a troublemaker, someone not worth his time, just another problem. You’re thankful you’ve both come around.
You stare at him from the corner of your eye as you walk together. He truly is gentle at heart, despite what his temper might suggest. His red hair sits perfectly on his head, cutely framing his face. It makes you think of his mother; his hair is perhaps the only good thing she passed onto him.
You snap out of your thoughts when you step a little too hard into a puddle and accidentally splash your pants, slightly dirtying them. Riddle turns when he hears your grumble, and you prepare yourself for a scolding. You won’t hold it against him; it was your fault for being careless.
Instead, Riddle only shakes his head gently, before asking if you’d like to stop at Ramshackle to change before you two arrive at the library.
Your surprise forces you to take a moment and just look at him. So far he’s come from the person he was only a couple months ago. You feel strangely sentimental, so you reach out to touch his shoulder, intending to thank him.
As soon as you make contact with him, the world around you shifts, brown and orange leaves being traded for the bright green of spring.
-
You sit under a pagoda tree, the wind gently blowing the pages of your novel. It’s strange - you’re seeing things as yourself, but you’re not in control. It’s as though you’re replaying the memory of someone else. At the sound of someone’s voice, ‘you’ look up. It’s there that you spot familiar red hair; it forms a stark contrast to the vegetation around you.
He’s not alone, either. In Riddle’s arms is a small baby, with identical hair to who you presume is his father. It’s a striking image - Riddle with his child. He’s noticeably older; if you had to guess, he seems to be in his late twenties.
“MC? Sorry to bother, but he’s been refusing to eat today. I checked our parenting books thrice, but I haven’t found any suitable solutions. I thought you might know how to help him.”
“That’s okay,” you hear your voice say. “How is our little guy doing?”
Riddle passes the baby to you, and you finally take notice of his other features; this child has the same colour eyes as you, and a similarly shaped nose.
You then catch a glimpse of the ring sparking on your left hand, and the other on Riddle’s.
“Hmm,” you’re vision-self says. “Let’s go back home, I’ll try to see what’s bothering him.”
“Alright, dear. I’ll start on dinner,” older-Riddle replies.
He takes your hand and helps you up, before you walk back toward the house in the distance, your hand still in his.
-
When the greens turn to orange, you blink, finding Riddle looking at you. You’re back at NRC.
“Are you alright, prefect? You seem distracted.”
“I’m okay, Riddle. I just…never mind. Let’s get going.”
You decide not to tell him about your strange…Dream? Vision? It all seemed so real…you could smell the tree sap and feel the breeze flow against your skin. You held a baby. Your baby…with Riddle? The two of you were older, but would it really be possible for it to truly be your future? That seemed ridiculous. Then again, you thought the same thing about magic a few months ago.
You resolve to keep this strange occurrence to yourself until you can figure out what happened. It’s hard to look at Riddle, having now seen the two of you married and with a child together. You’re more flustered than usual. Was this just some kind of daydream projection of your fantasies about him? You weren’t even really sure you could say you have a ‘crush’ on him - after all, you’ve only recently begun getting close. Not that you haven’t thought of him that way at all but-
You’re sure Riddle takes notice of your strange behaviour throughout your study session but, thankfully, he doesn’t comment on it.
ii. dizzying dreams and endless nights; leona kingscholar
You’d fought Leona hard to get where you are now - on the left side of his bed, with Grim sleeping at the base. You’re exhausted with everything going on with Azul (hopefully) temporarily taking your dorm, but it’s hard to sleep with how worried you are about the situation.
Leona’s room is dim, moonlight cascading over the silk sheets. You can barely make out his form, curled up in the blankets and turned away from you.
You don’t want to disturb the sleeping lion, but he happens to be hogging the entire blanket. You suppose you should’ve known, but it wasn’t as though you had time to take anything from Ramshackle.
When the chill becomes too much to ignore, you try to tug part of the blanket away from him. This causes Leona to roll over, arm suddenly falling around your back.
You’re hit with another wave of blurry vision as the moon melts into the sun.
-
“Morning,” you hear a voice, your voice, say to him. Your tone is playful and lightheartedly chastising. You can feel his arms wrapped snuggly around you.
It’s happening again, the same as with Riddle. You’re seeing things from your own eyes, but you’re not in control.
A groan comes from behind you, Leona shuffling his position but refusing to open his eyes. His bare legs brush yours under the covers. “Too early. Go back to sleep.” He pulls you closer into his chest.
‘You’ laugh gently, turning around in his arms so you’re now face to face. “You promised the queen we would attend this banquet. Especially after we missed the last one.”
He looks older here too, but as gorgeous as ever. Despite just waking up, Leona’s dark hair falls perfectly around his face. The room is different than his one at school; it’s still a bedroom, but it looks as though you’re back in the castle of Sunset Savanna.
Leona finally opens his eyes, looking at you with a heavy gaze before flipping you below him. His arms hold him straight above you, looking down on you lying prone on the bed. “Hmph.” He leans in close until your lips are only millimetres apart. “We have some time, don’t we?”
You’re left staring into those piercing green eyes, entranced by them being closer than ever.
With that, he leans in completely, lips brushing over your own as he begins to kiss you. The longer it goes, the more ravenous he becomes, more and more greedy for the taste of your lips.
-
When the sunlight fades to moonlight, you’re left embarrassed. That was - so much worse than with Riddle?! Ugh, it’s so awkward with Leona sleeping beside you now, like you’ve violated some kind of rule by thinking of him that way.
You’re too afraid to even consider the possibility of it being some kind of dream. It came on so suddenly, but you hadn’t been asleep. The whole thing seemed so real, too elaborate for a simple dream. No, it had to be more than that - some kind of vision - but how could that be true? And what did that mean about your vision with Riddle? Surely they couldn’t both be correct.
You’d intended on ignoring it before, but with Leona’s vision, that seemed futile. Perhaps the staff would have some answers for you…
iii. seashells shimmer in the forever sea; azul ashengrotto
Azul isn’t one for touching, and this time neither are you. Ever since the Crowley’s theory about alternate universes and rips in time since you’ve travelled worlds, you’ve decided it’s best to stay away from touching too many people. It was…interesting, to see a possible future with Riddle and Leona, but it’s certainly left you ambivalent. It’s a bit difficult not to avoid them when your mind drifts to your ‘visions’ while in their vicinity.
Riddle is kind enough to ignore your sudden shyness, but Leona has openly called you out on how flustered you get around him. He seems both confused and amused about the development, and his smugness is too much to handle sometimes.
Fortunately for you, Leona doesn’t hang around the Mostro Lounge much, making it the perfect place for you to avoid him. You try to force Ace and Deuce to come with you and study there, but the two have been reluctant considering their previous encounters with the twins while trying to get Azul’s picture.
That means you’re left to go alone, sometimes. Well, alone except for Grim. He never leaves you hanging as long as you agree to buy him food. Just like today, where he sits passed out across the other side of the booth, having eaten himself into a food coma.
You try to return to your homework, but out of the corner of your eye, you catch Azul staring at you from the staff area. When you make eye contact, he only waves, smile dripped in plasticity. When you don’t clue in, he walks toward your table, eventually taking a seat across from you, beside Grim.
“Hello, Prefect,” he says.
“Azul.”
Unlike Riddle - and even to some extent, Leona - you haven’t really gotten close to Azul after his overblot. He doesn’t exactly want you to, it seems.
“I noticed you’ve been frequenting the Lounge quite frequently as of late - I just wanted to thank you, for being a dedicated patron.”
“I’m not doing it for you, but you’re welcome, I guess.”
“Ah yes, I presumed. So, who are you doing it for?”
Your mind snaps to thoughts of you and Leona in the future, his arms around you in his bed-
“Nothing. No one. Do you need something, Azul?”
Despite your attempt at neutrality, Azul must see something on your face as you attempt to rid your mind of your vision of Leona. He leans in a bit, curious to observe you.
You begin packing up your things, too distracted to continue studying.
“No need to leave on my account,” he says.
“It’s not.”
He stands at the same time as you, presumably planning to head back to his office. Unfortunately for the both of you, you hadn’t noticed Grim migrate to his place sleeping on the floor. When you take a step forward and trip, Azul is, tragically, directly in front of you.
Your arms reach out instinctively, but instead of stabilizing yourself by grabbing onto his shoulders, the force of your fall knocks the both of you over.
As soon as you make contact with him, your vision swirls into another world full of beautiful blues.
-
The coral sea is even more breathtaking than you remember. You’ve only been a couple times, but the drastic differences between the land and ocean always manage to stun you. The water is so clear that it practically glitters as you wave your hands through it, feeling the water pass refreshingly across your smooth skin.
You’ve never been to this specific place before (presumably, it doesn’t exist yet), but it’s clear what it is: a restaurant. If the octopus logo has anything to do with it, clearly it’s Azul’s. It wasn’t too surprising to you that he would have more restaurants open in the future, but you weren’t sure what you were doing here. If the pattern followed, it seemed inevitable that you and Azul would be…romantically-involved in this timeline, but that just didn’t seem possible.
At least you had befriended Riddle and Leona to an extent - Azul looked down on your existence as a magicless person, seemingly entirely apathetic about you in general. You had to admit, the feelings were mutual considering his treatment of you and your friends.
You feel ‘yourself’ look around the restaurant, before heading back into the staff area. You knock on the door to an office, and Azul opens it with a smile.
He, too, is older. His face has matured a bit and he also wears his hair a bit longer. Azul still has his grey suit, though.
“Hello, MC. Done for the day?”
“I guess so, boss,” your voice replied cheekily. Boss?? Why would your future self ever work for-
“Hmm, I may have more tasks for you, why don’t you come in~”
With that, future-Azul takes your hand and tugs you into his office. On his desk sits several picture frames; one of his parents and one of his wedding. You happened to spot yourself in the second one.
It’s a bit jarring to see; you and Azul posed together, dressed up in such fancy clothing. His arm sits around your shoulder, and yours around his waist. Before this, the two of you have never even shook hands.
You hear yourself giggling, cornering Azul against the wall as soon as he closes the door and bringing your arms around his neck to kiss him.
You can already feel the dread forming; you definitely won’t be able to spend time at the Mostro Lounge after this…
As the two of you pull away, Azul starts talking about a reunion for your graduating class at NRC.
“I told them maybe - with the new branch of our restaurant opening, we may wish to stay back. Then again, it could be a great opportunity to network for us. What do you think, dear?”
Before you can hear your reply, the world fades back into the familiar lighting of the Mostro Lounge.
-
A groaning Azul is beneath you, having (unfortunately for him) broken your fall.
You utter a quiet ‘sorry!’ as you get off of him, still a bit flustered from your vision.
He gets up, dusting himself off. Thankfully, the two of you are in a rather secluded area of the place, so no one was there to witness your embarrassment.
Azul can no longer maintain the facade of kind gentleman as he turns back to you, voice dripping with passive aggressiveness.
“I would prefer if you refrained from touching me in the future. Thank you.”
With that, he gets up and leaves. You shake your head - how could there possibly be any timeline where you’ve married him?
iv. jaded jewels shine, awaken from slumber; jamil viper
While helping out with the VDC, you’ve had time to get close to Jamil. Much closer, in fact, than with any of the others you’ve had visions of before. Now you’ve avoided touching him for a whole other reason - you’re scared you won’t have a vision.
Spending time with Jamil has made you realize things you’d never thought about him before - his handsomeness, intelligence, and talent. You’ve developed a bit of a crush on him, considering how much you admire him.
However, you have no idea how he feels. Jamil has never been one to express his feelings so outwardly, but you can’t get a read on him at all. He’s been polite with you, but he’s treated you basically the same as everyone else.
Your attempts at getting closer to him have been rather unsuccessful - the group is so busy practicing, everyone’s been way too exhausted to really do anything.
You manage to get a moment alone at Ramshackle when the rest of the boys have gone to sleep, and you find Jamil sitting out on the porch alone.
“Hey,” you say. “Mind if I join you?”
Jamil turns to look at you before nodding his head. You take a seat beside him, following his gaze to the stars. The sky is dark but the moon casts a glow on him, making Jamil look beautiful under the light.
“What are you thinking about?”
He hums for a moment before replying, “What I’m always thinking about - how things will just go back to normal again after the end of the VDC.”
You don’t really know what to say; his fears seem inevitable, no matter how much you want to comfort him. “I’m sorry…I can’t understand what it’s like for you, but…what if you could still have some kind of happiness in your life?”
“Like what?”
“I don’t know…you could still find love?”
“Find love? You think that’s what I care about?” Jamil’s tone is bitter, but his voice never rises. “Sorry, but you’re awfully naive. Things like love won’t make my life better. It’ll only complicate things.”
“I-I understand.”
When your voice shakes, Jamil finally looks up at you, sighing when he spots your watery eyes.
“Prefect, relax. I’m not angry at you. It’s just a frustrating situation for me, I’m sure you know. I don’t have time to think about love. I just need to focus on myself.”
With that, he pats your shoulder before standing up, leaving you alone to stare at the night sky. Jamil hadn’t even realized you were trying to confess to him, and you felt terrible for even trying to bring it up. Of course he wouldn’t be able to think about something like your stupid little crush - you feel so silly for even bringing it up, you should’ve known better since you know all about his circumstances.
It was then you realized - Jamil had touched you for the first time. He touched you and nothing happened.
The first one you’d been seriously interested in, and there seemed to be no future for the two of you.
Was it possible you’d already messed up this timeline, making it impossible for that future with him to occur? The whole thing made your head spin and your heart ache.
v. swept into spotlights, doused in delicacy; vil schoenheit
Vil had been a surprising comfort in the wake of your unrequited crush on Jamil. The two of you had gotten closer after VDC, and Vil had a way of pulling honesty out of you. It had only taken him a couple days of observing your awkwardness to guess at the situation.
He’d been a shoulder to cry on, both literally and figuratively. There’d been a moment when he first pulled you into his arms that you’d wondered - hoped - that he might be a possibility in your future, but alas, no vision. It was a bit disappointing but you knew it was wrong to feel too badly; it would be greedy of you to desire a connection with so many knowing you could only end up with one.
Vil became a friend - someone you could rely on, someone who could make you laugh, and someone who couldn’t break your heart.
Even when you would start to feel something more than platonic for him, you had to push it away. He was certainly gorgeous and talented and perfect…but he wouldn’t be that for you. He couldn’t, apparently, and maybe he wouldn’t want to either.
Vil was more than just a fellow student - he was an actor, a model, a celebrity - someone too far to reach. Even if you had a vision with him, would it matter?
You’re snapped out of your thoughts by Vil’s hand on your cheek, turning your face to get the correct angle to apply your eyeliner; he’d insisted you get dressed up with him and Rook to go out tonight.
“Move onto the bed,” Vil says.
You stand from the chair in front of his vanity and move hesitantly toward his bed. His silky sheets look perfect - you don’t want to ruin them. Looking back at him, Vil rolls his eyes and gently pushes you toward the bed until you lay back.
You’re left staring up at him on your back, while he sits above you, applying the rest of his products on your face. He’s so close to you, his luscious golden hair almost tickles your face. His pretty purple eyes don’t focus on your own, following his makeup brush.
He looks cute like this, concentrating hard to perfect your makeup. He bites his lip gently, drawing your attention to his pretty mouth, shining with the pink gloss he’d applied earlier.
When he leans away to pick up the blush, you mistakenly think he’s finished and try to sit up. At the same time that you rise, Vil turns back to face you. The timing coincides into an accidental and brief meeting of your lips.
It takes a second for you to realize that the dizziness your feel isn’t due to your racing heart, but the sudden appearance of another vision.
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The lights flash, bright and blinding. The sharp clicks of cameras obnoxiously disrupt the music heard softly on the street from nearby restaurants and clubs.
You’re rushing away with Vil, hand in hand as he pulls you toward a black limo waiting up ahead. You nearly stumble, but Vil is quick to stabilize you.
Once the two of you escape the paparazzi, you’re left sitting side by side in the backseat of the limo, both breathing heavily. Vil gives the driver instructions to return back to his penthouse.
He turns to you. “Are you okay, darling?”
You feel yourself nod in affirmation, taking ahold of his hand again. He squeezes back.
“I’m sorry they’ve ruined another date. I know it’s hard for you not to have much privacy, but it seems no matter what I do, they find us.” He strokes your hand with his thumb.
“It’s okay, Vil. I knew what I was getting into, dating a celebrity and all that.”
He plants a kiss on your cheek. “Still, they shouldn’t bother us. I may be a celebrity, but you aren’t. You deserve privacy.” He sighs gently. “Has this…impacted our previous discussion?”
You look back up at him. You assume based on past visions that he’s much older now, but he’s kept his youthful and gorgeous look. Even now, his purple eyes make your heart flutter embarrassingly.
“Of course not. I want us to have kids together. You’ll be the best dad and protect them from all this. I know it.”
He kisses you on the lips this time just as your vision begins to end.
-
Vil snaps his fingers over you as you come too, rolling his eyes.
“I know my lips are practically intoxicating, but did you really get that worked up over an accidental peck between friends?”
Your face becomes hot at Vil’s statement, embarrassment setting in. He doesn’t know how right he is.
“Ah, sorry. I got…distracted.”
Vil laughs gently. “Why? Thinking of more of my kisses? They’ll cost you~”
When you stammer in response, he just ruffles your hair gently.
“I’m just teasing you.”
You stare at him for a moment before speaking. “I don’t think we can do each other’s makeup platonically anymore.” If it ever was, that is.
Vil rolls his eyes dramatically again.
vi. hidden in shadows, warmth comes in waves; idia shroud
The incident with Vil leaves you even more confused than before. It makes you wonder…if just touching isn’t always enough to have a vision, does that mean a future where you end up with Jamil is still possible? You don’t even want to hope, knowing the heartache he’d unknowingly caused you before.
And Vil…having a vision about him makes this complicated. When it was just lingering thoughts you could push to the side of your mind, your growing infatuation with him was easy to ignore. Actually seeing your future with him, has made your heart swell and ache at the same time.
You don’t exactly choose to become friends with Idia, it just kind of happens. Just like the previous situations where you’d attempted to avoid the star of your latest vision, Idia is someone who seems like a good choice to help you stay away from them. He isn’t good friends with Jamil or Vil (or frankly anyone). Incidentally, the two of you become friends after a small argument over an anime (the only topic that allows Idia to temporarily overcome his social anxiety just to disagree with you), and you begin to hang out occasionally.
The more your old friends hang out with the VDC group, the more you begin to make excuses and go play video games with Idia and Ortho.
It feels strangely easy, spending time with Idia. You never have to pretend, and with your shared interests, conversation comes naturally. Once you’ve spent enough time around him, he feels much more comfortable around you, willing to share his (strong) thoughts and opinions on everything.
Idia is very…different than you would’ve guessed before you knew him well. While he can be rude, you find it more funny than offensive, and it’s pretty fun to banter with him. His room holds small glimpses into his true personality; video games he loves, posters of his favourite characters. His passion for these things is clear as day.
Sitting on Idia’s couch, you’re playing against him and Ortho in Super Smash Bros. Ortho immediately claimed Kirby, proceeding to destroy the both of you multiple times until he emerged as the winner.
Despite the loss, both you and Idia can’t help but smile. Ortho makes a celebratory noise, before turning back to you.
“MC, we are about to encounter another rip in the time continuum,” Ortho says. “I’m so excited, do you think it will finally be my big brother’s turn to earn your love?”
“What?” you and Idia say for different reasons.
“How do you know about that?
“Earn their love??”
“It’s part of my programming to monitor all things involving space and time.”
“Huh. Okay.”
You suppose it’s true, you’ve never really touched Idia before. The two of you got along like best friends; it wasn’t so much of a stretch to say you could end up having a future together. You hadn’t thought about it much, in light of recent events.
“Usually you’re the only one able to see, but since Idia’s here, why don’t I show him too!”
“I don’t think that’s a good idea, Ortho,” Idia says.
“I think it will be good for you, brother! Don’t worry, I’ll give the both of you some privacy to see your future. It’s approaching in three, two-”
When his countdown reaches one, Ortho plops your hand on top of Idia, making your vision fade once again.
-
The Island of Woe is familiar to you by now, after everything that went down with Idia. The architecture remains impersonal; the uniformity of the blank steel walls reminds you of a maze. The thought had unsettled you, the last time you visited.
Strangely enough, you don’t feel that same sense of anxiety and claustrophobia in this vision. You’re strangely calm; it wouldn’t be crazy to assume that exposure and familiarity has dulled these feelings.
The scene is devastatingly unsurprising. You suppose you’d always known what Idia’s future would be; what all his ancestors futures had been. That hadn’t lessened the spark of hope you’d been carrying that perhaps things might turn out differently than he believed.
You had a bad habit of that: false hope for Jamil, false hope for Idia. It didn’t truly do anyone any good, no matter how much you wished it to.
You’re in Idia’s room. Aside from its size and how nice it is, the decor is a clear giveaway. The posters that line the walls aren’t from media you recognize, so it must be future content, but it’s all in line with Idia’s current tastes. You’re happy he has that, at least. You even catch a glimpse of a couple of his old posters from NRC rolled up in his closet. A few pieces even stand out, things that seem much more suited to your taste than his own.
A familiar head of blue hair wanders into the room.
“Hey MC.”
“Hi Idia,” you feel your lips gently pull up in the corners. Despite ‘your’ outward expression in the vision, you feel a small twinge of pain in your chest.
Idia’s entrance into his room (your room?) lets you take a close look at him. Even ten or so years later, it seems he hasn’t been able to rid himself of his eye bags. Even so, you still think he looks nice, his vibrant hair illuminating his pretty face. He’s cute, smiling back at you.
“Sorry I’m back late again. There’s been so many problems with the new system update, even Ortho can’t handle it himself.” Idia’s expression drops a little.
“It’s okay, I know you’re busy.”
Idia comes to sit beside you on the bed, head turning toward you. “Is it though? Stuck down here with me, and I can’t even be by your side half the time. I doubt this is the life you- anyone would dream of.”
“I miss you, of course I do. But I chose this life. I chose you.”
“Maybe you shouldn’t have.”
The tears well in your eyes before you can stop them, and Idia’s panic only rises once he notices.
“Gah!! No, MC, please don’t cry. I didn’t mean it like that. Sevens, I’m so stupid.” Idia awkwardly pulls you into his arms, and you begin wipe your tears onto his shoulder as you settle down.
“Sorry, I-I don’t know what came over me,” you sniffle.
“Don’t apologize, it was my fault. I don’t know why, every time I try to tell you how I feel, it always just comes out wrong. I try to tell you that I love you, that you deserve better than to be stuck here with me, and it comes out like that.”
“Idia…I know what you meant, it just took me by surprise to hear those words.”
“Loving you is supposed to be the one thing I can do to make your life here better, and I can’t even do it right.”
“Says who? Don’t you think I should be the judge of that?”
“I made you cry, MC! Something is wrong with me…”Idia’s cheeks flush pink as he stares at his feet.
You want to comfort him, to tell him that it doesn’t matter, but you quickly feel yourself being pulled away. You’ve never wished more than to have a few more moments in a vision.
-
The room remains silent for a minute after the vision ends, the both of you trying to process what had happened.
“Idia…” you say, trying to bridge the gap between you, but not exactly knowing how.
“Maybe- I uh - maybe you should leave?” Idia says sheepishly.
“Leave? What did I do?” you say, feeling a bit hurt by his suddenly rejection.
“Nothing! I just- I’m sorry, I need some time. I can’t speak right now, I need to be alone.” Idia is clearly panicked, so you follow his brother to the exit.
“Sorry, MC,” Ortho says, opening the door for you. “Sometimes Idia gets overwhelmed in situations like this. Please, give him time and…please don’t give up on him like everyone else does.”
vii. sun and moon, forever in orbit; malleus draconia
You’ve known Malleus as long as you’ve known Riddle, but despite your blooming friendship, you’ve never had the chance to touch him before. The fae always seemed to prefer to keep his distance when visiting you at Ramshackle; close enough to talk, too far to touch.
That all changes when you finally agree to join the gargoyle studies club. It’s not as though you’d purposefully avoided it before, there’d just always been too much going on to really think about joining any of the clubs.
With Idia shutting you out, you were in dire need of a new hobby that would allow you to finally avoid thinking about what had gone down with him in the days before.
When Malleus finally strolls by Ramshackle again, you’re able to inform him of your intention to join his club.
It’s a remarkable thing, having stunned the fae prince into momentary silence at your request. He furrows his brow before replying.
“I do hope you aren’t making a joke at my expense, prefect. That would be rather cruel of you.”
You wave away his words, telling him that you’re entirely serious. He looks you up and down for a moment before a playful grin pulls at his lips.
“I suppose I will see you in our meeting on thursday, then. Please, don’t be late. We have much to see.”
-
Weekly meetings become bi-weekly, and soon you’re meeting up with Malleus almost daily. Since it’s only the two of you in the club, you take certain liberties when it comes to subject matter. You agree to let Malleus show you some ruins and he, in turn, agrees to watch the bachelor with you.
You don’t even like the show, but Malleus’ reactions are the real entertainment. He’s surprisingly sassy and opinionated about all the drama, although he tends to get confused on ‘human customs’ as he so puts it.
“Why won’t he make a choice? It’s clear who he truly desires,” Malleus asks one day, sitting on Ramshackle’s beat up couch as you watch the reality show together on your laptop.
“I don’t know, the guys on this show are always like this. They want to keep around as many options as possible until they’re forced to choose,” you mumble, mouth full of popcorn.
“Human men are fickle.”
You laugh. “Fae aren’t?”
He takes a moment to answer. “Some. Not dragon fae. Once we choose a person to love, we give everything to them, and expect the same in return.”
You don’t know how to reply to that, so you turn back to the screen. Throughout the rest of the episode, you can feel Malleus’ gaze flicker between yourself and the show, not fully invested like you are.
-
You’re not oblivious to his hints. It’s clear that things between you are become more than friendly, but it’s difficult to know how you feel about it.
On one hand, Malleus has always felt strangely charming to you, despite how he often came off to others. There was something about him, or perhaps just the sum of his parts that came together perfectly to make him into a wonderful being.
Spending time together and getting close felt nice, but you were far too used to this pattern to not feel worried about some kind of impending doom. It seemed every time you had a nice friendship, things would fall apart as soon as you found out about your future together.
Even when pleasant, the strangeness of the experience makes it uncomfortable to be around them again. You’ve felt bad avoiding your friends, but there isn’t much you can do to change your feelings.
Even worse - what if your vision with Malleus isn’t positive? After what you saw with Idia, the fear lingers in your mind.
Once you opened the gate, questions begun to flood your brain. What would a future be like with Malleus? Would that even be possible? Would you be his consort? Would a relationship between a human and fae be accepted? Would you be able to handle it? The anxieties were endless.
You think about telling him about everything. About Riddle, Leona…but how would he react? You tell yourself that it’s better if he doesn’t know. At least not until after.
He’s the first one you touch on purpose; you have to know.
A casual stroll around Ramshackle leads to the purposeful brushing of fingers, and you’re pulled into a familiar haze.
-
You’ve never been to Briar Valley, but you know with certainty that your vision takes place there.
The hall you sit in is long, gold trims running along the walls. The black dragon heraldry mounted above the fireplace at the end of the room looks more expensive than anything you’ve seen in your life.
Two wide doors swing open, and Malleus finally enters the room. He isn’t alone.
A small black shape zooms past his legs, plopping itself in front of you.
“Daddy and I picked you flowers from the garden!”
The blur isn’t some shadow, but instead a small child. Five or six, if you had to guess. If her words didn’t give away her parentage, the small, stubby horns peaking out from the top of her head of dark hair certainly told you this was Malleus’ daughter.
“Thank you, sweetie.” You smile at her, taking the flowers she drops in your hand. There’s still some dirt and roots attached, but she’s so adorable, you truly don’t mind.
“Can Uncle Silver take me horseback ridding today?” she asks you. “Daddy said it’s okay with him if it’s okay with you.” She blinks at you sweetly.
“Alright, I suppose. Just be careful, dear,” you reply.
“I have the best parents in all the kingdoms!” she shouted, running along to her chambers to get ready, leaving only you in Malleus in the room.
“She’s so lively today,” you comment, looking up at him.
“Indeed,” he replies, coming to rest beside you. “You look beautiful, my love.”
“And you, my king.”
The two of you share a kiss. It’s all so - dizzying. It’s not unexpected to have a child with Malleus - you had one with Riddle, but this is different. This child is older, she knows you, she feels so real.
He pulls away to smile at you. “I have a gift for you.”
“What’s the occasion?”
“Need there be one for me to celebrate my wonderful spouse?”
“I suppose not. Thank you, Malleus. No matter how many gifts you give, I will treasure them all.”
He pulls out a box from his pocket, asking you to turn around. You feel him guide a cold band around your neck, clasping it in the back. He then places a small, handheld mirror in your hands, urging you to look.
The necklace he’s given you is beyond stunning. It’s silver, with a dazzling gemstone in the middle. You don’t even want to ponder how much it must’ve cost.
You catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror.
It’s strange - seeing yourself much older when Malleus looks the same. It unsettles you more than you’d like to admit. It’s one thing to know you’ll age at different rates and another to see it with your own eyes.
This must be something on your mind in the future as well, because of the next thing you decide to ask Malleus.
“Will I see her grow up? For me, it feels like she’s been young forever. I love it and yet…I want to see more of her life than just this.”
He doesn’t ask who you’re referring to. “You will. You’ll see most. I was practicing mature by my eighty-first birthday.”
You sigh. “I may not even get that far. I’m healthy now, but who knows. The curses of being human…”
He tilts your chin to face him. “It is not a curse to me, my love. I chose you, and I would again.”
There’s infinitely more to discuss, but you already feel yourself slipping away.
-
You come to from the vision mid walk. Malleus is unaffected, seemingly still in the middle of one of his explanations behind the rich history of one of gargoyles you’d just passed by.
When he notices your silence and turns to ask if you’re alright, you have no response for him.
It seems almost selfish, for you to choose him. Why- why did there need to be so many things wrong? Why did you have to be human, to pain him and your future children by leaving them behind so early?
The joy and the pain - would it all truly be worth it? Or would it be better for it to have never happened?
Malleus looks at you with concern, wiping the tears suddenly cascading down your cheeks.
“What’s wrong, my child of man?”
Everything and nothing, you want to tell him.
viii. all things end, all that we intend; conclusion
Seven beautiful souls, all potential endings. Every future you glimpsed has it’s own charms, and it’s own poisons.
Which future will you choose? One of them? Or perhaps…another?
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aivy-saur · 1 month
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REPOST CUZ IT WASN'T IN THE TAGS PUTCHA 👹
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Tsum boss battle-
bonus(?) and wip stuff under readmore (lol)
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I would play a twst rpg - Deuce would be a good heavy physical defense and physical attacker methinks
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wips - 'lineart' and the original deuce and tsum sketch that i deemed too boring, so the boss battle was drawn instead lol
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POP ROCK DADDD !!!
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okay, sebek has portrait on the wall, but does he have any photo stashed somewhere else that he j u s t doesn't show?
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they think everythin a fuckign game
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lemonrin-i · 3 months
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I headcanon that Leona skips royal family/business meetings by going 'Sorry, my wife will get sad if I miss our date tonight. She's really clingy' When in reality he's the clingy one in the relationship and he's too lazy to attend meetings in general
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their job is Beach *⁠.⁠✧
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v-anrouge · 4 months
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FINALLY FINISHED forgive me for any mistakes 🙏 rook cunt as miku:3
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Prolog ~ 20
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Początek Odroczony!
[KORYTARZ]
Deuce: Uff... Udało nam się uniknąć wyrzucenia. O mały włos!
Ace: Tak, było blisko!
Grim: Tra la la la la!
Grim: Jestem uczniem Night Raven College! 
Grim: Wkrótce będę najlepszym magiem na kampusie. Na pewno poczujecie potężną konkurencję z mojej strony, mam rację chłopaki?!
Ace: Wielkie słowa jak na futrzaka, który jest tylko w połowie uczniem. Mimo wszystko Yuu... No cóż, gratulacje.
Deuce: Myślę, że możemy się nazwać kumplami ze szkoły. Grim, Yuu.
Przyjemność po mojej stronie!
Ace: Dobra, serio, czy możemy przestać z tego typu gadkami?
Deuce: Heh. Teraz będziemy się widywać cały czas. Zobaczymy, czy to będzie taka przyjemność.
Deuce: Szczególnie ciebie, Ace, bo jesteśmy w tym samym akademiku. Heartslabyul.
Ace: O tak, już nie mogę się doczekać widoku twojej zarozumiałej gęby każdego ranka.
Mam nadzieję, że wszystko będzie dobrze...
Deuce: Trzeźwość umysłu z jaką stanąłeś do walki z tym potworem, nie posiadając odrobiny magii, pokazała ile masz w sobie determinacji. 
Deuce: Z taką pewnością siebie na pewno sobie poradzisz. Nawet w tej szkole.
Ace: Wiesz, że mówisz jak dresiarz?
Deuce: Hę?! N-naprawdę? Myślę, że mówię zwyczajnie.
Ace: Jak tam chcesz. Wróćmy teraz do akademika. 
Ace: Po prawie wyleceniu, ostatnią rzeczą, której teraz potrzebujemy, to wrócenie za późno i złamanie kolejnych zasad.
Deuce: Jesteśmy z akademika Heartslabyul, tak swoją drogą. A w jakim akademiku mieszkacie?
Grim: Akademik, w którym mieszkamy, jest opuszczony od lat…
Grim: Zaczęliśmy go nazywać “Ramshackle”. Ten stary chlew jest też pełen duchów. Eeech.
Ace: Hej, ciesz się z tego co masz. 
Ace: Wolałbym mieć do czynienia z duchami niż musieć widzieć zarozumiałą gębę tego gościa każdego dnia.
Deuce: I tak jest lepszy niż twój krzywy i leniwy uśmiech.
Ace: Ok. Możesz płakać ile chcesz.. Nie zapomnę, jak prawie się poryczałeś, gdy miałeś wylecieć. Do zobaczenia później, Yuu.
Oh, um-
Grim: Jeju, ci dwaj są dla siebie stworzeni. Może to taki rodzaj przyjaźni, który opiera się na kłótniach?
Grim: Tak czy inaczej, Yuu, wracajmy do akademika!
Wygląda na to, że ci dwaj są dla siebie stworzeni.
Grim: No już, Yuu, wracajmy do akademika!
Grim: Jutro, gdy się obudzimy, nie będziemy już konserwatorami.
Grim: Nareszcie…nareszcie!
Grim: Moje wspaniałe życie jako pełnoprawny uczeń Night Raven College właśnie się zaczyna!
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Silver’s narcolepsy is so… interesting to me
everyone always talks about it like it’s a silly joke. like “ha ha sleepy boy!!!” which is. fine. but from what we see in the game, it’s undoubtedly a serious physical disability. it literally causes him to fall asleep randomly throughout the day and there’s no way he can fight it. that’s genuinely scary and a cause for concern. what if he fell asleep next to a lake and drowned or something??
i can’t help but think about how much it must affect him mentally. imagine you’re the only human in a fae family, and your whole life you believed that you would be the first to die, and you need to make the most out of the short time you have to repay your loved ones for raising you.
and the universe decides to give you a sleep disorder that completely hindrances your ability to do so. you doze off CONSTANTLY, wasting hours upon hours of precious time that you could’ve used for something more useful.
you can’t control it. once you feel that drowsiness, it’s over. nothing helps; you just can’t stay awake regardless of what you try. no one knows what’s wrong with you so you just assume that it’s your own fault for being so lazy. your father’s done everything he can, bless his kind heart, but even he can’t find a solution.
nobody understands what you’re going through, they all say it’s normal to feel bored or tired from schoolwork every now and then. which isn’t how you feel at all, but you just don’t have the words to describe it.
it gets to the point where you’re failing your classes because your body simply refuses to function the way it’s supposed to. your teachers blame you and they’re right, it’s your fault it’s all your fault isn’t it?
your peers make fun of or look down on you for being unusual. for always falling asleep. for not expressing emotion (doesn’t anyone else find it hard?). you feel ashamed. you try to fix it but you can’t. nothing can ever be fixed.
it’s frustrating to be unable to control your own body. you’ve grown used to it, and so has everybody else, although that doesn’t make it any less of a problem. but at this point it feels like there’s no other choice but to just live with it.
and in the end, you feel guilty. your father has given you everything, and yet you can’t give back. does that not make you a failure? a disappointment of a son? here you are, living, breathing, thinking, and you can’t even do anything to thank the person who gave you the luxury of existence.
wouldn’t you hate sleep? wouldn’t you utterly despise that feeling of drowsiness that overtakes your mind when you so much as stay still for a single minute? would you not cherish the moments in which lethargy did not plague you?
oh, how you wish there was a cure.
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ventique18 · 2 months
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Meleanor if she were alive and Levan was dead instead
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aivy-saur · 2 months
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Riddle fanart for the Riddle enjoyers 🤩🤩 man I haven't drawn him in a while hhhh
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deeva-arud · 4 months
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Thought you've seen the last of Cateeva? I hope not! because at some point in my hiatus I thought about them in their first year
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