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0mcsheep0 · 1 year
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I'm here for you (part 2 )
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DISCLAIMER: it is the continuation of the previous ''I'm here for you'', with the younger brothers. I had the idea to develop more about MC's point of view (to be more precise about what makes them feel sad). ( Part 1 below ) https://www.tumblr.com/0mcsheep0/711531618684289025/im-here-for-you?source=share
Warnings : sad topics in which the brothers would comfort you
Characters : Satan, Asmo, Beel, Belphie
GN!MC
-> The brothers when MC is feeling sad <-
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Satan (academic failure)
Satan is one of the most intelligent (if not the wisest) demons of Devildom; everyone knew it. He was also the closest of the seven brothers to you, the perfect sentimental and supportive guy. You often came into his room to study RAD for your future exams. He was patient and would explain any subject well. Last night, you were stressing out about that important math examen coming up the next day. You feel bad about it, even if you’ve been studying it for a week. As you were reading your notes laid on the bed, Satan checked up on you: « Hey there, MC. You’ve been quite academic for the past few days, and I noticed you’d neglected your health. When was the last time you had a consistent sleep schedule? Have you eaten this morning? You seem so tense; let me give you a shoulder massage ». How kind of Him! You got on your belly while Satan climbed on your back, his smooth but firm grip on your back muscles. « You think I will be good tomorrow? I’m afraid I will forget everything because of the stress. If so, I know I might get grounded by Lucifer… » you said with a sigh. ** The next day Even with Satan’s comforting words, you still couldn’t stay in place as you started your exam. It didn’t go as well as it was supposed to. Unfortunately, despite all your efforts, you still missed a few questions, which influenced your grade to lower at the bare minimum required. You felt empty after the test; you went home and locked yourself in your room. A few hours later, the blond demon knocked at your door, but even if it was locked, he used his magic to reach you. You were sobbing on your pillow. « Hey, kitten….. Levi told me you left RAD earlier. I know it was your exam this morning; I presume you are in this state because it didn’t go well, was it » he asked with a sad look. It didn’t go well? No, it was disastrous for both your final paper and your self-esteem. You were so confident about yourself; did you succumb to your anxiety? Even if you tried so, you could never be as good as the others. The worst part of it was that you tried! « Can I sit next to you »? You nodded. « Listen, MC; I’m aware of how frustrating you might have felt at the moment because, behind my look of the perfect student, I sometimes feel stressed too. You shouldn’t be ashamed of yourself. With practice, you will be able to perform under stress like a pro, I promise ». You smiled a bit; then Satan brought you into his arms for a loooong hug.
Asmo (bad image of your body)
Asmo always cheers you up when you are questioning how worthy you think you are. You are nothing but the perfection in his eyes, the little sunshine that brightens his days in this dark world of devils. We all know that Asmodeus is hiding behind his confident and cocky appearance, insecurities, and fears about others’ perceptions of him. When times like this happened, you comforted him by saying, Everyone has his thoughts about other people, some are bad, but some are flattering. You must always think good about yourself and not let others bring you down. You were always the one who comforted him; never would he have thought YOU would be the one who needed him. You were sitting on your bed, clothes scattered everywhere on the floor. There was a big party at Diavolo’s castle tonight, in which you should be present, and you wanted to wear something elegant for the event. The problem was that you needed to determine what to choose; all your clothes seemed too casual. You didn’t have the money to buy something beautiful, and anyways, those types of clothes were styles to fit demon figures (holes for wings/tail, large sized because I headcanon the demons to be naturally taller than humans). You were desperate, and tears were slowly filling your eyes because of the frustration you felt at the instant. You searched for something cool to wear for almost two hours, but nothing was good enough. You looked at yourself in the mirror, and intrusive yet exaggerated thoughts entered your mind. Could your silhouette be the problem? Maybe everything was looking wrong on you, and it was your fault. You could never look as great surrendered by demons; they all looked magnificent, and you are only a human.
*** knock knock ***
You recognized Asmo’s voice behind the door, announcing his upcoming in your room. He was also invited to the party, and you felt even worse when you saw how stunning he looked in his relevant outfit. « My, my MC… what is all this mess made for? Your beautiful clothes will be dusty and wrinkled! Have you found what you’ll be wearing tonight»? You looked at him, clearly looking exasperated. Asmo was now looking at you with a concerned expression. You? Crying over something as simple as a lack of items of clothing? That wasn’t like you, the MC he knew wouldn’t give up that easily over something unworthy. He thought about what could have made you feel that way; « Mc dear… you aren’t concerned about how you might look around everyone else, right»? The tears were now showing on your shameful face. « Listen now. You are the most pretty person I’ve ever seen in my life. You heard me right; I said the most pretty PERSON, which means I’m comparing you to every species I know. It would help if you didn’t even compare yourself to others ». Those words; you’ve heard them countless times from many people. As insignificant as they might have sounded, the comment went directly to your heart. Asmo, the one you loved the most in the three worlds, thought this much about you? You smiled, then stood up with a sudden burst of confidence: 
« Well, my clothes won’t get chosen if we stay in place. Would you mind helping me with that » you asked the fifth-born. 
Beel (guilt of eating)
Beel is the most thoughtful, generous, and loving demon of all the Devildom, and he shows it daily to his brothers and you. Constantly checking up on others, he is someone you can rely on every time for anything. You trusted him, so you told him about something that had made you sad for the past few weeks. To be exact, HE was the one who initiated the talk since he caught you doing something he would never understand; restricting yourself from eating. Last night, he sneaked to the kitchen for a midnight snack when he noticed your dinner still on the fridge shelf. How could you skip dinner? From Beel's point of view, dinner time is the most satisfying time of the day. He hesitated to eat it but finally decided to wait till tomorrow to ask you about it. The next day, you answered that you weren't hungry and that it was nothing to worry about since it wouldn't occur again. Beel smiled in relief and left but found your dinner again in the fridge a few hours later. The Lord of the Flies was surprised. He decided to bring the meal directly to your room to have an honest response to your weird behavior. Once he passed your door, the demon was surprised to see you on a weighing scale. You were startled by his arrival and started to cry. « MC? Do you feel ashamed about your weight? Is it why you skipped your meals? Taking such restrictions isn't good for your health; you might end up sick. Please, tell me what's wrong». You explained to him that, for the past few weeks, many lower demons had been mocking you for your weight. You weren't thinking badly about yourself initially, but the repetitive insults were getting to your head. You thought about it more often, starting to wonder if those imbeciles were, in fact, correct about you. Did you overeat? Was your figure pretty enough? Maybe occasionally skipping meals would change your looks, then those unkind demons would shut up. Beelzebub was shocked by everything you said. To his eyes, you are splendid, a perfect work of art. He never thought that stupidities like that would affect you that much. « My love, don't ever get influenced by nasty insults like that again. Those demons are jealous of how good-looking you are, so they try to put you down. Skipping meals won't bring any positive changes to you. If you want to change your appearance, we could work it out together with healthier measures. Please, eat the three meals you need daily; I don't want you to end up sick ». The red-haired demon then got closer to you and hugged you tightly. You are feeling a lot better now.
Belphie (sadness from leaving the Devildom)
It was supposed to be a casual day. Like every other morning, you woke up in your bed sheets, with Belphegor at your side, squatting the left side of your mattress. The weather outside sounded perfect for walking or organizing a picnic with the brothers. A tiny bat (I thought bats would be the ideal representation of ''birds'' down in Devildom since they are nocturnal) got closer to the window of your room as if it was calling for the morning. You straightened up on your bed, carefully resting your back on the wall to not wake the sleepyhead beside you. You reached your D.D.D. to look on Delvilgram; your post from the last day with Asmo on the beach might have gotten many likes! Unfortunately, the message that first popped on your screen faded your smile. Diavolo sent you the following statement: « Good morning MC! You have been staying in the Devildom for two years now; you must return to the human world for a while to see your family. I will pick you up at the front entrance in an hour ». You tilted your head down; time flies so fast when you enjoy your time with the ones you love. Like every time you leave the Devildom, a massive wave of sadness fills your heart. The memories of your good moments with Belphie, as he is the one you love, ran through your mind, and a few tears escaped your eyes and blurred your vision. At this moment, Belphie opened his eyes and frowned; « MC, why are you crying? Did you have another nightmare? Tell me everything ». You quickly announced your future leaving to the youngest brother, and he sighted of disagreement. Of course, he knew that day would come, but he hadn't acknowledged how quickly this day would come. « It sucks; I would have loved to keep you by my side every day, to wake up next to you every morning. I guess I understand that you have to go back to your family, but what about me? You will miss me, am I wrong? (…) Do you remember when we went camping outside the House of Lamentation to see the bright stars illuminating the sky? It was fun, wasn't it? (…) Listen, MC, I won't beat around the bush and will tell you how I feel about the situation. You know that I love you unconditionally and that I will always do. It won't change anything that you leave for another time; I will still love you once you return to me ». His words comforted you; you knew he was thinking everything he said. You smiled, then took him in your arms to enjoy your last moments together.
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kiwicvts · 9 months
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In the realm of human emotions, sadness often stands as a formidable force that can infiltrate our very being. It is a state of mind that engulfs us, leaving no corner of our existence untouched. Today, I bring you a short poem that delves into the depths of sorrow and the overwhelming nature of its grip.
In the darkest corners of our soul, Sadness takes its heavy toll. Like a lingering fog on a desolate moor, It blankets our essence, seeping to the core.
With each passing moment, it tightens its hold, Constricting our thoughts, leaving us cold. The weight upon our shoulders, burdensome and vast, Sadness consumes us, an all-encompassing blast.
It wraps around our heart, squeezing it tight, Draining the colors, turning them to night. It whispers despair into our weary minds, Leaving no solace, no respite to find.
Like a relentless tide, it crashes and sways, Leaving us drowning in its melancholic haze. Its tendrils of sorrow, they curl and they creep, We struggle to break free, yet they continue to seep.
Oh, how it controls our every stride, Sadness, a relentless master, we can't hide. We yearn for escape, a fleeting reprieve, But in its clutches, we're destined to grieve.
As we navigate the complexities of life, let us not forget the immense power that sadness can hold over us. It is a force that demands acknowledgment and understanding. May we find solace in the knowledge that we are not alone in our struggles, and together, we can strive to find the light amidst the darkness.
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insidemymindassai · 5 months
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You know what’s crazy?
I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to fully believe someone when they tell me “I love you” ever again.
I don’t think I’ll ever understand how someone can say those words, when in reality they’d hurt you in a heartbeat.
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nikuknight · 6 months
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I'm starting to wonder if the way I handle myself is too much for people to handle. I feel like I'm so needy all the time that no one has the energy for me. I don't have a job right now, so all my social interaction is at the mercy of others' generosity.
Here's an example that happened today: when I say "hey I wrote a poem" my friends didn't even respond with a single exclamation mark. I can't tell if it's because they don't get excited over poetry, if they don't get excited over MY poetry, or if I'm just too exhausting in general.
I know people all have their own lives to dedicate their energy to, but it's starting to feel like my friends don't have time for me, even though I've set aside time every week for each of them.
It's starting to really get to me. You can tell it really is, too, because I'm screaming it into the tumblr void instead of confiding in one of my friends, or even my mom. Because I'm getting this feeling from all of them.
It's tough.
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lady-of-the-spirit · 2 years
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Follow up on my previous post, what if both Emily and Marcus had been killed
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minghao-bao · 1 year
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"True beauty is true sadness..."
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chinko-kun · 2 years
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When your hippie ass goes to a Sacred Candle-making class and make the most flammable one. Pretty standard of me.
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nekomimithoughts · 1 year
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Scared of finding someone who embodies what I want in a partner because I'm gonna fall too hard for them and I'll get too needy and anxious. And then they'll want to get rid of me.
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maverickcalf · 1 year
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My urge to travel is helped by my want to escape my deadname for a while.
But i have nowhere to go. Being alone isn't good, i want to see people. People who know me. But how do I even ask for that? And even if I could ask, who is close enough? who would say yes?
Plus it's winter so it's a risk to drive, planes are a trans nightmare. This is why winter is so hard, I am stuck in the past, where i will never get to be me.
and i hate to even say anything, cause like... it's been this way for a while now.
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eepybubble · 1 year
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so-f-ace · 1 year
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I don't know if it's me (it's me, hi, I'm the problem) or it's a common experience but most of the time (like 99% of it) I'm the person who puts the work in if I want to see someone else. If I want to see my friends, it's me who has to text them.
why does no one text me? Are they too busy or does no one really like me?
I've cut so much people off of my life because of it but it triggers the Sadness™ and Anxiety™.
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kiwicvts · 7 months
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I don't want to be myself anymore. And it's like I wanna run away from myself, but I simply just can't. I hate myself. I fucking hate myself. It makes me feel really lonely, because no one really gets me and I can't find different words to explain how devastating and hard it is to feel like this everyday. I am scared of these feelings. I am not just tired, it feels like I have been defeated.
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bellarosestan · 2 years
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I miss Petra and Levi ):
Might read the book of Levi again 😅
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insidemymindassai · 1 year
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Because I know that I want you….
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forbiddnsky · 9 months
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*violently sobbing* I KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER I KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER
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princelancey-main · 3 months
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rewatching lotr, as you do, but there's something hitting about Isildur getting killed by three arrows (to the back) while abandoning his men versus Boromir getting killed by three arrows (to the chest) while doing everything to save Merry and Pippin and the influence of the ring over men, idk but my heart did a thing when i noticed it :(
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