#s*icide

[basimibnishaqs]

saw a post about how “apparently in the novelization of rotj Luke was hoping the Death Star would explode with him on it” like no that’s not (just) the novel that straight up the text of the film his plan is literally to stall palpatine long enough for the rebels to destroy Death Star 2 he literally tells palpatine to his face that “soon i will be dead and you with me” he SMILES as he says it like we’re going down in a fiery blaze together, bitch, and if we’re both dead i won’t have turned or have been forced to kill my own dad and i’ll be dead and you’ll be dead that’s a win win let’s dance

#SHAKING PEOPLE to please see Luke as the deeply depressed impulsive s/icidal protagonist he is #what do you think the end of esb was. the entirety of him being reckless as fuck in rotj #his plan is to die!!!! for the rebellion!!! for leia!!! #straight up the only reason he even dragged himself off the Death Star is for her #Luke is so deeply mentally ill I love him #star wars #luke skywalker

[ye-xiu]

I'll pick you up with a jacket when you get released. And I'll jack up the heat to make sure your room is warm. God. Dad. I never once forgot you, dad. You're going to live with me, right?

PRISON PLAYBOOK /  슬기로운 감빵생활 (2017) | EP. 10 dir. Shin Won-Ho

#prison playbook #슬기로운 감빵생활 #kdramaedit #choi moo sung #kang seung yoon #kdramadaily #asiandramasource #asiandramaedit #dailyasiandramas #userjinki #*gifs #somebody needs to put me on active s*icide watch

[doctorhoe]

genuinely, if you're one of the people who believes it's the palestinian people who are committing these crimes and who is excusing them because of it, unfollow me. its hamas. you're making excuses for hamas. i can not believe we have reached a level of stupidity and glorification of violence where people will look you in the eyes and tell you that this is just how oppressed people act. that they just go on killing sprees ever so often. that is gross and untrue.

#and if you think any person deserves to be r*ped killed etc? fuck off. #i genuinely dont really care anymore. looking at this websites reaction to violence aimed at a the population of a country they don't like #has shown me how trult deranged some of the people here are. like i had an argument with someone who said civilian deserve hamas' violence #'no one will miss you' #and i had a full on s*icide bate #complete with a description and the good ol' no one will miss you #and like. i dont really care. that person is clearly doing worse than i am #but if that is the reaction you get for saying 'k*lling people bad' i truly dont know if i can stand this website any longer

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

klaus hargreeves hearing three (3) symptoms of a disorder from a child that he just met and coming to the conclusion that he definitely has it is a mentally ill mood

#klaus does not have odd #me and my psych degree and crisis counselor certification were sitting there like #hmmmmm #also not me listing credentials as if anyone cares #i can dream <3 #don’t get me wrong he has a shit ton of other stuff #he just really doesn’t fit the criterion for odd #like dsm 5 & textbook criterion #not him #adhd ptsd depression all that shit #substance abuse disorders obviously #addictive personality s*icidal ideation risky behaviour lack of impulse control self destructive tendencies opposition behaviour you name i #t #am a little scared of misinformation being spread about odd tbh #klaus hargreeves #it is a mood to just vaguely hear symptoms of something and be like “yes that is me #barnum effect babey #yeet my deet #tua s3 spoilers #the umbrella academy

[lemorgochan]

#charisma house #kusanagi rikai #ohse minato #lemorgo #they are touching grass #sakura is about short nice moments or something so #ohse will get into his s*icidal thing few seconds after this shot and rikai will be yelling and jumping around trying to catch this mf

[spop-romanticizes-abuse]

spop fans: omg spop is such a mature and well-written show! it's such a win for the community, it's meant for all ages

spop fans when someone criticizes the show: uhm why are you whining about a kid's show lmao it's not that deep, get a life

#like make up your mind #is it a kid's show or not #if its a kids show why does it have the themes of abuse #why are multiple characters shown to be s*icidal at times #why are the characters constantly sexualized by both creators and fans alike? #spop critical #spop #spop salt #spop criticism #spop discourse #she ra #anti spop #spop fandumb #spop fandom criticism #spop fandom discourse #spop fandom critical #spop fandom #anti stans

[rosepetals1]

oh wow. this is interesting. i can't wait to find out why mal did what he did here

#also #death wish? is that an implication that mal was s*icidal when mc vanished? #cause if that's the case then... goddamn. that's pretty dark. i wonder if pb is actually gonna explore this #playchoices #blades of light and shadow #blades of light and shadow 2 #blades of light and shadow ii #choices blades #choices bolas #blades 2 #bolas 2 #bolas #mal volari #choices mal #tyril starfury #pb bolas #pb choices #pb #pixelberry #pixelberry studios #choices #choices book club

[fomybeloved]

Honestly I think it’s stupid that some people don’t do basic research on kosa and thinks it’s actually gonna “help the kids”

#if anything it’s gonna bring up s*icide rates #kosa #us politics #fuck kosa #anti kosa #kosa bill #kosa act #stop kosa #end kosa

[love-buckley]

rewatching supernatural and i can't believe nobody thought to take fucking dean winchester to a psychologist. like my boy has PROBLEMS and TRAUMA. and i'm only on season 3 and like WOW he needs so much help

#dean winchester #sam winchester #castiel #destiel #supernatural #spn #deancas #dean winchester has so much trauma #like my boy is s*icidal #somebody get him help please #i love him and he's so me tho

[a-heart-of-kyber]

Not me looking up the Seven Sisters situation because y'all have me curious.

So, Mystra possessed a woman and used her body to seduce her target...I mean a man, knowing that even though the woman was ok with the possession she wasn't exactly down for said man.

Then the man didn't know, for years, that Mystra was possessing his 'wife' until she started burning up from the inside from housing a goddess and he consulted a priest.

That's still an assault, but shocker, it's not necessarily a female victim, once again.

Dornal had No Idea who he was sleeping with. So, while Elue gave permission...for the most part, he sure as hell didn't.

This is not the brownie point you think it is.

#anti mystra #forgotten realms #bg 3 #baldur's gate 3 #did you learn nothing from the criticisms of zeus #gale dekarios #because yes it all boils down to him #just because she's a god with justifications doesn't mean she's not an abuser #tw sa #not to mention she won't let him die and he wants too #huh another pattern her making some chosen s*icidal #sure she's complex #she's still an abuser #the ends justify the means doesn't mean the means weren't crimes

[athousandbyeol]

midnight. [forcebook fanfic]

it's force's mistake to find shelter in the safeness of kasidet's wings, thinking he'll fly and reach for the stars beyond the realms of his endless nightmares. because once force opens his eyes, he falls. down. down. down.

chapter 1. / chapter 2.

#force jiratchapong #book kasidet #forcebook #forcebook fanfic #fanfic #ao3 fanfic #alternate universe - dark angel fusion #dark angel!book x human!force #angst #emotional hurt #bittersweet #broken families #mental instability #s*icide attempt #vulnerability #flashbacks #heartbreaking #loneliness #obsession #toxicity #dark #dreams and nightmares #magical realism #confusion #dreams vs. reality #slow romance #sad ending #major character death #graphic depictions of violence #na writes

[ye-xiu]

Why am I in that photo? Why are you and Mom there too?

CASTAWAY DIVA EP. 5 (2023) dir. Oh Choong-Hwan

#castaway diva #무인도의 디바 #cha hakyeon #chae jong hyeop #kdramaedit #kdramagifs #kdramadaily #asiandramaedit #asiandramasource #dailyasiandramas #vixxedit #aleksbestie #tusermona #useroro #usersrin #*gifs #anyways i am on active s*icide watch after that scene

[w-248]

((Rambling season 7 episode 4))

((Note I'm not putting pictures because shitty internet for now and doing it watching only one time.))

((As always, I tagged things so if you don't want spoilers you can hide with tags.))

((TW: s*icide themed, death, somehow *ddiction themed?))

(( From my view I would resume the episode as "No ethical consuption under capitalism but it is difficult to get out of capitalism consuption"))

((The episode begin with the family first with a dinner ritual every Thursday with spaghetti. A ritual which makes everyone happy and happy to reunite as a family. You see how super excited they all are, like Morty prepared a napkin in advance to eat spaghetti))

((But then, Morty discovers the spaghetti are made of people's suffering. Here people's s*icide. Which first let Morty to tell the family.))

((But here comes a dilemna which causes Morty to be wrongly punished for it: if this was one of the rare rituals reuniting and making the family together, what to do? The family now knows and is conflicted. They scream at Morty because they know they are wrong but that spaghetti ritual was bringing them together and they don't want to stop this.))

((You know, the same way you can be punished for not being on social media? Not eating meat? Not using your phone? Not buying some kind of clothes? We sometimes consume not for our own pleasure but because we want to be together or don't want to be excluded. ))

(( Morty then goes to try to stop this but then comes another dilemna: some exploited people want this, and fighting against it is also fighting their death wish.))

((So comes an adventure where Morty is trying to give a better way of consuming spaghetti for his family without hurting too. But it is turning worse because under the name of "ethical" consuming, capitalism/society whatever you name is engineering, using this twisted moral to push people to suicide so people "chose it" so it looks morally more acceptable. You could point thought if there wasn't this advertising direct or indirect everywhere you probably wouldn't choose to die to become a product but it is hard to tell when you are living with it.))

((Not everyone care about people's suffering, but seeing but seeing the suffering for real can stop some people at least... but then you probably want to compensate consuming something else which might be as bad as the other product.))

((I would say the moral isn't about you shouldn't care, but with how complexe just one fight can be, it is easier for some people not to check how bad something is. Morty chose to fight for the spaghetti and won kinda but will probably not fight for the next meal))

((Fighting can be endless and it is not easy.))

((My poikt of view thought it is better fighting than do nothing if you can))

#rick and morty #r&m #rickandmorty #rick sanchez #ricksanchez #rick and morty season 7 #rick and morty season 7 spoilers #season 7 #season 7 spoilers #spoilers #morty smith #mortysmith #morty #TW: s*icide mention

[hyacinth7clover]

my monthly episode was the least horrifying one I've had in so long..: )

painting tulips on the window and cleaning. it feels so good to be alive right now

#diary #pmdd basically makes me bedridden and very s*icidal and warps my perspective on life #mini psychosis kiss every month #tw sui mention

[fridka]

I am so genuinely upset over this it’s not fair

#my art #just doodling #aot #first timing aot in 2024 #hero and midnight sun were brutal #the s*icide run by erwin and the recruits #armins death #seeing the amount of guilt Erwin carried #and then levi having to make that choice #THE BASEMENT WASNT WORTH ALL THAT :((((

[fitzrove]

🖤or 💜 or 💛!

(Sorry for taking a bit of time to reply!! I wanted to answer all of them hehehe)

🖤 Black: Do you think about your story when you're not physically writing it? Does it help with plotting scenes, character arcs, etc.?

Yes, always... Most of my stories begin with rotating ideas in my head, so concepts and ideas, even dialogue, will usually have to exist as a starting point before I actually write anything down. And for actual plotting - I really like using outlines and outline almost everything I write, so really it is a thing where I will be thinking about a fic and then a random moment will turn into an outlining moment if I go to write new ideas down :D

💜 Purple: Name one song you're listening to while writing your next/current fanfic. How or why does it help the writing process?

Ahh... I wasn't really listening to anything while writing my most recent fic xD Actually, listening to songs with lyrics while writing can be tricky for me, I prefer to listen to music while doing the aforementioned rotating ideas in my head thing 😁 One EXTREMELY fitting todolf song though is Poison by Alice Cooper... everyone listen right now... don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (deep in) etc

💛 Yellow: Do you ever alter, highlight, or de-emphasize certain canonical traits in a character? If so, why and describe how.

Ahh, this is such an interesting thing to think about!!!!

For something like Tod/Death, every writer has to kind of come up with their own interpretation. We never get insight into what he's thinking (kkog doesn't count that's not canon...), we don't have a clear view of his motivations because of the layers and layers of lies by Lucheni (up to the viewer how many layers there are), all we know is that he's There and there is some sort of deep connection to Elisabeth and, to a lesser extent, Rudolf.

However, the more fic I write, the more I write Tod as somewhat of an extension of Rudolf's personality. The idea really is that he's whatever you want him to be, he taps into all your weaknesses and insecurities and approaches them in a way that will be the most effective on you for the purposes of You Know What. Mirrors etc,,,,, Unfortunately for the kind of Rudolf I usually write, this mostly means that tod is pretty b*sm about it AJSJDJJF. So I guess for Tod I tend to emphasize the sexuality aspect which is a side effect of the kinds of fics I write LOL.

Rudolf, on the other hand... I keep saying his canon personality is "sad, queer and rebellious", he is literally on stage for like 10 minutes and most of it is being gay s*x depressed ajsjdjdj. There's a lot of portrayals to pick from... I think one of the main things I do is try to add historical facts into the mix while keeping the canon meow meow personality. Fic Rudolf usually has noble goals but despairs his life away because the environment makes it impossible to fully pursue or reach them - IRL Rudolf was similar but also fanatically obsessed with hunting I'm told (by stephanie xD) and a raging misogynist. I guess, though, that the way I write him is influenced by the fact that when the fics take place (because of what todolf is...) we're seeing him at his most private and emotionally vulnerable.

Ooh the question also asked "why"... For Tod the "why" is that I just don't really care about the paranormal entity interpretation, I mean I tried my hand at it with my todesengel fic but even with that I tried to make it fit together with the force of nature interpretation and not "god" or "demon" or idk "Satan" etc. I don't like the god or paranormal interpretations, or stuff that leans too heavily into Tod as a "creature", because 1) it would shift the genre of what I'm trying to write - idk I try to go more for toxic historical fiction metaphysical romance or whatever and not for dark fantasy or paranormal romance, 2) it's hostile to religious beliefs, like, it precludes the existence/validity of other god-like entities in this universe and more "atheistic" belief systems like Buddhism. I don't want to base my fics on a take where, for example, the Christian tradition is in a worldbuilding sense "more true" than another religious system. I think that's lazy and lets author bias show through too much - though perhaps I have a different kind of author bias, as someone raised culturally as a member of a pretty hands-off organised religion, but with a cynical attitude towards its impacts on society XD Anyway um yeah to me Tod is usually more like gravity or temperature and not like an actual Dark Angel King Of The Underworld...

As for Rudolf - I just write him according to personal preference and the theme of whatever fic I'm working on at the moment. Part of it is my reading of historical events (heavy emphasis on the "troubled hero, huge loss of potential" line of thinking) and part of it is just what sorts of performances I like best and want to incorporate into my belief system ajajsjdj.

#tysm for asking! #oh i guess one important thing abt when i write tod is that i. neglect elisabeth herself jajsjsjdjd rippp #then again its because my fics are rudolf pov and because it's his personal s*icidal ideation hour other people don't play into it that muc #but um yeah #this was fun to answer!! >:] #asks #writing #fanfic