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#this is the second time i write this cuz tumblr deleted my first one by the way!
capsaicinmybeloved · 6 months
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Capsaicin cookie general dating hcs!
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First thing you'll notice about capsaicin cookie is he is VERY high-maintenance
He really really really wants your attention, and if he doesn't get it he will get kinda sulky :(((
He's a very supportive boyfriend too, if you're into something he's gonna hype you up like he's your coach
Similar to that, if you're ever feeling down he'll be right by your side cheering you up!
He's also a very touch starved cookie, so naturally you'd assume he likes PDA a lot
And you're not wrong per se, but capsaicin is also very anxious about it
Considering he's literally made out of magma, he's scared of hurting you... he would never forgive himself!
But after a lot of reassurance, he's gonna start being comfortable with the idea of PDA, and once that happens, it is joever
He is gonna be hugging you, kissing you holding your hand, pretty much any and all things under the PDA umbrella all the time, nonstop
If you ever initiate it yourself though, he will be very flustered, and he'll be thinking about it for the rest of the year at least
Another thing is, capsaicin cookie talks about you all the time to anyone who's willing (or not) to listen
It's to a point where his friends know more about you than you'd think
Like kouign-amann knows your favorite foods and prune juice knows about your most recent hyperfixations
Capsaicin just likes you so much :((( he's thinking about you often :((( and he wants to talk about how much he loves you to other people :(((((
All in all, a very attentive and nice (albeit clingy) boyfriend, 10/10 a real cutie :>
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rene-darling · 1 year
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overstimming virgin xiao w a handjob !! he’s crying n whining cuz it feels so good <33
OVERSTIMMING- virgin xiao with a hand job♡︎
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This all feels so new to xiao! His tummy starts feeling weird the more you rub his pink tip "ah!- i-it feels w-weird! M-my tummy feels wei-..rd..n-no stOP" you can't help but be amused at his little antics.."oh your tummy feels weird..haha don't worry about it my dear alatus"
"N-no~ don't call me th-thaT" he couldn't help sounding so whiny while getting pleasured like this for the first time!
He's getting closer and closer you can feel it in the way his hips starts slightly shaking while he bucks into your hand
"I-IT feels weirder- Ah!" He came undone on the spot when you spat on his cute Lil dick ropes of pearly white liquid shot out of his coak coating your hand and his stomach white
You knew adepti bodies work differently from humans but you were sure none of your past partners have ever come this much before in one go!
Thinking about this you almost forgot about the fact that he came...without permission- now this was xiao's first time getting a hand job so you weren't really mad about that...you just wanted a reason for what you did next.
Thick Blobs of his cum coated his dick making it a lot easier than before to rub his dick "wh-what no..!no!no!no s-stoP" xiao whined louder than before, he wasn't expecting your attack on his dick so he did have enough time to prepare himself..not fair!
You rubbed his poor swollen dick in a fast pace "alatus. You know you have to ask permission to cum. Right, how are you gonna be my good boy if you can't even follow some simple rules huh."
"N-no NO i-... I'm your good boyy s-saY I'm your go- od boy!" Xiao was your good boy! He couldn't bear hearing that he wasn't! After a few seconds, you started hearing soft sniffles From your xiao which for some reason turned you on even more so you started pressing harder and rubbing faster
Because of the onslot on his little dick xiao couldn't stop the tears from flowing from his puffy eyes..
Those some turned into even bigger blobs of tears as he was getting even closer! "Pl-pleASe..tell m-me 'hic' i-im your go- go...good boy..right?..righs..ri-" you couldn't make out much of the sentence only bits and pieces..and of course him begging you to call him your good boy
"Xiao, ..alatus,,my good boy"
With just that one line his back arched even higher as he started full on sobbing and crying!..soon he came undone once more.. This time with much more force! If you didn't know any better you would have assumed that some of his cum reached the ceiling you knew adepti had different bodily functions but archons did he arrive!
You could hear his ragged breath,,almost making you feel bad for what you were about to say.."xiao. We're gonna keep doing this until you learn how to ask for permission"
You were sure any guests under or above you wouldn't be able to sleep at tonight with xiaos loud crying.
!Bonus¡
After Xiao comes back to his senses he ignores you the whole day!..why? Because of you his ass hurts everytime he tries to slay demons! Or even sit!!
𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐊-𝒕𝒊𝒑 «if you make him some almond tofu he'll let you fuck him againᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ»
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A/N...IM SRRY IF THIS IS TOO SHORT OR NOT WHAT YOU WANTED! I HAD TO WRITE THIS 2 TIMES BECAUSE TUMBLR DELETED IT THE FIRST TIME!(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ AND ITS 5AM ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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polariae · 2 months
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Hi my loves!
So I would like to inform u of some problems about the fanfic Savior i am Co working on and the truth on how my Fanfic Ideas of my OC Izumi x Geto got taken advantage of. And how the tragectory of everything went on. From the start to the reason why I wanted her to stop/delete my FF.
As u know I have had my OC Izumi for some years now as a staple in my artworks and I got so much love and curiosity from yall to know more about her. I ofc had a whole backstory in my mind already fleshed out from the start for Izumi, since i just love to make up stories and backgrounds for OC characters. Its just something that comes naturally and all my maladapive daydream girlies will know exactly what im talkin about 😂 and after so many DMs about wanting to know more about her i was like, a fanfic would be amazing to do!
The problem was, English is not my first or second language and I just didnt had the means to bring my thoughts rightly to paper. I also am really invested in drawing here and that takes up all my freetime already. So i had no time or skills to make this FF work.
Thats how I came across a tumblr user who had open a requests on her page so I dmed her. I liked her other work she made with Geto (even tho it was kinda brutal) i liked her writing style a lot. So I asked her if she would like to write this story with me. We agreed that I would give her my ideas and she would write it. I saw her as a friend and trusted her.
But soon she wanted to add and change things up, she said that thats how it is with co writing and thats just how its gonna be. I was okay with that at first, since the changes were sometimes beneficial and it was fun to brainstorm with her. It was clear that this was my vision and any changes had to get through me. We both agreed on that but I was naïve and let myself get talked into things. I just wanted her to keep writing and was dependent for her collaboration.
For anyone who read the FF: The character Kai was never planned by me, it was a character she wanted to have in it, hes someone who abused Izumi in her captivity. He was like the prisonguard of her. I was like okay fine u can add him but i said from the beginning that I do not want him to touch Izumi in a sexual way.
I shouldve known immediately that things will go south as the writer said she wanted to add sexual abuse in it.
I was very reluctant but I sensed how she spoke that she wouldnt wanna write further so I agreed in just very mild things, which already were awful enough but i tried to make the best out of her wishes. Since she was insisting. And i hoped that if id agree to this mild things that that would be it and hopefully not picked up further in the story and at last forgotten by the readers.
My only thing i always said was: I dont want to have any of this abuse to interfere with Izumis and Getos relationship. That was a big thing since I wanted them to have a romantic and loving relationship further on. The NSFW scenes were planned to be sweet, and sensual especially cuz Geto wouldve been all Izumi knew sexually and her first (and Geto is just peak hotness and perfect for that) Izumi should enjoy her firsts with Geto fully.
Going on she started to change more things.. and it got further and further away from how Izumi and all was. She started to change Izumi and her personality. Shes so far off of what I pictured her to be and what was discussed. But that wasnt the worst thing.
Then the writer just started to take things to new levels, Izumi having to be forced to suck Kai off for food, Kai fingering her to her orgasm against her will etc.
Pls know that she just posted the chapters without informing me, so i always tried to talk her into removing these scenes but to no avail.
Boiling point was now the latest chapters cuz she made Izumi have panic attack and flashbacks. Worst, she made her having one as Geto and Izumi tried to take things further in the bedroom. She made Izumi think of Kai and her sexual abuse. Tormenting Izumi with memories of Kai sexually abusing her when Geto was touching her. Its awful.
And that was what made me just so so sad. Cuz Kai wasnt even supposed to be in the story at all. And now exactly what I didnt wanted happened. At this point i wasnt even invested anymore in the story cuz it just wasnt enjoyable to read about all this mess. Izumi was snappy, her personality is weird and unpleasant and it was just such a weird vibe between Geto and Izumi. The writer always talked her way out by saying thats just how trauma works ect. Without acknowledging my wishes and my OC Izumi. Izumi and Geto just were soo weird together and after this all their whole dynamic was not there anymore. It wasnt loving, it wasnt sweet.
And i would like to add that im a sucker for Angst. Like im not someone who reads fluff. But this was even for me not even Angst anymore, it was just uncomfortable.
Like it was the drop that made it overfloat. What made me not wanting to be associated with it anymore. She wrote on many Autors Notes especially the recent ones, that she does not have the drive to write more on the FF. That she healfheartly literally ended the FF today in 3 chapters. This fanfic just has nothing to do with what I imagined anymore and im sad that i gave away all my ideas away to her tbh. If i had known I wouldve never asked her to write my ideas out. It also became her most read Fanfic. We discussed sooo many cool ideas and scenes for this fanfic till the end chapters like i just dont understand why she just insists in having this sexual abuse in it and tormenting Izumi. And also drag it over so many chapters. So many of you DMed me and said hoe uncomfortable it made u feel reading the latest chapters and how the storyline just didnt seem the same anymore. Which was as u see now absolutely true.
I asked her many times on why she insists on having sexual abuse in it so much? But shes never gave me an answer, no she tries to turn in on me saying "u agreed to it". Which as I discussed with u above was not what happened AT ALL. She says she cant remove it anymore, wether the scenes or Izumis mental torment and trauma. But she COULD.
ITS A FANFIC. U can always make it work.
Its also funny how she tries to say "im doing it for free" to hint that she can do whatever she wants. In that case i just have to say; i also gave all my ideas for free like? Its insane how this is even a conversation.
The gaslighting she is doing in the chat is hard to manage and Im srsly so sad and also annoyed that this had to happen.
I wont engage in this with her more cuz I have to keep my mental health in tact.
You saw how she is turning things around, how she manipulates and changes the context of conversations. I remember vividly how the first times she laughed at how emotionally invested i was in my story and belitteling me. I created Izumi nearly 4 years ago while I was batteling severe anxiety while i was homebound. How she always blackmailed me in saying "ur not paying me so I can do whatever I want" and when I then gave her some payed content for free she is now changing the narrative as if she never asked for money. I was the one who thought we would do this for fun and was always hurt when she talked about this tid for tad mentality.
I tried to build a friendship and let things that she said pass during our "friendship" out of good faith. I was hurt how she treated me and dismissed me and my character requirements and how now that I was the one saying I dont see her as a friend anymore she turns it around to make it seem im the "mean" one for now standing up for myself. I am still shook about this disingenious behavior. I never sent hate to her even tho she tries with all her power to say so. I even insisted to keep things kind and graceful. And after she shit on me and I saw that she wouldnt budge, I stood up for myself. Also; Calling me a bitch and telling me to fuck off is no "quirky" way to talk to people as seen below. Especially in this context.
Shes now deleting every comment that doesnt benefit her on the comment sections. Im not surprised. So be it.
Tbh I do not care anymore. I just made story posts but since she showed the DMs I wanted to post the truth for u to read here as well. Iwont let this negativity from her linger any longer and give her any platform.
As I said in the DM i rather had kept this private but I had to share the truth in this matter since she spread misinformation. You deserve to know how things really went behind the scenes. And im sick and tired that my kindness is always taken advantage of.
I had to speak up for myself, my Ideas and my OC. Thank u for all that messaged me and having my back! Everyone of u sent nothing but love and support my way my heart was bursting out of greatfulness.
I LOVE YOU.
If you've read so far im so so grateful for ur time. And in due time I will tell the real story of Izumi and Geto in a FF worthy of their love.
Latesr DMs she also posted but here with context.
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shotmrmiller · 24 days
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toni i am absolutely smashed rn and saw that u said we could rant in your inbox so here we go it will just be me gushing about how absolutely cool you are like ur account was one of the first i ever found after returning to tumblr since like 2015 and it’s really cool and you write so well and i’m GOBSMACKED that someone like you exists. hello?? beautiful. sunshine. stunning. the highlight of my day seein those lil toni drabbles on my page. embarrassing enoigh i was talking about cod with some irl friends and now we all read ur shit like a lil gaggle of groupies ha ha good stuff mwah never stop being so FREAKING cool (please accemt my proposal, i have ring pops you can have the green one it’s the best) also for the sake of sober me shhh pretend this never happened ok hve AN AMAZING!!! Day night morning evening afternoon.
peace, love, kyle garrick is so freaking sexy,
elle
take this simon art
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sorry i scribbled out my oc ok i’m SORRY remember to hydrate and continue on being FREAKING beautiful 🥰🥰🥰💖
idk how to delete that man i’m so sorry i figured out how to delete that last image it was a picture of an apple if you wanted context maybe i should add it back okay no i won’t
anyway sometimes i think about how badly i want biblically accurate ghost to love me and then i think about how i would probably cry if he breathed on me and then gag the second man starts cookin shit like beans on toast?? the fuck is that.
over and up and out,
elle aka elle
YOU ARE SO COOL TONI THANK YOU FOR EXISTING GOOD LORD
i don't remember the last time i had a ring pop but i'll accept it so long we get eloped i don't want a big ol thing but if we dont go to herculaneum then our marriage will be nulled faster than kim k's with that big brute from the NBA.
kyle is so freaking sexy i agree. i don't use that word cuz it gives me the heebies but for you, since youre one drink/edible away from gazing upon a biblically accurate angel in the flesh. feathers? eyes??? he's A CRAZY SEXY BABE and i'd let him stalk me :}
and i also think about BA!simon a lot.
lmfaooooooo beans on toast comment has me screaming
and you're SO real for scarring him up. i need simon with jagged scars that have puckered edges and some of them pull some skin taut and--
you get my picture. that man is simply grotesque and it makes him all that more alluring. like yes king, tell me all about how you got those scars.
+ his like resting bitch face is what i'm here for.
incredible art wish i had that kind of talent but alas all im good at is getting bruised like a peach and throwing my arse in a circle for fictional men 😔
drink your water or you're gonna have one killer headache lmao.
all blues with no clues,
toni ❤️
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wisecrackingeric-2 · 5 months
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Oooooooooo. Oh no. I’m breaking my super mysterious persona to use tumblr as a personal trauma dumping diary aur naur !!!!!!!! Uh vent under cut but I really R E A L L Y Need to reiterate I’m not looking for pity or sympathy at all I just need a place to write all this down!!!!!! If you have advice ofc that’s always welcome but I’m not trying to centre myself at all or make anything about me I just need a space to vent !!!!!
I’m obviously not the first person to say this but I REALLY REALLY HATE the passage of time. I hate that it’s almost the new years and all of my art and posts and other peoples art is gonna be from last year or just have the ‘2023’ label on it. I hate that people are going to move on from my interests and I am TERRIFIED that IIIIIII may also move on. That scares me so unbelievably bad. I hate it so so much I hate that I can’t just pause time or pause my anxiety or autism or ocd to make me stop worrying for two seconds. I hate that so many things are gonna be in the past- like what do you MEAN re4r is gonna be a YEAR OLD in March of next year???????? I cant do that shit man!!!!!!! I can’t see people move on!!!!!!!!!
I HATE being reminded of how fickle everything is so so so SO much. Everytime E V E R Y T I M E something good happens to me, it’s paired with something bad- literally every time without fail. I hate that I can’t enjoy those good things cuz I’m subconsciously constantly waiting for something bad to happen.
For the first time since I came out to my parents in March 2022 I feel like I actually have a future to look forward to. I feel like I actually have things to work towards!!!!!! Projects I can start!!!!!!!! Friends to enjoy them with!!! Things to be EXCITED about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But then like clockwork I’m brutally reminded of the fact that that could all come crashing down and all of my friends could dissapear off of the face of tumblr forever and it’s all fickle and delicate and why should I enjoy the present if I know bad things are gonna come right after???????????
I hate that this thing that’s brought me comfort and security in my life is so delicate. I could get hate crimed and ran off the internet like what happened on Twitter, my account could get deleted, Etc etc-
And worst of all I could loose my friends in the blink of an eye. They could take a break one day and never return. Something could happen to them and I’d never know. They could leave tumblr forever with no warning and I’d have no way of contacting them whatsoever. It’s happened before to me and it caused me SO much anxiety. I’ve had friends who’ve gone on breaks only to pass away and it leaves me wishing I’d DONE ANYTHING to help them or wishing that I spent more time with them or told them I loved them just a lil mroe
I’ve been so stressed out trying to finish as much stuff as I can before the end of the year cuz of arbitrary rules I’ve set for myself. This is the first time I get to be excited for the future yet I’m constantly knocked down and reminded WHY I SHOULDNT be excited.
Everything’s moving on and everything’s so delicate it could all slip away from me in a the blink of an eye and getting to the end of the year and seeing friends take breaks or say that they may have to leave for whatever reason is only making that anxiety worse.
Not to mention my goddamn parents got a divorce. I havent talked about it hete often cuz I feel like if I did it’d be all I talked about NDNEHENEJWN but it’s taken a MASSIVE toll on me. The fact that they’ll never be the same and I’ll never feel completely secure in life ever again has taken its toll on me.
I hate that there’s no solution to this. ‘Just move on/keep going in spite’ doesn’t work for me. I don’t WANT things to move on I don’t WANT things to change I don’t WANT to loose my friends and the community I’ve worked so hard to build and everything I’ve created again. I don’t wanna move on and it hurts so bad.
I don’t want the new years to roll around.
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coconurt · 11 months
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OKAY WRITER ASKS!!
*Plops down here*
2, 4, 5, 6, 7, 9, 13, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19 (Ehehe), 21, 22, 23, 27, 29
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK, BESTIE!!!!!
2. Do you read/reread your own fics? Yeah, sometimes!
4. How many WIPs do you have right now? 4 active ones!
5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write? Uhhh not sure. Probably something spicy lol
6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time? Weelll, not really, but the last fic I reread was we'll make it, i swear by taizi on ao3
7. How many ideas for fics do you have right now? Two! The one I'm working on currently, and the other raphsandra one I told you about :3
9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what you’ve written! No, not every day! Just when inspo strikes lol. *looks at the 1.1k I just wrote tonight*
~Leo's heart performed an uncomfortable twist in his chest. He instinctively reached behind his back for his swords. They weren't there. His- his katanas, they were gone-
"Easy, my child. You are safe," came a soft female voice from behind him.~
13. How much planning do you do before writing? None whatsoever. I have an idea, it kicks me in the gut, I write it down before I forget about it. Ya know how it goes~
15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters? I usually use song lyrics. cuz. ✨ aesthetics ✨
16. At what point in the process do you come up with titles? When I hear a good song lyric that fits the fic lol
17. What’s something you’ve learned about while doing research for a fic? That plaster and fiberglass are not necessarily the best way to patch a turtle shell >:3
18. What’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic?
~That was really it. His friend, his teacher, his everything was gone forever. Doomed to die separated from his family, trapped alone with a monster, just so the rest of them could live.~
The fic
19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs. Ehehe you get TWO teasers bestie :)
~"Are-" His voice cracked, and he started over. "Are they okay? Raph and Mikey and… and Donnie, are they-?"
Karai dipped her head, once.
"Would you like to see them?"~
21. Have you ever deleted an entire scene after spending hours laboring over it? If so, why? Yeah probably. I'm too tired to remember a specific one tho :P
22. Do you know how your fic will end before you start writing? Yes. When I first have an idea, the beginning, middle, and end kind of flash through my mind in the course of a few seconds lol
23. How do you choose where to end a chapter (if you have multi-chapter works)? I've never written anything with more than one chapter! Kinda want to tho...
27. Is there a fic you were nervous to post/share? Why? Probably the very first one I posted to tumblr here! Why? Cuz I was a nervous newb lol. I didn't have any reason to be tho, I got a few nice comments and it meant the WORLD to me
29. Share a bit from a fic you’ll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you don’t have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you don’t plan on getting to.)
~Donnie and Mikey were already with him, trying their damn best to stop the blood seeping from the gaping wound on Raph's plastron. Leo skidded to a stop, dropping roughly to his knees as his blood sang harshly in his veins.~
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kibble-2 · 1 month
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hi guys, it’s currently 1 am and i remembered that i used to be on tumblr making a lot of stories and i kinda js quit one day without any explanation so here it is. first off, i wanna start by saying i’m kibble, i accidentally deleted my old email that was attached to my main kibble account and i was planning to get back into it but i cant :/. second, im also edible_tidpods, but that account has been deleted so that doesn’t really matter anymore.
the main reason i quit writing for fanfics was because i felt unmotivated w everything i was doing at the time. i was severely depressed and i didn’t do much. i didn’t want to write stories anymore even tho i loved doing it so much. another reason was because the cod and redacted asmr fandoms were so toxic to me, not only on tumblr but also on insta and tiktok, i took that as a big sign to leave, even tho i didn’t want to. but as of rn im not apart of those fandoms anymore. i had originally intended to come back to my main kibble account and continue my stories but i still don’t want to and im scared to face more backlash for some of the content i put out.
a little abt who i am, cuz i never revealed that in any of my accounts
my name is emma and i’m currently a 17 year old girl from wi, usa. at the time of writing those stories i was 15-16, which was crazy cuz i was also reading smut left and right. i started writing fanfictions to give myself another life to live outside of what i believed was my “boring and lonely” life. i was content and happy and then grew deeper into depression and it really didn’t help that most of the fandom were a bunch of middle age assholes who kept requesting me to write abt ghost and soap r wording the reader. (yes, those were real dms i got on insta, unfortunately that insta account was also linked to my old email so i don’t have access to it since i signed out of it) i had an instagram account mainly abt cod were i watched videos and contributed to the fandom, and im almost positive i never spoke abt that account on here and i don’t know how ppl figured out it was me. it was weird.
i also wanted to give a big apology to anyone i had offended when i wrote stories w sexual assault linked to them. i was 16 at the time of writing one of my most popular stories that includes sexual assault and it was smth that was requested through a friend that i made even though i knew it was wrong. i’m sorry to anyone i had offended and i never will do it again
i know ive become irrelevant in the cod fanfic world cuz i haven’t posted in over 7 months but i hope that anyone who still goes through my “kibble writes cod” tag understands why i quit and why i don’t plan on coming back
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rrxnjun · 1 year
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i feel like for older fics it makes sense (although i probably wouldn't agree that they are cringe) but i swear every time people just look back on anything old they did they usually cringe at it😭
thank u for the color recommendation🥹💗💞 i already have an idea of how i want to do it so wait for the pic about it in june or july when i'm done with my exams;-; ALSO I WILL WEAR IT LIKE THAT FOR SURE LMAO🥰🫡
DUDE NO WAY WE ARE ACTUALLY STARTING TO BE THE SAME AHDHSJ and i'm so glad that u like him🥳 AND THE PINK HOODIE ON HIM WAS SO🤌🤌🤌 AHH MY GOD I JUST LOVE THE DUDE WAY TOO MICH🫠 AND THANK U FOR SUPPORTING OUR RELATIONSHIP 🥰🥰 HE IS A DEVIL THATS FOR SURE HE JUST KNOW HE IS A TOP TIER GUY IN EVERYTHING POSSIBLE AND USES THAT AS HIS ADVANTAGE TO MAKE PEOPLE SUFFER💔
OMG GOOD JOB!!!!!🥳🥳🥳 IM SURE U WILL ACE THE OTHER ONES AS WELL!!! GOOD LUCK WITH THEM!!!!!💓💕 and i'm patiently waiting for you to get back to writing🥹 exams are sadly more important 💔 (also i hope u are well and taking care of urself cuz learning too much sucks and exams are not worth that much!!! so hope u are well!!!)
U SUMMONED ME WITH THE 03 LINER ISTG JUST AS I GOT ON TUMBLR THAT WAS THE FIRST OR THE SECOND PONT I SAW AND I WAS LIKE NO WAY:o AND ALSO U MENTIONING ME IN THE TAGS JUST MADE ME VERY HAPPY 🥹🥹🥹
I HOPE U ARE DOING WELL AS WELL AND IM CHEERING U FOR U TOO🥳🥳🥳🥳💖💘💗(liebestraum anon💕💞💘)
oh no trust me my old fics were literal hell i had to DELETE them bc i was so embarrassed like no i dont want ppl to associate those with me 😭
AYYYY im excited also i love how both of us are like "in june!!!" to everything bc school sucks ass 😭😭😭 my brother asked me to sleep over and i legit told him after exams bc i am too stressed to even have fun atp
send tbz recs bc i love that man also idk if i told u but i have the biggest soft spot for kevin. im currently watching hwaiting and eric is a whole ass comedian too😭 i keep saying i wanna stan them but i never actually get to it (i said the same about treasure a few months back and look where we are now LMAO) BUT YES THAT PINK HOODIE I LEGIT HAD THAT TIKTOK ON LOOP I WAS SO MASMERIZED he has so much power over me its impossible
thank you!!! im hoping to pass at least like atp im not aiming for good grades i just cant fail❤ the transition from yearning academic validation to this state was very painful but im starting to be at peace with it. (I also wrote a little today and i kinda hate my writing rn so i think im in a bit of a writing slump anyway and need a break😶) hope you are taking care of yourself too!!!
AHAHAHA I DIDNT REALLY EXPECT U TO SEE THE POST BUT WHEN I SAW YOUR ASK I LEGIT GRINNED SO HARD SJSKSK
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s4vcu · 1 year
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intro | req guidelines, ab me!
hello there!! this will be my very first “post” on this account, but i’d like to give a bit of background info first before the req info cuz yk why nott :p
| ab me + more info!
ways to refer to me | i go by azu with she/her pronouns!
bg | i previously had a different account but it was deleted a while ago, as i felt the need to take a full break off social media at the time due to academic and personal stress. i've now returned, ready to have a completely fresh start and write headcanons, one shots, etc that will hopefully touch ygs hearts <3
other | i will try to post on a consistent basis, but it still varies depending on when i have time and also when i have the motivation to do so as well (life can be draining sometimes). if for some given reason i cannot post, i will let ygs know ab it on any recent post i will create at the very bottom and hopefully will be able to write again afterwards!
i will be doing mainly haikyuu and jjk content, but that does not mean i won't be doing others incl aot, ds, etc - and with this said, i will be creating a masterlist so that way, i can keep track of my works and also to make it easier for ygs to read the ones you're most intrigued in!
| req info + guidelines
moving onwards, i will be doing reqs in the future, but for now, i will be writing based on any ideas that come to my mind. until i get at least one req, depending on the factors below, i may or may not write with the suggestion/idea given:
i will say this straight up - i will not do smut. For the sole reason that i am thinking of keeping this blog open for minors, so any req w smut i most likely will not respond to (some of my works may end up being suggestive tho - thats prob how far it'll get..). i will respond to ideas revolving fluff, angst, comfort, etc fs tho!
(honestly thats it ngl thats the only main thing that'll b the biggest factor to whether ill do it or not :p)
pls state what it is exactly you want me to write ab. the more detail, the better - but obvi it doesn't need to be a paragraph! it also helps me more accurately write exactly ab what it is you are requesting so i can give satisfactory pieces of writing (cant let ygs down..)!
(this is the second factor ig but even if its not as specific i will attempt to do so anyways...)
pls also rmbr that outside of tumblr, i also have things to do in life that may take an indefinite amt of time for me to do, but i will def try to accommodate and fulfill ygs wishes tho!
that's all i have to say! that was a lot of typing...but regardless, i hope the works that i will eventually post in the future will provide warmth, comfort and many more feelings to ygs!
posting soon! <3
-azu
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delcakoo · 1 year
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REIREI AND KITKAT I SEQUELED
YASSSS HE'S SO *SCREAMING* I'm sorry Reirei it was a moment of weakness then I fell into a sinkhole 😔😔😔 + he reminded me too much of kenma saur...
MARK AND HAECHAN 😫😫 MY ULT IN NCT IS TAEYONG, I SWEAR IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT WITH HIM
Me and my friend we're listening to music together and I heard his voice, I actually nearly screamed 💀💀 then xem sent me pictures and dear lord... it's been a journey
YES CYBERPUNK IS SO GOOD I wanted to see the live performance so bad💔
NAH TXT GOT YOU GOOD 💀
I'm gonna be honest with you I haven't watched a single todo episode and I've been a MOA for over a year now 😭😭 think I might have to now
That's a dangerous idea you've given me 😈 😈
watch them be heavily beomgyu biased, lord that man I love him so much I swear anything and everything for him <3
Oh I'm your beloved anon🤨😏🤭
Guess my enhypen bias 🤭
-🤭
bye i made a whole long ass reply to this and
tumblr deleted it im gonna kms. and my reply is gonna be shorter now cuz this is my second time writing it LMAOO 😕😕
A TAEYONG BIAS :(((( istg i love that man and that one video of him with a frog bro he is so cute 😭 ALSO HIS RAP IN MOOD AND KICK IT AIHSKSNS 🫶🫶🫶🫶
KITKAT U HAVE TO WATCH TXT CONTENT MANN THEYRE SO ENTERTAINING 😭 all their vids/comeback shows on mnet and kbs r rlly funny and FOR TO DO i havent watched too many yet but i rlly liked ep 18 and 19 aaand ep 88 + 89 :00
AND YES GOOD. GICE ME UR IDEAS AS A GYU BIAS I NEED 🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲
ofc u are <333 THIS IS HARD BUT IM GUESSING HOON OR RIKI??????
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inactiveanimeblog · 3 years
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HEYY the anon was me btw loll
what i WANTED to say before tumblr so RUDELY deleted my ask😒 was what if instead of the reader cheating on obito (which is what i usually see) obito gets super drunk one night and hooks up with someone. and when the reader finds out she’s devastated bc obito always tells her how much he loves her and this is the last thing she’d ever expect him to do,, and he apologizes and everything and ofc she’d forgive him she’s so madly in love with him blah blah blah.
anyways (this is kinda cliche lolll) one night they get into this huge argument and obito storms out and gets drunk and cheats on her (again) and he feels really guilty the next day and the reader always believes him when he says he’ll never do it again (spoiler!! he does it again) and their relationship will never be the same and it’s just overall super toxic.😆
and ik this is super OOC for obito cuz he’s a simp in the show lmaooo, but i rlly love your writing and i thought you might like this idea and ik your requests are closed nd i’m so so sorry but i really had to leave this in your inbox asap😣
P.S I KNOW YOU SAID YOU DONT LIKE IT WHEN THE READER GETS CHEATED ON BUT PLEASE HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE😩😩 and srry for any grammar mistakes lmao
tw : toxicity, manipulation, cheating, break up, angst
OMG R U TRYING TO MAKE ME SAD ;( NOT WITH MY FAV CHARACTER NOOOO! READERS LEAVING HIS ASS! even tho i love obito more than anything. also not really a fic but just a quick lil drabble ! hope this is fine <3
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this is the second time obito’s done this. cheat on you. the first time he did, broke you and almost broke your relationship. however after a long talk and trying to understand where he was coming from, you forgave him. you didn’t think he was gonna do it again, you know he loves you. but hearing him say those words once more, you questioned if he ever truly did love you.
“i promise y/n i didn’t mean it.”
“please i love you so much.”
“don’t leave me. you’re all i have.”
it pained you to leave him. the cracks in his voice while he was trying hard not to cry replaying in your mind. you’re very well aware how sorry he is, but after this happening yet again you can’t trust him. sometimes you wonder if you shouldn’t have been so hard on him while you were leaving.
“i’m packing my shit and staying at a friends until i get my own place.”
“i don’t ever wanna hear from you again.”
“don’t bother trying to see me anymore. we’re done.”
he stood in the doorway, tears brimming in his eyes while watching you pack everything up. every second he watched you, his heart broke a little bit more. he would have done anything to keep you from leaving, even blocking you from door.
“move out of my way obito.”
“i can’t. i don’t want you to leave.”
he even went as far as taking your luggage and throwing it back on the bed, trying to unpack everything again. at this point you were agitated, tired, and broken. you took your things out of his hands and placed them back in the suitcase, not once looking him in his eyes. you knew if you looked at him, then you wouldn’t have the courage to leave.
“y/n look at me. we can fix this.”
“it won’t happen again, it was a mistake.”
“obito, i swear to fucking god. don’t do this to me right now. can’t you see where i’m coming from? you cheated on me not once, but twice. you’re so selfish, you think you can do whatever you want, then come home and have the nerve and tell me you regret it? i was worried sick about you last night, wondering where you were, calling your phone, and you didn’t even come back until this morning.”
there was nothing he could say that would make you stay with him, it would have been a miracle if you did stay. his anger replaced his sadness and he threw a few things around the room, his voice got louder, and a vexed look was on his face.
“i don’t understand why you can’t forgive me.”
“this is childish y/n, stop acting like a kid.”
“you don’t love me, if you did you would stay.”
you’re almost glad he started saying these things, because if he didn’t you knew you would have missed him much more. you knew what he was doing, you knew he was trying to manipulate you into staying with him. and it wasn’t gonna work, not this time.
you grabbed your things without saying a word, completely ignoring the temper tantrum he was throwing, and threw everything in your car. he watched you the entire time, his yelling falling on deaf ears, and the last thing you said to him was
“i hope you learn your lesson obito.”
before pulling out of the driveway and leaving.
tears finally fell down your face and sobs escaped your mouth while driving to your best friends house. this was gonna be a lot harder to get over than you thought.
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ambivalent-anarchy · 3 years
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Body
Part 1 of 2
Part 2
Masterlist
Gender: Female
Pairing: Peter Parker x reader
Warning: None
Anon requested- can I get a one shot where the reader does the body positivity trend with the new megan thee stallion song and the reader is insecure about how ppl will react to it?? Most importantly how peter will react to it?? K thanks
Awww I love doing smol readers and where Peter's actually the one that has it together lol sooo thanx for this
The TikTok is that new body positivity trend with that Megan Thee Stallion song. Couldn't link it because tumblr acts weird about links but part 2 will have a video for Peter. Also reader will be 18 (senior in high school) cuz some people think minors shouldn't participate in the trend lol
A/N: Either a motivation fairy hit me in the middle of the night or I'm really just that bored to the point where I had no choice but to get my motivation to write back. Either way I'm happy lol. Enjoy! Thanks to @yumings and @kelieah for helping me feel confident in this lol
Will definitely be a two parter🙂
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Body oddy oddy oddy oddy oddy oddy oddy-
You'd finally finished editing the video.
It was a simple, short collage of all of your favorite selfies and pictures that showed off your body well. There was a new trend going around on TikTok and when you saw it you just had to jump at it headfirst.
People would take their favorite pictures of themselves, ones that showed off their bodies just the way they liked, and they'd put it to the sound of Megan Thee Stallion's song "Body".
You looked through your entire phone gallery to find pictures that you were confident enough to post, some you'd forgotten you even took in the first place.
When you were done, you threw in the simple caption that everyone was using.
Heard we're using this sound to show off. My turn then😜
Yeahhhhhh, the caption sounded much more confident than you actually felt.
You actually thought about deleting it from the minute you posted it. Insecure wasn't even the word for it. And even with your followers there to hype you up, you couldn't help but feel self-conscious. So, albeit hesitantly, you went to your friends for support.
The first person you showed was Michelle.
"You killed that," she said in math class as she passed you the phone underneath the table so that the professor wouldn't see.
"Thanks," you said. "I was honestly kinda nervous about it." You noticed her incredulous look and explained yourself, toying with the loose strings on your jacket. "Like seriously, I don't wanna fish for compliments, it's just that there are so many better ones out there."
Michelle gave a lopsided grin. "That's just you being insecure, you dork," she retorted. "You look hot." She gave an uninterested glare at the teacher when they told her to be quiet. Then she turned towards you with a smile. "You shown Peter yet? I bet he'd agree."
You shifted in your seat nervously and MJ immediately caught on. "What, you don't wanna show him?" She gave you a look when you took a while to answer. "Dude he's literally your boyfriend. I'm pretty sure he'll like it."
"MJ, we haven't even-" you looked around secretively. "-we haven't even taken our shirts off in front of each other yet. There's literally a pic of me in my sports bra and I.." You shrugged, a little embarrassed by the conversation topic. "I-i just don't know how he'd react."
You and Peter were a fairly new couple and were taking it slow. You'd only ever kissed, cuddled, and held hands so far. Plus, you were a major causal clothes wearer. Sweatshirts and jeans, those were your specialty. The two of you were in no rush and you were both fine with that, but you had no idea how he would react to seeing pictures of you like that.
And, though it wasn't the most feminist approach, you kinda wanted to impress him. Was that so bad?
MJ, forever the voice of patronizing reason, rolled her eyes at you. "So, let me get this straight. You're not fine with your boyfriend seeing sexy pictures of you, but you're okay with literal strangers seeing you instead?"
"Look, I know it's-"
"No, no I totally get it," she said with a sympathetic smirk, before laughing. "I just wanted to show you how dumb it sounded though."
The bell rang, signaling the end of class.
"Look," she said, standing up and getting her things. "You have nothing to be worried about. Peter practically worships the ground you walk on. He'll love it."
When you showed Ned, he genuinely didn't give a shit.
"Oh my God, there's a new Megan Thee Stallion album?!"
"Uh, yeah."
"I have to listen to it right now!"
"Yeah okay, but do you like the-"
He was already plugging in his headphones before you even finished your sentence.
You showed Harry next. If anyone was gonna rate you unabashedly, it'd definitely be him.
He was the only friend you had in your lunch period, so you met up with him every day. Towards the end of lunch that day, you'll pulled out your phone and asked if he wanted to see the video. He enthusiastically agreed.
He watched the short video with an amused expression, bopping his head to the music all the while.
When it ended, he handed you your phone back and gave you a high-five. "Damn girl!," he praised. "Just throwing it out there, if Peter fails you, I'm hella available."
"Heh, thanks." You smiled as you felt your entire face heat up. "Ya think he'll like it?"
"What, you haven't shown him yet?" You shook her head, giving a nervous smile. "Oh-" he nodded confidently. "-he'll love it. Trust me."
"Are you sure?," you asked.
"Yeah," he responded with a shrug. "Why are you so worried?"
"Because he's not-..he doesn't really seem-" You couldn't find the right words for it. "I dunno, I just really want him to like it!"
Harry scoffed. "Look. Let me tell you a little secret about Peter Parker," he snickered. "Or practically all guys for that matter."
"Okay?," you said, curious as to where this was going.
He smirked. "You remember when he introduced himself to you at my party last summer?"
You nodded.
"Well, hon..." Harry lowered his head to where he was whispering in your ear. "Your personality wasn't what he was noticing from across the room.. catch my drift?" He chuckled when he saw you blushing as you caught where his eyes had wandered. "Just sayin'."
Seeing your incredulous expression, Harry continued. "Peter likes to act like he's not checking you out every second of the day, but I promise you he is. That little "I'm so respectful and bashful" crap he has going is complete B.S."
You smirked and rolled your eyes as he pulled away from your ear and kept walking. "You're an ass."
Harry shrugged. "True, but I'm a realistic ass." The alarm on his phone sounded which marked his time to start heading to his next class. Standing up, he smiled down at you. "Seriously, if I could take back all the time spent listening to Pete go on about how good you look in your jeans, I'd be one well rested guy."
You rolled your eyes, but it betrayed the small smile growing. After all, he wouldn't be Harry if he wasn't a flirtatious dweeb. "Bye Harry."
"Show him the video, [Y/N]. He'll love it. You know I'm right."
And then there was one...
Later in the day, you were talking with MJ after school, waiting because Peter always insisted on driving you home because chivalry was not going to die as long as he was alive to keep it going.
When he finally showed up, the first thing he did was take you by the hand and give you a quick peck on the forehead.
"How are you guys doing?," he asked as your little trio started to walk.
"We're good," you chirped, ever so conscious of the phone in your pocket that you were suddenly very hesitant to pull out.
MJ noticed and nudged you. "You got anything you wanna show anybody, [Y/N]?," she asked with a smirk, causing Peter to look at you curiously.
You stayed quiet, but MJ still wasn't putting up with it. "I think you may have a video that you made..."
You remained silent and Peter looked at you, a lot more confused now. MJ frowned. "Um... cough.. cough."
Peter laughed and stopped walking. "Okay, what am I missing?" He looked to you and when he didn't see your expression falter, he looked to MJ. "What's going on?"
Michelle shrugged. "[Y/N] wants to show you a dumb TikTok she made but she's scared about how you'll react."
"Michelle!," you scolded.
She shrugged again. "What? You weren't going to say anything anytime soon."
"A TikTok?," Peter questioned. "Cool, which one did you do this time?"
You could feel your face heat up for the hundredth time that day. "It's a...um.." You stared down at the ground. Jesus, this was hard. "..It's a body positivity trend."
His eyebrows went up at that. "Oh, well um.. is it cool if I see it?," he asked.
You blushed. "Sure." You pulled out your phone and opened the app. When you got to the video you quickly shoved it into his face before you had a chance to second-guess yourself.
Both you and Michelle watched Peter's face as he watched the video.
His cheeks immediately turned red but his expression was unreadable. He had to have watched it over 5 times before MJ pulled the phone out of his hand. "Helloooo, earth to Peter Parker?"
She snapped into his face several times and he started to blink wildly, apparently being pulled out of a trance. "I...um- heh.."
You gave a small, nervous smile. "..did you like it?," you asked, growing confused as stared at you, his expression still the same. "Um, Peter?"
Suddenly, he smiled and let out a little chuckle. "Sorry... just..." He laughed again and scratched his head, unable to keep eye contact. "You're just- like.... really hot."
You blushed. Fuck. "You're not just saying that are you?"
"No, really like-" He looked back at the phone. "...Damn." He bit his lip. "How on earth did I get so lucky?"
"Okay, can we please get in the car before I throw up?"
The two of you looked at an uncomfortable MJ with embarrassment riddled on your faces. "Yeah, totally," you said with an awkward cough. "Sorry."
"Nice video [Y/N]," Peter murmured bashfully, opening the door of his car for you, his face still beet red. "Really nice..."
Tagging: @allegra-writes, @allegra-soleil l, @yumings, @hey-its-grey, @spideyyeet, @sunkissedspidey, @tommyunderoos, @chaoticpete, @snarky--starky, @sovereignparker, @thesherlockianavenger, @bubblebucky, @eridanuswave, @ithoughtthiswastwitterbutfr , @kidney9-9, @gwenvrse
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omisbreakfast · 4 years
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i rank every summer outfits from a3! because??
because i can. also fuck you.
the first version of this was deleted by tumblr in my drafts and now i have to re write it entirely and i fucking hate it here... anyways.
i’m biased as fuck
sorry it’s a long post
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harugumi :
itaru : yeah no actually it’s pretty fine. ngl itaru is kinda hot when he dress correctly so there’s that. also, he’s often in pink. it suits him, but i don’t like it. still.... cute. but it’s also itaru so not too much praises. 9/10
citron : why.......... the shoes.... what the fuck are those shoes.... where did you even find them..... do you wanna fight or something.... this fills me with rage... you’ve disappointed me, citron... also hate the shirt. 3/10
tsuzuru : casual, soft, classic boy... nothing much to say here. but WHY THE FUCKING HAT??? IT RUINS EVERYTHING...... at least wear it correctly PLEASE. YOU DUMABSS. and the shoes would have been better in another color. i just,,,,, why tsuzuru, why the hat... 4/10
sakuya : i can’t bring myself to say bad things about sakuya. (also the fact that i don’t remember what i wrote before the first version of this post got deleted in my drafts pisses me off) but like,,, he’s cute. i mean it’s a classic outfit. tho the choice of the shirt is questionable as fuck. also HES SO TINY BABY. 6/10
masumi : yeah no actually i like it. i really like the shirt for some reason, it suits him. BUT BUT BUT the pants looks weird as hell LMAO?? like... it makes him looks like a crotch less ken doll??? it’s,,, really weird. also the shoes are.... hmmm.... overall good balance but there’s some weird stuffs going on. 7/10
chikage : garbage boy stink man. fucking looks like a rich white boy coming home from tennis and i fucking hate it here ™ if i’m objective about this it’s actually NOT bad but it loses several points for the sole reason that it’s fucking chikage and i won’t take shit for it. 6/10
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natsugumi :
kazunari : why. why do you do this. why. why. how am i supposed to ever learn how to love when you backstab me like this, kaz ? what do we do now ? i trusted you and you betrayed me. i can never find love ever again............ yeah ok. pls let’s skip to the next one.... 2/10 (and two points is because it’s kaz and i just can’t bring myself to truly hate him.)
yuki : it’s not bad but i hate this dress. like. his outfits are usually ok but this? no. YOU LOOK LIKE A GOOD CHRISTIAN BOY, DAMN IT YUKI. are YOU GOING TO CHURCH TO PRAISE THE LORD TODAY TOO? also the colour of it... no. 4/10
tenma : congrats you rich boy you finally have a decent outfit ! though i don’t understand the concept of your zip being infront but ok. bet his stans like it smh. also i like the color of his jacket. very nice. 8/10
muku : baby i love u so much but u look like the pinterest girls who take aesthetic pictures in flowers fields and are smiling like the sun @ the camera.......... which is not per se but it’s a whole vibe. also stop wearing orange. it doesn’t go with your hair well........ ilu cutie. 8/10
misumi : my sweet boy. why are you wearing an hoodie with a jacket. why. it’s summer you idiot. you’ll get overheated. stop. but overall he looks very nice. idk i just think he’s neat......... i. i love u @ misumi. 9/10 (don’t look at me)
kumon : he... he looks like.... a j-j-j*ck..... which he is............... i just........... oh my god. i love kumon but he IS a jock i JUST ???? LALFKGKK. also his fucking shoes makes me lose my mind because this is so fucking bullshit ???? so ugly it hurts my eyes.... he’s lucky he’s a good boy. 4/10
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akigumi :
juza : nah he hot as hell in this pass on it. if you’re asking yourself why he looks so good, here’s your answer : his arms. his arms are great. i can excuse his sandales this time cuz IT IS summer but yeah. yeah no he’s cute and- yeah. ok. yeah. hm hm. 9.5/10
taichi : so the thing with taichi is that his style is NOT bad per se but like. he’s a skater boy. so my standards are already very low for him,,,, like no offence i love taichi so much but,,,, that’s how it be.... his shirts are usually so big he looks like a GOD DAMN FLAG i can’t with this. and i don’t like how baggy his pants are but yeah,,,, it’s just a whole look.... anyways................ 6/10
omi : in which yosei boys decided to fucking test my patience by putting on classic, good looking clothes and decided to absolutely ruin my entire hopes and dreams (if i’m being dramatic ? no i am not.) AND their WHOLE outfits adding an useless stupid fucking hat thay doesnt seems even to be worn properly. omi, tsuzuru, you’ll pay for this. 7/10
sakyo : (i’m tired as heck and i almost forgot about sakyo when he’s right in the middle) actually i like this. it’s color coordinated and i think that’s very nice. but i wish his pants would have been a little bit longer. yeah no that’s it for real. also idk what’s about this outfit but he really shows how skinny he really is LMAOOO. shithead sakyo. 8/10
azami : the thing about azami is that usually his upper half is pretty well dressed, or whatever, but when we look at his pants/shoes its where everything goes to shit. Like ???? what the fuck man you could have done so much better if you didn’t decide to put this gigantic pants who looks like you’re gonna fly with it or fucking whatever (i don’t need to make sense i’m TIRED) also his shoes bothers me. can’t believe he’s fucking 15 like shut up. 6/10
banri : ...... *inhales* FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUU. fuck you and your ugly ass little hat and your zombie like haircut i. fucking despise you. if he were standing right infront of me, no he wouldn’t be because he would deck him so hard. YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO BUY CLOTHES AND THE TIME TO TRY AND MAKE IT LOOK GOOD ?? SO WHY???? what’s going on in your ugly ass little head bitch. THANK YOU god he isn’t wearing any animal prints in this, thats one thing. imagine this awful outfit with the ugly shoes and stUPID FUCKING HAT that i hate, with a leopard print shirt.... yeah cursed. i know. sorry banri stans i cant hear you over the sound of your man fishing with joe and bertrand on a sunday morning at 6am. 3/10
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fuyugumi :
tasuku : ... idk man. he’s just there. why is... his shoes... so flashy........ bruh...... also he looks like a very straight man and idk how to feel about this. we know u gay bitch. 7/10
hisoka : except for the fucking weird ass pants it’s actually ok. he looks.... very comfy. 10/10 would CUDDLE...... pls hisoka.... i’m tired... fluffy boy..... ugh..... i don’t have much to say about this ok he just.... spare some cuddles. 7/10
actually i like it. well. there’s two things that bothers me. GREEN. DOESN’T. SUIT. HIM. PERIOD. if u think otherwise i’m sorry. it’s just awful with his purple hair (or whatever color it is) imo. and the second..... the square should have been a triangle. i won’t take no’s. 8.5/10
tsumugi : ngl tsumugi gives me little lost boy looking for his mommy vibes. at first i thought it was his outfits but no, it’s just his face. and this ? doesn’t make it better. idk how to explain but how he wears his shirt makes it look like he’s floating and it’s kinda cute in a... special way. he’s just a very sweet boy. 7/10
azuma : i can’t bring myself to even say bad things about azuma... it’s physical. i just can’t. i have a theory his power is that strong and therefore i cannot critizice this beauty. he just. is. ya know........ sigh...... 9/10
guy : if he dresses like this, that’s.... that’s not your man, ladies. that’s your loving, hardworking and dedicated husband who just went to pick some flowers in the prairies next to your little farm in the middle of the nowhere but who’s still paradise on earth cuz it’s the two of you and you couldn’t ask for anything more. deadass. fucking peasants. 4/10
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jayflrt · 3 years
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I hate Tumblr so much I exited the app for a SECOND to find some jay pics to send with my giant ask and it just ? deleted ??
anyways I think it went something like this:
HELLO I JIST SUBMITTED THE SUGAR DAADY FORM ON LOW MOBILE DATA PLS TELL ME IT WEBT THRU I EROTE A CHUNK (of nonsense but still) HRHDHD
also also hi it’s been so long omg I’m not nearly as active if your ask box as I’d like to be but trust me the minute I’m through with the pile of overdue digi tech work I’ll be here so often you’ll get sick of it <3
also also I just wanna ask how things are wherever you are if that makes sense 🧍 as in here in Australia the case numbers have only been increasing so I got my first vaccine shot last Saturday but they’re slowly opening things up anyway ?? like hello do you not see the thousands of cases the fuck 🤡 (I’m dreading going back to school sm I don’t wanna deal with my mess of a friend group rn forced social interaction is so emotionally draining I’ll never understand) so I wanna ask how things are in your part of the world ? pls pls be careful because we wouldn’t want something happening to someone so lovely >:(
ps. kenma/hyunjin/howl love child ni-ki and boxer hoon how we feeling
pps. here’s a phat hug for being the only thing I look forward to lately (other than hometown cha cha cha episodes)
ppps. some pics I took of chadstone (a shopping centre) today cuz yk I talked about it in the form
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pppps. enha dance jam live ss cuz there hasn’t been one in ages </3 plus tiny sungwon </33
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ppppps. another phat hug
OMG NOOO WHY IS TUMBLR A JAY ANTI 💔💔💔💔 also there were so many responses but i saw the one you wrote !! i’m currently compiling a post with all my responses to your answers so you’ll see when i’m done :D i don’t want to rush my responses so i’m writing them whenever i’m free
BUT HIHI no way i can’t get sick of you 👹 but i hope you finish all that work !!
oh my god i got both rounds of my vaccine back in june but people are way too lax about it 😭 they don’t even enforce wearing masks on our college campus like i know a case is gonna spread here and i’m scared bc literally only a handful of students among hundreds wear masks. plus i’m getting sick <//3 kinda saw it coming bc last week all my roommates were getting sick except me and i was like 😵‍💫 waiting for it to hit, but i’ll take care of myself !! you stay safe too ♡ but pls i totally feel you bc my social battery is DEAD and it sucks bc i have socials back to back every night this week and on wednesday my face was just 😐 behind my mask the whole time
pls i’m just glad you didn’t call riki the berries and cream boy 😭😭 THEY LOOK SO GOOD THO !! and i’ll give u an air hug so u don’t catch whatever i have 😞 yet i am still drinking a caramel frappuccino outside a bookstore so is it that serious
OMG I WANTED TO CHECK OUT HOMETOWN CHA CHA CHA i heard it’s cute :’) also wtf .. that shopping complex is HUGE WHAT and the arch is so pretty??? ALSO SUNGWON 😞😞😞😞😞 SUNGHOONS LIL SMILE SOBSOBSIB
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Ephemera Corner (2001)
Happy Space Ghost’s birthday, everyone! I’ve finished all of Adult Swim’s shows for 2001, so now I’ll do a little recap post here to touch on all the programming I didn’t formally do a write-up for. I think I mentioned some of this stuff in passing in certain posts, and I’m not gonna go quite as ALL OUT as one could for something like this. Unfortunately a lot of my more valuable resources for Adult Swim promos and bumps and stuff are mostly missing, so I’m just reaching for what’s handy. So, here we go.
Adult Swim Bumpers
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These are the bumpers that Adult Swim originally aired with back in the day. I don’t know if this is *actually* all of them, but if you’ve never seen them, this is a good place get acquainted with them.
Captain Linger
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Capt. Linger was a series of shorts starring a superhero who saved the day, but hung around awkwardly afterwards. Here’s my own personal episode guide. I know for a fact I saw the first cartoon air on Cartoon Network BEFORE it aired on Adult Swim, but these are just the Adult Swim air dates. The noted times are approximated. They usually aired directly after the post-show Adult Swim bumper during what would normally be the commercial break:
Stranger In Town (September 2, 2001 - 11:27ish)
She Wore a Veil of Sorrow (September 9, 2001 - 11:27ish)
Water! Ship! Down! (November 25, 2001)
Smoke in the Stacks (December 23, 2001)
Train On Our Parade (December 23, 2001)
Trouble If It’s Fair (January 13, 2002 - 10:25ish)
A New Flame in Town (January 27, 2002)
Grieving on a Jet Plane (Unaired on Adult Swim... I think.)
Aquaman Dance Party
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Aquaman Dance Party were these short little promos that consisted of brief stock footage interludes where Aquaman walks into the foreground and shakes his butt to cool dance music. Linked above are a sample; it’s not ALL of them, so feel free to go hunting on your own. I believe the source for the above video is the producer’s own YouTube page. This is my guide I compiled myself, please send corrections if you have any:
Drive-Thru (September 2, 2001)
Taj Mahal (September 16, 2001)
Outdoor Cafe (September 16, 2001)
Cattle Ranch (September 23, 2001)
Grocery Store (October 18, 2001)
Times Square (December 13, 2001 - 11:27ish PM)
Car Impound Lot (December 16, 2001 - 11:12ish PM)
*note: at some point I downloaded a pack of these and they were numbered in such a way that implied there were at least 8 of these, so my guide may be incomplete. Get in touch if you know what’s what.
Aquaman & Friends Action Hour
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This was a series developed for Adult Swim in America that didn’t go. It eventually aired in 2003 in Latin American countries (which is why the on-screen title is not in English). As you can see, it’s not that good, and on a network where half the shows were based on old action hero properties it’s not such a bad thing to lose out on this one. Above is just a segment, and there are more segments to be found here and there, but I have no idea how much of this show there actually is to be found? One episode guide suggests that there’s 7 episodes of this show. Yeesh!
Second-Run Theater
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Finally, a paragraph acknowledging that Adult Swim also aired second-run/acquired series. In 2001 it was basically just classic (Cartoon Network) episodes of Space Ghost Coast to Coast usually paired with newer ones, episodes 1-5 of Home Movies (from UPN), and the anime Cowboy Bebop which is when I tuned out cuz 2001 me really hated anime. I’ve since watched an entire episode of Cowboy Bebop. It’s pretty good. Maybe I’ll watch it properly sometime.
I found this really terrific resource called swimpedia, which has supposedly complete schedules for all of Adult Swim since the start. Not sure how accurate it is, but I haven’t found anything that contradicted my own records. So, it’s probably pretty accurate. Click that link if you really wanna get into the weeds of which Space Ghost episode aired on which night.
Peak Ephemera
To borrow a phrase from the Grifthorse podcast. Here are some commercial breaks I found on YouTube! Some of these are more “complete”, some just focus on Adult Swim promos and bumps. Probably lots of overlap. May the gods of preservation protect these from being randomly deleted. Presented in list form, because apparently tumblr won’t let you embed a certain number of videos in your post:
September 27, 2001 (bumps/promos)
November 4, 2001 (bumps, promos, commercials - LONG!)
November 11, 2001 (bumps, promos, commercials)
December, 2001 (features a series of backwards promos, and Brak & Zorak singing Christmas carols that I don’t think I ever saw... not sure if it’s Adult Swim specific)
According to the November 4 video, that’s the first night Adult Swim switched to a revamped onscreen bug. When it debuted it was ADULT SWIM in all caps, red and fuzzy. I think they might have changed it at one point so there was a line break between ADULT and SWIM. In November they changed it all lower-case letters, white with line break between the words and I think a black border. I believe they’ve consistently used the font Helvetica Neue Condensed Bold.
Adult Swim originally ran with extensive warnings, telling you that the content you were about to consume was “adult” in nature. A friend of mine pointed out to me that the first couple weeks of Adult Swim they actually kept the TV-Rating onscreen for the entire episode of each show. And that was 2001′s Ephemera Corner! See you next year.
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hi, i'm someone who was in the violet vineyard discord before it was closed (and then archived, then deleted). i joined semi-recently and the entire time it was like a regular writing server. not around for the drama 'cause timezones.just want to say that the reason **given to the people in the server** for its closure was related to the mirror sites thing. some people on vv didn't like tumblr in general, this was just extra incentive to leave. mods said "a lot of people are leaving writeblr and
vv is a tumblr-based community so we're shutting down." mina herself said she'd leave discord and writblrr cuz security.  i personally did find their reasoning weird cause not a lot of vvers actually left writblr. ig cuz the mirror sites incident happened around the time that the drama happened it was convenient? (idk much about the drama btw, not one of the vvers involved)  also, i haven't had any negative experience in vv myself. other people haven't said anythng to me either
im a fly on the wall ig. the dogpiling was limited to just a couple of people who had been mina's friends. most of us didn't really keep up with the drama? i didnt engage with the drama myself, i just backread sometimes. im going anon not because im scared of the mods but because tbh idk what's even going on,dont have much info to give, this is wild to watch and also probs a waste of time. idk all i can say is that the server itself was never culty, normal writing server.
also not really secret? anyone could send in an application to join.   but again im a fly on the wall, this whole incident tbh is stupid to watch, tho honestly sometimes the behaviour of ppl clsoer to mina ws weird. didnt interact much w/them so didnt care. a lot of us didnt really even talk to mina? ever?  idk i just dont think id call it a cult. it was sketchy&i agree the closure was clearly mina trying to cover her back, but as long as you didn't engage with drama it was fine.
First of all. Mirror sites? Huh what huh? Was it one of those that uploads people’s stuff to make money off of? Cuz that would be an ironic reason to close, wouldn’t it? Forreal tho can someone fill me in on this cuz I’m curious and I would like to know.
I personally think that she’d probably leave with much more fanfare if she hadn’t been called out, to make sure as many of her existing audience would follow her to her new destination. Obviously we can all only speculate on why it happened and why the server closed. AND SPECULATE WE SHALL. LIKE VULTURES WE DESCEND UPON THE CARCASS OF THIS ONLINE PERSONALITY. Until I get bored, that is.
Second of all: Yeah, I imagine the vast majority of people in VV were probably super chill and not involved in the drama, just based on how huge the server was. And while it’s hard for me to judge what the atmosphere in there was like since I wasn’t in it, all my judgments are based on like, the most extreme reactions in the server/on tumblr itself, which will obviously consist of the most vocal minority. For what it’s worth, the cult comments are a jab at those people and not the rest. Again, I had friends in the server.
Anyway, thanks for sharing your experience!
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