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spenceobsessed · 2 months
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part 1
this is a part 2 to another fic i did, but can be read as a stand alone!
post!prison reid x fem!reader
genre: enemies to lovers, smut with a plot
summary: after being put on a case with you, spencer realizes he might not hate you as much as he thought.
MDNI 18+
unfortunately, when working for the bau, having time off is very rare. you and spencer were harshly reminded of this. right after your successful arrest of the unsub at the nightclub, you were immediately put on a plane, incredibly sexually frustrated, on your way to another case.
you and spencer had (luckily or unluckily) ended up next to each other on a plane ride to the middle of nowhere in wisconsin. there had been a string of murders in the small town of hayward. four were dead and the unsubs rate of death was accelerating.
the flight was a little under six hours. just sitting next to spencer was excruciating.
the rest of the team had fallen asleep and although you attempted to sleep, you were simply just too horny. not being able to finish earlier, mixed with sheer anticipation had taken over you. you tossed and turned in your seat, a blanket pulled up to your chest. you open your eyes to look at spencer who had a book in his hands, his eyes on you.
you smile softly, sitting upright to get a better look at the handsome man.
“are you okay?" he asks softly, his kind voice still new for you. you nod, watching as he sets his book down over his crotch. hes still hard.
"i'm okay." you respond with a smile. "just, y'know..." you trail off trying to put your thoughts into words.
he laughs softly, completely understanding what you mean. "earlier.” he finishes your sentence with a smirk on his face.
“well i would ask how you feel about ‘earlier’, dr. reid,” you begin, your had moving from the armrest to rub against his chest. “but i can already tell.” you move your had quickly down his chest and hover your hand over his obviously hard cock in his pants. he gasps softly as you use one finger to trace the shape of him.
“fuck.” he groans, the use of a curse word throwing you off (and turning you on). “please.” he begs as you push softly on his cock, feeling a wet spot from precum already forming.
“use your words.” you demand, kindly, your dominance going straight to his dick. spencer liked being dominant, which he most definitely was going to be when the plane fucking lands, but right now he wanted to be taken care of. he needed to be taken care of.
“touch me.” he says simply as you begin to undo his belt quietly.
“ok, pretty boy, but i’m going to need you to keep quiet, can you do that?” you reply, reaching your hand into his underwear, pulling his hard cock out. he was huge, bigger than you would’ve guessed, especially for a relatively skinny guy. his tip was red and angry, begging for your attention.
“yes.” he says breathlessly, watching you hold his cock. you smile, throwing your blanket over his lap and over your arm, deciding that sucking him off would make too much noise.
you use your pointer finger to spread his precum over the tip of his cock, eliciting a muffled groan from the man.
you begin to move your hand down his cock, causing spencer to cover his mouth with his hand. his pupils were blown and his chest rising and falling fast. it was an amazing sight.
you felt yourself getting wet as your hand began to move faster on his cock.
“this feels so good.” he says, his praise only fueling your desire. the man bites back a moan just watching you concentrate on letting him cum.
“fuck, y/n,” he gasps out his hips bucking into your hand. “i’m close.” you pick up your pace a bit, making the handsome man roll his eyes back in his head and cum all over your hand. you stand up and take a look around the jet to make sure everyone was still asleep. luckily, penelope garcia had given the whole team noise cancelling headphones for christmas, so no one heard a thing.
you smile leaning in to give him soft kiss on the lips before walking to the bathroom to wash off your hands. when you return, spencer's eyes are closed and you can't help but kiss his cheek. he opens his eyes slowly, reaching up to grab your waist and pull you onto him. he throws the blanket over your bodies and kisses your forehead softly.
you squirm slightly, still feeling horny. he looks up at you, eyes barely open. "your turn?" he asks, referring to your pleasure. you laugh softly shaking your head. he was half asleep and still offering to make you happy. "no, its okay pretty boy, we'll save that for later." he nods, a smile on his face.
"are you sure?" he asks, turning his head so he could look you in the eyes, perhaps to see if you were lying.
"yes, i promise." he kisses you on the forehead before falling asleep, his arms around you.
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although you managed to get some sleep in spencer's arms, you knew that soon enough someone would wake up and you both would get caught. so, an hour after falling asleep on the handsome man, you painfully peeled yourself off of his lap and back into your own cold seat.
luckily, no one had (seemingly) seen anything, which was good.
as of now, you were leaving the plane to go to the hayward precinct.
"we'll check in with the chief of police, then dave and i will stay over night while you guys go to the inn and get some sleep." emily announced as they began piling into two large black suburbans.
they collectively thanked prentiss and rossi before heading to the inn.
"wait so when she says inn..." you ask, climbing the the back seat. jj nods.
"yeah, this is a small town so there isn't really any place for us to stay near by."
tara climbs in the passengers seat and luke slides in next to you.
the rest of the ride there was relatively normal, minus a few jokes about you & spencer's make out session at the night club, that you chose to ignore.
you arrived to the inn quickly, grabbing your designated room key and head to your room.
“fuck!” you yell, surprised to see someone already in your room.
“shhh.” spencer says, coming up to close the door behind you, taking your bags from your hands and setting them down by his feet.
“i missed you.” he says, causing you to roll your eyes.
“it’s been like thirty minutes, pretty boy.” he smiles, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you into him. you laugh as he picks you up easily and carries you over to the queen sized bed.
“i’ve just been thinking about earlier.” he says, laying down next to you.
“oh yeah?” you say, turning you head to face him.
“uh huh,” he says, pulling your body closer to him allowing you to lay your head on his chest. “i want to make you cum now.” he says, his voice low. you look up at him allowing him to tip his head down to kiss your lips.
“jj.. is.. next.. door.” you huff out in between kisses. spencer shrugs, flipping your position so he’s on top of you. he begins kissing and biting down your jaw and neck, using his hands to expertly remove your shirt. he lets out a small groan when he rips the shirt off you, revealing your tiny, lacy bra.
“off please.” is all you manage to say, but somehow he understands. he unclasps your bra in a single motion, throwing it to the floor, exposing your hardened nipples.
“y/n..” he says lowly, his eyes filled with lust. “so pretty.” he continues to trail kisses down your neck and chest, until his mouth lands on your tit, sucking softly as his other hand teases your other nipple.
you groan softly, that familiar wet feeling returning in your underwear for the third time in 24 hours.
although you’ve just started, your groans and boobs had already gone straight to spencer’s cock and as he kissed your body you could already feel his hardness pressed on your leg.
you buck your hips up against spencer, begging for some friction.
“i need you inside of me, spencer.” the use of his name he was so unfamiliar with made his pants grow tighter.
“so needy.” he jokes with a smile, moving to remove your pants, his mouth watering at the sight of your covered pussy, a perfect wet spot in the center.
“so, so pretty.” he sighs, hooking his fingers in your underwear and pulling it off of your legs.
without warning he inserts two of his fingers in you, causing you to gasp and moan at the new sensation. you slowly attempt to remove his shirt as pleasure blinds your senses.
soon enough, spencer is moving down to attach his mouth on your cunt. “spence, please, im gonna cum. i need you inside me.” you moan, your back arching. this garners a moan from the handsome man, his noises echoing in your pussy.
you expect him to pull away, but he doesn’t. you feel your walls begin to tighten as he returns his fingers into you, allowing you to finally cum.
you moan and groan, his name on your lips.
even though your only semi cognizantas you recover from your high, you can’t help but notice the way spencer has begun to crash his hips against the bed.
“inside me.” you demand, your breathing heavy. spencer smiles as he removes his pants, leaving just his boxers, and crawls over top of you. he captures your lips in a heated and sloppy kiss, the remnants of your orgasm on his lips.
you reach down, breaking the kiss to remove his underwear, his hard and leaking cock sticking straight up. you smile as he pecks your lips, moving himself so his cock is aligned with your entrance.
he glides his cock over your slit a few times, causing you to beg him to be inside you. you’ve never felt this desperate before. he slowly pushes his large dick into you, causing you to groan, slightly in pain due to his size.
“you okay, baby?” he whispers, noticing your discomfort. you nod as your walls adjust, his size now feeling incredible.
he begins to pump his cock in and out, immediately hitting you in your sweet spot.
“fuck.” you moan, throwing your head back. he uses his hand to move your face back, towards him.
“i want to see your pretty face when you cum, y/n.” he says, in almost a demanding manner, but still with kind undertones.
his words don’t fail to turn you on, somehow even more.
“oh, you like that?” he says through a moan, as his pace quickens, the leud sounds of his cock driving deep inside you, mixed with moans, fill the small room.
“i’m close,” spencer admits, through breathy moans. you open your mouth to respond, but all that comes out is a deep moan.
you feel his dick twitch inside you as rubs your clit with his fingers.
“cum inside me, please.” you beg, feeling your core tighten around him, your release nearing.
“are you sure?” he asks, his movements becoming more sloppy, his skin coated in a thin layer of sweat.
“yes!” you confirm as you reach your climax for the second time, spencer following quickly.
his hot cum fills you up as he continues his movements, riding you both through your highs.
when you’ve both had a second to catch your breaths, he pulls out of you, leaving you full of his cum, but missing his cock. you smile as he gives you a slow kiss, laying down next to you.
“you’re so perfect.” he whispers into your hair as you lay your head on his chest. you smile, happy, but a little confused how just over a day ago you couldn’t stand this beautiful man.
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bountydroid · 14 days
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Darlin' pt 3
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pt 1 / pt 2 /pt 4
Cooper Howard/The Ghoul x f!reader (Slowburn romance, we will get there eventually)
Description: Reader and the ghoul navigate their new, unconventional friendship on their way to Filly. 
TW: Mentions of emotional abuse and bad parenting, slight angst slight fluff, reader has no social skills.
After the ghoul defended me in town, I felt much more comfortable in his presence. I had a new vigor for the adventure in front of us. It was much more exciting than anything I would do on my own. After a couple of hours on the trail, I decided to try and talk to him. However, his demeanor hadn't changed much.
"My name is Y/n, by the way," I said nonchalantly while hiking next to him.
"Don't remember askin'." He responded, refusing to look at me. 
"Just thought you should know." I pouted at his cold response. "Since we are travelin' together and all that."
"Well, now I know." He said, finally looking over at me.
We made eye contact for a moment before he swiftly turned his gaze back to the trail ahead of us. 
"So...." I started. "You ain't gonna tell me your name."
"No." He sighed, obviously getting annoyed as he let out a small cough.
I bit my cheek as I buried my disappointment. "How far to Filly?" I asked quietly.
"About a day" He responded between coughs as he stopped and pulled out some Jet from his pack and added it to his inhaler. I watched, intrigued as he breathed it in deeply. His eyes slowly raked over my body like he was looking for a reaction, but I just gave him an awkward smile.
The two of us continued in silence. I wondered about what a ghoul's life was like. I never met a ghoul before him. How long does it take them to change? The Jet must help keep the side effects at bay. I wondered how long it helps for. What was his life like before he turned into a ghoul? I wished I could ask him, but if his reaction earlier was any indication, he wasn't interested in conversation. I was so lost in thought that I stopped paying attention to the world around me.
The next thing I knew I was squealing as I tripped over a rock and started to fall forward.
"God damn it." I heard him say as he swiftly caught me before I could faceplant into the dirt. He roughly pulled me up and helped me to my feet. 
My face burned with embarrassment. "Thank you," I mumbled out. 
He just scoffed in response before he started walking again. I followed close behind, pouting in silence. 
The rest of the day was quiet and uneventful, but as the day went on I started to get more and more agitated by his silence. Finally, we made camp.
As I gathered up the firewood and brought it back to camp I decided I had had enough. "I want to know your name," I said confidently, dropping the pile at his feet. 
"I want things too, you don't see me bitchin' about it." He mumbled back.
"You are going to be nicer to me, or I am going to leave," I demanded.
This caught his attention as his gaze quickly met mine. I could tell he was trying to gauge if I was serious or not. In all honestly, I wasn't, but I didn't want him to know that so I just stood there, unwavering. 
"You can try." He said menacingly, "But I ain't gonna let you." 
"So, what? I am just your prisoner now? You gonna keep me around till you get hungry?" I said, anger bubbling over in my chest. 
At this, he paused, a look of hurt flashed across his face. However, I was too caught up in my own emotions to notice it.
"Did I go from one man's prisoner to another's?" I asked.
Tears of frustration at his silence started to form in the corner of my eyes before I turned around, grabbed my bag, and stomped off. I didn't go far. I knew as soon as the sun came up I was going to go right back to following him around, so after about 10 minutes I sat up against a tree and let out a sigh. I knew I was acting childish, but in town, I genuinely thought I had made a friend in him. My father never let me have friends. I was forced to stay in the house and look after him and my brothers. I wasn't allowed to have a life of my own. I was naive to think that the ghoul would want to be my friend. As I started to drift off, I heard footsteps coming up behind me. I didn't bother looking because I knew it was him, coming to drag me back as promised.
"Cooper." He said, leaning against the other side of the tree.
"What?" I asked confused.
"My name, darlin'." He responded quietly.
We stayed there in silence for a couple of minutes before I spoke up.
"I was never going to leave," I admitted.
"I know." He said, letting out a small chuckle. "Now get your pretty ass back to camp."
I hummed quietly before grabbing my pack and getting up from the ground. I made my way to the other side of the tree so I could take a look at him. I could barely see him in the dark, but what I could see was eyes staring down at me. "Okay," I whispered.
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The next day I woke up confused. There was no boot in my side, and Cooper was nowhere to be seen. "Cooper?" I said quietly. When I got no response. "COOPER?" I yelled into the forest. 
"Stop your hollering." I heard him say in the distance.
"Where did you go?" I asked breathlessly.
"Got myself some breakfast." He said nonchalantly as he held up a deformed rabbit while walking towards me.
"Why didn't you wake me? You always wake me." I asked, fear still evident across my face.
He was quiet for a moment before he responded quietly, "I was bein' nice." 
I stared at him in shock while he was trying to look anywhere but at my face. "Oh."
We sat around the fire in silence as he ate the rabbit, I tried not to watch because honestly? That rabbit looked disgusting. While I waited I picked up one of the sticks and drew some stick figures in the dirt. I tried my best to give one a cowboy hat, but I don't think Cooper noticed. Once he was finished we picked up our bags, stomped out the fire, and went on our way again.
After a couple more hours of silence, I decided to try to talk to him again.
"I think you have pretty eyes." I blurted out.
At this, he stopped in his tracks and stared at me like I grew another head. I started to get self-conscious as his gaze bore into me. He was a cocky man, by all means. However, it had been a LONG time since anything about him was considered pretty. 
I grimaced at his reaction "Sorry, I am not very good at conversation." I said sheepishly.
After a couple of minutes of silence, I decided to start walking in the general direction we were going earlier. I honestly had no idea where I was going, but I couldn't bear to stand there under his gaze any longer. After a minute, I could hear him trailing behind me and I felt the tension release from my body.
"No more compliments" I noted to myself.
We continued on in silence for some time before we could finally see Filly in the distance. My feet were raw and blistered from all the walking, so to finally see our destination was a welcome sight. 
I looked back at the ghoul and smiled, "We made it!" 
Much to my surprise, he had a matching smile on his face. I turned back around to Filly, excited to explore. I could feel his eyes on me as I skipped into town, stopping to look at all the stalls on my way past.
"So now what?" I asked, turning to face him.
"Now we wait, Darlin'." He chuckled in response. 
The idea of being there when he caught his bounty filled me with excitement. This was nothing like what I assumed my life would become when I ran away.
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SUNGHOON 박성훈 - VACATION
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word count: 2.9k
Genre: SMUT
Content: oral, fingering, praising, use of “daddy” and “master”, creampie, unprotected sex…. and more
Preview: You and Sunghoon deserve some relaxation time. and what better place to do it than a vacation cabin.
Authors note: I wrote this back when wattpad was really cracking down on smut, so if there is a word that is weirdly censored that’s why.
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"Ahhh we're finally here." you say getting out of the car.
The 9 hour drive to the cold, snowy mountains has finally ended. You and your fiancée, Sunghoon, decided to rent a beautiful log cabin for the week of Christmas and you just arrived.
"Let's go check this place out!" hoon said as he was stretching.
You both walk up to the huge wooden double door and you look at each other in shock. Y'all didn't thing the place would be THAT big and fancy.
He places the key into the door and then pushes them open. The inside is huge. The furniture in the living room is nice and there is a huge, warm fireplace. You both step in and start touring the cabin.
You come across the kitchen. You are both surprised at all of the high tech equipment in there. Next is the book room. Thousands of books were just sitting on the shelf for display. Who knows how long it's been since someone actually read one.
There was also a theatre room. It seated 8 people and according to the people who let y'all rent the cabin, the sound system is really good.
"We are going to be watching a lot of movies on here babe." hoon says to you. You slightly chuckle.
You both walk down the hall way and come across the master bedroom. The carpet is nice, the room is big, and the bed was big enough to fit like 6 people. Y'all step farther in and walk into the master bathroom. The sinks were so fancy and the mirror was a full body mirror and it had not a speck a dirt on it. And across from the mirror was the bathtub. It had a part where you could sit on and it also had jets. It looked so relaxing.
After wondering around the insanely large house, you both decided to go back out to the car and grab your belongings.
You both walk back in and carry the suitcases to the bedroom and set them down. You are both exhausted and just want to relax.
"Baby do you want to go cuddle by the fire place?" Sunghoon says tiredly
He says this knowing that would would obviously say yes. Cozy cuddling is your favorite thing to do.
Sunghoon then goes and gets wood to start a fire while you fine some fuzzy blankets. You set the blankets down on the couch and go to change into something more comfortable.
You come back and he already has a nice fire going and he is already laying on the couch under the blankets. In a pouty mood, you walk over and lift up the blanket and slide under it. You closest to the fire, and him right behind you. (The spooning position)
He wraps his arm around you and you both fall asleep quickly.
2 hours go by and and barely waking up. You realize that Sunghoon is no longer laying with you. You give yourself a few seconds to wake up before going to see where he is. You hear the water running but you can't tell from where.
It can't be from the kitchen so it must be from the bathroom? you think to yourself
You walk into the master bathroom to find Sunghoon taking a warm bubble bath. Warm enough to make the mirror fog up.
His face brightens when he sees you walk in.
"You're in here, about to take a bath, in the big jet tub, and you didn't ask if I wanted to join?" you say in a fake offended voice.
"I mean, you are always welcome" he smirks
You decide to take him up on his offer. You walk over and stand next to the tub, taking off your top. Sunghoon looks at you amazed and started to touch your waist. Then, you took off your bra. He looked like he wanted to grab your chest so badly. You then slide off your pants, leaving only your panties.
"Mmmmmm are you gonna sit on my lap when you get in here?" he said suggestively.
You chuckle as you remove your final piece of clothing.
You step over the edge of the tub, feeling the hot water. It takes you a second to get used to the temperature of the water, then you submerge your body up to the middle of your waist.
Sunghoon scoots closer to you and looks deeply into your eyes, resting each of his hands on the lateral part of your upper arms. He slides his hands down and sets them on your love handles. He pulls you in for a kiss.
He continues kissing you until it turns into a full on make out session. His hands were roaming your body while yours were resting on his shoulders. He slides his hands up your waist them up to your neck, wrapping his hands around it. He softly grips your neck, as if he were choking you, but not all the way.
This simple action gave you butterflies. His hands are so big, slim, and soft and the feeling of them being wrapped around your neck was such a turn on for you, and he knew it. He probably did it for that purpose.
His hands continue to roam your body and so you start doing the same thing to him. Feeling down his muscular biceps, his chest, and down to his large thighs. He gets so turned on when you rub his thighs so you decided to calmly run your hands up and down them.
While this is all going on, you can't help but notice that he a grown a bit hard. You then reach your hand to his groin area, making contact with his member. This contact made him hum a little bit.
You slowly wrap your hands around his member and gently stroke it. Hoon, still keeping your lips connected, is starting to breathe heavier, wanting you to go further.
You moved you hand painfully slow, causing him to groan. He grips your hips and thighs in anticipation.
You finally decided to give in after what seemed like forever to him. You tighten your grip just a little bit and you pick of the pace. His breaths start to get slightly shakier, but still managing to keep his lips in direct contact with yours. Your tongues are wrestling each other's and Sunghoon playfully bites your lip ever so often.
He departs from your lips and goes to sit on the tub seat on the other side of the bathtub, leaning back. With no questions asked, you come to him right after, heel sitting in front of him. There wasn't a significant amount of water in to tub, so where wasn't a lot of water going every where.
You grab his cock with you hand and you start stroking it again. You open your mouth just a little bit and put your lips on the tip. You put more of it into your mouth, twirling your tongue around it. His favorite thing in the world is when you use your tongue a lot when you have his d¡ck in your mouth.
Slowly allowing more in to your mouth also meant that Sunghoon was slowly getting more restless. He loves seeing you bob your head up and down. He runs his fingers through the front parts of you hair, leading them up to a makeshift ponytail. The front pieces would keep falling out but he would brush them back if they did.
"Angh~ you are so good at this princess." he says
You, physically having no room to talk due to your mouth being stuffed with his perfect cock, hummed in response. Your hum made your throat vibrate and it made Sunghoon twitch a little bit. He starts to move his hips in a rhythmic motion, trying to match yours.
You speed up exponentially out of no where, surprising him. He was so shocked but he loved every second of it. His breathing is shaky and he begins to grip your har tighter. He tosses his head back while his member starts twitching.
"I'm so close baby girl,....yeah right there" he says to you.
You go down farther and farther on his dick , until eventually it was all the way in. He lets out cute moans as you feel him plant his seed in your mouth. Once you suck him dry, you pull away having your mouth hanging open, with his cvm dripping out of it.
He smiles and looks down at you. He grabs your lower jaw and closes your mouth. "Swallow it" he demands. So, no matter how strange it tasted, you swallows a mouthful is his cvm. Leaving some of it around your mouth.
"Good girl"
He switches seats with you and starts by kissing you all of your body, down your neck, chest, stomach, thighs... all of you. He runs his hands up and down your inner thighs while softly kissing them. He slides his fingers onto your sensitive area. He slowly and carefully starts rubbing your clit is circular motions.
He starts kissing you more, like sloppy kisses and he takes his fingers away and licks them, making them more wet, and then continued to manipulate your pussy.
"R-right there daddy, just like that.~" you say while letting out a quiet moan.
He massages you slower, teasing you to keep you on edge. He wants you to beg for it.
"Why did y-you do that??~" you say sadly
No response, he just looks down and smiles a little bit.
"Please keep going, I need this daddy, i need your fingers."
Sunghoon gets painfully turned on when you you any kind of praise word, like daddy, but his favorite is master. He loves the feeling of having power over you, so you saying this was bound for him to have a reaction.
The next thing you know, you feel him slip his fingers inside of you. He starts moving his fingers in and out and he knows all of the right places to do it too.
You lay back and rest your arms on the sides of the tub. You throw your head back and decide to let him take control of the moment. You try to keep your cute little moans to yourself but Sunghoon could hear them.
"Come on baby, let them out" he says
You very obviously blush. Following his request, you allow yourself to moan a little louder, it's not like anyone would hear you.
You weren't being loud enough. He wanted you to be screaming his name. Moaning uncontrollably. Tears rolling down your face. Legs shaking. All of this only for his own pleasure. Seeing you in such a weak, helpless state would only make him more horny.
He forcefully picks up his pace, making you gasp. You try to contain is but you can't. You start breathing heavily as moans continuously fall out of your mouth. You place your arms on his shoulders and you dig your nails into his upper back. This sort of stinging pain was so hot to him.
This is what he liked to see. This is what he liked to hear. Your adorable moans filling up to room while you grip his shoulders. It was heaven to him.
But it still wasn't enough. He eagerly pulls his fingers out of you and grabs you up off of the tub seat. He forcefully bends you over the edge of the tub. He has both of your hands held behind your back with one of his hands.
He grabs his member and slides it across your cl¡t a few times, building up the anticipation for the both of you.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" he asks you
"Yes please daddy, ruin me"
He rams his perfectly shaped cock into you without hesitation. It is the perfect fit for you.
"Fuuck~" he says under his breath. "Your pussy is so tight baby."
He starts off with slow strokes, making sure you are adjusting to the size well. You wince at the pain but it begins to start turning into pleasure quickly. Once you show that it's okay to go a little faster, he increases the pace.
He lets go of your hands and grabs both of your hips for more control. He notices the mirror was way less foggy than it was earlier.
"Looks in the mirror babe" he says
You feel embarrassed when he said this. You groan and keep your head down.
He grabs the ends your you hair with his fist pulling it back, forcing your head up.
"I said look in the damn mirror" he's says but this time, more angrily.
Your face was so red from embarrassment but also from the heat. You were moaning so loud while being forced to watch your self get fucked Sunghoon. But you have to admit, it was hot seeing the faces he made with each stroke.
"You look so pretty when I ram my dick in and out of you, princess. You are taking it like such a good girl." He praised.
He grips your hair a little tighter, giving you goosebumps. He uses his other hand to reach around you body and grab your breast in the palm of his hand. He was so skilled , it was as if he were a pornstar.
He continued at a steady pace.
You couldn't feel your body. Him repeatedly hitting your g-spot perfectly over and over again made the rest of your body go numb. Your mind is cloudy. You can't get over how insanely good he is making you feel.
"I-it feels so g-good,... m-master." these words some how managed to slip from your mouth.
"Mmm really? does this feel good too?" he proceeds you slap your ass.
Saliva begins to ooze out of your mouth. He has you drooling over him and what he's doing to you.
He slows down, but pounds into you with a lot of extra force each time. Your eyes roll to the back of your head and you can barely breathe
"Do you like when I do this?" he asked
He didn't even need an answer. He knew what it was doing to you.
You were so needy for him. You would do anything he said if it meant that you could finish.
"Say my name and i'll let you cum?" he says
"d-daddy"
"Louder" he says sternly
"Daddy"
"Good Girl"
Your legs are getting weaker and are shaking like jello, you could barely hold yourself up.
Your moans start getting shakier and heavier. He picks up the pace again, trying to let you reach your max. He soon realizes that is is close to meeting his own, too.
"I love you baby." he says to you
You try to respond with "I love you too" but the sounds of your moans were masking it. You reach your all time high and you loud enough for the next town over to hear. You feel his warm liquid shoot into you as he continues with his strokes, eventually slowing down and pulling himself out of you. His cum was dripping and seeping out of your pussy while you both try and catch your breath.
He looks down at your pretty hole that he just ruined.
"Damn babe, your pussy looks so good with my cum oozing out."
He sits you back down on to the tub seat. He takes two of his fingers and slides them in you, not even giving you enough time to recooperate. He slides them in and out, making you grip the edge of the tub. You close your eyes tightly, whimpering.
He removes his fingers and sticks them in your mouth. The sweat droplets on his face was so attractive to you.
"You did so well for me today babe" he said taking his fingers out of your mouth while looking deeply into your eyes, gripping your chin.
You smile and thank him, pulling him into a kiss.
Y'all finish up in the bath tub and begin to get out. He runs to grab two towels. He returns and tosses a towel to you. He smiles and pulls you in, wrapping you both into his towel. He kisses you on the forehead.
You both walk back into the bedroom decide to get ready to sleep again, but longer than a nap of course. You both dig into your suitcases to find some pajama pants and a loose t-shirt to wear to sleep. You slip your clothes on and you plop yourself down in to the bed. You were very tired and sore.
Sunghoon leaves the room for a brief second and comes back what some warm blankets in his hand. He sets one down and he lays the other one out on top of you. He makes sure you are all warm and cozy before sliding into the bed himself. He lays the second blanket over the both of you and pulls you in closer by the waist. He leans in and kisses you on the forehead.
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bluejukebox · 8 months
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somewhat damaged - ghost x reader ˚₊⊹
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The 141 Task Force gets their own special combat medic, one who catches the attention of Simon "Ghost" Riley. ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ warnings: NSFW !! MDNI !! afab reader, blood, stitches, unsafe sex, p in v, vaginal fingering, some dirty talk ☆
They were all huddled in Captain Price’s office when he proudly uttered the words : “We’ll be expecting a new addition to the 141”. Ghost couldn’t exactly say he was happy. He especially couldn’t when the captain was being extremely vague about this ‘new addition’. It wasn’t a secret that Ghost was absolutely horrible with new people, the walls he’s built for himself standing strong and high. Maybe it was a territory thing or maybe a textbook case of trust issues, he wasn’t sure. All he knows for sure is that his ‘distrusting of people’ habit gave him a not so positive reputation around base. His intimidating figure, mannerisms and appearance scared people off, which he definitely prided himself on. He knew that the other members, specifically Gaz and Soap, would try and force information out of Price by continuously whining, so Ghost decided to sit back and observe, per usual. 
“C’mon cap, ya can give us a lil’ bit more than that can’t ya?” Soap immediately perked up from his chair.
Price shut his eyes out of annoyance. “MacTavish, don’t start.", with a deep sigh he continued “If I had more crucial information about her I would’ve already given it, don’t you think?”
“Her?” Gaz and Soap both astoundedly said. Even this little detail caught the Lieutenants attention. He’s worked with numerous women before, to him the sex of a person isn’t a problem as long as they keep to protocol and know what they’re doing. The Task Force 141 would occasionally team up with other ‘groups’, like the Shadow Company, but new members being assigned was rare. 
With yet another deep sigh the captain continued speaking. “Yes, her. She’s a very reputable combat medic. As you all know there’s been some staff shortages in the medical area around here”, he said while cutting the tip of yet another cigar. “- and trust me I know how stubborn some of you guys get about getting your injuries checked out, don’t even try to deny it. In my professional opinion I think she’ll be a valuable asset to our Task Force, you’re all dismissed”. He waved his cigar clad hand towards the boys to signal them to get out. 
Not even a second after Ghost leaves the office he hears the scot rambling on, “Ya hear that LT? A lady, I wonder what the lass is like”.
Ghost frowned beneath the mask, he had expected Soap to be more concerned with the girl’s gender and less her combat abilities and medical skills, but that didn’t mean he had to like it. All he gave in reply was a grunt while he strided back to the ‘dormitory wing’. 
As he left the area he heard the loud discussion between the members about the new mystery combat medic, but it wouldn’t be until a couple weeks later that you’d arrive. 
And god, Ghost was troubled, These complicated, strong feelings all started the second you stepped foot in the base… 
The contrast between you and him was astonishing, you were so vastly different from him. The bubbly personality, and the cute shy way you had introduced yourself to the Task Force really caught his attention. You’re a proper pretty woman, with a very nice physique that was obviously trained hard for. Safe to say he was interested, though he’d never admit this outloud. The man isn’t known for being in touch with his feelings and definitely isn’t known for accepting intimacy, but that’s somehow exactly what you got him to do.
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It was a rough mission, bad intel all around, your ears still ringing from all the shooting, explosives, the deafening sound of jet fighters flying close to the ground and projectiles. But the numerous injuries needed tending, the severity of them varying was your responsibility, you needed to focus. You needed to mend their wounds and nurse them back to health. 
It was a close call but you all got to safety, hiding out in a little safe house far enough from where all the chaos was unfolding. You immediately got to work, readying your supplies and putting on some gloves to maintain the little hygiene you could. Firstly you treated the wounds that called for the most attention, which thankfully weren’t life threatening if they get proper treatment back at base. After the emergency operations on numerous bullet grazes, scrapes, cuts and bruises the group was finally able to rest their eyes for a moment. 
They all scattered off, sounding grunts and hisses of pain. That’s when you realized there was one person you hadn’t mended to, Ghost. Your eyes lifting to find his, you found him looking at you with his brown eyes, his masked head quickly turning back to observe the treeline outside the window. 
“Someone’s gotta keep watch, you can go take a break” He heavily grunted, exhaustion evident in his gruff voice. “Are you okay? I-I’m here to help, I want to help you”, You frowned, disappointment unmasked in your response. Ghost could feel his heart skip a beat, he couldn’t even remember the last time someone spoke to him the way you did, the feelings you gave him were clouding his judgement. “I’m fine love, go rest up”
That nickname always got the blood rushing to your face, time and time again. You already were a shy person, the guest free and welcoming nature of the members of 141 didn’t change how intimidating they all were to you. But hearing the endearing nickname come out of his mouth, with his extremely attractive accent and voice, it was a no-brainer that you started developing feelings (and fantasies) for the man.  You thought you hid it pretty well, the way you’d become bashful when he spoke to you, the way you’d stutter your replies back. Obviously you didn’t, the others caught on pretty fast. It quickly became a huge trend in the 141 to tease you about your schoolgirl crush. Soap calling you ‘Mrs Ghost’ when you were alone or the looks they’d send your way when the lieutenant would lift the hem of his shirt to tap away the sweat droplets at the juncture of his neck during training. Even Captain Price joined in, it positively mortified you.
It was hard not to be intrigued by the skull mask, the skull sewn onto a balaclava, white paint replacing the place where the mandible would’ve been. There was obviously a lot of thought put into it, maybe love you wondered. Ghost wasn’t one of the youngest men in the military, it was safe to assume he had a partner and family waiting at home. That's why the late night fantasizing about the lieutenant made you feel guilty and gross, and the innocent crushing foolish.
“Alright, the offer still stands. Would it be okay if I stay here, with you?” The grunt you got in response was enough affirmation for you, quickly finding a spot to settle down and silently thanking the gods for the blankets that were still stored in the safehouse. Slowly you dozed off, exhaustion from the day weighing down on you and pulling you down into a light slumber. 
You were awoken by muffled hisses of pain, lifting your head from your makeshift pillow and trying to locate the sound which you quickly found. There was Ghost, stripped from his usual heavy gear, instead sporting a grey t-shirt, awkwardly stitching up what looks like a very deep bullet graze on his left bicep. Your shifting must’ve alerted him because his head shot to where you were resting. He knew he was caught.
“Oh, Ghost.." you sighed “You could’ve told me atleast, it’s my job you know” 
“Didn’t wanna burden ya”, he muttered after a pregnant pause looking properly defeated. He dropped the needle and thread. Slowly you got up from your prone position, standing up to stretch your legs. Cautiously you sauntered over to where he was sitting. “Well you can’t possibly burden me, and definitely not when you’re hurt and in need of assistance” You smiled, your presence truly calmed him. But the way you cared, the way you talked awakened something deeply buried in him, you were so confusing to him, a mystery. 
As you got closer to him, you settled down against a nearby chair. “Can I help you now?”, to which he only nodded. Carefully you placed your hands on his forearm, your touch making him jump.
“Sorry, my hands are pretty cold”, you bashfully said. 
That’s not why he jumped, he couldn’t even feel the temperature of your hands. Calling him touch-starved would be an understatement, the simple feel of your softer hands touching his tainted skin so gently made his blood rush down south. He felt so perverted, he was getting hard from you simply doing what you were assigned to do. 
You simply took over for him, disinfecting and stitching up his wound for him. In the amount of times he’d come to you for help you both felt the tension. It was undeniable, and this time it was the exact same. Even though the safehouse was chilly, even though you could see every exhale you felt flushed. Warmth spreading over your entire body, and pooling in your lower belly. You could barely sit still while tending to him.
“I’m almost finished” You whispered, your tone coming out more breathy than you had anticipated. The arm you were tending to tensed up, in fact his whole body tensed up. Suddenly the air around you both seemed to get heavier. He couldn’t help letting his thoughts transition over to a more inappropriate side of his brain. It wasn’t the first time his mind went there (certainly not the last). On lonely nights he’d have the image of you splayed in different positions, situations, outfits-  He was sure he looked a mess; clammy hands, a tense body sporting a semi. Praying to god his hard-on isn’t as visible as it feels, he wasn’t small by any means, nothing about him was. You both sat in silence waiting for you to finish up, noticeably your movements got more jittery and shaky. He saw the way you crossed your legs over one another in the corner of his eye. How your legs were squeezing together for some form of relief. He wasn’t sure if he was hallucinating or not, there could absolutely be no chance you were interested in him, no chance he was the reason you’re getting turned on. One of his specialties is observing people, there’s no way he never noticed the signs.. Now he was staring intently at your face, his body fighting against the urge to kiss you, mark you, push you to your knees- 
“All done” your cheery voice cut through his lewd train of thought. When your eyes met his, your body was uncontrollable, your hand that was patching him up slowly drifting over his bicep, over to the place where his shoulder met his neck. That was the last straw for Ghost. Gripping your waist and pulling you towards him, faces inches apart. He could feel you breathing, eyes shifting down to your plump lips, chapped from the cold. 
Suddenly your face showed uncertainty, which immediately made Ghost drop his hands from your body.
“Do you have somebody waiting for you at home? Please be honest with me”
“Oh love, I don’t, I promise I don’t”
You’ve never heard his voice sound so desperate, so warm and needy. With the vulnerability he’s showing to you right now there’s no way he’s lying. All you could do was give him your signature infectious smile, that was his queue to touch you again. When he started lifting up his mask, placing the hem of it on the bridge of his nose, you were absolutely mesmerized. His strong jaw with a slight stubble and plump lips were on display, all and only for you. 
Your hands sneaked from the juncture of his neck to his jaw, eyes flicking down to his lips and then back to his eyes. Faces inching closer, lips slightly touching but neither of you giving in.  Before your lips finally met, he grabbed a hold of the sides of your face and ground his lips on yours. He grunted into your lips which made you whine back into his. The kiss became more and more needy, hints of nips and licks. Now that he’s gotten a taste of you, he’s become insatiable. He doesn’t even want to imagine never feeling your lips on his again, you were intoxicating. The position you both were in wasn’t comfortable anymore, he manhandled you and made you sit on his left knee, your back to his chest and his knee resting comfortably between your legs. His lips now working his way down the right side of your neck, hands moving from your hips to your thighs. His touch was light, hands moving from your outer thigh to your inner, before gripping lightly and spreading them for you. Your thighs felt so sensitive, his touch made your body light aflame, nobody has ever had this effect on you.  
“Is this okay darlin’?” He spoke against your neck, if his accent didn’t make you crazy before, it definitely made you crazy now. 
“Yes, please don’t stop” you whispered, unfortunately you weren’t alone in the safehouse and you definitely weren’t hidden. All you got in response was a chuckle. His hands kept teasing you, noticing how sensitive you got when he caressed the insides of your thighs, when he got closer to where you needed him most. Slowly his hand inched towards your tactical belt. But you beat him to it, desperately unbuckling and removing it. Ghost could only watch in amusement.
He helped you with the button on your pants, he couldn’t wait to feel what a mess he turned you into. He’s been dreaming about this for weeks now, the way you feel, your taste, the sounds you’d make, all of it. His brain already working overtime to tuck the memories of your warmth, the sound of your voice and the taste of your lips safely tucked away in his brain. It’s something only for him. 
The zipper of your pants being pulled down sent your brain into overdrive. You were so horny, your clit throbbing, positively drenching your underwear. Without thinking you shifted your hips backwards, your butt being driven into Ghost’s arousal as well as your clit making contact with the surface of his thigh. Bunching the fabric of his pants up in your hands while barely being able to contain your whine. What you both were doing was taboo, him being your superior and all. If anybody found out there could be drastic consequences for the both of you, but he obviously couldn’t care less about that now, and honestly neither could you. 
“Take what you need love, god- you’re so beautiful, I can feel you through my pants”
Slowly you started rocking your hips back and forth, the friction and pressure just enough to relieve you even a little bit. Breath hitching at every pleasurable rock against him, he started helping you thrust your hips by guiding you with his hands on your hips. You swear you could cum from this, you were so sensitive. All the pent up energy and all the fantasies you’ve had about him weren’t helping. 
“I-I’m close”, you whimpered, fisting his pants even harder than before, positively stretching the material out. 
"Already? You’ll be a good girl and cum for me, won’t ya?” Your brain was clouded by lust. You couldn’t even detect the humorous mocking in his voice. Him praising you is what set you off, hips starting to rock in a frenzied rhythm trying to reach the climax heavily burning in your core. Ghost started rocking his hips into your ass, simultaneously pleasuring you even more, his mouth so close to your ear, licking and biting on the lobe. His heavenly moans, grunts and heavy breathing pushed you impossibly closer to the edge. 
The fire in your core burned brighter with every thrust of your hips against his thigh. Letting go of your hold on his jeans you stabilised yourself against his hands holding your hips. Your body tensed, you threw your head back against his shoulder and moaned a lot louder than you should’ve when the pressure finally released, the pleasure kept building and building in intensity, every muscle in your lower region tightening in a delicious rhythm. “Good girl,” he breathed out, you were moaning so prettily, he wanted to save every octave and tone you were making in his brain so he’ll never be able to forget. The slow grinding of your throbbing clit against him brought you back to earth from the best orgasm you’ve had in your life. When he saw you came down he started to rub your arms soothingly up and down. He started pulling you even closer to him, the pressure and warmth of his body on yours helped you come back to your senses.
“I-I’ve- nobody has ever done that to me”, you giggled, turning to look at him. Who would’ve thought his touch would be like magic. Your body felt like jelly, but somehow you still wanted more. “You’re so beautiful when you cum”, He said while brushing loose strands away from your face, his eyes staring into yours. It was so incredibly intimate, his touch so tender it was making you melt. His hand yet again wandering to your core, brushing over your shirt clad breasts and travelling down to your open zipper. His fingers found their way inside your pants, he could feel the warmth radiating off of you. The way his fingers immediately felt wet simply just touching you outside of the fabric of your underwear, you had to be dripping. Even the insides of your thighs were a little slick.
“God, doll, you’re so fucking wet”, he groaned out. All you gave back in response was a high pitched ‘mhm’ muffled by your lips. His cock throbbing at this discovery, the fact you were affected by him so badly was making him feel so self-assured, his ego positively growing. Everything about you was perfect to him. 
After caressing you for a while through your underwear he finally decided to put his hand in your underwear, the uncensored feeling of his skin on your sensitive flesh was better than you could’ve imagined. With no fabric in the way it felt twice as good as it did before, you felt him spread your labia with his fore- and middle finger, making you clench, another drop of wetness dripping out of you. His now lubricated fingers moved upwards and circled your clit, you whined and moaned at his actions.
“I want to fuck you so badly but I need to get you ready for me love, fuck- I’ll take care of you”
That’s all he said before his middle and ring finger dipped down to your opening, making sure they were covered plenty in your slick before sliding inside you. You were tight due to your recent orgasm. He stopped halfway, his hands being huge compared to yours, he knew you’d need some time to recover. 
You’ve never felt so desperate for somebody, it was consuming you. Every fiber of your being needed him, you needed him to go faster, to go deeper. You wanted him to mark you, for him to be yours, and you his. 
Your hands grabbed onto the arm that was busy pleasuring you, one palm slipping from his forearm to his hand, trying to push him deeper inside you. He hadn’t even touched you for 2 minutes and you were already close. He was going to be the death of you.
“Ghost- fffuck, go deeper, I need you”, you were shamelessly moaning now, the thought of the other members being inside the building pushed out of your brain by the mind blowing pleasure Ghost was gifting your body. 
“Call me Simon, love”
You chanted his name, feeling yourself yet again get closer to the edge, the knot in your stomach unraveling faster than you ever anticipated. You were gradually getting tighter and tighter around his fingers, it felt even better. The rhythmic rocking sent you into yet another overwhelming orgasm. 
Ghost felt you gush around him, the sound of your slick with every thrust was deafening. He had to do everything in his power not to cum in his pants. You were truly a dream come true to him. 
When you calmed down and he felt your walls around his fingers relax, they slipped out of you. Strings of wetness tied his index finger to his middle, even his palm was wet. He started working on getting you both undressed, quickly pulling off his hoodie and shirt. Seeing him strip had put you into action as well, quickly ridding yourself of your shirt. As you sat there, tits clad with a very tight and uncomfortable sports bra, you gawked at his physique. He was crafted by the gods, muscles so defined and sharp. The broadness of his shoulders were twice, maybe even triple, the size of yours. 
Reaching up to caress his gorgeous chest your hand accidentally slid over his nipple, making him let out a muffled moan. You wanted to make him moan like that more, you’d do anything to hear it again. Hands drifting to the line of hair that disappeared into his cargo pants, slipping even lower and caressing his bulge through the thick fabric. Your pupils dilated at the reactions he gave at every touch you gave him. He looked like a god so you wanted to worship him like one. 
Standing up with shaky legs you pushed your pants that were hanging low on your hips down to your feet. Now standing only in your undergarments in front of him. He wasted no time in ridding himself of his own pants. Relieving some of the pressure on his hard, throbbing cock. 
He was sporting a tent in his boxers, which was now very visible with the fabric of his thick pants gone. You just stared at it, you’ve been with men before but it’s been a while. He certainly was above average, a fact that matched the rest of his physique. You caressed your hands down his sculpted body, ghosting over his pecs down to the hem of his boxers. Wasting no more time you gently pulled the boxers down. He was uncut and leaking onto the fabric of his underpants, which made your mouth water. Everything about him was just painfully attractive, the sight of him sweating, legs spread with his cock out and head thrown slightly back to gaze at you was something you’d never forget. 
“We have to be quick love, it’s already dawn”, Ghost said. His left hand gripping the base of his cock and the other gliding from your waist to your ass, gripping and pulling you towards him until you were standing in between his legs. Both of his hands were now working on pulling your underwear down your legs with desperation. You knew he needed you on him, around his cock as much as you needed him. 
You wasted no more time and sat on his thighs, the air between you two heavy. Ghost gripped the base of his cock and rubbed the tip of him on your clit, before finally positioning it near the opening of your hole. His mouth was open, the man breathing heavily in anticipation.
“Love, ffffuck I need you. You still want me right?”, the arousal was dripping off of his words.
“Mhm, yes-yes please put it in me, I can’t wait any longer”,
His tip slid in slowly, you felt the muscles of your pussy accommodate him. The stretch brought a slight sting with it, you’re not used to fucking men with cocks as girthy and big as Simons. You moved your hips closer to Ghost’s, you felt the overwhelming feeling of wanting to be as close and connected with him as humanly possible. At your motions he let out a symphony of grunts and moans while squeezing your hips to contain his excitement, trying to hold himself back. 
“Please don’t hold back, I need you to fuck me dumb- Simon please”, and the second your words processed in Simons brain he broke. Pulling you completely on his cock until he was balls deep inside you, hips angling upwards so that you’d somehow feel even fuller than before. Gripping his shoulder and nape you started your movements with him, hips moving in sync. 
“Doll, you’re fucking made for me. Born to be my fuck toy, how -fuuckkk is it possible for you to feel this good?”, Ghost said with a strained voice. Hearing his words made your pussy clench even tighter around him, “Hah- you like that? Being mine?”, all you could do was whimper and moan pathetically in response. 
Both of you wouldn’t last long, Simon was already nearing his climax after not even being 2 minutes inside of you. His masked face was pushed into your neck, making you feel the vibrations of his moans and his heavy breathing. Suddenly he let go of your hips and slid his hands under your sports bra you were still wearing, pulling the bra up to expose your chest. He positively groaned when he saw your perfect tits. Bouncing in sync with the rhythm, the cold air hardens your nipples even more. 
“Ahhh- I can’t last any longer love, where do you want me?”, 
“Don’t pull out- don’t stop”,
Your cockdrunk response triggered his orgasm, his thrusts getting slower and deeper to ensure you’re fucked full with his load. Feeling him throb so deeply inside you was fueling your own oncoming climax. You started riding him fast and deep in desperation. You grabbed his hand and started using his fingers to rub your clit, he loved seeing you get off with everything he had to offer. 
Your hips got wilder and wilder, until finally your body shuddered. Gasping and moaning was all you could do, the orgasm seemingly never ending. The soothing motions of Simon caressing your back and him still circling your clit in slow circles helped you come back down to earth. 
Now the only noises in the room were the heavy breathing of you both recovering. Your head falling down on Simon’s shoulders while he soothingly pet your hair, his softening cock still inside you. He kissed you long and soft, you felt him still breathing heavily out of his nose. Finally departing from the sweet kiss, he pulled you close. His face was in your hair. Giving you kisses on top of your head. “Thank you, love. I really needed this”, he whispered.
“I- it was my pleasure, Simon”, you said bashfully.
“My cock is inside you and you’re still this shy?”, Simon laughed. You couldn’t help but join in, all the chaos that took place only a couple hours before momentarily forgotten. 
Simon felt truly at peace. Something he hadn’t felt in a very long time, nevermind this mind-numbingly powerful. After having a taste of you and all that you’ve made his cold heart feel, he wasn’t going to let you go easily. Not that you wanted him to anyways.. <3
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this is my first fanfic! i'm european so i'm very sorry about my possible grammar mistakes :')) i also posted this on AO3 !
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five-flavor-soup · 2 months
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This is technically in response/as an addition to a post on the supposed ‘double standard’ in the fandom between Zuko and Jet as Katara’s love interests, but it’s been so long since it was posted and I figured the OP would be entirely uninterested in my word vomit, especially after like one and half years—so, separate post. I added a link for those interested. There's a cut because this got quite long lmao.
In short, the post supposes the argument that though Jet would’ve made Katara kill people (something Zuko very much Did Not Do, no matter what you think about The Southern Raiders), he cleaned up his act after this. Zuko, on the other hand, did lots of Really Bad Things to Katara & Co. with far more frequency than Jet did and got redeemed after a multitude of episodes doing Various Things Moste Evile. To then slap Jet with The Toxic Ex-label and see Zuko as the ‘healthier’ and ‘better’ option creates a Double Standard(™) within the fandom, which is supposedly bad and not an arguably incorrect reading. 
But the differences in fandom perception between Jet and Zuko as Love Interests for Katara (one of which canonically, and the other potentially and apparently talked about in the writer’s room) are easily explained, as can the Supposed Double Standard—just by thinking about it from Katara’s viewpoint, or even the audience’s. Because, well, the worst things Jet ‘almost’ ended up doing didn’t happen because of outside interference only. 
That’s the important bit here. He 100% would’ve drowned an entire village just to get rid of a handful of Fire Nation soldiers, had Sokka not managed to evacuate everybody. He 100% would’ve grievously injured two people who, as far as Jet and everybody else were aware, were refugees who might not even be firebenders — considering nobody else saw Iroh heat up his tea, he could’ve been wrong — in an attempt to prove his own hunch. Had the guards not been there, had Zuko not been able to fight back with swords, Jet would’ve genuinely attempted to wound them for as much as a puff of smoke. And Jet consistently involves bystanders (innocent or not) in his desperate quest to harm and defeat the Fire Nation: the Gaang (and particularly Katara, through explicitly manipulative means) and the villagers in Jet; Zuko, Iroh, and the people in the teashop in City of Walls and Secrets. Additionally, we don’t see more violence from him because he’s not a main character like Zuko is—though it’s implied that Jet beats up villagers who are supposedly in cahoots with the Fire Nation often, only agreeing to turn over a new leaf when he, Smellerbee, and Longshot decide to move to Ba Sing Se. 
Zuko explicitly and frequently doesn’t harm people: that, or it isn’t important to the plot. He doesn’t burn down the village on Kyoshi, he literally only manages to lightly singe it. He threatens people with violence frequently but never actually goes in for the kill. I’d argue that the most explicitly violent thing he does in Book 1 is breaking Aang out of the Pouhai Stronghold—for his own ends obviously, but if it’s spelled like treason and sounds like treason, it’s probably treason. When he thinks of robbing the pregnant couple while he’s on the run, he stops himself of his own volition; when he considers using Appa to catch Aang (this was a point made against Zuko in the post), he’s unaware of what Appa’s been through prior to that point and sees him as no more than an animal used for travel, much like the ostrich horse he stole earlier in the season. 
Zuko’s schtick throughout Book 1 and 2 is that he doesn’t want to think of the consequences of his actions. His plans are never fully complete. He doesn’t think of how he’s going to get a chained, notoriously slippery little eel of an Avatar to the Fire Nation, and he doesn’t think about what would happen to twelve-year-old Aang after they got there—which is horrible of him, but it also shows an odd, ignorant kind of innocence that you’d associate with a kid who’s got a hard time telling right from wrong. Like, I love Zuko dearly, adore him even, but kiddo doesn’t think ahead until the Book 2 finale and even that’s debatable. He’ll eventually start thinking ahead a little bit but for the most part, he doesn’t. Not saying that takes away responsibility, because it absolutely doesn’t, but it is telling of Zuko’s character: he’s an ‘act first, think later’-kind of guy, all ‘fuck around; find out; maybe success’. His sole goal throughout Book 1 and 2 is going home, without even thinking on how to get there beyond like, Avatar in my custody => back in Fire Nation with Avatar => dad loves me again. And he says that his only intention is to go home too, in Ep 2 of Book 1:
Aang: If I go with you, [He holds his staff in front of him as an offer, making sure Zuko understands that he does not wish to continue fighting.] will you promise to leave everyone alone? [The camera cuts to a side-view of the area, Zuko's men still surrounding him, spears poised. After a brief moment of hesitation, Zuko erects himself and nods in agreement. Aang is apprehended by Zuko's men, who take his staff . . . ] Zuko: [Boarding the ship up the walkway. Determined.] Head a course for the Fire Nation. I'm going home.
(Added emphasis for my point)
Zuko is not the Big Bad. He’s not The Largest Threat. He never is. In Book 1 it’s Zhao, in Book 2 it’s Azula, and in Book 3 it’s Ozai. Zuko is a consistent threat, yes, but not a particularly large one no matter how good of a fighter he is. Because he’s presented to us as a disastrously hurt and traumatised little brat who we, the audience, are supposed to feel sorry for, and slowly grow fond of. Because we learn in The Storm that the notion of “caring for others is weak” has literally been branded into him. Because he keeps getting back up to fight, but consistently holds back. We are shown that he knows, on some level, that what he’s doing is wrong: the text suggests that Zuko is actively suppressing his morals. And by the time Zuko hires an assassin to ensure the Avatar is dead, we know that Zuko is incredibly unhappy with his choice(s) and is desperate to be safe; that he’s uncomfortable but wants to be comfortable; that he’s incorrect about the source of his fear while he’s back in the palace. The audience is shown this explicitly. 
By contrast, we’re shown that Jet is fully aware that those villagers will die. He’s fully aware that, if he manages to prove the two refugees are firebenders, they’ll be arrested and probably mutilated (if the hand-crushing is any indication). I love Jet and his character, but he’s supposed to be the example of poisoning yourself with your hatred, anger, and hurt. He’s revenge that goes too far, because he doesn’t allow himself closure. He knows the consequences and isn’t shown to care for them, as long as his goal is furthered.
And there is the small, but significant, difference between the two characters: Zuko initially just wants to capture the Avatar, is purposefully remaining unaware of what will happen when he does so, and is clearly shown to change, while Jet just wants to punish firebenders and is very aware of what will be necessary for him to do so, with a handful of lines of how he ‘stopped being like that’. And honestly, Jet is far more mature than Zuko is for quite some time, regarding the violence of war—basically as mature as Zuko eventually becomes at the tail-end of his redemption arc. But Zuko’s maturity is at that point healthier, because he doesn’t want to genuinely do harm. 
In regards to their separate relationships with Katara, there’s these fantastic points that @sokkastyles made in reply to the post:
The fact that Zuko actually did change and Katara actually forgave him makes ALL the difference. [ . . . ] The thing about Jet is how manipulative he was with Katara. He not only almost made her kill innocents, but he lied to her about the man he attacked having a knife when he was called out, so that Katara would see her as righteous. Someone who is willing to lie in order to make themselves seem good and someone who says they are going to change but then does the same things doesn’t have a good track record, and that’s a more troubling relationship dynamic than someone who acts as an upfront enemy but then sincerely changes.
And: 
I do think it makes sense to focus on manipulation being worse than being a cartoon villain when we're talking about personal relationships. I think many people can relate to having someone like Jet in their lives who seems nice but who lies and manipulates to justify their own bad behavior despite repeatedly claiming that they will change. Not that many people will experience being tied to a tree by someone who wants you to tell them where the Avatar is, and it is completely reasonable for people to be more forgivable of things Zuko did as a villain than things Jet did to Katara when he claimed to be a friend.
I actually don’t have anything to add to this, lol. It’s succinct and well-worded.
Lastly, in addition the relatability and the relationships being different (the manipulative, emotionally hurt, and self-proclaimed anti-hero versus the initially childish, explicitly confused and desperate cartoon villain, plus the girl they hurt horribly), there’s also the problem of Jet not being a main character. Jet is a relatively well-written side character, whilst Zuko is very quickly established as a main-ish character with his own POV (as the writers decided during the conceptualisation that he’d be joining Team Avatar eventually). Zuko’s troubling, self-destructive nature that has been forced upon him and his Tragic Childhood is shown in high definition. The audience is supposed to eventually be okay with Zuko and hopefully like him, slowly adding puzzle pieces to complete the picture of a horrific earlier youth and treatment by nearly everybody he knows except Iroh. Something like this isn’t necessary with Jet, not just because he was already incredibly likeable and understandable from his introduction and onwards, but also because he’s neither a villain nor a main character. 
There’s multiple reasons as to why Zuko is often seen as the ‘better’ option, just like there are multiple reasons why Jet and Zuko are compared so frequently—they’re both traumatised teenage boys who ‘rebel’ to get some semblance of control back, but we see Zuko change into a kid anyone would be a little bit proud and fond of and that doesn’t happen with Jet. Double standard or not, Zuko and Jet are different characters who the writers also treated very differently, on purpose. It makes sense to me that the audience would think Zutara is the ‘less bad’ or far better option. We know far more about Zuko than we know about Jet; and Jet’s redemption arc, if we can even call it that, halts permanently when Zuko’s is reaching the height it for him to go into a freefall, ultimately culminating in a genuine redemption. We, the audience, know this. So does Katara.
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azulasmommyissues · 1 month
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ATLA sexuality headcanons, part 1, Aang's era:
aang
-unlabelled or pansexual, also incredibly gnc. he/they methinks
-he never questioned it, he never thought about it. the air nomads were chill with everything, so he was too.
-he simply loves people, and he loves them deeply. he's the sort of person who says "i love you" very fast. and he doesn't have a specific type, either. he simply connects with people.
-he definitely had a bit of a thing for kuzon back in the day. kuzon taught him all the fire nation dances he knows, and bumi cheered them on.
-he also kinda digged teo, the mechanist's son, but by that point he already had his heart set on katara.
-as for girls, he DID like on-ji. in different circumstances, they would might have dated for a short while. but with katara it was love at first sight. the sort that makes you giddy and stupid.
-he's a lot worse at rizzing up katara because he is just THAT into her and he keeps fumbling
katara
-growing up, she never really questioned it. she knew she definitely liked boys and never had feelings for another girl.
-she's certainly fully cisgender. happily says “she/her/hers” when asked for her pronouns
-on the contrary, she was somewhat attracted to haru and jet both—and might've even considered zuko in different circumstances. like she definitely felt something akin to attraction in the crossroads of destiny.
-she fell in love with aang, because he gave her hope, he gave her joy, he gave her balance. she already felt SOMETHING in the cave of two lovers, but she was deeply confused and her feelings didn't clear until after the war.
-she always thought of herself as straight but said that, if she had the chance, she would be willing to kiss a girl—as an experiment. she just sort of always admired pretty girls, in the sense of "do i wanna BE her or DATE her,"
-and she's really passionate about feminism, obviously
-she always prefers getting compliments from other women because "they're worth mOre"
-eventually she meets jiang who's such a butch lesbian and questions EVERYTHING
-is that a girl? is that a boy? idk but why are they kinda...
-niyok and nutha both give homoerotic friendship vibes with her (all comic specific characters have the combined personality of one person hence why I'm including both)
-since she was dating aang she didn't explore her sexuality, but she discussed it with him and he supported her
-she considered identifying as bi but didn't feel like she qualified, since she'd never actually dated a girl. aang told her it's okay eifher way.
-at the end she decides to keep it all behind closed doors as per water tribe tradition. she's happy with aang, some girls are hot, it's nobody's business but her own.
-i also completely fw the reading of her as a straight cis girl, but you know
sokka
-bisexual, female lean, and maybe even poly.
-he fell for yue, he fell for suki. he definitely found like, ty lee attractive, but he didn't LIKE her. He was involved with suki, and they hadn't had any conversation about the exact status of their relationship so he wasn't about to fumble it.
-suki and him are both bi. and if yue were alive they'd BOTH be dating her. at the same time.
-zuko was sokka's bi awakening. seeing zuko and suki run around in the boiling rock absolutely changed his brain chemistry.
-he had a hard time accepting it, because of how the water tribes roll. he had a preconceived notion of manhood that he obviously had to challenge alongside his initial sexism.
-but then he realised that 1) his dad had been in a secret poly relationship with kya and bato, and then with bato and malina-- 2) his grandma had a fling with hama--3) master piandao and jeong jeongwere a thing--and 4) his girlfriend herself, suki, was bi. so bro had nothing to worry about.
-his identity became clear to him with suki's and his father's help. unlike katara, he was a bit more open and public with it. being poly, him and suki had many opportunities to explore it, always respecting each other's boundaries.
-sometimes suki does his makeup and he grows to enjoy it. he experiments with gender expression until he becomes totally chill with it.
-big part of his character is learning that he doesn't have to be a “man” in the way that patriarchy imposed on him his whole life
-so like, cisn't
toph
-toph has crushes on boys: sokka, zuko, the duke, satoru, sun, kanto. but i think non of them are really legit.
-toph would also flirt with girls, like, yaling
-had a 'not like other girls' phase
-she/they/he vibes, has a very complicated relationship with gender
-because she was made fun off by other girls as a child, it was harder for her to blend in and talk with them
-she was also raised sheltered within the walls of aristocracy which contributed to her not thinking about it
-she avoided commitment and serious relationships like the plague
-so she's unlabelled and perhaps in the aro spectrum. like, demisexual. but being both demi (aka needing to like someone as a person and getting to know them before feeling attracted to them) AND having commitment issues and a bunch of failed relationships is like, a DEADLY combo.
-i don't know. she is chaotic and not at all skilled with romance so she always fumbles it.
-but i also think she might just be 1000% aromantic whether or not she understands it fully
-i think that's very plausible
suki
-bisexual with a female lean and maybe poly
-big she/they vibes
-she's got endless autistic rizz like girl seduced sokka at light speed.
-in kyoshi island they called the bisexuals 'children of kyoshi' and the lesbians 'children of rangi'
-kyoshi island is basically lesbos if you didn't know /hj
-had her first kiss with mingxia before they decided that "ew, never again, i see you like a sister". she was super happy to meet meilin, mingxia's girlfriend
-DEFINITELY liked biyu and they might have been a thing in different circumstances. Aka if biyu hadn't betrayed her.
-would've dated both sokka and yue if yue was alive. like she would have loved yue. both of them having never left their respective homelands. both of them caring about community and having a duty to their people, a leadership position,,,
-but suki being so badass, liberated, free—and yue needing to sacrifice herself to BE free from her oppressive environment,,, like yue would also admire suki so much?? they would love exploring the world together and it'd put sokka out of a very awkward spot-
zuko
-demiromantic, bisexual. like this boy is SOMEWHERE im the ace spectrum but he's also bi. I'd say with a male lean.
-had internalised homophobia growing up, because, duh, fire nation
-he definitely thought that everyone feels like that when he was a child until his mother told him that this was very much NOT the case
-the gaang made him realise that it's totally okay and since they are all so queer he felt very safe with them
-made gay marriage legal in the fire nation
-made pride a thing in the fire nation inspired by the rainbow fire because i said so
-definitely felt attracted to both jet and sokka in the guy department.
-now, when it cames to girls, mai was his childhood crush.
-he definitely found song attractive but he was NOT in that headspace obviously
-same thing with jin although he was in a better headspace then. he introduced jin and song to each other post-war and they dated each other.
yue
-never got the chance to figure out how much girlypop liked women
-i could so easily claim she's a femme lesbian and that sokka was comphet, and I could even CONVINCE ya'll, because he is SO comphet coded, but I really love yue's storyline as it is and the lasting affect it has on sokka,,,,
-i can also imagine her on the ace spectrum
-she's so sapphic she's so queer bro is literally the moON?? what's more sapphic than the moon
-so, whatever, I'll say she's bi with a STRONG female lean. if she'd survived and joined the gaang she would have dated both sokka and suki and i truly believe that
-she would've loved suki and i just KNOW it
-love her so much let my girl be free of her arranged marriage
ty lee
-lesbian or pansexual. was ready to risk it all for mai. also completely down to be in a polycule
-she simply enjoyed male validation and attention due to her unmet childhood emotional needs. the dudes at the beach as well as sokka were giving massive comphet energy.
-i do also accept the possibility of her being pan, that'd be pretty great, but yknow, we do need more lesbians.
-despite being a fire nation citizen i think she'd be pretty open and liberated when it comes to her identity, at least wherever it's safe
-because her own ideology and philosophy is like. pseudo air nomad philosophy so i think she simply doesn't give a shit
-she is really into pride events. she LOVES the parade.
-i think she did have feelings for azula, at least as a child. then it all became really unhealthy,
-still, she felt sad about how things ended with azulw. she genuinely wishes it were different
mai
-she does also give comphet lesbian vibes BUT the "i love zuko more than I fear you" line SLAPS so I'm going to say bisexual with a female lean. she's also definitely asexual—and also demiromantic.
-ADORED ty lee, she just always assumed ty lee would choose azula
-it takes mai a long time to develop feelings for anyone, but when she falls she falls hard
-she's really not a big pride person, but she grows to enjoy it eventually. she goes with zuko and ty lee.
-she's not super vocal about her sexuality, but she also doesn't hide it. she doesn't give a shit. it's her business.
azula
-azula is a lesbian. not debatable like the others, to me.
-her feelings towards ty lee and mai are very reminiscent of sozin's feelings for roku i believe. like iykyk.
-she couldn't remember which of the boys was the one she was supposed to "like," but she remembered perfectly which bikini ty lee and mai were wearing. she picked chan like lesbians pick a random boy to crush on in middle school.
-and then she instesd remembered one of thr gusy who were flirting with either mai or ty lee. bestie was jealous.
-she had comphet, so much comphet. she wanted to be loved.
-so much internalised homophobia.
-she has a type, and it's brunette non benders of similar build. by which i mean ty lee and suki
-the ill will she holds towards mai in her comic for ruining their group over a stUpid BOY-
-it's comical,,
-i love her.
jet
-all the freedom fighters are queer
-jet is probably pansexual or bisexual. and also he/they
-he had a thing for katara but he sure as hell also had a thing for zuko
-he punches homophobes in the face
-i never liked jet when i was a kid because he was a jerk and i hated him with katara, but i grew to really enjoy his character and his arc
-this boy wants to eat the rich
-he doesn't want gay marriage, he wants to abolish marriage
smellerbee
-transfem ICON, she/her, though generally gender non conforming.
-and she's also also aromantic and asexual.
-queer platonic relationship with longshot, because of how deeply they love and understand and support each other
-if you misgender her on purpose the whole group will gang up on you and by the end of it you'll have four broken limbs and they'll be arrested for aggravated assault
longshot
-he's aromantic and asexual but he's got unmatched non-verbal autistic rizz
-as i said, QPR with smellerbee
-but all the freedom fighters plan to keep living together forever,, they're found family
-him and smellerbee just have a particularly special bond
the duke
-the duke is pansexual, i think
-i think he had a crush on toph
-also he/they
-and that's about all I've got
pipsqueak
-he/they/she
-pipsqueak's literally his chosen name, nothing cisgender about that,
-gay
sneers
-transmasc, he/they, potentially genderfluid
-dating kori who is bi
haru
-bisexual, female lean
-he/they, potentially genderfluid
teo
-gay, crush on aang
jin and song
-jin is pansexual, would definitely date song who is a lesbian
-zuko introduces them!!
uncle iroh
-straight ally. women are great! big womaniser back in his day.
-loves gay people
-huge support for zuko coming out
-that being said, he wasn't ALWAYS an ally. like he wasn't homophobic either, but he didn't support queer people before lu ten came out to him. then he accepted it, because he loved his son. finally, travelling the world and studying different philosophies led him to be a great ally.
-then he became the biggest ally ever amd a huge advocate for queer rights
-on a similar note, lu ten was gay. ozai was straight. zhao was straight and azulon was probably also straight. just getting them out of the wAy.
piandao
-gay gay gay. likes men.
-him and jeong jeong as a salty judgmental old couple is so real
-also everyone knows about it but nobody dares to give him shit for it
-he just glares and you immediately get off his back
-he could get himself a husband and nobody in the fire nation would do anything to stop him because they literally cannot arrest him
-he'll just shut the door on their face
jeong jeong
-also gay. big gay.
-tons of internalised homophobia, bless him
-tons of self hatred
-like, the way he sees his firebending as a curse of destruction and hatred and hates himself for it—instead of seeing all the colours of the dragons' rainbow fire, like zuko and aang, who symbolise the new generation
-it can work so well as a queer self-acceptance metaphor
-he definitely ends up with piandao, as i said before. begrudgingly in love.
hama
-lesbian. privately, as per water tribe tradition.
-nobody in the south gives her shit for it.
-she definitely had a relationship with kanna.
-when she lived in the fire nation, things were different. living as her authentic self was impossible—even secretly, it became near-impossible.
-hama's life is one big tragedy.
pakku
-straight. initially homophobic as per water tribe conservatism. the sort of, "just don't shove it in my face" homophobia
-but upon realising that like, both his friend group and his wife are incredibly queer, he gets over it
-iroh helps with educating him
-it's also canon that zuko gives the southern water tribe custody of hama after the war which i find incredibly sweet
-but since hama and kanna were... tight, I find myself incredibly entertained imagining possible interactions between pakku and hama
kanna (gran gran)
-kanna was bisexual.
-in the time she spent traveling from the north to the south she slept with a bunch of people
-fire nation pirates, sand bender bandits, earth kingdom soldiers... hakoda's father is a mystery. a mama mia situation.
-other flings include the herbalist, probably, (all old people know each other)
-even madame wu, why not?
-like it entertains me to think that kanna was unhinged the moment she left the Northern Water Tribe
-and being a non bender she used all tools at her disposal to reach the south if you know what i mean
-that being said, she also learned to fight a bit. probably. just to spite pakku.
-when she reached the south, she had a thing with hama. i say this because of the kataang parallel when hama was taken away.
hakoda and bato
-hakoda is bi, bato is gay
-hakoda loved kya, bato loved him secretly and never told him
-after kya died, bato was his only comfort, they fell in love
-once malina enters the situation too, it eventually ends up being a polycule
-note that i strongly dislike malina and those comics
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thewulf · 11 months
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Honeybee || Aaron Hotchner
Summary: hi! Can you write a hotch x reader one shot based on the episode where Hayley’s dad says he still hates Hotch for Hayley’s death in s10 and obviously his words hurt Hotch and hotch then is like obviously really sad and hurt and pulls away from reader unintentionally which starts a argument but with fluff at the end? Like angst / fluff
A/N: Okay this def turned more into a comfort/fluff rather than super angsty/fluff... hope you still like it anon :)
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x Y/N
Word Count: 3.1k +
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Your phone buzzed on the desk that you were working away at. Not thinking much of it you turned it over seeing Aaron’s name flashing on the screen. Heart sinking down your chest you knew it was never a good thing when he called during the middle of a workday. Was it Jack? Was he hurt? Was it Jessica? Does she need some time away from the whole situation? Before you could spiral any further you answered nervously, “Aaron…” Trailing off you didn’t know what to say. You knew what you were getting into when you happily agreed to be his girlfriend six months ago. But these calls still made you nervous.
“Honey… slight change of plans.” You knew he was supposed to be on a flight to Maryland right now working on the next case. He was definitely not supposed to be on the phone with you in what sounded to be like his vehicle.
“Everything alright?” Hesitating to even ask the question you could hear the tension in his voice.
He paused. Everything was certainly not alright, “It’s Roy. Haley’s father. He’s in the hospital. He was arrested for trying to break and enter into a store this morning. Doctors think it’s Alzheimer’s. Jessica needs some help.” He alluded to why he wasn’t on the teams jet to Maryland.
Your heart absolutely broke for the man you’d slowly fallen in love with. He’d been through so much in the last few years and now this? It’s like life was out to get him and couldn’t be stopped, “Oh, my love, I’m so sorry.” Work didn’t seem so important anymore, “Can I help at all?”
He smiled softly hearing your concern through the phone. He just knew by the tone of your voice how much you cared. You cared about everything that related to him. You always understood too. He had to cancel on countless plans on you due to work or something coming up with Jack. You always handled it in grace. He thought you were far too patient with him. And it scared him a little much. What happens when your patience runs out? Would he fuck it up with you? He hadn’t a clue how he managed to convince you to not only go out with him but stay through the shit-show that his life was unfolding out to be.
Aaron never expected for his personal life to explode in his face the way it did so dramatically. He had let the one thing he promised never to happen, happen. His work life bled into his personal one. He’d lost the mother to his son. A woman he once loved so dearly to somebody who had it out for him. It took years of counseling and therapy for Aaron to see it as anything but his fault. Then you came along. Sweeping him right off his feet. He didn’t think he was ready for a relationship, but he decided to try. Especially when he saw the look on your face when he agreed to that first date. Of course, you made the first move, it was so you.
He hated asking you for help, but he needed it desperately. He always used you as an absolute last resort. Never wanting you to feel obligated to his life’s mess, “Can you grab Jack from school? I left the car seat in the house for Jess but she’s going to be busy. I’m going to stay back and help. Team is heading off to Maryland right now.” You heard him sigh through the phone.
“You got it.” You knew the situation was tense, but you couldn’t stop the smile that now crossed your face. It was a big step getting him to accept your help. He often went out of his way to not ask you for help. He didn’t want to burden you, “Jack and I will have the best afternoon.” You said trying your best to reassure him.
“Thank you honey. I’m so sorry. I really am.” Not wanting him to spiral you decided to interrupt him.
“Don’t apologize Aaron. It’s something out of your control. I’m more than happy to help. Please don’t stress yourself out about it. Your team will handle the case in Maryland, I’ll handle Jack. You and Jess help out Roy. Okay?” Knowing you needed to lay out the plan plain and simple for him you were met with silence this time.
“Sound okay Aaron?” You asked again hoping he wasn’t too far lost in his head.
“Yeah, alright. Thank you.”
“You got it. Call me later alright? When you get the chance.”
He nodded his head knowing you couldn’t see him. He knew he needed to give in and let you help but it was hard for him. He was so used to doing everything his way. But for his sanity and Jack’s he knew he had to let you all the way in. Had to, “Sounds good bee. I love you.”
You smiled at the nickname he had given you. He’d initially just called you honey which then morphed into honeybee. That was then shorted to just bee. His bee. His favorite one. You found it adorable, no other man had been so sweet to you like he had been.
“Love you handsome. Talk to you soon.” You clicked the phone off before the inevitable back and forth. Looking at the clock you cursed a little knowing Jack’s school was 45 minutes away and he was out in about an hour. Saying a quick goodbye to your coworkers you slid out of the office an hour too early. You decided to risk it knowing the bosses wouldn’t even likely notice.
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Standing outside your car you stood on your tip toes trying to spot the little Hotchner. Knowing he’d be looking for Jess and not you. Waving to him as soon as you saw him he shot you the sweetest little smile and wave before running up to you, “Y/N! You’re here!” He pulled on your shirt in excitement.
Leaning down you gave him a squeeze, “I am buddy! Your Aunt Jess had something come up, so she asked me to come get you. Hope that’s okay.” You grinned down at the overexcited little boy. You and Jack got along so well so quick. He was the happiest little kid for everything he’s had to go through in his short life.
“Yeah!” He hugged your side squeezing tight, “I’m so excited!”
He immediately released the tension you had been holding onto all day. You’d texted Aaron a few times with no response. Worry quickly consumed you by hour three of not hearing back from him. Thankfully Jack was the perfect distraction from your worrying mind, “Hey Jack? What do you say we go home. Get you changed and head to the park. Maybe get some ice cream after?” You asked him as you buckled him into the car seat.
“Are you serious?” His eye grew wide with excitement, “Can I bring my dinosaurs?”
The grin turned into a full out smile feeling his excitement through your body, “You can absolutely bring your dinosaurs to the park little J.”
“Daddy never lets me!” He started laughing knowing he caught you in a catch 22. You’d already told him he could bring them knowing it wasn’t usually allowed.
Shaking your head, you shut the door before climbing into the driver’s seat, “Well, let’s not tell daddy then.” Hearing his snicker in the back seat sent you into a fit of laughter. Who knew one so little could make you feel so much better just through the joy he brought? That was Jack Hotchner. The little light that kept shining.
“Okay!” He clapped his hands together knowing the two of you now had a secret. You knew it wasn’t a great thing for him to pick up on but what was a little white lie? That’s life.
The two of you chatted the entire way home from school and to the park. You’d learned his best friend, Dylan, had a crush on a girl that Jack thought was gross. You tried convincing him that girls weren’t gross, but he wasn’t having any of that.
Jack was too smart for his own good. He told you about how he watched the other kids and always knew what they were going to do before they seemed to know. That was all Aaron shining right through his baby. It amazed you how quickly children picked up on their environment. Jack was no exception, the sponge that he was.
Lucky for you, all the running around with dinosaur’s tired the poor kid right on out. After making him some mac and cheese for dinner he fell asleep right on your lap while watching cartoons. It all felt so right. A domestic life you craved. To be running your hands through his hair as he held on to you fast asleep.
You were woken up by the soft click of the front door. The daylight had completely vanished. Aaron turned on the kitchen lights not expecting to see you and Jack cuddling on the couch just a room away. For as awful as the day had turned out to be the sight before him made him realize it would be okay. He had the right people in his life. He had you.
His sour mood from the shitty day immediately vanishing seeing your sleepy face waking up. Your arms were holding Jack tightly as you contorted making sure he was comfortable. He noticed that. You were always making sure that Jack was okay. You always checked in on him making sure to show that his opinions mattered. He genuinely mattered to you. Just one of the things that made Aaron fall so easily in love with you.
“Hey, you’re home.” You wiped the sleep away from your eyes careful not to wake Jack up. Peeking at the clock you saw it was nearing midnight.
“I’m sorry…” He whispered walking over to the both of you quietly. You shook your head quickly placing your finger over your mouth, “Shh, no apologies needed.” Carefully you shimmied yourself out from underneath Jack. Scooping him up in your arms you went to go put him to bed. Aaron watched in awe as you took control of the situation so effortlessly. Following behind closely he wanted to make sure to tuck his son in as well. While Jack might not have remembered it Aaron cherished every night he was able to spend at home with him sleeping a few rooms away. Even if it was for just a few hours.
You watched as Aaron leaned down whispering a few words to his sleeping boy. He kissed his head softly before pulling the comforter up over top of him. You fell in love with him even further watching the tenderness of the situation before you. Sure, Aaron had his flaws. But so did you. And everyone. Everything else about him made up for the flaws.
Shutting the door behind him you followed Aaron back downstairs, “Everything alright?” You asked moving towards him. Thankfully he didn’t shy away from your touch. Sometimes after more stressful cases he just couldn’t be touched by you. It was all too much for him. You understood, it just hurt sometimes. When all you wanted was to snuggle up to him when he needed space. You caressed his arm through his suit jacket hoping he could feel it through the thick suit.
He opened his mouth as if to say something before closing it. Thinking. The man was always thinking. Overthinking all too often, “No. Not really.” He admitted.
You felt your heart racing. He was confiding in you. It wasn’t like he hadn’t before, but it was a rarity when he did. You’d find him bottling up and shoving his emotions to the side. But he needed you right now, “What happened handsome?” You pressed a little further unsure if he wanted to tell.
He smiled before gently kissing your forehead, “He’s got Alzheimer’s, clearly. Very clearly” He paused before pulling you into his chest.
As much as you loved the feeling you knew that wasn’t it, “That all?” You asked pulling your head out of the embrace.
He shook his, “No.”
You let him just hold you before pressing him further. You knew he would spill in due time, if he wanted to. Never wanting to pressure him you always asked though, “Care to share?”
He took a long breathe in and a steady one out before pulling you over the couch you and Jack were occupying moments before. Pulling you down into his lap you let him sit there and hold you. It wasn’t that often that he was here, present, and fully there. These were moments you prayed would happen more often but never seemed to come around enough. So, you cherished them. Even when they were tenser moments like these.
He sighed knowing he needed to tell you. He had to get it off his chest or he’d keep thinking about it over and over again. Ruminate for no reason, “He kept blaming me for her death.” You knew immediately what he was referring to. Pulling him closer you started running your hands through his hair, just like you had Jack earlier on in the night, “He just… wouldn’t stop. Kept going on about it. How he’d never forget. Even with the damn disease.” You looked at his expressive face as he laid it on you, everything that Roy had laid on him through the afternoon.
“Hon, you know that’s not true right?” You asked quietly continuing to play with his hair. You knew it was a weakness for the man. For both the Hotchner boys you found out quickly and used it against them as often as you could. You just hoped it was helping him, even if it was just a little.
He nodded quickly, “I know. Trust me, I know. It just, he messed with my head.” He didn’t care to elaborate so you simply snuggled in closer to him. Breathing him in. It didn’t matter that he spent his morning in a hospital and the afternoon in somebody else’s home, he still smelled like Aaron. He became your home. Your safe space.
After a few moments of silence, you squeezed his side, “You’re one of the best people I’ve had the pleasure of knowing. I get that I didn’t know you back then, but I do know that you were the same. I know how fucking hard you tried to save her. I know how unfair it’s been on you. I love you beyond words Aaron. I just hope you love yourself just a little. You give so much for everyone else. Give a little bit back to yourself too sometimes.”
He listened to your every word before responding. Nodding his head at you, “I’ll try to. I know I’m not the best at it, but I’ll try to.”
“Yeah?” You pulled away from his chest smiling at him.
He nodded giving you a quick kiss on the cheek, “I’m not perfect. I’ll never be. So, you’ll have to call me out when I run back into old habits. But I’ll try. For you. For Jack.”
“Okay.” You grinned giving him a long kiss this time. Getting a little tired of the short kisses that seemed to miss your lips, “By the way, I think your nearly perfect. If that means anything.” You grinned brushing your fingers down the side of his face.
“Honey, that means the world to me.” He returned the favor by gently cradling your face in his hands before kissing you much more deeply this time, “I love you.”
“And I love you.” You grinned in confirmation.
“Let’s get going to bed. Jack will wake us up in a few hours wanting pancakes or something.” Aaron looked at the time getting closer to on in the morning.
You grinned letting him pull you up right out of the spot you’d been occupying on his lap, “Jack’s worth losing sleep over though. I’ll happily make pancakes with him at six in the morning.”
Aaron laughed before setting you down on the ground, “You say that before he tries waking you up then. I take it you two had a good night?”
You nodded in confirmation, “True.” You laughed a little before continuing, “I’m sure he’ll tell you all about it in the morning though.”
He grabbed your hand holding it tight, “In the morning then.”
You yawned nodding your head while leaning into his chest not really caring how clingy you were being. All you wanted was him.
Feeling his laugh, you smiled to yourself. At least you were able to make him smile. You were never the best with words so being able to make him laugh it off or smile in your presence was always a win in your book.
“Let’s get to bed before you fall asleep standing up.” You couldn’t see his expression in the dark, but you just knew he was smirking at you.
“Sure thing.” You didn’t make any effort to move only leaning further into him.
“Alright.” He scooped you right on up in your arms, “I get the hint stubborn ass.” He held you tight not even the slightest bit mad you wanted him to carry you up to sleep. He adored moments like these.
“That’s why they pay you the big bucks boss man.” Sleepily you grinned to yourself knowing you had him there. He was literally paid to observe and predict.
Gently, he laid you down on the bed pulling you into his side ignoring that comment, “Y/N?” He asked seeing if you were still coherent before continuing.
“Yeah?” You answered him still there.
“Thank you for everything today. And in general. I don’t thank you enough.” He gently rubbing a thumb over your hip knowing that was one of your many weaknesses. Truth be told almost anything Aaron did was a weakness for you.
“Of course. That’s what partners do. They help each other when they need it. I love you Aaron Hotchner. Every little bit of you.” Your eyes fluttered closed as he kept brushing his hand over your side. Soothing you right to sleep.
“I love every bit of you too honeybee.” He kissed the back of your head drifting off to sleep right behind you. For as odd as the relationship was with him sometimes you’d never change it. Not in a million years. Especially as you were snuggled up to him in a dreamless sleep.
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brooooswriting · 5 months
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Hey love. 24 and 48 with Wanda. Angst with a happy ending would be cool. Thank you honey!
24. “I’m overreacting?”
48. “Calm down! You’re scaring me”
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This was stupid, really and it was not your fault! There was no way you were changing your mind about that. Fury send you and Kate on a mission and it was way more dangerous than you thought. You were ordered to turn around and obviously you thought the same thing but then you noticed mutant hostages. Kate and you decided that you couldn’t leave the hostages after HYDRA had seen you, the possibility of them killing the hostages was too high. So you went in there and got the hostages out. Well, to be fair that makes it sound way easier than it was. The moment you stepped in there you made the decision that you would do everything to save Kate and the hostages, so you forced her to bring them to the jet while you fought. And you nearly got killed, it was pure luck that one of the hostages was a healer, he healed you to the point where Kate didn’t have to worry about you dying and Wanda killing her.
Now, you were the only one who had to worry about Wanda killing you. When you arrived at the compound, Clint, Wanda and Fury were already waiting for you. After fury told you to meet him tomorrow at 9 Clint stole away Kate, leaving you and Wanda alone. You were prepared for her to scream at you but instead she glared at you before walking away, you following behind her like a lost puppy.
“What were you thinking?! You didn’t just ignore Fury but you brought yourself into danger! You nearly died y/n” she screamed at you the moment the door to your room closed.
“We had to save them, was I supposed to let them die?” You asked, trying to stay calm. Screaming at each other wasn’t gonna do anything.
“And why did you have to play the hero huh? What made you think you should sacrifice yourself?” You had to fight back an eye roll as she didn’t even try to understand you.
“Because I am older than Kate, I am stronger than Kate and I am doing this way longer than Kate. She’s been doing this for half a year, did you really think I was going to bring her into danger? You’re overreacting Wanda” You asked, you still tried to stay calm but it was getting harder than you’d like to admit.
“I’m overreacting?! You’re careless with your life y/n! What you did was crazy!! Unbelievable, you’re just unbelievable. You nearly killed yourself and you’re telling me I’m overreacting?! That is stupid, you’re stupid!” Her eyes started to turn red, her silhouette was lined with red and her head turned to the side. You knew this look and you weren’t happy about it, not at all.
“Wanda, calm down. You’re scaring me” you told her calmly, but your voice betrayed you as it shook. You carefully backed into the wall behind you, trying to stay close to the door. It was not that you didn’t trust Wanda, it was more that you were scared of her losing control over them because her emotions overpowered her. You felt the magic coming closer to you, touching your body in a forceful way.
“I-what?” She asked suddenly, her eyes studying your face as you cowered next to the door before they wandered over to the mirror on her right. She herself suddenly got scared when she saw her glowing red eyes and her magic surrounding her. “Y/n” she whispered as she calmed down, the redness disappearing. But that didn’t help, you only shook your head and slipped out of the room.
You immediately ran into Natasha who barely caught you. “Where are you off to?” She asked with a small laugh until she saw your face. “What’s wrong hun?” Her face was full of concern as she engulfed you, you finally broke down and cried in her arms. She looked around before picking you up and carrying you to her room. “It’s gonna be alright” she mumbled as she sat down next to you.
She kept quiet until you finally stopped crying. “Wanda- she” you had tears streaming down your face again.
“Pleas tell me she didn’t hurt you” you only shook your head, signaling that you were fine. “Thank god, I would have fought her but I really don’t want to fight a witch” she joked and bumped her shoulder into yours making you giggle.
“She was so mad at me, she screamed and didn’t even think about the fact that I was also scared that I nearly died. She got so mad that she nearly lost control of her magic” you explained, wiping your eyes while doing so.
“I’m sorry, I bet this must have been hard on the both of you” when you didn’t answer her she took that as a sign that you didn’t wanna talk, so she turned on the tv to give you something to focus on.
Not even an episode later there was a forceful knock on the door. Natasha quickly stood up and opened the door, finding a frantic Wanda. “Have you seen y/n? We had a-a fight and she left. I wanted to apologize, tell her how stupid I am but when I went to her room she wasn’t there and then I went into the kitchen, the living room, the gym and her workplace but she is nowhere to be found. What if she left Natasha? What if my powers finally drove her away?” She nearly cried as she made hectic hand gestures.
Natasha threw a quick Look behind herself to look at you, you gave her a nod and already stood up. “Wands, calm down. She wouldn’t leave you and you know that. So deeep breaths” the redhead told the witch as she opened the door further so you could also see the witch.
A happy sob left her mouth and she threw herself into your arms, tears staining your shirt immediately. Your hand went to her head, carefully stroking through her hair to calm her down. “Shhh, I’m here love. I didn’t leave, I just spend some time with Nat. I’m sorry I scared you” you mumbled to reassure her.
“I’m so so sorry, I was overreacting, I know that now. I was just so scared when we heard Kate yell and then you nearly died and I freaked out. Please, I will get my powers under control, I promise. I already called Strange, he will help me. I’ll do whatever, please. I am so sorry” she rambled as she pulled back slightly.
“It’s okay, we will talk about all this more tomorrow when we slept and are well fed alright?” You kissed her forehead before pulling her into her room. “Thank you Tasha” you called out to the woman as you exited.
Both of you quickly got changed and went to bed, laying in each other’s arms. You got a lot to talk about and to work on but there was a time for a conversation like this and that clearly was not the case after an almost death.
So you pressed a soft kiss to Wanda’s forehead before closing your eyes.
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dogwittaablog · 13 days
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NOLPATS BURNER ACCOUNT
SO HERE IS THE TEA AND BREAKDOWN ON NOLANS ALLEGED TWITTER BURNER (I also want to apologise for the initial hostile reply to the anon that sent it in I was just taken back cause there weren't upfront receipts).
If you’re wondering how this alleged account was figured out, an anon said someone tweeted about it and decided to look into it... and then now we are here...
SO HERE WE GO!
His FIRST account that went under @ gollpatter the account got suspended (He tweets about it on his second account, but you’re still able to see everything).
So now the account he is using the new one is @ shottergallas.
(So just remember there are two accounts. I know some can get confused lol).
WARNING: I know people are going to be running up the accounts anyways but will say just a heads up you will be finding shit that you don’t like mentioning SA and misogynistic comments, some of the comments are towards the incident of WJC 2018. (If I’m right it’s brought up on @ gollpatter)
Now we may all be here like okay… how do we know or assume it's actually him??? Here is my personal observation
If you look at the following on the first account @ GOLLPATTER. You can see that there are about 4+ people on there that he follows that are obviously his friends and has Steinbach Manitoba in the bio. Some of the content and influencers he follows or interacts with on there also align with his recent or past followings/likes/engagements on Instagram from celebs, influencers, sport hosts and even onlyfangirls (I’ll even get specific if I have to) . His interests are evidently displayed throughout his account... things like MMA, golf, hockey, Joe Rogan, Theo Von and other typical guy shit, but as I said if you followed up on him or paid attention to his Instagram activity it adds up. 
(Screenshot of his followings the only thing is they don't follow back)
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An Anon that initially sent me the sub on why she thought or had her own conclusions to why she thought it was him which I’ll be copying and pasting the sub down below and adding the links to the info she provided! To make everyone’s lives easier.
here’s the account introducing himself as goll patt: (X)
here’s the account calling jets/ava pond hockey last night: (X)
here’s that account excited about nolan’s friends ‘coggie’ return to the ‘national’ 6 days ago: (X)
and the related headline where Dylan Coghlan, Nolan’s former teammate returned to the NHL from the AHL:  (X)
here’s that account being called pat by its friends in the reply of previous tweet: (X)
account being call pats/patty by friends:  (X)
same account agreeing with hate on the vegas golden knights as a franchise, praising nic hauge and his wife:  (X)
The hockey talk on the account that pop up usually I noticed has pertained to Vegas and the Flyers (some slight shady tweets mostly but nothing over the top) Maybe just some coincidence but I mean hey… we all know what teams he’s played for. Plus there are some Travis Konency mentions on there as well…
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So “his” account interacts with the same 2-4 twitter accounts and these accounts tend to tag him in post about Nolpats which I found a bit ironic…
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So the last to this which I thought was another eyebrow raiser, was another burner account that has some mutuals but isn't entirely active. Also tagged his account in a post regarding a Tik Tok. The context of the Tiktok was how most likely pro athletes do see the things you post online about them.
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So would like to end this off with reminding you that this ALLEGED and there’s no real confirmation it’s him. You’re able to form your own opinion and perspective if you decide to look through and analyse the accounts yourself. I could go on more on some other details, but decided to just touch up on the things that stood out to me. I also was limited to adding content like photos and videos.
*Edit: Part 2
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bouncybongfairy · 20 days
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hi i cant get enough so ,, how would atla jet's first kiss go? and reader is someone who he thinks is superior to him and since jet comes off a bit awkward, reader tries to guide and teach him how to kiss
basically its js jet head over heels
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First Kiss
Jett (atla) x Fem Reader Smut
Summary: You teach Jet how to kiss.
Word Count: 1.0k+
TW: NSFW Content, Dry Humping, Fluff
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Jet invited you to your usual hang-out spot tonight. You’d started seeing him a couple months ago and you really like him. Most guys give up the ‘i’M sO sWeEt, I LiKe yOuR pErsOnAliTy’ facade after a while but he was maintaining it well. Always hyping you up even when you felt like a slob. You also liked how he was so open about his hate for the fire nation. Like many people in your Earth kingdom, Fire Lord Ozai has torn your family apart. Your mother lives in dread and will never say anything negative about him out of fear. 
He was the only person who ever praised you on how brave it was to speak against them publicly. Jet shared the same hate towards the nation that caused both your families so much trauma. This created a deep bond between the two of you. The tension had been running high the past couple times you saw him. Maybe it was all in your head but you’d like to think it was a shared feeling. The way you’d catch him staring with a smile on his face, trying to play it off like he was looking at something behind you. He was standing at the tree you normally meet. 
You hugged him like you normally did, getting on your tippy toes and wrapping your arms around his neck. He chuckled into your ear and picked you up just a little. You practically melted in his arms, not letting go until after he set you down. Once the two of you started talking, you didn’t bother going anywhere else. Simply sitting down at the tree and talking to each other about anything and everything. The conversation eventually grew stale, running out of topics. This seemed like a perfect time to shoot your shot. 
���Maybe this is uh- only on my end but I really like you, a lot,” you laugh nervously looking down until he responds. 
“No, I’m glad you brought it up because I don’t know if I would have had the courage to tell you that like you back,” he laughed, grabbing your hand. 
“But can you actually tell me why you like me without mentioning any of my physical attributes?” you asked. 
“Yeah: you’re really fucking funny and you don’t mindlessly agree with people to make small talk. You speak with purpose. That doesn’t mean I can’t also like you for the way you cock your eyebrow anytime someone says something stupid. Or how perfect your lips look when you’re trying to hide your smile,” you said, which obviously made you smile.
“Just like that,” he laughed. 
“Can I kiss you?” you blurted out, not being able to take the tension anymore. 
“I’ve never kissed anyone before,” he explained nervously. 
“Let me teach you- or, can I kiss you?” you stumble over yours, trying hard not to make him feel pressured or uncomfortable. 
“Yeah, I’m just nervous but I hope it’s not coming off as like- that I don’t want to,” he said. 
Seeing that he was so nervous was endearing to you. The fact that he thought the moment he was too special to mess up made you feel valued. You leaned in and closed the gap between each other. His lips were soft and melted into yours. Brining one of his hands up and cupping your face. It didn’t take long for him to get the hang of things. Becoming more confident and swiping his tongue along your bottom lip. 
Deciding to match his energy, you move yourself into his lap. Now you were holding his face, running your thumbs across his cheeks. Your heart felt like it was racing so fast, it could burst. A warm feeling spreads across your entire body. Both of you were breathing hard against each other's skin. His hands trailed down, running his fingers up and down your hips. Tracing the waistband of your pants, his calloused fingertips making your back arch. He adjusted his hips, allowing you to sit on his lap instead of hovering. 
He groaned into your mouth as his erection brushed against you. Running your hands through his hair as you started rocking your hips against him. The kiss was getting more sloppy; your lips were becoming raw and swollen from the constant nipping and sucking. You pulled back, allowing each other to catch your breath.
Keeping your lips pressed against each other as you focus more on grinding. He was starting to buck his hips up against you, which made you moan quietly against his mouth. Reconnecting your lips and sucking his bottom one into your mouth. Pulling back and letting it go with a loud -pop- sound. Making both of you chuckle, breaking the intensity between each other. He pressed his forehead against your, unable to wipe away his smirk. 
“Was that okay?” he asked, needing reassurance. 
“More than okay, I’m finding it hard to believe it was your first kiss,” you laughed, moving the hair out of his eyes. 
“Okay now you’re just trying to hype me up,” he rolled his eyes. 
You ended up staying in his lap and talked for a while. Despite the fact that it was his first kiss, it didn’t make things awkward after. If anything, you felt like it made him more comfortable with being vulnerable during the conversation. You ran your finger down the bridge of his nose and eyebrows as he talked. Hiding the fact that it amused you when he stumbled over his words. Every now and then you’d interrupted him by melting your mouth against his. 
Going further than a peck and working your lips together for a couple seconds. Laughing because you had to remind him of what he was talking about. After a while he walked you home, hand in hand of course. The entire time he was blushing, biting the inside of his lip; stopping himself from smiling like an idiot. He walked you all the way to the door and kissed your cheek before parting ways.
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The Ebony Wings of Hydra - CH 1
Pairings: Wanda x R
Word count: 3.7K
Summary: Hydra has been all you have ever known. But one day when the base you live in is attacked you escape. What will the real world be like for you. The avengers are happy to take you in but there are so many questions. You however are special. You have powers. Ones hydra wants back. Love, Drama, Romance (but not spicy), Illness, Injury, and trauma; What will win?
TW: Past trauma, fainting, flinching? Kidnapping, torture (mentioned), malnourishment, dehydration, medical shit, canon-typical violence
A/n i think this will be a series so stay tuned lol
The alarms were going off. Soon many guards ran past your cell towards what sounded like explosions. They rocked the floor with force and you watched in awe as the vibrations shattered the lock to your cell. You froze. This place was awful but it was all you had ever known. It was home. In a heartbeat you decided.
Waiting until the sound of footsteps disappeared, you carefully slipped from the cell. Once you had cleared the halls you took off into the surrounding woods. There was a trail of destruction leading west. You kept to the edge of it following the track for a half mile before something glinted up ahead. It was huge and looked very expensive. Your legs were shaking and the edges of your vision began to dim. After all you had just run a mile on an empty stomach. It wasn’t like hydra gave you five star meals or meals at all unless you were on the brink of death. Knowing you would regret it later you needed somewhere to crash. Maybe whoever owned this would be nice enough to let you leave once they found you. Carefully you stepped onboard. You had barely taken five steps before your knees buckled and your vision dipped entirely. Your body went sprawling and you fell to the floor. The world was dark and you were out cold. And that’s how they at found you when they came back.
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“So shawarma?” Tony asked as they began walking back. A collective groan sounded
“Tony we had shawarma after the last six missions.” Natasha said placing her gun back in its holster.
“I can order us a pizza?” Wanda posed and frowned as she realised the jet was open to the woods.
“Hey Tony-?”
“Yeah I see it.” He said putting down the Ironman mask again. “Friday scan for heat signatures.”
“One heat signature detected inside.” Friday responded. “Shit. Ok guys stay behind me.” He said. Wanda ignored him and stepped cautiously into the jet.
“Umm Nat you may wanna come see this.” She called.
“Coming.” Nat said and tony followed behind her. The entered to see Wanda crouched by your side. Still out cold. Wanda’s fingers were on the slow steady pulse of your neck.
“She’s alive” Wanda said.
“Friday run threat analysis.” Tony said.
“Enhanced abilities detected. However she seems to be malnourished and dehydrated. She has extensive scarring across her body. No persons found to match her in government records.”
“Right … ok” tony said. “Thoughts guys? Come on this was suppose to be an easy mission.”
“I say we take her in. She obviously has nowhere else to go. Treat her as friendly until she threatens us. Standard medical care. From the sounds of it she’ll be out for a while yet. We can have Bruce look over her back at base and when she wakes up we’ll go from there.” Nat said.
“Do you think she’s from the base.” Wanda asked still crouched beside you.
“I wouldn’t rule it out.” Nat said. “Make sure she’s secure. I’m going to get us out of here.”
“Got it.” Wanda nodded and tony wandered off to alert fury of a mission update. Wanda sat against the bench in the jet, gently pulling your head into her lap so she could make sure you weren’t uncomfortable and so you wouldn’t go flying when the jet took off. The engine hummed to life and the jet took off. Wanda brushed the small curls from your eyes. As she sat studying you face she wondered what colour your eyes were. Probably blue or green. After a few hours bay carefully set the jet down and tony went to debrief while Nat picked your unconscious form from Wanda’s lap. Carrying you bridal style with Wanda trailing behind.
“You know I’ve got this I don’t need an escort.” nat said.
“Um I wanted to come along. If that’s alright. Just to make sure she’s doing ok.” Wanda said hesitantly and Nat nodded as they silently made their way to the medical wing.
Carefully setting you down on the bed Wanda came and sat beside you and took your hand. She felt like she knew you somehow. It was odd but your aura that her magic picked up on seemed familiar but she couldn’t place it. Bruce came in a moment later checking a few things and placing an IV before giving Nat a quick update. Wanda listened from her chair.
“She’s malnourished and dehydrated. I have given her an IV but I’m hesitant to give a feeding tube before she wakes up. We don’t know her history and i don’t want to do anything wrong. When she wakes up give her something to eat. Keep her calm, from what I can tell she’s been through something traumatic based off the amount of scarring alone on her arms and legs. I’ll get you a change of clothes for her. I’m expecting her to wake up in the next couple of hours.” He said before nodding to Wanda and leaving.
“Thanks Bruce.” Nat called after him as he went back to his lab.
“I’m gonna go clean up. Are you ok to stay with her?” Nat asked. Wanda nodded she wasn’t very dirty her magic kept her hands clean so she didn’t need a shower imminently like Nat did.
“Ok get Friday to call me if she wakes up.” Nat said and left to shower. Wanda studied your face again trying to place where she knew you from.
You began to stir. Two women’s voices seemed to be nearby and it took all your training not to stiffen. Where were you? Were you back there again? Despite your primal need to find out more or if you were safe you drifted back out of consciousness again.
The next time you woke your eyes fluttered open before you promptly shut them again. It was too bright. Much different to the darkness of your cell. You heard shuffling beside you and realised there was a hand in yours. You stiffened and the weight beside you lessened.
“Nat?” A voice called softly. You heard another persons, Nat supposedly stir on your left side. You were surrounded.
“Hmm?” A sleep voice hummed.
“I think she’s coming around.” The voice from earlier said and you stiffened as you felt a hand brush the curls from your face. Internally cursing yourself for reacting.
“Actually scratch that. I think she’s already awake. You can open your eyes sweetheart.” The voice said and hesitantly you did hearing the voice chuckle. But it was odd. It wasn’t the cruel chuckle you heard when they beat you. No this one seemed softer. Safer. Familiar. You looked at the two women who sat beside you. Both had red hair. Both had green eyes. The one holding your hand was the one who had spoken earlier. Noticing you observing them Wanda cleared her throat and you flinched slightly.
“Sorry.” She said seeming concerned by your reaction while Nat just raised a brow. “I’m Wanda and this is Natasha but you can call her Nat.” She said. You nodded slowly.
“Where am I?” You whispered quietly. Wanda visibly softened at your tone.
“You’re safe. You’re at the avengers compound in New York.” Wanda replied
“America?” You asked.
“Yes.” Nat said. You nodded again slowly.
“What do you need me for?” You asked softly. Wanda looked confused.
“Need you for?” She asked. Her nose scrunching.
“I’ll do whatever you want.” You said softly.
“Oh honey no. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. This isn’t hydra. You are safe here.” Wanda said understanding now.
“I’m… free?” You asked softly.
“Yes. And we have a few questions but we can save them for later when you’re better. In the meantime eat this.” Nat said handing you a Nutella sandwich. You frowned at it. Taking it and studying it closely.
“What is it?” You asked not used to anything otero than the grey porridge you rarely got.
Wanda gasped. “You’ve never had a sandwich before?” She said. Suddenly feeling embarrassed you shook you head slightly. Letting a quiet “no” pass your lips.
“Try it.” Wanda said. And you looked at it again before deciding it was worth the risk. Biting into it flavours you had never tasted burst on your taste buds. You hummed quietly to yourself in content and your shoulders relaxed as you let yourself indulge. After eating half of it you felt full and slightly nauseous. Carefully you set it down on the plate in your lap.
“Done already?” Wanda asked and your cheeks burned with shame. Wanting to appease her for some unknown reason you picked it up again lifting it to your mouth when a hand stopped you. You flinched slightly and dropped the sandwich. The hand withdrew quickly.
“Sorry. I’m sorry.” Wanda said not meaning to scare you. “I just wanted to stop you and tell you you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. If you’re done with true sandwich that’s fine. You don’t need to eat more to appease me.” She said. Softly and you nodded.
“Do you think you could answer some questions for us?” Wanda asked carefully. You stiffened but nodded. Wanda hummed and decided to proceed.
“What’s your name kid?” Nat said.
“Subject 65798” you said softly.
“Jeez we need to call you something better than that.” She smiled softly. You exposed your left wrist to them and their eyes widening at the numbers tattooed on your wrist.
“But my brother called me y/n” you said quietly.
“You have a brother?” Wanda asked
“Had” you corrected.
“I’m sorry.” Wanda said.
“Don’t be it’s not your fault.” You said avoiding their eyes and picking at the bedsheets.
“Next question.” Nat said sensing your discomfort. “How old are you?”
“I’m not sure.” You replied honestly.
“Ok that’s ok. You look to be an adult but we can have Bruce do some tests fo find out.” You froze. Your breathing speeding up at the word tests. You knew tests. Tests hurt. Tests killed. It was Wanda’s voice that brought your back. Her concerned face was looking at you and both your hands were being squeezed in hers.
“Breathe y/n breathe it’s ok. You’re not there anymore. It’s ok. There we go, are you back with us sweetheart?” She asked softly. You nodded swallowing the shame you felt for breaking down.
“If you want to stop for today we can”. Nat offered.
“No it’s ok.” You said shaking you head. Wanda dropped you hands and you mourned the loss of contact. To say you were touch starved was an understatement.
“How long were you at hydra y/n?” Wanda asked.
“As long as I can remember.” You whispered.
“Do you have any powers we should know about?” She asked knowing you did but not knowing what they were.
“No.” You shook your head. If they didn’t know maybe they would let you stay you thought. Wanda sighed.
“We know you have powers y/n but I was hoping you would tell us yourself.” Wanda said
You stiffened. “Then why ask?”
“To see if you trusted us.” Nat said
“It’s a bit hard to trust when you spent your entire life in a cell.” You snapped and immediately felt bad as Wanda’s face fell.
“I’m sorry. I’m just not good with people.” You whispered.
“It’s ok.” Wanda said smiling again.
“It’s easier to show you rather than explain it. When I have some more energy I can do a demo if you’d like?” You said and Wanda smiled and nodded. Nat hesitated weighing the risks before agreeing.
“No. Not happening” a voice said from the door and you flinched. There was a man standing there with his arms crossed. You curled into yourself. You were defenceless in the bed and he stood blocking the only exit. Your heart quickened and you felt your breaths shorten.
“Tony not now. We would be with her the whole time. Not much can go wrong.” Nat said and they began arguing. Wanda watched before turning back to you and seeing you shaking as tears fell down your cheeks. She carefully put her hands over your ears sushing you as you flinched.
“Guys knock it off. Tony leave us be.” Wanda said with authority waiting for tony to leave before taking her hands from your ears. Instead she held you hand and helped you steady your breathing again.
“It’s ok.” Wanda said as she shifted to sit on the bed next to you. She hadn’t expected it but you threw yourself into her side. She gave you a comfort you hadn’t felt before. She was shocked stilling for a second before wrapping you in her arms. She petted your hair and whispered quiet words to you as you shook quietly.
“It’s ok. You’re safe now.” She said and pressed a featherlight kiss to the crown of your head. Your body relaxed and you drifted to sleep in her arms.
The next time you awoke you were still wrapped in her arms. However the room was different. She must have carried you here while you slept. The room was clean. A couple posters on the wall and a cold hot chocolate by the bed. You are curled in her lap as she read a book and ran her fingers through your hair. It felt amazing. You yawned and stretched like a cat. Wanda chuckled.
“You know you remind me of a puppy when you’re tired.” She said. You nodded still sleepy after getting more rest than you normally would.
“Where’s Nat?” You asked
“She’s training. She’ll be back later.” Wanda said setting down her book.
“I made a hot chocolate for you but it’s gone cold”
“I’m happy to drink it cold.” You said not wanting to waste her efforts.
“You don’t have to do that y/n” she said and you waved her off eyes wide ping as you brought the mug to your lips. The taste was amazing. Wanda chuckled at your expression.
“It’s even better when it’s warm.”
“I gets better?!” You asked and Wanda laughed at the chocolate on your nose. Using her finger she wiped it off celebrating internally as you didn’t flinch at the touch.
“If you want to come with me to the kitchen I can heat it up.”
“No it’s ok. They’re something I think I’m ready to show you now.”
“What is it”
“My powers.” You said softly.
“You don’t have to.”
“I want to. You… you make me feel safe.” You said and Wanda beamed.
Wanda was confused as you led her to the roof. Her confusion turning to worry as you grew closer to the edge.
“Y/n wait! You could fall!” She said trying to rush to your side. You simply turned grinning and giving a mock salute before falling backwards with your arms spread.
“Y/N!” Wanda yelled rushing to the edge and peering over. Just then you whooped and shot upwards. Two ebony black wings spanning out from just below your shoulder blades. Wanda sat back in awe. You spun and dipped grinning wildly. You rarely ever got this much freedom to use your wings and they were stiff from lack of use. The wind in them felt amazing. You smiled and used your hands to create a ball of magic like Wanda’s except black. You grinned at Wanda’s shocked expression and made the magic disappear before carefully leaning back on the roof. Your black wings folded behind you and retreated into two black lines that ran down your back looking just like they were drawn on with a pen. The wings were now gone. You smiled and Wanda tan over to you.
“That was Awesome but never do that again I thought you were going to die.” Wanda gushed and your grin faltered.
“Amazing though. I’m honestly impressed. But u have one question.”
“Sure?” You asked feeling more confident now.
“Do I know you?” She said quickly. You turn disappeared. You were hoping she wouldn’t ask.
“You had the cell next to me in hydra.” You said sadly. “Only you escaped and I didn’t. But it’s ok. I never blamed you.” You said softly and Wanda pulled you into a hug.
“I’m so sorry y/n” she said running her hands through your hair.
“It’s ok Wanda.” You said.
“No it’s not. We left you … I left you.”
“And I never blamed you.” You said taking her hands. “If anything I should thank you.”
“Thank me?”
“It was you and your powers that gave me my magic.” You grinned.
“So you can do what I do?”
“Yep just my magic is black and I have wings because of the extra years of testing after you escaped.”
“Y/n I’m sorry” Wanda said and you held up a hands.
“I don’t want to hear it. I don’t blame you and i never will.” You said softening and giving her a big hug.
“What did i miss?” Nat said walking onto the roof.
“Y/n has-“ Wanda started but you clamped a hand over her mouth. She stopped before you quickly pulled your hand away.
“EW Wanda … why?” You said cradling your hand and then wiping it on your black jeans. She had licked you. Wanda doubled over laughing while nat watched looking amused.
“Something you want to tell me y/n?” Nat asked again. You grinned at her before running and leaping off the edge of the building. You heard nat cry out and then gasp as you shot back up with your wings out stretched.
when you landed she cautiously ran a hand through the black feathers which felt softer than powdered snow.
“They’re beautiful.” She said in awe and you blushed slightly. When she removed her hand you folded them away again and they once more disappeared into your back. You made the two of them promise not to tell the team until you were ready and they agreed. But assured you the team would love them. You sighed and walked back inside with the two following you.
“Y/n? Isn’t it cold for you out there?” Wanda asked and you shrugged. It was nearing winter and you were in ripped black skinny jeans and an faded black AC/DC singlet with the sides deep enough your black sports bra showed. Your lace up black high top converse were double knotted and there was a small lesbian pride bead on the lace. Wanda had gone to the trouble of finding an outfit you would like and Friday had promptly gotten it delivered. You had a silver ring on your left pointer finger with a small skull on it and a black leather bracelet on the same wrist. Your hair was done in a half up half down braid that left locks falling part way down your back and shoulders.
“Its not bad. My body is used to extreme conditions so they don’t effect me as much as they used to.” You stated simply. Wanda looked sad and you quickly changed the topic not wanting to bring up memories for her either.
“Is there any chance i would be able to…” you trailed off realising you had almost asked for something.
“To what y/n?” Nat asked.
“Oh nothing.” You waved her off but nat persisted
“Y/n you can tell us anything.”
“I kinda … really need some more stuff. I don’t have well … anything so i need more clothes and some … other things. I mean i would love some art supplies it was kind of all i could do in the cell. But i don’t need them and i don’t want to waste any of your money.” You were rambling now. Wanda cut you off placing her hands on your shoulders.
“Y/n you can have whatever you like. Tony is rich as all hell and i could use a shopping spree. I’d love to help you find new clothes and I’m sure Steve can recommend some good art supplies. He draws right nat?” Wanda said looked over her shoulder at nat who smiled nodded.
You felt tears prick your eyes.
“Oh sweetheart its ok. I’d be happy to make you happy. And if you need anything at all i want us to be the ones to give it to you. Anything you want or need just tell us and we’ll make sure you have it. Honey your life has been hard and we just want to make it better.” She said pulling you in from arms length into her chest as small sobs wracked your body. You were so grateful. Wanda shushed you and gently ran her fingers through the ends of your hair. You were mildly surprised to feel another strong pair of arms wrap around you from behind as Nat sandwiched you between her body and Wanda’s. You let out a content sigh, wishing the moment would never end.
“How about i make us some lunch then we can go explore amazon” she said and winked “i have Tony’s login.” Which made Nat laugh. You simply looked confused
“Amazon? Like the rainforest?” You asked and Wanda looked you you with a grin.
“No its like an online shopping website. You order the stuff and it gets sent to you in the mail.” She chuckled and you felt the tips of your ears go pink.
“Damn i think even Steve might be more adapted than you at this point.” Nat said and bumped shoulders with you. She grabbed your hand and began leading you to the kitchen following Wanda.
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Awkward Situations
Summary: When you and the coworker you’ve had a crush on for quite some time get put in the same hotel room on a case, it becomes hard to deny the attraction between you.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x BAU! Reader
Wordcount: 5.6 k
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: typical criminal minds content, rape (mentioned), murder, panic attacks, nightmares, grief
Note: Thank you for reading! This is also available here on my ao3. Have a nice day!
“Alright everyone, we’re headed to Utah,” J.J. said as she walked in, holding an armful of files. She started tossing them down in front of each of you, stopping when she had made it around the table. She picked up the remote lying on one of the side tables and turned on the screen. You were greeted by the sight of three dead bodies, each beaten and seemingly strangled, if the ligature marks on their necks were any indication.
“Maryville, Utah, population 2,135. Three dead bodies in three weeks, all beaten and strangled with some type of rope. Each of them were abducted from different locations and kept for a week before they were killed. There was evidence of torture and rape and, as you can see,-” J.J. explained, clicking a button, “-this Unsub has a type.” The women’s I.D. photos came up on the screen, and it was immediately apparent the similarities.
“Their physical resemblance is strikingly obvious. Their hair color, eye color, age, and skin tone are all identical. Even the victims’ face shapes and bone structures are similar,” Reid cut in. Ever since you had joined the BAU, there had been an attraction between you and the genius, although both of you tried to ignore it. Still, you had had a hard time pushing down your feelings, leading to a slightly awkward relationship between the two of you.
“Could these be some sort of revenge killings? Maybe the Unsub was rejected by a woman who looked similar to these victims. He could be trying to get back at her by killing them,” Prentiss said, gesturing to the pictures on the screen.
“That would make sense. His rage at this woman probably built up over time and he finally decided to try and make her feel some of the pain that he did by killing her over and over again,” Rossi added, nodding at Emily.
“We can talk about this more on the jet. If the Unsub sticks to his pattern, we’ve only got three days to catch him, so wheels up in thirty, everyone,” Hotch interjected. You all nodded, standing up to grab your go bags. Your eyes lingered on the photos of the women for a moment before you left. You had a feeling that this case might bring up some memories of the past that you would rather not remember.
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As soon as the jet landed, you and the team were off to the Sheriff’s office. A woman who looked to be in about her mid-forties walked out of the station door and walked up to Hotch.
“You the team from the FBI?” She asked, sounding tired.
“Yes, we’re with the Behavioral Analysis Unit of the FBI. Are you Sheriff Daniels?” Hotch replied.
“That’s me. Thanks for coming out, we’re really in desperate need of some help.” Sheriff Daniels answered, a hint of relief creeping into her tone. She seemed quite frazzled, and you wondered when she had last slept. It must have been stressful to have to deal with the first ever Maryville serial killer with a police force of about 9 people.
“Well, you’re in luck, because that’s what we’re here to do,” Rossi told her, obviously coming to the same conclusion as you.
Sheriff Daniels nodded, then turned back towards the doors. “I cleared out a corner of the building for you. I know it’s probably not what you’re used to, but it’s the best we’ve got here in Maryville.”
“All we need is a whiteboard and your files,” Morgan said, reassuring her, “then we can move forward from there.” You and the team followed her in, making a beeline for the only empty corner in the small building.
“Alright, is there anything else you need?” She asked
“No, that’s okay. I think we’re good for now. Thank you,” J.J. answered, smiling comfortingly.
“Actually, do you guys have a coffee machine?” Reid asked sheepishly.
“Yep, right over there,” she replied, nodding in the direction of the counter the machine was sitting on.
“Thanks,” he said, pursing his lips into a flat line.
“Alright, well, let me know if there’s anything I can do for you, okay?” Sheriff Daniels requested. You all nodded and she walked away, each footfall seemingly taking every ounce of her energy.
“Okay, Reid, you stay here and work on the geographical profile. Morgan and Prentiss, you two go to the dump sites and see if you can find anything. Dave and I will go to the M.E. and examine the bodies. Y/L/N, you and J.J. go interview the families. See if the girls reported anyone following them or anything else suspicious,” Hotch said. You all gave some form of confirmation as your assignments were handed out, then split up.
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You glanced over at J.J., looking for her approval before knocking on the door. She tilted her head slightly, and you took that as your cue to gently rap your knuckles on the door of the third victim’s family. As soon as you knocked, there was a loud clattering sound inside the house. You and J.J. exchanged a look, but before you could do anything else, the door opened.
It revealed an older woman, in perhaps her late-forties to early-fifties. She had short bron hair with small streaks of gray, and her eyes were puffy and red. You assumed she was the mother of the victim.
“Hello, we’re Agents Jareau and Y/L/N from the FBI. We’re here to investigate the murder of Lauren Thompson. Are you her mother?” You said, holding up your credentials for the woman to see.
“FBI?” She asked, confused. The longer you looked at her, the more apparent it was that she was devastated about Lauren’s death. Her hair was greasy, and her cheeks looked almost as if they had been rubbed raw. Her eyes were red and puffy, and it was obvious she had been doing little else but crying over the past few days.
“Yes ma’am, we’re here to find Lauren’s killer. Did you know her?” J.J. asked, noticing the woman’s appearance too.
“Yes, I’m-” she stopped for a moment, and her face crumpled. “I was Lauren’s mother.”
“Is it okay if we ask you a few questions about her? We know that losing someone is hard, and you may not want to talk about her, but it could really help us find her killer,” You said, trying to comfort her and accomplish your goals at the same time.
“It’ll help find the man who did this to her?” Mrs. Thompson asked. You and J.J. nodded, both of your faces showing that you were sincere. “Then of course I’ll help you.”
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“So, to start, was there anything outwardly exceptional about Lauren? Anything that would have made her stand out from the crowd?” You asked, trying to ease Mrs. Thompson into the interview.
She had let you and J.J. in and shown you to the living room. After a few minutes of her insisting on bringing you water and setting out a plate of slightly stale muffins, she had finally sat down. Her nerves were apparent in the way that she hadn’t sat still the entire time you had been in her house, but you figured that it was understandable. She had just been through an unimaginable tragedy, and now she was being questioned by two people she had never met before.
“No, no, Lauren was completely normal. At least, from the outside. I mean, she was beautiful, but nothing that made people really notice her.” At this, Mrs. Thompson paused. “Her real extraordinary trait was her personality. She was the sweetest girl you ever met. Always had a kind word or a smile for anyone who needed it. I like to think that she’s doing the same in Heaven now, helping the angels comfort the people who need it.” Her eyes started tearing up, and she looked off into the distance.
“She sounds wonderful,” J.J. said, reaching a hand across the coffee table and laying it on Mrs. Thompson’s.
“She really was.”
“Is there anything else you can tell us about her? Did she have a routine, or events that she regularly attended?” You asked, trying to be as gentle as possible.
“Nothing other than her classes. She loved school, never missed a class. Did you know she was studying to be a teacher? She wanted to teach second grade.” Mrs. Thompson answered. She had a small, mournful smile on her face.
“What college did she go to?” You asked, an idea brewing.
“Maryville Community College. It’s where most of the kids here end up going. She could have gone to a better schools if she wanted to, but she wanted to stay local. Said that she loved it here too much to leave.” You and J.J. looked at each other as she came to the same conclusion you had.
“Thank you, that’s really helpful. Now, we’ve only got one question left, you’re doing a great job. Do you need to take a break?” J.J. said, smiling softly at her.
“No, I can do it,” Mrs. Thompson said firmly.
“Okay. In the weeks leading up to her abduction, did Lauren mention anything new or weird? Maybe feeling like she was being followed, or a new man coming into her life? IT doesn’t even have to be anything overly suspicious, maybe just a new activity she had started.” You asked, trying to put it delicately.
“Maybe? She mentioned something about a new class, but that’s the only thing I can think of that was new in her life. Does that help at all?”
“Yes, that’s very helpful. Thank you,” J.J. answered.
“We’re going to go talk with our team, we’ll let you know as soon as anything changes, okay?” You said, looking at Mrs. Thompson
“Thank you,” she replied, misty-eyed. You and J.J. walked out, and you pulled your phone out.
“I’ll call Hotch and let him know,” You said to J.J., already dialing the number. She nodded, and the phone began to ring.
“Hotch? I think we’ve got a connection between the victims.”
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Back at the Sheriff’s department, you and the rest of the team reconvened next to the whiteboard.
“So, what’s everyone found?” Rossi asked, addressing the group.
“None of the dump sites were secluded. He wanted them to be seen,” Morgan said.
“That fits with the posing of the bodies. He wanted them humiliated, even after they were dead,” Hotch continued.
“This Unsub has to be local. According to the geographical profile, he only hunts within the town limits, and his knowledge of the area suggests that he’s lived here for quite a while,” Reid said, pointing to the maps he had spread out across the table.
“He also has the ability to blend into the community. None of the victim’s families mentioned the girls meeting anyone suspicious before their deaths,” J.J. added.
“I think he has some sort of connection to the Maryville Community College. All of the victims attended classes there, and Garcia’s looking into whether they shared any classes,” You stated.
“You think he may be a student?” Hotch asked.
“Maybe. But it could also be that he was a student at the time of the rejection, and now is an employee. I’m not sure what his exact role could be on campus, but that could be how he met all the victims,” You replied.
“Okay, I think that’s good for today. We’ll let Garcia work and come back fresh tomorrow,” Hotch said. The rest of the team nodded and started following him out the door.
%%%
“Alright, so, we’ve got four open rooms,” The receptionist at the Maryville Inn said.
“Four?” Emily asked, sounding surprised.
“We’re not a very big town. We’ve only got five rooms in total, and one is already occupied. It’s the best I can do,” She answered, picking at her nails.
“Okay, thank you for your help,” Hotch answered, handing over his card and gesturing for the rest of you to go into the lobby. A few moments later, after the rooms were paid for, Hotch rejoined you.
“So, who’s sleeping in which room?” Emily asked the group.
“I am not sleeping with Reid,” Morgan stated quickly.
“What?! What’s so bad about sleeping with me?” Reid said, shocked.
“You go on your rants about how many germs are in the average hotel room and it grosses me out, man!” Morgan replied, wiggling his fingers as if to illustrate his disgust.
“Well I call not sleeping with Morgan,” You interjected. Morgan’s jaw dropped in mock-shock.
“Sorry, but you snore,” You continued, causing him to tilt his head even more dramatically.
“Well, if that’s how you really feel,” he said, feigning offense. It was silent for a moment, then you both chuckled.
“Alright, so, Emily and J.J. in one room, me and Dave in another, Morgan by himself, and Reid and Y/L/N in the last. Does that sound good to everyone?” Hotch asked, looking around the group. Everyone nodded, but when you realized that you would be sleeping in the same room as Reid, you felt the butterflies start up in your stomach. He looked at you and your eyes met. He quickly looked away, but that single connection had sent up a flurry of nerves.
“Okay, get some sleep everyone. We’ll meet back at the station at eight o’clock.” Hotch said, standing up. Everyone else stood and started walking towards their assigned rooms.
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Oh no.
“I thought there were supposed to be two beds,” Reid said, confused.
“I can take the couch if you want,” You said, trying not to think about sleeping in the same bed as him.
“No, no, that’s okay. I’ll take the couch, you can have the bed,” he said hurriedly, trying to be polite.
“No, I insist, it’s fine. I’ll take the couch.”
“No, I insist. You take the bed.” Why is he so polite? You thought exasperatedly before giving up.
“Why don’t we both just take the bed? It’s big enough, and I don’t think either one of us is going to win this argument,” You suggested without thinking. His ears turned red, but you could see him considering it.
“Only if you’re okay with that,” He finally said, looking at you for confirmation.
“Yeah, I’m good with it.” You replied. He smiled at you with closed lips, then picked up his bag.
“I’m going to unpack,” He said simply, walking over to the chest of drawers in the far corner.
“I’ll take a shower,” You said, wanting to avoid the awkward situation. You quickly walked into the bathroom, closing and locking the door. Once you were sure you were alone, you let out a breath. You can do this. It’s just for a night or two. It’ll be fine. You thought, before taking off your clothes and getting into the shower. You showered quickly, scrubbing the sweat and stress of the day away. By the time you had finished your hair you felt much better. You got out and toweled off, relishing the feeling of being clean.
Reality came crashing back down when you realised that you had forgotten to bring clothes into the bathroom with you. Which meant that you would have to go back out into the hotel room. The hotel room that Spencer was also in. In nothing but a towel. After a few moments of quiet panic, you decided to just take the plunge.
“Hey, uh, Spencer? I’m coming out.” You said hesitantly. After a few moments, you opened the door, hoping you could just get in and out quickly. Unfortunately, it seemed the universe wanted to embarrass you. As soon as you opened the door, Spencer turned around and looked at you. His cheeks and ears went red almost immediately, and you felt your own face start to heat up.
“I forgot to bring any clothes in with me, I’ve just gotta grab my pajamas,” You said, quickly walking over to your bag of clothes. He nodded, not taking his eyes off of you. While you dug through the pile of clothes, your face burned. You couldn’t tell if he was still looking at you, and you felt like you just wanted to disappear.
You soon found your pajamas, grabbing them quickly and disappearing into the bathroom again. As you shut the door, you caught a glimpse of Spencer. He was facing away from you, but you could still tell that his face was red.
“Whyyyyyyyy?” You groaned quietly to yourself, pulling on your clothes. You didn’t want to leave the bathroom, but you decided that giving a quick apology and then pretending it never happened was the better option. So, you steeled your nerves and opened the door again.
“Hey, I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable,” You said to him, embarrassed.
“It’s fine,” He replied, his voice a notch higher than usual. He turned to face you, and you could see that he was still blushing slightly.
“Okay, well…” You trailed off awkwardly, unsure what to say.
“Yeah,” He answered, and you both went back to what you were doing. You walked into the bathroom to brush your teeth before bed while he finished up putting away his clothes. Once you came out, he grabbed his pajamas and went into the bathroom. A moment later, the shower started and you relaxed. You decided that, rather than face him again, you would just go to sleep.
You turned off the lights and got into the bed, feeling the exhaustion of the day crash down onto you. You let out a contented sigh, relaxing into the sheets and closing your eyes. You dimly heard the shower turn off and the bathroom door open, and you just barely felt Spencer lay down next to you before you fell fast asleep.
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When you woke up, your head was tucked into Spencer’s chest, and his arms were around you. You blinked drowsily, trying to comprehend what the warm pressure on your face was, before you realised what had happened. You must have moved closer together in your sleep, and somehow, you had ended up in each other’s arms. Just as you came to this conclusion, you saw his eyes open, and for a moment, he seemed relaxed, happy almost. Then, he too realized the full extent of the situation.
You both backed away from each other at the same time, faces starting to burn. It seemed as if you couldn’t be near each other without someone blushing anymore.
“I-I’m so sorry-”
“I didn’t mean-”
You both stopped, looking at each other.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable. I-” Spencer started.
“You didn’t. It’s okay,” You cut him off. He froze for a moment, and he got an imperceptible look in his eye.
“O-okay then,” he finally said, after a moment of silence. You both looked at each other for a moment, before you noticed the time.
“Shit!” You exclaimed, climbing out of the bed as fast as you could.
“What? What’s wrong?” Spencer asked, extremely concerned.
“It’s 7:45,” You said, frantically digging through your go bag and choosing your clothes for the day. He didn’t even take the time to respond, just jumped up and raced over to the dresser, pulling out his own clothes.
You both rushed around, getting dressed and ready for the day. Once you were ready, you hurried out of the room, grabbed a banana from the fruit bowl in the lobby, and got in a car.
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“You just made it,” J.J. said, after you had asked if you were late.
“Great, I accidentally overslept this morning,” You replied, quite relieved. You both walked over to your designated corner of the room, joining the rest of the group.
Before any discussion of the case could start, Morgan’s phone began ringing. He pulled it out of his pocket, looked at the caller I.D., then mouthed ‘Garcia’ and picked up.
“Hey, so, all the girls went to Maryville Community, right?” She asked, before anyone could say anything to her.
“Yeah, that’s right,” You answered.
“Well, they were all taking different classes, but it seemed they all had an interest in english-based careers. It’s the one subject they all shared. They didn’t have any classes together, but in a college as small as this, many of the professors teach multiple different subjects, and a lot of the students overlap with each other. There are about twenty men who fit the profile that overlap with all the victims.” Garcia explained.
“Good work, Garcia. Send over the list and we’ll start narrowing it down,” Hotch said.
“They’re coming to you now, friends,” Garcia replied, before hanging up the phone. After a few minutes, J.J. came in with a stack of files, each containing information on a different suspect.
“Morgan, you can go interview the professors who aren’t on this list. They might be able to point us in the right direction. Reid, you and Y/L/N go interview some of the students, see if they’ve heard anyone talking about getting revenge or paying someone back for rejecting him. The rest of us will stay here and go over the list,” Hotch said, picking up one of the files.
You and Reid looked at each other, silently agreeing to just ignore the events of the previous night and that morning. You both nodded at Hotch, then walked out to the front of the building. The drive to the college passed in silence, neither of you knowing how to start a conversation. By the time you got there, the air inside the car was so tense you felt like you were having a hard time breathing.
Eventually, you reached your destination, quickly walking over toward your first stop on the campus. You had decided to talk to as many of the male students as possible, because they would probably be the ones who heard the brunt of the Unsub’s complaining. You walked up to the first group of guys, Reid trailing close behind you, and opened your mouth to speak.
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“Hotch, we got nothing,” You said, talking into your phone. The interview had taken up the majority of the day, and there had still been nothing useful. Every student that you had talked to had said the same exact thing. Apparently, there were a lot of disgruntled and rejected twenty-something men on Maryville’s campus.
“Alright, well, if you don’t think there’s anything worthwhile there, come back to the station and you can help us with Garcia’s list.” Hotch replied, sounding tired. You could just imagine him rubbing his temples as he said it.
“Okay, we’re on our way,” You said, hanging up the phone. You and Reid got back into the car and went back to the station, still silent, but more relaxed than before. You had got into a rhythm together while questioning the students, and it was much easier to be relaxed around each other when you had work to focus on.
By the time you got back to the station, there were two piles on the table. One was only a few files tall, while the other had almost all of the files you had seen that morning.
“These are the suspects we’ve eliminated,” Emily said, pointing to the small stack.
“How are there 15 versions of the same person at this school? It seems like it should be impossible,” J.J. said to herself, exasperated.
“We’ve only got three left to go through. Why don’t you two see what you can find.” Rossi handed you each a file, and Spencer opened his immediately. He started reading, flipping through pages quickly and efficiently. You sat down, opening the file and beginning to read.
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“Alright everyone, I think that’s enough for tonight. We’re not getting anywhere with this, and we can try a different approach in the morning. Go get some sleep,” Hotch said, putting down his file. It was about midnight, you had just yawned for the fifth time in as many minutes, and the rest of the team wasn’t much better. Reid could barely keep his eyes open, despite the copious amounts of coffee he had consumed, and Emily had actually fallen asleep for a moment. Even Hotch had yawned once or twice.
You stood up, the rest of the team doing the same. Everyone slowly made their way to two of the cars with Hotch and Rossi, who were the least tired, driving. The drive was short, and passed in silence, with most everyone too worn out to talk.
By the time you and Spencer made it to your room, you were both too tired to do much else than brush your teeth and go straight to bed. You both laid down in the bed, exchanging a polite “Goodnight”, and falling asleep.
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Dark. Pain. Trapped.
“Please,” you hear yourself say, begging into the darkness, “Don’t”. The darkness cannot hear you. It does not listen. You see a silhouette emerge, and know that you have lost.
You shot up in the bed, soaked with sweat. You felt your chest tighten, and it felt like you couldn’t breathe. You looked around wildly, trying to place your surroundings. You didn’t recognize where you were, which only made breathing harder.
“Y/N?” Spencer said drowsily, sounding confused. You didn’t, or couldn’t, respond, and his eyes opened. He saw you, your wide eyes and tense shoulders, and knew that something had gone wrong.
“What’s wrong?” He asked, worried.
“C-can’t,” You started, clutching at your chest.
“Okay, that’s okay. I think you’re having a panic attack,” Spencer said, frantically trying to think of how to help.
“Do you think you can talk?” He asked, a plan forming.
“Y- yes,” You gasped out.
“Okay, good, you’re doing great. Is there anything I can do to help you?”
“Light. Please.”
“Yeah, yeah I can do that.” He reached over and turned on the lamp, illuminating the previously pitch-black room. “Is that better?”
“Yes,” You answered, feeling better now that you could see your surroundings.
“Okay, good. What I need you to do right now is breathe, okay? Just try and slow down your breathing.”
“I can’t.” You said, gasping.
“Yes, you can. I know you can,” He said, gently placing his hand on your back. You slowly tried to take a deep breath, feeling his hand start moving in calming circles across your back. After a few minutes, you were able to take a normal breath without feeling like your lungs were collapsing onto themselves.
“Good job, you’re doing great Y/N,” He said, and you realized that he had been talking to you softly for a while. You sat there for a moment, breathing and listening, slowly relaxing with each passing second. Eventually, you felt good enough to speak.
“Thank you,” You said simply, turning to look at Spencer.
“Oh, uh, of course. Is there anything else I can do?” He asked, still seeming concerned.
“Don’t let go of me,” You said, needing the grounding feeling of his hands on you.
“Okay,” He replied, taking one of your hands in his own. You sat together like that for a while, the last vestiges of panic slowly leaving your body. Eventually, you felt your eyes begin to droop, and Spencer noticed.
“Are you ready to go to sleep?” He asked gently.
“I think so,” You replied. He nodded, and you both laid back down. You weren’t willing to give up the physical contact yet, s you laid your head on Spencer’s chest and closed your eyes. You hadn’t realised how tired you had become, but as you sunk into the mattress, your body suddenly felt ten times heavier. With Spencer’s arms around you, you felt completely safe, and you soon fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.
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This time, when you woke up, you felt completely content. Despite the rude awakening last night, Spencer’s words and actions had comforted you, lulling you into a calm sense of security. You scooted closer to him, relishing the warmth and contact. You heard him laugh quietly, and your eyes flew open. He was watching you affectionately, smiling softly.
“How long have you been awake?” You asked, not moving away.
“Only a few minutes. I didn’t want to disturb you,” He replied.
“You didn’t have to do that,” You said, a warm feeling growing in your chest.
“I know. But I wanted to,” He answered. There was a moment of silence, both of you just watching the other. Slowly, your gaze slid down toward his lips. You noticed his do the same. You stayed there for a moment, frozen, not wanting to ruin the moment. He slowly leaned forward, bringing his face closer to yours.
“May I?” He asked, his eyes meeting yours.
“Yes,” You whispered, and closed your eyes. A moment later you felt his lips on yours, testing. The kiss was short and light, but better than you had ever imagined. He pulled away, and you both looked at each other, wanting more. You moved up, pressing your lips onto his. This kiss was longer, slower, deeper. You felt his tongue slip into your mouth, and you gasped lightly. You both laid back onto the pillows, not breaking your connection.
Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. You both jumped, and your lips broke apart.
“We’ve got him! Come on!” Emily yelled through the door, trying to rouse you.
“Hold on! We’re coming!” You yelled back, getting out of the bed. Again, you were rushing to get ready. There was no time for you and Spencer to talk about what had just happened between you, and soon, you were driving to the Unsub’s house.
You quickly reached it, seeing one of your team’s cars already there. You jumped out of the car, drawing your gun.
“You ready?” You asked Spencer. He nodded, and you both started walking forward.
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Later, you and the rest of the team were packing up at the station.
“Hey, I just wanted to thank you guys. You’ve helped a lot of people,” Sheriff Daniels said. She seemed very relieved that the killer had been caught, and you could tell she was looking forward to getting a good night’s sleep again.
“Of course. It’s what we do,” J.J. said, nodding at the Sheriff. She smiled, then walked away, leaving you to pack up.
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“Hi, Mrs. Thompson? This is Y/N Y/L/N. I’m one of the Agents that came to talk to you about your daughter. I just wanted to let you know that we caught the man who killed your daughter,” You said into your phone. You heard a gasp on the other line, and the faint sound of silverware clattering onto tile.
“Mrs. Thompson? Are you okay?” You asked, suddenly concerned.
“Thank you,” She breathed, voice choked with emotion, “Thank you.” You breathed a sigh of relief before continuing.
“Of course, Mrs. Thompson. If you need anything, you can call me at this number, okay?”
“Yes, thank you.”
“Okay. Goodbye, Mrs. Thompson.” You went to hang up the phone, but she suddenly started talking again.
“Wait, Wait! Agent Y/L/N? What’s going to happen to this man?” She asked, very concerned.
“He’s going to jail for a very long time, Mrs. Thompson,” You replied, trying to assuage her fears.
“Good,” She paused, then continued, “Thank you so much, for everything.”
“Of course, Mrs. Thompson.” You hung up this time, feeling good about being able to give the families some closure. Even though she would never get her daughter back, at least she knew that her daughter’s killer would never hurt anyone else.
“Y/N! You coming?” Morgan shouted, sticking his head out of the door of the jet.
“Yep!” You shouted back, putting your phone into your bag. You moved over to the stairs, walking up and into the jet.
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Just as you had been the last to board the plane, you were also the last to leave. You walked quickly down the stairs, eager to go back to your own home and process the events of the day. As you reached the bottom, you noticed that, unlike the rest of the team, Spencer was waiting at the bottom of the stairs. He looked nervous, wringing his hands and lightly rocking from side to side.
“What’s up?” You asked him, noting his restlessness.
“Can we, uh, talk?” He asked, avoiding eye contact.
“Yeah, sure,” You said, uncertainly. What if he regretted the kiss? You both walked away form the jet and the rest of the team, over to a slightly more secluded area of the airstrip.
“What did you want to talk about?” You asked, your anxiety growing by the second.
“I wanted to ask if you’d like to go out sometime?” Spencer asked, fidgeting with his hands. You breathed a sigh of relief, glad he wasn’t upset at you. Then, the reality of what he had just asked sank in. Your face broke into a smile, and you laughed softly.
“Yes, I would like to go out with you sometime,” You replied. His face broke into a smile and all of his nervous energy seemed to dissipate at once.
“Does dinner the day after tomorrow sound good?” You asked, already making a mental plan of where you would eat and what you would wear.
“Yeah, yeah, that sounds good. Uhm, goodnight then,” He said, turning to walk away.
“Wait!” You exclaimed quietly, quickly checking to make sure no one could see you. Once you were sure that none of your team members would see, you gently put your hands around his neck and pulled him down, bringing his lips to yours.
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firsts / christian pulisic
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request: Hi, first off i wanna say i love your blog! If you’re still taking requests, could you do one with y/n and christian being a private but not secret couple? (y/n is a famous actress) they get super shy when asked about each other in interviews and dodge the questions but social media gets to see a sneak peek of their relationship because they are always supportive of each other
author's note: tysm for your ask!! <33 sorry that it took me this long but i didn't know how to portray this in a way that i liked but i think this is it 🤍 hope you like it!!
| FIRST TIME YOU TWO MEET
christian was never one to attend parties without his friends, and every time they decided that they'll go out, it took a large amount of convincing for him to go with him. but today, luck seemed to be on their side and christian accepted the invitation rather quickly. on the other hand, you were at every party. being a rising actress, you knew how beneficial it was for your career to mingle with new people, not that you had to force it, it came naturally to you.
your friends had insisted you go to this particular party because they wanted you to meet someone. you weren't looking for a relationship at the moment given how busy your schedule already was, but you were surprised when you met christian, and you two hit it off from the start. never an awkward silence between you two, not just because you were joined with your group of friends, but also because even when it was just you two speaking, everything just felt good.
at the end of the night, you two had exchanged numbers promising to meet again, and both your friends couldn't be happier to see their matchmaking skills becoming a reality.
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| FIRST TIME YOU MENTIONED HIM
"so, who are you supporting for the superbowl this year?" simon, the interviewer, questioned, after extensively talking about the role you were playing in your next movie. "well, the rams are my favorite team but they're obviously out, so i'd say the eagles" you joked, knowing that they were one of christian's teams apart from the jets, who hadn't reached the conference finals either. "caught me by surprise there!" the man who was in charge of your interview said, giggling a bit while the public cheered. "yeah, i caught my boyfriend watching a game recently so i guess that's who we're cheering for" you smiled, instantly going red at the mention of your partner. your manager had listed the topic of relationships off of every interview you had given in the past month, and you knew that by bringing it up yourself you were giving the green light to receive questions about it.
"that's new, y/n! do we know this lucky boy?" simon asked, clearly interested in getting the headline that would be all over the news tomorrow morning. "he's certainly not joe burrow!" you said, laughing about the bengals' quarterback who you found incredibly pretty, but who wasn't your boyfriend. the public laughed at your joke and thankfully, you got out of the topic without having to reveal the secret identity of your partner.
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| FIRST TIME SOMEONE ASKED HIM ABOUT YOU
christian was busy shooting a video for a random magazine. it was one of those where he read questions asked to him through social media, and he got to answer on camera. it made him a bit uncomfortable, seeing as there wasn't a real person asking the questions in front of the camera, it was just him before the lens. he started to read one of the last envelopes he still had left, that said, "we know you're a very private person and we respect that. in the past few months, we saw how close y/n and you are. what do you think about her?"
"well" he laughed, clearly uncomfortable about the topic, seeing as his cheeks reddened just by hearing your name. "she's incredibly nice. i think she's the nicest person to be around, honestly" he gushed, still trying to calm his thoughts so he could answer correctly, without giving too much away. though it would be hard, considering how many great things he had to say about you, his girlfriend.
"we're pretty similar actually. she might be a little more extroverted than me and i might be better at playing soccer" christian laughed, remembering how angry you got while playing football -as you liked to call it to annoy him, even though you were american too- with him. "i think we work well together, we're a great team".
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I would like to request an imagine where pedro is filming for the last of us and you stay with him on set and you cuddle in between takes.
I am so slowwwww!! I want to write so bad but it’s really hard!! I don’t have the right context, I don’t have a lot of time to myself, ugh! But I’m getting there, I am, but damn 😫
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Pedro has been filming the last of us for more than a month now. Which means that you haven’t seen him for almost two months now. They have been moving a lot to have the most realistic set. With that said, Pedro didn’t have much time to even call you. You both miss each other and it’s getting harder and harder each day. He is so far away that even on the weekend he cannot come home.
You wanted to join him, but work has been hectic and you’ve never been more busy. You were exhausted but kind of liked it. You didn’t have that much time to yourself, so you didn’t have time to really be alone and overthink. But even just the nights have been extremely rough. You never thought you would be the one becoming dependent on someone to have a good night of sleep, but here you are.
You’ve gotten so sleep deprived and stressed out with work that you couldn’t take it anymore. You miss Pedro too much, texting doesn’t cut it, so you decided to take a week off. On a such short period of time you were scared that you wouldn’t get a week, but your boss was very nice since you always work your ass off. You’ve talked with Pedro about it, and he has never been that much excited. You thought about surprising him, maybe talk to Bella and plan this together, but you were too exhausted. It demanded too much stuff to think about, so you gave up.
You packed on Sunday morning, and left in the afternoon. Pedro warned you about the weather in Canada, so you packed accordingly (even if you knew you wouldn’t do much between work and home). You arrived late in the afternoon, Pedro waited for you outside the airport. Once you saw him, your tiredness left away, and you ran in his arms.
“Hi” you said, relieved
“Hola cariño” he said, kissing your neck. You hugged for a few minutes, not wanting to let go of each other.
“I’ve missed you, like, so much” Pedro chuckled
“You can’t even imagine how I miss you too” he answered. Your eyes were closed, smelling him after a long time, like it’s been longer than just one month. Pedro was doing the same thing, his arms and hands around your waist, missing how good you felt in his arms.
You finally decided to move, the cold starting to hit too much. Pedro drove to his hotel. Barely in the room, you both went straight in bed, and in just a few minutes, fell asleep as you were cuddling. It’s Pedro’s alarm, at 6am that woke you up.
Pedro didn’t want to get up, his arms were holding you tight, kissing your neck and shoulders. He eventually got up, got ready and left, not forgetting to kiss you all over your body before leaving. As for you, you were a little bit jet lagged, not really, but when you go on a flight it always messes you a little so, you obviously didn’t get back to sleep.
When you got out of the room, you were met with a friend who was working with Pedro. He is a special effect makeup artist and was leaving to go on set. You decided to go with him, so that you could know how to go there, to see Pedro when he wasn’t filming. When you arrived, they were on a break from filming. Your friend had to go to the makeup trailer, and you joined Pedro, Bella and the rest of the crew. Pedro introduced you to everyone.
“If you excuse us, I have to show something to Y/n” Pedro said, taking your hand and leaving the group. You walked towards a trailer, and followed Pedro inside.
“What did you want to show me?” Pedro turned around to face you, and frowned.
“Nothing” he said looking around. You smiled.
“Please tell me this is not for what I think it is” Pedro laughed
“I didn’t even think that much further”
“So what were you thinking about?”
“Just cuddling” you laughed “it’s cold outside and I missed you. A lot.”
“Fair enough”
“But now that you suggested that..” he smirked
“Don’t even think about it” you playfully hit him, moving towards the couch
“You’re the one who thought about it” Pedro slowly followed you
“Because I thought you did!” you let your body fell on the couch, laughing
“But we will though” Pedro said as he sat next to you
“No” you stared at each other, a sexual tension rising
“We will see” he said, opening his arms, showing you to lay on him. “But for now cuddling is good for me” you smiled as you both adjusted yourselves to be in a good position.
“Let’s leave the rest for the hotel, it’s too risky here”
“Like it stopped us before! You didn’t say that the night we were-”
“I know!” You cut him off. You both laughed. You naturally both stopped talking, just resting in each other’s arms.
A few minutes later, some came to tell Pedro to come back on set. You decided to follow him, to watch him a little on set. You always loved watching him work. He is so into it, very focused, very passionate. There are not enough words to describe how a great actor he is. It is always impressive to see everything happen in front of you.
Each break from filming Pedro and you were cuddling, either in his trailer, or on set if it was doable. You know for sure that Bella took a few pics, they didn’t hesitate to make fun of you two, sending the pics to the both of you, and casually one on theirs Instagram stories.
It kept going on like that for the week. During the morning you were there with him, cuddling every time you could, during the afternoon you were sometimes walking around the city, discovering the country, but always came back to set to stay as much as you could with Pedro.
Unfortunately, the week ended, too quickly. Leaving Pedro again was extremely hard, but you both made sure to be closer while away (if it makes sense). And that’s what happened. You called each other a lot more, you tried to come every time you could, likewise for Pedro.
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mine ༄ sugar daddy!suna
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warnings: choking, rough sex, unprotected sex, biting (only a lil),
every second that suna’s attention isn’t completely on you it feels like your dying.
he invited you to attend an engagement party for his best friend, atsumu. though the way you’ve been sitting in the corner pouting for two hours, it would seem like you came along.
maybe that’s why a nice-looking guy comes over and takes a seat next to you. his jet black hair frames his face nicely. his features are sharp and his eyes twinkle with a sort of playfulness.
“hey beautiful.”
his eyes dart up and down your body before settling on your chest. in a usual setting, this would make you extremely upset, unfortunately, this is the most attention you’ve got all night.
his lips curl into an awkward smile. you’ve never seen him before which is surprising because you've been to enough of these parties to know everyone in this circle. despite his very obvious nervousness, he’s cute.
your eyes quickly dart across the room to suna who still isn’t paying any attention to you. he lets out a low chuckle at something the pretty woman next to him says. you roll your eyes in annoyance before looking back at the man next to you.
bitter and annoyed about suna you hatch a plan that is sure to work, if only suna were to give you a second of his attention. usually his eyes are glued to yours. you can only conclude that the woman he’s talking to has distracted him.
you slide closer to him, leg touching his. you wrap one hand around his bicep. he is actually quite muscular. he goes stiff under your touch. his eyes travel down to the hand that rests around his bicep and his eyes instantly widen.
“i-i um i think i should go.”
his voice is shaky and barely above a whisper. his eyes are still locked on your hand. for a moment you think he’s nervous because you’re touching him. realization hits you when the shine of your bangle hits your eye.
the silver bangle is engraved with the name “suna”. it slipped your mind that you were even wearing it. of course, the guy knows who suna is and now knows that you belong to him.
“y/n.”
you don’t dare look at the owner of the voice, already know who it is. you can see him in the corner of you eye, hand in his pockets, a stern look on his face.
it’s bittersweet really. you’ve managed to get his attention, but by the look on his face, you’re definitely in for it. without another word, he holds out his hand towards you. you reluctantly remove your hand from the guy's arm and place it in suna’s warm hand.
he helps you to stand up and his arm instantly wraps around your waist. he pulls you flush against his side, the grip on your waist almost painful.
“what do you think you’re doing?”
you sarcastically chuckle at his stern voice. at this point, you’re just trying to get him more riled up. maybe if he’s fuming with anger he’s fuck you as hard as you want him to without having to hear him whine about not wanting to hurt you.
“well, you were obviously having lots of fun with that woman over there. so, i decided to have a bit of fun myself.”
suna doesn’t say another word as he leads you out of the party. the walk back to his jet-black bmw is completely silent. though, the grip he has on your waist does not let up. with his free hand, he reaches in his pocket to grab his keys and unlock his doors.
you start to pull away but he pushes you up against the driver's side door. before you can form a coherent thought, his lips are on yours. you melt into the harsh kiss. his hands are placed on your hips, his fingertips lightly digging into your sides.
“don’t do shit like that.” he grumbles into the kiss.
you wrap your arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. he messily kisses you, your teeth clanking against each others.
he abruptly pulls away from the kiss. the jealousy still burns in his eyes as he yanks open the back seat door.
“get in and lay down.” his voice is rough and almost holds no emotion.
you do as you’re told. you lie flat on his cold leather seats. you’re already extremely uncomfortable but you push through it. you push your thighs to your chest, making room for him as he climbs in after you.
he hovers above you, his eye contact sends shivers down your spine. he doesn’t usually get this mad, only when it’s about you with another man which is rare.
he snakes his hands up your dress on either side of your thighs. he yanks your underwear down your legs, slightly ripping them on one side. he watches as your wetness sticks to your underwear.
“no, these are my favorite.” you whine.
he wordlessly moves his hands to his pants, unzipping them and yanking them down along with his underwear mid-thigh. his dick springs free, the tip leaking and an angry red. he grabs you by your thighs and yanks you towards him. you yelp in surprise.
suna’s fingernails dig into the soft plush of your thighs as he drives his cock into your pussy. the familiar sensation makes your legs quiver. you attempt to squeeze your legs together around him, his thickness already becoming too much. you thought you would be used to how big he is by now. no matter how many times he’s fucked you he always catches you by surprise.
he lets out a low moan as he sinks deeper into you. he pulls out and slams back into you without warning. you choke out a moan, tears immediately spring to your eyes. you wrap your hands around his, which rests on your thighs. he shakes his hands from yours and reaches up to your neck. he wraps both hands around your neck, squeezing firmly.
he picks up speed. he thrust harsh enough to make your breast jump.
“you’re fucking mine. don’t want anyone to touch you but me.” he finally speaks up.
you choke out a moan in response. the loud slapping of his thighs against the backs of your fill the car. you didn’t park in a private area and if any owner of the cars next to you were to come to their car they would definitely see you.
he moves one hand from your neck and grabs your chin. he angles your face up to his. your glossy eyes meet his.
“whose are you?”
“yours. only yours.” your voice is strained. the hold he still has on your neck restrains your voice.
his harsh thrusts only pick up speed after your reply. he bends his face down towards yours. he pulls your face toward him by your chin. he catches your lips in a tear-covered kiss. you moan deeply in his mouth. your legs begin to get weak as you get closer to cumming.
“please.”
“promise me you’ll never let another man touch you.” his voice is sharp but you can hear a sprinkle of pain. he must actually be hurt by what he saw, but you were too.
“i promise,” you mumble against his lips.
he pulls away and begins to speed up again. you can barely contain your moans, your legs continue quivering, and your body jerks as you both cum. he’s breathless as he pulls out of you. his cum spills out, covering his leather seats under you. you both sit up in silence, trying to catch your breath.
“i’m sorry. i just didn’t like seeing you talking with that woman.” you finally speak up.
he silently pulls you against him, your head rests on his sweaty shirt. he lifts your chin with the tip of his finger. he presses a warm kiss to your lips.
“do i spend all my money on her? do i worship the group she walks on? do i care about her with all of my heart? no. she doesn’t matter. but you, you are my everything.”
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