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irl lesbian rudolf,,,,, filing this away in my head

#ajkdldlfjjf #lesbian (?) princess married to joseph ii who had an affair w her bisexual sister in law. eventually died of childbirth complications #i feel like lesbian rudolf would find out about this and be tormented by the knowledge hahsjdjdj (in the lesbian rudolf fic i'm rotating in #my head she's secretly lesbian but everyone assumes she's a man because fj and sisi decided to fake that cos sisi refused to have more kids #anyway um yeah #i think once again it exemplifies why historical fiction about actual historical queer women is sometimes super depressing to work on #thats why lesbian todolf /hj

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Help why are my tumblr notes full of wittelsbachs

#xDDDD #shitpost

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uh context ish:

#aifgidyåyifufåiifohif #eduard taaffe #kronprinz rudolf #ok but WHAT is the context for gif 2 💀💀💀💀💀🤣🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭 #crying

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to elaborate - tenshi no hitsugi / angel's coffin (the name of which someone graciously put on the wikipedia page for the mayerling incident, where i discovered it)

(The main storyline is rudolf x mary x random demons??? But there's an extra story at the end that's just loschek x rudolf tragic unrequited yaoi djkflglg. amazing)

my delulu version xD<3

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STOP THE WAY WE PUT RANDOM CANON YAOI IN THE SAME SLOT

i know three of these are just todolf but I don't care. not accepting constructive criticism jsjsh.

#also how could i forget rudolfcheni from my own............................ #its canon. TO ME #akskpsjdsgk #meme #elisabeth das musical #also. crying. its all true

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my delulu version xD<3

#ngl looking up that clip of meissner and rudolf staring at each other made me kind of Get It you know JAKSKDK #maybe i need to polish up and post that stupid fic i have in the drafts. someday

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guys do you see my vision here

#JJDJDJF i was also going to make an elisabeth one omg xDDDD #crying this is great #meme #elisabeth das musical

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Started watching a "problem with greek myth retellings" video and it began with a blurb montage like "Condemned by the misogynist guys of history, this is the true girlboss feminist story of [A WOMAN]" and like. brb writing one of those about crown prince rudolf. It's ok he's like a misunderstood girlboss to me<3

#NASJASKSDFKDSLFDGJDFJ #joking. since those retellings seem to be often bad #fun fact i do have ideas for like a black teen comedy series with mary as the protagonist where the ending is like a harrowing twist #like you think it won't go that far but it does and the point is that she had historical agency and her own problems and personal journey #but in the end it spiralled catastrophically due to both crown prince rudolf related events and others #unfortunately writing one would draw the ire of both misogynist rudolf conspiracy theorists (how dare you suggest women have agency) AND a #certain type of feminist media critiquer person: (1) how dare you cover a topic like that flippantly 2) how dare you make rudolf anything #but an inhuman monster of a r*pist murderer gr**mer or whatever in the story #like idk man.. other male characters portrayed as romantic interests in mainstream media are toxic r*pists all the time. like omg i hate ho #'the great' handles p*ter and catherine because i was rooting for them to remain toxic and for catherine to kill him or whatever but then #she starts falling in love with him in s2 and everyone in tumblr is like omg hot sexy toxic romance. like cant we have ONE series where #straight romance doesnt inevitably become the overbearing focus?? i had wlw ships for that show.. they never pulled through... #anyway um yeah. the way i would portray rudolf in that is that mary sees him as this romantic hero which is emphasised in the way its shot #but he's constantly acting in kinda offputting and strange ways and is occasionally pretty pathetic and weird ASHDJFJF #^^ that's never been a deterrent to anyone ever. most rudolf biographers want to [redacted] him this has been proven by the way they write. #the only ones that dont are me (well not a real biographer but a rudolf enjoyer nonetheless) and brigitte hamann /hj #(she actually doesnt salivate over his appearance like frederick morton does xD only quotes 2 contemporary women commenting on it)

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#nothing to be done 😭🤣🤣 #she's a cranky old lady who will only sleep on the finest sofas and beds #sometimes i will start petting and scratching her and she'll leave after a bit because she's like 'eugh thats enough' #akdldlldlf #polls #also sharing a seat with her is impossible she's Lengthy and takes up so much space intentionally xD

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queen of the world to me

#JASJSJSJDDJFJ #university #need her #wait who said that

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This is how i assume you guys react to all of my crown prince rudolf posts

#from a random overly laudatory 1920s (contemporary) review of von mitis' semi mediocre rudolf biography #xD

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Scientists discover first known English-language Crown Prince Rudolf fanfic (1881)

("A DISGUISED PRINCE". The Youth’s Companion (1827-1929), volume 54 (1881), page 14. (It's an American children's magazine). Boston: American Periodicals Series II. Public domain, digitised by Google, accessed through the Hathi Trust - link.)

#its me i'm scientists #kronprinz rudolf #fanfiction #XDDDDDD #history #this is so interesting though?? who came up with this... who in this boston magazine was a habsburg royalist but specifically for rudolf #who was like. 23 at this time

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Girlies when they buy every remaining foodtastic power cake (chocolate chip) from the local hypermarket

(Not sponsored)

#in my defense the only had 4 left and idk how often they restock #5wurihpj #food

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😵‍💫

#i love how i cant have normal crushes its either random straight women on the street OR a girl i met twice at a party who is the gf of a #guy classmate 😭😭😭😭 #(i learned recently that she probably has [mental illness i also have] based on comments she makes that dont stand out to non sick people) #so i guess my brain fixated on that and last night i had a weird dream about her jfjfkfkgkglgkglf #but the thing is. even if she wasnt straight and dating my friend i couldnt date her because her appearance triggers my ** #rant #anyway yeah the dream was very 'i could fix her'

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mommy issues meme compilation for some reason (idk i deleted some of the previous posts)

(the horse meme was a reference to one of the 'terrible dad feanor' comics by cy-lindric) (idk if they still have this username but if you know you know. the myth the legend)

#crying dsghfdg #elisabeth das musical #kronprinz rudolf #art #other people's art #fanart #meme

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#😳 #todolf #elisabeth das musical #jwkgfkjflfog #kronprinz rudolf #der tod #fanart #other people's art #art

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Rant

I love that in almost every social environment IRL i end up being well liked by many people but not invited places/often excluded from the actual ingroup:))))) its nice to know my presence is tolerated in class and in big social events but i'm too shitty to be accepted as an actual friend (ie found out today theres a group chat w most of the classmates i often hang out with and who all seem to like me, but i'm not in that chat...)

Like i'm sure if something bad happened to me they would all be like ooh what a shame she was kind of cool. But they dont actually give a shit when i'm around...

#du glaubst irgendwo muss Liebe sein / doch zuletzt bist du allein etc etc #tw depression