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steddieas-shegoes · 1 year

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Hiiiiiiiii hdisjxksjdj I have 2 ideas for the fic writing request! Feel free to choose whichever one you'd like to do or both! 💝💝💝 love youuu

1: Steve's parents meet his new friends and are shocked at how happy he is. + they see that Steve and his friends all wear a similar-style friendship bracelet made by the kids.

2: platonic stobin with the song lyric (brother by Kodaline: I took out the chorus bc it doesn't match here):

When we were young we were the ones

The kings and queens oh yeah, we ruled the world

We smoked cigarettes, man, no regrets

Wish I could relive every single word

We've taken different paths

And travelled different roads

I know we'll always end up on the same one when we're old

And when you're in the trenches

And you're under fire I will cover you

If I was dying on my knees

You would be the one to rescue me

And if you were drowned at sea

I'd give you my lungs so you could breathe

we'll go deeper than the ink

Beneath the skin of our tattoos

Though we don't share the same blood

You're my brother and I love you that's the truth

We're living different lives

Heaven only knows

If we'll make it back with all our fingers and our toes

Five years, twenty years, come back

It will always be the same

ANOTHA ONE (BUT ACTUALLY TWO)! This first one for some reason got me fucked up. I wrote so much, then 75% of the way through, I hated it and deleted it and started over. The second one was a lot easier, but I did get a little carried away (could have gotten MORE carried away if I didn't have a tiny bit of self control left). ANYWAYS YAY FOR FINISHING ONE OF MY CLASSES WITH A 94 AND BEING ABLE TO POST THESE! LOTS OF LOVE BABEYYYY - Mickala ❤️

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PROMPT 1

“Where is it?”

Steve was panicking.

Okay, panicking might be dramatic.

It was just a bracelet.

But it wasn’t just a bracelet, actually.

El made them for everyone. They all matched, but she’d added everyone’s initials to theirs so it was still special for each of them.

When she gave Steve his, he hid in the bathroom and cried.

Despite being the King for years, he’d never had any friends like the kids and Robin.

Eddie either, but he’d already passed the line of “friends” into “love of his life”, so he didn’t count.

So when he looked down while he was cooking and realized it wasn’t wrapped around his wrist the way it had been for months, he started to worry.

When he couldn’t find it in the kitchen or the path from the kitchen to the car or the car itself or his bedroom or his bathroom, he started to feel a weight settle in his chest.

He wouldn’t give up yet though. He’d gone outside to check the chemicals in the pool this morning, maybe it had fallen off there.

Just when he was about to go look, he heard a car door slam. Then another one. Then keys at the front door.

Of all the times for his parents to decide they live here, they choose now? When he’d abandoned the casserole he was making on the counter and turned most of the place upside down in the last hour looking for his bracelet?

He took a deep breath, ready to try to brush aside the panic to make sure they didn’t find his behavior unacceptable or suspicious.

“Oh good. You’re home.”

Anne Harrington’s voice used to make Steve relax. She wasn’t ever a great mother, but she was at least here until he hit middle school. Her presence, her voice usually made his dad remain calm.

But when she started going away with his dad, her voice became a dreaded sound.

Instead of it easing the tension he held in his back and jaw, it caused the tension to arrive faster.

Richard Harrington was the root cause of all of that tension, though.

“What’s going on in here?”

Steve tried to make himself appear smaller, that’s what his dad liked from him, and that’s what kept him safe.

“You caught me as I was making dinner. I haven’t been able to clean up yet.”

“Is that a casserole?”

Anne was walking up to the counter, peering down at the casserole dish as she spoke.

“Yes. I’m having friends over later.”

He was at least. Before his parents made a surprise visit.

Just as he checked the clock to see if he had time to call everyone to cancel, he heard more car doors.

Fuck, how late was it?

6:30. Shit.

Of course the one time Eddie gets everyone here on time is the one time his parents decide to show up.

El had joined this campaign at the insistence of Eddie and Will, so he knew she’d notice his bracelet was missing.

He couldn’t let her close enough to see.

No hug hello. No sitting in the room while they played. No hugging goodbye.

He could do that.

El barged in the house first, excitement palpable before she even made it into the kitchen.

“Who the hell is this?”

The voices of the others could be heard walking through the door as El froze with wide eyes.

“Mom, Dad, this is El. She’s Chief Hopper’s daughter? I babysat her.”

They looked at him like he’d grown three heads.

“Steve! Tell Dustin that I’m supposed to be the fun parent!”

Steve’s face paled. Eddie.

Every possible reaction his parents could have ran through Steve’s mind as he actually did start to panic.

Suddenly, everyone from Hellfire was standing in his kitchen. With his parents.

And an uncooked casserole.

He reached for the bracelet on his wrist, then remembered he lost it, and then he felt the sting of tears in his eyes. He couldn’t cry in front of his parents.

He walked out of the room, ignoring the confused stares and murmurs from everyone, including his mother.

He walked up the stairs, to his bedroom, then fell on his bed.

No tears fell, but they were there, waiting. For what, he didn’t know.

He could hear footsteps outside of his room. A pause. A gentle knock.

“Steve?”

His mother.

She opened the door slowly, probably just as nervous as he suddenly was.

“Can I come in?”

“Sure,” he managed to choke out.

His mom sat on the edge of the bed, leaving enough space between them that he couldn’t feel any warmth from her, which is how it’s always been.

“We probably should have called.”

It wasn’t an apology, just a statement. More for her than him since she was feeling just as awkward about this as he was.

“Those kids are the ones you babysat?”

“Yeah.”

“They’ve gotten quite big, haven’t they?”

Steve had no idea what she was doing, but he could answer her questions.

“Yeah. Don’t really need me anymore.”

“They’re here, though.”

“I’ll send them home,” Steve started to get up, but his mom’s hand on his shoulder kept him from standing.

“Don’t. We just dropped by to grab a few things. We have a flight in a few hours.”

Ah. So they weren’t staying. If he hadn’t been home when they got here, he probably never would have even known they were here.

For some reason, that hurt. Even after all these years, all these times being left alone.

“They must really love you.”

Her voice sounded different, shaky. Like she was actually trying to show an emotion other than passiveness or disappointment.

She was holding something, he could see her rubbing her fingers along whatever it was.

And then he caught the bright pink.

His bracelet.

“Where did you find that?”

“It was on the ground by the front door. Your father didn’t see it, but I picked it up. Thought it may have belonged to a girl you brought home. Then I saw what all those kids were wearing and saw your initials on it.” She handed him the bracelet and he felt relief wash over him. “You’re lucky to have them.”

He looked at her. Her lips wobbling, her eyes watery, like she was actually happy for him, or maybe a little sad about something else.

Regret. That’s what that look was.

“I wish I had known that you had so many people who love you. I wish I had been here to see you find happiness. You didn’t have any for so long.”

She’d seen it then. She’d seen the way he had to fight loneliness despite being surrounded by people at school. She’d seen the way his face dropped every time they told him they were going on another business trip, how he started to hate that they even bothered to come home at all. She’d seen the way he filled his home with idiot teenagers who barely respected him or the house, who just wanted a place to drink away from their parent’s prying eyes.

She’d seen it and let him feel that hurt anyway.

She still didn’t say she was sorry.

But he thought about if he even wanted that now. If he could even believe it or accept it coming from her.

Probably not.

He took the bracelet from her and wrapped it around his wrist, tightening the string until it was snug.

“I didn’t have anyone for so long because you didn’t seem to think I needed anyone. I don’t know who I would be without them. They’ve done more for me than you or dad ever have, and that’s why I’m the happiest I’ve ever been,” Steve sighed. It was exhausting that he even had to say this. “You’re right, though. I am lucky to be loved by them. This bracelet is just one of the physical reminders of that. Thanks for finding it.”

A single tear fell from her eyes, but Steve wasn’t going to let himself feel bad. She could have done this years ago when he needed it most.

Now he had those kids downstairs. He had Eddie. He had Robin. Joyce and Hopper. Claudia. Even the Wheelers.

Suddenly, Eddie was standing in his door, a panicked look on his face.

“Uh, sorry to interrupt.” He wasn’t. “You may need to come downstairs. Erica’s kind of doing that thing she does with your dad.”

Steve’s eyes widened while his mom just looked confused.

Then he heard it.

He jumped up and ran down the stairs, Eddie close on his heels.

“...and another thing! This house isn’t even decorated nicely! You have all this money, right? Why don’t you spend it on things that actually look good? Or a couch that’s actually comfy. How am I supposed to sleep on a piece of plywood with itchy fabric on it? Have you ever tried to sleep on that couch? Probably not since you can’t be bothered to come home.”

Steve put his hand on Erica’s shoulder while he glanced over at his father’s red face. He obviously wasn’t going to do anything to a child, but he didn’t want to take any risks, not with the kids he loved so much.

“Alright, everyone in the dining room! Get your game setup while I put the casserole in the oven.”

Erica glared up at him, but relented when everyone started moving towards the dining room.

Eddie watched as she left too, but he remained next to Steve.

Steve turned to face his father, who was certainly going to have a lot to say to him, but would probably wait until he was alone.

“The neighbor told me you had kids coming and going from here all the time, but I thought they were losing it. Especially when they said that the Munson van was parked in the driveway most nights. I guess they aren’t losing it, after all.”

His tone was outwardly calm, but Steve was well-versed in the silent rage boiling underneath.

He was also well-versed in how his father refused to make their family look bad, even if it was just a bunch of kids.

“They needed a place to play their game. I have plenty of room. It keeps them out of trouble and happy. I get to have people in the house. It’s a win win.”

Steve wasn’t usually this bold with his father, but he knew he was fine with Eddie next to him and his family in the next room.

His dad grunted and looked down at the bracelet wrapped around Steve’s wrist, and the matching one wrapped around Eddie’s.

Steve could feel his brain trying to figure everything out. He didn’t say anything to help.

“I’m sure your mother mentioned we’re just grabbing some things and leaving,” Richard finally said.

“She did.”

“Make sure the house is clean before we get back.”

“Which will be…?”

“Within the next few weeks.”

“Sure.”

They weren’t gonna be back in a few weeks. They probably wouldn’t be back for months, if ever.

Steve noticed that they barely had any of their personal belongings left in the house. He noticed that they had been slowly moving out of the house since his senior year of high school. He noticed that they rarely got mail delivered anymore, and that they didn’t send the gardener or pool cleaner by unless they were coming home.

He knew they had another house in upstate New York, one he’d never even been to and only found out about because his dad’s secretary mentioned it the last time he’d called looking for them.

He figured if they were coming back in a few weeks, it would probably be to tell him they were selling this house and he had to leave.

Which was fine.

He looked down at his bracelet as his dad left the kitchen, tugging on the end of it to make it even tighter.

He had people who would help him if he got kicked out. He had family.

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PROMPT 2

In 1987, Robin Buckley leaves for college.

They knew it was coming, her gap year truly could only be a year, after all.

Steve tried to put on a brave face.

He was proud of her, of course. She got into Purdue on one of the hardest academic scholarships to get. They’d let her, even encouraged her, to take the gap year, postponing her scholarship for her new start date.

She was leaving tomorrow and Steve didn’t know how to say goodbye.

Eddie was helping with some of the last minute packing she had to do, but he was trying to stay out of their way, give them time and space to enjoy what time they had left.

Suddenly, Steve knew what he needed to do.

“Eds?”

“Hm?”

“You’ve got supplies for tattoos right?”

“Tattoos, plural? Going from none to multiple in one go may not be a great idea, sweetheart.”

Robin was watching their interaction with curious eyes, but wasn’t saying anything.

“No, just one for me. But maybe one for Robin too?” He pointed the question at her, giving her a small smile.

“What? A tattoo? Now?”

“If you want. Just something small for us to have before you go.”

Maybe it was a stupid idea.

It’s not like she was leaving the damn country. He’d probably see her once a month at least.

But he was scared that she’d get to college and find a lot of smart friends who could keep up with her and find fewer reasons to visit here, and then Steve wouldn’t be able to convince her to stick around and he’d be alone.

A tattoo would at least ensure she was thinking of him, too.

“What would we get?”

“What about an ice cream cone?”

“Or a scoop?”

Eddie laughed. “You really want me to tattoo ice cream scoops on your bodies? Forever? You know these are permanent.”

Steve and Robin giggled together and nodded.

So it was settled.

They finished what they had to, waving a quick goodbye to Robin’s parents and letting them know she’d be back late. They reminded her they were heading out early in the morning and she ignored them. When they got to Eddie’s trailer, the nerves sunk in for both of them. Not enough to avoid getting the tattoos, but enough to make them hold hands while Eddie prepped the tattoo gun and ink for Steve.

“Alright, where do you want it big boy?”

He pointed to his ankle and looked at Robin, who nodded back at him in agreement.

So Eddie began.

Steve flinched at the first few lines in his skin, but got used to it quickly.

Robin held his hand and watched, talking to him about random things that she thought of that they could do when he visited her on campus.

Eddie finished quickly, smiling up at them both.

When he cleaned up and set up the new needle and ink for Robin, Steve held her hand and talked about all the things he was excited for her to do when she left. He even joked that she’d probably find a girlfriend in her Women’s Studies course.

“I mean that class is just gonna be a bunch of queer women, you better make a move.”

“You don’t know that!” she exclaimed while rolling her eyes.

When Robin’s tattoo was done, they smiled at each other. Robin kissed Eddie’s cheek in thanks and Steve kissed his lips, whispering a quiet thanks against them.

Even if Robin moved on, they’d always have this.

—-------

In 1991, shortly after Robin managed to graduate from school, Steve and Eddie had a massive fight.

They’d never had one before, not like this.

Not one that led to Eddie walking out and staying with Wayne.

Steve’s first call was to Wayne, making sure Eddie was safe.

His second call was to Robin, begging her to come stay with him for a few days so he wouldn’t have to be alone.

He hadn’t been alone in his house since the fall of 1986 and it was suddenly bigger and quieter than ever.

She quickly drove to him, knowing he wouldn’t have asked if he wasn’t struggling.

When she arrived, Steve sobbed into her shoulder for hours, not even saying anything, not really able to. She let him, didn’t offer any words of comfort, just running her hands through his hair and making sure he kept breathing in and out.

Eventually, she asked.

“I thought you guys were doing great. What happened?”

Steve shrugged, but he knew. He knew that for a few weeks now Eddie had been working a lot more, that Steve had been working a lot more, both of them trying to save money to buy a house that wasn’t a constant reminder of everything bad in their lives. He knew that neither of them were giving each other the attention they deserved. He knew the tiny little snippy comments they both were giving each other kept adding up into a form of resentment he didn’t think either of them could’ve been capable of. He knew when he missed their date because he forgot to call when he found out about the overtime he was scheduled for, it would lead to a pissed off Eddie.

“We’re just under a lot of stress right now.”

“Worse than the literal end of the world?”

“No. Just. Real life is kind of harder sometimes. Is that crazy to think?”

“I guess not. But you guys love each other more than anything. This is just a bump, right?”

“I dunno. He’s staying with Wayne for a bit.”

“How long is a bit?”

“I don’t know, he didn’t say. Wayne said he’s barely seen him.”

“Maybe he just needs to cool off. Bet he’ll be back tomorrow.”

But he wasn’t. He wasn’t back that week at all. Robin had to go back to campus to pack before they locked her out permanently, so he was left to work and come home to an empty house.

It sucked, point blank.

But Wayne called him every night before he left for work, and Steve knew that at least Eddie was safe, still going to work, still eating.

The day Robin was supposed to be back, Eddie showed up. He let himself in, which was a good sign. He sat down next to Steve on the couch, another good sign. He sighed, not a great sign, but maybe not a bad one.

He looked at Steve with tears in his eyes.

“I wanna come home.”

Steve let out a sob and folded into Eddie’s chest, Eddie wrapping his arms around him and kissing the top of his head.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”

“Sh. I’m sorry too, Stevie.”

When Robin arrived, she saw them asleep on the couch, thankfully fully dressed, and smiled to herself. She made her way up to the guest room that was basically hers and went to sleep, content with knowing that she’d gotten Steve through.

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In 1997, Robin lands her dream job offer. Things move quickly. She’s supposed to fly to Italy in three days, but she’s stuck on how to tell Steve.

Steve and Eddie moved to Boston when she did, insisting that they wanted to live a city life. Now that the kids were all gone, they had no reason to stay in Hawkins.

They sold the Harrington mansion, then their own home, and found a nice two bedroom apartment on the outskirts of the city. Steve worked in a bakery, so his hours were a bit all over the place depending on the season. Eddie worked as a sound mixer at a record label, which wasn’t his dream job, but close enough that he was happy.

Robin had been working as a tutor for years, enjoying the one on one with teenagers who needed the extra help in their high school foreign language classes. It didn’t pay much, but it was enough.

But she applied to be a teacher, part of a study abroad project for prospective Boston University students that reached 24 different countries. She didn’t really expect to get it, her experience and education level not quite where most of the other applicants were.

But she’d impressed the interviewers with her knowledge of multiple languages, not just fluency in one. They expressed immediate interest and asked her which country she’d prefer.

She told them she preferred Italy, but hadn’t expected to get her first choice.

She did.

And now she had to tell Steve she was leaving the country for at least a year.

She called Eddie first to warn him. He was excited for her, of course, but nervous about how Steve would react.

They frequently joked that she was the side chick in their relationship because Steve would cancel plans just to hang out with Robin. Even as grown adults with grown adult responsibilities, Eddie had to remind them to get some sleep during sleepovers like they were teenagers.

He thought it was adorable.

He told her to come over for dinner, she could talk to him then and he would be there as backup.

So she did.

And it went okay at first. Steve was so excited for her, he kept talking about how she could send real Italian chocolate like he got on a vacation with his parents when he was young.

But then it seemed to slowly sink in what this meant.

No more random meetups in the city for coffee or drinks, no more dinners here at their apartment, calls would have to be scheduled in advance because of the time difference. No hugs or cuddling for a year.

“Maybe we could try to come visit in a few months?” He looked at Eddie hopefully.

“Maybe, sweetheart,” Eddie responded with a small smile.

He knew their finances weren’t bad, but a trip to Italy certainly wasn’t something they were prepared for. Plus, taking that much time off of work would be difficult. They didn’t have another sound mixer right now, which meant if he missed more than a day or two, they’d pretty much have to close up shop.

“I mean, I’m sure with what they’re paying me, I could probably come visit during the Christmas break,” Robin added, though she didn’t sound so sure.

Eddie squeezed Steve’s knee, sensing the tears he was trying to hold back.

“We’ve got time to figure it out.”

Nothing got planned for a while though, because Robin was busier than expected.

She worked six days a week, and on the seventh day, she was usually still grading papers or setting up meetings with the other teachers in the program.

Steve felt like he was fighting constantly for her attention, which wasn’t fair to think because she was just doing her job.

Eddie knew he was getting into a depressive episode about a month in.

He called Robin while Steve was asleep, coming up with a plan to get him out of it before it got bad.

“I’ve got enough money for the flight, but we need somewhere to stay. I think I can swing five days off for both of us if I tell his boss what’s going on. But I can’t do it for at least a month.”

“Okay, just stay with me. I have a pull out couch. My neighbor brings me so much food all the time, I’m sure she’ll wanna feed you both too. I still have to work, but you can explore while I do. Have you guys even taken a real vacation before?”

“Does visiting Dustin count?”

“No.”

“Then, no.”

The plan was in place. Steve remained sad, but Robin tried to call as often as she could.

But almost exactly one month later, Steve came home to Eddie packing luggage. His heart stopped for a moment.

“What are you doing?”

Eddie smiled at him, walking over to wrap his arms around him.

“Packing for our trip.”

“What trip?”

“To Italy.”

Steve’s heart started racing.

“What?”

“Gotta get you to see your girl, don’t I? She’s got a couch with our name on it.”

Steve cried for the next hour, leaving wet kisses on Eddie’s cheeks and lips as he helped pack.

When they arrived in Italy, Robin was at the airport holding the chocolates Steve so desperately wanted, but he didn’t care about in that moment.

He was back with his platonic soulmate.

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Being engaged wasn’t that important to Steve or Eddie. They couldn’t legally get married anyway, so what was the point of the whole song and dance of asking and wearing a ring?

They’d belonged to each other for so long, it wasn’t necessary.

But in 2003, Eddie changed his mind.

It happened because Robin said something about how marriage equality was looking more likely, like maybe she could actually marry her girlfriend who followed her back from Italy.

And Eddie couldn’t have Robin get engaged before him.

So he found a ring, just a simple gold band with a single diamond. He got it engraved to say “scar on my heart” which was the title of the first song Eddie wrote about Steve for Steve.

He made plans. He called the kids and made them swear not to say anything.

He called Robin and asked if she could be there.

But he should have known Robin couldn’t keep a secret.

“I’m just so excited!”

“For what? It’s just ice cream at the park,” Steve said curiously.

“It’s not just ice cream! It’s a big moment!”

And then she realized what she said. Eddie glared at her.

“What’s the big moment?”

Eddie sighed. He could just say Robin was being dramatic, but Steve wouldn’t buy it, not with the way she looked guilty of murder now.

“I have something to ask you.”

Maybe Steve would leave it.

“What is it? Why does Robin need to be there? Just ask me now.”

Guess not.

“Since I can never have plans that work, fine.” Eddie pulled the box out of his pocket, sending one more glare at Robin, who already had tears in her eyes. He started to drop to one knee but felt hands on his arms.

“Wait! Are you proposing to me?”

“Uh. Trying to, yes.”

Steve started laughing. Not really the reaction he was hoping for.

Then, he pulled a box from his pocket.

Robin clapped and cheered from the side while Eddie just stared in disbelief.

“What?”

“I called Robin to come this weekend so I could propose!”

“But. I called her to come!”

“You both are dinguses! Eddie called me an hour before Steve did if it matters, but you both are ridiculous.”

They looked at each other and laughed as Robin’s words sank in.

“I guess I know your answer then,” Eddie said.

“Ask me anyway.”

“Yeah, I came all this way to see proposals, give me a show!” Robin exclaimed loudly.

“You just need ideas for your girlfriend.”

“Shut up.”

Eddie turned to Steve, got down on one knee, and smiled up at him.

“We’re living in a time where we might be able to actually get married and there is nothing I want more than to be able to call you my husband. I’ve loved you for nearly 20 years, and I know I’ll love you more in the next 20, and the 20 after that. What do you say, big boy? Wanna marry me?”

Steve was crying and Eddie could hear Robin sniffling to the side.

“Yeah, I do.”

Eddie placed the ring on Steve’s finger and kissed him so hard, Robin groaned.

“Okay, my turn.”

Eddie stood up with a smirk as Steve got down on one knee.

“Eds, I’ve never been that great with words, but you’ve loved me anyway. Even when I may not have deserved it, even when it may have been hard, even before I was ready to love you back. I’m not going anywhere no matter what the law says, but I want you to wear this so you know I’m all in. Will you be all in too?”

Robin was crying harder now, but Eddie didn’t care.

He nodded and let Steve place the ring on his finger.

Then they both pulled Robin into a hug, all of them crying into each other’s shoulders.

It made sense that she was here for this. She was Steve’s other half, Eddie was just an addition, and he was fine with that.

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I like your scars | {SaneGiyuu}

Theme: Fluff :3

Note: Yk that one audio? Smth that goes like, "I like your scars" 'M-Mine?' "Yeah." 'I like your smile!'

or smth but i forget the whole thing 😭

Anyways, partially inspired by that, and some videos I was watching earlier

-They're already dating!

-Probably OOC Giyuu bc the videos influenced me to make Giyuu so sassy 😃

-Also a little Nemi insecurity :3

-...and slightly OOC Sanemi at some points because... they're both shit at being fluffy when it comes to words, so at this point this is just what I want to say to a future lover but somewhat in their personalities... 😋

Giyuu rest his forehead on Sanemi's, their breaths interweaving together. It was silent as the two lovers lay together in a single futon, holed up in Giyuu's house as snow fell outside; the temperature dropping by the second.

"Giyuu?" Sanemi asked, after a beat.

Giyuu hummed in assent, his hand resting on Sanemi's jaw, his thumb tracing the scars on his boyfriend's face. "What is it?"

"Does my appearence not hinder your ability to... stay attracted to me?" Sanemi murmured uncertainly.

"Not at all. I like your scars," Giyuu said, a small smile brightening his face. He placed a loving kiss on the scar running across Sanemi's cheek.

"People tell me I'm scary when they see me. They run away. I can't assure people as well when I'm on my missions given of how they react..." Sanemi paused. "No one minds your presence, though. It's comforting."

Giyuu laughed gently, shaking his head. Sanemi watched him carefully.

"Sanemi, people think I'm too quiet. People say you're too loud. They say what they want, but their opinions don't matter, do they? I think... you shouldn't listen to them. They don't know you. You're kind and pretty and cute," Giyuu said, booping Sanemi's nose. "Either they're too traumatized by the demons to notice or they've got something terribly wrong with their eyesight."

Sanemi rolled his eyes. "But as you said, it's their opinion. How is your opinion so different from theirs when so many of theirs is... negative? And I'm not cute, by the way," he said, huffing.

"Hmm, I think you are. You're just proving me right," Giyuu said. "And, to answer your question, it's an opinion, remember? Theirs may be highly defective but trust me to say that I believe my words truly. What I say may be different than others but what I'm saying is also how I feel, how I see you and what I think of you. I love you, Sanemi, and nothing can changed that."

There was a silence for a minute, one of processing as the Wind Hashira pondered this.

"Mm... Then, I like your smile," Sanemi said finally, his voice quiet.

Giyuu chuckled softly, shaking his head in wonder. "And where might that have come from?"

"You kept complimenting me!! If I didn't compliment you, I'd feel bad," Sanemi whined.

"Fine. Why do you like my smile? Kocho-San says it's unsightful and that I shouldn't smile much," Giyuu said, frowning slightly.

"Well, Kocho's opinions are also deeply flawed then. I think it's wonderful. And more so by the fact that I rarely get to see it." Sanemi kissed him tenderly, as if he had to be careful, else Giyuu would break. "But if you smiled more often that would be just as lovely. You look so alive when you smile."

"Do I look like a dead fish when I don't?" Giyuu teased.

"Nah, you're still adorable when you don't," Sanemi insisted. "Where the hell did 'dead fish' come from, though?"

Giyuu shrugged, moving to wrap his arms around Sanemi. "Some of the other Hashira have called me that before, I think. You did too, no? Before we started dating?"

Sanemi groaned. "Noo, don't remind me, I feel so bad about that..."

"Don't be, I really was—am?—like one. Also, you hated me then so... sort of justified. And I did conspire ways to get back at all of you when I was particularily upset," Giyuu said, smirking at the thought.

"Oh? That makes me feel so much better," Sanemi said sarcastically. "What were these conspiracies, then?"

"Eh, stupid shit. Mostly just insults."

"Right. I didn't hate you, by the way," Sanemi said.

"No? I thought you hated me with a, and I quote, 'burning passion,'" Giyuu said, giggling.

"Oh, fuck off... No, well, I was irritated with you but I didn't 'hate you with a burning passion,'" Sanemi said with a sigh. "I hate myself for saying that, it was so cringy."

"Mmhm, it was funny," Giyuu murmured. "You know, after it all happened and I looked back on it. Why'd I annoy you, though? Was I that irritating?"

"Nah," Sanemi said, conspiciously not elaborating.

"Then... what?"

Sanemi grumbled, slinking down under the covers, his head obscured by the blanket and Giyuu's arms. He nestled himself into Giyuu's embrace, resting his forehead on the Water Hashira's chest.

"You were so damn cool," Sanemi murmured, his voice muffled by the clothing. "I admired you so much it hurt. I pretended to hate you because it made it easier to cope with the fact that I liked you."

Giyuu raised an eyebrow at nothing, tucking his chin in to look down at the bundle of Sanemi wrapped in his arms.

"That's... cute," Giyuu said, laughing suddenly.

"Hey!! Don't laugh!" Sanemi said, jolting up, his face flushed as he bonked Giyuu lightly with his head.

"I'm sorry!! I'm sorry, I just can't imagine you admiring me. Or, like... Liking me at all. Before, at least," Giyuu said, pulling Sanemi up to his level again.

Sanemi averted his eyes, his cheeks dusted pink in embarrassment. "Fuck, I was falling for you," Sanemi mumbled. "My ass couldn't admit it, though."

"Well, it all turned out well," Giyuu said, kissing him.

"Mhm, and now I've got a hot ass boyfriend who's never going to let this fact down. My money's on the fact that you'll bring it whenever you have a chance just to embarrass me," Sanemi said, pouting.

"Awee, but you get so flustered easily, it's too cute not to..." Giyuu said.

"Hmm, right. Tell me how you fell for me," Sanemi said confidently, wanting Giyuu to be humiliated as well.

"Let me think back a bit," Giyuu said, resting his head on Sanemi's, closing his eyes. "I think... a couple months before I asked you out."

"How did you decide to ask me out, thought? Were you contemplating it for months?" Sanemi asked, laughing.

"No, I wasn't going to tell you until..." Giyuu paused. "I don't know. I had this... spark. I think it was something you said."

The Hashira went silent again, lost in their thoughts.

"Was it the time some bitch came and asked me out?" Sanemi asked, after a long moment. "A week or two before you asked me, some... demon slayer girl? She went up to me and asked me out. Fuck, I turned her down in an instant because my mind was on you, of all people... And she was ugly."

Giyuu snorted. "She was not, don't say that, Sanemi," he chastised.

"She was!! Especially the way she ran off crying after—don't tell me you feel bad for her? She literally avoided my eyes when she asked. You, on the other hand. Your ass walked up to me all, 'Hey Shinazugawa, wanna go out?' I'm going to be honest, you took me so off guard." Sanemi sighed, reminising. "It was a good type, though. You were so confident, somehow. Like, your eyes stayed on mine the whole time and were so..."

His voice trailed off in thought and the silence slipped back into the room for a second.

"Sanemi?"

"Yes?"

"I wasn't confident, really. But I do think it was the fact that you turned down the girl that I asked you out finally. Partially, at least. I was hopeful because you'd turned her down, and... she was, you know, female? I was hoping it was because you were attracted to men. That, and I hadn't stopped loving you after several months," Giyuu concluded. "I guess I gave up on trying to rid the feeling."

Sanemi rolled his eyes. "Months," he scoffed. "I'd been trying to stop loving you for a fucking year. Hell, I just pretended to myself that I didn't like you. Good job."

"Eh? For what?" Giyuu asked.

"If you hadn't asked me out, I would've pretended I hated you for the rest of my life," Sanemi said, almost annnoyed at himself. "I'm a coward sometimes."

"Sometimes?" Giyuu teased.

Sanemi glared at him. "Alright, enough talk, let's sleep," he said, wrapping his arms around Giyuu's waist and closing his eyes.

"Hey, it's not my fault you started the conversation in the first place!" Giyuu protested, though he had a smile wavering on his face.

"Oh, fuck off. How did I start it?!" Sanemi complained.

"You asked if your scars made me not like you," Giyuu said, kissing Sanemi's forehead.

"Mm. I forgot."

"I know."

Another lapse of silence drew on (this is getting annoying, isn't it....) and for a moment, Giyuu assumed Sanemi was falling asleep.

But then he said, "And if you're wondering, there was nothing that made me ask you that. I was just... looking in the mirror yesterday."

"Oh." Giyuu paused. "But you look... gorgeous. What, was the mirror broken?"

Sanemi, whose head had been previously smushed against Giyuu's chest, looked up. "It was working perfectly fine, that's why," he said. "I can't bear to look at myself sometimes. Reminds me what I've gone through."

"Hmm, think about instead how much you've braved through, then? Or lived through? And you still look hot as hell??" Giyuu said, grinning slightly.

"Yeah... no. And... I didn't brave through shit. I literally just told you that I'm a coward," Sanemi deadpanned.

"We were talking about a completely different thing!!" he insisted. "And you did brave through it. It's not really being all fearless, it's about overcoming it."

"Look at you, being all wordy and practical," Sanemi said, grumbling. "Fine, if you want to give me a pep-talk, I'll accept it so you don't continue."

"Alright," Giyuu murmured.

"Let's sleep now, 'kay? I want rest if I have to do my missions in dead-winter," Sanemi said, closing his eyes again as he rested his head against his boyfriend's body.

"Mmhm, love you, sleep well," the ravenette said quietly, placing another kiss on Sanemi's cheek.

"Love you too."

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I HOPE THIS ONESHOT WAS SATISFACTORY AND I TOTALLY DIDN'T AT ONE POINT LOOK BACK AND REALIZE I WROTE SILENCE AS SILENECE, LOVE YOU ALL!!!! (i almost forgot how much I love fluff bc I keep clinging onto angst)

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cyrsed · 7 months

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i've been thinking about how (my) society treats cats lately and it's so weird to think about. like, @houzeheld went to an event recently and when the group of hosts was asked whether they prefer cats or dogs, they all had dogs, and one was even like "i can't stand cats". like, imagine if i said "i can't stand dogs" if someone asked me if i prefer cats or dogs lol.

the way people feel comfortable talking about cats and how much they don't like them would get you crucified if you talked about dogs that way. if i talked about how dogs are smelly and gross and i have to wash my hands after touching them (even tho i do like dogs very much lol but many of em are indeed smelly and gross), or, heaven forbid, someone says they "can't stand dogs", people would look at them like they're a monster.

and then conversely people are so comfortable talking about how cats are assholes, they're not affectionate, they don't love you, they couldn't care less if you're not around, or saying how they've never met a cat who liked them, or they've been around a cat that "hated" them for "no reason" (which, imo, says more about you than the cat; either you're misinterpreting their body language as uninterested/unfriendly bc you're expecting them to act like dogs, or you're doing something that's crossing a boundary of theirs and they're telling you to quit it).

earlier this month when i flew up to the new house w sailor, my mom and i were in the airport riding the lil tram thing and the lady next to us saw the pet carrier and excitedly asked if it was a little dog, and when i told her it's a cat, she just went "... oh. :|" and turned away lol like imagine if i asked someone if they had a cat in their carrier and when they told me their beloved pet was actually a dog i made a disgusted face and stopped talking to them gsjdflksdjlkf like that interaction was just funny to me but it's also really bizarre behavior when you think about how normalized it is.

i've maintained the theory that most people just have no idea how to interpret cat body language, and that most people try to apply dog body language to cats and then misinterpret cats as being aloof and/or unfriendly. my mom told me about how when she and my grandma arrived back at my mom's place from the airport a while back my mom said "the cats are so excited i'm back :)" and my grandma was very sarcastic about it bc she didn't think they seemed excited at all (probably bc they weren't running straight up to my mom and jumping on her like a dog might).

dogs have literally been bred to love us, and then held up as the ideal dynamic of the 'owner'/'pet' relationship. it's very hierarchical in a way that i think makes people entitled. i really think people (mostly unconsciously) believe that they deserve to be worshipped by their pet, and, maybe more importantly, that their pet shouldn't have the right to say "no" to them. that they should never have to /ask/ their pet something

that's just a problem in general, that we don't respect the boundaries of animals, but i was thinking about it yesterday cause i went up to the loft bc cowboy and sailor were up there and i wanted to take a video of them being pet bc they have such different affection styles (receiving and giving) and it's kinda funny. cowboy is more reserved and sailor is just like, getting lost in the sauce immediately.

cowboy's also just not as big a fan of being pet if he's not in a Being Pet Mood. he does like it in small doses, but he's sensitive and needs his space/gets overwhelmed quickly, so when i started petting him and went from his head to his side, he turned and gave my arm a light bite to tell me he didn't want me to touch his side. so i just moved on to sailor and pet her instead bc she loves being scritched/pet/patted/shaken/wiggled etc

n i was thinking about how people would probably interpret an interaction like that with cowboy as like, an inversion of the natural hierarchy on a base level, but would probably verbalize that as him not being friendly, or not being loving. i.e. i feed him, care for him, and love him, and yet he doesn't want to be pet by me?? he doesn't always want to be around me? what am i, whipped by my cat??

the thing is that ig i don't see myself as a pet "owner" (w all the hierarchical implications), per se, in moments like that. i'm approaching cowboy as one mammal of the household to another and communicating with him what i want (to pet his soft furry belly), and then letting him answer that in his own way, on his own terms, understanding that he has the right to say no (bite arm) bc i'm not owed anything from him. we're just two mammals who live together. we negotiate and communicate with each other every day, just bc he doesn't communicate the same way as a dog does, and/or doesn't reward me with constant access to his body/obsequious subservience doesn't make him unfriendly or un-loving. (also just to be clear: dogs and cats behave/communicate in all different ways, so there are plenty of friendly cats/aloof dogs, and people also misinterpret dog body language quite a bit too, i think there's just a general issue with people not understanding or respecting animals)

#been thinking about cats #cowboy #sailor #does anyone say whipped anymore #i couldnt' think of a better word lmao but idr the last time i heard someone call someone else whipped #also this is just half baked thoughts there's a lot more to say/definitely caveats i would make but whatever

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midnight-stormm · 1 year

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I don't dislike quackity nor do I dislike dream. I won't sit here and talk ill/discredit quackity work with the qsmp.

The situation between him and dream is unfortunate. It really is bc its main issue is the lack of communication.

I think us as fans need to sit down and think about how you as individuals handle the situation. Was it really necessary to dive into sending extreme hate in defense for quackity over miscommunication?? Over the feeling of potential copying of ideas??

It was never a big thing and the fans, the toxic ones take upon their own hands to send hate and attack people who views didn't align with theirs. Dream did the best he can to handle both communities in this situation. He tried his best alongside his friends to reach out to quackity. We don't know what goes on behind the scenes so this situation became out of control.

To people saying “Dream deserved it”, You are actually disgusting. No one deserves for their life to be put in danger or their family’s. He just posted his view on the situation and has no bad intentions on Quackity. He has always praised quackity and show nothing but support and love towards him and his project.

Please stop with the hate.

I just hope that quackity and dream can eventually talk and handle this situation.

We have to spread positivity and not hate.

If you feel uncomfortable with the situation, just block either parties and move one with your day.

#thats all i have to say #communication is highly needed #communicating your feelings out and hopefully q can speak to dream #give his view on how he feels in private to him #too many people are getting hurt and it's scary #please be safe #dreamwastaken #quackity #please spread positivity and love

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golbrocklovely · 7 months

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I’ll get a lot of hate for this but..colby seems like a player (fuck boy) to me..i don’t know..the things he do to shea (makes her feel some type of way) then he push her away..the same happened with stas, he was so touchy with her and then pushed her away..i know she was in love with him 100% but that’s not a reason to push every girl from him away when this happens and he wonders why he is always alone? and there’s alot of girls he did that to. Yeah i know, not everyone wants a relationship but that guy cry that he doesn’t have a gf or something like that but fucks around with others. I like sam better in this perspective..tbh.. sometimes i don’t really understand colby..also their content and everyone is only for money rn..that’s how i see it. I remember in like 2016-2019 they were responding to alot of fans on ig etc etc..i feel like everyone is about money right now..

Btw thanks for reading that. Also it doesn’t mean hate on anyone but yk..

you are not the only person to have sent in an ask like this to me over the years. so, you're not the only one that feels this way.

that being said, i do not agree with you.

now, did colby in the past maybe fuck around with some girls? sure. he definitely had a bit of a player history. but, you also then have to believe that every girl he was around was someone he was hooking up with/had a relationship with in some way. and that's just not true. reality is, we don't know reality. what we are going off of is our assumptions. not every girl he was around at one point or another was a girl he was hooking up with. it's honestly kinda strange to assume that this man can't have a friendship with a woman without there being some weird connotation of "oh he actually wants her" or "she wants to get with him" or "he clearly wants to fuck her". not saying you're implying that, i'm just stating generally.

shea and him have a complicated thing that i don't think we will ever know the real, full story to. but at the end of the day, regardless of what you believe, they are both grown adults. if they wanted to have a relationship, they would have had one by now. shea is almost 30. she's is too grown to blame colby (if she really does that at all) for stringing her along. if he's promising you the world, but going out with other girls, he's a liar. you should have left a long time ago. but clearly either a) that's not happening or b) you are forcing yourself to believe something that isn't real. and that's your own fault, not his. that doesn't excuse his possible stringing along-ness, but he can't do that to you if you already left 🤷🏻‍♀️

and as for stas… he never treated her more than in a friendly way. sorry if you disagree, but i saw not one single thing that pointed to them having anything more than maybe a slightly flirty/touchy friendship. the reason why she got so hurt over it was bc she had feelings for him, he didn't reciprocate, and bc she thought she could make him like her, she stuck around in her fantasy too long. that man literally brought along a date to hang out with her and other friends. what about that screams "oh he's into me, he just doesn't know how to express it"????? that man made it clear as day what his feelings were, she just didn't listen.

none of this even takes into account that both girls have used colby for YEARS to gain followers, clout, and to make money off of his fans that become theirs. like…. that's it's own can of worms.

and he has EVERY. RIGHT. to reject girls that love him too much bc if he's not into them, why should he pretend to be??? you literally are saying he's a fuckboy for stringing them along, but then complain that he shouldn't say he's lonely bc "he pushes them away". so… is he supposed to pretend to like them and string them along, or cut them loose but still get blamed for being lonely?? which one is it?

he's allowed to have standards or not just settle with the first girl that shows emotional attachment to him. that's not how love works. and on top of that, he's allowed to complain about wanting someone to love but not having someone even tho he has plenty of suitors. reality is, colby has outwardly said for a very long time that he hasn't met someone he wants to spend the rest of his life with. he has made that clear as day for YEARS now. and also for years he has said he hasn't been in a serious relationship since 2016. if this is what he says publicly to fans, i can only imagine he lays it out thicker privately. that would also mean that any girl he has been with was never serious in the first place. aka, there were no feelings attached. so when things ended, it's not a breakup. it's just two ppl who were casually seeing each other leaving and finding someone else. that doesn't negate that he probably had used a girl from time to time for emotional support or whatever. i'm not saying that's not true. but the fact of the matter is, there has been ONE GIRL that i can name that has outright had an issue with colby after "breaking up" with him. and collectively, out of the many everyone assumes he's been with, that kinda shows that maybe he is telling the truth to these girls about what he wants. bc if he was burning bridges left and right, he would have been up in flames by now.

and sam literally just got out of a relationship where he strung kat along for years, mentioning talks of getting married, how his last name sounds good with her first, only to turn around and get cold feet when the ultimatum came. not to mention the vampire situation (him purposefully keeping her out of the editing room while he was working and all she wanted to do was hang out), him not even giving her a key to his house in la even tho she was over every single day, him now currently mentioning how he didn't really hang out with her all that much the last year of their relationship and how he could have been better, him not sharing his calendar with her so she would never know when he was leaving or going, him literally telling fans in emails how so much better he's doing now that he's not in a relationship with her anymore, her literally getting death threats by HIS FANS and he says literally nothing about it…. need i go on? he's not exactly star bf of the year either.

and as for the whole thing of "they only do things for money now"…. that's kinda always been the case. this is their job. they need to do things for money to survive. not to mention, they have grown exponentially since that time period of 2016-19. just based on subs alone, and nothing else, they have the combined population of nyc and philly. that's how many eyes are on them at any given point. obviously there is some overlap between different social media sites, but they have 10 mil+ eyes on them, which means 10 mil+ ppl trying to get their attention at any given point. they can't talk to everyone like they used to. when they were at one mil or two, sure. talking to ppl wasn't too hard, but now it's basically impossible. and on top of that they are busy so they don't have time to interact like they once did. it sucks, but that's just the truth.

i get why you felt the need to say all of this, and even tho i don't agree with you, i'm not trying to be hateful or mean. i'm just stating how i feel to your ask. please don't take any of this personally. i don't think you're dumb for the opinion you have, even if it's different from mine. we are allowed to have differing opinions, and we can just agree to disagree.

#ask #personal #cb ll #sg ll

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hobgayblin · 14 days

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bee, wasp, beetle for whichever guy youre thinking abt rn!!

AUH thank you chi !!!!

I'm gonna do these all for Kveldulf and Tyr bc I'm in my GOW era part 134655665

Bee - Do they have their own little love language that’s just theirs? Any pet names, inside jokes, or regular gestures that mean something special to them?

Tyr is very romantic and sweet with him and Kvel's special love language is not tearing him apart for any of it GHKSGDH Kvel hates most forms of human contact, but he likes holding onto Tyr's arm and lets Tyr touch him without biting him (most of the time). His love language is basically like a feral kitten being socialized

Kvel doesn't really do pet names but Tyr calls him all the traditional ones like darling, my love, and will also call him little wolf sometimes, which Kvel likes because it's the only time someone hasn't said it in a rude way to him

Wasp - Who has the higher pain tolerance? How do they look after each other when one is sick? Who’s the better caretaker?

Tyr definitely has the higher pain tolerance because he has godly regenerative abilities and Kvel does. Not. I don't think Tyr can actually get sick either because of that? Which is good because Kvel is a piss poor caretaker SHDFGH He would bring food (big chunks of meat, not advisable to eat) and maybe lay with Tyr if he did somehow get sick but he is HORRIBLE at being caring.

Tyr on the other hand is the PERFECT caretaker. If Kvel gets sick Tyr is always by his side and cooking him food and making sure he's comfortable. Tyr would keep other people away from him too because Kvel gets even crankier when he's sick, and hates people seeing him in any sort of vulnerable state.

Beetle - No holds barred, who would win in a fight, and how would it go down?

They spar all the time but in an actual FIGHT FIGHT it's a little hard to say. Tyr is definitely a lot stronger and smarter than Kvel, but Kvel has a lot of tricks and transformations and is incredibly chaotic while fighting so it's difficult to get a read on what he's gonna do to be able to react to it.

I THINK, honestly, Kvel would win just through Tyr being Too Nice to hurt his beloved too badly. Kvel is generally not one to hold back but won't even hold back on Tyr because he knows he can heal himself afterwards. Also Kvel is Not used to the honorable duel sort of fights so he fights very dirty and hates backing down from any fight until either 1. he's dead, 2. he's clearly won, or 3. he's physically dragged away (happens often)

#cackles from the den #sunnychaiup #i wasnt expecting any i just wanted to rb it to save hskdfhg but ty :) i hardly ever talk abt my guys anymore #tyr is a very honorable man and kvel is. well. animal brain #kveldulf #🌲#tyrkvel ship pending

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alright im half way thru and here are my thoughts so far:

1. I truthfully don’t know any of the controversy around joe rogan, i just know he’s hella popular for being controversial and he’s someone i’d be on edge to have a convo with bc what i have seen is he questions everything and he isn’t afraid to let you know he doesn’t agree. but snc seem to really like him and vibe with him and it does seem super out of the blue for joe to want ghost hunters to come investigate his place (I hope this isnt a set up). either way, sounds interesting.

2. that contract from o-park mall is challenge worthy. they spelt colbys name entirely wrong (misspelt his last name and used his nickname and not his legal name) making it null and void from my understanding. i would also say the same abt sam as they used a nickname not a legal name. A good lawyer could wiggle them out of that if they cared.

3. loved hearing colbys take on religion. im the same, i’m not so much religious as i have a relationship with God. i think thats way more important than being in a religious community. and i also feel the same way about just knowing there’s something else out there. also interesting he was the only one on the table who doesn’t have dreams of dying. chop that up to trusting in God and not being afraid bc he knows God has the perfect plan and everything is in control, or just generally not afraid to die for other reasons, who knows. definitely fascinating, either way.

alright i’ll be back in 1.5hr hours with part 2 comments. I probably missed a bunch of stuff i could’ve commented on but these are my standout comments.

- aussie anon

I finished the podcast late last night and then immediately went to bed without really doing a deep dive into my thoughts on the whole thing (aside from a few choice areas that stuck in my brain and had to be discussed in dm's last night lol), so I'm going to use your reviews to sort of start my own review, and then will probably finish up with an additional post later on side thoughts - cause I have a lot lol.

1, The thing with Joe Rogan is that he kind of plays both sides of the fence, in terms of not just politics, but pretty much anything going on (he will have on conservatives and liberals, will have on atheists and people like snc, will have on scientists and then people who believe in UFOs, etc) and so he tends to be very controversial because of that. I don't listen to him, his viewpoints on certain things aren't really my cup of tea and he has in the past said some stuff in his pursuit of riding the fence that was not good and gross and everything, so this is not me defending him or whatever - but at the end of the day, he has the most listened to podcast on earth and love him or hate him, is a household name. Them being invited on his podcast, being treated very well by him, and then him keeping in touch with them and inviting them out to his comedy club is objectively a big deal for them and their visibility and they aren't going to turn that down because twitter - who has pretty much made it clear they lowkey hate snc anyway lol - have an issue with the collab.

I actually found that part of the conversation interesting, because the whole thing came about because his daughter was a fan of theirs, which I just find kind of hilarious and random. Imagine how many people of notoriety and fame they meet or could potentially meet because those peoples' teenage children are fans.

2, I don't think they would actually get arrested for showing up at that mall at this point in their careers, anyway - most malls do not have the uumph to take shit like that truly seriously, and both S & C have made it public that they've been back in there since (one time right after the release of their book, Colby went into their Barnes and Noble with his mom and illegally signed a few of the books on the shelf and posted about it all over his instagram lol). But it is objectively kind of hilarious that they are "banned" from entering the mall and yet they've had consumer products in three of their stores (B&N, Hot Topic and Zumiez), and have had their faces on the store fronts of two of those three.

3, I strangely found that interesting as well, and I normally tend to zone right the fuck out when people talk religion (sorry, all). I was raised Catholic but am not religious these days in my own life, although I certainly do believe that something else has to be going on, hence all the ghosts and stuff. But for whatever reason, hearing others talk about religion always makes me feel wildly uncomfortable - I think it's just feeling like that's something personal and so different from person to person and I just don't like feeling like I'm intruding on their privacy by hearing it (even if they are offering it up freely), if that makes sense? I don't know, I'm just weird about those conversations in general.

But I find it interesting when these two talk religion, firstly because of the content they make and how it would tie back into their own personal belief system, but also just how interesting it is that this is one of those areas where they kind of balance each other on opposite sides of the scale, and yet somehow come together perfectly at the end. It's an interesting phenomenon with them.

Also, all of them talking about dying in their dreams and Colby just piping in with "I've never died in my dreams 😃" like go off, you sweet little just happy to be there king.

#asks #aussie anon #snc video review

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swannscroft · 2 years

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do you have any 00swann head canons? if so, would you be so kind to share them? i love the stories you've written for them by the way.

omg heyy🥺❤️ ty so much for reading my stories, i have so many head canons for them i'd love to share (most of these are assuming bond survived in nttd😂):

bond is so handsy, always trying to initiate stuff at the WORST times bc he thinks it's funny and hot (madeleine doesn't want to admit it, but she loves it)

while madeleine hates guns and doesn't want them looking of theirs shoulders, bond still has guns stashed away in strategic places for if something goes wrong. he just can't shake those years of training

even though they can both tolerate the cold/snow, bond and madeleine both hate it. they both associate it with their childhood and rough times (bond's parents dying, the avalanche where he lost his stepfather. madeleine's mother dying, and living in mostly solitude in austria) they both prefer sunny days and warmer weather

they're both so secretive but try to open up to each other as best they can. it's difficult but they both recognize they've had to compartmentalize over the years to survive (and it's a lot easier to open up when blofeld isnt manipulating them)

madeleine never wanted to be a mother, bc she was afraid she would not be a great mother like her own was, but she loves mathilde more than anything in the world

bond never wanted to be a father either but wants to try and make up for those lost 5 years in every way he can

neither of them watch a lot of tv, and prefer to read, and sometimes just enjoy each other's company in silence

bond is a control freak sometimes and always likes to drive, he goes insane when he's not in the driver's seat😂 madeleine doesn't mind most of the time

bond will always think back on vesper fondly, but he's accepted her death and moved on. he felt betrayed when her grave was destroyed, not bc he still was in love with her, but bc he thought madeleine had been working for spectre. (which was a dumb af choice on the writers tbh) vesper humbled him and allowed him to love, but madeleine made him realize that he TRULY could give up the life of an assassin and be something more

and going with the canon ending (and this is going to sound terrible) but i don't think it takes madeleine too long to accept and move on from bond's death. his death ovb. crushed her bc she LOVED james SO much, but they'd been apart 5 years, they were only together again for a few days. she'd spent longer without him than she did with him. she will always carry james in her heart, but she'd processed the loss of him long before he died

madeleine was the true love of james' life, but mathilde is the true love of madeleine's life. she's the greatest gift that james could've given her

(also not 00swann related) but on madeleine's birthday every year, mr. white would try to find her and celebrate from afar, wishing nothing more than to be with his daughter

#cried writing these ngl😭❤️#00swann #bondeleine #james bond x madeleine swann #james bond #daniel craig #007 #madeleine swann #lea seydoux #no time to die #nttd #casino royale #spectre #skyfall #quantum of solace

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innocentpeach777 · 2 years

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why the signs SUCK and you don't want them ANYWHERE NEAR YOU !!!!!!

aries - they will, and i 100% guarantee this, unintentionally kill themselves - ACTUALLY FUCKING KILL THEMSELVES - trying to pull off some stupid stunt for their friends. like, they'll crash their fucking motorcycles so fucking hard that they fucking burn all their flesh off on the concrete and break all their bones and decapitate themselves. and that actually sucks. you might not know this, but, like, having one of your best friends die, especially when it was completely unnecessary and you're both young, is fucking devastating. like, you'll never get over it. you might even fall in love with them. and that basically makes you a fucking necrophiliac. like so gross and creepy and fucked up and just fucking horrible. it would make your skin crawl.

taurus - they will literally drive you to murder. like they will piss you off so bad that you end up just fucking strangling them to death one day. also, they are all into fucking ddlg!! i swear to FUCKING GOD. and like you'll literally be walking down the fucking street some day and you'll see these fucking mentally deranged cunts on all fours, a goddamn paci in their fucking mouth and a fucking NAPPY, a NAPPY, FULL OF SHIT, on their ass instead of fucking shorts!! like, they'll literally be half-naked on a fucking leash getting walked around by some fucking ugly shitfucker named greg or some shit who works at fucking walmart having him fucking refer to her as a fucking dog!! and then she'll start fucking pissing herself!! again!!! like she hasn't already shit her nappy to hell and back!! fuck her!!!

also, sidenote, they won't answer texts. they all have fucking god complexes, and they fucking literally think they can text just whenever the fuck they want. like, and if you text them more than like two fucking times after they start ignoring you, they'll fucking block you. like, i stg, like you'd have to be married to these cunts for them to not. you could have been friends with this bitch since fucking elementary school, but, she'll still fucking block you.

gemini - they will literally lose their minds and fucking be the fucking cunts showing up at walmart fucking completely naked and just running around screaming and knocking over entire aisles of food. like, when they snap, they snap harder than anyone. trust and believe.

cancer - they'll murder you. like, they will like either become obsessed w you for whatever reason or they will just start to hate you bc you are annoying them in some way, and they'll find out where you live, and they'll just slit your throat in your sleep. and maybe stab you a few more times to make sure you're dead.

leo - birdlike. very similar to rats. the way they want to steal from you. birds stay outside and they get more attention. but you see that we make these birdhouses for them. and the sprinklers. and they just lap it up. same with leos. and we also shower them w attention and affection and praise. we love birds, but, for no reason. just like with leos. they don't deserve fucking attention. why are you so obssessed w them? some of y'all got mental problems, either that or leos actually hex you into liking them when you come anywhere near them. like fucking literal ACTUAL mind control. but, they are much more like dirty little rats. the way they fucking walk into your house like it's theirs or something, and steal your food with their stupid tiny little hands and giant rancid brown rat teeth, and treat you like you're not even there. they are disgusting. literal trespassers. literal thieves.

virgo - they literally ALWAYS play the victim!! like, they literally make me so mad!! all they fucking do all day is suck their boyfriend's dick and clean his entire house for him like some fucking moron and then sit around and stare vacantly out at nothing. then they'll get on their phones after they've stared non-sentiently at the vacuum cleaner for an entire hour and let some guy manipulate them into eating his ass. like, they are the naughty schoolgirl stereotype literally PERSONIFIED. like they are literally depraved, disgusting whores (probably even have an std and suck farts for money) and they act so innocent.

they also don't have brains!! non-sentient. literally!!! they're like pet cats!! all they know how to do is wear cat ears and let their boyfriends tiddyfuck them!!!

also, they're the types to fucking constantly have sex with ugly disgusting dirty old men!! they're so fucking gross!! like eugh!! like, i stg, you'll catch herpes off of them!! no cap. hate y'all

libra - they are borderline rapists. literally all of them. complete perverts and philanderers, maybe even worse than aquarius. like, they will not stop trying to fuck you. they will literally show up at your fucking door at like fucking 8AM w like a fucking bouquet of roses and a box of chocolates for you like you're their girlfriend and then harass you to come "hang out" w them in like the park or some shit and if you cave and come with them, they'll literally just be trying to cop a feel and fuck you the whole time.

and if you actually have sex w them, literally god help you. they'll slander you online and call you a slut that fucks everyone and say you're ugly and that you weren't even a good fuck and that you're gross and that your breath smells like dog sex. and they won't even text you back like for weeks until they wanna fuck you again. they'll literally just use you for sex while claiming they fucking love you so much and wanna marry you and all that fucking shit when all they want is fucking coochie.

like they don't even care abt you girl. like he's lying to you girl, he's cheating. also, they will cheat on you until they're laying in their grave!!!! and they are all like literally pathological liars. they don't even know how to tell the truth anymore. i fucking hate libra the most. hate libra gang 💯🔥

scorpio - like cancer, literal murderers. but they do it for fun. they like to roleplay that they're in the mafia. and they'll smile handsomely and boyishly at you while they wildly stab you to death!! they love to have fun!!! and won't comprehend your pain. also they will get bored with you or just wanna fuck w someone bc they're complete sociopaths and have an insatiable boredom bc inside they are empty worthless husks of pain and dookie !!!!! 🙃🙃🙃 but when they get to that point they'll just start ruining your life on auto-pilot. like as if they're trying to find the alcohol cabinet in your house while sleepwalking. like they're wrong!!! they were born wrong, and they are wrong... smh smh like there is something wrong w them.. like they are wrong!!! smfh 😚😛☻😋 i love scorpios ❤️💞💕💕💖💖💖💖💖💖🖤💗🖤💗

sagittarius - like, i can't even cap. sagittarius isn't worth my time. they want to be sex slaves to foreign men. they want to be forced to travel to their countries and suck and fuck them and like just be like total sluts the whole time. and let them use them as fleshlights. and they'll constantly do this shit, just continue to give in to their wanderlust, to the point where you'll never fucking see them anymore.

they'll fucking be in goddamn italy, literally living there, for like SIX FUCKING YEARS (sometimes even longer. don't get me started.) and they'll send you a fucking post card with tomatos drawn on it, and a little wine bottle in the corner, telling you how they picked up an italian accent, and call it "the accent". like, once you've hit your forties i swear to fucking god you'll never see this bitch again. ever. she'll be fucking gone. she's fucking gone.

they're also literally racist. major jungle fever and yellow fever. and they fuck animals!! they'll literally fly to africa just to molest some beautiful, well-toned african men and fuck a bunch of monkeys and get mauled and ravaged by a lion. it's their dream....

can't believe i even wrote this much abt them. i fucking hate sagittarius.

capricorn - incels. like dni. they will fucking guilt trip you, they'll gaslight you. narcissists. like no holds barred. they'll even throw acid in your face or kidnap you. keep you tied up in their fucking basement and feed you baby carrots and rape you while crying to you abt how their mother never fucking loved them and soak you in their salty snot and tears and then unintentionally starve you to death at some point bc they forgot to feed you. might also use you as a human toilet against your will since they already have you there and they're THE DEVIL 🦇🦇🦇👺

aquarius - true to their reputation, they ARE all complete perverts. like, the BIGGEST perverts ever!! they all want to sniff you all over. and in really lewd places like your armpits and your pussy and your butthole and your feet. but they're shy. and stuff. so they tend to just lie in wait and like dm you and stuff like normal and wait for you to invite them over bc they're shy and like don't like people (actual sociopaths, like they're scary stg) and they'll like come over and lay on your bed and hang out w you and wait for you to go to the bathroom and then jack off wildly under your blanket and cum all over your bed and sheets and fucking, it'll be just everywhere. they'll even wipe their gross cummy fingers off on your bed. then after they'll come creeping by the bathroom door and try to watch you shit!!!! and pee!!! it literally makes their cock hard... like, they all have fart fetishes... like omg... like... i had to say it. i know it's disgusting, but, it's the truth!! they will, like, do that!!! like... omg... like can you believe it?? that's so gross!! but like they will!!! and then they'll try to come in, they'll ask "hey, are you ok?" pretending to be all innocent, and meanwhile they're crossing their fingers and hoping you'll let them in so they can literally watch you dookie in the toilet!!!!! smh like and they'll constantly stare at your tiddies and try to look at your panties under your skirt and will try to take like perverted pictures of you and will want you to sit on their laps all the time and hope that you fart!!! and even feed you stuff like beans and soda so that you do!!!! and like will steal your panties!!! omg!!!! and they just wanna fuck you all the time and in like the most degrading ways!!! they are so mean!!! and they're like stupid!!! lowkey misogynists. they also are greg. and they're deadbeats that work at walmart. and they're half-sentient. will send you this!! 🥺 emoji!!! oh my god!!

pisces - forced footjobs. like they will constantly try to force foot jobs on you to the point where your cock or pussy is covered, just absolutely smeared, with foot gunk. to the point of cock and ball torture. and foot in ass penetration. and they will also not answer your texts, leave you on read for months, and scream at you at random. worst comes to worst, they'll ghost you, but, i wouldn't want to say that. i love all my pisces out there!!! ☆

#text #astrology #dragging the signs #aries #taurus #gemini #cancer #leo #virgo #libra #scorpio #sagittarius #Capricorn #aquarius #pisces

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loverboypercy · 2 years

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Starline for the acrostic game? ~sunlight-ships

ACROSTIC F/O ASK GAME

thank uuu @sunlight-ships <33

S - Story - if you and them were in a fairytale, which story would you be and who would play which character?

tbh i already have an idea of sa/tbk red being morgan le fay - granted as much more of a "arthur/sonics silly wizard sibling that lives in the mountains" than their more traditional kind of personality.

i think it would be funny if we got to see eggs in that universe as some kinda evil king, w starline as his like advisor, trusted guard or smthin. then he gets seduced by a funny weirdo.

T - Teach - what skills of theirs would they teach you? what would you teach them?

uh, i mean. they had to start learning more hand-to-hand combat bcs thats what starline kinda does-

but in their like. actual relationship he'd try to get red into hacking and some of the more advanced robotic stuff but they either are Bad at it or just don't really care all that much.

however, i hc that he actually loves cooking/baking so thats something they get to do together and bond over ! he's also one of those Fancy mfers that have their tea like done in a specific way. buddy learns how to do that for him bcs sometimes he needs a lil pick-me-up

A - Art - do they draw or paint? what about any other kind of art? what’s their favorite style/subject/another artist who inspires them?

he admits to having a mild soft spot for aesthetics. he did design and paint his logo himself after all ! if he did end up making art it would probably be more the abstract kind. its a little pretentious but like. red thinks its cute.

he is not allowed to talk about his inspiration and why he wont stop drawing stylised cityscapes and theme parks.

R - Rainbow - what colors do you associate with them and why?

tbh that really nice magenta on his outfit and his eyes make me a lil <3 u kno. its a v pretty colour !

L - Language - what’s their love language? what’s yours?

being annoying /j

i think its pretty solidly set up from his canon appearances that he's an acts of service/gifts kinda guy ! red is also gifts but also quality time.

I - Image - show us a picture of them that gives you a lot of feelings. if they aren’t a visual character, describe your mental image of them!

i love everyones take on him but evans got a special little place in my heart. also his gay little earrings,, never forget what they took from us..

(i also really REALLY love his more monsterous/frankenstein-y concept art where he is Tall. but this post is already really LONG-)

N - Nostalgia - what’s your f/o’s favorite memory?

considering uh. how He Is and comments made off-handedly on ians podcast - i imagine his family wasnt. the best. there was always a disconnect there, and he never really felt like he fit in with them.

but theres one time. he built a little robot for his mother - a very simple and crude thing, something he'd be ashamed of now. but it made her smile and she ruffled his hair. its his most treasured memory, and he hates it.

a second is the first time red called him starlight unironically (it was a bit of a joke before they became actual friends/partners, red called it him once by accident and he got So Mad that they kept doing it). they were still just, very loosely, friends at that point. he was still figuring out what to do with himself, so red took him out to the chao garden with them that morning and had him help out a little. at one point they remarked:

"i don't know if you'll get it right, starlight. but i hope you do."

E - Emotion - is your f/o open with their feelings or do they keep them close to their chest?

starline is one of those people that just bottle and bottle and bottle until they explode - usually by having a breakdown and crying. sometimes he lets stuff slip but he tries so hard to desperately hold onto his cool and calculated persona that it just makes him slip more.

#iloveyou.ans #starlight💫.rom #long post #i kno ive been v jokey w this ship but like. i love this guy a lot #i want to explore this stuff bcs while i enjoy him as a villain i geniunely kinda want him to get better. away from all the teens he #traumatized ofc #its okay kids you dont have to redeem the bad guy this time ill just make him fall in love w me itll be fine dw

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coldheartd · 13 days

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# NORA HEADCANON ANSWERS ♡ !!

4 my bb @infrunami <333333

how did your muses meet ?

the unofficial meeting was at the garage while noa was working [ insert handshake gif here ] but i don't rlly like to count that because zara was there and it was awkward so i say it was the night at the bar that's like where they really truly met .

how long have your muses known each other ?

i wanna say 3 - 4 years in total ? they rlly dated and got married within six months and moved quickly and i rmbr cora mentioning their 2 year wedding anniversary in the groupchat so correct me if i'm wrong on this one

have your muses ever traveled together ?

they don't go anywhere without each other, so yeah, they have traveled the world together.

what was the last place your muses went to together ?

coachella baby

what was the last movie your muses watched together ?

we beam so much i cannot remember the last movie they watched but currently they're watching the great north, survivor, loot, abbott, and modern family.

do your muses have playlists made for each other ?

absolutely yes ... and even if they're not directly made for each other they still put each other as pics on their cover pictures bc they're so cute n corny like that

what was the last gift your muses got for each other ?

noa just got cora a million skirts ... but i feel like he spoils her so much there's never not a day where there's a gift coming in for either one of them.

do your muses have a ' place ' thats just for the two of them ?

their closet which is decked out with a giant bean bag bed and some stuff for their anxiety, they go in there when it gets really bad or they need a break from the world. i would also say their conversation pit is for them but other ppl use that when they're over so it's not ... theirs ... yk JFJDSJDSJ

do your muses want children ?

depending on where we are in their verse yes and no. cora is the no but noa is the yes ... but if we're advanced in it then yes absolutely they have 3 🥺 aifa, nohea jr, and kalon.

do your muses want to get married ?

ummmm considering they got married overnight i'd say confidently, yes.

do your muses have any pets together ?

holy fuck what pets don't they have together ... four dogs: guava [ the first born ], pearl, shampoo and sophie. one cat named calcifer. and one rabbit named strawberry shortcake, cake for short. and noa is trying to bring home a pygmy goat.

what do your muses do for fun together ?

many things ... but the top one that i know is they're always in each others company so it's laying in a patch of sun like cats and reading or snuggling tgt

did your muses take eachothers virginity ?

no and cora is still pissed about it to this day ... [ the "I WISH I WAS BORN EARLIER" ailment she had in that one thread one time JFJDSJDS ]

when did your muses realize they had fallen for each other ?

sigh ... as cliche as it is noa fell in love with cora the same night they had the bar interaction [ which is when she did too <3 ] and realized she listened to him and had genuine questions and reactions to his drunken stories but ALSO i like to think the i love you's were solidified the night she left him after 15 times ... iykyk

which one of your muses is more affectionate ?

both equally affectionate but i think cora has to initiate bc noa hates being touched like when it's not cora anyway so yea but noa is ... handsy if we're talking that so maybe just equally affectionate yea

who's most likely to apologize first after an argument ?

noa joseph auva'a

what was your muses first impressions of each other ?

they hated each other at first omfg literally if anyone read their first thread you would be like ... how are they like THIS now but yea they did not like each other at all

what is one word that would describe your muses relationship ?

strong 🥺

do your muses have a ' song ' thats just for them ?

for me it'll always be crazy by hope tala like i just associate it with them forever

what is your muse's sex life like ? how frequent ? what are they into ?

not to be insane on main but if there's not a day where nora are not fucking then you need to call an ambulance and send noa to the ER because he's either sick or dying bc he is the horniest motherfucker i have ever met and written IKFJSDJKFKJDS but have u seen his wife idt u can blame him ... also idc bdsm LIKE LETS TALK ABOUT IT CORA U LIKE TO BE TIED UP N STUFF ALRIGHT

#main verse obvi #ugh my fucking babies #was just bored so i wanted to do this for us JFJDSJDJS #GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUUCHFHJDSJKDFS #⠀ ♡ ⠀⠀⠀ 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒 ⠀⠀⠀ ›› ⠀⠀⠀ noa ⠀ & ⠀ cora ⠀.

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is it tough for anyone else to really rank the ud characters like??? let me ramble for a second

separating player base and fandom. i know the players have very BASIC rankings. ie, mike is usually #1, and emily is lowest. like that's a let's players ranking of the characters. i think it's very shallow and boring but. they're like a player. not really a fandom person.

with that out of the way, i don't understand the fandom's rankings of the characters. because for me personally, i like all of them. for every bad thing i have to say about them, i have a positive thing to say. for every action of theirs i criticize, i can also defend them. so i can't really rank them based on bad shit they do

in my eyes, i don't understand hating ashley but liking josh. that doesn't compute to me. or hating jess but liking emily, vice versa. because they're all equally shitty or can do horrible things. and before you say sam, she can like kill everyone in the lodge fire. so yeah. (but a post about sam's character is another post for another late night)

i find every ranking of the characters really boring. like every tier list, every numbered list or anything like that is usually just predictable. you know either emily, jess or ashley is gonna be at the bottom (which is a shame bc those three are in my personal top 4) and you know chris is gonna be high, mike or matt is either high or middle, sam is usually high and josh is high sometimes as well. or really low. it's kind of a toss up.

there's a lot to be said about the low rankings of the female ud characters. i think it's boring when someone ranks emily low, to me that's just bad taste. and like sheep behavior in a way. the game wants you to hate her so... you hate her. that's something the playerbase does, except for maybe a few let's players who enjoyed emily. but majority of them dislike her because she was like. written to be disliked.

not entirely though? she has her redeemable moments but even then people still hate her. like being mean is a death sentence for emily and i find that strange. because the people who say that about her, in the same breath, like michael, who quite literally harassed a girl in the prologue (and emily, jess, ash and matt were also participants so this is what i mean by they're all equally shitty in their own ways)

so that's why i personally can't rank them because... they're all equal in my eyes. and yeah i have 4 that i geek about, and josh is one that i publicly geek about (i know nobody is gonna believe my top 4 but it's: emily, josh, jess and ashley) but i love all them like on the same level. like i have so much to say about all of them. except josh is like. the one i have been thinking of making content for like stories and art, etc, so that's why he dominates a lot of my ud posts bc he's just in my headspace

and also. once you stop thinking about the morality of the characters, ranking them doesn't fucking matter!!!! because they're all put into this horrible situation but not necessarily horrible people. like there's sympathetic moments that i feel like are just glossed over for the sake of saying you dislike them.

this happens for ashley. she's a sweet girl, she's kinda just silly when it comes to humor, and she's jumpy and not a fan of scary things. but god forbid she freaks out and suddenly she's a whiny bitch who's useless compared to chris (that's just misogyny not even gonna hold you) and she does horrible things that people ALSO hold above her head and then forget how she STARTED at the beginning of the game.

i've already said how i feel about the whole "ashley killing chris" thing. you should know that that is an out of character choice for chris who spent the entire basement sequence saying "ashley i won't let you die" only to shoot her? is that not an OOC choice for him? ofc you're gonna get punished for doing that. the game straight up tells you in a TIP: sometimes doing nothing is the best thing to do. which is something you can do in those trigger control-like options.

hell, even josh is like: "mike knows how to treat a lady. hint: it's not to shoot her in the face!" to chris if he shoots ashley (also kinda foreshadowing ? to mike potentially shooting emily) so like. it's not even ashley's fault that YOU chose an out of character option for chris and got punished.

and to conclude this, yes she can kill him but DID U KNOW??? she can also open the door and Save him ??? she doesn't Just kill him no matter what you do. that's absurd.

anyways. i got carried away. in conclusion, ranking the characters in fandom is pretty much useless. i'll end it off with this

you either like all of them or hate all of them.

#ik i just talked abt the main 8 here #but this includes hannah and beth!!! bc people hate hannah for some odd reason #don't even get me started on that #ok goodnight it's 6 am #until dawn

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madraleen · 7 months

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Attack on Titan - Season 4 Part 2 A predictably long commentary because as much as I talk about AoT, it's never enough.

(full manga spoilers, including for the ending)

-okay! part 2! i feel uneasy, the further we get into post-time skip stuff, the more painful it ge- AAAND we open with levi's cut-off fingers. great.

-they're nailing the silences and the pauses, they give things time to breathe.

-wtf, that op??? omg?? mappa?? i cry??

-again, eren "didn't expect marley to risk an all-out attack." not omniscient.

-this "koi yo, reiner" lives rent-free in my head

-reiner to eren: "nobody needs to suffer anymore. *you* don't need to suffer anymore." oh reiner

-OH THE CHILDREN ARE IN PRISON, THESE WERE THE HIGH-PITCHED SCREAMS! RIGHT!

-armin just NAILED eren's entire plan and situation just like that, huh. i mean, he didn't realize how FAR he'd go with the rumbling, but all else is spot-on.

-the end titles??? mappa, i cry???

-did armin suspect a full rumbling?? with the sea flashback?? did i completely underestimate armin post-time skip - I GOT OVERWHELMED, OKAY, I WAS FREAKING OUT

-one of my regrets with aot was that eren and mikasa never talked on page about the fact that he didn't mean it when he said he hated her, and that he was actually protecting her. i know we can surmise it from switzerland and that he might have actually said it off-page too, but i wish we'd seen it.

-EREN LOOKS SO VULNERABLE WHEN ZEKE COMES I HATE IT (this was my exact reaction in the manga too. i love eren so much.)

-if there's one thing i've learned from opening titles is they're chock full of spoilers if you know the source material

-it's sweet how falco and gabi inherit a levi, isn't it

-is this where gabi blows eren's head off. i'll watch it if i have to but I HATE IT IT HURTS

-oh so eren didn't want zeke turning the wine-people into titans (and didn't know it would come to him doing it, not omniscient)

-dude the tension in the "brothers" ep is real

-pfff eren's lil roll out of his titan is so cute. the shot is coming tho and i hate it (and eren didn't know it would happen).

-DUDE THE HEADSHOT SCENE IS SO GOOD, WHAT, MAPPA HAVE OUTDONE THEMSELVES WITH AOT

-eren also didn't know about the coordinate and ymir (not omniscient).

-oooh so zeke COULD call for the euthanasia plan bc he nullified the vow waiting for eren to regenerate, but eren won ymir over HOW DID I FORGET THAT

-dude aot is unbearably good help

-eren didn't know grisha found the reiss family this early

-dude, loose-long-hair eren is so pretty.

-i love the part with eren screaming in the op, i love it so much, it's so raw

-eren: "if someone's aiming to steal my freedom, i'd gladly steal theirs first."

-eren interrupts his bashing of zeke to stare silently at baby eren and baby mikasa. as you do.

-yuki kaji is just. perfect.

-eren learned the close-to-your-face manipulation stance by mikasa

-okay so grisha doesn't physically see zeke, he sees eren's memory of what’s happening as eren relays it and knows he's there, but he basically hugs thin air.

-okay so, eren knew he'd manipulate grisha bc he's seen this - he's probably seen grisha hear eren's voice. he didn't know *how* this comes to be. i think he realizes he can show grisha memories when sleeping grisha wakes up to "seeing" zeke. eren looks surprised, so i think that's when he understands he can show him selective memories in real time, and that's why he goes from "why are we doing this" to "let's go. next memory. now."

-i can't stress enough what a great job zeke's va does.

-wait, i love this cast so much, i can't

-since armin is usually right, eren *couldn't* turn the pure titans into humans. either because they were zeke's titans, or because that's not what he asked of ymir, and ymir at that point would never destroy titans bc the king willed it so; or maybe it just isn't possible and tweaking eldian dna to defend from a virus is entirely separate to changing someone from titan to human.

-oh look, tanjiro and zenit- i mean, falco and connie. I'M SORRY I LOVE TO MAKE THESE REFERENCES

-dude. mappa. let's talk. you've done a good thing.

-there's just sth iconic about seeing annie and reiner fight together, i said so in the manga and i say so in the anime

-odiha

-can i just say how refreshing it is that floch is smart. he's detestable, but it's refreshing that he's not the dumb right hand blindly following eren, he's actually a force to be reckoned with

-everything in the port is so (appropriately) ugly, paradis killing paradis with such viciousness. so ugly. great work. excellent work mappa. excellent. i'm tearing up.

-eren/mikasa, what nonsense, we should be shipping mikasa/ice cream, she's so lovely

-ah the semi-good times in marley when eren could still smile/laugh

-smiling drunk eren took one look at smiling drunk armin and mikasa and was like, 'ah yes, rip the world.'

-i think it fitting that other than mikasa and armin it's jean that sleeps the closest to eren. i think they have a special bond

-ep28 is structured like a his-and-hers episode.

-ah ok, eren knew about the wine.

-to be fair, eren isn't exactly explicit with historia. he could have said "IMMA FUCKING ELIMINATE THE TITANS," but no, he said he'll end the hate by burying history and civilization. why go half-way, just tell her. It’s a shame we didn’t explore historia’s mindset on not opposing eren at all (and no, a one-line argument doesn’t count).

-so eren saw CONNIE in the memory shards, not sasha's death. no context.

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