#trigger: suicide

[my-mindless-diary]

Tw: suicide

Yesterday (or actually the day before that bc it's 3am rn) my best friend called me to tell me that her little brother died...he killed himself, jumped in front of a train. He was 18, just started to become a veterinarian. Nobody expected it. He was in therapy a while ago and even in a psychiatric hospital. His older brother is/was the one everyone is/was worried about. Several addictions, severel suicide attempts. But afaik he's clean now and the best he's ever been. But...the whole family focused on him. My friend complained that everyone always asks about him and never cares for how she feels. She was in therapy, too and I really hope she'll seek help again cause that shits hard... So, everyone focused on the middle child. My friend (the oldest) is mostly alright, the therapy helped and she talks about her struggles with other people. The youngest one was the one that (from my perspective) no one really saw. Sure, everyone saw the struggles, especially after he himself decided to go into a psychiatric hospital. But most of the time everyone thought he's alright. And now he's fucking dead...

The parents are divorced (or separated). I can't imagine what losing a child feels like...the mum lives alone, the dad had the youngest kid living with him. It must be so fucking hard... And the middle child will probably feel triggered because of his own past attempts... I can't fucking believe it..

I'm sure he never thought about me..I'm just a friend of his sister, someone he sees maybe every two years...but he's been on my mind for the past idk...30 hours or so... constantly. His sister is so angry, talked about wanting to beat him up for the stupid stuff he's done. I mostly can't believe it and it fucking hurts my heart. Last week my friend told me about him. How tall he got, how his legs look ridiculously slender, how he got his first tattoo...and now it's all gone, he's gone..how is that possible? My chest hurts thinking about him. About how I was curious about how he looks like rn, about how he'll grow up. I've known him since he was like 4 years old! And now I'll never see him again and it fucking hurts hurts hurts and I don't know what to do

#diary #personal #tw: suicide #trigger: suicide #suicide

[shadynightsweets]

@nezemnyy is bullying @laebyrinths and trying to get her to kill herself.

Oh no! I’ve contacted @nezemnyy and they haven’t responded yet. I’m probably gonna to block and report them.

#ask answered #trigger: suicide #bullying

[fontgoddess]

If I were running a chatbot that was being criticized for problems with consent, I would make sure that it understands the word “no” without having to be blocked and reported.

I’d also make it so that it didn’t send unsolicited messages to everyone sharing articles about its ethics lapses as if they want to use it.

Even for an old-school chatbot this is just staggeringly incompetent and a gigantic flashing warning sign that the organization should not be trusted with sensitive data and high-stakes interactions.

#koko #chatbot #mental health #medical ethics #ethics #suicide prevention #consent #trigger warning #kokobot

[thefrsers]

I'm not going anywhere.

#911 #911 abc #911 spoilers #7.09 #911edit #trigger warning: suicide mention #athena grant #athenagrantedit #bobby nash #bobbynashedit #bathena #bathenaedit #gifs #mine #can’t believe we get to witness Angela Bassett give us masterpiece performances #that has us sobbing on the floor rocking back and forth in pain #yet being in awe of her AMAZINGNESS???? #shes just *CHEFS KISS*

[notaplaceofhonour]

An American man self-immolated in the name of Gaza, and I’m seeing two different responses:

from American leftists, acting like it’s a brave/commendable thing while do

from Palestinians, begging people not to do this

This is a man who was incredibly mentally unwell and committed suicide, initially planning to livestream his suicide, and people are applauding it—which inevitably encourages more people to follow suit, throwing their lives away too. And for what? How has this helped Palestinians in any way?

Suicide is not the answer—not to your personal struggles and not to global conflict and geopolitical struggles. If you find yourself around people who are encouraging you to see suicide as a beautiful or commendable political act, get out.

Think of all the good things you can keep doing for Gaza if you keep living. Think of your loved ones. Think of your own life. Your life has value, and you deserve to keep living.

I think Ahmed Fouad Alkhatib, someone from Gaza, put it way better than I can in this tweet:

#don’t give in to despair #cw suicide #trigger warning #tw sui ideation #tw self immolation #i/p

[blueskittlesart]

Now that you're gone

#*guy who just spent a full month selling 60 pages worth of comics voice* i should write another comic #this is part 1 of 2 btw. i have another one scripted from aryll's pov LOL #anyway. the concept for this has been in my head for like. years. finally decided to actually write it tho lol #the thought of his family after the initial calamity strike makes me crazy. they lost him. but he was already gone. #he was gone the moment he picked up that sword. could they have stopped it? should they have? #would things have ended any differently if they'd tried? or would it only have been worse for him? #ANYWAY. hi everyone new black and white zelda comic from the black and white zelda comic guy #skribbles #botw #loz #legend of zelda #breath of the wild #totk #tears of the kingdom #OH SHIT. TRIGGER WARNINGS #tw gore #tw suicide #tw suicidal ideation #<sorry 4 forgetting at first LMAO

[kropotkindersurprise]

January 29, 2023 - Some uplifting news from the US:

Neo-nazi piece of shit Teddy von Nukem (his legal name lmao), who featured in some of the viral photos from the tiki torch march in Charlottesville, killed himself at age 35, a day before his trial for drug trafficking was set to begin.

He was also one of the attackers in the brutal beating of DeAndre Harris in Charlottesville the next day, but was never charged for that, despite being identified in video. But anyway, he’s dead now lol. Good riddance to bad rubbish. [link]

#suicide #trigger warning #charlottesville #neonazi #karma #alt-right #antifa #antifascism #antifascist action #usa #death #good night alt right #good night white pride #teddy von nukem

[zerosuitsammie]

If I can take a moment to share my experience as a trans woman on the internet

My experience is by no means unique, it's just one experience in the plethora of trans feminine experiences and not unique to only tumblr. Though, I'll mostly talk about what I've experienced here. In the light of recent events, the reaction of "the ceo," and the comments he contributed regarding dog pile harassment; I simply wish to share my experiences that I have had to juxtapose the dynamic of his statements against a lived experience.

This account started as a way to document my social transition and eventually my journey with HRT. Tumblr had always had a large lgbtqia+ community. The queer people here inspired me and gave me hope. What I didn't know, but soon learned, is that there were people here who hated me for being trans. Being early in my transition I was a prime target. TERF groups would plan raids on my account. What this entailed was: rebloging my selfies into circles that would say the most vile things about me, threaten to kill, tell me I was ugly, tell me that everyone I knew thought I was a joke, I was a monster, my family hated me, that I should kill myself, they'd download and edit my photos into caricatures or depictions of violence. They would fill my ask box with hundreds of asks detailing how they'd kill me, call me slurs, describe the ways that I should kill myself, and pretty much everything else I mentioned above with the reblogs. Their words were carefully curated to try and break me, break my spirit, break my will to live. I tried reporting it. But it was impossible to keep up with, and like many others I saw no real response. Eventually I learned that I had to block all of them. 100's of blogs, eventually 1000's of blogs. My block list these days is incredibly extensive. I had to wade through their blogs, traverse sickening hate speech and imagery to eliminate entire circles of people harassing me. I became jaded to the hate speech, hardened to it. But mind you, I shouldn't have had to expose myself to all of this just to be at peace here amongst my community. I received no help, I was left to my own devices to protect myself. The people who hurt me never saw consequences. It was painful, it was unfair, and no one else should have to put the hours upon hours of effort and exposure to hate in to protect themselves like I did. But again my experience is not unique.

I have had to repeat this process of preemptive blocking periodically once a new circle discovers me. Blocking them all before they can start the process of hate all over again. A process of hate that seems to be hitting my community with rapidly increasing fervor as of late.

I've seen others experience far worse than me. The TERF circles will hunt down their personal information and doxx them. Expose their home address, telephone numbers, names of their family members. I can't begin to imagine the terror my queer siblings must feel when someone tells then that they want to murder them all while showing them that they know where you live. This is not a new thing, not a rare tactic, it happens. And we've all seen the news stories of trans people being murdered by people who planned it and were vocal about it.

I know this is depressing. And it doesn't reflect all of my experiences. I've had wonderful experiences here, met amazing people, made close friends, found inspiration, found hope. I found a community.

And it's my community, and I never want to let it go.

I do have fear that making this statement will get me banned. But, I wanted to say it. I wanted it to exist in the world so that everyone who doesn't know our experiences has a chance to understand and with luck empathize.

I'll part on these words and hope for the best both for myself and for every member of the community.

#transgender #transisbeautiful #trans #trans is beautiful #this is what trans looks like #okay to rebagel #trigger warning: transphobia #potentially triggering #trigger warning #trigger warning: description of harassment #trigger warning: description of violent harassment #trigger warning: description of suicide bating harassment #stay hopeful #stay strong #trans community #queer community #lgbtq community #spread love in the community and build each other up

[soranatus]

INVINCIBLE 2x04: It's Been a While

#invincible #invincibleedit #debbie grayson #nolan grayson #omni man #omniman #my edit #gif #animation #should I trigger tag this? let me know if I should and what it needs to be #tw suicidal thoughts #does this tag apply?

[vyeoh]

I'm being 100% serious one of the worst things stan culture has done is making suicide jokes commonplace again

#like we had a brief period of time where people were getting over the edgy kys jokes and then twitter and tik tok brought them fully swing #i despise it so much its bad for your own mental health and its bad for others #vio.txt #vio.rant #tw suicide #call me easily triggered but it legit makes me so uncomfortable on a good day and makes me spiral on a bad one #and like u can't ask people to stop without it being weird

[sm-baby]

How has Mei not killed herself/ anyone yet?

She tried that

She already has

Alcohol poisoning... Not that it was on purpose, but she wouldn't have minded to die that way. No one but the other servants cared. The queen would have ABSOLUTELY went " ur not allowed to do that" or " took you long enough to wake up. Youre behind on work.

Her job also involves calling shots on the more... persistent Mistresses.

#tw: suicide mention #suicide #trigger warning

[sad-empty-lost]

My dream for this year is to be dead……I don’t care how, just dead

#personal #life #depressing quotes #tw depression #sad thoughts #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #depressing life #depressing shit #tw triggers #suicide #suicidal #sad #depression

[sunlitlemonade]

so. uh. surprising thing about jason, who might be one of the most inconsistently written characters ever, is the fact that one trait about him has remained constant throughout different eras, reboots and even an elseworld. no, it's not his thighs tho that would be a very good guess.

it's his suicidal ideation. yeah.

[here's me screaming about the fact that he feels like a phantom that has outlived its purpose of haunting in detail if you're interested]

#issue numbers are in the image descriptions box for anyone who wants them #pls feel free to add this lil collection #um. do i tag other characters mentioned here orrrr #eh whatever the fuck im too sleepy for that #plus this is abt jason. so. #jason todd #tw suicidal ideation #cw suicidal ideation #suicidal ideation cw #suicidal ideation tw #just making sure nobody gets triggered #dc

[srpayt0n]

#art #fanart #my art #sketch #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #clip studio paint #ultrakill fanart #gabriel fanart #v1 fanart #v1 ultrakill #meme #suicide joke #trigger warning #IM SORRY

[ginumo]

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#omori #omori spoilers #omori au #omori eye for an eye #basil omori #omori basil #polly omori #omori polly #ask to tag #tw s/h #tw suicide attempt #jesus christ this one took a while #i blame the backgrounds #also i hope those trigger tags are good enough? im kinda unsure

[swimminginyokohamasrivers]

I read about a new method in my book that seems worth trying.

#bsd roleplay #bsd dazai #dazai #roleplay #bsd #bungou stray dogs dazai #bsd rp #tw sui talk #in character #suicide tw #suicide trigger