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#this would have gone SO much faster because like i said i finished the first five in the span of a week-
jinkicake · 1 year
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~ ♡ Late Night Visits ♡ ~ 
(( Day #2 )) Aizawa, Dabi, Hawks, Shigaraki x Reader
A/N: i havent written for these losers in months and I haven’t even watched the new season yet but I've seen pics and that’s enough for me.... i had to write for the dilf, the arsonist, the double agent, and the stinky league fan one more time just for fun!-
NSFW // SEMI-SMUTTTTTY
WC - 2,238
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Aizawa is tired. 
He all but stumbles into his apartment before he carelessly tosses his scarf onto the kitchen floor. With his strong fingers, he roughly pulls at the roots of his hair. 
Almost like thin air, you appear behind him. Had he not been so accustomed to your cold hands, he would have flinched at the feeling of them running underneath his shirt. 
“Are you alright, dear?” You press your cheek into his back as you flatten your hands across his muscular abdomen, it’s no secret that you’re feeling him up but, Aizawa doesn’t mind one bit. If he had any complaints about your (sometimes) odd habits then he would have never married you in the first place. “Did you have a tough night?” 
The gentle kisses you press along his spine, standing on the tips of your toes to reach the back of his neck, make the man sigh in contentment. 
“I’m just tired, that’s all,” He mumbles and it’s a miracle that his words don’t slur together. 
“Sleepy?” You egg on and Aizawa reaches for an empty coffee mug on the counter. 
“Just tired.” He narrows his eyes at the lack of substance in the container, he could have sworn that he filled it up earlier before his patrol. “I still need to finish those exams,”
“I already graded them for you, don’t worry about it,” You coo before you teasingly dig your nails into his sides, Aizawa grunts at the tug. 
It feels odd for the man to not drink coffee right now at almost four in the morning. Still unsure of your motives, he suspects that you don’t expect him to sleep right now.
“Come on, come on,” You push your weight against his back to get him to move but, your husband doesn’t budge a single inch. “let’s go to bed.”
“Let me take a shower first,” He snaps but there is no malice in his words, no threat or anger. It’s more like a gentle nip that makes you roll your eyes. 
“No, I said bed,” Again, you pinch his skin and this time lower your hands to the front of his baggy pants. 
Aizawa gets it now, why you want to drag him to bed instead of force him to go to sleep. In a way, it’s the same thing. You always fuck him to sleep and he falls for it every time with little complaint. 
He has never been able to turn you down.
It’s how he finds himself leaning over the counter, bending over your soft body as he rolls his hips against your ass. You’re much too tight for him to move but, he couldn’t be still even if he wanted to. Aizawa leans on one of his muscular forearms against the cool top of the counter while his hand palms at your breast. You keep squeezing your thighs together and the guttural groans that leave the man because of it are sinful. He’s loud, much louder than he usually is and maybe it’s because of his initial tiredness but you just feel too good for him to care. 
“Are you going to cum for me, Shouta?” Your voice almost sounds like a purr, calling out to him and beckoning him with a backward roll of your hips. The soft giggle that leaves your lips causes his hips to stutter. “Cum in me,”
. . .
When Dabi finds himself pulling out his key to open your apartment, he scoffs. He wants to roll his eyes at this ‘domestic shit’, it pricks him like an uncomfortable thorn in his side. How odd. His heart beats a little faster in his chest whenever he’s around you and whenever he’s not, he finds that the missing beat is replaced with a dull ache. The man will never understand his own bodily reactions and doesn’t want to. He ignores it, like most powerful emotions in his life. 
It’s nearing two in the morning when he finally pushes past the door to your bedroom. His clothes are long gone and now on your floor, phone discarded on your table. He stares at you, in nothing but his boxers, as you rest. 
“Cute,” Dabi hears himself say and again ignores it entirely. He can’t be blamed for it, you really are cute with your leg poking outside of the blanket. From this angle, he can almost see what’s hidden underneath the rise of your pajama shorts. His fingers start to burn as his soul demands to touch you, and like a moth drawn to a flame, Dabi can’t stay away. 
He runs his fingers along your bare thigh, gently stroking your skin higher and higher until he reaches the curve of your ass. It would be so easy for him to push the shorts aside and-
Dabi pulls his hand away.  
Something snaps inside of him as he moves to sit on your bed instead, ultimately laying over you as he stares up at the ceiling. He doesn’t think about his feelings, he doesn’t want to. Dabi continues to ignore the pull even as you squirm out of your slumber. 
“Get off, asshole,” You say this but still attempt to wrap your leg around his waist. When this doesn’t work, you finally sit up and wrap your arms around his shoulders. 
There’s a glint in your eyes that almost makes Dabi nervous. 
“Are you here to fuck now?” You grin and the smile is entirely knocked off of your lips when Dabi pushes you back against the mattress. He relishes in the sound of your laughter, filled with delight, and he tries to think of anything that can compare to it. 
Nothing can but, he doesn’t admit to that. 
He ignores it, like all things related to you, and kisses you instead. In an effort to soothe his racing heart, the man focuses on the push of his lips. He memorizes the way your lips mold into his own, pushing and pulling until your mouth parts open for him. The messy smacks of your lips captive him too well as he lowers himself onto his forearms. 
Dabi swears against your tongue as you spread your legs and wrap your thighs around his broad waist. The dig against his staples makes him bite back another curse but he can’t complain since he gets to feel your ankles pinch his lower back. 
He nearly cums altogether when you loop your arms around his neck and tug on the ends of his dark hair. That’s when his restraint breaks and that’s when he stops kissing you in favor of pinning you back against your mattress with a hand to your throat. 
“Stay still,” Dabi murmurs quietly as he runs his eyes over your exposed belly, the hoodie you were wearing is now pressed over your chest. He lowers his face without a second thought, “and I’ll make you feel good.”
. . .
“Oh, pretty bird,” 
At the sight of your sleeping form, Hawks can’t help but coo in adoration. He immediately sends his wings off in different directions to care for you. One pulls your blanket up higher to rest just under your chin while another brushes a strand of your hair out of your face. 
You’re too sweet, it does terrible things to his heart. 
After his initial greeting, the prohero continues with his nightly routine (the one when he is not on call) while his feathers continue to shower you in love. He removes his outerwear and shoes then heads for the bathroom. 
He isn’t sure when his feathers started to take a more ‘thoughtful’ approach at making sure that you’re comfortable but, all Hawks knows is that he can now hear your moans over the running water from the shower. 
“Keigo!” You curse out his name as you rip the blanket off of you, the vibrations between your own legs are starting to get the better of you. Hawks is now all too aware of the situation, he can practically feel your arousal leaking between your thighs and the little twitch of your clit against his vibrating feathers. 
This is why he never lets his feathers run on autopilot. 
He rinses off quickly, ignoring the soap still trailing down his legs before grabbing a towel and throwing it around his waist. 
“I’m so sorry, babe-” The rest of his apology dies on his lips as his throat runs dry. He thought you were angry and upset since you had every right to be but, this, this sight before him is at the forefront of every single one of his wet dreams. The almighty prohero nearly falls to his knees. 
You’re there, knees bent and spread wide by two of his feathers while another rests against your cunt, and you’re tugging and toying with your own nipples. Each pull of your fingertips makes you gasp out in pain but the ache is quickly soothed by another one of his feathers vibrating against your soft breast. 
Hawks didn’t even know he had that many of his feathers back but, he can’t even think about counting them when he starts to drool. 
“Baby,” He calls out almost pitifully, reaching for you as he crawls on the floor on his hands and knees. You throw him a pointed look before ignoring him to focus on chasing your own high. The slight arch in your back and convulse of your pretty cunt, Hawks knows the telltale signs too well. “please,” He whimpers now before kissing his way up your calf and thigh. 
At some point, he becomes too impatient and decides to trace the expanse of your leg with his tongue. The taste that decorates your skin makes him shiver. 
“Come on,” The hero can beg all that he wants but, his feathers are now in their own control. Hawks couldn’t stop moving them even if he wanted to (not that he ever would). 
In your own way of being generous, you straighten one of your legs and rest the pad of your foot against the thin towel covering his hips. The moan that leaves him is almost embarrassing but Hawks couldn’t care less, he desperately needs more from you. 
. . .
Shigaraki’s eyes burn as he stares at the bright computer screen. For once, it’s not his own screen that he is staring at. It’s three in the morning and you are still in your own little world. 
He’s watching you bitterly as you continue to happily play a shitty farm simulation. Somehow, he’s become so distracted that his C6 Yelan has died multiple times while fighting a pesky low-grade ruin guard. 
Why are you giggling over some pixel flirting with you? Why are you cooing at digital cows?
The need to pull at his light hair becomes stronger and Shigaraki thinks his eyes may fall out if he doesn’t blink in the next handful of seconds. When he manages to tear his eyes away from you, blink, and look back at his phone screen, his entire team is dead. Yelan is gone, Raiden is gone, Kokomi is gone, and Collei is gone. Not like he cared much about the last character. 
He doesn’t even fix his team, he simply closes the app out of frustration before stalking over to you. There’s no effort on his part to be quiet at all and you wordlessly glance over your shoulder when you hear the rough slams of his socks against the hard floor. 
“What?” You hum and barely give him another glance as you go back to brushing your sheep. Shigaraki nearly growls in irritation. 
“Get up,” He narrows his eyes and then instantly regrets his choice of words once you slowly pause your screen. Shigaraki’s legs nearly buckle under the intensity of your glare and he tries to wrack his mind for any possibility to go back on his words before you get the chance to scold him. 
He’s fought proheros before, survived a fucking experiment that took months in the process, and he still can’t face you when you’re angry.
“What?” You keep your face leveled despite the judgment in your eyes. Shigaraki clicks his jaw. 
“I meant, ” He disregards his pride entirely as he looks to a random corner of your room. “Can we sit together please?” It’s your pleasant hum that brings his attention back to you. 
And it’s now his own pitiful moans that serve as a reminder, his pride means nothing in the face of you. 
Shigaraki will gladly suffer blow after blow to his pride if it means that you will sit in his lap and circle your hips while continuing to play your game. Each tight squeeze of your cunt has him gasping for air, roughly gripping the edges of the chair while his hips relentlessly buck up into you. He can’t control the way his gut wrenches and thighs tense as you happily bounce up and down on his cock. Each time you slam your hips down, it nearly crushes his balls and he can’t think of a more blissful feeling. 
“Harder,” He grits his teeth, eyes squeezed shut, as he eagerly awaits the next painful slam. You place your controller down without a second thought before moving again, taking turns rocking your hips and bouncing up and down.
Shigaraki knows what happens when he interrupts your game, you don’t stop until you drain all the cum out of his balls. But, being the masochist that he is, he loves it entirely too much to stop. 
. . .
2023/02/03 ♡
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Finally finished the first part of gai’s 8 gates coma and how kakashi dealt with it rewrite people have been requesting. [tw blood, injury, coma, death discussions, grief]
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Kurenai: Kakashi Kks: Ah. Kurenai and...baby, what’s up? Kurenai: You mind if I come in a moment? Kks: Uhhhhh I-
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Kks: So what did you need to speak about? Did something happen? K: No, Nothing’s happened. You haven’t gotten to properly see and bond with her yet. Here Kks: You know I’m not fond of kids. K: That’s why I didn’t ask. Hold your arms out. Ok, now, don’t look absolutely petrified.
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Kks: She’s ok, I guess [YELP] Oi! Don’t pinch me while I’m holding your baby! K: You wouldn’t drop her. Asuma would haunt you forever! Kks: Terrifying thought, Mirai.... How are you feeling? K: Exhausted. Do you really want to hear how horrifying having a baby is? Kks: No, please don’t tell me.
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K: I came over to check on you as well. Any news? Kks: No. He’s still the same. K: Is that why it looks like this in here? Kks: ...Yeah. Doctor said he may never wake up. Since we’re eachother’s medical contacts, Tsunade told me I had to prepare to make hard decisions should it come to that.
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Kks: With the council breathing down my neck over a job I don’t want, I had... A bit of an outburst. K: I don’t even blame you. That’s... That they expect you to carry on like normal. Still grieving. The person you love most is gone. But you’re still here. Don’t let them just dust you off and move on again. I’ll always have your back. Kks: You and Asuma always did. Even when I wasn’t grateful for it.
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Kks: I can’t tell if they just don’t care or didn’t realize, Gai’s the one who held me together all these years. Only reason I’m still here at all is because of him. I don’t think tenzou, the elders, or the village are prepared for what’ll become of me if I lose him. So, I don’t care anymore. Let them be mad. I won’t give up on him. K: You should talk to him. Kks: huh K: Talk about anything! I’m sure the sound of your voice will help him find his way back. Especially if you sound sad, Kks: uuh
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K: I can hear it now, “My eternal rival is sad? Not on my watch!“ Kks: Pretty accurate impression. K: There’s been lots of source material! Kks: Maaa, Your mom’s a huge dork K: Oi! [kakashi chuckles]
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K: He’ll be so upset he missed her birth Kks: Oh, devastated. I can’t wait to see the look on Gai’s face, Mirai, when I tell him /I/ held you first! When he wakes up
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Kks: Hey, Gai. Kurenai said i should talk to you.
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Kks: Feels weird. Most of the people I’m used to talking to like this are all... Dead.
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It’s so eerie how silent you’ve been for so long. you’re not even this quiet when you sleep. Your kids come everyday to see you. Naruto and sakura when they can. Lots of others. I’ve been telling them embarrassing  stories from when we were kids since you keep making them wait. Do you remember when I came over while you and Dai were making supper
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Dai: Kakashi! Good to see you, my boy! Kks: Id Gai home? Dai: He’s helping with supper! Go on, inside, you’re always welcome! Kks: Ok Dai: Atta boy Kks: Hey, G- !? ummm? Gai: OH!! Rival!! Kks:  Is that a lid?! Gai: Correct!! It stops me from crying while cutting onions! A win for me!!
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Kks: Against.... the onions? Gai: Yep! KKs:[snicker] Gai: Laugh all you want! Not everyone can comprehend innovation. Kks: Whatever. You forgot this at the training grounds. I know it’s yours there’s a turtle on it. Gai: See! You’re already tearing up! Kks: Am not Gai: Also, thankyou so much! Kks: Bye, I’m leaving. Gai: Could it be? You’re scared I can cut much faster than you! Kks: I am not scared. Gai: Good, I think we have another lid! Kks: YOU-!
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Dai: Great to see growing boys with such a hunger! I’ll never have to prep onions again! Kks: I think about that everytime I chop onions now. You’ve altered my brain with all the ridiculous things you’ve done. Can’t even look at the toys you’ve gotten the dogs without getting emotional
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Kks: Just knowing you’re here still, I can barely function. It’s pretty pathetic... Your hair’s getting long. Turning into your dad.
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[gai’s heartbeat] Kks: Gai
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[gais heartbeat continues]
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[gai’s heartbeat continues] Kks: If anything should happen to me, you’ll rush over, right? Gai: Damn right, I will. Dont you worry about that.
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[Gai’s heartbeat]
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Kks: I miss you
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babyleostuff · 4 months
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their s/o having a nightmare | vocal unit
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𐙚  jeonghan 
wakes up easily, mostly because he’s a light sleeper. when he notices that you’re not in bed he doesn’t think much of it at first, but as time passes and you’re still gone, hannie gets up to search for you. he knows you wouldn’t leave the bed just because, so he’s immediately alarmed that something had happened. jeonghan’s go-to way of comforting you are cuddles!!! there is no better cure for bad and scary dreams than a hug from yoon jeonghan - plus, it’s like they have magic properties, because his cuddles make you forget about your nightmare in seconds, and you’re back asleep in no time.  
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“cuddles!” jeonghan exclaimed happily, reaching his arms out to you. just a while ago you were quietly sniffling on the couch, and now you were safely enveloped in jeonghan’s arms, his lips pressing small pecks to your forehead. 
“thank you,” you whispered into his chest, gripping his shirt tightly, still shaken up by your bad dream. 
“oh shut up, and stop thinking about it,” he said. jeonghan was used to you going to the bathroom in the middle of the night, but he wasn’t used to you disappearing for longer than five minutes. so, as the amazing (and pretty worried) boyfriend that he was, jeonghan left the comfort of your bed (that wasn’t so comfortable without you in it), and went on a search for you. 
“do you maybe want to go back to bed and cuddle under the blankets, honey?” he asked softly, not to startle you. “i can feel your goosebumps, you know?”
𐙚  joshua 
wouldn’t say much, mostly because he wouldn’t want to stress you out even more. depending on how upset you’d be, joshua would either pull you close to him and tackle you in big bear hug, shielding you from the rest of the world, or drag you to the kitchen where he’d make a quick snack, so he could take your mind off of your bad dream. joshua knows you’re a sucker for his clingy side, so he’d use it to his advantage - he’d have you stand between him and the counter, your back pressed to his chest. he’d peck your cheeks and forehead from time to time, and tell you the most ridiculous jokes to make you laugh. 
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"what did the ocean say to the beach?" 
“what?” you chuckled, knowing one of joshua’s dad jokes was about to make a comeback. 
"nothing, it just waved."
was the joke lame? yes. did you laugh either way? yes, yes you did. people could call your boyfriend corny and cringe for his dad jokes, but they never failed to put a smile on your face. and that was all that mattered. 
especially now, when you were still shaken up by the nightmare. 
“feeling a bit better, darling?” joshua asked, his lips ghosting over your cheek. “do you want me to make some tea so you could drink it in bed?” 
you pressed your back further into his chest, your body still trapped between him and the kitchen counter, in a safe little bubble. “only if you make one for yourself too?” you looked back at him only to find your boyfriend to be already looking at you. 
“of course,” he smiled, kissing your nose.
𐙚  woozi
another one that would opt for taking your mind off of your nightmare - jihoon didn’t see a point in laying in bed and talking about it, like - wouldn’t that only bring back the bad memories? he’d place you between his legs, his chin resting on your shoulder, and place his computer on your lap, opening the last project he was working on. one of your favourite things in the world was jihoon talking about his work, and he knew that very well, so he’d softly explain what he was currently working on, whether it was lyrics, a beat, or a song that was almost finished. there was nothing more comforting than listening to your boyfriend’s gentle voice talking about something he loved. 
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jihoon rarely got scared, and it took a lot to make his heart beat faster, but there was one thing that always made him very frightened - you crying. you were his little ray of sunshine (no matter if you were a black cat or a golden retriever), you made his days brighter no matter what.
so, seeing you upset was something that made jihoon really, really worried. 
“take this, honey,” he gave you one of the airpods, brushing your hair away from your ear. “i made this two days ago in a rush though, but soonyoung begged me to make this for him, so it’s nothing special.” 
“you made it, of course it’s special,” you murmured, pulling his arm that wasn’t holding his laptop on your lap tighter around your body.  
jihoon’s laugh filled your bedroom, and you could already feel your worries caused by the bad dream leaving your mind. “just wait till you hear the lyrics.”
𐙚  seokmin
a worried puppy - he’d wake up confused why he couldn’t feel you next to him, and the second he’d notice your upset face, he’d pull you into his arms, cradling the back of your head protectively. would ask you a thousand questions just because he thought that you hurt yourself, but when you’d hiccup something about “bad” and “dream” between your quiet sobs, he’d hold you a bit tighter, kissing the side of your face. this is such a cliche, but he WOULD sing to you - nothing in this world is more comforting than seokmin’s voice, especially when he sings your favourite songs. 
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“baby?” seokmin mumbled, his face pressed into his pillow, as he tried to reach for you with his arm. 
instead of hearing your sleepy voice, he heard a quiet sob that sounded like… you. 
his sleepiness and sulkiness because you weren’t there immediately changed into worry, his mind instantly thinking of the worst possibilities. “baby, what’s wrong?” he asked, getting up from bed in a second, and walking over to your side of the bed. 
“i’m o-okay,” you hiccuped, as seokmin grabbed your hands in his. “just a b-bad dream.” 
you could see his eyes get teary, and you felt even worse for making him worried, but even if you tried saying sorry - he didn’t let you. your boyfriend pulled you to his chest, placing your head right above his heart, so it could calm you down, cradling the back of your head with his hand. 
“want me to sing something?” 
𐙚  seungkwan 
another worried one. it would take him some time to wake up and notice your absence, but at some point during the night he’d find it weird that the bed seemed oddly cold. at first he’d think that something happened with the boiler in his and jeonghan's house, so he’d reach for you to cuddle, and that's when he’d notice you were gone. seungkwan would immediately get up and search for you, and when he’d notice you wrapped in a blanket sitting on the sofa, he’d bombard you with hundreds of questions, most of which wouldn’t even make any sense. his heart would break seeing you so scared and upset, and he wouldn’t think twice before hugging you tightly. would also sing to you.
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“baby, why did you leave the bed, it’s col-” 
“are you okay?” “what are you doing?” “why are you here?” “is it because i stole the blankets?” “did jeonghan pull a prank again?” “i swear i didn’t mean to eat that last piece of cake.” 
“boo seungkwan!” you laughed, grabbing his face in your hands. “i’m fine. it was just a bad dream and i didn’t want to wake you up.” 
he looked at you with so much tenderness in his eyes and started to wipe the tears away from your cheeks, gently swiping his fingers over your skin. “wake me up next time, i don’t want you to suffer alone,” he murmured, and sat on the couch next to you, pulling you into a hug. 
“so it was you who ate the cake!”
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hexiewrites · 2 years
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I’ve been thinking a lot about late-deafened Steve, and what that actually would have looked like. Because the thing is: I love this head cannon. Boy got bashed around so much, ESPECIALLY on his left side, theres no way he didn’t come out of that with some long term damage. And I’ve been thinking about what that means for him, when his hearing starts to go, and how isolating that would be.
Except. Then I keep thinking about Robin.
Give me child-of-Deaf-adults Robin. Robin whose parents met at Gallaudet. Who were confused and upset when the doctor said, relief clear on his face, oh thank god, how lucky, your baby is normal, she can HEAR. Robin who grows up a in a Deaf home with a Deaf family. Who learns ASL before she learns English. Who never learns to be quiet because at home it doesn’t matter, so she can blast trumpet all day long to no complaints, and forever feels uncomfortable in places where she has to try to keep it down. Robin who grows up learning ASL and English and thrives, loves the way her brain works when it’s parsing languages, and starts teaching herself French and Spanish too, blasting day time Spanish soap operas constantly whenever she’s at home, shouting along with the screen. Robin who interprets for her parents, taking on burdens no seven year old should when she’s the one who has to tell her mom the cancers back. Robin who, four years later, gets to tell her dad that the surgery worked. The cancers gone. Moms gonna be ok. Robin who, at eleven, doesn’t know the sign for remission but she signs CANCER-one hand eating at the other like the disease that almost took her Mom-and signs FINISH, signs NONE, signs MOM-OKAY, MOM-SAFE, and is glad her dad can’t hear how loud her sobs are because even she’s embarrassed at the noises she’s making. 
Robin who doesn’t quite fit at home, the loud little girl in the odd quiet house (not that her house is ever quiet: if you dont realize you’re making noise you don’t do anything to tamper it), and who doesn’t quite fit at school, when she shows up in kindergarten signing instead of speaking and all the other kids make fun of her for years, call her spazzy Buckley and imitate the signs, crude and heartbreaking and she can’t even cry here because everyone can hear her. Robin who teaches herself to speak without signing, sits on her hands and tries not to internalize the hatred, but her fingers still twitch constantly along with the words. Robin who thinks she’s never going to fit in, and tries to separate out the two different parts of herself because it’s easier, most days, to pretend to be “normal” even though that feels wrong too.
Give me Robin, who knows Steve inside out and who knows what it looks like when someone can’t hear you but pretends they can. Robin who clocks Steve immediately, even though he tries to brush her off like he’s been doing to everyone. Robin who finally takes him home to meet her parents, explaining it all in the car (into his right ear, which is better than the left though still starting to fade). Robin who gives Steve the gift of understanding and hope for the future. Who holes up with him and teaches him sign, slow at first (because Steve has never been good at grammar, and he constantly furrows his eyebrows despite her pleas that eyebrows are important in ASL and he needs to use his face more or he’s going to confuse everyone, it’s the visual equivalent of lilting your voice up like every sentence is a question and it’s weird, Steve!) and then faster as he starts to realize how useful it is, starts to bring her lists full of signs to learn, starts to lean on and cherish the experience of this new way to communicate. Robin, who helps him practice lipreading even though she’s terrible at it. Robin, who finally convinces him to get a hearing aid and lets him sob into her shoulder when the doctor says it’ll help for a few years, but long term there’s probably nothing they can do, and then tells him to buck it up because there are way worse things than being a little deaf and besides, now the Buckleys will just have to adopt him for real because they did always talk about adopting a deaf child or two, if there was ever one in need.
Give me CODA Robin, whose never felt like she belonged until she nearly gets murdered by Russians with her best friend. Who brings Steve into her life, shows him Deaf culture, gives him a place where he fits. Robin who finally realizes that this is her place too, and it’s so much sweeter for getting to share it with the people she loves.
And then, after, give me Eddie knocking on the Buckley door and begging to learn ASL too. Give me Robin’s mom, somehow roped in to teaching him and the party, as they try to learn in secret to make Steve’s life easier (and their own, because ASL is god tier for pulling pranks from opposite sides of a high school cafeteria). Give me Dustin, excitedly telling Miranda Buckley to FUCK-OFF every week for months because he thinks he’s saying THANK-YOU and she finds it too funny to correct him. Give me Eddie trying to surprise Steve and ask him out on a date, but instead of signing HUNGRY, WANT YOU&ME GO AFTER WORK? he signs HORNY, WANT YOU&ME GO FUCK?
And give me Steve, who thinks about it for a long minute (partially because Eddie totally botches the grammar, but partially because he looks so hot, standing there nervous and trying to communicate with Steve in a way that will make him the most comfortable) before he smirks and signs back YEAH, and takes Eddie on the best goddamn first date of his life. 
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maximoff-pan · 2 years
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steve and reader drabble about a secret relationship mayhaps? 😫
you know I can’t resist writing for this hunk of a man ;)
pairing: steve harrington x fem!reader
word count: 2.4k
warning(s): some swears, being caught red handed 🤭
quick a/n: hi lovelies! sorry for being m.i.a recently. I’ve gone back to school and it’s been too busy for me to write anything. I apologize for this being rushed/incoherent, please forgive me….
part two
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Fucking girls night…
Whatever possessed you to think this was a good idea, you’re not entirely sure. Honestly, you can’t even remember who convinced you to come; they’d all been begging you for weeks to finally show up to one of these things. And now that you’re here, you’re quickly realizing why you’d been so hesitant before.
You don’t think you’ve ever felt this flustered or uncomfortable in your life, and that’s definitely saying something. Really saying something…
It’s not the fact that everyone here has a significant other that bothers you. It’s the fact that everyone here has a significant other, and they think you don’t. Because as far as they’re concerned, you’re as single as single can be.
Which would be fine if it was the truth. But it’s not. And the guilt is starting to eat at you. How many more times do they have to try and set you up before you break?
Quite frankly, at this rate, it feels like you’re almost there.
“What about Peter Wilson?”
Robin recoils at Nancy’s suggestion, picking her nails in disgust. “Absolutely not.”
You remain quiet. They’re trying to find you a boyfriend, again.
“What’s so bad about him?” Max inquires.
El adds, “He’s kind of cute.”
“Sure,” Robin scoffs, “If you’re into delusional sociopaths.”
Tilting her head, brow quirked, Nancy asks, “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Robin’s pitch drops slightly. “Let’s just say, that incident where Stacy Mathers almost drowned last summer, wasn’t so much of an accident.”
Max’s eyes widen. “You mean he tried to–” she trails, too disturbed to even finish the sentence.
Robin nods. “That one’s as sadistic as they come.”
“Okay.” Nancy agrees, moving the conversation along. “So that’s a no on Peter.”
“Ooh.” El claps, eyes locking with Max. “What about Adam?”
“Adam Richards?”
Max and El nod together.
Your head has never whipped around faster. “You can’t be serious!”
Your voice catches Robin’s attention. “First of all,” she smirks, “welcome to the conversation! And second of all, what could possibly be wrong with him?” She knows exactly what’s wrong with him, she just wants to see you squirm.
“Rob, he’s fucking sixteen.”
“And?” Max joins in.
“I’m almost twenty.” You state. That should be reason enough, but as you glance between them, they don’t look convinced. The concern on your face is evident as you say, “I am not about to be some cradle robber!”
“But he’s like,” Max pauses adding on a valley girl accent, “the hottest Junior at Hawkin’s High.”
Your face scrunches in disgust, mimicking the accent back. “Fucking, ew.”
Nancy and El giggle at the interaction.
“Okay, so you’re not into younger guys then.” Robin teases, a sparkle of mischief in her stare. “Noted.”
These girls are going to drive you into madness…
“You know what else I’m not into?” The cadence of your voice carries with a hint of amusement. “My friends desperately trying to set me up because they think I’m pathetic and lonely.”
“But you are lonely.” Is El’s retort. Three pairs of eyes widen at the remark, but not yours. El’s bluntness has never surprised you. It’s actually pretty comforting, because you know she’d never lie to you.
Nancy hisses with a whine. “El.”
You’ve been around the Wheeler’s long enough to know that Nancy was raised to be a proper young lady, one who would never dare offend anyone. That alone causes your lip to quirk in bemusement.
You chuckle, feelings quite intact. “Oh good.” Your smile is cheeky. “At least you don’t think I’m pathetic.”
“She never said she didn’t.” Max points out with a grin.
“Hilarious Maxine.” You mock a sarcastic and melodic laugh.
“I don’t think you’re pathetic.” El cuts in before Max can say anything else. “I just think you need a boyfriend.”
You have half a mind to say ‘I’ve already got one,’ but you bite your tongue.
Just like you have for the last six months.
That’s half a year of trying so hard to keep your relationship status on the down low. Because things with Steve are new, and after many years of denying any feelings towards each other, you finally decided to go for it. But, on the off chance you both found that you were better off as friends, you came to the mutual decision that waiting to tell the kids (and everyone else) was the best idea. As much as you think they’d be happy to see you two together (and boy have they pushed for it), it’s not something you’d want to get their hopes up for.
You’re serious about Steve, more serious than you’ve ever been about anyone before. As much confidence as you hold in your love for him, you know he’s serious about you too. And maybe now that you’re certain (at least on your end) that you’re both sure, you can start to tell everyone about your relationship. For tonight though, you’re going to have to continue playing the role of the lonely single.
How tragic…your mind wanders.
“Oh my god!” Nancy’s interjection catches you off guard. She’s masking her smirk well, but you can still see it. “How could I not have thought of this?”
Her surprise feels more like it’s been planned, like she’s been thinking of a way to bring whatever she’s been thinking about into the conversation without rousing too much suspicion.
“Thought of what?” Robin asks, feeding into it.
Your eyes narrow.
Nancy leans over to whisper something into her ear. The chain continues with Robin leaning in to tell Max, and Max whispering it to El, leaving you thoroughly left out.
What is she planning?
“Uh, a little inclusion might be nice.” You tutt.
Four pairs of eyes bore into you, excited smiles resting on each of their faces.
Here it comes, you think.
“All this talk of boys…” Nancy starts. “What about Steve?” She asks.
And there it is. “Guys.” You groan. “Not this again.”
“C’mon (Y/n), please?” Max’s whine is on the verge of a full on beg. “I know you’ve thought about it. We all see the way you look at each other.”
“Like I do.” El’s matter-of-factness is not so comforting in this moment. “With Mike. And Max, with Lucas.”
“Oh!” Max exclaims. “Remember when Nancy and Jonathan first got together? They were really good friends, like you and Steve.”
You take a quick glance over to Nancy who’s now gone quiet, a pink blush covering the softness of her cheeks.
“Guys. Steve and I are just that,” you eye each of them with a deep intensity, “friends.”
Nancy remembers saying the exact same thing to Murray Bauman after he’d accused her and Jonathan of suppressing their feelings.
She hadn’t quite known then how strong she felt about him, as she does now. But as she glances in your direction, she reads an expression on your face that she wasn’t expecting: guilt.
You don’t exactly look like someone who’s freaking themselves out over their newly discovered — and to everyone else, totally obvious — feelings for their best friend like she had. Instead, you look like you’ve accepted them, and more so, if Nancy is as good at reading you as she thinks she is, you look like you’re hiding something.
“You’d be perfect together.” Is one of Max’s last attempts of the night at convincing you. She only wants to see you happy. Maybe if she just pushed a little more.
Your heart wrenches at her words.
You hate lying to them, you really do. You’re almost not sure why you’re doing it anymore, but you can’t seem to stop yourself.
God, you wish a black hole would suck you into the abyss. “Max, you know that’s not how it works. You can’t decide you’re going to be with someone just because you want to be. There’s a whole other person to consider.”
“Semantics.” She puffs a breath of air, waving you off. “And not if that other person is already head over heels in love with you.”
“Max.” You warn with the tilt of your head and an extremely deep breath.
Robin jumps in, lips pulled into a cheeky grin. “I’m not hearing a no.”
If that’s what it’ll take, you think, “Then no.” You finally say.
Robin catches your gaze, her eyes softening. All hints of teasing seem to be gone. There’s no way this can mean anything good.
“I know I don’t do this often,” she starts, “but I’m going to say something in all seriousness here.”
“Please don’t.”
Robin’s unimpressed stare tells you that she’s not only going to ignore your request, but she also really means what she’s about to say. Her voice is steady and calm as she speaks, “Steve likes you.” She says like it’s the most obvious thing in the world, and you suppose it is. At least now.
“He’s told me. I mean, he really, really likes you… like marry you this instant, thinks about having six kids with you, likes you…” She drags the words slowly trying to emphasize her point.
You know this. But you have to play that you don’t. “Jeez, I don’t know about the six kids and the marriage part, I think you might be getting way ahead of yourself there Rob,” your voice drifts slightly. “But I’d hope that at the very least Steve likes me. It’s not like he’s one of my best friends or anything.”
Max lets out a low groan. Robin has basically confirmed that Steve (despite everyone else already knowing this) is in love with you, and you’re still refusing to acknowledge it.
It’s beyond frustrating. “You’re so hopeless.” She says.
“Am I?” You jest. As guilty as you feel, this is sort of fun for you.
“Terribly.” Is her reply.
You grin, happy to change the subject. “Can’t make things easy for you now can I?”
“We’d never expect you to.” Stormy blue orbs catch yours, a flicker of recognition flashing back to you.
There's a hint in Nancy’s voice and demeanour that tells you she knows more than she’s letting on. The look she gives you says it all: your secret’s safe with me.
You shouldn’t be surprised that she picked up on it. She’s probably known for months. Because not only does she know you and Steve better than almost anyone else, she knows exactly what Steve looks like when he’s in love.
With a soft smile falling onto your lips, you breathe a sigh of relief in the moment of brief silence that rests between you. Someone knows, and they approve. Your eyes glimmer gratefully. Thank you. Your signal is nonverbal, but she understands nonetheless.
You’re welcome.
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Steve wonders how you’re doing right about now. Because at the moment, he wants nothing more than to be with you, hanging out and not having to worry about keeping this a secret.
For the past hour, Dustin, Lucas, and Mike have been driving him up a wall. Susie this. El that. Max, blah blah blah.
Mike had started it all with a quick, ‘Hey Steve, why don’t you have a girlfriend?’
Then Lucas had joined in. ‘Yeah, what happened to you man? I thought you were supposed to be some kind of God or something?’
“He used to be.” Dustin had assured them. “Still is. The God’s somewhere in there.” Dustin poked at Steve’s chest. He’d seen Steve in action before, he knows the charm is real.
The pale raven haired teen beside Dustin then snorted. “Bagging my sister doesn’t count.”
Steve almost punted Mike over that one. Smug little bastard…
And that’s not even the worst of it. Steve can take the constant teasing of his romantic failures; he’s been doing that for years now, taking blow after blow to his ego. It’s Eddie’s creepy staring that’s sending him over the fucking edge. Every time he looks over, there’s Eddie, already looking at him.
Steve shudders at the thought. He can feel Munson’s pair of deep brown eyes burning holes through his back, the hairs on his neck raised in discomfort. It’s like with every breath Steve takes, Eddie is analyzing it. He’s this close to smacking Eddie upside the head and telling him to cut this shit out.
It’s only when they get a moment alone does he discover the reason for the Hellfire club leader’s strange behaviour. They stand awkwardly in Mrs. Henderson’s kitchen, fumbling for snacks for the boys when Eddie finally breaks the silence.
“So,” his smirk is apparent. Steve didn’t know someone could smile that wide. “I was thinking.”
“Ah.” Steve hums trying to settle the nervous pit in his stomach. “Is that what that was?”
Eddie chuckles. “You know what Steve-O? Just for the ‘tude, maybe I shouldn’t tell you what I was thinking…” he trails.
That’s a challenge if he’s ever heard one, and he’s not about to bite. Eddie is anything but patient.
“Fine by me.” Steve claps a hand on Eddie’s shoulder as he passes him to grab a bowl from one of Dustin’s cupboards.
Eddie’s brow raises in surprise at his response, running a hand through his curly mop of hair.“Woah, c’mon.” He moves swiftly following him. “I was only kidding! Of course I’m going to tell you.”
Steve grabs the bag of popcorn from the cupboard, and pops it into the microwave. “Alright.”
“Okay.”
A couple of moments pass before:
“So?...” Steve’s fingers drum across the countertop in anxiety.
Eddie’s eyes widen. “Oh right.” He says, watching the time tick down on the clock. “It’s more of a question really.”
Steve moves to grab the bag out of the microwave as the timer beeps. “Shoot.” He replies, gently dumping the popcorn into the big plastic bowl. He’s kind of proud of himself for keeping this calm when he feels so on edge.
“Stop me if I cross the line or anything,” That’s never a good start to a sentence…
Eddie’s voice lowers in volume, but his tone grows in confidence. There’s something else to it, amusement…satisfaction maybe, Steve can’t quite place it. But he doesn’t like it.
Amber eyes meet a honey brown. Steve’s not sure how many seconds pass before he hears Eddie say:
“How long have you and (Y/n) been fucking?”
Well, fuck.
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hottiehotline · 1 year
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That’s it, atta girl | Leon S. Kennedy
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Parings: Leon Kennedy X Reader
Content Warnings: sex. praise. [this is shameless smut idk what you want from me.]
Synopsis: you come back from a break, and see leon after not talking to him for two weeks.
you know the drill, smut under the cut!
you and Leon had known each other since the raccoon city incident. you two were always paired up with one another, you didn’t mind though seeing as you had feelings for Leon.
Leon just so happened to be the resident flirt within the organization, but whenever girls would ask him for anything more like a relationship or a date per se he’s always quick to turn them down. Since they never saw him with anyone other than you they always chalked it up to him being in love with you or having commitment issues.
You had just come back from a much needed break after saving the president’s daughter with none other than Leon Kennedy. You initially went on break from Leon rather than work, because you caught him on multiple occasions with Ada. After not having your phone on for two weeks you had 100+ missed messages & calls from leon, most of them saying he missed you and asking when you were gonna be back… and some asking why you were gone.
Monday was your first day back, and the first person you encounter is none other than Leon. The day goes by rather quickly and you notice that he’s been acting extra weird…he’s not flirted with anyone except you the entire day. You decide you’re gonna stay late and get some work finished. After everyone’s gone, you go to make yourself some coffee…thinking it’s gonna be a long ass night.
You get back to your office to see leon standing there leaning against the wall, smirking. “Hey…leon what are you doing here?” you questioned confused, “We need to talk, princess.”
“about what exactly?”
“me and you.”
“there isn’t exactly a me and you, considering you were with ada every chance you got while we were supposed to be saving ashley.” you stated bluntly, crossing your arms.
“jealousy looks cute on you, princess.” he chuckled, looking you up and down slowly.
“Look, y/n. nothing happened between ada and I. if i’m being honest you’re the only one i’ve ever had my sights on.”
“I would really love to believe you, but it’s hard considering you flirt with every girl you encounter.”
“please princess, let me show you that all i want is you.”
you looked him up & down. you hesitated before speaking, “ y-yeah, fine. but you get one chance kennedy.”
Leon quickly moves to lock the door, and starts kissing you. panting you quickly pull up your dress, he then lifts you onto your desk spreading your legs slowly. He hooks his finger under your underwear preparing to pull them down, he stops to look at you for reassurance. “may I?” he says breathlessly, “please, leon” he inserts one finger into you while making direct eye contact causing you to moan, encouraging him to do more.
“I-I need-“ you started panting, “tell me what you need baby, use your words” he said continuing his steady motions. “I need you inside of me please leon.” he quickly removed his fingers and you whimpered at the loss of contact. He lined himself with your entrance, and slowly pushed himself in. you let out out a moan, “fuck that’s it baby, let me hear you.”leon praised, as he started moving more. “mm leon you feel so good.” you moaned in his ear, he let out a grunt
“I know princess, i’ve been wanting this for a while.”
“faster baby, please i’m close”
leon sped up his movements per your request, “oh fuck, leon i’m gonna-“
“cum for me princess” he started to feel you tighten around him as you reached your climax, “that’s it, atta girl.” he said, closing in on his own climax “I love you leon” you whispered as he pulled out stunned for a moment, he replied “i love you too princess.”
leon left to get you a wet wash cloth to clean you up with, you smiled at how sweet he was, he looked up at you and asked, “how about we go to my place, i’ll make you dinner, we can shower then cuddle.”
“that’s sounds absolutely wonderful.” you replied happily.
— THE END!—
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nut4shuri · 1 year
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BLISSFUL NOISE
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#shuri x female reader
SOMEONE ASKED FOR THE DIRTIEST FIC I COULD WRITE,SO I TRIED..LET ME KNOW WHAT YALL THINK!🤍
Warnings:⚠️Smut,oral sex,Dom shuri..as always,Provocative language,this fic is dirty asf,its filthy and i know yall gone love it.⚠️
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Shuri watched in awe as you pranced around her lab in your tiny shorts and half shirt,biting down on her bottom lip she flicked her tounge over her lips and pressed her pen up against her top lip thinking of all the dirty shit she could do to you.
As much as she hated you,she wanted you so bad. She played as if she disliked you because you where indeed killmonger's baby sister or a close friend (⚠️NOT HIS ACTUAL BLOOD SISTER! MORE LIKE A CLOSER FRIEND/PLAY SISTER,THIS IS NOT AN INCEST STORY⚠️!!) and as far as she could see it you where part of the reason her brother was gone.
But none of that could shake this feeling,she loved you,she wanted you,she craved you,she touched herself every night just thinking about you,being in you..caressing your beautiful brown skit,feeling her touch lapping at it,her face between your thick thighs sucking at your sweetness. It was all like heaven to her..
"Princess..."your gental voice sounded though her thoughts,till she noticed you stood before her.
Shuri chocked out "What?"
"I just wanted to tell you i had finished the calculations.."
Shuri stood on her feet her figure towering over you a bit as she ran her eyes down your tiny but thick figure,walking past you dismissively she began to scan over something not even saying another word.
But you paid it no mind. She was always like this to you,and as far as you could say you loved it. You liked her dominant personality,and how smooth she was,You liked the way she carried herself,you sometimes imagined what it would be like for her to push you up against the walls and have her way with you.
Inclusive Thoughts... You smiled lightly.
Your imagination ran wild as you took in her figure,wanting nothing more but for her to slam you against the table and rail you.
"Your staring."Shuri sounded out.
"S-sorry.."you said completely embarrassed.
"Don't be sorry,be careful"
"Why would i have to be careful?" You spoke with out any thought. You had quite the mouth and Shuri liked that.
Such a fucking brat..She thought.
"Because you could get yourself into some trouble,not even Bast could get you out of."she said turning your way she smirked at your flushed figure.
"W-"
"Your flushed."she said
"N-no im not.."
She began to walk your way causing you to back away into her desk accidentally knocking over something in the process.
Shuri groaned for a second and walked over to you faster pushing you on to her desk.
"Sh-shuri"
"Y/N..i need you,i need you like i need the air i fucking breath,please let me have you."she begged,her accent making it sound so much better.
"ok."
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You whined out gripping on to shuris curls as her tounge lapped at your wetness,sucking onto your clit and squeezing your breasts.
She sat in her desk chair and she had you laid out on her table,nipping and sucking on you as if you where her first meal of the day.
Her fingers moving around in you as if she was seaching for something and you moaned out at the feeling.
She moaned into you,as if her bringing you utter pleasure only turned her on even more.
"Fuck it i gotta feel you.." she spoke before flipping you over on your knees,planting a firm smack to your ass making you whine out.
She yanked your head back by your hair,attaching her lips to your roughly.
She pulled away smacking your ass again causing you to moan loud.
"Shhh,you dont want the elders to hear you know do you?" She spoke planting a kiss against your ass.
"Fucking Beautiful."she spat out with agression.
"Im gonna take you now.."she spoke to you as you looked back at her.
How did she even have time to put that thing on..you thought
She laughed a little,rubbing the strap between your folds allowing to circle your clit,then began to push it in slowly.
"fuck.."she groaned lowly as if she could feel it to..(she can)
Gripping your hair harder she steadied her self.
"Put your hands behind your back.."she said and you crossed your hands across your back.
She used one hand to hold your hair and another to hold your wrists.
Not wasting anymore time she began to fuck you relentlessly,moaning and groaning at each thrust.
Letting go of your hair she gripped your ass in her palms and placed firm spanks to it.
Your bodys up against each other,the heat from each thurst made this feel like heaven.
You felt as if you where seeing stars as you bit down on your bottom lip.
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"Fuck now they can see how pretty you look..how well you take me princess."
Shuri spoke out as she drilled into you her arms wrapped around your waist holding you up against the glass and your arms wrapped around her neck.
She bit and sucked at your neck,that was sure to leave a mark.
Her forehead against your she began to slow her thrust,but made them deeper.
She wanted you to feel all of her..in the best way possible.
You two where going at it for about an hour now,her having you cum over 9 times. You felt overstimulated but you loved it.
"Fuck"she said as she slipped out of you.
She placed you down face to face with her strap and grabbed your hair.
"Show me what that mouth do ma.."she said and smirked.
You looked up at her as you wrapped your lips around it sucking lightly.
Not breaking eye contact,She groaned and pushed your head farther down,wrapping a hand around your neck.
Causing you to chock lightly,your eyes watered as you settled your throat and began bobbing back and forth.
She moaned and groaned out,praising you for how well you took it.
She bit her lip,as she pushed your head away removing the strap her juices began to leak down her legs.
She walked over to her chair sitting down she opened her legs,her pussy full on display for you.
"Come"she said using her fingers to user you over.
Walking over to her getting on your knees.
"Make daddy feel good..and ill make you cum again."she said as she ran her hands over your braids.
Opening her folds you licked over her wetness wrapping your tounge around her clit.
Doing your best to please her you added a finger then another as your tounge slid back and forth over her clit making her moan out.
"Fuck Yes.."
Her back arched off her seat as your fingers sped up and your tounge worked fast..
Her eyes rolled back,and her clit pulsed in your mouth.
"Im gonna cum,fuck" she said as her hands pushed your head deeper in and her hips thrusted up.
"Yes yes yes" she moaned out as she threw her head back and stiffened up.
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"PRINCESS I-"
Shuri groaned out holding your hips steady as you road her slow and steady,your wetness sliding back an forth over hers.
"Fuck"she moaned out her hand around your neck.
Your clit pulsed against hers as you rocked back and forth making you moan out.
"NOT NOW.."she shouted.
"BUT PRINCESS-" the AI tried again.
"NOT N-NOW"shuri moaned out as you sped up the pace.
"BUT PRINCESS THE GENERAL AND MS.WILLAMS ARE ON THEIR WAY !" The AI shouted though the walls.
You and Shuris eyes widen as you both stood rushing to place on your clothing but you couldn't because the doors began to open so you ran underneath her desk.
"Hello General,Riri-" shuri choked out.
"Hello Princess,Y/N."
Your eyes widen as you cursed under your breath and coughed akwardly.
Peaking your head from underneath the desk.. "Hi guys!"
"Where you guys getting it on?" Riri spoke and The General let out a chuckle.
"Its not funny!"Shuri yelped.
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adoristsposts · 11 months
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hickeys | jamie drysdale
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author's note; i am filled with total brain rotting love for him. jamie drysdale the only thing that could make me adore you more would be if you signed with the leafs summary; parties are supposed to be a time to socialise. instead they usually become an excuse for you and your boyfriend to get shit faced and make out. word count: 0.9k warnings; making out, slight nsfw characters; Reader x Jamie Drysdale
Jamie's hair had grown long and shaggy over the season. He loved the way it poked out under his helmet. His 'flow', as he and his teammates called it, was just a part of playing hockey. But you knew it was because he felt handsome when his tousled hair was on display for you and every other adoring ducks fan in a stadium. And you preyed on this now, carding your fingers up some strands at the back of his neck. He hummed, turning to face you. His lids were droopy. They always seemed to get heavier than he could handle when he drank. You could tell how far gone he was from how much eye you could see. He was really drunk. Of course, you couldn't argue that you were any better. You laughed at the lazy grin that was uncurling on his face at your affectionate gesture. "You good, baby?" He asked. He placed his hand on your thigh, rubbing your leg as if to comfort you. It did the opposite. You tried to bite your lip to keep your suggestive smile from blooming, but it didn't work, instead causing a spark to light in Jamie's eyes. You stared at your boyfriend like it was your first time seeing him. Raking your eyes over thick eyebrows, his wide shoulders, his slight stubble. You couldn't stop yourself from getting up from where the two of you were sitting and beginning to step into the house. You turned back to him, as if to ask Are you coming? He couldn't get to his feet faster. Within a minute you two were in Trevor's guest bathroom, where you had brushed your teeth many a morning after a night gone a little too wild. This party surely had to fall in that category. And there was no way Trevor had left it unlocked without the knowledge it would be put to some sort of use, right? As soon as you shut the door between the two of you Jamie had you caged in with his body. He fell against you with slight pressure, connecting your lips quickly. He was so eager that your teeth clashed and you laughed against his lips. He smiled at that, pressing on. Because Jamie wasn't embarrassed by it. He was too drunk to care. Plus, you had reassured him time and time again that there was nothing he could do to ick you out. "Not even like- trimming my nose hairs?" He had asked when you told him, grasping for the first thing he could think of. You had laughed and he had grinned widely at the fact you found him funny. "Not even that, Jimbo." You ran a hand down his chest and you could literally feel his toned stomach through his shirt. This drove you wild and you moved your lips down to his neck. Hockey season was over, and that gave you the freedom to give your pretty little boyfriend as many hickeys as you desired. You thanked God for that as Jamie groaned and buried his face into your shoulder to try and muffle the noise. You kept going, finding a sweet spot right under his jaw. He must have been tired of the teasing, because his teeth clamped playfully on your shoulder and you yelped out a loud laugh. "Did you just bite me?" "Yes." He answered simply. Then, "Kinky?" Wiggling his eyebrows. You laughed and shook your head at him, pulling him down for one final kiss. "We can finish this later. At home." "Fine." He groaned. The two of you stepped out into the hall. Trevor was out there, and looked up from his phone. "Finally, I've been waiting for ages." He moved past you before freezing. "Holy shit." He said, stepping back to you two. He pulled the neck Jamie's shirt down, eyes widening as he scanned the skin. Then finally the man burst into laughter. "Fuck, Jimbo, I think you better borrow a hoodie." "What?" Jamie asked, then another, more frantic "What, dude?" But Trevor was already shutting the bathroom door behind him. When Jamie turned back to you, you understood Trevor's suggestion. Multiple blotches on his neck were already turning red, and the second you two stepped into the well-lit backyard his teammates would be on him like dogs. Teasing and pointing. You covered your mouth to suppress. "I think you should listen to him, love." You told him. Jamie furrowed his eyebrows. "Why?" He whined.
You steered him into Trevor’s room, pointing at the mirror for him to see for himself while you rummaged through the boys closet for a hoodie. You heard an “Oh, shoot.” and threw one towards the tall boy. He was smiling and shaking his head as he put it on.
“Sorry, Jamie.” You said, but you really weren’t. He rolled his eyes as if he could hear your added thought.
“Whatever. I’ll give you some matching ones later.” You rolled your eyes and lightly swatted his chest, but his words rang as more of a promise than a tease.
I’ll give you some matching ones later.
It took everything in you not to drag him home right then and there.
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lionlena · 11 months
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You're hot... (JavierPeñaxsick!reader)
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So, this is a surprise for @creedslove​
I hope you feel a little better after reading this. You deserve Javi to take care of you, honey.
Warnings: None, just fluff
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You liked Javier Peña. He was your boss and you thought he was the right man to take down the Cali Cartel. You've heard what others have said about him. That when he was chasing Escobar, he was working with Los Pepes. That he was an asshole... a manwhore. And yet, you couldn't think badly of him. Maybe because he was nice to you from the start. He never ordered you do something. He always used the word "please." It was the same this time: "Y/N, can you sort the papers I left on the couch in my office, please. I have to do something urgent and I don't know if I'll be back today."
And how could you refuse? First, he was your boss. Secondly, he was looking at you with those puppy brown eyes. And three, he was so damn hot.
Unfortunately, you were having a hard time sorting the documents. Normally you handled these things better, but today you felt bad. You had runny nose and a headache since morning, but you thought it was just a slight cold.
You ran your hand across your forehead, "Damm, why is it so hot in here?"
You looked around your boss's office and groaned. There was still a pile of papers on his desk. It was early evening, everyone else had gone home, and you were terribly tired. You looked at the couch. Maybe if you lie down for 10 minutes, your work will go faster after a nap. You just close your eyes. For while.
You curled up into a ball and fell asleep.
You woke up to the feeling of something pleasantly cool touching your forehead. You stretched, opened your eyes... Jesus Christ!!!
Warm brown eyes looked at you with tenderness. Javier Peña, your boss, caught you sleeping at work and was now kneeling by the couch, dangerously close to your face. You didn't know what to say. He spoke first.
"You're hot."
Okay, maybe you just dreamed it.
"Umm... Thank you, I guess."
Javier let out a small chuckle.
"I mean you're hot, you've got a fever, hermosa."
Well, if you had a fever, it was Javier who made you hot as hell.
You sat down awkwardly, being careful not to hit him in the process as Javier was still kneeling by the couch. You looked half-consciously around the office and realized with horror that you had fallen asleep for over two hours.
"Oh shit, I'm sorry... I was going to finish sorting the papers, but..." A sudden shiver went through your body. "I was so tired."
Javier started looking around, you thought he was looking for documents, but it turned out he was looking for something for you. When he realized there wasn't any blanket around, he got up and took off his jacket, then placed it over your shoulders. The material was warmed by his body and you immediately felt better. You have blushed, but he couldn't see it because of the fever.
"Don't worry about it. I shouldn't put so much work on you."
"It's nothing," you whined.
"I'll drive you home."
"What about the documents?"
"Fuck it," he said and extended his hand to you.
All the way to his car, he held you gently and you couldn't help but snuggle into his body. You were sick. You needed comfort, and he obviously didn't mind. As you sat in the car, he asked you for your address and if you needed anything from the store. Medicines? Food? He was so caring. Would others call him "an asshole", now? He certainly wasn't like that in your eyes.
Javier came home with you. He made sure you had the medications you needed. He made you sit on the couch saying, "I'll make you some hot tea."
"You don't have to. I'll be better soon. I have leftover soup in the fridge, I'll warm it up and eat it.”
He shook his head and covered you with the blanket you always kept on the couch. You were still wearing his jacket, but he didn't seem to care.
"Sit here. I'll take care of everything." He raised his eyebrows. "It's official order from boss."
You didn't have the strength to argue with him. You were so comfortable on the couch. You've been watching your boss move swiftly around your kitchen. He warmed up the soup, made you some tea, and set it on the table along with the pills. Then he sat next to you and made sure you ate everything. It was quite funny.
"You know, I'm not a baby," you murmured.
"I would have believed it if I hadn't found you sleeping in my office with a high fever."
You put your head down and whispered:
"I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't fall asleep there."
You felt Javier put his hand on your knee.
"No, it's not like that. I'm not mad at you for falling asleep. I just don't understand why you agreed to help me if you weren't feeling well?"
You looked at him and shrugged. What happened next was like a dream. Javier gently stroked your cheek.
"Next time tell me you're not feeling well." He got up and grabbed the empty soup bowl. "You're free tomorrow. Rest while I clean up."
You ran out of words. Your boss pulled up the sleeves of his shirt and went to wash your dishes. Normally you'd feel embarrassed, but after you ate the warm soup and took your medicine, you were really ready to go to sleep. And Javier's jacket smelled of his perfume. You lay down and fell into a light sleep.
What happened next must have been a figment of your imagination.
Before leaving your apartment, Javier leaned over you and kissed your forehead whispering:
"Que duermas bien, mi dulce"
You might even think it was all a figment of your fever-ridden mind, but when you woke up in the morning you were still wrapped in his jacket. You smiled. Maybe Javier Peña was an asshole, but not to you.
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kxxkiecxre · 2 years
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ʚ✟⃛ɞ Like a Moth to a Flame || J.J.K ʚ✟⃛ɞ
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PAIRING: Jungkook x Reader/x jimin.
SUMMARY: Your best friends older brother meant more to you than just a friend, unfortunately it’s a little too late now.
WARNINGS: smut implied on multiple occasions.
GENRE: best friends brother au.
WC: 5.4K
//unedited, y’all should get the gist by now :’)\
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PERHAPS **the most **important part of being someone’s best friend is being honest, truthful and sharing everything you can. And if you can’t share a secret with your best friend, then it most be something she can never find out. Right?
Exactly.
Which is why you’re currently biting your nails, sitting like a duck on your own egg shells. Hoping to god that your reddened cheeks can be blamed for the spicy jalapeño pizza you just shared between each other as well as the many soju bottles. However you cannot be 100% sure everyone is buying your little gimmick, seeing as he’s staring at you with an amused smirk, pretending he’s all too interested in making himself a cup of tea.
Why does he have to be like that? Besides he wasn’t even suppose to be in the house in the first place, Yeji explicitly told him to leave the house since she’s going to throw a small birthday party for her 20th. Doesn’t seem like he got the memo from what you can see.
“Anyway,” yeji, cuts herself short, “what’s the dirtiest place you have had sex in y/n”.
Cheeks reddening to a beetroot red, you clear your throat slightly, looking around the table before choosing your words carefully, “back of his car”.
“Just back of his car?”
“At the rear parking lot of 7/11, at midnight”, you finish.
“Risky, wouldn’t of said such an innocent little Angel like you would actually commit such a heinous crime huh” he voiced his opinion without missing a beat, watching as the death glare formed on your face.
“Don’t act like you’d even know what having a bit of fun means,” you scoff, Yeji oblivious to your little game.
“Don’t get too ahead of yourself y/n,” he warns with a slight smirk, sipping his tea.
“Don’t project your insecurities on me cause you can’t get bitches Jungkook” you roll your eyes, clearly not amused by his obvious teasing.
“I’m sure you’d know” he chuckles, exiting the kitchen and leaving your almost growling at the kitchen table, where everyone’s eyes are on you.
“What… was that?” Sujin asks.
“What was what!” You didn’t mean to sound so harsh, but with Jungkook’s teasing and shit eating grin engraved in your mind you felt like popping.
“That roast battle?” Yeji asks, “by the way you ate him up”.
“He had it coming” you slumped back into your chair, sipping your sweet old whiskey mix.
Yeji brings her hands up in surrender, letting the subject drop faster than a needle to the ground. It’s not that there was much she could ask. You never made it super clear that her brother angers you so much that you wish he’d rearrange your guts on more than one occasion. But like mentioned, not everything can be shared, somethings are just better left unsaid.
After a few more hours of drinking past your limit and eating way too many spicy foods, you felt like you’ve had your fun. Ready to leave the party right after everyone has gone and dusted. But Yeji was too good of a friend, too sweet and protective. And who were you to give up an immediate soft place to crash on?
“Yeah but where would I stay, it’s not like,” you hiccuped past your slurred sentences, Jungkook right behind you and Yeji, chuckling to himself as he watched both of your try to speak in your slurred states like two toddlers trying to learn to speak for the first time, “we could fit on the same bed, because let’s me be honest ji, I’ve got a fat ass and your single bed will not handle me”
She pondered for a second, lips formed in a cute pout and eyes wide despite the droop from the alcohol in her system. She was the spitting image of her brother, except in female form and a lot more daintier, “take Jungkook’s bed, he’s been an asshole anyway”
You snort unattractively, hand covering your mouth as you and Yeji fall into a fit of drunken giggles, almost falling over while leaning on each other for support, “okay, I’ll leave a bunch of cockroaches behind too”
“No I’m serious,” she whines slightly, “it’s not safe to go home now, and Uber drivers are perverts.”
“I’ll just walk I’ll be fine Ji,” you grabbed her shoulders, confident in your remark but before you could even take the slightest step to the door, Yeji has other plans.
In the process of trying to grab your shoulder, she accidentally grabs your boob, rather harshly at that, and because of the slight pain that you still have in your freshly pierced nipple, you almost fall over in pain, “ow my boob!”
“Oh shit sorry!” She chuckles, “hey, at least the piercing feels nice!”
You smirk at her, keeping eye contact as you stumble closer to her, “it looks even better in real life”.
“I know,” she giggles, “because I’m the one that put it there”
Once again falling into a pit of giggles with a traumatised Jungkook behind you, you finally reach your end stage of being drunk, a small sob leaving your lips, “can I actually sleep in his stinky room?, what if I get kidnapped on the way home”
“Of course you can,” Yejis lower lip trembles, finally reaching that stage with you, “can’t she Jungkook”
Jungkook shakes his head in disbelief, not quiet sure how you guys got to this stage since he left with his tea and what’s worse is he hasn’t realised that to your drunken eyes it looks like he just said no, so now you’re not sobbing, you’re practically wailing together, grabbing each other’s hands like it’s the end of the world.
“He really is an asshole” she wipes her eyes, “all the times Y/N, bought you banana milk and you won’t let her sleep in your room!”
“I-“ the poor man tries to defend himself.
“And all the times I’ve got you gimbap!”
He sighs in defeat, muttering incoherent words to himself as he finally leans off of the wall and stalks over to both of you very gently and slowly, “first off, I did not shake my head-NO- and second of all, please stop staring at me like that I feel threatened-“
“As you should” his younger sister practically growls.
“Anyway, y/n, why don’t you go and make yourself comfortable in my roo-“
“I’m sorry if I obliterate your bathroom with vomit, I really don’t mean to” you sniffle, right nostril blocked from crying.
He blinks, mentally counting down from 10 and begging god for patience because not only is there a possibility he’ll have to clean your vomit up and be there for you because his sister will be sleeping like she’s dead, but she’s currently pss’pssing as if there was a cat in the house… which there isn’t.
“It’s okay, just please, go to sleep”
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Maybe the smarter idea would of been to stay at home after literally burning your entire digestive system with alcohol not even a four days ago, but despite that, and the lack of a boyfriend, somehow, you have found yourself immersed by yet another tequila drink and music booming around your entire aura. Hips swaying side to side and hair absolutely going wild after you have successfully lost your hair tie around two hours ago.
Yeji was no better, screaming down the phone to her annoying and hot brother, who apparently is very pissed and worried because he’s had a tough training with his coach today, and now his night is going to be filled with yet again taking care of two drunk messes. She keeps yelling at him, telling him she’s absolutely not giving him the name of the bar you’re currently trashed in. You vaguely hear her scream a bunch of curses at him before your attention is diverted to a pair of hands on your hips.
Turning around to meet this gaze you find probably one of the hottest creatures of man kind. With hooded dark eyes, and pink floppy hair and luscious plump lips he looks like a sinning Angel. His pearl white teeth sink into his plump bottom lip, the cross necklace on his dark shirt stealing your attention as you start dancing with this handsome stranger, absolutely perfect.
Without much thought to your current situation, you signal to Yeji that you are leaving with, Jimin, as you learned his name is. Right the second Jungkook enters, expression clearly not amused by your little escapade with his sister. You giggled to yourself as Jimin chuckled, helping you into the taxi.
And by the time you could really think about what you’re doing, his cross is swinging by your face as he hovers above you, kissing his way down your body right after giving you the best orgasm you’ve experienced, eyes sultry and lips coated in your essence. You were on cloud nine as he left marks on your neck and chest, rubbing his thick cock along your folds, before sliding in with ease, gasping as you clench around him, watching as his expression twists into ecstasy, he was gorgeous. Railing you like there was no tomorrow, and you know for fact you will not regret this night, not even in a million years.
Waking up the next morning was a daze, finding yourself nausea but not throwing up, and laying down next to a extraterrestrial being, you got out of bed in a rush, realising you promised Yeji to grab hungover brunch together. The man beside you groans, stirring awake, “sorry, didn’t mean to wake you up”.
“You don’t have to do the walk of shame babe,” he chuckled, voice incredibly arousing, stirring something deep inside your stomach.
“No-“ maybe that was too quick of a reaction, “it’s- I meant to be meeting my friend in ten minutes for brunch, and I don’t want to be late.”
He gets out of his bed, watching you as you put your clothes on deciding to do the same, “maybe I could drop you?..”.
Your lips part in thought, “Uhm are you sure? You don’t have to if you don’t want to, you don’t owe me anything actually yesterday night was amazing-“.
“Do you really not remember me?” He asks with a soft chuckle.
Your brain stirs, realising the familiar gaze, voice and eyes. He definitely changed, but good god did he even get hotter, and maybe you were to drunk to realise yesterday that his name was literally the same as your ex friends with benefits partner.
“Holy shit!” You exclaim, to which he laughs gently, now dressed in grey sweats and a black shirt.
“I see time did you good y/n”
“Fuck me did it do you good” you laughed, slipping your red dress back on, cringing a little.
“Do you want to borrow some clothes?” He asks, already going to his drawer full of hoodies and sweats.
“I mean if you’re okay with it-“
“Come on don’t act like we didn’t use to do all the time” he hands you a brown hoodie and black sweats.
Smiling a little, you slipped the clothes on he gave you, watching as his eyes gleamed with a certain twinkle, “so? You disappeared for five years Park, where have you been?”
“Studying in Canada, I came back because I got a good job offer here” he mutters as you head out of his apartment, and straight down into the underground parking lot.
“Oh, damn. That’s nice, I’ve still another year of studying to do unfortunately” you chuckle a little, buckling your seat belt as he starts his car.
Within small talk you get to the small cafe by Jungkook’s place, being met with the man himself and his younger sister. Jungkook does not look pleased at all, a prominent scowl on his face while he glares at his whining sister, but in all fairness, he looked absolutely ravishing. In blue ripped jeans, and a white polo shirt. Hair slightly messy but never the less he looks gorgeous, just like always. With your stare on him and voice more clear he whips his head up, noticing you with a man is quite the strange sight for him, and he’s not really sure why he all of a sudden feels even angrier than he was during training.
Sitting down next to Jungkook and Jimin next to Yeji, you sigh, the crispy breeze of autumn absolutely devouring your lungs, “remind me to never drink again hm?”.
Jimin chuckles before you realise you never actually introduced him, “oh right, guys this is Jimin my friend, Jimin Jungkook and Yeji my best friend”.
“Ah the famous Yeji”
“Famous?” Your best friend managed even though her voice was ragged just like a cat being dragged through her vocal chords.
jimin chuckles a little, rearranging the cap ingulfing his hair, “yeah, Y/N wouldn’t shut up about you yesterday night, kept complaining saying you’ll be concerned, but to be honest you didn’t seem all too worried yesterday night’’
Yeji hums, squinting while the sun shines in her eyes. you on the other hand whine, hand covering your stomach while you pout a little, clearly very hungry with your hungover. Jimin picks up on that, smiling a little before ordering you a smoothie and an acai bowl. how sweet. seemingly, though, Jungkook doesn’t quite like the picture in front of his eyes, muttering something incoherent under his breath, and while you notice you choose to blame his sour mood on his training.
‘‘so kook, how was training’‘, you ask, nibbling on your paper straw.
‘‘good’‘ is all he answers, clearly not excited to overindulge you.
‘‘when’s the upcoming fight’‘, you say, trying to make it clear you’re devoting your entire attention on him.
he sits up in his chair, still slacking but not as bad as before, one hand under his chin as he looks into the small cafe, “friday week” he answers.
“are you excited”
he scoffs a little, “you could say that”
Confused and slightly baffled at why he’s giving you the cold shoulder you sigh, closing the menu you were scanning for no apparent reason and stand up of your chair, “kook, would you mind going in with me for some water?”
He looks at you with minimal hesitation, “for.. water?”
“Yeah,” you mutter softly tilting your head trying to make it obvious to him that you are trying to to talk to him in private, “water”.
He licks his lips swiftly, clearing his throat and following your lead, watching your back with intent, wondering why the hell you’re dressed in oversized mens clothing, when suddenly, like a lighting strike just hit him, he realises.
Once at a small corner at the cafe away from others he looks you dead in the eyes, clearly some type of emotion swarming his head as he suddenly looks slightly pissed off, body tense and brows stern, “you slept with him”.
It wasn’t a question, it was a statement. Like he was there last night and saw all the things Jimin did to you. Shocked and maybe a little shy, you gulp, “well… it’s my life. I can choose who I sleep with..”.
He scoffs with a slight smirk, no, not the type of smirk where you want to kiss it right of his lips or the type you want to smack away because he’s cocky, no, the type were he’s clearly pissed.. beyond pissed, “why him?”
Now you were getting agitated, foxy gaze hardening and cheeks warming to a serene pink, “why not him!”
“Because!” He controls his voice, looking around to Make sure he hasn’t captured any unwanted attention.
“Because?” You questioned, clearly baffled now at where this man has gotten his audacity.
“Goddamnit y/n” he sighs rubbing his face with his hands.
“What’s so wrong with him that I can’t sleep with-“
“He is my fucking opponent this Friday.”
“Oh”
He stares at you, tight lipped and fuming, and all though you know better than to continue egging him on. You still open your big mouth, “well I don’t know how that affects the fight since it’s my vagina and not yours he fucked”.
Blinking about a hundred times in one second he literally just stands there for a solid minute trying to decipher what you had just said to him, “I don’t have a vagina”.
“Sucks for you I guess” you shrug your shoulders with a straight face.
He bites into his lower lip, clearly not amused by your little shenanigans, inching closer to you, he has a certain glimmer in his usually brown eyes, with just a little sheen of cloudy darkness, “I promise when I win that fight, I will prove to you that no other man will *ever *compare to me… physically…mentally” he moves in closer, just an inch away from your ear, “stamina wise,” his hot breath on your delicate skin was exciting, hairs rising on your neck and goosebumps forming, “and bed wise”
With his final words he moved away from you slowly, before tucking your hair behind your ear all while you’re sure someone has electrocuted your insides. Maybe this man is trying to kill you, maybes he trying to tease you or perhaps, he means what he says.
But two can always play the same game, “well,” you give him your best innocent look, “I hope you’re a man of your words, good luck.. Kookie” swiftly moving around him, you shoot straight for the door, heart racing and insides melting. what . the . actual . fuck.
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Fuming… that’s what you are right now. Angrily stomping your way to the familiar building you dig your nails further into the palm of your hand, cheeks blushed with the anger coursing through your blood and face stern. Not quite concerned with the people, most of them already know you.. and who you are coming to see, it’s pretty obvious.
Coming up straight to the punching bag the tall man is apparently taking his frustration out on, you bit into your lip. Calming your breathes and trying your best to not pop, “I will personally take a rope, put it round your neck and choke you. Who the fuck do you think you are”.
Not really paying attention to you, or more so being bothered by your outrage because he’s expected this, he throws a mere glance your way before speaking up again, “do you have anyone else to bother but me?”.
Rolling your eyes so far back into your skull that it physically hurts, you give him a sarcastic laugh, “you’re so funny don’t you think? Stay out of my business Jungkook. I’m serious”.
He stops punching the bag, holding it in place with his gloved hands, “you, got into, my, business, first.”
At this stage you will need all mighty gods strength to stop yourself from absolutely obliterating his face right this second, “fuck you Jungkook, you’re so fucking annoying. YOU are not my brother, YOU are not my father or my boyfriend. YOU do not dictate who I can fuck and who I can’t. Stay in your own lane”.
Suddenly angry, deep frustration taking over his eyes, darkening his orbs to a colour almost unrecognisable, “do you know what he says about you?” He stalks towards you, almost like a prey to its victim, “do you know how he tells everyone of his friends he fucks your everyday? That you’re desperate? Choking on his fucking dick? My entire friend group has been bombarding me, telling me my sisters best friend is getting railed by my opponent, never mind that actually, it’s the fact he has so little respect for you. I promise you, when I’ll be in the ring, he won’t come out of my hands alive”.
Throwing the gloves off his hands to the floor, he walks to the locker room with one last look at you, but you’re stupid, and not at all listening to your rational brain telling you to let him cool down, “well I just think it’s stupid you’re so willing to risk disqualification over me”
He chuckles emptily, “so I’m stupid because I care?”
“No, you’re stupid because you’re risking the biggest fight of your career.”
“So help me god Y/N,” he stands up off the bench, sweaty figure close to your body to the point you can feel his heat radiating warmth onto your skin, “I’ll do it all again and again and again, if it means you get the respect you deserve.”
Because you absolutely have no self control and curiosity always gets the best of you, you look into his eyes and ask, “why do you care so much?”
His expression turns soft, eyes melting every worry, anxiety and pain away, “because you’re my friend too, and my friends mean a lot to me.”
Understandable, but despite the feeling that there’s more to this words than he lets on, you nod in slight agreement, “fine, I’ll stop seeing him”.
He says nothing, simply turns around and begins to take his shirt off, “you might wanna wait outside unless you want coach to explode with anger”.
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The hardest part about being alone is… being alone. Simply put. There is only so much a person can do by themselves, and sure it’s relaxing to be alone sometimes, but not all the time. It gets lonely, dark… soulless. Not only in the caged four walls of your home, but generally speaking. A human needs another human, it’s instinctual, it’s inevitable. Just like any other creature, a soul needs a partner. Surely, by now you’d have found someone if you were interesting enough, but in all fairness, you seem to be probably the most general, imperfect and boring person alive.
Staring at the ceiling for what feels like a decade, which in reality was an hour, your mind sinks deeper into your feelings, into the depth of your heart. It almost feelings like your brain is rummaging around, throwing things randomly while accidentally continuously hitting that one spot, that one spot that hurts. And since it’s busy, it doesn’t help you find out why exactly it hurts. It makes no sense. Being in pain, without a source. Without a reason, without pain.
Most people like to believe that their one and true love will come by, wether that be in five minutes or twenty odd years, you choose to not be foolish. You don’t believe in falling in love instantly, you don’t believe in love at first sight. Call it depressing, but you like to believe you’re quite the optimist. Just not in this scenario.
Any sane person would probably avoid walking in lashing rain to ease said -pain without pain- situation, but that’s exactly it. You’re not sane enough right now. You’re not exactly functioning properly, is it because of the lack of humanly touch? Or because the last time you saw another human being was when Jungkook almost killed Jimin in the boxing ring? Sighing you shrug your coat on and leave your apartment. Forgoing your umbrella.
What happened that day? What got into him? That despite the fact you begged him hours before to not hurt him too much, he went further of your plea and obliterated Jimin. The screaming and roaring in his apartment didn’t help his busted lip, but during that heated fight were Yeji stood in the hallway door silently crying as both you and him swore to never even look each other’s way again, you left a tiny yet crucial part of your being with them.
What the fuck happened that day.
To put it short, Jungkook wasn’t handling everything well, and when you pushed through into his place, he scoffed, asking you to leave. Maybe you should have, but you weren’t just pissed that he hurt Jimin, no, you were pissed that despite everything you begged him for, you especially begged for him to not get this disqualified. And sure it’s not the end of his career, but it was not needed. It was not necessary. Yet he’d gone and did it, which is why you started yelling, and from one word to another, both of you started cussing each other out, the entire argument was pathetic but it thought you many things, and it’s only been a month since that said fight, yet all of you is slowly dying and you don’t know why.
Maybe ignoring Yeji was not necessary, but if you talked to her, you knew it would blow up in your face. It’s too soon, too soon to be even near him.
*“Are you crazy” he yelled, anger at a boiling point. *
“*Maybe I am, but fuck Jungkook you got yourself disqualified!” *
*“So what?” He scoffed bitterly, “stop pretending like you give a shit about me” *
“*Oh that’s just pathetic” you sighed rubbing your forehead. *
“*So now I’m pathetic too?” *
“Yeah as a matter of fact you are! You’re pathetic, pathetic for throwing away your chance like that” you yelled, sure you face was getting red.
“*And you’re just a naive little girl, grow up Y/N, open your fucking eyes, stop trying to find good in everyone, stop believing everyone, stop trusting everyone! Stop sleeping around with everyone!” He yelled back, equally as pissed. *
Your face dropped, a needle to your heart, that’s what his words felt like, “oh that’s just low Jungkook, that’s just low even for you. Fuck. You don’t get to do that, you don’t get to call me a whore or whatever else because what I do with my body is none of your business. You’re so low for that Jungkook, that was a douche bag move”.
“*It’s the truth!” He countered, not looking in your eyes. *
“*Yeah,” you swallowed the lump in your throat, fighting the tears back from your eyes, “you’re right, I’ll stop being naive, I’ll stop trusting people, as a matter of fact Jungkook, I swear I will never look your way again, I promise you’ll never hear from me again and I’ll make sure that the last you’ll see of me is if I were to die. I swear on everything that is dear to me in this world”. *
“*So do I” he shrugs, taking another sip of his beer. *
*Without looking back, you stormed out of his apartment. Desperately trying to stop the tears flowing from your eyes, but your efforts were just that, efforts. *
Crazy is what it was, it was a spurt of dumb non meaningful words. It was like spinning in a tunnel of webs, with absolutely no way out. Like sitting in four walls painted black with no escape. Like sitting ducks waiting to be eaten by their prey. It was in the heat of the moment. Yet it hurts like hell, maybe because you’re crazy in love with him, or maybe because it’s just that. Love.
*Not sure when he’s arrived at your house or how he got in, but he stumbled in regardless, holding a bag of snacks, drinks and a bottle of red wine with a small smile on his pouty lips, “horror marathon?” *
*Giggling you nod, watching him slip of his shoes and coat, neatly placing them beside yours. He practically skips his way to your small living room, cozying himself up beside you and nuzzling his nose into your arm like a dog would to get head rubs. *
*within half an hour into the movie you find yourself running your fingers through his silky hair as his head laid on your stomach, sleeping peacefully. He was beautiful, serene and too cute for his own good as he breathed in softly. He was as lovely as he could be, kind yet teasing but he always took care of you, even when you wouldn’t realise it, and you’re not exactly sure why, but it didn’t matter. *
It was hard to look back at the memories, it’s like knowing a stranger who knew all your secrets, a soulmate who wasn’t meant to be. How incredulous. How generic, the girl who doesn’t believe in true love, falling so hard and so quick, it’s honestly laughable. A joke. Maybe even a whole circus.
*“Okay, but under the condition that I get to braid your hair?” He bargains. *
*What was there to bargain? Well you wanted to put mascara on his lashes since they’re so curly and long, but of course he has to bargain, “wait really?” *
*You couldn’t careless that he’d braid your hair if you’re honest but rather you couldn’t believe he actually agreed at all, “mmm only because I love you so much” he said, holding your waist as you sat on his lap on your bed. *
“That’s literally unbelievable!” You gasped after generously applying the mascara to his lashes, “can I please take a picture?” You begged.
*“what- no absolutely no” he shook his head *
*“oh but please kook!” You whined, pouting a little to make sure your charm was working, *
*he squirmed a little before mumbling, “fine but you have to put it as your screen lock for three months and you have to pinky promise it!” *
Staring at your lock screen, you feel your heart break just a little more, you can feel it get squeezed and beg to be let go off, but despite its efforts the band tightens a little more when you remember where you are, and where you’re sitting.
*sitting beside you on the dirty old bench He looked absolutely adorable as he sipped softly on your pumpkin spice latte, face lighting up as his taste buds responded well, and you could swear his eyes had little stars splattered around his pupils. He was incredible, in every sense of the word. *
“It’s amazing wow” he says after awhile, the snow beneath your feet melting at the sight of his adorable pink cheeks.
*“it is isn’t it?” You hummed, smiling softly. *
“*No like it’s literally beautiful Y/N” *
*you giggled at that, taking the sip he offers you so kindly, his upper half covered in the mustard color puffered coat you bought him for his birthday. *
You hated reminiscing, because it’s not snowing right now, and he’s not sitting beside you melting you down with his soft gaze and what became his pumpkin spiced latte, instead it’s pouring rain, with thunder rumbling the skies and your soaked and absolutely freezing.
*Giggling you begged him to stop, but instead he continued tickling your sides demanding an apology and a kiss to his cheek, “I promise I won’t slap your butt again!” *
*His attacks stopped, “now the kiss” and as obedient as ever you did as he asked. *
You were sort of thankful for the rain as it disguised the stream of tears running down your face, hiding the entire pain your body was engulfed in as you watched the deserted streets.
“Yeji would absolutely kill you for being here right now”
Which was your bed, doing something he absolutely hated, cuddling. “Yeah well she can suck it because it’s her fault, she threw a goddamn party”.
“*I know, I was suppose to be there” *
“awww sucks for you I guess, besides I am the party”.
In dire need of warmth you finally got up from the bench, heading back towards your apartment like you should have done a long time ago. What you thought would of been a source of stress relief was instead the opposite. Barely feeling your hands you stuff them in the pockets of your coat, that did absolutely nothing to keep you warm.
And as you stare ahead, you see him. You see him strolling ahead under dressed for this weather just like you, he noticed you too, and for a second you thought everything that happened within that month, was just a fever dream, but you realise it’s just wishful thinking.
And just as promised,
You walked by each other, without looking each other’s way.
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**A/N: I’m sorry if it’s rushed I’ve literally wrote this in under an hour while at the ER lol. I hope you enjoyed this! Leave a comment or request if you have any! **
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melloollem · 19 days
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Family Conflicts|| Bruce Wayne × No reader gender × (Platonic)Jason Todd
Summary: Bruce mulls over the guilt he feels after a fight with Jason, you're the one who advises him and tries to sort things out.
Warnings: Comfort (with anguish), No gender specified, Platonic relationship with jason, Family conflicts.
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You were drying your hair after getting out of the shower, and walked into the room you shared. Bruce was sitting on the right side of the bed staring at the large pane of glass that overlooked the house's garden, too immersed in his own thoughts to recognize your presence.
You were aware that the recent argument was still plaguing his mind. You let the silence linger in the room for a while longer while you put on your clothes, waiting for him to take the initiative to talk to you. When you had finished, you leaned against one of the walls of the room, watching Bruce's back. The nights in Gotham were brutal, and the scars on his back couldn't deny it.
After a few minutes, a click escapes your mouth as you realize that he would choose to ignore your presence "Aren't you going to say anything?" Your voice broke through the man's numb state, but the silence remained, drawing a weary sigh from you. You wished the constant conflicts and obligations didn't consume Bruce's mind as much as they do, but you knew that was too much to ask of him, a man entirely dedicated to everything he did.
"Everything will be fine, he just needs some time." Bruce's guilt was consuming him, Jason was no longer the unstoppable killer whose goal was to kill Batman, but the relationship between the family was still complicated, everything was still too sensitive, like an inflamed wound.
"He doesn't hate you, he just needs some time," you repeated the assurance, trying to get into your husband's mind. "He was clear about how he felt," Bruce said to you for the first time that night, still motionless.
"So that's all I had to say to get you to say something" Your sarcasm lacked any real anger at Bruce's behavior, already used to dealing with the complicated man he was. "He'll never forgive me" That wasn't half of what he wanted to say, but it was all he had the courage to admit. Bruce was never the kind of person to speak his mind openly, you had to read him, understand him beyond his words and you were very good at doing that.
"You don't believe that. He's disappointed, but you can fix it." You knew that it would be much harder for Bruce and Jason to work things out, much harder than it was for you and Jason, not because Jason blamed you less for what happened, but because he and Bruce were too similar for their own good, Jason would never say what he felt out loud and neither would Bruce and they always hurt each other because between half-words Jason saw the worst in Bruce and Bruce saw a lot of his faults in Jason.
"What about you? Are you disappointed in me?" The blue-eyed man knew that he had acted improperly, despite Jason's behavior, Bruce knew that this was not the ideal occasion. You took too long to convince your son to return to the mansion and when he finally did, Bruce used the moment to reprimand him.
"I'm not sure, I just..." you bit your lips apprehensively "I wish you hadn't done that" you too were trying to make things right. It was distressing to see Bruce taking all the blame on himself and taking away the responsibility you had with Jason. "I need you to trust me, Bruce. We're in this together." There was no point in fighting with the man, he knew where he had gone wrong in this situation.
You moved across the room to stand in front of Bruce, you held his chin to make him look at you, guilt staining his blue eyes. He didn't want to ruin the progress you were making with your son, but it seemed that was all he had done since Jason's return. He knew the boy blamed you both equally, but when he made himself willing to move on, you managed to warm Jason's heart faster than Bruce could ever have wished. While Bruce mulled over the guilt of Jason's death, you sought the boy's forgiveness.
"I'm sorry" Bruce didn't know exactly what he was apologizing for, there were many of his actions that needed forgiveness, but you accepted it openly, knowing the sincerity of the words. "Everything will be fine" Bruce leaned his head on your stomach as he heard your words, that statement was all he could ever want from you. "I love you" he breathed as he closed his eyes, his words sounded like an oath, an intimate pact between you and an affirmation of the trust he had in your words "We can sort things out with Jason, okay? Both of us".
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I was putting off posting this because I really like the story and I was afraid of how it would play out, but the fact is that I was afraid people wouldn't understand it. I don't think Bruce is a bad father, but he's certainly a complicated person. I know that's a bad summary and a bad name. Thank you to anyone who read this story.
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hangmanssunnies · 2 years
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Summary: Hangman is back from a three month TAD. However, when he comes home he discovers you have done some redecorating concerning the pictures in the house. You know it’s because of your insecurities, but he comes to some different conclusions.  
Pairings: Jake “Hangman” Seresin x Fem!Wife!Reader
Fandom: Top Gun: Maverick 
Word count: 7.4k 
Warnings: Angst, Self image issues, Smut, BDSM dynamics. Lightly edited. MINORS DNI 18+
A/N: I don’t really write anymore, however I am too in love and inspired by this man so here we are. I hope you enjoy it. It’s actually Jake “husband” Seresin in this one folks. Thanks for giving it a read if you do. 
Jake liked to surprise you when he came home sometimes. He would know generally when he was coming home. However flying back from the other side of the world wasn’t always easy, this was one of those times. He had only been able to tell you a week when he would be home.
The last you had heard from him had been a grainy FaceTime call last week saying he would be home in a few days. So, you weren’t entirely prepared when you heard the front door to your house open and a heavy bag fall onto the floor from where you were cooking and cleaning in the kitchen.
“Honey I’m home,” that familiar Texas drawl called out and you dropped everything in your hands.  Sprinting down the hallway, you met Jake who was rushing into your arms. The two of you hugged tightly and you breathed him in gripping him so tight you were surprised that he didn’t complain.
He pulled away from your hug only so that he could cup your face and kiss you. You deepened the kiss almost immediately reveling the feel of his tongue twisting with yours. It didn’t take Jake any time to walk you backwards until you were pressed against a wall still kissing furiously.
This wasn’t your first homecoming together, and it wouldn’t be your last, but the joy at seeing him again never changed. Finally he pulled away from you but a grin was engulfing his face.
“Hi,” you whispered. You were tracing a pattern on his neck wearing a grin to match his own.
“Hello there,” he whispered back, making you laugh and kiss him again.
A few minutes later he was scarfing down some food in the kitchen that you had just finished making and you had glued yourself to his side unable to be more than a few feet away from him at the moment.
When he finished eating he turned to you with a grin, and you took that to mean you could start covering him in kisses again.
“I am so gross from travel.”
“I don’t care,” you quickly told him.
He sighed then shaking his head at you, “ I do care.”  He had just finished putting his dishes away in the dishwasher and you still had the urge to be all over him . Thats was when he broached on a topic you were in no way ready to deal with.
“Baby are you painting, or redecorating, or something?” Jake asked confused looking around the bare entry, living room, and dining room.
You weren’t entirely paying attention yet though your hands were preoccupied with unbuttoning his shirt. His large hands circled around your wrist before you could finish pushing it off his shoulders.
“ The house is pretty much empty, and all our pictures are gone,” he said.  One of his thumbs tracing your pulse point softly, making your heart race even faster.
Jake loved pictures. He was always ready to snap pictures at a moments notices and his camera role was often over flowing.  He didn’t limit himself to his phone either, his collection of cameras  and passion for photography had been an unexpected thing you learned about him when you started dating.  The two of you even converted one of the basement  rooms of your house into a darkroom for him to develop film when you moved in.
You stared stubbornly at his beautiful chest  instead of answering at first. It was much tanner than the last time you had seen him in person. The middle east sun he got on deployments darkened his skin even more than the summers you two would spend on beaches here. He always came home more in shape than when he left. You knew working out was one of the best options to keep busy on a deployment, but it did seem a bit ridiculous. Who had given this man the right to be even more gorgeous? You didn’t know why you had hoped that your changes in decor during the three and a half month TAD he was gone would go unnoticed.  Some form of denial most likely.
“Oh yeah. I am starting to shuffle stuff around and redecorate,” you finally told him. Dragging your eyes away from his abs and slowly up the exposed parts of his chest. Then you traced over his neck and lips, the shape of his face. At last meeting his sparkling eyes and trying to force the most genuine smile on your face that you could.  He was staring intently at you, and the semipermanent smile lines he had on his face drifted from your sight and you knew you were not successful in your lie.
You expected him to push the issue, but instead he simply kissed you again. It was a soft  press of his lips this time though, none of the heat that there had been previously.
“I am going to jump in the shower would you like to join me?” he asked you instead.  
“No, I need to finish cleaning up but I’ll be up to bed after.”
Jake quirked an eyebrow at your response, considering moments ago you had been all over him, but again he decided to let you be. Even when you love someone it can be hard to remold yourself together after so much time apart.
Hangman kissed your forehead gently, and then made his way to your master bedroom. After a few minutes you heard the shower come on accompanied by a muffled Hangman’s favorite playlist coming from the other side of the house. True to your word, you finished the dishes in the kitchen and made sure everything was wiped down. When you had  finished and  there was nothing else to do your eyes drifted over to the former photo wall in-between the kitchen and dinning room. Your stomach flipped slightly thinking about it again.
You had taken all the photos and frames and canvases off the wall weeks ago. At first you had just pulled all of the ones of  that had you in them, leaving some of the photos of you and Jake together,  and all of the photos of him remained. Then after another week, you decide to pull off more of them, that featured you. The last month and a half of his deployment it had really just been his handsome face smiling out at you, and some of his scenic shoots.  
Finally just a few days ago when Jake had told you he was coming home you panicked. Instead of hanging up all the frames you pulled down, you rushed to pull down the remaining photos. You told yourself this way it wouldn't look too odd, and had stored them with the rest of the collection in the hallway closet tucked way into several boxes.
It had really just started with a bad day, and seeing yourself in the photos was too much. It wasn’t that you thought the photos were wrong in how they captured you. It was more like  you didn’t want the reminder of it all— of how you looked. The fight for self love wasn’t an easy one, especially not when being with Jake. The man was an Adonis, and he worked hard to be that way.  Sure he also had some good genetics to help him along the way, but it was more than just that.
Triple checking there were no other chores to be done and that you had finished. You pulled your mind away from the issues of the last few months and made your way back to your bedroom. You didn’t hear the shower running anymore, but you didn’t hear anything coming from the room at all. Not music, TV, or any of the podcast Jake loved to listen to before bed.
When you entered your room you were surprised to see all the lights still on. Jake was sitting on your bed wearing the ridiculous robe you had gotten him back when you were still dating. It was short, and silky.  He wore it because it made you laugh, and though he would never admit it, he also thought it was comfortable. He had made fun of Schmidt's robe when the two of you watched NewGirl, an action that had prompting you to get him something similar.  Then  he surprised you by  actually wearing it often. You hadn’t expected him to actually ever use it, but then again, Jake “Hangman” Seresin was the kind of man who continually proved preconceived notions about him wrong.
The small smile that made its way on your lips at seeing him back in your bed again was quickly over shadowed, seeing the stiff military posture. Hangman was perched on the edge of your bed, feet planted firmly to the ground. His back was a hard line and his arms were slightly tensed. He looked like he expected an admiral to walk in for a room check. The seriousness of his body language reflecting on his face as well.
“Are you okay baby?” you asked him with no hesitation. He had been staring at his hands, but his eyes swept up to catch yours across the room. You were frozen in place by the hurt you saw in them. Learning to read Jake’s eyes wasn’t hard, they were always his tell. His eyes were the place that could give away how he was really feeling. Even times he threw on that cocky smirk to try and hide something from you, the depths of his eyes would tell you the whole story. This was not one of those nights though, he made no attempt to hide the emotions behind his actions, searing your soul.
“ No,” he said plainly. There it was, matching everything else about him, a stiff clipped voice like he was addressing a superior officer, or this was a briefing over a failed mission. The tone rung something in you, and you immediately crossed the room unfrozen by his words. You sat next to him on the bed reaching for his hand, but he pulled it further away from you.
You couldn’t remember the last time, if ever, Jake had denied physical contact between you.  His jaw was clenched and you traced over his face the upset look. Again trying to glean more information from the limited context you had.
“ What’s wrong?” you asked him gently.
“ I think I should be the one asking that,”  he snapped back. There was a heavy pause, where you waited for more explanation. Then he said, “ It looks like you aren’t married.”
Your jaw physically dropped down trying to process his words. “What?"
“Every single photo of us in this house is gone. I may have been willing to believe you were redecorating,  but there isn’t anything of us. Of me. Anywhere.” You watched as his eyes left his hands to flash towards his bedside table which was sitting empty except for a lamp. Panic suddenly filled your chest, sitting heavy making it feel hard to breathe.
Jake kept a framed picture of you from the night he proposed and you got engaged. He loved the photo of you, and had it proudly displayed on his bedside table. He had taken it on one of his classic film cameras and it was the first role he had processed in your home’s darkroom. The photo showed you and the ring he had taken months picking out off; in it you had been wearing the same flimsy robe he was wearing right now, and you hadn’t even been looking into the camera. When he took it you had been straddling him staring into his eyes rather than the camera. The photo that was currently stashed underneath the same bed the two of you were sitting. You personally did not find it a flattering photo, but you had never had the heart to tell him that.
“Are you cheating on me?” he asked you finally, seemingly tired of waiting for you to say something. Shock was flooding your system short circuiting every possible response you were trying to come up with. You had never even guessed he would ever even think such a thing possible.
“Jake, no,” you finally managed to squeak out.
“Are you leaving me?” He still had that cold military voice. Like this conversation was him gathering intel, so he could best choose how to proceed with a mission.
“ I would never.”
“Are you mad at me? Or trying to tell me you’re unhappy with our marriage? I know I can be gone a lot, but we-“
You cut him off sharply there, “Jake, no stop.  Please stop. No, none of that.” Each question he asked made the pit that had been building in your stomach grow deeper.
“Then why? What’s going on?”
“I don’t know how to explain.”
“Explain what? Please baby, you have to give me something. I can’t be flying in the dark.” His voice cracked and the anguish there broke your own resolve as well. Months and really years of emotion coming to the surface and starting to bubble out of you.
“I hate these pictures. I hate every single one of them. It’s not just your photography. I hate every single picture of me that has ever been taken. Everyone I have ever seen, and even the ones I haven’t. Then you were gone, and they were all staring at me. I had to take them down.”  You sucked in a rapid breath.
“I don’t photograph well. You know that Jake, and you are amazing. As hot as a fucking model in every picture, which I love. I love you. But I can’t stand to have to see myself immortalized on our walls when I look the way I do next to you.” Frustrated tears pricked at the edge of your eyes and you had to bite the inside of your cheek to keep them from falling. Your lips started to wobble and you took some deep breaths trying to get some semblance of control back of your emotions. The confession left you feeling raw.
“Baby, you’re beautiful.”
“That doesn’t make me feel better Jake. I’m not. I know you love me for a million things beyond my looks. But it would be nice if you could just admit I’m not a beautiful attractive woman.”
He looked at a loss for what to say not knowing how to handle the situation.“I’m not going to lie to you. Or feed into your delusions.”
“Yes but you do lie to me all the time. They aren’t delusions, can’t you acknowledge that? I have eyes Jake. I know what beautiful people look like. I know what I look like. I can do the fucking math.”  The tears fall from your eyes and you scrubbed them away harshly, taking a ragged gasping breath trying to calm down your emotions.
“ I don’t know what to say. I disagree with you. I think you’re beautiful, I really do.”
“ You are the one making me delusional trying to make me believe that’s actually true. Does it make you feel better? Or give you some kind of satisfaction to fool me? Saying I’m beautiful to my face, because that’s what you’re supposed to say to the woman who sucks your cock even though you don’t believe it yourself either.”
You knew this conversation was bad, that after three months apart the first thing you were  doing when finally seeing him again was picking a fight. However, you couldn’t stop yourself the emotions of hurt, anger and frustration pounded through your veins, pushing right past boundaries you normally would have maintained. Fury replaced all other emotions in Jake’s face at your words. His lips thinned into a tight flat line and eyebrows creased together.
“ You think I would lie to you for what? Some sexual favor? I was telling you how stunning you were before we had even kissed, let alone slept together.” The anger in Hangman’s voice was no longer veiled and his hands were pressed into his knees so hard the knuckles were starting to turn white.  
“That’s not true, and I know it isn’t.” You let out a few dry chuckles, absolutely no joy or humor behind the sound.  Suddenly you stood up from the bed unwilling to sit so close to him during this conversation.The change in position empowered you, standing over Jake now. You pointed at him accusingly. “ You know, I heard you tell something to your friends back when we first started dating. You said to them that I’m cute and unique.That my photos can’t really do me justice, for all my talents and qualities.”
He scoffed rolling his eyes at your phrasing “No. I did not say it that way. And I certainly didn’t mean it in this convoluted fucked up way you have made up to feed into your insecurities.”
“ Sure you didn’t Jake,” you were the one rolling your eyes now.  
“ What do you want me to say?”
Tears were fully streaming down your face now, and you already felt tightness of the skin around your eyes as they started to puff.
“ You don’t have to say anything. But don’t you worry your pretty little head. I wouldn’t cheat on you. I’m not… I don’t know why that would even cross your mind. I wouldn’t turn anyone else’s eye. I still question how I caught your eye in the first place. And no one has ever turned my head like you do. There isn’t anything else to say.”
That tick in his jaw was notched again, those eyes searing into yours. It was a staring contest then, one you were determined to win. You were at a disadvantage though, stray tears still burning, begging to be blinked away, and the sudden adrenaline of the unexpected fight starting to wane. His unblinking eyes only showed resolve and determination the longer the unspoken contest went on. You weren’t sure if moments or minutes passed between you two, when your breaths had less of a hitch in them and you finally lowered your eyes to examine the floor between you two.  
Jake had been patiently waiting for you to break, and now that you finally had backed down he stood to his full hight from the bed. You didn’t take your eyes off the floor though not wanting to look up at him yet.
“Have you said everything you would like to say?” He asked you. He voice was soft then, sweet even.
You swallowed the lump in your throat before nodding your head.
“ Good,” he said in that same tone, “You say there isn’t anything to say, I don’t agree with that. But will you let me show you something then? Let me prove you wrong?”
You worked your lip in-between your teeth, trying to evaluate your emotional state, not sure if you could handle the sort of thing you knew he was getting ready to propose. He still hadn’t touched you but you could feel the warmth of him so close almost tickling you.
“Its okay if you want to say no baby. If that's the case though, then I want to make us an appointment with Dr. Smith for whenever she can fit us in, if you feel like we can’t talk about this or work through it.”
You nearly blanched at the mention of your therapist. You and Jake had done a few couples sessions in the past, but these insecurities weren’t really something you wanted to talk about with him and your therapist at the same time, in the same room.You also didn’t want Jake to know you had been canceling your therapy appointments for nearly the last two months. That wasn’t something that you wanted to also get into a fight about tonight.
All that being said though you knew you could tell Jake you wanted to drop the subject and just go to bed, and he would. He would put on boxers and slide into bed not crossing a single boundary you set between you without consent. You knew this because Jake Seresin was a good man. Even more than that, you knew we was a great man to you.
“ I don’t know,” you finally whispered, now you suddenly just wanted to touch him. He had been gone for three months.
You felt the calloused fingers of his right hand under your chin and ever so gently nudge your face upwards so that his eyes could consume yours again. “Why don’t you take a cold shower, otherwise you will get a headache,” One of his fingers brushed the swollen skin under your eyes, just grazing the skin. It was a ghost touch one you weren’t sure was real. “ The water will help you clam down too. Then you can take your time to decide if you would like to join me in the basement tonight.”
He lingered only for a moment, you could tell that he wanted to kiss you. You also knew that this fight, what you revealed to him had deeply disturbed him. He went into your shared walk in closet then, you watched him. He reemerged, wearing silky black pajama pants and nothing else. They hung low on his waist showing off  his sculpted chest, abs, and the v oh his hips that suddenly made your mouth water.
“ Taking a shower wasn’t a suggestion,” he told you raising an eyebrow clearly displeased to see you in the same spot he had left you.
His gaze was heavy on you as you went into the attached bathroom. It didn’t take you long to strip down and stand under cool water.  You stood there letting the water soothe the emotions that had been racing through you. It did help you calm down and, you felt a flush of embarrassment at how the first night back with Jake had turned out.  
You had missed him, so much. Standing under the cold water, the flush in your skin didn’t completely go away though as you thought about his offer, to give him anything he desired despite your own insecurities. It was enticing, and thinking about his toned chest and the smooth feel of his skin earlier was enough for you to make up your mind.
It didn’t take you much longer to step out of the shower, put on some lotion and wash your face with more cool water ensuring the puffiness around your eyes had receded.  You threw on a simple night dress knowing it probably wouldn’t stay on you long and started to trek downstairs.
The stairs to the basement of your home was well lit and inviting. Unlike what one might expect it was a maintained furnished and usable space. It had a large family room, a bathroom and two additional spare rooms, one was Jake’s dark room, and the other was a playroom, though usually when Jake called it that it made you want to wrinkle your nose in distaste.
Soft music was playing which helped ease your nerves, and then finally you took a steadying breath, not sure what Jake might have waiting for you in the playroom after such an odd fight.
It was a clear set rule that revenge had absolutely no place in your sex life. It was one of the rules actually put into place by Hangman, when you first discussed bedroom and BDSM boundaries when your relationship had started to get more serious.
He had left the door slightly ajar for you, so that you wouldn’t have to actually open it. Instead you just had to push it further open so you could slip inside.  When you stepped into the room he was there.
There wasn’t a bed in the room, you both had decided against it. There was however a plush love couch which Jake had made himself comfortable on. The room also featured a swing, a cross mounted on the wall, a table, and other odds and ends for play. It also had a few too many mirrors for your taste, on the wall with the closet and the ceiling.
“Hi baby,” He said after noticing you. He had a bundle of rope in his hands that he had been knotting. Your bottom lip caught in your teeth for a second at the sight of it. He may have been a pilot, but the man was still in the Navy and he certainly knew his way around some rope.
“Hi.”
He smiled gently at you and stood up from where he had been sitting, the rope falling abandoned by his feet. Jake held his arms open for you waiting expectantly. It only took you a moment to reach his embrace. Your arms wrapped tightly around his bare chest hugging him close. His arms folded you closer to him holding you tight. The strong pressure of the hug eased the nerves that had been bubbling inside of you.
Jake hummed contently having you in his arms and made no move to break the hug. However, once you started to feel at ease your hands started to trace along his back slowly, mapping out the skin and muscles there. You nuzzled his neck with your nose breathing in his scent, still clean and smelling faintly of the sandalwood aftershave he liked to use.
Your hand brushed lower skimming the top of his waist band but then one of his hands stopped you. Hangman trapped your own hand with his then threaded your fingers closely together.
“Now, now baby. No touching before we establish what we are doing.”
Rolling your eyes you nod agreeing and pressing your nose into his neck again, while tightening your fingers against his. Humming instead of really answering him.
“You know our rules?”
“Yes Sir.”
“Is the light system okay with you tonight?” he asked kissing your forehead.
“ Yes Sir,” you confirmed again.
He let out a heavy breath and then pulled his hand away from yours using it to trace up your back and grip the back of your neck.  “Anything else I need to know for tonight baby?”
“I don’t think I can…” you trailed off not finishing your sentence you worked your lip in between your teeth.
“Yes, what is it?” he asked gently. You didn’t respond at first just thinking about your response.
“If you can’t be honest and open with me, we can’t do this.” Jake said when you didn’t say anything after he gave you a moment. “ That is rule number one.”
“ I know the rules,” you told him quickly. Then a moment more, “I don’t want any pain play,” you finally told him.  He had been gone too long, and you were still too wound up and sensitive from the fight you had just finished. The idea of pain play just didn’t sound appealing to you at this time.
“Okay, I understand. Thank you for sharing that with me baby. Anything else?” There was absolutely no judgment or anger in his voice, and the small part of you that had been worried felt at ease again.
“No,” you said shaking your head and answering his question.
“Okay then, I think it’s only fair that since you got rid of all my pictures I get to have some new ones.” Jake grinned at you and gently pushed you down onto the couch.
Jake stepped away from you and strolled out of the room coming back less than a minute later. He had one of his cameras in hand now its’ strap draped across his neck. Jake made his way back to you on the couch and started gently giving you instructions on how he wanted to you positioned to pose.
Finally when Jake was pleased with how you were he pulled his camera up to take the first picture and adjusting the lens for the lighting to focus. “Is this okay?” he asked you first again. You shifted a few times under the new heavy weight of the camera eye glaring down onto you before finally nodding your head yes to him.
The first flash of the camera made you jump, and so did the second two. However, after a few more and  by the time Jake had positioned you into two more poses, giving you more and more praise you started to feel a bit more at ease.
“ You are so fucking stunning,” he said in a breathy tone his face partially obscured by the camera.  You couldn’t help but roll your eyes instinctively at the praise. Jake’s hands instantly dropped the camera so it fell against his chest.
“ Did you just roll your eyes at me?”
“No Sir,” you quickly tell him. Jake lifted your face so that your eyes would meet his again, his thumb tracing lightly back against your jaw.
“Don’t lie to me, my love. Now be honest, did you roll your eyes?” His eyes were tender but his raised eyebrow told you there would be consequences no matter your answer.
“I’m sorry Sir.”
He tsked his tongue, and pressed his thumb to your lips and you kissed it automatically. Before you could do anything else his hand retreated.
“Don’t roll them again baby. I don’t want to punish you tonight.”
The inner brat in you wanted to stick out your tongue and pout, however you held the urge back. You had agreed no pain play but you knew there were plenty of there ways he could punish you. So, instead you settled back into the pose that he originally had you in.
“That is my good girl.” The rush of his praise caused a flush and heat to bloom in you. Watching him slowly raise the camera again. “ Let’s try this again. Now look into the camera.”  The camera flashed but you made sure not to flinch or move this time. You didn’t roll your eyes at the follow up praise he provided either.  
He kneeled in front of you, and you spread your legs so that he could fit in between them. His left hand pushed the hem of your dress up slowly. When he reached the dip of your thighs his hands wandering for a moment brushing your inner thighs sliding up them before helping you lift your self up a little bit so that he could push it further up. The moment he reached your chest though he stopped again to cup each of your breast, and trace the shape of your nipple. Your breath hitched and you pushed yourself a little further into his hold.
Jake’s eyes immediately shifted to yours and finished pushing your night dress off and threw it to the side. His eyes fell to stare at your now naked form.
“God you are so beautiful. I’m going to make you my pin up baby, put you right on the side of my plane.” The genuineness in Jake’s tone made you chuckle. Before the smile had completely fell off your face Jake had snapped another picture.
“These are just for me,” he said reassuringly. He pulled off the camera strap now, and set it to the side. Then he kissed your thigh slotting himself there and pushing your legs further open. he groaned at the sight in front of him.
“Please,” you whimpered.
“Please what?” he asked you teasingly.
“Please touch me Sir. “
He hummed like he was in thought but he swipe two of his fingers across your slit while doing so. He then set those two fingers on your clit. He didn’t apply pressure though. You pushed your hips a little hoping to encourage him. He smirked up at you before dipping his fingers lower into your slit once agin this time coating them in your slick. Then he reapplied them to your clit, adding pressure this time, but it was still wasn’t enough causing you to whimper.
“ Fuck, I missed your sounds.” Jake told you following the claim by a light bite to the thigh he had his head resting on. He continued his light teasing touches, watching the frustration grown in you, never dropping his teasing smile. He paired the slow swirling of his right hand with running the left upwards to tweak a nipple. His pace was restrained and he made no move to increase it.
“You’re teasing me,” you accuse him.
“ Oh baby I’m going to worship you, but you’re going to have to give me something.”
“Yes, what is it Sir?”
He pressed his fingers a little harder into your bud making you gasp. “ I want you to look at yourself in these mirrors, and tell me how beautiful you are.”
Some of the arousal ebbed in you at his demand. Not being able to handle the intensity of Jake’s eyes boring into yours, you shut your own trying to enjoy the teasing light touches he was still giving you.
“Come on baby. I know you can do it.” You ignored him though biting your lip and shaking your head lightly at his words. It was because of this the feeling of a long finger entering you came as a surprise and your hips jerked on reaction easing him much further into you.
It was only two pumps later his lips replaced where his fingers had been previously, tongue tracing you. Your eyes flew open again and your hands tightened into a fists at your side. He added a second finger, following it closely with sucking your clit further allowing easier access for the flat of his tongue. He was working you up quickly.
The man was consistent that was for sure, building you higher and higher, not faltering or pausing in his dedication. The room filled with the sounds of your quiet sighs, occasional moans, and Jake’s fingers fucking into you. The coil in you started to tighten and with a little moan you rocked your hips seeking more. That’s all it took for Jake to pull back completely leaving you entirely empty.
You couldn’t help the whine of protest that fell from your lips, and you glared down at him. The fingers that had just been inside you were softly tracing a pattern against your lower abdomen.
“You know what I want. I’m not going to let you cum until I hear it.” He wasn’t harsh in his tone but the words still cut through you. He only waited a moment more like he wanted to make sure you knew he meant his words before his mouth was on you again building you up.
His mouth was relentless and every time you got too close to cuming he would pull away from you. Finally after the third time he denied you it was too much. One of your fingers threaded into his blonde hair tightly trying to hold him close to you when you felt him starting to pull away.
He pulled away then despite your hand in his hair and you groaned loudly. Being denied like this was too much. The string in you pulled too tight, and you couldn’t quite seem to catch your breath. The heat in you didn’t abate though and you ached. He cocked an eyebrow up at you waiting, but you didn’t let go of his hair.  
His fingers took the place of his mouth again circling your nub, in a slow pace but with enough pressure it didn’t allow the fire in you to die. “Look at yourself, dripping for me. Look how beautiful you are. I want to hear you say it.” Jake’s voice was deep and his tone only added to the build up you were once again experiencing.
You did look at yourself in the mirror above the two you then, trying to see what he could see. However, after only a few moments instead you started to zone in on all your flaws, so you closed your eyes not wanting to see it. His fingers pulled away from you again except for the one he had currently pressed deep into you, but then he stopped that ones movement too.
He started to press forward again with his mouth, but you stopped him. Instead you held him back and pushed his head away. Your fingers finally letting go of his hair and you tried to tighten your thighs to keep him away from you. “Red,” you breathed out.
Jake rolled backwards, so that he was sitting back on his heels instead of knees now giving you the space to fully close your thighs to him. He took his hands with him and you were so so empty. Your breaths were coming out in rapid pants, and the pulsing ache in your core almost too much to take.
Before he could even say anything a few tears were leaking down your face. “ I can’t do it. I can’t do what you're asking. I won’t.”
“ Okay baby. Just take some deep breaths okay?”
You nodded, and followed Jake’s breathing. He put your hand on his chest, and started counting the breaths out for you. Your racing heart slowly started to slow down, and your thighs clenched together trying to release the pressure that Jake had worked hard to build up in you.
“Why didn’t you use yellow?” He asked you, once your breathing evened out. His own hand covering yours on his chest, thumb tracing your pulse point.
“It hit me too fast. I looked up in the mirror.”  You didn’t think you could explain past that. Jake clearly wanted to press you for more details but he restrained himself.
“Okay honey,” his voice was rough and his accent came out heavier than normal making you crack a smile. “Let’s get you tucked into bed.”
“I don’t want to go to bed,” you told him shaking your head. The ache in your pussy still pulsing hotly.
“Baby, you said red. We are going to be done with play tonight. I thought I could help you overcome this in the playroom that wasn’t fair of me.” He hung his head, and his hand slipped away from covering yours. Both his hands fisted in tight on the pants he was still wearing.
You sigh curling your hand on his chest and then drawing it back to your side. “You aren’t going to be able to fix me. I don’t think I’m fixable, Jake.”
“You aren’t broken baby. I don’t want to fix you, but I love you. I want to support you. Help you. That’s my job as your husband.”
You suddenly become aware of how naked you are for another intense conversation. You look around for your night dress trying to see where Jake had thrown it. He followed your gaze and picked up the dress, helping you back into it.
“ I love you too,” you whisper when the dress is back in place. “I haven’t been good or okay while you’ve been gone. I’m sorry you came home to me like this.”
“Please don’t apologize. You are so strong, sexy, and enticing enough to drive me to my knees. You put up with so much for me. I know being married to a Navy man isn’t easy. Let alone me. But please let me support you.”
“Okay.”
“Okay,” he repeated leaning forward to kiss you softly.
“Can we figure the rest out tomorrow?” You ask him hesitantly.
“Yes, we can figure it out in the morning. And call Dr. Smith.”
You clenched your jaw, but nodded along to his suggestion anyway.
Jake helped you stand up and held you close to him arm wrapping possessively around your shoulder. He flipped off the lights, and when you reached the stairs your own arm wrapped around Jakes waist before he could commit to leaving the basement.
“Will you take me to bed and make love to me Hangman?”
His breath caught and his fingers dug a little deeper into your shoulder. “Yes, I think that is something I can do Mrs. Seresin.”
It wasn’t long before you were in your bedroom once again for the evening. This time you couldn’t stop kissing Jake. The night dress he had helped you put on was gone, and you were shoving his boxers and sleep pants down in one go. Once you were pressed naked against each other, the boiling heat reignited in you.
The nips he left against your throat had you gasping, and it wasn’t long before you were settled beneath him. Taking his cock in your hand you stroked him lightly, knowing you need more slick for the action. However, when you let go, he groaned and rolled his hips against yours, making you gasp.
“Please,” you asked him. You had enough teasing for the night.
Lining himself up, Jake eased into you. You moaned at the slow stretch as he entered you. He worked in with some short slow thrusts, until your hips met. You both let out panting breaths as you adjusted, you wrapped one of your legs around his hips and and arms around his neck pulling him down to kiss you again.
He knew exactly how to please you. He didn’t give you erratic thrusts, instead rolling up into you at a steady pace. His forehead pressed against yours when he broke off your kiss.
“ You are such a good girl for me,” he told you.
“You treat me so good. Make me feel so good,” you responded. You scratched his neck lightly then gripped his earlobe rubbing it. He rewarded you with an extra hard thrust causing you to gasp.
The grind of his pubic bone against yours, stimulated your clit in the most delicious way. Jake groaned  into your ear when you starting pressing your hips back up into his.
“What do you need baby?” He asked you.
“Fuck Jake, I just need you. All of you.” You purposely clenched your walls around him. His slow short thrust started to get longer then, and he was chasing his own end. You reached down and started to rub your own clit. It sent a zing up your back.
Jake loved to run his mouth, and sex wasn’t an exception. Praise and endearments spilled from his lips with out a thought. He called you his princess, a good girl, told you that you had the prettiest pussy he had every fucked. He came when you couldn’t stop yourself from biting into the juncture of his neck and shoulder hard.
Jake filled you up, with a few more stuttering thrusts. You worked your clit through it, a final swirl, allowing you to slip over the edge crying out his name, working your hips against him.
When you started to come down from your highs, Jake pressed sweet kisses to different places on your face and finally a chaste sweet press to your lips. He moved to roll to his side and off his arms that had to have been getting tired. However, you didn’t let him, instead with your legs wrapped around his waist you urged him to ease more of his body weight onto yours.
The weight of him and the feel of his body was comforting, it allowed you to ground yourself in the moment.  It was a reminder to your brain and body that he was finally home with you again. You didn’t release your hold on him for a few more minutes and until he was soft in you.
When you did let go, he went to get a towel to clean you up with.Then Jake went to the kitchen and brought back water from both of you, telling you in a stern voice not to move while he was gone.
It wasn’t hard to do what he asked now that so much tension had been released from your body. When he slid into the bed next to you again, cuddling up to your side you felt whole and content for the first time in months. There was mumbled I love you’s and sweet nothings with soft caresses.
You knew in the morning you two would have a lot to talk about again. You would have to catch up on how he was feeling about his TAD deployment, schedule appointments, do laundry, clean up the playroom. Eventually you would have to show him the boxes full of his photos and go through them. For tonight though you could could sleep contently with your husband at your side, and you know you were loved.
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eyelessfaces · 1 year
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packing
santiago garcia x reader
summary: you're moving out. santi helps you packing, and it's the perfect occasion to finally talk about everything unsaid between the two of you.
warnings: mentions of sextoys for some reason....... don't look at me like that. sexy times mentionned and implied, the fic fades to smut so it kinda starts but nothing too steamy
tags: f!reader, mutual pinning, friends to lovers
word count: 1.8k
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“Heard you needed help. I’m your man” were Santiago’s words before he winked at you and stepped into your half empty apartment.
You moved out at the beginning of next week, and because the laziness got the best of you you now had to rush to finish packing your stuff. 
You had started when you were determined, all energy gone once your back hurt at the end of your first day of packing, and you hadn’t continued since. And this was your mistake.
You could have been wiser and you could have started packing gradually, a bit every day but no– procrastinating had sounded so much better to your “it’s cool, I still have time” ears. 
You had started panicking when you realized it was Saturday already, so you had called your friend group in hope that they could help you get this covered, except they all happened to be conveniently busy. Except for one of them.
“I heard Santi’s available” was Frankie's casual reply when you called him to ask for his help, and you swore you had heard him smirk over the phone when he said this.
You honestly doubted Frankie, Benny and Will all happened to be busy, and you firmly believed that for a good reason; they had been doing their best to isolate you and Santiago since you had kissed at Benny’s birthday party.
Even though you had tried to resonate with them by telling them that you were both drunk and that this kiss probably didn’t mean much to Santiago, they had been actively keeping on trying to get the two of you to have a conversation about it.
Except as of now, packing was your priority. 
“Thank you for coming to help me. I’ve been procrastinating doing this and I don’t know if I’d be done by tomorrow night doing this all by myself” you sighed, picking up an empty cardboard box and throwing it to Santiago. 
He caught it and pinched a smile.
“No problem hermosa, you know I’m more useful helping you here than watching TV naked on my couch. Where do I start?” he asked, walking through your living room and looking at the boxes you had already packed used to support the TV, since you had already emptied and packed your TV stand.
“Would be nice if you could finish the bookcase next to the couch. You can put the CDs with the books, just name the box with both” you instructed, picking up the marker from the floor and handing it to him.
“Yes ma’am” he smiled taking the marker from your hand in a swift motion, determined to start his job and to do it right. Maybe the other boys not being here would actually profit you and you would be faster with your task, no distractions around.
“You know you’re not getting out of here without explaining why you watch TV naked” you said going back to the kitchen where you had started packing all your cooking tools. It was a kitchen opened on the living room, so you were not far from each other.
He chuckled. “Well because why not” he replied as he sat on the floor to empty the lower part of the bookcase.
“Why” you insisted, placing your cooking tools strategically in the box so everything would fit perfectly.
“You know I’m not the only one who does it. I mean– staying home naked. Frankie does it too. Well not anymore since his daughter was born but he used to do it”
“Bless that kid” you chuckled. “Still doesn’t answer my question” you asked looking back at him.
“It’s comfortable” he shrugged. “Things swaying freely” he said turning to look at you, a smirk on his face.
“Okay I’ll stop asking questions” you laughed shaking your head.
An hour and a half later Santiago had finished packing your living room, leaving only the couch and TV surrounded by cardboard boxes. You were also almost done with the kitchen except for a few cabinets and of course still leaving out the essential: a few forks, knives and spoons, and a few glasses and plates.
“Need help for the kitchen?” he asked, sitting on the counter.
“Yep, I was about to empty my mug cabinets. I have a lot” you nodded. You grabbed another cardboard box and sighed when you looked around but didn’t find what you were looking for. “Fuck can you get me the bubble wrap? I must have left it in my bedroom when I was packing the perfume bottles in my drawers”
“Sure be right back” you thanked him before starting to get the mugs out of the cabinet, placing them on the counter waiting for him to come back to start wrapping them.
Santiago went into your room and searched for the roll. 
Walking towards your bed, he saw something looking like what he was looking for peeking out from under your bed, it had probably rolled and gotten under there accidentally. 
He kneeled down to pick it up, noticing a black plastic box placed under your bed. He chuckled to himself before the pain in his knees reminded him that he couldn’t stay in this position for long, grabbing the bubble wrap roll and standing back up.
“Nice sextoys collection” he threw with a smug smile as he came back to the kitchen, handing you the bubble wrap roll.
You almost dropped the mug between your hands. “Wha– don’t tell me you–”
“No, but now I have the confirmation that it’s really your toy box” he laughed, and even harder when he saw your startled and slightly embarrassed face.
“You want a medal or something” you chuckled, taking the roll from his hands, your own hands not even capable of functioning correctly. You would definitely be losing some mugs after that.
“Hey don’t be embarrassed” he nudged your side. “Ever used them with someone else?” he asked leaning against the counter.
“Jeez Santi” you laughed. You looked at him and rolled your eyes. “Tried to. The guy didn’t want to because he saw it as its enemy. Turns out its enemy did a way better job than him afterwards” you explained wrapping one of your least favorite mug so you wouldn’t regret it if it slipped from your slightly trembling hands. 
“Mh I see” he said reaching to grab one of the mugs to help you wrap them. “You just haven’t tried with the right guy yet” he sighed, turning to look at you.
You focused on arranging the box correctly to avoid his gaze as your cheeks heated at his words, trying to discard the feeling. “Probably” you mumbled. Probably.
Santi plopped down on your couch, a low grunt leaving his mouth as he did so.
You wiped your forehead with the back of your hand, exhaling in relief.
You were done. It seemed impossible, but here you were, everything packed.
“Wanna drink something as a reward?” you offered before you could sit down for good.
“Got a beer?” he asked raising his eyebrows.
“Yup” you said turning around to grab them from your refrigerator.
You uncapped them and sat down on your couch next to him, handing him his beer. He clinked his bottleneck against yours and you smiled, taking a sip before letting out another sigh of relief.
“Seriously, thank you. I couldn’t have done it without you” you declared smiling at him, and he finished his sip before smiling back at you.
“Eh if I hadn’t helped you who would have?” he rhetorically asked, chuckling.
“Right” you sighed, remembering the sarcastic exclamation point at the end of Benny’s message when he said he couldn’t come, Will’s fake pondering face when he did a quick review of his schedule when you called him on facetime, and of course Frankie suggesting Santi’s presence.
“You know they’re not really busy right” he questioned, turning to you and leaning his arm against the back of your couch. You threw a single nod before taking a sip of your beer. “You know they just want us to figure out what’s going on between us, right?” he asked, raising an eyebrow.
You sighed and looked over at him. “I know. I think they made that obvious”
He scratched the light stubble on his chin and put his beer down on the floor before returning to his previous position.
“Then what’s going on between us?” he asked tilting his head, and he smiled when he saw you chuckling. “What? I think we should give them what they want or they’re never gonna stop” he shrugged.
“Okay.” you cleared your throat before going further. “Well, I don’t know what’s going on between us but I liked kissing you” you admitted, immediately taking a sip of your beer after delivering your words. You were almost embarrassed at how fast your heart was beating.
He smugly smiled and looked you up and down.
“As friends?” he asked playfully, throwing his chin at you.
“Dunno, you?” you asked, mirroring his smile, putting your beer down on the floor too. You looked back at him and he shrugged.
“Well all I can tell you is I was drunk but I think I know what I was doing” he said with a single nod, pinching his lips into a small smile. “And I enjoyed it.”
“That’s good to know” you replied playfully, your gaze going back and forth between his lap and his face. “You’d do it again?”
“Do what?” 
“Kiss me, idiot” you chuckled, planting your elbow against the back of the couch.
“Question or order?” he asked rhetorically, a smirk plastered on his face. You playfully hit his arm when you realized you had been tricked, and he nudged your side. “Answer the question”
Your face inched closer to his, and you tilted it slightly before answering. “Order” your voice was barely louder than a whisper. 
His thumb and forefinger grasped your chin after your implied consent, and it took him a very short time to press his lips against yours once he was sure you both wanted it.
He kissed you and he knocked the air out of your lungs, your hands buried in his graying curls and his hands traveling up and down your curves. 
You made out intensely, laying down on your couch, his body hovering over yours as he practically fucked his tongue into your mouth.
“If that wasn’t abundantly clear, not as friends, no” you panted against his slightly swollen lips once you pulled away for air.
“Good. Good choice” he said biting down on his bottom lip, laughing when you yanked his face down to kiss him again. He kneaded one of your breasts while his tongue plunged in your mouth, his thumb brushing against your hard nipple, and you moaned in his mouth as a result.
He pulled away from your mouth, his own shifting towards your ear.
“Hey I thought maybe we could make some use of that box under your bed. It’s not packed yet after all” he whispered, unable to cover the devilish grin on his face or the excitement in his voice. 
And in his pants, too.
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asmolfolk · 29 days
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Hi S. Can I request hc for Hades (RoR) and fem s/o? S/o is having a bad day and Hades comforts her intimately? 18+ and fluff please. Have a good day/night!
After a long time, guess who is back again? I finally finish my studies and I'm just chilling right now. So, as I'm in a Hazbin Hotel, HSR, Wuthering Waves and ZZZ brainrot And, I'm trying to get back at my feet for writing - if this isn't good is because of that :< (Also if any of you noticed that I didn't put dialogues with the S/O, it's mostly for her to also represent people with disabilities that makes them rely on sign language and everything <3) Also! If anyone is interested in Hazbin Hotel AU's, I have an > alternative Account < for drawings [what will include my au's <3] and also, I will probably start posting some X reader and long fanfics in my AO3 account. Also, I post some arts in my Twitter <3 Click on the pink text to go to the links <3 —— —͙ – -✰ Fandom: Record of Ragnarok / Shuumatsu no ValkyrieCharacters: Hades. Warnings: Smut! —— —͙ – -✰
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Hades x S/O: Feelings.
Hades is a simple man: The world could BURN and he wouldn't bait an eye, he doesn't care about humans, about other gods - except for his beloved, Persephone and his Brother. You and Persephone are the only ones who would make Hades go against his brother, against everything he worked so hard to maintain. Hades has no limitation when the topic were the two of you. Even if he wasn't in a romantic relationship with Persephone, this would be the same. You, bless your soul, already knew about his completely devotion - First of all, he never tried to hide it. Anubis, Thanatos and other gods associated with death noticed his demanour since the beginning. [And Thanatos is oblivious as fish swimming in the sea.] Not only that, but also: Loki RUINED your outfit, Hermes had to get you to the underworld - you were so close to breaking down in front of Loki...
This whole event was too much for you, especially because Hermes wouldn't let you interact with him. You had to go to Hades's room and already saw him, he was just with his pant while he seemed to be a bit... Tired, but, he just needed to look at you to have a smile.
"My beloved... What a pleasure seeing you" He looked at you and got closer, taking your hand after seeing the ruined outfit and the dirt, he was immediately pissed "What happened? Who did this to you?"
You couldn't bring yourself to answer him properly, your words were left to nothing as you sobbed, the gibberish you were saying didn't make him understand what was happening, but he knew that you needed a hug... And a bath.
"Come on, my beautiful wife... Let's take a bath"
Hades would spend his whole time just bathing you, hearing you spill your heart to him, telling him about everything that has gone wrong... And he would tell you how amazing you were, how strong you were and to praise you as you continued your story. Only when you were finished telling him everything, he would start to clean you up, he would dare to pick a cloth for you, he would just carry you - again - to his room and lay you down to the bed.
"My wife... Would you like me to sing you praises?" He always said that before going at you... And, as anyone would say. You just nodded. He was imediately, holding your thighs, letting space for him to be in between them "If you want to stop, just say 'Stop', okay? I wouldn't want to overwhelm you." He was always sweet, he always putted your own pleasure as his top priority... He didn't care if he didn't have a shot, if he didn't touch himself... He could be satisfied with just making you feel pleasure.
He started as always, kissing your clit as one of his hand started to do circles through your entrance until he started to push his fingers in and out, he was relief at hearing your moans and pleads to be faster. He just gave anything that you asked him, he started sucking your clit as his fingers started to get faster. As a reflect, you imprisioned his face against your thighs, you felt like you could suffocate him - until you remembered that gods don't need to breath. Hades didn't even cared with how much your legs trembled as he guided you to a much deserved orgasm.
He drinked it, drinked and licked anything left. He - as always smiling and looking at you with pride and love - would just take of his gloves and touch your face. "Do you feel better, my love?" After losing your senses for a second or so, you could only rely on your lips reading to tell him Yes. He would lay at your side, holding your waist and softly caressing your cheeks. "You can sleep if you want to, my beloved wife... I will wait for you."
The day was too much for you... But at least, you would sleep peacefully with your husband at your side, hugging you as if you were close to disapear.
—— —͙ – -✰ The next posts will be: OC x Reader, ROR x Reader and Hazbin Hotel x Reader. Stay tunned <3 [Hazbin Hotel will include Oc's, but they are just there for plot - Since it will be a long fic.]
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Oikawa x injured reader
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Background: you are Seijoh’s manager (you’re a second year) and you were running with the boys and you trip and twist your knee and in the process and tear your meniscus
Y/N= First name
L/N= last name
F/C=favorite color
F/F=favorite food
I/C/N= Incel name
YOUR POV
I had gone to school this morning in a rush so as not to be late. But alas luck was not on my side today
Because I ended up being over 20 minutes late to class and with the rain I hadn’t seen a light pole and ran right into it thus cracking one of my glasses lenses in a spiderweb fashion now rendering my left eye useless and my vision doubled
I sprinted through the halls to my class and was fortunately able to slip in undetected before attendance was even called only to be grossly hit on by the classroom’s resident greasy sleaze ball nice guy upon my immediate entrance.
“Well well m’lady will you finally go out with me or be a fool and go out with some jerk?”
“I-I’m sorry I/C/N I’m just… not interested in you.”
“Wow you’re so rude L/N and I’ve been sooo nice to you”
I just avoided eye contact and just went to a nice darker corner of the room to get away from him and pray for the day to end without another absolute travesty happening again 
But alas
This was not the case
“YYYYYYYYY/NNNNNNNNNNNNNN-CHAAAAAAAAAAAN!”
Of course Tooru fucking Oikawa had to come bursting in to the one class I had with the greasy incel 
“What do you need Oikawa-San?”
“Y/N-chan we are having an extra practice next class and I thought I would come to tell you!”
“IS THIS WHY YOU WON’T GO OUT WITH ME?!? BECAUSE YOU’RE WITH HIM?!?!”
“I/C/N it’s not-“
“SO I’M JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?!?!”
“SHUT UP CAN’T YOU SEE I’M TRYING TO TALK TO THE MANAGER OF OUR VOLLEYBALL TEAM?!?!”
“Anyway Y/N-chan you’re free to join us at anytime but maybe you’ll wanna come early? We’re thinking of also planning a team bonding activity”
I realized I had a choice to go and join them when the teacher looked at me and nodded her head
“Of course I’ll help!”
And of course riiiiiiiiiiight when I got up and got to where Oikawa that nasty incel started screaming out a bunch of incoherent curses  and… interesting expletives 
Thankfully Oikawa had speedily put his hand to my lower back and escorted me out 
“You deal with that everyday?”
“Yeah but it’s fine. As long as I ignore him there’s no worry”
“That doesn’t change that he’s being creepy and you shouldn’t have to deal with that”
“Just drop it Oikawa-san I can’t have you worrying about something that might cloud your mind”
TIME SKIP TO PRACTICE
“Alright boys I want all of you to go run to the track, run 2 laps and run back to build your endurance” the coach said while very specifically looking at Kyotani and as if to say ‘if you so much as get a scrape competing against each other I’ll skin you alive’
“Pardon my interruption coach but may I also run with the team? I’m trying to build my lung capacity for band again”
“Sure just make sure to keep an eye on Oikawa and Kyotani and not get lost”
And with that we were off
I put one headphone in and started jogging. At first I was at the middle of the pack but I steadily made my way to the front and when I finally made my way to the front I started running faster up the slope that would take us to the track.
By the time we finished the first lap out of my right ear I heard fast and thundering footsteps only to see Kyotani trying to sprint past me in order to assert his dominance but I sped up to double the pace of my music before starting my breathing technique for running thus officially leaving everyone in the dust.
I did not however account for Oikawa wanting to assert his dominance over Kyotani and Oikawa started SPRINTING not to catch up with me but to beat Kyotani. There was uh…one problem though.
Oikawa was EXTREMELY fast and had long legs (longer than mine like sheesh) I was worried he was gonna get hurt by trying to outrun everyone and right as he was finally catching up to me and about to pass me I started screaming “SLOW DOWN OIKAWA YOU’RE GONNA HURT YOURSELF AGAIN”
He IMMEDIATELY stopped running and only decided to run next to me and keep my pace since I already had out run the whole ass team and had lapped half the team
There was just one problem
The song changed to be faster
Like 30 BPM faster
So as the tempo changed in the music the tempo in my feet changed
“Y/N-CHAAAAAAAN SLOW DOWN I CAN’T KEEP UUUUUUUP”
“Sorry Oikawa but I gotta keep pace with my music for my training!”
He never caught all the way up to me but he stayed close behind
Which was a curse and a blessing for what I didn’t know what was coming  
Because right after we got off the track I got my foot stuck in a hole and twisted my knee as I fell
“Y/N-CHAN!!”
“I’m okay Oikawa i just fell is all” which was true but I had to down play my injury in order to get better all around and to keep helping the team
“NO YOU’RE NOT YOU CAN’T FOOL ME! YOUR KNEE IS NOT OKAY! WE NEED TO GET YOU TO THE INFIRMARY!”
“I’m okay! Really! I can walk see?”
I then stand up only for my knee to betray me and give out
“Y/N”
He then runs to my side as I’m on the ground trying to quickly re-adjust my knee so it at least looks normal to make sure Oikawa doesn’t worry which could lead to me not being able to participate
“OH MY GOD Y/N ARE YOU OK?!?!?!”
“I-I’m ok I just need a few seconds to get up and walk it off is all-“
And of fucking course fucking Kindaichi catches up with us and that piece of shit of course calls out:
“HOLY SHIT L/N-SENPAI WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR KNEE IT’S ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE”
So now there’s all this yelling because of Kindaichi’s panic call out and this of course brings on a new wave of panicked screaming from Oikawa and a now frantic Iwaizumi charging towards me
“It’s ok I-I’ll be fine I can walk it off. I always do I’m fine”. 
“OI WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?” Oh of course Iwaizumi jumps into this mess
of course Oikawa jumps back into this and it becomes apparent that he’s not giving up on this and I realize there might not be an out for this.
and finally after what seemed like ages Oikawa comes back to me but with Iwaizumi this time 
“Y/N I’m going to pick you up by your armpits and Oikawa is gonna help me get you back to the gym ok?”
“I’ll be fine Iwaizumi-san I can make it back fine”
“Nope we’re carrying you. Actually I’m going to relocate your knee so you’ll be in less pain”
“Nonononononononono I’ll be ok really I just need to not be a baby and walk it off.”
“Oi Shittykawa hold her still so I can do this ok”
Oikawa crouched down near me and wrapped his arms around my upper body and as Iwaizumi was putting my knee back in place, Oikawa decided that I needed a stronger distraction than just a surprise hug from behind 
And so he decides to dig his fingers into my ribs and starts plucking at them like an electric guitar and nuzzling my cheek with his nose
“Waiahaihahahahahahait nohohohohohohohho oikahahahahahahahahawa thahahat tihihickles pleahehehehehehehse”
“Sorry Y/N-chan but you need this and you know what they say, laughter is the best medicine! Isn’t that right Iwa-chan?”
“I hate to say it but he’s right for once, it helps produce endorphins which lessens pain”
“I-hihihihihihihihihihihi neheheheheheehehehever sahahahahahahahaid ihihihit huhurt”
“Y/N-chan! What kind of captain would I be if I let our precious manager be hurt! And besides you’re always there for us so it’s only fair that we’re here for you!”
He of course moves his hands from my ribs to my tummy and that made it worse and made me squirm more than I had before and on top of that my laughter went from just barely held back giggles to full blown belly laughter
That gave Iwaizumi his chance to fix my knee and while I was distracted he got my leg and readjusted it at the knee, but as he was snapping my knee back to the correct position Oikawa went down to my hips and started scribbling there with his nails and I went WILD
“OIKAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAWAHAHAHAHAHAHA NOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NOHOHOHOT THEHEHEHERE NOHOHOHOT THEHEHEHRE PLEAHEHEHHEHESE”
“Awwww how cute! Your laugh is so pretty! I could just eat you up! Coochie coochie coo! Tickle tickle tickle tickle tickle~!”
“Oi Shittykawa I’m done you can stop now”
“Come now Iwa-chan are you hearing her laughing? She never laughs! And she’s so cute!”
“We have to get her back to the club room so her knee can get checked out by the nurse”
“Awww ok.” And he pouts and lets me go as my giggles finally die down and I try to get up but quickly get pulled back to the ground only to immediately be picked up again princess style by Oikawa.
Timeskip~
I had been taken back to the club room and the nurse had confirmed that on top of the dislocation of my knee I must have dislocated my meniscus and will need a brace as well as crutches for a week or 2.
“But will I be able to march?”
“I’m afraid not my dear for 2 weeks”
I was about to pipe in calling bullshit only to be cut off by Oikawa:
“It’s ok Y/N-Chan you have us to help you! Besides I’ve dealt with something similar before as you know so I can give you some tips and tricks too.” He says as he wraps his arms around me and nuzzles into my neck affectionately
I immediately get flustered by this and the nurse pipes in
“I-I’ll step out for a second so you 2 can have a moment to process”
Smooth. Real smooth
“Now that we’re alone I want to ask you something Y/N-chan. Just hear me out ok?”
“O-ok”
“I know we’ve known each other since early-ish middle school and that’s a long time, but I want to ask you something, will y-you go on a date with me Y/N-chan? I know this seems sudden but it’s been sitting for a while and I couldn’t just let it wither away in my brain. but If it already wasn't obvious to you Y/N-chan I've really liked you for some time and there’s no way I can live without you by my side. Every waking moment I’m with you it feels like a dream that I never want to wake up from”
“A-are you s-saying y-you l-like me O-Oikawa-san?”
“Yes Y/N-chan I do. More than that actually.” He says as he gently takes my hands in his and looks directly at me in my E/C eyes and smiled warmly. “It’s actually quite interesting how you didn’t notice~”
“I had no idea you felt that way. Considering you could have any girl you want and-”
“Y/N I swear to God if you say that you’re not good enough I might actually scream.”
“Oikawa-san! You can’t cuss! Hypocrite!”
Then he stuck his tongue out at me and blew a raspberry as he crossed his arms too.
“I didn’t use dirty language though! But on a separate note you better not say you’re good enough for me~”
“Ok but when you have creeps like I/C/N hitting on you and no one else then it gives that impression.”
“Ewwwww how dare he. I’m still jealous because there are boys from the baseball team who hit on you. Like just cause you can hit a ball with a stick doesn’t mean you’re good enough for Y/N-chan”
“What do you mean ‘good enough for me’? I’m not good enough looking for that high of a standard.”
“Look I love you and everything but you are painfully oblivious. A LOT of boys look at you. And you should have better standards because your looks? Stunning. Your personality is amazing too”
He walked over to me again and looked at me. 
“But you ha-” 
And he kisses me
“Oikawa-”
“Sorry Y/N-chan I couldn’t let you keep saying that stuff about yourself” 
He just shrugs after that whole bombshell drop and sits down next to me on the bed and puts me on his lap
“Hey careful of the brace!”
“I know I know. And weren’t you the one telling me to be careful about mine~”
“Sh-shut up” I said getting flustered
“You know you love me~”
1 WEEK LATER…
“Alrighty boys you’ll be running up the hill to the track, 2 laps around the track and back down again. Except you L/N because you’re injured.”
“Awwwww come on coach I think I can do it! Pleeeeeease?
Then Oikawa piped in with the rich statement of: 
“L/N you remember the doctor telling you to stay off it for 3 weeks and be on crutches for that time” 
“Well I feel fine so screw it. A week is enough for me.”
“How about this coach, since I myself have been having problems with my knee I’ll stay back with her to make sure she doesn’t try anything sneaky.”
Iwaizumi had taken this as his chance to chime in:
“Wow shittykawa is doing something mature for once and taking care of himself at the same time”
And with that they were off 
I had tried to get up as they were leaving when Oikawa had looked away for just a second 
But 
I did not succeed
“Hey where are you going you goofball?” Oikawa said as he grabbed onto my hips and pulled me into his lap this undoing my work to stand up again. 
“Y-you can’t keep me down for long Oikawa!”
“Yes I can darling~just watch” as he finished saying that he put me between his legs and put them over mine to prevent me from standing again
“Oh and just for good measure to make sure you can’t escape~” he had grabbed both my wrists with one hand and started tickling me in all my weak areas on my tummy, sides, ribs etc. 
“Oh look at that it seems my little Y/N-chan can’t move~ too bad she tried to fight me earlier forgetting I’m bigger in both weight and height.”
“SCREHEHEHEHEW YOUOHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA”
The end (part 2 maybe. Idk)
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bullet-clubs-bitch · 8 months
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Anyway I can request a part 2 to The Secrets Out? Maybe Y/N ends up pregnant at some point and she has to relinquish her championship and during the duration of her pregnancy LuFisto continues to cause problems for the reader and her little family (consisting of Isla, Christian, and their Unborn child) and it starts causing her problems and Christian helps her in every way that he can?
The Secret's out Pt 2
An: This is already long and I didn't want to make it longer so there will be another part with the LuFisto drama and how Christian helps the reader
Summary: Y/n returns to the ring after her broken nose like she never missed a beat. But everything changes when Y/n unexpectedly becomes pregnant. How will this affect not only her relationship with Christian Cage but her career in AEW?
Word count: 3115
Warnings: Swearing, mentions of injury and vomit (I think that’s everything)
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Six weeks had gone by faster than I expected and before I knew it I would make my return just in time for forbidden door. Within those six weeks I was gone many things happened, the drama with LuFisto had pretty much been settled and I was able to bond more with Isla. Christian was home when he could and when he was home the three of us would do ‘family things’. Whether that was going to the zoo, the park or just going out for ice cream. The end of June was soon approaching which meant Isla would soon be on Summer Break. Which also meant ‘Mr. Father of the year’ would bring his spawn to work if he wanted to.
Since I had been spending the majority of 5 weeks with just Isla I wanted to make the last week of our bonding time special before I had to go back to work. She had just finished school so I thought now would be a perfect time for us to go on a little trip just the two of us to celebrate a successful school year. Isla picked on Florida and since I have a home in Ft. Lauderdale I thought it would be a perfect fit. 
Although the trip would only be 3 days since I had to arrive in Chicago on Tuesday to make my return we made the best of it. The first day we arrived we spent at the beach building sand castles, walking on the boardwalk, going shopping in the cute stores by the beach and getting ice cream. By the end of the day we were exhausted, Isla even fell asleep in the car ride home. As much as I wanted to let her sleep she needed to wash off all of the sand. As I carried her from the car to the house I couldn't help the warm feeling I had. I know she is not my biological child but within these past weeks I couldn't help but feel like she was. Earlier today when we were on the beach an old lady came up to me and said how I was a good mother for taking her daughter for a fun beach day. I didn’t even correct her, I just thanked the lady and wished her a good day. From a far glance I guess we could be related. We both had blond hair, Isla had blue eyes while mine were green but you could tell that she was Christian Cage’s daughter. 
The second and third day of the trip also went well. We did lots of shopping, spent time at the pool, went to the park, and the fair just so happened to be in town so of course we had to go. Soon enough I was on a flight to Chicago to make my appearance on Dynamite the week before forbidden door. 
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Wednesday
Since I had gone straight from Florida to Chicago I had Isla with me. Christian was also at Dynamite so he was excited to show his daughter all around the arena. It felt a bit weird to be back mostly because of the terms I felt on. Leaving with a broken nose and drama only to be welcomed back with smiling faces that were glad to have me back. 
“Good to see ya back friend” said a familiar voice who gave me a hug from behind. When I turned around I noticed that the familiar voice was Willow Nightingale. “Oh Hi Willow!” I told her with a sigh of relief. “You gave me a heart attack” “Sorry” she apologized “Are you still on edge about what happened?” Of course she had to ask that question. The truth was although the ‘gosip’ died down it still had me feeling on edge. The photo of Isla Christian and I walking on the boardwalk of the beach by our house haunting me. I still felt like I was being watched but unsure by who. “I guess you could say that” Willow looked at me with a sympathetic look. “Ya know what It’s fine, I’m fine” that was a lie “ This is the kind of stuff you sign up for” I told her, trying my best to sound un bothered by the situation even though I knew she knew I was lying. 
“Okay, then. You know the plan for tonight?” Willow asked. “Yep, see you soon!” 
I was a bit upset since this storyline would be a bit rushed but the plan for forbidden door was for me to put my ROH women's championship on the line against Willow who currently held the NJPW Strong Women's Championship. Regardless we would put on a great performance, in the meantime I had to get ready for the show. 
***
The time had come, everything was finalized and 10 minutes from now I would make my return. 
“You ready?” Christian asked me “Hopefully, I’m a bit nervous” I told him truthfully “I’m sure you will be fine!” I gave him a smile before mouthing him a thank you for his support during my six weeks off. Just then I felt a tug on my shirt. When I looked I saw Isla holding something behind her back. “Yes” I told her “I made you something” Isla then revealed what she was hiding behind her back, it was a beaded bracelet. “You made this for me! That's so sweet! I am definitely going to wear this tonight!!” As she handed me the bracelet I couldn't help but stop in my tracks as I realized what it said. “Do you like it?” Isla asked me “Yeah…I love it” The bracelet had purple, pink and white heart beads. In the center it had three letter beads that read ‘Mom”. Christian noticed the bracelet and asked Isla what it said. “It says Mom. You are my new Mom right Y/n?” Mom, that was the first time she had ever called me something even close to that before. Unsure what to say I looked at Christian who offered a big smile. “I guess so, you can call me whatever you want okay?” “Okay!” She then gave me a big hug!
*** 
All out 2023
I have been officially back for a few months now and since then I have had 4 successful title defenses. Forbidden Door, Blood and Guts, ROH Death Before Dishonor and All In. All of the matches had gone quite well for the most part. At Death Before Dishonor I took a hard fall on my shoulder and needed to be on some medication. It was nothing a little KT Tape and Phiso couldn't fix. Tonight is All Out in Chicago and I’m currently waiting to see if I am medically cleared. Physically I felt fine but I guess one of the backstage doctors didn’t like the sight of my still bruised shoulder from All In. My opponent at All In was Athena, she was aware of the former injury to my right shoulder so like any good wrestler she used it to her advantage, targeting the shoulder in an attempt to secure the victory. Unfortunately for her it didn’t work and I retained my title. I wasn’t booked for the show tonight, which was fine but I would be accompanying Kris to the ring for her match against Ruby Soho. The outcasts are known for trouble and no way I was going to let them cheat and win. 
“I’m sure everything is going to be fine Y/n” Kris was kind enough to wait with me for the doctor even tho she had a big match tonight “I really hope so Kris, I don’t need another injury”   A few minutes went by and the doctor came out “Ms. Y/l/n” Shit, moment of truth. Kris held my hand as we awaited whatever news lied ahead.
“Your Pregnant” I felt my stomach drop. “What? That has to be some kind of mistake, there is no way I’m pregnant” I yelled at the doctor. “Well Ms. we ran a bunch of tests and your shoulder is fine but according to your blood you are pregnant. It is mandatory we run pregnancy tests through blood with every patient” I looked at Kris who was in shock just like me. “Would you like to know your options?” The doctor asked me. “What am I going to do?” I let out almost in a whisper. How irresponsible is this, the champ getting knocked up during one of the most historical reigns. I didn’t even want to think about what Christians reaction was going to be. “Well Ms. I can tell that this is a shock. I can go through methods of termination if you are interested” The doctor offered handing me a pamphlet. “Y/n, I really think you should talk to Christian before you make any decisions. This is his baby too and he deserves a right to know even if you decide not to keep it” Kris told me. She was right, Christian needed to know and I will tell him at some point. 
The PPV went well, Luchasaurus would retain the TNT championship against Darby Allin and Kris would defeat Ruby Soho to keep her TBS championship. I sat backstage with my friends watching the event trying to have a good time but I couldn't stop thinking about what that doctor told me. I didn’t want to tell Christian never mind my boss but I should have known he would find out about it sooner rather than later. “Y/n, Tony would like to see you in his office” Shit
I walked into the office terrified, how was I going to explain to my boss that his golden goose got knocked up. “Take a seat” I sat nervously 
“So, I spoke with the doctor” I said nothing. Partially because I had no idea what to say and the other part being embarrassed. “Is it true that you are pregnant?” He asked 
“Look Tony, I am really sorry. There must be some kind of mistake, I promise you I am a responsible adult. I feel fine, promise, but they told me that they ran a mandatory pregnancy test with my blood and it came back positive. I really don’t know what to do or say. Only Kris and now you know. I haven’t even told Christian yet.” 
He said nothing, he just wrote something down on a piece of paper. 
“Look, I know this is not an ideal situation for anyone. I’m not going to say anything ok. I’m sure you and I both know that the media is going to have a field day with this one. I think we should continue with the press conference as normal and if anyone asks about your ring status say you are waiting to get cleared. After that you should talk to Christian, see a doctor and we can go from there. We can always say you had to relinquish due to injury” The relationship between Tony and I had always been a bit different than others. I had been in AEW since day one and due to my extremely close relationship with the Elite I even became a producer for AEW along with doing my part to elevate the women's division in any way I can. Tony and I were actually friends so even though I knew him and he knew me he was still my boss and this conversation was uncomfortable on both ends. 
***** *Kris: You have to tell him at some point *Y/n: I know but it’s not the time *Kris: Y/n, If you don’t tell him soon I will just tell him *Y/n: Okay I will geez, not too sure how he will react to being a Father again at 50
The past few days had looked the same, Kris and I texting back and forth. Her trying to encourage me to tell Christian and me being too scared. I had been close on more than one occasion but the words wouldn't come out. I’m pretty sure Christian is starting to catch on too. 
After All Out the two of us went for dinner and when I didn’t have a drink with my meal Christian’s suspension started to grow. “So, what are we drinking tonight? I don’t feel like champagne, we could do a nice red or just grab a bunch of drinks? Vodka soda, that’s your favorite?” How was I about to explain that I would not be drinking, I mean I may or may not have a drinking problem. “Um, I think I’m not going to have a drink tonight” Christian looked at me with a shocked expression “Are you feeling alright? What happened to Y/n?” He said jokingly. I, however, was not laughing. “I’m fine, I just don’t feel like having a drink tonight.” I said a slight edge in my voice that I didn't mean to happen. “Alright then, I’m still getting a bottle of red if you change your mind” 
I knew I had to tell Christian, tomorrow was Dynamite and Tony needed answers. I went to the store and grabbed a few pregnancy tests. I knew I was pregnant but I needed to see it in order to really believe it, it’s one thing for someone to say you are pregnant but another to see a positive test in the flesh. Christian went out to grab a few things so I knew now would be a good time to get it over with. It wasn’t like I had never taken a pregnancy test before, I knew how they worked but I found myself sitting on the bathroom floor reading the instructions carefully to make sure I had done everything correctly. I peed in a cup then let the test soak in the cup for about 30 seconds before leaving it to sit for another 5 minutes to show the result. Those 5 minutes were the longest 5 minutes of my life. I looked at the test and of course it had two lines meaning I was pregnant. Of course I was in denial, so I took three more. I had bought four different kinds, the generic ones with two lines and the fancy digital ones. So far it wasn’t looking so good. Three tests had came back positive. Now I waited for the digital, *3-6 weeks pregnant*. 
This didn’t make sense? If I was at least 3 weeks pregnant that would mean that I wrestled All In pregnant? That match against Athena had been brutal, I got put through a dam table. How could a fetus survive that? I could feel my throat tighten as tears started to fall from my eyes. Just then I threw up. 
Christian’s pov
 I knew something was up the moment Y/n returned from her appointment with the doctor. Kris went with her since I wasn’t able to but I regret not going. Something must have happened because ever since the both of them had been acting weird. In an attempt to lighten whatever happened I offered dinner after the show with Y/n to cheer her up. She was hesitant with how late it would be but gave in. Everyone needs a good drink after a hard day at work so when Y/n declined a drink I was even more suspicious. “You know I have a drinking problem right? I think I should start being more careful on what I put in my body” Yeah something was definitely up. I wouldn't say Y/n had a drinking problem but in the years I’ve known her she has never once declined an offer to get a drink. The next few days had been no different. Isla had been with her Mom so it had just been Y/n and I. Everytime I tried to ask her what happened she would push me away, something that she doesn’t normally do. 
I went out to pick up a few groceries and once I returned I found Y/n sitting on the floor of the master bathroom with tear stained cheeks. I sat next to her and asked “What’s wrong?” nothing “If something happened the other day at work you can tell me you know” I waited, I knew she wanted to say something but was having trouble getting the words out. “You’re going to be mad at me” her words were so quiet it was barely a whisper. “Why would I be mad at you honey?” What would I be mad at? “Don’t yell, I’m sorry. I don’t know how this happened” Y/n had tears in her eyes as she spoke. “I won’t yell, I promise but I need to know what happened so I can help you” I told her carefully 
Just then she got up and handed me four items from the sink before returning to her spot on the floor. She was now fully crying and turned her back to me. It took me a minute to realize what I was holding in my hands. Four pregnancy tests, all different kinds but all were positive. “Are these real?” She turned to face me, mascara now ruined. “Are you mad at me?” I wasn’t mad but I was shocked, but I was also happy. “No sweetheart, I would never be mad at you. Especially over something like this” I gave her a hug to which she returned, burying her head in my chest as she continued to cry. 
I knew what this would mean, Y/n being pregnant would change everything. Although this was a shock I was so happy. We had never talked about having kids, Y/n was still in her prime and I was nearly 50. “What are we going to do?” I wanted Y/n to know that I would support her for whatever she decided. I mean she is making history with her current title reign and at the end of the day this is her body we are talking about. “This is your decision Y/n. I want you to know that I am happy about this but I understand if you don’t want to go through with this.” She looked at me with a sad smile. “Would I be crazy if I said I want to keep it? I still don’t understand how it happened in the first place but the more I think about it, I want to go on this journey with you Christian” I placed a kiss to her temple before saying “Don’t worry, I am going to be here with you for every second of it. We will do this together” 
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