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#trigger warning: funerals
neishroom · 8 months
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zion's wife, janelle randomly passed away
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vernrot · 2 months
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vyrron · 2 months
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Being a gore/horror artist & having a corpse phobia sucks because I have so many anatomy questions that I’ll never be able to sate because they are too specific for 3d models or diagrams to articulate. I’ll never be able to see the real deal, I’m just going to be forever guessing. Because even just the mental image of a funeral nearly induces my gag reflex. Let alone ever being able to actually attend a dissection class
Like for example…theoretically…if you were to take an arm and slice it fully in half…does skin bleed???? Cut cleanly through like that? And if so…how? And where? Like does it do it in specific sections, or in even droplets. Or is it just a seamless flow everywhere all at once. And what color is the inside of FRESH SKIN? I mean I’m assuming it’s not skin colored considering the rest of our insides are largely red- and my training model isn’t answering that because it’s a 3d model of an mri scan of a blood drained body that’s unnaturally colored
Like these are the things that keep me up at night because I will never know the answer to how that looks visually (and thus be able to draw it) due to me having the unfortunate ailment of owning a stomach
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croziers-compass · 9 months
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Etiquette For Cemeteries and Hallowed Grounds of the Dead
(In somewhat chronological order) This is a general and very basic outline for things that I see people do and behaviour that I witness that should be made note of. Questions? Feel free to ask. I am more than happy to elaborate on them.
Be aware of the cultural or religious nuances that belong to the Grounds you will be visiting. Different cultures and faiths may have different etiquettes or concerns. Do not disregard these.
Try to be bathed/showered/cleansed before going
Only enter and exit from the “Gates” wherever they are and in whatever form they take.
Bring an offering to the Guardian. Check in with said Guardian. Offerings can be bread, coins, olive oil, grains, tobacco. Asking and knowing helps a lot as well.
Ensure that the Guardian accepts the offering or does not need/want anything from you.
Offerings for the dead can be coins, sure but again: grains, apples, oils, tobacco and anything that the individual had a fondness for. Don’t assume and just leave things assuming they'll like it or want it.
Don’t leave things in general without permission or proper permission from the spirits and/or the families that the graves belong to and/or the caretaker(s).
Don’t clean up the cemetery or pick anything up. Do not tidy anything or “right” anything. Do not fix up anything.
Do not pick up trash.
Do not take any direct action to make any changes to the environment at all unless explicitly requested. If your intuition and clair-senses are not up to snuff then it’s better safe than sorry. Don’t touch it.
If a place is told to be off-limits, don’t do it anyway. If the Guardian says that you cannot walk somewhere then do not.
Be mindful of where you walk. It’s actually not considered “bad” to “walk over someone’s grave”. That’s half of the point. Standing over where a body may be laying is not disrespectful. It’s how it’s set up.
When leaving, please thank the Guardian for their time and efforts as well as thank anyone that let you visit before you go. It’s simple etiquette.
Treat your visit like you walked into someone else’s home.
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chainsaw-raven · 2 years
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That Catholic School Gothic Feel:
sneaking to use the church bathroom becuase it’s closer than than the student one. The only downside is this one has a weirder feeling becuase you know grieving widows dried tears in the stalls and daughters who felt like dying replied makeup in the mirrors, and people dressed in black splashed water on their ghostly faces
The girls bathroom is haunted. The pipes rattle like St.Joan at her cell bars. She was just a girl, just a girl like us.We should be more like her. Saintly and brave. Never mind it got Scared and dead. We forget that piece of her story. I wonder if that’s why it takes 100 years to be can-
Oh the pipes are rattling again. 
In the Hallways you can hear funeral hymns echoing in as you walk to art class. We talk about Michelangelo. Always his work. No one asks after his wife.
During funerals the lunchroom is kept silent. No one is supposed to talk but the wisper always seem to grow until the light comes back on. 
A crucifix over every door. walk in late and 20 pairs of eyes lock your face under the Christ. Pin you like a nailed hand. Only sinners are late. We’re only saints after we arrive. 
Plaid Wool skirts. Patterns confuse predators when prey pack together. Worn just over the knee so we can feel the leather of kneelers. Be grateful for the Just barely padded wood. 
Our lady Mary”s eyes seem to watch us as we pass. Her statute overlooks us as we shuffle through the big wooden doors,ready to wait for Father to start Mass. She watches us as we dab ourselves in Holy Water.A mother making sure we wash our hands before supper.
I met the man who blessed the Holy Water. We  shook hands. The only time he touched us was to put ashes on our faces. They itched my eyes but I left them there. Everyone else’s lasted longer than mine it seemed. 
(Disclaimer this is no way against Catholics/Christians, just a writing exercise about the more mystical parts of going to catholic school)
Catholic school Gothic Midwestern Gothic Southern Gothic religious death Catholicism Christianity religious trauma writing writeblr writing exercises
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foxywrites · 9 months
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to burn for your love - CH 2
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to burn for your love - chapter two || Prompt: Day 26 - Light House
Chuuya leaves after the flags dies, taking the hand that Murase has offered him and Dazai is left behind to watch as he becomes one with the light, shining brighter than any sun that he has ever caught sight of- till he no longer has to anymore.
The first time Chuuya leaves, he does it alone- the second time, however, he finds himself dragging Dazai along.
RATING; Not Rated
CHAPTER; 2/3
STORY WARNINGS; Temporary Major Character Death, Dead Body, Falling, Funerals, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
FANDOM: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
RELATIONSHIPS/PAIRINGS; Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu & Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Armed Detective Agency Ensemble & Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Armed Detective Agency Ensemble & Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
CHARACTERS; Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Armed Detective Agency Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
ADDITIONAL TAGS; Armed Detective Agency Member Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Armed Detective Agency Member Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Armed Detective Agency Member Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Alternate Universe - Role Reversal, Nakahara Chuuya Leaves the Port Mafia (Bungou Stray Dogs), Alternate Universe - Dazai Osamu Remains with the Port Mafia (Bungou Stray Dogs), Not Actually Unrequited Love, Suffering Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Temporary Character Death, Time Travel Fix -It
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- Free Space
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- Guilty Conscience
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- bury a friend - Billie Eilish
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idledoll · 1 year
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Today is the 15th anniversary of the death of a friend of mine. She's not the only friend of mine that didn't survive their cancer/brain tumor, but she was the one I was closest to, so I think about her a lot more.
We were living in different states, so I didn't get to sit at her death bed and say good-bye like I got to for some of the others. Actually, I didn't get to see her at all for the last five months of her life. I didn't even get to see her at her funeral, because her body was so fucking ravaged by the last ditch effort stem cell transplant she underwent that her family opted for a closed casket funeral. She was 17.
The problem was, I knew exactly what she looked like anyway, because I'd already been to the funeral of a boy who died after a bone marrow transplant of the exact same complication she died of. He did not have a closed casket and I remember thinking at his funeral that I wouldn't have been able to recognize him whatsoever if I hadn't already known who he was. It was that bad. He was 12.
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The Cat’s Funeral
She planned a funeral For once, it wasn’t her own No, it was someone else’s
Death had claimed her cat (much too soon, perhaps)
So, she arranged a cremation Somehow, she stayed stoic But, within, she cursed
The fact that she was Still alive
“Why wasn’t I taken, too?!”
That year’s end Had plagued her with misfortunes How she didn’t toss herself
Into a mighty river Remained a mystery
Her cat’s demise may as well Have killed her, too
She planned a cremation Funerary rites that would mimic her own Ashes in a pretty tin
(perhaps, one that is feline themed)
Somehow, she stayed stoic Through it all.
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naegashutyoassup · 2 years
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i can’t believe i’m saying this but… (cw // dec 18th)
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(for clickbait)
I need a decemberwol to trigger me in class with jonghyun’s funeral edits so i could get a full length panic attack that i needed to go home lmaooooo
(context will be on my wattpad)
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awritingbookworm · 5 months
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The last chapter is officially up! Thank you so much to everyone who read this, and who got even close to this far! In two weeks or so (give or take a week) I’ll be putting up a one-shot from a new fandom, so keep an eye out for that if you’re interested!
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shieldarchitect · 9 months
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tryin to start off with asks to get back into the groove (both reblogging them and sending them)
i will be offline at least half of tomorrow for a funeral and it's going to be really rough so we will see how i feel when we get home
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toastsnaffler · 1 year
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made breakfast and wrote my shopping list and cried for 20 mins on the floor its one of those days i guess
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vs-griffin · 2 years
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I Was Bullied Into Having a Funeral for My Son
I Was Bullied Into Having a Funeral for My Son
Don’t let this be your story. This post contains sensitive subject matter concerning children and funerals that some may consider triggering. Please read with caution. I’m sure that what I’m about to say may be an unpopular opinion: Funerals are unnecessary, especially for children. I realize that some or probably most people believe that these types of proceedings provide closure, however if…
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youronlydarlin · 4 months
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warning: ouch my feelings, kinda sappy, kinda sad, you give Simon purpose and he vow's to love you forever or sum
Gimme a soft Simon. A domestic Simon.
Simon who starts the day by kissing the sleep away from your eyes. Gruff voice, lightly chuckling at the groan he gets from you. Never were the type to appreciate your sleep being interrupted. It's a competition to see who succumbs to 'who first. Will you fall for his strategy to lure you out of bed, or will he crumble at your sleepy state and let you sleep in five minutes more?
Simon who kisses the pads of your fingers at random. You'd rest your palm atop of his, not minding the difference in size. Or how rough, and calloused the texture is to your skin. He holds it so gently, and slowly brings it up to his lips. Kissing each finger, praising them for how hard they work everyday. Saying that his own hands will always be there for yours.
Simon who peel's your oranges for you. His hands were never ment to be gentle. Used to the violence that came with war, fist's that were used to pull triggers and crush skulls, slowly getting used to kneading dough, or folding your laundries.
Simon who gets better and better at living normally again. He's never even knew a life like this was possible when all he's ever seen was the ugly side of the world. Then there was you. Sometimes he lays awake on the bed, seeing you sleep so comfortably next to him. You know of his line of work, and his bloody history, but never once did it turn you away from him. And he's sure that if he had you back then, and someone asks him what he does everything for. He'd confidently say 'you.
Simon who loves it when you notice his improvements, and praise him for it. He keeps your words close to his heart, like a badge of honor. All the other military achievements, and titles he's earned could never even add up to the way you say 'l love you. Leaving him breathless each time.
Simon who's glad he always comes home in one piece. Rather than dying, it's the thought of leaving you alone that breaks his heart. Imagining you in his funeral, breaking down, and begging for him to come back is what keeps him on his toes during missions. Reminds him that there's someone at home that's waiting for his return. That there's a home to return to. But till then he'll treasure every day, and keep dreaming of tomorrow.
a/n: umm, this was kinda bad sorry. Still tryna work my way around grammar, but I hope you enjoy! Take care of yourself always, sweets!
Yours, truly,
–dolly
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thatdeadaquarius · 1 year
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Have some more language brainrot for your brainrot
Writer reader getting kind of insecure that even if they write something nobody will understand it, so when Al haithem askes you if he can keep a draft or two just for analyzing, there's hesitant agreement but ultimately you tell him to please burn the documents once he's done. They're too awkward to look at now...
Only he doesn't burn them, in fact he ends up recruiting several people close to the creator with knowledge of olden speak to analyze them. A funeral parlor consultant well known for his historical knowledge, a 500 year old shrine maiden who owns and runs her own publishing house, and a bard who somehow butted his way in on the project. None of them could resist the opportunity to witness the creator's sacred scriptures with their own eyes.
Needless to say, the papers ended up being fought over and have been making their rounds around your acolytes. It started with Ei, who insisted that as an archon she also should see the creator's work with her own eyes. Then once Ningguang found out, she ordered they be handed over to a team of literary analysts in order to be properly handled and deciphered. Things got really messy quick, but have luckily come to a halt as none of the acolytes want the creator to know their random writings are being fought over.
Especially when it comes to the creator's sullen additute. Their acolytes first have to convince their holiness that their inability to read and understand the creator's writing shouldn't prevent you from doing what you love. In fact... could they convince you to write some more?
WRITER OR READER WITH TALENTS HAS MY WHOLE HEART LIKE-
On one hand, same 💀 id be terrified for my all time fav skrunklies to see my bs
But at the same time i rlly wanna show them goddamit- THANK U FOR THE BRAIN FOOD IM RUNNING LAPS AROUND MY HOUSE THINKING ABT THIS-
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Sun: Gender Neutral Reader (they/them), Writer!Reader
Planet: Language Shenanigans
Orbit: Scenario
Stars: Alhaitham mostly, some of Kaveh, mentions of other Sumeru characters
Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: Insecure about craft/writing, anxious first pov (not serious),
& Trigger Warnings: Mild Negative self-talk, insecure perspective/reader “you”, possible anxiety depiction.
You were not a very confident writer.
This had been an avoidable feeling ever since you picked up a pen for the first time and were asked to write a story for school.
You were always anxious turning in essays, letting friends proofread them, anything that would expose your writing to more eyes, because you’d learned the hard way early on that as you get older and better at something, the stuff from the beginning… starts to look a lot different than you remember.
things you used to be proud of after having completed them in the moment, were something you struggled not to rip to shreds a year or two after you re-found it.
If it weren’t for other writers advising holding onto old work so you can see your progress over time, you’d have probably literally nothing older than one year on your ao3, wattpad, etc…
So when you had the fortunate luck (no it is not unfortunately, you are very happy to be here tbh) to fall headfirst into your video game you’ve been obsessed with lately,
You were not planning on showing them any of your writing.
Why would you, after all? You’ve got the weapons, the artifacts, everything they need to be more powerful. Why would you show them a silly little story you wrote? Fanfic or otherwise, not that theyll recognize any characters besides themselves, but still.
Alhaitham, bc ofc it was alhaitham, cocky, deviously aware bastard he is, caught you writing in your spare time first.
You’d gotten your hands on an old journal (if made you feel better than something completely new, a nice worn leather journal, sold at a secondhand shop from an old adventurer) and had started to write what you could remember about some of your ideas you’d had drafts for in your old world
After initially walking in on you writing in the House of Daena (it was the closest you could get to lofi girl, god u missed her lmao), you nearly jumped a foot in the air bc Haitham’s a nosy bitch and leaned over your shoulder and scared the absolute shit out of you, mans goes from asking politely, to begging you to let him read some of your writing over the course of 3 weeks (a month really)
Finally, after this 6 ft (about 180cm) man leans down one day (you’re sitting writing again), and gives you the most insanely good?? puppy dog eyes??? you’ve ever seen on a man???
you give in, revise a draft about 5 times in a row, lose sleep bc ur having a breakdown about alhaitham judging ur writing the night before you give him his copy-
and hand over a small short story for him to read. you specifically leave a little note not to judge you so hard for Haitham bc u werent used to people reading ur work/let alone someone as highly academic as him, ESPECIALLY since your speech is already so much more archaic than his/all of Teyvats-
His stupid green eyes with diamonds look into your soul (are they sparkling??) and he braces your shoulders after you give him his copy,
“Mine Greatest Guide, you hath deemed this one worthy of thy trust of your creations personally, I would be a fool to gaze upon it in jest. To take this work as anything less than a masterpiece in its infant stages.”
…you just leave him to it, and are nearly running out of there (u managed to be calm enough to just speedwalk),
and you make a point to not ask what he thought about it, or even bring it up at all
you’re kind of hoping he forgot tbh… and so nothing happens!
Nothing happens… for 2 weeks after you gave Haitham a copy of your short story.
You still don’t know Alhaitham’s opinion when you see the advertisement, a sign saying something about, a new book? By YOU???
You nearly start a mob because the shopkeeper insisted you sign some copies, but you only signed a few before too many people overwhelmed you, and seeing it was that same draft- !! Oh god, you’d been agonizing over the spelling errors you’d missed when you gave it to Alhaitham, and now it’s just out there???
(luckily it seems the reviews are positive, but dammit you’ve been rereading ur story u gave him for days, and now ur positive it’s shit-)
You make a break for it, and are literally running (more like speed-walking after a while, since u got further away) thru Sumeru City:
you pass by the open patio of a restaurant, the scholars are heatedly discussing ur characterization-
you pass by Dehya, Candace, and Dunyazard, the merc is waving around a copy of ur book, the other two women look excited abt the conversation-
oh my god-
Nahida is relaxing in one of the many little gazebos thruout Sumeru, while Wanderer seems to be reading your story to her-
You fucking track down Alhaitham’s house like a bloodhound.
You are banging the infamous gay roommates’ front door, panting til ur throat burns raw.
“Yes, yes, alright, greetings to you too! I was simply visiting the Acting Grand Sage Alhaitham, tis why I’m here- Greatest Lord?!”
Kaveh is nearly jumps a foot in the air at the sight of you, but recovers, (you’re still not tho lmao)
and invites you in bc apparently, Alhaitham’s been meaning to talk to you about your draft you gave him!
Oh yeah, you’ve got some words to give Haitham after giving him that damn draft privately-
But when he sees you, the fucker just- smiles??
Like he’s done nothing wrong???
You’re about to tear into him when he speaks first to tell you the good news!
He grabs your hands at the table and gets down on one knee, ohhhh no.
Alhaitham is giving you those damn begging puppy dog eyes again.
“My Greatest Lord, Giver of Power, and Guide to All, your exquisite story has entranced all of Teyvat, might I please insist you write a sequel? It is an excellent literary piece to analyze… or perhaps, even better, share other stories you’ve written??”
….Motherfucker.
Hello I’m alive! I just took a longer-than-usual break between posts from those last 2 mammoth pieces about gifts,
1: bc they were a lot to write in between writing other stuff like fanfics im already working on lol 2: I got busy with holidays and trying to apply to jobs!
Not that I’m still not doing that.. but you get what I mean!
Safe Travels Anon,
That being said, as you’ve probably noticed, I’ve made a kofi! so if you ever liked my writing (hot mess it is) and want to show me some love, feel free to leave a tip! :]
Iced coffee?? :0
💀♒
♡the beloveds♡
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mrsdarkandyandere7 · 5 months
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Imagine...
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Pairing: Dark Viserys Targaryen III x (female) Reader
▶ This is a yandere/dark work and it may contain triggering content so please READ THE WARNINGS before. Do not read if minor.
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WARNINGS: Manipulation; Blackmail.
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"But I do not want to be your queen.” the words left your mouth before you could stop yourself.
Viserys raises his blonde brows, surprised and incredulous.
“Your grace, I…do not love you. I couldn’t possibly marry you.”
Viserys‘s tongue pokes his cheek as he chuckles, the sound devoid of any humor.
“And I didn’t ask. I don’t need your permission to wed you.” he replies, annoyance painting his features. He grabs your hand, squeezing his fingers around it until you gasp with pain, a satisfied smirk replacing his anger.
“I’m going to be king very very soon. My word will be the law then and you will obey me, whether you like or not.”
His nails bury into your soft skin, and you cry out, shaking as you attempt to push his hand off.
“You’ll be my queen, I promise you that. It’s either that or perhaps you should start planning for your family’s funeral. Your choice, my love.” 
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